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Bye

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Salatu Salam rasuna is

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another example from the Toba of the people of the past, who are not from the Sahaba is the toll of this young man.

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Earlier Muhammad

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Ali was one of the

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one of the youth of the oma also adding a Roman

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also biatches

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man from the Omaha

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area.

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And then he was only concerned about his Dean and his.

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But usually what a person is, is a very focused, and he wants to be focused on the

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shameful sensibilities army to distract that this young man.

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And that's why a lot of young people, they said some harm a lot when I was network testing was not practicing when they would not push me this much. But now that I have a beard, and I focus on my D, I can put a stop to this in behavior of women. You know why? Yeah.

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Because before you were loser,

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you're a loser. And Satan himself did not put any value on you. You're worthless.

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But now when you free yourself, and you became a strong and you have azeema, and you have learned say, I'm a man of a law on the law, no shape on. He said, Well, I have to deal with this man like a man.

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I have to treat him like a man and the best of the use of women. Men, the women are not that women are failed. But no one uses them. And a lot in a lot of cases. shavon uses men to test young ladies also. But mostly women on the evaluation part. Come on, Carla.

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Our welcome.

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The first test, the first trial was through women.

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So when this young man was focused shavon sent his companions to test this young man.

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So they weren't and they said, Well, he's got a good a great kind of guy. He's a perfect Muslim. We want him to join us. And usually ask everybody to be asked

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a righteous person, you want everybody to be a righteous?

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If you are the president of his center, you want to be a sin. It is smoke in the process. Whoa, what is the wolf?

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want everyone to be smokers? And that's why when these young people try to imitate those people trying to smoke like them, what do they do?

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These guys, the old smokers, they give them for free. Or you take 123 until this little kid is afoot to say that they say well go and purchase your own cigarette now. Now he's done his due.

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And this is what these people do. He is good to good for them. So they said we have to bring him on board.

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So they came to this way it was beautiful.

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And this lady,

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she's a singer. And at that time, by the way, if what do you think that anyone who think was known as a German

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singer, I mean a singer and a singer but one if you're sick, then you are also you committed Zina, he was given. So among the years such as such as singing, I mean she's also convincin.

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And now this What are they calling it?

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Co stars in a record, we call them an IRA.

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And they are financed by the way because in actuality, finance is donkey. So they are donkeys.

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By using giving them in his heart his disobedience

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so these people they work to this audience

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well how do

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we give you 1000 Dino

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karma

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work

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for one kiss

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kisses you for one kiss. They paint 1000 like $1,000 for this young man to kiss this beautiful singer

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only what?

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Only one time on she said what a control are that he can and he has me now only a kiss now he will commit adultery with me he will sleep with me

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she when she dress in the most notorious way fitness

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complete walking fitness.

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I see what I see in our point with this no one else

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for her That's obvious.

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And she almost undress herself

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young man

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in the middle of nowhere

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with a young lady

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in her doing this society

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yes

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yes, we

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shall look at the left look

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for Carnival look what he said

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he shouted the screen for Karla cater baking in America for

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every member you do right now, it comes to you or takes us next to the soul. What What do you do?

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I'm taking the key yo yo list

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appeal or how would you respond to Luca when a kid when they come to your grave and asks you questions if you die in this system, or how what do you what do you say to a law when he's standing in front of him some kind of a What

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do you say when does urbania dragged me to

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a song she screamed shimmy not expect anyone to give a Nazi and the situation she expected Mashallah. Yola

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she screaming

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and she ran away from him. And she made

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and she became known the RV that

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she became

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in the industry. All she does this worship of what's her know, what

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if what if in

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if you have friends,

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and you will be among those people who really booked a ticket with the trip over the plane that is going to allow all this journey or fill in a lot, then avoid evil.

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Avoid those individuals who will lead you to jail or a car in

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your corner.

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in

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Darfur will not help you

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what in total,

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you'll be no counselor,

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you will look if you feel listened to the most people, they will lead you astray from the path of a loss.

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If you

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say hi to you, is to feel a lot with you along with young lady holding a public place.

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Except we

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are not we are put

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in a hole to the role of a loss of Hannah who

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also

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told us

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even in pass or succeed in similar situation. A loss of Hannah Montana will forgive him on the debut of this young man. He was really tested, tested with something that is very, very powerful for men.

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And you can make just as well. You can be tested with other things. So if you feel a lot on your past that tests that are lost or that you're holding on

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tm, what is the key word?

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The last kilometer, Allah will say where is that you will generally on the Day of Judgment, it will not ask you a question about a lot of things and we will overlook things.

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And this is important for us to be aware of a loss of Carnival worth.

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The thing is also important

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that you will need

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and I will emphasize on this point in his journey as an artist

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you need a righteous competitor, you need a wife who fears

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in your life. When this person

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I should say spouse, not necessarily a wife or husband, or a spa. If this person is a heavy weight on your shoulder, and in this process is slowing you down, you must do something about

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if this person is not needing you to judge or helping you to agenda and wanting to go along with you to follow you in general, then you have to rectify the situation and do some change in that.

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And that's the reason we marry women is to find someone or we marry men with a man that we marry each other so we can be held to one another. This is the story of

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this man was a righteous man.

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And he learned that there is a young lady Her name is

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Rob is also groundless, also righteously

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and he wants to marry this lady but he there is no other way to test her. So he said I will marry her and I will test validity Sharma

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so we'll have very nice white wedding morning.

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in the morning. She got up she saw cooking for her husband

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maybe I should get you a server a me.

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And then she from for quality area

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has a word studio and one of

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the bar. Yeah, yeah, I never you never tired person, no arrogant person.

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She thought in her mind if a man says I want you to live a comfortable life. He is arrogant his title.

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So he was very happy with the response of his wife.

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When the next night came

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he pretend that he's asleep.

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So she got up in the middle of the night.

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And she prayed to him and leave and she woke him up.

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He said later I wake up later and he's up.

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So she let him sleep a little bit longer. And she started praying and then the second time she came back robot 32nd quarter of the night she comes back

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and she tries to wake him up he says

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I'm tired I was working all day long. Don't wake me up Don't bother me later

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he came by the third part of the night for color theory

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or what have you later Shama

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for Cora theory

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was

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very anemic.

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She said yeah, people were the winners one already they succeeded. And those soldiers soldiers over law are ready to perform for a law. Yeah, and they share it. She said Oh, what a disappointment who fought me as you

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told me your your wages manual reality and now righteous man.

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God as He had a tissue add

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on to who has to tell us to teach people

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and hear from their own God, ugly.

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Former law firm that night on we used to define the night into three parts.

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I will go and then she was she was and then she will get up and I will sleep and then she will rest on going back again. So Carmen want to get

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your wife

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in the system Mashallah all she wants to do is a one time movie all Mashallah wants to one wants you to watch their movie or cable, somehow this person is not a person that would need me to gender and try to change the system or to change the husband most likely nowadays, husbands are in need of change. Most, most, most of the time, sisters are doing a wonderful job. But the reality they are the ones who are behind

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us will have

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to conclude with this story.

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And this is story in a book called processes. Well,

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this is a shoe either saga

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is something that happened recently in our time.

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And the author he

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he said, the man,

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our individual vote me this story. And he remade a story

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called us.

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I used to work

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a night shift. And my job was to drive an

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ambulance, I never can never get away.

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And he said one of those nights, as usual, I'm driving around.

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And I hear a very loud song.

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And I'm trying to run towards the sun. And I see a car that burned into a wall into a light pole

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into a light pole. And he said the car is almost smashed.

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And the car is off. But at the same time, there is a light coming from the car.

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It's a light coming from the car.

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He said I came I parked next to the car. I turned around, I came along the car and this car in my hand is smoking. And I see the driver

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have his body speed crash.

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But he's still alive.

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Now with the big beer with Alma to sudo, serum fusion,

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fusion.

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And I came down

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and I put the cigarette in my mouth and I tried to take him out of the car, but I could not move him because of the way that this terminal was mine mining on him.

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And this was all of South Korea when a brother

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please turn off the singer put up a signal.

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For officer he's dying. He's bleeding. And he said I was shocked. Other people that usually scream get help. Help me. Take me Save me. But this one, he said the signal please.

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So I said pull it off.

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And I came back to help. And I tried to take him up. But I couldn't. So the man said very comfortable voice. Yeah. Do you really want to help him?

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Do you really want to help him? Say yes, I want to tell you this is my job. He said then listen to oneness. Yeah, for me, just oneness.

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If anyone does your favor, try to reward that person. So I want to reward you for the effort that he put forth. You want to we want to save me. I know you can save me 31

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he said Why is he he said repent to Allah.

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Allah asked me is repent to Allah,

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Washington and Mohammed.

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Just as as calm

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as this as comfortable as this thing.

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He said when the man said this, and was getting up before the shadow was to get a law.

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He said with

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my wife. I was I was in a darkness. I didn't know what to do, what direction to go.

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I have to forcefully take the body of that person. Put it in my mind

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and drive. Just aimless.

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Just keep trying.

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Until at some time I said, I realized that I've been driving long enough

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listening. So I work to the closest hospital. So when a job also the vehicle and I went, he said then I started driving again.

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I try to drive in the middle of the night.

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And then so Pamela I went home and I tried to sleep and sleep, all I can think of was to

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repent to Allah.

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He says some heroin law and the other will call and then I went to the masjid and I got to the salon.

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And in the salon, I cry

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so hard that the man was not able to recycle.

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He says I quite like a child. I can be no control myself. He said for years and years and years.

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I did not put my forehead on the ground as a surgeon.

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I was I was too arrogant to go into

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it and after seven years, over constant Masia,

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I saw crying.

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And the brother who was next to me

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after the summer,

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he said, Well, he,

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this is the first time that I may see you in seven years.

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So he wants you to email and the email, he told him what happened to the email to him and the man said

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no more. And then he demoted.

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He said Be grateful to Allah who will find you by the death of that.

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Be grateful to Allah who revive you by the depth

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and support and love from that day on. He said I did not miss a lot. I did not miss

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and I did not commit a mass. And have you been abusive bla bla bla bla you are selling your home. That

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doesn't work either.

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For a lot to got to about one person who is better than anything that this may contain. So a 45 minute

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this is the end of this. So the next panel will

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do is steps

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depends on lots of hard work Tyler clearly find a righteous companion, a righteous wife. And

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most importantly, do not deliver whatever Massey that you

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don't deliver

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because that will become very heavy on the open the table which is in the questions that before we have five minutes

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otherwise, we will go in nice transformers.

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Say hi to you is to feel a lot with you along with young lady Paul in a public place near the nasolabial fold tapped into a subpoena hate Americans a lot we have put first term stability in a hole to the role of a loss of

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your Southern

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pull us

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in half or six feet in similar situation. A loss of Hannah Montana will forgive him on the debut of this young man. He was really tested, tested with something that is very very powerful for men.

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And you can be tested with Well, you can be tested with other things. So if you feel a lot unimpressed that tests that are awesome Hello, what's your normal PM, what is

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the last kilometer Allah will say where is that you will generally on the Day of Judgment. It will not ask you a question about a lot of things and we will overlook things.

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In this is important for us to be aware of a loss of Carnival worth.

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The thing is also important

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that you will need

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and I will emphasize on this point in his journey as an artist

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you need a righteous competitor. You

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You know wife, who fears

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in your mind

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when this person

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I should say spouse not necessarily a wife or husband or a spa. If this person is a heavy weight on your shoulder and in this process is slowing you down, you must do something about

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it this person is not leading you to gender or helping you to gender and when to go along with you to follow you in general, then you have to rectify the situation and do some change in that.

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And that's the reason we married women is to find someone or we marry men with a married man, we marry each other. So we can be held to one another. This is the story of Rhea Dinamo

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this man was a righteous man.

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And he learned that there is a young lady Her name is

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there are also dramas also righteously

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Are you wants to marry this lady and he there is no other way to test her. So he said I will marry her and I will test validity Sharma I'd be alone woman. So we'll have wedding night white wedding morning.

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In the morning, she got up she stopped cooking for her husband.

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Maybe I should get you and serve me.

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And then she from for quality area

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has a voice to the

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bar. Yeah, I never you never tired person, not arrogant person.

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She thought in her mind. Even man says I want you to live a comfortable life. He is arrogant his title.

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So he was very happy with the response of his wife.

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When the next night came

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he pretend that he's asleep.

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So she got up in the middle of the night.

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And she prayed to him and leave and she woke him up.

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He said later, I wake up later. And he's up.

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So she let him sleep a little bit longer. As she started praying. And then the second time she came back robot body suck Of course quarter of the night. She comes back

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and she tries to wake him and he says

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I'm tired. I was working all day long. Don't wake me up Don't bother me later.

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Then she came by the third part of the net for color theory

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for color theory

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was last

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year at Sheridan. manuka honey Nick.

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She said yeah, people want the winners one already they succeeded. And those soldiers soldiers of the law are ready to perform for a lot. Yeah, and they share anything. She says oh what a disappointment. who fought me are you

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who told me Yeah, you're righteous man in reality you're not righteous man.

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God

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tell us tell us to the

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people who

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and hear from their own God

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former law firm that night on we used to define the night into three parts. I will go and then she was she was asleep and then she will get up and I will sleep and then she will rest on going back again. So how

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to get

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your wife

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in the system Mashallah all she wants to do a movie or Mashallah wants to one wants you to watch their movie or cable somehow. This person is not a person that would need me to gender and trying to change the system or to change the husband most likely nowadays. husbands are in need of change was most most of the time. Sisters are doing wonderful job. But the abundance reality they are the ones who are behind winners.

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A lot of us will

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all conclude with this story.

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And this story in a book called processes rather well.

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This is a shoe either saga

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is something that happened recently in our time.

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And the author he holds.

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He said, The Man,

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our individual vote me this story. And he remade a story

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called us, quote,

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I used to walk

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a nation on my job was to drive an ambulance, ambulance, I never can never get that one, right.

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And he said one of those nights, as usual, I'm driving around.

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And I hear a very loud sound.

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And I'm driving around towards the sun. And I see a car that went into a wall into a light pole

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into a light pole. And he said, the car is almost smashed.

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And the car is off. But at the same time, there is a light coming from the car.

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It's a light coming from the car.

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He said, I came, I parked next to the car. I turned around, I came around the car and this car in my hand was smoking. And I see the driver.

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half his body speed crashed.

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But he's still alive.

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Now with the big deer, without Arma, two sudo, serum fusion

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fusion.

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And I came down

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and I put the car in my mouth and I tried to take him out of the car, but I could not move him because of the way that this terminal was mind bending on him.

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And this one all have some color coding. Brother,

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please turn off the cigarette, put up a cigarette.

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For officer he's dying. He's bleeding. And he said I was shocked. Other people that usually scream get help. Help me. Take me Save me. But this one, he said, pause the signal, please.

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So I said pull it off.

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And I came back to help and I tried to take him up. But I couldn't. So the man said very comfortable voice. Yeah, he did you really want to help him?

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Do you really want to help him? Say yes, I want to help me This is my job. He said then listen to oneness. Yeah, for me, just oneness.

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If anyone does your favor, try to reward that person. So I want to reward you for the effort that he put forth. You want to tell them you want to save me. I know you can save me 31

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he said why is it he said repent to Allah.

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Allah asked me is repent to Allah.

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Worship Allah Muhammad, Allah Fulani

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just as as calm

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as this as comfortable as

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he said, When the man said this, and was getting up before the shadow was to get a law.

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He said we're loving my wife. I was I was in a darkness. I didn't know what to do, what direction to go.

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I have to forcefully take the body of that person, put it in my mind

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and drive. Just aimless.

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Just keep trying.

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Until at some time, I said, I realized that I've been driving long enough endlessly. So I work to the closest hospital. So when a job also the vehicle and I went he said then I started driving again.

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And I try to drive in the middle of the night.

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And then so Pamela I went home and I tried to sleep but

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all I can think of was to

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intend to.

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He says some heroin law in the other selected schedule call. And then I went to the masjid and I got to the salon

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and in the salon. I cry

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so hard that the man was not able to recycle.

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He said just I cried like a child.

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To be no good control myself. He said for years and years and years,

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I did not put my forehead on the ground. As

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always, I was too arrogant to go into

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it hit me up after seven years, over constant massive

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and a subprime recovery.

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And the brother who was next to me

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after the summer,

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he said, We're lucky.

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This is the first time that I may see you in seven years.

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So he wants you to email an email, he told him what happened to the email to him and the man said

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no more and then he

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demoted it.

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He said, Be grateful to Allah who revive you by the depth of that

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be grateful to Allah who revived you by the depth

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and some kind of love from that day on? He said I did not miss Allah, I did not miss

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and I did not commit a mass and

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it was certainly a whole

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lot

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for a lot to got to got one person who is better than anything that is linear may contain. So

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this is the end of this. So the next panel Watada do his steps

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depends on lots of Hana hautala cleome in the final right righteous companion, a righteous wife. And

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most importantly, do not deliver whatever man see that you

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don't agree with.

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Because that will become very heavy on the open the table, which is upcoming by any questions that you have before we have five minutes

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otherwise, we will go Be nice