A Tear for the One we Fear

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as always we begin by praising Allah Subhana Medina who is our Creator, sustain and nourish, protect and cure. We ask Allah subhana wa Taala to shower his choices the blessings and salutations upon our beloved prophet muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, his family members, his companions and all those who tread upon his path with utmost sincerity until the day of

slaves of Allah first and foremost, I begin by advising myself and then all of your present here to adopt a life of taqwa and that is to fear a loss behind them or to Allah, and to be conscious of a loss behind and Medina during every single second of our lives if we wish to attain success in this world as well as the Hereafter, my dear respected elders and brothers in Islam Mashallah, it gives me immense pleasure to be amongst all of you all. And at the outset of this talk, I wish to express the love all of you all for the sake of Allah behind me, Medina and I have a kind request and this is in accordance to the Sunnah of Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, and that is if you can

please fill up the gathering by coming close towards me Sharma kindly request please. Now that's behind him, would Allah reward all of you and immensely because the gatherings of Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wasallam used to be in such a way that if a cloth or a blanket was put over the gathering, there wouldn't be any holes? This is from the gatherings of Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wasallam May Allah the Almighty reward all of us and may He unite us in the gardens of Jelena with our beloved master Mohammed Salah mamani who Salah desert mala FIDE, which is our

My dear respected elders and brothers in Islam. The topic for this evening's talk is a tear for the one we fear, a tear for the one we fear. Can I ask you a question? Just gauge yourselves, touch your heart and ask yourself, when was the last time I cried. When was the last time I whipped out of the fear of philosophy.

When was the last time I read when I opened the Koran and when I started reading the beautiful words of our powerful maker. When was the last time when I was in prayer. She was rammed down my spine. There was goosebumps over my skin and I started weeping out of the fear of Allah subhanho wa Taala. When was the last time I sat down and I started thinking about the sins that I have committed and turned to a loss behind and who was either in Toba in sincere Toba weeping, weeping weeping in front of us behind them whether

it is in Bukhari and Muslim there are seven people who will be granted who will be guaranteed a shade on the day when there will be no shade other than the shade of a loss of behind Emma data on the day of the AMA when there'll be no shade. Other than the shade of our powerful makeup. Seven people are guaranteed a shade number one, a just ruler, a ruler who governs with justice and equality. Adjust ruler adjust king he will be assured

a shade under the arch of Allah subhana wa Taala now

To a youth, a youngster who has been brought up in the worship of Allah subhanho wa Taala from a very tender young age he grew up in the worship of Allah subhanho wa Taala. He was always busy worshipping Allah subhana wa Taala. seeking knowledge following the Sunnah of Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam involving himself in different acts of worship of Allah subhanho wa Taala. He's also guaranteed a shade under the shade under the ultra philosophy behind Medina. Number three, a person a man whose heart is attached to the masajid a man whose heart is attached to the houses of Allah subhanho wa Taala he is there for all five solahart at the masjid in the house of Allah behind

and Medina. He is also guaranteed a shade on the day when there will be no shade other than the shade of Allah behind Edward Island. The next person

may Allah behind them who are dynamic all of us from this category to people who meet one another solely for the sake of Allah behind them who are the island they meet and they part because of a loss of the Highland who died. us and I and hamdulillah we have met for no other reason tonight we have gathered together we have met one another for no other reason other than the sake of Allah subhanho wa Taala you and I we love one another solely for the sake of Allah subhana wa tada I have not come here to sign a deal with your a million dollar deal perhaps nothing solely for the sake of Allah subhanho wa Taala you and I we are meeting May Allah the Almighty make us all from this

category where we will all enjoy the shade of Allah behind and what I mean. The next person

is a person who refuses the core of a beautiful, charming woman of noble birth. She's from a noble family. She is not from a poor, downtrodden family. She's from a noble family. She's beautiful, she's charming, and she's in she's inviting a youngster towards Xena towards illegal and an illegal relationship with her. And he refrains solely for the sake of Allah and he says, I am afraid of a loss of behind a worker Allah, I fear a loss behind $1 because there's nothing stopping him. She's a beautiful girl. She's from a noble family. And she is inviting him for a haraam illicit relationship and nothing stops him other than the fear of a loss of a hand and Medina the taqwa of Allah behind

him with Allah that he has in his heart, when he says, I do not want to indulge because I feel a loss behind the moment I know. This youngster also will be will enjoy a shade on the day when there will be no shade. There is another Hadith which is in Bukhari and Muslim, a story of three people, Hadith in Bukhari and Muslim three people they were once traveling, they were once traveling, and they took refuge in a particular cave while they were in the cave, the narration goes along the lines of these words of Boulder rock rolled over and block the entrance. All three of them were stuck in the cave, they had no way of getting out. Finally, they decided, let us do this, let us

make the art to allow us behind them who are to Allah by mentioning to Allah subhanho wa Taala the deed the beautiful deed or a good beautiful D that we performed it solely sincerely for the sake of Allah subhanho wa Taala You and I, if we were to gauge ourselves, we would know there is this one particular deed of mine, I did it solely for the sake of Allah subhanho wa Taala. So they thought let us put forward that deed and ask Allah Subhana Allah Allah and that is one of the permissible forms of tawassul according to the authentic teachings of Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wasallam and the explanations of the scholars Rahim Allah, so three individuals who are stuck in the cave, the

first individual and he prays to Allah Subhana Allah Allah, I am a shepherd. I used to go and graze my sheep and then in the evening I used to milk them and bring the milk home and it was the no generally I used to go first to my parents offer the milk to my parents after my parents had drank their milk or their full I used to go and give my children the remaining a lot of a look at the love for parents. Look at the respect for parents today there is something lacking. So this individual, he says he goes on in his day out one night I go to my parents and I find that they have fallen asleep because I got a bit late to come home. I found that they have fallen asleep. I stood by them

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stood by them, even though my children came by me and they started crying out of hunger, but because of the love for his parents because of the respect he had for his parents, he stood by their bedside until they woke up and that was in the morning.

He was just standing with the bowl of milk waiting till they wake up. Look at the love for his parents look at the respect. He said, Yeah, Allah if I did this solely for your sake, yeah, Allah help us in this situation and free us from this situation. Immediately the rock moved a little, a little but they could not make it out. It moved a bit. Now the second individual was stuck in the cave, he prays to Allah Subhana Allah, Allah, there was this cousin sister of mine. I had a cousin sister who was ravishingly beautiful, and I loved her with all my heart. And I desired her I wanted her. I wanted her. I wanted her until there came a day when she was in a problem. She needed some

financial help. And she came to me for that help.

And I readily offered to help her

in return for an illicit relationship, in return for Xena.

And then he goes on to say, the narration goes along the lines of these words. I was with her I was about to commit the haraam act, see nothing to stop. He was in previously the girl is ready to do it, nothing to stop him from Xena. He was ready to commit the act. He was about to do it. Some of the scholars mentioned even he was almost on top of the girl. When she said my brother, Fear Allah subhanho wa Taala this was just one word fear of loss of a Highland water Island. Immediately he stopped.

That struck a chord in his heart, the fear of Allah subhana wa Taala overpower him, nothing to stop him and look at the situation where he is in.

At the verge of committing the sin, but then the fear of Allah subhanho wa Taala gripped him. And then he said you keep the money he got up and he left Allah said, Yeah, Allah, if I did it solely for your sake, help us in this situation and free us from this predicament. This problem we are in the rock the boulder moved a little more, but still they could not get out. Finally the third person he prays to Allah Subhana. Allah, Allah.

I had laborers working for me, I had laborers working for me. And there was this one laborer, he worked for me, and I had to pay him but before I paid his wages, he left, he left.

And that money that I had to pay him, I invested it and he bought animals. He bought sheep, camels, cows and all of that, and he invested it.

After a long time, this laborer comes back. And he goes to the master and asked him Do you remember you owed me my wages? Can I have it please? The master looks at him and tells him Look around you you see all these animals? You see all these slaves? All of this belongs to you a lot.

The slave labor he asked the master, are you joking with me? Are you playing the fool? Say No, I'm serious. All of this belongs to you take everything and go. The fear of loss behind them or the Allah. He did not want to even indulge in a bit of Haram. If it did not belong to Him. It did not belong to him. He says yeah, Allah if I did it solely for your sake, Allah helped me out of this problem help us out of this problem. They're not moved away completely and all three of them moved out.

Now coming back to the main Heidi, we went to the second Hades because of the fifth person who is guaranteed the shade under the shade of a mouse behind and what Allah when a beautiful woman calls him and he refuses, he says I feel of us behind and we're gonna, the next person is a person who gives charity who gives sadaqa so secretly, so secretly, that what he is the right hand gives out his left hand does not know about it.

Sincerely for the sake of Allah Subhana Allah if loves with pure, pure sincerity for Allah subhanho wa Taala what he gives out of his right hand, his left hand does not know about it. Then what about his friends? What about his family? They will never ever come to know of it. If his own left hand does not know about it, how can his friends how can his family How can his relatives come to know of it? This is the sixth person and find any many respected elders and brothers in Islam. The seventh person with guaranteed a shade on the day of glioma is the person who remember

Bors Allah subhanho wa Taala in seclusion and his eyes flooded with tears alone.

He cries out of the fear of Allah subhana wa tada remembering Allah subhana wa Jalla steers flow down his cheeks this person is also guaranteed a shape on the day of piano.

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along those lines and a long while you were sending this report will help set the fire of Johanna will not touch a man who cries out of the fear of Allah subhanho wa Taala who reaps out of the fear of Allah subhanho wa Taala until milk goes back to the other of the animal. When you milk an animal can the milk go back to the other? Can the milk go back into the animal is that possible? Rasul scholars mentioned that Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam use this example this metaphor to show that this is not something possible, just as how milk cannot go back into the other a person who cries out of the fear of Allah subhanho wa Taala can never ever go to Johanna.

The fire of jahannam will not touch him.

And those who live sort of Long Island will send them is reported to have said further and dust produced when fighting Jihad for the sake of Allah behind Edward Island. That and the smoke of jahannam will never ever be together. And this Heidi has been classified by emammal and Bernie or him a whole lot.

But sadly, why or what is the reason behind us finding it difficult to cry out of the fear of a loss behind the look ahead?

The reason is our heart have gone hard.

Our hearts are no longer pure. Our hearts are no longer soft. Our hearts have become hard like stones. And I find it very pressing on me to touch on the importance of pure hearts because the bulk of us the majority of us, myself included Ilaha Rahim Allah except those that Allah subhanho wa Taala has when our hearts are riddled with diseases. And when I say diseases I don't mean cardiovascular diseases, I mean spiritual diseases, spiritual maladies, such as envy, hatred, anger, jealousy, malaise, addictions, evil temptations, evil, carnal desires that have revealed our hearts made our hearts so corrupt, so evil, so perverted, that we need to really work on our hearts. We

need to work on our heart so much, because it will take a lot of effort, a lot of hard work to purify our hearts back to its pure state. Heidi is a Muslim under the chapter of Eman

your loved one who is reported to have said the loss of life said a long while you SLM is reported to have said Dora don't fit into either kulu because the Neruda you think that fitna? We generally we think that fitna is something that is presented perhaps to our eyes, or two years, you see fit. Now when we think of fitna when you think of trials and calamities we think that it is presented to us through our eyes, but according to the words of Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam fitna trials temptations are first presented to our hearts fitna is presented to our hearts. Look at the Heidi

kulu fitna is presented to the hearts of individuals can have seal can have seal like a mat. This is carpets but you have in some massage. Do you have mats, straw woven mats, can I see the Cal ha serio? Neruda, you have in the Mac stick after stick you have in a Mac stick after stick so fitna is presented to an individual's heart like that mat stick after stick one fitna after another one fitna after another log

for IU l being OSHA Reba Nikita v he looked to soda, which heart whichever heart were to accept it and digest that he will digest that sin or that fifth na Nikita fee he looked at on soda. A black dot emerges on the heart, a black dot Nuka soda a black dot comes on that heart. Why are you being an Cara ha Nikita Fie. He looked at when by Evo and whichever heart rejects that fitna turns away from that fitten fitna stays away from that fitna, a beautiful white dot comes on that individuals hand Allahu Akbar, Jai Tata, Sarah Palin.

In the long run, he was adamant on to say that or is reported to have said that hearts are of two types. Now when we look at this heart hearts are of two types. One, Allah, Allah abbiamo mithuna Safa one heart is pure white, sparkling white, beautiful white hair the soft heart. Fernando who fitna fitna trials temptations will not harm that heart modality somehow as well. As long as the heavens and the earth exists will offer and the other heart is a black heart will offer us word more bad than kilku z mujra here.

The other heart is a black heart which looks like an overturned vessel like a black overturned junk the other heart the heart that accepts the fitna lie erythema rufa that heart does not know anything good. While our young cumin cara, it does not reject evil, it does not repel evil Illa shrivelling mean however, that heart keeps on inclining towards its desires, Allahu Akbar, two types of hearts many respected elders and brothers in Islam, we need to question ourselves, we need to touch our own hearts and ask ourselves what type of a heart

Have I got a pure white heart that pulls me towards good things? Or have I got a black dead evil heart that pulls me towards evil sins May Allah subhanho wa Taala save us all a meal not the almighty purify our hearts.

The long line was reported to have said that also lies at a long while and he will send them is reported to have said in a minute either number that a believer if he commits a sin if he perpetrates a sin cannot look at him so that he can be there will be a black.on his heart may Allah subhanho wa Taala save us all for in taba if he makes Toba love, when is that and if he stays away from that sin was stuck for and he seeks forgiveness from Allah subhanho wa Taala soupe de la Calvo, his heart will be punished. His heart will be polished scholars mentioned his heart will be polished like a mirror. You have a mirror that you look at yourself in. When you polish it, it shines

beautifully, you will be able to see your reflection in it beautifully. But then a mirror that is dirty. You won't even feel like looking at your reflection on that mirror, enzyme either. But on the other hand, if he commits one sin and then commits another thing without making Toba without refraining without making a step further, if he commits one sin and then commits another thing, another sin, what will happen? The sins the black dots will increase until it covers his whole heart until it envelops his whole heart. And that is finanical Ron Alavi caroma houfy kitabi that is the Ron that is the stain that Allah Subhana Medina mentioned in the novel or an

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boo boo Hema can we accept boon? No. Rather the stain has covered their hearts of what they used to earn because of the bad deeds the evil deeds that they did. stains have covered their hearts, their hearts have become enveloped in darkness engulfed in darkness, malice behind them would either save us all this hadith is authentic according to the conditions of Imam Muslim Rahim Allah had his innermost COVID emammal Hakeem.

So let us look at some of the best ways to soften our hearts because I think we are all in agreement that our hearts need treatment. Because our hearts are full of diseases. We need to treat our hearts we need to work on our hearts. The first or the one of the best ways to soften our hearts muddier respected elders and brothers in Islam is to ponder on the words of our powerful maker.

These days, many of us the Koran, the word of Allah subhana wa Taala. We have it at home, but it is on a shelf collecting dust. Today we live in modern times. You open up your iPad, you have the Quran applet in your iPad, you take your smartphone, you have the Quran applet in your smartphone. But let me ask you a question. Do we open up the Facebook applet? Do we open up the Twitter applet? Do we open up the YouTube applet more or do we open up the Koran applet mode

We have it wherever we go.

Do you ever leave home without your smartphone? If I were to ask all of you, I'm sure 99.9% of the people in this message will all have smartphones right now. You will either have an Android phone or an iOS phone. You about Android has the current version. iOS has the current version.

But we have it installed, but do we open it up? Perhaps when we are waiting somewhere, we have the phone with us we can open it up and recite a few verses from the Noble Quran. Do we take time for the words of Allah subhanho wa Taala leave alone pondering on the words of Allah subhanho wa Taala The best way to soften your hearts My dear respected elders and brothers in Islam is to ponder deeply on the words of Allah subhanho wa Taala because our powerful maker himself says in the noble for an

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Koran do not ponder and reflect on the Quran on the words of Allah subhanho wa Taala aku aku Fado ha or have they got locked on their hearts.

Our hearts are locked, sealed. We can't reflect on the Quran because our hearts are locked. We need to unlock these hearts by pondering on the verses of Allah subhanho wa Taala and turning to Allah subhanho wa Taala and for that my dear respected elders and brothers in Islam, think of how great your Creator is. Think of how powerful America you and I will be a subject to. He is such a powerful maker he says in the noble for an Allahu la

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Hi this is in Muslim. Howdy is a Muslim Abu Musa lashari radi Allahu anhu he says that Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam is reported to have said in the law Hyuna What are you under the law who I am? Indeed Allah subhanho wa Taala he does not sleep.

I'm mentioning all of this to instill in your heart and mind heart to the greatness of our Creator. We need to understand how powerful have lost behind them what Allah is. We are subject to such a powerful maker in aloha Eliana, Indeed Allah the Almighty does not sleep while our young mother in law who is young and he does not be fit His Majesty and His glory for him to sleep.

He lifts the scales of things and lowers it you will find out La La Liga de la Marina Ha. Then the deeds of the night are raised to him before the deeds of the day where you refer to her cobalamin la and the deeds of the day arranged to him before the deeds of the night and the deeds of the night arranged to him before the deeds of the day. Hey Jabu know,

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Made of light law, the way of Allah subhanho wa Taala is made of light and this is a Muslim, loud kashia who got super hard to watch he Manta la basura boomin holiday Allah. This Hadith should make us shiver this hard they should make us tremble out of the fear of a boss behind and what if Allah the Almighty word to remove his way in the light of the face of Allah subhanho wa Taala would burn every single thing in the sight of Allah subhana wa tada and that might be a respected elders and brothers in Islam that means that every single thing from the creation of Allah subhana wa Taala will burn because nothing is hidden from the sight of Allah Subhana.

Nothing is hidden from the sight of a boss behind him who Allah not only falls except that Allah knows about it. Allah knows every single thing. So if Allah the Almighty were to remove his veil, the light of his face would burn every single creation that crosses his sight and that means everything will burn. This is the greatness and the Grand View and the power of our maker, our powerful maker that we are subject to coming back to the ayatul kursi

let that fusina tamala know lahoma is some argue marking up every single thing in the heavens and the earth belongs to Allah subhanho wa Taala the true Dominion belongs to Allah subhanho wa Taala Mandela vs Pharaoh Ellerbee his name and who can intercede by Allah subhana wa Taala except with his own permission, with a last permission, the LM avena id mama hunt for whom and he knows what is presently before them and what will be after them. The creation of Allah subhanho wa Taala and when are you gonna be shaming me?

The creation of a lawsuit behind Medina de encompass Not a single thing of his knowledge except for what He wills was the accuracy you who somehow it while or the kursi of Allah subhanho wa Taala the footstool of Allah subhanho wa Taala extends over the heavens and the earth

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the Houma will allow them, and maintaining looking after the preservation of the heavens and the earth, the creation of Allah subhanho wa Taala does not tire Abbas behind him with either He is the Most High, the most great, this is how powerful and how great our Creator is my dear respected elders and brothers in Islam. We need to understand how great Allah subhanho wa Taala is and then we need to ponder on the words of Allah subhanho wa Taala deeply ponder on the words of Allah subhana wa tada and the next thing My dear respected elders and brothers in Islam, we need to turn to Allah subhanho wa Taala before it is too late.

We need to turn to Allah the Almighty insincere Toba before it is too late. before it is too late. I repeat, we need to turn to Allah in Toba. What is a Toba is an Arabic term which stands for the same meaning as a Rue du, which means to turn back Raja means to turn back. And Tomba means to turn away from all those things that displease our powerful maker and to turn to words those things that please have lost behind and completely turn away from sins and turn towards those things that are in obedience to Allah subhanho wa Taala because the beautiful thing about the fear of Allah subhanho wa Taala is that in general?

If you were to fear something, say for example, you fear a lion. If a lion were to come now into the masjid, what would happen to you? You would run out of the masjid. If you fear an evil jinn, if the jinn were to come here, all of us would run out MST that is the natural thing about fear. But in regard to the fear of Allah subhana wa Adana, the more and more we fear, a loss of a hand and who died, the more closer we run towards a loss of the high net worth and the other thing is, the more we fear other things we run away from those things, but in terms of Allah, the Almighty, the more we fear Allah subhanho wa Taala the more closer we run to Allah

Hi network Island. So Toba is turning back to Allah behind him with the island. My beloved chef mo Ibrahim Allah. He is reported to have said a nasty lie alifu Nakamura, Toba de vida happy pata. Fatherland, maybe illman yml and wahala. Most of us at norrona care una contrato de la hottie. Most of people most of us do not know the true reality of Toba. The true value of Toba leave alone or let alone acting upon it with sincere knowledge.

Most of us we don't know the true reality of Toba or the true value of Toba let alone seeking knowledge about about it, let alone acting upon it. Because some of us we think that Toba is reserved for the month of Ramadan. When the month of Ramadan comes now we have to turn to a loss of the Highland with Allah in total.

Some of us think that Toba is reserved for the sinners alone. Only when you commit a sin. You need to turn to Tao you know you need to act upon Toba and turn to Allah subhanho wa Taala. Some of us think that Toba is only when you commit a sin. Only when you commit a sin when you perpetrate a sin you need to turn towards Allah subhanho wa Taala in Toba, my dear respected elders and brothers in Islam. It is the other way around. Toba is something that has to be part and parcel of our day to day lives. We need to keep turning to Allah subhanho wa Taala Allahu Akbar scholars mentioned the whole of Deen is encompassed in Toba because Toba is what you need to be doing turning to Allah

subhana wa Tada. We need to keep turning to a loss of the haniwa Donna Do not ever ever lose hope in the mercy of Allah subhanho wa Taala that is the greatest sin ever. Do not despair in the mercy of Allah subhanho wa Taala our make our powerful maker is so loving is so forgiving, the most forgiving, the Most Merciful, he says in the Noble Quran tolia

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To me rough Mattila, do not lose hope in the mercy of Allah subhanho wa Taala in Allah Hi, I'm fieros Dino, by Jamia Indeed, Allah Subhana Allah forgives all of your sins in who who will have our food Rahim indeed he is the most forgiving, the Most Merciful. This is how forgiving our maker is my dear respected elders and brothers in Islam. So for us to think that our sins are too great for Allah Subhana Allah to forgive, that is a greatest sin that the sins that we have committed, and that sin would need a separate Toba for it. Because amongst behind them what Allah is Allah subhana wa diatas Mercy is so vast and so encompassing, that it is upon us never ever to lose hope in the

mercy of Allah Subhana Allah.

There is a story in regard to one of our Salah from silence in regard to how he repented and I wish to share it with your

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that desire in us to turn to a lance behind what I learned immediately this very moment. That was once a very pious person. His students once asked him Can you please tell us of the incident that made you or tell us of the most important incident that took place in your life?

He said, Okay, I'll tell you all of the incident that completely changed or turned the bearings of my life. The incident that changed me completely.

And now he goes on to tell his story. I used to be a man who would never ever hesitate to commit a sin. I would never ever hesitate to commit a sin, you name the sin, I have committed it. This man is telling the story. I used to take pride in committing sins. I would never ever hesitate to commit a sin. I loved committing sins, so much to the extent

that I had a book at home where I used to record all of my sins in it. Whenever I commit a sin. I used to go there and record it because I use this as a little black book where I used to make record of all of my sins I enjoyed sins so much. One fine day I was walking down the street. And I saw this beautiful lady, the minute I saw her, my heart desire to have her I wanted her I wanted to indulge in a haram relationship with her then and then I walked right up to her. And then I expressed my desire to indulge in a haram relationship with her, to which she immediately agreed.

She immediately agreed. He says that even I was surprised that she agreed. But then we both went to a private place to commit the sin.

Zina when I went there, and I was about to touch the lady, the girl. When I taught when I was about to touch her she started trembling like a leaf, like a leaf, she started trembling. I asked her what is wrong? You agreed you came it is with your own consent, you came here, why are you scared.

And she put a condition earlier, I will indulge but I need this sum of money. She wanted an amount of money to which he also agreed. She goes on to say, my brother, I have never ever indulged in a harem relationship like this, but dire necessity and poverty has driven me out of my home, there is no one to look after me and my daughter's My husband is dead, I have no way or no source of income. And that is why out of desperation, I have come to you and I agreed to your requests. And I am in this position because of that because of dire necessity. But I asked you to fear a loss of a hand and

the minute she said that, that struck a chord in his heart. He got

he was a person who never ever hesitated to commit a sin. He just got up. He got up and he told her I do not want to indulge in the sin. You keep the money that I have given you. And he leaves a lot. He leaves. He goes home on the very hope he thinks she is poor. She has no one to look after her. Let me do something. He goes. He buys provisions, food. And he goes he finds out where she lives and he goes and leaves it by her house and moves away.

He goes home. And he had the habit of telling everything to his mother, whatever happened throughout the day. He told his mother about what happened and his mother started weeping.

Because his mother knew that this was the first good deed this youngster has committed in his life has done in his life.

She told her son, my dear son, I know that you have a little black book where you go and record all of your evil deeds. This is your first good deed. Please go and make a record of it in that Black Book of yours.

The boy thinks that's a good idea. Let me go do that. He goes takes the book. He opens the book. Lo and behold, all the pages on that book are blank along the only thing that is written in that book in Al hasa.

One worse indeed good deeds erase bad deeds along the minute he saw that he started trembling, and that was when he made sincere Toba to Allah subhana wa Tada. He left all of his evil ways. He mended his ways. He turned to Allah subhanho wa Taala in sincere Toba Do not ever lose hope in the mercy of Allah subhanho wa Taala My dear respected elders and brothers in Islam, Allah the Almighty is waiting to forgive us. This is a beautiful Hadith that I'm going to narrate now. It is a hadith codici and this narration should make us th it make us cry.

The heartbeat is recorded in Germany and America the last one who says that Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam is reported to have said, Call Allahu Allah I think you all know what a hadith qu This is a hadith to the sea. It is the words of Allah subhana wa Taala but it is not considered Koran it is from what he said a long winding reseller called Allahu taala, who lives in Long Island was reported to have said that a lot of the Almighty He said,

You have been Adam

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in the outeniqua jotun eva purpura mcconathy kawana belly, as long as you supplicate and to me a lot about all of a sudden of either, as long as you supplicate unto me, as long as you have hope in me, as I refer to like an AMA canopy cover nobody I will forgive all of your sins and I will not care about your sins as long as you invoke or invoke me and as long as you have hope in me, you have been added

to must have

Oh son of Adam, II even if your sins were to reach the heavens, Allahu Akbar, and you seek forgiveness, I will forgive you a lot of you have been either

in Akello at a tiny bit aerobill or the Hata sumela Teton Illa to Sri Koo ba.

Kavita, Robbie Harmon, Pharaoh, Allahu Akbar, all sudden have other even if you were to come to me with sins equalent to the earth, equal to the earth equalent to this planet, you come to me in a condition that you do not associate partners unto me you believe solely in me that I am the sole deity worthy of worship, I will come to you with the forgiveness equivalent to that Allahu Akbar. Even if you go to Allah, the Highland when Allah with sins, the amount of this planet, Allah the Almighty will come to us with a forgiveness equal to that as long as we do not associate partners unto Allah Subhana Allah. This is how forgiving Allah the Almighty is many respected elders and

brothers in Islam.

But there are a few conditions in regard to Tanga.

Tanga is not again, not Can you think of Toba that whenever you feel like doing Toba, you do Toba and you can't think that you can get away with it. Tomba has a few conditions. Number one.

Before I go into the conditions, I employ that all of us, we immediately turn to the loss of Hannah Montana before it's too late. The conditions are number one, we need to recover. We need to think of all of the sins that we have committed along. We are so sinful, we can't walk on the street, we commit sins, we can't open up the computer, we commit sins, we can open our mouth, we commit sins, we open up our eyes, we commit sins, we are sinning constantly and continuously. Therefore we need to turn to Allah subhana wa Taala before it's too late.

condition number one, you need to regret.

You need to sincerely think of your sales and regret you need to be you need to regret sincerely are committed. So

you need to

condition number two, you need to completely come out of that sin, whatever the thing may be, you need to completely come out of the same if you think that you have a set of friends who are committing that sin and who will pull you back to that you have to leave their company because your company defines who you are. Your friends define who you are. If you hang out with perverts then you are also considered a power. If you hang out with the people who do drugs who do marijuana who do cocaine who do different types of drugs. You are also considered a drug addict because you will fall into that pit. You stay with a person who sells perfume you will smell good. You stay with a person

who is a blacksmith you might end up burning yourself. Your company defines who you are. So choose your friends wisely. If you think that your sins will pull if your friends will pull you back to A sin you need to leave their company you need to cut that friendship. If you think that you being on Facebook will take you towards sins will take you towards illicit relationships. You need to deactivate your Facebook account.

If you think that

If you go to a particular location, a particular place, you will commit a sin you need to come out of it, you must avoid going to that particular location.

You need to completely come out of the sin.

Hodges is in Bihar, I will not go into the depth of the story, I'll give you a synopsis of the story. And I think most of you are aware of it, there was a man who killed 99 men.

He killed 99 men, and suddenly he wanted to turn to Allah subhanho wa Taala. But he was not sure how to do it. The narration goes along the lines of these words, he goes to a knowledgeable person and asks him, is there tober for me, can I have killed 99 people with a monster behind him with ALLAH forgive my sins? The man said no. Who will forgive you? He killed him also, and made it 100 round figure now he has killed 100 people. And then he goes in as someone else is now I've killed 100 people. Is there forgiveness for me? That man says I don't know. But there is a knowledgeable person in that particular land. Why don't you travel there and go and ask him he saved himself. This man

now he travels to that land to meet that scholar, okay, he goes to that land. And

or this person advised him Yes, there is. So Baba, you need to go to this particular land. Okay, now he is he has killed 100 people he has never done good in his life. Now he's traveling to that land on the way to that particular land. molecule now comes to take his soul.

Now, the angels of mercy and the angels have both come to take his soul because he has killed 100 people. That's why the angels of Adama have come. The angels of mercy have come because he has turned to a light in Toba. Now they are arguing who should take his soul. The angels of mercy are saying he turned to a lion since he at the end of the day, he never did a good deed in his whole life. He has killed 100 people. Then another angel comes down. And he mediates between the two groups and he says, Okay, I'll give you a solution. Why don't you all measure the length, the distance if he is closer to the land of sin, then let the angels of Allah take him. If he is closer

to the land of Toba. Let the angels of mercy teaching they measure and they find out that he's closer to the land of

the angels of mercy, very happy to take his soul.

My dear respected elders and brothers in Islam, you need to come out of the sin completely just as this man traveled from the land of sin towards the land of Toba. We need to come out of the sin completely. If we are sincere in October, the fourth condition the third condition, first condition is regret second condition completely coming out of sins. third condition you need to have firm determination as that you will never ever go back to that same. If you are making Toba because you are addicted to pornography. You make sincere Toba and have firm determination that I will never ever open up a page with vulgar, obscene material. If you are making Toba out of Xena you make firm

determination that you will never ever go back or indulge in Xena. If you're making Toba because of Riba you make sincere Toba and have firm determination that you will never ever do a transaction or involved in an interest based transaction you need to have firm determination. The next condition is in regard to Cooper Eva, is you have oppressed one of your fellow brothers. If you have wronged someone if you have hurt him, if you have disrespected him, these are all in regard to Fukuoka Eva, Allah Subhana Hua, Donna will not forgive you until he forgives you. So you need to go to him. Say for example, if an individual is making Toba because he robbed someone, he has to make Toba to Allah

subhanho wa Taala. And he also has to go to that person and seek His forgiveness to I did this I'm sorry, he can either give back the wealth or asked him to make it harder for him something has to happen where he seeks forgiveness from that individual he oppressed in regard to proco kaleida. He has to apologize. This is the fourth condition, the final condition and they are respected elders and brothers and Islam

that

we need to do before it's too late. Before molekule mouth comes and stands in front of you. If medical mouth comes and stands in front of you, and you make Toba your Toba will not be accepted.

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repentance Toba is not accepted of those who continue to do evil deeds until death comes to one of them. When then he says, indeed I have repented. Now when Moroccan mouth comes in front of him in a tube. I make Toba. Now, it will not be accepted, nor will the Toba be accepted of those who die while they are in the fold of Kufa while they are disbelievers in Allah subhanho wa Taala. And for them, we have prepared a painful punishment may have lost behind and whether Allah save us or

once

before I go into that, the final condition is before molekule mouth comes you need to turn to Allah subhanho wa Taala in Toba and also before the sun rises from the west, this is the final condition before molekule mount comes to you and also before the sun rises from the west. The sun rising from the west is a sign of the day is a major sign of the day of piano is a major sign of the DFM. And don't think just because it is a major sign that we have enough and more time because it's a major sign we have the minus signs to cross my dear respected elders and brothers in Islam.

Recently or sometime back, I did a lecture or a talk on the science of the day of the AMA. And whilst I was researching, I came to a conclusion that majority of the minor signs have already taken place May Allah subhanho wa Taala save us for another few minor signs are remaining and afterwards the major signs will start one after the other and also vice versa is reported I've said in the narration is one of those major signs were to occur the remaining major signs will start occurring one after the other just as how if you break a necklace how the beads fall one after the other above. If one major sign occurs, the other remaining major signs will occur one after the other May

Allah subhana wa tada save a spot and from those major signs is the sun rising from the west. Currently the dose of Toba are wide open Allah Subhana. Allah is waiting to accept October but when the sun rises from the west, opposing the norm where it rises from the east, if it were to rise from the west, the dose of Toba will be slammed shut. And even if we were to cry tears of blood, those doses of Toba never ever be opened again for anyone. May Allah Subhana Allah save us all a May Allah the Almighty bless us with the opportunity to turn to Him in Toba before it's too late.

Some of the students of demand Ashima Deborah humble Rahim have a lot. They went with Mama Mama humble. I've mentioned this and drop off inshallah.

And they asked him I'm not even a humble

Oh, Imam. What do you say about these pieces of

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He, he, so what will I answer Warby to me? When he go in front of a mouse of the Highland with Allah what will be answer many respected elders and brothers in Islam? What will we say to Allah? What will I answer won't be to me and who shall protect me on that day other than Allah subhanho wa Taala who will protect us? I keep pushing my soul away. I keep postponing this Toba. I keep postponing it with thoughts that there is time. There is some more time I still have time. I still have time. I keep thinking that Devin shaitan makes us he deceives us giving us hope that there is time there is time until murukku mode comes and stands in front of us mailbox behind him when he was called

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teeny. I keep forgetting what is to come after death. My translation is an explanation of the poem. And I keep forgetting what is to come after that. I'm not thinking about death. I don't remember that. I don't remember this often. I keep forgetting what is after death. The cover the questioning the Hassan Yeoman, Tiana, I keep forgetting what is to come after death. And also keep forgetting what will happen after I am wrapped in the Shroud of the dead Allahu Akbar, I keep forgetting what will happen after I'm wrapped in the coffin. And I live in this dunya as I have been guaranteed that I will live forever and ever. I keep running behind dunya as if I'm going to live forever. I keep

amassing wealth as if I'm going to live forever. I keep building houses as if I'm going to live forever. I keep buying vehicles as if I'm going to live forever. And I keep living as if death will never ever overtake me of Alzheimer's or I keep living as if molecule mouse will never come and visit me.

Sacra, mo de Shanthi

Shanthi,

Surya me and then the harsh drunkenness of death overtakes me. Now the poem takes the form of the person who is dying and now suddenly molecule mouth has come and mouth is over me death has overtaken me now who will protect me who will protect me in the throes of death never to elude you He is meanwhile Manson Mansa youth Dini, now I start looking around at the people. Just imagine molecule mouth comes in front of you now and your soul is being taken out of your body. You start looking around at the faces of your family, your wives, your children, your loved ones, your friends, you're looking at them. Can you save me? Can you save me? Can you please answer me You are

my best friend. Will you take my place today? You are my wife. Will you take my place today? My beloved son will you take my place today because I want to live? Will anyone do that? Will anyone take our place on the day when molecule mouth comes to take our soul? Suppose a new melody are done to feed dounia Eugenie I will be asked on that day. What have you sent forward?

To say view on this day?

What can you send forward as good deeds that will save you today for case the Java team member Duma forward to fee and how will my answer be because I neglected the deen of Allah the Highland Medina I neglected the words of Allah behind him was Allah I neglected the hadith of Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, why are ye ye ye s ma ma ma E. Rooney. wobm to me walby unto me, I did not hear the speech of Allah subhana wa Taala calling out to me I neglected the words of Allah subhanho wa Taala that we're calling out to me. As ma Lima Khadija uffi coffin YRC me I did not hear what surah Yaseen had to say

To me, I did not hear what surah Kahf had to say to me. lm Asma Bo Mila Shri Bo mean gender he was Dini. I did not listen what what they have to say about the day of the AMA about the day of Pacer about the questioning of Allah behind him was either lm s na Muna the multiloader oni Yoona Dini and I did not pay heed to the person who is calling me the medical mouth who is calling me I did not pay heed to death who kept on calling me death is calling each and every one of us many respected elders and brothers in Islam. With every single passing day we are growing closer and closer to our color.

When this day passes tomorrow, you are one day closer to your cover. You're one day closer. When one year passes you are one year closer to your father. We keep moving at a very rapid pace I asked y'all do y'all remember about last year's Ramadan before you before you knew it this month Ramadan has come along. But look at how Time Is Flying Allahu Akbar. Before we know it the next Ramadan will also be here in shalonda Island. Time Is Flying so fast. We need to prepare for the next slide. The point goes on for yarrabah Guten Tag Amanda we oh my lord, a slave has come to you I come repenting and who other than you can grant me shelter Siva Robin over food in wasa in half the end any other

than a most forgiving Lord to the truth He will guide me at a to a lake a father harmony was up till FEMA was in I have come to you so have mercy upon me Have mercy and make my scales of good deeds heavy will force the features

are germane you jazzy and light in my questioning? Is my questioning for you are the best person to bring me to likening to question me, my dear respected elders and brothers in Islam. The minute the student finished this poem, Emma Ashman even a humble

he started weeping he started crying. He started crying so much that he had to get up from the gathering and he went into his house. And the students went on to say that we could hear the man weeping in his room, thinking of death, thinking of the day of the AMA thinking of the meeting with Allah subhanho wa Taala are we meet? Are we ready to meet our powerful maker My dear respected elders and brothers in Islam, Hadith in Bukhari and Muslim

that, look at this example Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam is reported to have said along the lines of these words, a man once took a journey in a barren desert. He lost his animal, he lost his belongings. He lost his food, he lost his water.

He sat down in the middle of the desert losing hope completely. Just imagine you are in a desert and you lose your animal. You lose your provisions, you lose your water, you lose your food. What will come to your mind you are in a hot, barren desert. You lost everything. You had a nap and your animal left with all the water food. You're stuck in the middle of a desert. You will be so worried. How are you going to come out of the desert without water without food? He's frantically looking everywhere for his animal for his food, water for his provisions. He's looking everywhere searching for his animal but he can't find it. Look, just imagine put yourself into that man's shoes. How will

his heart be? How will his mind be at that time he will be filled with pride. And then suddenly if he were to see his animal once he is searching suddenly if he were to see his animal with the food and the water. Just imagine how happy that man will be. Can you imagine the happiness the euphoria the extreme happiness that man will be in Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wa sallam is reported to have said and this hadith in Bukhari, that Allah the Almighty is even more happier than that man, when a slave of his turns to him in Toba Allahu Akbar. Allah the Almighty is happier than that man in the desert who finds his animal even more happier when a slave of instance to him in Toba. So my dear

respected elders and brothers in Islam, turn to Allah subhana wa Taala. Before it's too late, before medical mouth comes in front of you before the sun rises from the west. Turn to Allah in sincere Toba in pure Toba with firm determination that you will not go back to the sins that you were committing. Turn to Allah subhanho wa Taala seek His forgiveness. He is the most forgiving the most

merciful. Having said that I conclude this talk and this is the last talk of this tour. But I pray to Allah subhana wa tada that Allah the Almighty does not make this the last time that we meet, but rather May Allah the Almighty give us more and more opportunities to meet one another. And may Allah subhanho wa Taala help us to benefit with these meetings benefit in this world, as well as the hereafter. And may Allah the Almighty fill our hearts with pure love for one another pure love for one another for his sake alone, for lost behind him with Allah sake alone. And may He the almighty forgive all of our sins, and May he accept all of us? May he opened the dose of goodness for us, and

may He unite us May he accept our good deeds? And May He grant us all opportunities to turn to him immediately? And may He forgive our sins and May he accept our good deeds may unite us in the gardens of Jenna just as how he has united as here with our beloved prophet muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa sallam, I mean your Allah Allah mean whatever correct said was from Allah behind him what Allah and if there was anything wrong in what I said it is from me and it is from shaytaan I seek a loss of behind Emma Dinah's forgiveness in regard to that so behind on long behind on loan you will be hungry he's behind a lot more behind it a shadow and learn in a critical way to build a solid

Long Island immediate omega Allah and he was actually he will send them desert island was Salam alaykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh