Jummah Khutbah 03-05-2024 Masjid Salahadeen

Yusha Evans

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The importance of trusting Allah's subhanahu wa wa "ar date" in reconciling actions is discussed. The "anything you do" plan is a mother-led plan that requires resources and resources. The "byler's" plan to destroy a woman is discussed, and the speaker emphasizes the importance of trusting oneself and not giving up on one's own plans. The success of Islam is emphasized, along with avoiding anxiety and feeling peace in high stress situations. The puzzle pieces are designed to create fear and anxiety, and the brain is not aware of time and space.

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Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala tells us in his

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most noble book,

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to walk up to Allah.

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Have trust in Allah if you are indeed

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believers.

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We hear this

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phrase a lot. Trust in Allah. Have tawakkuk

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in Allah

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But what does it mean?

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What are its implications in our lives and

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are what are the results

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of having it? This is what we'll discuss

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today shortly, Insha'Allah.

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Trust is something you give to someone,

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but

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in Allah

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is

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trust beyond

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capabilities

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to understand why.

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We trust Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala

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without knowing

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the plan. Without knowing like, if you trust

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someone, you usually have reasons that you trust

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them. I trust this person because we've done

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business in the past, you know, and he's

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always been in right just right with me

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and I trust this person because I'm known

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my law. We trust Allah subhanahu wa ta'ana

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unequivocally.

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Unequivocally

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we trust him with everything. But what are

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its realities? What are its realities? I'll give

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you a couple of

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examples

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in Because the world right now is crazy.

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It's crazy. Those of you who are looking

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what's going on around the world, we're not

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just talking about in the Gaza, we're talking

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about globally. Globally, the world is upside down,

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and it does not seem to be getting

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any better anytime soon.

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So how do we

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reconcile this? We see the world is full

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of darkness. It's full of evil. It's full

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of oppression.

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It's full of difficulties.

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It's full of hardship. It's full of tyrants.

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It's full of tyranny.

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How do we reconcile

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this

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with

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a just Lord? How do we reconcile this

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with Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala who is

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How do we reconcile this with Allah subhanahu

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wa ta'ala who is Ar Rahman, who is

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Almatif. How do we reconcile the 2?

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At the time of Musa

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there was a tyrant as well. One of

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the most famous

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of all

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time, Fir'aun.

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The Fir'aun.

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There have been many types of pharaohs throughout

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history but the Fir'awn

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referred to in the Quran,

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the pharaoh at the time of Moses was

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one of the worst tyrants that the world

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has ever known.

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So much so that Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala

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preserved him

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and promised that I would preserve you as

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a sign

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to the nations that come after you. And

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we know today he's still preserved. He's in

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he's in a he's in a museum in

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Egypt and he's traveled around the world. He's

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probably traveled to more countries than most of

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us.

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At his time,

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he had Bani Israel in bondage, in slavery,

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and they were being persecuted.

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And for generations they have been making dua

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to Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala to give them

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freedom, to send someone to them, to give

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them some escape.

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And there was a child born named Busa.

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And when this child was young,

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Piraun had a dream

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that there would be one of these children

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alive right now that would grow up and

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overthrow him and be his instruction.

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So what did he do in response?

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He ordered that all of the young sons

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of Bani Israel

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under a certain age be slaughtered. Kill all

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of them. This was This is the way

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of tyrants. They just get rid of their

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enemies.

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So

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all of these children were being slaughtered left,

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right and center.

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But Musa had to be saved. Musa had

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to be spared.

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So Allah

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sent

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an angel to Musa's mother

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to Musa's mother and told her the plan

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to save Musa.

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Right? The plan to save Musa was simple.

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Take your child, your infant, put him in

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a box. Put that box in the river

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Nile

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and let it go.

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That was it. That was all of the

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plan she was given. She wasn't told anything

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else. She wasn't told the continuation that this

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is how it's gonna go. No.

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Put him in the box. Allah commanded you

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to put him in a box, put him

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in the Nile river and let him go.

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Now the Nile River is not some little,

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you know, bubbling brooks like we have here

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in in Texas. The Nile River is is

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something akin to the Mississippi, you know. It's

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not a river you just jump into. I

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spent a couple of years in a in

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a in a flat right in front of

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the Nile River on a road known as

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in

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in in Cairo. It's not a I I

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never jumped in it. You know, I would

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say kids born and raised I think you

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have to be born and raised in in

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in Egypt to jump in that river. But

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to place your child and if you are

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a parent, you can understand

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the complexity of this. I have to put

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an infant in a box. I don't know

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where he's going and just put him in

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the Nile River.

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But Musa's mother had tawakkul.

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Tawakkul in Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. She did

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not need to know the whole plan. She

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just knew that if Allah commanded her to

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do something then she do it and Allah

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would take care of the rest of the

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plan. Now,

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what happens? She puts him in the box,

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the box starts floating down the Nile River.

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And where does this box end up? Usually

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in my talks I ask for responses, but,

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Juma, you can't shake.

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Where does this box go?

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This box

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arrives in pharaoh's backyard.

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And now Musa's mother, even though she trusted

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in Allah,

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she also was a mother. She was a

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mother. So she sent her daughter

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to go and see where your brother goes.

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Go and look. Go and go and report

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to me what happens to him. Right? Keep

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an eye on him. This is a mother's

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love. It's unequivocal.

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So

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the box goes to Fir'aun's backyard. Can you

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imagine if we were in today's world with

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this modern technology. Right?

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And Musa's sister

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sends

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a picture, a text message or Snapchat or

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whatever have you, to Mus' mother that, Hey.

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Look where this box went. This box went

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to the very backyard of the person whom

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you put him in the box to protect

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him from.

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You know, imagine if that was a movie,

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or a TV series going on. The box

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floats into pharaoh's backyard, they show a big

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picture of his palace, and then,

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we'll see you next week. All week long,

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we'll be like, oh, it's over. You know,

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that's it. That boy is done. That's it.

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It's over. The game's over. He went to

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the very place he was supposed to be

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protected from. Or if Moose's sister was able

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to tell her mother this is where it

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went, maybe maybe she would have been like,

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you know, this is not what I agreed

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to. You know, this plan is not working

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out. No. No. No. I didn't agree to

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send them to the very person who's trying

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to kill him.

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Allah doesn't need you to know the whole

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plan. Allah doesn't need you to know the

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whole plan. He works in his own ways.

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Allah

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works in ways that you and I are

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unable to comprehend. This is why he says

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to have

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in him. Trust him without understanding because you

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can't grasp him. We know that how that

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story goes. Fir'awn is found by who? Asi.

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The wife of Fir'awn who held the iman

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in her heart.

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And Asiye convinced Fir'awn. She took this child

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and Allah gave her an immediate love for

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him. Right? She took this child to Fir'awn.

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This is also shows you, this is a

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little side lesson for our brothers.

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Is that your wife

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for those of you who are married and

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if you've been married for more than 5,

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10 years, you know this already. And if

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you don't, learn it now. And if you're

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not gonna get if you're not and you're

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going to get married, learn this now. Your

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wife has a superpower.

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She has a superpower.

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That superpower is called the power of persuasion.

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That power of persuasion. When your wife really

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wants something, if she's been married to you

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5, 10, 15 years, she knows you well

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enough, she's going to get what she wants,

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one way or the other.

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I've learned it's easier just to surrender early.

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Surrender earlier. And the battle is just it's

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it's easier. Much easier for you.

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So Fir'aun convinces through the power of persuasion

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for Fir'aun to adopt his own destruction.

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Not only does he adopt his own destruction,

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they tried to find a wet nurse for

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this child because you couldn't go to the

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store and buy formula. That's just not the

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way it worked. You had to find someone

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to breastfeed this child.

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So they brought one wet nurse after another

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after another after another, he wouldn't take from

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any of them.

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This is the command of Allah Subhanahu Wa

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Ta'ala. He wouldn't take from any of them.

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And Musa's sister's watching this whole scenario, right?

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And they're getting very frustrated. So finally she

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sees an opening and she comes and says,

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look, can I give you a suggestion of

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a woman whom I can bring, and I

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I can almost assure you that he will

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take from her? At that point, the child

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is dying. So they're like, you know, whatever.

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Bring whomever. If it works, it works. So

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who does she go and get? She goes

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and get Musa's mother.

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She goes and gets his mother. His mother

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comes Can you imagine probably her

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realization when she realizes where her son is?

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He's in the palace of Firoun, the very

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person who's trying to kill him, whom you

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sent to He's in his house now, and

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you're being commanded to come. So she goes,

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and as soon as Musa sees his mother,

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of course he starts taking from her. And

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then what happens? Now

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Musa's mother is being paid, because this was

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a job, She's being paid a salary

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from the royal palace. She's being paid a

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royal salary

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and Musa and her are put under royal

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guard.

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Look at the plan of Allah subhanahu wa

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ta'ala.

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Her and her son are being paid and

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put under royal guard for his protection.

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So not only Fir'aun adopt his own destruction,

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he pays for it. He pays to protect

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it. He pays to raise it,

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and its mother.

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And we know that Musa would eventually raise

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up, leave Egypt and then be spoken to

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Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala, sent back with his

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brother Harun and they would become the reason

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for the destruction

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of Fir'aun

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and the freedom of Bani Israel.

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The plan of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala does

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not need to make sense to you. It

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does not need to make sense to you.

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Allah knows. He understands. Everything is within his

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power. Everything is within his grasp.

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Everything is working out exactly as he has

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commanded and planned it.

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Our job as believers

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is to have

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To trust him. To trust him no matter

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what it looks like, no matter how it

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looks like it's going.

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Our command is to trust him.

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He never says to understand me, you have

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to understand my plan, you have to comprehend

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it. No. Just trust me. I got this.

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This is the plan of Allah

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It doesn't need to make sense to you.

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There was once at the time of Dawud,

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a woman.

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A woman. Right?

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This is from the Israeli. There's a time

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of Dawud, there was a woman.

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She was a poor woman

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and she lived her life by sewing things

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and knitting.

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And she would sew and knit things

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and take them to the market and sell

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them. And from that money,

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she would then buy enough food for her

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and her children for that day. She was

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a widow.

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And enough material to knit something for the

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next day. And that's how she lived every

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single day, day to day, in and out.

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That's how she lived.

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One day she was on the way to

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the market and a bird came

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and snatched up her knitting.

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Snatched up that which she had to make

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for the next day and took off

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with it. And now she has nothing to

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feed her children. And days go by and

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her children are starving and she's starving. This

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bird

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is acting upon what? Pitro. From Allah Subhanahu

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wa Ta'ala. Birds don't have a free will.

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They just do what Allah has commanded them

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to do. So she goes into the

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court of

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Dawud

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and she lodges a complaint.

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She says Well first she asked a question.

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She says, is Allah just

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or is Allah unjust to his slaves?

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It's a very strange question. Right? So he

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asked, why do you ask this question? Someone

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has to get to a point I know

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I do I do counseling every single day.

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There has to be When people ask certain

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questions like this, you need to know the

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why. There's a reason why this person is

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asking this question. What has happened to bring

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you to this point? So she explains herself.

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Right?

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She explains herself on what happened and, you

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know, I have nothing now, my children are

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starving. Is Allah just or is Allah unjust?

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As the all of this is happening, some

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men come in and they're carrying with them

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big bags of gold.

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And they come in a it's a big

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commotion because, you know, they got these men

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big bags of gold. They're not from here

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and they come and just throw it at

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the feet of the woo

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And they say this is sadaqa for Allah

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for whomever you deem it to be,

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necessary, whomever you will for. And so dude

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says hold on a second. What what is

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this story now?

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They say we are merchants who travel by

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sea.

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And we were on our way from our

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last trip and it was successful.

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But our sail broke on our ship and

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we could not navigate the waters, and we

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would got caught in a storm, and we

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had no way to escape it, And we

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thought we were going to die. So we

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asked Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala, we were making

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du'a for Allah, if he would save us

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from this. We would donate all of the

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proceeds

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from this venture for his sake. They said

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not long after making this du'a, a bird

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flew by our boat and dropped some knitting

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materials and knitting supplies

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that we were able to use to repair

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our sail and thus make it to your

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land. And here we are fulfilling our oath

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to Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala.

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So Dawud looks at the woman.

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Yeah? He looks at the woman and he

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asked her the same question she asked him.

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Is Allah just?

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Who is Allah unjust?

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Is Allah just or is Allah unjust to

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you? You have a Rab who is working

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for you on land,

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in the air and at sea. So is

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Allah just or is Allah unjust?

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And He gives all if it's her and

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makes her a wealthy woman cause this belongs

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to you. Allah

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made this plan for you.

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You don't need to always understand. Sometimes we

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ask, oh Allah why me? Why are you

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putting me through such difficulties? Why are these

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tests happening?

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Because Allah has a plan.

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Allah has a reason. Nothing comes into your

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life. Nothing happens to you. Unless Allah has

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willed it and decreed it. Not a leaf

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falls from a tree. Nothing happens within this

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universe except it is perfectly in Allah's order,

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and the way He has willed it to

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be. Our job is simply to trust in

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him. Subhanahu

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wa

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ta'ala. When our Prophet

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was surrounded

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in his house

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in Mecca

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by assassins,

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his house is surrounded. There's nowhere to go.

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They're going to kill him tonight.

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Allah orders him to leave.

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He doesn't know what's going to happen. He

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has no idea what the plan is. But

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he knows that Allah has commanded him to

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leave,

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so he leaves.

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He walks out of his door reciting from

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the Quran, blows some dust, and nobody even

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sees him. Nobody even sees him. They don't

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even watch him walk away.

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You don't need to know the plan.

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After that, he would meet Abu Bakr because

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Abu Bakr had stayed behind. You know everybody

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else had made hijrah. This is the love

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We'll talk about this in our upcoming series

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on on the companions promised paradise.

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Abu Bakr had such love for the prophet

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He waited. He waited and he waited and

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he waited. And even the prophet asked him

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why are you waiting? And he's, you know,

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he said I can't leave without you. He

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said just wait. Maybe Allah will give you

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a good companion to go with. And so

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he waited and he left with Abu Bakr,

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and they left at night.

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In the morning, the Quraysh find out that

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he's gone when they find out that he's

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Ali sleeping in his bed. And look at

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the plan of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. Ali

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lays in his bed willingly that night.

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Willingly.

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Ali

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another one of the greatest men who have

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ever walked the face of this planet,

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lays in his bed that night knowing very

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well that there are assassins going to come

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in and could possibly kill him. What did

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he say about that night? He said I've

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never slept so peacefully.

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He said, that was the most restful night

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of sleep I have ever had in my

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life

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with assassins surrounding. This is Allah subhanahu wa

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ta'ala's plan and order.

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As they're leaving, the Quraysh find out,

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what happens?

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They send many people out to find him.

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They put a big reward out for him.

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A big reward. Everybody's looking all over the

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place for our prophet salallahu alaihi wa sallam

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to bring him back so they can kill

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him.

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Nobody can find him except for Suraqah ibn

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Malik ends up finding him. Suraqah finds him

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and sees him ahead of him with Abu

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Bakr. Right?

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Look at this plan, it's just how it's

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unfolding. Surakah is chasing him and the prophet

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and Abu Bakr see him. And so,

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the prophet

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makes dua to Allah to protect them from

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Surakah. And what happens? His horse falls and

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sinks into the sand and falls.

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And then he tells and it's stuck. So

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he he tells

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you Muhammad You see, they they they knew

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who this man was. You Muhammad Meghdadullah won't

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chase you no more. So he frees him,

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and then he starts chasing him again. This

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happens a couple of times. Right? And then

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finally the prophet

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stops

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and he says, Suraqa,

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how are you going to be? What is

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your condition going to be

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when one day when one day you are

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given the bracelets of kisra

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as bounty from the Muslim community.

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Saraka's like,

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this guy is being chased as a criminal.

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He has no army. He has no help.

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He's literally alone with Abu Bakr. And he's

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telling me that I'm going to be given

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the bracelets of Kisra,

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the greatest empire one of the greatest empires

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the world has ever known.

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He leaves him at that point. He goes

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back to the Meccanism but like, just leave

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him. He's crazy.

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You know, we used to we used to

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joke about him being crazy. He's legitimately crazy.

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This man says I'm gonna be given the

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bracelet of sarahqah. What happens?

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At the time of Umar, ibn Khattab

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when Khalid ibn Walid,

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the drawn sword of

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brings down the Persian Empire, the Roman Empire,

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and the bounty comes into the Muslim community.

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So Raqah had accepted Islam after Fath ul

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Makkah. But Umar was going through

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the bounty

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and he opened a box and he saw

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the bracelets that Kisra was famous for wearing

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and he remembered the prophecy of the prophet

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sallallahu alaihi wasallam.

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And he said tell salaqa come here.

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This is the honor and dignity that Allah

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gives to those who trust him. He said

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tell salaqa come here. And he said do

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you remember suraqah?

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Do you remember

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when you were chasing the prophet

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and he told you that this would happen

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and He Himself put those bracelets on taraka.

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This is the plan of Allah sukha. You

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don't need to know how it's going to

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happen. You just need to know that if

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Allah says it will happen, it will happen.

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That's all that needs to be known. Our

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Prophet

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when he escapes rafaa, what happens? The Meccids

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find them again

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and they run into the cave of Oud.

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They run into this little small cave. For

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those of you who have been there, you

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know it's very small. Very small. And there's

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an opening underneath. Like, literally if you look

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up under you can see all the people

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that are in it. So they hide in

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this cave because that's all there is.

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And the Meccans start coming closer. And what

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does Abu Bakr say to our prophet sallallahu

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alaihi wasallam? He becomes scared. He becomes frightened.

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He's human.

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He says, O Messenger of Allah, if they

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look it down at their feet, they're gonna

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see us. They're gonna find us. What does

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the Prophet

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say to him? Oh Abu

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Bakr, what do you think

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is going to be the end result of

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2 people whom the third is Allah Subhanahu?

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What do you think is going to happen

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to 2 people whom the third is Allah?

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And of course we know the very famous

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story that they weren't found. They weren't caught.

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Then our prophet

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would go on.

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Brothers

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and sisters,

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you don't need to understand what's happening in

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the world. I know there's a lot of

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time we spend. We try to over

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analyze,

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you know, we try to hypothesize, we try

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to look at the politics, we try to

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look at the dynamics, we try to figure

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out this is the way it's gonna work.

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No. If they do this Look, it does

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not matter.

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Whatever Allah's plan is

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for this world will be. Whatever Allah's plan

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for this ummah is, will be. It will

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be. We cannot escape it. We cannot escape

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it. The qadr of Allah is fixed. The

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only thing that can change it, the Prophet

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sallallahu alaihi wa sallam said it's du'a. But

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did Allah make know you're gonna make that

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du'a change? This is the knowledge of Allah

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Subhanahu wa ta'ala. Everything is already written. You

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know that very famous statement you say all

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the time, It's

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written. It's written. And whatever is written with

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Allah is inescapable.

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It is inescapable. We don't need to know

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the plan,

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We just need to trust the planner. Because

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the planner is Allah

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They plan and Allah plans.

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And Allah is the best of those who

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plan. Allah is the best of those who

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plan. So all we are responsible for is

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trusting him. Trusting him. Just trust him. He

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knows what he's doing

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We just need to stand firm.

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Sometimes in our own life,

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we do not understand

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the way Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala is putting

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things forward. And I've mentioned this in one

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of my khataras, but I wanted to make

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sure it was recorded for the for for

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the website and for all of you here

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today.

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We wonder why Allah is putting us through

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certain things.

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And as human beings, we are obsessed with

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the why. One of the very first things

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your children will learn how to say, for

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those of you who have children, you know

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this, one of their first words is almost

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always

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why.

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I don't know why. It's just a fiddler

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from children. They learn the word why. They

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learn what it means and they use it

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frequently.

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Every time you tell them to do something.

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Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?

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And when you're trying to explain to them

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the why. So the human

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psychology is that we must

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understand the why. It bothers us if we

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don't understand the why. When it comes to

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Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala,

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the Waqul

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means that you trust

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without

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knowing the why. You trust it. Even if

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you don't understand, even if it doesn't make

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sense, even if it can seems completely

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backwards, you still go forward and you trust

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Allah

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Once during the pandemic

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right? Because during the pandemic we were asking

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a lot of why's. Right? All of us

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locked in our house. We there was a

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lot of why's going on in my head

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during that time.

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I was sitting with my daughter

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doing a jigsaw puzzle,

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And I've used this so much in my

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therapy sessions and it's been a a a

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tremendous help to a lot of people and

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it was helpful to me.

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We were doing a jigsaw puzzle. And you

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know when you do a jigsaw puzzle, there

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are lots of pieces that make sense right

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away. Edges, faces, flowers, all these different things.

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You know where they go. And then there's

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certain pieces, especially if you do the big

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jigsaw puzzles like my daughter likes to do.

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There's certain pieces that you don't know where

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they go. Like a solid piece. There's a

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solid colored piece. You have no idea where

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it goes. So there were a few of

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these pieces when we pulled out when we

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pulled them out. And I I was asking

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my daughter, like, where do these go? She's

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like, I don't know. I was like, okay.

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Let's just throw them away then. They don't

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have a place. She's like, no. No. Why

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would you do that? We're gonna need them

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later on. And something clicked in my head

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that this is Tuakul. This is your life.

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This is your

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life. There are certain things that will happen.

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And this is the world in general. There

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are certain things that will happen

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that won't make any sense.

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These are those puzzle pieces.

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But the reason they don't make any sense

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and the reason they don't have a place

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is because enough of the puzzle has not

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been built yet.

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Enough of the puzzle hasn't been built yet.

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As you continue to build the puzzle of

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your life, as this world's puzzle continues to

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be built, there will be pieces that are

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missing.

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And then you'll find that piece that you

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didn't know where it went, it will go

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right there where it needed to go. This

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is the way it always happens. The way

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it always happens.

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I

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questioned why when I was a child was

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I tortured by my stepmother? Like, literally tortured.

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She tortured me mentally and physically.

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And it it matched the way my brain

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works. I am highly prone to anxiety till

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this day in times of ease

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And I never made sense to me. I

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would ask my therapist, why is it that

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if I am put in high stress situations

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if I'm in a very stressful situation, I'm

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usually the coolest one in the room. My

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wife says it's very odd about me.

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It's that, you know, my daughter fell down

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the steps one day and we thought she

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broke her back because she was like, oh,

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I can't feel my legs, you know. I

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can't move because she just, you know, she

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had actually, like,

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hit something that had caused her to go

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numb for a second. And everybody's freaking out.

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Right? But except me. I'm not freaking out.

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I'm like, let's sit her down. Don't move

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her. Let's call. Let's see what you know,

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she's like, in those high stress situations,

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I'm Uber calm.

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But then if I'm sitting on my couch

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on a Sunday afternoon watching football or whatnot,

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I have panic attacks. Yeah? I don't know

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where. Boom. Tachycardia. Heart rate goes to 170.

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I feel like doom and gloom. The angel

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death's gonna walk in the room. And I'm

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like, this makes no sense. At the time

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when I'm supposed to be relaxing,

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my brain is sending off fight or flight

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and dropping, adrenaline and cortisol.

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But and I'm in a high stress situation,

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I thought it doesn't faze me.

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My therapist said it's because you were raised

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in a war zone.

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You were raised in a war zone. You

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were raised with fear.

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Your stepmother always taught you to be afraid.

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Anytime she would see me smile, she would

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beat me or torture me. Any she wanted

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to make sure I had no enjoyment

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growing up or locked me in my room

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for weeks on end. She said, so that

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became the normal state of your brain. Your

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brain, your hippocampus,

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which is the part of your center of

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your brain, it doesn't know time and space.

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It protects you though. It stores information for

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later on. She said your hippocampus doesn't know

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that you are no longer in that threatening

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situation.

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So your normal stasis is that of war.

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So therefore, when you're in those high stress

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situations, your brain knows how to respond because

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that's how it developed.

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She said, but your brain does not know

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ease, and it has not learned peace.

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So when you are at ease and at

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peace, that is a warning sign to your

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brain because that's when your stepmother used to

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abuse.

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When you would smile. When you would have

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ease. When you have relaxation.

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So your hippocampus has stored that and knows

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that whenever he's in this situation,

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it usually meant danger, danger, danger. So it's

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sending off these warning signals to you.

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And I'm thinking to myself,

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why

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would Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala put me through

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that as a child? Or I'm looking at

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the children like when my daughter comes and

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ask me about the children of Gaza.

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Why are they being tortured like if Allah

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is so just, if Allah is so why

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why are we going why are they going

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through these things?

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And so I'm asking why did I go

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through this?

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And then I started

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counseling. I started doing therapy.

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Psychology was my secular studies, but I started

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using it during the pandemic because I realized

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there was a huge need in the Muslim

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community for mental health services.

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And between

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20 January 2021

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till today, I've seen nearly 4,000

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Muslims.

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Nearly 4,000 Muslims who have gone through so

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many traumatic things.

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And

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I've not had one bad review yet and

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almost 90% of my clients have been repeat

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clients.

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And

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that is that missing piece of the puzzle

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is that I went through so much as

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a child. I went through so much. I

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went through prison, all these other things so

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that now when I talk to people, I

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understand. I can empathize. I can relate. People

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have been through trauma. People have been through

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abuse. People I watched my mother, if you

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didn't watch my domestic violence tapes, go watch

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them. I watched my mother get abused, when

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I did finally make another relationship with her

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literally beaten to the hospital time after time

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after time. So when I talk to people

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who've been through these situations,

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I not only now know how to help

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them but I can relate to them. I

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can relate to them. The plan of Allah

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Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala is perfect.

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It is perfect.

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You just need to let the puzzle continue

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to be built. And then all of the

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pieces that are missing will find their place.

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Allah's plan is perfect because it is by

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Him. It is by Him

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So when I tell you to trust in

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Allah, when Allah says, ta waqu'al Allah, have

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trust in Allah, then that means we do

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it abandoningly.

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We don't need to know what the outcome

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will be. We don't need to know how

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it's going to happen. We don't need to

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know when or where or any of that.

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We just need to know that it will

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happen by the will of Allah

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And I know that the promise the last

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two I will finish, the promise of the

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prophet sallallahu alaihi wa sallam is that this

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ummah will be victorious

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and the promise of Allah in the Quran

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that the believers will be successful. That's all

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I need to know. That's all I need

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to know. So now my job is just

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to stay upon that, stay a part of

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this ummah, stay a believer and the success

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will come insha'allah.

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However it's meant to happen, Allah knows best.

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protect us all.

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protect us all.