Reconnect with Your Creator #05 – The Feelings

Salam aleikum wa rahmatullah Bismillah Alhamdulillah. Wa salatu salam ala Rasulillah. While he was having a woman who Allah La Molina, Maryam foul now and foreigner Vemma alum tena indica Simeon Mooji with da la Manya all the weekend in Anguilla Amphawa lb Ayesha when FC latestbuy What do I use? Robin Allah to pull over Nevada is a headache to now Hublin amyloid and Kurama in Intel hub will be strictly surgery with silly MRI. While you're locked the demolition of coal you welcome again to our Tuesday night program. humbler blonde Amina Allah made it easy facilitated gave us a space give us the internet gave us the mic. It gave us the ability for all of us to come and humbler

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actually only next week yeah the week after I'm not going to be here so only next week inshallah and then after Ramadan for Allah Subhana Allah give us life we will continue to be isn't the

most important thing. There's only two weeks left for Ramadan. Today's the 15th of Shaba. So Allah knows is going to be 29 or it's going to be 30 question for everybody. What did you prepare?

Especially for the youth you're going to be in your school life is going to be the same for those of you who work life will be the same nothing change. But a lot of things changes. What did you prepare? What is your to do list in Ramadan? I'm not talking about food. I'm not talking about seeing people I'm not talking about even I'm not talking about taraweeh because it hamdulillah everybody all the massages now are telling you what to do with the time this is taken. What are you going to do? What is your plan in your relationship with Allah subhanaw taala how you're going to make this one different. And I told you last week but I'm going to remind you this week and I'm

reminding myself before everyone is write a note and on the top of the note wherever you want to write the note and best is to stick it in a place where he keeps seeing it and say this to Allah subhanaw taala this is going to be the best Ramadan of my life.

And if Allah decided to take me tomorrow he knows I was sincere and he will reward me

and this is needs planning and number two need change shift can't keep doing what you are doing. And you think that Ramadan will be the best is not going to be this way. Two and three. What are you going to be giving up for the sake of Allah for Ramadan? Other than food and drink which everybody is doing it? What special thing you will all give up? And mothers before that the daughters and youth before the adult What are you be? What will you be giving up? One advice, social media

Forget it. You believe me you're not gonna die. Nothing's gonna happen. All your friends will know you or not send them a note. Keep YouTube because there's a lot of education material comes on YouTube, everything else or if you really really needed to make sure it is maximum 30 minutes in a day.

You have to give up something invitations. When people come and eat Ramadan. Allah didn't create it for this.

Allah created Ramadan with Taqwa to get close to him to be attached to him. So prepare it's only two weeks prepare yourself. Everyone those of you who work to can take time off take time off. This is the time you take time off.

Vacation is vacation from dunya that's how I call it not vacation from work, vacation from dunya so I can prepare for my I feel so please work on this and may Allah subhanaw taala make it easy for all of us. Number one, may Allah give us life to live to get to there. Don't take it for granted how many people died my friend just texted me yesterday. Her cousin in her 40s Sudden Death done no Ramadan. No preparation. Nothing. Sir hamdulillah Allah He oughta be me that's why you always have to make this dua Lama but looking at Ramadan, you're Allah give us life to live to them Allah. That's number one, one thing you want and then if Allah in sha Allah, Yoruba me and he's an Kareem,

will give you this, then make the best of it. The best of it, use the opportunity. So what I'm going to be talking today is it's titled feeling Why did I call it feelings? His feelings actually is more than what why it's feelings. Why to connect with Allah subhanaw taala I have to have feelings.

Bismillah

no idea. Reading. Have you ever connected with somebody?

Yes. Who do you connect with?

Yeah, come on. Don't be shy.

Who do you always are in? You're connecting connecting. I'm doing this because that's how we are these days. Right? Huh.

I can't hear you

Yeah, but who do you use your phone to connect to? Who?

And what's the feelings toward these friends? Love we covered love. Right? One hole. We talked about love. So number one, you want to connect with Allah who loved him. And we covered this in detail. What is the second thing you are connected with someone or you're keen to connect with someone?

You need something from them that goes with the love.

Why do you connect them? Why do you okay, let me give you a clue. Because I want you to think of it this way. Why do you care? Why do you if your son or daughter didn't show up at eight o'clock, which they normally do? Why do you text them? Because you're worried about them? Why do you keep telling your mom text her and tell Mom don't I'm not gonna say the word but you're gonna say You know what, I need to text her otherwise she will be

about what she's afraid

that something is or has or will happen to me to reconnect to the last pantalla there is in this beautifully in Imam Abdul Karim. In this book, he said, You need to have three feedings

three feedings? No, you cannot do with one. And he actually gave you the parable of a bird. So now you can know it right away. He said it's three feedings like a bird flying to Allah, these are three feedings will take me to Allah, the top the head of the bird is

love. And I want you all to memorize this. Because without had the bird is that.

So the the essence of my connection and relationship with Allah is love.

And we again covered this in detail. Now the board has two wings, and one of them is fear. And the other one is hope. The birds will not fly with one of them.

Have you seen a bird flying with one wing? No. Why?

Why?

Because that's how Allah created them. Right? So the two wings is fear and hope. If I am too afraid all the time the bird is dead. And if I'm hopeful all the time the bird is dead. And if there is no love, there is no word actually. Because there is no head. This is you and me with Allah.

So each one of you, you can say between you and Allah don't say to people, it's you and Allah subhanaw taala which one you have?

Or let's ask ourselves all of us myself number 1am I a bird that is flying to Allah.

Are we birds flying to Allah?

Yes or No? Or? I don't know. Yes. How many say yes. You're hesitant? Because you've never heard this. That's okay. So very few says birds. What about the rest? I don't know. Hamdulillah. I'm saying this. So for those of you who said I am a bird flying to Allah, do you have the three elements

you really have the head of love. And we talked about it. And when you love someone, you miss them. You sacrifice for them. You give them without asking. You obey them. You miss them. You have it.

Then you come to the wings.

Which one we have? Most of us if not everybody.

Hope, hope hope we live with and this is going to make it very easy. Bismillah Allahu always use this, but he doesn't use the wings. But he used them together. The two concepts share when he talks about his punishment, and I get afraid and hope when he talks about forgiveness and I get hopeful and he always put them together. Look into the Quran. Write this note when you're in Ramadan, reading the Quran, see if there is a place in the Quran. Allah mentioned punishment alone without hope somewhere maybe not exactly in the same idea, but in that page, I need them both most of us live with and Allah use these two words a carbon Aleem or a whole bunch of Lead or other Bonelli

severe punishment and mafia and hopeful and forgiveness most of us live with which which we

hope you talk to them until you Allah for rahang don't make it hard. And I immediately respond to myself by the way because myself say this to me. Not sure

people it's like why you're making it too hard. What is the big deal? Alaska for Rahim? I just slept and I didn't pray.

You say this to yourself, Okay, immediately comes to me and what are you going to do? What should you do? Like?

What are you going to do when he said he's has severe punishment? It's both they come together. My honor, look at your market leader Lulu Suleyman, public. What we are telling you I'm Mohamed Ali salatu salam. I'm paraphrasing a verse in the Quran, what has been said to the prophets before you in Nara. Bukka yo, Lord, let's do ma Fira, he is forgiving. He owns forgiveness. It was what do I have in Elene. And he has severe punishment. Both. So remember the bird walking to Allah. I love Allah. I want Jana. I want him to be pleased with me beautiful words and beautiful statements. May Allah make me truthful. I'm flying, I need to love him. And I need to fly with this. So what is the

word fear in the Quran? In English, unfortunately, it's only one word. So only fear,

translated and I looked at all that normally I don't look at translation. But today I looked at them. And it's all translated a sphere in Arabi In Arabic that is four words.

Do you know that four words in Arabic translated to only same which is fear? Simply because the English language is much more narrower than the Arabic language? So what are the words that Allah used in the Quran for those of you who know Arabi that all translated to fear? How tough is number one fear? Second, Harsha translated as fear, I'm going to come to it.

Here Hashem

I can't hear it. No.

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And the fourth one,

the security one actually

know what John?

What John, I'll translate it for everybody. So the first one is fear, which the norm is Hope is fear. Second one is hatia.

Fear with all? Not all from the punishment, or of him? I am afraid,

Rob robber, you are afraid of him and his punishment. Now well, the only way I'm going to translate is I'm going to give you an example. Have you seen a pot with boiling water? What's happened to the to the top of the container, or the top of the pot moves and you hear the thus Virgil?

It's actually a description of the heart.

When a live man's name is mentioned, or when the verses of Allah subhanaw taala being recited, the heart should be like the pot. May Allah give us one day? It does. He does. I am sure remember me when this happens. One day in Ramadan, you will have it

almost everybody, almost everybody. And especially if you ask Allah to give it to you. He will. Once you hear the Quran, even if you don't understand, I've seen it with people who don't know Arabic Is it penetrates your heart, and some feelings comes inside. And literally you start Have you seen people when they are praying and they're doing this? That's where

their heart is moving? Literally. And then your body moves. By the way, everything starts from from the heart. So let's start one by one. See what Allah subhanaw taala time will give us? Is fear an option is Allah made it an obligation on me to be afraid of him? Yes or No?

Or I don't know. How many say yes, yes, it's very weak. Like maybe but they don't want to say maybe right? Now, of course I'm gonna test you and that's why you're afraid. Because if you say yes, you have to tell me where is it? I'm not going to ask you unless you really know the Quran one loss of the following. And this is for Okay, before I say this, how many of you are afraid of people?

Afraid of people afraid. What would they say about you afraid what their opinion about me?

Really, you're not afraid of people?

Why do I hear differently then?

Since I start doing counseling here.

We all are afraid of what they think of us. What's their opinion? Do they love me? I am afraid they don't love me. I'm afraid. They don't love me. I'm afraid she hates me. I'm afraid she will

or he will.

And Allah says, will show when NASA was shown me. Don't be afraid of people. But be afraid of me. He said the twice one unsorted Bacara months worth, Ali Emraan. Don't be afraid of people. I just quoted actually just before the class because somebody was talking to me about hijab. And she says, I'm so scared from people. I said, I'm just going to tell you what Allah said,

Don't be afraid of people, they cannot hurt me. unless Allah, Allah wanted or allow it. You cannot hurt me, unless Allah allows it. And you cannot benefit to me, unless Allah allows it. So it's an obligation. Meaning I have to look at the fear of Allah the same way and give me your hearts. As I look at salah.

Salah has an obligation, and no one disagree. Ramadan in two weeks, if you are not fasting, you're not fasting. Especially when you see a man not fasting young, which probably I'm sure they have a reason. But in case we say, well, he's young. I mean, why?

And how do you feel? Or you know, your friend is not in that time of the month? And then you say, you're not fasting from Allah

Alhamdulillah May Allah keep it? Because at least we still have the aura from Ramadan or off Ramadan. But that's how it should be. Or have Allah the fear. So when someone looks at you or me and says, aren't you afraid of Allah? Don't jump at her. Because that's usually what we do. Who are you? Are you teaching me Look at yourself. On the contrary, you should wait pullback and ice and you say your beautiful hand your Allah I'm so grateful. You send me someone to remind me.

It doesn't matter who she doesn't matter if she is not whatever. But Allah made this word comes to her. It's an obligation is not a choice. So the connects question for you and don't answer me. Are you afraid of Allah?

God, we have this fear inside you. You answer yourself. Don't answer to anybody he knows. Absolutely. He knows how truthful I and you are. But ask yourself

this people who is going to be very afraid. And this dunya and they are absolutely righteous people, righteous people. It's a verse in Surah meno, every time I read it. I was like, I wonder who hate Rama. And the ayah verses it says well, Adina you tuna, Ma? Ma atta war Kulu boom Majida and the hamilo be him Roger, those people and Allah described amazing disruption. Not about solo salehoo fasting this external, it's all about internal. They are amazing, amazing, amazing, amazing. Don't associate anyone with ALLAH subhanaw taala everything is what Allah wants. And then he says, Those who does what they are doing

and their hearts trembling water boiling, that they will be going back to Allah.

Say the Heiser asked Roswell risottos Who are these people? I mean, he just praised them. Why am I saying this? They're gonna they're so worried they're gonna go back to Allah subhanaw taala he she said, are those people literally the Hadith? Are those people who drink alcohol? Are these people who they are they they do intimate relationship outside marriage? Are these the people who are so worried that they're gonna go back to Allah and he said lie to somebody? No, the door officer diva truthful, meaning say now boubakeur. It's not like this.

Listen to this one. Those who does all the good deeds, but they are so worried that they may not be accepted.

Something we need to be worried I don't want to use a lot of fear. But I'm gonna do it maybe more than my norm. Because of Ramadan. We need to get ready.

Are we ever, ever and everyone ask yourself, myself, number one, when you say salam alaikum Salam Alikum. Do you ever worried if your Salah was accepted?

Or you say Alhamdulillah prayed Psalm 30 now and we start running? Do I even take a minute? You know, when we take an exam all of us when you leave the exam, what do you say? You're thinking? Did I do well? I think I didn't do very well I think this this Why did you answer this way? It should be that we all lived it. Right? And you're still living it. I'm still living it.

But then the way I when I finish my sight out when I put the date in my mouth next two weeks.

I'm gonna say, am I am I those people are so worried that Allah will not accept and then why Allah doesn't accept this two reasons. Either I didn't deal with, right? Which Hamdulillah? Most of I think, everybody, but the second one

is why did I do it?

Did I show there was any show show off in it? Did I brag about it? Did I feel good about it? This is this they worried about, they felt good about it, or have they lie fast? Oh, I did Altera we.

And you leave. They are that worried?

When we are so keen about the relationship, we spend time about details. When you write a text message to someone you love.

Or you care about you read the text message? How many times before you send it?

And then after you send it you keep reading?

Why did I put this word, then it can misunderstand it.

That's the fear of loss hunted.

And there's two kinds of fear. You're afraid from the punishment.

Which we shouldn't we should be.

above that. That's how I say to myself.

And I'm going to share a couple of things I put a lot of beautiful, so I don't know how many beautiful I'm going to share with you the real fear. Okay, how many of you say I'm really afraid of Allah? Show me hands? Really?

Really? Show me how it is okay. And then we're going to find out if it's true or false, right? The cameras on me, so don't worry, right?

The real fear. So you said yes. Let's come and say what is the what is the sign? Who said so?

The real fear of Allah you have it, I have it. When that feeling, prevent you from disobedient.

When you are in front of something, something right? For example, again, you're on preparing your homework, you're Googling something, and something comes out and you so and you know how many things comes out. And the only reason you didn't look at it, or listen to it, or watch it is because he's in front of you. Hola. Then you have the feel the real fear.

That's how they say they say this the real fear, and I'm just translating school health. Truthful fear is when it stops you and listen to this one. From any sin, external and internal. Ramadan is a time where the camera literally has to be on your heart. What are you feeling? How are you looking at them? You come to the masjid. And she is this what she is that look at her or how she prayed. She's not covered? Well, her hair is showing. Don't worry about anybody.

Don't worry about anybody.

You don't know what's in their hearts, probably their hearts cleaner than mine.

At least using the masjid, at least who's praying is how I see it all the time. And make dua if you see something not right, make dua for her

or for him. But more importantly is focused on you. The real truthful fear is when you are that feeling prevent you. Otherwise, it's a claim.

And the fear with what brings fear and what fear leads to it's like a circle. Fear will lead you to be always what we talked about last week, always with him.

You always think of him

Subhanallah when I was traveling the last weekend, and everything was so smooth. And I was actually reading as suddenly

the plane went like that.

Yeah. And the pilot said, flight attendants sit down, you know, the next thing is how do I lie down?

Honestly, and it's kept going back and forth and back and forth. And nothing works at that moment.

The only thing is your da

ne and that's it and I kept saying to at least you're going for pleasure of Allah you're going to give lectures, you know, hamdulillah you're reading this you do. But I don't know when really is going to come. What I'm going to be doing.

And fear will keep you in that circle you're thinking of and thinking of him will prevent you. Prevention will make you think of him he's watching me and you keep in this circle.

Next Sofia is home. Next one is called Al Ishfaq in the Arabic language and

It's also also in the Quran. You feel pity. This is very nice concept. You feel pity

for not about anybody.

Not anyone. You pity you feel pity about two things.

You

and what are you doing? And Allah subhanaw taala said said what a couple about this is football. Aquila Ba ba ba ba ba Tessa alone all in Hakuna cub Luffy Adelina mush 15 from an Allahu Alina or Kannada. Some they say they come to each category r&b. I mean all of us. This is the talk of the people of Jana.

Because that's that discussion is in Jana workwell. About Oman about the Tessa alone, they came to each other, you know, say what brought you here. That concept. That's the concept and Jana, what brought you here.

And they said call you in cub Luffy Adelina mush 15 We were with our people, with our family, with our community with ourselves living with pity. And remember the word pity this is the best translation for men Allahu Anina. And Allah subhanaw taala favored US or Canada was smooth. And he saved us from the punishment of a simile, one of the one of the winds in Jannah. What did they do? What is pity? They say two things. You are afraid. But you are afraid with feelings of love to yourself. It's a combo.

You're afraid but you're also feeling Why did I do that? You're talking to yourself. You're not blaming yourself, you're asking yourself and it's usually feeling of love and feeling of compassion. And the first thing is you're going to look at yourself this is very common example. When you wake up in the morning, especially in Ramadan, and you missed your Fudger and don't tell me people don't do that they do.

And in Ramadan for some reason when he al Hamdan always ask Allah He gave you that to give it to you after Ramadan.

Because you don't want to be the person who only obey Allah subhanaw taala and do what he wants in Ramadan. They call them our bad Ramadan. They call them the worshipers of Ramadan. You don't want to be that person.

You don't want to be on the night of 29th this Masjid is you cannot even put your foot in.

And then the day of aid in the night the mob is nobody. Well, where did they go?

Allah still the same. The message is still the same. What happened to them? And one of my friends this is years ago and I love her so much. And I said what's happened to me? He says I think I'm about Ramadan. I was like Don't say that. And the person will only worship Allah in Ramadan. So the first thing is when you wake up at five and treasure you missed hedger The first thing you say to yourself, you have pretty

don't justify it. Don't say what is the big deal? Allah's Hoffman overhang? Of course, Allah is awful, right? But you need to say, How did you miss it?

You know, when you miss something, people come to you and say sale, you know, the Black Friday, and everybody is crazy about Black Friday, whether on site or online, or site or whatever they call online. Also, they have a name for it. And you feel so bad somebody comes to you and says, What did you buy our stock? Why I said, Oh, I missed it. And how you feel that the feeling I need that's a shell. When you come and say why did I miss it? You talk to yourself because you're you're putting yourself you will miss the reward not miss the Salah, you will miss the reward. That's Alicia. So number one, number two, and this is very important for everybody in this Masjid. When you are on the

right path, and then you change

and you have to be very worried about that. Don't you think? The fact I'm sitting in this Masjid that this cannot change the hearts in the heart in the hands of Allah subhanaw taala he turned it the way he wants. And that's why one of the communist dua for us wireless auto Sam was worth more kaliber pollutes and that's called ballerina. You're one the one you're Allah who you turn the hearts, keep my heart steadfast. Don't be arrogant.

And this is to everybody. Young and old.

Be very afraid and catch a Reese act of worship you do don't belittle it and catch it and hold it. Robert hold too tightly because people change. I can tell when someone is going to take off her hijab. I see it

because it's it never happens immediate

See, never, I've never seen it. It's always gradual.

How long that depends. It's usually gradual, I can tell it. And that's what you are, you have to be so worried and afraid that I will change.

And what changes is my heart, I don't look at things the same way I looked. And usually what makes you change is two things. Number one is the company. And number two is the company

who you spend time with. I mean, this is a friend of mine, I did see it, and I can see it and I can see it, and it's happened.

And when I spoke to her, she blocked me.

Because I really love this. I know very well, she blocked me completely. And I said, subhanAllah you're better. So be afraid. We pity pity yourself, why you are missing opportunities. Be very worried that you may change. So be careful what when things around you change, don't change. You change the environment. Don't let the environment change you.

You change the environment. Another thing is

time.

And this especially in Ramadan.

be so sad when you want the time you have. You're using it for anything but what pleases Allah I didn't say only obedience pleases Allah.

If you are cooking for your family, it pleases Allah as long as you're not doing it all the time. If you're cleaning your room, it's pleasing to Allah. As long as not all the time. Time is something we really have to hold on. Because time is what I was going to ask me, a homeowner who Femap now and his life What did she spend it with? I'm going to be asked or Shabaab or who FEMA now, the youth. What did they do with it? Because youth has a lot of potentials to obey Allah subhana Hutan. Next one, I don't have a lot of time. Another feeding is fear is actually a whole Sure. I'm going to say this because you have to know this. What is for sure you all ask

is submit

and humble and humilate three meanings for it. You submit, Allahu Akbar, you humble yourself to Allah subhanaw taala and you feel you're humiliated. Have you ever been humiliated?

Of course you are. But that's okay. Don't show.

How did you feel?

How did you feel when you are Allahu Akbar? How did you feel when you're humiliated?

This is how I need to feel in front of Allah and my salah. And I'll share a couple of highlights and this is to everybody. Our swelling salatu salam looked at someone in sada a man and the man was

doing this to his beard.

What do we normally do?

He looked at him and said the following. Please memorize this. He said, If this man's heart

submitted to Allah subhanaw taala. His external parts will not move.

Low Hashem Jabari who had low Harsha aka Ha ha, ha ha ha Jawara. If your hearts your hearts will hum will submit to Allah will humiliate to Allah humilate I use the word humanly because that's how I need to feel, then nothing will move.

But if I'm focused on how I look, what the person next to me think of me in my heart is not with Allah whatsoever. And Roswaal is salatu salam, or that's the main one, it's a crusade no more. And he was saying, coming to the masjid and acting like you're a harsher, you're humble. It's not. It's your heart.

Focus on your heart and Ramadan, you will not change unless the heart change. If I can write this in, I don't know in which way in every heart of yours, I would have done it.

memorizing things will not change you for a short period of time. Coming to the masjid will change you that for a short of time when you leave that change. It's when the heart changes. And the heart changes when the feelings change now connected.

When my fear is from him only when my love is for him only. When I am worried about him only I just did. Yanni very recently I did a counseling with somebody. She was so worried about so many things. And I was waiting and waiting and waiting. And I said where is the worry about Allah? She looked at me and I said Allah He if you are worried about what Allah think of all this, what's happening

Everything else will go will fall in place. But we're so worried about people afraid from people what they will say about me what they think of me I don't have time for all.

humbleness. humilate yourself that's feelings when you stand up here. You and this is something for everybody but specially for woman. Why do you think there is time between Madonna and Arma?

That's question for everybody. Why did they say a armour? Look at here if you see it, they say Adan is let's say 715 And if comma 730. Why? Why don't they do Iran and right away Allahu Akbar. Why? Yes.

So you get ready, get ready with what?

With what? You're here, you're not coming from your home, you're dressed. Get ready with your heart. What do we do?

All of us what do we do? Talk, check my phone. Look at my IG and I'm going to go and say Allahu Akbar, and I'm going to turn right away the switch off and I'm going to be the harsher

it doesn't work this way. You have to prepare when you cook what you have to do. You have to prepare you go and get the ingredients. What is the ingredients of Russia and salah. Remove the distractions think of this any one of you who cook which I'm sure everybody or bake the ingredients for your horseshoe and solder the ingredients when you stand up your heart start trembling is removed the distractions talking friends phone is all distractions I see people have done is going on is going on and she's still on her phone. I make dua for I don't say anything. I just make dua to Allah remove it from her heart. Not from her hand because she needs but remove it from our heart. The

attachment get ready prepare yourself when you come for Tara we

spent five minutes before Tara we don't talk. Just put your head down and think of yourself as one of the righteous people and this is hopefully you will help you they said how do you get the Hirshhorn sada

anyone know the answer? He said when I stand up in Salah before Allahu Akbar, I think of myself listen to this. I think of myself. I'm on the Seraph on the path underneath jahannam.

In the front, is Allah waiting for me?

On the size is the size of Johanna. Of course, I'm focused.

That's how I bring it. I need time to disengage. That's what I tell myself. Five minutes disengage. He said, Dawn Hamdulillah. I have time. Turn it off. You're not gonna die. Wallah, you're not gonna die. Turn it off. Don't talk to everybody. Say to the person who doesn't know, I'll talk to you after. That's what I say to people. And they all very nice and sweet. They have a questions I said can I do with after solder? They all say yes. But along with that. Last but not the least just because of the time we have seven minutes, which is the best part to me at least. So Raja, the second week.

The second week, we need it. You can't live with one. If you live only with fear you will, you'll fall.

However, and this is the first thing I'm going to say what is the balance?

Which 150 5070 30 This is fear. And this is hope. 7030 7030 What do you think?

5050?

I would love to say no, yes, no.

No. They say as long as you're living.

As long as you're living and you're healthy, and you have no issues, then you live with the fear.

Once you get sick, close to death, fear goes away completely. You only live with the hope.

That's how you get the balance. We live in a time when everything around me Don't remind me of Allah. Nothing remind me of Allah except when I come here. True or False? All of us. Right? Who looks at you and say tequila, and if they say I get upset, who is it your work? And he says oh time for Salah algo

who does that? Or somebody tells you Oh, your hijab is beautiful. Everybody gives you that cloak. I need to live with fear.

Unless the fear crippled me when I start getting anxiety and I hear this and somebody said to me I always fear of death. Now when I say why is awful rocking.

He's giving you all everything. He loves you that's when I bring the Roger. And what is Roger

hoping in what? What do you

Hope for

of course, you're gonna tell me Jana. That's that's the beginning.

Forgiveness of course if I'm going to get to Jana, of course he forgave me. Well, what do I hope for?

Increase the bar?

Go up. Don't tell me Jana.

For those and seeing him seeing him. Can you imagine you see Allah?

How does he look like? Subhana? How was going to be any imagine I'm in Jannah. So he's very happy with me. Because I'm not gonna see him if I'm not in Ghana. And he is very happy with me. What is the feeling you have?

Think of that? And I'm always going to be hopeful that I did everything I can do your law. And I know everything I did is not enough. But you are Rahim, you are merciful. You're gonna give it to me. And there's a lot of things and this is the hadith of Roswaal de Soto's. Don't you die? He said, Lion Tana. Hadoken Don't you die unless you have full open Allah. So if you go and visit somebody who's dying, nothing comes out of your mind, mouth, other than Allah, you're gonna go and see him. You're gonna go and meet him. This is how you make people feel. Don't you say oh, she didn't do this. Don't do that. You're not Allah. Don't be the judge. Lai omoton had anemia, or who you're

single one villa, you have a great hope in Allah subhanho wa taala. And I will end up with two things because we have only three minutes left. And Allah subhanaw taala said this hadith. You all know it, but I'm going to actually say this one.

They said which one is better? Right? I am hopeful Allah will forgive me or I'm hopeful Allah who rewards me look at how they think. This is very nice. And one of the real pious people he said, No, I'm absolutely hopeful. He will forgive me. And they said why you did amazing. He said because when I did amazing, maybe at one point I was not very sincere. I don't trust myself. But I trust him. That he is all forgiving.

Trust to Allah he will forgive me. But I have to have tried and did my best and it's not easy and he knows but he also will help me and the last Hadith I will share with you is an Enter. This is an India one appdb I am a lot of saying this. As you think of me. What do you think of Allah he think of you the same. What you think he is all forgiving, he will forgive you. You think he is going to punish you severely or punish you know, and then there are the Koran if UFC memorize this for Ramadan. When you come for tarawih don't talk to anyone sit down and memorize this. Either the Quran if you never see the cartoon, if enough See, he thinks of me alone. Inside, I will think of him

Subhana alone. We're in the Quran. If he Mala he mentioned my name, talk to people about Allah, the car to houfy Mala environment. If you're talking about Allah in here, Allah will talk about us in a much better gathering. Much better gathering. And when a thorough by Ilya Shubhra. Now if he starts to come to me, come to me right? In a span. I'm going to come to him handle and in a handgun. And if he comes to me, you all know this hadith, you need to practice it. How do I come to Allah in a span I give up looking at the social media for 10 minutes. He's gonna give me the beauty of Salah for an hour.

I give I come to Allah working. It's very hard for me to read Quran, Ya Allah, but I'm going to sit down, and I'm going to do it. And it's so hard for 30 minutes. He's going to give me reading five pages with the beauty. That's the meaning of this hadith. You start and you struggle and he'll give you an in atonium sheet I take the whole Hawala if he comes to me walking, Allah would come running to in which way you do one thing, one thing, it gives you 1000 feelings is facility to come. You're late for the masjid say No way. I'm going to find a place where Tarawa you really struggled. And you come in and you find the place. How did this happen? Because you came to him running. You came to

him walking he came to you are running. Live as a bird, my beautiful sisters. Love is your head. And the two wings is fear and love, fear and hope we can't live with one of it. We need them both. I would love to go more and more detail. But because of the time please don't remember what I said. Don't forget

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