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Sins – The Poison That Kills The Heart #03

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Salam aleikum wa rahmatullah Bismillah Alhamdulillah. Wa salatu salam ala Rasulillah ala alihi wa sahbihi wa Manuela long Malim NEMA and founder on foreigner Bhima alum tena Inaka Samia Mooji with dua llaman Yahoo to become an emerald Iam Albania SHA one FC latestbuy What do I eat? Robin Allah to say hello when bad is headache to no habla Malankara Hama inika Intel hub of a strategy surgery wastefully, Marie wallula the Tamil assignee of Kabul Kohli welcome everyone, just Aquila, here for coming. And again, if I can ask everyone move closer make it easy for the people. Yes, you as a Rasul Allah, Saito, Sudan always remind you that it's your role to assume, or the sheer role to

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interfere, make things easy, don't make it hard. And give glad tidings don't make it difficult. So always do this. Always think of the person who's going to come? Yes, You came early, and may Allah reward you, but also will get double and more rewards. So we're going to continue in sha Allah with the sins and today topic, maybe

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probably majority of you and inshallah I'll be wrong here of the hand. You don't, you will have not done this connection. So from now on, we're going to as we started last week, we're going to be talking about what the sin does to me. And if you remember last week, we said what what the sin does to us, remember, to the community? Yes, everybody, I hope having differently if you don't go back to the YouTube and review, and this is what we're going to be start learning. So what as the question we always say, and we always use this term so what what happens if I didn't wake up for further? What is the big deal? Allah has performed? Rahim? I'll do it later. Don't we say that?

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Is that statement? Okay? Of course, you're going to say no, because I'm talking about since but in general, Is there truth in this statement? Let's be there is truth. Of course, Allah has got FOMO right. And of course, there's sometimes I'm not going to get a I'm not able to wake up, right. But I'm talking about when sins become my habit. And I'm not talking about federal money. And we will always bring federal because it's something everyday and we all struggle with any sin I do any sin I do.

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I need to know for for sure. 100%. With no doubt, what I what I just have done. Unless I make step four, I ask Allah for forgiveness, and then I do something good then as if I have not done it. But if I did it, and I did not follow it up by a good deed and asking Allah for forgiveness, wait for the result.

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And I'm not trying to scare you. But it is reality. We just don't do one plus one equals two.

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So when someone upsets me, I don't say what did I do your Allah that you allow this person to say something to upset me? What do we normally say?

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She is this he is that? It's not fair. I've never done this. You know, I don't put the cameras I always say I don't put the selfie to myself.

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You know, we love selfie, everybody. We're like obsessed with selfie. And we don't put the selfie in this case to me. So what are we going to do today? What are we going to learn about there's two things when I sin that will affect me as a person. Two things.

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I'm not going to be learning

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and it's going to affect my act of worship.

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And let's talk about it. First thing which is a very common statement, majority of you probably know, Imam Shafi and a lot of you I can see you're from that part of the world where you follow the Shaffir who was his teacher?

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Who is the teacher of Imam Shafi very famous Imam Malik.

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So Imam Malik was the Imam of Medina. And then his students nine years of age was an imam Shafi and see how they won they both are one definitely Imam Shafi grew up they how much they differ.

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In fact, for those of you who have studied and know that they stayed, it didn't their hearts didn't differ. They differ. You pray this way, and you pray this way, but you still brothers and sisters, anyway, so Imam Shafi Imam Malik in his class, Imam Shafi was sitting he was nine years of age, nine years, he looked at him and said this famous line, he said the other name in the Quran, and Allah Qaddafi hunt the camera fell out to fake who behold Matilda mousy, I'll translate. He looked at him and he said, my boy, I see that Allah have installed instilled in your heart for all in Europe.

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part nine years old light.

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What did he see? He saw something special he saw he's a gifted child, as we call it these days. And what was the advice? Don't this don't extinguish this slide by since

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he didn't tell him go and study 20 hours who don't play, we don't do this or do that. He put he advised him something he needs to take all his life.

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So for sure, since technology away from me,

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what kind of knowledge that will take away from me?

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Can anyone answer?

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You are also quiet as you've never heard this before.

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How under the law, I'm glad I'm doing this series, which knowledge will be taken away from

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any beneficial knowledge? And number one, the knowledge about the one I am disobeying

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the knowledge about the one I am disobeying

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he Subhanallah of course, but just to make it easier for all of you, right? I am you and I am teaching you I'm giving you something or let's say the opposite. You are you know, have a lot of favors upon me. And if I did that, and you give me that and you gave me the right. And you asked me one thing is like Please sister refer when you come for example to my home to study. Can you kindly for example, take your shoes off?

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And I insist on not doing it?

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What are you going to do after one time have two or three?

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Don't come to my house? True or False? Will anyone blame you?

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Will anyone says she is not nice? It's not fair. Everybody will say of course. You asked her. You explained you gave her a chance. One and two and three. That's it. You know what she doesn't deserve this knowledge? Let her go and find it somewhere else. That's exactly what happens. And that was the advice of Imam Malik to Imam Shafi. And then later on, which again a very famous for one majority of you may know it the same email Shafi. His immediate teacher was worth here very famous teacher and Imam Shafi was famous for the column photographic memory, he see the page Done, done. I mean, his knowledge is beyond let alone his manners. When he wants in this just for you to know how much we

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need to respect each other and we have no knowledge including me. He wants to pray close to the grave of Imam Abu Hanifa.

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In the masjid close to the grave of Imam Abu Hanifa. You know which way he prayed?

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He prayed the Hanafi way.

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And it's completely different than the schaffen. And he said I, I feel shy that he is there. And I don't follow his way.

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Out of respect, although they disagree, if you disagree the Hanafi way and the Shaffir way a lot of differences but their hearts didn't. And they all work for the same cause to spread the knowledge of Allah to teach people to guide people it's not about me and you or my name is Julian your Masjid to my house. It's not about my and it is about us. So this same Imam Shafi. Now he is an adult, now he's an email, and he memorized the Quran at age seven or eight to the sea. And then one time he felt his memorization is weak. And this is for all the Quran teachers. And all the people who have memorized Quran are in the process of memorizing Quran. And he said this famous poem should go to

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Ethiopia so ahead of the curve should any Illa Turkey Massey waha lily in the lane Manu will no lie. Now you'll recall the answer.

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I complained to my tutor waqia that I am not memorizing Well,

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forgetting for shading, he guided me stay away from sins. And then he explained what caught me and he said to me, the knowledge of Allah is light. And the light of Allah will never be given to a sinner.

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So when you ask yourself and I ask myself, why I can't remember even what to Allah, why it's so hard for me to do this and do that. And I started this when I was five years of age. What is this? What's happened to me? I'm getting older, we start laughing. I'm getting Alzheimer, you know, we all say this, and we missed the point. What did I do? What did I say?

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See this is very important. What did I look at? What did I text? What did I read? So number one sins will take away from you the knowledge and I just shared with you these two things

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one of the things that you all know and your majority of you will say this so what if I didn't learn

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Lang not everybody is going to be a teacher who everybody is going to be a shareholder if there's a lot of few hunky mom and they will teach me that

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what did I miss if I didn't do it? And this is for everybody. And I'm not talking about everyone has to drop what they are doing and go and become a director. But at least every single day, there is a time in your day

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at 10 minutes or 15 or 20 an hour. Everybody according to them. Make it to learn about him and his D you know why?

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How many of you want to go to Jana

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Shomi hands

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is that even a question? Right? Right. That's just learn this hadith. Men Celica body has a long Hadith, but this I'm just giving you this part of men, silica your ultimates will be here in sal Allahu Allahu mediatory con el Jana, anyone and the rasa is how to sell men, anyone took a path, and actually is not talking is looked for and took the path. The attorney so guilty, Mr is when I'm looking, you know, like a blind person, not really seeing what we were doing. It's best to find yellow attorneys who are looking for I took a path to take to learn knowledge, sir and Allahu Allah will be tarricone agenda, this path that you are taking, and you're looking for, and you are

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learning regardless of difficulties. This is your path to Jinnah make it very easy for you, each one of you. MashAllah Nicola, left your home, drove or walked and came to the masjid for only one reason I have no doubt is to learn. That was one of the paths agenda.

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You don't look at it this way. It's hella it's a class you know, I'll stay home and I will look at it online. I'm not saying don't but if I can do it with more than I will not not miss the path of Jana.

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Now, let's connect.

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When for whatever the reason I didn't come.

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The first question you have to say and ask yourself, What did I do today? That Allah subhanaw taala did not allow me to come to her. And I'm not talking about this class. Talk about any class.

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And what do we normally say You know what, whatever and I slept I was tired. It's okay, I listen to the recording all these excuses, and you missed the point.

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And when we miss the point, we don't change unless you sit. You know what, when we cook and let's say you all you're the best in this recipe. And for some reason the recipe this time didn't come well. What do you say to yourself?

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Is something I did was not right. And now I know what is it you know what? I use this instead of that? I told myself don't use too much of this but I said it's okay you know, whatever. What is that? You're analyzing you admitted there is a fault and you analyzing so you don't do it again. That's the same thing with this. Any normal young and old? Young and old I always apply this one I cannot remember the soil. I know it by heart was like What did you do?

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And then the memory becomes vague. Cloudy was one of them. Cloud that's not Subhanallah and I'm talking about like surah is that you know very well almost everybody so Hey, knowledge is my way to Jana.

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Don't look at Jana only I have to fast I have to pray what I have to do this and this. That's part of it. But there is a huge part of it. Specially woman, we are really missing on it. In spite of all the available means you turn around and tell me why you are not learning.

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What is the excuse? Podcast, short clips.

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YouTube, you name it WhatsApp, people forward, why you're not learning.

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Because I'm saying about myself. I don't mean anybody in this room. So what did I do with you? You're here

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What did you give me? And I didn't know the value of it.

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And I especially I'm going to talk to the people who know how to be in this room.

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Because I see a good number of you. This is a new chairman. I say this to myself before anyone, he's going to ask me about it. Because he didn't give it to me but everybody, what did you do with the language I gave on a plate of gold?

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The language of the Quran, the language of Jana

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the land was one of my friends was teaching her children mashallah they all know how to be and she said well, why she's an Arab one. Why, if it was not for the language of the Quran, and the language of Jana ik less if you if you learn one letter of Arabic, it's not because it's my language. It's because it's the language of him Subhana Allah He chose it. So for those of us who know how to be one, I'm going to tell Allah Subhana Allah

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I don't even know how to read the Quran. No, I'm not talking about you. Your will be the winner of the Quran competition. I'm talking about proper reading, let alone reading a book.

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The Yeti la Hui Karachi. Renoir, Haider, Jairo Luqman hamari Niang, that's what he said, Say nadie. And Hari is his cousin, one of the most beloved the fifth person who accepted His most beloved person, one of the most beloved people for us. So as you all know, he stayed in his bed on a Rasul Allah salatu salam. So basically, he gave himself up, come on, kill me. So imagine, and he looked at him and said, Screw you, if you any one of you in this room that have these applies to including through you, one person is guided, one person is guided. Hi, oh, look, I'm in Hamada and Yang, he's telling him way better for you, then all this huge herd of red camel, millions of dollars these

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days.

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And one person got it by you know, it's not necessarily you give lectures, were you you are a PhD in Islamic Studies. No, that's not how everyone can guide everyone. Right? You learn one thing, you say to someone, and even better, which I'm gonna come at the end, you learn something, you practice it, and somebody looks at you, and want to do with the same.

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That's it. That's it. And the opposite is true.

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The way you dress, the way you talk, the way you interact with people, if this is not pleasing to Allah, and I'm not talking about you, as talk to myself, number one, when Allah puts you in, in the public eye, you're Wally.

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And that includes everybody. So if one person looks at me, and I am doing something not pleasing to Allah, and that person follows me,

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I lost millions of dollars in the sight of Allah, maybe I have them here, but they are not there. Know the value of knowledge. That's why I'm coming to the value of knowledge, then you will know when you lose this value, what you have lost. If I lose a diamond ring, what happens if I lost my home, like some people did in 2008, and we all were sad, but nobody when they memorize the Quran, and then they don't remember anything anymore?

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Or I don't know what Salah is reading. And I don't want to do this because I don't want to hear the answer. And one day, inshallah I will do this for all, or the woman in the Orange County, I asked to give me the kind of Salah I can assure you, and I've done it in every part of the world this question 90% of the woman in this room, and the young are not librarian will not give me the right hands. And this is

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knowledge, ladies, knowledge, I can't stand in front of a law. And I tell him you're on the left we live in this earth 6070 or 80 or 30. And you gave me everything to learn and I know everything else, and I will know how to pray properly.

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And I will have no excuse and not is not even asked me why? Because there is no one.

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So if you want to learn and now return it around the first thing, so Allah who will bring the knowledge to you is actually

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stay away from sins. When I moved from St. Louis, I was asked what did we do that you are leaving us? And I said I didn't move do I can say anything about because there's a hadith of Rasul Allah salatu salam in Allah Allah Yun Zi la lune tiza Lucknow in Zambia called the Roma Allah does not strip away knowledge. Like it's like suddenly strip org knowledge, but he makes scholars died.

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And then no more scholars and people will start asking the ignorant, the hudl Johanna Allah

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so you all need to be

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Very grateful to Allah for all the knowledge you have is one of the city's I have seen so many programs in every male mosque and unless I stay away from sins I will not go there there are I don't have to tired

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you know what is not the best speaker? Oh, I've done this Oh Sierra again, how many times are going to learn about SEO? And then if I ask you two questions about Sierra, you don't know the answer.

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So stay away because knowledge is something beyond me and you and hamdulillah so I was looking for this hadith and Allah title, and I'm going to read it in a heartbeat because that applies to everybody in this room. There's a three categories of people and let's see which one we are. Are you ready Bismillah in the masala my botany Allahu as our germinal Houda will aim commercially raise a Saba Oregon, I cannot win How about if I can play you but I'm going to translate someone curry so I'll translate one by one or sorry, saw to son he said, The parable of what was send me with of knowledge and guidance. So what's the most widely sought was number or the Quran, the heck medicine

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or the knowledge that we all know, the parable or that he said, it is like a piece of land, think of piece of land around you miss Blue Origin. And if I can, it's even harder if I told you that this land part of it was so pure,

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accepted the water Politeama for Alan but as the color will show and as a result, accepted the water and as a result vegetations and fruits and trees came out and people benefit from one part of this land at its die took the water

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and people benefited from the water that there is no fruits came out of it

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and the third part of the earth. Now you all have to tell me who are you This is human beings, this is particles of human beings. And he said what I prefer

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and in number here to the third part is basically piece of land, did not accept the water did not take and kept the water nor there is foods and trees came out. And this is a noun he's explaining for that chemical amongst the dean. This is like the person who learned the D one Alpha Hobbema Bethany Alavi and he benefited she benefited now and benefited the others. And the second benefited others but didn't benefit herself. Third, neither. Neither she nor the others. Which one you are.

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You all have the Quran, you all have the Sunnah, right? And you all took it.

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Meaning not check it, it was all presented to all of us true or false? All of us who doesn't have Quran her house? Who doesn't have a book of sunnah? Or a PDF of sunnah or of Hadith 14 Oh, is any of these things? Right? The question is, and don't answer. Don't answer anybody. answer yourself. And I need to have an answer to him when I'm in front of him. What did you do with this?

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Which one you are? The Quran is on the shelf. And when someone died, I pick it up. And I read and I won't apply anything of what is there in the Quran. Or it's only Ramadan. And I come here with a hand and I pray. And after Ramadan, the day will fade as if I have not done anything for 30 days, then I am the third.

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Or I'm a very good teacher, tell my children do this. Do that wear hijab. Did you pray? Did you do this? And I am so good good in attacking everybody. You know she did that to look at her. Oh, look at this. Look what she said. And what about me?

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And I know all the information and I can quote all the Hadith and all the sorrows and all the verses and look at me. And then the worst applies to humans alone.

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Why do you say what what you don't do? Cabul Ramakrishna and Allah is the most hated thing with Allah that you say what you don't do. And the children complain of this.

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Number one complaint of the children is that the parents told us to do things they don't do it. Be nice so they are not.

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Don't back bite and they do don't lie and they do.

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And the first one is May Allah make us all among. It came to us on a piece or a tray of gold. We took it took it seriously learned it

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applied it or not? Again, I'm not saying you all are scholars. But Allah says, Don't do this. I understood it, I learned it, I'm applying it step by step

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till it becomes habit

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till it becomes habit. So ask yourself when you go home each one of you don't say, don't think of somebody else. If you are right now, thinking of someone else you didn't learn.

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Because then again, the cell phone is not on here. The cell phone is on here and here. And that's not what he is meaning what he mentally solid.

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So knowledge, knowledge. Now I have loads still have time because I want to talk a little bit more about knowledge.

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But also, I saw two sides of this hadith.

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And I know dunya Melona

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Varley this dunya this word the life is cursed

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Mallanna Lucky her everything is cursed.

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What is dunya that we ask

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anyone? What is done what

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I need to hear?

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Lala really don't know because I said bologna. What is what is the

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I'm sorry.

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It's it's a reality Reality Look around you. What is to me? is gonna be a beautiful

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let's be honest, is dunya beautiful? Yes. Don't be angels. No. Right. Dunya is beautiful, right? And everything in dunya is beautiful. Because I see it. It's nice, right? Whether the house children and I'm acid and man, whatever noon Z natural heritage dunya Money, wealth and children is the beauty of this dunya so those say it is not but the reality of it what he's saying. So like when you look at a glass and the glass has water, you say the glass is full the reality of it, it's full of water. So what he said at dunya Marina, this dunya this life is Cursed woman her own Allah here, everything is cursed. What he meant by curse is going to be of no view. No view is going to go away. It's going to

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be done. Subhanallah I said this last week is like I have a person I know very well I can tell you the wealth they had

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beyond you I mean beyond you. You name it, they had it. And then he died during the COVID so we saw the funeral on Zoom. And then when they were putting him in the ground what did he take with? Soo

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Min the homeowner that's what he meant by the hula it's not meaning curse the way you think of meaning it has no value at one point we're leaving it you like it or you don't like it I'm leaving and you're leaving no one's no one stayed.

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Woman or oh no mafia everything except

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so it's not all bad. So smile.

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What is the Goodlett Illa

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and he gave us three the crolla

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remembrance of Allah Astok Al Hamdulillah Subhanallah here praying listening you know what life what life you're driving instead of listening to music say Starfield allah how much it's gonna cost nothing zikalala Remember you don't know anything Look at the beauty around yes so can Allah What is this mountain zero Allah? What is this beautiful who Chanel? What is this weather? Did you see the weather today? Now?

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It's amazing literally do you just stand up and say so Pamela? What is this? Everything is perfect. Like the wound is perfect. The temperature is perfect. I don't know if you felt it was beautiful. Especially after the rain we had. What is this? This is the beauty of when I say Subhan Allah Ya Allah does the chroma So number one, the chroma why even older? Now you can be all of you as Cola or a student and be a student of knowledge. Student of knowledge hour a week, how much is going to cost you? I'm talking about time, not money. How much is gonna cost you one hour a week. Vidia one hour a week. We spent five hours in the kitchen

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if not longer than five hours on.

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You all know what I mean? Right? Right. I'll have to say a word, right.

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Texting one hour, and then my dunya is not cursed.

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Then when I leave, I took with me and with Everest courses.

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stayed and what I need, what will benefit me there, I took it with me.

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So sins will distinguished will extinguish all of this. Now I'm going to come to the second part of it, because once you learn, and you don't practice, may Allah forgive me number one.

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When Will Allah take not the knowledge now, he will take the practice.

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So you you learned that the best thing in dunya is the cool law. We just learned it right? And we gave you some examples. And guess what's next? We

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still I'm driving, and you're still doing the same thing. I look and I was like, oh, it's mountain.

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Oh, it's hot. You know, I don't see what he wants me to see

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what's happened?

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What happened?

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And you know, the best example, and you will never forget this. And remind you remember this one, you are here in Ramadan.

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Whether I am with you or not here.

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What happens to you in Ramadan? And what happens to you on the day find?

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The same person, same family, same job, right? If anything, it's harder because it's you're starving, and you are not sleeping well. And you're driving Allah knows for how long and you don't have a parking and you have to go and park Allah knows where. And then you've come you walk, and you come here and at least for an hour, hour and a half or two hours. But you still do it. And one act of worship, followed by another act of worship, do you look at Ramadan this way? You're fasting or identify just reading before Ramadan Quran is on the shelf? What happened?

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And then I have to go for taraweeh even if it's to look at what's happened, what changed.

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And this is what I want to let you know, to learn all of us to learn. When you disobey Allah. He will take this obedience, he will take an obedience for me.

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Because that's what happened when I'm alone is the opposite. I am constant in a constant state of obedience to Allah He gives me more not only gives me more, I hope you all pay attention to this. He makes it very easy.

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He makes it very easy hoo hoo from anyone in this room, after Isha up to now six, seven months after Allah does apricot in our house. Are you kidding?

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So when I sin and I disobey Allah, He removes either the desire and the ability,

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the strength, the accessibility of obedience. And I'll give you some beautiful examples. And we'll be looking at who is a saint basically. And he was saying the following is I looked up the Rolla, Tia Millay. Was he having the whole Phantom and nakoma home with Cambell combat at Calvary.

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He said if you are unable

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to pray at night, especially these days, these days such as quarter to six, many people buy for them already on the road. So five o'clock if you wake up is not a big deal. And you can easily go to bed by 830 Aisha is just before eight. So he's saying if you are unable to put to do pm Lane family doesn't have to be hours. Talk about one more car. You are unable to do that. And you are unable to fast during the day. No. You have been deprived.

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The light has been extinguished. Like what a man's Maddox said to the man shaft and you are chained

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and was the chain kept by that the hotter you took the change is your sins. And I want each one of you young and old. Pay attention to the last thing you do before you go to bed.

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And most of us what do we do before we go to bed? We're in bed we're in bed

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right getting ready Hollis you brush your teeth who everything and you're on but what do you usually do? Most of us? Thank you.

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What are we doing? Let me hear it again.

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On the phone hamdulillah honest group hamdulillah there's a lot of higher, right. So then what okay, maybe I'm reviewing my Quran. No. Could it be this people? Maybe I'm catching up on this or that. Maybe I am actually doing a good deed. I'm texting my mom. That's what I told her.

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Hello, and don't think always it's about, but let's assume you did not wake up. And I'm not going to say, Hey, I'm late. I don't want you not to come again. Let's work on Friday.

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We did not wake off of it, period.

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You woke up at 715. First question, you have to ask yourself,

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What did I say? Watch before I went to bed?

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What did I say? Even if I was talking to my mom, what did I say? Or my sister? Or my relative? Like I'm doing a good deed. But what did I do with it? But that's healthier took your disobedience change you from doing the good deed.

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I'll give you a simple example. And I did see it just down on model atma How

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many of you did not pray sooner after

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combat at Cahokia?

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Period.

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Your sin change you

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you're here.

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You're in the masjid. Right. What else? What more easier than this?

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I did something today. Maybe before I came, maybe when I parked my car maybe when I entered and looked at someone

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that's why I keep telling you the selfie on young stop looking at people and putting selfies on people and attacking people. Look at you

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Subhan Allah look at the next one. And then the I'm I'm gonna give you a couple of them. I will say should I manage Dharani who was another? I mean when you read one day inshallah I will do also a series about this is a book called cipher to software. It's like this special of the special, but men and woman by the way, for long Rosa will do with one day. He said, No one and this is specially for men. No one leave salatu Juma the congregation of Salah, but as a result of a SIN

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NO ONE and this including us when we come for a class and we leave before I shall.

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No one he said no one leads the congregational solder and I always say this to myself or to whoever asked me

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if you were a person who are in the row, first row or in the room of Salah in masjid. And you stopped stopped coming ask yourself this. Why did you remove me from the first

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why?

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What did I do?

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And don't get to the second level or the second year second layer of of excuses. I don't have a car or whatever whatever that is. The first thing is why did he not allow me to come anymore?

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A younger man came to Hudson and has an impossible he said this shall the young and he said this this night Salah is very difficult for

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how many of you here you're not showing the cameras on me? So don't worry. How many of you

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the night Salah is very difficult, the only Natasha praying at night, whether you pray after Aisha or you pray before photo? How many of you this is still a struggle? I need to see hands. Come on, let's be honest. Right.

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And he said, this is hard for the younger man center that hasn't lost a young family. It's not only hard, it is so difficult for me I can't struggle anymore. It's becoming so difficult. And he said same wording off and for your sins changing

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your sins changed you and then Allah I want every one of you to make a dua from for yourself. After what I am going to be saying.

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A wise man was asked Mahila here

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what is health?

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If I asked you what is health What are you going to tell him? anyone ask him it's a simple question. What is health?

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Come on, don't be scared with no sickness. I'm fine. You know I can see I can write I can eat I can please forgive me go to the bathroom. I don't have headache. You're born your pain. No, no, no. That's you and me.

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Are those people who are connected with unlock liquid? They are what he said this is a wise man. He said Mel Hatfield. What is health? He said that you have a day in your life

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where you have not committed a sin.

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Subhanallah

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he said one one day pass and you have not committed a sin one.

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One

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this

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While I said make a DUA and don't forget me honestly his This is not easy it's easy said but come on let's apply it and I need your DUA and you need my dua

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I need almost pantalla to give me the strength that I do this because I'm weak. I'm nobody will say Here I'm so strong. You know what, may Allah keep you stronger? But let's be all honest because sins are May Allah forgive me they are beautiful they're easy they're accessible

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and everyone else does it

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so hello my very recently I dropped a young girl in university and as I was driving back I swear three ladies and the young lady mashallah hamdulillah dressed properly stomach and 3d three same age students were walking and I can't tell you what they weren't wearing.

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immediately came to my mind what strength this young girl has

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that Allah kept her this way and I made to her for your Allah keeper this way. Because sins are very easy. Easy, beautiful. My neffs like it show your bond works with a tool and please forgive me oh people also work with it. Right? How many people will come to you and says yeah, and the up till now.

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You still do the same thing whatever that thing. Right How many? Now many people will come to CES don't be too hard to come on. And eat what is the big deal? We are all week. Allah's awful. Ruffini Don't you hear all the time this? And I always say people please don't be number five on me. There is natural shape on with a resume. I like it when there is other people don't be number five.

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So I wish one day in my life passes when I have not committed a single sin.

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And don't forget the first class. What's a sin? give me examples. Don't forget that.

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What since give me an example. major or minor? Give me an example.

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Backbiting major

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arrogance keep major. Lying another major

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gossip major.

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I'm sorry. Yeah. Arrogance. Hmm.

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That's it only for

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missing prayer, delaying prayer, let alone missing prayer.

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Showing off

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anger.

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Hurting people not treating parents. Well don't forget all what we said the first time 70 These are major. I'm not talking about minor 70 major. Right.

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Looking at her wrong

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I'm sorry. Wasting time wasting everything not only time wastefulness. wastefulness is sin

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how many of us how can I and again me I'm not talking about you? Me? Can I say today from morning to now? I did not commit a sin

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I wish

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so I'm gonna that's why I wanted to do is is what you probably some of you say it for morning and evening along my journey as a DACA allow for a laugh here.

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And Aloha Minnesota color for what happened he Dini will do me i Well, I agree. Well, Maddie, you're alive. I asked for your pardon and health. And then you're not I asked for dinner and health specifically, and you're gonna name it three Dini in my deep my religion, what dunya in my dunya What are you rotting in my hereafter? Why? Because who can guarantee? Me honestly as one I think it will say 90 Who said if I know Allah, except one Rokoff Salah from me. So Daddy, I want to die right now.

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And I will say this, if I know today, I have not committed a single sin. I am ready to go to all but I can see.

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So a half year, keep asking Allah again. This is beautiful. But this is not very easy to see to do, and to practice ask Allah to to

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help you. Remember when Josie he said

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some of the results of sin. You don't see it even externally.

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And look at this one. One of the pious people was talking to Allah.

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And he said you're alone. How many times I disobey you and you don't punish me

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and I'll and he heard the answer. Of course Allah knows how. And Allah has

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Seeing how many times I am punishing you

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and you're not seeing it? Didn't I deprived you from my intimate conversation?

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You don't want Salah becomes difficult

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on what it is.

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Doesn't want me to be in front of him? Could it be? Why?

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What did I do?

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So don't say well hamdulillah everything is well no problem. Life is going actually it's getting better. That's even more scary. I'm so grateful Allah made me remember this.

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If I am a person, I'm not going to see you. If I am a person who is disobeying Allah, whether publicly or privately doesn't matter. It's not about people it's about me and him if I am disobeying Allah and Allah is giving me everything I won't be so careful

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I get so scared from the scenario and alasa isn't solid tool and

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Welaka Arsenal so the main public will now are selling public realm was solely

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only been

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the audio is not coming the meaning

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I need to make stuff out because Allah is not making me remember because

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Subhan Allah

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warmer or Santa Fe net your handler, woman or Santa Fe courier 10 Min maybe in every town or city when we sent a profit, but I have no idea how will you work the raw either how long Attleboro I actually call it the I have COVID This is me. This is the reflection from the what happened to us during cold. So I was saying we send messengers to cities, and we tested their people, but certainly what the raw diseases and poverty and calamities

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why so they may turn back to Allah

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Falola if Jehovah sunnah Todaro, if only when the calamity hit them. They turn to Allah in supplication and in surrender.

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But they didn't follow that if John butts are not working closer to their hearts became harder.

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Now what happened? Wait, wait, this is what the point I was trying to remember. And this will lead to key Ruby. When they did not do it.

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COVID came in. Alana, as you all know, who remember that do anybody will forget COVID Now which became like September, before COVID, who after COVID Right before September 11. After September 11. It's like a landmark in our life.

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Now, they didn't change phenomena, Suma to kill Kilby. They didn't change nothing. We removed it. For our beloved coalition, we gave them everything they want. You know, you don't pray and you keep asking ALLAH and he gives you you back by day and night and you think you're better than everybody else. And you ask Allah and gives you don't be happy.

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Because that's what he said.

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For Tanya Hardy hymn of love, I couldn't be she had 30 Hobbema Otto, they became so happy of what we gave them a hug now who

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will take them suddenly?

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No time to repent. No time to change your time. Yeah, Allah give me a minute or two. I don't want to be these people. So if I am a person was disobeying Allah, publicly again, or privately or both? Constantly without repentance, keep this word without sincere repentance. And Allah has given me everything I want. Be wary, be careful.

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I get very scared from that scenario, because I have seen it.

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And you know, what's the sad part? And again, I have seen it when you go through the difficulty and you promise Allah, if He will take you out of this difficulty, you will be back to him.

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Have anybody lived in that scenario? And then Allah respond. And he takes you out of this calamity. And guess what you do after

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back to square one?

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Don't be surprised them what's going to come?

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Subhanallah so that's what a mammogram Josie was saying.

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And that's probably Sophia only 30. He said, I disobey Allah. What does he do? Don't ask him.

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And I see the result of it

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in the manners of my wife. So when your husband got upset with you the first question Oh,

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When your mom get upset with you, or when your colleague get upset with you or your boss get upset with you first question don't ask what's happened to them? What do you see? What did I do with you?

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Arcilla for ironic if you hook resolve it, I see it in how my wife treats me without Betty in my mouth, like my car. So when you wake up in the morning and the car is not working, don't say I took her to the mechanics and he didn't do a good job.

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You must you probably didn't do a good job for sure. But why?

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Everything in life connected with him Subhana because everything comes from him and everything goes back to him. For our daddy Kathy Hello the soldier to adapt, but your Hajime and even my servant?

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I see the result of my sins even in the action of my

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sins and this will be the last one. What time is waiting? Kadima? What time is

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730 The last one Hamdulillah? He said, A man. How are you? He was really a saint came to another scene. And he said, I did not perform moto yesterday. I mean for them. It's like they didn't pray Fajr. And actually he said no, I did not pray Sona. And I did not pray Fajr in JAMA, wow. For them.

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And then of course this is his friend and teacher and he said as a result of what you did be Marchesa batida.

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If I say this to you, you will not love me whatsoever. But this is reality is teaching him be Marchesa to dunk and then he quotes from from the Quran. Allah will as Allahu Allah Amelie lobbied charlatan or softer, it's a desire and you did it and desire and you followed it. As a result you didn't do which you didn't do sooner. You didn't do Gemma for future.

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So we all need and he wrote the beautiful I don't know who was the imam who let us former mayor of La beautify his voice even more and more in here and it's for you. Were called to start your own robot con in the WHO Kana golfer of your city sama ha they come with the raw we will did can be a morning weapon in which Allah Who Jannetty which are nickel and I say ask Allah for forgiveness. Satan was talking to his people. Ask Allah for forgiveness to give you rain, he'll give you children and he'll give you wealth, meaning sins, prevent those sins, prevent those, I'll end up with this true story. I will have I sent it to you or not. And this happened in Makkah. And I was there and

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there was no rain. And this was like 27 or 28 into June. And the Imam said people it was snowing that day. The whole month. I think for three or four months was really drought. And he before he prayed he said people and he quoted this verse said to people, ask Allah for forgiveness. We need the rain. And ask Allah for forgiveness sincerely. I don't know who did that. Next morning, it was falling

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to Panama. It's reality. It's real. My beautiful sisters. It's really this connection with the last Pantanal is real. We really have to build it. We have to release it's there. But we have to re establish it and more importantly we have to feed it and water it and cube root because otherwise there's so many people I always make this dua and that's where I will end up along stammering you will notice that you're allowed to use me and don't replace me. You don't want it he will take and bring somebody in me 1000 Stan better than me and that's applies to all of us. Does that come along? Hang on to panic a lot more behind the show to allow you to hear and stuff we look forward to doing

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so I wanna say now hammer on and he was Harvey testing the Katya Baraka long frequent reloading word you all sharp