Kamal El-Mekki – We always have a way to repent to Allah

Kamal El-Mekki
AI: Summary © The mechanism of Islam's suboxone treatment involves constantly practicing and sining, which takes a few moments and is designed to encourage people to make their good deeds immediately to avoid becoming a sinful individual. A young man experiences a viral attack and is given medication to prevent future severe illness. A man describes his experiences with working in a travel agency and finding work with people from Asia, emphasizing the importance of accepting and welcoming new experiences.
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I wanted to talk about how Allah

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has facilitated

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Tawba repenting

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repentance and turning to him. Allah has facilitated

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that so much,

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and he's put so many mechanisms

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so we never feel too dirty to turn

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back to Allah, a zuriel. Too far gone

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to come back to Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala.

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And I'm just gonna talk about a few

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of these mechanisms.

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One of the interesting ones is that Allah

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subhanahu wa ta'ala

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says,

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Indeed Allah loves those who constantly

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repent

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and purify themselves.

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If Allah

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loves those who constantly repent, in order to

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constantly repent,

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I would assume you would have to constantly

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sin or commit some kind of mistake

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so that it's already saying that you can

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be someone who makes a lot of mistakes

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but Allah will love you. Why? Because you

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immediately turn back to Allah and repent to

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Allah

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That's the condition.

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So you're never too dirty to come back

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to Allah. So you're never too far gone

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to come back to Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala.

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From the mechanisms,

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as we all know, we have 2 angels,

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the one that writes down your good deeds,

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and they'll write down your good deed immediately

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and and multiply it. And then you have

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the angel that writes down your bad deeds.

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And the angel that writes down your bad

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deeds, the prophet sallallahu alaihi wasallam described in

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the hadith that he delays writing down your

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bad deed. He doesn't write it immediately.

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He delays writing it down for how long?

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Sit sa'at.

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And a lot of times you find in

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books and lectures in English, that's translated as

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6 hours.

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Right?

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But the word

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didn't always mean hours.

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Sometimes means a few moments.

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Some of the scholars said is how long

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it takes the imam to climb up the

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mimbar, which is 3 steps.

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It's just a few seconds.

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So

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and we have another, like the prophet sallallahu

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alaihi wasallam one time was was going through

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a

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court procedure known as lian,

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and he asked

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the woman to testify.

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And the narrator says,

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so she hesitated.

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She hesitated.

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It means she hesitated for 1 full hour.

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If you stop for an hour in court,

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is that hesitation or refusing to testify?

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So

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she hesitated for a few seconds and then

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she made it, then she said it. So

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would be 6 of these short moments

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and that encourages you to make Toba. 6

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hours does not encourage you to make Toba.

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It encourages you to do it again. Right?

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Someone commits a sin and said, okay. Well,

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I still have 5 and a half hours.

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Let me get it out of my system.

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Keep doing it. But after a while, I

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have I have one more hour for Tawba.

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No. 6 of these short moments, that means

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the minute you finish doing the bad deed,

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you run immediately and repent to Allah, Azzurajal.

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Why? What's the motivation? If you run immediately

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and you repent to Allah

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and Allah forgives you before it's written,

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that means it's not even in your books.

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It's not even in your books. That's the

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motivation.

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6 moments, short moments like that.

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That means you finish the deed, you instantly

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turn to Allah's will immediately, not later, not

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after Aisha, not tomorrow I start over, immediately,

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which also doesn't give the shaitan opportunity to

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come to you and make you feel worthless

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and make you feel dirty and far from

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Allah. There's by the time the shaitan comes

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to you, you're already wanting to make tawba.

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He can't even catch you. That's that's the

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mechanism so that we rush to Allah

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and repent to Allah.

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But what if someone

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doesn't come to Allah

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Allah

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sends you a wake up call. And based

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on how much you're asleep,

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he will wake you up either vigorously

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or it's just a gentle tap.

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There was a young man, this is overseas,

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he said I started to practice, start to

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care about my religion, but I had one

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last trip

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to finish. Yeah. And it is

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there's something haram in that trip. It's not

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a very haram trip, but it was not

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a very good trip either. So he said,

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I finished it even though now I'm a

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practicing young man. He said, I'm driving on

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the highway. And those of you who've been

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overseas, sometimes you'll find things flying in the

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air, paper bags, and they do aerial shows

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like the Blue Angels,

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paper bag,

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when it almost touches the ground, it goes

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up again. It's entertaining.

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He said, I'm driving, and I see in

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the highway a paper bag, a a a

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plastic no. Wax paper.

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You know, wax paper, like, for cooking and

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fried chicken and stuff. And it's just flying

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like this. And I'm driving and my window's

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open.

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He says, when I got close to it,

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that wax paper came and it hit me

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right in the face, kid.

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And there was oil on it. It was

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it was wrapping some chicken with it or

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something like that. He said, I removed the

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paper.

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I wiped the oil from my face,

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and I spoke to Allah. He said,

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I understand.

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I understand.

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Yeah. And in this humiliation,

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you just went on this trip. You did

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something you weren't supposed to do. So he

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got humiliated a little bit with this wax

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hitting his face and the oil on his

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face, and he immediately understood the message from

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Allah

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So he's

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partially awake. You just need a little bit

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nudge, and that woke him up.

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And sometimes you need some shaking

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and a clear sign to come back to

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Allah

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This story also oversees.

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This man says he he's a doctor.

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And, in the old days, in the good

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old days, remember, you would get sick, you

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would call the doctor, he would come to

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your house with his briefcase. Right?

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So this doctor said this lady got sick

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and went to the family's house

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and

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I gave her the medication and everything.

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Then she says, let my son drop you

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off at home.

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So he says, I got in the car,

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her son's dropping me home. And on the

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way, we heard the adhan for Maghrib.

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So I told the young man, I said,

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let why don't we stop, pray Maghrib, and

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then continue, drop me off. Said the young

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man said, nah. Nah. Nah. The salah, I

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don't deal with that garbage.

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He said, I was so shocked, Annie. The

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young Muslim man would call salah garbage,

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and I was so turned off. The rest

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of the ride, they didn't say a word

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to him, couldn't wait till they dropped me

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off. I just got out of his car.

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So the year later, the lady gets sick

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again. I went to the house

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and

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when I finished and gave her the prescription

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and everything,

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she said,

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let Ahmed drop you off. He said, no.

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Thank you.

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I don't ever wanna see this guy. I

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mean, his mind is saying, I ever wanna

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see your son ever again. I don't wanna

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ride. I'll crawl crawl back home, walk back

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home. I don't want this boy. He said,

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no. No. Let Ahmed take you. Just wait.

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He'll come back. He's coming back from Asia

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now.

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He said, Asia?

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I said, now I wanna see him.

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He said, we got in the car, he's

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dropping me off, and I asked him. I

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said, Yaki, last year when I told you

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let's pray, you called salah garbage,

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and now you came from Asia. What happened?

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So the young man tells him, after I

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dropped you off, I continued looking for work,

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I couldn't find any work. I started working

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with this travel agency,

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and

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we started taking people to Umrah. To UMRA.

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So I just I'm working. I'm not praying.

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I don't care,

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but we took a group of people to

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UMRA.

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And I'm wearing a haram and I'm not

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doing umra or anything, but I'm just taking

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the customers there and everything. He said, while

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I'm standing in the haram wearing the ihram,

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just waiting for our people to finish,

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they started to wash the Kaaba.

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And we know when they wash the Kaaba,

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they open the doors and sometimes they just

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invite random people to enter the house of

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Allah, enter the Kaaba. He said the guy

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opened the door and he was looking for

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people to invite

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and we locked eyes. His eyes fell on

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my eyes, and he said

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he said, well, I I didn't even wanna

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go inside the cup.

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But how do you say no? Yeah. And

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what do you say? InshaAllah after lunch, what?

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There's no excuse, like who where's the haram?

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It's in the haram and says,

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He said, just out of embarrassment,

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I walked in.

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He said, when I walked in,

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I understood.

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This guy was so asleep. Allah

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took him to Makkah. He didn't wake up.

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He put on a Haram. He didn't wake

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up. He's in the Kaaba, in front of

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the Kaaba. He didn't wake up. Allah jiu

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said open the door, let him go inside.

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Maybe he'll get it. And he stepped inside,

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and then he woke up.

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So some so from

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Allah subhanahu ta'ala and how much he wants

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us to turn to him and how much

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he wants us to be close to him

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is that sometimes when we don't come to

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him, he sends us a message.

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And I'll conclude with

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what Allah says in the Quran.

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Was

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when you flee.

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But he's saying flee, rush to Allah.

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And the scholar said something beautiful.

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They said everything in this world, and young

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people especially listen to me. They said everything

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in this world

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that you're afraid of, you run away from.

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True?

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You're afraid of the fire, building's on fight,

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you run out, you run away from it.

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There's anything happening, a dog or vicious dog,

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what you run away from it. He said

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everything you're afraid of, you run away from

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except Allah.

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Is the only one that when you're afraid

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of him, you run to him. Because that's

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safety. Running to Allah's will is safety.

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Running away from him is just more trouble.

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So, Allah

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wants us to repent and there's so many

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mechanisms, so many invitations for us to turn

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to him.

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And this is part of our daily activity.

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We're always repenting to Allah. We're always making

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we're always asking

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Umrah when after he questioned the prophet sallallahu

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alaihi wasalam after Hudaybia

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because the conditions were not nice, they're not

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fair to the Muslims. So he kept questioning,

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but he didn't do anything haram. He would

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just kept questioning the prossalom, why are we

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accepting the terms of this treaty? But then

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later on, he's an older man, he's the

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Khalifa,

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He says, I spent years doing good deeds

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to make up for that, for just questioning

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the prophet

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People repenting from not things that are not

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even sins. They're cleansing themselves from that.

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So the invitation and the reminder to myself

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and to everybody,

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we always turn back to Allah

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We never feel that we've gone too far

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out. We've done too much that Allah is

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not interested in our tawba. Allah is so

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pleased and so happy with the Tawba of

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1 of us. Just like in that hadith

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of the man who lost his camel and

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then when he the he woke up and

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the camel came back, he was so happy

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that he misspoke and he said something severe.

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He said, oh Allah, you are my servant

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and I'm your lord. That's how much he

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was happy. And then the prophet says, Allah

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is more happy with your than this man

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with finding his camel.

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Isn't that an invitation for us? So that's

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all I want to say. That's the reminder

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I wanted to put out that we always

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turn to Allah that Allah is always welcoming

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us and will always accept us.

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May Allah accept all your good deeds and

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your fasting and your duas.

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