Tazkiyah Retreat 2019 – #02
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I ordered my answer should be
I obey. Once I ordered my answer is I obey easy, but it's not easy to practice. And that's why one of the drawers and one of the applications that Saraswathi Sophos taught Satan was watch and you have it in your booklet that we shared with you. And we should are supposed to say it after every solar either before the stream or after testing Allah.
Allah the creek are so critical of snow by logic. You're a law helped me I need a lie. I can't this what you're telling a lie. I can. This is too hard. You know, this is too hard. It's too many things I have to do. And no too many distractions. And everything around me is pulling me to the other direction. And please, literally you say it with this feeling I need help me three things. I don't want a lot of things. Just the three. The curricular. So I remember you are sure cricket, I'm grateful. And I worship you with excellence. Personally, I
worship you with excellence. I Niala. The critical shakalaka
just practice it. Absolutely. After every seller. This was actually one of the sooner that you do. Now we're going to come and cover why we are here. What is this test? A lot of people ask me what is this test here? We call it because we know it? So we think everybody knows?
What is this?
What is the origin of the word?
Zika? And what does it mean?
and the other.
Right? So the words occur, the words are cut, it's so the root of it is to purify, and multiply,
to purify, and multiply to increase.
That's why Allah says gives a call give you more. We always say this when we do fundraising, right? People always remind you you give one on dollar. See what Allah will give you Where is this coming from? This is what it is Zika originally, is to purify and to multiply, increase, increase. So that's the first thing you need to think of Zika have a test skier
number two, number two,
we were born pure or not.
here so the baby when he comes out of the when he came on your daughter or son came out from you. What was the heart look like?
If we had like the sleeves or to look in the heart
sparkling right, pew, white, shiny.
What does it have in it?
No filter on all and filter out what is going on.
Notice Why thank you for your
inclination, natural inclination. What is it? What does this child know this newborn child newborn?
They have orange.
They have a lord.
There is a creator.
That baby that's a fedora. As we all talk about the football, that's the number one football that I and you we all even those who don't believe in a law. They know this Fuck, what do they call it?
Mother Nature. What do they call it?
Jesus cow anything.
The idea is that human beings, when they are created, they are created on the fact that there is a
creator Allah so that in the Quran swatted off with Pokemon Benny Adam mill the hoodie him burrito wash the Humala unforeseen LSU bureau become part
of masturbation swatting out off with other bukem and Benny Adam, Allah your Lord he's talking to roswaal
your Lord took from Benny Adam you and me this covenant
other Pokemon Benny are they were no go for him.
He said it's from the back the back actually in. In pathology and physiology we know because the origin, the origin of the human being sperm and the eggs comes from not the back of the back but comes from originally the ovaries and the testes are actually close to the back see what I am putting my hand and then as we change in the human being changed, the baby actually changed in the uterus a descent
for the member woody
meaning from their back comes their offsprings. Okay we know this we see this every day. What a shadow Humala unforeseen and he took from them this covenant
how Don't ask me
if there's a law Alaska bureau prequal
are my your Lord
Am I your Lord? What did we answer? Follow banner
yes less each individual regardless of their faith, regardless of their color, regardless of the language she or a he younger all they all know there is super power
creator they call it creator or not. superpower
test skier test here. The whole this process and we'll talk about is to bring this laughs This meet this you to the origin instinct. When we were
laughing potty, how this other teachers, you bring the next you bring yourself to when you were born. pure, clean your law.
Imagine we are all like this.
Angels would be walking on this earth.
Imagine nobody get upset.
No one is jealous. Everyone is sweet.
What is this gentleman?
It's nothing this artist gentlemen. So number one is you bring the test skier the process is I'm going to bring back this is what they say back.
Bring back my nefs me to the state that when Allah created me, that's how he wants me. Number to remove it from darkness to lights. From the darkness of ignorance, to the light of knowledge, darkness of envy, to the likeness of pleased with a law. degree from the darkness of jealousy to the light of what's opposite jealousy.
This is opposite. Khufu jealousy. What is the opposite of jealousy? When you're jealous? Why do I get jealous?
Because I am not satisfied with what I have. And I think that person doesn't deserve it. I should have
so remove this what should be in it
for you Please, please or whatever why gave you? Why do I think she's better than me? Or what you have is better.
That Saskia will remove you. So it's a process move from literally Point A to Point B or let's say opposite point B to point A to point B. I'm living in ignorance. A I'm going to be living in knowledge. B is am a lower base character. I lie. I use foul words. I hate I'm not happy. I'm ungrateful. To a I'm grateful. I'm nice. I'm very happy. I'm very content. Everything Allah gives me is good. That's a skill.
I quality in a simple word.
When you are always zeca when you are a person and fescue will have
First step is your content. When you're happy.
You will not replace what you have or where you are with anyone else.
you will not replace what you have, or where you have anything else why?
Because only one of you there.
Remember this case of all about Allah.
So Allah put you in St. Louis, you don't want to go anywhere else. Not because you don't like St. Louis, what do you like see the opportunity? So if I want to decide to move you tomorrow, and he's going to move to North Dakota?
Or am I decide to move to California? Your response inside you?
Because you moved.
deceived. So you move it back from all this anxiety and unhappiness, I'm sorry. And unrest we are having to peace and happiness. Unless that's the third goal or what is clear is, you become an I become an we become
parallel to everything around us. We all are in the same theme.
What do the law says about everything around us?
industry, what you may say in law, your subject will become the lacunae that have come with us we have
everything around us in a state of the sphere. What is this view?
It's not saying Subhan Allah only
glorify Allah that's what's the sphere, the glorify Allah, everything around you. Everything I look at the cat I have literally I look at it and I say well, more. This creation is always glorifying this human being who elevated her by the factory as a human being. She's wondering
that's what test
you will be in, in harmony with everything around you.
Everything around you when you I and you become onizuka I love where I am.
That's why it's a recipe of peace. I tell you when you are a person in test gear, you are happy content. Happy? I am so happy with what law gave me
that's a result of test here.
This is a beautiful thing actually, ma'am. I've been
process will move you move rovers from being they say that I'm going to say to an RV because it's very eloquent than cuca. Or Tom poliquin knifes mineral a colon, colon. For those of you who know
don't burn equalness mineral kwani Remo COVID bitis this steps will move from living with people that says acquire the things
to living with the one who created
you know that's me.
You're finding this very difficult, I can see this.
So here I am. I'm sitting in this room while I'm sitting with people.
Like I see you Oh.
So how can I google the McComb how my reps will not see you. Come on. Yeah.
So I am with at home with my family.
I am at work I am at a school and college. How do I not see the people?
My lips will not see it.
We're all looking at
Rotten Tomatoes. discuss this in our first SPF class.
So this is this is what I will get at the end.
I will see people I see you of course I see.
I don't see you harming
or benefiting me
or making me happy or making me miserable. or making me rich or making me poor. And not only human beings by the way. A coin is a blessing. I don't see the job. gives me the salary.
I don't see the husband. Give me the house. I don't see me bringing the children.
Did you get the point. I see
I see Allah is giving directing the money to watch my back through the job.
I see the husband Allah sending me the house through my husband and husband worked. I see my son you the children, for me being married and getting pregnant.
Tom poliquin nurse you don't see it.
I don't see your can home. I will never say you don't know what you can do to
you don't know what you don't know how evil she can be. You know these words we say.
And I am in tusky and I'm out of human beings. I don't see this. I see only
Allah and the other way around the same.
I will never disobey Him to get something from dunya This is very common for us. Because I know he will give it to me. How can he will? How can he give me something like disobedient?
Then you will see what he gives it
his generous number one of curry
all the names of a lot of players you
will make your move from seeing people practice this practices. keep seeing it the first step say to yourself Why? And roswaal a software Some said it into our tools. Pull in a lot of cool in me. Yeah, I'm actually not in about offices about himself. He said it's in North Elgin in NIDA I'm Nicola come born when
I was learning software, I cannot bring benefit to you, or remove evil from you or harmful you. And he said it about himself in a lot of put me not only cool enough, see, nothing more lovable. I cannot benefit myself. I cannot harm myself.
It's just ask you.
Imagine you live this way.
Imagine you live day and night.
Would you be afraid of any human being?
What do you get attached to anyone?
What do you have so much hope in somebody? And then you get so disappointed? Why do we get disappointed. And we get so sad? Because we expect
when I don't see them, I see them. I see everything as things occur one.
I only see a local. I only see him as operating. I've said this many times, but I love repeating it for myself before anyone. Some of you who are little bit older than 30.
We grew up with a very common.
It's a puppet show.
And the puppet show was actually doors. The Doors move like three or four or five. Some of you are knocking your head. You remember what I'm talking about? There's somebody on the top actually you don't see that person who's actually moving moving the doors. Do you know what I'm talking about? Yep. Everybody young going All right. Any for any profit property in your hand. Right? And the puppet is talking. The Puppet is moving
Yes or no? No, no, you are.
You're moving your hand. If you don't move your hand, the puppet will knock
the doors. If I do move them, they do.
This is your knee. And with a large punter, you and me are these dogs.
And a lot is moving a lot move you and put you in my way. And he allowed to harm me.
And I'm not put you in my way and allow the move. So you can benefit.
We don't see that. We see only the puppets. You only see the doors.
Test here. We'll get you there.
We don't see people.
You see them. You don't see them. Changing your life. See a lot is changing your life. That's the main goal of teskey That's why I told you it will bring you back to football because that baby when he was born, he didn't know who Sally and whose father
you and then as life goes on and we get older, more
I say the crystal ball, the crystal heart and the vase become
beautiful finishing now.
please, everybody mute yourself, anyone online because I can use audio and save me
a loss and Noah to save me.
See how he taught me and I know we're on the spot.
a lot. there's a there's a saying I'm going to share with you. Some say it's Hadeeth but it's probably not they say it's a scene of
righteousness. But you may find it as a hadith that they say to probably it is not. It's mainly mentioned in fatawa, even to me,
and I lost pantallas saying this that's why some things are haggis on Pudsey. And Allah saying the following. I'll say it and I'll be enough transcript. You have no Adam halakhically vanity panatela
son of Adam, you and me. I created you have to worship me
to play and waste your time.
created you to worship. We talked about worship an hour ago, for whole hour. How not to carry a vanity I created you to worship you have to play in waste your time
with a castle to bury spec pinata town.
I guarantee your sustenance.
Don't work too hard for it.
You know what Allah has meaning meaning Don't work too hard. And then forget
for club me turgid me.
Seek me. Look for me. You'll find me.
Look for me. You'll find me how many times you made a drought or long send see and within a minute without was answered.
Properly legitimate. Seek me. Look for me.
Tell me you're finding me taking audit any?
If you find me, look at this one. audit the coalition.
You have found everything
you say in more detail. If you find me. You found everything.
We're in Tucker.
And reform as
far the conclusion
you missed everything.
What I now have with me the quality
and I am more belong to you. I love you. More than anything.
This is a law.
Or told me to judge me. That's the skin. Look for me. Seek me. Focus on me. All what we have been sharing that God is
everywhere. We all say this. You teach your children rose Allah was everywhere. Absolutely. I'm not talking about our freedom. I'm talking about just the external meaning.
Look for a lawyer.
Don't look for other people. For others. odunsi people or others? Look for him. You want something? Ask him first. And last.
You need something returned to
your board. Don't pick up the phone. Anybody. Pick up the phone. Pick up the phone to somebody who doesn't need the phone.
Is there your sad turn turn your happy chanting keeping up. Please don't change it or coordinated me. memorize this.
Look for me. You'll find
seek me you'll find me. Focus on me.
And all me is capital.
All needs capital and it's not me. It's not me. It's not to me, you
need to do
so look for this one and turn to a lot of time
and ask him
this is very important the process of testing to talk about something sharp. In
in every minute, how many of you don't show me hands I'm just asking you as committed to our to our last time we left your home. What are we left over you're in your car are you driving in the plane time tolerances y'all make this for you.
Benefits really the best from this for you.
Don't forget this in every step, every step
in our daily life and running,
it's hard, then it becomes a habit, or what
comes without you thinking, I could drink water?
What told me to look for him, you will
look for him, you will find him and then there is a beautiful poet, poetry, we all human beings, try what what is the difference between us and animals? Allow them right
is an apple is its wisdom is complete, we can comprehend. We can understand why.
reason we can resolve things, all these number one and number two, we are three parts. As human beings we're three parts and some say we are for
number one, we are a body we all see each other. And number two, we are soul and soul This is why the soul I said four because it depends what you mean by soul. So I'm going to see the words in Arabi because that's what
we are born and we are our
mind. Reason comprehend. Because not otherwise we'll be machine.
We are knifes and we are
soul is usually visible.
novices left business, less
self, probably the closest self. And we're going to go into the detail of Who are we as a self, and one of the poet's says and I say to Nairobi, up to Bill Allen FC stepmill for Bhatia, the interview just for interbeing fc lab we'll just sleep inside
work on your own deaths. Work on your nerves and purified an exalted,
purifying an exalted because by the knifes, you're a human being, not by the body.
By the body, I can be my body if it doesn't have enough what it will be
damned. If you use the word soul with that. What I can be a statue
by enough's I am at
minus your nerves created to love Allah created to love Allah to worship Allah. This is how the baby comes. Then what happens?
And that's the key if you have it in your booklet. That's why I put the headings for you.
Or sorry, sorry, he said kulu Manu Kumar luden wool advantage shutaura every newborn is born. I don't fit the rock what is wrong just said this, that he knows our last pantalla then what happens your
make the make him Muslim Jews Christian.
So he or she is want to know Allah and worship Allah Hello, then comes environment. That's why we change. And I always give this example. Those of you who have worked with refugees, or people who came from different countries,
See them at first time you meet them. What do they have? their culture is
whatever the culture is, the way they dress. Especially I'm talking about young
10 1214 they come the way they dress.
The way they eat.
Yes, right. Leave them come back to New Zealand.
How they will become
where they are living because it'd be so surrounding
the surrounding changing us why I'm saying this.
Why do I need to learn this?
Because part of my problems of the scheme of not able to do with a skier or feeling my test gear is my surroundings
which we will come to it tomorrow. Why
Makes me weak why I cannot be the Navy a lot created what's happened what's happened your
surroundings what's around
test skier This is very interesting they said a lot Hello God made many oaths
let's test your knowledge of Baccarat
Can you keep me assure starts with an oath
I said start
with the first so we'll find
questions what baja will lay
now soon we'll be handled well it will be all male tianma
summer and it's sister of summer editing guru
who said that
huh? rotini was a 200 luck the knowledge is good.
If you look at all these and I want you to do this, go to the Quran and look at the sutras the ones we just mentioned, which is most of it and so forth. In this one, there is an oath and there is usually an answer of the oath
so what Tina was a tone What are you singing while Brazil? I mean, what is the answer? The hatanaka Mallinson usually there is an old Allah is making an oath by something assurance the sun that the night the attain the fig
usually 123 ir and then the answer comes in what he is answering so when you say when he What is he making the oath so when you say one line you look at me says one line okay? I'm waiting
What are you going to say? Well I could work well why I was not eight that's the answer. That's what you want to make. Emphasis? Are you with me? There's a reason why I'm saying all these details. Come
so what is what is shuns?
Go to sweatshops.
smilla a sham Sue. What will haha well Comrie that's Hello Hello. Good. I'm counting for a reason. Or comedy. That's
when the hurry is agile. Aha. well lately is I have shaha
Well, only amalco Haha, this is all OAuth. There's no answer yet. Six. There's one more. One I've seen. That's what I'm now calling one of sin. warmaster Wha? Where does the answer? And ha ha
ha ha What's up? Oh, Aha. The second one. f la Herrmann. zeca
speak in English now. So everybody will understand shamcey wobbu ha ha by the sun. And by the time it brings it to us, and all the author shows you oh haha, well, we'll come up with one lady that yaksha and by the night and by the sky, and by the all these buys seven of them,
and then comes in when I've seen one so well. That's enough. So we're talking about a lot more than Oswald
foodora what acquah he gave me the two choices is people always bring this argument.
Do I have a choice? He created me like that. No.
He said it. And hammer hafele do raha at UCLA? He gave you the faculty the inclination, the ability to be good? And he gave me the ability faculty inclination to be bad.
So what do I do?
Now I'm confused.
What is the next is?
If Lucha menza successful is the one purify? It's an IT IS WHAT IS nS? scholars teaches you This is the longest oath
of Toluca cemetery.
This is the longest oath in the EU and there's nothing like it.
And they say Look how, what is coming after seven kings on law make an oath about what is it
The one who will purify it zeca that's the word test here is going to be successful. How important is this? When you wanted to tell your child mother's industry or tell your child something important, what do you say?
By law bodies are seen by environment for the child to become even more skilled and more skilled. And this is becoming very serious so they start between them.
law the creator started you and me successful is the one who will purify himself or herself, purified purified and the essence of Ischia from all my body is my neffs is the is the result I need what is the heart then?
Where is the heart you
The one who gives those
who tells you don't do that
says don't do that. Then you hear me say by like
Why don't you say I feel
this is you're not alone. A Walker?
Was the who's who will give the final order.
is usually your heart
depends what kind of issue will come through tomorrow
to work on your nerves actually number one is work on the hair that's why some sports is Scootaloo
they say it's purify the hearts some sisters the skeletal muscles is a lot Why is the skater loose? Because Allah said it in the Quran when I've seen warmaster
the knifes and the one who created it flamin sec so they said Task Force purify your
process not easy possible fix time fail get up fail get up but you will get the email
any amount of payment I'm going to end here because I can see all of you are very tired a lot reward you he had a long day it's actually almost 930 I'll do my best not to do a very long lecture just don't worry
about not paying say listen I will end up with this anytime there's few people when you leave their savings the one at the eye level you're going to just sit down says you're on the wall what you give them what you gave them. So they can think this way and Right this way. Sometimes I was like you know what, just give it to me. How I don't know. And one of them is
the other one is that has an imbecile now so he says people are tokens and nostril alive radula legend I mean to keep two kinds of people.
A man or a human being
made his knifes as a horse. And here I did.
Did you get it? Having
a human being made this neffs i like it i wanted i net II is a horse and he is riding it. Meaning who's guiding the horse?
Who's guiding the horse? I want to hear it.
That person and the horse is I like it I wanted but I have the ring and I pull it and I say no or I turn it to the right I say go to the left. But I do the other way around.
What are you alone?
What are you don't look at this one, Rocky Batali. Hina
and a man human being is knifes.
He is the horse
and the enough's is writing. A Jana Toshi model made him donkey.
I'm translating to say Jiro, who famously Attila
the neffs guide you for the disobedience of Allah, though.
It's an amazing metaphor.
So whenever I'm going to disobey Allah, I am saying this Well, I love these sayings because it makes me think so when I am going to disobedience of a law, remember, I chose not to be the person who's riding the horse. I chose to be
There's a lot of feelings panic alarm, organic ashwagandha stuff we will cover today. So a lot of cesium 101 earlier was high potassium and calcium for them.