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in this beautiful place, in this holy place, at this holy time, there is something I wish to bring to your attention. There is something that you know of that sometimes we forget. And that is but that we are all sinners. It is something that must come to our attention, my brothers and sisters, that none of us over here has ever escaped sinning even once. We are indeed sinners, whether it be in the day we sin, whether it be in the night we sin, whether it be at work, we sin, whether it be at home, we sin, yet we sin, indeed we sin, because our happy Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam had said, virtually every child of Adam, barely every child of Adam, is a sinner, and the best of

sinners are those who repent.

So we see that these sins, cause some of us to have a hard heart, we see that some of these sins, cause our hearts to be black end, causa hearts, to have a covering on top of them. So when a verse of the Quran is recited, we do not hear we do not feel our heart shaking. When we hear a last name being pronounced, we do not hear we do not feel ourselves going to the grounds of prostrating out of utter praise for Allah.

And we find that some of us, this hardness of the heart leads us to have a bad character with our family. So we see some of some of us dealing with our neighbors, and with our parents, and with our own wives, and our own children, and our brothers and our sisters, and our brothers in Islam and assisted Islam with the worst of manners. And we've we find that sometimes our sins are so much as so much that indeed we ourselves lead a miserable life for Indeed Allah subhanho wa Taala says in the Quran, woman

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he says, Whoever turns away from my remembrance, whoever turns away from my remembrance, for indeed for him is a miserable life. for him is a miserable life, and he will be raised up on the Day of Judgment blind

From the effects of our sins,

from the effects of our sins, that we are forbidden the pleasure of the sweetness of Eman? How many of us have ever felt the sweetness of you may have imagined in our hearts? How many of us have felt the sweetness of a man of loving Allah and His messenger? How many of us have felt the sweetness of a man of loving of Allah and loving the Sunnah of Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wasallam. For indeed our sins are preventing have prevented us from this. Our sins have prevented us from this until we find ourselves leading a miserable life. For indeed if we lead a miserable life in this life, then what do you think will be our state in the hereafter? So what is the reason for this my brothers and

sisters? What is the reason for our sins? What is the what is the cause? What is the reason that makes us sin so much? It will not have escaped you. The verse of Allah subhanho wa Taala in the Koran when he says in October to Allah La.

Verily repentance is upon Allah, for those who commit sins in utter carelessness and ignorance. So my question to you today, my question to you today is what is Allah subhanaw taala saying here is Allah subhanaw taala saying that Toba repentance is only for those who commit sins in ignorance, meaning that the person who commits the sin he is ignorant of the ruling of Islam in this particular matter? kalevala No, no, for indeed, if a person does something and he does not know the ruling of Islam in that issue, then he is not a sinner. He is not a sinner. For verily he did not intend to sin, because he did not know the hokum of Allah in that issue. So what does Allah subhanho wa Taala

mean? When he says in the matoba to Allah, La Latina Yama una subida Latin, verily Toba is upon Allah for those who do sins upon ignorance. What does Allah mean ignorance of what

he means ignorance of Allah subhanho wa Taala he means ignorance of the status of Allah subhanho wa Taala. He means ignorance of the fact that Allah subhanho wa Taala is worthy of your worship all my brothers and sisters at all times. He means that Allah subhanaw taala is so exalted in his status, that when we forget this, that is the time that we sin. This is why the seller, may Allah have mercy upon them. This is why the Salah may Allah have mercy upon them, used to say that every sinner is a jar hell, every sinner is a jar hell, now, yes, every sin as a giant, ignorant of Allah, ignorant of the status of Allah, ignorant of what Allah deserved for my time and I worship Subhana Allah, Allah

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and they did not ascribe to Allah, what Allah is worthy of being ascribed to and they did not give a lot of weight that Allah is worthy of being given to well out of the blue gem. Well, Jamie and cockapoo yo malkia tiama and the earth, Allah subhanho wa Taala will indeed and grasp it in his grip, on the day of judgment was somehow art and the heavens will be in his right hand. Allah subhanho wa Taala will take the earth and the heavens in his hands Subhana Allah, imagine the greatness of Allah. Imagine how mighty Allah is. Imagine how great Allah is. Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam said in a beautiful Hadith, he said, the example of this earth compared to the

heavens is the example of a ring thrown into the desert.

And the example of the heavens, compared to the courtesy of or compared to the courtesy of Allah is the example of a ring thrown into the desert. And the example of the kursi compared to the throne is the example of a ring thrown into the desert. So I asked you, Allah subhanaw taala How great is he? If all of these things are the example for small rings thrown into the desert, if the earth is example of a small ring thrown into the desert, and this this desert is an example of a small ring thrown into another greater desert, and this greater desert is example of a small ring thrown into another greater desert? So how great is Allah subhanho wa Taala? Do you not know that Allah subhana

wa Taala has created angels in every single hand span of the heavens of the earth? And these angels, either prostrating or bowing are standing in prayer, and they have been doing so since the time they have been created? Subhan Allah and on the Day of Judgment, when Allah subhanho wa Taala will take the souls away, they will say, Oh Allah, O Allah, O Allah, we have not worship you as you deserve to be worship. And we're lucky to have been worshipping Allah since that time to have been created Subhana Allah, this is why Allah subhanho wa Taala says about Day of Judgment. One of the names of the Day of Judgment is watch my brothers, it is yo mata hoburne. It is Yama tabon. What does Yama

mean? It means a day in which the people will be in love in a day in which the people will be in heaven. And what does happen mean is up and means regret, regret, a deep sense of regret, that you did not realize a lot of greatness whilst you're there in this life. And so when you see Allah subhanho wa Taala in his full glory and greatness on the Day of Judgment, you will say Subhan Allah all the time I wasted all the time I wasted all the time I wasted in this worldly life, all the time I wasted in sinning when I knew that lust panatela is so deserving of my worship. This is why the Day of Judgment is called Yama. For indeed every single soul shall shall be in heaven shall be in

regret for the time that they had wasted in sins for the time that they had wasted in disobey Allah subhanho wa Taala.

The reason for the sins is also that people have forgotten, they have forgotten the angel of death, they have forgotten the reality of death, they have forgotten that everyone has an appointment with the angel of death, that everyone will see the angel of death, the everyone will need the angel of death, that everyone will have to taste what the angel of death has to offer. So panela The Angel of Death will come to us, and He will sit on our heads and he will call to us. So indeed, if we were worthy souls, if we were righteous souls, that our souls would come to his hand just like a water drips out of out of a container.

And whether and if our souls were sinful, and we had not asked Allah subhanho wa Taala repentance from our sins, then indeed, the Angel of Death will tear us out, will take us out, just like something is torn out of a body, just like an organ is torn out for body. What would happen to the body then it would leave the body in tatters. So panela every single one of us has a meeting with the angel of death. Do you not think of people of sin? Do you not think of people who sin? Do you not think that when you are sitting? How would you feel if the angel of death came upon you? Or people of sin? When you are sitting? Don't use No. How would you feel if the Day of Judgment came at

that point? How would you feel if Allah subhanaw taala came with the angels in ranks in order to command between you and throw you into the Hellfire for your sins? How would you feel my brothers and sisters Subhana Allah?

The reason is what scenes is that people have forgotten the Day of Judgment. People have forgotten the Day of Judgment. They have forgotten Yeoman kiama Allah subhanho wa Taala reminds us, Allah subhanho wa Taala reminds the Forgotten people and he says Allah subhanaw taala reminds a forgetful people and he says, Yeah, are you a nurse with Takara Baku in nuzzles? Aleta, Satish a una de yo

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Allah subhanho wa Taala says in this beautiful verse, he said, O people, O people, all mankind, Fear Allah, Fear Allah for Indeed, the earthquake the trembling, of the Day of Judgment is an amazing and amazing a tremendous matter that day.

Yo Matata, Hakuna Matata nama that that day with every woman who feeds her child from her breast, she will let her go. And that day with every woman, every pregnant woman will drop her child. She will drop a child from the fear and the terror of the Day of Judgment. Ouattara NASA sakara and you will see the people mad and you will see the people drunk, maddened from the fear wama homi Saqqara, they are not drunk, they are not drunk, while kinaba Bala chedid rather the punishment of Allah subhanho wa Taala is Shadi is severe. So, this oh people, my brothers and sisters, who sin thinking that Allah subhanaw taala is the most greatest and most merciful.

who think that Allah Subhana Allah is the Most Merciful? Have you forgotten that he's also shed Eagle?

Have you also forgotten that Allah subhanaw taala is also the most severe punishment.

It does not be fit a king like Allah subhanaw taala to allow the people to sin. It would indeed be a weak King if he did not punish his slaves. So Allah subhanho wa Taala just like he has mercy, so also he has severe punishment.

The people have seen the people who seem to have forgotten jahannam they have forgotten jahannam they have forgotten that the fire of jahannam that the fire of jahannam is 70 times hotter than the hottest fire on this earth. They're forgotten that the fire of jahannam is 70 times the fire, the heat of the fire of this earth, they have forgotten that the jahannam has 70,000 rings, and each 70,000 rings is pulled with a rope and each rope has 70,000 angels pulling it, Suppan Allah, Allah subhanaw taala will fill jahannam from every 1000 people with 999 of them 999 of the people from every 1000 will enter jahannam

Have you forgotten what Allah subhanaw taala says about jahannam Allah subhanho wa Taala says

about jahannam

the indeed jahannam is a terrible punishment, and Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam described the punishment of jahannam by saying and giving a beautiful, appropriate example. He said that the molar teeth, the molar teeth of the Capitol, in jahannam, will be the size of our herd will be the size of all hurt. Have you seen or heard? Has everyone seen or heard? Then let this be a button then burn this view in your minds? Don't ever forget it for indeed the molar teeth of the caffeine in jahannam will be the size of 100 Why? Because Allah have mercy upon dimension that Allah subhanaw taala when you will increase the size of the caffeine jahannam will increase the size of the centers

and jahannam Why? So that they may have more punishment. So that when they are bigger, when the surface area of the skins are more than when they feel the fire they will feel more pain. Have you forgotten this fact? Have you forgotten this fact? When you sing? Do you remember this fact that this is the reality which every one of us has to face, the every one of us will have to come on the day of judgment in front of Allah subhanaw taala naked when the sun is brought so close to us and every one of us are sweating until some of us sweat until our elbows until our knees and some of us sweat until our shoulders and some

Have a sweat until we are drowned in a sweat. Have you forgotten this day? When do we when we will all have to walk over the ciroc the Silloth sharper than a hair sharper and more sharp and even more sharp than a sharp sword? Subhana Allah How will you walk over the ciroc when there will be claws coming out of jahannam and the syrup is over the jahannam and pulling you down. How will you How will you be then? When you when you sin? Don't you remember this fact? Don't you remember this fact?

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And when the angels, the angels write down your deeds, they come down and one to your right and one to your left.

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Allah have mercy upon him when he was dying, and he was in pain when he was dying. And he was saying, oh, oh, so his son, a beloved came to him and said, Oh, my father, or my father in law, he I know the pain that you're going through. But oh, my father, the angels write down everything. So my father don't speak, or my father don't speak. So Mm hmm. And Allah have mercy upon him, did not even pronounce his words of pain. Subhana Allah, the angels write down everything. The angels write down everything. There is not a single thing that you have done, my brothers and sisters in secret are in public, that Allah subhanaw taala does not know of, and the angels have they have not written it

down. Subhana Allah this book, which will be presented to you on the Day of Judgment, contains every big and small thing that you have done. So how will you answer for this? How will you answer for this, if all these things that I'm saying to you, if all these things that I'm saying to you has not caused you hearts to have to tremble? If all these things have not caused your heart to tremble, have not caused fear of Allah subhanho wa Taala to enter into your hearts, then I do not know what will cause you to have fear of Allah subhanaw taala I do not know what will cause you to have fear of Allah subhanaw taala I give you a good example. I give you the example.

There are so little Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam had told us, He said if you knew what I know, he said, If you knew what I know, then you would laugh less and cry more. He said, If you knew what I know, then you would laugh less and cry more. He said, If you knew what I know, then you would not find pleasure in being with your wives. How many of us enjoy being with our wives? And how many of our wives enjoy being with us sleeping with us and not sleeping with them? yet? Where are we to know what Rasulullah sallallahu wasallam knew about the punishment that last panel Tyler has kept for the sinners that lust panatela has kept in the Day of Judgment for the sinners, that indeed, we

will not find pleasure without wives.

However, let us not forget that along with this severe punishment of Allah subhanaw taala comes a great mercy. I give you a good example. An example of the mother and his child and a child, the example of the mother with a child. Have you not seen sometimes when the child does something bad.

And the mother loves the child so much. Yet the mother wishes to punish the child and tell the child go out. Get out from me. Get out I do not wish to see you. So she loves the child in a room and closes the door. And the child starts crying and knocks on the door saying oh mother opened the door or mother opened the door. Or mother we're lucky I'm sorry. Oh my god, never do it again. And he cries and cries and he's crying and crying until he gets weaker and weaker. And he can't be able to stand up anymore. So he sits down and he keeps on crying. And the mother is on the other side. No, she has not gone away. Rather she's standing next to the dough. She's listening to what the son is

saying what the child is saying. She's listening to us to the to the child crying. She's listening to every single thing the child is saying that she can't bear it any longer. She can't bear it any longer. Her motherhood, the love of her of her mother gives away so she opens the door and she takes the child in her arms and said oh my child or my child, or my child did not tell you not to disobey me or my child will law he did not do this except except to teach you. Oh my child did not tell you this. did not tell you not to disobey me. Come back to me. How many of our mothers have done this to us? How many of our mothers have done this to us? How many of our mothers love us so much? We have

been through this yet Allah subhanho wa Taala loves us more than our mothers Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam said in a beautiful Hadith Indeed Allah subhanho wa Taala loves the child loves loves you loves his slaves. Allah subhanaw taala love

Slaves more than the mother loves the child. Allah subhanaw taala loves the slaves more than the mother loves the child. So what a beautiful example of a slave standing out of fact, what a beautiful example of a Hutch standing in Mina in the in the dark parts of the night, standing imploring to Islam with his hands raised height and say well Allah forgive me well ally beseech you will allow you are greater I'm not allow your reach and I'm poor, or allow your mighty arm and I'm weak, or Allah, you know everything about me, you know, everything about me, you know about the sins I have done, about the sense of them publicly. And the things that I've hidden privately, Oh Allah,

you know about all the evil things I've done. All the disgusting things I've done. Oh Allah, I'm naked in front of you. So I beseech you are loved by your immense mercy Forgive me. Allah subhanaw taala says in the beautiful Koran

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in the example of the self, we have a beautiful example of how to make repentance Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wasallam. Our Habib Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, he was forgiving all his sins, his past sins and his future sins. Yet the companions used to hear him saying a stock field a lot more than 70 times a day, and even more than 100 times a day, even though I'm on may Allah have mercy upon him, said in an authentic hadith in Sahih al Bukhari that will lie we used to count how many times or sola sola Allahu alayhi wa sallam used to sell stuck fuuka lahoma I stuck through cola Humala to blue lake. And he said, Well, lucky I

used to count the profits of the law while he was selling them. in one sitting he used to say more than 1000 more than 100 times more than 100 times in one sitting. When was the last time you said I stuck through the law? When is the last time you said I stuck to the law? When is the last time you repented to Allah? It's not a lot more work you're being repented to. You went and repented to your boss for being late. You went to repented to the people who took money from for being late in paying back. But Have you repented to Allah for the sins you have done? Have you repented to Allah for the sins you have done? So what are you waiting for?

We know Allah subhanaw taala had forgiven Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam all his all his sins. Yet Rasulullah sallallahu Sallam used to stand up most of the night until his feet used to break and pastures used to come out and blood used to come out and I Sham Allah have mercy upon him. May Allah have mercy upon her, used to look at us through the loss of the law while he was alive and say, Oh rasulillah why'd you do this sort of pseudo law? Why do you do this? When a law spider Tyler had forgiven your future your past sins? Why'd you stand up all of the night? Why do you stand up all of the night? Take rest or pseudo law take rest? Sort of pseudo law, the best of mankind, the

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are grateful and thankful slave of Allah.

Were we to know that Allah subhanaw taala had forgiven us how many of us would actually be standing up? Half of the night? Not even quarter of the night, nor even a 10th of the nights? Not even standing up at all. Were we to know Allah subhanaw taala had forgiven us the 10 people who have promised paradise, the 10 people who were promised paradise. Do you know how they acted? Do you know how they kept on asking Allah for forgiveness? How Abubakar kept on asking Allah for forgiveness, even though he knew those who lost the law. What is a limb that truthful, had told him rasulillah the truthful had told him that he would be from the people of paradise. So he did not have to do as

much as other people have to do yet. He used to do more than the rest.

And what about the example of the media? Alfa media the woman who came to Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam dansguardian the woman from the answer this woman from dancer. What happened was she committed Zina, then she became pregnant from this dinner. Then she came to the School of Law. So the law while he was solemn, and said,

Oh Rasulullah rasulillah I have committed Zina or rasulillah I have defiled myself with Xena and rasulillah I have defiled myself with Xena. So Rasulullah sallallahu wasallam turned away to his right. And she came to the right and said oh Sula have committed Xena rasuna life committed Xena rasuna life committed Zina. And this will last a long while it was seldom turn to the left. So she came again and said oh prophet of Allah. I have committed Zina, and voila, he I'm pregnant from the sinner or Rasulullah purifiion rasulillah sudo su LA. So Lola, who it was sending them was amazed by this woman was amazed by this woman. So he looked at her and said, also in so go and come back once

you have given birth to this child. So the woman so this this lady, her name was Aloha, mithya, she went, and she came back after nine months after giving birth to this child, she came back with this child in her hands after she had given birth. She did not wait to single minute, but she came to the school and said Oh, so Lola, I am that woman who came to you and said I had committed Zina, and I was pregnant from this from the sinner. And you told me to wait until I give birth to the child. And here he is also Lola here is the child. Also Allah purified me Oh sudo la purify me. So those were the law. So the law while he was a lamp, told her go and and feed the child, feed her, feed him your

milk, go and feed him, Feed him and come back after two years after you're fed him. So she went and came back after two years. She did not waver in her determination to ask Allah subhanaw taala and the and the messenger to do the head upon her. She did not waver in her determination to be purified from what she had done. So she came back after two months after two years, and she had given the child a piece of bread in her in his hands, so that the child could eat the piece of bread in front of Rasulullah. To show the rasulillah that the child was no longer in need of a breast milk, the child was no longer needed for breast milk. So she showed Soto's who last

saw this and gave the child to one of the companions and then he ordered that this woman be stoned to death. He ordered that ally media be stoned to death, the raw media, the repenter, the repenter, the one who repented the true repentance, be stoned to death. So she was put on the ground and then tied to the stake. And then the companions took the stones and started standing up, started standing up until the blood came from our head and spilt on one of the companions on one of the bodies of the companions in the companion customer. So total loss of love while he was a lamb told him No, do not cursor for law he she has repented with repentance, that if it were to be distributed to all the

people of Medina, that if all the people in Medina were also to do Zina were also to do Zina. And then this this this repentance were to be distributed to them all. It will be enough for them. Look at this woman. For three years she repented to Allah. For three years she repented to Allah. Never did she waver in her determination, to repent to Allah to purify herself for my sins. When we know we had we ourselves have done such since when when we know ourselves having have perhaps not done sooner, but perhaps we have done worse. We have done worse. Perhaps we

have taken interest money, which is worse by 36 times, which is worse 36 times, which is worse than committing Zina with that with your mother in the shade of the Kaaba, as Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam had said, and what perhaps we have done something worse. Perhaps we have done more of our brothers and sisters, and how easy it is to do Heba. And he buys the worst of the river, and the river is worse than Xena by 36 times. Perhaps we have done all of this, yet every repented the repentance of alchemy, dia, have we truly repented the repentance of this woman, have repented the woman repentance of this woman, who repented for three years, waiting and knowing that her end is

near waiting and knowing that the end will be death by stoning. Knowing this, yet she wanted Allah subhanaw taala is repentance. She wanted Rasulullah sallallahu wasallam to turn to her purified sapan Allah, how many of us has repented with such repentance for even one day, rather, even half a day rather even one hour? Rather even 10 minutes? How many of us has repented to Allah subhanaw taala with such an exemplary repentance

and in the story of clavicle, Malik, Cardinal Malik, he was one of the companions are full of loss of the loss. Do we have an example of true repentance? Do we have an example of true repentance? Look at the example of Kavitha Malik. What happened to cognate Malik Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam in the last battle, which was the Battle of tabuk where Rasulullah sallallahu wasallam went off to the Battle of the book. And the people went off with Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, and approximately 80 of the people of Medina did not go with him. Approximately 80 of the people of Medina some of them with a valid excuse. But most of them were hypocrites did not go with Rasulullah

sallallahu alayhi wasallam to this bathroom after book and club is no Malik, what law he was not a hypocrite. rather he was one who loves Rasul Allah and loved Allah, yet his sins had overtaken him. What happened was COVID, the Malik, he said, and he relates the story himself. He said, Well, ah he I wanted to meet up with Rasul Allah. But something happened. And I had some business to take care of. So I went to the to the market, and I took care of this business. But then my face took took over me until I was not able to go this day. So I said, I will go tomorrow in Sharla, and I'll catch up with Rasulullah sallallahu sallam. So tomorrow, okay. And so he went to the market again, and is

the first to cover. And so he was not able to go that day, until he said, and tomorrow, the next day, I will go and meet up with rasulillah. And then the next day came, and he went to the market and his affairs to cover and it seems to cover until he knew that he will not reach Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam. So he would walk through the market, and you will see all these people, about 80 of these people, and he would see them and none of them were people of Eman. None of them were people of Eman. Indeed what was left in Medina were the hypocrites, these people. They wanted to give an excuse for not meeting rasulillah. And what did cabina Malik want to do? Did he have an

excuse? cola law? No, he did not have an excuse, except that his sins are taken or taken over him. So Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi salam came back after he came back from battle after book. So he came back in it and as it was the practice of Rasul Allah, he came back and play Salatu Doha in the Prophet's mosque, he prayed to Raka and thereafter the people came to the sutra lesson, the law while you're settling with the excuses, so these people came, the hypocrites came, and they said, Oh, Rasulullah sallallahu we wanted to come. But we had this and that, and we had this affair and that affair, or we were sick or sutala, we had this and that I had a headache. And I had a broken

arm, and I had my my wife, my wife was sick, my child was sick, my this my this happened, my that happened. And also loss of asylum, excuse them all. And then came the turn of cabinet and the Malik cop came to the School of Law, so the law while he was selling them, and he came and sat in front of us through law, and and Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam said, or what have you not offered to me and also of allegiance, or cloud? Did you not offer to me the oath of allegiance? And cop said, by our law? Yes, yes, indeed, I'd offer to you an oath of allegiance. So Rasulullah said, so what had stopped you from coming to to the Battle of the book? What had stopped from you from joining us

at the Battle of the book? So Rasulullah Sakaba Malik, may Allah have mercy upon him said no Rasul Allah have no excuse. What law your rasulillah I say the truth I have no excuse, or Rasulullah were I to say something now? Then Indeed, Allah

Last panatela was send your brain and he would tell you brain will tell you that I'm lying. Also Lola tell you the truth, I have no excuse. So Rasulullah sallallahu wasallam got up and told the people,

for casada. As for this one, that indeed he has said the truth.

That's what this one that indeed he has said the truth. So he ordered the people of Medina, he ordered all the people in Medina to not speak to cavagna Malik, he ordered them not to speak to him, not to come near him, not to return his alarms, not to not not to even speak to him, not to talk to him, not to sit with him not to eat with him. Nothing at all. So chladni Malik, may Allah have mercy upon him. He said, I used to walk through the through the markets, I used to walk through the markets, until it seemed to me that the people were not the people that I knew. And the sun was not a son that I knew. And the trees was not a tree that I knew. And, and the animals was not that what

an animal that I knew. And the earth was not an earth that I knew, meaning that everyone would turn away from him until he felt that even the sun and the moon, and the stars and the trees and the Earth would turn away from him. Such carbon the Malik, he spent his time 20 days, 30 days 35 days with no one speaking to him, with no one speaking to him. Then one day, the mother came to his uncle and said Oh, uncle. Yeah, I mean, yeah, I mean, don't you know?

Don't you know that I love rasulillah that I love Allah and Rasool Allah. And so the uncle turned away. And so cloudmonix said, one lie, he don't you know, I love I love the Messenger of Allah. So, his uncle turned away again. So cosdna Malik said again, oh, my uncle, don't you know I love Allah and the Messenger of Allah. So the uncle said, Allahu Allahu Allahu Allahu rasuluh I'm so carignane Malik fell down crying, he fell down crying, that no one would testify to his love for Allah and the Messenger of Allah. He loved the messenger. Yet his beloved Rasul Allah was not speaking to him, his beloved, Allah would not speak to him, he said, cavagna Malik said in this beautiful Hadith, he

said, what law has to come and play with the Jamaat, I used to come and play with the Muslims, and Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam used to look at me through the through through through the side of his eyes, through the side of his eyes. He used to look at me, and when I and when I used to turn to Him, and say salam, O Allah, Rasool Allah, He used to turn away from me, and voila, he nothing was harsher on me. Nothing was more severe on me that might be loving to the left turning away from me. There might be loving Rasulullah. Habib, turning away from me, my family is turning away from me. So cabinet Malik, may Allah have mercy upon him. It reached 40 days, 40 days, there

are so law, so the law while you're sending them, sent a messenger to cabinet Malik's wife, and said Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi. Salam, or as you or wife of cabinet Malik, to stay away from your husband,

to stay away from your husband, to not come to your husband, to not speak to your husband, to allow your husband to sleep with you to not sleep with your husband, to stay away from your husband. So the punishment got worse and worse, the punishment got worse and worse. SubhanAllah.

If we were to be in that state,

if we were to be in that state, would we ever have said the truth? Would we ever have said the truth, if all the people of this state, if all the people of this tent,

were commanded by the School of Law to not speak to me for example, would I ever and would you ever if you were in this state, ever say the truth and repentance kovno Malik repented, and knowing the punishment that would come after it, that no one would speak to you that no one would talk to you that no one would return you salaams would you speak?

Would you still say the truth? Yet cabinet Malik said the truth. and thereafter 50 days past 50 days past until 50 days past until cabinet Malik mela have mercy upon him, said his Salah. He prayed in Salah

in the mosque, and then he returned to his house. And then a messenger came running to cabinet Malik running on his horse. And he was faster than his speech and came to come to Malik and said oh come up share a cup of *. Take good black tidings.

Take the glad tidings of repentance from Allah subhanho wa Taala repentance from from Allah subhanho wa Taala. At that point God knew that something had happened that either revelation had come, or rasulillah had forgiven him. So he went and ran faster than the wind, and came to law school law, and also lost the law while they were sending them was smiling, and he was smiling, and light was coming out of his face. So he came and sat next to the suit of law. So the law while he was solemn, Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam told him take the glad tidings of a day which is better than the day in which you were given birth to have a bit of a day better than the day in which you are

given birth to or cabinet medic. Allah subhanaw taala has forgiven you. Oh kovno Malik, Allah subhanho wa Taala has revealed a verse of the Quran from above the seven heavens and forgiven you. So cognate Malik, may Allah have mercy upon him. He said, and I give all my wealth to the cause of Allah. Thereafter cognate Malik says in this beautiful Hadith, he said, Well law he I learned my lesson. He said, Well, ah, he I learned my lesson. I should always be truthful to Allah. I should always be truthful to Allah. I should always repent in the way I repented. I should always be truthful to Allah subhana wa Taala and own up my mistakes and own up my sins and all the evil things

that I did. At one law he one law here Sumo Sumo, like, this is what will enter me into paradise inshallah. This is what will enter into enter me into paradise.

My brothers and sisters, my brothers and sisters, the greatest sign, the greatest sign of true repentance is another is another man Adam and Adam.

The greatest sign of true repentance is that you feel regret in your heart is that you feel regret in your heart, before you say it in your words. And before your hands raise up to Allah. And before your feet stand up to go and repent to Allah. It is the regret of the heart. It is the feeling of the heart. It is the turning of the heart to Allah, for all the sins that you have committed. It is a turning of the heart to Allah with a sorry state that you had committed the sins, not knowing that Allah subhanho wa Taala not remembering that Allah subhanho wa Taala was worthy of your worship. The Love was worthy of your worship, that Allah was worthy of your repentance, and you had delayed it.

Oh my people repent to Allah. My brothers and sisters repent to Allah. Let not anyone rise up from today. Let not anyone rise up from this sitting today, except that he has repented to Allah except that he has repented to Allah. Allah subhanho wa Taala says in the beautiful Quran,

Allah de la mano tubo Illa Allah He told batana suha tubo Illa Allah.

So ha, to boo, boo boo,

boo ha, Allah subhanaw taala says, Oh, you will believe repent to Allah true repentance. repent to Allah a true repentance, a sincere repentance from the bottom of your heart, a sincere repentance. remembering Allah has great mercy. remembering Allah has great status, remembering Allah has great punishment, remembering Allah, Greg Archer, a paradise. Oh my brothers and sisters, repent to Allah subhanho wa Taala repent to Allah subhanho wa Taala

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may Allah have mercy upon him.

He told us a great story. And it is not a story. Except that is a true story. It is not a story except that it is true it is a true story, a story about one of the Shabaab one of the young men of Riyadh and how he really repented. So, let us listen to this story with an attentive mind. Let us listen Let us listen to this story with an attentive mind and see what this man did.

The man his name was met. His name was I met this this this man of 26 years old. His name was Smith.

What happened and underrate to you as the narrator narrator to the chef

The chef narrated to us and read to you, as the narrator narrator to the chef, and the chef narrated to us, the narrator of the story. He says, One day, I have to travel to one of these non Muslim countries, I have to travel to a non Muslim country. And I was only passing by and had to travel to a Muslim country. But I had to take a transit route through this non Muslim country. So I came down in the airport, and I had a waiting time of a couple of hours. So I came down and search for a place to pray. And I found that they had a small place to pray in that airport of this non Muslim country. So I went to this place. And I found in there a young man, a young man, he was only about 25 or 26,

only about 2526 he was sitting down, and he was crying as if he had lost his family and all his all of his wealth. He was crying like there was no tomorrow. He was crying, the crying as if he was about to die. This is the story of the repenter This is the story of the repenter. So the narrator continues, he says so I went up to this young man and I took him in my arms and said Oh, so on. So what makes you cry? Oh, my brother in Islam, what makes you cry? So this man turned and said, well, law he I have committed Zina. While law he has committed Zina. While law he has committed Zina. So he asked him, What did you do? Oh, my brother, what happened to you? He said, Well, what happened

was we came in a group, we came a group of friends, to this place to enjoy the women over here to enjoy the drink and the music and the women of this country. So when I was here, and I was on top of the woman, and I had committed Zina, then suddenly a realization of what I had done had entered into my heart. And I felt this great shame in my heart. So I left the woman and I wore my clothes, put my clothes back on. And I came out, I came out, crying, and screaming that I've committed Zina. So the pimps, the pimps that went near the door. They said, What has happened to you? What has happened to you? Didn't you like that woman? Wasn't she beautiful enough for you? Wasn't she nice? It wasn't she

enjoyable enough for you? Didn't you enjoy her? Rather, Achmed said the repenter admit he said well law have committed Zina, well law have committed Zina. So this pimpy said, But Allah is all forgiving, all forgiving. Go back and enjoy yourself. Go back. Go back and enjoy yourself. Allah forgive you. Go back and enjoy yourself and thereafter ask for repentance, if you wish to go back and enjoy yourself. So I've met Allah have mercy upon him, he died.

He liked he died later on. This is why I'm saying that lie mercy upon him.

He told him, No, you are a person of evil. You are a person of evil. You remind me of Allah, Spanish Allah as mercy. Whereas you have forgotten Allah as punishment. You have forgotten Alas, punishment. So he went out crying, and he packed his bags, and he took all his luggage from the airport. He likes to call his luggage from the hotel, and he went to the airport and he booked his flight and he was there. He was there in the mosque crying. This is where the narrator of the story met him. So the narrator told him, may Allah have mercy upon you, your hammock, Allah have mercy. Think Be patient, be patient, when we reach back to Riyadh, inshallah, we'll speak to some of the Messiah and

inshallah they will advise you with good. So they went back to Riyadh, and they reached Riyadh. And so ashmit came down

and, and went back to his family. Thereafter, they had exchanged phone numbers. So this man, the narrator, he called up and said, Please come and visit me, please come and visit me. So I met came and visited the narrator. He came and visited the the narrator of the story. So I met said, also and so I came to say farewell to you. He said also, and so I came to say farewell to you. So the narrator was shocked. Why have you come to say farewell to me also omit? Why have you come to say farewell to me. So I've made said, I have come to say farewell, because I'm now going to go to the maxima. I about to go to the courts and hand Myself to him to them, hand over myself, and tell them

I've committed Zina and let them put the punishment of Xena upon me, let them do the punishment of of stoning upon me, because indeed, I was married when I had committed Zina. So this person was shocked. He was amazed. He was amazed at the way this person was repenting. He was amazed at the way that the person was repenting.

So the narrator said, Why don't we call up a chef? Why don't we call up a chef?

So I said, Okay, call, call whoever you wish. So so the narrator call picked up some of the numbers. And he called up chef bin Baz. And he called him up and said, Oh, Chef, there is a person who has committed Zina. And he wishes to hand himself over to the maxima. He wishes to hand himself and be stoned to death. And social members said, Is it a person by the name of so and so? What law he has called me already five, six times. He has already called me five, six times. And every single time is called me. He has tried to make me allow him to go in and hand him over to the to the courts I've met had already called most of the shares. He had already called them, and told them that he had

committed Zina, and he had asked permission from them, and no one was wish to give him give given permission for him to be stoned. No one wish for him to give him permission to be stoned. So shacman boss said, may Allah have mercy upon him. While law has already called me many times. He has already called me many times, and he has he has been begging me to allow him to be stoned.

So tell him own Rita, tell him on the writer, tell him that this is not the way this is not the way. ask Allah for mercy and Allah will forgive. Hide your sins, cover up your sins, cover up the sins of what you have done, cover up for it will indeed be a big shame to your family. What would happen when the people know about it? What will happen to your father and mother How would they cover their face when they know that their son is committed Zina? When the people find out that the Son is coming to dinner? So I've met kept quiet, yet he cried, and kept quiet and went away. Thereafter, the narrator said I invited Achmed once more to my house. I invited him in once more to my house

after a couple of months, and indeed, in these months I've met had truly repented. And he did not have a beard, but he started to grow his beard. Until Mashallah he had a big beard and did not memorize the Quran, but he started to memorize the Quran. Until within six months he had memorized all of the Quran. Until within six months he had memorized all of the Quran. So I invited him to my house at that time, it was still still lamenting about his sin, still saying, Well, I have committed Zina, I need to ask Allah for forgiveness, what law he I need, I need to ask Allah for forgiveness. So the narrator told him, why don't you come and visit us? Why don't you visit us all? I haven't, we

haven't seen you for six months, I made replied, Well, luckily, I did not wish to make you filthy with my sin. You people are people are less forgiving. You people are people that less forgiving. I did not wish to make you dirty with my sin. So I've made was invited to the narrator's house. And the narrator opened up a book. And they started to read from the from the narrations of the pious predecessors, from the narrations of Libya, Libya, the pious self. And what and what can tell you about the story of Libya, Libya was from one of the, the seller of this oma, what had happened was he was from the most pious of people. So the people of Sue and evil and filth in his time wish to

test Libya. So narrator started reading a story. And they came to the br story. And and this is, as I tell you, is a story of Libya. What happened was the people in his time we should do harm to Libya. So the went to the most beautiful women in their time, they went to the most beautiful women in their time, and men used to melt at the mere sight of this woman. So they told her for you is 1000 dinar, we shall give you 1000 dinar, if robbia just gives you one case, if rabea just gives you one case, we will give you 1000 dinar. So she agreed, and they told her, and if and if and if Libya does zero with you, they will give you more and more will give you more and more so she agreed. So

she made beautified herself. She put on perfume and beautified herself at went to Arabia went to Libya. And and and then she took her hijab off and took her clothes off in front of Libya and said,

I am for you. Take me on Ibiza. I am for you. So to be I turned away. This wise man, this righteous man, this pious man, the slave of the left turned away and said yeah amatola Oh slave of Allah. How would you feel if the angel of death came to you now at this state, and you were on top of me? And I was on top of you? How would you feel if angel of death came? Once you once we were in this sin? How would you feel if the Day of Judgment came and we were committed?

This in this is a words of reminder to us when we are committing sins. Oh my brothers and sisters, how would we feel if the angel of death came to us? How would we feel if the Day of Judgment came to us? How would we feel if Allah subhanho wa Taala came in front of us? And and heaven came to the right. And hell was killed was was brought to the left? How would we feel? Oh my brothers and sisters? and answer that remains to be a question that remains to be answered.

So thereafter, when I've made heard this story, I've made the repenter when he heard this story, he said, Subhana Allah, the BIA runs away from an adulterous whereas I came to the adulterous and I committed adultery. Well law what a difference between me and him, what law he wants the difference between me and him. He is a person who is pious and righteous, whereas I am a sinful filthy slave of Allah Subhana Allah, and he started crying and he got up from the madness and went away. He got the from the madness went away. So the narrator narrates the story, and said, and I came to admit, after a couple of weeks, and I came to him, and I had already spoken to a chef about about Ahmed story, I

had spoken to one of the chefs about a Hamad story. So he had told told me, that Subhana Allah, it is that this bad deed that he has done, this deed which he has done, Zina that he has done has been a reason for him to repent, has been a reason for him to inshallah, enter Paradise. What the sheriff was talking about, is something which is well known is something which is well known my brothers and sisters, and that is that sometimes a bad deed can be a reason for you to enter Paradise.

How can that be? Did I make a mistake? And what I said, No, I have not made a mistake. Indeed, sometimes a bad deed can be a reason for you to enter Paradise, and sometimes a good deed can be a reason for you to enter hellfire. How is this? Well, when you do a bad deed, then you feel regret for it in your heart. And you repent to Allah with the true and sincere repentance. So Allah turns to you and repentance, and he changes this bad deed into a good deed and he enters into paradise. And when you do a good deed, then you feel pride in your heart. Oh, look at me, I have come from hatch. Oh, look at me I have done hatch. I have done hatch. I am a Haji.

Now you can call me Haji or so and so I am a person who has done hatch. So this pride entered into your heart and you go back to the people and have pride in your heart. And then when this pride enters into your heart, then Subhan Allah, Allah subhanaw taala has no need for your Hajj has the need for you.

So he rejects your a betta. So this becomes a cause for you to enter into Hellfire now to be let him in the woodland now to be law him in a good land.

So I made the repenter we come back to his story. I made the repent we come back to a story, the narrator said. So I went to admit. And the chef had told me and a verse of the Quran to recite to him. The chef had told me a verse of the Quran to recite to him. So I went to Mohammed and said, Oh I met you have memorized the Quran to memorize the Quran, yet have you not come across the verse of Allah subhanho wa Taala what levena la luna ma la de la habana for wala toluna Neff seletti her Rama Allahu Allah will have what is known mama file daddy Kajal Kasama Utah Flo la de boo yo malkia Mati ye, ye, ye mohana illa Manta.

Manta de la mano y Milan Milan slowly ha Fabiola de la who say your team hi Santa Monica de la hula hula Rahim. Allah Subhana Allah. Look at this beautiful verse. Look at this beautiful verse. When I heard this, he said well ah here it is, as if I have heard this verse for the very first time. It is as if I have heard this verse for the very first time. What is this verse saying? All my brothers and sisters, Allah subhanaw taala says one Latina la una Mara la isla

and those who do not worship with Allah, any other God, those who do not worship with Allah any other God. Well known enough Salatu haram Allahu Allah will have at the end they do not kill a soul which Allah subhanaw taala had forbidden to be killed except with the right

one is known and they do not do Zina. They do not commit

Xena, Mama. Dolly Kajal Kasama and whoever does that will indeed have seen upon him. Yuba la la de his punishment will be made double on him on the Day of Judgment. Why a hula defeat him ohana and he will stay in hellfire. He was staying Hellfire for a very very long time in LA LA Vina

Illallah de la de la mano ami la Milan Swati ha, except for those who repent and do good deeds for hula, you buche de la la who say your team has an ad for Indeed Allah subhanho wa Taala will change their bad deeds into good deeds, what kind of law have a photo rahima and Indeed Allah subhana wa Tada. And indeed, Allah subhanaw taala is ever forgiving and most merciful.

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so I made may Allah have mercy upon him. When he heard this beautiful verse of Allah subhanho wa Taala. He said, Well, Ah, here it is as if it is the first time I'm hearing about hearing about this verse. Well, ah, he my brother, owner, writer you have given me You have given me a hope, or my brother, you have given me a hope, which I have not had before. Oh my brother Subhana Allah indeed I will call upon Allah with this verse. And I hope Allah subhanaw taala will meet will make me from those who are forgiven. Thereafter, the narrator went away. He went away for a week or two, until he received a phone call from his father. He said, Come quickly, also. And so quickly, something has

happened to my son I've met Come quickly. So the narrator went, he went hurriedly. He drove his car, parked his car, went into the mosque, and he found it in frustration. Yet, the frustration was so long, it was as if it was the last frustration he would ever do. And indeed was the last prostration he had ever done for us made may Allah have mercy upon him. He had died while he was in his frustration. And the people reported, Allah have mercy upon them on may Allah have mercy upon them on they reported that I admit, before he went to prostration before he went to prostration. The last verse he had ever recited was this last verse that he that that you had told him, that Allah

subhanaw taala had given him a hope that Allah forgive him, that Allah subhanaw taala had given him a hope that Allah may forgive his his sin, his sin of Xena so panela What was the verse again? Let me recite it to again.

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This was the last verse that he had recited,

which had given him hope of Allah's mercy. My brothers do not display of Allah's mercy. My brothers know that Allah subhanaw taala loves the one who repents know that also last lesson is to repent 100 times a day, 100 times a day, and perhaps in a single single sitting he would repent more than 100 times a day. My brothers also lives in Los Angeles in the beautiful Hadith, the most beloved to you to Allah, Allah, the best of friends to Allah subhanaw taala those who repent the most are those who repent the most my brothers if you repent to Allah Subhana Allah, Allah will change your bad day and make you into a good deed. So repent, my brothers, repent, take this chance, repent before the time

of death comes to you Subhan Allah, Allah homovanillic A Chateau La ilaha illa Anta stuffer go to Bulik