Manāzil as-Sa’irīn #81 – Chapter on Breath
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Not 100 also tomorrow so de la de asahiyama in order to proceed, inshallah, today we will have the chapter on an Fs which will be translated as breath or sigh
and we will continue
the book of inheritance in following session inshallah. So to start let's go over even lotteries, Chapter of numbers or breath.
Remember how he died in the year 481, after the heads of the Prophet sallallahu Sallam said in his book monazite of 18
which means Stations of the wayfarers,
part of lavas origin under Chapter 76, which is an office Collazo journal from Africa, Kata subhanak. A lot of mighty said and when he recovered, when he recovered, he said, Exalted are You some translations, some of the translation said furama.
Africa when he woke up,
I usually use international and my translation but sometimes I do some modifications.
And here I chose the recover the because it's a fact he was shocked. And then he recovered from the shock, it is not simply waking up from sleep.
But rather when he asked Allah subhanaw taala to look at him and Allah said, you will not be able to see me. But look at the mountain and if it stayed in its place, then you'll be able to see me. And then when his Lord manifested Himself to the mountain, the mountain fell apart. And then masala is salam, O shocked and then Moosa
would be recovered. So when he recovered, he said, Exalted are You.
And why is that? Starting with this is sometimes the relevance of the idea is obvious. And sometimes the relevance is subtle. But most of the choices have a limited hardware harmala for the IRS are very beautiful, and meaningful.
I mean, they're all good, but I'm just saying that some of them are particularly more subtle, but they're instead very beautiful.
Here, the idea here is that
he is trying to basically draw a parable between this sock which is a hand and the FACA, which is the recovery from the suffering sock is a shocking, so he was shocked, because he was not able to hand that the jelly of Allah subhana wa Taala, which is the Allah manifesting himself, and, you know, manifesting himself out of the law manifested Himself to the to the mountain and not everything else. And in what way Allah manifested Himself.
don't investigate, stop where you were made to stop,
by the verses by the app and the Hadees. Don't go beyond the app and the Hadith. And don't try to extrapolate from the art or the Hadith, anything that is not given to you, directly in the eye or the Hadith.
But when this happened, and Musa alayhis salam was shocked, and then he recovered, that is a hand sock is a hell to be shocked to because of it generally is a hand and then he recovered, he came out of this hell. And that is like
taking a breath or aside. When we talk about breath here. This is a spiritual breath. This is not a physical breath.
But when you sometimes think of a breath, you breathe in and out, you take a deep breath sometimes. And when you are distressed, don't you take a deep breath.
Like if you're really distressed and upset,
or angry or something and you're trying to suppress your rage don't
You go like this,
you do. And then also when you are particularly happy, like or excited about something, don't you do
you do. So, he is trying to draw a parallel here between these physical breaths and the spiritual breath.
And because the spiritual breaths also are taken in two different conditions, when you are this stressed you take a breath yours your spirit size or Takes a Breath because of the distress because of the loss because of the deprivation, your soul size and takes a breath and when your soul also is transitioning from one station to another station. When you move from one station to another station here, take a breath to get ready for the following station. So, in your ascending the ladder, the Maharaja the stairway of
faith So Luke believe
getting closer to Allah subhanaw taala. You do take those size or breaths often.
So that's part of the relationship between what musala is when through the breath or the side that the shape intends to talk about here spiritual breath or sigh that the chief intends to talk about here. Then the sheikh said you some manifests whenever suddenly Tarawa hillmorton fccb.
project were here too shabby, who rejected what, what and facile selasa
you submit the numbers on efficently Tarawa hidden with an fccb nafas or breath is called an Fs because the breather finds comfort in it. Because the breather finds comfort in it. And
claim rockmount line with average, he tells us that everything that starts with noon and fair
and these are going to be another chemical layer the difference between the complement of a lobby and a document accordingly. A lobby applies most of the time. Hotmail currently is a universal rule that applies all the time. And certainly in matters of this nature. The rules don't apply all the time, they will apply most of the time. But still if they apply most of the time, then they are good rules to ponder. But he says that whenever you have noon and fair at the beginning, any and then a third letter regardless of the third letter, we're talking here about some form of departure or exiting coming out of you know coming out of a state of place, and so on.
When a departure a departure from an ongoing default, so if you say in FSX for instance, it's a breath
and when you say manifesta when the prophet SAW Sutherland said magnificent moment and quote quarterback admin COVID Daniela fasula animal corporate admin Cora Veoma piano, whoever relieves that's why an office could be called the restaurant also. Whoever relieves knotfest here would be relieves
the believer from the stress and this life Allah will believe him from the stress and the hereafter. So it is about relieving It's about taking you out of your distress, moving removing you out of your distress when you say enough which is basically drive away or exile nafi is also has to do with coming out of a place or moving from one place to another when you say even Navara Navara when we talk about like a military expedition Navara
calculator Peter Luqman federal disability law why why what is wrong with you when you are told to go out in the cause of a law in federal disability law go out and because of a law when you talk about an F law also an F is
supererogatory and why is naturally what what what comes out here naturally comes out from the farther it departs from it is different from the farther so you're as if you're saying I want to sort this out, I want to remove this from the obligatory prayers, this is not that this is extra, this is additional. This is not part of the obligatory prayers and so on. So but if you can
buying the three letter word noon fat seen, they will always infer some form of relief. Noon fat seed, because NFS infers relief. And that's why the Prophet says manifests on in court. But whoever relieves the believer from the stress in this life, Allah will relieve him from the stress and the hereafter. So that is,
that's what Memphis is about. It's about relief. It's about rest, respite.
And the soul Takes a Breath,
when it is in distress in a soul Takes a Breath also, when it is moving or transitioning between two different stations or two different states, stations will be mahkumat states will be well mahkumat is the plural of what is the plural of hell. And we talked before about the difference between macom and Han. And we said that macom usually it is acquired Han is gifted, we said macom is usually more stable Han is more transient.
So he says you summon Fs, one Fs, and they throw him with an F is B then Fs is called an Fs because the breather finds comfort in it. Well, while I said it that it is of three levels. We're here to share with you the rejected walk, they resemble the levels of walk or timeliness or moment. Remember when we talked about the station of timeliness or moment
when we translated walked, although literally literally translated as momentum, but we said that what is intended here eventually is timeliness.
So what is the similarity between office and work? Well, there are two similarities. One is more general similarity. Because your work your time is measured by your breath. You are a group of breaths.
Every time you breathe in and out, that part of you goes away and never comes back. You know? Like, how many breaths would you take in your life? They're counted that as how many breaths like 200 million, whatever, a number of breaths that you will take in your life.
How many times he, you know, depends on your age. But let's say you bravely breeze 20 times a minute,
20 times a minute, multiply this by 60 minutes. So you breathe 1200 times an hour, multiply this by 24 hours, what's 1200 times 24, who is good at math here
24 times 1200.
That's going to be around
about 30,000 or something in that neighborhood. Yeah. So that, yeah, multiply this by 365. multiply this by your age. And you will get the number of breaths that you will take in this life. And every time you breathe in, you breathe out, that's one breath less.
Or one breath now towards the end. So you measure that's how your life is measured. So that is like, that's the relationship that's the relevance here. That's the relationship between timeliness or the station of time. The moment you want to capture every moment, you want to capture every breath, every moment should be dedicated to a lot to the cause of Allah, which does not mean every moment would be dedicated to ritualism. Because the cause of Allah is a lot more comprehensive than than only rituals, although the rituals come at the heart of this, you know, your saliva, certainly, and so on. But, but it is it is more comprehensive than this. But every moment of your life should be
dedicated to the pursuit of his pleasure.
Even when you are asleep as we as we explained before, so that it applies the timeliness and it applies to an office that applies the walk and it applies to an office and also the other relationship between locked and novice is that both are well.
Both are both are transient interstates. Both are, well both are transient interstates
that come and go.
So, okay, and then the sheikh said, What unfenced with Alaska. There are three different three different types of breaths.
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the first breath is, is a breathtaking while being veiled it's full of turmoil and associated with knowledge. When he breathes this, he it is with sorrow. And when he speaks it is with sadness. To me, it emanates from the lonesome ness of being veiled. It's the darkness that they consider to be a station.
And episode one episode three heinous that are the first the breath is a breathtaking while being veiled. So we said that you take a breath in K in distress or in joy, out of the stress out of joy. This is the brass that you will take out of the stress. When you get veiled. When you get obstructed when you get barred when you get impeded when you're slow and slowed down.
Because of your own doing, Allah subhanaw taala does not do this to people unless it is of their own doing.
COVID-19 fusi come say it is from your own selves, or your own work your own doing.
But you get you get veiled sometimes.
Sometimes you are invited, sometimes you're empowered sometimes you are your path is facilitated for you sometimes you're vain. And that happens to everyone. Because the Prophet sallallahu Sallam said in a Hassan report by was conducted by Bill Nye in from LA or the man who won I'm in his book in Haiti. He reported this from Mali or the Allahu the prophet SAW Selim said nominal Peruvian born in Allahu Sahar baton Casa habited. By animal talbo movie is Allah who Sahaba for Allah, even jealous Gillette or to Gillette, for about.
So there is not a heart except that it has there is not a heart out there except that it has clouds like the clouds of the moon. Clouds like the clouds of the moon vaynerman coloboma de wildheart is scheinen
Allah to Sahaba a
cloud covers it for us Islam, and comes dark dark where it gets dark and or it fades out loses slide for us Lum is in touch a lot orange a lot that moves away. And then the heart the Chroma the moon
shines again, the more shine the moon shines again. So hearts are like this. You have clouds that cover your heart, one after another one after another. And those clouds will
will cause your heart to basically lose its shine to lose its energy. That's what the prophet SAW Selim said and unluckily Ahmed and theoretically Shahrukh and fattura every deed is for everybody there is a shared raw time of energy. And every type of energy is followed by a time of lethargy, lethargy, lassitude, weakness,
liquid dominant, theoretically Sheraton fatter. So the gf is talking about the you know, when when there is a star here when the moon is covered when the heart is covered by the cloud. That's the year years the thought that is, you're being veiled, being obstructed, being barred, not finding this weakness of faith that you have before not finding the energy that you had before. And that is, that is certainly a condition that would weren't justifiably turmoil.
mamdouh in morale caused me it is full of turmoil caused Mr suppress or repress to repress your rage, hear your sadness, and so it means here that it is full of turmoil
metaglip and bitter in Metallica, associated with knowledge? Well, usually the chef in the first level, he talks about people who have the knowledge, but they may not have the the sort of the spiritual experience that brings about, you know, the sweetness and and it varies sometimes. You know, things are a little different.
depends on the particular station that he addresses. But usually the chef talks about knowledge in the first
And the knowledge, certainly there is knowledge that is, you know, that you acquire for the sake of a lack of knowledge that you don't acquire for the sake of Allah, the knowledge that you don't acquire for the sake of Allah, the knowledge that you don't apply the knowledge that you acquire to show off or the knowledge that you acquire for intellectual luxury, or the knowledge that you acquire to pass the test, or the knowledge, whatever reason, that knowledge, we're not talking about it because that is not part of the journey to begin with. That actually takes you away. It takes you off the path, it brings you back to where you were takes you off the path, it swerves you away.
That's not the knowledge but we're talking about the knowledge here, that is intended for the sake of Allah subhanaw taala. Yet you did not yet develop the experience, he did not sort of experience this weakness of phase that comes with Mujahidin that comes with you're struggling for the cause of Allah subhanaw taala It comes with the purification of your soul. It comes with your basically shunning of your ego, it comes with so many things, you know, so here
he is in distress because he has the knowledge, particularly the technical knowledge, the technical knowledge, he has the knowledge that causes him to be concerned about his fate. But he does not have this weakness to give him the comfort, to give him the energy to give him the comfort. He just has the knowledge and he is diligent, he is not negligent. He is a diligent worshipper. He is a diligent servant. And he feels that that darkness and he feels that lethargy, and he has the knowledge that would motivate him to go forward. And he can recognize his lethargy, he can recognize his being veiled, but he does not yet have the sweetness that will carry him that will give him the boost to
give him the comfort to endure, to you know, this state. So he takes heavy breath, it's out of the stress he sighs that is his spirit, you know sighs sometimes the spirit also you know, your spiritual condition can manifest physically on you. So you could actually literally take a deep breath, if he if he veiled at your spirit is signed, you could be signed also physically
Okay, internet for Santana festival SF when he breathes when he or she breeze is with sorrow. And when they speak it is with sadness. Windy, who are metabolically don't manufacture listed are to me, it emanates from the lonesome ness of being veiled way of volatility accardo in a calm, it is the darkness that they consider to be a station it is the darkness that they consider to be a station station. So this darkness some of the Masters they he wouldn't he says that he means the past masters are the path, the masters of the path of the scatter so of purification of that's what he refers to when he says they
call you or something of that nature. So, it seems that the amendment does not consider this to be a station and seem because he's saying Atletico tyloo way of normality following him upon it is the darkness that they consider to be a station It is unclear whether or not are we considered as the station
or does not consider it a station
okay, but like I said,
this is a transient condition. So a station would usually be more stable established.
And because this is a transient condition, this is likely a have not come upon. This is likely a state, not a station because of the transience.
And because of is not something that you necessarily work for
that side it is not something that you work for or that loan man that darkness. It's not something that you work for, but are they right when they say a station in some sense, could you also find
justification for their describing
This has this habit of lethargy that had been veiled this darkness this aroma, can they be justified to call it a station? So, in a timeline, my dad says the yes you could you could from you know in in some respect from one angle, you could justify calling this a station
which angle, the angle of the consequences what happens when you go through this station, the station is very beneficial by himself This is very beneficial, if it is meant
to be transient, certainly it will last forever. That's never good. But if this movement is transient if this veiling of the heart is transient,
then it is beneficial. So, here are some benefits from going through this from going through, you know, this darkness from being banned from finding this lethargy for feeding a bar or
one, you will not take your your your other one and not for granted you will not take any of Allah's gifts for granted.
Yeah. Because you when you go through this darkness, you will not take your previous stations for granted.
You know that you could lose them at any time to you will not rely on your item or your hand or your McCombe or any thing that relates to you or pertains to you.
Because obviously can be quickly lost. So you will not rely on your knowledge, your inner state
the sweetness that you feel sometimes or that you can taste sometimes, you will not even rely on your more established stations, things that you have worked for and acquire, you could lose them anytime. So that is a reminder that we all know that darkness is a reminder of this. So count not on your heart count not on your work count, not on your hand, count not on your palm count, not on your knowledge, you would only count on his grace. So that's the second benefit and it is a great benefit. Third, is that when you taste the sourness of deprivation,
wouldn't you appreciate more and better appreciate thereafter, this weakness of your connectedness with a lot of this weakness of His grace? Absolutely. So if you can only ponder the those three benefits and there are other benefits, but ponder those three benefits on things so great
to make that Vollmer that darkness, that phase of lethargy, that phase of feeling disconnected or uninvited.
To make it a station, I'm upon Yes, but anyway, technically speaking, you can call this amacom because of two reasons, my two main reasons he can only call it a macom. And in one respect to that we talked about that it is very beneficial. If this format is meant to end it is very beneficial going through it is very beneficial. So you could say that it's a station that people go through to get to higher stations. So that's that's why it is more common that sense, but it is not a mechanic because you don't work for and because it is transient, it is hopefully transient.
So this, this dogma or this, the cloud that covers the heart as we said before, measurement of global collarbone ella
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So that means that we talked about
how do you make this cloud go away quickly?
Well, the that's a whole different discussion that will take a lecture by itself that is how do you revive your Eman? How do you renew your Eman? How do you boost your Eman
but act quick advice or counsel from our most beloved sallallahu wasallam is said
Muslim reported from a Lakota and was and he
he said in our live Armada lb or any livestock for life.
elmia Tamara, in LA ohana. Holla pal Be ye Nila istockphoto la video me, Mayor Tamara,
what does in Panama to be mean? vein.
Which it will mean that I my heart gets vain
Or at least, you know, his heart doesn't get veiled in the, you know, in our sense. But he can sit there any moment that is less than optimal to be like a moment that he would spend in anything that is less than
an optimal in his assessment to be a last moment or to be a moment of veiling, that is in his assessment, that is not an hour assessment.
But that is in his assessment satellites. So in our academy, my heart gets veiled.
Or at least we could translate this to mean, although that is not the literal translation, literally. He said, My heart gets veiled. But you could say that I perceive a veil on my heart, because he, you know, his heart does not really get veiled
in our sets, but in his sense, yes.
Because he is a Muslim. So my heart gets veiled. So what what did he say? What any law structural law video, and I asked law for forgiveness every day 100 times. And as we said before, the numbers usually the use in Arabic, that's the month of the lover, that is the logic of the logo, that's basically the brain of this NOAA, the numbers do not are not meant for the exact number there is not like a numerical figure, it is to indicate, you know, frequent certain sort of frequency amount, etc.
Like so. So it could be more than 100 times could be more than 100 times
any loss of love. So, in order for you to get that cloud to move fast,
so far, is your but it is sincere so far, it is true so far, it's true to our truest of its meaning for the stuff our isn't as now for the last half of ourselves. It is meaningful so far, try to think of your in equities, try to think of your aggression, your wrongdoing, your shortcomings.
And if you don't find, then that is really disastrous, then you are really in bad shape. If you can basically think of
your iniquities and your shortcomings, then you are really in bad shape. And in this case, you do want to go back and learn because it seems and you do want to, you know,
have roof over their head on line manager, manager
or lucky manager, manager, property manager, by Allah, you know, no one would be saved. None of those who were saved, were saved except by the company of those who were saved.
So all of a sudden he and the company have the righteous learning.
Learning You know, this is meaningful learning.
For the benefit
is your way to end this condition of heedlessness where you cannot even recognize your own shortcomings and your own inequities.
costs and equities you know was the world with a loss one Oh, Tyler was a world that's fading short in your worship in your dedication that is
wrongdoing, your spouse, your neighbor, your coworker.
Even something from the distant past,
distant past, something from the distant past that you want to or the distant past I guess can also work. But something from the distant past could could still come back and hurt you. So you do want to go back and figure out what is hurting you what's causing you that hurt.
Okay, so step five.
Then the chef moves on to the second level here and he says when Episode 13 Episode 15 at the deli or whenever some chakras on on McComas road Isla Rob Hill, Marianna mamdouh in
neural Oh dude, Sophos and Ilan cockeyed each other. The second the breath is a breathtaking while beholding the divine appearance, and it is a breath that is in the station of bliss, looking up towards the liberation of eye witnessing fall of the light volume, which is actuality or actualization,
which we will come to discuss in sha Allah,
if Allah gives us the trophy, and you know, the homerun sha Allah to get to station 96, because we'll do this station 96 and looking up towards the cessation of old signals and looking up to the cessation of all signals. Okay, so enough, Francis says that he and as we said before, the second level is usually about the half the first level is about, you know, the diligent worker by you, who is diligent, and he's working and he's trying to apply his knowledge and so on the second level is about the one who's truly experiencing this weakness and phase, this is one who have dedicated more effort to the clear cleansing of their hearts, their hearts now is starting to shine and then when
the heart starts to shine, then it starts to receive imports that will even boost the Eman and uplift them spiritually to to higher stations. So this is a different type of numbers and numbers a fanny is also
is also enough as in,
you know, a state of bliss, not in a state of or station of bliss, not in a state of darkness, or sadness, necessarily, and there is something here too, you know, you do need to go through the first level to get to the second level, right, because you can't get to the second level without going through the first level. So that's why I had you know, and it may take you 20 3040 years to get to the second level, but that is, I guess, your destiny. So in the first level, you may feel the burden, or you may feel the struggle, you may feel that tightness, sometimes, you know, you're Machado, Lavina, Josefina Alana, but then when you get to the second level, and instead of carrying
the burden of attack, a leaf of the do's and the don'ts, the commands and the prohibitions of, you know, commitment, it's called commitment instead of, you know, feeling the burden of commitment, that commitment itself, well will be the source of the joy of your heart, the light of your life, the
beer carrier, you won't carry it, it will carry you. So that's nothing so funny enough for some Hinata jelly, this is a sort of a blissful sigh, a sigh out of bliss. As we said in the beginning, you take that deep breath when you're in distress, but you also take that deep breath, when you are joyful and happy. So enough as a 13, Episode 15 at Generally, the second breath is a breath taken while
beholding the divine appearance. That generally usually is, the mean by a majority is the divine appearance. This divine appearance is the appearance of the Divine to the eyes of your heart, it's never to
the size, it is never the appearance of the VAT, the absurdity of the Divine. It is the appearance of the Safarova not the appearance of the sofab themselves, it is not the appearance of the attributes themselves, it is your
it is the appearance,
basically it is you being unveiled, it is your recognition being so powerful, that it is a state that you are experiencing this the generally. So, the siofok are are manifesting all around you, but your perception of the attributes of Allah your perception of have the divine grace and divine attributes
your perception of the Divine Eminence, the divine grace, the divine attributes
is the is the problem is is what was veiled there, now it is uncovered. So, it is the phenomenon versus the noumenon it is the phenomenon, aspect of it versus the nominal aspect. So, it is your perception when you are when it gets uncovered, then your ability to perceive the divine manifestations or the actual manifestations of the attributes of the Divine will be greater
That is the generally it is not that the divine will appear to you is that of the Divine safety of the Divine will appear to you because as we said before, several times at Mr.
Cobra donia know very well as the prophet SAW Selim said and the Hadith is reported by Muslim know very well that none of you will see their Lord in this life. That means that you're not going to see your Lord. But can Nikita as if you see him that you're doing this with
so you're doing this with the eyes of your heart. So, that is your its recognition, its
recognition becomes so powerful that everything will be materiality, everything will be so apparent, so self evident to you. And your connection with Allah will be a connection of MOCA not a connection of
hype, unseen, still unseen in a sense, but you know, you could the, you know, the eyes of your heart can see to the point where you can almost say I see
almost, okay, so that's then an emphasis on you know, what's behind it.
And the attributes of Allah subhana wa tada You know, one thing that will help you also enjoy the attributes of Allah subhanaw taala
is the expose yourself to those attributes in the Quran and the Sunnah, to whatever the prophets of Salaam tells you have a last minute Allah whatever the prophet SAW someone teaches you about Allah or whatever the prophet and someone had relayed to you from Allah. So whenever
he says about himself, his actions and his grace is
His attributes and the Quran or through His Messenger in the sun, you take this unimpeded with reinterpretation or negation and also
Yes, unimpeded do you let them flow, but before you let them flow, the atoms are these are the attributes you have to prime your recognition your awareness with 10 z that is a loss transcendence in the last year in the uniqueness, the emphasis would have to be on pansy first, losses laser chemistry, Shadow seminar Basia, nothing is like him, he's the old hearing, old seer. Nothing is like him and he's all here in gold seer.
Therefore, you have to prime your awareness and your recognition of these attributes with 10 Z and Z then z and z, transcendence and uniqueness, transcendence and uniqueness, transcendence and uniqueness. Then only then for those people who are hold now of recognition of 10, z
loss, transcendence and uniqueness. You allow the app and the Hadees to flow on, impeded and impeded unimpeded by hero three interpretation or negation, but also uncorrupted by
imagination on corrupted by modalities and corrupted by resemblances so you don't resemble resemble a lot anyone. You don't think of the modality, the nature of these
attributes. So prime your your awareness with Tansy with transcendence and
transcendence and uniqueness, then allow the app and hobbies to flow unimpeded by reinterpretation or negation and uncorrupted by resemblances or modalities.
Okay, so then he would experience that as early and so
if you had worked hard in the first level, then this manifests he says yes as well one efforts on chakras and on mcommerce route ihlara Humira
that is in the station, you know, okay, so, in the station of bliss, looking up towards the liberation of I witnessing station of bliss, the bliss because of the fidelity because of the Akasha, you know, because of being unveiled now, the cloud moved away, and you're unveiled and you're happy and joyful.
that's the station of bliss here. You know, we're talking about the journey, but he's saying that you're still looking up to something more II witnessing what's the difference between the journey and Mark
Anna basically Mahayana is complete the journey because the journey could still be from behind the veil and why Anna is complete the journey when the veil is completely removed. A thin veil you could have could experience the journey with a thin veil. But when the thin veil is removed, it is my ni si witnessing and this is which I again because we have to be very very careful with this which I die of your heart. Okay
memerlukan minoura Jude and it is full of the light of hoodoo for the light of Voodoo or the light of actuality or actualization, which we'll come to in Station Number 96 inshallah shark's fin de la Mancha Shara and looking up towards the cessation of all signals, cessation of all segments the keeps this closer to self-annihilation the next station. He is sockless now he is looking up to that he's not there is looking up to the cessation of all signals he will get to within the next station.
They get to the next station because the next station usually the third level is the level of what
self annihilation pheno Okay, and then when you when you're only capable of having that,
that that's according to the shape. We've talked about this, I couldn't always get new people so
but we, you know, bokeh is obsessed with Allah by Allah for Allah is greater than finance, finance can sometimes be a station towards vaca but not necessary, not required and not necessary. And not the most optimal. The most optimal is the station of the Sahaba
or the Great's among the Sahaba and this was the station of the subsisted with a love for Allah, by Allah doing the work that is most pleasing to Him.
Okay, so, but the gap, you know, but at least at least there are some elements of funnel that everyone has to realize in order for them to move up to the car, you know, you can go into the station of the car when your ego is still hyper inflated, or when your ego is still causing you like blockage in your way or causing you a distraction or your desires or so certainly there are elements of that when when you're when
causes user has like this sort of friction there's this friction or this disharmony between your will and a lot as well. And so, these are things that you have to work on and you have to deal with before you get to the station of the car and these are things that they want to emphasize in the station, if you have suppressed your ego enough that is not causing you any impediment and it is not causing you any distraction and now you are looking up to the state, you know, cessation of all signals cessation of all signals or Moncada Shara because in fact, the experience that you encounter in finance cannot be described by our bar or HR by statements or signals. You can point to it, he
can speak about it, he can to describe it. You can describe it in any way, by statements by speech or signals. It is something that has to be experienced to be known.
Okay, so he moves on to the Nemesis status and deficit status. The third breath is a breath of his mortal heart on demand goods purified by the water of holiness, purified from what you wash your heart from beholding as
you wash your heart from beholding as CEO as CEO means what lie Lie remains what anything other than Allah subhanaw taala all else, all else that is a sailor that is alive. So this heart has been washed, purified by the water of holiness, that's the water of devotion from
anything other than a sailor that is including yours own self for sure. Beginning with your self.
Okay, can everyone be is a big rattle as it probably won't be a short lesson subsisting by the scheme of pre eternity, subsisting by the scheme or through the scheme of pre eternity. So everything that is emerged that has emerged. emergent habits originated hardest, anything that's originated vanishes now, the blanket gets thrown over the world you go back in time you go back in time
Go back in time. And, you know, none of this world that has around you was there at one point and a law was there. And, you know, the world was not. So that is going back to pre eternity,
subsisting by the scheme of pre eternity. And then anyone who had thrown this blanket over existence would only see, you know, pre eternity and we'll be living by four through
the pre eternal, well, why not so, love you some of the softer note and it is the brass that is referred to as the pure light is the brass that is referred to as the pure light. And then when you have this brass that is referred to as the pure light, he'll be like, you know, working on amatola on Homer, so, about belovedness Road said couldn't natakallam and a second attempt to call it Sadie Homer we used to say that the sakeena
which we talked about before the sakeena and the state of serenity
speaks on speaks out of our mother's mouth. So it's the divine to feed to the point that you are, you know, the
Allah subhanaw taala becomes your tongue to become zero highs it becomes your hand becomes your divine becomes your hands and legs and eyes and so on. And
so that is something or that's pure light. For an episode our little coyote Suraj was done in Casa de Mirage was 33 and a half to two thirds. So the first breath is a lamp for the detergent and the detergent is in the first level, working hard to implement their knowledge to acquire knowledge to learn, implemented or knowledge which I had a struggle
with Sadie and Casa de Mirage, the second one that this is basically for the seeker.
The seeker is the one who is paying more attention to their heart, the one who is cleansing in the you know, and working harder on their heart. Certainly the first one is working on their heart as well because you're never there is never Machado without trying to devote your actions without trying to you know, be dedicated. But this second one is pay more attention to their heart and to the subtleties and intricacies and you know, doing the deep cleaning and the crevices of their heart that faraway people don't usually pay attention to
so the second is a stairway for the seeker and was sadly mahaki to detach and the third you know for the person who reached the last phase and the last station or the last stage
is a crown for the actual laser. This is the one who's actualized
all their potential has been actualized concerning this station have enough us or this Matan could occur the other stuff it alodia like it was chronicling on the shuttle Shalala Anderson Federica to buoy Laika and we will come back in seven minutes inshallah for our fifth class