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I wanna welcome you all to this very

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special, evening in which we are hosting,

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our dear volunteers,

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our doctoral volunteers

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who just came back from Gaza. They spend

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most of the Ramadan,

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volunteering, alhamdulillah, there and being with our brothers

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and sisters under the circumstances that we all

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know,

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and they sacrifice their time, their effort, of

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course, obviously, just for the beautiful cause of

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showing the support, alhamdulillah, to our brothers over

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there. So I wanna at the beginning, on

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behalf of this all Muslim community that you

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see here, and all watching with us, I

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would like to say, lizakumallahu khairan, thank you

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for representing us as the Muslim community living

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in America. May Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala reward

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you for your sacrifice, You Rabbi Alamin.

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We really appreciate all the effort that you

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made, so we ask Allah subhanahu to make

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it heavy for you in the sky You

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Rabbi Alamin.

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Now, there is so much we need to

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talk about for the sake of time, inshaAllah

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wazda wajal.

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I know that they keep saying or we

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hear it say they say that, a picture

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is worth a 1,000 words.

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But then they start when we started using

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video, we said video actually is worth a

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1,000 picture.

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But then I believe personally that there is

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no doubt that an eyewitness

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is actually worth a million probably of these

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videos. You guys are the eyewitnesses over there,

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and you've seen it, you know, firsthand. You

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were there on the ground. We want to

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hear from each and every one of you,

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inshaAllah, about your experience.

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What is it like there?

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What do you want the Muslim community to

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understand and know? Because we've seen the pictures,

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we've seen the videos, we've heard all the

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analysis and all the reports and so forth,

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but there is nothing better than someone who

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was really there on the ground to tell

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us the reality of the situation. So So

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I'd like to, thank you very much for

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being here. We have actually with us doctor

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Haifa Yunus,

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was there. Alhamdulillah,

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doctor Farhan

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Abdel Aziz, Doctor Bilal Paracha,

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Rashad Manbeig

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and Doctor Othar Haq. Doctor Mahmoud Savha was

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also on the team, but he's out of

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town, so he just he sends his salaam

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to everybody, and I apologize for not being

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here with us on this evening. So inshallah,

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we're gonna hear from them, Benillah Azza Wa

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Jal. I wanna start with doctor Athar. Your

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experience, tell us first of all about your

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expertise and,

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your specialty,

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and how was it there for you guys?

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Yeah. So, this one, I'm Danav Sallat Assai,

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I'm Rasoolah. I mean,

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for coming, it's kind of a little overwhelming.

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A little nervous right now. But, I'm a

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hospitalist by profession. I'm glad I've been doing

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that for about 11 years. A hospitalist is

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someone who, takes care of the patients once

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they're admitted from the ER.

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So I was

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a little bit on the fence when I

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was when, you know, actually Farhan, Masha'Allah is

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the one that invited me to go. Because

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you know when you hear about, you know,

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relief work it's it's mainly surgeons and anesthesiologists

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and ER doctors, mashaAllah.

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But hospitals are like at the bottom of

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the totem pole. And that I didn't speak

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You're the Khurub Barak alhamdulillah.

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But, yeah, I didn't speak any Arabic, so

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I was I was always thinking what kind

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of benefit can I provide to people?

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But with, the encouragement of Farhan, and Mahmoud

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Marshana, a big role in that, I I

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decided to go. And I think some of

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the lessons, I guess, what first started for

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me is I don't think the trip could

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have gone any better.

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So, Panamal, I know that obviously we're going

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to a war zone, but before I had

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planned to go to Gaza,

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you know, I booked a trip to Umrah

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in the last 10 nights. I was super

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excited about that. And my intention subhanAllah was

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when I booked that trip was I only

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wanted to go there to make dua for

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the people of Gaza. And subhanallah, Allah subhanallah

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changed my plans just a week before. So

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I canceled my umur trip and subhanallah, I

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was able to look at the Gaza itself.

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Shall I get the reward of a 1,000,000

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amur instead? Yeah. I mean, I mean, I

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mean,

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so one of the I think the one

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of the lessons that I learned before I

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left that that was that would he shook

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me is so I really wanted to go

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and, you know, my wife my wife was

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also season, you know, very pro. So she

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wanted, me to go as well. So very

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excited. So then once I started preparing for

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the trip, you know, I started, you know,

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I prepared, you know, I had my will

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already prepared so I prepared that, you know,

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added some things to it. I gave her

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some access to some of, like, the, you

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know, business and accounts and things of that

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nature. And so once it got, like, that

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intense for her, she was like,

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are you sure are you sure you wanna

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go? Maybe you should just One more sounds

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like a really good idea right now. But

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you know, I think

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that was one thing that kind of shocked

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me. I was like, okay. Well, now my

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wife is even afraid that initially she was

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so excited about me to go, but now

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she's like, okay, maybe he's really not gonna

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come back. And that really affected me, but

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it didn't affect me until, like, we were

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leaving right after flip with the gym on

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Friday.

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So I, you know, went to the, went

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to the house. I, you know, we got

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my I got my wife. And then I

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was just, you know, normally when you leave

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after, you for a little vacation or trip,

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you make sure everything in the house is

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settled. So, I walked into the house, everybody

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was gone. And then I was just making

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sure that everything, the lights are off, so

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on and so forth. And as soon as

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I step foot in my garage,

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then this overwhelming feeling of, you know, of

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my, this actually might be the last time

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I come step foot into my own house.

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And that really shook me. I think that

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was the first time I I recognized that,

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you know, what I'm actually signing up to

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do and I think that's that really shook

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me somehow. So I think, you know, that's

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one lesson that I think that I learned

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is that even though I felt like I

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needed Allah the most then, but in reality

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I need Allah just as much as I

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did then, that I did then that I

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do now. You know, so we have to

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depend on Allah as much as we can,

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at, at all times. It's not just when

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you're in need of him, it's actually at

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all times. We just sometimes don't realize that.

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I think that's one, one effect that I

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have. If we could play the slides, I

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just wanted to kind of give,

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kind of like a map of where,

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you know, buzz is on the map. I

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don't know, it's kind of small, but hopefully

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people can see that. On the big screen

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they can show me. Oh, perfect.

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Perfect. So if you look at the the

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bottom left, that's the Rafa Egyptian border.

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Okay? So we had a we landed in

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Cairo, Alhamdulillah.

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And we had to take almost like it's

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about an 8 or 9 hour car trip,

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but the whole time it takes about 16

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hours because of all the checkpoints that you

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have to go through. So there's 2 in

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Egypt and then the last one is on

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the Palestinian side.

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So that's the rougher border and then some

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of the circles are where where each of

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the physicians were at. Alhamdulillah. So the the

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first one, the I don't know if it's

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pink or I can't tell the color, but

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at first circle,

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is the European hospital. So that's the hospital

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that most of the medical mission trips go

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to.

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And that street that you see that's there

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is called the Salahuddin Street. That's the main

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street in Gaza,

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and the palm is right once you get

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to where the where that circle is, the,

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Israeli army is occupying the entire street. So

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you're not able to actually go up that

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street, you have to make a left, so

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to speak, on this picture, and go to

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the to the beach. And that's where you

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see all of those pictures and videos of

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all of the refugees on the beaches and

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all the aid dropping there. So So we

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had to go on that, street. And it's

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interesting because actually I was honored doctor Hippo

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was in in my group. I mean, I

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was in her group, so it was it

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was a very exciting, Marshall, to be with

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her.

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So some of the reflection that she shared

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and all the things that we were thinking

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about when we were there is, you know,

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there's a, a curfew between 10 AM and

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2 PM. Mhmm. And so we're supposed to

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leave, you know, before sunset ideally. When you

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drive at night, it's very dangerous.

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So somehow like the the

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customs took about 8 hours.

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So we were actually leaving after Muslim.

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So when we were driving, doctor Haifa was

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mentioning, you know, we should all be repeating

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La ilaha illallah Muhammadu Rasool Allah in case

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we have missile strike and this is our

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last words. So sometimes we have small conversations

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with each other and then immediately after we

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would say

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And this is a whole trip for an

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hour and a half. All you hear is

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the murmuring in our band of like

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So in case then we were to die,

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alhamdulillah, you know, that would be our last

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words. So as you're traveling up, if you

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can bring the map back up. If as

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you're traveling up, you can see that little,

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I guess it's a lightning bolt. So I'm

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not sure if you guys remember,

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but in the world food kitchen,

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that's where their trucks were stripped. They were

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stripped right there at that exact point. And

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if subhanallah, it's kind of amazing because we

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were on that exact street

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just 2 hours before. Somehow.

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So subhanallah, Allah protected us just by 2

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hours. When we got to the hospital,

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we heard about these about these deaths that

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happened to Kama, and it was like the

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exact same street. So again, just reflecting on

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on the fact that we we always have

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to trust in Allah. So that orange circle,

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I mean the blue circle that you see

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there, that's where, myself,

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doctor Jardan, and a lot of doctor Haifa's

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work was done at that, in that blue

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circle. It's called Shuhada Al Aqsa.

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To be honest, it's like the hospital with

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the coolest name, so I was hoping that,

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you know, we could all be Shuhada there,

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but, Allah had other plans.

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And then the circle all the way to

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the top that's, like

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orange, that's Ashifa, and obviously that was the

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hospital that they destroyed about 3 or 4

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months, 3 or 4 weeks ago. You guys

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all saw the pictures of that.

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And then Mashallah Farhan, he'll tell the story,

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but he was one of the first doctors

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since the start of the war that got

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to go to the north. So he was

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in that red dot, like, all the way

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up north, and he'll tell stories about that.

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So just go to the next slide real

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quick. Oh *. I think I can do

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that. Yeah. So just to give you an

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idea I want pictures in the way, sorry

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about that. But so it really is an

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open air prison. If you can see those

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walls on the left hand of picture, it's

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basically a gigantic cement wall.

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Then barbed wire about 5 or 6 feet

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high. If you look at the second picture

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you can see that man that's sitting there

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on the, on the floor. You can see

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how actually tall those walls are.

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SubhanAllah. So it's act actually quite high and

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then again above that by another 5 or

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6 feet is barbed wire. So it truly

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is like like a prison as you're going

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into powwow. Mhmm.

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If you go to the next slide,

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this is a video. So this is as

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you're driving through Khan Yunus, which is the

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second province so to speak in Gaza.

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If you can play the video you can

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just see I mean you probably all have

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seen this, but as you're driving, this is

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the destruction that you see.

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Basically, if Kanye has almost completely destroyed.

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It's,

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I mean,

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again it's, what can you say, survival?

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Yeah, but it's just a bunch of rope

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on me.

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Okay, so if you can go the next

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one, the next slide, and I can just

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show you what,

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what it's like when we were at the

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hospital. So if you can so this is

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basically from taken from the second floor,

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you can see all of the camps from

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that line. One hospital wall all the way

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across. So you play the video,

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you can see I'm I'm basically panning across

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the entire hospital of compound. And there's about

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8,000

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refugees in these camps. And these are tents.

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Literally, they're just like plastic pieces of paper

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put together,

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that don't protect you from rain, that you

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can see someone's shadow that's sitting right next

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to you.

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I mean, there's about for every single bathroom

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that they have, there's about 200 people using

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that one bathroom. That's awesome. So there's a

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lot of diseases like hepatitis a that is

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rampant in the community. They literally call it

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like a pandemic. About 50% of the patients

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that I saw,

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in the hospital had had hepatitis a.

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And the last thing I'll share, which is

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kind of interesting, is just to kind of

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set the scene for what these guys will

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be saying. So when we're at Shuhada Apsa

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Hospital, on on the next slide,

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there's a constant, constant of a sound. And

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you can hear it here.

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So that sound that you hear is only

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2 seconds long, but that is 24 hours

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a day, 7 days a week, non stop,

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and that's a drone.

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So that drone is flowing around the entire

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area, and it's not stopping, it's continuous.

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So every time we recorded something for instance,

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if the, if the, if sheikh was giving,

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like, leading salah in qdiyan, you'd record something

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and you can hear that while he's recording.

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You can hear it during a taroyi, tiam,

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ish at any time that you're talking you

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can hear that in the background. And just

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imagine that people that have to go through

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this constant surveillance while living in this, in

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this area. It's completely unbelievable,

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the amount of faith that they have, and

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to still pray, but to be in that

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situation. I think that's something that was the

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the biggest impact that I had, that these

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people are still praying, still fasting in the

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month of Ramadan, but Allah's putting them through

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this. They must have

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so much, such a strong iman. And that's

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something that I think that, even though I

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came there to help people, I I I'm

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the one that really benefited from the trip.

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And so if anybody has the opportunity to

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go, I highly, highly recommend it because you

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will you will not think there's not a

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single trip in the world you can take

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that will that will be as beneficial as

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it is for your iman. JazakAllah, doctor O'Himmelah's

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final reward for this, sir, Bilalah. I know

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there are some stories you shared with me

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also dealing with that kid in Tarawee, and

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we're gonna come to it inshallah to Varko

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at at some point in the last zurajal.

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But I will move right now to doctor

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Haifa.

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Obviously,

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I was surprised when I saw you actually

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on that video. I don't know that you're,

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you're there, subhanAllah.

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So may Allah, subhanAllah, bless you and reward

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you for taking,

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the chance,

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to be there, alhamdulillah.

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We went together,

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alhamdulillah,

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into different areas really to seek and to

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help the Muslim community around the world, alhamdulillah,

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during the disaster and then the earthquakes.

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But to go to Gaza, that's a very

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unique experience.

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We want to hear from you, and and

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if you can draw these parallels actually, alhamdulillah,

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between a man made disaster like what's happening

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in Gaza and also what we saw in

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the in the,

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the situation that happened actually after that earthquake

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in Turkey now. Yeah. If I can have

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the slides because as I'm talking, some of

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the slides will make it easier.

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I'm completely different than,

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doctor Atar, actually.

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I begged people to go,

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honestly. Since I learned there was physicians going,

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I don't know how many applications I filled.

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For some reason, Allah didn't want it to

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happen.

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And then I was going to Umrah, and

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in the plane, I was filling application. My

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friend says, this is gonna happen. And 10

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days, nobody answered me. Then I made the

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dua, and that's the first thing I want

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everybody

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to really know. And I'm not saying this

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bragging.

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But when you really want something from Allah

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and you are wanting it only for him,

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he opened it. Suddenly, I remembered I was

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in Mecca. I was also in Umrah. The

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last 10 days from Milan is my only

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vacation the whole year, and I booked it

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and I paid and everything.

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And then I remember there was a physician

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from Canada where somebody put her picture on

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a group that we have in Southern California

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and says doctor Aldi went.

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So I texted the I texted her.

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And I don't know the woman, and she

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said, doctor Hayford, do you really wanna go?

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And I said, yes. I do. She said,

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we can't get you on the April 1st

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because it's full. We'll get you on 15.

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I said, I can do the 15. I

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work. I'm back on 15. She said, let

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me see. We have to get a lot

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of there's a lot of approvals you have

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to go. And you're talking here I think

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we were like day 12 or 13 of

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Ramadan.

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Long story short, she said, yes. You are

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going, but that doesn't mean anything because you

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can easily get to Cairo, and then they

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will deny you. I said, fine. I'm completely

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opposite everybody. I didn't tell anyone.

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I told only 1 3 people. 1 of

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them was actually a person who I said,

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if I don't come back, Jannah Institute will

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be

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for you.

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And I didn't tell my family because they

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will go crazy, and I didn't see anybody.

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I took all this. I didn't, post anything

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when I was there.

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And if I can have the slides because

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I want you to read the first thing

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that I put in this slide. I have

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a lot of much longer, but I just

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made it as short as possible. This was

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supposed to be a medical mission,

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but it was not a medical mission. It

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was anything but a medical mission.

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The first thing you see here is April

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1st is when we actually entered Gaza,

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and that day will be with me till

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the day I leave this world.

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Nothing like

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the feeling when you enter Gaza, and this

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is what you see.

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If I, I think I have to move.

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Please forgive me.

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Am I? You're moving to the next.

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The next. Yes. This is what you see.

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As you come out from the immigration from

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Gaza, you you look and you see and

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this is exactly what is I love Gaza.

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Right? We reached there about 5 o'clock, if

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I remember, and we left the

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hotel in

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Cairo at 4 AM.

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But we didn't leave till after Maghrib,

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and Allah had a reason because we could

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be the people that were bombed. Subhanallah. We're

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the last people to leave that.

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And the beauty of it and I have

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a video, but again because of the time

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that as we were there

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and suddenly I hear somebody reading Quran, if

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you remember,

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the young man who was reading al Arit,

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of course, this is something

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norm in Gaza.

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Everybody reads Quran beautifully,

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young and old. You don't ask people, are

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you a hafel?

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Literally, it's an insult

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because they will look at you and says

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5 of that, 10. Oh, I'm not yet

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a hafel. Oh, I'm not only a hafel.

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You remember, Abdullah.

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I'm the software. I'm the special one. As

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you enter, as you're going closer to the

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hospital, this is what you see.

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This is the norm. Children,

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donkey is the main way of transportation,

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and children are,

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guiding it. And then people are walking.

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And then you come in here, and then

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what I heard and I I've never seen

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that you will see that what no eyes

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have seen and no

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ear have heard, this is Gaza.

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The things you see, whatever words somebody

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just asked me, and I said words are

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hollow, has no meaning because what you see.

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It's the misery, but at the same time,

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the resilience.

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The the sadness at the same time is

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the happiness.

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And it's it's amazing, subhanAllah. And if you

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go to the next and this is especially

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for the youth.

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If I can get this bigger, remove my

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picture because I want you to see. The

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one on the left,

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will be your right,

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the cans.

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So we arrived to the hospital at 8

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PM.

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Where is everybody? They took us to the

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administration offices. Where are they?

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They all were praying, Kaisha, if you remember,

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and we joined. Was it only Kaisha? Now

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you're talking about drones, and any minute we

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can get a missile or an f 16.

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They did a full tara'u.

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The amazing is you don't know who's the

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imam because every 2 ruka'at, somebody go back

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and saw another person come to the front.

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All of them reading beautifully,

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and they were because

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they chose from the Quran. They didn't read

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like the whole Jews. They picked up ayaat

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and every

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aya,

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the imamrad is related to where they are.

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Talk about sabr. Talk about don't despair, talk

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about Allah's victory is coming. It's amazing.

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And then they we met them and they

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said your

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iftar is in the room. So you go

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to the room and that's what you get.

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It was 3 cans, and we were lucky

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because we were physicians.

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They actually gave us a piece of bread.

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So, of course, I was personally very hungry.

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So I ate only the hummus, the the

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did you see it open?

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And all night, I was throwing

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up. And I said, may Allah forgive us.

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The spoiled people coming from America, we cannot

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even eat this.

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And they were living on it.

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3 days later,

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after the World Kitchen,

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they were killed. Now you start seeing more

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things coming,

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and I couldn't believe when I saw eggs.

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3 days later from my window, and I

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told doctor Hina was my roommate,

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I think I'm seeing eggs. He said, I

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think so too. Run down. I bought 4

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eggs

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for 10 shekels.

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It's almost $3,

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4 eggs. And we were wondering how I'm

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gonna do the boiled egg.

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The

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the head nurse, she said, don't worry, doctor.

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We can fix it. When I ate the

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eggs,

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may Allah forgive us.

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As if I ate whatever you everyone in

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this room loves.

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Because before that, we were we were eating

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on protein bars 3 days.

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SubhanAllah.

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Now if you go to the next one,

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this is one of the memorable moment for

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me in that trip.

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This is where we prayed

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Taraweeh,

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and we prayed Qiyam, and the Qiyam starts

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about 12:15, 12:30

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till 3, 3:30.

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The imam, Abdullah, is 21,

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22

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reading amazingly,

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fluently,

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enjoying it normally. And again, I'm sharing. I'm

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not a person who loves

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the,

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the, dua that everyone does. I love to

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ask Allah me except with Abdullah.

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The way he was making dua, the way

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he was asking Allah, you can tell,

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and I'm sure Allah will respond to him.

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It's just the timing. We don't know when.

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The boy that the young boy on the

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left, it's probably on your right side,

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that boy, his his

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his video was viral, if you remember. It

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was a video online where the boy was

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had a broken arm,

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and then they were doing cast, and they

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didn't have pain medication, and he was reciting

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Quran.

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It was that boy.

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How did I notice? We were praying and

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then this is 1:30

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AM under the drones in a room least

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to say uncomfortable.

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Don't talk about the bathrooms.

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And this boy comes in and join

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join the man like a young man.

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And then, Abdullah finished the 2 rakat, and

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this young man run to Abdullah. I don't

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know what they were talking. Suddenly, this boy

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becomes the imam.

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He led

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us and then had not done.

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Sad looked at us, and he start making

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an ashid

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about Palestine.

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What of words? They all speak fluently,

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excellent

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eloquent Arabic.

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Those were raised to be leaders.

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More than 1 boy. I I what I

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was impressed is by the boys and by

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the woman.

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Amazing. If you look at the next one,

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this is the scene. This is the hospital.

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This is actually the door of the hospital.

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If you see the green

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at the end, was actually the small store

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where everybody buys from. All these this is

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supposed to be the main entrance of the

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parking. Now it's all tense.

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Everything is tense.

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If you go to the next one, this

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is a video actually. It's the drone which

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you also

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I don't know if I'm gonna okay. These,

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pay attention. These are the bullets

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that

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they target

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one part of the body, and,

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doctor Sharma

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saw a lot of it. They

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target legs.

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Legs.

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And you see all these,

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the,

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the the bullets.

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This is the scene. The next one

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is the scene from the ER, and you

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lived it.

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Literally, the ER is like this room right

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now.

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If I want to go to see a

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patient, I am gonna say, excuse me. Please

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excuse me.

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Please excuse me. And now you're sitting and

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you're comfortable. In between, you see people on

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this side,

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bleeding. There's gauze on the floor. People are

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mourning. There's people who don't know who they

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are. It's amazing scene.

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I've never seen it in my life.

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The impressive thing from everybody, in 8 days,

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we lived this.

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I have never heard a word of complaint.

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Only one word, and it is not a

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complaint.

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And this was actually from the head nurse.

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She looked at me, and I said, how

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are you feeling? She said, the Torah Tabna,

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we're tired.

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That is it.

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For 8 days, this is what we heard.

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Doctor, I'm glad. Day, finally, they allowed me

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to go to the,

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maternity hospital

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because the there were the maternity hospital was

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inside the sheifa. I'm sorry. Insha inside the

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Aqsa, but because of the war, they made

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it all trauma center, and they moved all

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the deliveries to this hospital. So the last

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day, I was actually fortunate to go.

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They used to do 5 deliveries a day.

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Now they do 50 delivery a day,

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10 c sections per day. I did 2.

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Out of patient privacy and, I couldn't put

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it.

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They don't have they don't have scrubs.

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They don't have sheets to cover the patient.

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Normally, they bring the instruments,

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and then you open the instruments here and

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then you throw it. They don't throw it.

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That

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they cover the patient.

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And I said and said, doctor Haifa, what

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size gloves you are? And I said,

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I'm 5a half.

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They said, we're sorry. It's only 7a half.

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The instruments they showed me literally needs to

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be in the museum.

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Oh, I'm sorry. And that's how they work.

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They take the patients to the recovery room.

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There is no monitors.

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There's no blood pressure.

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Your wife did a c section. They actually

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they called us in the middle. Patient was

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bleeding. And I said, what is her blood

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pressure? They all looked at me.

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And I literally did the old way. I

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held her pulse, and I said her pulse

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is fine. She's okay. Just get her fluid,

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and there is no stance to put fluid.

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Somebody was holding the fluid.

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Doctor Haifa, in in the last minute, if

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I may ask you,

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now that you talk about this this particle,

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aspect of it, the ladies in Gaza.

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The next slide. What's your experience with those

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ladies in Gaza? The next slide if I

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can have it.

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Ladies,

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everyone I this is this is one who

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really left an impression on me. It's a

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long story, but because of the time, I

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actually put it on the social media for

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those of you who follow.

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Ladies,

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for 8 days, this is what I saw.

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I did not see a hair

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in this all 8 days.

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Every lady was covered,

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young and old.

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And they and I and I looked at

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them, and one one of them, she said

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to me,

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so we if we die, we die covered.

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Oh, no. No. This is how they talk.

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That's number 1. Number 2, they're strong. I

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didn't see a woman whining.

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Where is your husband?

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Martyr. Shuhada, the name is like martyr. Where

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is your son? He's still in the north.

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Where is your daughter? She went with her

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husband to the,

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to the south.

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They are this is how I feel.

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Allah prepared them for this.

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Allah knows if it was us how we

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would have responded.

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Every woman,

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The the Sahabiat you hear about,

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you read about, I did see them with

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my own eyes. That was a key. There

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was a woman who I put her picture

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after I took her permission.

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You enter the hospital on the left on

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the right side. Remember?

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You all remember, because this is where the

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you we go where we pray. There was

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a small

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literally mattress.

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The woman is maybe in her fifties there.

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I go in, she's there. I come out.

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Finally, I spoke to her, and she said,

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I've been living in this for the last

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3 months.

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Where is your husband? Husband and the son

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still in the north with my daughter. What

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do you eat? Whatever they give us. Please

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forgive me. Where do you go with the

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bathroom?

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Whatever everybody else goes.

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Not a single word of complaint.

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Nobody said why me? No. Why us? You

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know how this is common for us? No

00:27:03--> 00:27:04

one, subhanallah.

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And then this is as we were the

00:27:07--> 00:27:09

last day they moved us earlier to the

00:27:09--> 00:27:11

south. Again, they said for security,

00:27:12--> 00:27:13

this is what we saw.

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This

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is the norm

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on your right, on your left. Everything is

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destroyed.

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And then here,

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one of the best memory is the.

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The last, maybe 20 years, every from, I'm

00:27:32--> 00:27:32

in Mecca.

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Nothing like this.

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Nothing like this site. The the mosque, actually,

00:27:40--> 00:27:42

they told us, don't go.

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It's very dangerous.

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They may attack

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because there was a rumor inside the hospital

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that the eid will be black

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eid. They throw some, like, brochures saying eid

00:27:54--> 00:27:56

will be black. So they told us, don't

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go.

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We went.

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And if you pay attention to the window,

00:28:01--> 00:28:02

the window is shattered.

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And then these are the girls coming for

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aid.

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We gave little bit of chocolate,

00:28:08--> 00:28:10

remember? It was riots,

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and we stopped.

00:28:12--> 00:28:14

And I was like, yeah, Allah, what is

00:28:14--> 00:28:14

a chocolate?

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Let

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alone if you wanted to give money.

00:28:18--> 00:28:20

But they were look at the girls. They

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were smiling. They were fine. They were that's

00:28:22--> 00:28:25

how it is. Yeah. You leave the, and

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this is

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what

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you

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see.

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The norm these kids are alone, they there

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is a category

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called orphan with no parents.

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Alone. No parents, no family by himself.

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That's one of the examples. This was in

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the European

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hospital in the last day,

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and this was the last the the this

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is a smile.

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This is a girl

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displaced. She was in the European hospital. She's

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an artist,

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and she was painting

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on the walls of the hospital.

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And this one says.

00:29:00--> 00:29:02

Your real aid is the day you are

00:29:02--> 00:29:03

victorious.

00:29:03--> 00:29:05

This is she, and then she showed me

00:29:05--> 00:29:07

all her portfolio. Says I keep

00:29:08--> 00:29:08

painting.

00:29:09--> 00:29:10

This is a displaced girl

00:29:11--> 00:29:12

living in a tent.

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I'm glad she has a a piece of

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paper and,

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a pen, and she was absolutely happy.

00:29:20--> 00:29:21

And talk,

00:29:22--> 00:29:23

I asked everybody I met, what do you

00:29:23--> 00:29:24

want from us?

00:29:25--> 00:29:27

Actually, I asked if we even do anything.

00:29:27--> 00:29:29

I mean, you really feel your I am

00:29:29--> 00:29:30

useless

00:29:30--> 00:29:32

in front of all this tragedy.

00:29:32--> 00:29:34

They said, no. Your presence

00:29:34--> 00:29:36

was the best gift you give us.

00:29:37--> 00:29:39

So I I second Understood. Anyone can go.

00:29:40--> 00:29:42

And you know what? People tell me you

00:29:42--> 00:29:44

went to your death. I said, wherever we

00:29:44--> 00:29:46

are, death is gonna come to us. I

00:29:46--> 00:29:48

know. If I was supposed to die, I'm

00:29:48--> 00:29:49

gonna die.

00:29:49--> 00:29:51

So if you can go, definitely go. And

00:29:51--> 00:29:53

the second thing they said to me, and

00:29:53--> 00:29:55

I'm sure to all of you, is talk

00:29:55--> 00:29:56

about

00:29:56--> 00:30:00

us. Don't let people forget us. We exist.

00:30:00--> 00:30:01

And may

00:30:01--> 00:30:03

Allah make it easy on them.

00:30:03--> 00:30:04

May

00:30:04--> 00:30:06

Allah forgive our shortcomings.

00:30:15--> 00:30:17

I reward you for your for your experience

00:30:17--> 00:30:18

over there and for being there for our

00:30:18--> 00:30:20

brothers and sisters as well too.

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And what what a what a a privilege

00:30:23--> 00:30:24

really to to be in the presence of

00:30:24--> 00:30:25

you guys, mashaAllah,

00:30:26--> 00:30:27

bringing this experience to all of us. So

00:30:27--> 00:30:29

we're really seeing the reality of life. Like

00:30:29--> 00:30:31

we really feel sometimes that we're living,

00:30:32--> 00:30:34

a fantasy. It's not real. But that's the

00:30:34--> 00:30:36

reality of life. Doctor Bilal,

00:30:36--> 00:30:38

you went before everybody.

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And I saw your video, mashaAllah, when you

00:30:40--> 00:30:41

were there. Alhamdulillah, Allah bless you and reward

00:30:41--> 00:30:43

you for being there as a pioneer, for

00:30:43--> 00:30:45

all this group to to be in that

00:30:45--> 00:30:47

in that area. Wanna hear from your experience

00:30:47--> 00:30:49

inshallah. Tell us what happened there. Can you

00:30:49--> 00:30:50

stand open? Please go ahead.

00:31:47--> 00:31:49

First of all, correction. Doctor Farhanath Tulluzis was

00:31:49--> 00:31:51

the first who gave went before me. Oh.

00:31:51--> 00:31:53

And then he went again. I forgot about

00:31:53--> 00:31:55

his first trip, Suhan. Machala.

00:31:55--> 00:31:57

And if you can just put on the

00:31:57--> 00:31:58

slide and keep moving.

00:31:59--> 00:31:59

So,

00:32:12--> 00:32:15

save lives. Alhamdulillah, Allah gave the opportunity to

00:32:15--> 00:32:17

save few lives and touch many. But in

00:32:17--> 00:32:20

fact, there we learned what life is

00:32:21--> 00:32:22

and it's,

00:32:22--> 00:32:24

what death is.

00:32:24--> 00:32:25

And as,

00:32:25--> 00:32:28

this eye I just recited, there we actually

00:32:28--> 00:32:30

learned what, like, the living Quran, what it

00:32:30--> 00:32:31

means.

00:32:31--> 00:32:34

And the but the the the topic of

00:32:34--> 00:32:35

the program, what is it like to be

00:32:35--> 00:32:37

in Gaza? That is what I was thinking

00:32:38--> 00:32:40

when going from here.

00:32:40--> 00:32:42

And then we entered Gaza,

00:32:43--> 00:32:43

and despite

00:32:44--> 00:32:44

the

00:32:45--> 00:32:48

sudden chaos, little chaos around the truck with

00:32:48--> 00:32:51

food that just entered with us, and despite

00:32:51--> 00:32:53

the destruction all around us, and despite the

00:32:53--> 00:32:55

drone going over in the air all the

00:32:55--> 00:32:57

time, and despite the ongoing

00:32:57--> 00:33:00

attacks, and despite the all shots closed, and

00:33:00--> 00:33:02

despite the people in the streets,

00:33:02--> 00:33:04

I felt there the saguina,

00:33:05--> 00:33:08

which you cannot explain, you cannot describe in

00:33:08--> 00:33:11

any other way. And that sakinah was everywhere,

00:33:11--> 00:33:13

not only like on on the Muslims, that

00:33:13--> 00:33:14

the people number 1 there and then the

00:33:14--> 00:33:16

Muslims, even non Muslims who were with us,

00:33:16--> 00:33:19

one of our senior doctors said, I'm having

00:33:19--> 00:33:21

a better sleep than my own home here

00:33:21--> 00:33:23

in Hazlam. This was the subpoena there which

00:33:23--> 00:33:24

you can imagine.

00:33:25--> 00:33:25

And then,

00:33:26--> 00:33:27

we reached to the hospital and I think

00:33:27--> 00:33:30

we were in the same hospital, Shuraddal Aqsa,

00:33:30--> 00:33:32

and I used to stay there, Insha'Allah, when

00:33:32--> 00:33:34

was Tashwal Aqsa, ila Masir al Aqsa. So

00:33:35--> 00:33:35

there,

00:33:37--> 00:33:37

one day,

00:33:38--> 00:33:39

and this was my experience

00:33:40--> 00:33:42

that during Ramadan and I came in the

00:33:42--> 00:33:44

middle of Ramadan and came back, there were

00:33:44--> 00:33:45

increased attacks

00:33:46--> 00:33:48

during the time of sahur and Aspah.

00:33:48--> 00:33:50

And one day, there was a nusirat camp

00:33:50--> 00:33:50

attack,

00:33:51--> 00:33:53

and that was in the news. We had

00:33:53--> 00:33:55

25 and this was close to sahur time,

00:33:55--> 00:33:57

Close to 25, 30 people of the same

00:33:57--> 00:33:58

family got Shahid,

00:33:59--> 00:34:01

and then multiple brought to the hospital. And

00:34:01--> 00:34:04

this, slide shows, like, sort of where we

00:34:04--> 00:34:05

are. So,

00:34:06--> 00:34:08

multiple people got brought to the,

00:34:09--> 00:34:11

hospital, and, multiple were,

00:34:11--> 00:34:13

like Shahid, and multiple were injured.

00:34:14--> 00:34:16

And we were talking with different people.

00:34:17--> 00:34:18

1, they were, like, grandparents,

00:34:19--> 00:34:20

parents,

00:34:20--> 00:34:21

and then,

00:34:21--> 00:34:24

like, the kids, young girls, boys.

00:34:24--> 00:34:25

And 1,

00:34:25--> 00:34:28

gentleman was taking care of his parents who

00:34:28--> 00:34:30

were both pretty sick. And during that time,

00:34:31--> 00:34:32

when I was there, as aforementioned,

00:34:33--> 00:34:35

I did not know much Arabic very well.

00:34:35--> 00:34:36

So,

00:34:37--> 00:34:38

the the the the son, he came to

00:34:38--> 00:34:40

me and he asked, like,

00:34:40--> 00:34:42

where are you from? So I said, which

00:34:42--> 00:34:44

I was saying there to many people, Jammu

00:34:44--> 00:34:45

in America,

00:34:45--> 00:34:46

Asli in Pakistan,

00:34:50--> 00:34:52

But it means that I have come from

00:34:52--> 00:34:54

America. I'm originally from Pakistan. I was born

00:34:54--> 00:34:55

in Saudi Arabia,

00:34:56--> 00:34:57

but my blood is Palestinian.

00:34:57--> 00:34:59

And then I would say, Arabic, show you,

00:34:59--> 00:34:59

show you.

00:35:00--> 00:35:01

So so the show you, show you, show

00:35:01--> 00:35:02

you, show you, show you, and he'll show

00:35:02--> 00:35:04

you, show you English. We were talking,

00:35:04--> 00:35:07

but then he brought somebody, a chef Pakistani

00:35:07--> 00:35:10

type looking, turban Pakistani style, Pakistani style, Khameez,

00:35:10--> 00:35:12

and he came and start to me in

00:35:12--> 00:35:12

Urdu,

00:35:13--> 00:35:15

Where are you from? I said, I'm from

00:35:15--> 00:35:16

Pakistan. Where are you from? Are you from

00:35:16--> 00:35:19

Pakistan? He said, oh, I'm from Palestine, Gaza.

00:35:19--> 00:35:21

I lived in Pakistan for 5 years, and

00:35:21--> 00:35:21

that's how I know.

00:35:22--> 00:35:24

And I even graduated from that institute, and

00:35:24--> 00:35:26

we were talking and smiling and have a

00:35:26--> 00:35:28

good time. And then I asked, what are

00:35:28--> 00:35:30

you doing here? And he said,

00:35:30--> 00:35:32

Yeah. I mean, these are my family. This

00:35:32--> 00:35:34

is my brother. This is my sister, brother-in-law,

00:35:34--> 00:35:37

sister-in-law, kids, niece, and he has this morning,

00:35:38--> 00:35:39

my daughter got Shahid,

00:35:39--> 00:35:41

my son-in-law got Shahid,

00:35:41--> 00:35:43

just like that, And he's still smiling, and

00:35:43--> 00:35:45

I'm looking at him and I'm about to

00:35:45--> 00:35:45

cry.

00:35:46--> 00:35:47

That is the that that are the people.

00:35:47--> 00:35:50

You may say that that was Sheikh Maulana,

00:35:51--> 00:35:53

and after tomorrow, just talked, we're talking. He

00:35:53--> 00:35:55

said, I've moved from North Laza.

00:35:55--> 00:35:58

My home is destroyed. My father got Shahid.

00:35:58--> 00:36:00

My son, 5 years old. His school is

00:36:00--> 00:36:03

destroyed. My wife is a pediatrician and son.

00:36:03--> 00:36:05

They are living in rafa intent and I'm

00:36:05--> 00:36:06

in the hospital

00:36:06--> 00:36:08

working. Alhamdulillah. Hosbu'allahu naybabuki.

00:36:09--> 00:36:11

You may say that these are the men

00:36:11--> 00:36:13

only, but as doctor Haifa mentioned, and I

00:36:13--> 00:36:14

hope we get time in discussion,

00:36:15--> 00:36:16

how women are actually

00:36:17--> 00:36:19

the backbone there in Gaza. And I believe

00:36:19--> 00:36:21

not only in Gaza, but all over the

00:36:21--> 00:36:23

world, women are being the backbone of this

00:36:23--> 00:36:25

movement. So the medical students,

00:36:26--> 00:36:28

yeah, I think that picture went by. But

00:36:28--> 00:36:29

the medical students,

00:36:29--> 00:36:31

if you would have seen many,

00:36:32--> 00:36:32

girls,

00:36:33--> 00:36:36

they were, like, so determined and so strong.

00:36:36--> 00:36:38

And again, you would ask them

00:36:38--> 00:36:40

what's going on? They will say, yes, we

00:36:40--> 00:36:42

moved from North Gaza because their medical school

00:36:42--> 00:36:43

were in North Gaza which were all

00:36:44--> 00:36:46

destroyed, and this was not their hospital. And

00:36:46--> 00:36:48

they say, like, if you can go back

00:36:48--> 00:36:50

to the, the slide yeah. This one and

00:36:50--> 00:36:52

the next, the with the back, and then

00:36:52--> 00:36:53

stay there.

00:36:54--> 00:36:55

No

00:36:56--> 00:36:59

yes. Here and I will play this video

00:36:59--> 00:37:01

in 1 minute. So this,

00:37:02--> 00:37:05

those girls, they will always say that, yeah,

00:37:05--> 00:37:07

we just came from the tent. Our medical

00:37:07--> 00:37:08

schools are destroyed,

00:37:09--> 00:37:10

But when we gave them this,

00:37:11--> 00:37:12

and these girls, like, are in the camps

00:37:12--> 00:37:14

living, but at the same time, they still

00:37:14--> 00:37:17

want to help, and they wanted to establish

00:37:17--> 00:37:19

a cleaning close to their tent, close to

00:37:19--> 00:37:22

their camp. And we took some,

00:37:22--> 00:37:24

supplies from there,

00:37:24--> 00:37:26

and, we gave to them.

00:37:26--> 00:37:27

If you can play the video,

00:37:28--> 00:37:29

after getting the supplies,

00:37:29--> 00:37:31

the thing which they said,

00:37:31--> 00:37:32

thank you, everything,

00:37:32--> 00:37:35

but then they said, do not give up

00:37:35--> 00:37:36

the fight.

00:37:37--> 00:37:39

Do not give up. Keep

00:37:39--> 00:37:41

raising the wife and that's here I would

00:37:41--> 00:37:45

like to end that despite that chaos, despite

00:37:45--> 00:37:48

the suffering, despite the lines for the food

00:37:48--> 00:37:48

and everything,

00:37:49--> 00:37:51

3 things that I've seen in them

00:37:51--> 00:37:54

and three things which I would, request all

00:37:54--> 00:37:56

of us to do. So number one thing,

00:37:56--> 00:37:59

which is to keep raising the voice. As

00:37:59--> 00:38:02

I said in that video that that,

00:38:02--> 00:38:05

medical student, she said, do not give up

00:38:05--> 00:38:07

and keep raising the voice because if nobody

00:38:07--> 00:38:09

else is hearing, we are

00:38:10--> 00:38:11

hearing. We see it. We

00:38:11--> 00:38:13

look at it, and this all that

00:38:14--> 00:38:16

our our sadness, our,

00:38:16--> 00:38:18

all the sufferings go away when we see

00:38:18--> 00:38:21

the people are raising lives for us all

00:38:21--> 00:38:23

over the world. Mhmm. Number 2,

00:38:23--> 00:38:25

keep donating and keep

00:38:26--> 00:38:27

supporting the relief organizations.

00:38:28--> 00:38:30

Like, I saw many non Muslim people there

00:38:30--> 00:38:33

standing up. World Central Kitchen, you have all

00:38:33--> 00:38:35

seen that. And I think as a Muslim

00:38:35--> 00:38:35

community,

00:38:36--> 00:38:37

we have not,

00:38:38--> 00:38:38

like,

00:38:38--> 00:38:40

stood up for them as they have stood

00:38:40--> 00:38:42

up for us, but

00:38:42--> 00:38:44

they are, like, there for us. So World

00:38:44--> 00:38:47

Central Kitchen, for example, MetGlobal with whom I

00:38:47--> 00:38:49

went. They are, like, sort of many non

00:38:49--> 00:38:51

Muslims there. I'll speak with I saw there

00:38:51--> 00:38:53

from Pakistan. Helping Hand is going to work

00:38:53--> 00:38:53

with MetGlobal.

00:38:54--> 00:38:55

Multiple organization,

00:38:55--> 00:38:57

but and there are long lines outside of

00:38:57--> 00:38:59

of the trucks, but some aid is still

00:38:59--> 00:39:02

going in. So please do not stop supporting.

00:39:03--> 00:39:04

3rd thing which we need to do, and

00:39:04--> 00:39:07

before that, I tell what 3 things I

00:39:07--> 00:39:08

saw in them. Number 1,

00:39:10--> 00:39:12

the aya which I decided in the beginning.

00:39:13--> 00:39:15

And that is what my question was from

00:39:15--> 00:39:17

the day 1, how they are so satisfied

00:39:17--> 00:39:20

and so happy despite all that. And the

00:39:20--> 00:39:22

answer I got from 2 ways. Number 1,

00:39:22--> 00:39:24

I was standing one side outside the ER,

00:39:24--> 00:39:25

house hospital,

00:39:26--> 00:39:27

and a doc and doctor passing by who

00:39:27--> 00:39:29

was the chairman of the ER. And I

00:39:29--> 00:39:32

asked him that how you people are so

00:39:32--> 00:39:35

satisfied despite all that. He said, doctor, listen.

00:39:35--> 00:39:38

Every night when we go to sleep, we

00:39:38--> 00:39:41

go to be ready for shahara. We are

00:39:41--> 00:39:42

ready for a shahara

00:39:42--> 00:39:44

because there is nothing for us in this

00:39:44--> 00:39:46

world, our best places in general.

00:39:47--> 00:39:49

And second answer I got, one day I

00:39:49--> 00:39:51

also sneaked out few days. I won't I

00:39:51--> 00:39:51

won't

00:39:51--> 00:39:54

admit how many days, but one morning when

00:39:54--> 00:39:55

I sneaked out of the hospital, went to

00:39:55--> 00:39:57

the Masjid and there they were reciting this

00:39:57--> 00:39:58

Quran,

00:40:00--> 00:40:02

I said, yes. That is the answer that

00:40:02--> 00:40:04

they have figured it out that this life

00:40:04--> 00:40:06

is nothing but an illusion. But despite that,

00:40:06--> 00:40:09

three things which they believe in, personal accidents.

00:40:09--> 00:40:11

Each of the medical students whom I talked

00:40:11--> 00:40:13

to, they had they still have the hopes,

00:40:13--> 00:40:15

and I asked them, you still have the

00:40:15--> 00:40:17

dreams? They said, yes, this will be over.

00:40:18--> 00:40:19

I want to be neurosurgeon.

00:40:19--> 00:40:21

I want to be an anesthesiologist.

00:40:21--> 00:40:22

I want to be this. I want to

00:40:22--> 00:40:25

be that. They are living the life in

00:40:25--> 00:40:28

the best way possible, in the worst conditions

00:40:28--> 00:40:30

possible because they know they are having to

00:40:30--> 00:40:31

know. Second thing

00:40:32--> 00:40:34

is their belief that

00:40:36--> 00:40:37

They're either our home

00:40:37--> 00:40:40

or Jannah. This is the personal goal of

00:40:40--> 00:40:42

each one of them. And the 3rd goal,

00:40:42--> 00:40:44

and here I will end, which I want

00:40:44--> 00:40:46

all of us to have that goal, if

00:40:46--> 00:40:46

we can put that,

00:40:47--> 00:40:48

slide there,

00:40:48--> 00:40:50

that I saw this picture

00:40:50--> 00:40:52

in each and every

00:40:52--> 00:40:54

one of the many of the homes and

00:40:54--> 00:40:55

offices

00:40:56--> 00:40:58

and, that picture the second last picture or

00:40:58--> 00:40:59

third last where

00:41:00--> 00:41:01

just before coming, they,

00:41:02--> 00:41:04

sort of like, were giving us a farewell.

00:41:04--> 00:41:06

And in the director's office,

00:41:07--> 00:41:08

I saw this picture. It's in the back.

00:41:08--> 00:41:09

And if you can go to the next

00:41:09--> 00:41:10

slide.

00:41:10--> 00:41:11

So this

00:41:13--> 00:41:17

this is their collective goal, all of people

00:41:17--> 00:41:18

of Gaza and Palestine,

00:41:18--> 00:41:20

and that is what they want us to

00:41:20--> 00:41:22

have the goal. Not because

00:41:22--> 00:41:25

we are chosen people, not because we were

00:41:25--> 00:41:28

there 1000 of years ago, not because we

00:41:28--> 00:41:30

have certain passports, but because we are the

00:41:30--> 00:41:32

people who believe in Allah. We are the

00:41:32--> 00:41:35

people who believe in all the prophets, and

00:41:35--> 00:41:37

we are the people who stand up for

00:41:37--> 00:41:39

the justice. So that is why we all

00:41:39--> 00:41:40

have to keep this door in front of

00:41:40--> 00:41:43

us. I'll put Surah. One day as we

00:41:43--> 00:41:45

are praying here, we all have to go

00:41:45--> 00:41:46

as Ummah to that

00:41:47--> 00:41:50

and pray and raise Allah.

00:41:53--> 00:41:54

Thank you

00:42:04--> 00:42:05

Now, doctor Farhan,

00:42:06--> 00:42:06

your turn, inshallah,

00:42:08--> 00:42:09

look, there's so much you're gonna be talking

00:42:09--> 00:42:11

about, but there's one area, I don't want

00:42:11--> 00:42:13

you to miss it because I've seen the

00:42:13--> 00:42:15

videos and the pictures, the children of Gaza.

00:42:15--> 00:42:17

You'll be the one that's sitting with them

00:42:17--> 00:42:19

and and and and chanting nasheed with them

00:42:19--> 00:42:21

and recite the Quran with them. SubhanAllah.

00:42:22--> 00:42:23

I wanna hear from you as you speak

00:42:23--> 00:42:26

on your experience, the children of Gaza, because

00:42:26--> 00:42:28

I personally believe, based on what I've seen

00:42:28--> 00:42:28

on the earth,

00:42:29--> 00:42:31

I think the children of Gaza, they skip

00:42:31--> 00:42:32

childhood.

00:42:33--> 00:42:35

They were born adults, they were born Manwala.

00:42:35--> 00:42:37

Seriously, like they skip childhood completely.

00:42:38--> 00:42:40

Because when you hear them speaking, it's like

00:42:40--> 00:42:42

Allahu Akbar. 7 years old kids, 5 years

00:42:42--> 00:42:43

old kids speak like

00:42:43--> 00:42:46

a full grown up. Like they have goals,

00:42:46--> 00:42:47

they have dreams, and they are serious and

00:42:47--> 00:42:49

they talk you can have a conversation with

00:42:49--> 00:42:52

them. Today people in their twenties, they barely

00:42:52--> 00:42:53

could have a conversation with them.

00:42:54--> 00:42:55

So tell us your experience with the Qibb

00:42:55--> 00:42:57

Uzza and the children as well.

00:43:02--> 00:43:04

And I just wanted to just before I

00:43:04--> 00:43:06

answer that question, obviously, thank everyone for coming.

00:43:06--> 00:43:08

And in particular, thanks to some of my

00:43:08--> 00:43:10

coworkers from the hospital who are here. I'm

00:43:10--> 00:43:11

in scrubs, not to convince you that I'm

00:43:11--> 00:43:13

a doctor, but I have shifts in 45

00:43:13--> 00:43:15

minutes. I'm working overnight tonight.

00:43:15--> 00:43:18

But special thanks to Lindsay and her husband,

00:43:18--> 00:43:19

Mike, who came here.

00:43:20--> 00:43:21

You know, it's a it's a going out

00:43:21--> 00:43:23

of your comfort zone to be guests at

00:43:23--> 00:43:24

the mosque. We're very happy to have you

00:43:24--> 00:43:25

here. And I wanna thank you for being

00:43:25--> 00:43:27

here. And I'm not sure if Jasmine made

00:43:27--> 00:43:28

it out or anybody else, but whoever is

00:43:28--> 00:43:30

here, thank you so much for coming. And

00:43:30--> 00:43:32

I I hope I hope the experience is

00:43:32--> 00:43:34

warm for you, welcoming. You're always welcome here

00:43:34--> 00:43:36

at our community. You're part of our family,

00:43:36--> 00:43:37

and, thank you for the support.

00:43:38--> 00:43:38

Okay.

00:43:39--> 00:43:40

The children of Gaza.

00:43:41--> 00:43:42

I I forgot who said it, but it's

00:43:42--> 00:43:44

like you meet Sahaba, and you read the

00:43:44--> 00:43:46

Sahaba stories, and you read about young men

00:43:46--> 00:43:47

and women

00:43:47--> 00:43:49

who are leading armies at 17 years old

00:43:49--> 00:43:50

and who are,

00:43:51--> 00:43:54

profound examples like Abdullah ibn Zubayr and and

00:43:54--> 00:43:56

Anas ibn Malik and these young companions.

00:43:57--> 00:43:59

And you you, you know, I was having

00:43:59--> 00:44:00

a discussion with,

00:44:02--> 00:44:02

a physician.

00:44:04--> 00:44:06

Honestly, it's jumbling because I I spent 2

00:44:06--> 00:44:08

days at European, 2 days at UPSA, and

00:44:08--> 00:44:09

10 days in the North,

00:44:10--> 00:44:12

on this most recent trip. And,

00:44:12--> 00:44:14

I'm forgetting where I was when we had

00:44:14--> 00:44:15

this conversation, but regardless,

00:44:16--> 00:44:17

we were sitting in thought with one of

00:44:17--> 00:44:18

the anesthesiologists.

00:44:19--> 00:44:21

He invited us to his his home.

00:44:21--> 00:44:23

And his home is a room maybe

00:44:24--> 00:44:25

8 by 10 feet,

00:44:26--> 00:44:28

in the hospital in the operating room, 1

00:44:28--> 00:44:30

in the in the in the OR area.

00:44:30--> 00:44:31

1 of the offices has now become his

00:44:31--> 00:44:32

family's home.

00:44:32--> 00:44:33

And so he,

00:44:34--> 00:44:36

his wife, his daughter, who is a medical

00:44:36--> 00:44:37

student,

00:44:37--> 00:44:38

and So this is at European. So I

00:44:38--> 00:44:40

remember I worked with her in the ER.

00:44:40--> 00:44:42

So my last day there. And,

00:44:44--> 00:44:46

a younger daughter and a and a son.

00:44:46--> 00:44:47

The son is 16 years old and he's

00:44:47--> 00:44:50

half of the Quran. And so over Iftar,

00:44:50--> 00:44:53

we were discussing and so the younger girl

00:44:53--> 00:44:55

amongst them said, you know, we should try

00:44:55--> 00:44:56

and leave Gaza.

00:44:56--> 00:44:58

And and so,

00:44:58--> 00:45:00

the son who's 16,

00:45:00--> 00:45:02

he said, Why would you say that? And

00:45:02--> 00:45:03

she said, Well, there's no future left for

00:45:03--> 00:45:05

us. Like, everything is destroyed.

00:45:06--> 00:45:08

And then So then he began asking a

00:45:08--> 00:45:09

series of questions that I know I was

00:45:09--> 00:45:11

thinking about because I'm not just taking this

00:45:11--> 00:45:13

in. Like, if if we're in that position,

00:45:13--> 00:45:15

we're living out of an 8 by 10

00:45:15--> 00:45:17

room, 80 square feet is your home for

00:45:17--> 00:45:19

the last however many months.

00:45:19--> 00:45:22

Besides the starvation and fatigue and the overwork

00:45:22--> 00:45:23

and no pain and all of that that

00:45:23--> 00:45:24

comes with it.

00:45:24--> 00:45:25

And,

00:45:26--> 00:45:28

his response was very telling.

00:45:28--> 00:45:31

He asked his sister, he said, Well, who

00:45:31--> 00:45:33

is feeding us before the war?

00:45:33--> 00:45:34

And she said, Allah.

00:45:36--> 00:45:37

So then she said So then he said,

00:45:37--> 00:45:39

but who will feed us after the war?

00:45:40--> 00:45:41

And so she said, Allah.

00:45:42--> 00:45:44

And so he said, who gave us shelter

00:45:44--> 00:45:44

before the war?

00:45:45--> 00:45:46

Allah.

00:45:46--> 00:45:48

Who will give a shelter after the war?

00:45:48--> 00:45:49

Allah.

00:45:49--> 00:45:51

This is questions coming in from a 16

00:45:51--> 00:45:53

year old boy, half of the Quran

00:45:54--> 00:45:55

to his younger sister.

00:45:56--> 00:45:58

So the the the level of Tarbiyyah,

00:45:58--> 00:46:00

the level of,

00:46:00--> 00:46:01

maturity,

00:46:03--> 00:46:04

with all due respect,

00:46:05--> 00:46:05

Lindsay,

00:46:06--> 00:46:07

she knows what it's like in the ERs.

00:46:08--> 00:46:08

You know,

00:46:11--> 00:46:12

you see

00:46:12--> 00:46:14

what they go through,

00:46:15--> 00:46:15

and

00:46:16--> 00:46:18

a 7 year old boy there

00:46:18--> 00:46:20

is more than a man than many of

00:46:20--> 00:46:21

us here,

00:46:21--> 00:46:23

and that's the reality.

00:46:25--> 00:46:27

And the same thing for the woman, the

00:46:27--> 00:46:27

girls.

00:46:28--> 00:46:30

The level of maturity and you have to

00:46:30--> 00:46:32

understand they they they they're seeing all this

00:46:32--> 00:46:34

trauma firsthand. So like at European hospital in

00:46:34--> 00:46:36

the south where I wanted my first trip,

00:46:37--> 00:46:38

the the,

00:46:40--> 00:46:42

unfortunately, there's no school. School has been canceled

00:46:42--> 00:46:44

for the year. Right? There is a Quran

00:46:44--> 00:46:44

school

00:46:44--> 00:46:46

and a Quran program at European Hospital.

00:46:48--> 00:46:50

But most of the kids are just running

00:46:50--> 00:46:52

around. And so in the ER, you're trying

00:46:52--> 00:46:54

to work, and like doctor Hayfa said, it's

00:46:54--> 00:46:56

You can't walk 3 steps in the ER

00:46:56--> 00:46:59

without somebody stopping you and getting your attention.

00:46:59--> 00:47:00

See my loved ones. See my father. See

00:47:00--> 00:47:02

my mother. See my daughter. Whether they could

00:47:02--> 00:47:03

be they could be in the 3rd floor

00:47:03--> 00:47:05

of the hospital, but they're pulling you from

00:47:05--> 00:47:06

the ER to go there.

00:47:07--> 00:47:09

But amongst this crowd of people, you have

00:47:09--> 00:47:11

patients, you have their families, then you also

00:47:11--> 00:47:12

have the children running around.

00:47:13--> 00:47:15

And so, you have donkey carts bringing in

00:47:15--> 00:47:16

bodies,

00:47:16--> 00:47:18

dismembered bodies of patients,

00:47:18--> 00:47:20

and the kids are just taking it all

00:47:20--> 00:47:22

in. They're just seeing it. And they're not

00:47:22--> 00:47:24

blinking an eye. So the loss of innocence

00:47:24--> 00:47:26

also, it's something that's very sad.

00:47:26--> 00:47:28

But, I did and and when I was

00:47:28--> 00:47:30

in the south, I spent I spent time

00:47:30--> 00:47:31

with the kids a lot. We would have

00:47:31--> 00:47:33

halappas every night. We we made a we

00:47:33--> 00:47:35

designated a place called Masjid al Sigha for

00:47:35--> 00:47:37

the for the children, and we would read

00:47:37--> 00:47:39

a Quran there and have halakas there and

00:47:39--> 00:47:40

tell stories.

00:47:40--> 00:47:42

And one of the maybe in shadow if

00:47:42--> 00:47:43

I get a chance, I'll share the video

00:47:43--> 00:47:44

on social media.

00:47:44--> 00:47:45

But one of the things I was sharing

00:47:45--> 00:47:48

right now actually was so after I sat

00:47:48--> 00:47:49

there, we prayed I sat in Jamah myself

00:47:49--> 00:47:51

in the was 12 years old. She before

00:47:51--> 00:47:52

the halal, she recited Quran to start the

00:47:52--> 00:47:53

halal.

00:47:58--> 00:47:59

Her name is Wadd.

00:47:59--> 00:48:01

And, she's a hafida, by the way. Oh,

00:48:01--> 00:48:03

sure. And so she began sort of baqa.

00:48:04--> 00:48:06

And subhanAllah, she can get through the first

00:48:06--> 00:48:08

5 ayaats of when gunfire

00:48:09--> 00:48:12

started going machine gun started going off immediately

00:48:12--> 00:48:13

behind us.

00:48:13--> 00:48:14

Immediately behind

00:48:15--> 00:48:16

us. Like the loudest obviously, we hear the

00:48:16--> 00:48:18

drones. We hear the missiles. We hear the

00:48:18--> 00:48:19

quadcopters. We hear the bombs. It shakes the

00:48:19--> 00:48:21

walls. It shakes the windows. It shakes your

00:48:21--> 00:48:22

body. You feel all of that. But I

00:48:22--> 00:48:24

never heard gunfire that close.

00:48:25--> 00:48:27

And so she's reciting Quran sitting next to

00:48:27--> 00:48:30

me, and gunfire is going on behind us,

00:48:30--> 00:48:31

and she didn't blink an eye.

00:48:32--> 00:48:33

And she kept reciting.

00:48:33--> 00:48:35

And I'm thinking in my head, what's protocol?

00:48:35--> 00:48:36

Do we need to get the kids to

00:48:36--> 00:48:37

safety? Do we need to get them inside?

00:48:37--> 00:48:38

You know. And there's like 5 5 or

00:48:38--> 00:48:40

6 dads around, you know. There's maybe 30,

00:48:40--> 00:48:41

40 kids there.

00:48:41--> 00:48:43

And the mom some of the moms were

00:48:43--> 00:48:44

there. And she just kept her safe.

00:48:45--> 00:48:47

And then nothing just kept going. So until

00:48:47--> 00:48:48

she finished like a whole page and a

00:48:48--> 00:48:49

half, then I stopped her. I said, that's

00:48:50--> 00:48:50

enough.

00:48:53--> 00:48:55

Everybody in Gaza is amazing,

00:48:55--> 00:48:57

but the kids are like little angels. SubhanAllah.

00:48:57--> 00:48:58

So they have they have a completely different

00:48:58--> 00:48:59

norm. Right?

00:49:00--> 00:49:03

Completely different. Different than ours? A city. Different

00:49:03--> 00:49:04

than different than ours?

00:49:08--> 00:49:08

No. No.

00:49:10--> 00:49:11

I know I saw some of the videos

00:49:11--> 00:49:13

with with these kids chanting nasheed and saying

00:49:13--> 00:49:16

salaam to the Valley Ranch community here. Tell

00:49:16--> 00:49:17

us about that experience with these kids.

00:49:18--> 00:49:18

Yeah. We,

00:49:20--> 00:49:22

it was interesting. So the first the first,

00:49:22--> 00:49:23

one of the first days I sat with

00:49:23--> 00:49:25

them, how the Quran Halakha came about and

00:49:25--> 00:49:26

the Halakas.

00:49:27--> 00:49:29

So when you get out at your being

00:49:29--> 00:49:30

hospital, the first thing all the kids love

00:49:30--> 00:49:31

saying is hello

00:49:32--> 00:49:34

because they wanna show they know English. So

00:49:34--> 00:49:35

I was like, why don't we say salaab?

00:49:35--> 00:49:36

You get 10 good deeds. So I'm like,

00:49:36--> 00:49:37

it's 20 good deeds. I've got a piece

00:49:37--> 00:49:38

of salaab. But they just want to show

00:49:38--> 00:49:40

off that they know the English language and

00:49:40--> 00:49:41

say hello. And so

00:49:42--> 00:49:43

they, you know, they gravitate to to, you

00:49:43--> 00:49:46

know, foreigners and stuff. And so I spent

00:49:46--> 00:49:47

time with them and I tried to make

00:49:47--> 00:49:49

our relationship not based on candy because, like

00:49:49--> 00:49:51

you said, you can't really give out candy

00:49:51--> 00:49:53

because it becomes a riot. So it's it's

00:49:53--> 00:49:55

very tricky. You have to get people from

00:49:55--> 00:49:56

there to to do it. But, so I

00:49:56--> 00:49:58

said, they said they wanted to sit and

00:49:58--> 00:50:00

and and and sit together with me. So

00:50:00--> 00:50:01

I said okay. But then it was close

00:50:01--> 00:50:03

to makr time. And I had to read

00:50:03--> 00:50:03

Surakkah.

00:50:03--> 00:50:06

I hadn't read Surakkah yet. And so I,

00:50:06--> 00:50:08

I had like 6 and a half pages

00:50:08--> 00:50:09

left in the Surah. And I said, I

00:50:09--> 00:50:10

have to finish 1st. Are you guys okay

00:50:10--> 00:50:12

with that? They said, sure. No problem. So

00:50:12--> 00:50:13

I I sat and I recited. I said,

00:50:13--> 00:50:15

okay. Come back when I'm done. They just

00:50:15--> 00:50:17

sat or stood. Most of them actually stood.

00:50:17--> 00:50:18

The few like in front of me sat

00:50:18--> 00:50:20

and the rest stood. And for 6 and

00:50:20--> 00:50:21

a half days, they just

00:50:22--> 00:50:23

sat and listened to the whole recitation.

00:50:24--> 00:50:26

And then after I finished, I said, they

00:50:26--> 00:50:27

want to recite with me. I said, Look,

00:50:27--> 00:50:28

if we do aye aye, we're not going

00:50:28--> 00:50:30

to finish my mullah. So so let me

00:50:30--> 00:50:32

recite. So then we recite Shirk of Fatihah

00:50:32--> 00:50:34

together. I recited and they repeated. And then

00:50:34--> 00:50:36

we still have, like, 10 minutes left before

00:50:36--> 00:50:37

before.

00:50:37--> 00:50:39

And so, you know, in the last hour

00:50:39--> 00:50:41

of of of Yom and Jummah. So we

00:50:41--> 00:50:43

all sat and made dua together. And they

00:50:43--> 00:50:44

all sat and made dua and said, I

00:50:44--> 00:50:45

mean, and,

00:50:45--> 00:50:47

it was beautiful. And then we played Doctor.

00:50:47--> 00:50:49

Goose together. I taught them how to play.

00:50:49--> 00:50:51

They actually didn't know Doctor. Goose. They taught

00:50:51--> 00:50:52

me how to say goose in Arabic, and

00:50:52--> 00:50:53

I taught them how to play duck

00:50:54--> 00:50:55

goose. But it was it was a great

00:50:55--> 00:50:58

experience and, subhanAllah, like, you just want to

00:50:58--> 00:50:59

put a smile on their face, you know,

00:50:59--> 00:51:01

and you if you can, the headyfroze even

00:51:01--> 00:51:03

just, you know, wiping the hair of an

00:51:03--> 00:51:05

orphan softens your heart. Just spending time with

00:51:05--> 00:51:07

them and letting them smile and

00:51:07--> 00:51:09

absorbing some of that energy into you.

00:51:10--> 00:51:12

I hope, inshallah, that our parents today, and

00:51:12--> 00:51:14

you can really, learn from this experience,

00:51:15--> 00:51:16

that you know what, you can really build

00:51:16--> 00:51:18

these kids at a very young age to

00:51:18--> 00:51:21

become mature. Mature enough to understand life, understand

00:51:21--> 00:51:23

the responsibility, and really become productive in the

00:51:23--> 00:51:24

society.

00:51:25--> 00:51:26

They don't have to go through stuff for

00:51:26--> 00:51:28

a lot of trauma just to, to learn

00:51:28--> 00:51:31

that. They can learn, inshallah, but the turbia

00:51:31--> 00:51:33

is very important as a community, as one

00:51:33--> 00:51:33

family, inshallah.

00:51:36--> 00:51:37

Doctor Fermi, right now, I want to hear

00:51:37--> 00:51:39

from you, InshaAllah, your experience,

00:51:39--> 00:51:42

being there, alhamdulillah, with this team. There is

00:51:42--> 00:51:43

no doubt, of course, you know, it's a

00:51:43--> 00:51:45

it's a new thing. You guys are experienced

00:51:45--> 00:51:47

in hospitals, but that is a whole different

00:51:47--> 00:51:48

thing.

00:51:48--> 00:51:49

How was that,

00:51:49--> 00:51:51

to you being there?

00:51:56--> 00:51:58

I would say that, you know, there's a

00:51:58--> 00:52:00

reason that this is such a big crowd

00:52:00--> 00:52:02

here. It's not because people wanna listen to

00:52:02--> 00:52:05

us. It's because people are attracted

00:52:06--> 00:52:07

to the people of Isaiah.

00:52:08--> 00:52:10

And the reason is, if you go, especially

00:52:10--> 00:52:11

if you go there, I mean, you probably

00:52:11--> 00:52:13

already see it, but if you go there,

00:52:13--> 00:52:14

you realize why

00:52:14--> 00:52:17

it's because the of this ummah

00:52:17--> 00:52:18

is concentrated

00:52:19--> 00:52:21

in that one's Uh-huh. And in those people.

00:52:21--> 00:52:23

That's as as a

00:52:23--> 00:52:26

steroid. Right? Yes. I mean, that's why everybody

00:52:26--> 00:52:27

if if you look at anywhere in the

00:52:27--> 00:52:28

world,

00:52:29--> 00:52:31

you can and you say, okay. Where does

00:52:31--> 00:52:33

the Ummah have real is

00:52:33--> 00:52:36

that? I guarantee you that everybody would point

00:52:36--> 00:52:36

to a

00:52:38--> 00:52:40

they're not gonna point to us. They're not

00:52:40--> 00:52:42

gonna point to somebody else. They're gonna say

00:52:42--> 00:52:45

the real people of ISA are the people

00:52:45--> 00:52:46

of Gaza. And that's what we saw over

00:52:46--> 00:52:49

there. And that's why I think all of

00:52:49--> 00:52:51

us had such an unbelievably experience

00:52:52--> 00:52:53

because then

00:52:53--> 00:52:54

we felt

00:52:55--> 00:52:56

what it means to have

00:52:57--> 00:52:58

is, as Muslims.

00:52:59--> 00:52:59

Despite

00:53:00--> 00:53:03

the tragedy, despite the difficulty, the first day

00:53:03--> 00:53:04

that,

00:53:05--> 00:53:05

I got there,

00:53:06--> 00:53:08

we did an amputation on a woman

00:53:09--> 00:53:10

at this level of her arm

00:53:11--> 00:53:12

and her 6 year old daughter.

00:53:13--> 00:53:15

Wow. Same exact level. Because

00:53:15--> 00:53:17

over there, the snipers,

00:53:18--> 00:53:20

basically, for the children and the women, they

00:53:20--> 00:53:22

aim for their limbs. Sometimes. And they aim

00:53:22--> 00:53:24

with very high power

00:53:24--> 00:53:25

or high caliber

00:53:26--> 00:53:26

ammunition

00:53:27--> 00:53:29

such that the injury is so,

00:53:30--> 00:53:34

devastating in terms of the muscles, the bone,

00:53:34--> 00:53:37

and everything that is very difficult to reconstruct

00:53:37--> 00:53:38

and salvage

00:53:38--> 00:53:39

that. And then

00:53:40--> 00:53:42

the second day, same thing. 7 year old

00:53:42--> 00:53:43

girl,

00:53:44--> 00:53:46

amputation at this level because the gunshot was

00:53:46--> 00:53:47

right to the bicep,

00:53:48--> 00:53:50

completely destroyed the bone, the muscle, everything. So

00:53:50--> 00:53:52

there was no way to No. They're trying

00:53:52--> 00:53:54

to handicap an entire generation, basically.

00:53:55--> 00:53:57

And and that same 7 year old girl,

00:53:57--> 00:54:00

her sister, 13 year old, had a gunshot

00:54:00--> 00:54:02

wound to the back of her knee or

00:54:02--> 00:54:03

back of her calf.

00:54:03--> 00:54:05

The entry wound's in the back, so it

00:54:05--> 00:54:07

tells you that somebody shot her from behind.

00:54:07--> 00:54:09

And there's a huge wound in the front,

00:54:09--> 00:54:11

which is where the the bullet exited,

00:54:11--> 00:54:13

you know, destroyed her artery.

00:54:13--> 00:54:16

We were able to save that leg. But

00:54:16--> 00:54:17

these were

00:54:17--> 00:54:19

kids that were,

00:54:20--> 00:54:20

aimed at.

00:54:21--> 00:54:23

But the patience of the people there I

00:54:23--> 00:54:25

mean, yeah, it's it's chaos over there.

00:54:26--> 00:54:27

People are emotional.

00:54:28--> 00:54:29

But in the end,

00:54:30--> 00:54:32

their level of tawakul in Allah

00:54:33--> 00:54:33

their level

00:54:34--> 00:54:36

of that they are going to be victorious

00:54:36--> 00:54:37

is

00:54:38--> 00:54:39

difficult for us to imagine.

00:54:40--> 00:54:43

Sometimes, you think when somebody's there talking and

00:54:43--> 00:54:46

they're talking about they're going to be victorious.

00:54:46--> 00:54:48

We know we're gonna be victorious.

00:54:48--> 00:54:49

We're not leaving.

00:54:49--> 00:54:50

You think,

00:54:51--> 00:54:53

you know, are these are they just

00:54:54--> 00:54:55

under some kind of delusion?

00:54:56--> 00:54:57

But the real

00:54:58--> 00:55:00

I would say the thing that I saw

00:55:00--> 00:55:01

was because

00:55:01--> 00:55:03

we were able to go in Ramadan.

00:55:03--> 00:55:06

And, you know, we had tarawee and.

00:55:07--> 00:55:09

When you hear the Quran, when you're over

00:55:09--> 00:55:09

there,

00:55:10--> 00:55:12

it's like it's a different book.

00:55:13--> 00:55:13

Because

00:55:14--> 00:55:15

when you when you hear the Quran, when

00:55:15--> 00:55:18

you're living in comfort or ease and you

00:55:18--> 00:55:19

don't have difficulty,

00:55:21--> 00:55:22

a lot of times, we take it as

00:55:22--> 00:55:23

information

00:55:23--> 00:55:24

that comes to us.

00:55:25--> 00:55:27

When you're living in difficulty,

00:55:27--> 00:55:30

when you don't know if you're gonna be

00:55:30--> 00:55:32

alive tomorrow or not,

00:55:32--> 00:55:36

when you're suffering from pain and loss and

00:55:36--> 00:55:37

all of these things.

00:55:38--> 00:55:39

When you hear the Quran,

00:55:40--> 00:55:41

it's a true

00:55:42--> 00:55:45

reminder to us. You know? It's a constant

00:55:45--> 00:55:46

reinforcing

00:55:47--> 00:55:47

of

00:55:48--> 00:55:49

our purpose in life,

00:55:50--> 00:55:51

our goals in life.

00:55:52--> 00:55:55

It's building a relationship with Allah Subhanahu Wa

00:55:55--> 00:55:57

Ta'ala in a way that

00:55:57--> 00:56:00

I think for us, maybe the Quran

00:56:00--> 00:56:03

doesn't have that impact unless we really have

00:56:03--> 00:56:03

our mind

00:56:04--> 00:56:07

focused on that. And that's what I learned

00:56:07--> 00:56:10

from from from the people over there. I

00:56:10--> 00:56:11

mean, people literally told me,

00:56:12--> 00:56:15

word for word, we have, Yaqeen, that we

00:56:15--> 00:56:17

are going to win. Somehow. You know, it

00:56:17--> 00:56:20

may not be me. You know? I might

00:56:20--> 00:56:20

die,

00:56:21--> 00:56:21

but

00:56:22--> 00:56:24

me or my children or my grandchildren.

00:56:25--> 00:56:26

But in the end, we believe in the

00:56:26--> 00:56:28

promise of Allah, and we are going to

00:56:28--> 00:56:32

win. That level of iman is, especially in

00:56:32--> 00:56:33

when you're,

00:56:33--> 00:56:37

you know, in such a dire situation is,

00:56:37--> 00:56:40

unique. And I think that's why all

00:56:40--> 00:56:41

these people

00:56:41--> 00:56:43

and the whole world is really,

00:56:44--> 00:56:45

attracted to those people

00:56:46--> 00:56:49

and has such admiration for them. Hello. To

00:56:49--> 00:56:51

to your to your watch, doctor, you know,

00:56:52--> 00:56:54

I watched, some of the videos from doctors

00:56:54--> 00:56:55

over there as well too. So there was

00:56:55--> 00:56:58

a Jordanian doctor talking about treating the child,

00:56:58--> 00:57:00

I believe he was touching actually his arm.

00:57:00--> 00:57:02

Maybe the same kid probably.

00:57:03--> 00:57:03

And,

00:57:04--> 00:57:05

so he said the next day they wanted

00:57:05--> 00:57:07

to change and and check on his wound

00:57:07--> 00:57:09

and so forth. So the the kid told

00:57:09--> 00:57:10

him, and he was a kid, a child.

00:57:10--> 00:57:13

He said, doctor, please don't hurt me again.

00:57:13--> 00:57:14

He goes, last time you hurt me really?

00:57:14--> 00:57:16

Could you please don't hurt me this time?

00:57:17--> 00:57:19

And then eventually, so the doctor told, you

00:57:19--> 00:57:21

know, to increase the dose on on his

00:57:21--> 00:57:22

anesthesia a little bit.

00:57:23--> 00:57:24

But still,

00:57:24--> 00:57:26

he was hurt. He felt the pain.

00:57:27--> 00:57:28

Then he said, didn't I tell you that

00:57:28--> 00:57:28

you,

00:57:29--> 00:57:30

don't don't hurt me?

00:57:31--> 00:57:32

Then he turned his face. He said he

00:57:32--> 00:57:34

goes he said to Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala,

00:57:34--> 00:57:37

You Rabbi forgive me because I asked somebody

00:57:37--> 00:57:38

else besides you.

00:57:39--> 00:57:40

Like, wow.

00:57:41--> 00:57:42

I heard that. I'm just like,

00:57:43--> 00:57:45

what are what kind of children are these?

00:57:46--> 00:57:48

Like, literally, what kind of kids these are

00:57:48--> 00:57:50

when they now they even which is natural

00:57:50--> 00:57:51

for them to say ask a doctor to

00:57:51--> 00:57:53

make it easy on their pain. And he

00:57:53--> 00:57:55

says, forgive me because I asked somebody else

00:57:55--> 00:57:56

besides you.

00:57:57--> 00:57:59

For that's that's a different level, subhanAllah. One

00:57:59--> 00:58:01

last thing I wanna mention, I wanna ask

00:58:01--> 00:58:03

you guys about your experience in terms

00:58:04--> 00:58:05

of, with these circumstances,

00:58:06--> 00:58:08

there's always an expectation of people, of course,

00:58:08--> 00:58:10

you know, fighting for survival.

00:58:10--> 00:58:11

But I read and I heard from other

00:58:11--> 00:58:13

doctors who visited there

00:58:13--> 00:58:15

about the, the, like I said, the, the

00:58:15--> 00:58:16

people, dignity of the people,

00:58:17--> 00:58:19

also the generosity of the people.

00:58:19--> 00:58:21

Like even in these situations, subhanAllah,

00:58:22--> 00:58:23

people would not beg.

00:58:24--> 00:58:26

If they, whatever they have, they're willing to

00:58:26--> 00:58:27

share,

00:58:27--> 00:58:29

And even I've seen kids sharing whatever they

00:58:29--> 00:58:30

have with other people and they say, I

00:58:30--> 00:58:32

don't have money. And they just said, go

00:58:32--> 00:58:33

ahead. Take it.

00:58:34--> 00:58:36

What's your experience with that, with the people,

00:58:36--> 00:58:38

with the their situation and their generosity? In

00:58:38--> 00:58:40

the last few minutes insha'Allah we have here.

00:58:43--> 00:58:44

Anyone wants to share?

00:58:46--> 00:58:47

Yeah. Actually,

00:58:48--> 00:58:49

so true.

00:58:49--> 00:58:51

3 days after the world kitchen, as I

00:58:51--> 00:58:54

said earlier, there were some things starts coming,

00:58:54--> 00:58:56

and one of the things came is actually

00:58:56--> 00:58:57

chicken.

00:58:57--> 00:59:00

Now you may be laughing, but to see

00:59:00--> 00:59:02

a chicken after about 5 days of eating

00:59:02--> 00:59:03

whatever Allah

00:59:04--> 00:59:05

gives you, it's a feast.

00:59:06--> 00:59:06

So there was,

00:59:07--> 00:59:08

orthopedic resident,

00:59:09--> 00:59:09

Khalil,

00:59:10--> 00:59:10

insisted

00:59:11--> 00:59:14

that we have to feed you a typical

00:59:14--> 00:59:14

Palestinian,

00:59:16--> 00:59:16

meal.

00:59:17--> 00:59:18

And then he gave us options

00:59:19--> 00:59:20

and said,

00:59:20--> 00:59:22

And I was like, where are you going

00:59:22--> 00:59:24

to get the bread? Bread is a huge

00:59:24--> 00:59:26

issue because there's no flour. Subhanallah.

00:59:29--> 00:59:30

5 minutes before,

00:59:31--> 00:59:31

the door

00:59:33--> 00:59:36

knock. We opened. Khaleed brings a big I

00:59:36--> 00:59:38

have a picture of it, actually. A big

00:59:38--> 00:59:39

huge tray,

00:59:40--> 00:59:42

and it is so well

00:59:42--> 00:59:45

not only cooked in generosity, but it's well

00:59:45--> 00:59:45

presented.

00:59:46--> 00:59:48

Next to it is salad,

00:59:48--> 00:59:50

and next to it is a typical Palestinian

00:59:51--> 00:59:51

cookies.

00:59:51--> 00:59:52

So I said,

00:59:53--> 00:59:54

where did you get this?

00:59:55--> 00:59:56

I mean, you need a lot of material.

00:59:56--> 00:59:57

He said,

00:59:58--> 00:59:59

everyone in my family,

01:00:00--> 01:00:03

whatever they had, we brought it all together

01:00:03--> 01:00:05

to bring this. Subhanallah.

01:00:05--> 01:00:06

Subhanallah.

01:00:08--> 01:00:09

And I said, you don't have to.

01:00:10--> 01:00:12

We'll come next time, and we'll visit you

01:00:12--> 01:00:13

in here. They said, no. No. No.

01:00:14--> 01:00:16

You you came. You have to

01:00:17--> 01:00:17

extremely

01:00:17--> 01:00:20

generous. I fully agree with you. I learned.

01:00:24--> 01:00:24

Whomsoever

01:00:25--> 01:00:28

wants dignity, dignity is with Allah. And you

01:00:28--> 01:00:30

are absolutely right. Even children,

01:00:30--> 01:00:32

they are walking bare footed

01:00:32--> 01:00:33

but they have dignity.

01:00:36--> 01:00:38

I know, subhanallah, the experiences is just you

01:00:38--> 01:00:40

guys just gave us the tip of the

01:00:40--> 01:00:42

the iceberg. There's a the the surface, scratching

01:00:42--> 01:00:44

the surface of that experience. And I hope

01:00:44--> 01:00:46

inshallah that if anyone is interested in learning

01:00:46--> 01:00:48

more and if they would in whichever capacity

01:00:48--> 01:00:49

they can help, they can reach out to

01:00:49--> 01:00:50

you, inshallah,

01:00:51--> 01:00:52

I wanna thank you on behalf of the

01:00:52--> 01:00:55

community for being there and delivering that message

01:00:55--> 01:00:56

to us. May Allah

01:00:57--> 01:00:58

bless you and bless your families, protect you

01:00:58--> 01:01:00

all, You Rabbil Alameen. And we order you

01:01:00--> 01:01:02

immensely for what you've done for our brothers

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and grazza. And we ask Allah Subhanahu Wa

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Ta'ala to protect our brothers and sisters in

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Gaza, You Rabbil Alameen.

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We ask Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala to give

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them victory against their enemies, You Rabbar Al

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Amin. We ask Allah

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to restore peace and tranquility of their lives

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in the dunya

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We ask Allah to accept their martyrs as

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shuhada

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to heal the wounded, to protect those who

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are lost. We

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ask him to keep them safe.

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And the way we all gather here, we

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ask

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Allah to guide us with them in general.

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Would the prophet Muhammad

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we're gonna call that down

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we're gonna call that down