Heart Therapy 26 – The Darkness Of The Heart

Mila hamdu Lillah

wa Salatu was Salam ala rasulillah hawala. He was sahbihi wa sallam in Alhamdulillah. Meadow who want to stay in

the villa Himanshu Rory and fusina citm Elena Maja de la dama de la sala de la, la La either Allah Allah Allah Allahu la sharika one of Mohammed Abu Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa ala alihi wa sahbihi wa sallam. So tonight in sha Allah, this is the Hadith number 26 in the series of heart therapy, heart purification is Lahore knifes dusky octopus. And today's Hadees insha, Allah continues with the death of the messenger sallallahu alayhi wa sallam and it's really it's a beautiful

and if you look at it, it's a very comprehensive,

there are a lot a lot of benefits in it, and inshallah as our habit, you know, with our projects, weekly projects with nilla is after we take this one, hopefully, inshallah, we're gonna memorize it, right? For the next week, right? It's, it may seem long, but it's really not that long. And if you keep repeating, inshallah will become very easy.

So in sha Allah, I'll read it. And I'm just making few adjustments from the physical copy that you have. So I'm going to go with the integration that is in the smaller font ilica Mohammedan supima calbee, rather than the one in the bigger font. And this is just roughly it's technical rights because I went to the source and I checked the source itself without a medium so check the source itself. So it was as I'm going to read it in Sharla. So we'll stick with that until further investigation. And and Heidi Subhanallah, the Hadith of the Prophet sallallahu Sallam you can move from one book to the other and there will be some sometimes differences in few words, so the wiggly

This doesn't affect the headset itself. Especially the words themselves are all you know in agreement with each other. So this is the heading which is reported by NSA in Cobra and autonomy they and Abu Dawood cannot assume Allahu Salalah while he was telling me that we have a drought so first we do Arabic and then the English comes through vanilla. Robbie, I need one or two I know a one Sony Corolla. One kuraly what Adam Carolla Dini, Buddha Lee, one Sony lm and de la.

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So here the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam is saying the following

Myra, Robbie, aid me and do not aid against me,

Grant me victory and do not grant victory over me.

Plot for me and do not plot against me, guide me and facilitate guidance for me

and grant me victory over those who transgressed against me.

Right, so this is we're going to treat this as one section. So this is section number one, my Rob, make me to you ever grateful. Have you ever remembering to you ever fearful and ever obedient to you ever humble to you off, regretful and returning. So we're gonna call this section or part number two. And the last part, my accept my repentance, wash my sin away, confirm my proof, guide my heart straight in my tongue and remove the blackness of my heart.

So this is the entire day of the Prophet sallallahu wasallam. And you see how much it covers.

So we'll go back in sha Allah to the beginning.

And in this Hadith, one of the initial benefits that you will see in this Hadith, that the Prophet sallallahu wasallam when he speaks about the heart, and the heart is mentioned there, right, the heart here is not just singled out, but it's included in a whole set of due

to speak to something that we spoke about in the beginning, which is that reforming your heart taking care of your heart is connected to the rest of your body. connected to all of your data is connected to all of your being. So you can simply just say I'm going to focus on my heart I'm going to work on my heart but

not work on your body at the same I'm gonna work on my heart but not work on your email. I'm gonna work my heart but not on my clock and character. You can't do this. So all of them are connected to you see how the prophets Ali cillum connects all of them. You

He may draw for the heart but also draw for character to add to his relationship with Allah subhanaw taala to add to his relationship with other people, so all is connected. So it speaks to that. And also one of the benefits that you can take from it inshallah, especially when we reach the end, that you will see that the health of the heart, like the health of the body, like the health of anything else has to do with both directly and Talia, when you purify and you also acquire, right, remember that we talked about that before you purify, you have to purify you have to clean but you also have to acquire you have to take things inside and both of these things is the health of the heart, the

life of the heart. So you'll see that in

the first statements were the prophets of Allah Hollywood cinema bear I knew Allah to Allah Allah train it was so nice to

hear the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam is asking Allah subhana wa Taala give me help

and don't guilt give help against me. Help me and do not help against me.

And the first sentence anyone terrain IRA is taken through for more to religious matters.

also do a lot on so Allah gives me victory but not victory over me is taken to mean more towards worldly matters.

So when it comes to the religious matters here the profits of the law you send them begins first outing me helped me aid me and do not give aid to someone or something against me.

This if it reminds you of something it may remind you of the famous Hadith where the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam one spoke to me or the Allahu Allah and he held his hand and he said yeah why in your head book will lie in your head buki says well ah Hey, I love you. And he repeated that will lie I love you. And was said and I also love your prophet of Allah. So he said, Let the unknown typography do the quiz Allah Allah Almighty Allah decree Kava shoukry COVID

do not leave. Okay. neglect, forget to stay at the conclusion of every Allah. Allah Allah. Allah give me give me assistance and Allah deca to remember you worship Rica. And to thank you personally balletic and to worship ul,

all these threes. These three things, by the way, are included in this hadith of today, all of them.

But notice how the Prophet sallallahu wasallam emphasized this. First, he told him, I love you. And what does that mean? When you tell someone I love you?

You care about him. So what's gonna come after this is really something special. Like you're talking to a friend, you're talking to your child. I love you. So this is my advice for you. So he's telling him all the Aloha, I love you. So listen to this advice, and he was holding his hand. And he emphasized that by swearing by a last panel data that he loves them. And then he tells him Don't leave saying at the conclusion of every solid this

every solid,

then he This is my special gift to you every solid say this. Why in every salon?

Why is in every salon.

Because you need a last support continuously.

There is no minute there is no second where you can say I don't need a last panel of data to support me. And what are you fighting against?

What are you fighting against? What do you need help against the shaytan you need help against the shavon who's consistently working to stop you from worshipping Allah subhanaw taala from listening to Allah from obeying Allah. So now you've finished your Salah. But now there's another pillar that will follow the shaytan will try to do his best to stop you.

And between those two solid to convince you to commit as many things as possible. So you're saying Yeah, Allah helped me against the chiffon. What else do you need help against?

You're so right, your own weakness, your own desire, your own tempted, the temptations that live inside of us, right? They also need help against that. And if Allah subhanho wa Taala does not help you. You will fall victim to all of them. That's done. We're done.

So here the Prophet sallallahu Sallam really wants you to feel that you need Allah, you depend on Allah subhanho wa Taala and every part of your data.

And if that's the case, if that's the case, no one should ever become arrogant, because of their own a better.

Right? And it's a common disease. It's the common disease and the shavon is after you because if the shavon cannot get you from this side,

he'll get you from that other side. We spoke about that too.

If I cannot get you from here, okay, so I mean, he's wise, he's wise to my plans on this side, but not on that side. So I'll come to them from that side. So he cannot come to you from the side of sin. They'll come to you from the other side of pride and arrogance. And you begin to look at yourself as I am someone who is pious,

you know, close to Allah subhanho wa Taala look at myself compared to this person who doesn't come to the mystic to her who doesn't wear hijab to him who wastes his time. And so panela this is an AMA that should be thanked should not drive you to arrogance.

But that becomes what that becomes another sin. Right. So one of those habits or the allow said, or one of us have or one of the tabs Enough said, it says you know, I marvel and wonder how can anyone be arrogant when they look at their own obedience? Don't they know that this is a NEMA from Allah subhana wa tada and he's the one who had caused you to make this if it was you alone who was doing it, maybe you can be arrogant but if it was a loss of power data, it's like you're being hired. You know how it is. It's like you're being hired and allies hiring you and it's Allah subhana wa tada who had led you to do this and yet your error against her saying that doesn't really work. So this

is the first thing

when so Niala LA, this is directed towards this life. Give me victory don't give people victory against me.

Right?

Allah subhana wa tada says in the Quran

and this is here has made a promise to the people of a man.

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Or you have a man, if you give the Nussle to Allah subhana wa tada if you champion Allah, Allah will champion you.

If you give victory to the cause of Allah subhanho wa Taala Allah will give victory to you and another is Allah subhanho wa Taala says in the law you Daffy running Latina Aminu Allah subhana wa tada defends those who have a man

which is interesting, if you find or if we find that Allah subhana wa Taala is not defending us What does that mean?

No human right. So it's the condition in terms of the law and so can you give victory to Allah Subhana Allah, Allah will give victory to you, you honor Allah Subhana Allah, Allah will honor you, you defend the cause of Allah, you defend the believers, Allah will defend you, you fail in doing all of these things in accordance in proportion to your failure, Allah subhanaw taala will take that support away. So and really in essence, when you're saying, Yeah, Allah give victory to me, and not against me. Because you have enemies, right? You have enemies, click, people will plot against you. And we'll talk about plotting here shortly.

You're saying also Allah make me worthy of receiving your victory and your protection by actually giving victory to your religion by being a person worthy of this.

So change me in ways that are when I listen to what you say, I follow it. When I find your will I follow it by that. You deserve what?

A lot to defend you. You deserve a lot to defend you. Right.

So, you know, as you know, some of the automap said, as when a loss of Hannah with data says, What if Allah lowly Catalina Island, Nina, Sabina, Allah subhanho wa Taala will not give power to the non believers over the believers they asked me so how is it that we find the non believers today have power over the believers? How is that the case? And he said, the promise of Allah Subhana Allah to Allah,

never broken, is never broken. When Allah says something it is true. But it's not Allah subhana wa tada that gave them power over you who gave them power over you.

You gave them power over you. It's not that alike. Otherwise, if you were actually would fulfill what Allah wants from you, they will never have power over you.

Even they can sometimes defeat us, sometimes we can harm you but power over you, they won't have it. Because Allah will be on your side. So if you believe in that, that if you give, you know, victory to a lost cause that Allah will champion you that Allah subhanho wa Taala will defend you. Now, why do you need a lot to defend you against even people? This again tells us and remind us of our own weakness. As humans we're very weak. And especially in the next part,

where Allah subhana wa The Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam says, one could really well atom could add a part for me, but do not plot against me. Plot for me, but do not be

fought against me? What is plotting? What is what is applied?

What is it? planning? And it's a plan that is done in secret to trap you and harm you. That's what a plot is. That's what it is. Right? So if it's done in secret, how can you defend yourself against it? If you don't know that so and so is an enemy? How can you defend yourself against them?

Not possible. If you don't know that what he's saying or what he is doing is a plot against you. How can you defend yourself against them? You wouldn't see it.

So here you need Allah subhana wa Taala to be your protector plot for me, not against me. That is don't give anyone the power to harm me. While I don't know why I cannot protect myself because I don't know that this is a plot. I don't know that they're trying to harm me. So rather you Allah be on my side and not on their side. This is what the prophets a lot he was enemies making that draw be on my side, not on their side, so that they won't be able to harm me, but rather if I need something from them, for instance, as to repay them for an evil that they have done. Plot for me so I can take my right from them.

And that would be a legitimate plot, right in repaying someone who had transgressed

but rather if they want to harm me without just without cause then you Allah protect me from this so you need Allah subhana wa tada to do this.

Now

here Allah subhana wa tada you know, we just mentioned a couple of days in the Quran, with em Kuru Vika Latina Cabo de Luca, to Luca, Luca from Corona, Liam Carolla. It says, and those who disbelieve plotted against you, because it again Mohammed Salah law it was him, to kill him, to imprison him to expel him one of these things, but Allah says William Khurana William Corolla they plot

but Allah plots in return against them,

plots and return against them. And so a loss of Hannah with data without them knowing and realizing turns all of these plots against them.

And another area. Now when you hear if you just read the translation, you may and may not understand it. Allah Subhana Allah says could makara Latina mean probably in fact Allahu Nana homina Kauai the Harada he masafumi

other woman Hazel is Sharon, Allah subhana wa tada says, as to those who applauded before the planet before karma, Corolla the name and claim so see what Allah did, because Allah here employs an image.

For the law when yahoomail collide, Allah came to their building permits foundation

and destroyed them for Harada himself, so the ceiling fell upon them from above them, right. And the punishment came to them from whence they do not know. What is a loss of Hannah Montana saying here Allah subhana wa tada is giving you here, a likens their plot to a building.

And when a loss says I came to their building, I destroyed it from the foundation, it means he destroyed it completely.

So they can plot whatever they want to plot, you destroy something from its foundation, it doesn't stand. And not only that, it doesn't stand karate, he must stop what they build to their own hands, the ceiling that they put, and usually put a ceiling to

protect you, it collapses on them and kills them. So the thing that they do thinking that this is the thing, this is our plot, this is how we're going to get what we want. This is how we're going to harm this other person becomes the means by which they get punished and destroyed. And this is how Allah subhanaw taala brings the punishment to them from where they do not expect, because you don't expect it to come from what you have done.

expect it to come from someone else, but the things that you've done that determine against you. That's how Allah subhanaw taala applies, right.

So you need protection from such such blood. And here before

we move, you know, on to talk about the plot of a loss of panel data or macro, the macro loss panel data, just want to you know, pay no attention to the fact that if this is the punishment of every every plot, every unjust flight, those of us who plot against other people have to remember this. If I tried to trick someone, plan against them, trap them. And I'm doing this unjustly and most of the time it's done unjustly remember that the punishment for all of this is for Allah subhanho wa Taala to plot against you, right to expose what you've done. So pay attention to that inshallah. And everybody should

Be afraid that if I plot against someone, it might be the case that a loss of Hannah autonomy plot against me and expose what I've done. Now

there's the plot of humanity. Right? But there's also makalah, the plot of Allah subhanho wa Taala. Should we be worried about the plot of a loss of power to Allah? Because these if we're talking about the non believers, should we as believers be worried about macro law?

And the answer is yes. The answer is yes. Allah subhanho wa Taala says, I mean, what kind of life? Are they at NOVA cola in del homosassa? Do they feel secure from the plot of our last panel data only the losers feel secure from the plot of our last panel?

In other words, if you want to change the word of plot of Allah, change it to the punishment of Allah. Could you ever ever feel secure from the punishment of Allah, saying, That's it? I'm done.

I'm protected. I'm blessed. My Eman is 100% I'm committing no sin, Allah 100%. Please, can you ever say that? No. So if you can never be secure from the punishment of Allah subhanaw taala. In the same way, you can be specific you feel secure from the plot of Allah, because the plot of Allah is the punishment of Allah subhana wa Taala coming to you without knowing it, without expecting it. That's what it is. And since all of us are deficient in the worship of Allah Subhana, Allah to Allah, and all of us are filled with cents.

Every human being, every human being should be afraid that maybe a loss of panel data might punish me for this. And that punishment might come from ways I don't expect in ways that I don't anticipate. So you always pray to Allah subhanaw taala to protect you from it, and you always repent to Allah subhanho wa Taala feeling completely insecure, when it comes to a loss punishment, afraid of a loss, anger, right? And there are sins that we know about instance that we don't know about and of the Tao of the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam Aloma fairly happy it to jelly what is Rafi embryo to animal became evening and yeah Allah forgive me my sins hopefully do jelly. Why do what I

did out of ignorance

and not knowing that it's a sin. So my sin deliberately then why did i what i did out of ignorance is thrown at me what I transgressed in doing when I became in need what you know better than I

because sometimes you committing a sin and you don't notice that it's a sin. You're looking at something you're not supposed to look at. You haven't registered because you gotten used to it.

Follow what I'm saying I've gotten so used to it. You don't register in your brain that I listening to this is how I'm seeing this and what I'm touching this as Tara so just hasn't registered but it's it's been

it's just gotten used to it. So I the prophets of Mali Selim says, There are sins I'm aware of and sins and if this is for the woman, and since that I and you are not aware of she ALLAH forgive what I'm aware of and forgive what I'm not aware of. So for that reason, you cannot really feel secure of the punishment of Allah subhana wa tada

Why did he Why is civil Huda Lee This is the following. Give me guidance

and make guidance facilitate guidance for me make it easy for me. So the first one is asking for our last panel of data to guide you.

guide your heart

guide you to the truth guide you to what Allah loves. Knowing what Allah subhanho wa Taala hates guide me teaching me Allah

teach me what you like and what you what you hate. Teach me what I should do give me wisdom. Right? Especially the wisdom of the Sharia the wisdom of the Sharia that you know chases away all doubt and confusion from my heart. I understand why you want it and how you want it. I understand more about the prophets A lot of you said that it cetera etcetera, etcetera, etcetera, right who that includes all of this, who does have knowing my own weaknesses? My own thoughts, right, so the shaitaan doesn't tempt me.

The shades on does not delude me and telling you, you know, you're the next malady of the oma for me.

Yeah, they can come to you and tell you that you're the next Maddie. Not the Maddie. Okay, next Majid you're going to renew the next person, right? And we did the renewal of every generation, you're the person who's doing this, if not shaytan if he finds in us, right, this arrogance he'll build on it. So making me aware of my own weaknesses so I can fix them. Make me aware of that plus of the shape and so I can avoid them. So this is the header and also YSL Huda Lee, make it easy for me. And it bring it close to me. Give me the power. Give me the will give me the

circumstances so that I can know the truth and follow the truth. Remember that we said before that sometimes you may know the truth but not follow it. Right?

And sometimes you may have the will to follow the truth but you don't know what the truth is. Here the Prophet sallallahu wasallam is saying you're a liar. I mean, give me the knowledge of the truth. Put it in my heart. And yes, sir Holly, make it easy for me. Because sometimes it may be an obstacle, and may be so hard, so difficult for some people, just to put on this page optische to go to the masjid that just to pray to rock as just to donate. You know that this is good for you. It's just hard to do. So yes, sir. Make it easy for me.

By giving me brothers and sisters around me, who will remind me by by reminding me through reading the Quran, whatever it is, just make it easy for me so I can follow it. So he didn't he was sitting with me bring it to me, bring it to me. But Atomy

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and give me victory over he or those who have wronged me, transgress against me.

Now this is a specific, more specific, after the prophets a lot of sentences in suddenly a lot onsala give me victory don't give victory against me. He specifically says, Give me victory against those who have wronged me.

And there are a lot of benefits upon a lot from this. But why specifically mentioned this against those who have wronged me?

Because what is the tendency for me and you to do when somebody wrongs us?

What is it? Revenge?

Revenge. Because it's very bitter.

And a very tough pill to swallow. When somebody abuses you wrongs you insults you transgressors against you in other ways, in general.

And you can't like physically, morally, spiritually, it's hard to live with this. It's hard to live with this, especially if that loan is continuous. It didn't just happen and just ended, if it's continuous.

So it's hard to live with this. And your heart is always looking for satisfaction for revenge. And when it's looking for revenge, really, right, especially if that's your motivation. Really, when you're going to take your rights from this other person, you don't really take your part in equal part. He hits you with this, you know, intensity, you hit him back with the same intensity and the same place. Usually, it's followed with transgression.

Because there's that hatred,

right? And you see that right how things escalate.

A person insults you with one word, right? When you insult back, you don't just say the same thing. You pilot up 1234 somebody hits someone, they come back and they hit and they insult and they keep doing it because what now they're motivated by anger and by revenge.

So the first thing here that you learn from it in Sonia lemon baliya Allah I want your victory against those who have transgressed against me not my own victory, not how I interpret victory is You follow what I'm saying? It's the victory that follows the rules of Allah Subhana with Allah

and the profit and loss panel data reminds the believers right. What are you dreaming the commissioner? No comin, Allah, Allah tadeu. Don't let the hatred of some people push you to transgress,

even if they were non believers, but killed your family members, and driven you out of your homes, and taking your money and heart hurt you especially personally. But when it comes time to deal with them, Allah subhanaw taala doesn't say Do whatever you want.

They can do whatever they want. Why? Because there's nothing that governs them. You have a loss of Hannah Montana. So Allah Subhana Allah says, No, you are governed by what I've revealed. So what the victory of Allah subhanaw taala is the victory that is according to the rules of Allah subhanho wa Taala does not transgress and that's the beauty of it. That you are the slave of Allah subhanho wa Taala you're not the slave of your own anger. You're not the slave of your own resentment and bitterness. I know you transcend all of this. And you act according to Allah Subhana Allah to Allah. That's right.

So in Sonia, Allah Holly also this is a very useful to have because you find in it, if you're at a time when you cannot do anything about your injustice,

right, whether you're living under it

It happened but you can still do anything about it. How can you find satisfaction

by by this? And similar? Do you Allah take my right? Yeah, like give me my right back. And if you believe sincerely from your heart that Allah is listening to you. And if you believe that the Prophet sallallahu wasallam said that the supplication of the oppressed goes up to Allah subhana wa to Allah, and Allah will champion it, even if after some time if he believe this, then you will be secure that Allah subhana wa Taala will take you right.

And you will come down. And that's what he did. Allah subhanho wa Taala to come you down to comfort you. And so that's why this dryer is also important. So if you feel that if you've gone through that, it's really useful to remember this type of

Now, the next section of the drop.

Where are you the Prophet Sall Allahu Allah, he was sitting them start saying, don't be jalila kashia Quran the Quran the Quran

he Allah make me laka shikara This is the beginning lukashenka

to you

all these shikara the Kannada habba Why are exaggerations Yanni in the Arabic

a form that indicates an exaggeration there is another saying your last panel data make me thankful Allah subhanaw taala make me frequently tag thankful shacket is thankful Chikara doing it all the time. That remembers Allah Subhana Allah Cara

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you remembering our last panel data all the time so it's not just make me thankful make me thankful all the time ever thankful. Often thankful and he begins to you thankful

meaning to you we are alive exclusively to you know thankful to you to you thankful that this is done for your safety Allah not for the sake of anyone else and for you before anyone else. Right like Yeah, can Abdullah yeah kind of stain. When you say I cannot believe

that we worship you alone.

Electric Car thankful only two you can thank humanity but that comes later. But to thankful your last panel with honor.

And this is important to panel law.

To know because Allah subhanho wa Taala says what kalido mean, Eva da Shekhar few from among my slaves are thankful.

That's true. That's true. Even if we look at yourself and myself and find do I thank Allah subhanho wa Taala enough?

Am I thankful to Allah subhana wa Taala for everything that he gives me all the time, day and night do I remember these blessings? Do I thank these blessings? And you will find that humanity in general and also when it comes to us, very few of us very few times do we actually think Allah subhana wa Taala to the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam saying Yeah, Allah make me someone who's thankful. And to be thankful, you have to know all the names of Allah Subhana Allah that He has given you, to be aware of them.

And not to forget about them, and to be grateful for them. And the life that we live is a life really, a lot of it is a life of in gratitude, not a life of gratitude.

A life of in gratitude doesn't see the name of Allah.

What does it focus instead on all the mistakes in our lives, all the missing links in our lives, all the things that we did not get? So we're always complaining, right? That's why you're always complaining. Because your focus is on

what's wrong. That's the sheath on is like, this camera there, right. And this is, for instance, this shape of the shaytaan is the director, because your eyes like are the cameras. And that she thought is in control of this camera, he will take this camera, let's say focus on this bad thing. One let you see anything else, and then move it to another bad thing and say focus on this. And the third best thing you can see the whole picture, the old the numbers, you can't because he doesn't let you just look here and here and here. And then you begin to live this life of in gratitude, not thanking Allah Subhana Allah to Allah not praising him, not worshiping Him complaining all the time.

If on the other hand, you allow a loss of Hannah Watada to direct this camera, you will see all these demos around you. And you begin to thank Allah subhanho wa Taala all the time.

So, you know, there was Yes, the Allahu anhu says may be too late and fast back to Libya, Amina Sophia be the healer

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He says I did not spend the night. But sleep at night, wake up in the morning and find in the morning that I have not received a disaster. Why? coming to me from someone, applaud, you know somebody doing something back to me. So I did not receive a disaster coming to me from someone except that I believe that Allah subhanho wa Taala had given me an AMA that day.

Just safety, right? Just the fact that you're safe, you wake up, and I know I'm guilty of this as maybe a lot of us, most of us.

You wake up this morning and you've grouchy, right? What is this day, right? And so panela, right, you're healthy, and you're fine, and you're safe. And you have food to eat. The family is fine, but he's just

grouchy and not in the mood and bored and whatever. Right? And there are the alertness thing, when you wake up on you find that you're safe. Nobody came and stole anything from you hit you assaulted you nothing bad, really bad happened to you. A lot saved you from this. He says what? This is really an AMA that Allah has given me today. So this is an AMA forgotten that you we don't know about. And even Subhan Allah, even when something bad happens.

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It says it was used to say to be said, if a person becomes sick, he gets well, he's cured. And he does not do extra good deeds afterwards, or stop an evil that he used to do. The angels when they meet each other they would say to each other we have medicated this person but the medication did not work for him

follow what they're saying? That that affliction that diseases they were given good medicine. But unfortunately that medicine did not work. Why is it hasn't it work?

What is it?

Because what they said in the beginning what am you desire amico for an SUV, he did not do extra good deeds after his he became healthy. And he did not stop the evil that he used to do before. Because that is that's the medicine. That is before you used to be at this level. And you have the a lot of these bad deeds that you're doing. And also at that level of a bad then that disease comes that affliction comes whatever it is, and then you are cured. You're safe from it. It means that the age of Allah subhana wa Tada. And before that the wisdom of Allah sent it to you so that you would climb to another level, you would learn from this experience. You stop doing the bad things that

you're doing and do extra good things. So they're saying that if he doesn't do extra good things, and if he doesn't stop the bad things that he was doing, he didn't learn anything from it. So we gave them an a medicine, it didn't work. That's the medicine. So even the bad things that happened are a nightmare from our last panel with that.

Right? So this is something we should thank Allah subhanaw taala for it just requires a lot of wisdom and to have that wisdom. So this is the Tao of the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam make me a person is always thankfully Allah. Never forget this. Never forget your nemesis. And one of the best ways not to forget the Netmums of Allah subhanho wa Taala is to remember a lot all the time.

So what follows Nikita Kira, I remember you for your sake, not for anybody else's sake not so that people can see me not so that I be proud of myself so I'm not so I can say I made so many disputes today. I am so great. No, look at the camera. I'm doing it for you. You're a lot I mean, this is like a very intimate, loving connection between you and Allah subhanho wa Taala to you. I want to make this do you I want to make this thicker for your sake. Remember you all the time remember you with tongue remember you and hard to remember remember you embody. I remember we used to that I never forget you. Right.

Then Allah Subhana Allah the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam says, liquor of habit let commit wa negara harbor like a mitzvah here You seem to be a balance, that the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam brings remembering Allah subhana wa tada all the time. Right? thanking Allah subhana wa tada all the time. But you also need to be I need to be all of us need to be afraid of Allah subhanho wa Taala. So that God on the fraid of you.

afraid of you all the time, you're making me afraid of you. And you need this balance in your life

if you're just afraid of a loss of power,

What you will lose?

If you just think about janam and Allah punishment, and your sins, and that is the only thing you think about you lose all hope. If on the other hand, the only thing that he thinks about is Jenna, and unless forgiveness and how merciful Allah subhana wa Taala is and that's the only thing you think about, it'd be easier for you to commit sins because you're relying on a loss forgiveness. So, you need to balance these two right and you administer this medicine according to your own personality. And sometimes time of day or month or week, sometimes you find yourself inclined towards then you move towards that fear of a loss penalty no more so that you stop. And other times

you find yourself you know, getting weaker, right and you need more of that

injection of the love of Allah Subhana data to move you forward, then you move closer to the mercy of Allah and His or him and forgiveness and all of this. So it depends. But here the Prophet sallallahu Sallam he says even to him, let her have a make me afraid of you. And to fear Allah subhanho wa Taala is really to hear your own sense.

You're fearing your own sense. Because these are the things that Allah will ask you about. Right? Allah Subhana Allah is just so when we say fear Allah, what do we mean? He said, I've done so many things against a loss of power that violated his rules, one time after the other violated these rules of the greatest being in this universe who has complete power over me and he can do whatever he wants. And I violated that while knowing that it's a violation.

So how can I meet Allah subhana wa tada with all of this and what if he punishes me and the punishment of Allah Subhana Allah is not like any other punishment.

right for you, even though you

No one can punish the punishment of Allah subhana wa Tada, no one can write in this dunya right. heartless human beings, right, they will take other people torment and torture them, until they will tell them and give them anything that they want, they will leave them a shadow of him as a human being after you know, weeks or months or years of torment, right.

All of this doesn't compare to the punishment of Allah subhana wa tada if Allah decides to punish someone. So when you think about how much the punishment of our last panel data is severe,

then you become afraid of a last panel with that.

And even some of the center used to say, it says it's not just the punishment of Allah, right? It's not just the punishment or law because even if Allah says, I'm not going to punish you for it,

is still there is that embarrassment? That I will meet Allah subhana wa tada with all of these things. And he knows that I've done all of these things. So it's just the embarrassment itself is enough for some people to deter them. Right? You know, like, if someone, anyone here right, would actually just look at all the bad things that you've done today. Like if you had a mate and made a deal with them, I will record everything that I've done today and you will be able to read it. You will watch what you're doing.

You watch what you're saying because you don't want them to read whatever they will dude you've done. You don't want that embarrassment. You don't want that shame. So they say they're saying when you meet Allah subhanaw taala you have all of that. You have to be also ashamed of meeting Allah Subhana with Allah with all of this.

Like Aroha Bella commit wa mitzvah is ever obedient, this body, right, it's easy for it to obey your law. And this is resembled to Hosni balletic wasn't a bad thing. To pray to worship, Allah well, so give me this body that it is easy for it to move when it's time for you for your worship, and it's difficult for it to move when it's time

to disobey. Right? So this mitzvah is a result of fearing Allah subhanho wa Taala and loving Allah subhana wa Taala so this body is ever obedient time for the Salah.

It performs that Salah sign for sada it gives us other terms for night prayer, it gives that time for the Quran, it gives us so this body is flexible mittwoch very flexible when it comes to obeying Allah subhana wa Tada. It's not it's not rigid, but you will find it to be stiff and rigid when it comes to what disobeying Allah when it comes to sin. It can't do it. It's not used to it. But it's gotten so used to the worship of Allah subhanho wa Taala. It's very easy for it to do it. Right.

And then the last one in this section.

Right. Let me get it here.

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laka Juan Monica so to you, Allah and Monica and that these two things are working and muneeb are related to each other. You know what that means? A word really is a sound that you make when you regret something. It's like oh, like that.

That's the sound. Our How is that sound of regret that you make when you know that you have disobeyed Allah subhanho wa Taala or missed an opportunity to obey Allah subhanho wa Taala. So they they interpret that as returning to Allah, that's one thing so it's close to my need moneyless through turning to Allah. So let our harmonica make me Allah a person who always comes back to you.

So money goes back to you and Allah subhanho wa Taala describes his prophet Alayhi Salam O Allah Nabina Salaam, His Prophet Ibrahim.

what he says about him that he is Hollywood. Romani in ebrahimian. Halima Mooney. Abraham is forbearing patient and also a word Mooney.

Mooney means that he always returned to Allah subhana wa tada and Allah means that he always supplicate to Allah subhanho wa Taala he cries for the for the sake of Allah Subhana Allah data is always regretful when he does something that may oppose what Allah subhanho wa Taala wants. So the Prophet sallallahu wasallam make me such a person always comes back to you. If I make a mistake, I come back. If I forget about you, I come back. If I transgress, I come back if I take any other path, other than the path that you love, I always come back. I don't stay on that path. I'm always continuously money, coming back to your Allah and for your sake, and always, always over

making.

When I find out that I've done something wrong, I pray I make is too far. I cry, and I come back to you. Make me such a person. Right who doesn't stay on the path of falsehood on the path of disobedience but always comes back to Allah subhanho wa Taala. And this is always beautiful to remember that every one of us right because Subhana Allah, you're on the path right now. But you digressed a little bit in few minutes and few hours and few days you digress and you always have to come back so you're always continuously coming back. Always coming back to Allah subhana wa tada and you have to focus on that that you are a person who desires to be always a Mooney, you find Oh

cPanel I've done something wrong, come back. Don't stay on that path, come back to a loss honor that asking for help asking for support and ask him to sustain you on this path.

The last section insha Allah is begins with a loss of power with the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam

says saying a bitter cup altova t

e Allah accept my repentance.

And Allah subhana wa tada loves repentance.

And Allah subhanho wa Taala accepts every repentance. So what does it mean when we say are like set my repentance? It means make it to Allah, a repentance that you accept repentance that fulfill all of the conditions, meaning that it is for your sake, a true sincere repentance because I can say I've repented. But is that really Toba? Is that really tilba tilba means regret. I regret what I've done.

I feel sorry for it, though, but means at least at the time that you're doing it. I intend never to go back to it. If you have the intention of going back that's not tilba

tilba means that I brought if I wronged someone taking something that belonged to them, I repay them and compensate them for it. That's what Toba is. So if the tilba is incomplete, it's not accepted. So we're seeing Yala make that Toba complete sincere for your sake

and for that, it will be accepted.

And so panela you make we make Toba all the time and we should make Toba all the time but we never really know if our last panel done accepted or not we never really know if it's good enough. So though you may tell burn University Okay, I meet up and that is it. No you keep praying to Allah Allah make Toba buddy, I'll accept it. Yellow make it true. Yellow make make me stick to it. Yellow make me not go back to that thing that I've repented from.

That's the Toba that Allah subhanho wa Taala wants a bit of bento Bertie. What's that? Hello, buddy. So what follows here the second do I Allah wash away my sin,

which is appropriate after except my Toba, except my Toba. And I'm afraid there is some sin behind Yeah, Allah wash away my son, this is the helva how Bayes sin? How to say Yeah.

What's a bit how jeti confirm my proof?

What does that mean?

How does your proof the proof of your email. So it may mean it means several things, it may mean, confirm my email and strengthen my email. So all the proofs of my email Niala make them strong so that my email does not shake. I know what I believe in why I believe it. So nothing and no one can come and shake it after receiving Allah strengthen my email. Her job is also what you say

what you say. So they'll also strengthen what I say. So that it's it's the truth. And also it conforms to what I have on the inside. And what my art isn't on my outs on my inside is really reflective of what I'm saying. So submit, make it true, make it honest. Submit. Whoa, Jessie also means what? My answer the replies that I give the replies in the grave. Right?

replies in the grave to the questions of the angels, Allah give me the beat. Okay. strength at that time. And also any moment in this life that we are exposed to a fitna and you're supposed to give an answer. Take a position, right. And it's a fitna, so you're saying, Yeah, Allah subhana wa Taala. That bit her God. Give me the right position to take the right thing to say, because during times of fitna, it's not easy to say the right thing. It's not easy to take the right position. It's not really too easy to be on the right side. That's why it's called the fitna. Remember, we talked about the fitna before, that's why it's called the fitment. Because it's confusing. So on that time,

you're a lot because it's so confusing. You're about I mean, give me strength, and sebat and tranquility. So I say the truth and follow the truth, that Bitto jetty and you need that Allah

will

guide my heart,

guide my heart and again here, the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam repeats the Tao of guidance. First, it's a funny way of singlehood Allah guide me and give me this guidance and make it easy to me and here specifically to my heart, guide my heart.

Because the most, you know, vital part that needs guidance, and that tranquility and peace of guidance

is the heart. So guide my heart, guide my heart so that if I am tested with something, I know that it is from you your love, so my heart will be guided and comforted.

Guide myhockey Allah Soto, if I lose something I like I know that it is from you. So I know you will compensate me, I will be comforted. Do Allah, keep this heart that is so agitated all the time. And uncomfortable all the time, keep it guided to Allah and keep it guided by being close to you. So I love you and I fear you, and I have to work cool on you. And I trust you. Right, keep it guided this way. And if your heart is guided, the rest of your body is guided. So keep playing our guided Diyala, right. And that's the most important part of our body that needs this guidance, then, and I'll link in Sharla. This, this part to the last part in Sharla. So guide my heart was said that

listening straight in my tongue, make it straight. What does that mean? When we say straight in my tongue?

say the right thing, right? You don't say anything wrong. You don't say falsehood, it's straight. You speak the truth. You're honest. And you don't speak anything else? The truth and honesty meaning you speak what is what what is reflects your real intentions? What do you really want to do who you are. And also you speak the truth also in the sense that you don't call to falsehood. You don't propagate falsehood, right? So I'm always saying what pleases you are lying, I'm staying away from what displeases you said that listen and make it straight. And one of the things that are most crooked in our lives is that the sun the tongue, so asking Allah subhanaw taala for it to be

straight is asking for the most crooked part of our body to be straight and if it is straight, the rest of the body will be straight in the heart and there's one Hadith that is all about that. Just the heart and the tongue in law coming into the last part was slowly schemata calbee extracts from my heart It's blackness black

Black part of my heartbeat Allah take it away.

You know even today in some of the Arabic slangs, or some people will be familiar with it if you see slam, by something black right blackness. So the theme will be the blackness of my heart. What is this blackness of my heart?

What do you think is the blackness of the heart,

stickiness, sin, disease, hatred, all of this is a wonderful, you got it. I don't have to explain it. That's it.

It's all of these things, hatred that you have towards other people unjustified. jealousy, envy, arrogance, pride, all of these diseases that we talked about. Man has said right, that has said, right, that jealousy that you have all that is blackness, anything that you will feel on the inside that really perturbed you, you feel it's heavy, when your heart is heavy, it feels heavy on the inside. so uncomfortable on the inside, you're experiencing that blackness,

that disease, that sin that you know, has settled inside that did not exit

your heart, the heart has not been purified. So the heart can never be comfortable. If it's not purified.

Like a body that cannot be comfortable. If it has still diseased inside. If it's still sick, it has to be cured of that sickness. So here you will find that the health of the heart must have two things. As we said in the beginning, one purification

that purification includes the theme at the kalbi take this blackness out of my heart, you're lucky Allah is the only one who can do this. And then comes your part after you make this do and rely upon a lot then comes your part, you find the sickness and you treat it you find the sense and you chase it away, you find the associate on sitting inside and you seek a lot protection from him. So you want to extract it out, but you need a lot of support. So you purify, but that's not enough. We have different v that's the other part you need the hedaya

that's the acquisition that's the Talia you need the hidayah from the Quran from the sooner the hidayah from just noticing the name of Allah subhanaw taala bring the hidayah take this blackness out the heartbeat and then there will be healthy. Right?

So hamdulillah so I'm trying to keep it you know, an hour or less so just close to the one hour mark and I'm doing so this is a beautiful dragon you can see how comprehensive it is. It covers your dounia and the Hara inside and outside thing bad things that happen bad things, you anticipate things that you know things that you don't know, so panela very comprehensive. So, you will will will be you know, well advised to memorize this draft and make it of the day

that we repeat often panel are asking Allah Subhana Allah make us remember you often, you know may be grateful all the time, be obedient all the time. Y'all accept our repentance, etc, etc. all the things that we talked about when you make such an activity, especially when you are aware of it, you feel that you've covered everything.

So this is the name of actually adhering to the art of the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam better than any other because his do is comprehensive. So the project isn't Illa not going to give you anything else to do the project within that is memorize this to start repeating it every day. And you know, just follow it follow it be aware of what you're saying. Try to remember what we said and just follow it. If you're asking Allah subhanho wa Taala to be ever thankful see this thankfulness in your life. If you ask Allah subhana wa Taala to accept your tober think about your tilba Eid and ask our last panel that specifically that he likes this job but interactive this to

our and you will find the vanilla a lot of benefit a lot of good in it. The vanilla bellami so I want to stop here. Give you some opportunity if you have any questions to ask me anila You don't have to you can Yeah.

Explain that again. Yeah. So definitely a place is highly a places empty right. So when we say definitely or we say empty, the emptying of the heart or whatever is diseased on the inside. Definitely is to import and bring in right whatever pleases Allah subhana wa tada a very good example in sha Allah you know if you want to remember this is that let's suppose you go into

an apartment. And that apartment is not clean right and has very you know old furniture and you know, something rotting here and something. You're not going to bring new stuff into it until you clean it.

You clean it to remove all of this junk that is inside, you know painted and when it's clean because you have new furniture, right that is arriving. Whatever it is clean. Everything is nice.

Then you bring in the new furniture. Right. So this is Dalia and Talia because if you don't empty if you don't clean there's no space for these good things to come. And if they come to a place that is polluted, these things will also be polluted. Right and contaminated. So what you want to do at the same time, right is clean and bring in what Allah Subhana Allah loves. And only this this dual process will achieve, you know a heart that Allah subhanaw taala loves you take away sin and you bring in what Allah loves. And you know it will be a vanilla you're not going to do this overnight, right? It's a process. You know, if I have this disease in me of hazard, it will take a long time

for God for it to go away. disease of arrogance, it may take a long time for it to go away. But we'll continue to work on it and we continue to bring what Allah loves and what Allah loves. takes away What are lights but you just have to keep with this process bring in what Allah loves to remove what a lights so this is what the clear and Dahlia this does it.

Oh, okay, so now, so we might have missed here much better. Because it's not in my in the book here. So, most beta is submitting to you like to other like to other to your most of beta is submitting to you. surrendering to you close to

the person who is mittwoch is ever obedient to Allah subhanho wa Taala the most bit submits to everything that Allah subhana wa Taala gives him does not oppose it. Right internally or externally, whatever Allah gives him, pray, donate, do obey me stay away from that he's mostly to Allah willing to receive everything from Allah Subhana Allah to Allah and is happy to receive it. So most of it is tomato tomahto water to Allah subhanho wa Taala the bad the land that is most bitter right is a lowland

you know land flat and low. So the person who has submitted to our last panel data as if he had lowered himself to Allah, Lord Himself to allies not arrogant, but lowered himself to Allah so whatever Allah tells him, he does this is it

give you an opportunity.

Nothing No,

no,

no. So see, I'll tell you inshallah, what happens so I got this data from a source then I went and checked the original source that they quoted this one and they did not find the header

so I found a chemical data so it needs further investigation to find if this law provided this word head that is actually in the Hadith or is probably a mistake so it's it's found in another book, but it takes a longer investigation right just to confirm whether this is true or not. Now, if it is true, if this is actually from the head with a camera head by meaning loving

it like I have been loving you right and this is why you really wanted to include it here, but I could not confirm it from the original source. So it needs more work inshallah but la can help them in loving to you loving you Yama.

Yes, I would suggest for now that you move it and you put instead Alaykum Amita so take the one that is at the bottom in a computer and put that in its place. And instead at the end of supima Colby puts up a meta which is at the bottom so sorry, meta Colby instead of Sufi meta.

Right? And both of these words Actually no, they are interchangeable in the sense they mean almost the same thing. So a metal can be the disease of my heart. Right Salimah the blackness of my heart. So both of them really are close to each other. Right? So

is akima supima is the sickness, the sickness of my heart the disease of my heart? Salima the blackness?

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any surname? Exactly, exactly that it says in the Sufi mana. Brahim. Elisa Lam said I am sick. Exactly. That's the same

alaikum Amita humble before you humble before

submitting to

surrendering do all of these things.

Anything else?

Does that come along here? So panic alarm.