Quranic Transformations – Episode 04

Wisam Sharieff

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Quranic Transformations: a monthly, interactive, hands-on series where goal-setting and Quranic supplication come together to create a transformation that is unique to you.

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Let's do it.

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As hamdu Lillah wa Salatu was Salam ala rasulillah he sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, all praise and thanks are due to a loss of having what Allah who gave us life, energy and the ability to communicate with such ease Facebook, YouTube was in a chronic transformation. We started off our journey, anyone who's brand new, let me just take you through what we do here. And we'll grow together. Anyone? Can you give me a one in the chat box, if this is your first moronic transformation, I said, I want a Kumara to lock. If this is your first product transformation, please feel free to drop it in the chat box. So I know. Now all of us recognize the Creator of the

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heavens and the earth hat. So you know how this works. Our creator has given us words in the Scriptures, various scriptures that will allow us to communicate with him, ie

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that would allow us to communicate with him. Now, there are many such prayers in the Koran, and they start with a very miraculous phrase, which automatically connects you and lifts you out of a sense of being alone. And that is

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a rock by now, oh, our Lord and the natural connectivity of that

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of that phrase. Our Lord, right guys, that's a very powerful phrase. Oh our Lord. And then the doula the supplication the request, the Come on, I really want it. It happens after those words. So we have studied many supplications in the Koran. And as a result, we've kind of gotten past Well, I know what they mean, how do I use them? So the concept of Quranic transformation started approximately seven months ago, not sure if Adi and family want to confirm on that

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approximately seven months ago, and it was a combination of a vision boarding, it was a combination of future planning, goal setting, and really a wish list to God on the things that you want. But I didn't like the word wish list, because it gave us the the idea that you're kind of just hoping for it. So with that being said, there were three core questions that we answered when doing chorionic supplications. Number one, if anyone wants to jump in, and write this into the chat box, who is my Lord? While I'm supplicating? Right now in this exact moment, Who is God? That's a tough question. And God may be

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one to you. Got to me is the loving the one who took care of me who gave me dinner today. It's a personal relationship, and the next person might have another relationship with God. So making the supplication personal

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is really really important. Zahara. Thank you very much. Number one, who is your God number two, who are you? My love, welcome. Who are you to God? And a lot of people get stuck here. Alia Hannah Zara and family. Do you guys have a off the cuff? Who are you to God in this moment? To me? Oh, a lot. It's me. I'm doing chronic transformation. Just capturing that moment and putting yourself inside of it makes you say, Oh Allah, the giver of life. It's me with some the Quran Trent chronic transformation teacher? And the third question is, what is it that you want from your Lord? What is it that you are requesting from your Lord?

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So, to give you all a quick stance on a quick place of where we are,

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I'm gonna grab him I was here.

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The best place for someone to start with their supplication is to pick one. So today, and for those of you who are doing it first time, we wrote our doula for 2018. We wrote that blog in December on December 7 12th, as a matter of fact, and in that, if I could set up today's time together, we're going to go over what we did on December 12. Just talk about it for a moment. And yes, and then we're going to pick a new one for today. So please bear with me here if you want to write in the chat box, today's agenda or agenda, la 2018. What's your what's your vision for 2018 I may

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December 2017, I wrote my model for what I want to do in 2018. I'm going to share that with you. And I've written it. I know this might even look like a blank sheet of paper too. But what I've done is I've written the things that I want to I've written the things that I want to capture in a drop. What it looks so much cooler if we have the overhead camera for okay.

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And I chose throughout Baja, can someone put that in for me? I believe so. baja 18 to 22. If you'd like to double check for me, please do that. And that was the over arching da

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Sure. obey the law. Please feel free to ask a question. Yes, youtubers any questions please feel free to ask. Let's keep it interactive. If I can't answer, then I'll upstate Obaidullah. Thanks for asking. But so my dad came from suratgarh 18 to 22. It reads rubbish rock nice ordered eosc. Me, Marie. What?

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That

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made me sad. Lisa de bajo de.

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And as you read that you might be like, Oh, yeah, that's the doula that musala a salon made when, but I'm using it for my own purposes. And to clarify, I have assigned Four Agreements. Would we be able to put that into the chat box? I took the the book named the Four Agreements, and I lined them up with my 2018 block. That is Hannah. I'm going to correct myself here. That is 25.

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To 28 Excuse me. 25 unmarked Thanks a lot. Oh, unwra. Good to have you back on the law. hamdulillah. Good to have you back. Good to see your name on the screen on the law unworked 25 to 28 on where would you capture the Four Agreements for me though, so rubbish. Rightly sorry, why a silly a mini Washington over the web saniya od. If you don't understand it, go to recite Koran calm, and you'll pick it up from there.

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Now lined up with these four agreements. In 2018. I asked God to rubbish rock, knees solidly open my heart. And if you look at this from an energy point of view, your heart and your head, the brain, what's between these two things? What hole is between them?

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Avira Salim Abdullah, what? What's the whole bit you got it right? So either I'm going to speak from my heart, or speak out of my mind. Very powerful. So I request from the Creator of the heavens and the earth, make me impeccable with my speech. That's it. And Alia and family.

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I still maintain that I want to continue doing this. Alia is my spouse and I want to share that with everyone because I get angry, I get irritated and I'm wrong sometimes to you. Everyone wants to move on. Right? That's why I'm angry. And during an argument, I have to be aware of what I say why achema sonamarg de la number one, impeccable with my speech. unware. Don't you think every word I say in 2018. At least one out of five can be a doula Have a wonderful day. I hope your day is full of light. You look fantastic today. I hope you enjoyed that. Was that good. But that was the taste of that good. Did you like that? Just those questions make me so strong and impeccable in my speech

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that most of the things I'm saying in a day are our blogs, our supplications and Alia, you would like to

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add in if your hands are free. How wonderful is it when you're impeccable in your speech?

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That you don't really talk. I'm not making that point as clear but when someone becomes mindful of everything they say, will they talk more or talk less and I think you get it talk less.

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helped me out a little more Zahara. fear that the doula will get accepted fear that the law won't get accepted or fear that you're not worthy.

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Less speech is amazing how many married couples can say if you talk less, you would argue less. Because they it's not like you really dislike your spouse. It's the words that are making you dance number one. Why yes, Siddeley Emily and make the task easy.

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Don't take anything personal fear for happiness?

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Hmm, a little bit more and more, not just beneficial. But when you say something, you are aware of what you say. So even if it's anger, or I think you're right, only if it's beneficial. I think you're right.

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Okay, Alia, would you would you help me with the Is it fair? Can I agree with Anwar and say to to only speak when it's beneficial?

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Yes, I guess I can agree with that. I don't want to do a dis just

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less justice to the disservice to the book The Four Agreements. So yes, I believe you've summarized it.

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Number one, be impeccable with your speech. Oh, a lot. open my heart. Number two, do don't take anything personal. Make Allah make that easy for me. Number three, don't make assumptions or law, loosen the knots from my tongue. And number four, always do your best. That is my over arching do it for 2018. God make me impeccable in my speech, only speak beneficial things. But I want to be real about that. We're not only going to talk beneficial things, right? You want to say some you want to just talk and shoot the breeze. So even when I'm joking and playing around or having a good time with family, still then do I only save beneficial things? No. No, I don't. But I make it a point to

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say things

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that I that will cause happiness to the people around me. So if I'm joking around with the kids or playing with a friend. It's not only beneficial things, but I'm aware not to make a joke that would make someone feel awkward not to you know, like there's so many things that can leave us in there. Sharif Abdul Rashid wild achema salam alaikum Abdullah, all right friends, so we have our Four Agreements.

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Why do my hands feel tied? I feel tied here.

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Ooh, Zahra. That is a it's a real fear. But Zahara My only scrambler

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if the one who gave you

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the one who gave you the stuff. Every time you see it like I didn't have. I didn't have my youngest son that would. And I prayed a lot. pray to Allah pray to Allah. Then I got him. Then when I got him, I said thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Now essentially, every time I look at my ultimate happiness, who do I really think about? Now that this is my choice, but who do I think about?

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And I like to sidestepping as I write answers that Ali, I really appreciate the fact that we came to that if you're impeccable with your speech, you're like, Oh, I won't talk at all. You don't take things personally. So you're not going to snap back at people. You don't make assumptions. Then Yeah, you're gonna have a lot less to say in your words are going to be a lot better. Now, Zahra. I understand being addicted. Yusef salaam aleikum wa rahmatullah bro, you came in at the best time. I'm still just doing a summary from the 2017 Rabbana. Like a song but great to have you. Thank you so much for coming. Put a smile on my face. I have some good news for you too.

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But we're getting there. So so far use of what we've been talking about is what we're talking about right now is have you ever been afraid to ask God for something in the fear? You might get it and forget God? I've been there. I've been there. But we're trying to turn it over. So Zahra a check out what you're asking for. Right? Because if you're asking for something that will take you away from the remembrance of a lot, and I don't want to label what that is that you Okay, maybe you should be afraid but is that how did you get my point on the child youtubers? If you want Muslim raffia vallecas Islam if you if Okay, use of asked use of favorite car? What Tesla? What's your ultimate

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driver? Like if I could pray pray you a car. Be careful what you pray for just if he said Oh Allah, a white Muslim Fatima. Let me have a Tesla. Okay, Tesla.

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Tesla as whatever you want,

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and use have said, Oh Allah, if I could have a brand new Tesla, I'll go for fudger every day, I'll make do I every time I sit in it, I'll think of you when I see it, then is it a law? Is it use of like trying to increase his relationship with the lives of a dog? So I feel you, but I want to shake it up. I want so at number. Finally, anyone who has anxiety towards asking for the things that will bring them happiness, I encourage you today to ask for little things. Oh, well, I hope I enjoy my dinner. Oh, well, I'm happy about this. Um, just just tiny things. So if there's a thing that I can pray, pray it. But then I think I'm getting a little bit deeper into that last question, though.

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Now, how many people are willing to pray for something and then say, and you know, best God, you know what's right. That's the tough part. That's what I'm thinking. It's not hard to be like, Oh, well, I want this but then you're like, and if I don't, if it's not good for me, I understand. Right? And usually happens where some guys praying for a girl, and that happens a lot. So what I would like you to do is I would like you now to, I'd like you to pick a name of God. Who is God to you in 2018? Can we do this exercise together? I was trying to do it before the 30th minute of the hour, but we're good.

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Jesse, would you tell us like Muslim? What?

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You get afraid or you ask for little things and you get them. So to us as a group and to youtubers at home, who is God to you in 2018? I'm answering so that you can involve yourself here. God to me.

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With all these scandals and all these things going around, you see people who are once revered, dropping and getting dishonored. Then you see like kind of like not so honorable people being honored for not great things.

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Good for me. Good for you, Jesse.

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You get this

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oh bill administrative upon regime. To me with all of these ups and downs, people being disgraced people being honored.

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Well, I chose Rahmani Raheem Saba beautiful. In 2018. For me, I'm going to meditate and focus on God. Aloha. I am God. Elmore is El Moselle, God, the source of honor and God the center of my disgrace

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by saying God is the ceiling of my honor,

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and God

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dictates or without God, I am dishonored. Everything in between is Allah Allah, Allah, Allah, I'm never going to seek anyone above and I will know when I hit rock bottom and the world has turned their back on me. I'll turn to Almaden and I'll say I'm still here and you're here with you're taking care of me.

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And if you would, can anyone describe Zahara anyone? Can you

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Ooh, very nice. Jesse keep milking it keep calling on God because He has more and is more infinite and abundant than we can even imagine. So for 2000 and let's close out our first half here for 2018 Who are you to God

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I have chosen god my on my center of honor and God my center of disgrace. I am with some the honorable with some Sharif get it like I really thought about that for a while.

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Ooh, beautiful guys want to check out the 99 Names of Allah subhanaw taala. And usip is leading you to a great place. That's just the beginning. But it doesn't need to be a rough monitor. He was medical produce. Of course, that's the best way place to start. But I would definitely God, the knower of the internet, God, the giver of sustenance, God, the Creator of you know, whatever it is, but then use that 99 done, who can describe themselves in 2018 with Psalm The Honorable eye and the second

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interact with my inner actor

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That's who I am. I am in, I can interact with my inner actor. When I'm in a bad mood and I'm in a sour place, I can act my way out, fake it till I make it. And that's what I chose for this year. Sure, I'm in a crummy mood, I don't feel like doing this like rah rah rah, I'm in a bad mood or something.

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I can act like it's good. I can put a face on one last one.

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I want to be able to go to my spouse, Alia, and you got to do to your spouse and say, I want to invest in a gift for you. And then say, I'm going to invest in a good mood for 10 minutes. It's all for you. There's nothing you can say. That'll make me angry. I'm excited about everything you're saying. I want to be able to give those kinds of gifts not have. So my daughter is with some the giver, the Honorable giver, and I want to give

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Sabina isn't that a nice concept to like, invest in a good mood. And I was like, what a killer thought. Go up to your spouse and be like, I'm gonna give you great mood. I just want to be with you. I'm going to laugh. I'm going to sing I'm going to giggle and you're going to think what's wrong with her but that's what it takes.

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Whoo, there we go. How do you get to know yourself? A

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invest in good mood.

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A it's going to come through meditation of the majority and family or beyond family. It's going to come through meditation and it's going to come through accepting yourself as you are of the majority and family can you accept that you are made of light?

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I Yes. You have you have a soul inside you. So and where did that light come from? A loss of a job. Now you serve Sabina, Jessie, where there is light there is

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darkness and YouTubers have we are not all of the law. raffia obey the law raffia

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I'm Drew combs. Aren't we all essentially?

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Do we all have darkness inside of us?

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Except it so how do you get to know yourself? Number one, set boundaries. You stop pleasing other people and set boundaries, know your limit. have integrity. Those are big words integrity, dignity, set limits, do things for yourself. And if you want to set on what ecomark meant, Allahu wa barakato if you would all send your salons in peace upon shake no mon big and the I have a family bark la feeco. So you can even ask shake. Chef has light chef is is made from light. But does chef have some darkness in him? We all do. We where there is light there is darkness. So if you can accept yourself

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of the Majeed and family sit, do the vicar do the do art, but just sit and accept yourself. Number one, set boundaries. Number two, connect yourself to Alonzo a jog it one foot in this dunya and one foot with your Lord or what one step. And it sounds religious and spiritual. It's not. It's part of being a human. And that's connecting back to your Lord. Joe black Assalamualaikum welcome and much welcome to everyone.

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So of the Muslim family, is that a good place to start? And number two of the Madrid Can you just tell us right now?

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Why don't you come to LA he will virgata

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so now let's flip to the next step. Everyone. So we've done our de la we're spending 2018 accepting ourselves, the good the namaaz solok zeker and the evil and the bad. And the the I want to call it bad the darkness inside of us.

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Who is a lot I zoa job

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was it? Who is God to you in 2018 anyone has a final answer for that. for the whole year. Every time you hear something negative. Who is God going to be to you Rahmani Raheem? Who is your Lord and how are you going to interact with him?

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Then Zara, do more things for yourself. Zara's comment is what if you do things for yourself and you feel guilty. This feels like self acceptance.

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self love issues.

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Zahara. Can I throw? I don't want to throw books all the time, like we all have time to do is to read.

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But could you please look at a book called Love 2.0 by Barbara Fredrickson, and I haven't read Bernie Browns new book. Hannah, can you put in the chat box? How could there be a book about and I didn't read it?

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It's not

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excuse me friends.

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Sure, James, if you want to ask a question, please go ahead. Now let's shift over everyone. 2018 has begun rubbish rightly. Slavery is the law that we have written. This is the duel that we will follow. We are asking God for four things overall. Zara I may not have

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I think someone else was telling me Kira was telling me Zara I may not have the perfect answer for you right now. Stay with us. Stay with us because it's not a it's not a one. It's not a one button question. You want to you want to get through it and love yourself fully.

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Now, can someone pull up Surah tolka have surah calf I am number 10. That's today's webinar and I'm super amped will be La Nina shape or numerology?

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Someone wants to you to Google that Bernie Browns new book.

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Because of the tongue, it's just slipping my mouth right now.

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Well use of uses question youtubers is if a person accepts his or her flaws, does that mean they have to embrace it? Or realize it and change it to something better? Use of all three.

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Accepted embrace your flaw? I don't want to go into examples. Embrace it fully. Yes. This is like a one extreme example. What does the addict have to do? user the addict has to say I accept him an attic. I'm with sanctuary and I'm an alcoholic. You know, that's the thing. You embrace it. And in the state of alcoholism or the pornography, drugs, Netflix anxiety, whatever you're addicted to. Can you love yourself in that moment? fully accepting yourself fully saying I am human. I have laws.

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Written Thank you very much.

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That's it up to the Madrid family as I got the book.

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So use it once I have accepted it now naturally. Use it when you smell a bad smell you. Ooh, that's bad. Yeah, I shouldn't. I should embrace this. You take it and then naturally you're going to want to fix it. Naturally, you're going to want to fix it.

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Patience and endless.

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Subbu. I need you to go a step further. Define patience. is patience. meditative mindfulness. Is it waiting in line at the DMV? What's patience? You define it the more you talk to your Lord, the better it's going to get. Now I'm going to move in now before the time expires. Sora Touka has my 2018 January robina. rabona.

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Tina, lagoon go off.

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What do you

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mean?

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de la orsha?

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James the ijazah thing is, uh, I'm gonna have to wait to answer that. Omar said Ahmad Aiko, Medina de la Island. What's up man to the wrong goon on our family. We're just getting started. If you're joining us, grab a sheet of paper and we're going to be writing love banner. Adelina dounia has an up Oh, a lot in this world.

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robina atina. Mila Doom Kawashima. Well, hey, Lana, mean Marina, Russia. Alright friends. Let's start the definition. Anyone who needs us more simple translation. Let me do that for you a moment audio. Here we go. Oh my Lord. Oh,

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Our Lord give us from yourself mercy. Oh our Lord, give us from yourself mercy.

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Ooh, good one you serve. Well hey, Lana, and facilitate for us mean a marina from our affairs, Russia. This is a super power super powered. I don't know if you're seeing it yet because it's kind of wordy. So let's break it down into three categories Rabbana artina category like zero you don't even need to label it is you're allowed to ask God give me give me Give me. Give me grant me. You have it. I want it. That open access and availability to speak to your Lord without a priest without a Mulana without anything in the way that's beautiful friends Rabbana Athena number two, Miller done karma. Can anyone hear the divine kissing up to Allah?

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kasi and family I'm interested to hear the story. Because the wha not working kind of sounds like I wish I rubbed the genie lamp and it didn't come out. Right? There's a little bit more to that story then do odd doesn't work? Or maybe maybe I did read it wrong.

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So

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does anyone see that?

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But talk to us more kasi tell tell us about what you're talking about. Allah is hope for me in 2018 but tough times and challenging situations, bringing negative thoughts to one's mind even during Salah. Definitely I agree with you. They say it's the best time to get closer to a lot. How do you how to firm up that hope? Wow, beautiful. So I'm going to break into the three categories and then let's get down. Let's get down and clean. Being able to ask God celestial divine leasing a lot. No one has mercy but you will learn karma from your mercy may have some of it because you have it. Well, hey, Lana, and facilitate that's the big It doesn't say God changed me overnight, facilitate

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the growth, facilitate the illumination, the inspiration, get it in spirit, the inspiration Russia that. So God I asked you openly from your mercy give us some and from that mercy allow me to change and facilitate the growth in my life that will lead to Russia and shake. No one can laugh on the fact where do you see that word? Allahumma alumna rush dada da Vinci rudia fusina that inspiration Russia and Russia similar. So let's go down the list. I see feel like we have a few questions here.

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I mean, how do you build the hope? suhaib I need you first to get a like a, like a medicine tablet. Get a vicar of chronic de la Subhana la maybe has to be a law, which can help take the edge off of the pain if you get what I mean. Like when you are losing hope and you're like oh man, God doesn't love me and this is all over and we're all going to hell and can you just pop a quick pill has to be alone. It's a metaphor.

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Yes, Jessie it was sister Dini shine dog like today in it. I I've read this literally 500 times. I can say that comfortably.

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Okay.

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So let's move forward from here.

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I had never seen into our life like this. So I today have prepared.

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My friend. When you see the word test, you do realize

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Are you testing God? And I'm not trying to shame but I feel like you didn't have

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I don't know the story. It would be inappropriate. So how about this friend? You hold the thing that's in your heart right now as long does everyone remember watching Aladdin

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has to be a lot is amazing. Everyone remember Aladdin? Remember there are three rules, three rules of being tongue in cheek here. What are the three rules

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Have your wishes, what are the three things you can't do? You can't wish someone to death. wish someone back to life. And you can't wish someone to fall in love with you. You remember that? And a lot of most of the rules were approved for five, demote, five, promote bury somebody else. And I'm not dancing on your heart and on your pain. But that's a reality that

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how do we very interesting humans know exactly what's best for us so godly and family I want, I want good things for you. But

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as Can anyone hear legends, do the statistics on this friend, you made a prayer, it didn't go through. About 700 million of us have made prayers and we get it all the time. So was the supplication

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not accepted? Or could we do a better job of asking?

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I don't know how to say it. I don't know how else to say it. I hear I'll throw one for you guys.

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No problem. But Ghazi All I'm asking you from one heart to the next feeling in your heart from mine to yours. Keep what you want in your heart. And I'll pray to my Lord that He gives you a sign. But here's my little thing, God, ask God for a key chain, not for the Lambo first, ask for a key chain. Oh, a lot. Say it. I'm really disheartened. You didn't give me what I wanted. That guy's screaming on internet on Facebook. Give me your girl, whatever you want. tell God just like this. Like, I know your God. And I understand. That's why I'm talking to you. Like what am I supposed to do? You said ask. And I'm just sitting here. And just humble just enough so your Lord can respect you.

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Jesse, you want to hang on to this one. You want to answer that question?

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what's the what's the what's the best time to make it?

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Ooh, Gabi and anyone else want to take that on? Just think about it. Oh Allah, I really want a Tesla. But you know what's best? I really want sure I can take a million bucks. I owe a lot. I would love $650,000 but you know what's best. And there's a little bit of the Juke not there's a little bit of the lowering yourself too. But I really wanted and then you're like

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okay, Ghazi were there with you. Were there with you. You're not guessing God. But it's you. It's fair to feel but I didn't get it. So we're only talking to you so brazen openly. Because I don't want you to feel alone. I don't want you to feel alone. But friends, our time is going to move.

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Hmm, what if I asked for Tesla and got a Ferrari any guy out there would say the Tesla's still faster well, butter punching Okay, back to get back on track.

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I want to move forward here and I'm going to ask us all that's why we do this monthly. Pick something small and then ask your Lord for it. So I would like to conclude on this thought that if it's okay with everyone.

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I asked God robina atina Milan karma. What does mercy look like? To me? You have to define this. And I say to a lot self love. self acceptance. Taking care of me.

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Man bumped the other imams pray for them a little bit. They just don't know hamdulillah they don't know bro. Don't you don't worry about it. You're much welcome and you're accepted here. As a matter of fact, can anyone open their heart and make a do a full fledged for Guardian family full? Oh Allah, I request from you. That which my brother is asking if it is best for him? Or give him something better guys. Let's show him some power of doula guys. What are you talking about here? This is a chronic transformation.

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That's it. You guys go for it. Let's do this together. Our older will administrate honor regime will allow one of our new tribe members is without his need is inadequately provided in his opinion. Oh Allah, we all have what we want. We all have what we want.

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How come my brother can't have it? Oh Allah I complain to you please give my brother's what he needs or something better a lot Mommy, a lot of mommy and guys

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hickmott Actually, I Hickman every time I say your name, mail I improve your cricketing skills mailing prove your bowling your wrist, your joints, your ligaments, may Allah subhanaw taala increase your ability to perform a lot less Allah Illallah jalta who sat llamando has an introduction to Salah May Allah make you and this new generation of track stars cricket tears basketball players may increase your take you to the highest level so that Allah subhana wa Taala I can show Dean up here youtubers you know you need to be making that dua as well. So you get on that go out real quick.

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Where we all

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I'm sorry friends, I have lost my space here. Give me one moment.

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There we go.

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I will not be able to answer that right now. But I am gonna come to it before the end.

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Sir, I don't have an answer. I don't want to just make something up for you.

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I don't know I

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I don't have an answer.

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I want to say something cool and wise. Like, have more intention be more sincere? I don't know.

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Don't give up on Allah. That's all my only thought.

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Don't give up on Allah.

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Not yet.

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Not yet. When shavon says Oh, you got to give up. Now. I've kind of lost my way here but

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ah, do up. I don't know. Zahara? I don't know, Ghazi. I don't know. And when you don't know, what should you do?

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Make dua that's it.

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No worries, guys. I'm praying for you. I'm not praying, you get what you want. I'm praying you find the way. And now that you've added your QR onto our Caboose and shot light, it will be even stronger. You don't need us. I think you need our confidence to take it to the next level.

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But I'm not going to MIT I don't need to make you feel better. He will.

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The source of happiness. He will. And that's where I'm comfortable. But I want it to end on God give me mercy. And what is my definition of mercy is that God would help me do self acceptance and full love. And then

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Excuse me. Why you Lana Min. Emery now Russia.

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So use of this. This was my surprise, but I'm still working working through it. All the way from Dubai, Barack la ficam. Friends great to have you here.

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Feel so out of the element because now everything I'm going to say is going to sound pretty hardcore. But God these raw humara everyone, I'm not going to

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hickmott I'm going to talk about my doula. So I kind of sound selfish now, but I'm not worried. Oh, Allah, my supporting, unrelenting provider of sustenance. It's me.

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I asked you to give me mercy in the form of self love.

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And to give me what Hey, Atlanta, may emelina Russia. So while I was at Amara during O'Meara, mine, I had a full

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experience. I don't want to describe it too heavily we just met, but use of like full tingling out of the body. Unbelievable. Sitting looking at the gala, next next dimension stuff, but during the experience, I knew who I was, and I accepted that I am the world's score on teacher not just to teach reading, writing recitation, vocabulary and flow. But I have accepted my I am on the chess board of this universe to become the world's hips teacher. Why am I telling you this? Well, hey you, Lana, and make facilitate my affairs so that I can reach the level of Russia

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So I'm just going to say this real quick and I'm going to get to Zara Alia or anyone who would like to share a loving comment to answer sister's question, please feel free. I know that these are recorded, so I'm going to say it out loud. I believe that 2018 will be facilitated as a year of inspiration,

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a year of inspiration. And in that year, I dedicate to help bring people I know the destination is to memorize the whole Quran. And congratulations, James, in order to get any jaza you find a teacher, you read to them, they hear the whole Quran, they test you, and you fulfill the four components, and then they will give you any jazza.

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And we've all been there, though I have given up on God. I have totally said, Well, why am I here? Why am I in a wheelchair.

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But I'm going to bring it back, I believe will hate law and comedy now Russia will, I will see it manifested in my year with seven different things. Number one, every day of 2018 I will open my phone, even if I'm groggy or about or in the morning or before I sleep, I will write or dictate in my journal every single day.

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And I've been doing it everyday writing one word or two words. Number two, I will be encouraging and helping young people through nofap which has to do with PMO pornography, Master

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pornography, masturbation and orgasm, or the entire concept is called nofap. And I really really believe that a lot of young men and women

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will genuinely feel the benefit of that to help the nofap so write in the journal every day. No fap Nope, a PMO and to help with that cold water immersion. Do you see how detailed when I hit these when I hit rush out that I'm going to be writing my journal every day? No fap encouraging young people to get out of the addictions of pornography masturbation self or self or self pleasure. Or I use that one it's very taboo everyone that was not worried All right, hang on there judgmental on go. judgmental Sharif. Just hang in there for a second. If you could switch out the poor and and put in drugs, it was without the drugs and put in Netflix and Hulu. You could switch that out and put in

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you could put in makeup Whoo. Yes, I did just say that. Yes, I did just say that. Men are obsessed with

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the beauty of women and women are obsessed with the self beauty. It sounded better before. So if you're addicted to makeup, go ahead. So that to me, I'm gonna I'm gonna be I want to be a helper for all of those number four to help them off of their addictions cold water immersion, and

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cold.

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A golly, would if I told you I watched I don't know of Game of Thrones is on there. I watched four seasons. Ooh, addicted to selfishness. Four Seasons of a TV show and I came to you bloodshot eyes. stammering out of my room. What would you say? Yo, Bro, I think you're addicted. Right? So I'm not talking to you about watching a you know a show with your with your spouse or your friend. I'm talking about the isn't it called binge watching? Come on, guys. So

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there you go. So is there any what's wrong with with anything we discussed? What's wrong with makeup? What's wrong with anything? It's the

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infra if I need to tell you.

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Ah, what's a Netflix thing? I watched a lot of I can't it's been a little bit longer. But yes, I've tried to

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Yeah, there was a TV show.

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There was a TV show. Lie to me. Yeah, I watched it and I said with some careful of it's getting heavy but I just one more just one more. So I held myself

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If I if I have to tell you

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if if I have to tell you what's bad and good that's awesome Ghazi that's awesome that you make short films, guys at home youtubers youtubers Can any of us are you on this you're laughing at the Facebook people right because as YouTubers are a little bit more open facebookers will be sitting with I'm not addicted is Facebook educational? youtubers we know what's good. We know we know we'll sit there and click a video about CNN and ended up with bear who can do a backflip you know, I don't know how you get there, but the time is that the time has come.

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The time has come for us to now.

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Thank you very much usip I feel like once you break 30 the 30s you realize we're all addicted to something guys. anxiety, happiness, depression of drugs, pornography, music, our opinions. It's all you guys. We're all there.

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What's the point of your joining us halfway and telling me you miss? What's the point of what the point is? I intend to become a vehicle to get people to memorize the Quran. If you told kasi right now if you told Zahra, you're going to memorize the entire garage. It'd be like you talking about I don't even I want to get the obstacles out of the way. My point. I'm trying I'm trying to take that nicely out. Man. I didn't really get it. What's the what's my point? Bro? how long you've been around. I'm missing your point.

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Sorry, events taken. I will bring myself back into character.

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Russia to me. Cold immersion. Wim Hof breathing techniques, holding my breath for up to four learning to hold it for four minutes. That is where I see God inspiring me.

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No, no, bro. I mean, I'm totally fine. But the point, the point is the I mean, I'd rather be the guy who gets a little prick and goes right back to being happy. I like that. So no, no worries at all. The point is friends if you don't define rushed, if you don't refine define Russia

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then you won't know what guidance is. Of course that man, I love you too, bro. I love you too. And may our hygiene override llegas together, ahamed all along while I'm on the favor. I mean, so I'm going to take it back. I'm going to take it back down. Our time has expired. What was the point of today? The point was to take Serato gaff I am number 10. And write down Who is God? Who are you to God? What does mercy feel like? And what is inspiration?

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I'll try to post this on Facebook. Once I'm done writing friends. I started somewhere I thought I was going to give a certain lecture but we ended up in Albuquerque, which is totally fine. For all of us here. Let's take the moment

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to talk to God and say, Look, have your spiritual temper tantrum? That's all I'm gonna say. Have your spiritual temper tantrum.

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And when you ask God

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a lot more for him. When you ask God for something, leave in the fine print and you know what's better? All that cleaning pure. I'll have more for him on the paper. I mean,

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Hickman I love your advice to other people have given the advice to prayed the 100

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I agree with your advice. I don't know that if I was in godly or desirous place. I'd be like, Oh, great. Wake up at three o'clock and pray. Thanks. Great advice. You know, like, I don't know. I don't know. I feel like you guys want to turn back,

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turn back and say have that spiritual temper tantrum, but at the end to be willing to hear God to respectfully listen to the inclination of your heart. I'm just going to leave it on this. It looks like we have a lot of work to do friends Zahara and family

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and everyone I highly encourage stay connected guys.

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If a 40 minute lecture on Facebook was going to answer all your questions and turn on your heart, then it would have happened a long time ago.

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It's okay, it's okay for now. Stay connected. And inshallah we'll all come around. We'll all come around together. I would like to conclude here. For those of you who are wondering, I defined who God was I defined myself to God. And to me God's mercy was self love. And God's inspiration was for me to fulfill my purpose on this earth.

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Can we all share just a little bit of love for each other?

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This can come out harsh, but I'm ready to say it. Okay, maybe God, you don't feel God's love. But we love you. Maybe you don't feel God's acceptance. We accept. That's it. Fair enough.

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Go Go to bed with it. I don't know God, God's you know, God hasn't been there for me. No, no problem. Thank you guys. Thank you that those hearts are not for me. They're for us. We love you. We accept you. Whatever you do, or don't do. We are 100% with you. Thanks, guys. That means a lot. I really like that. You think these are just Facebook emojis? These are thoughts. These are broadcast frequency from another human's heart.

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Sure, we're

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all the you know, the, the irony of that statement is God says he loves you 70 times more than his mom.

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But then Cubby, you do have love.

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Rob

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definitely don't know you.

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I totally agree with you.

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So friends, we're just going to leave it at this.

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leave here knowing no some guy didn't have the answer for you. Some video didn't make everything better.

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But a bunch of people said as you are when we know you on So Rob, if you're saying, Rob, if someone or anyone was like, well, you guys don't know my sins. How could you love me? Bring your sins will sit with your sins will sit with you while you sin. And we'll still love you. Because when we sinned, you know who sat with us?

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He did. He was with us the whole time. So we'll be with you. Does alcohol heroin.

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I'm just reading it out.

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Friends, I hear you on wanting to make this God connection.

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Great point. Great point. May I take your permission to conclude here? I'm going to turn over to my youtubers for a little while so Facebook, please hang tight be well. I'm going to take a moment here. If there is

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I was looking for my glasses. But that may not happen.

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Good.

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Well, how much you

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bro it's not my place. It's not my place right now.

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But you took you took Mufti Manx named

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Mohammed says if I said yes to your question, should you convert?

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It's not my place, bro. It's not my place.

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I think you know my answer, but not my place. I want to know you. I'm gonna love you as you are. And then if you want to grow and become Sunni, grow and become Sunni. And if you've influenced by he's one of my biggest motivations more people who influenced my life mostly make tremendously

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so I don't want to jump in there.

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I understand.

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Thank you so much Drew. Take care, inshallah. Samadhi come a sonica Mohammed

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Mohammed. If you

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I kind of feel like it's in your heart already Mohammed if you've seen prophetic dynasty you know Mufti menk

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Look, you can't use when you if you convert to Sunni doesn't mean you're not going to love as bait. It doesn't mean you're not going to be absolutely adoring.

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Like, yeah, leave it at that.

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Okay, James May Allah subhanaw taala bless you tremendously James's question, everyone, James is going to be finishing his memorization of the whole Quran if I'm correct, James, let me know, in August.

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Facebook, let's leave the chat box alone for a little while.

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Oh, Rob, I'm in like physically located or am I What? What's my state?

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James, there are two types of ijazah certification. One is in reading. So it does a catalog item key law item to read and ijazah to field one.

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Field one from memorization. So I say you go for the data just in recitation.

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Make sense?

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James, I am in no way promoting myself here. But I'm going to say one thing. If you're still here, James, I have individual reading slots. This sounds like a shameless plug, guys. Please bear with me. I teach.

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Outside of grand revolution, I teach

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So if you're interested, you could take one of those games maybe set up a reading appointment and I can kind of guide you what you want to work on.

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I love you to Mohamad a lot but it's not easy to make the transition you're talking about. My love is with you. So I'm gonna

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I am going to conclude here friends.

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There we go.

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The hearin family may Allah subhanaw taala shower you with love as well. I have love for you as well on hamdulillah cheers but take care. Have a great night Rob hope you are well.

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Assalamu alaykum wa Taala everyone just share a love for everyone's going for Rob for the here and family for Jesse. Just let it up from your heart. God I watched a facebook youtube thing and I love everyone. Just try it. Your heart will only expand in its capability to love.

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Alright friends, always a pleasure. It is admin at AQL online.com admin at AQL online.com. Thanks again, Facebook. Sorry, YouTube. See you all soon. As said I want a lot. Thank you, James. Hope all as well.