Sins #08 – The Poison That Kills The Heart

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Yep. And that's how Allah test you. So if you're for the speaker, then you got to ask who's who's giving it towards the subject? If you're here for Allah doesn't matter. It's all the words of ALLAH, it's all the knowledge of Allah, you need to come and you need to go against your knifes, you know, I know we don't you ever say the topic I know. Because every time you say I know what Allah has tested, and you will learn how much there is to learn. So we're going to continue with the sins be Nila and we're going to come to a topic that I'm going to do within two

classes. And then inshallah in our next series, maybe it will be this will be another series about not the sins but about the topic today. So the sins affect my heart.

Just something we don't pay attention to. At all. We always look at ourselves in the mirror, how do I look my skin? You know, I don't think I didn't sleep? Well. You know, my eyes are puffy, we all do this, I gain weight, I lost weight, or we never look at our heart on a daily basis. And I say How does my heart looks today? Clean the shower, you know, gain weight step too much? thinking too much, thinking not too much. We don't look at that. And I'm not talking about the heart that pumps is that doesn't think actually.

I'm talking about the spiritual heart, which I don't know how many of you even know there is something called spiritual heart. So when you think, what is the thinking, when you feel when you get upset, or when he gets sad, or when he gets emotional, and you're attached to someone? Where is this?

That's the spiritual heart. When you look at something and say, subhanAllah, this is beautiful, who's saying it is not the tongue. The tongue is the result. When I move my hand is the result. But it's not the origin. Everything comes from the spiritual heart, like everything in the heart in the body comes from the physiological heart, the heart that pumps is if the heart stops, the body is dead.

And if my spiritual heart is dead,

then I am dead with Allah subhanaw taala, although I'm breathing and talking and living.

So the first question for everybody is, is your heart spiritual alive?

And if you're going to say yes, again, tell me what is the proof? And if you're going to say no, what is the proof?

And why all the focus is on the heart. And this is what I'm going to cover today. And then next week, I'm going to tell you how sins when I disobey Allah when you disobey Allah, when I don't do something right or I do something wrong, it affects my heart.

And I don't see it, but it shows up on my relationship with Allah on my actions on my way of living. So let's start and say why do we care about the horse?

As the first question, why do you care about your children?

Answer me,

because they are my children.

That's how we say, right? Why do you care about your body image?

Or weight gain weight? Oh, I need to gain weight. Oh, I need to ask why. You need to start asking not questioning, but actually looking for answers is how you become a deep thinker. You start looking at things differently. So why do I care about the spiritual? You have to answer it's in the Quran.

Anyone

okay, I'm glad I'm talking. I'm glad this is the subject is looks like you know Subhanallah so the spiritual heart is the heart

RT that's gonna save me in the Day of Judgment.

It's the only thing that will save me in the Day of Judgment. You know that

that's what Satan Abraham said

to Allah subhanaw taala he said it's a sort of Shuara in the pouts and he said what I took was any Yo my new bathroom, don't disgrace me, don't humiliate me on the day that we they will be resurrected. And then he comes as your Mulayam family on the day that no children and no wealth or come to avail or save me or you. And then he comes to the heart Illa exception, the only meaning the only thing that will benefit me when at Allah we have been sullied, you will know what's handled, except that person she or he who comes to Allah with a pure heart and this is probably going to be our series after we finish this one if Allah Allah was this, so I have to look at my heart. We don't

We care about our homes. How clean how well furnished how do they look like what people think of them right? I get upset when the house is not clean or when my children or a guest makes a mess I get so upset. I never cared about I don't even know if my heart is Salim is dirty is clean is what

and now I'm going to take you about why I need and you need to care about the heart. And then next week if Allah give us like we'll cover about what the sins do to the heart. So number one, why is the heart and I'm everything I'm going to share with you is all from the Quran today. And Allah subhanaw taala says the following. This is one of the most beautiful verses in the Quran about the Quran about the heart. It was a this was Surah to Zuma, Allahu Allah Azza HEVC Kitab Masha behind masani Akasha guru do Larina Yeah, Shona of boho sama. Aha, Telugu Judo war Kullu Wombly the crater. So Allah saying this, say Allah Mozilla sent down. So then Hadith, the best words.

The best words, the best dialogue, the best talk you do you translate the way you want. He's referring to the Quran that he described it as a hadith, the Kitab it's a book watershed, but it's repeated, repeated things, repeated stories, or it is repeated even words. This is not our issue. The issue is what happens when the Quran comes structure every woman who do do login action or a bomb bonds, those who have all from a law or not feel, Oh, I love you, I want to please you. Are you happy with me? Is that what you want me to do? Then then you have this and then their heart soften. So the first thing that the heart is so important that I pay attention of it, because it is the

place that either is soft or hard, there is no other.

So the softness is when the Quran comes to my heart, what does it do? And this is a question to everybody, when you listen to what happens to if anything,

if anything,

and don't answer me then answer anybody this question for each person, myself included. And I am going to ask you the same question I've asked before when was the last time when you read Quran alone, whether the Quran and you're sitting reading Quran or you are in the Salah, and you start crying, and there is nothing wrong with your life.

Life is going very well.

Then you are all these people because the Quran, soften your heart. Soften your heart, and I think I shared this with you one of my teachers or father was not a Muslim, or she reads this verse of Satan or Ibrahim because before it was made dua for his father, she can't read it. Usually when I when I was reading to her she always does that she starts crying.

So the heart is the place where it's soften or harden now where it is hardened to mass at Aluko embody Radek here Cal Hey, Dorothy. Oh, Asha de casa. Then your hearts became hard. It's like a rock name even worse than the approx and then Allah explains why.

And recently when I was in my trips, Paola, this verse came in and we looked at rocks, and the rocks is so solid, nothing smooth. The thing in between the two rocks, huge plants. And I was like, how did this happen? And you're talking about 18 Yeah, 1800 feet above the sea level.

I was like, how did this happen? They said under these rocks, runs warm.

And this verse comes in.

So rocks hearts same parable, flowers comes out of it. Water comes out what comes out of my heart?

And alasa to Marcus at kuruva who is talking to the Benissa to the children of Israel, but what about me and you is my heart is harmed. Yes or no? Can it be

yes or no? What is the sign Cokely just give me a sign my heart is hardened let it clean.

When I disobey Allah, nothing happens in me, okay? They don't wake up or Fajr Okay.

In my heart is hard.

When I can't forgive someone, you don't know what you did to me or he did to me and the usual things we hear in my heart is hard.

That's why I need to look into the heart and then I figured out what I am doing is it making it better or making it worse? So that's number one thing that again, it's all from the Quran number two, what the heart does the heart is either sees or it's blind you know that

you know this concept the spiritual heart sees

or it's blind. What does that mean? So two people, two people at the door of this ministry like I'm looking at, okay, two people, one person see a door door the other person see a long list related to Allah.

That person sees with the heart, the other person see with the

with the eye.

So we all look at this as msgid then we did see we didn't see it with Bossa Europe with insight is where it is the insight is in the heart. I look and I say this is a house of Allah. This is a near mo from Allah. This Allah can take it right away this something if I'm not going to be grateful I don't know what will happen and on and on and on the new scene with your heart this is why because of the life we're living all the the rat race we don't have time for this. We don't I mean we eat and you're standing

to the heart is the place and Allah subhanaw taala said this about seeing many places in the Quran when I have it here everyone you see who fill orally but Hakuna Allah Who ya gonna be here other than you smell in Allah tabula rasa Latin Tamil Kuru Gulati for Salut. Let me give you this verse. This is Allah subhanaw taala says in sort of homage, the pilgrimage he said fmsc rueful or how many of you have traveled? Show me hands. How many of you have traveled driving like using driving or a train? Right? Because this this verse, you can read you need to think of it or remember it when you are on the road. I fill me so you fill or didn't they walk and pass through this earth? Yeah, I did.

Right? I wish more all of us drove to come to the masjid. Right. Okay, what does he want me to do? But Hakuna Allah home colubrid they have hearts you have Tayrona we have what is your payload

think and comprehend

it's not the only thing but you know you comprehend this is a computer everybody does but the actual the person who comprehend this computer I can learn I can study I can do I can do so Allah Singh didn't they walk on this one? Basically what he's saying the question with no answer. What is wrong with me is always say to me what is wrong with you then to walk on this earth and you have a heart but yappy Luna we have a comprehensive our other MINUSMA only we have an IRS they here and then he says now they don't have it. We are equal amount. These are like cattles but whom our volume then even worse. This is in the Quran, you read it.

So when I walk on this earth, and I see like anybody else, then I the heart Allah gave me I'm not using it's taking vacation.

So when you want to in traffic, since we live in California,

if you start huffing and puffing guru upset as you are stuck in the traffic, then you're like everybody else, then my spiritual heart is not working. When does the spiritual heart work when I'm stuck in traffic?

Give me an example. There's many ways but just give me an example. Yes.

I'm sorry.

I can't hear you.

Yeah, what is what do you think of? So I'm stuck

In traffic more of what I'm going to think it's stuck in traffic I'm late I keep looking at my why I keep texting people. That's everybody

when I when I think for example, how long it will take me waiting on the slot to get to see a loss Panther

then you are thinking

I'm stuck, right? How long

stuck in traffic how long you've been living in this life? How much land

that's a hard that's comprehended deep. That's why Allah says it could kill an arm. Those people who don't do this, they're like animals and he says cattles again, not my word. It's his word, kill and unlike cattles, but whom are one they're even worse. Why worse? Because the cattles don't have brain to think and we do so the heart is the heart is the place where makes you see things differently. I don't see her as a young beautiful girl we all see that then that's fine. But I need to see deeper or or she or she all of them mashallah I say creation of Allah. I see the miracle of Allah. I see the responsibility he gave me. I see he is going to ask me about it. You see my point? That's the

job of the spiritual heart.

That many of us is on vacation because we're too busy

or too busy, we're thinking a lot, but not about the reality. So it is the place where it goes I think an either it goes blind or the other thing is it recognize the truth. Meaning I see things as it is.

And Allah subhanho wa Taala says the same thing in NiFi radical avec Cara, the man Canada who Alban our Assam our shade, a loss of this assault off so it covers the scary surah I call it because it talks to you.

The moment you You and I are dying, we're not dead yet but dying. And then what happens and then the two angels start arguing and then I start defending and Allah's pantalla says that same all day don't argue a starch literally if you read it with your heart the real one you start we didn't cry then an issue then he takes me to jahannam and to Jana not me but takes to the description immediately after all this fear and all this reality he said in a video Erica Decra or what I say is I remember as demon cannon

he didn't say brain he said all this reality is who will remember those who have the spiritual heart alive the spiritual alive because it can be dead completely. And it's actually the concept of death heart is also in the Quran.

So this is me I have to take care of my heart otherwise if I don't take care of my heart it's gonna die. Another thing is the heart is every external disease I have

or obstacle in my path to Allah the origin is in the heart. What does that mean? How many of you have temporary issue here?

Oh mashallah, nobody?

Wait, now look at the he is Masha Allah saw the call me is the truth for one. One, never been upset at all about Allah.

I'll take it hamdulillah why not? The point is, when you get upset,

when you get sun,

when you get happy, when you overreact or under react, all these all external.

All these are external, all these rooted where,

where and which heart, the spiritual one and again who said that and Allah subhanaw taala. Again I told you today is all from the Quran. The heart can get sick like this the other heart can get sick so your physical heart can get whatever Heart Failure can get out quotation can get all this spiritual heart can get disease. And Allah subhanaw taala call it all and you all know this Bacara sorted backwards, second page. She Apolo we, him Marone preserve the home Allahu marala in their heart, their sickness, and what did Allah do? gave them more.

So I need to know that my heart can get sick.

Actually, it's not me please forgive me. I'll talk about myself. Definitely there is sickness in it.

I am not a underselling I'm not the kind of the pure let's say didn't grind talked about otherwise I will be Angel walking on this earth

sorry, disease is there but the question is to two questions. Do I know I have sickness?

Yes or no? How many knows

you're too shy to say it say it. Say

raise your hand so what are what knows if then the most important question What are you doing about it? Because when I have few, right when I have runny nose, I have fever. I'm coughing What do I do? I take measures whatever it means right? Take Christ fluid, take medications, whatever it is. So if you know I know my heart is sick what I'm doing it

and oh th ing

right. And if someone comes until you your heart is sick IEA yay.

Who is she? Who's here to tell me? Allah said fue Kenobi him Morocco

in their hearts, their sickness and sign that I have a disease and this is the first I'm going to share with you some sort of mind. Allah says for Tara Latina feel to be in Morocco. You sorry, oh Nephi him, your whole Russia and to see when Adam, Allah said, those who have sickness in their heart, now the sign so he confirmed that this group of people, they have a sick heart. Okay, what do they do?

We share your own opinion. They compromise their Deen to please people.

I'm not going to call it

I think it's very clear the message.

This is a sort of mind.

Sign I have disease in my heart is when I come from when I comprise compromise my name, my belief to please people. Because if I do this, what people will say about me the golden statement that we all worry about.

Young and old.

Young and old, is what people think of me or say about me or my children or my house or my Korean or my look why there is so much bullying. Because we care about what people say.

And Allah says, Hola, it can lead me Patara Latina pupil Ruby model. So when I care so much about people,

that's the sign

my heart need treatment.

My heart will need treatment. Now. This is a verse in surah. Tila Huzzah. This is about the woman.

And he lost pantalla is is addressing the wives of Roswaal. Yes. AutoSum said yeah, nice to be a student account hasn't been An Nisa. Why was the prophet you're not like any other one. There's two ways of reading this. This, this verse in it.

If you have taqwa

and then come to the heart, hello, atta Hello, Anna feel holy. I love them. I love if I behave, I

don't speak softly in a suggestive way. So the person who is has sickness in his heart will have other intentions. This is to the wives of Roswaal risottos. So to the Confederates,

the person who has sickness in their heart, turn it around, so you know, do I have it? is I take what people say, not exactly the way they wanted. What they said, no, no, you don't know what she meant. How do you?

You don't know how she meant his. She said, I'm sure she meant it this way. How do you know if that's I say this because my heart is sick.

is how you perceive people. How you perceive people is a sign of your heart. If you are a person who has pure heart

and you don't think people lie

What is the sign? My feet is strong?

I'm sorry.

Yeah. What's the action of like? Have you live?

So the people aren't happy outside, they nobody can know.

What is the signs of actions, actions, not readings.

So when you wake up for Fragile without the alarm, your faith is what made you

when you can fast on a Monday, and normally remote your coffee or tea, what made you something inside you says, You know what, it's it's winter, it's only 10 hours. You know, think of it as if you missed your launch not to be pushed off.

It's your faith into stocking, your faith is talking and your faith is strong. And the same opposite is when the faith is weak. And it's the same hours but you can do it. Or you don't wake up for failure. Or you say something you don't want to say and you regret all this faith reside in the heart. Look at your heart and you will see your faith look at outside your actions especially with a loss panda that one and each other to that will reflect your faith and Allah so that's what he said loving told me that the hearts that will believe is not your body. Your body is the response actually this is our way telling the heart is the kingdom or do they always give the example of

computers they say the heart is the heart the drawing. The body is actually the screen is what you see on the screen.

is not the reality just a reflection, the realities of the hard drive, whatever is in the hard drive you see it outside.

And Allah said, Where is hypocrisy this? What's the address of hypocrisy?

The same address?

Am I hypocrite? And I'm not talking about hypocrites and belief. I believe in Allah on how to do that. But am I crazy in my actions? That's what you all need to ask yourself. Do you tell your children don't do something that you do?

Do you tell your friend don't do something and you do? Don't lie, and then I line obey on more than I do that I'm a hypocrite.

I say things I don't do it. When does this hypocrisy This is also in the in in the heart as Allah subhanaw taala says that our Abba omniva This is very tough versus assorted Tober. So the Toba, the verse, the chapter of repentance, actually, the other name of it so far they have it exposed. Those who are Imagine if the Quran was revealed now,

and the chapter comes in, that will expose us.

Wow, expose our hearts. And that's what's happened is sort of Topanga repentance, or what expose the hypocrites, those who said we believe. And then one reality comes in to prove that within shall Allah says and the sign of it. How many of you have promised on law something? If you give me this thing? I'll do this thing.

Right. And then did you do it?

Don't answer is that's exactly what possible when human amygdala in Atlanta Public loss of the unknown opponent numbness fermata, homophobia, what's your window model warning about people moving into your account.

Some of them are watching us, some of us, we promise ALLAH SubhanA wa Tada, we will do something. Can I ask the parents of these children, please take them? It's not fair to have them sit in a class. If you're not going to listen, you know? So either you take care of them, or there is places out what, what go upstairs. It's just so everybody can focus. And it may not be worth you for coming with your children. But also we have to be fair to the children. So some of us and and this isn't sorted Tober we promise Allah lets me pass my test tomorrow. And I will wake up.

Let me give me the interview. He gave me the job without going for it tomorrow. And I will obey you. And guess what? It does that and nothing happens.

And then what this is exactly what they did in Medina. They said your Allah will give us this. And we will do this they Allah gave them and they didn't do it. And the result is hypocrisy in the heart for Kabbalah.

When I lie, when I say things I don't do when I claim I am someone and I am not. The issue is in my heart for a couple who fell on field.

And the opposite is true. All the good is also there is not. So where is the witness lives? What's the address? It's all on your heart. So when you want to help someone, what makes you help someone? Let's say someone you don't know,

at all, what makes you help someone? There's something inside you says do it. It's good. You know you're feeling good. You do this and see what Mahoney will give you who's talking and where is this conversation? It's in your heart. And that's what much power dialer says. And you all know this first and let me know how many of you know coloboma, we decree law and decree law you talk to my

serenity, peace happiness resides in the heart. And the reason for it is the remembrance of Allah. Goodness. We actually in this beautiful Swami swatters, the meaning of the peace of every hearts, has two forces Lemington limited manakala to shape on a force of an angel and a force of the devil.

And both they're fighting. And you all know what I'm talking about the old fight, Do this, don't do that. Say this. Don't say that. And whoever wins is who you are. In that moment, this can change of course in the morning your the angel is winning in the evening. The other is he is winning a lot news and all depends on the surroundings and what I did and what I saw. But all of us have these two forces she did. She did the angelic part and remove or weaken the other side. What strengthen the angelic

Anything that pleases

you would sit in that TV in front of that TV and watch

anything on the TV, what happens shape is stronger, what happens to your son

weakens. So these two, that hypocrisy and fail, good and evil, all of them reside in the house. What's the other beautiful thing? designs in this spiritual heart? Very nice. When you see an animal like cats, how many of you love cats?

Right? Right? What makes you go and pet a cat? I mean, if you're not afraid, some people are afraid indoors. But in general, it's okay. A cat or a bird or an animal might just give an animal or if you see a beautiful baby is almost a baby. What what makes you was that Wow, cute baby, can I carry? What is this inside you that makes you say this or do this? Or is it? Yes, merci, Rama loving Rockman.

Want to test today? Everything is not working.

So this Salama, where does it live?

Where does it live?

Also in in the heart who said so? Allah, I'll give you the verse. It's also to Hadith at the end of sort of having Allah says to mark off, he's talking about the the followers of Moses and Jesus and says he's talking about specially priests. And he says what attainable in G. So he's talking about saying that so we gave him the

NG. And then when you're unhappy, hello, we live in at about one

meter that we made in their hearts, loving mercy. So when when I don't have this mercy, what's the problem? My heart is hardened, sick. I thought the whole goal of today is I want you to start thinking about something called spiritual heart. I don't think we pay attention to our How many of you even knew this. And if you all knew how to love, that's a good to remind you, but not only to know, what are you doing to take care of it?

What are you doing to take care of what diet you're doing? What exercise you're doing for the heart, the poisons, and this is what we're going to talk about next week, the poisons that we put into the heart kills it

next week, and sick and sick and sick, dies completely Subhanallah so mercy also resides in the heart. What makes you love someone?

And where is this feeling? This

many reasons to love people. Why children, spouse, parents, I like her. She's helpful, she's nice for you wherever she is, whatever. But where is this feeding us? Or something the heart and Allah's pantalla also said this in the Quran, where Allah Sabina who brought their house together, the one factor market or demand after a number of

hearts gets together. You love each other. When you come into this, and you look at the chalices now I don't want to sit here I want to sit here. I want to sit next door why?

You feel comfortable? Well, let me call I feel I feel down today. Let me see I talk to somebody then you look at your phone and you choose her why?

There's something between your hearts. So the love the feeling, the feeling is also lives in that spiritual part. See how many things that is very crowded by the

honest it's very crowded. That's why we really need to take care of it. It's very crowded and we don't take care of it. We don't even think that it is healthy or it is sick. So brotherly love Avena cluding. The million dollar world word

Taqwa where does it

work? Of course.

What is that

so being conscious of Allah

so you think of Allah subhanaw taala before you say or do anything why? It's many definitions of it with one of the most beautiful ones is some of the heavy tackle Allah and Talmud. Behati Lada Lumina told us our World War One times will come out sitting there my hospital want to

talk Marcia dalla Noreen Allah Muhammad acaba someone is you do things according

due to what a loss pantalla told me, not my culture, not my city, not the time, not what I love is what I love told me.

And what he told me his book, not what my mom told me, he said, You wouldn't know more I know this, I learned it, I studied. And why? Because I want him to be pleased with him, I want to be rewarded. That's the what the opposite is also to stay away from something because he told you not to do it. He said, Don't lie. So I don't lie, not because it's not accepted. And because what people say about me, it's because he doesn't want to.

He doesn't like it. And he doesn't want me to, he doesn't want me to see me lying to where doesn't reside in the heart, who said, that's one of the exceptions. It's our Soiree. Santosa.

He said that dako were

quite shallow, you know, suddenly, he said that we're gonna attack we'll have a taco haha, and three times. He says tacos here, tacos here, tacos here. And he said that three times, and then another version of wo Dasani coma, or a deciding Camilla does not look at how you look. Or what is your body shape look.

Like in younger era, although the community for saloon, he looks at the hearts that's inside

the hearts, look at your hearts, don't look at people is wasted spend so much time looking at people or judging people. She does this or she doesn't she does this, she doesn't. Don't do that look inside. And they probably have heard me saying put the selfie on your heart and see it, I wish we can do that. And C will be

out about you. But it will be not pleasant. I'm talking about myself as one of the righteous people said, If sins as smelling your lung able to sit next to the

righteousness of that

sin smell will not be able to sit next. And this is the whole formula that you can see our sins and we all enjoy each other 100

How many of you takes forever? How many of you have doubts in general? Doubts about everything. These days, people have doubts about everything, including

religion.

Religion, they doubt everything. They asked everything. Why not fail? I'm not convinced. Who said so? Follow the real difficult question. How do you know I don't think a lot exists and what I have to do

to I'm unconvinced to Why do I have to do this? Why do I have wear hijab? Why do I have to pray? Why do I have to all this? These are all doubts. Where does the doubts live? Say same address. You write at once everything is and Allah says what? Talbot for me.

This is very nice. All sorts of how it's also the number, the repentance.

When you have guests in the house, they have come in what do you do usually,

as one word you prepared, right? Whether you want them whether you cope with it doesn't matter. But you are preparing, right? And this is what Allah said about the hypocrites. If they really wanted to go out you still in the SWAMI Santosa. If they really wanted to go out with you, they would have prepared

with a rod holder that they are lacking cutting along the bottom of a bottle, Mattila

didn't want them to do this. And then their hearts to tell them they are in doubts. So if I really wants to be and this is what she really wants to please. You really, I heard this room from so many people. Literally I asked this question somebody actually I didn't ask. They said number one in my life. I said what is it? They said I'm not a quantum

of majority of reality of actions does not say that.

Doesn't

so if you want to please Allah subhanaw taala you would prepare.

I remember this is very, very, any one of the first time this this is synced in me. I was on the show. We're going to cancel counsel a couple. And then he starts saying that we looked at the husband and he said

well out of hotel, Abdullah

said I prepared that he puts a paper out and he quoted this verse. I'm coming here to do so I prepared this is the point. So if you if you are hesitant in life, the source is your heart. Definitely

Gaining the problem is the heart. And you need to work on that there. You know the self esteem we all talk about where is it? This hesitation about to me? I don't I don't like the way I look, I don't think I'm preaching. I don't think I am strong enough. All this doubts is all resides in the heart doubts and hesitation. How many of you have regret something they didn't realize?

I mean, you didn't raise your hand. There is no way. No way you have not regretted anything in your life. There's no way you didn't live. You did it.

Right and not regret something bad. You did regret you wish something good? Why didn't I mean people have business? They say why didn't I invest? Talk to people who they were told by Amazon stock in 2000. I think three or four. Somebody was telling me the number was was a joke. Right? And they said, look at us now that's a regrind where does the grand club address same thing in the heart? Who said so Allah said so where is it? And Allah said this was earlier and runs along verse, I'm just going to give you this. We enjoyed a lot of that in a hospital time few Colombian to make this what happens to them is regret the feeling of regret in their minds. See how many things lives in the

heart? That's why I started today. Not with the sins effect on the heart. But what is the heart first?

And how many how much I need to take care of that heart. If I want to go to Allah subhanaw taala with which heart that we started the class with on boosting?

Can I say my heart is pure?

Can you say your heart is pure? And I'm ready? If Allah wanted me to die today, let's go. No,

absolutely not. So I need to figure out what lives there and what needs to come out what needs to be stay maybe a lot of what I said you know that hamdulillah and what they're what needs improvement. So one of them is regrets. When I regret something, the most important regret you and me don't want is what is at the time of death. I don't want to say to Allah, give me another day.

Give me another day, I'll be better tomorrow. It's not going to happen number one, and I don't want to be in that shoes.

As some one of the righteous equalizers as a hobby. I don't remember the name. He said if I die if I die today, there is nothing else I can do more.

With the other point, if I will die today, there's no it's okay if I die today, because even if I live tomorrow, there's nothing more I can do. I've done it all.

Rising Subhanallah already every day. So it's a place of regret. And last but not the least, angling.

The source of anger is I don't know some of you may have, if you remember in May when I did the obstacles to my path or loss pantalla anger what is anger comes from, from feeling in the heart

comes from arrogance comes from being feeling unfair, treated the unfairness angle and loss pantalla said also it's in the heart where you the Viva rubine were to move on and Asia and Allah removes the anger from their hearts. The heart is the biggest investment rather than double. So what I say to myself, the biggest investment that you need to work on.

We work so hard on our communities. We work so hard about our for our children, we work so hard for our homes, we work so hard for our beauty, nothing's hard our model, it's all good. But all this on the expense of my heart, in my relationships with almost. And on the Day of Judgment your way for role model, when he only he was the Asahi, but he was beneath a day of judgment, everybody will run away. My mother I will run away from my mother for my father, for my spouse, from my children and for my brother and from the community. Those that I care so much about what did they say about me? I will not care a bit about

so let's be firm now look at your house. Go home today. Save yourself this question. Do I have a heart? The answer is yes because I'm alive when he gave it to me. What kind of a heart

How clean is it? What resides in from everything I shared with you which one is number one is anger is a doubt. Is the angle is adult. Is it hesitation is a diseases What do you have is completely clean. And what is the sun and what

We're going to talk about so we must pantalla y'all vme model California Z's the last panel Tada make us of those who meet him in the Undercity in the pure hearts, pure heart. You know it doesn't matter how good that this life is growth is going and no one is left from this. Go to a massage parlor with pure art. Ask him to give me a pure heart and He will give you inshallah we'll see you next week's panna Colombo

stuff we look forward to moving solo and I say no. What are yours? How

can I ask all the woman leave the masala don't talk to each other. Go upstairs and talk because we need to get ready for Salah please. Let's let's show the masjid what it's really worth and how we feel everyone leaves the chairs as they are because there's a plus operation. Everybody leaving, say Suriname outside or when you go upstairs is up