Tears of Repentance

Said Rageah

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with the permission of a loss of Hannah who what's the ANA

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and the blessings of Albury azzawajal.

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We will like to go over a subject.

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That is we are in dire need of

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this subject is a subject of Toba the repentance to Allah subhanho wa Taala.

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And most of the Muslims they assume

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that Toba

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is something that is suggested by Allah soprano who want to add

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in something that is recommended by Allah through the Koran and through the teaching of the Messenger of Allah.

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What we don't understand is Toba is not a suggested suggested subject or topic.

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It is not recommended thing that we should try to entertain. Rather Toba is must because a loss of Hanover to Allah said in the Quran, were to Illa hegemony and Allah said in the for an author who you believe all of you must repent to Allah subhanho wa Taala.

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Some of the Muslims

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due to the limited knowledge of an Islam,

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they may assume that they can delay the Toba until they reach a certain age until they get married until they perform the hedge and the thoughts that they can do whatever they want to do, because along will wait for them and mother can wait for them. But don't realize that America does not discriminate. Medical no does not know whether you young or old. It does not care whether you are rich or poor, whether you male or female, whether you are healthy or ill manneken mode has a list of names and based on the list. monocle mode will take the souls of the people

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you're on

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some of the stories from Bani Israel in

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is not listed in us that we should record or report just to support what we saying not to take it as the core material of our Deen. But they said that many can mote. He looks at the person's face five times a day.

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And he sees this person that is planning for his future is planning for his wedding. He's planning for his business. His planning for his trips is planning for the future.

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His children, but miracle mode is saying, what a poor soul he does not know that his time is coming soon. He doesn't know but he thinks he has so much time. In a similar narration, similar sources. We all know the story of Anima z when medic was so it was automatic, maybe you know Suleiman Allah is

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that in the presence of the Navy, his advisors was sitting next to him one of his advisors. And then he felt uncomfortable and he left.

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And he came back later on and Sulaiman said and he said, to him, is not it is not your nature to act like that and behave as such, and leave. as such. He said, Are you a Navy?

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The man who was sitting next to you was staring at me looking at me in a strange way. He made me very uncomfortable, so I left. Who was he?

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A man said that was medical, maybe a lie. So a man said that was the angel of death.

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There was zero the advisors said, Subhan Allah, me American mode on the same land we cannot be so please order the wind to carry me to a foreign land from the earth of a loss of Hannover, Donna. So soon a man in a long story to make sure he ordered the wind to carry this man to the learn of India

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and some hand in law. Shortly after that American mode once again came to Salima.

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And when he came to him, so a man said to the American mote You made my advisor very uncomfortable. What when you're staring at him like this caught up to me, honey, he said, I was shocked about his presence here. A lot ordered ordered me to take his soul and the land of India. So I follow the orders of the law and then went to anything Subhan Allah, how can I take the soul of this man who was all the way in Palestine, and all of a sudden the wind bottom to me on due time, so I took his soul.

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So no matter what we tried to do and this is again, minimalistic ness netformx say and Bahari were Muslim. So again, we have no knowledge when medical mode would come and would ask your soul to be delivered and send it back to Allah subhanho wa Taala and that's what we say in nearly lay in the Koran we're in LA Raji rune indeed we belong to a law and a lot we all show return.

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If what if you learn

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what is the thing that we must acknowledge as

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being a human being means we are being who are all orphans will commit sins and mass

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Midland makan one monster

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one more of them almost.

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What are even one monster

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all of us. We commit sins in a different levels. Some of us we are so much into sins, and others when away from some of us will rush back to Toba. Others, they are persistent and insistent in continue committing the sins. And that's why in the long run, he was selling instantly to me, man Heidi, and this man has been a medic was

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the Messenger of Allah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam said I couldn't live in Adam.

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All of the sons of Adam, all of us, we commit sins and we fall into a massive pile

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in a bubble, and the best of the sinners are those who quickly repent to Allah subhanho wa Taala

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worse of the deed is for us to commit the sin

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and to walk away as though we did not do anything.

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If you know you know brothers, if you don't do well, or you don't do what your boss asked you, you feel guilt you fear that he may give you a note or he may fire you or he may ask he may deduct from your salary. He may punish you for asking to go back.

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But some handle law when we commit

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Mercy since we don't move,

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nothing moves here, as though our hearts are made of stones, as though we're not afraid of the law, and the habit of nimbyism, the law while he was under, in use to say all this, how does the people who came after them used to say, and Mona,

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the person who was hypocrites, when he commits a sin, He feels like a fly just flew by his face, and he waves it like this. And the movement when he commits massiah, he feels like he is under a mountain, about to crush him. Now look at yourself, when you disobey a law, do you lose sleep over the magazine? Do you worry? Are you concerned you lose your appetite? Or you just move on? If you move on, then something is wrong with you.

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Something is wrong with your faith, something is wrong with the level of support that you have.

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I want to narrate a story that really relates to this to the title on the theme of this.

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And this story is well known, but a loss of ridicule for England Vic claw alasa remind Indira remaining would benefit the believers. So everything that your speaker is going to address or say a mention of quoting night is not something new. It's not something that I will bring out of my pocket. It is not something that what I'm fabricate, but it is something from the Quran and the Sunnah, and the people that we all know and the stories that we all share before

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and a loss that in the

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locker the canopy of Casa Simi politan nikulin and Bab McKenna, Haley Everett, Alba, McKenna had eaten youth Torah. Allah subhanho wa Taala said in their stories, the stories of the people before us, there are lessons for the people of Odin and Bab. People understand.

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This young man

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who made Toba

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who later became one of the greatest imams of the oma was known as the side

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the thief he was well built strong. He feared no one. And even mothers when they want to put the children to bed. They used to say, if you don't go to bed, our asks also to come and take you and the children used to be terrified of him. And this is

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unfulfillment al.

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Alpha Rahim Allah, the man that he used to make the whole family leave until they pass out. The man who used to be a wife of mystery than heroin. And Philemon Yaga Rahim Allah, whether it was a thief. And one night, he decided to go on Robben steal one of the local homes. And he went when he was climbing up. He saw the owner of the house is an older the man, old man and he knew he could overtake overpower this old man.

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But souhan law under a law, that lady said, Let me see what this Omen going to do. And this Omen Subhana Allah with his humble home, he picked the muzzle of the Oran and he causes late and he sat down and he flipped the page of the Quran with gentleness and kindness. And he recited out like as though Allah I think this old man ikura resigned so the thief can hear your presentation. And he said at a meeting the lady in Armando and Tasha

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he recited this ayah isn't a time and I'm yet Nina Amano for those who believe in Allah and His Messenger isn't a time for them to return to a law for the heart to tremble when they hear the recitation of the book of Allah Subhana Allah and he sat down for a minute.

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And he said to Allah, I repent to Allah, and I will never disobey Allah. And then he went to the masjid Subhana Allah, he went to the mercy and not only that, he repents. Not only that he shed tears, but rather he decided to be on the syrup and Mr. Payne on the right path because

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We are fake Thai even a lot of times we make Toba but our Toba is fake. We will say Oh ALLAH forgive me or Allah forgive me, but in your heart and mind they not on the Toba. They not on the far and that's why I even said, minute is still referring Marius, Zimbalist for he said from the STL file that you must make Toba from it, some of the STL file that you make. You must make Toba from that, because you're lying to Allah. You saying your law Forgive me, but you're thinking about your children. You say Allah forgive my sins, but you worry about other things, your heart and mind not in the State Farm. And now that I live in Utah, you say, you playing with Allah, and you should

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repent from that. You should repent from that. So Hannibal is at the mercy phone. If you only know how much sins we commit when we think we're doing good.

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What if we know?

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Allah subhanho wa Taala.

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He promised us that He will forgive our sins. If we rectify our situation.

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If we don't stay on the situation that we make Toba form rather if we rectify and alasa in that when he was talking about the sinners, inland Ludhiana. What is we're here for Buddha to worry him.

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In Laila Dena tabula rasa, the condition is that you must make Toba and you must make a slot with Allah. You must fix that relationship with Allah. You must not assume just because you set a stop for Allah, your sins would be washed away. You must not assume just by saying, Oh ALLAH forgive me, Allah will rush to forgiveness. Yes, Allah is most forgiving, and he loves to forgive. But if you play with Allah, like you play with your children, that Allah subhanho wa Taala in the Maha Shetty to Allah subhana wa to Allah will punish you.

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What do you feel?

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I heard this story from one of the hot health thieves in in a very profound incident.

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And he's talking about an incident of a young man of our time,

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who committed a massiah

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but he really repented to Allah subhanho wa Taala.

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This young man, the story of this young man is narrated by a stranger who just met that man.

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He said some Hannah law.

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He said this young man, he traveled from Riyadh, from Saudi.

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And he went to a neighboring out of countries.

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And when he went for a day, one day business trip, he went and at the end of the day, he came back. And he said, let me rest in one of the hotels. So I may catch my flight early in the morning tomorrow. When he came to the hotels, he realized that the women who just and Islamic, and men are smoking and drinking. And he came to the counter the reception and he said, Do you have any rooms available? And this man with the beer and thorough and it looks like a person of a mystery. The man behind the counter said, Yeah, sure. What are you doing here?

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This is not a place for people such as you, such as you. He said, I just need one night to sleep. He said if you want all this Mercia then you can stay here but this is not for you leave. So I left. I left and I sat in the park public park waiting for the time for the sun to rise so I can pray for you. And after sunrise. I pray for you. I went to the airport. He said the airport I found little Masada Allah Subhana Allah. And in the masala he said, I slept like a baby because all last night I was up.

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He said

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in the depth of sleep, my sleep.

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I heard someone sobbing. someone crying out loud. And he shook me

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and I looked

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for either Who?

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A young man, you know, beautiful handsome face. But he looks pale. He's so proud because he's been crying. And I said to him, man

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Yeah, what is wrong with you?

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He said, antenna can you sleep?

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I said yes, I'm tired. He said, What can the last day but I cannot sleep?

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I cannot asleep.

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And he said, I said insha Allah, everything wouldn't be well just relax and sleep. But the young man would not start crying. So I sat down and said, Man, what is wrong with you? But I,

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I had everything that Allah would bestow on a servant. I had money, I had status, I had wealth. I have a wife and children and a happy man. But the overload was too much for me. So I want to change. I want some excitement in my life. I want some something different. So I went with my friends who are coming out to this country.

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And they said, let's have fun.

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Let's enjoy ourselves. And this is how shaytaan brothers and sisters, this is how shaytan needs you to massiah shaytan will never ask you directly disobey a law, legal your salon, take off your job, or a job that is half shirt sweep, or wear something tight or put makeup but he was saying look nice. It was just take one step people dressed like this. And one step one step one step before you know the Satan puts you in the court of mass.

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So this friends, his friends, they say let us go for scenery. It's a beautiful country. It's a freedom. It's not like Saudi everything haram haram Let us enjoy ourselves. And first go to the mall. Second go to the movies, see a movie, sir go to a hotel in the hotel that these ladies is women. And bit by bit the man found himself committed adultery with the lady with the other.

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He said I rush and I came back. And this is why I cannot see. That's why the tears of the person was dropping. is a long story. What if you laugh, but it shows that if you really repenting to Allah subhanho wa Taala then you must show it sincere. Allah subhanho wa Taala said in the Quran when he was talking about the people who deserved repentance, he said in October to Allah La he Latina, Latina Yama, Luna sua de Johanna sumaiya, to buena mencari. He said the toolbar that comes from a lot of for those people commit things out of ignorance out of johannah but as soon as they learned a mistake, they repent to Allah subhanho wa Taala but us majority of the Muslims now what if you learn

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we have what we call test with what we call later insha Allah in the ion last panel with Allah said Furman tava volney he will ask for in a la jolla to one in Omaha for rain. He said Furman Tavern in volney. He said for those who repent to Allah subhanho wa Taala after the wrong themselves because Subhana Allah when you commit a Mercia, you're not harming a lot. You're not hurting Allah subhanho wa Taala you're not doing anything to Allah. Rather you're hurting yourself.

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Literally you were asked for in en la foto Rahim Allah subhanho wa Taala in the law YouTube for in the law youtuber Allah, Allah subhanho wa Taala within equity field.

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In the Hadith, authentic hadith

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the Messenger of Allah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam the minister, the mercy of the law is so near and close to us Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam said Allah said

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Marta

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de la de shiburin he said my server every time that he comes towards me and span, then the last panel what comes towards the person on length? I want the person comes towards Allah.

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Then Allah subhanho wa Taala Allah, Allah, Allah He.

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So the mercy of Allah subhanho wa Taala is so near is so close to us, or is Allah asking us to do is repent and come back to him with data, but will lie thermo will lie. Unless the Toba comes from your heart and until the toga shows itself.

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Through your actions, Allah subhanho wa Taala Allah may not accept your total equity if you let our conclude with the story of one of the time you enter him a home loan and how he changed his life after he repent to Allah subhana wa Tada. And this is the story of manic bundeena Rahim Allah, manic bernadina manic mini Dena, my dear sister brothers and sisters in Islam. He used to be a police officer, but tyrant aggressive, merciless police officers. And one day when he was in on a marketplace,

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he hear a voice of a person saying saying to someone yes God, oh my mask? Yes, he brought in a memory all my massive bring me back, give me my wealth back. Give me my money back your own

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medical dinner dinner to English. I came the source of the song and the sound on the voice. And I saw this man, big strong man who is standing by his wearing is wearing a long turban. And I thought this weak voice cannot be the voice of this man. So I want closer to him. And I saw in front of him is this week. humble servant with full full of Pat's on his knees, saying yes he would marry for in Oh in a Chateau buena yet. He said give me back my money. This is the dinner for my daughter's. He said I came

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without introduction. And I said to him on the email. I said give him his money back.

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And he looked at me with arrogancy. And he said ilica Annie, this is not your concern.

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And for the third time, he said, I punched them man, put him down, took the money from the man. Give it to the pope man. And I said, go and run. He said this poor man. He took the money. And he run. He ran and he while he was running. I said to him, you had only been a year to tell your daughters tonight while they're having their meal to make your formatic bernadina. So the man turn and he left. He says hon Allah that day. When I woke up in the morning, I felt a brand new person. I felt that the law has accepted the Toba from the hand from the mouth of those young ladies. So he said from that day, I entered the mystery. And Allah subhanho wa Taala forgave all my sins, Aquafina.

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If you really looking for sincere repentance, you must do the following the in the lives of Hanover, one, change your environment, change your situation. If you want a lot to accept your repentance, you must change the way you live. You can't be in a pool of filth, impurity, but at the same time say all I am going to be pure, because your friends your environment will definitely affect. Remember that is a Muslim, a man who killed 99 people. And then he went to a man who's in the ministry who have no knowledge, but has a bad and he said I have killed 99 people do I have a chance with a law for Him to forgive my sins. And he says Subhana law, you kill 99 people alone will never

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forgive you.

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So the man said, then let me kill you as well and he killed him 100 people but shortly after that, he was told to go and meet this scholar. And when he went to the scholar, the scholar said some canon law, some Hernan law who can stop you from the repentance. And he repented, he said, but however,

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leave this place is a place of Eve.

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Leave this place and go start your life fresh. And this is the first condition if you want to repent, you got to change your environment. And that man Subhan Allah. During his journey he passed away he died. And Allah as we noticed a Muslim sent him

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Yo, he said Angel, and the angels to angels group from gentlemen goo from jahannam they fighting over the body of the soul of this man. He had never done any good deed He must be from the people of Jana said the angels from hell. And the angels of gentlemen said he came as repenting to Allah subhanho wa Taala. And then a loss and an extra third angel and he said, let them measure the distance between the two village and Subhan Allah, Allah order, the village that he was going to to be closer to the body. And so therefore the engine trucking.

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What if you learn

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your own one of the Sahaba of Nabi sallallahu alayhi wa sallam.

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There was a man from Venezuela in one Hadees a few soon, and he told me to be selling so here, a man from Benny Israel, his name was Kevin.

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And Kevin, he never done anything good. anything good,

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which is the second point and that is, you must desist. Whatever you doing for a lot to accept your tober you clear your environment, and then you stop whatever you doing. And then a lot will accept you atop the cave, then this man by the name, cave, what he did, he never used to do any higher.

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And once this lady, a young lady who is in need came to him, and he said to her, I will never give you anything to MacKinnon enough, until you allow me to have in legal relationship with you.

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And the lady she agreed for him to give her money. So when the man he was about to do the maaseiah she Trumble, she panics, she crying. And then he said, Did I force you to do this with me? Did I asked you the forces? She said no, but I have never done it. And the only reason I'm doing this because I need the money.

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He got up. And he said, if this is what if you here because of need, are in need for the mercy of a law more than you need this money, take the money and go away. And on that native hand law, he died. And then a law ordered an angel to come to his house and write on the door of that person. Indeed, a law has forgiven the sin of gift because of what he did last night. So if you want to love to return forgive you, then you must stay away, or you must withdraw yourself from the master. The third thing is that he needs to do my dear brothers and sisters for Allah to forgive you.

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Is not to rely on your Toba.

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Do not rely on it. Do not say I repented therefore I'm okay. Let me move on. Yesterday was yesterday. Let me enjoy today. No, you should always worry about your sins. Until you get to john. I'm not used to say on the day of Yeoman Fiamma if a caller calls and he says everyone is going to jahannam everyone I'm sorry is going to Germany except one person. I would assume I am that person will go to hell with a and b. I would assume because I don't know if a lot of forgiving my sins. This is aromaticum hapa Humala forgiven all his sins sins because he was one of the eyeshadow magashule in bilgin Not only that, Allah the Messenger of Allah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam had so

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many dreams so many dreams that are monumental hotdog is will be in general be in the lab. yet. He said if a caller calls and says everyone is going to join except one person, I would assume that person so you do not rely on your Toba and do not think that Allah subhanho wa Taala has forgiven your sins.

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Number four, you

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must do X Extreme deeds

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to upset your sense. DO need as much as you can to offset your sins. I'm not going to hop up once again. Remember, Omar had strong he had strong personality and he was very direct. He was not enough. And you always used to see what he feels to the feet to the person's face. So when the law bin Abdullah bin obey in the saloon, the son of the Indian monogamy

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Muna 15 in Medina when he came to Rasulullah Yara Salalah you know my father, you know what he did? And he that he's a monaca He's the one who said, your origin as

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you know about him. Yes, you're a solo law is dying. Let me have, ask Allah Subhana Allah, Allah to forgive him. So the Messenger of Allah, Allah forgive him, then the son when he came back, and he said, O Messenger, overlocked My father died. Give me your soul so I can use it for his covenant. May Allah forgive him when he sees he's wearing your soul. So the messenger overlocked took his shirt off, and he gave it to the sun because the sun was a movement. Then the sun comes back and he said, Yana sola, come and pray on my father.

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Now I'm going to Bill hapa for a pseudo lot, ask for forgiveness for that dying person acceptable for a solar to give his soul for this is acceptable. Now for a solar to prey on the genius of

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American hapa cannot stand so the Messenger of Allah comes to the body and he wants to say a lot but then comes between him

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and the body and he says Yara Salalah that to suddenly it for him the homeowner do not prey on him because he's ever correct. So the messenger overlay says and Ileana Omar, Omar, Omar comes back and he said yo rasulillah Don't you remember what he did? Don't you remember he said Ayesha committed Zina with another Sahabi. Don't you remember? He was the one who took 300 more in Mahajan, army jadyn back in the bottom of 400. Don't you remember what he said? And Rasulullah says, move aside. Yeah.

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And then he comes back.

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And he says he fought I forced myself. And then he says later on.

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For my both standing against the Messenger of Allah, the zeal to

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mana, he said, I still do deeds for Allah to forgive me for what I did on that day, because I challenged Rasulullah sallallahu

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I challenged the Messenger of Allah, similar thing in the sun 100 avian, when I

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could not agree for a solo law to sign the treaty with orange, that a person who comes from the city of Medina from city of Mecca, migrating something is some should he should send me he should should he should be sent back. And the person who comes from the city of Medina, you know, a pastor from Islam should be accepted in my camera cannot handle that. And he challenged the Messenger of Allah. But he said, Matthew to ask

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what the subject was suddenly he said, I'm still freeing slaves. I'm still giving charity. I'm still fasting for a lot to forgive my sins. So the lesson is, you know, don't say I may Toba and relax, you should do more and more and more every single day. The fourth thing that you need to do if you want Allah subhanho wa Taala. To accept your deed

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as you have leave something secret between you and Allah, Allah.

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ca What if we learn

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the things that we do in public may not count

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us as a speakers, we talk to you we call the Hadith and Quran and the Sunnah and all this, but Allah knows if this can be counted. Why? Because what I think is, What counts is what we do between you and Allah.

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Know what we do in public. Because sometimes shaytan comes to you, you organize a conference or conference on an E or on an event shaitaan will say it was successful event was successful event, you come and deliver a lecture time we'll see was it was a good lecture. You try and you come to this allotted Mr. JOHN in a mystery and the shadow will say pray well, so that people will see how perfectly praying you come to a Hanukkah as they say to you, you know Mashallah let the people see you students of knowledge. So at the end of the day, you don't know how much that you have on your book. But if you do a deed that is only between you and Allah, you

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can rest assure that this is for you.

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After live in Nevada,

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was one of the earlier man, he was an animal giant Disability Law. He was one of the people who always used to do things behind closed doors will never expose his house or not, never exposed us. And one of the battlefields under the tradition was, you have the Mujahideen, and you have the enemy of Islam. And then they used to charge us to challenge one another. So while none Muslim came from the army of the non Muslim, and he asked for someone to challenge him, someone to challenge him, so while not McCain, which is Disability Law, but he was killed immediately by that machine. And then another Muslim came, and that Muslim was immediately killed by the same man. Seven of the Muslims

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came, all of them were killed.

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And then, a man who his face is covered

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with this strange horse comes out of nowhere. And he challenged this man and he kills him on the spot. And the minion also Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar. And they wanted to know who is this hero who saved the day, but they cannot see his face. And he's holding his mask tight, so tight, that he cannot no one can remove the mask. And then room the people were very close to Abdullah having a robotic, he grabbed his hand with one hand, and he removed the mask from the face of that night for either who have to live in a mobarak and that night was able to live in a MOBA and then

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learn how to antimony ashina Elena is even you are against us, now alarming and accepting my deed. Because he assumed that if people get you know the deed and he performed, Allah will not accept his deed and some hanham law. This is what we missing as Muslims nowadays. You know, we do everything often. You and I have perfect Muslims outside, but behind closed doors, only Allah knows. What do we do behind closed doors? What do we watch? What do we listen? Do we stand in front of the law and weep in the darkness may not we may not do that, but we come to salata. tarawih and we pretend that we crying with the DA Subhana Allah, mm and nowhere we said,

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If you perfect your Eva outdoors when people can see you and you perform your event in a lower level when you are alone than a law where we were everything that you do openly with the minimum that you do behind closed doors. So if you go and you say Masha Allah, I'm gonna stand up for Pamela for Ramadan, but the rest of 211 months of the urine standard for tm a name, then rest assure Allah May we work you nothing, because you did nothing behind closed doors. So you need to have that aman. That deed that on the day of human piano, you can say to Allah, I did this for you.

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And remember, out of the first three people that Johanna would start with, it is not a police and his army, it is not a mana 15 Rather, they would be a person of knowledge, personal used to worship Allah, generous person, a person who died, apparently for the sake of Allah subhanho wa Taala. So do not belittle the status of doing good deeds behind closed doors.

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Number five, my dear brothers and sisters, that you need to do, as

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remember that every limb of yours will work against you on the day of your mouth.

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So he Muslim, the Messenger of Allah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam said, Allah will bring a servant and He will say to him, Have I not make you a master of your own? mean? Did I not sow upon you so much? So many gifts and blessings? Yes. Have I not give you well for you to survive? Yes. And then a lot would mention the neerim that he gave that person and in return Allah would ask him, What have you done?

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And the person will come and he will lie. Yeah.

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Allah, I worship your Allah I gave sada your Allah I pray for you, to you or Allah O Allah. And then Allah will say Subhana Allah to Allah.

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I have witnesses will witness against. And then Allah will bring the Koran, the sin, the province, he will say no your Allah, hold on, he was not there, the sinner wasn't there, the ambia would not there and everyone that Allah brings as witness against this person. The person would say, I don't trust their testimony. I don't agree with the testimony. And then along with say some panel with Anna, I have one witness left. Anyway, so who else? The Koran i don't i don't agree with the Sunnah, the advia none of that. And then Allah will seal your lips and my lips.

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And then Allah would ask the person would ask persons limbs to speak. So your hands and my hands will speak my feet and your feet will speak your eyes and my eyes will speak my ear, my hearing and your hearing with all of them will speak against us.

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Some kind of law imagine this belly that you fight for.

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This body that he tried to nourish and satisfy on the day of your movie Emma D will testify against and the hen will say yes,

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I commit a sin

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and I will see a committed Zina for example. And the fetus say I committed Zina and our private parts I commit a sin because I never use a lot more and he was telling them said could you eliminate them have Amina Xena motori kundalika mahalo min. And I noticed he was lying. He was in another was some Isn't he was you know some what was noticed and he was you know, has some one of the other testimony was you know how much was originally tested. He was in one form Do you saw

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he say your eyes commit zielen and the Xin of the eyes is looking, you're hearing we're committed Zina and the Zener of the hearing, if the IRS is listening, and the hands and feet on the private part will confirm or deny.

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And six What if you left that word insha Allah, solidified and the strength. Your Toba is remembering death.

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Remembering death,

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remembering medical mode had the more than that, that remembering that Subhana law that death is closer to you than you expect.

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Come up here. So hey, I'm gonna have fun. When he hears the IRS and had eaten me, he used to read inside. But when he sees and he passed by grade, his legs, his feet would not carry him and he will need down a cry and the people use this of Hannah law. Use here the Koran and you don't cry. You hear the heartbeat you don't cry. But when you see a cemetery a dead body, a person in the grave, you cry? He said yes. Because this is the beginning of

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this is beginning of

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an even if you thought about the last one

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used to come. And he used to bring people as companions to the cemetery at the graves. And he used to speak to the dead. He used to speak to the people who died. And he used to say yeah, you have NASA Mahabharat

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or people What news do you have for us from Africa? What do you have for us? And he will ask them, ask them as to they can respond back and the third intervene and the Sahaba they used to listen to this conversation between Ali and the people in the graves. And Holly would pause for a second

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and he would say to them

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I'm an animal lover and he said the news that we have for you and the beautiful kamikatsu Kennett, someone else lives in your homes. What an

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estimate, and your wealth has been divided. amongst

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a new one Anissa kudzu with a new women are your spouse's, we married someone other than you. One

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man your children became your teams.

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And then he turned to the Hispanic

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companions with the tears from his eyes. And he used to say one lie low on the hole in the top one, say one lie, if they could say something, they will say to us, the best provision that you have is a total of a loss.

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So remember brothers and sisters, remember the day that you're going to be placed in that little tiny, tight place. When you have Hannah law, no one to be with you. No spouse, no children, no family member, no status, no comfortable bed, not beautiful rooms, none of that. So hon Allah

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in our life, we live like, you know, exists, and nothing exists. And we live so arrogant. So we think that nothing can stop us. But when we die, when nothing happens, have you ever seen this picture?

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of a Sudan, simple Sudan, a guy, some halala Sudanese brother from Sudan, wearing a simple outfit, standing on the grave, making the

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annual who was great that was King Abdullah.

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The late King of Saudi.

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I asked myself,

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if God poor saadani miskeen Muslim, if he asked to me, the King Abdullah during his lifetime, do you think he would meet him?

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Do you think that King now was no one? If the Sudan is king guy comes and say, I want to see the king? Do you know how many obstacles you would face? Do you know how many security and body guards he would face? Do you know how many times they were searching just to meet that King? But now he's there. No house? No palace? No nice living dining reception room? No nothing and that Miskin sudanic homie salary is almost 1000 rehabs is almost 200 or $200. Down miski now is with the Great King

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with the great. Remember the day that you may not even have that Sudan on your grave. Remember that day that will lie. No one will come? Yes, maybe first day, first week, first month, maybe first year. After that. Your children will be busy with all life. Your spouse, your husband or wife will be married. You know your wealth would be giving portions. So remember,

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and when you have that right in front of you, then the total will come sincere from your heart.

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And then a loss of Hannah with the ANA will not disappoint your repentance. If you are like

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for my dear brothers and sisters, we ask a lot to change the condition of the Muslims. We make We ask Allah subhana wa tada to put taqwa in our hearts, so the Toba can come and Allah for Allah forgive us. zakum Allah Hi, Salaam Alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

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She says now

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for us to make our we've got to change our environment

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since

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then,

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over and worry about it since

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it says retain

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and

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release

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to testify if you

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have any

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questions

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forgetting what he has

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spoken today.

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Thank you very much for coming. I just want to make an announcement that we have tickets available for the strip path this Saturday and Sunday at ACCC

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Which is

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one or two kilometers away

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somewhere you can play, but only limited seats available so be quick.

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Okay, so with that, thanks again.

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So we'll see you again on another haha