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In Alhamdulillah, hinda mother who wanna say you know who was so fearful

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yeah yohanna sutopo rombo como la de holla Kaka minutes in wahida

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wahala caminhar zoologia min humare john and Kathy

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What up law lady Jessa I don't wanna be here.

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In alohacare ana de como te ba

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yeah you have Latina mucho por la aku Colin de de la cama Morocco.

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We have filicudi Nova con woman yo clarinda, hawara Sula, who falls on Halima

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about alamanda fatale Cara Mika McCallum wha wha Hayden had he had the Mohammed Salah law while he was sending them

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to Hakuna Matata

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from Mama

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knowing that almost everyone who is sitting here is Somali

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unless we have black none Somalis everyone is is not as a Somali yet I was requested to speak English

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English Somali American Samoa

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So,

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I will inshallah

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I will try my best

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I will try my ultimate best to mix the two

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knowing the subject is very important very serious.

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And I was giving the assignment

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against the IRS is not on the board

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to give

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or to shed some lights on certain ideas from certain protocol

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starting from 68 to 71

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Allah subhanho wa Taala in this ayah

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he said when leadin Allah yagoona Allah He

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so the first issue is the issue of the heat. Well I have to Luna Nuff said Lottie Harlem Allahu in

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so the second issue is dealing killing innocent people with no justification.

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And then a loss of hunter with the ad I said, what is known woman near foul

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and they do not commit adultery.

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So ever does this, he will receive indeed, very painful punishment.

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Martin Orpheus in America, when we contemplate on this,

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the idea of towhee

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the idea of killing innocent people the idea of committing adultery

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so that our remote

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tawheed omega karma can

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have you know the delay, delay, delay on the third one yoke of Xena combined with a other bin

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and then a loss of her know what to add. I've mentioned that

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whosoever does this, you will be punished. So the whole three is related to the issue of tober the end at the end of the ayat, Allah subhanho wa Taala a woman taba Amina Ramadan, Sonia, and whosoever repents and do righteous deeds. So instead of dealing with killing, dealing with their hand dealing with Xena, I just want to concentrate on the issue of tone of repentance.

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First of all,

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it is from the father of a loss of Hanover to Anna,

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that we as a human genes, we fall into sins,

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minus minor sins and major sins

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and if you read what it means

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He's added him in a law in May as to what he said. When Allah subhanho wa Taala Allah said in the Koran what is unknown in Whitehall out of pocket in manner he can in the Holy Quran minson saw in Hama in was known for either so way to want to see him he wrote for controller who was ready for surgery that meta equal to new home in

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quantum algebra in an akuna na Celgene Allah subhanho wa Taala here in soda to salt in salt unhindered in different places in Surah Baqarah Allah subhanho wa Taala is talking about the conversation that took place between a law and immediately when Allah subhanho wa Taala indicated in this ayah that it needs refuse to make suju to Adam alley he set out to a salon what I need to use when I need to remind you is a nice he made a mistake of your sudden it leaves made a mistake and when a loss of Hanover to Allah said to him least Why did you not prostrate? What I have created him with my own hands on an on min holla autonomy not in wahaca who maintain his justification was that

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Allah subhanho wa Taala created he believes better than Adam.

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Because Adam was creative for me for much longer. He in America when he needs was tweeting from the highest of all was to really inform the flame is smokeless flame.

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But look,

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Adam, on the other hand, he said he admitted Fatah, wabi curry march in Bali.

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The MacKinnon hardline what happened here apologized. And he said, Oh Allah, I repent to you, it bleeds he became very arrogant. And then he became very submissive. And he said,

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I asked for forgiveness.

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So the difference between Kafka bean and cat, who when they commit sin, when they commit massiah, they continue being the same thing is like those people who follow the footsteps of Emily's, and for those people who come back and repent, I know, I know, all of us, we commit sins. All of us, somehow, all of us, none of us, the nice officers, the nice that we think, is we have Facebook accounts, don't we all summer, and then have an intimate, intimate America. For America. I don't know when he got the name wrong, you know,

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hold on, hold on,

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you know, in heaven,

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we all this is a minor sin in some you may consider that is a sin. One the other hand, people may, you know, go farther than that and commit sins.

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Now, your response, it could be like the response of a police or could be like the response of Adam, and you can come back

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to let you know that number one, there is no way.

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No way are of committing sins. No way. There is no one here including the one who is speaking to you. There is no one who would say to you, I've never committed a sin.

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I'm perfect. None of us can claim that none of us can say I'm an angel. I know. A lot of you some of the long run he was setting them up on when they never see me and he knows them to enable. He said by Allah, I swear by the one who sews who's, who's my who's my soul in his hand, by Allah. If you do not commit sin again then be acquitted. And Allah will remove you from one white few from the planet Earth and he will create nation who will fall into a mausoleum. They will commit sins and then when they commit sins, they repent to Allah subhanho wa Taala See, alone knows that you are not perfect.

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You are imperfect. You cannot be perfect. So ally saying I want you when you fall into a mercy to come back to him.

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repenting himself somehow know what's

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in another Hadith and never use a law while he was certain if you say and Muslim con Courchevel live in them I have the home minister Xena, mudra Kundera, Callum of yourself the Messenger of Allah said, every son of Adam,

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every son of Adam male or female, a law wrote a law wrote a sin of a mercy or sin of Zina that is prescribed for them. And then the Messenger of Allah said aligner testimony, he said, I will commit Zina

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was in a Hanover the Zener of the eye is looking

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now the boys the guys, when the girls Mashallah leaving the lecture hall, they a lot of them they commit Zina sama

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like safarnama to

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the soccer show a Tobias savini Maracaibo, aka Malaysia.

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This is Xena of another yehudah Nabi sallallahu alayhi wa sallam was in a nova, or one or the new tasneem and the IRS committed Xena and the Zener of the year as listening

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lecture was in a time when he was subtle, Allahu alayhi wa sallam, Xena that next to no one. Hi, I'm Mark Lee.

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How near the music market near Sinead in Sydney and Lady Gaga and Maddie bunnies Gaga, Gaga. And when the words that they sing are the words of Xena haraam words, so the Messenger of Allah is saying they are committing Zina with the ears. And then the Messenger of Allah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam said, when the genie was in a box

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and the hand were committed Zina, and the Zener of the hands is touching. hold an avocado egg. Mashallah. Yeah, Carmen. You know, that's what they said since she pulled her, you know, her facebook account. Hold on. I think Carla, let me see, you know, this is the messenger of a loss it was Xena of the hand is touching. And then he said what leads you and the foot commit Zina? And the zero of the feet is walking towards her arm. And then the Messenger of Allah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam summarize that all in one form do you suddenly ozonic are you

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and the private part would confirm that or deny it?

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Every one of us that's when the messenger over loss of the law while he was sending them. He said there's no way out in another Howdy. The messenger over loss it means is created to be tested.

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A movement is created to be tested within

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NASA and he forgets either that cat Duck Duck, when he remember was someone we mind Singh, he remembers what Allah subhanho wa Taala said about this.

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Okay.

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In the Koran, Allah subhanho wa Taala Allah is encouraging us not to fall into a massiah

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intellegent any rule Cara either Martin honan new kafir uncomfy article 100 and Karina Allah said, If you avoid the major sins, then Allah subhanho wa Taala would take you to a path of honor and respect.

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Another eye Allah subhanho wa Taala Dena ugtt vena cava if me 141 and those who avoid major sins and and the fourth one is, you know and for washes Xena in Aaron.

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Sometimes brothers and sisters, the messenger overlap of course he mentioned the evil of the sins. But sometimes we fall into a mask and then between Khurana

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and I want you to listen to this.

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Then being alone is falling into a sin is not always bad.

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It's not all don't give up. If you are into a master, if you listen to music, if you're watching something haram if you're writing something that is not pleasing to Allah, if you need in girls behind closed doors, if you meeting boys and without the knowledge of your parents, if you doing some of you smoking cigarettes, if you're doing something haram do not give up

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Do not give up on the mercy of Allah acabo de la semana wattana don't give up. Why would he feel like he had his enemy is someone law while he was in the Navy who heard his son no longer and he was sending his son a Muslim in the

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Navy who heard of someone law when he was sending them in Nila.

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jannetty do Hoda

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I know the last person who would intergender and the last person who would come out of Japan.

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Now imagine sapan en la, last person, everybody is in general except this person.

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And this person is coming out of gentlemen. And the messenger of a loss that Allah will say to the angels, hide the sins of this man from him, hide his sins from him, his minor sins, not major sins, not interest, not lying, not cheating, not killing, not fornicating none of that just minor Sins of yourself just minor sins. And then this person, the English will come to him. And they will say to him, file to Yama, Qaeda, Al Qaeda, Al Qaeda, waka well Yomi Qaeda, you did that they such and such and such. And you did that? And they such such and such? Did you do those? And this person would say yes, I did it.

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And then the angel would say a lot. Listen to this brother, sister. A law has changed all your evil deeds into good deeds.

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This man who was concerned about his major sins, who thought somehow Panama if this is how a law would deal with minor sins, what would be the condition of major sins, when he realizes that a lot turn all his good deeds into good and bad deeds into good deeds? He would say you're a law in the AMA, Madden na hoona you're a law there are major sins that I committed. I don't see them right here. Where are they? Because you want the major sins to also be converted into good deeds be in the life soprano what to add up.

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There was this man

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an old man just imagine this old man. His name was avatar we shot

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a man dude.

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About a week he was very old man. Who is back was Ben

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and his own walking on a cane. And he came to the messenger over loss a lot while he was selling them for color your soul on law.

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ROI Hmm, Amina Zulu.

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How have you seen a man who did all kinds of sins? What a mutual caminhar Shea and well who was the daddy and he did not leave anything of sins or messenger overlong nemea through her jetten Well, ah, she did not leave minor sin or major sin.

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Partner Yasuda law. What would be the condition of that person? Enter who Toba? Can you repent now? The messenger overlord sallallahu alayhi wa sallam said to him for hell slumped Are you Muslim? He said yes. Then stay away from major sins and along with change all your bad deeds into good deeds and the man with the UT jasola law. When I'm gone other rt wolffer jurati the media will not cover the messenger over lies that alone will remove all your sins.

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Another Hadith I will conclude with this hadith the messenger over loss in the long run he was setting them said later men later may later man and woman later million. Like I forgot the word. And people will hope to see

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later Monday in Ramadan. No, I mean, as you know, certain people would wish if they committed so much since Why? Because a lot of what changes since into good deeds. It is not a green light for sins, but is a warning. I want to tell you and conclude discuss, because it's very touchy because I know most of you probably heard this before.

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But I'm awkward. I want you to pay attention to this person. I want you to listen to this person.

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This man

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And the man who was telling the story is share. Sad gray. If you guys are aware of you know, this man is one of the that is Saudi.

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This man, he said

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he's telling the story of a young man who went to another city, another country. I'm sorry. He left the app. And he went to the neighboring country.

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And his appointment the business trip. his appointment was the next day the following day.

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So he went to a hotel, so he can rest the night before his meeting next day.

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He said I entered the hotel, market hotel key and Gala. I saw her damariscotta

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men with women, women with men, women wearing very revealing outfit.

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He said the reception

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when they saw me murky, a Kenyan can measure hayama

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and he saw that I'm a multi. I dressed like a Muslim. He said, Yeah, sure. What are you doing here?

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Get out. This place is not for people lucky so

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he said I said to him, I only have one night. And I want to spend the night so I can do my business tomorrow. This man Subhana Allah he's working there. He's doing this evil. But he could not take this Muslim man being the bamboo in Aqaba. This place is not for people like you get us.

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We're here the one bar. I left.

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Work on behavior UI, candelabra. Every hotel that I go to is exactly the same thing. Are you Boomer Boomer, comma, Humphrey Hershey shot, dance nightclub is all filled. That is just one of those hotels that is made for Xena. Nothing else.

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He said I decided since I cannot find a hotel. And I'm a stranger in the city. I decided to sleep to find a park and sleep there. Open Sky.

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So I slept after sun a fourth time for salads. And

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I heard that then I went to the masjid. I made a rule. When I made Whoo. He said

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I went to my meeting. And I finished the meeting and straight to the airport.

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I was dead tire on my flight is extremely late six o'clock pm. I went to the airport and I looked for a place that I can sleep.

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He said there was some sun musty

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in the masjid. Slept, he said

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all of sudden,

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after hours of sleep.

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Someone woke me up with his cries.

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He was crying. He woke me up.

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I opened my eyes. And the man sitting right next to me. A young man said oh the man. He's hysterically crying.

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I went back to my sleep and then the other one called then.

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And I said I still have 30 minutes before the karma. Let me sleep.

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And this young man who was crying who woke me up, he shook me up.

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He said you can asleep you can really sleep.

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You can sleep you can really fall asleep.

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I said to him,

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let me make Hulu and then Allah will this will deal with the matter. I went and may will go I came back and he's still crying.

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We pray and he still crying. So I said to him What is your story?

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He said I'm a former family in the wealthy family.

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They have everything we have everything we have cars. We have policies everything that I want is available for me nothing that I request except it was provided for me but I was bored I was bored I was sick and tired of this you know symbol life missed itself ah you know if I want to enjoy myself.

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I want to have fun.

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So I say I went

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to this country what I assume no one knows me and no one will recommend

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Nice. I traveled myself

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by myself.

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And I went

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and Subhana Allah, he said, I met this group of young people who also wants to have fun.

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And I said, they are the right people. They know what they doing. Let me enjoin them. So I joined them.

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He said, we went to the mall to the mall, Mashallah, I said this is good. We went to the movies. I said, this is okay. We went to different restaurant men and women eating together. It's no like real, that you have to have curtain and the women have to wear niqab. I said, Okay. And then bit by bit next thing, they said, Why don't you come to the nightclub?

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And then I went with them. And then they said, Why don't you come on stay with us? In our hotel, and I went to the hotel, and they said, Well, listen, you cannot be by yourself. Why don't you let this young lady entertain you talk to you. He said, I'm a married man. But I said to myself, why not?

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Why not see treatments from hand law and good public only the U shaped plan is planning for this young man. He said before I know she smiles I smile. She talks I talk. And before I know,

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I already committed Zina with her.

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But was there when the fever was relieved when I was done what I had to do. My Eman came back. And I said Suhana law, I commit a Xena. One law, a law will deprive me from the floor line of jungle.

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He said I run. I put on my clothes and I run and I scream and in the hole it was this man. Or we call now this pimps

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this man

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and he said mamiko song. He said Don't. Don't you know what I did? I committed Zina. He said, don't worry. Just go get a drink, get some beer, and you will forget everything. And I said to him, so Panama, I think I lost my mind in general. Now you want me to deprive to be deprived from the humble agenda. And I run.

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And I came to the airport. And I'm crying. Since that time.

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He said that time

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my flight was called.

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When the fly was called, I said this, I said I was so certain that this young man would just feel bad like all of us, we do something wrong. And we feel bad a day or two or three. And after that we come back to our normal life as though we never commit a sin. And he said, I knew I was certain that this young man will come back to his normal life. And I said to him, take my number. And let me have your number. And we will meet in Riyadh. Insha Allah certain that this young man would never call me.

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He said two days later,

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this young man called

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and he said I want to meet. So he came and we met. He said when he saw me, he cried.

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And he said will lie from the day that we met till today. I could not stop crying. So Panama.

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He said, I could not stop crying, and I could not I could not sleep.

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He said I came not to sit with you or to talk to you. But I came to say, very well. Perhaps I will meet you in general. I said where are you going? He said I'm going to the maxima. I'm going to the jet and let him know what I did. So the Pokemon law can be applied on I said to him, don't you know you're from a famous well known family and this act of yours will bring displacement to the family? Don't you know you're married and the outcome of this you will be stoned to death? Don't you know your family would never be able to meet their friends and neighbors and he said one lie My wife my father, my relatives. They will not protect me from Abidjan. They will not protect me from that they

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will run away your money a federal mermin he was only he was he was so heavy with any liquid memory meningioma even Shannon Yoni, I'm going to the judge.

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I said to him, give me one chance. He said anything and everything except that I said fine. Let us call someone of knowledge. Let us call someone in.

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So I call us

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And I said, this is this young man who wants to do what is your suggestion? The shell said, he should not go to the court. And he should not submit himself to the herckel of the shediac. Let him make total.

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He said, The young man took my note the number of the chef, and he met me three days later.

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And I said to him, yes, I give you the name, the number of the chef. And the chef is saying you bothering him so much. What are you saying to the chef? He said, I said to the chef will lie on the day of normal piano when the murderer is dragging me to Adobe jahannam. Our hold on to you. And I will not leave you until we both go to general to jahannam together, allow me to go to the court. He said, No.

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Sir, listen to it,

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and make Toba? He said I did. I did. But again, I'm leaving, see where you can go. And he said I'm going to make

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his name was this young man's name was Ahmed. And the other is from both of them with some Hana law. He said, I said to Mashallah, we're going to have to why don't you join us? He cried.

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And he could not hold back his tears. And he ran away. He just drove away. He said in the days of tertiary while I was doing the gym a lot. I realize a familiar face for either who the brother was right there during the Jamaat. He said, I said yeah.

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He said, he looked towards me. And he looked at me as though he saw ghosts. And then he ran, I say, Subhan, Allah, what had changed his heart towards me, I thought he would he was my friend, close friend.

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He said, after the Hajj we met.

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And I said, What happened?

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He said,

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I went to hatch I made

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by myself.

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And I walked through all the machines.

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I walked for a minute to alpha, from alpha to Mazda differ from was Delhi, to the harem, from the harm to the jamara, from jamara to slaughter, he say I when walking sr, a law, look at me and forgive my sin.

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Forgive me.

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And he said, Why don't you join us? He says, Subhana Allah, how can I join you? amazone I committed Zina. He said, Did you ever committed Zina? He said, he said, Look, I'm filthy, and you're pure. How can I be next to you? He said, Well, I, I will look at the project. And I will say to them, one law he,

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I can assure you if I was not here a level for given all your sins. But perhaps Allah would not forgive you because of me.

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Anyway, to make a long story short, what if we learn

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this young man he memorized on in a very short period.

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And he said some hand love. One day

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we decided to read the car of the solid in the biography of the righteous ones.

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And then

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we came across the story of Arabia.

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We have been Haytham brothers, for those of you who don't know this man was a young man who was avid

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so as Mashallah he used to worship Allah so much to the point that Abba hora said to this young man, one law he got so lucky in the hammock. He said, Well, ally if Rasulullah had the opportunity to meet him, he would love.

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This young man was living in the city of Kufa. And you know, I'm the co founder and the fitten. There were 100 fit in that time.

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And then the people of the fitting of Kufa. They said Listen, listen, this young man, his name is everywhere. We need to tarnish that we need to use let him do something haram What should we do? That is fine. Hania. What is the honey honey is a lady that is so beautiful. She's so beautiful. She does not need any adornment to beautify herself. She doesn't need gold and diamonds and silver and pearls and none of that. She's so beautiful the way that a lot prevented her. She doesn't need not now

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They she doesn't need makeup.

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So they said let us find this beautiful lady and give her $1,000 home. So they went and they said this is $1,000 home part for what? They said, Oh, Bella, one kiss, that labia will kiss you for one kiss.

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But what akufo radical al Qaeda wakawaka she said only that know how will make him do this and this and this. And I will not leave him until I committed Zina. He committed dinner with me some Harlan law.

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So this lady, she waited for me again, Haytham in a narrow street where there's no one.

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And she beautified herself on the top of her natural beauty. And then she uncover herself and dress herself. And she stood in front of him and she say hi Tilak she said Do whatever you want to do some common law. Now emerging young man was not married in a place with this lady. That is no one else. She's saying I'm ready for maaseiah I'm ready for you. At that moment of Hana law, he raised his voice for Karla kayfabe aka America law. Oh, serving over law, what would you do? If a lot flex you with illness with a skin disease? What would you do your amatola if a loss and the Millikan motor and takes you so right now, what would you do? Or amatola. And then she's Queen and she ran away.

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Now when the young man read this, he cried. He says some hon en la Robbie, she came to him and he said no to her. But I went to her and I committed to dinner with her.

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What if you know

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what he did? To make long story short? To conclude this? What if you learn? I only have five minutes left? What he did one of those days. They have Juma.

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His father

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went to the masjid and this young man used to sit in the message all the time.

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And he said I son, you're fasting come with us. He said no. I feel so comfortable in the masjid. He said just come and eat. If I then come back, he certainly say no, I feel comfortable.

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He said

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then I went back for Salatin McGarry one time for Salatin, Margaret, I said, Now come on. Have you bought an E with us? He said no, I just had some water uncomfortable. He said after Salatin Murray I felt my heart is being squeezed. The father is saying this. So I said to my younger son, go look at your brother. See what he's doing. He's doing. He went to the masjid. And his brother is not talking. The young boy came back. He said dad

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is not talking. He said I rushed back to the masjid. And when I went to the masjid, he was saying the Shahada and he was saying to him to the Father. Give my friend that he met him at the airport. Give him my Salaam and tell him perhaps we will meet in general the evening.

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We will meet in general in some Hana life. What if we learn?

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See, the Toba is something that we want do we like to do we wish to do we prefer doing it. But our Toba is very fake. We do Toba with our tongue. We don't shake shake tears. We don't cry our maaseiah we don't do that. Did we don't do anything as a matter of fact, we do like them when africaine when they commit mass your sin. They behave that nothing happened. And they move on. They say in the lava photo Rahim. Rather brothers and sisters, I know we all are committing sins and we will commit more sins as we live and we go on our lives. But my suggestion to you is for every mercy that you commit, make Toba to Allah subhana wa to Allah, which is our common law.