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To sit close

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together,

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leaves the wall if you're a senior citizen.

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And if you're not a senior citizen, then you get

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better and more appropriate.

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Especially the

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be any

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better.

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First and foremost, I want to apologize.

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The fear of feeling very ill today.

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For our health, it's a it's a great blessing that we don't realize it unless we get tested with the illness. So

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at least we can save money for that. So if I have to vomit in the middle of the lecture, and I'm not joking, by the way, please do forgive me for that, because I've been vomiting all day, and I can feel that.

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But

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what I'd like to do next, how long do I have first and foremost?

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He said something that's extremely profound. And I think that it can be the basis for

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a fruitful discussion.

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Basically, whenever we're talking about

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what is the main issue that we have with that? I mean, if we could all see and gentlemen, any one of us would have actually seen an agenda, then we would have absolutely no problem. Following philosophy is a lie about any form of difficulty whatsoever, because we would have already seen the price. And if we could see Hellfire, then we would never have any doubts. And at the same time, we would never even think twice in regards to committing a sin, because we would have seen how grievous Hellfire is. But the problem is, is that we haven't seen it or at least we don't see it. And remember,

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he talks about something very profound. When he says that the one who perfect is ending before a loss pattern

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has perfected his standing in front of the lost pounds Island.

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And what is the most famous way that we call the Day of Judgment, your

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daily standing, whoever perfects his standing,

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will have perfected his standing.

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What exactly does that mean? And you look at the sleight of hand, you look at the Sahaba and will be pleased with them. And it will be a long time demonstrating this utmost level of

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certainty demonstrating this utmost level of

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understanding that you are being observed by the loss of

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someone so that I do have a lot of time if I was to seek gentlemen, that I would not want to know more than I already wanted any. There's no way that I could want it more than I already do if I was to see Hellfire, but I would not be more terrified of it than I already am. Because that's the level of fear that he had of hellfire. how certain Are you

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that you're being watched? how certain Are you that your needs will be presented to you. And the concept of a maraca is an extremely profound one.

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Fascinating, he talks about the concept of Morocco, and he says that Allah observes you and you observe the last panelist

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So there's the maraca of a loss upon you, and you also are in observance of the loss of animals out.

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And I just want you to put yourself in this situation, a lot. So Jeff has described to us two types of people in the Day of Judgment. Obviously, the believers who are full of joy or laughing, whose faces are very bright, who are extremely proud, extremely confident. And on the other hand, the disbelievers

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those who this will be the last countdown and transgress. And there any vulnerable young women watching, their hearts are full, you know, their hearts are beating so hard that they can feel it physically beating out of their chest. Now, the subtle Hoshyar, their eyes are humiliated, their sight is to the ground. And then they are remembering the conversations, they are remembering the markers they used to make, they're remembering all the things that they used to do. And they're in this absolute state of fear, this absolute state of trembling, that none of us can possibly imagine.

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And this concept

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would save each and every single one of us for all of the sins that we do. If we could truly apply it perfectly, we would never be able to apply to perfection. Because it's a very simple concept. If you have a human being who was with you 24 seven, would you send the way that you?

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Absolutely not. Now monocytogenes tells us about the decision making.

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Allah subhana wa tada is telling us about those who received their books in their right hands.

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And Elias

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is describing the way that they are, whenever they received their book of deeds in the right hand.

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What do they start to do? They start to go around, and they start to say,

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they start going around to everybody that they can find on the day of judgment that they know. And they start showing their deeds. And they're saying, go ahead and read my book. This is my salon. This is my,

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this is my car. This is my husband, this is my, my husband, one other people. This is my just fear. And they're going around and they're showing people their deeds.

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Whereas those who received their books, the left hand, what are they doing?

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What is the first thing that they say?

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What is the first thing I say?

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Yeah, later.

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I wish I was never given my book.

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And I did not know if my accountability. In fact, they wish that they did not exist.

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And here's the key.

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What if Allah subhana wa tada was to send you your book of deeds now?

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Would you be willing to show people that?

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Or would you be ashamed?

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It's a very tough question. Because that book of these judgment is not different from deeds that we do here that reflects the needs that we do here. Would you be willing to show your demons to everybody in this lesson? Would you be willing to go to your parents and say, Look at my beats?

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Or would you try to put your deeds away and just say, I wish I never existed?

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as the example that's always given,

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and what we're really talking about surveillance, when you're talking about surveillance, it's not that part of the concept to understand. Because you got cameras everywhere. You've got people watching all the time, you don't know who's listening to you, you don't know how I was on the plane this morning. I just picked up the sky magazine. And they sell spying devices, and an airplane magazine and I was like, Are you serious? How do I even just go buy this for 30 bucks, and supposedly here 50 you know, within 50 feet, any conversation. So you're always being watched, you're always being listened to this concept is not hard for us to understand. And I know a very

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close friend of mine who used to work in a clothing store. That's how I set up this cameras in the store. And you can just simply log online with a certain address a certain web address, and you can watch what's going on in that store. And he was saying how after that happened, he was so terrified that his wife might go on that website and see what he's doing even though he wasn't doing anything wrong, that all of a sudden he found himself lonely all the time. All of a sudden he was reluctant to laugh with a person of the opposite gender. All of a sudden everything change wasn't a loss pattern was the one who created

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With him at all times this concept that you are never alone. And actually his power not only as the last panel tablet watching you, you have two angels with you. Not only are those two angels there, there might be some jinn there too. Not only are the jinn there, there might be human beings who are listening to you to the point is, is that you are never alone.

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And whenever we try to sit,

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you know, sitting in private, singing and writing, although the last panel hates that the person will go public with this, since you're not supposed to go expose yourself, man, there's a very famous heading for talking about judgment. When he brings that close, he brings the sermon close. And he's saying Yeah, oh, my sermon, didn't you do this? Did you do this? You do this? And then the person is saying, Yeah, I know, I know. I know.

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When I set out to have a cameo, I have hidden it for you today. And I have forgiven you for that. So you're not supposed to go public with your deeds. But there is also something very interesting for

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the sins that you do in private, killed the heart, more than the sins that you do in public. They kill the heart more than the sins that you do in public. Why? Because that means that you value

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the eyes of the people more than you value cycle the last time you are more worried about people catching you than the last.

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And then it gets a little bit worse. Let's say that you had a camera on you. And your mother was watching you 24 seven,

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how many things would you cut out of your life. But here's where it gets even worse. On the day of judgment, a loss of data is not just going to inform you of your deepest allies, ozone will actually make you read your own needs, you will have to present your own deeds, I will have to present my own deeds to a lost child. So it's not only like your mother's watching you, it's like having to sit there and watch the surveillance video with your mom and then explain yourself.

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It's deeper than that. Because you are not aware that your mother is watching you. But you're also observing her presence. And this is the key of Morocco. A last padlets Allah is observing you and you are in observance of loss.

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So whenever you're alone, you find some long spans of time. So instead of rushing to since because you know that no one else is watching you, what do you do instead,

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you rush to do good deeds, where nobody else can see because you don't want other people to infringe on that relationship that you have with the last panel.

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Brothers and sisters, Eliza has given us the likeness of the sins that we commit in many different ways. And you have to be able to use imagery or a loss palitana For example, He talks about the sin of backlight.

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likens backbiting, to eating the flesh with any one of you like to eat the dead flesh of your brother, you would hate them. So fear of loss

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and a loss of time as the acceptor for repentance and being the most merciful, or Muslim alumni in the center told Sophia

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whenever she described Sophia, well, they love it like this, she just put her hand in a way to show that she's short. And also last a lifetime says that you have said a word that if you were to spin it into the waters, it would pollute the entire oceans

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or whatever it was just talking about the crime of

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interest that the lowest part of it is like committing Zina with your mother multiple times, or one muscle muscle alive. Someone says that to touch. A person who is not related to meaning a non Muslim is worse than taking an IRA needle and driving it through your head. You might think to yourself, are these expressions being used just to scare me? Because you know what, in dunya whenever you use an expression to say how bad your day was, or how bad this was that you did, you usually use that expression knowing that it doesn't amount to that. But at the same time you're trying to make the other party feel good.

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So whenever someone comes five minutes late to your house, and you say You ruined my life, because you came late and we were supposed to have this

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At this time, but You ruined my life or You ruined my day, or my work was like hell on earth, or you use expressively that

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the actual violation never amounts to the expression with a lot as messenger. So the long line was, the expression is not strong enough to represent the violation. If we took our sins more seriously,

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if we were more disgusted from our sins, in the way that we approach our sins will be a lot more different.

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Many minor understatement actually goes back to having

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said that I've since had an order of sense had a set to no one wants to sit next to me because of how sneaky I would be.

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So think about that. If a last pattern was to give me your book of deeds, who would you be willing to show it to?

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Now let's go to the opposite side.

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And that is the side.

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That is the sign of certainty, or a loss of panic.

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Ever loves to meet a man I love to meet him. And whoever hates to meet me, then I also hate to meet him.

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This is ironic

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that the people who work deeds of righteousness are the ones who are most fearful of the last panel data and the recommended piece.

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Isn't it ironic that you would find people who are training investors who are observing, you know, what would be enough at least in terms of status quo in terms of the standard who are observing the standard of being a good Muslim? Isn't that ironic that those people are more afraid of a loss

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than the guy who's selling liquor than the guy who's committing sin and the guy who's running around acting like he has no Lord.

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It's ironic how you are the one who is committing majors,

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but you're not afraid of a loss.

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Whereas

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he

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was the same person who was set about him by the scholars that all of our students compared to him. He was recognized as the greatest disaster of his time. And his wife, Fatima. They're lovely pleased with herself, that whenever he would read the verse,

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or

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a group in Paradise and a group in a blazing fire,

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she would think that she would wake up and the omo would have to choose meaning he would die from how much he would tremble out of fear. Whenever seen that first. Are you kidding me? monopolizes was afraid? Why was not because he's afraid. What does he have to worry about? Every one of us we studied his life as a model of breast cancer. But whenever he read that, if it scared him to a point that his wife thought he was going to die.

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What is that about with his grandfather? acabo de la

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hora savasana has guaranteed in general

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that if there was to be a profit after meat that would have been on Buddha soapless bison upset there were people in the home of the nations that came before you for work or had before they were spoken to. And if there is anyone in my nation that's like that,

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who witnessed the battles were

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reciting the idea about how fire and crying so much that he had two black marks under his eyes, because of how much he feared those dynamics. Why is it that those people were afraid and we are not afraid.

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The grief well first of all jacket, reading books

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and he was a contemporary Thomas

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Sol one day after

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he goes out and he finds without

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crying and reciting some of the verses of a loss patterns. I love the look of a loss.

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And he sees him in private

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readings. He sees him in private

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and all want to monopolize he breaks down into tears.

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And he normally sets

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hacker youngja

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How am I going to find my work home?

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I'm going to be on a date and

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now profoundness status on the Day of Judgment. Last habitat is not going to divide us based on the years that we lived, was not going to say, okay, those of you who live from our monies come forward. Or no, everyone stands behind them. Everyone stands behind their profit. That means that we are going to be standing in the same room.

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And the same Lord, who will have a weapon will question you and I,

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what does that mean? We've got a long way to go. If they were not satisfied, then we can not be satisfied. And you know what the greatest time of the thought is, the greatest side of hypocrisy is, anyone know

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when you no longer fear,

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when you are so sure that you have reached the point where I shall do everything I can. to deem this thriving because of me, or, you know, something I

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have nothing to worry about. When you have reached that point in your life. That is the greatest sign of

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low

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energy.

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If you were not to say that I would be worried I would fear something greater for you, an urgent, urgent, and the merge is when you are impressed by yourself. When you think that you are at a level that

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that's

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a good deed that takes you away from a loss, rather than a sin that brings you closer to Allah subhanaw taala is more beloved to Allah subhanaw taala than the good deed that takes you away the sin that will bring you closer to a lust.

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Like the man who muscle muscle A lot of it was

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described to us amongst those seven, who are in the shade of a loss

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on the day that there is no shade except for that shade. And one of them, a young man who was approached by a beautiful woman, the stage of committing Zina his sense.

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All he has to do is take it.

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But what happens? That last one, he pulls back, what does he say, in the law, I feel it was

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a sin that will bring you closer to a loss of parents and more Beloved, than a good deed that makes him more parallels, more impressed with yourself more satisfying, because if you're satisfied, you're never going to a sentence. And one thing you can find that is uniform with all of this

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is that they were never satisfied. Whether it was going to as far as

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claiming that they have become hypocrites, all the way to our house for the love of Thailand at his death, saying that my life can be divided into three. At first, I was an enemy to a Muslim.

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And he was the most hated person to me. And if I would have died, that time, I surely would have been trouble.

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Then I embraced Islam, and was so lost in the long run, and became the most beloved person to me on the face of the earth.

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And he says if I would have died during that time, I definitely would have entered. Now I'm not so sure.

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Now I'm not so sure he's talking. These are Sahaba who are not sure if they were going to agenda or not. These are Sahaba who feared that standing on the Day of Judgment. Who are we to say that we have been guaranteed protection.

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You have to keep on working hard. You have to have a sense of urgency. You have to act with a sense of desperation, or muscle muscle of loneliness and obsessive that you

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rush to do good deeds, you act with desperation, because you are not so sure about yourself. If you have reached that point, then that is hypocrisy.

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The brothers and sisters, the most dangerous thing that we find is something called status quo. Whenever status quo is being fulfilled, meaning status quo is if I go to the message this many times a week or vital job, that I'm worried that no one's going to think anything's wrong with me. No one's going to come to my house and say brother where you've been is going to tell me fear of loss of habitat.

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My kids finished reading he was seven years old.

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Have,

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we had a nice big party? Everyone knows my kid finished. I'm good.

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And you start to list your accomplishments this way. As long as I'm meeting status quo, and I'm okay. What does that tell you about yourself?

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That very early faith

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that the man becomes dried up and worn out in your hearts, just like a thought. If you keep on putting he take a very nice shirt that has a very bright color, you put it in the washer and dryer six, seven times what happens to it comes down.

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There's nothing refreshing.

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You're just doing what everyone else is doing. And all you're trying to do is make sure that the image of your relationship is okay. But in private, who are you? When you are alone? Who are you? When no one is watching you? Who are you? Because that's all that's going to count? And if those deeds were to be documented,

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then would you be proud of them?

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And would you be willing to show those deeds to other people or not. And a lot of them has described to us this incident so many times. But the irony, again, those who are more afraid of their sins are more willing to be lost pounds, and in fact, love to be the last panel.

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Whereas those who are actually committing major sins, those who are actually this will be the last time and constantly

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what is a heat loss?

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Why would it be that a person who is afraid of his record would love to make a loss?

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Because whoever hates to meet him at a loss

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loss? Why is it that a person

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who would be in a situation of questioning themselves would actually want the

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situation, it's really something to think about. That's what a relationship is, if you truly love less

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than you know that your Lord is more merciful. Because you tried, you made the effort, you wouldn't be satisfied only that you actually made the effort and that loss is the one who's going to reward you.

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At the same time,

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the one who was constantly disobeying the law

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is so confidence is so happy. His heart is so free of any fear in this dunya, he will be the complete opposite on the Day of Judgment.

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Now, if you're just doing what everyone else is doing, and you're meeting the status quo, and everyone is satisfied with you, and no one thinks you're about a person, and on the surface, you're very good listener, you were you're thrilled when you come to the message, you've got the Look, you've got the walk, you know, you do just as much activity. Whenever the fundraiser time comes, you give just what everybody else gives. whenever it comes time for a lot of lunch, and you see if your friends are gone. And you'll go to if you're in that situation, then you know what you might be doing. And you might be guilty, you might just be putting a very pretty face on a very ugly

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relationship.

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You might just be putting a very pretty face on the relationship.

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Because I'll tell you what, Tiger Woods, they might think he was cheating on his wife.

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I don't think so.

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Why is it that Tiger Woods only feels that and comes up gives that phony press conference. After he got caught. Then all of a sudden, I'm ashamed of myself.

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I can't believe

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I don't know what I was thinking.

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I can't forgive myself. I

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was the victim the whole time. That relationship was extremely ugly, but on the surface. He's got a lot. He's a family man, john edwards, twice, according to the President.

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Back in the day, john edwards, see him a shot of love the champion of

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you know, civil rights and stuff like that. The poor, all that kind of stuff. You look at it and you say, wow, you know, he stopped by his cancer stricken wife the whole time. And they lost their son in a car accident. Then all of a sudden, whatever he gets caught cheating and having loved title. All of a sudden john edwards feels guilty. All of a sudden john edwards wants to cry.

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Is that how we act?

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You only feel bad about your sin and you get coins.

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How come you didn't feel bad about that? Similarly, we're not getting off. Was it because the status quo has been?

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A loss of habitat has not prepared agenda for status for people last time as prepared agenda for me.

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Last palletize prepared agenda for a savvy board. Those who rushed to newbies, those who are not satisfied with themselves, those who are constantly trying to do more to please the last panel, because they realize that no matter how much they do last panel and data has not been repaid. And so they're constantly trying to make it. They're constantly aiming for perfection. So even a weapons deployment of

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the one body or the longtime

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canister

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he was the foremost in every single, good anytime there was a good DB presented was lost by service and asked him to somehow be sitting on the sidelines.

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Who amongst you, train janaza today?

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Who amongst you faster today?

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Who amongst you gave up today? What is the Grace's head?

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Who amongst you

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visited a sick person today.

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Another operator.

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And when he asks, Will anyone enter agenda from all of its gates? That Yes, and I hope that you will have a different

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set of eyes, I have one foot in Gentlemen, I will not be satisfied until the other foot gets

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awakened,

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who is the greatest man on the face of whoever walked the face of the earth that was not a prophet.

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And he said if I have one foot

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until the other foot is already why because he was certain that he will meet Allah subhanho wa Taala. And he was certain that he would have this book of deeds presented to him. And he wanted to make sure that that book of deeds was full of good. You know what?

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He used to walk out in the middle of the night.

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And he used to say,

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I am amazed.

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How is the one who's thinking and going to sleep? Or typically

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I'm amazed at how far one was trying to run away and escape from Hellfire going to sleep?

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Why are we still paralyzed? Is it because status quo is being met? That isn't most papers. And you know how you can analyze yourself and see if it's just status quo.

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Ask yourself this question is your saw the same quality at home?

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Okay,

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if you print your son,

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and he prayed at home, which is by the way closer and more beloved to

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your home's integrators. If you pray those two records at home, and you compare it to the quality of those two,

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or those two records in the restaurant just a little bit longer. Is the security a little bit longer? The make sure that you actually read another source

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or that you actually read

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in the way it's supposed to be read.

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How are you on people don't see who are you behind closed doors. That is what matters to us.

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Not your image. This is all fake. This is all an image of lust Panama's animal stripping off Russell dim judgment, and the only thing that will be presented

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this your heart attack.

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And you know what the last panel is, I will say

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to the people who used to show off their deeds to others, to make sure that everything was good in terms of status for a lot of those that are will say to them, it has been a

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little healthier to

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go to those people that used to show your deeds

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and ask them and see. Do they have any good for you today? Do they have any reward for your needs today? No. You wanted people to save money goes to the line. You know this guy is a really racist person.

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This guy's always there for so long. You got what you wanted people to say you're a knowledgeable person. You got what you want. You want people to say you're a generous person. You got what you want. You wanted people to say that restaurant lady gave his life for the sake of Allah Tada.

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You got what you want. You know what, coincidentally, those are the first three people according to the civil law, civil law, who are dragging on their faces into the Hellfire, on whom Hellfire his lips wants to protect us.

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Imagine a scholar

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of perceived Shaheed a generous person, Hellfire is lit upon,

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before the before the most wicked person that you can possibly imagine. Why? Because it was fake, it was artificial. If you really want, if you're really worried about you're standing in front of the last panel, on the day of judgment, worrying about you're standing in front of the last panel, it's

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not in front of you, or not in front of you, not in front of anyone else. Worried about how you look in front of

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because that's what's gonna matter. And by the way, this is something that's very interesting. We are very blessed, that allows us to forgive and

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in fact, he loves it when we repent more than we love it.

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How do we know that congress who was the largest, was more unhappy with their repentance than the person who was in the desert, and he has his talent and all of his provisions are on account, and he loses that cabinet. And then the happiness and joy that he has when he finds that count. And then he calls to a loss. And he says, Yama, Yama, I am your Lord. And you are my servant, because he's so overjoyed that he's actually mixing up his words, a lot is more happy than that. But we're so blessed to have. But we still have to take that step. And I'll just end with one very beautiful.

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philosopher, Larissa is talking about Musa alayhis salaam asking about a gentleman.

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And by the way, just as a side note,

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to question, the perfection of an agenda is to question

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to question whether agenda is worth it or not. Because that's essentially what you do. Every time you decide to sit, you decide to put your agenda on the line. It's like you're playing a game of poker and you put you bet your agenda on the line. Because of that said, because a lot might take you while you're committing.

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You're putting your agenda your agenda online.

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Allah subhanho wa Taala has perfected agenda has made it the police of eternal joy and happiness. No one is going to come to the agenda and say, this is a

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this is what we were talking about. This is the milk of an agenda. These are the policies that were no one is going to come in an agenda and be unsatisfied with an agenda most.

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He asked Allah subhanho wa Taala

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what is the lowest place in general? Or what is the least reward? The least medicine in agenda, the minimum rewarded agenda. And Allah subhana wa tada said that whenever a man will be pulled out of Hellfire,

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who will be put into an agenda only after everyone else has been pulled out of Hellfire? That is nuts. People don't come for me. He is the most wicked Muslim, the most wicked believer, he has the least amount in his heart. And he will be pulled out of our campfire, scorch, after everyone else has been taken out. That is not to be taken. Okay, gentlemen, gentlemen, stays forever. And then everyone who was not to enter has already been answered except for that one.

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And the last panel Tyler brings to that.

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And he says, yeah.

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And Nikola luck. Medic.

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Would you be satisfied if you want to have the kingdom of one of the kings of the entire kingdom of the world? I mean, put yourself in this position, this guy, a lover, but if he is the least person, his email, he's when he was committed.

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That means that he was committing major sins. So I imagine this, you have committed so many sins, major sins, and you have the least percentage of them out of the month, and you're being pulled out to have enough and you're being asked by last paradigm. So do you want the kingdom which is the only greatness that you know, because you've not seen in Jamaica? You've seen the kingdom of this world? Do you want the entire kingdom of this world have you been pleased with them?

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Yes, a lot

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further

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than you

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Have the woman, woman.

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Woman five times and then the servant says what?

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will lead? That's enough? I'm okay. I'm pleased.

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Well lead.

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You have all of them. And 10 times that, you know what Mousavi

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Mousavi is

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those that is actually a prophet. And he is not the lowest person and a gentleman. And so he asks, he says,

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the count of one was hired.

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Think about that.

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Do any one of us think to ourselves that we might be the last person to answer?

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Like, if this is what the lowest person in Germany gets? What about the ones who are hiding? What is the lowest?

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Don't ask.

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Don't ask, because the last panel has customized

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whatever you reserve you will get

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forgotten. I know I have seen

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no here has heard it. And it has not even come to the imagination, or the desire on the part of any single human being.

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Do you actually doubt whether or not gentlemen is worth it?

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Or deep to the agenda? Keith and our colleagues? Then how are you thinking about this, I was to tell you that I wrote to a trip to Hawaii next week, to a private islands where your cell phone will be turned off. For me that's that's gentlemen.

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cell phone's off, no connection with the rest of the world. You have your islands, you're completely alone.

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You know what you would do, you would probably not be able to sleep for that entire week, you would be so excited that you keep going online to see your itinerary. Keep looking at the picture, keep making sure that this is for real, you would lose sleep sleep out of how excited you are. A loss of data is promising you a gentleman

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he does not go back on his promise, promising you gentlemen, not for perfection. But for making a sincere efforts promising you a place that your wildest imagination cannot even conceive.

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And you know what? I'm going to tell you something.

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There's a house

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that has your name on

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there is a house

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that already has remained

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each and every single one of us.

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On the other side of that is there is also a house in the Hellfire

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that has each and every single one of us our personalized names on it. What was the last time say? If you inhabit one of them?

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The other one goes? Which house do you want to inhabit?

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It is already here. With your personalized plates. Your house in general already exists. All you have to do is not mess it up. That's it. Everything's cloud free. Everything is

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go out and do everything

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and make a sincere effort. It's there. If you doubt that that's why you must

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but at the same time

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how terrifying is this moment there's a house on fire?

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It's named for you.

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And it's waiting for you to happen.

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How

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do you have any doubt that you will one day stand for a loss and inhabit these homes?

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Do you have

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something very beautiful.

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Even to ask for an agenda

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is a way of getting your close yourself closer to

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ever asks for the gentleman whoever says a lot.

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A lot.

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Three times you know what happens?

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Jenna speaks paradise speaks and says Obama mentor him to the

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paradise agenda speaks on your behalf.

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A long, long,

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long,

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long

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how miraculous is that? And whoever asks the last three times, Llama

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Llama?

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llama.

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Allah protect me from the Hellfire

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distance.

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Hellfire speaks and says, Oh Allah distance him from.

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Now, on the day of judgment, there's many levels of regret. Everyone has a level of regrets. Every single person on the day of judgment has a level of regrets. Some people will have a level of regret to the point that they wish that they never existed.

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You know what, Andrew? Gentlemen also have regrets. What is

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that there were moments that were wasted, that they were not glorifying the loss of

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the Shaheed the martyr, wants to come back to this world, and die again for the sake of a loss last time, the melodica who are free from sin, when they see the Misa the scale, that very deep and mighty, will go and stop. You know what they say, those creatures who have been created to do nothing but worship, the lost parents have not have the choice but to worship.

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They will say that

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we did not worship you as much as we should.

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So if you're satisfied with yourself, then you're claiming to be better than the angels. That's how serious it is, to not be satisfied with yourself. Look for your goal, have an agenda, and look for every single path to get to it. And if you make that sincere effort of lost parents, Allah has not demanded for perfection, as long as you are trying, and not just for the sake of the people, but for your own success, your own good,

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then you would have gone somewhere

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else.

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Beautiful station, the station, where we will be the neighbors of our soul muscle.

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And we will actually be able to talk to the muscle muscle alive. And tell them about this day. And tell them about our conversations. The station where we would actually drink from the hand, the rustle muscle a lot

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shorter.

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We get that drink. We'll never feel thirsty again. We have a chance of that. That's much better than your Hawaii.

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This is

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this is your raffle work for us. And do not stop at anything. And do not wait until the people think that you've reached the position that you need to reach.

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Not until you have become satisfied. And if you have become satisfied that you've reached hypocrisy.

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A son or daughter comes to him in prison.

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And he does not have shoes to wear.

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And he's looking at his humiliated father

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who has been laughs So many times on the skin on his back.

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And he asks his father

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Oh my father,

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what are we going to rest? What do

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we oh well.

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The first step

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that we take and

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that's when we start from where satisfied we asked for was to grant as the last panel

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we asked last panel it's not to make us amongst those who show our things to others who can shoot in our in the performance of our needs and

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to grab us for

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greatness for

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the last two

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months together to shape the day when there is no shade except for the

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law.

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I'm very sorry for my

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soft spoken this, I can't do better than that because my throat is not allowing me to

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come. I appreciate you being patient.

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If there's any questions,

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any further questions, your chef is here, and he's more knowledgeable than me. So you asked him and leave our workshop. there's any questions related to the topic or just practical things? Please feel free to ask

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this, do this, do this. And then the person is saying, Yeah, I know. I know. I know. And then it was,

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when I set out to have a cameo, I have hidden it for you today. And I have forgiven you for that. So you're not supposed to go public with your deeds. But there's also something very interesting in

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the sense that you do in private, kill the heart, more than the sense that you do in public, they kill the heart more than the sense that you do in public. Why? Because that means that you value the eyes of the people more than you value, the sight of a loss.

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You are more worried about people catching you than a loss.

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And then it gets a little bit worse. Let's say that you have a camera on you. And your mother was watching you 24 seven,

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how many things would you cut out of your life. But here's where it gets even worse. On the day of judgment, a loss of a job is not just going to inform you of your deepest allies will actually make you weak your own deeds, you will have to present your own deeds, I will have to present my own deeds to a loss.

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So it's not only like your mother's watching you, it's like having to sit there and watch the surveillance video with your mom and then explain yourself.

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It's deeper than that. Because you are not only aware that your mother is watching you, but you're also observing her presence. And this is the key of Morocco of last padlets Allah is observing you and you are in observance of loss.

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So whenever you're alone, you find some long spans of time. So instead of rushing to since because you know that no one else is watching you, what do you do instead,

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you rush to do good deeds where nobody else can see. Because you don't want other people to infringe on that relationship that you have with the last panel.

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They know something their brothers and sisters allies, has given us the likeness of the sins that we commit in many different ways. And you have to be able to use imagery or a loss palitana For example, He talks about the sin of backlight.

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Factory.

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Lighting is backbiting, eating the flesh, would anyone of you like to eat the dead flesh your brother, you would hate them. So fear of loss.

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And a loss is the Center for pencils and being the most merciful, or workers who lost in the long run in the center told Sophia.

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Whenever she described, Sophia will be alone, like this, she just put her hand in a way to show that she's short. And also says that you have set a word that if you were to spin it into the waters, it will pollute the entire oceans.

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or whatever it was just talking about the crime of

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interest, that the lowest part of it is like committing Zina with your mother multiple times, or one muscle muscle line.

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That to touch a person who is not related to meaning a non Muslim is worse than taking an iron needle and driving it through your head. You might think to yourself, are these expressions being used just to scare me? Because you know what, Antonia? Whenever you use an expression to say how bad your day was or how bad this was that you did, you usually use that expression. Knowing that it doesn't amount to that. But at the same time you're trying to make the other party feel good, right. So whenever someone comes five minutes late to your house, and you say You ruined my life, because you came late, and we were supposed to have this at this time, but You ruined my life or You ruined

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my day. Or my work was like hell on earth, or us expresses like that.

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The actual violation never amounts to the expression

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With a lot of passengers on the line, the expression is not strong enough to represent the violation. If we took our sins more seriously,

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if we were more disgusted from our sins, in the way that we approach our sins will be a lot more different.

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It actually goes back to having

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said that, if sins had an order, a sense had a set to no one wants to sit next to me, because of how sneaky I would be.

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Think about that. If a last pattern was to give you your book of deeds, who would you be willing to show it to?

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Now let's go to the opposite side. And that is design.

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That is design of certainty.

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last panel

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ever loves to meet him and I love to meet him. And whoever hates to meet me. But I also hate to meet him.

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This is ironic

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that the people who work deeds of righteousness are the ones who are most fearful of a loss.

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Isn't it ironic that you would find people who are praying in the masjid who are observing, you know, what would be enough at least in terms of status quo in terms of the standard? Who are observing the standard of being a good Muslim? Isn't that ironic that those people are more afraid of a loss handler

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than the guy who's selling liquor than the guy who's committing sin and the guy who's running around acting like he has no Lord he has.

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It's ironic how you are the one who is committing majors in

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which you're not afraid of a loss.

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Whereas

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he

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was the same person who was set about him by the scholars, not all of them are students compared to him. He was recognized as the greatest example of his time. And his wife fast in the lobby please with

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that, whenever he would read the verse

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30

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or 30,

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a group in Paradise and a group in a blazing fire,

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she would think that she would wake up and the omo would have to choose meaning he would die from how much he would tremble out of fear. When I first seen that first, are you kidding me? I

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was afraid. Why? Cuz he's afraid what does he have to worry about? Every one of us we study just like as a model of test camp. But whenever he read that, if it scared him to a point that his wife thought he was going to die.

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What is that about with his grandfather?

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Who has guaranteed

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that there has to be a prophet after me that would have been

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upset there are people in the home of the nations that came before you work or had before they were spoken to? And if there is anyone in my nation that's like that.

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who witnessed the battles we're gonna get lost in the lives what is

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reciting the IRS about how fire and crying so much that he had two black marks under his eyes? Because of how much he feared those dynamics? Why is it that those people were afraid? And we are not afraid.

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All right, one saw the great Well first of all, jack was reading books as always, my name was Adam. And he was a contemporary Thomas.

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After salata,

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he goes out and he finds without

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crying and reciting some of the verses of a lust patterns. I love the look of a lust

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and he sees him in private

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readings. He sees him in private

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and all

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breaks down into tea.

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And you know,

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how am I going to find my work home I'm going to be on a date and

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not profoundness status on the judgment. Was peloton is not going to divide us based on the years that we

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I was going to say, okay, those of you who live from alimonies come forward, or no, everyone stands behind them. Everyone stands behind their profit. That means that we are going to be standing charlotta in the same moment as what was a long term.

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And the same Lord, who have a weapon will question you and I,

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what does that mean? We've got a long way to go. If they were not satisfied, then we can not be satisfied. And you know what the greatest time of his hypocrisy is, anyone know?

01:00:39--> 01:00:41

When you no longer fear,

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when you are so sure that you have reached the point where I shall do everything I can. The Dean is thriving because of me. Or, you know, it comes in line with Microsoft, have nothing to worry about. When you have reached that point in your life. That is the greatest sign of

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almost

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no need one.

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If you were not to assume that I would be worried I would fear something greater for you an urge would urge and urgent is when you are impressed by yourself. When you think that you are at a level that I shot by looking at me, that's

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a good deed that takes you away from time to time, a sin that brings you closer to Allah subhanaw taala is more beloved to Allah subhanho wa Taala than the good deed that takes you away the sin that will bring you closer to Allah subhanho wa Taala. Like the man who muscle muscle a lot more it was

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described to us amongst those seven, who are in the shade of a loss.

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On the day that there is no shade except for that shade. And one of them, a young man who was approached by a beautiful woman, the stage of committing Zina is set

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off all he has to do is take it.

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But what happens that last moment, he pulls back, what does he say?

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I feel it was

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a sin that will bring you closer to a loss of parents and is more beloved than a good deed that makes you more parallels, more impressed with yourself more satisfied. Because if you're satisfied, you're never going to a sentence. And one thing that you can find that is uniform with all of this

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is that they were never satisfied. Whether it was going to as far as

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claiming that they have become hypocrites, all the way to all over the house for the love of Thailand at his death, saying that my life can be divided into three. At first, I was an enemy to also Muslim alone.

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And he was the most hated person to me. And if I would have died, that time, I surely would have been from a Muslim hellfire. Then I embraced Islam, and was so last seven became the most beloved person to me on the face of the earth.

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And he says if I would have died during that time, I definitely would have entered gender. Now I'm not so sure.

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Now I'm not so sure he's talking. These are Sahaba who are not sure if they were going to agenda or not. These are somehow that will fear of death, then

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who are we to say that we have been guaranteed protection.

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You have to keep on working hard. You have to act with a sense of urgency. You have to act with a sense of desperation. When muscle muscle of laborious and obsessive that you

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rush to do good deeds, you act with desperation, because you are not so sure about yourself. If you have reached that point, then that is hypocrisy.

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Brothers and sisters, the most dangerous thing that we find is something called status quo. Whenever status quo is being fulfilled, meaning status quo is if I go to the masjid this many times a week, or vitam job, that I'm worried that no one's going to think anything's wrong with me. No one's going to come to my house. No

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one was going to tell me fear of loss.

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My kid finished reading at seven years old.

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We have a nice big party. Everyone knows my kid finished. I'm good.

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And you start to list your accomplishments this way. As long as I'm meeting status quo

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I'm okay. What does that tell you about yourself?

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Also loss of life in

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that very faith

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that the man becomes dried up and worn out in your hearts, just like us. If you keep on putting you take a very nice shirt that has a very bright color, you put it in the washer and dryer six, seven times what happens to it comes down.

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There's nothing refreshing.

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You're just doing what everyone else is doing. And all you're trying to do is make sure that the image of your relationship is okay. But in private, who are you? When you are alone? Who are you? When no one is watching you? Who are you? Because that's all that's going to tell us? And if those deeds were to be documented,

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then would you be proud of that?

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And would you be willing to show those these to other people or not. And a lot of them has described to us this incident so many times. But the irony, again, those who are more afraid of their sins are more willing to be a lost parent, and in fact, love to be lost and have no time. Whereas those who are actually committing major sins, those who are actually disobeying a must constantly.

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What is it? They hate me?

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Why would it be that a person who is afraid of his record would love to make a loss?

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Because whoever hates to meet him at a loss?

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Why is it that a person

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who would be in that situation of questioning themselves would actually want the

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situation, it's really something to think about. That's what a relationship is, if you truly love the last parent,

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then you know that your Lord is more merciful. Because you tried, you made the effort, you wouldn't be satisfied only that you actually made the effort in the last

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one who's going to reward you.

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At the same time,

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the one who was constantly disobeying the law

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is so confidence is so happy. His heart is so free of any fear in this dunya he will be the complete opposite on the Day of Judgment.

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Now, if you're just doing what everyone else is doing, and you're meeting the status quo, and everyone is satisfied with you, and no one thinks you're a bad person, and on the surface, you're very good Muslim, you were you're thrilled when you come to the message, you got the Look, you've got the walk, you know, you do just as much activity. Whenever the fundraiser time comes, you give just what everybody else gives. whenever it comes time for a lot of fun. You see if your friends are gone, and you go to if you're in that situation, then you know what you might be doing. You might be guilty, you might just be putting a very pretty face on a very unusual issue.

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You might just be a very pretty face on the relationship.

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Because I'll tell you what, Tiger Woods, they might think he was cheating on his wife.

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I don't think so.

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Why is it that Tiger Woods only feels bad and comes up, give that phony press conference. After he got caught? Then all of a sudden, I'm ashamed of myself.

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I can't believe

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I don't know what I was thinking.

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I can't forgive myself that

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was the victim the whole time. That relationship was extremely ugly, but on the surface. He's got a lot. He's a family man. john edwards, twice according to the President.

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Back in the day johnlanders cm, love the champion of

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civil rights and stuff like that. The poor, all that kind of stuff. You look at it, and you say, Wow, he stopped by his cancer stricken wife the whole time. And they lost their son in a car accident. Then all of a sudden, whatever he gets caught cheating. And having loved child. All of a sudden john edwards feels guilty. All of a sudden john edwards wants to cry.

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Is that how we act?

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You only feel bad about your sin and you get coins.

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How can you didn't feel bad about that? Similarly, we're not getting caught.

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Was it because the status quo has been

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a loss palitana has not prepared agenda for status for people last time as prepared agenda for

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last night's prepared agenda for establishing for those who rush to newbies, those who are not satisfied with themselves. Those who are constantly trying to do more to please the lost parents out of it.

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They realize that no matter how much they do, a last panel in Thailand has not been repaid. And so they're constantly trying to make it. They're constantly aiming for perfection. So even a weapons deployment of

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the one body or the longtime

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kanessa

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he was the foremost in every single, good. Anytime there was a good DB presented was

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he sitting on the subway?

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Who amongst you, trade janazah. Today, working?

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hands go down. Who amongst you faster today

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than another group?

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Who amongst you gave up today? What was the other group?

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Who amongst you

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visited a sick person today? The records

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and other

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records?

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And when he asks, Will anyone answer agenda from all of its gates? That Yes, and I hope that you will have

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said if I have one foot in Gentlemen, I will not be satisfied until the other foot gets

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awakened,

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who is the greatest man on the face of whoever walked the face of the earth, that was not a process that he said if I have one foot

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until the other foot is already why, because he was certain that he will meet a boss.

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And he was certain that he would have this book of needs presented to him. And he wanted to make sure that that book of needs was full of good. You know what?

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He used to walk out in the middle of the night.

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And he used to say,

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I am amazed.

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I was the one who's thinking of going to sleep.

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I'm amazed. How is the one who's trying to run away and escape from Hellfire going to sleep?

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Why are we still paralyzed? Is it because status quo is being met? That is the most papers and you know how you can analyze yourself and see if it's just status quo.

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Ask yourself this question is your soul on the same quality at home?

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Tomorrow,

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okay.

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If you print your cinema,

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and you print it at home, which is by the way closer and more Beloved, to the cinema, because

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your home's integrators. If you pray those two records at home, and you compare it to the quality of those two records,

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or those two records, and the rest is just a little bit longer. Is the security a little bit longer? The make sure that you actually read another source,

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or that you actually read it

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in the way it's supposed to be.

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How are you when people don't see you? Who are you behind closed doors. That is what matters to us.

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Not to your image. This is all fake. This is all an image of lust

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stripping off Russell's judgment. And the only thing that will be presented

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is your heart.

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And you know what the last panel is, I will say

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to the people who used to show off their deeds to others, to make sure that everything was good in terms of status quo. A lot of those animal states now inhabit

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a little healthier to

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go to those people that used to show your deeds to him

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and ask them and see. Do they have any good for you today? Do they have any reward for your needs today? No.

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You wanted people to save money goes to

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this guy is a really racist person a lot. This guy's always there for us. A lot of you got what you wanted people to say you're a knowledgeable person. You got what you want. You wanted people to say you're a generous person. You got what you want. You wanted people to say that he gave his life for the sake of what? You got what you want. You know what? coincidentally those are the first three people according to the civil law civil law, who are dragged on their faces into the Hellfire on whom Hellfire this lives.

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wants to protect us.

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Imagine a scholar,

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a perceived Shaheed a generous person, Hellfire is lit upon,

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before the before the most wicked person that you can possibly imagine. Why? Because it was fake, it was artificial. If you really want, if you're really worried about you're standing in front of a loss, on the day of judgment, worrying about, you're standing in front of a loss penalty.

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Not in front of all, or not in front of in front of anyone else. Worry about how you look in front.

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Because that's what's gonna matter. And by the way, this is something that's very interesting. We are very blessed, that allows us to forgive and

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in fact, he loves it when we repent more than we love it.

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How do we know that Ferguson was the largest one that a lot is more unhappy with their repentance than the person who was in the desert, and he has his talent, and all of his provisions are on account, and he loses that talent, and then the happiness and joy that he has when he finds that camera. And then he calls to us. And he says, You know, I am your Lord. And you are my servant, because he's so overjoyed that he's actually mixing up his words, a lot is more happy than that. But we're so blessed to have. But we still have to take that step. And I'll just end with one very beautiful

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word also velocita, Larissa is talking about Musa alayhis. Salaam asking

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about the gentleman.

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And by the way, just as a side note,

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to question, the perfection of agenda is to question

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to question whether agenda is worth it or not. Because that's essentially what you do. Every time you decide to sit, you decide to put your agenda on the line. It's like you're playing a game of poker and and put you bet your agenda on the line. Because of that, because a lot might take you while you're committed.

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You're putting your agenda, your agenda on the line.

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Allah subhanho wa Taala has perfected and Gemma has made it the place that eternal joy and happiness. No one is going to come to a gentleman and say, this is

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this is what we're talking about. This is the milk of an agenda. These are the policies that we're no one is going to come in an agenda and be unsatisfied with an agenda mosa

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he asked,

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What is the lowest place in general? Or what is the least reward? The least

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the minimum rewarded

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and the last step that whenever a man will be pulled out of Hellfire

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who will be put into an agenda only after everyone else has been pulled out of a Hellfire that does not mean he is the most wicked Muslim, the most wicked believer, he has the least amount of blood in his heart. And he will be pulled out of out of Hellfire scorch, after everyone else has been taken out. That is not to be taken out. Okay, gentlemen, gentlemen, stays forever. And then everyone who was not to enter has already answered except for that one.

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And the last panel titled The scorched

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earth, He says, yeah.

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And Nikola luck.

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Would you be satisfied if you were to have the kingdom of one of the kings of the entire kingdom of the world. I mean, put yourself in this position, this guy, a lover, but if he is the least person is the amount that he's that he was communicable. That means that he was committing major sins. So I imagine this, you have committed so many sins, major sins, and you have the least percentage of them out of the month, and you're being pulled out to have enough and you're being asked by last paradigm. So do you want the kingdom, which is the only greatness that you know, because you've not seen in Jamaica? You've seen the kingdom of this world? Do you want the entire kingdom of this world

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have you been pleased with that? Now? Yes, a lot

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further

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than you have the

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world woman.

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Woman five times and then the servant says what?

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We'll leave that's enough.

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I'm okay. I'm pleased.

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Well the

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last panel which is

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why should

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you have all of them and 10 times that, you know what Mousavi

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Mousavi is

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knows that he's actually a prophet. And he is not the lowest person.

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And so he asks, he says,

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For now,

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how about the one was hired?

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Think about that.

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Do any one of us think to ourselves that we might be the last person to add?

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Another?

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Like, if this is what the lowest person in Germany gets? What about the ones who are hiding? What doesn't last?

01:21:08--> 01:21:09

On?

01:21:10--> 01:21:11

Don't ask,

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don't ask? Because Allah Subhana Allah has customized

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whatever you deserve, you will get.

01:21:22--> 01:21:23

No I have seen

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no here has heard it. And it has not even come to the imagination, or the desire on the part of any single human being.

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Do you actually doubt whether or not gentlemen is worth it? For Jupiter in general?

01:21:42--> 01:21:53

And how are you not thinking about this, I was to tell you that I wrote to a trip to Hawaii next week, to a private islands where your cell phone will be turned off. For me, that's

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your cell phone's off, no connection with the rest of the world. You have your islands, you're completely alone.

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You know what you would do? You would probably not be able to sleep for that entire week, you would be so excited that you keep going online to see your itinerary. Keep looking at the picture, keep making sure that this is for real. You would lose sleep sleep out of how excited you are. A loss

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is promising you a gentleman life with a loved one. He does not go back on his promise, promising you gentlemen, not for perfection. But for making a sincere efforts promising you a place that your wildest imagination cannot even conceive.

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And you know what? I'm going to tell you something.

01:22:48--> 01:22:49

There is a house

01:22:51--> 01:22:52

that has your name on

01:22:53--> 01:22:54

it, you know that

01:22:55--> 01:22:56

there is a house

01:22:58--> 01:22:59

that already has remained

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each and every single one of us that you know the other side of that is there is also a house in the Hellfire

01:23:09--> 01:23:19

that has each and every single one of us our personalized names on it. When was the last time say if you inhabit one of them?

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The other one goes? Which house do you want to inhabit?

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It is already there. With your personalized plates. Your house in Jeddah already exists. All you have to do is not

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everything's color free. Everything is free, and

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go out and do everything

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for you and make a sincere effort. It's there. If you doubt that, then that's why you're Muslim.

01:23:56--> 01:23:57

But at the same time

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how terrifying isn't that there's a house in hellfire.

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It's named for you.

01:24:05--> 01:24:07

And it's waiting for you to inhabit.

01:24:08--> 01:24:09

How

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do you have any doubt that you will one day stand for a loss and inhabit these models?

01:24:17--> 01:24:20

Do you have any doubt that

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muscle loss is something very beautiful.

01:24:26--> 01:24:28

Even to ask for a gentleman

01:24:29--> 01:24:32

is a way of getting your close yourself closer to

01:24:35--> 01:24:39

ever asks for whoever says a lot more

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simple.

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Oh Allah enter me into paragraphs three times. You know what happens?

01:24:48--> 01:24:57

Jenna speaks paradise speaks and says en la mentor him to me

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paradise

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Gender speaks on your behalf.

01:25:03--> 01:25:05

A lot of us don't take long,

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long,

01:25:08--> 01:25:08

long.

01:25:10--> 01:25:16

How miraculous is that? And whoever asks the last three times, a lot

01:25:18--> 01:25:18

longer.

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Long.

01:25:22--> 01:25:24

All I'm protecting you from now far

01:25:25--> 01:25:25

distance.

01:25:27--> 01:25:31

Hellfire speaks and says, Oh Allah distance him from

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cost imposed.

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Now, on the day of judgment, there's many levels of regret. Everyone has a level of regrets. Every single person on the day of judgment has a level of regrets. Some people will have the level of regret to the point that they wish that they never existed.

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You know what, Andrew? Gentlemen also have regrets. What is

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that there were moments that were wasted, that they were not glorifying the loss of

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the Shaheed the martyr, wants to come back to this world, and not again, for the sake of the loss of

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the mother who can who are free from sin, when they see the Misa, the scale, that very deep, and mighty, will go and stop. You know what they say, those creatures who have been created to do nothing or worshipped the last panel to not have the choice but to worship.

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They will say,

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we did not worship you as much as we should.

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So if you're satisfied with yourself, then you're claiming to be better than the angels. That's how serious it is. To not be satisfied with yourself. Look for your goal, have an agenda, and look for every single path to get to it.

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If you make that sincere effort, unless parents Allah has not demanded for perfection, as long as you are trying, not just for the sake of the people, but for your own success, your own good,

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then you would have gone somewhere. And we asked before we ask

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that beautiful station, the station where we will be the neighbors of our soul.

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And we would actually be able to talk to the muscle muscle like that and tell them about this day. And tell them about our conversations. The station where we would actually drink from the hand, the rustle muscle a lot

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shorter when

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we get that drink, we'll never feel thirsty again. We have a chance of that. That's much better than your Hawaii trip.

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This is

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this is your raffle work for us. And do not stop at anything. And do not wait until the people think that you've reached the position that you need to reach.

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Not until you have become satisfied. And if you have become satisfied, then you've reached hypocrisy

01:28:34--> 01:28:35

in prison

01:28:36--> 01:28:38

and he does not have shoes to wear

01:28:39--> 01:28:41

and he's looking at his humiliated father

01:28:42--> 01:28:47

who has been live so many times on the skin on his back on

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and he asked his father

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Oh my father

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What are we going to rest? What are

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we oh well a football. The first step

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that we take and

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that's what we stand for satisfied. We asked the last panel two islands of greatness agenda as the last panel titled to greatness and gender from those we asked the last panel to either not make us amongst those who show our needs to others who can shoot in our in the performance of our meeting

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to grab this for Ross

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redness for

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the last contact redness for the

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last hour together.

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There is no shade

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I'm very sorry for my

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soft spoken this. I can't do better than that because my throat is not allowing me to

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come I appreciate you being patient.

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If there's any questions

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Any further questions, your chef is here and he's more knowledgeable than me. So you asked him and leave the other lecture what time there is any questions related to the topic or just practical things please feel free to ask