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Shady Alsuleiman

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My brothers in Islam, Islam came to embed the fear of Allah subhanho wa Taala in your heart, Islam came to complete the reliance on Allah subhana wa tada in your mind and in your heart. He came to teach us to connect ourselves to Allah subhanho wa Taala during every single moment and plays in our life,

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we depend on Allah subhanho wa Taala. During every occasion, every moment and every place in our life, we depend on Allah subhanho wa Taala during the easy days and the hard days during the happy days and the unhappy dies during the tough days, and the easy days were dependent on loss of power, every single moment of our lives. The Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam

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throws up the live nobis about the Alo tile on home, a young companion, a young companion, the Abdullah says one day, I was running behind the Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam on his mount. And I want you to imagine, I want you to detect

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this event.

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As a young boy, maybe he's ages 13 or 14 years old,

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who's running behind the Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, and then the Prophet Mohammed Salah Salem talks to him. So you could imagine that moment.

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Even though he's the first cousin of the Prophet, Mohammed Salah, he was alone.

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But you could imagine how close

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to the Prophet Muhammad Allah is salatu salam, and how much you love the Prophet Mohammed Salah

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in particular when it was born, that

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took him in his arms, and he sallallahu alayhi wa sallam may draw for him Allahumma

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Aloma

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or Allah teach him the religion and make him understand the interpretation of this religion.

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So Abdullah says, One day I was with the Prophet Mohammed Salah

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sallam, and the Prophet Mohammed Salah

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tells me Yo,

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yo,

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boy, young boy

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in the Mali Maka kalimat.

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Oh, young boy, I want to teach you words. I want to teach you words, whose hammertone Allahu alayhi wa sallam but those words are very small in their numbers, short sentences by your intro word depends on your NMR limit. All young boy I want to teach you words so pay attention to those words. And the first thing the Prophet Muhammad Sallallahu wasallam says to

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protect a law alone protect you in return.

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As you do to protect Allah you'll find the

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first anila if you ever want to ask us

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for Stein belong if you want to depend on

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tala

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I remember

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last time and Alma

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Lamia Vogel

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gets together to benefit you they benefit no one can unless Allah subhana wa tada wills

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wants to get together and unite against you to harm you without harm, no one can.

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The pens have been lifted

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off and the books are closed and dry.

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Let me go back to this hadith.

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Connect this hadith to some events that took place during the term of the problem amatola Allahu alayhi wa sallam, and before the time of the Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam said we could connect this hadith our time.

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remember Allah protect Allah, Allah subhanho wa Taala protection always remember you have to

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protect the loss of Hannah wattana Which way do you think was waiting for your protection?

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Do you think the crowd is waiting for the protection of the Croatian? Absolutely no.

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But when we say Mohammed Salim says

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protect Allah alone protector in return. It means you protect the deen of Allah by practicing the deen of Allah by implementing the orders of align your life. Allah will protect you in return. You protect a less Dean Allah will protect you

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Again, no

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protection.

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Ninja protection. Let us make this clear.

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So when

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someone says protect a law, it doesn't mean protection.

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interpret this which is the interpretation of the scholars which means protect the deen of Allah know that

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you're the one that needs alone

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in your life but protecting the deen of Allah.

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Preserve Allah in your life.

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Allah preserve the deen of Allah in your life or following the deen of Allah azza wa jal what happens in return Allah subhanho wa Taala will protect you. So now you'll have the protection of not the security company, not this authority, not this government, not this kingdom alone.

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You'll have the protection of Allah.

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Once you have the protection of Allah, surely, eternity now the protection you have the protection of Allah, you don't need the protection. You have the protection of Allah you're fully protected. Therefore the Lucha

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preserve Allah preserve the deen of Allah by being alone and following the deen of Allah alone, preserve and return alone protect you.

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protect the lives of Hannah hautala you find a little wherever you

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will always be there for you because you are always there for the date of Allah. So whether you're in the east or the west, or north or south, above grand underground, Allah subhanho wa Taala always be there for you.

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On your side, you have the company

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you

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are watching over you.

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If you want to ask anyone.

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If you're in need of anything, my brother in Islam, ask Allah, you want something in a problem. You're in dire need of something else. You're going through a calamity. You're going through a test. You're going through trouble. You have a problem and you're left alone. Alone make happen.

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Make it happen. It's alone. If no one can solve it for you. It's alone. If anyone can remove the home away from you, it's alone if they can grant you what you want. It's alone.

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If you're sad, alone make you happy.

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ask Allah Allah homemaker Wolfie, if you're going through a predicament, ask Allah Allah subhanho wa Taala remover.

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Alta, Allah. If you ever ask anyone, ask Allah.

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If you want to depend on anyone, who shall you depend on Allah? Who should you rely on?

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depend on Allah subhanho wa Taala see what laws those are gives, you know, deep inside us as Muslims, we do believe on the dependence on Allah subhana wa Tada. We do believe on the reliance of allies that we're done. We do believe in the torkel but we lack

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certainty.

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certainty that we assume that Allah subhanho wa Taala will make it happen. Rama you speak data on

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Allahu

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Allah subhanho wa Taala can make it take place. Of course. I can give me what I want. Of course,

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I can get rid of or get get rid of what I am encountering as a troll artist, of course.

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Of course I'm not gonna make it happen. But Allah wants to see certainty that you're 100%

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every Muslim talks about look every Muslim do you say to them, Do you know that you should be playing of course or should we pray you know, the law soldier has wrought upon you that you must be playing. Of course Allah subhanaw taala has wants appointment to pray, you know that love's gonna punish you and I'm gonna pray. Yes, of course. So how can we not praying

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this belief,

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but there's not certainty,

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this belief, but there's not certainty.

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My brother and Islam when it elevate ourselves, not only to believe, but attain certainty. And one of the inspirational stories that really inspires me, and I've been talking about it for the last two weeks is the story of the mother of masa.

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And I'm sure every single one of us had heard that story. The story of the mother Moosa

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or the soldier sister executing

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killing all the baby boys of bunnies or even because of the threat that he was encountering

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the soldiers to kill one year and then leave those babies free for me so they either hate on the brother was born it was the either he wasn't killing the baby boys have been insulated with the heat disorders and he ordered the soldiers to kill them in boys. It was the

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morning

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so you could imagine I believing mother a woman the mother

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says scared and concerned as a baby boy Masada he said um, when he was born.

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And during a pregnancy she kept away from everyone else instead at home, because she didn't want to know that she was pregnant because the soldiers and the army

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had ordered inapposite for pennies on the nose of a woman that pregnant to inform them.

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She gave birth to a boy to kill him if it's a girl than the government. Yes.

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I love that ladies are the baby girls stay alive

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and kill their baby boys.

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The mother of Moosa aleyhi salam she fell pregnant in is that you that for the owner and the soldiers will go around killing the baby boys have been

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such a hit away from everyone else until she gave birth she managed to scrape through in order to know that she was pregnant but how long is it gonna last? Or people not knowing that she gave birth to this baby boy. So Allah subhanho wa Taala mentions one verse in the Quran, the Quran in surah taco sauce, that really blows my mind away.

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That really makes me sad, amazed of the again, not the, not the belief, but the certainty that this mother had, while hyena Illa Mimosa.

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And we're inspired the mother of Moosa to breastfeed her son masala is Salam

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Alaikum

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wa Hafiz.

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Tension to Allah subhanho wa Taala say hello last zoa gel is mentioned in the story.

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And the mother Masada pregnant that she gave birth to this little baby boy Masai Salaam, and now she became so concerned about her newborn baby boy mousai salaam in which the news will spread around and spread out that she gave birth to this baby boy in order or what happens in return that the people or the soldiers of God will come and kill her baby boy. So Allah subhana wa tada inspires her and tells her while hyena elomi masanori breastfeeding

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if they lie, when they become too scared and petrified ever him

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put him in a chest and cast him in the river. Now my brother in Islam will listen to the story and nice Masha Allah, excuse me, you put yourself in that position. I'm sorry, even if you get on with

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this deal with a new baby with a new baby boy, even if you get that revelation you as a man. Then tell them how brave you are. You'll struggle to do

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what the mother Moosa did imagine Allah blesses you with a child. And then Allah tells you through an inspiration through whatever it is the word Allah inspired the mother Musab, put him in a chest and throw him in the river.

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This is a big sacrifice. He was talking about huge sacrifice, or the mother of Moosa. When you're too scared and concerned about your son, or your baby boy Moosa. When you become too concerned, because of the soldiers and Moosa will find out that they'll take him and kill him, put him in a chest and cast him in a river.

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But you know what? That's amazing. But then what does Alonzo just say to her?

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What are the half?

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After you do this, say you put in a costume in the river? Don't be scared, and they'll be concerned. What do you mean that

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you're asking me to do something that's beyond the imagination to put my baby that's only a few days old in a test and throw him in the river was gonna take him to, and you say to me on the top of all this, don't be scared and don't be concerned. I'm going to be scared and I'm going to be concerned. But this is where the thing kicks in.

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This is where they are seen, logically, rationally, emotionally when you think about it? No way. No way. You could do something like that. But when it comes to Allah subhanho wa Taala and depending on a lot

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of us, depend on Allah. Preserve alone alone, preserving your return and return. preserve the deen of Allah. Allah subhanho wa Taala wherever you are, if you want to ask us no one but alone if I want to depend on anyone depend on Allah Subhana without Allah

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This is the attain.

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This is in the right now you will have full conviction and belief. And not only full conviction and belief, full dependence our reliance on Allah subhanho wa Taala

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just says to you, after this big sacrifice to put your son to put your baby son in that chest and cast him in the river, Walla Walla, Dasani, don't be scared and be concerned. And then Allah subhanho wa Taala

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adds, and he says in

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saline, we cannot breathe bring him back to you and we're gonna make him a profit and I messaged you later on

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my brother in Islam a story like this Yes, we listened to it but I want you to think about it. What are you sacrifice that the mother of mother had sacrificed after the loss of Hannah? Let's start with this baby boy and then

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throw him in a river cast him in a river looking at this is a big sacrifice. And then on top of all this, then biscuit on top of all this, then be concerned. On top of all this, we're gonna bring him back, come on,

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come on.

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But when the

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gas fires you up, the sky's the limit.

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We need depend on Allah subhana wa tada

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to make the impossible possible.

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Those with you in return Allah subhanaw taala turn everything around.

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Even what is perceived from the outside as impossible, Allah will make it possible. So she did that she put him in a test she cast him in the river. And where did this remedy get taken to the place that the mother or Moosa was concerned about the Palace of Rome,

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just trying to protect yourself from fraud, Allah subhanaw taala took that just took the baby all the way to the shore of the palace of Rome to go up in the household of Rome under the care of for the protection of Rome for later on for him to be the NML around.

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You know what my brother in Islam if this entire world gets together to orchestrate and plan something like this will never eventually

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it will never ever eventuate but when you depend on Allah, and you protect the deen of Allah and you preserve your love Allah subhanho wa Taala turn everything around.

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Don't be afraid and don't be concerned. similar event took place during the time of the Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam when the Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam was warning

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on the way to Medina during the migration in his raw

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bones in that cave, surrounded by horsemen from the people searching for the Prophet Mohammed Salah Holly was Allah hunting for the Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam where there's a big reward on the head of the problem homosassa llama burger. The moment those horsemen the enemies of the Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam are searching for the profile as a local set up to kill him and execute him climb the mountain, men mountain reach all the way to that cave, and they stand just before that Kevin.

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petrified ever the Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam

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said he says to the Messenger of Allah, messenger of Allah consciously them not climbing the mountain, and it's only a matter of time, they'll come to this cave. And if one of them just gazes us, if one of them just looks at us, they could see us so the Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam tells abubaker back movano COVID-19 Allahu Allah, what do you say to me and you Allah is the third one amongst them.

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In a law hamana Don't be afraid. Don't be scared. Allah is with us.

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Allah is with us. Allah Subhana Allah preserve us alone, protect us alone, take care of us.

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The enemy is right in front of you standing at the entrance of this cave. You should be concerned, you should be petrified. But when you deal with Allah, La coffee, wallet Honey, don't be afraid. Don't be concerned when you are with Allah subhanho wa Taala.

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Islam when you as an individual, when you as an individual, encountering hardships in your life, encountering predicaments in your life encountering challenges in your life, when we as a Muslim Ummah are encountering hardships and challenges in our life, be with Allah, Allah will be with you and Allah subhanho wa Taala will turn things around.

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Even though from the outside on the surface, it doesn't seem to be the way that you want it to be but deep inside Allah subhanho wa Taala make everything happen. Allah made that for the mother of masa to happen and the way that Allah subhanaw taala made that for the Prophet Mohammed Salah to happen. So what happened there with the mother of mousse Allah subhana wa tada took this baby row on the show of the NML of most of them, the mother of Muslims trying to move away from a run away from and then a lot of xojo made Moosa grant in the household of Iran, but when it was a baby Allah subhanho wa Taala few days after the inaugural do he like it, we're gonna bring him back to you. So

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Allah subhanho wa Taala masala he sent him back to his mother, because Moosa as a baby refused to sacrifice any breath except the best of his biological mother. So Allah fulfill this promise

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of masala salam, she was about to explode from

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fee and concern.

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And then you got the walk around looking for witnesses, and at the end, it was only the breast that Allah subhana wa tada Allah. Allah set up the soccer from from his mother so Allah brought him back to his mom. Fees later alumnado him a prophet and messenger from the greatest prophets and messengers, Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam.

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The non believers in the Holzmann of the people of Christ climbed the mountain reach all the way to the gates and the entrails of Muhammad Allah.

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And Allah subhanho wa Taala blinded him.

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La La hamana Don't be afraid. Allah is with us, my brother in Islam, be with Allah, Allah who will be with you. depend on Allah, Allah who give you what you want. ask Allah, Allah who will respond to you, my brothers in Islam, never ever be despondent.

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lose hope in Allah subhanho wa Taala

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Don't lose hope in Allah azza wa jal

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in the mercy of Allah. Don't lose hope in the promise of Allah. That moment that you lose hope you lose yourself.

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Boys be hurtful in Allah subhanho wa Taala. Because at the end of the day, the affairs of this world and your affairs and the affairs of every single creation of Allah subhanaw taala on face of this earth are in the hands of Allah, not in your hands, not in my head, nodding their heads, no one's hands except the hands of Allah.

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But Allah subhana wa tada tests us

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with Allah subhanho wa Taala test you as an individual,

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to test us as a community as a nation. Allah tells us a lot of the times he in his heart, we start losing hope. Why is this happening to me? Why is it that I'm going through this I'm a good bloke, I'm a good person.

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What am I going through this? Never, ever lose hope in Allah Muhammad was better than you and he encountered and went through more than what you're going through.

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Don't look at it that way. When you look at the Muslim Ummah, what the Muslim Ummah is encountering, I will say what's going on around the world, it was against us, even the Muslims themselves and Muslim countries against Muslims.

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Allah subhanaw taala to make things happen from the outside, yes, it seems that we've lost hope. But Allah subhanho wa Taala can make the impossible possible. The way Allah subhanho wa Taala did it for the mother of Musa the word Allah subhana wa tada did it for the Prophet Muhammad Sallallahu wasallam

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be hurtful. be hurtful and Allah subhana wa Taala may

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be dependent on awesome Hannah Ouattara never, ever, ever lose hope and ask Allah azza wa jal either Alta Vista de la vida stanza first time Villa if you want to ask anyone. ask Allah. You want to depend on and depend on Allah. And Allah subhanho wa Taala make it happen. Bah, bah. In order for you to get a response from Allah subhanho wa Taala. You need to go through the paces.

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You want an answer? You want to respond from Allah, you have to go through the process. What's the process, believe and test?

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You must believe in Allah, you must be tested. And then you're gonna find the answers from Allah subhanho wa Taala.

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You will find the report from the laws, you will find that I don't give you what you want, but you have to believe number one, and they have to go through the process number two, we want to believe Yes, but we don't want to go through the process. I want everything to come to me easy. Yeah, I believe in you. I believe in your greatness. I believe in your power. But I don't want to get through the test. Just give me what I want. At the end of the day. I'm sorry, it doesn't work like that. Not that I'm saying this.

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Allah subhanho wa Taala says in sort of Angkor Wat the people think they'll be left alone to say we are believers. And Allah says and you think I'm not gonna tell you

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That's the process. It's part of the process, uncompromised non negotiable process. So then think

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I wanted this to happen to anyone who would have made that happen to the Prophet Muhammad wa salam and the prophets and messengers, but yet, Allah subhanho wa Taala made them go through the process and the process is you must be tested. You must be shaken.

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You must be trolled. You have to go through those hardships. But if you stay strong, unshaken, with more conviction, Allah subhanho wa Taala and depends on

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Allah subhanho wa Taala they'll give you more than what you anticipated.

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alone will give you more than anticipated what the mother most anticipated the low protect the son and bring him back to Allah subhanaw taala gave on top of all this, he's gonna be a prophet and a messenger.

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She went through the process. Her anticipation was, Allah gave her more than that. She just wanted Allah subhanaw taala to protect her son, a lot protected his son and a daughter brought him back to her and allies or made them to be a prophet and messenger.

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sama brother in Islam, you must have that belief and you must get through the trials and tests. At the end. The big opening comes from Allah subhanho wa Taala or bestiary meaning give glad tidings to the believers, Muslim and Allah

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opening but you as an oma, you must go through the process and you must pass the exam.

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So whether it's a test Allah subhanaw taala is testing you on an individual basis. Or Allah subhanho wa Taala assisting us as an as a community. Hang in there and Allah subhanho wa Taala will respond back to you hang in there and Allah subhanho wa Taala will accept from you hang in there. And Allah subhanho wa Taala will give you what you want hang in there and Allah subhana wa Taala will give you the opening and the victory that you've been looking forward to. This is the way of Allah, the way Allah subhanaw taala deals with the servants in particular prophets and messengers, even the prophets and messengers didn't even get it any better. Allah tested them more than anyone else,

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including the Prophet Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam that he says, the most tested people, but a lot of the prophets and messengers and Mohammed Rasulullah, the most tested one amongst the prophets and messengers. He was the most tested one but Allah subhanho wa Taala and that's what Allah subhanaw taala elevated his position to be the highest position salallahu alayhi wa sallam, no one is allowed to enter the agenda before him.

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So my brother and Islam always reflect upon the story of the mother of Musa from the outside, not from the inside, full of hope. From the outside. It looks very scary from the inside. It's very optimistic depends on Allah. And you find the loss of Hannah, Darla wherever you are.