Great Reminder For The Youth

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of the Helio Kona Lin and Amina VIERA

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de geography sama, Raja Raja Raja Kamara Munira

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bola de jan de la Salim and Rania de Corrado Shakira

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welcome back money lady and I am Shanna.

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At the heart of a woman enjoy hearing upon Osama

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Salatu was Salam

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ala he was Iranian Munira

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Nasha novella vajrasana Moana WonderSwan oma waka Paloma Raja has

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been for salatu wa he was

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Mr. masa.

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Now,

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as you heard the title of the talk is the return.

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And initially,

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I had the intention of talking about the return of the Muslim.

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There return and the U turn that we took

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spaceship especially

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in the light of this current situation that is happening in the Muslim world,

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by author and I changed a little bit to the return to a law in personal level,

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which is a Toba

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and how we should return to Allah subhanho wa Taala Allah.

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Allah subhanho wa Taala said in the Quran,

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where are you headed? larina Armando tubo Illa la he told Latina so

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Allah said or who you believe.

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repent to Allah with sincere repentance.

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repent to Allah subhanho wa Taala.

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Now this is not an option.

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Allah did not say when you want or how you want, when you like, how you like, no, a law is set to move is a direct order from Allah subhanho wa Taala to in a law info button.

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And the moment that we return to Allah,

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the following things would have run.

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Allah will explain all your sins.

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If the Toba is sincere,

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your repentance is sincere. And you did it for the sake of Allah subhanho wa Taala Anna, Allah would overlook all your mistakes, and he will forgive you as though you never committed sin.

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Why?

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Because we, Allah knows that we are weak.

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We have desires.

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They overlook things we've forgotten or forget things. And we will keep forgetting and doing the same thing again and again until we die.

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A man came to the Messenger of Allah.

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And he said, You're a solo law in the messenger over law. I commit sins.

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The Messenger of Allah said, Repent,

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he's a Yara sola, I keep coming back to the same sin.

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The messenger Allah, Allah said well with pens once again.

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And then he said, but I keep coming back to the same sin and the one with

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the man said, in Mata Yara Salama,

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And Tim, when

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the messenger over last said, and tell shavon gifts up,

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and he will never give up until you die shaytan will hardly give up.

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But as a Muslim you should never say, I committed a sin or Zina or haram thing. Therefore there is no hope for me.

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As a matter of fact, the Messenger of Allah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam said

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sirven would commit sin,

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and then he will repent. And then we Allah will say to these angels, look at my servant,

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he disobeyed me. And he realized he has a law that will hold him accountable, and he came back. I'll make you my witness, or my angels that have forgiven the sin of the servant of mine.

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And then that server will go back to the same sin again.

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And then Allah will say to the angels look at my servant, he realized that he wronged himself and he is coming back to his Lord, You are my words is that I forgave his sins. And then he keeps coming back to the same sin until Allah says to the angels, all my servant, talking about the person, do whatever you want, I have forgiven all your sins.

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So us first to come back to Allah subhanho wa Taala is much love is necessary.

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But look, if what happens if you don't repent?

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If you don't repent,

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then you will find difficulties in life.

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Things will go wrong. Seemingly initially, Shakedown will beautify a Masia for you.

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If a sister takes off her hijab, man, Allah, she will find her friends praising him for what she did all your hair. So fine, so nice. Look how beautiful you are, you know, and she wears something tight, or you have a gorgeous body, you have hot body, or you will drive guys crazy. Then shortly after that, what happens there will give up on you and you will become normal.

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There was this young lady

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in the past, listen to this unique. She said to her mother, I cover up myself. I do this all the time. You know, I'm not married. I had enough what this restrictions.

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I want to commit a zinger. I want to go and sleep with someone. So allow me to do this.

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The mother said,

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What are you doing? She said, No, I want to commit a sin, Xena.

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So when the mother realized

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that her daughter would not stop?

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She said fine.

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Fine. But do me a favor. If you do this go on slim with ever you want. She said What is it? She said tomorrow, go to the palace of the ruler of the soul barn. And when the palace and his entourage when they coming out at the door for 10 that you pass out your friend.

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So she stands there. And then in front of the hacker in front of the Sultan, she throws herself on the floor.

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And then so on. And he's governors, and everybody wants to her. And she's okay, give her give her water, you know, and everybody was so concerned.

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And then she said I'm okay. So she went back to her mother. And she said, I did what you told me. She said, Okay. Do it tomorrow. Exactly the same thing, same time.

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So she went and see did exactly the same thing. But this time,

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the ruler did not watch to the scene.

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These governors, they rushed to the scene.

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And then she said What happened? She came back. She said, Well, the rule didn't come but he's you know, followers came. She said, Fine.

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Tomorrow, do it again for the third time.

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And then she went now the rule didn't come. The entourage or the Reno did not come. Only the servant came and gave us some water.

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So she said What happened? She said that's what happen.

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See, the mother said, look what happened. Now, when you say I want to show my body, I want to show my hair I want to show my face I want to, you know, sleep with this person, talk to this person, befriend this guy, then the guys will come to you like that first time everybody came, including the ruler and it advises the next day A few weeks later, only certain people will come and those important people will not come and then later on, you keep lowering your standard until you stay with people who are not up to your level.

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And the girl said, I understand. I will never do this. Sisters. This is how exactly you are in the eyes of ecmp.

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As soon as you talk to them,

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they will say oh

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wow, but after that,

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and then you're like [???] I will unify for you as I stated earlier, and then from that is a downhill to hell.

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lyric Allah said. Women are over and victory for in Houma. asiata monka Shu who Yeoman Tamati Amma de Lena Hashem Johnnie Walker quinto basura

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fantasy worker then you can yo matanza, he says some Hana la woman, for those who turn away from might remember, for the ways of a law day was shortly live a miserable life, miserable life. Look at these, you know, movie stars, entertainers, singers, you know, they have everything that you thought a man would live for, or would die for. But at the same time, if you look into their personal life, they cannot maintain marriage. They cannot sleep without taking pills. They cannot even entertain them on cells. And then some of them they commit

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suicide some of them they use drugs, they have money, they have status. They have the looks, everybody is around and they don't go anywhere except the cameras are flashing. But at the same time they not happy inside. Because Allah said woman Oliver and victory for in Asia and his life with the one in Arabic They said the word banca is so difficult for the atom to pronounce. And this is a description of a lion that in person will live if it turns away from Allah subhanho wa Taala.

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Second,

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Allah will take the Baraka if you don't repent, and you insist on the mercy of Allah Who will take away the Baraka from you, your education, your children, and some hannula your family, the children will not listen to you, your children would not be righteous, your sons and daughters as soon as they leave the house, they have different personalities, you know, there is nothing is going on for you because you disobey Allah.

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And by the way, when you do this by yourself, do not think this is only you.

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This sin will affect us, all of us. Remember the story of eight musante Salatu was Salam.

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It stopped raining.

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And the people were dying out of drought. So moves us into His people. Let us go and pray to Allah. When your children when your life stops, when your wives being the eldest, being the weak ones, when everybody Allah, Allah see our condition, even though he sees that but in one spot.

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So he prayed, and prayed and prayed, but there's nothing coming down.

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So Moses said, I am being

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a father

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or a law. You asked us to pray to you. We have prayed to you, that nothing came down. Then I lost it to Moosa among you is a servant of mine,

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servant of mine, who has been disobeying me for years and years and because of him, he will never rain.

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So ask him,

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ask him to leave and I want them to rain.

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mosaic turns to the people

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And he says to them, we are here to help. Others are the center we, because of that, it will not rain.

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And then some handle the man he looked into himself, and he said, If I leave, everybody would know I am the sinner.

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And if I stay,

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then they will all die.

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So he covered himself and he closed his eyes. And he said, You're a law. I would never disobey

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your Allah, forgiving, and he made Toba on the spot,

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and all of a sudden start raining.

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Most days waiting for someone to leave the crowd.

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But without anybody leaving it rained. So Moosa said

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nobody left. He said, The man who used to disobey me and because of him is this drought. he repented to me, and I forgave him. And that's why I'm showing my mercy on you.

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Moosa said, Yeah, Allah, show me this blessed individual that you accept. I accept him. Allah said to Moosa, your Moosa, I hate him from the side of the people when he was a sinner, do you want me to expose him when he became a type? I repent, I will never expose.

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But look, the sin of that individual, almost killed everyone. And that's why Allah set

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in a tank of new alayhis salam Salatu was Salam. For him to start the furor on Baku. I said, Repent to your Lord, for Paul to start Flora Baku in ocana afara you're a citizen. I

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am learning we're gonna, we're gonna we're gonna come and borrow.

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So all the near all the blessings of Allah. It relies on our repentance and how we quickly back to Allah subhana wa tada

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some of the brothers of Panama. They said, Well, you know, I'm really not committing them big sin are sisters. And what do they do? They shake hands with the opposite gender is that

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is it Hara?

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No is not Hara

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because the Messenger of Allah said, it's better for a metal rod for a metal to go through your head, than touching the hand of someone who is not allowed for you.

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And by the way, will live more life. If you just observe this little things alone will honor you. And Allah will protect

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he will honor you and He will protect you.

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You know, funny, funny, Oliver told you this. Not here. But I mentioned once

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in a funny story happened to me.

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And this was you know, I became a chaplain. chaplain means religious the head of a religious in a certain denomination for the Christians, or Islam, for Muslims.

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So they handle all the chaplaincy.

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He said, let me introduce you to different faculties and departments that we have the university. So cool. His name was Marcel

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a preacher. So I say, Marcel, let's go. So we went. So I totally myself, am a Muslim. You see the way I dress see my little coffee as a sign that I'm a Muslim. And I don't shake hands with women.

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Right? I'll shake hands with women. Say you said understood understood him. I'm saying. So every time when we walk into a department, he says everybody, this is him say?

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Unless he was high, he said but he doesn't shake hands with him.

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He doesn't shake hands with him. So he was okay. Okay. And the guys how are you? And the woman's like, how are you sir? How are you and we everything is cool.

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Except for one department.

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One department

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I walk into and this is the right in front of the fitness

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place. I wanted this to be a primer. And everybody came like 10 910 people. So he said, everybody this is him saying and everybody but he doesn't shake hands.

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So, okay, so women were

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in one of the offices is one of those ladies. You know, have you ever met? You know this ladies who Mashallah they were, you know, they're so skinny like they miss wax Mashallah. And then they had they wear high heels and they think that they could not buy anything sub the shortest thing. And then she's wearing short, short, tight tight clothes. And I'm gonna show you Vanya Raji. hamdulillah. She's on the phone. She's not gonna come and handling that. Now.

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I wasn't looking her way. And he said, but she was on the phone. And she can see us from the mirror from the glass. And she's like, Hi.

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And all of sudden, she ran, she came, and she's running on high heels. And is that she's running. She's running. You know, he doesn't shake hands.

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And she said, Oh, yes. Okay. Come on, honey, and she hugged me.

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Now,

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I didn't know what to do.

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Um, I was in the state of shock.

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Unlike this, she's hugging me.

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And she said, Oh, nice. Oh, nice.

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Laurie, I did not know what to do. And I'm thinking

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if I push her away, I'll touch more of her.

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If I say like this, she's not getting off me.

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What should I do? I said, just let her finish.

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What else can he do? Just Let her finish.

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I'm saying, excuse me, I don't shake hands. He's like, okay, honey, you know, she's really, really hugging. I mean, hiding from her heart. And I was like,

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and then more said, like, he says, he's sorry,

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Sarah,

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how are you? and assess fine.

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She's standing there.

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And it took few steps back in case he changed her mind.

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And then this other lady comes.

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And she said, How are you and that lady she voluntarily? She said, Oh, he doesn't shake hands. He hugs.

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Give him a hug.

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No, no, no, thank you. No hug

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our home. I don't want to tell my wife. That lady hugged me today. And she wasn't my mother.

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So I said, I'm my wife, the Italian Mafia.

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And I said, Honey, guess what happened to them? She said, What happened? When I said this lady hugged me today. She said, Excuse me.

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I said she hugged me. She said she gotta be senior.

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He wasn't senior.

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She wasn't home. She said, Oh my god, she's petting her abayas. What are you doing?

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Wow, she wanted to go on no beat her. But

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I guess.

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Now, those are not sin.

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You consider sin.

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Oh, man, the lady attacked me.

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It wasn't my fault.

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No, sir. Seriously, you cannot have any physical contact, no shaking hands. No hugging, you know, with the opposite gender.

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No way. Now,

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the Toba when we repent to Allah, I think I'm running out of time

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the Toba when we repent

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we gotta number one repent to Allah when you know 100% repentance not a part time not you know I'm gonna depend that I may come back you know, I don't want to listen to to the music right now you know but I'm gonna put the you know just put them right here in case I change my mind. know if you repent for music, just grab them. Break them all. Toss them in the garbage bin and then walk away. Because she thought was a you know he did a sad you know just you know, one song One

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Her, and then one step at a time until you come back to your sin. And then the shaitaan tells you who are you falling. For you falling is not a kick. You are asking Allah will never accept your Toba forgetting.

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So you just walk in his traps, but you can quickly regroup yourself if that ever happens. And come back to Allah subhanho wa Taala

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enamelware Rahim Allah. She said, if you want a lot to accept your Torah, you got to do the following. One.

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He said withdraw from the massive

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withdraw yourself, take yourself away from the sin.

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Stay away from the sin. And by the way, brothers and sisters, most of the time, we commit sins because of our friends. So if your friends, your peers, if you grew if your little circle, if your little click is not a click or a circle that will lead you to Allah and to gender, then drop them, flush them.

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Get rid of them, and replace them with people who will remind you of a law and will encourage you to do righteous deeds. So withdraw from the sin, listen to music, watching her on thing, chatting or talking to people in her own way, you know, take that out of the list.

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Second,

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you should feel remorse.

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You should feel sad.

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You should say Subhana Allah, how could I dish obey my law? What was I thinking? See, they say for mana

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when he committed sin is like a fly that just flew by his face, and he wasted like that.

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But for our movement, when you commit a sin, the sin is like a mountain over your head. It's like a mountain over your head on you waiting when that mountain is gonna land on jungle crushing.

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So this is examine your heart. If you feel no remorse, no pain, then you should know you more closer to monaca than a moment.

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You're closer to a

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third

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promise to unlock on promise to yourself that you will never go back to it. But if it happened, just come back quick.

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Fourth, if this relationship if you commit a sin,

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you want a person by taking his property or that binding him or listen to someone who was backbiting that person isn't that person. And then you want to rectify the situation. And you got to go back to that person and let him or her know that you are sorry for that.

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You need to come back.

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This is what you need to do if you want to come back to Allah subhanho wa Taala.

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Now, last call.

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What would help you to repent and to stay in that state?

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First,

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that Allah is watching you 24 seven.

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No matter what you do, no matter where you go, Allah is watching you. We are number one.

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He knows what the what the heart conceals and what you speak.

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Second,

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remember there are angels who are reporting and recording everything that you did and everything that you do. They don't suggest they don't change. They don't intervene. They don't do anything. They just report

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my yo filmin honing in.

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To Angel, you do righteous deeds they write, you do evil deed they write.

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So remember that on the day of your will.

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You will come and your book the book that you authored with your own deeds will be presented to you. And the author of the book is none other than you.

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And that book Allison ekkada Katana cafe NFC kanuma Anika is a video on book and be the judge of yourself. Before you go to anyone else before you complain, read and let us know if we

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Want you?

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So be aware of that.

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And also remember

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that this little place call Nakamura

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grain and there is no one there except you and your deeds. And if you did good deeds, a lot of fashion you all your deeds, and this beautiful beautiful person will come to you. And He will say to you, he will be letting

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you know be having that title for things that will we will rejoice. And then the person who said why what is it Who are you and He will say I am your righteous deed.

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If you have all that these are majority of bad deeds, then it will be like this.

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In five minutes, I want to tell you this story.

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This is story some of the 100 Mandy mentioned the thing about a week including Sharla, five minutes with this story.

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And this is a story of a man can I have seven minutes?

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Can you have 10 minutes

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15

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minutes just testing

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this man, I want you just imagine this masculine Nabi sallallahu alayhi wa sallam,

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and the students are standing up. There's no place to sit, sorry,

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no place to sit.

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And the students are anxiously waiting, waiting for the teacher. And the teacher comes and the students are ready to write down the end from that teach. And then the teacher says, today I am going to tell you about your teacher.

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He said

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I used to be a police officer.

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And I used to patrol through the city

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and I used to drink alcohol and I hated everywhere in the marketplace. And everyone in the marketplace hated me. And I did not care The only reason that I'm there is because it is my job. Just how I get paid. But at night I go and I drink until morning and it come up to work.

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He said one day

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I came to work

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and I saw I heard weak voice very weak.

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And the weak voice is saying yes and eating your mood is almighty cheat on my master

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keeping in mind that hams Give me my money for in Nashua wanna Yachty they are the dinner for my daughter's came them. And he said I don't I cannot see by came closer and closer to where the voice was coming from. And then he said I saw this man, a huge man with a big turban. And the turban is so long that is dragging. And he has faith he has overcome and that is made of self. And the man is so wealth is so richer. So welfare. You know the man he does not care. And he's holding his size on his hands like this. And he's looking and I looked about the voice does that sound the voice of that man, and it came around and there was this weak

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pull symbol man

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on his knees

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with corn fold

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and cap hair,

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dusted dry skin, cracking lips. And I said he the man. He's holding his hand looking up at this man was like a mountain. And he's saying to him, Sir, please give me my data and give me the money. They are the daughter, the men that dinner for my daughters. He said I felt chills in my body. And I say I must do something about this. So I say to this man, the wealth the big huge wealth, fat, fat, fat man. I said give him his money.

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And then that he looked at me and he said, Oh Bonnie fella chanela. He said, okay, who are you? This is none of your business. He said I set him given this money. I don't know the situation is said but I feel that something is wrong. He said give him his money. He said I would not even pay attention to you. He said I could not control myself. And I punched him on he went down face first. And I grabbed him money and he gave it to the poor man. And I put my foot on his neck on the web.

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Man's neck. And I said to this man, one now one. And the man he started running, he said, he started running, running. And he said, and then I said before he disappeared, yeah, I don't even know his name. I said, Oh, you and he turned.

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I said to him,

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only been a year to

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tell your daughters

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to make dua

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for Malik bundeena,

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to make dua for Malik, Mindanao, and allow him to learn,

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he said that night I slept, I didn't drink. I felt and I did something. I didn't drink. I slept. But I woke up with a different attitude. I woke up, you know, full of energy. And I said, you know, enough is enough. I'm going to repent to Allah, I'm going to change my life. I'm going to be a decent Muslim, I am going to get married.

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But I thought I said, I said to myself, but who would marry need the dogs? I'm a filthy substance abuse person,

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drunk alcoholic? Who would give me the data? Who's what the right man would give me the data.

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I said, I don't care.

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And I want to the marketplace. And those days they used to sell slave girls.

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So I said to myself, let me ask, let me look sister who was wearing proper hijab? Why can sense see some trace of righteousness from her appearance? So I found a young lady who was very quiet. And he said, perhaps she could be righteous. So I purchased that young lady. And it said to be my wife, I want to start new life. And she said, some Hannah law.

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It was such a gift that Allah blessed me with because she was so righteous. And shortly after that, I was blessed with a daughter.

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And I named her Fatima.

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And he said, This little girl smiled a lot. She was so good. I was not perfectly 100% because I would do solid and do my, you know, he said, Amen, goes up and then goes down. He said, Now she's two years old, and I start coming back to my brain.

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And my wife, she's so righteous would never disobeyed me.

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He said, Every time I come home, she will run to me like a little angel. And she will wrap her little arms around my neck, and she will kiss her, she will hug me. And he said, every day, I cannot wait until I get home. Because she's the joy of my life. And he says, a lot. Every time I want to drink at her present, she was just, you know, tap, or you know, try to strike the drink out of my hand. And then she was sitting on my lap. He said she was a gift.

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He said one day, I came home. She hugged me. She wrapped her arms around my neck. She kissed me one kiss. And then I sat down. I want to enjoy the presence of my daughter. And she looked at me, she smiled. She just dropped dead.

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She just died.

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She just died in front of my eyes. No else, no introduction. No, nothing. She just dropped dead.

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I cry. I shook her. I weep over her. Nothing. But

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he said, I went. And I don't know that a man cried that much for Chai.

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And he said I said to myself, after I buried her online that I should have been and Nina will lie. I won't drink tonight until I die.

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I will drink until I die.

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And he says so I start drinking. And I start drinking, drinking until I pass out

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and he says I'm Hannah law. All of sudden I open my eyes. And if if the army was established and people are rushing, rushing, of flooding from the graves, and everybody is going to this place that is empty the space that is so flat. This phase that is so hot, the sun is over our heads and he said I run with everyone.

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He said I ran and I ran and finally I stopped

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They felt something behind me.

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And I looked

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for either this or ban. Snake is slurries towards me, and it's rushing to me. So I,

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I ran, and I ran and I met this old man with white beer, gray hair, white, beautiful face. And he said to him, help me, help me.

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And the old man said, I can run, perhaps someone else would help. So I run and I run and I came to a cliff.

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And this underneath the cliff was jahannam.

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And then he said, I stopped.

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And a voice came and he said to me, return you now have it returned in Formula pivoine. So why return when the snake is still chasing me? And I went on, I went to the old man once again. And the old man said, I am an old man, I cannot help you.

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Perhaps there's a powder, coat boy.

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He said, I ran to the palace. And the palace has little windows. And in every window, there's a little child.

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And then when the children saw me, they said, with one voice is for Thema Fatima, this is your father help him.

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And this snake is coming closer to me. And then that child, she young from the window, and she learned between myself on the snake.

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And then she just such a snake like this, and this snake just went way

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out. I have my little daughter. And I said, What is this? Where am I? And my little daughter, she wrote, my dear, she shocked me.

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And she said, Yeah.

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I'm a one. Nina Armand Armando antosha. Una De La Hoya

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isn't a time for the hearts of the believers to tremble and to return back to Allah

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for calling to better, yes.

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And I said, What is this snake? She said, that snake

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is your evil deeds.

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So what about the old man? She said, was your righteous deed.

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But he was weak, and he could not defend you from your evil deeds.

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And then she grabbed my beer once again. And she said, an intervener decided that I and I said Bella, and a worker from us,

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was just a drain. From that day, he became ironing, he went to the masjid. And he said, when I went to salata, veggie, and the Imam said wild ball lean, mean, he started the iron and a mutiny the

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same either he heard me now when we repent,

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when we repent, then Allah will turn all our bad deeds into righteous deeds.

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I don't want you

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to come to your monkey ama. And then our deeds are so weak like that, Oh, man. Our righteous deeds and our evil deeds are so powerful that they will consume us. So let us repent. Let us return to Allah before it's too late. And I think I took more than five minutes or just come along and experiment as it is before 109 of anatomy, which is optimal long fame.

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The mother said, Ruby now, what are you doing? She's saying no, I want to commit a sin, Xena.

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So when the mother realized

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that her daughter would not stop,

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she said fine.

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Fine, but do me a favor. If you do this.

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Go and sleep with every new one. She said, What is it? She said tomorrow, go to the palace of the ruler of the soul barn. And when the palace and his entourage when they coming out at the door, or 10 that you pass out, you faint.

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So she stands there. And then in front of the hacker in front of the Sultan, she throws herself on the floor.

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And then so on. And he's governors, and everybody rushes to her. And she's okay. Give her give her water, you know, and everybody was so concerned.

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And then she said, I'm okay. So she went back to her mother. And she said, I did what you told me. She said, Okay. Do it tomorrow, exactly the same thing, same time.

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So she went and see did exactly the same thing. But this time,

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the ruler did not watch to the scene.

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These governors, they rushed to the sea.

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And then she said, What happened? She came back. She said, Well, the rule didn't come but he's you know, followers came, she said, Fine.

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Tomorrow, you would again for the third time.

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And then she went, now the rule didn't come. The his entourage or the Reno did not come, only the servant came and gave us some water.

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So she said What happened? She said, that's what happened. See, the mother said, look what happened. Now, when you say I want to show my body, I want to show my hair I want to show my face I want to you know, sleep with this person, talk to this person, befriend this guy, then the guys will come to you like that first time everybody came, including the ruler and his advisors. But next day A few weeks later, only certain people will come and those important people will not come and then later on you keep lowering your standard until you stay with people who are not up to your level.

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And the girls that I understand I will never do this sisters. This is how exactly you are in the eyes of ecmp

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as soon as you talk to them

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they will say oh

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wow, but after that

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and then you're like [???] I will unify for you as I stated earlier, and then from that is a downhill to hell.

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lyric Allah said. Women are over and victory for in Houma. asiata monka Shu who Yeoman piano ama

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de Lena Hashem, Sanjana waka quinto basura God Kanaka danika tadka fantasy worker then he can yo matanza. He says some Hana law woman, for those who turn away from might remember, for the ways of a law day was shortly live a miserable life, miserable life. Look at these, you know, movie stars, entertainers, singers, you know, they have everything that you thought a man would look for, or would die for. But at the same time, if you look into their personal life, they cannot maintain narratives. They cannot sleep without taking pills. They cannot even entertain their own selves. And then some of them they commit

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suicide some of them they use drugs, they have money. They have status. They have the looks. Everybody is around in the jungle anyway except the cameras are flashing. But at the same time they not happy inside. Because Allah said woman

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in Asia, Yan is live with the one in Arabic They said, the word banca is so difficult for the Arab to pronounce. And this is a description of a lion that in person will live if it turns away from Allah subhanho wa Taala.

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Second,

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a law will take the Baraka if you don't repent, and you insist on the mercy of Allah Who will take away the Baraka from you. Your education, your children, when Subhana Allah, your family, the children will not listen to you. Your children would not be righteous, your sons and daughters as soon as they leave the house, they have different personalities. You know, there is nothing

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going on for you because you disobey Allah.

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And by the way, when you do this by yourself, do not think this is only you.

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This sin will affect us all. All of us. Remember the story of eat musante Salatu was Salam.

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It stopped raining.

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And the people were dying out of drought. So Moses said to his people, let us go and pray to Allah. When your children, when your life stops, when your wives being the eldest, when the weak ones, bring everybody Allah, Allah see our condition, even though he sees that but in one spot.

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So Moosa, he pray, and pray and pray.

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But there's nothing coming down.

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So Moses said,

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I'm not gonna be a father,

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or a law, you asked us to pray to you. We have prayed to you, but nothing came down. Then I lost it to Moosa among you is a servant of mine,

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servant of mine, who has been disobeying me for years and years, and because of him, it will never rain.

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So ask him,

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ask him to me, and I want that to rain.

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mosaic turns to the people. And he says to them, where are you? How old are the center? Lee, because of that, it will not rain.

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And then some Hannah law, the man he looked into himself, and he said, If I leave, everybody would know I am the sinner.

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And if I stay,

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then they will all die.

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So he covered himself and he closed his eyes. And he said, You're a law. I would never disobey

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your Allah, forgiving, and he made Toba on the spot.

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And all of a sudden start raining.

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Most days waiting for someone to leave the crowd,

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but without anybody leaving it rain. So Moosa said

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nobody left. He said, The man who used to disobey me and because of him is this drought. he repented to me, and I forgave him. And that's why I'm sharing my mercy on you.

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Moses said, Yeah, Allah, show me this blessed individual that you accept. By accepting Allah said to Moosa, your Moosa, I hate him from the side of the people when he was a sinner, do you want me to expose him when he became a type? I repent, I will never expose

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the look the sin of that individual almost killed everyone. And that's why Allah set

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in a tank of new alayhi salatu was Salam for him to start the furor on Baku. I said, Repent to your Lord for purchase start Florida, back home in Ocala, Florida. You see the seminar

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I'm wearing we're gonna we're gonna come jannetty we're gonna come and borrow.

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So all the new all the blessings of Allah, it relies on our repentance and how we quickly back to Allah subhana wa tada

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some of the brothers of Hannah law, they said, Well, you know, I'm really not committing them big sin are sisters. And what do they do? They shake hands with the opposite gender is our heroine

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isn't Hara?

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No is not Hara.

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Because the Messenger of Allah said it's better for a metal rod for a middle to go through your head, than touching the hands of someone who is not allowed for you.

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And by the way, will live our life. If you just observe this little things alone will honor you. And Allah will protect you.

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He will honor you and He will protect you.

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You know, funny, funny, Oliver told you this. Not here. But I mentioned once

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in a funny story happened to me

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And this was you know, I became a chaplain. chaplain means religious the head of a religious in a certain denomination for the Christians or Islam for Muslims.

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So they handle all the chaplaincy.

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He said sign, let me introduce you to different faculties and departments that we have the university. So cool. His name was Marcel

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a preacher. So I say Marcellus go so we went. So I totally myself, am a Muslim. You see the way I dress see my little coffee as a sign that I'm a Muslim. And I don't shake hands with women.

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Right? I'll shake hands with women. Say you said understood understood him. I'm saying. So every time when we walk into a department, he says everybody, this is him say?

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Unless he was high, he said, but he doesn't shake hands with women.

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doesn't shake hands with women. So he was okay. Okay. And the guys and woman's like, how are you sir? How are you? We everything is cool.

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Except for one department.

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One department

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I walk into, and this is the right in front of the fitness

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place. I wanted this department and everybody came like 10 910 people. So he said, everybody, this is him saying and everybody but he doesn't shake hands. That's all okay. So women were

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in one of the offices is one of those ladies. You know, have you ever met, you know, this ladies who Mashallah they were, you know, they're so skinny like, they miss wax, Mashallah. And then they had they wear high heels, and they think that they could not buy anything from the shortest thing. And then she's wearing short short tie tight clothes.

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Shivani Raji, Hamdulillah, she's on the phone. She's not gonna come and hamdulillah now.

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I wasn't looking her way. And he said, but she was on the phone. And she can see us from the mirror from the glass, as he's like, Hi.

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And all of sudden, she ran. She came, and she's running on high heels. And she's running. She's running. You know, he doesn't shake hands.

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And she said, Oh, yes. Okay. Come on, honey. I

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know.

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I didn't know what to do.

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Unless I was in the state of shock.

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Unlike this, she's hugging me.

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And she said, Oh, you're so nice.

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I did not know what to do. I know I'm thinking.

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If I push her away, I'll touch more of her.

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If I say like this, she's not getting off me.

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What should I do? I said, just let her finish.

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What else can you do? Just Let her finish

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in

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and saying, excuse me, I don't shake hands. He's like, okay, honey, in the eye. She's really really hugging. I mean, hiding from her heart. And I was like,

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and then more said, like, he says he's sorry,

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said it. And she's like, how are you? and assess fine.

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She's standing there.

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And it took few steps back in case he changed her mind.

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And then this other lady comes.

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And she said, How are you and that lady? She voluntarily she said, or he doesn't shake hands. He hugs.

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No, no, no, thank you. No hug.

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I went home. I don't want to tell my wife. That lady hugged me today. And she wasn't my mother.

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So I said my wife is Italian Mafia.

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And I said, Honey, guess what happened to the she said What happened? When I said this lady hugged me.

01:00:00--> 01:00:01

Did she say excuse me?

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I said she hadn't. She said she gotta be senior.

01:00:07--> 01:00:08

He wasn't senior.

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She wasn't all she said. Oh my god. She's putting her in a bias. What are you doing?

01:00:16--> 01:00:19

Wow, she wanted to go on. No, Peter, but

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I guess.

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Now, those are not sin.

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You consider sin.

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Oh man, the lady attacked me.

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It wasn't my fault.

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No, seriously, you cannot have any physical contact, no shaking hands, no hugging, you know, with the opposite gender.

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No way. Now,

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the Toba when we repent to Allah, I think I'm running out of

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the Toba when we repent.

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We got number one, repent to Allah when you know 100% repentance? Not a part time. Not you know, I'm gonna repent that I may come back. You know, I don't want to listen to to the music right now, you know, but I'm gonna put the you know, just put them right here in case I change my mind. No, if you repent for music, just grab them. Break them all. Toss them in the garbage bin, and then walk away. Because she thought was a little sad. You know, just, you know, one song One, her and then one step at a time until you come back to your sin. And then the shaytan tells you who are you fooling. Who you falling is not a kid. You are

01:01:52--> 01:01:54

except you're forgetting.

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So you just walk in his tracks. But you can quickly regroup yourself if that ever happens. And come back to Allah subhanho wa Taala

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enamelware Hema holla she said, if you want a lot to accept your toe what you got to do the following. One.

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He said withdraw from the massive

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withdraw yourself. Take yourself away from the sin.

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Stay away from the sin. And by the way, brothers and sisters, most of the time, we commit sins because of our friends. So if your friends, your peers, if you grew if your little circle, if you let a click is not a click or a circle that will lead you to a law unto gender, then drop them flush them.

01:02:50--> 01:03:08

Get rid of them and replace them with people who will remind you of a law I would encourage you to do righteous deeds. So withdraw from the sin listen to music, watching her on thing chatting or talking to people in her own way. You know, take that out of the list.

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Second,

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you should feel remorse.

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You should feel sad.

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You should say so Pamela How could I dish obey my law? What was I thinking? See they say formula

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when he committed sin is like a fly that just flew by his face and he waited like that.

01:03:39--> 01:03:52

Before a movement when you commit a sin the sin is like a mountain over your head. It's like a mountain over your head on you waiting when that mountain is gonna land on him got a question.

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So this is examine your heart. If you feel no remorse, no pain, then you should know you more closer to one after that. Are

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you closer to a

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third

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promise to Allah on promised to yourself that you will never go back to it. But if it happened, just come back quick.

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Fourth, if this relationship if you commit a sin,

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you want a person by taking his property or that biting him or listening to someone who was backbiting that person isn't that person and then you want to rectify the situation and you got to go back to that person and let him or her know that you are sorry for that.

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You need to come back.

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This is what you need to do. If you want to come back to

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panel, what

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now, last call.

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What would help you to repent and to stay in that state?

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First,

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that Allah is watching you 24 seven

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matter what you do, no matter where you go, Allah is watching you. We are number one.

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He knows what the what the heart conceals and what you speak.

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Second,

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remember, there are angels, who are reporting and recording everything that you did and everything that you do. They don't suggest they don't change. They don't intervene, they don't do anything. They just report

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my film in honing in.

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To Angel, you do righteous deeds, they write, you do evil deeds they write.

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So remember that on the day of your will,

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you will come and your book, the book that you offer, when you own deeds will be presented to you. And the author of the book is none other than you.

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And that book alasa ekkada Katana cafe NFC kanuma Anika is a video on book and be the judge of yourself before you go to anyone else, before you complain, read and let us know if we want you.

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So be aware of that.

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And also remember

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that this little place call Nakamura

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grain and there is no one there except you and your deeds. And if you did good deeds, a lot of fashion you all your deeds, and this beautiful, beautiful person will come to you. And He will say to you, it should have been letting you say, you know be happy that tidings for things that will we will rejoice. And then the person said why what is it Who are you and He will say I am your righteous D

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if you have all that these are majority of bad deeds, then it will be like this self test.

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In five minutes, I want to tell you this story.

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This is story some of the 100 Mandy mentioned the thing about a week including Sharla five minutes with this story.

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And this is a story of a man can I have seven minutes

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Can you have 10 minutes

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15

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just testing

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this man, I want you to imagine this masculine Nabi sallallahu alayhi wa sallam

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and the students are standing up. There's no place to sit, sorry.

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No place to sit.

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And the students are honestly waiting, waiting for the teacher. And the teacher comes and the students are ready to write down the end from that teacher. And the teacher says Today I am going to tell you about your teacher.

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He's he said

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I used to be a police officer.

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And I used to patrol through the city

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and I used to drink alcohol and I hated everywhere in the marketplace. And everyone in the marketplace hated me. And I did not care The only reason that I'm there is because it is my job. Just how I get paid. But at night I go and I drink until morning and they come up to work.

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He said one day

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I came to work

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and I saw I hear weak voice very weak.

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And the weak voice is saying yes and eating your mood I have all my cheat on my master.

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Honey, give me my hands Give me my money for in one shot one a yachtie they are the dinner for my daughter's came them. And he said I don't I cannot see by came closer and closer to what the voice was coming from. And then he said I saw this man, a huge man with a big turban. And the turban is so long that is dragging and he has faith he has overcome and that is made of self and the man he is so wealth is so

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When you saw welfare, you know, the money does not care. And he's holding his signs on his hands like this. And he's looking and I looked about the voice does that sound the voice of that man, and it came around and there was this weak

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pull symbol.

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Man

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on his knees

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with torn foam,

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and cap hair,

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dusted dry skin, cracking lips. And I said he the man, he's holding his hand, looking up at this man was like a mountain. And he's saying to him, Sir, please give me my data and give me the money. They are the daughter, the men that dinner for my daughters. He said, I felt chills in my body. And I say I must do something about this. So I say to this man, the wealth the big, huge wealth, fat, fat, fat man. I said, give him his money.

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And then he looked at me and he said,

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he said, Who are you? This is none of your business.

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He said, I certain given this money. I don't know the situation is said, but I feel that something is wrong. He said give him his money. He said I would not even pay attention to you. He said I could not control myself. And I punched him on he went down face first. And I grabbed him money. And he gave it to the poor man. And I put my foot on his neck on the wealth and man's neck. And I said to this man, one. Now one. And the man he started running, he said he started running, running. And he said, and then I said before he disappeared. Yeah, I don't even know his name. I see all you and he turned.

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I said to him,

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only been a year.

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Tell your daughters

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to make dua

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for Malik bundeena,

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to make dua for Malik, Mindanao, and allow him to learn.

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He said that night I slept, I didn't drink. I felt and I did something. I didn't drink. I slept. But I woke up with a different attitude. I woke up you know, full of energy. And I said, you know, enough is enough. I'm going to repent to Allah, I'm going to change my life. I'm going to be a decent Muslim. I am going to get married.

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But I thought I said I said to myself, but who would marry need the dogs? I'm a filthy substance abuse person.

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Drunk alcoholic? Who would give me the daughter who's with the right man would give me the daughter.

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I said, I don't care.

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And I went to the marketplace. And those days they used to sell slave girls.

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So I said to myself, let me ask, let me look sister who was wearing proper hijab? Why can sense see some trace of righteousness from her appearance? So I found a young lady who was very quiet. And he said, perhaps she can be righteous. So I purchased that young lady. And it said to be my wife, I want to start new life. And she said some Hannah law.

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It was such a gift that Allah blessed me with because she was so righteous. And shortly after that, I was blessed with a daughter.

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And I named her Fatima.

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And he said, This little girl Subhana Allah, she was so good. I was not perfectly 100% because I would do solid and do my you know, you say Amen, goes up and then goes down. He said, Now she's two years old, and I start coming back to my brain.

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And my wife, she's so righteous would never disobeyed me.

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He said, Every time I come home, she will run to me like a little angel. And she were wrapping little arms around my neck, and she will kiss her she will hug me. And he said, every day, I cannot wait until I get home because she's the joy of my life. And he says a lot. Every time I want to drink at her present. She was just you know, tap or you know, try to strike the drink out of my hand. And then she was sit on my lap. He said she was a gift.

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He said one day I can

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home. She hugged me. She wrapped her arms around my neck. She kissed me Wong kiss. And then I sat down. I want to enjoy the presence of my daughter. And she looked at me, she smiled. She just dropped dead.

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She just died.

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She just died in front of my eyes, no else, no introduction, no, nothing. She just dropped dead.

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I cry, I shook her. I weep over her. Nothing. But

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he said, I went. And I don't know that a man cried that much for Chai.

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And he said, I said to myself, after I buried her one line that I should have been and neither one lie, I won't drink tonight, until I die.

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I will drink until I die.

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And he says, so I start drinking. And I start drinking, drinking until I pass out.

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And he says, I'm Hannah law, all of a sudden, I open my eyes. And if if the army was established, and people are rushing, rushing, flooding from the rays, and everybody is going to this place that is empty, the space that is so flat, this space that is so hot, the sun is over our heads, and he said, I run with everyone.

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He said, I ran and I ran. And finally I stopped.

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And I felt something behind me.

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And I looked

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for either a ban. Snake is slurries towards me, and it's Russian to me. So

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I run and I run and I met this old man with a white beer, gray hair, white, beautiful face. And he said to him, help me, help me.

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And the old man said, I can run, perhaps someone else would help. So I run and I run and I came to a cliff.

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And this underneath the cliff was jahannam.

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And then he said, I stopped.

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And a voice came and he said to me, return you now have it returning from the people. So why return then the snake is still chasing me. And I went on I went to the old man once again. And the old man said, I am an old man, I cannot help you.

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Perhaps this a powder coat.

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He said I run to the powers. And the powers has little windows. And in every window there's a little child.

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And then when the children's Sony, they said with one voice. I infer Thema Fatima. This is your father help him

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and the snake is coming closer to me. And then that child she young from the window and she learn between myself on the snake.

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And then she just touched a snake like this. And this snake just went way

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out. I have my little daughter. And I said What is this? Where am I? And my little daughter she wrote my dear, she shocked me.

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And she said Yeah.

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I'm a one

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stop shop

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isn't a time for the hearts of the believers to tremble and to return back to Allah

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for calling to better, yes.

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And I said, What is this snake? She said that snake

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is your evil deeds.

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So what about the old man? She said was your righteous D.

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But he was weak and he could not defend you from your evil D.

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And then she brought my beer once again. And she said an intervener we decided that I and I said better and woke up from us

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was just a dream. From that day, he became

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he went to the masjid. And he said when I went to salaat in February, and the Imam said one oddball lean mean, he started the iron and a mutiny the Latina

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saying either he heard me now when we

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Hence,

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when we repent, then Allah will turn on our bad deeds into righteous deeds.

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I don't want you

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to come to your monkey ama. And then our deeds are so weak like that old man. Our righteous deeds and our evil deeds are so powerful that they will consume us. So let us repent. Let us return to Allah before it's too late and I think I took more than five minutes just to come along and experiment as am I so forth 109 of anatomy, which is optimal, long fame.