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Tazkiyah Retreat 2019 – #01
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R Rahman R. Rahim Allah I'm Santa Monica semiology will do how many over the weekend I rely on Herbalife I've seen lots of our SMA or vanilla to sapu whenever there is a headache or having an amulet
or herb or B shortly surgery westerly MRI what kalapatthar melissani of popoli I mean the first thing I want to share with everybody is a concept that we all know
but I think we need to learn it again if I can use this word
concept of being a servant of a wasp
I like the word slave and
are we have the following
of course we have
I didn't say are your true
I said are you have your Abdullah yes everyone right Alhamdulillah right because look at that says yeah a birdie.
So we are
Oh my the and also Allah Subhana Allah vs Ravi Abdi his servant This is what we can learn what's up
what's a solvent often will talk to me and then we will learn together what's the solvent? What's
the one who obey
What's up dude?
That's a translation sleeve. What What is it when you tell when you tell Hamza?
Hamza was one of the youngest retreaters my law protecting right when when you told me sister I thought you Abdullah and I look at so what do you mean?
literally what is the word? Do? You have it in your in your booklets in the first I put for you the definition of it?
That's part two. As far too. Absolutely. So obedience, submission. There is one more.
Yes, but there is one more as well.
Knowing your Lord,
think of emotions.
Love. That's how they tell you. You are not alone. I am not the heart of a law unless long.
submission. The rule actually in the Arabic language the US doing rule is humility.
You're humiliated for Allah, for Allah. So I am 100 of Allah when I love Allah, this is a huge claim.
I love how I submit a hub I obey. There is one word to
give you this definition, complete
You don't love Allah. When I am a normal boy.
Ramadan, I love Allah. And I obey. And I submit
that after Ramadan, when I go for vacation, when I'm in college, and I'm in school, when I'm with my friends, when I'm with my coworkers, things change.
True or false?
Yes or no?
This is why I was telling you.
True, happy, truthful. hubdoc. Allah is the one who loves that Allah obey Allah, submit to Allah unconditionally.
I have everything I want. And
I have nothing from what I want to update.
things around me is exactly what I wanted to be an update from.
Nothing from our own. But I want to be an observer. So you get the point. And probably one of the best ones would you find it is a reminder to me and you have it in your booklet. And then anywhere you look, you will find this definition
and hearing he's saying the following says
Among German, equally my Hebrew Allahu aerobar, in acquiring a Voice
of Translator is a term. When you say, oh boy, do you say I am? Or this is an act of obedience is an act of worship.
Let me ask you this, before I give you the definition, I ask anyone in this room, anybody can ask them, give me an act of worship.
Everybody will say
Zakah sia, and hedge
I have a list of 25.
question is give me acts of worship, we agreed on the top four, and add five I worship Allah only, that's fine.
this needs to be more elaborate. She'd feed who
I think I invite my friends every week to my house and I feed them.
For I feed the needy and the pool, not yet fully active, for sure you have to add,
you have to add for a while.
Always memorize this word for Allah. I did not feed them because people are taking pictures and I'm going to be on Instagram.
And people will praise me this is very, not common, but it's a serious problem we're facing.
I am not doing anything. So people see me. Praise me or not praise me. I'm doing it for Allah. So 36
dhikr of Allah for sure.
I'm sorry. You're raising,
raising children. That's a long story.
I will come to this later remind you, because this is really important. Raising children getting married, having family this all together, has a lot of requirements to make it as a dad.
And very unlikely.
We do it as an act of hybrid.
very unlikely, I didn't say never very unlikely. Ask any youth in this room? Do you want to get married? The answer is yes. Why? This is how you know it's an act of God. Why?
common answer? All my friends got married.
Everybody gets mad. I like to be married. I love this person. There's nothing haram about these by the way. But that's not that's not
because the definition of a badger that's why I started this way because I want you to start thinking a little louder. act of worship, anything, look at anything, anything is small journey, collectively, of everything or anything Allah law loves and is pleased with memorize this love and pleased with it has to be these both.
He has to warm it but he has to be pleased with the way you're doing it
from st and actions,
sayings and actions. Imagine how many acts of worship you can have in these two days
and external and internal
seat one more time.
Everything a lot everything a lot was and he's pleased with
external and internal sayings and actions.
So I moved I moved this mic I'm always work from here to here.
Can this be an act of anybody can be
I have to fulfill the
law. He likes it. He loves it and he's pleased with
so now give me more acts of a bad
so cleaning cleaning your home.
A lot loves it.
You're pleased with
now comes in here
How are you doing good?
How are you doing it? wasting water detergents ruining the earth. So my house would be clean
but that's not an act of God. Did you get the point?
Anything This is why is D is beautiful because you can in every breath you can have an act of God what we did as Muslims we narrowed
made it to the five we talked about maybe you add couple x give me more active
charity for sure.
with no, no show off no ostentation. No
I'm not I'm giving the check and did everyone see my check?
But if Allah wants people to see your check a lot wanted
saw that for a law What else?
Or anything or doing my job can be a better?
The following conditions that words are favored. Remember your
law has to love it, and is pleased with so what am I doing? What is my job?
Number one, what is the job?
Number two, how I am doing the job? Am I disobeying Allah inside this job.
Or I'm moving a lot inside this job. And every job we do inside the house outside the house, we are tested with this.
If you are a teacher, if you are an IT, a physician, any any job that's halaal That's number one. Now come number two is in my action inside my job pleasing to Allah, that it becomes a bad I'll give you more. You
a lot of
something called an NG model called the the heart can be an intimidating guide. Remember this one? Your heart, my heart can be Nevada.
It's only the what I'm going to share with you the ones it's only by the heart. It's not what external? Can anyone think of one? So la brother cobia, the worship of the heart. Now the worship of the body. Psalm sanaz, aka HUD is all external.
Telling me think was an act of worship that the heart only do more external.
I need to do the knee at remembering the Nia for Allah. You made it a bad but I'm looking at much deeper. Yes, yeah.
I was looking for a better one. That's That's okay. Loving someone love, the love. It's a feeling.
Only feeling not external.
Nothing external loving. I was looking for loving Allah, for who he is.
Not for what he gave you.
This is very hard. Because if you love him for what he gave you, what will happen if he didn't give me?
Unfortunately, so I love him for who he is. As very high. More Think of your heart.
forgiveness. internally. I laugh. I forgive without external external luck yet but my heart had forgiven, more
It's an act of worship of the heart.
You're truthful in your love.
You're truthful in your seeking.
You are truthful in making this life better. This earth better. You are truthful in changing people mind about Muslim
is one of the hardest one when you walk through your act of worship. You stand up in this salah and you're so truthful.
I will do it to the best of all why I can do much better than this. You know when you say when your child come to you and we bring a card
New CB and you say why didn't you get aces? Well, lucky mommy I can do, I did my best. And you can see he or she is truthful, a suit of ba, ba ba ba your truth. What else the heart. This is only the heart hatia. To
cashier to law, when you have the order, from a law, not because you're afraid, not because you want something at all, life is smooth, it's beautiful. Just you have the off.
You look around you see beauty immediately comes to your mind you're on. Who are you and feeling comes inside you. That's an act of worship of the only because it's a feeling. It's a feeling Allah knows what's nobody knows what you have inside Russia to now have Russia to war. Another one part about the COVID in other in a law, your turn to unlock with your heart before your body,
your heart, your lens, your focus is on Allah.
And only only you know, you can pretend to whatever you want to pretend the external. You know, he knows exactly where is the lens of your heart looking at an inner but you don't know. Turning to a loss
is your heart.
Let's now come and be realistic.
Where is mine in?
My daily life? What do I turn to?
Most of the time?
People if people are happy with me, I'm happy. People are unhappy with me. I'm unhappy.
chortles people likes me, I'm happy. People praise me, I'm happy. People want to be like me, I'm happy. And the opposite is true. I ynab hatia who I am, who do I have? Oh, and love from?
Right, and names are coming into your mind. Because he can do this, or she can do this. Or if I don't do this, I will have not, I will not get this. It's all about people.
It's all about people. Your goal is to get to this.
At your heart. Start worshipping him your heart before your body.
My son, I will not be external. I went up and down. I don't know even what I did.
which most of us Unfortunately, it will be my heart isn't solid before I go to sauna.
My heart is in deep before I go to the.
So learn the group, the worship, act of worship of the heart and I will be rewarded for it. As if I am doing as if I am doing my Salah because I use the word a bad act a bad. shocker.
is an act of worship.
gratefulness is an act of worship.
How many of us are grateful in the heart before the tongue
in the in the heart, you feel it. You wake up in the morning got
too tired? Oh, I have a lot of things to do today. Or this person did this to me. Oh the job I'm going to go back again. Oh, I have this class of exam.
Versus I wake up and I say
I'm alive. A sugar food. I mean, we're gonna go long list.
It's an act. This is why I'm trying to bring this back again and again. Because I want us all to learn myself. Number one, to feel that when I say Alhamdulillah for whatever Allah gives me, this is an act of worship. I'll be rewarded for it.
I will be and you never know how heavy my skill and your skill and our skill will be by this axe that I did not even move from my home. That's why some people say people go to Hajj without even leaving their home.
You read about this and you say no.
So they went to Milan came back without leaving their home.
To heart a shocker. comes with a sugar always
patient, patient of the heart. Because if your heart and mind is sober is that
patient, then my body is patient to my tongue is patient.
Sugar, a sub river, you're pleased with the decree of Allah. That's one of the hardest ones. You are pleased with the decree of a law or revolver called law.
don't think of calamities hamdulillah
for example, you planned it today you need to be here at 240
and then you're here by eight you get lost. Your drive didn't come the playing oz rate, something happened already bla bla bla bla nothing.
Under Allah, Masha.
Allah decree what Allah decree will happen. Peace
versus Why me? They didn't tell me Look at this. Look at that Rubalcaba that when you feel it, again, I'm gonna stress on this again and again, then you are in a state of
war in a state of worship. change the way you look at your feelings at my feelings? At my how I feel how I think internally, I'm only talking about internally.
Think of it it's all act of worship. Allah Allah.
It's an act of worship.
A claim of course, we all claim.
Of course I do. We have our Swati psychosom? Of course I do. What do you think a lot, and arasu was telling me?
Show me where is it?
below Horace, who is an act of worship.
act with excellence, son,
act with excellence. And I loved it when I was preparing this. Pamela the previous callers how they thought, you know, when I tell you excellence and you treat people well you're going to name people whose parents or children or husband whoever you know what they said abstinence to the animal.
It's an act of worship.
And if suddenly the heart and DC
oh, I don't like animals look at them.
Versus I don't like the animals. But they are creation of a law. I don't have to like them. But they are creation of a law. So when you see an animal when you see an animal is your opportunity for a search for
how many opportunities we lost.
How many opportunities we did not pay attention to
it's not because I love them. But I don't love them. It's because it's an act of worship. It's an act of worship.
Keep the promise
it's an act of worship.
Keep your promise
anything you promise people are missing 100% you will fulfill it because sometimes things happen
but I'm talking about when you have no intention of doing it
without will will
keep the promise fulfill the promise.
Along I'm Ruby model for nihan and Nika this was a whole thing enjoying good and prevent evil
now when I when this word comes in we all think of you know what I'm going to go and I'm going to tell people don't do that we'll do this fight that's how we think of a mobile model. It is not this only in fact that part is only by certain people which is not you and me.
Where is your mobile model?
Can I be it a lot put me in a position to do a mobile model
let's see now
is it not because I'm teaching you
look at yourself here it will not put you and me in a position to do I'm robbing
you all from that knocking your head telling me
I'm opening my mouth.
So I'm gonna
think of your whole
Enjoying Could you do it all every day? all day? What is give me an example.
Bite your lamb. No, I'm gonna remodel my Hamza
So you remind him to pray
white Alhamdulillah because I'm not going to get anything If you prayed or not.
Especially if your child has grown up, right?
I'm not going to last lucam Allah he remember this repeated in the Quran. This phrase, I am not asking you for any reward or the Prophet said it clinica Rasul Allah is
I am not doing this because I need a reward from
give me more
young people Lilia, Maria
Have you ever done a long remodel? really a nice concept Have you ever done a remodel don't think of your siblings younger
it's a bad it's act of worship
I can't believe nobody did
anything Exactly. So let's let's say this I love these girls they grew up with us so let's say Miriam and enhancer right? They got upset from an ISA
right and they come to me and they came and said sister how I find you don't know what and he said it
could be any said it
could you be right it's unreal bill Morrow is how they are seeing it Are they saying it was my roof
so when they say you know what and he said did not let us sleep all night. I'm just giving an example. right but they are saying Look how nice she is. And we came here to learn she didn't let us learn is that the the best way to say it
would you say you cheat you tell them how to Save on Home remodel
in general and this is one of the things I personally think under the mountains should be
a talent it's our talents actually it should be something taught on the I'm talking about individual level I'm not talking about the
higher levels individual level How do you bring good bye Good
not bringing good bye
bye hon. So I'm robbing mouth I'm gonna remodel is unbelievable model is something
act of worship
you can do all by mouth without giving advice by making somebody's life easier for example you really love your friend and she comes and tell you you know what is Federer sada so hard on
how often you hear this pretty often. So you got a robot if you're gonna come into
mana *ing slot refrigerator hard to spot on.
And now you start scaling.
I will do this if we are at a certain level.
But if I am a beginner, I'm gonna say You know what? It is.
Let's see how we can help. You know what I'm going to call you tomorrow
and then it's 5:45am
something necessarily something you have to say and given advice. It's an action. It's an act of worship, and a bad thing. If you left and learned that I can broaden broaden my acts of worship from the narrow angle we put it in to a huge and it's my daily life can be act of worship.
Higher and that's the best you can get the best you can get. What is the goal of me worshipping Allah?
Don't think of an alpha.
Don't tell me Jenna.
As one of the scholars, righteous people way before us. Some some says it seemed Natalie
said if there was no gender, no,
no gender, no paradise, no Hellfire, nothing. This concept is not there. I would have worshiped a lot exactly the same.
If there was no gender, no, no, no punishment, no bliss. I would have bull* a lot of exactly the same.
That's when they know a lot. So what is the goal of worship?
time to be obedient
okay please with a lot of peace with myself number one
number one to know a lot
is to change me and I will give you examples on
the acts of worship that Allah put it for you and me. The five who said the five will all know he put it to change.
So how's ticks
what is the goal of
I'm talking about the color of light said it and sort of uncovered
here it's almost every Friday we're cool Matt We're here at Lake and liketo wildthings, EMA muscle.
When I think for why a lot of animal mental smile, this one loss of a
spider. We said beside to them. What we have revealed to you from the book
to the stories what I can say that performs
why your life is too hard five times a day I have to go forward you will change your cover all this not Saldana wehrli solo 10 and if you will, it will prevent which will put a barrier it will push you away from fascia and mukha immortality
fuse that is not easy talk
festival that's the goal
that's the goal. What would it be sometimes I cry on myself before anybody else? Because how many sought out
how many times we stood up? How long are we normally
all this Where is it? Where is that in waterline we still have in different levels or different times? What is it morality? Give me example what is it what?
What is more? What is Allah something doesn't like and reject. What is
follow the word. Don't think big ones I talked about David Fowler word.
s word who afford whatever the word
before we get there don't get to the big ones. Let's get to the common. Let's get to the common 10 now I'm in fashion we're more convenient, what's fashion. One of the meanings when I don't dress properly.
When I am dressed in a way my beauty is showing it will lead to fascia.
It will lead to where it is my solder.
You see the goal of the goal.
The goal is I change this is why suddenly that's why they used to say
and the person was tackled for law love an awful lot you are off you can know him or her. Not by me by their action.
When people are talking when he or she is quiet
when people are eating he or she are not fasting when people are sleeping He or she standing up in front of
you will look that's the first goal or sign up another way one more set up Can you sign up
for full sun so you remember me
and to bring light remembers or we do bring the remembrance of Allah remind people when I am performing Salah people will remember where is it
going off very bad. What is the goal of fasting?
Most of you should notice
Why Why does a lot lumpy too fast. Also that I can feel hungry for you.
Now that's not the meat is
where is the couple?
We finished the one where is it? What is the email or the bow? backbiting go we can pull up people putting people down on better than done. What's the
what is the goal of Zika
what is the goal of Zika Why do I have to change the thought
taxes that's what people say. You hear this I can't tell you how much you use. I pay taxes Why do I have to pay?
And the second one you know how much I paid for taxes? So they tell him my answers to how much money you make
what are the taxes you're paying?
And how much is
so why there is
a lot sits in the crosswalk tilbyr
in South Africa
take from them from their money this is money to zeca quipment online This is actually the iron scholar series. Why is the curtain obligation swatted to unwind so they'll take from their money sort of second
I paid taxes to
purify them which was a key him
to purify them at Tesco or something
and make dua for them this is total swag make
somebody happy enough South Africa second love your Doha for them keep them track
keep them tranquility so it's not how much check I'm gonna pay how long what it will do to me To me it will remove my attachment to once What about
What about why did a lot give us
what is this hedge
it's all about
what what what different Nancy would have to carry Jana one o'clock one
equally fujinomiya quiet the shadow
unless the two indices are sorted hedge also the same
thing as you call them call them to comfort hedge even they say they brought him so I call him yellow I'm alone.
This was revealed he was alone.
And Allah said you call out
a different assay but had yet to carry Jonah they're going to come walking wider Coolio longer. They're gonna come on any moving thing animal core
they come from every place far creases, why?
so they get benefit. They see the benefit. Another benefit of external external support with the best people need is that people need to have true or false true or false
the best people you make friends with the people you need to have or
yes this is one of the benefits and Eva has benefit in doing don't look at her as different story donor
and if you turn this around we're gonna come and say okay, I went to HUD I went to a lot my house I gave my I did my
five times a day
as a chore
Did I get it you get the point that's why Allah created your
own electoral agenda will insert in January I did not create June is brought to you but to quote unquote worship stress state as worship but it's not worship to know me to know of law to know his right on him on us and what he wants from us.
That's my goal. That's what I want to do for a while that's one of the drives so you may lose the offerings while happening either side.
Let me die is Mr. Meaning in a state of submission
while happening beside him and literally follow be with those who are writers save me.
A lot knows you and me.
So let's put this goal one of the goals you're going to leave and put goals so I can refocus my goal. January next year till the day I die at laparotomy under the sword. My goal is to be
your ally help me That's why you all say 17 times a day.
Yeah Can I go for ya can
number one, I want to be 100 and number two, I'm not going to be able to do it without human capital edge helping me.
Yeah I can. That's what I want to be 100 off
and you will help me what your concern. Your
love will be who the
stuff will go to. So long what is enough food why it was hard for them