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But was Salam ala rasulillah Allah Allah He was something he was sending. We begin by mentioning the name of Allah subhanho wa Taala. And I said it before and other, massage it and share it with you as well. We say Bismillah sha Allah can put Baraka in my speech, yes, we say Bismillah so Allah can make me sincere, you say Bismillah so you can I so you can understand what I say, you say Bismillah so Allah can open your heart. So, whenever I speak, and whenever you listen, both of us should be sincere. So, may Allah grant us, all of us as last.

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Whenever I try to give a speech, I will believe in Allah subhanho wa Taala that change can happen Yes or no?

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And

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if I do not believe change can happen in a talk, I would never come to Kenya.

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Are you with me? I would never do.

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Because Allah says when you do, Allah is the guide. Allah is ahead. Yes. And you put the effort. So you never know who Allah chooses, may Allah choose every one of you to be guided. And may Allah make us on a certain Muscatine amicable alanine.

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With this being said, our brothers and sisters out there thank you for hosting me there's like a locket Imani. Allah bless you and all the leadership of the masjid all you attendees deserve from aloha Allah. May Allah give you what's best for you. You don't know what's best for you. Allah does. Yeah. You were making a lot take me to this country. And you didn't go because Allah knows what's best best for you. Yeah, Allah make me marry the sister. You cried, didn't happen because Allah knows what's best for you. Right? And jobs and children. Yeah, Allah, Allah knows what's best for you. So I say hello, hello, loveless you're

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jumping into the topic.

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One time I was giving a lecture.

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And I said the following Hadith Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam Samba love while he was alive. He said, cool. Leave me Adam hapa. He says every single human being every son of Adam, every Daughter of Adam, they do mistakes

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no matter who you are. But he says, Yes, we all do mistakes. But the best one who does mistakes is the one who apologize. is the one who makes tober Why you will hop out in October who knows we'll make tober when I said that? One brother came to me after the halacha. He said, Are you sure we all do mistakes? I said yes. He said everybody. I said well, why everybody? He seemed very innocent brother. I said all of us. So I went to shock. I said all of us even the email is it Oh, even the email me that even the email?

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I said even your parents is like no, now you're pushing it.

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I said, Well, like even your parents even me, even you all of us do that. Also Allah says every one of us do. But the best one who makes a mistake is the one who apologize and extol but to Allah. So May Allah make us among certain Well, why the Why did I start with this? To get your undivided attention? My topic in Sharla is about Toba is having the hope of Allah Subhana Allah to Allah. So why do I begin with this to tell you you all need to make Toba? I need to make Toba. Yes. Allah says in the Quran, would you be languishing on the horizon Bismillah R Rahman r Rahim were to go even longer hegemony.

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A minnow Allah says all of you Gemini are all of you make Toba to Allah. So Allah says all of us that we all have to pay attention. Yes. Not just that your neighbor your your beloved your hubby Mustafa Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam. He says Yeah, uh you Hannah's Oh people so we all have to pay attention. Yes. He says yeah, you had enough to eat a lot. He was starving. Oh, you're a prophet muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam he says oh people seek Allah's forgiveness. Say a stealth euro lava tubes. They say it has done for a long while to when he says that he needs to eat a lot. He was the little philleo Coolio mini adamawa he says I say I still feel alive. Well I to

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boiling. It Rasul Allah 100 times everyday Allahu Akbar. If there are so Allah who Allah promised to forgive his past, yes. And forgive his future. Yes. He still says a stuck through allow us to go a 100 times. Then what about you and me?

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Yes. May Allah protect us And forgive us any ability in order for you to have hope in gaining Allah's mercy, something to remember, for you to have hope Allah will forgive me. You have to have fear Allah

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will punish you. Does that make sense? Because how can you have hope without having what fear? When you have fear? You want to have hope when there's no fear what's the point of hope? So Allah says net Bay that the enemy and then offer a hint absent Allah says all Mohammed Salah Salah tell the people are now of war I'm the most forgiving. I am a Rahim the Most Merciful, but brothers what's the next

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sent me Allah bless you the next area what another the who will either leave or who will adapt with any next losses and my punishment is dumb, most painful punishment Allahu Akbar. So May Allah protect us from his punishment, and May Allah grant us all his mercy.

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And with this being said,

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one of the mistakes we do we only make Toba when we do something that is wrong. Yes. But that's wrong.

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You make Toba? I make Toba not only when we do heroin, but we also make Toba when we do good How does that make sense? I made solid Why should I say a structural shift isn't it soon after Salah What do we say a lot of stuff for lost a lot of stuff. But why this stuff Roma after Salah people think I still throw after pollen. Notice that for a lot even after he bought the wine. What What do you guys think?

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What do you think?

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sent me Allah protect you and bless you. One of the things is because even your a bad is not perfect.

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So yeah, Allah forgive me in my Salah. I was thinking of my business. In my salon, I was thinking about the food. I was thinking about my children. I was thinking about my future wife. You're thinking number three, and number four. Instead of them you took 10 minutes because you feel bad. Oh Raka three is gone. So Panama Panama, Big Island. Allah forgive me. You're done. follow a Santa Monica como la Salaam Alaikum wa Taala. Then you do the Sunnah Allah.

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Allah right. When Ibrahim alayhi salam, he built the garden. What is your father Ibrahim will cover identical bait continue. What is my continued abandon the company not in Atlanta.

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So he made after he built the Kaabah alata company except the building of the Kava, you are all hearing you are the all SME the all knowledgeable. What's next is

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in the Qantas seminar in robina.

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robina with Jimena Mr. maynila

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woman's real metal Mishima Tilak

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what to Ballina? What in America what to Ballina in Atlanta tomorrow Hey, they make Toba to Allah. They meet Toba to Allah after building the Kaaba

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Allahu Akbar they set a standard for Allah Allah forgive us. Oh Allah allow us to go back to after building the Kava.

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So why am I seeing this introduction? Because one of the biggest mistakes many Muslims do when there is a topic about tobacco. They think it's where the bad people yes or no? Oh, tobacco Oh, you you drink alcohol come here. Or you can Medina come here or you smoke come here. You don't pray come here. No. You pray, come here. You fast come here. You may have come here because we all need it. And that's why I spent about five minutes or so just as introduction to give me your undivided attention. Allah bless you in protecting me. With this being said brothers and sisters. What are some of the main pillars for your tober to be accepted? Now Toba? What does tober mean Toba means?

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Return to Allah Rasool Allah Allah, you know, you make a mistake you're driving. You make a mistake, this is the wrong direction. What do you do you do you turn Toba is you turn towbars What is your turn? Because you are away from Allah. You make Toba? You do you turn, you go back to Allah subhanaw taala.

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Now to do a proper U turn, you put your signal, you look at the mirrors, make sure there's no cars, maybe no police or something right? You do your U turn and you go back. How do we make a U turn we make Toba to Allah subhanho wa Taala. This is very important. Yes. So let's give an example. Would you mind if I use the bottle as an example? Like a lucky electrical. Okay, I won't drink from it as an example. So

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the way we make Toba to Allah is not very different than

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You apologizing to the people? So let's do this example. Let's say one brother did this to me and it's open what happens the water comes on my clothes. What's the right way for him to apologize? You're like you help me what's the right way to apologize?

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Look what the Imams had me Allah bless him said number one stop it

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yes you know what I'm so sorry brother I'm okay stop it okay all

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right. So number one is stop it. Number two you feel bad you apologize. So to make it simple one to do with the mowdy the past. So you have regrets pain, and October and madam so you have to have let them regret that the past the present is that you stopped.

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When you make Toba to Allah, you have to stop now we can say inshallah, in three years or two years I will develop how this the last bottle of alcohol. No, no, no, no. You know what tell us inshallah I will start praying after that. You make Toba today? Because you never know if you will even have tomorrow. Yes. So you forget. You have regret of the past. You stop. And what's the future?

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You make up for it?

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You have to make up for it. If you this if this was coffee. You do this? You feel bad. You cry brother. Magic my guests. I'm so sorry. You came from the US. I'm so sorry. You cry. That's good. Yeah.

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Then you stop. That's good. Yes. Is that enough?

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What should you do?

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Buy me a new shirt. Or you wash it? Yeah. When you make Toba to Allah subhanho wa Taala let's say with the money you bet you made something wrong with your money for example. So what do you do you feel bad that I used Allah

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against Allah Yes, you feel bad. Then you stop it don't do it again. That future that's not enough. Now use your money again. But

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use that money when that point overall makes sense.

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We

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would like to share with you brothers and sisters their story and some of you may have heard before

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and I won't take much longer

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but it's something to truly appreciate

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our time.

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This was a system between New Zealand and between Australia she

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may Allah bless you grant the agenda. Because this fella so the brothers saying this stuff

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Why is it big deal because this oma is a good omen when you give no see how only

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this oma is a good amount when you give advice. So May Allah grant you gentlemen, because this this is for what for the camera?

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This is for the light. So maybe someone saw this falling

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but they did not say anything is possible. But they were shy. But May Allah reward you for whoever benefits because he was not shy? The microphone. You see that? Allah says

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Allah says you are the best in the world ever came to the world you are the best oh man but you know when when you have three conditions?

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You tell people what is good and May Allah make this of what you just did. You change the lecture because of your action. You tell people which is good.

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And you tell people which is bad what then when I woke up and what's number three? What took me in una bella and you believe in Allah. You see how belief in Allah was number three? Because through belief in Allah comes when you tell people what's good, and you will tell people what's bad. May Allah make it easy on us like Allah here. So here brothers and sisters, what we're talking about No, every one of you like brother I have. I have advice for your Salah after the halaqa. Again, inshallah, what's happened in this sister and give you in summary, inshallah. Her name is Saba, this sister. This happened the first week of September, many many years ago.

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This she or speaker or Imam or whatever you want to call him. He tells us her story. He says, I give a lot of lectures. And many people that attend my lectures, they send me emails, so he print the emails and he receives the mail. So he says I have a lot. But then I had to travel from Lebanon to London, UK. So I said you know what, I will read my fan or my audience or my students letters after I come back from UK as I was

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Putting the letters together, the whole document fell.

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It's a mess. He came put one letter over the other letter. He says, they were not in order anymore. So the one in the bottom now became on the top. He said, so as I was leaving, I was reading and it caught my attention. So I went back to my seat.

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He has to go. But he said, honestly, what's this letter? Read one line two lines. Oh, this is interesting. What is the letter reading?

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This letter says, My name is Sarah. My name is sada. She comes from out of dissent family in the Benny's family. And she emigrated between New Zealand and Australia when she was 10 years old. She says I lost all the connection with my family have a connection with my Arab language of the Quran, I lost all of that. She says I never went back home. Since I left when I was 10 years old. She says even my grandparents have also died. So I even lost more family connection. What makes my story even harder is that my parents were very harsh. And my parents are divorced. Then she says my mother got married to someone else. And my father got married to someone else. She says I became very

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independent, and became very westernized. So I took the culture, whether it was good or bad, I took it all. I'm very independent. She says I lived alone. Like any other woman you can think of living in the West. But she took it to the next level. She says, Now I have been living with my boyfriend for some years. She says I love him so much. We have a strong relationship. She said I have very high tuition for school. The university very expensive. So she said, I work in a bar, alcohol bar. Then she says there is no sin in Islam, except that I do it.

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No sin in Islam, except that I do it. She said in addition to that, I am a very, very beautiful woman, very beautiful. I won the competition of the most beautiful girl in the county. There was a competition, she participated. And she won first place. She said in the letter, two months from now, I will the run to compete for Miss New Zealand.

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Then she says and represent the whole country. Then she says as a result of how good looking I am. Some magazine started to contact me at Harbor magazines to be on the poster. May Allah protect us And forgive us. And she went and she became on the cover.

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She said, I'm reading to you this letter as much as I can literally as much as I can. She said until I visited my family, one of the families in Australia.

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I haven't seen my parents for five years. And then seeing a family from you know, some Muslim in them was very refreshing many years. She said I was watching TV. And they turned on the channel where your lecture was playing. And your lecture was about what was about chastity higher or modesty if you wish to say.

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Then she said when I was listening to the lecture, I felt naked. When I was listening to the lecture, I felt I'm disrespecting myself. Then she said I realized I have no connection with Allah subhanho wa Taala. She realized, I felt Allah. He made me come to this house to watch this lecture. Allahu Akbar. She said, so I listened and I listened. And I was watching the program. And now I'm paying attention. Then I saw at the bottom, the website www. And then she said, I want to this website. And that's how I sent you that email. And then she said, I have only one question for you. Just one question. With everything that I did in my life

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would ever accept my Toba?

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That the whole image for this question with everything that I did with ever except my toolbar.

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Now that the doctor the brother and he needs to travel to the UK, he says I'm not traveling and writing and replying back. He starts replying. He says, of course Allah can forgive you. Of course. Allah will forgive whatever you have done. You drank alcohol you committed Zina, you did this, you did that you did this, you did that. Whatever you do, as long as you come back to Allah correctly, you feel better.

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You stop, you make up for it. And if you took something from someone, you return it, Allah would accept it. No doubt insha Allah. Then he sent her because that was a little bit back in the day, some cassete you know old stuff cassette, right? It was no like YouTube, no YouTube back then. It was cassete about Toba, about things like that. Three days later.

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She replies back to the email. She says in the email,

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I have quit working at the bar.

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Three days, she learned with the bar. She says, I don't want to do anything hard on anymore. A lot of work. Afterwards, the doctor and his wife were very happy with that. And then they said what they received another email. They she said Sarah and hamdulillah there's another major sin Kabira I used to do and now I quit. What is it? I used to drink alcohol. I quit now, Allahu Akbar. Two days later, and will lie. I'm not exaggerating. When I say two days, three days, literally two days, three days. Two days later, she said I heard your lecture about repentance. What you're hearing today is similar. And she said, Now I feel like going back to Allah. I want to go back to Allah and make Toba

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and repent. She said, but I have one problem. My boyfriend. I love him so much. I don't see myself without him. Brothers and sisters will lie. I'm not exaggerating. Two days later, she emailed the shape or the speaker, I left my boyfriend Allah. May Allah make our hearts love the things that Allah loves it I mean,

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afterwards at this point, that the speaker, the one who gave the lecture and his wife, they wanted to reach out I know speak over the phone, the speaker and his wife for stronger communication to help even more. So during the call, this sister can no longer speak out or be very weak. Call us the language is gone. How old are you Sarah? 22 years old. 22 years old. So they're very impressed. Two days later, she asked Can you please send me a recording of throttle Fatiha? She says I don't know any Muslims except you online. That's it. Can you send me recording of an Fatiha so what did the speaker do? He said I sent her the whole Quran like cassette, the whole put on different shifts

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during the shifts today's Michelle FSE along these lines. Two days later, she says I want to learn how to pray Can you please send me something like how to say a lot about what to say and so on. And he sent that. Afterwards they explain the Salah, she started to pray brothers and sisters. Look what she says ready?

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She said I started praying. This is my happiest day of my life. Allah will lie it is true. The happiest day in your life is the day you go back to Allah. Remember that? You will never feel happiness as much as when you go back to Allah subhanho wa Taala she says I found what I was looking for, which is what happiness. It was not in her beauty. Not in her boyfriend. Not at the job. Not at the university. It was with the forehead on the floor to Allah Allahu Akbar. That was your happiness. And I'm going to go back to the story but let me share with you one more thing. I used to have a Muslim brother on campus at college. Every time I see him, we're going to the Salah. I say

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Brother, come Sunday with us. Come play with us. Very nice. He says one day one day Sharla every time I see him, I remind them nicely. will lie. Allah is my witness. One day, I was walking to the masala and I saw him leaving. I was shocked. He was leaving the machine. I said, Hey Bismillah is like I prayed. I'm like Allahu Akbar, in what he told me. He says magic. I want you to tell the whole world My story is short stories very short. He said he's Mashallah very muscular, very handsome, and very rich and very educated. Everything you want Indonesian he has. You tell me he has it. He says magic. I tried with the money, even the heroine and I never had happiness. I had all the

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women I wanted were lucky. I never had happiness. I had the drinking and the alcohol and the drugs and I never found happiness. Magic. You give lectures, tell the whole world that will allow you the happiest moment in my life is the Salah. I just prayed a lot.

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It was a follow up and I want to do the AMA and tell you I'm going to Kenya to tell you

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back to the system. So this sister She says, I want to know what to learn more and more and more and look what he says. He says that she told him I memorized certain number and later

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Alhamdulillah and memorize it. And

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then after two days, I'm telling you two days, three days I'm actually having a word for word shift.

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See my notes and word for word. I'm trying to do the letter Exactly. She says two days later I memorized sort of rock man a lot but man

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look what she says. I will now want to learn select Use of

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the speaker says an ICS Well, I have never seen someone moving towards Allah this fast in my life. But it's possible after being so far away you agree with me? Someone who was saying you know Bar and Nightclub and boyfriend and alcohol to someone who's reading the Quran and so on. Look what she says.

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Now I'm gonna go to a level that maybe maybe most of us are not there yet. She passed us

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she says I now start praying pm will lay

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well less difficult to continue.

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She says now I started praying pm will lay she says I cannot wait until the night Come. So I can read was sorta Rahman

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Allahu Akbar. May Allah grant guidance to our brothers and sisters in your beloved me. How did you memorize the Quran? Listening? Listening? It's possible it's not a miracle Yes or no? Not impossible. Sorry, Chef today. What's happened to you today? Today? I never met him till today. A brother Where is he from? Masada, Masada right, Messiah. You know what I'm talking about? Correct. He comes accepts Islam. 14 months. In 14 months, he memorized the whole Quran. Today, yes or no he read for us does not understand the length he came. How old was he the teenager.

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13 years old. See, if you try to we say if you walk to Allah, Allah will not walk to you. If you walk to Allah, Allah will run to you a lot. You just take a step all what I'm telling you. I'm telling myself just take a step. That's it. Open the door and Bismillah alone put Baraka but you have to take what the step May Allah allow you an AI to take the step. So this sister what she says. She now sends an email she says, I want to know where the Hey job. Here the speaker and his wife got into a conflict. The speaker the brother says, I don't think she should wear it yet. Let her wait a little bit. Maybe to understand more about the dean. It's almost been two weeks only. The wife says

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no, if she wants to wear it, let her wear it. So they're back and forth. She sends an email I wore the hijab.

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You guys keep discussing it. Allahu Akbar. Subhana Allah, may Allah protect us. Brothers and sisters should come on. The one who won the beauty contest in the county in New Zealand is now one who's wearing the Islamic code of clothing. Allahu Akbar. Don't ever give up on people in sha Allah. You never know who changes Yes, Allahu Akbar. But like, it is shocking for many people who have been practicing so long when I said PMO lane, many of you are like, wow, right? That's a panel line. It shook us. May Allah bless her wherever she is right now. Afterwards, brothers and sisters.

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He said, she no longer communicates with me and my wife for an entire week, no communication. So now we're about three weeks since the first week of September, right.

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After that week, she calls. She said I'm so sorry. I've been away. I got so sick the past week. And she wants to tell them something. She said I had plastic surgery in my breast for the competition before before she made the tober. So this surgery, the plastic surgery went wrong, the silicone and whatever. So she got so sick and she went to the hospital. When she went to the doctor, the doctor told her you have cancer.

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She has what she has cancer may Allah cure the ones who are sick amongst us today, and those who are watching in the last panel.

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So the doctor says this

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young girl, Sarah, you might live for only a few more days

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if you don't do the surgery, so if you wish to reject the surgery, I predict you will live for a few more days because you're a very high stage level of your cancer and so on.

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You might also if you live, you might be paralyzed if you live a bit longer so it has a side effect to it or at minimum severely ill. So the doctor says my opinion, do the surgery, do the surgery. And there's a slim chance it may work so the surgery will go wrong. She might die in it. So it's very risky.

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So the sister sada she tells the speaker, I want to go back to my family see them I cut my family a long time. May Allah make you connect with your family see me then she says

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I don't know if I will live long enough. She says the only good I have are the cassettes. She tells her friend her friend was with her in the hospital. Listen, this is the bag. in it are the cassettes

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that repentance lecture, that gratitude lecture, modesty lecture all these lectures if I die, this is the only thing I have to do for my Dean. Give it to people who can benefit a lot of work practice thinking on their way to surgery. Brothers and sisters.

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Sarah the upmost beauty, went to the hospital and did the surgery on September 26 on a Friday.

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Shara did not live after that surgery, as I'm speaking to a startup passed away.

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May Allah forgive her? And may Allah grant her genuine

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brothers and sisters

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21 years old or 22 year old love Marisol. Can I share with you? Would you mind if I share with you some of the texts that she sent? Ready?

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One text

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number forgive us.

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In one text he says I am so scared.

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The other text says along the lines of I wish I did something for Islam. After that, a text came from her friend. I'm sorry, Sarah died.

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May Allah forgive us and protect us.

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It happened on that day. That speaker and about five other members they went to do omura on behalf of Saddam of Mahatma and they prayed to Allah to grant sorrow gentlemen because I don't know about you but she gave me hope yes someone who was all the way here change within about three weeks all the way there may Allah protect us and under us you know brothers and sisters what's amazing is not start a story what what's amazing is not really startup story. What's really amazing is Allah Rama. Serrano is how Allah still give her a chance after the zinger and the alcohol and the lack of salah and all this system that and he still give her the chance May Allah forgive us and protect us in an

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open Allah mean so can I share with you some of the Hadith and if of hope, then inshallah with maybe give some action items, and then we ended Sharla fair enough. Look at what Allah Allahu alayhi Salaam Allahu alayhi wa sallam said say some of the longer I think he was reading some a lot and he was selling a lot of panel rasulillah sauce and says no one loves apology more than Allah.

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Then at this one more time Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam says when I had had a little drama, you know when I do something wrong to you mme Allah bless and protect you. I say I'm sorry. You know, you might say it's okay. I do it wrong. I'm sorry. It's okay. to three times at broad enough.

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I don't take your story anymore. The Prophet says no one loves I'm sorry, please forgive me more than Allah. So whenever you do wrong, go back to Allah Subhana Allah Allahu Akbar. People get upset when you keep making the mistake and keep saying sorry, I will no longer forgive you. Allah says no, I will forgive you Allahu Akbar. Listen to this hadith narrated by Al Banting. And certainly Jenner Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam said shape on me Allah protect us from shavon say I will do B let me say fun. He says in the shape on the call that devil said where Exotica Yara chiffon says I swear by your might or Allah were exotic. The Abrahamic away a burqa mme at Ottawa home fee. Study

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him. I swear the devil said yo Allah, I will try to ruin every one of you. I want to destroy you. I want to make you hopeless. As long as your soul is in your body. He says I will never give up to ruin everyone's life. You know what Allah said? Allah said and I swear by my honor, where is that you are Jelani? Look what Allah says. I will forgive them. Every time they fall. As long as they come and ask for forgiveness Allahu Akbar.

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shapen wants to challenge Allah Look what Allah destroyed him. May Allah make us go back to Allah subhanho wa Taala well I make dua to Allah for me and if you want for yourself as well, Oh Allah forgive us. For how little we ask for your forgiveness. Yes. May Allah forgive us for how little we ask Allah for forgiveness. Look at what also alliance of Allah alayhi wa sallam look what he says. Allah Allah, Allah says Yagna Adam, all son of Adam or daughter of Adam, pay attention

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A new attorney offered to let Alana cannon magnifica wonderful Valley. He says Allah says, Oh son of Adam, I will forgive you. As long as you asked me and you whatever you want, I will give you and I will not mind Allahu Akbar. He says, You're the son of Adam, if you're seeing Do you see ads? banner this summer reached the summer.

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That's a lot. You know, we say the sky is the limit.

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You know, what does it mean? Your sins reach the summer. One of my shaquita he teach me this watch.

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Let's say for example, every time we do a car, I put a chair.

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If I do another say, I put another chair, three senior, another chair for say, another chair. How many chairs Do I need to reach the summer?

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Billions and billions? Yes. Once I am done with one column, I start a new one.

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So Allah says, Do you feel it? So now Allah says go back to the Hadith. He says if your sins reach the sky,

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and you ask me for money, I will forgive you a lot

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of words and this is Allah, you know, you deal with me? No, I deal with you. No one is like Allah subhanho wa Taala you come with sins up to the summer, I will forgive you. Then he says and if you bring sins that fill the whole earth, you have done every harm in the world, everything in the world, so much so that you cover the whole globe would say that you come to me as a Muslim. I will forgive you for all what you've done. A lot of you see the hope Allah gives us You want more? You want more? Rasul? Allah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam says, In Nila Alamo alzira genetti the whole gentlemen, let's go to answer our call to action. Let's go your travel villa. Let's travel to miss

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Milan. The Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam says I know the last person that goes to gentlemen. Now you think about it. The last person that goes to agenda has to be the worst Muslim? Yes, you're the last one out of the billions and billions of Muslims from Adam alayhis salam to the last human being the last one to vote agenda. He says eridu alayhi salatu Allah will tell the angels present to this man his minor sins the small what small sins? What federal and rookie Baba and do not show him you know, we all have books, right? Or books. So Allah says show the books of the small sins. Do not show him what? The big sense don't show him that tibetian so the angels they listen. So the book is

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open, you know, o'clock, whatever. read your book, right? For

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the newbie for your pool, then the presented and Allah says, I mean to macatawa Qaeda, Al Qaeda, whatever Canada. Remember. On that day, Friday, for example, 7:24pm what you did in your phone when you went to the bathroom?

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Yes, yes. Remember.

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Korea's Poonam, then Allah reminds him, remember, and I'll give an example, September 21, at 354 and 21 seconds when you yelled at someone or you did something like that. Now, the Prophet says, lay your stuff to noon kill. That person cannot deny it. Word for word. And the Prophet says the person is so nervous Why?

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He's like if this is the small things, what will happen when Allah start to ask me about the big things? If this is my feeling with the small sin, what in the world will happen when Allah says what about this major sin that you've done me Allah protect us? So then Allah subhanho wa Taala says, ready? Ready, Allah says to this person, last one to go to genuine Listen, or believer or person. For every small sin you make, I will switch it to a hassle, a good deed.

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Every small sin you have made, will now be transferred to a good deed. The person says yo yo, wait, wait, I make big heroin before

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you see that. He says I made big big heroin before Why did he say that? So you can transfer it to big ass Allah

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Subhana Allah and also laugh at me smile, you smile and so on. This is Allah Subhana Allah but please don't go to Harlem sin now so you can go to hacer la literally Allah forgive us. So you the council policy, that's the week agenda.

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May Allah protect us And forgive us and you know, you have all these things. Let me tell you

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Last Friday about this last one. Then we have action items.

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One of the most beautiful, are heading

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and if you forgot everything I said it's okay. I'm not happy but it's okay. But don't forget this one. Okay?

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Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam gives you an example of a person

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who was traveling in the desert on his Campbell.

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When he was traveling, he has all the luggage, the clothing, the food, the water. Before I forget that.

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The water the food, everything is on that camel. So he's moving like immigration.

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He says, this person went down to take some rest. When he went to take down some rest What happened? The camel escaped.

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This man woke up. Where's the camel? camel has gone.

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He was so worried. Look there. Look there, looked here. Look back, looked everywhere. No camera

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Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam says, This man said

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Argentina McKenney and Lady I'd love to fi

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is a Carlos. I'm dead. She said when they at least die where the tree I was resting at. So he was waiting for death. Brothers and sisters. I know like we hear this hadith. But I want you to live it. I want you to imagine a day we may Allah protect you imagine a house being burned up burned down. Imagine the food they imagine there's warm. There's no safety. This man is seeing death. And you know why? It's painful. It's coming slowly. Yeah. It's not sudden, it's slowly he's getting tired. The lips are being turned up torn apart because no water. stomach is in pain. He's having a headache. Body is dying until this person almost fainted. So he's about to faint. And then what

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happened? He opened his eyes.

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And what did he see? The camel. The camel is back. So he grabbed the camel. Look what he said. Do you think he's happy?

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He's happy. Oh, absolutely. You know what? He said? Oh, I love you are my slave. And I am your Lord. What? Brother? Did you make a mistake? No. That's the hubby one more time. He says, Oh Allah, you are my slave. And I am your Lord. This is stranger. But why did he say that? Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam he says

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that he made the mistake for how happy he was.

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He was so happy. He said Allah is my sleep like you know how much happiness you have to be to mess up. That's a big mistake.

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Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam says a lot is happier. Allah is more happy than this man. When his slave comes back to Allah and Nick Toba.

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colosse Tonight we'll make some inshallah that are not too late. Now inshallah nikto Bahamas and I'm pretty much done in the left hand panel. We make tobacco loss count and a new white page inshallah. You go back to Allah you regret your past what you did when you were 17 and 15 and 13 and 22 and 74 and whatever age you are, and then you will stop today inshallah. And then you will make up for it, whatever remained from your life. May Allah make it easy on all of us.

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So I am done with my topic, but the shift told me I have five to eight,

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five minutes to eight. So in 10 minutes, I want you to tell me now You become the speaker. Let me tell me something we can tell our brothers and sisters, what things we can do to change.

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What can we do?

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What can we do to be able to make Toba to help us because sometimes we make Toba but we fall again. Yes, we make Toba we fall. So how can we steadfast? What things can we do to stay on the right path?

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So the shift says being in good company What do you guys think? Good friends, very important. Anything else? shift.

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That good Allah

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May Allah protect us. You remember that when you are sick. You remember

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When you are sick, the sins are being washed. So you learn more about your deen acknowledged here. When you learn more about see when you learn these headaches you have hope Yes or no? I sent me a love. Let's see what else one last one.

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Go for it. Someone has to forward to me What do you say go for it.

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Give dauer a lot of work.

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That's very nice. Give our but you know shake some people say I'm a bad Muslim. How can I give down? I'm a Manasa. Right? How can you give down? No, give our give our because don't wait, do not wait for you to be perfect because you will never be perfect. If I say once I am perfect, I will give down I will never come to Kenya. Yes. So give the hour because maybe this will change you. May Allah protect us. I want to focus on the friends if you don't mind in the few minutes that I have left can we focus on the friends? When it comes to the friends you have to realize that one of the strongest influence on you, no matter how old you are or your friends, we say tell me who your friends are, I

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will tell you who you are.

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This is how human beings are. Yes. You judge based on what you see and what they say what you see and what you hear. And you think good of people Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, he spoke about a man who killed 99 people you heard the Teddy's before he killed 99 people. Very bad sin. He went to a Abbot someone who worships and gives the talks and whatever it is someone small nothing, not Island, not Island. But this simple speaker like myself, nothing special. So he came to him and he says listen, I killed 99 people. Would Allah ever forgive me? Can I do a U turn?

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with Allah ever forgiven me? Hallelujah mantova. He said, What? Of course not to kill 99 people.

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You know, Allah knows what you also said, you know, maybe he said, You're crazy? Of course not. To this man said.

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If this is the case, come here.

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You come here. What do you want? Come here and he killed him. Now it's 100.

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But he still felt bad for the past. And then he went to a Island a scholar. He went to the scholar, he says, Listen, I killed 99 know how many 100 people would Allah ever forgive me? Now before I continue, I want your attention for a second. Please, please please don't let Don't let the killing ruin the beauty of the Heidi.

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The innocent people that are killed Allah will take care of them. So don't think why would ALLAH forgive him? Are you with me? Allah will take care of 100 Don't worry, let's talk about about Allah subhanho wa Taala. So this man goes to the island I killed 100 people will Allah ever forgive me? And the island said what?

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Of course. And Adam said, Who in the world can ever tell you Allah will never forgive you? You always have room you always have room as long as you still you have your heart. It beats

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it beats then you have a chance inshallah. You have a lot you have a chance. Look what the album said ready? The Adam said the following. The island did not give him revelation of that time. The island did not give him a pamphlet about how to pray. The island did not give him how to pay his account. The island did not do any of that is I'm not saying it's wrong. It's okay. But look what the alum said. The islanders call the doctor of the dean he said you are around people who are corrupted, your friends are horrible. Then he said that the Lucha Libre thing? Then he said, You have to leave this circle of friends. And I tell this to myself. And I tell you this no matter how

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old you are, if you have bad friends, it may ruin your life and your afterlife both. So the enemy said you have bad friends you have to move away. Is that enough?

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If he was closer to village a, who will take them?

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Either

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they measure and where was he closer to village B. Who took him angels of romance. Angels have brothers and sisters as if what determined if he goes to Jen or jahannam was who his friends were

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If you are closer to the bad friends, we will take you to and if you look closer to the good friends we will take you to gentlemen. So May Allah allow us to repent and May Allah allow us to have good friends that help us stay on the right path. We say if you did not serve often was nothing I make the drop in Ghana Sera,

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Sera Latina and nom de la him as a group of lady love to be a mother by name. Allah says one also in Santa lovey, crucial every incident is a loser except and let the admin know in the green new groups or whatever. You need the friend to make it to Jenna, you need as much as you can. You know Musa alayhis salam Musa Musa, tell me something special about Muslim, something special about Muslim. We're calling them Allah who moves at the kleemann will like I said it to my daughter certain nazjatar when Allah spoke to Musa so my daughter, Marian, Allah bless our children, all of them. She said

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Allah spoke to Musa I said yes Marian. She said musanze to Allah said Yes, she's Wow. I said sapan Allah, I never felt it like that before.

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I'm like, well, like you're right. Wow. One on one. Right one on one. But even musala in Salaam, he may drop to Allah and I will end with this. He said the rubbish rally where you're selling 100 of the 10 min. Yes.

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You know, you see how many people answered? That's good. May Allah bless you all say I mean, but the thing is, we need to continue to drop what's next.

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See, that sounds random. What Jay Z was Ilan, mean athlete how wrong is the D? Why should a coup Okay.

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What was the other job? He then said Moosa who spoke to Allah one on one no translator.

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He said yeah, Allah is Allah He was here on me. Yeah Allah I want the companion

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Musa why you know to companion Allah is with you. You spoke to Allah, you can do this by yourself. No. He said, I want a friend. Not any friend. Harun is a good man. I want him to be my friend. Yeah Moosa why Cain was a bagger. kathira so I can make a bad for you. You also can worship Allah. If Moosa who spoke to Allah He realized I need to have good friends to make it two gentlemen, what about you and me?

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May Allah grant us good friends. And may Allah accept our Toba poodle Cody had was still from La Jolla. Welcome May Allah forgive us thank you so much for your patience. I know it might be a little bit tough, but this is all reward for you beginning laser pilots Allah it will purify you from sins inshallah. inshallah that will allow hate on me Allah elevate your status was Salam Alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh