Stories from Gaza – What It’s Actually Like There

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The speaker describes a doctor who called a patient to ask for permission to use their picture on a group in Southern California, and shares their experience of being in the hospital and praying for her victory. They also discuss a woman in their room reciting the Bible and a woman in their family's minds who experienced dissatisfaction with a male's actions. The speaker encourages people to apologize for their mistakes and reminds them to talk about their experiences.

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I'm completely different than,

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doctor, actually.

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I bugged people to go,

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Honestly, since I learned there was physicians going,

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I don't know how many applications I filled.

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For some reason, Allah didn't want it to

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happen.

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And then I was going to Umrah and

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in the plane, I was filling application. My

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friend says, this is gonna happen.

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And 10 days, nobody answered me. Then I

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made the dua, and that's the first thing

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I want everybody

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to really know. And I'm not saying this

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bragging.

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But when you really want something from Allah

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and you are wanting it only for

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him, he opened it. Suddenly, I remembered. I

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was in Mecca. I was also in Umrah.

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The last 10 days of Ramadan is my

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only vacation the whole year, and I booked

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it and I paid and everything.

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And then I remember there was a physician

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from Canada where somebody put her picture on

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a group that we have in Southern California

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and says doctor Elvie went.

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So I texted the I texted her.

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And I don't know the woman, and she

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said, doctor Hayford, do you really wanna go?

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And I said, yes. I do. She said,

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we can't get you on the April 1st

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because it's full. We'll get you on 15.

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I said, I can do the 15. I

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work. I'm back on 15. She said, let

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me see. We have to get a lot

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of there's a lot of approvals you have

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to go. And you're talking here I think

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we were like day 12 or 13 of

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Ramallah.

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Long story short, she said, yes. You are

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going, but that doesn't mean anything

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because you can easily get to Cairo, and

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then they will deny you. I said, fine.

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I'm completely opposite everybody. I didn't tell anyone.

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I told only 1

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3 people. 1 of them was actually a

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person who I said, if I don't come

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back, Jannah Institute will be

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for you.

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And I didn't tell my family because they

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will go crazy, and I didn't see anybody.

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I took all this. I didn't, post anything

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when I was there.

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And if I can have the slides, because

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I want you to read the first thing

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that I put in this slide. I have

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a lot of much longer, but I just

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made it as short as possible. This was

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supposed to be a medical mission,

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but it was not a medical mission. It

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was anything but a medical mission.

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The first thing you see here is April

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1st is when we actually enter Gaza,

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and that day will be with me till

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the day I leave this world.

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Nothing like

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the feeling when you enter Gaza, and this

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is what you see.

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If I have I think I have to

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move. Please forgive me. Am I? The

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next. Yes. The next. Yes. This is what

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you see. As you come out from the

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immigration from Gaza, you you look and you

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see and this is exactly what is I

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love Gaza.

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Right? We reached there about 5 o'clock, if

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I remember, and we left the

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hotel in

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Cairo at 4 AM.

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But we didn't leave till after Maghrib.

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And Allah had a reason because we could

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be the people that were bombed. SubhanAllah. We're

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the last people to leave that.

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And the beauty of it and I have

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a video, but again, because of the time

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that as we were there

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and suddenly I hear somebody reading Quran, if

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you remember,

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the young man who was reading Al Ait,

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of course. This is something

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norm in Gaza.

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Everybody reads Quran beautifully,

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young and old. You don't ask people, are

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you a hafel?

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Literally, it's an insult

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because they will look at you and says

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5 of that, 10. Oh, I'm not yet

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a hafl. Oh, I'm not only a hafl.

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You remember, Abdullah,

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on the software, on the special one. As

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you enter, as you're going closer to the

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hospital, this is what you see.

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This is the norm.

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Children,

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donkey is the main way of transportation,

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and children are,

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guiding it. And then people are walking.

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And then you come in here, and then

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what I heard and then I I've never

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seen

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that you will see that what no eyes

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have seen and no,

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ear have heard, this is Gaza.

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The things you see, whatever words somebody

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just asked me, and I said words are

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hollow, has no meaning because what you see.

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It's the misery, but at the same time,

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the resilience.

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The the sadness at the same time is

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the happiness.

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And it's it's amazing, SubhanAllah. And if you

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go to the next, and this is especially

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for the youth.

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If I can get this bigger, remove my

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picture because I want you to see. The

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one on the left,

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will be your right,

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the cans.

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So we arrived to the hospital at 8

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PM.

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Where is everybody? They took us to the

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administration offices. Where are they?

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They all were praying Isha, if you remember,

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And we joined. Was it only Isha? Now

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you're talking about drones, and any minute we

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can get a missile or an f 16.

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They did a full.

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The amazing is you don't know who's the

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imam because every 2 rukaats, somebody go back

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and saw another person come to the front.

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All of them reading beautifully,

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and they were

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because they chose from the Quran. They didn't

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read like the whole Jews. They picked up

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ayaat and every ayah,

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the imamrad is related to where they are.

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Talk about sabr. Talk about don't despair. Talk

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about Allah's victory is coming. It's amazing.

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And then they we met them and they

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said your

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iftar is in the room. So you go

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to the room and that's what you get.

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It was 3 cans, and we were lucky

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because we were physicians.

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They actually gave us a piece of bread.

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So, of course, I was personally very hungry.

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So I ate only the hummus, the the

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did you see it open?

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And all night, I was thrown up.

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And I said, may Allah forgive us.

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The spoiled people coming from America, we cannot

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even eat this.

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And they were living on it.

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3 days later,

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after the World Kitchen,

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they were killed.

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Now you start seeing more things coming,

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and I couldn't believe when I saw eggs.

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3 days later from my window, and I

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told doctor Hina was my roommate, I think

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I'm seeing eggs. He said, I think so

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too.

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Run down. I bought 4 eggs

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for 10 shekels.

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It's almost $3,

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4 eggs. And we were wondering how I'm

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gonna do the boiled egg.

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The

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the head nurse, she said, don't worry, doctor.

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We can fix it. When I ate the

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eggs,

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may Allah forgive us.

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As if I ate whatever you everyone in

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this room loves.

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Because before that, we were we were eating

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on protein bars 3 days.

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Subhanallah.

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Now if you go to the next one,

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this is one of the memorable moment for

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me in that trip.

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This is where we prayed

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Taraweeh,

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and we prayed qiyam. And the qiyam starts

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about 12:15, 12:30

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till 3, 3:30.

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The imam, Abdullah, is 21,

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22

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reading

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amazingly,

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fluently,

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enjoying it normally. And again, I'm sharing. I'm

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not a person who loves

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the, the,

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dua that everyone does. I love to ask

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Allah me except with Abdullah.

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The way he was making dua, the way

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he was asking Allah, you can tell,

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and I'm sure Allah will respond to him.

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It's just the timing. We don't know when.

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The boy that the young boy on the

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left, it's probably on your right side,

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that boy his his his, video was viral,

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if you remember. There was a video online

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where the boy was had a broken arm,

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and then they were doing cast, and they

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didn't have pain medication, and he was reciting

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Quran.

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It was that boy.

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How did I notice? We were praying and

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then this is 1:30 AM under the drones

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in a room least to say uncomfortable.

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Don't talk about the bathrooms.

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And this boy comes in and join

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join the man like a young man.

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And then, Abdullah finished the turukat,

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and this young man run to Abdullah. I

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don't know what they were talking. Suddenly, this

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boy becomes the imam.

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He led us

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and then had not done.

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Sad looked at us and he start making

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an

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about Palestine.

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What of words? They all speak fluently

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excellent

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eloquent Arabic.

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Those were raised to be leaders.

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More than one boy. I I what I

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was impressed is by the boys and by

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the woman.

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Amazing. If you look at the next one,

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this is the scene. This is the hospital.

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This is actually the door of the

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parking. Now it's all tense.

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Everything is tense.

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If you go to the next one, this

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is a video actually.

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It's the drone which you also I don't

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know if I'm gonna okay. These, pay attention.

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These are the bullets

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that

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they

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target

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one part of the body, and,

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doctor

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showed a lot of it. They

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target legs,

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Subhanallah, legs.

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And you see all these, the,

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the the bullets.

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This is the scene. The next one

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is the scene from the ER, and you

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lived it.

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Literally, the ER is like this room right

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now.

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If I want to go to see a

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patient, I am gonna say, excuse me. Please

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excuse me.

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Please excuse me. And now you're sitting and

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you're comfortable. In between, you see people on

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this side,

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bleeding. There's gauze on the floor. People are

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mourning. There's people who don't know who they

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are. It's amazing scene.

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I've never seen it in my life.

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The impressive thing from everybody, in 8 days

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we lived this,

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I have never heard a word of complaint.

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Only one word, and it is not a

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complaint.

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And this was actually from the head nurse.

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She looked at me, and I said, how

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are you feeling? She said, the,

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we're tired.

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That is

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it. For 8 days, this is what we

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heard. Doctor, I got day, finally, they allowed

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me to go to the, maternity hospital

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because the they're aware the maternity hospital was

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inside the Shefa. I'm sorry. In inside the

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Aqsa, but because of the war, they made

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it all trauma center, and they moved all

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the deliveries

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to this hospital. So the last day, I

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was actually fortunate to go.

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They used to do 5 deliveries a day.

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Now they do 50 delivery a day,

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10 c sections per day. I did 2.

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Out of patient privacy and, I couldn't put

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it.

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They don't have they don't have scrubs.

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They don't have sheets to cover the patient.

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Normally, they bring the instruments,

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and then you open the instruments here and

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then you throw it. They don't throw it.

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That

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they cover the patient.

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And I said and said, doctor Haifa, what

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size gloves you are? And I said,

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I'm 5a half. They said, we're sorry. It's

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only 7a half.

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The instruments they showed me literally needs to

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be in the museum.

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I understand. And that's how they work. They

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take the patients to the recovery room. There

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is no monitors.

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There's no blood pressure.

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Your wife did a c section. They actually

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they called us in the middle. Patient was

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bleeding. And I said, what is her blood

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pressure? They all looked at me.

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And I literally did the old way. I

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held her pulse and I said her pulse

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is fine. She's okay. Just get a fluid

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and there is no stance to put fluid.

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Somebody was holding the fluid.

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Doctor Haifa, in in the last minute, if

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I may ask you,

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now that you talk about this this particle,

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aspect of it, the ladies in Gaza.

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The next What's your experience with those ladies

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in Gaza? Next slide if I can have

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it.

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Ladies,

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everyone I this is this is one who

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really left an impression on me. It's a

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long story, but because of the time, I

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actually put it on the social media for

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those of you who follow.

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Ladies,

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for 8 days, this is what I saw.

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I did not see a hair

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in this all 8 days.

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Every lady was covered,

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young and old.

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And they and I and I looked at

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them, and one one of them, she said

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to me,

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so we if we die, we die covered.

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I don't know. This is how they talk.

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That's number 1. Number 2, they're strong. I

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didn't see a woman whining.

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Where is your husband?

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Martyr. Shuhada, the name is like martyr. Where

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is your son? He's still in the north.

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Where is your daughter? She went with her

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husband to the,

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to the south.

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They are this is how I feel. Allah

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prepared them for this.

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Allah knows if it was us,

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how we would have responded.

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Every woman,

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The the

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you hear about,

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you read about, I did see them with

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my own eyes. There

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was a woman who I put her picture

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after I took her permission.

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You enter the hospital on the left on

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the right side. Remember?

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You all remember because this is where the

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you we go where we pray. There was

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a small,

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literally mattress.

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The woman is maybe in her fifties there.

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I go in, she's there. I come out.

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Finally, I spoke to her, and she said,

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I've been living in this for the last

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3 months.

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Where is your husband? Husband and the son

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still in the north with my daughter. What

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do you eat? Whatever they give us. Please

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forgive me. Where do you go with the

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bathroom?

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Whatever everybody else goes.

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Not a single word of complaint.

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Nobody said why me? No. Why us? You

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know how this is common for us? No

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one.

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Subhanallah.

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And then this is as we were the

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last day they moved us earlier to the

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south. Again, they said for security,

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this is what we saw.

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This is the norm.

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On your right, on your left, everything is

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destroyed.

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And then here,

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one of the best memory is the.

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The last, maybe 20 years, every,

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I'm in Mecca.

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Nothing like this.

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Nothing like this site. The the mosque, actually,

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they told us, don't go. It's very dangerous.

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They may attack

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because there was a rumor inside the hospital

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that the Eid will be.

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They throw some, like, brochures saying will be

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black. So they told us, don't go.

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We went.

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And if you pay attention to the window,

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the window is shattered.

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And then these are the girls coming for

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aid.

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We gave little bit of chocolate.

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Remember? And it was riots,

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and we stopped.

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And I was like, yeah, Allah, what is

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a chocolate?

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Let alone if you wanted to give

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money. But they were look at the girls.

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They were smiling. They were fine. They were

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that's how it is. Yeah. You leave the,

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and this is what you see.

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The norm these kids are alone, they there's

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a category

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called orphan with no parents. Alone. No parents,

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no family by himself.

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That's one of the examples. This was in

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the European

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hospital in the last day,

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and this was the last the the this

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is a smile.

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This is a girl

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displaced. She was in the European hospital. She's

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an artist,

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and she was painting

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on the walls of the hospital. And this

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one says.

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Your real aid is the day you are

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victorious.

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This is she, and then she showed me

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all her portfolio. Says I keep

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painting.

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This is a displaced girl living in a

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tent. I'm glad she has a a piece

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of paper and,

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a pen, and she was absolutely happy.

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And talk,

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I asked everybody I met, what do you

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want from us?

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Actually, I asked if we even do anything.

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I mean, you really feel your I am

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useless

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in front of all this tragedy.

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They said, no. Your presence

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was the best gift you give us. So

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I I second Understood. Anyone can go.

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And you know what? People tell me you

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went to your death. I said, wherever we

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are, we death is gonna come to us.

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Humble. If I was supposed to die, I'm

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I'm gonna die.

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So if you can go, definitely go. And

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the second thing they said to me, and

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I'm sure to all of you, is talk

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about

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us. Don't let people forget us. We exist.

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And may Allah

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make it easy on them.

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May

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Allah forgive our shortcomings.

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I reward you for your for your experience

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over there and for being there for our

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brothers and sisters as well too. And, what

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what a what a, a, a, a privilege

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you guys.

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you guys.