My Spiritual Journey – Islamic Lecture in Malaysia

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you earlier this is the first time that we have been

in a speaker all the way from the west thank you very much for your time

and I'm surprised that we are having about 56 parties for this now it's very early today in Malaysia it's seven o'clock in the morning.

So, that type ah May I introduce you to earth we are a beautiful life center team.

And actually we are a small group, Austria group

about eight people 100 of us that we started this

group due after the first config pandemic of MC o 2020. is to

buy one or rehab and as for today's session we are opening for the public and hamdulillah we have 58 participants may I introduce yourself

to the team and everyone else for sharing

your net we have you as our guest today and just briefly is regression about the Haifa

correct me if I'm wrong that the high farm so I'm so on with i mean i'm so Masha Allah. But as I read in your profile you guide me by profession, which is also an active that year and a half visa which Allah

live in knowledge is under fool. Then the Haifa begin to study with various Islamic scholars and attended courses and lectures in search of Islamic knowledge in depth. And she win. No Saudi Arabia with graduated from the mecca Institute of Islamic Studies.

Jeddah in Saudi Arabia and alhuda upper arm memorization school where she completed the memorization of the Quran. The tyfa is the founder and chairman of general Institute and currently teaches seminars and ultimate commentary of various chapters of the Holy Quran. And the practical relevance in our day to day living shall are an inspiration.

So for today's session, I guess we haven't fixed any specific topic

and we open it to you to share about your spiritual journey as much as most of us I mean, the idea of our group of Austria is

to focus on our core and spiritual journeys to get closer we are groups of

every I mean ladies mostly

we are mothers we are students we have

well I've been

friends

profession every every professions and we just know that we want to connect with the Quran. So I'll just pass because we have one hour inshallah if there's any question we'll get it at the end of this session, but for the time we are dispersed

this the screen to you already desert Allah hi Ron. salaam aleikum wa rahmatullah wa barakato Barakatuh Bismillah Alhamdulillah wa Salatu. Salam ala rasulillah. Allah, he was so heavy woman who Allah, Allah alumna miombo now on for Anna Bhima Alam tena in akademia on Mooji with mama Nia oh you become an MLA amfa Albania Sha one I've seen Latisha What do I inline SMA Robin Allah to zocalo gonna buy the data now. hublin amulet Oklahoma inika Intel hub ambitiously sundry us Li Omri, wha Hello, La Plata melissani only mean it's an honor desert Kamala here. It's so beautiful. This is the beauty of Islam, when we get conducted for no other reason than the words of Allah and the religion

of Allah.

pantalla you live in Malaysia, which is 1000s of miles where I live. I live in the middle of United States of America. We call it Midwest, St. Louis, Missouri. I have visited Malaysia but very quickly I spent only six hours I had a layover. And it's a beautiful country. May Allah subhanaw taala protected, beautiful mosques. I was able to do a tour in the mosques there. It's beautiful. And I love the people of Malaysia. May Allah keep you this way you are by me and I really mean this. I am not saying this, because I'm speaking to you when you're Malaysian. And I lived as you probably some of you know, or if you read my bio I lived in I studied in Saudi so I lived in Jeddah, and

hamdulillah. Allah blessed me to visit his house many times I mean, you live very close so you go for Allah and I any always always the people that catch my eyes, in the woman area, or the woman of Malaysia, dressed beautifully, very organized, humble.

Soft, spoken loud was a key command Allah as we are last pantalla taught us. I'm not praising you because nobody worth the praise except Allah subhanho wa Taala. But sometimes we have to remind ourselves before I get into the subject, we need to remind ourselves of the blessings that Allah give us and not look at what others have, and I don't.

So don't look at Oh, she lives in America. Oh, they live now. Allah gave you a lot of blessings counted and be grateful to it. Because Allah Subhana Allah taught us in the Quran, and short lot, most of you are familiar, if not all of you. And Allah servicesource Ibrahim, in the chapter Ibrahim, let me shocker, too lazy, then, well I incur for two in other bill, actually, you are grateful I'll give you more.

You are ungrateful, my punishment is severe. And we don't know what is the punishment of Allah. And personally, I think one of the punishments of Allah pantalla when he, when I don't know the value of what I have, the VML of Islam,

the blessings of being a Muslim, the blessings of being a Muslim woman, the blessings of being a Muslim practicing woman,

the blessings of being a woman, Muslim, practicing, and wants to get closer to Allah subhanaw taala the blessings of a Muslim practicing woman wants to get close to a mosque pantalla and also through his words, whether in the journey of learning whether already learned willing to memorize the hamdulillah or in the group to learn all these are blessings and I always remind myself before anyone

we know the term that we all use, Count your blessings. It's actually an Islamic concept

is an Islamic concept to count your blessings. And Allah says in the Quran, we're talking all about Quran. And Allah said it in a different way to remind me and you have how many blessings he gave me. And you? And he said it's twice one insert and nothing the bees and the other one is what Ibrahim also both start the same way. What are you doing Mr. Salahi, that

if you want to count the blessings of Allah, you will not be able to see. But the ending is different. Subhan Allah swore to nahan Chapter The bees, which the other name of it not official name. But what because of what it includes, they call it soul autoneum the chapter of blessings. And Allah says she tried to count the blessings, you will not be able, in a law for love or hate. Allah is all Forgiving and Merciful. And why? Because he gives me and He gives you

and how grateful we are. What I'm grateful. I'm saying this to myself, and I was like, Really? You're grateful? How many times you have complained today? And how many times you have been grateful to the whatever you have. How many times today You were so hideous. Oh, I can see. Well, that's a neoma. That's a blessing.

asked that person who cannot see.

Of course I can see. Of course I can hear you. That's an EMR. That's a blessing. Ask the person who cannot see. I have an internet. Of course I have an internet. Of course I can go to zoom. ask that person who doesn't have an internet

doesn't know what even zoom me. Let alone learn online. All these blessings as

You started, start counting your blessings, living in a Muslim country, living in a country that wants you to practice your deed. And let alone woman. And don't be

fooled. And I use this word

by the fake

beauty of this dunya of this life,

the fake, the not real,

the hidden ugliness of this dunya and the fake beauty of this dunya Don't be fooled at all. On the contrary, and the only way for you and me

to stay on this path, stay on the straight path. And don't go right and don't go left is an only is is my holding to the book of Allah spawn Tada.

And,

as they call it, the rope of Allah, the rope of Allah subhanho wa Taala and all almost all the scholars have been learning Mateen as Swati salatu salam said to us the title before last call ourselves use the Quran

the Quran, what is the

what is the Orion? We have to come to the basics sometimes you need literal basics. So you will

the more you start with the basics,

the more you will find out Oh,

wow.

This is how it is? Why didn't I know that? What is the Quran? What is that looked at all of us know, and read and want to memorize looked up to those people who knows it. And I want to get to this class with that class to this Hello. What is it? The first thing I want to share with everybody

and I'm going to see it in the lobby and I'll translated hopefully some of you if you know Adobe you will feel it even more. Columbia Law.

The words of Allah

the words of Allah, not my word, not yours. Not the word of the most famous writer who got the Pulitzer Prize or this prize for that prize.

All these all of us are creation of him is his words kalama

look at this number one. See what's going to happen to your heart killer Mullah

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or Alana be that was sent down to his servant or his messenger

through his angel

al mutawa trophy Saturday that it came on interrupted chain on interrupted chain that core and you have in Malaysia is the same origin I have in the States and the are on your mother had in Malaysia is the same Quran my mother had overseas, and the Quran your grandmother had is the same of my grandmother who came from Turkey

and our own in Turkey, the oldest version of the Quran we have in Turkey is the same as mine and yours. Maybe the writing is different, but it's the same words and mortar water came to us uninterrupted chain.

A muck to Wolverine and the fatigue muscle I have. It's written between the two covers of the horror of the book.

And the most important one

and Mota. aberdovey tilawat it's an act of worship when you read it

it's an act of worship when you read it

you need to change this you need to pay attention to this add this to your vocabulary

act of worship is not only Sala

amazing, what's not only see I'm fasting whether in Ramadan, outside Ramadan, most beloved to Allah, but that's not it.

zeca are charity giving money, helping people helping the poor, very

precious, and highly valuable with a last pantalla but that's not it.

Look at when you are going to pick up the most of the poor and sitting, opening it up.

Number one is the words of Allah killer Morumbi. This is the word of my Lord. That's not my word. That's not yours is not a creation of Allah. It's his words. How did he say it? So panna

number two

As I am opening it up,

I am performing acts of worship,

I will be rewarded. any act of worship is

is an way is a mean and will

give me rewards. The fact I opened it the fact I didn't even read it yet I just opened it.

Let alone when I read it, let alone one I struggle

to understand, to read it correctly, especially if I'm studying to read your law. Why I have to go through this My tongue is used to this, why do I have to say it this way, all the struggle, all the struggle to learn it, to memorize it, to understand it and let alone to practice it is all act of worship.

You will be rewarded when you and I in front of Allah subhanho wa Taala and we will all meet him call it he'll multi Amati for each one of them will meet him

at a loss of this resort Miriam chapter Mary.

In my book and yours, it will be written

on September 22. She was reviewing this chapter and she was having a hard time to remember. Don't get frustrated Don't get upset. So y'all we make it easy. I need to review more. I need to ask Allah for forgiveness and He will give it to me. So the journey in the to the with the Quran, or the journey to the Koran any way you want to call it number one is change how you look at the hora

change how you look at the Quran is not any other book. It's not even a book.

It's the

the word from last one time one. Number two, what should it do to me?

What did on lock told me that this Quran should do to me?

And the answer is in the poorer

you go to Surah tuners Jonah yohannes people, not Muslims, not Malaysian, not Americans, not Middle Eastern yohannes everybody, people, all people Khadija at home. It has been sent you more a lot more a lot on

admission. murghab become from your Lord. What she felt really mafioso dude, and cure towards the chest Harbor, what the chest has for houden guidance. What little mini guidance and a loving mercy to the believer.

And then what did he say the next hire, quit before the law he will be matiee FBI Director failure for a whole hiring manager my own tell them sorry Saul to set up tell them before Linda by the grace of Allah will be following the law, what bureaucracy and by his loving mercy. Let them rejoice and be happy. Let them rejoice and be happy. It is way more beloved to them. It's what it should be. I'm sorry, it is much more. It is much better for them than what they are collecting.

And these are not my word. I'm just translating. It is much better for them than what they are collecting. Look at the Koran. Look at the Quran number one is the words of Allah to it's a cure.

It's a cute, I am not feeling well go and read Cora.

I am down going through Cora.

I may be sick, I fever. Go go to the doctor, get medication, get treatment with 3g or

she felt Allah said it's admonition. When I open it, it's this words that I am reading shouldn't bring to me should and if it is not, I'm going to ask him to show me. This is my guide. And this is a word of admonition. Meaning I need to remember when i when i read and I was like, Oh, why didn't I look at it this way? Oh, that's what he's telling me. You keep asking yourself, don't just read it

like a bird with a beautiful voice. But you don't know what you're saying.

At least one or two IR today.

One or two I'm not gonna say chapters one or two basics.

Learn what you're saying. What does it mean in your own language? And then take a pause

and think what is Bismillah R Rahman r Rahim mean what is the name

of Allah

the Merciful the gracious What does that mean?

What does that mean? Simply

everything happens in my life everything happens in my life it's my his name

and because of his alma and crease

whether I like it, or I don't like it, whether it is something I want, or something I didn't want or I don't want this is gonna

change the way you look at the order and number one cure.

We don't use it. We don't

we use it as the last

resort. The last way

shifa cure.

Now whatever, I do munition demolition I need to learn from what I am reading and asking a lot, you are not going to be learning it in a day or two. We will not be learning it in a month or two. It's a live journey.

So what

in every step I am doing, I'm getting rewarded. What a lot is this

learning in securing me it is guiding me and at the same time, even if I'm not there yet to be guided or cued. I am being rewarded because I'm reading it. Now Apolo le flam me How will a call to Elif help lamb help me, as he said that he sought out to sell when he said

a reef every letter you read from the Quran timestamp? And he said, I don't say literally I mean is one letter. No, I leave is letter. Lamb is letter. And meme is letter. I just said lF lambing that's 30.

cure.

admonition she felt Huda guidance will know a lot and admonition that I need to be happy.

I need to be happy. And I need to remind myself, I'm telling you what we should. That doesn't mean we are there yet. But that doesn't mean we can't be there. By we need work. And the first step to reach where you want to be, is you need to think of it and wanted.

You want to think of it wanted. And then you work for it. anything in your life? Any one of you who has a degree, how did that happen? You slept and woke up in the morning and you had a degree. I won't be great.

But that's not how it is. It's usually doing what you worked. You wanted it planned, worked, put effort, failed, got up, try again. tried again, and unlucky with at the end. But number one you wanted. You all need. You only need this beautiful group, the group of the origin What a beautiful name. Number one you really want. Internally, each one of you don't say it, Allah knows. You really want to be connected with him. So power through his book.

To

or add to everything I said change the way you look at the Quran. The words of Allah, pure guidance, three or four, be happy. Rejoice. He didn't say for whom it actually he said very, very carefully for who rejoice and be happy and celebrate the fact that you are in a group of boron.

May Allah make me remember this words before anybody else. In the group of the Quran, when you spend an hour or two or three in that class, don't say it's too long. Don't say I can do it. So your medical home, you chose me from this 1.6 billion and who I am a sinner and you choose me and you chose me

to be in that circle in that circle, small orbit to learn your words.

And other thing Allah taught us about the Quran in the Quran.

What did he say?

Matt contacted Rima Makita Voila. eema were lacking. Johanna who knew Oran waka Delica Ohio. This is

The end of sorts assura What can Erica ohioana Laker all hunt mean? emelina and this is how we have inspired to you. Although one song from us, Allah called the Quran soul, for the soul do give life. If somebody doesn't have a soul, he or she is dead and a lot put the Quran as a soul. It should give me my life. keep me going as we saved or revive me.

Make me breathe easier.

Makes me enjoy things more or one minute emelina

mcentee temporary Makita Voila. eema you did not know you didn't know what is the book or what is faith?

A lot seeing this sort of show is not to say we're lacking but Jana hora that's another way Allah called the Quran we made it light

light nadie Rahim and Michelle when I buy dinner through it by it's an IT here is a quarter by its we will guide who we will from our servants. We're in Nicoletta de la sir optimal stopping and you guide total Swati Sato center you guide to the right path

you guide to the right path.

So

my breath my pumping heart my physical soul if I can use even this word in my spiritual soul is not Cora and it is light that takes me guide me when you lose electricity or it is dark outside what do you do? You need light why to see see what see your way so you don't fall you don't stumble

you don't pass on somebody. It guides you to safety guides you to safety that's what's

that's what's what I'm what is no it's making me see things the right way. The way Allah wanted me to see not the way the society at the time wanted me to see that's what slight it opens my eyes to the right thing as right and as truth as truth and falsehood as false would know Ron Calderon is light

on his life light.

What else? He said about the hora

open the second chapter while Mahara the cow. First two lines elderflower mean that we kill Kitab no he Buffy.

Delhi Calcutta boo, this is the book which book? Cora

Cora, Laurie, Buffy. Now are you Buffy? Laurie? Buffy? No doubts, no doubts, no doubts. Again. Who then guidance Who? Those who have Taqwa.

So how do I live this life? How do I live this verse?

When I opened up or on my perception of the Quran, it's my goodness, it's my guidance.

However, why I am not guided by read it every day. I know it. Because my connection with a law needs to be corrected. Nearly decaying. Those who have Taqwa? Who are they, those who are a law conscious, I need to be more of a law conscious. I need to ask him to make me of those and to guide me who didn't do more talking

or on guidance to the believers even more to the

those who have

read, read the Quran, read the Quran and it's going to tell you how many times Allah said Allah Flamborough tikka, tolki Tamil hackie that's the beginning of surah Toulouse and the beginning of Sofia, Allah elfia Morocco we don't know what this means, right? tilka this idea to the vs Kitab the book and hockey

the wise.

What does that mean to me? mean the Quran when I open it, it has hikma it's full of hikmah. It's full of wisdom. But I don't see it yet.

I have no idea.

You know why?

I didn't put the enough effort. I don't ask a lot. I haven't. I have no doubt it is there. But I need to ask a lot to show me. And I don't have the patient to wait to the last panel hautala Show me.

I can tell meaning, everything in that book, everything in that book has wisdom.

There is a reason from the hurricane. When Allah when he tells me do know,

when he tells me don't don't semia What are we here? We obey.

Call robina mahalo Samia. Na Na frona korumburra who they can mostly and they say you're all our Lord, we hear we listen. And we obey. No argue. No, why? No, it's not fair. No, it doesn't work. No way. We live in a different times and different culture. It doesn't work this way. semia now what are we year, we obey you open the Quran. The Quran tells you lower your gaze. There's no ifs and buts lower your gaze. The guidance stuns you the guiding and the guidance telling you lower your gaze.

The wise the wise, and the book full of wisdom tells you lower your gaze. Don't tell me it doesn't work. Nobody does it. Send me an A or a partner. That's how my relationship with the Quran tells me cover cover.

Cover. Well, no overachievement. The biggest problem we have, we have Muslims and Muslim woman specifically says I'm speaking to a woman. His argument I'm not convinced convinced me but nobody else is doing it. It doesn't matter or Swati salt was almost by himself What?

migrated to Medina how many people was with

made Hajj how many people was him? 100,000 Yeah, how many Muslims now?

How many Muslims how many Muslims in Malaysia only

learn to obey that's what the Quran tells me. And that's what the Quran teaches me. And that's what the Quran guide you need to I need to submit to Allah.

Oh man so Dean and Eman, slim abajo hula wahoo Mohsen. With da Mila Ibrahim hanifa. What have Allahu Ibrahima Holly Allah. Allah says, Listen, certainly, sir. Who's better? Who's better religion? Here we are. How do I know? You are better than me? I'm not gonna say I'm better than I will do better. How do I know it's not how many required to do in the night? That could be a

clue, but not necessarily because Allah said it. Woman Arsenal Deena

who's the best one who has the best religion who you are not be. Who in the Quran is the Mojo who de la submitted, submitted his affairs to Allah.

One lesson and does it with a sound not? Oh, why me? Why should I do no with sound with with willingness and beautifulness?

Whatever Mila Ibrahima hanifa. And he followed the footsteps of Satan Ibrahim, who stayed down the right path in the middle looking for a law only what the how the law Ibrahima halimeda. And because of that, a lot to get abroad him as his close quote unquote friend or ally. That's what the Quran teaches me. That's what the Quran teaches. Look at everywhere in the Korra

I love the beginning of sorts will end on Alhamdulillah he lady Hanukkah sama what you will all praise to him the first I sought to enhance chapter, the chapter of the cattles Alhamdulillah All Praise to Allah, Allah The Hello persona what you're creating heavens and earth, and then to Medina kufr obiora Bohemia and then those who reject those who doesn't believe made it equal kufr who will be him? Yeah, didn't they take things that is equal to Allah? Equal to Allah? Allah Allah Allah. Allah said this is sorta knowmad they be the ads at Yahoo Allah that's what the Quran teaches me another god will Allah will call munia dhiru they are a people who does no justice.

And then Allah goes and you want to know about a lot what he teaches me and you in the industry. This

Part of salt and lemon

and MUJI will move ba da da, who else will respond to the one in need? When he calls upon him

where to pursue and he removes the harm

which you pursue and he removes the harm from Allah Mala.

And with all this, then you take another god with Allah

calling them the Kuru. You don't remember you forgot easy. What are you going to tell me sister Haifa? I do not worship other one with with Allah And I said yes and hamdulillah I mostly when you are, but do we have small gods? Do I have things more important, more important than Allah in my life? That I this obey Him because of it.

Or I prefer them or he or she? Or it over him.

Look at your life. Look at your daily life. And see when the choices comes in. And this is a daily choice Subhanallah if not every minute choice, if not every hour choice, but it is between him Subhana and what I like, what I love, what I want to do, they have to sacrifice and which one wins?

When he tells me and I know he told me do this in this situation, but I don't like it. It's too hard. But nobody does it. All these things in Ada Humala.

My mother God will Allah that's what the Quran teaches. That's what the Quran teaches.

That's how it shouldn't be my goal. My

same when I opened the hora

that's your Allah who said these things in your book? I have no doubt about it. I just don't see it.

I have no idea. guide me

Take me by my hand your law law I mean everyone I am saying

see this a lot in your in your in the middle of the night. Y'all love to take me to you through your words. What does it mean take me to make me closer to opening easy focus on you. Remember you My goal is to please you not to please anybody else. Let alone me myself.

And show me how through your through your book. That's what the Quran tells us. That's what you go and on and on and on. What does the Quran Tell me about this life? Yeah, animal. animal hair to dunya label? Willa Hoon, or Xena to? Whatever Hold on. bainer cook otter, Catherine amali. Well, oh, Lord, no, this sort of heavy in the eye. Iran No, as for Allah saying in level No.

This life is but meaning everything that's going to be said that's it. Label

play. Allah who wasting of time

for Xena beauty.

What's a capital gain aka

collecting,

competing.

I have more than she or he has more than him. Whatever Hold on, being in a coma I'm sorry, tougher. Hold on brina cook water, Catherine. Amalia will boost fullness between you and collecting more and more and

collecting more and more. That's what Allah tells me in the Quran about this life. That's what the Quran I should make me look at life. When I keep reading it, and understand that and ask Allah to guide me through it. Then when I don't get things in life, I said it's a joke. It's a play. It's a waste of time.

And the real life is there. As he said unsorted uncovered the spider.

Up here, the head our haiwan. Look, can we alum and worldly. the Hereafter is the real life. If they only knew. If they only knew the real life is the hereafter. That's what the Quran teaches me. Open my eyes. Remove the veils. Think of it as like if you ever go to an ophthalmologist, an eye doctor, and they are checking your vision.

If you're somebody who wears glasses, and they usually change the lenses, right and they're testing Do you need to change your eyeglass or you're seeing fine, right and they keep changing and sometimes they ask you

You're not clear, Is that better? Or that's better?

The Quran should be for me, let alone My eyes is these lenses? That when they put it, I see well,

oh, I see it very well. Oh, it's very clear.

And if I am not that it becomes vague. It becomes clouded. As if there is a lot of mist on the window.

That's for the aura. How do I get there? This is a beautiful talk. I'm just going to give more five more minutes and then we'll make it to questions and answers because by seven my time I have to go because of its small group time.

How do I get there? I'm going to give you a few things.

Number one, do ask Allah subhana wa Tada. last panel time, ask Allah subhanho wa Taala Allahumma

Arabi

Allah, make the Quran your word, the spring of my heart,

or the supreme of my heart.

Number two, Love it.

Love it like you love your child. Love, it's like you love your home. Love it like, May Allah forgive me I'm saying like, it should be more like yourself.

You do everything for yourself. What do you do for the Allah

raw, Love it. Love it. even pretend you love it, till Allah pantalla give it to you the three, give it your prime time, the best time in you to give it to them, not the left over time.

Now the left over time of the day I did everything. And now I have now I'm getting on my couch, I'm just going to go and read the Quran. That's not how you that's not how we should look at and deal with the words of Allah. That's act of worship.

I give it my prime time

and a specific time of my day. This is for my era. This is for the words of a mass panic dad.

Be patient, be patient, be patient, it will come with it will take time. Ask those who went through the journey of the Quran, how long it took them, especially if they started that journey later in life, not when they were children. But it will come. One light will come with just be persistent. Be consistent. Don't give up. Don't give up. Don't give up. And don't let people make you give up or put you down. Focus. This is the words of Allah. This is my path to him. This is my cure. This is my guidance. This is my light. Patient resistant. Do ah give it your best time. And don't you ever think ever, ever, ever? Allah will put you down? The board will let you down? Never. Absolutely.

Who else will give it to me with Anwar, along with Cora annelle Karim rbR, Colombia. Coachella. Ximena was the hub momina where she felt a tsunami last Pantera mega hora and the means to remove all our worries, all our anxieties, all what worries us and make us anxious and take us away from a loss pantalla May Allah Subhana Allah make the Quran that is the one that will change all this May Allah subhanho wa Taala show us the beauty of his book. May Allah subhanaw taala help us to make the journey with the book of Allah easy. Don't be mean Subhana Colombo, we can be assured one.

Step Furukawa today sallallahu ala Sayidina Muhammad Ali he was how we test him and kathira Desert from Allah. May Allah reward you.

Shut up.

But I'm inside.

So we do have

some time.

We have

maybe one or two if you don't mind.

A few questions from the audience. Yes, if you can absolutely fine if they speak English perfect or somebody can translate for them. Absolutely. Yeah, I still have about about about two minutes because of my off track.

Our market is gonna be 15 minutes time, right? Yes. about something. Maybe.

I'm opening to the

So if any of the

participants have any questions, if you would like to ask him parser try to translate it to you inshallah.

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say Netanya Yes, please.

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Okay, I'm so glad that I'm able to join this session today and it is a very inspiring and sort of eye opening for me because I'm just starting my journey to Quran Actually, I'm and

I'm heavy anxiety. Yeah, to be honest with you now. I'm dealing with anxiety and not

my journey just started about, like, one year so far. And Alhamdulillah I found a circle, which helps me to go through whatever I'm going through at the moment. And I'm so thankful that I'm able to, to hear you to listen to you, as well today. Alhamdulillah Allah?

My question is, because you mentioned just now about the dunya is sort of like, like a joke. I'm not I'm This is my words. I mean, this is not your words, but it's like a joke or something like, not not not, not really, it's a play.

So, basically, um, how do how do we have this source of conflicting inner dialogue within me, inner conflicts within me between

balancing the dunya with whatever that we are supposed to do daily in life, as well as like, as well as

carrying out our duties and jobs? versus learning the Islam and Quran especially?

How do we how should I balance I mean, see how to balance things, whether I should concentrate fully on, on on studying Islam and learning the Quran, and just live out totally on this dunya on the persons of dunya. I mean, in terms of career, and so question.

Your question is, is very common, I wouldn't say the most common but one of the most common questions specially for moment, how do I balance?

How do I balance I mean, I can keep doing a completely because Allah did not want me to do that. Or I'm gonna act you know, dunia has an awful affair. It hasn't worked in other But no, your Lord give us good in this life. And good. And Dr. Phil, I say, save us from the punishment of the hellfire.

I give to

our separate talk about this is called time management

toolkit. It's on our YouTube. I don't know if you know, our YouTube agenda is the choo choo choo. Do they know it? And you will find it. Yeah, you will find it there. But I'm going to summarize because of the time number one, and I'm going to say the same thing. As I said for the, for the Quran. Number one is do you, I and you, and we cannot do anything unless Allah make it up. That's number one. Number two,

it depends where are you in your life? And this there is no generic answer to this question other than do Ah, be more efficient? and put your priorities? That's the general answer. You have to prioritize? What is this thing has to be done today versus word versus this thing can wait till tomorrow. This is how we become efficient. I'm not gonna be able to do everything. And this moment, it doesn't work this way.

Specifically, I'm just gonna give general but just give very specific situations very common to the woman. If you are a mother, then Allah used you at this time in your life, to serve him as a mother. So your priority is to take care of your children and learn what they need, what you need to teach them as a Muslim mom.

If you're a grandmother now, right? Your children are all grown up or do you? You're you're not necessarily grandmother, but your children are grown up. And now you are at home alone, or you're much less or not necessarily alone, but much less responsibility. I'm going to spend more time on memorizing, studying learning the Quran. How about my career, and Islamic study? It depends. What are you doing? What is your career is it for wine is

This is an individual obligation that you have to do, then you need to go and do that, because that's how you serve a lot. Is is something that I don't have to

Can I do them both? And a lot of people can. So there's a lot of question in this as long as what you want to do is Hello, serves the Muslim oma, ask Allah to show you the balance. But if it is not helpful, don't even talk about if it is not going to serve the oma. And there is way more need for Muslim educated women in their Deen to teach their young generation and the other woman, then you go with that to the balance is where Allah wants me at this moment to serve Him. We are servants of Allah, not not a bad law.

And he won't put to me as a mother, that's my service to him. I'm not going to leave my children go and study Islamic Studies. That's not how he is not pleasing to Him. He puts me as a single woman now then yeah, use your time to learn, balance it between your studies and your education, Islamic Studies and Islamic or non static or other dunya education. cut down on the unnecessary social media, tick tock, Instagram, all these unnecessary social gatherings Don't waste time. Don't waste time. And this is a huge problem for a lot of us where I'm not saying your arcade machine. 24 seven, there has to be time for you to enjoy, but to during the day. be efficient of your time. And Allah

will put Baraka in your time that is Neela

haven't you?

Okay,

can we take another one question at least? Okay. Is there any other question?

So I have this one question, is it your personal experience dealing in trial test country in the fit of pandemic? How do you deal emotionally spiritually physically? Can you share

it? Yeah, it's all about me personally. It's about how I as a Muslim woman, and you as a Muslim woman should handle it. Simple. Number one, Kuru hoomin. Allah, everything is from Allah.

Number one, he allowed it to happen. He could have stopped it couldn't fire could, he allowed it? So coluna Allah has nothing to do with it. He decreed 2020 this earth will change by something called COVID. Our life will change. We may lose job, children will stay home. We can travel, wearing masks forever. Allah knows for how long it came from him. Second thing me actually always turned to him and says, What are you teaching me?

What do you want me to learn from this?

Three is the time that we turn to Allah subhanaw taala. When we will turn then.

So when people tells me there's a time for anxiety, and there's a ton time for stress, I said it's true. Of course, it's uncertainity. What have things changed, but this is the time I turned to him more. So now after a year and a half the question to everybody, did I change? Am I closer to Allah?

Am I more connected to him not only necessarily only in the original Quran, am I focused on him. That's how you deal with it. If you are connected with Allah and more and more during the time of difficulty, things will be easy because you're connected to the Awi you'll be very strong. you're connected to the strong you're very strong.

So everything happens in my life as I started in the beginning, whether it's a blessing or a test, it all came from a loss pantalla and I need to know how to respond.

Maha keeper will start to get

me into the conclusion four minutes.

Okay, Doctor, we have five what we do is maybe output our session but he shall.

This is what I want to say to all my beautiful sisters.

As a Muslim woman, we have an I really mean this word. We have a lot of responsibilities.

We can change a lot of things by us changing because we are the guidance in the house.

You need to change as a Muslim woman. Connect to Allah

Don't focus on donia Don't be lowered. But what comes from the west? What comes on these magazines? On the pictures or the idea of things on social media? These are all fake. It's not real. It's not real. Focus on the reality. What is reality? I'm here for a short time. I'm going sooner or later nobody stayed. And the real life is there. Keep this in front of you every day and your connection will last pantalla was changed. The vanilla is Aquila cleaner May Allah reward you may Allah bless you. What a beautiful group Mashallah. 100 woman Samarra Allah, may Allah morbark irbm It's a pleasure and honor to have been with you. And please forgive me for anything I said is true is only

from our last Pantheon. And if anything I said is not true or not correct. Or it was offending to anybody. It is all from my weakness, my neffs the impact of shaitan on me, I seek refuge in Allah that Allah will remind you of him and I forget him myself. Desert Malawi run

Thank you.

We wish we can have more time with you perhaps another session inshallah.

inshallah.

I will add our session with a speech para today

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not allow workers to know why they come. Thank you, everyone.