Saeed Ibn Amir (Ra) Haunted By Murder – The Firsts

to one of the most complicated elements of the first, and that is the idea of a people who committed all sorts of horrific things. After the prophets lie some received revelation, and then made Toba while the prophets lie some was still alive. Now we've been speaking about the massacres of bitter Morona and arogya. These two massacres that happened immediately after, and we spoke about some of the famous Shahadat the famous martyrs I hope inshallah Tada some of those names are well ingrained in your hearts and minds now, but this is the plot twist I was talking about a few weeks ago. Imagine being someone who killed one of those people, and then having to face the Prophet sallallahu

alayhi wasallam, knowing the pain that you caused him, imagine meeting the prophets like Selim and praying behind him knowing that he prayed against you. Imagine knowing that you cause the prophets lie, some to cry, imagine walking into Meza nubbly and I seriously want you to think about this. Praying next to the son of the man you killed.

Talk about complex and how things are unfolding. So there are so many different dimensions to put together here. Now Subhanallah you know, and I'm gonna start from this place. I remember speaking to someone who was a prison guard, were the only person who was caught in the assassination of Malcolm X Rahim Allah Tala has medica Shabazz Rahim Allah dwelt, his name was here, I forget the first name. But I remember the prison guard mentioning that this man and it's known that he became Muslim. He became a Sunni Muslim in prison. So imagine Subhanallah he killed Malcolm or he's one of the people that pulled the trigger on Malcolm Rahim Allah, knowing that he carries the guilt of that

assassination. And then he made Toba in prison. And he was talking about how this man lives such a sulk in life. That the way the man would cry and walk around and look empty. Like imagine carrying that burden. Did Allah forgive me? Did he not forgive me? How could I have been responsible for putting bullets into one of the most influential men in what I now know to be the religion of truth? Think about that guilt, right? That burden of guilt now wants you to imagine the community of the companions And subhanAllah this is where I hope you can appreciate for a moment, that hadith about the man who killed 99 people, and then killed 100 Because the man who he went to ask if he could

ever be forgiven for killing 99 People told him after 99 people and he killed him too, and him finding Toba, Headley, Toba. Do I have a chance of being forgiven? Imagine how that landed upon those components.

You know, this is a reality that is distant from many of us. We don't really understand but if you are someone who comes from a troubled past, and I've met people like this, and there are communities Subhanallah where there are people that have body counts, they killed multiple people, before they became Muslim. And they live with a sense of guilt and a sense of questioning and insecurity. Did Allah really forgive me because I said la illAllah Muhammad Rasool Allah. So imagine being someone who killed multiple Sahaba and now you're a Sahabi. And hearing the prophets I said, I'm tell you the story about a man who Allah subhanaw taala forgave after killing 100 people. That Hadith lends

differently for those types of people is their Toba. For the greatest transgression that exists after a Shiva Kabila after associating a partner with Allah subhanaw taala as the prophets like some said, the first thing that Allah will ask about on the Day of Judgment is a dem, as it relates to the people blood, those who shed blood.

And now these people have to come to the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, and find a sense of tilbyr that's one so from the perspective of the person who committed these unspeakable crimes, to imagine being the son of a Shahida or hurt or the daughter of a Shaheed that hurt, and you have to forgive and pray next to people that killed your family members. And by the way, the prophets I send them is that the head of them are so long sigh Salam is sitting in front of the people who to deliver of his uncle Hamza, when the Allahu Anwen spit it out. He's sitting in front of these people and he forgives them it his thought was Saddam, but how do you carry that guilt? Or how do you carry

that pain? If you are the person on the other side when someone next to you participated in the this is Subhan Allah one of the things that makes the community of the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam so profound, when Allah azza wa jal says Allah Verbena Kulu we come for us baton venier Mati one, Allah azza wa jal brought your hearts together and you became brothers. That that was an impossible feat for mankind to do amongst themselves for human beings to do amongst themselves. It is a miracle from Allah Subhana Allah to Allah that

Look what he did with you, oh community of companions, that after all of this, he brought you together, Allah Sabina Kuru become and he caused you to love each other. And you became Brothers and Sisters in Islam and you ended up fighting alongside each other in the glory days of Islam how incredible how amazing what a miracle from Allah Subhana Allah to Allah and of course this is also where we find the Hadith where the prophet slice and mentions that Allah azza wa jal laughs at two people, two people who meet in Jannah and cotton when McCool the murdered meats his murder and Jana and says, What are you doing here?

How in the world did you make it?

Because the last memory that they have of that person in dunya, before they came to Jana? Is that person cursing them or putting a sword in them or putting a spear in them, spitting out them cursing Islam, and then talk about the awkwardness of bumping into that person in Jannah you're here. Now it's not a grudge because there are no grudges and gender there's no hate. There's no like, Oh no, wait, I have to go talk to Allah. We've got to get you out of here. It's done. Totally. Um, but

it's a shock. And Allah azza wa jal is looking at these two slaves of his in Jannah. And Allah azza wa jal laughs at these two people, as they bump into each other in Jannah, for the first time, surprised? How is it that you got here? So Subhanallah when we come to the stories of Meruna, and arogya, like ahould, many of those who participated in these massacres did in fact, become Muslim, did in fact, repent to Allah subhanaw taala. Now, every single one of them though, has an individual story and has a process by which they come to Allah subhanaw taala you may remember that we talked about so hated and while the Allahu Taala animal so hated normally did not become Muslim for a long

time. But he resembled the earliest Muslims in his piety, when he eventually did, he was an incredible person. And if you would have seen him and her they be, and the way he tortured his son, and all those things, you'd say, this guy has no chance of being guided to Allah subhanaw taala. And if you would have seen him after, you'd say this is one of the best Muslims he resembles in his, in his asceticism in history, Banda, the earliest Muslims, so everyone has a process by which that all unfolded for them. Some of them indeed repented to Allah subhanaw taala, or accepted Islam, in fact, Makkah, and that's a large group of them, when Mecca is now under the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa

sallam and there is no more reason to fight the prophets lie some or fight Islam. And Allah knows the hearts of every single person. And we do not put ourselves above any single one of those people at all the Allahu Anhu imaginary may Allah be pleased with them all. But some of them had an earlier process. So before we get to the person that we're speaking about today, I mentioned Subhanallah, that after these two massacres of marijuana and apology are the profit signs that are made your against these tribes as tribes, every single salon for a month in his keynote, it has Salatu was Salam.

Now did the drought strike them, those tribes had all sorts of revolts within them. Some of the chiefs that participated in the betrayal of the prophets lie, some were killed by their own family members. There were natural disasters that came upon them, all sorts of things that struck them and of course, the victory of Islam over them as a whole. Okay, so that's one way in which the death of the Prophet slice and indeed strikes them. But some of them Allah azza wa jal saw that their hearts were worthy of Islam. And just like us, when we make their act to Allah subhanho to Allah, Allah azza wa jal answers it in the best possible way. Sometimes Allah gives you better than what you

asked for. And so those people coming to the prophets like some and embracing Islam is far more beloved to him and Rasul Allah sai someone he makes her out against the people, he makes dua against the people that Allah restrains their harm from another group of people, but he is still rahmatan, dill Alameen he's still a mercy to the world already. His slaughter was Saddam. And so he accepts the repentance when they come back to him some Allah Who and he was salam in the worldly sense and Allah azza wa jal accepts the repentance when they come back to him in the sense of the hereafter. So we talked about we mentioned the women that were beating the drums Hindu mentor to the wife of

other Sofia, she became Muslim and Fattah hamaca Are you plot Bintan onemda The wife of Omdurman Rasul the Allah and hula. She became Muslim. After Fatah Maka, Sula, Vincent, who wanted to have the head of Ocimum and phablet to drink out of his head became Muslim after FATF Maccha.

So this is an interesting category of people.

And many of those people

or a few of those

People I should say, converted to Islam, sometime between the crime and the conquest of Mecca. And this is where you start to hone in on some of these categories. There are some people that embraced Islam, sometime between a hood and between Fatah Mecca. Now I want to speak about today in sha Allah to Allah one person in particular Subhan Allah who is one of the greatest companions of the Prophet slice, I'm not just someone that you just put to the side, one of the best companions of the Prophet, slice alum, who fits that category, a lot the Allahu Taala and but before that, I want to put you in Medina. And I want you to imagine sitting next to an old man in the masjid of the

prophets, like Selim and the man has one narration in the books, he doesn't have three Hadith, he doesn't have time. He has one narration, you know, subhanAllah if you see someone and you don't know their story, their elderly person and you can tell maybe they had a rough past or something like that. You have this man sitting in the masjid.

And he has one thing that he says about himself. Here's the one way that he describes himself. His name is Jabbar IGNOU, Selma, Jabbar, Ragna Selma, all the Allahu taala. And, and the only thing that he says about himself, he says in the middle there and either Islam and NATO entourage and men whom yelman it in the room, he Boehner Caterpie he said, The only thing that brought me to Islam or of what brought me to Islam, was that I was the one that took a spear and put it right between the shoulders of a man on that day from the Muslims found a lot of two elasti Nana rune and I looked at the end of that spirit, I put my spear all the way through him Subhanallah he's giving you vivid

details and he's telling you about who he was before Islam.

And as I go in front of him,

and the blood is coming from his mouth as I stabbed him with my spear and he's dying. He looks up and he says first to Allah, first to Allah. I have succeeded by Allah, I have succeeded by Allah. That man was an admin for Hydra, or the Allahu Taala and who the guide of the prophets lie summon Abu Bakar or the law on the Hijra. And he is one of those who was massacred and bitter Merona

and Jabbar going on Selma says I was the one and he's finally sitting in the masjid. I'm the one that did that to him. I put a spear between him and I looked at him as his soul left his eyes. And he said, first to Allah, I have succeeded by Allah. And you know what he says? He says cool to Fein FC K for for us. I kept saying to myself after I did that, what is he talking about? How did he succeed? What did he succeed with? An Allah the cartel to I killed him. He's done. How did he succeed? And he goes home. And you can imagine the nightmares and the images and replaying that incident in his head over and over and over again. He said, until I went to some of the Muslims, I

was so lost as to what the men meant when he said first to I have succeeded by Allah, what did he see? I saw him in front of me when I was killing him. So they said to me,

a Shahada. He succeeded because he was martyred. He succeeded because he attained the Shahada.

And I said to myself, if this is what these people have, Wallah, he succeeded. Indeed, that is success. And Jabbar blue Salma goes to Medina after Morona imagine presents himself to the prophets I seldom the man who stabbed the one who guided the Prophet slice I'm gonna bucket all the Allahu Anhu along the Israel is now coming to Medina making his own hijra, saying to the prophets lie Selim. That was me, holy Tober will Allah ever forgive me?

And the prophets like some accepts him into his community? And Jabara Selma is a quiet Sahabi Subhan Allah this is the complexity of that community. He's a quiet as a hobby, he prays amongst the companions, and that's his story. Who am I? I'm the one that stabbed a man put a spear right right through his chest and looked him in the eyes. As he said first to Allah, I have succeeded by Allah. And that's what made me Muslim Subhan Allah. Now I want to enter into this demand that we're going to be speaking about today in sha Allah to Allah in detail. One of the most amazing companions of the Prophet SAW Salem. His name is Sade Ibn Ammar al Juma he studied in Amer al Juma he wrote the

Allahu Taala and who, and I want to put up his family tree in sha Allah to Allah for a moment and talk a little bit about who he is so that you can understand a bit about his background. Sorry, didn't your honor al Juma he is from the tribe of Benoit Abdi shrimps. Now the two military main military families right and it's a sub tribe when omega and Benoit the shrimps were are the ones that are sort of in charge of leading all

The military campaigns of Qureshi on behalf of Kurdish they're two of the most senior tribes of Kurdish. And so it was a young man. Now his siblings also embraced Islam.

You don't have to look at that long line. This is only for those that are actually really interested in Subhanallah reading about the history of person but his sibling, one of them is faulty model the Allahu taala. And has she embraced Islam farting, I've been to hammer and the other one is a man by the name of Jamil and Jamila is the grandfather, the great grandfather of Natha. Abdullah, one of the greatest scholars of Hadith in history, so you can just see the way that Islam kind of spreads through this family. Welcome to Java, Abdullah Mubarak, they narrate from Nefaria dilla. So this is his great grandfather, Jimmy DUBNER on there so all three of the kids become Muslim. Now there is an

interesting link I want you to pay attention to. His father dies before Islam. And his mother Ottawa is the sister of Akbar and Abby more eight.

Now, if you remember, one of the worst moments of the Prophet slice on his life,

was when Robin Abbey more eight came to the Prophet size Salam when he was praying in Mecca, and he dumped Campbell guts and intestines on his back and collapsed him under all of the filth of the camel.

And the people laughed at the prophets like Selim and mocked him and faulty metal, the Allahu Taala and her came, and she was scraping off the camel guts, and crying as she was taking it off of the back of the prophets lies on this is after the death of Khadija with the Allah and after the death of Abu Talib, and the prophets why Sam is alone and his daughter think about how humiliated is he is Salallahu Salam, his daughter is moving the guts from his back at his thought to Assam and he's always honored sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, and he's comforting fonti model the Allahu anha as this man seeks to humiliate himself Allah Arnie was someone that is urban anymore eight so you understand

the family of serried of an AMA that says Uncle, okay, and his uncle is a staunch enemy of the Prophet SAW Salem, and his uncle was killed in Budish. All right, and he had sworn to harm the profit slice on him and he was someone who was filthy with the profit slice. He is the person who only I've been wanting more I know your day here. Cole. Yeah. Later Nick Tehama Vasudha Vela that that person who's biting his fist on the Day of Judgment, saying I wish I would have followed the profit slice I love. I love Atlanta and Halina. I wish I never took that person as a friend. I wish I would have taken the profit slice them as a friend instead. That's him, talking about him. So this

is sorry, uncle. So his family is a family that has a lot out against the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wasallam and his tribe, Benoit, the Champs is in fact, the tribe of Hyndman to Ritva. Right Hynd who cut the liver of Hemsedal, the Allahu Taala and, and chewed it out. So he's not someone who himself has a particular reason to go after the prophets lie Selim and you know, in the wake of, he's a younger man, but his tribe has a lot of vitriol against the prophets of Allah audio, some and they're leading the charge against Islam. Now, why is this important? Because Saeed starts his story of Islam from the date of the crucifixion of hold April, the Allahu taala. And

now let this man tell you his story of Islam.

So either of the Allahu Taala and who was someone who was oblivious to at all he didn't fight and against the prophets, why some he didn't fight in bed. He was a young man. But he says, I remember the mobs going out to tender aim for the crucifixion of believable the Allahu taala. This was a big deal, the crucifixion of Babel, the allowance.

And so they said, I came out. And he said, I watched as they dragged hold April, the Allahu taala. And when they beat him, and the people screamed at him, and I was staring at whole Babel, the Allahu Taala animal the whole time. And he starts to recount the narration. He said, and I remember when he labeled all the Allahu taala. And who said, Let me pray to records. And he prayed to records. And he said that if I didn't want you to get the pleasure of thinking that I was afraid, I would have increased in those two darker eyes. If I didn't want you to think that I was delaying my death, I would have kept on praying. And he said, and I remember when they strung him up onto the cross, and

they were beating him and the blood was dripping from him. And they were asking him, would you like that Mohammed sai son and be in your place and hold April the alo annual responded that I would rather or I would not want the profits license even be struck by a thorn. I would rather this than the profit slice and be touched by a thorn. And he said and I remember

as they were beating him and yelling at him, and they were saying it'll Tolu it Cthulhu imagine being in the front of the mob and the people are shouting kill him kill him and they cut his body parts piece by piece and I was watching so he's not participating as much, except that maybe I carried some of the wounds.

Good, but I wasn't participating in killing him but I was there with the mobs. It's my family that's a part of doing this to him.

And then Kobe makes the DUA, Allah Who asked him either work to learn better the water to harder minimum I had, Oh Allah, count them all and kill them one by one and do not spare what a tough call or whether to harder, do not spare a single one of them.

And so he'd remembered the power of Hello babes do remember, Abu Sufyan through more Alia to the ground, the people hit the ground because of the power in his voice, even though he was dying when he made against them.

This is the beginning of settings Islam.

Sorry, Dibner armor are the Allahu Taala and who he said. So I went home that night, and I kept on replaying over and over and over again, the murder of Kobe and my participation. I was there and he made your art against me. And I saw the conviction that he had the strength that he had the faith that he had, like nothing shook them in everything they did to him.

And he said eventually I couldn't handle myself. So I went out to Quraysh and I called out to them and I said yeah, Marshadow Quraysh Oh, assembly of course in Newbury number five to me Kobe. I have nothing to do with what you did with Kobe. What anybody mean come I have nothing to do with any of you. And I am free from your idol worship and I'm free from your sorcery and I'm free from your oppression. I want nothing to do with any of you anymore.

And he said and I made my way to Medina. He's a very interesting person. Why? Because most people you know if you look at sort of the the bulk of people are the bunches of people that are embracing Islam, right you have these batches of people that embrace Islam at certain parts of the Ceylon. There is a batch after labor. There is a batch after for the BIA. There is the biggest batch after Mecca after the conquest of Mecca.

Saeed is interesting and that he will make his way to Medina to embrace Islam before Hiber it's an awkward time period because it's the lowest time period of the Prophet's life and this is one of the prophets lies I'm in his community. We're most vulnerable, and so either of the Allahu Tada and who actually wants to go and embrace Islam at this point. And that is a sign of his sincerity and even Allah azza wa jal mentions time periods count here Lester women Common amfa Common commonly referred to as a cotton hula, you can call them odorata Minella Dena Anthropo membaca workato what Colin, what are the lug Krisna Allah says it in certain Hadith that those who embraced Islam after the FET

are not equal to those that embraced Islam before it. Those that did it before and fought alongside the prophets I summon spent and sacrifice as a group of people. They're not like those who came after. Now everyone has their individual circumstance with Allah azza wa jal, but as a group, those people are different. So sir Eid makes the cut off. He needs the cut off of the forefoot could they be Orpha Technica, and at the same time, he has blood on his hands from the Sahaba which is very rare. So he's, he's in a very different situation when it comes to the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam. So imagine being in Medina

and you now have to deal with Jabara Selena who murdered the head of the group that you sent to my ONA. I'm gonna ruin it for Halo the Allahu Taala and hope and you have a man who participated in the crucifixion, of Habib and RDL the Allahu Taala and hope

from the Hadith tautology from the massacre of Algeria. And sorry the winner and when it comes to the Prophet sighs Allah

and he tells the prophets lie some what happened with Kobe, he recounts the story and he tells the province lies on what he told his people.

Do I have a chance at repentance?

Right? I mean, these are the people who needed that hadith of the man who killed 99 and 100 people we all need to know that Allah subhanaw taala to wobble Rahim that Allah Azza does the acceptor of repentance and the forgiving but these people really needed that particular hadith of a man who committed multiple murders but still was forgiven by ALLAH SubhanA wa Tada now Subhanallah What about hold April the Allah on one hold April the law and one sorry, though the law on hold bumped into each other and Jana did not make your against you people.

Imagined Subhanallah that of the good deeds of Habib is the Islam of Syria and we're going to talk about all the great things that said he will do in Islam, his last act, even in death was there our his last act, even in death was Dawa, jab Jabbar guna submodel de la Anna who died very quietly. So a little the Allahu Anhu is going to go on to do amazing things in Islam who obeyed or the Allahu Anhu was giving Dawa to the man even while he was being crucified and didn't even know it. So what would be more beloved to forbade that knowing that you extended your legacy

The through this man as well even as he was participating in your murder, so sorry, there will be a lot of data and who comes and one of the things that the aid immediately distinguishes himself by is Zeus is asceticism. Now Benoit the shrimps.

There are pretty rich, pretentious people.

Okay, I didn't want to lose you all with the family tree but

Fatima, his sister is married to the uncle that might have been our family, Allah Tada. And when Molina than us, or this man comes from this tribe, while the Allahu Taala and who they were rich people, they were wealthy, they were the nobles of Mecca, the elites of Mecca. And now, sorry, though the Allah annual comes and he basically takes on the approach of Allah sofa.

He decides to absolve himself of this dunya altogether. He's very interesting in that regard. He doesn't want the wealth of this world. He doesn't need to be bought, he doesn't need to be sort of softened up into a slump. I don't want any of it. So is there either the law and who becomes famous for a Zune, and that's why you'll even find that some of them will firstly ruin when they talk about Wamena Nassima yesterday, NAFSA de la mala Tila, that there are those that have sold themselves for the sake of Allah subhanaw taala. They've given their souls for the sake of Allah, that's their aid is one of those people he resembles these people who completely came to the Prophet slice on him and

said, I am done with this world. I am dedicating myself to you. So he fought alongside the prophets like Selim and Haber. He fought alongside the prophets, I summon all of the battles that come after and he dedicates himself in that sense, and he was a skilled

warrior or the Allahu Taala animal. But he takes on the, the identity of the poor ones of the Sahaba of those that are known for their zoom And subhanAllah there's very few that's the very few narrations that can be found from him. One narration on top Ronnie, the SIR even Ahmed al Juma Hey, what are the Allahu Taala and who and in the beasts of the line Salam. He says that the prophets lie some said in the folklore and mostly mean he has a phone or camera he has a full Hana for your car Lulu people in his app that on the day of judgment that the poor people amongst the Muslims will be brought forth lined up the way that the pigeons are lined up meaning they'll be brought forth in

their groups

and then it will be set to them to fulfill is up now stand and go through your a sub be held accountable. Fair Kowloon wala Hema Talaq now che in your house there will be people will say, well, Allah here we have left nothing behind that we can be held accountable for meaning we were poor people fail Portola Hotel La Jolla, Lu sadhaka Eva de Allah subhanaw taala will say My servants are telling the truth if they had to Haroon al janitor Pablo Naseby Severina Amma and so they will enter Jannah before the people by seven years one narration which is more authentic and 500 years so the point is, is that they go before the people because on the Day of Judgment, they have nothing to be

asked for. They have nothing to be asked about. They don't have any near any of the blessings any of the money, the wealth that people will be asked about We ask Allah subhanaw taala that he makes it easy for us on the Day of Judgment Allahumma Amin, so these are the poor people. And so he narrates that and sorry, Dibner Ammeraal, the Allahu Taala and who wants to be amongst those people. So he immediately gains favor, not just with the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wasallam but with Abu Bakr Siddiq or the Allahu Taala and, and particularly gains a special relationship with Ahmed are going to hop up oral the Allahu taala. And, and his relationship with Omar becomes a major focus in the

history of Islam. Now, why does our model the Allahu Anhu love him Number one, he hates materialism. Even though he comes from a family of materialism. Number two, Sade carries himself with a lot of sincerity. With a lot of integrity with a lot of Taqwa with a lot of piety. It wasn't easy to impress honorable kalaburagi, a longtime animal, sir either of the Allahu Anhu becomes one of those people who deeply impresses Almighty Allah and who, and who gives all mercy as well as takes nausea from Allah, they actually have a relationship in which they will both advise one another for the sake of Allah Subhana Allah to Allah. So we have very little about his relationship with the

prophets of the learning center I'm sorry that will be alone. But what we have is that he fought alongside the Prophet sign somebody fits in awkward category, which puts them really alone where he killed in knowledge Roger and participated in the murder, but then became Muslim long before most of those other people would become Muslim or the Allah Tala and Muslimeen and the Sahaba to marry.

So when the Prophet slicin passes away, we're back at the low tide and who puts him in charge of some of the battalions and he fights as a commander and says

Got expeditions and he's a close confidant of Abu Bakr to study follow the law. And then when Abu Bakr Siddiq, Allah Allah Tala and who passes away and honorable photographer the law annual becomes the Khalifa, we find this relationship unfolds. And this legacy of a man who carries on his conscience, one of the greatest tragedies in history starts to unfold. First and foremost, one of the most beautiful advices that you will see to a leader is the advice that he will give to I'm going to look up Pablo, the Allahu Taala animal when I'm going to do how Tarboro the Allah Tala animal becomes the Khalifa. So when amaro the Allahu Anhu becomes the Khalifa. He says to him, yeah,

Omar in Rio, an OC ik says, oh, Omar,

I want to give you some advice. So I'll model the allowance and Andrew said of course please give me advice. So he said to him all seeker and Tasha Allah fineness Well, Tasha NASA Villa somehow in and of itself that sentence is very hard to translate by the way, all seeker and Tasha Allah fineness Well, attraction NASA villa, I advise you, and all seeker is a very strong word I advise you, that you fear Allah in regards to the people and don't fear the people in regards to Allah. First and foremost, fear Allah in regards to the people do not fear the people in regards to Allah. What are you study for call Luca? Well, fair look for in Hyrule Kali, ma Tabea. whole theory, and do not let

your words and your deeds have any discrepancy. Because the best words are the ones that are followed by deeds by actions. It's time to think about this. I mean, imagine who you have to be to tell her about all the alarm about hypocrisy like to give a little the Alonzo advice about hypocrisy means that you have to have a pretty significant position with him. So he says to him, don't let your words depart from your deeds and the best words are the ones that are followed by deeds. Well tuck leafy Emery in waiting before the a&e yesterday for an ATM rook. were tuned in there or an ill health or hood Bill Emery than Hoja. So he says and do not judge in a singular situation with two

different judgments. Don't let your judgments conflict, right. Because then you might swear from the truth always stick to the proof to the truth. While you're in Colombo while you're sleeping right? EOTech Allah yedek and Allah azza wa jal will help you and he will rectify your people on your hand. What can wedge Hakka Wakaba karimun Wallach Allahu umbra, whom in the evening Muslimeen what Caribbean how significant Subhanallah with what's happening to our brothers and sisters in Morocco and Libya and Indonesia, the tragedies and of course the oppression he says, and focus yourself on being just and being intense upon caring for those who Allah has put under you from the Muslims that

are close to you and the Muslims that are very far away from you. They're all on you. Oh, Omar. You have they have a right upon you wherever they are, Omar, what a hip Bella Houma to hit booty enough Seco early basic and love for them what you love for yourself and for your family. What Cara Lahoma chakra who Nina Nina FC Cody Ali basic and hate for them, what you hate for yourself and what you hate for your family.

Well hold the LA Marathi eidl Hockey Hazel alimta while tackling Villa Hilo masala and take the truth wherever it takes you and do not fear in the way of Allah the blame of a blamer spiral. Imagine if this was a constitution or something that we read to everyone who was given a position amongst the Muslims. The advice of Sati demure Amrita Amara kebab, may Allah be pleased with them when he took this position? hamara the Allahu Anhu is someone who if you said it took a lot of him he starts crying.

So what do you think? I mean, happens to him once that aid gives him this type of advice. So not all the Allahu Anhu is overwhelmed. He says woman you're still to daddy KSI who in the world could do what you just said? Oh, say

everything that you just mentioned. How in the world am I supposed to do that? Oh, sorry. Sorry, though. The Allahu Anhu says myth. Look, you someone like you, man, well, Hola. Hola. Hola, Manuel. Hola. Hola, who umbra? Amati Mohammed in sallallahu alayhi wa sallam. When I'm Elijah Albania who were Vayner who I had you or Ahmad, a person like you, Allah put you in this position, someone who Allah put in charge of the Ummah of Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam and did not put anything between him and Allah azza wa jal, it is you I'm telling you to take what Allah has given you. In hack with hack.

Allah gave it to you because you deserve it. Now do justice by Allah. Muhammad Rasul Allah and who said Allah Hello, Mr. Han. From Allah, Allah help is sought. This is again one of the most beautiful advices that we find from sorry to Allah. Now Omar is going to repay the favor if Amata likes you

He's gonna make you a governor.

And remember our model the law, no hates hypocrites, and he hates materialists, and he hates people who display a once for leadership. So many times in the seat of our model the Law No, you see him trying to make someone a governor, they're saying, Please don't make me a governor. And almost saying, you're not just gonna let me deal with this on my own. So I'll model the allowance and I'm home calls saved forward will the Allahu Tada and home after the conquest of hymns in Shang hemps. And attempts, by the way, obviously, one of the greatest cities in the sham of Syria and of greater Syria. And at that time,

probably, you know, historians say probably the first city of a sham that had as large of a Muslim population as a digital, right, because remember, the Muslims did not force people to convert to Islam, right. So many of them held on to the religion for some time, hems had a huge Muslim population. And it was one of the centres of a sham and amaro the low tide and who conquers. Hence, of course, this is when the expedition is taking place with a sham, the battle between the Romans and the Muslims. And you can actually pull up a picture of the earliest picture of hemps just to give you the idea, and of course hemps was one of the cities that was destroyed in the revolution.

May Allah subhanaw taala help the people of hemps today alone that I mean, make it easy for our brothers and sisters, their alumni. I mean, this is one of the earliest pictures of hemps historical city beautiful city. So I'm at all the Allahu taala. And who calls forth sorry, the banana. And he says, I'm putting you in charge of hemps. Say the banana is a man who lives like Zaha, he's completely away from the dunya he's completely away from anything of this world, the material of this world. And he says, Yeah, Omar, Omar, please, Nisha took Allah let's have teeny

don't put me to trial. Don't Don't let this be a fitna for me. I'm begging you by Allah. And Allah Allah, Allah Allah. Allah Allah He got mad, he said way heckle well that somehow then Amalfi or no tea from A to her later money. He said well to you, you people put this on my neck and then you left me alone. No, no, no, you're sharing this burden with me you think I wanted to be Khalifa you have to be the governor. And he's saying please Ahmad leave me to the masjid leave me to my reading leave me to my Riba. Leave me to my worship. I don't want anything to do with this. And oh my God, Allah Tala and says, wala he learned that okay.

I swear by Allah, I will not leave you alone.

Allah think about how the things have changed. And by the way, there's so much to think about the relevance here.

I will not leave you alone. You have to do this. Because you are a person who's suited for it.

So Amara, the Allahu Anhu says 10 You're now in charge of hemps. Masada you need to go to him? And he says to him after that, because at the end of the day, he's made more money. He's the commander of the believer. So sorry, protested but fine, I'll take it. He says to him. Allah enough. Would you do like a risk? Do you want me to give you a salary? Do you need some money? saved all the Allahu taala. And who says one that I will be here. I mean, in our thought, even baiting movies, either on Hagerty talent, he said, I don't need any money or minimal money in what I get my monthly wage from beta naught is more than what my expenses are, I'm okay. I'm going to be alone. I know didn't like

bribery. He didn't want people to be corrupted. So he gave his governors a salary, so they would not be bought by their people. So that was one of his strategies. And it was a wise thing for almost all the law to do to make sure that the governors were taken care of, so that no one can bribe them. Right. So he says I don't want the money. I'm okay. Beta man, what I get as a monthly wage is enough.

Now Subhanallah as he is sending him

he says to him, as he's bidding him farewell call as I read in the in a barrel so can Allah comment just a bit of Lolly him? Well as to advance who can relay him he told the river a Beshara hum, wala tentec Santa, he get out of the home with a kidnapper? Tujuh he to be him? I do well, what took the morphe him they said, Listen, I'm sending you to a people. And I'm not sending you to people so that you could beat on their men, or so that you could dishonor their people. I'm not sending you to be an oppressor. Don't go there with a stick in your hand with a whip and start asserting yourself in charge of these people and start oppressing the people. That's not what I'm sending you just the way

they portray or model the Allah Tada and who and the justice of this man, I'm not sending you to beat people. I'm not sending you to dishonor people. I'm sending you to go there to fight alongside them. This is an active battle between the Muslims and the Romans here to fight alongside them, and at the same time that you can justly distribute the

spoils amongst them, so justly distribute

There proportions amongst them.

So so he makes his way to hemps tuition.

Now almost all the allow on hold is getting his his reports. And Omar has two ways of getting reports. One of them is in hedge, or if people come to him and he asked them about how people are doing in this region. The other one is that Omar just shows up in your city,

pops up in your living room, and starts asking the people about you and making sure that you're not taking anything not stealing anything and that the people have no complaints against you. So Omar has a two tiered approach all the data, I'm going to checking on his governors, everything he's getting from hims is positive. Everyone comes forth and they keep talking about the justice and the goodness of sanity. They've been hammered out of the Allahu taala. And now hems had a nickname, by the way.

And so this is a way that the Iraqis and the shammies will both get mad at me. No, they called it Cueva little Kufa and the reason why they called it Kuwait a little Kufa is because Kufa was known for too many complaints. And so hence was known for Chicago for a lot of complaints as well. So they used to call it Khalifa, the little Kufa. Alright, so it was shocking to model the Allahu Taala and hope that you know, they all have good things to say about say a diviner amor. So he sends a letter to say denominations and Allah Shermie you have Hornak like the people of Shem really love you.

What do you think it is called the ini? Are we know who will see him? He said, Because I'm there for them, I help them. And I comfort them when they are in need. So our model the Allah Tala and who says who's had the healer Ancelotti, who had the rational to Allah fatawa Serbia said to him, listen, here's 10,000 dinars from me to you. Give yourself a break, breathe a bit because you're living in such hardship. And it's okay for you to at least have some comfort in your life. And he says to him, not only how men who are allegedly lay her money, he said, You know, I'm not I'm gonna give it to someone who needs it more than me No, I don't want to do that. I don't need this 10,000

I'll give it to people that need it more than me and I'll model the Allahu Taala and who says to him in the in the BSL Allah who it was a tiny you know one time the prophets lie some gave me some money for call to let him Mithila the calls and you know, I said to the prophets like some of the same thing you just said to me so the honestly I don't need it. I'll just go give it to the port. And he said, For Connolly and he has salatu salam the prophets like some said to me either attack Allah Humala lamb top lobe Hall while I'm touched Allahu La he enough Sook Fairhope for in them or whoever spoon attack Allah hobby. If as if someone gives you money and you didn't go seek it out. You didn't

crave it inside you didn't do anything for it, but just something that came your way then take it that is risk that Allah's contest sent to you. Right? You don't have to torture yourself in this way.

So he gave him something in that regard. And so how long the only complaint that he that are the only incident that we know of a back and forth between say I am an AMA and someone and hemps is that one time someone called him a name? Someone said something to him insulting so it's Pamela no one no one ever is free from this especially in a position of leadership. So someone sent an eight said something to him. And he says many ladies are manipulated is mean ladies and money behind reality. Who is the person that said that called me a name that my father did not name me. He says in content and love and Ian until Anakin Malayaka. Look, you could have protected yourself from being cursed by

the angels. You really didn't need to get yourself cursed by the angels. Well that 10 hours open up don't do that. Don't call people by by bad nicknames don't lock people. You know you could have protected yourself saved yourself from giving away your good deeds to someone right now or tomorrow the Allahu Allah, Allah and who has another incident with him?

Almost all the Allah Tala and Hall one day was gathering the people from the different regions. So he said to them, give me the scrolls of your full Quran of your poor people, so I can take care of them.

As Han Allah, as they give him the names of the full Quran. He sees the name of Saudi dynamische

so amaro the Allah who was like, Is this a mistake?

He said to them, who is this? They said our me. He said a miracle. In fact,

your Amir is one of the poor people of hemps like are you serious? You're putting your immediate in the in there's a cat collections, like what are you talking about? So they said to Amato, the Allahu taala. And they said, well, Allah He made a mini sorry, Dibner amor are the Allahu taala. And who goes nights, long nights. What are you Qaddafi beta Hina and no fire is lit in his home. The man doesn't eat. The man doesn't take anything. The man lives his life. Very, very, very poor.

For better or the Allahu Taala and who can and should lead and Hector Bella tomorrow who looked at all the Allahu taala. And Allah here to who are Amaro, the Allah and who cried so much that his beard became once he started to weep for the Allah and I mean, they know where these people came from. That man comes from Benoit, the Samson, maca. And he has given all that up. And now he's in the scrolls of the poorest people in a region that he governs. And I'm literally alone who starts to cry and cry and cry. And oh my God, Allah Tada. And when he goes in, he gets 1000 dinars from himself. And he puts it in a pouch.

And he says, Go to Sir eat Khurana his Salam give him my salah. What kulula Who is there? No, we have Allah cabal a Hawa he

tell them to use this 1000 This is for me to have. This isn't a good man. I'm giving him 1000 For me, tell him to take care of his debts. Tell him to take care of whatever he needs.

Subhanallah here's what happens. They come back to say even your honor the governor Hello the Allahu Taala animal of a Shem

and they hand him the pouch and they say this is from Almirall the law of China and he cried when he saw your name amongst the football. He sends his Salaam and he says take this to handle your deaths. Sorry, it goes in law he were in Iraq zero.

So his wife comes.

And his wife says man shot no matter what happened and I'm gonna die. Tomorrow I imagine the way he said in alila when la Raja Rouen she thought that all modern hip hop died that the news that came back from a model the low animals that he passed away.

And so he goes with it. He says the other moment, Alec, he said, No, it's worse than that.

It's worse than that. It's worth worse than the death of America. She said one other. What is it? He said DACA DACA. Alia dunya li to see the karate

he said that something of this world has come into me or come into this home that has come to ruin my akhira.

We'll handle that in fifth Netta V Beatty. And then as brought fitment to my house. So she said to homeless men how she still has no idea what he's talking about. So she said, well get rid of it. If something came in your house, like is it a letter? Is it a problem? If something came in your house that has is going to ruin your akhira? Get rid of it? He said that's the answer that I want and healthcare engineer Allah Derek, will you help me do that? She said yes. So he takes out the 1000 dinars, he says helped me put this into some envelopes or some bags and let's go distribute this to the football. So she says let's do it.

Tonight Allah, this is his character of the Allahu Taala animal. Now Subhanallah

what happens after this, and this is where the story all comes full circle.

And it's one of the most touching stories that you find from Seattle Sahaba from the

from the biographies of the companions, when almost all the low tide annual comes to himself to meet the people for the very first time. And to ask them about, say the banana. Remember, this is Khalifa they complain a lot. Right? He's expecting complaints.

And they said to him, Listen, say this amazing.

But we have four complaints about

four things we want to bring to your attention about just these four complaints. So I'm literally a longtime fan who has a consistent man. What is our model the law and who do when the people say we have a complaint about the governor he brings the governor forward and he hears that he hears out their complaints and amaro the low tide and who says I even made it there I said Allahumma in the army for whom in Hyderabad IC O Allah I know him to be of the best of your servants Allahu Allah to hire V ferocity. Oh Allah don't let my what I thought I saw in him be wrong. Like don't let my impression of him be wrong. He's so I know him like almost all the Allahu Anhu is someone who knows

a good person when he sees them. I know him. Don't let him be wrong.

So I'm going to the Allah and we'll call serried and he calls the people forward. And he said, Sorry, they have four complaints about you to follow. Go ahead. What are your complaints? They said Anna who? Leia fruit Elena Hatter. Yetta. Elena,

they said to him, first and foremost, he only comes out to us after the sun has already risen.

Meaning he takes his time in the morning he's a late morning guy prays budget with us, but he doesn't come to start taking care of our affairs until after the sun is high until later on in the morning. So I'm not really allowed to add on when he says to say lumada why is it that that happens? Color in the Accra whoa and ahora Dalkia Amin Amin said listen, I didn't want to talk about this. I mean a moment and I hate to even put this out there. But he says to him,

he says anethole lab

The mental D though I have to make it clear that in the holy Sally early Haldimand for a coma Sudha for Ginola, Houma, Regina home for mantle, the Rahu TAMIU from a como visa hula home from a What? What afterwards,

he said that, look, we don't have anyone to help us out, we don't have a maid. Now some hang on back then even a very poor person will have some hard them, someone that's helping them out some sort of a maid. And he says we don't have anyone in the house to help us out. We're very poor. So he said, Every morning, I go out, and I prepare the dough. And I baked the bread, I wait for it to rise. And then once I can give the at least the bread to my family, he says that I make will do and I come out to the people and I start taking care of their fears. Obviously, this is embarrassing for the people like man, like we put them on the spot. And we said that, you know, he doesn't come out to us until

later in the day. It's because he's so poor, that he has to cook his own. He has to bake his own bread. And that's unusual to them. So I'm not all the law and who says that settled?

A Nathania. He said okay, people what do you have next? What's your second complaint? Carlo? Anna, who? La ug, whoo. I hadn't belay. Talked about entitlement. They said he doesn't respond to us at night, doesn't take our calls at night. Alright, the governor doesn't listen to us at night. So our model the law, and he says why don't you answer the people at night? And each one of these how that could be addressed, by the way in terms of expectations and bandwidth and balance and all that kind of stuff. Why don't you answer them? And I said, Yeah, I mean, I really didn't want to talk about it. But he said listen, Kajal taharah home, while he rob de la.

He said, I have divided my life so that the daytime is for the people. And the nighttime is for my Lord.

That's my time of clear.

So yeah, I don't respond to them at night, because I'm praying clear, I'm gonna that's the time that I've given to my Lord, and he made it as general as possible. My time for my Lord is nighttime, my time for the people is during the day.

So I'm not all the alone time and who said that settled? Instead of 31st? What's your third complaints about him? So they then went on to say

that Anahola Yehudah Jiangmen Min collishaw Subhan? Allah, He has one vacation day a month. Please do not treat your employees this way.

There's one day of the month, he doesn't come out to us. All right. So how dare he take one day off?

I want all the alerts out. I know it says Sorry, what is it? You don't come out to them one day and he says, Listen, I didn't want to say this. But he said, not only do I not have a hard time I don't have anyone to take care of our stuff. He said laser mdvr one regular allottee la he said the only film I have is the one that I wear.

So he says for an axial half a shower Marwan were until the roja Hatta touch if he said, so I take the stove and I wash it one day of the month at least I have to wash it and I have to wait for it to dry up. So I can come out to the people. So there's one day that I extensively cleaned this job of mine.

This is looking worse and worse for the people with their complaints.

So every single one of them he's like, I didn't want to talk about this, but you're making me talk about this. So that's the one day that I take off. The fourth one is the most touching. And it's the one that brings it all full circle.

said what's the first one a labia

they said and who to see but who rush yet a febrile Alcott theory Bornemann filamentous said sometimes he passes out in the middle of a madness. So he'll be sitting with us and he just passes out the man blocks out frequently. So it's not as much a complaint about him. It's as he capable. We're worried about him. Is he having seizures? Why does he blackout so frequently?

And this is the one Subhanallah that would move on model the Allahu Taala and her the most and move the people the most. So it's a what is it? Are you okay? Why are you blacking out in the middle of your gatherings?

And he says,

I was there when Kobe was crucified

in the Halacha to Massara for baby now it most of these people don't even know who Kobe was. So I was there when Kobe brought the Allahu Taala and who was killed come to Mushrik and I was one of the policies.

I was on the other side.

And he said and I watched forays to cut through Jessa who cutting up his limbs while he had a call a to hippo and Jacobina mecanica Mohammed.

I watched Grace cutting his limbs off and saying to him, would you wish that Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam was in your place and Hebei responding and saying well Allah Hema or hibel and a corner. I mean what are Hollywood what are the what animal Hamadan tissue cuckoo Shoka said I would not want I swear by Allah for Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam to be picked

by a thorn while I am safe with my family and with my health

so when Habib says this panela This is

very tough Why does he block out? He says every time I remember that scene either the character dolly can Mashhad what N Neelam on Soto and that I did not help him one that was happening. One and two and Allah Allah clearly.

I'm afraid Allah won't forgive me

Subhanallah with everything that he has been through,

I'm afraid Allah has not forgiven me for that moment. Can you imagine all that you've done now you've got decades of Islam under your belt and helping the people and doing all of this and you've earned the favor of Abu Bakr and Omar after the prophets I send them and now

I worry that Allah will not forgive me. And when I worry that Allah will not forgive me.

I pass out

as Pamela Romero the Allahu Tada and who was emotional, deeply moved because Ahmad is probably the only person in that gathering that gets it because he remembers what happened.

And Amato, the Allahu Taala and who says to the people, leave this man alone. And he said Alhamdulillah Allah de la mu Hi, Yvonne nubikk

All praises be to Allah, who did not disappoint me with you?

Who did not contradict what I knew of you to be true.

So this is a little the Allahu Taala Anhalt spreading the greatness of Islam around the world. But remembering that one moment where he participated in the crucifixion of Habib, all the Allahu Taala and hope, and all model the Allahu tiedown, who are Anika Sahid. He hugs him he embraces him, and he comforts him in that moment. This is a human elements of Han Allah that we just do not we cannot possibly appreciate. What do you do when you have companions that killed companions, and that spent their whole lives wondering if Allah would forgive them or not.

And the reality is, is that it's actually a driver in his life, it becomes a driver that keeps him going, it becomes a driver that keeps him wondering if he's ever been forgiven, and keeps him doing good for the sake of Allah subhanaw taala The last thing I'll share is one more story between him and him. That'll be a lot of time. I don't know because we've reached time. I'm out of the allotted time. I'm home, once again, got the report from the people of hemps. That Habib is poor Kobe doesn't have anything. So Amato, the Allah to Allah and his sons to him 1000 dinars again, he says, Listen, this is for me, please, please take care with these 1000 dinars do what you need to do to handle

your debts. So his wife sees it and his wife says and Hamdulillah we can take care of these debts. This is after years now and being in hardship. And so aid looks to her and says Well, her lucky female who Hiram indolic What if we do something better with this money? She said, what is that?

He said, That's very hard. Ila money. Tina beha when our Joomla Mokona elaida that we will give it to those that come to us even if we need it more than them. And no credo Hala hooter Allah Calderon Hasina will loan it to Allah as a beautiful loan?

And she said Nam wa jersey to hire? Yes. And may Allah reward you. From our common emergency he Hatter wasa are the Allahu Taala and who are at a time when Rahman will Mr. Keane and so he did not stand up for the law no until him and his wife they became famous for putting these envelopes together these pouches together by which they passed it out to the poor, may Allah subhanaw taala be pleased with the aid of an amateur Juma he will the Allah hotel animal he died under Aman Raha Pablo the law of time on his feed off and the year 19 After him and an hemsson He's buried and show me a loss parents I'd be pleased with him and be pleased with all of the companions. May Allah subhanaw

taala allow us to understand the incredible power of the Mercy of Allah subhanaw taala as well as the incredible power of a person who is seeking redemption in the Mercy of Allah subhana wa Anton and may Allah forgive us for all of our sins. May Allah azza wa jal join us with these incredible, magnificent companions and be pleased with them. May Allah sent His peace and blessings upon our Prophet sallallahu Sallam his Family and Companions Allah humma Amin, sha Allah Tada i will see you all next week. We'll slow it down more so I'm about to kind of you know Muhammad wider it he was like a big marine was Salam Alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh