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Ha ha

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salatu salam, salam, Ala Moana bad neighbors and sisters. Welcome back to our conference. This year's annual conference for the youth in Denmark and the surrounding countries. It is now the second day of the conference and we will show in just a few minutes begin with the sixth lecture of the day. And the title of the lecture will be

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the return and will be held by ships

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for the total score module.

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Kennedy geography center in rural Georgia, he has Suraj Kumar and Manila.

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Already Jana de la

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limonada Nia dakara Shu, Cora

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Manny Medina, Yamuna, Otto the honan what either heart of a woman je Luna Paulo Salama

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salatu wa sallam

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in law he was the Raja monniera

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measured Annabella vajrasana della mana. oma Watashi

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wa

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Salatu was Salam aleikum wa rahmatullah

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wa barakato.

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Now,

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as you heard, the title of the talk is the return.

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And initially,

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I had the intention of talking about the return of the Muslim.

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The return and the U turn that we took

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spacia especially

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in the light of this current situation that has happened in the Muslim world.

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But I alter it and change it a little bit to the return to a law in the personal level,

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which is a Toba

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and how we should return to Allah subhanahu wa tada

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Allah subhanho wa Taala said in the Quran

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Where are you headed? larina Amano to in a law he told button so

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Allah said or who you believe.

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repent to Allah with sincere repentance.

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repent to Allah subhanho wa Taala Anna.

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Now this is not an option.

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Allah did not say when you want or how you want when you like, how do you like know a law is set to rule is a direct order from Allah subhana wa tada to in a law a toll button.

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And the moment that we return to Allah,

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the following things would happen. One,

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Allah would explain all your sins.

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If the Toba is sincere,

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your repentance is sincere. And you did it for the sake of Allah subhanho wa Taala Anna, Allah would overlook all your mistakes, and he will forgive you as though you never committed sin.

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Why?

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Because we Allah knows that we are weak.

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We have desires.

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we overlook things with forgot or forget things and we will keep forgetting

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Doing the same thing again and again until we die.

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A man came to the Messenger of Allah.

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And he said, You're a solo law in the messenger of a law. I commit sins.

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The Messenger of Allah said, Repent.

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He say you're a soul a lot. I keep coming back to the same sin.

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The Messenger of Allah say, well repent once again.

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And then he said, but I'm coming back to the same sin and so one repent. Then the man said, in a matter Yara, Salama and Tim, when

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the messenger over last said, and tell shavon gifts up.

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And he will never give up until you die shaytan will hardly give up.

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But as a Muslim, you should never say I committed a sin or Zina or haram thing. Therefore there is no hope for me.

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As a matter of fact, the messenger over loss of the law it was seldom said

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cervin would commit sin,

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and then he will repent. And then we allow him to say to these angels look at my servant, he disobeyed me. And he realized he has a law that will hold him accountable. And he came back. I'll make you my witness on my angels that have forgiven the sin of the servant of mine.

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And then that server will go back to the same sin again.

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And then Allah will say to the angels look at my servant, he realized that he wronged himself and he is coming back to his Lord, You are my witness that I forgave his sins. And then he keeps coming back to the same sin until Allah says to the angels, all my servant, talking about the person, do whatever you want, I have forgiven all your sins.

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So us first to come back to Allah subhanho wa Taala is much love is necessary.

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But look, if what happens if you don't repent?

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If you don't repent,

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then you will find difficulties in life.

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Things will go wrong, seemingly initially shapes will beautify a Masia for you.

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If a sister takes off her hijab, Mandala, she will find her friends praising him for what she did all your hair so fine, and so nice. Look how beautiful you are, you know, and she wears something tight. Or you have a gorgeous body, you have hot body, or you will drive guys crazy. But shortly after that, what happens? They will give up on you and you will become normal.

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There was this young lady

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in the past, listen to this unique. She said to her mother, I cover up myself. I do this all the time. You know, I'm not married. I had enough what this restrictions.

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I want to commit a zener I want to go and sleep with someone. So allow me to do this.

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The mother said

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what are you doing? She said no, I want to commit a sin, Xena.

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So when the mother realized

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that her daughter would not stop?

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She said fine.

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Fine. But do me a favor if you do this. Go on slim with ever you want.

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She said What is it? She said tomorrow, go to the palace of the ruler of the Sorbonne. And when the palace and his entourage when they come in out of the door, pretend that you pass out you faint.

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So she stands there. And then in front of the Hackney in front of the salon. She throws herself on the floor.

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And then so on. And he's governors, and everybody rushed to her. And she's okay give her give her water, you know, and everybody was so concerned.

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And then she said I'm okay. So she went back to her mother. And she said, I did what you told me. She said, Okay, do it tomorrow, exactly the same thing, same time.

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So she went and see did exactly the same thing. But this time

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the ruler did not wash to the scene.

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There is governors, they wash to the sea.

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And then she said What happened? She came back. She said, Well, the rule didn't come but he's you know, followers came, she said, Fine.

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Tomorrow, do it again for the third time.

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And then she went, now the rule didn't come. The his entourage or the Reno did not come, only the servant came and gave us some water.

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So she said, What happened? She said, that's what happened. See, the mother said, look what happened. Now, when you say I want to show my body, I want to show my hair I want to show my face I want to, you know, sleep with this person, talk to this person, befriend this guy, then the guys will come to you. Like that first time everybody came, including the ruler and it advises, but next day A few weeks later, only certain people will come and those important people will not come and then later on you keep lowering your standards until you stay with people who are not up to your level.

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And the girl said I understand. I will never do this sisters. This is how exactly you are in the eyes of ecmp.

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As soon as you talk to them, they will say oh, I have like

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I never really wow. But after the house, and then you're like beautified for years I stated earlier and then from that is a downhill to hell.

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lyric Allah said, woman are over and victory for in Allahumma shatta Mancha Shu yo pia mater, Alma De Lima Hashem Johnnie Walker contoh basura

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phenol Sita workers worker then he can yo matanza. He says some Hannah law woman, for those who turn away from might remember, for the ways of a law, they will shortly live a miserable life, miserable life. Look at these, you know, movie stars, entertainers, singers, you know, they have everything that you thought a man would look for, or would die for. But at the same time, if you look into their personal life, they cannot maintain marriage. They cannot sleep without taking pills. They cannot even entertain them on selves. And then some of them they commit

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suicide some of them they use drugs, they have money. They have status. They have the looks. Everybody is around and they don't go anywhere except the cameras are flashing. But at the same time they not happy inside. Because Allah said woman aroma and victory for in Asia. Yan is live with Bill Wonka in Arabic. They said the word Blanca is so difficult for the Arabs to pronounce. And this is a description of a live and in person will live if it turns away from Allah subhanho wa Taala.

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Second,

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Allah will take the Baraka if you don't repent, and you insist on the mercy of Allah Who will take away the Baraka from you, your education, your children, and in some Han Allah, your family, the children will not listen to you, your children would not be righteous, your sons and daughters as soon as they leave the house, they have different personalities, you know, there is nothing is going on for you because you disobey a law.

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And by the way, when you do this by yourself, do not think this is only you.

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This sin will affect us all. All of us. Remember the story of eight musante Salatu was Salam.

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It stopped raining

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and the people were dying out of drops. So Moosa says his people, let us go and pray to Allah. When your children when your life stops, when your wives being the Elven being the weak ones, bring everybody Allah see our condition, even though he sees that but in one spot.

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So Moosa, he prayed and prayed and prayed. But the

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Nothing coming down.

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So Moosa said a euro,

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American a bit further out for them to Jimena. Oh Allah, you asked us to pray to you, we have prayed to you, that nothing came down, then a loss or to move

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amongst you is a servant of mine,

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servant of mine, who has been disobeying me for years and years. And because of him, he will never re

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so ask him,

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ask him to me and I want a rain.

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mosaic he turns to the people, and he says to them, where are you? How old are the center? Lee, because of that, it will not rain.

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And then some Hannah law, the man he looked into himself, and he said, If I leave, everybody would know I am the sinner.

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And if I stay,

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then they will all die.

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So he covered himself and he closed his eyes. And he said, You're a law. Our never disobey

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your Allah, forgiving, and he made Toba on the spot.

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And all of a sudden it started raining.

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Most days waiting for someone to leave the crown,

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but without anybody leaving it rain. So Moosa said

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nobody left. He said, The man who used to disobey me and because of him is this drought. he repented to me, and I forgave him. And that's why I'm sharing my mercy on you.

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Moses said, Yeah, Allah, show me this blessed individual that you accept. They accept him. Allah said to Moosa, young Moosa, I hit him from the side of the people when he was a sinner, do you want me to expose him when he became a type of repentance? I will never expose

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the look the sin of that individual almost killed everyone. And that's why Allah set

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in a tank of new alayhi salatu was Salam for him to start a furor a Baku I said, Repent to your Lord for both to start a funeral in no kind of a follow up series, Alameda Aurora William did a wedding with Benny way agenda congenital

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and

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so all the Nam all the blessings of Allah, it relies on our repentance and how we quickly back to Allah subhana wa tada

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some of the brothers of Hannah law, they said, Well, you know, I'm really not committing a big sin are sisters. And what do they do? They shake hands with the opposite gender, is that Helen brothers and sisters?

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Is it Hara?

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No is not heroin.

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Because the Messenger of Allah said, it's better for a metal rod for a metal to go through your head, than touching the hand of someone who is not allowed for you.

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By the way, we'll live from our life. If you just observe this little things, Allah will honor you. And Allah will protect you.

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He will honor you and He will protect you.

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You know, funny, funny, I don't have ever told you this other than that here. But I mentioned once

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in a funny story happened to me.

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And this was you know, I became a chaplain. chaplain means religious the head of a religious in a certain denomination for the Christians or Islam, for Muslims.

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So the Hello all the chaplaincy.

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He said, saying, Let me introduce you to different faculties and departments that we have the university. I said, cool. His name was Marcel

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a preacher. So I said, Marcel, let's go. So we went. So every I told him Marcel, I'm a Muslim. You see, the way I dress see my little coffee as a sign that I'm a Muslim. And I don't shake hands with women.

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Right? I don't shake hands with women. So he said under understood him I'm saying. So every time when we walk into a department

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He says everybody, this is him. I'm sorry.

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Unless he was high, he said, but he doesn't shake hands with women.

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He doesn't shake hands with women. So it was okay. Okay, and the guys, how are you? How are you, sir? How are you and we everything is cool.

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Except for one department.

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One department

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I walk into, and this is the right in front of the fitness

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place. I wanted this department and everybody came like 10 910 people. So he said, everybody, this is him saying and everybody, but he doesn't shake hands. So, okay. So women were

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in one of the offices is one of those ladies. You know, have you ever met, you know, this ladies who, Mashallah, they were, you know, the soul skin like they miswak Mashallah. And then they had they were high heels, and they think that they could not buy anything except the shortest thing. And then she's wearing short, short, tight, tight code. And I was like,

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you know, Hamdulillah, she's on the phone. She's not gonna come and handle now.

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I wasn't looking her way. And he said, but she was on the phone. And she can see us from the mirror on the glass. And she's like, Hi.

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And all of sudden, she ran, she came, and she's running on high heels. And she's running, she's running. You know, he doesn't shake hands.

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And she said, Oh, that's okay. Come on, honey.

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Now,

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I didn't know what to do.

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Unless I was in the state of shock.

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Unlike this, and she's hugging me.

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And she said, Oh, you're so nice.

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I did not know what to do. And I'm thinking

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if I push her away, or touch more of her,

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if I say like this, she's not getting off me.

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What should I do? I said, just let her finish.

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What else can he do? Just Let her finish?

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No.

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I'm saying, excuse me, I don't shake hands. It's like, oh, okay, honey. You know, she's really, really hugging. I mean, hugging from her heart

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was like,

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and then more said, like, he says, he's like

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I

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said, understood. She said, How are you? and assess fine.

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She's standing there.

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And I took a few steps back in case she changed her mind.

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And then this other lady comes.

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And she says, How are you? And that lady? she volunteered? And she said, Oh, he doesn't shake hands. He hugs.

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Give him a hug.

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No, no, no, thank you. No hug

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our home. I don't want to tell my wife. That lady hugged me today. She wasn't my mother.

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So I said, and my wife, the Italian Mafia.

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And I said, Honey, guess what happened today? She said What happened? When I said this lady hugged me today. She said, Excuse me.

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I said she hugged me. She said she better be senior.

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He wasn't senior.

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She wasn't all she said. Oh my god. She's putting her in a bias. What are you doing?

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Wow, she wanted to go on you know, beat her but

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I guess.

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Now, those are not sin, Annie.

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You consider sin.

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Armani, the lady attacked me?

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wasn't my phone.

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Now, seriously, you cannot have any physical contact, no shaking hands. No hugging, you know, with the opposite gender.

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No way. Now,

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the tobac when we repent to Allah, I think I'm running out of time.

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The Toba when we repent

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We got number one, repent to Allah when you know 100% repentance, not a part time. Not you know, I'm gonna repent that I may come back, you know, I don't want to listen to to the music right now, you know, but I'm gonna put the you know, just put them right here in case I changed my mind. know if you repent for music, just grab them, break them or toss them in a garbage bin and then walk away because Satan will say you know he let a sad, you know just, you know, one song One her and then one step at a time until you come back to your sin. And then the shaitaan tells you who are you fooling? Who are you falling away? It's not a kid. You are asking Allah will never accept your Toba

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forgetting.

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So you just walk in his tracks, but you gotta quickly regroup yourself if that ever happens. And come back to Allah subhanho wa Taala

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enamelware Rahim Allah. He said,

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If you want a lot to accept your Toba, you got to do the following. One.

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He said withdraw from the massive

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withdraw yourself. Take yourself away from the sin.

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Stay away from the sin. And by the way, brothers and sisters, most of the time, we commit sins because of our friends. So if your friends, your peers, if you grew, if you lit a circle, if you lit a click is not a click or a circle that will lead you to Allah and two gentlemen, then drop them, flush them.

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Get rid of them and replace them with people who will remind you of a lot. I would encourage you to do righteous deeds. So withdraw from the sin, listen to music, watching her on thing chatting or talking to people and how long wait, you know, take that out of the list.

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Second,

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you should feel remorse.

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You should feel sad.

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You should say so Pamela, how could I dish obey my law? What was I thinking? See they say for Muna

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when he committed sin is like a fly that just flew by his face and he wasted like that.

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But for a moment, when you commit a sin, the sin is like a mountain over your head. It's like a mountain over your head on you waiting when that mountain is gonna land on your finger.

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So this is examine your heart. If you feel no remorse, no pain, then you should know you more closer to monaca than a moment.

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You closer to a

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third

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promise to Allah on promise to yourself that you will never go back to it. That even happened. Just come back quick.

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Fourth, if this relationship if you commit a sin,

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when you want a person by taking his property or backbiting him, or listen to someone who was backbiting that person sees

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that person and then you want to rectify the situation, and you got to go back to that person and let him or her know that you are sorry for that.

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You need come back.

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This is what you need to do if you want to come back to Allah subhanho wa Taala.

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Now, last call.

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What would help you to repent and to stay in that state?

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First

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that Allah is watching you 24 seven

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no matter what you do, not a where you go. Allah is watching you. We are number one.

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He knows what the what the hearts conceals and what you speak.

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Second,

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remember there are angels who are reporting and recording everything that you did and everything that you do. They don't suggest they don't change. They don't intervene. They don't do anything. They just report

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my yo film in Poland in a year or

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two

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Do you do righteous deeds the right? You do evil deeds, the right.

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So remember that on the day of Yeoman,

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you will come and your book, the book that you authored with your own deeds will be presented to you. And the author of the book is none other than you.

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And that book, Allah, Allah ketomac Kapha NFC kanuma Anika is a radio on book and be the judge of yourself, before you go to anyone else, before you complain, read, and let us know if we want you.

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So be aware of that.

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And also remember

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that this little place call nakaba

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grain and there is no one there except you and your deeds. And if you did good deeds, a lot of fashion you all your deeds, and this beautiful, beautiful person will come to you. And He will say to you, it should be lady saying, you know, be happy, glad tidings for things that will we will rejoice. And then the person will say why what is it? Who are you, and He will say I am your righteous deed.

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If you have all that these are majority of bad deeds, then it would be like this. So

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the five minute I want to tell you this story.

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This is story, some of the 100 man they mentioned a little thing about a week, including Sharla in five minutes with the story.

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And this is a story of a man can have seven minutes.

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Can you have 10 minutes

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15

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was just testing

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this man. And I want you to just imagine this message the Nabi sallallahu alayhi wa sallam,

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and the students are standing up. There's no place to sit, sorry,

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no place to sit.

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And their students honestly waiting, waiting for the teacher. And the teacher comes. And the students are ready to write down the end from that teacher. And then the teacher says, Today, I am going to tell you about your teacher.

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He said,

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I used to be a police officer.

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And I used to patrol through the city.

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And I used to drink alcohol. And I hated everywhere in the marketplace. And everyone in the marketplace hated me. And I did not care. The only reason that I'm there is because it is my job. This is how I get paid. But at night I go and I drink until morning and they come up to work.

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He said one day

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I came to work.

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And I saw I heard a weak voice. very weak.

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And the weak voice is saying yes and Ed Yamada or my chief or my master

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me, give me my hands Give me my money for in one shot with a yachtie they are the dinner for my daughter's kingdom. And he said I don't I cannot see by came closer and closer to what the voice was coming from. And then he said I saw this man, a huge man with a big turban. And the turban is so long that is dragging and he has faith he has overcome and that is made of self and the man he is so wealth is so riches. So welfare, you know the man he does not care. And he's holding his sights on his hands like this. And he's looking and I looked about the voice does that sound the voice of that man, and it came around and there was this leak

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pull symbol man

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on his knees

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with porn fold

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and cap hair,

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dust and dry skin cracking lips. And I said he the man his holding his hand looking up at this man was like a mountain. And he's saying to him, Sir, please give me my data and give me the money. They are the daughter, the men that dinner for my daughters. He said I felt chills in my body. And I say I must do something about this. So I say to this man, the wealth is a big huge

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fat, fat, fat man. I said, give him his money.

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And then he looked at me and he said,

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he said,

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this is none of your business.

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He said, I certainly give him his money. I don't know the situation is said, but I feel that something is wrong. He said, give him his money. He said, I would not even pay attention to you. He said, I could not control myself. And I punched him. And he went down face first. And I grabbed them money. And he gave it to the poor man. And I put my foot on his neck on the wealthy man's neck. And I said to this man, one now one, and the man is still running. He said, He's still running, running. And he said, and then I said before he disappeared, yeah, I don't even know his name. I see all you any turn.

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I said to him,

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only Buddha Yeah.

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Tell your daughters

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to make dua

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for Malik bundeena,

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to make dua for Malik bien de la. And

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he said that night I slept, I didn't drink. I felt in I did something. I didn't drink. I slept. But I woke up with a different attitude. I woke up, you know, full of energy. And I said, you know, enough is enough. I'm going to repent to Allah, I'm going to change my life. I'm going to be a decent Muslim, I am going to get married.

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But I thought I said, I said to myself, but who would marry need the dollars on a filthy substance abuse person?

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drunk alcoholic? Who would give me the data? Who's what the right man would give me the data.

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I said, I don't care.

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And I went to the marketplace. And those days they used to sell slave girls.

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So I said to myself, let me ask, let me look sister who was wearing proper hijab? Why can sense see some trace of righteousness from her parents? So I found a young lady who was very quiet. And I said, perhaps she could be righteous. So I purchased that young lady. And so to be my wife, I want to start new life. And she said, some Hannah law.

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It was such a gift that Allah blessed me with, because she was so righteous. And shortly after that, I was blessed with a daughter.

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And I named her Fatima.

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And he said, This little girl Subhanallah she was so good. I was not perfectly 100% because I would do solid and do my, you know, it's a man goes up and then goes down. He said, Now she's two years old, and I start coming back to my dream.

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And my wife, she's so righteous would never disobeyed me.

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He said, Every time I come home, she will run to me like a little angel. And she will rub her little arms around my neck, and she will kiss her, she will hug me. And he said, every day, I cannot wait until I get home. Because she's the joy of my life. And it says some hand a lot. Every time I want to drink at her present. She was just you know, tap or you know, try to strike the drink out of my hand. And then she was stood on my lap. He's a she was a gift.

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He said one day, I came home. She hugged me. She wrapped her arms around my neck. She kissed me won't kiss. And then I sat down. I want to enjoy the presence of my daughter. And she looked at me and she smiled. She just dropped dead.

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She just died.

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She just died in front of my eyes. No elements, no introduction. No, nothing. She just dropped dead.

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I cried. I shook her. I read over her. Nothing but

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he said I went and I don't know that a man cried that much for a child.

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And he said I said to myself, after I buried him one line that I should have been and neither one lie. I will drink tonight until I die.

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I was doing a tie dye.

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And he says, so I started drinking. And I started drinking, drinking until I pass out.

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And he says, Subhana, Allah, all of a sudden I opened my eyes. And if if the army was established, and people are gushing, are rushing, of flooding from the grays, and everybody is going to this place that is empty, this place that is so flat, this place that is so hot, the sun is over our heads, and he said, and I run with every one.

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He said, I ran and I ran. And finally I stopped. And I felt something behind me.

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And I looked

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for either booth or ban. Snake is slurries towards me, and it's rushing to me. So I run.

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I run and I run and I met this old man with a white beer, gray hair, white, beautiful face. And he said to him, help me, help me.

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And the old man said, I can run, perhaps someone else would help. So I run and I run and I came to a cliff.

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And this underneath the cliff was jahannam.

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And then he said, I stopped.

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And a voice came and he said to me return, you know, have it returned, you know from the people. So why return when the snake is still chasing me. And I run and I run through the old man once again. And the old man said, I am an old man, I cannot help you. When perhaps there's a pouncer go to it.

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He said I went to the palace. And the palace has little windows. And in every window there's a little child.

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And then when the children saw me, they said with one voice, I informed them Ah, Fatima. This is your father help him

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and the snake is coming closer to me. And then that child, she jumped from the window and salon between myself on the snake.

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And then she just watched a snake like this and this snake just went way

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and I had my little daughter and I said What is this? Where am I? And my little daughter she rocked my beer she shocked me

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and she said you're

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an enemy and in Medina Armando Shaku

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isn't a time for the hearts of the believers to tremble and to return back to Allah

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for calling to Bella. Yes.

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And I said, What is this snake? She said that snake

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is your evil deeds.

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So what about the old man? She said was your righteous D.

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But he was weak and he could not defend you from your evil D.

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And then she grabbed my beer once again and she said and Amelie Nadine decided that I and I said better on a workout for me

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was just a drain. From that day, he became it. He went to the masjid. And he said when I went to salata surgery, and the Imam said one or more lean, mean, he started the iron and immediately Medina

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same time that he heard the dream. Now when we repent,

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when we repent, then Allah will turn all our bad deeds into righteous deeds.

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I don't want you

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to come to Yeoman piano. And then I will do a song week like that, oh man, our righteous deeds and our evil deeds are so powerful that they will consume us. So let us repent. Let it return. Let us return to Allah before it's too late and I think I took more than five minutes or just come along.

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So I found a young lady who was very quiet. And I said, perhaps she can be righteous. So I purchased that young lady. And I said to be my wife, I want to start new life. And she said, some Hannah law.

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It was such a gift that Allah blessed me with, because she was so righteous. And shortly after that, I was blessed with a daughter.

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And I named her Fatima.

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And he said, This little girl, somehow she was so good. I was not perfectly 100% because I would do so I didn't do my, you know, if a man goes up and then goes down, he said, Now she's two years old, and I start coming back to my drain.

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And my wife, she's so righteous would never disobeyed me.

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He said, Every time I come home, she will run to me like a little angel. And she will wrap your little arms around my neck, and she will kiss her, she will hug me. And he said, every day, I cannot wait until I get home. Because she's the joy of my life. And it says, a lot. Every time I want a drink and her present, she was just, you know, tap, or you know, try to strike the drink out of my hand. And then she was sitting on my lap. He said she was a gift.

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He said one day, I came home, she hugged me. She wrapped her arms around my neck. She kissed me one kiss. And then I sat down. I want to enjoy the presence of my daughter. And she looked at me and she smiled. She just dropped dead.

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She just died.

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She just died in front of my eyes. No, no introduction, no, nothing. She just dropped dead.

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I cried. I shook her. I read over her nothing. But

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he said, I went. And I don't know that a man cried that much for a child.

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And he said, I said to myself, after I buried it will lie in the a[???]aba Nayla will lie. I will drink tonight until I die.

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I will drink until I die.

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And he says so I start drinking. And I start drinking, drinking until I pass out.

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And he says I'm Hannah law. All of a sudden I open my eyes. And if if the army was established, and people are gushing are rushing, a flooding from the grays, and everybody is going to this place that is empty. This place that is so flat. This place that is so hot, the sun is over our heads. And he said and I ran with everyone.

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He said I ran and I ran and finally I stopped.

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And I felt something behind me.

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And I looked

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for either booth or ban. Snake is slurries towards me. And it's rushing to me.

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I run and I run and I met this old man with white beer, gray hair, white, beautiful face. And he said to him, help me help me.

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And the old man said, I can run perhaps someone else would help. So I run and I run and I came to a cliff.

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And this underneath the cliff was jahannam.

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And then he said I stopped

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and a voice came and he said to me return you know have it returned, you know from the people. So why return when the snake is still chasing me? And I run I run to the old man once again. And the old man said, I am an old man I cannot help you.

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Perhaps there's a powder coat.

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He said I rented a palace and the palace has little windows. And in every window there's a little child.

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And then when the children saw me, they said with one voice. I infer Thema Fatima This is your father help him

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and the snake is coming close.

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Certainly, and then that child shinjang from the window and say learn between myself on the snake.

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And then she ingested a snake like this and this snake just went way

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out. I have my little daughter and I said, What is this? Where am I? And my little daughter she got my dear she shocked me.

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And she said, Yeah,

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I'm a one and um, yeah, and in Medina Armando antosha, una de La Romana

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as in a time for the hearts of the believer to tremble and to return back to Allah

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for calling to Bella. Yes.

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And I said, What is this snake? She said, that snake

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is your evil deeds.

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And so what about the old man? She said, was your righteous D.

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But he was weak, and he could not defend you from your evil D.

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And then she brought my beer once again. And she said, Adam, yeah.

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I recited that I and I said better, and workout for mice

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was just to drain. From that day, he became

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he went to the masjid. And he said when I went to salaat in February, and the Imam said wallboard lean means mean, he started that I mean that in the

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same time that he heard the dream. Now when we repent,

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when we repent, then Allah was turned on our bad deeds into righteous deeds.

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I don't want you

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to come to Yeoman piano. And then our did a song week like that, oh, man, our righteous deeds and our evil deeds are so powerful that they will consume us. So let us repent. Let him return. Let us return to Allah before it's too late, and I think I took more than five minutes, or just Sakuma longhairs mechanics is a form of anatomy which is optimal