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I'm so glad I'm here. Really it was really challenging to drive. You couldn't see

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and I love the house was absolutely if I was injured

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reminds you home

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and it reminds you how Allah pantalla changed things in a minute in a minute in a fraction of a second.

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So hello and hello so natural cinema Rasulullah Ali he was a woman Juana Molina myinfo now and find Avi Marlon Pena, in the Kazumi arm would you would do more money how to become an Angular I am albenda Shaolin I've seen letters

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from vanilla to superluminova the data will have been an amulet on my neck and will have obese rocky solder us and me on the family signing of our holy, I mean, what we're going to cover today you all have with a handler Blimey, it's the supplication that our swatting sort of certain used for Stefan to ask forgiveness to ask Allah to forgive us teach us how to ask them what to forgive us and I'm going to spend most of the time on the last one which is the master office default say you didn't stay for the last one you have and there's books actually written about this

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and I'm going to share with you one of the books I was reading so the Hadith it's actually this this narration is in a hurry

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and it's the Sahaba his shadow house and he said our surah is I'm sorry

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the last one there season if you follow your page you have 123 The last one is the master so you do step four before the master of stuff which you all know I'm sure nanny assist you if you don't know exactly the wording but she and you know the the mean is we're coming to that so that the Hadith Let's start with the Hadith then we're gonna go and remind ourselves inshallah you all know but doesn't hurt to repeat what is the virtue of of asking Allah for forgiveness? And then we're going to come to the best way to say it so this is basically how it is. So the Hadith is start with a hadith it's an said that we assign Libya hisako salaam and no Paul. So you do ecfr and your hula

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lab, Allahu Allah and Toby

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holla attorney one, one Allah Heidecker, what are the common stockpot also we can be sharing us or not abou la comunidad Latika Ali will be thembi for fear really, for inna Hola, yo, LA and I want you to write the next level I'm gonna say right now because that's the addition. That's not where you are. That's what our Swati Sato Salaam said about this da you don't have it in your paper, your Olivia hisako center. So let me translate the art first and then I will add you to this. So allow

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loved and yaku Allahu Allah and Toby Allah here, my lord. That's one now you

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know God, to be worshipped except you. Hello pertanyaan Abdul, You created me and I am your servant. Why not? Well, why? Because I must have thought I am on the covenant that I gave you. We're gonna explain this. And the promise I gave you, as I'm keeping it as much as I can, as much as I can. Although we come in Shalimar, sanaka I seek refuge in You from the evil I did what I was looking at and magically and I acknowledge all the good the blessings you gave me. What abou lucky with me or a bow with me. There's two words in God and I acknowledge my sins. Fulfilling here is the DA here is this application. That's the word Please forgive me. That's only the word Thankfully, the inner hula

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for is the no button and no one forgive the sins but you that's the DA that's a supplication. Then a roswaal a thought or some added your whole Navy at the hisako Center. Man all you have in your heart. Also ever said it during the day. Walking on behalf he means it.

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He means what he was seeing and he is in full believe that what he is asking Allah he will get more clean on behalf fermata. Mineola he died that day.

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Oh, he died before the night for a woman athlete agenda he is from the people have done.

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And woman Allah having a late whomsoever said it in the evening meaning from that one the night when the night starts, same story we're walking on with her. And you and I and we or whoever is saying this is fully believe in every word he or she is saying fermata

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died of Ebola and your swift before the morning the halogen

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antigen. So this this da has a special place has a special virtue has a special from all the awfulness therefore this is the one from all these applications of Roswell is photos related to asking Allah for forgiveness This is the one specifically he said if you saved during the day and then you die or during the night and then you don't want to Jana so you really number one you have to tell yourself what I really should do my best to say it

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forget or not now don't put number one because I want a lot of Forgive me only but put number one it could be the last thing I am going to utter and we support our largest showed us that within two seconds. Things can change that in two seconds. Right? So imagine this was the last thing I said or you said and then a car accident happened and this and I died or you died the halogen

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so how long because I don't have any there is no other opportunity for me to practice what I am telling a lie give you the promise. But the fact that I said it with fully believes that Allah will forgive me I entered January Milla. So that's the job. Now let's come first what is the virtue of his default? What is the virtue of asking a lot of forgiveness? What did he teach us on last one Tyler in the Quran number one. Why do you ask Allah for forgiveness?

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Because we sinned all the time. Absolutely. Absolutely. What else?

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to purify ourselves? What else? Think of one iron the Quran?

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We said it this morning. You're not with us this morning. But you're talking about Satan the new I gave you the hint. Okay. In surah you go to the Quran, right? And he said it and of course Allah Subhana Allah said for hold to stop for a backhoe in your corner vasara I'm telling you ask Allah for forgiveness. verbally. He is the one who forgive constantly because here it's

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always okay and then now coming. What's gonna happen? Number one, your city sama Allah comodoro He will send rain abundant. And

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your city sama Allah comodoro ymdd come the amali wa Bernina wage.

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wage Allah con and hora, he will give you children. He will give you wealth. He will make for you gardens. And the God is full of rivers. What's the next one? If you remember the I?

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Marla coolatta? Jonah, Linda Whoa, what's wrong with you? You don't know the status of a law you don't give a law his do right? You do not? You do not? I don't know what was the best word to say it's you do not give a law his do right you do not feel what Allah is capable of. You do not glorify Allah the way he should. So one of the virtues of his default and not one is anything you want. And we don't do this. You we don't do this. And the second line in your actually the first draw in your paper tells you

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who said that you

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can you can show me your body. So you'd know your nose, where was he?

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And then middle of your nose and the bottom of the stomach of the whale meaning he was in.

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In darknesses. He was in need. He was in a huge problem. He didn't say your luggage to me out.

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He didn't say your law. Please open let me make the whale throw me out. What did he say? He asked Allah for forgiveness. Did you get to the point so asking Allah for forgiveness is one of the things we need to learn is not only that, I want Allah subhanaw taala to forgive me which for sure I need that. But when I need other things, other things I need ask Allah for forgiveness. For example, always when we are shortage of rain that I that I just shared with you. It's very common. When they're out the first thing they said was to stuff come in now Canada follow. ask Allah for forgiveness. One of the reasons is this also the scholars teaches us is

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sometimes we have shortage of or we go through difficult times whether in wealth, whether in health, whether in children, whether in dunya, as a result of

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sins.

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As a result of since for the first thing you do is you go to the origin. Why don't say why I lost money? I was like, What did I do? Yala? This happened and that's why you don't say Allah give me money say Allah, Allah.

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Did you see the point so one of the virtues of St. Paul is forgiveness of sins for sure but also make the life easier. And one of the hadith of roswaal is Auto Center he's a robot in the after the hereafter placing Jana

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a place in general Valley in general for that person who he or she will find in their book plenty of stuff of all volume and Roger that he saw that he has here Amina Lister boba place in general for that person who finds in his book meaning there when it's going to be open. Now I don't remember what I said yesterday, let alone last week like last year. But when we talk when I'm going to go with a loss handler and and my book will be open I'm going to be extremely happy when I see a lot of stuff

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and that's why we learn by the grace of Allah there is so many ways we ask Allah for forgiveness there is simple as as simple as everybody knows it. I stopped

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as simple as this you don't have to know any extra words now you're gonna get into quantum Nirvana so basically I say you're lucky this will give me Oh Allah No, no God, but you I have been around. What else? This one?

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stuff for a while.

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I see confusion a lot. No, God, watch him the everlasting then the one who never sweeps. I asked a stuffer I asked her if you'd and I returned to Allah. So the first thing you always have to remind yourself that I need to be addict and I'm going to use this word.

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adept

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hallucinate,

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hallucinate, you know, keep saying it, Don't say I didn't do much. It doesn't matter. Don't you want more? Don't you want more, more engineer more in this life, and you want more in the hereafter. Simple. And it's very simple, free, doesn't need handler doesn't need anything, because you don't need anything to sell your stuff at all. Even if you don't have a tank, you have a heart, you can say in your heart. So Keith, this is the first thing we're going to learn in short, but today is that we are going to do ask Allah subhanaw taala to teach us and to remind us to say a stuff that a lot or any of the viewers have respect for. The beauty of the phones and all the new technology we

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have is it sends you reminders. In the reminder, send yourself a reminder saying stuff. One of the beautiful things I learned there is in the waiting room in the physician's offices, what do they put? It's amazing. You only have seen it to there. And they say fill the time of waiting with asking Allah for forgiveness. Imola, walk them into horrible mistake. You know, we always had a lot It was beautiful. I loved it fill the time of waiting by asking Allah for forgiveness. So number one, ask Allah Subhana Allah to remind you, because this is one of the tricks of shaitaan he makes me and you forget it.

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And a man came to all hustle and bustle and this exactly, they know this very well. And he said the following. And he said, I live in a place we have no rain, Ash lake and we have been dropped. What did he say? stuffer Allah. Another man came to him and he says, I have lost on my wealth. I became very poor. He said, stuffer Allah. The other one, he says my garden, not bringing any fruits. He said, a stuffy Rama and other person came to me says I don't have children. A state federal law. We need to change when we use a sub federal law. Not is when I am upset. Not is only when I have done something major. Not only when I am in Makkah, it should be always always a stuffed animal. And then

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the more or less pantalla will teach us the formula but it starts with a simple one. Let's talk for a little while to add to it what to believe it's even better but the stuffer was in so that's the first thing in the value officer for another hand. Lord Lord reminded me. Aha and I love this I Allah said the following his Allah here is putting

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statement for you and me, and he said the following. We're in need of Seymour, the author of our limit tab.

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Whammy lasallian to matter the other

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explained. Allah says the following What do you mean? I? him Subhana love far here he is making it a point clear. He's stressing on love versa, I am always a I'm always in a state of forgiving people, but who that's where he now he's telling us Lehman to that person he or she four things. Lehman Tauber

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first of all turn to him. First thing is turn to him what ever you or I or we have done or didn't do, we think we are absolutely fine, which we are not. But in case we think Tauber turned to him demon tab. Second armineh believe real believe, not believed by the tongue. We're in Mila file, I am always in a state of forgiving that person who always turned to me. And he believes in me, so to tab. And that's not enough. Why mula saleha. do good deeds is not only words, it's action, and number four, to master and stayed on that path didn't change, you know, I come to their doors, and I'm fine. And tomorrow, I'm invited somewhere and then I'm completely different. It doesn't work

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this way. Ladies, it has to be at least struggling. Maybe I am not here to there. And no, none of us will be where we should be. Or we want to be. But at least I am struggling for a needle. So think and remember the virtue of asking Allah for forgiveness, because I think it's something we don't get to do, right? And we always think when someone says I suffered a loss, or what did she do?

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acquire, she's asking a lot for forgiveness versus it is, should be one of my basic, or the baseline necessity. So put this number one. Number two, let's come to the door itself. And I want to this actually teaches us a lot of the principles of draw, even if you don't know that you are itself like if you are alone, and you really don't know you have not memorized or it's very hard for you to memorize, which is very common, especially for those of us who doesn't speak Arabic, learn the basics, use your language. Did you get my point? There is basics in this da and any of the scholars thyroid, who commented on this hobby they agreed on this, including amount even harder, long time

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ago when he wrote his book about the commentary of alcohol. He said here it is 1234 then you ask Allah for forgiveness. Number one is look at what is that says Allah, Allah Allah. Allah is what? I'm not gonna call anybody else. It's only him.

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Or Allah, Allah, Allah always the word Allah when you read it, or when you translate all Allah, that means I'm asking something.

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I am asking something. So you say Allah, which is very easy for almost all of us. You don't remember this word? I am asking. But who?

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Him? So the first thing Oh Allah I'm asking along, then you can account and put facts, acknowledge the following along, enter. Or be

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You are my Lord. What does this word mean? This is what we need to acknowledge. What does it mean when I say Allah is my Lord, and I depend on? I depend on him.

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I'm sorry.

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Allah subhanaw taala owns us. Allah Subhana. Allah created us, that's even more the best way of remembering Allah. Remember His names and attributes. So number one, and then I'm gonna say haluk, then I'm gonna say you created so in therapy, meaning you brought me here, you facilitate everything for me, literally, that I don't remember this. When you drive on the streets. These streets were made by Allah so you and me can travel easily Sahaja comarcal or the German army, and he facilitate everything in this earth. For you. For me, so Pamela and who I am, you are. Who are we? And who is he? But he made it for us. So when you say entropy, meaning you are the one who created me, you gave

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me you facilitate, you shave to me. You made me live, you gave me food, you gave me sustenance, you made me beautiful, wherever you think you are. You have to day and night acknowledge it is not me. It is not you. It is him. I did not do it. He did it. This is what we need to remind ourselves. We think we know

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But when we speak and when we act and act we act differently. The more I say I then I have a problem with entropy

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The more I say I did or you did if it wasn't for you I wouldn't have been where I am that I have a problem with Antara

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I am not giving him do right that you are my Lord and therapy that's called Tokido movie that he is the one who created me and they teach you this when you study Arcadia, Allahu Allah the older than

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he is the one who created us, Argentina. He put us here number one. What I'm not done what I've done and he prepared us to live here. spalla didn't he prepared you and me to live in this earth? Everything made us see. Right made us smell made us able to swallow made us understand made us no danger from safety. All this? And what am I gonna in he kept giving me this to us. It's not only once. It's not only one breakfast I have in all my life. Every morning, who gives me the breakfast? Every morning. Every night when I go to bed who brought this bed for me? We don't we think we bought it.

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We didn't buy it. Allah made me buy it. Did you see the points of the first thing you that you are, and this is what you have to tell in everything you are asking him. If it wasn't for you, I will not be here. If you're not gonna make it happen. It's not going to happen. You know, when someone tells you it's impossible, this is not going to happen. You turn to him and says nothing is impossible for you. That's entropy. That's the first thing La Ilaha Illa. And another fact you're going to acknowledge no God, but you What does this mean? We all say this, how many times a day, how many times a day, we saved. But what does La Ilaha Illa means I don't see anything functioning,

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operating, benefiting, harming except him.

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except him. Neither my child nor nor my spouse, nor my friend, nor my neighbor, nor my boss nor me. Nothing.

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This this is actually as Muslims, where we need to work on ourselves a lot. I need to remind myself law, the law, not only by my mouth, but what does this really mean? The more I remember, Allah is my Lord, the more humble I am. This is the first sign that you are really acknowledging Allah is with the Lord is when you are or I am or we are humbled. I don't say I did it. I know. I know.

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How can I say I know And Allah is that it?

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That was the one who knows. How can I say I did it.

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For our Lima elite is the one who do what he does what he wants, what He wills, and thirlby This is the first thing you say, Allahu Allah, you are my Lord, La Ilaha. And so this is the second thing in your dua, whether you memorize or you're asking ALLAH, always remember this, it's only you. No one will give me what I want. No one will lift this problem. That's that's the heartland in the in the common language. When you say you are the one who's going to make me patient, you are the one who's going to make me successful. You are the one who's going to make me through this difficulty. That means that

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you're the one who's going to cure me. That means only you, not the physician, not the medicine, you're going to make the physician do or

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say what is right, you're going to make the tablet that I'm swallowing works. La Ilaha Illa. And this is true so that now I hope you aren't you're with me is one, this is the Adam of da This is the etiquettes of da you turn to Allah and keep begging knocking on that door till the door opens. The first way to open the door is by reminding yourself because Allah knows who's he but remind myself who I am asking

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Halekulani. You created me. Once I say Allah created me, the way I look at myself is very different.

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I don't see myself something. That's why to see you dualistic far this draw is the master of forgiveness of asking of the way to ask for forgiveness. That's why he said Whoever said it before he died will go to Jana. So you really have to look and say what is so special here, meanings that I need to use in every time. I acknowledge Allah is the Lord acknowledge Allah The one who gives acknowledged or was the one who takes only Hello cottony now comes to you. So three

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In the beginning, you're talking to Allah. One abduch. I am your slave, some people or some, sometimes it's translated as servant. What does a slave?

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What is a slave me?

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Say that again,

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completely dependent on the Lord. Does the app does the slave has will

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think of a slave a human being a slave, does the slave has a will? Does the slave can say no, even if he is not convinced,

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right? Even if he doesn't think his master, Allah is Exalted, is asking him to do the right thing, but he does it. And what's the what's the slave? usually say? Yes, Master. One abduch. I am acknowledging to Allah, I am your state, even if I am really not there yet, which most of us are not there. But at least I say Allah will lie on trying, and this is one of the words in this door. I am trying to be your slave. I know I am. But I'm not a good slave. You don't want your child tells you Mom, I love you. You know, but I'm not a good son. But I love you. And this really moves you because that means he really loves you. So this is what you're telling a lot. I am your slave. But I'm not a

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good one. But I am. I'm not. I'm not rejecting this fact. Well, I'm not denying the fact but I'm not there. Why not? Look, the average is the more and this is things. Yang sha Allah Allah Teach me first before he teaches your as he teaches and the more I know who's Allah the birth of slave via

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that's how it is. So the more you glorify Allah, the more humble you will be. The more you know Allah is knowledgeable, that you're going to say I don't know anything. The more you see what's the majesty of a line with the capability of Allah? He said I can do nothing.

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So did you see the point that's why the first thing is you elevate Allah subhanaw taala then the state comes very easy to follow along and at one abduch Now comes the next thing. So far no da you didn't ask Allah what you want. What an Allah deca well what are the current mustapa and I am on the covenant I gave you and on the promise I made to you.

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What is the promise we make to Allah? This is in the Quran.

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We made a promise from Allah created us first not now created the humanity that we allow us to be or become orlu Bella, it's all sorted out. We gave promise to Allah. We bear witness to Allah, that he is our Lord Rob,

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is to be Ramu he asked us to be robbing Am I not your Lord? And we said, Yes. That's the covenant that we gave it to Allah. We better keep our

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word. We better keep our word LS to be

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well what was the promise I gave you? That I will over you?

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Literally sometimes you know what we have to ask Allah as simple as the following. Help me to obey you.

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Because even the obedience is not easy. It's very difficult. You will I need Allah to help me to obey. I need a lot to make obedience easier. I need a lot to make me love obedience y'all don't be me. It lets you make me love for example Salah in the middle of the night like he makes me I wouldn't like I love your hammock. Like I love on your love or we all love for example children

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which is natural I don't struggle that it's comes there right anyone you talk about the children they face usually what?

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Smile you know, the face usually has a lot of light on it. Especially if they love that child or the way you're talking about the child that's natural. You do not pretend right you don't struggle I need I want my bag Allah to make me love his obedience the same way natural I'm not struggling I want to be the real slave that I the promise I gave a lot one llahi This is what you say now now all of us I'm sure you're a bit Ramadan is coming less than two months it's probably two months. Today is what the six two months and 10 days by your law number one make me live to see aeromobil

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don't take it for granted. Don't take it for granted. This is the first thing you have to ask Allah is the Allah make me lifted. I see it. And then you're going to see your own big one, this trauma bond to be the best. That's a promise. Help me.

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Help me to do this one, Allah Heidecker. So I'm trying I want the first

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thing in the promise that you want? Do I really want to obey a law? Do I really want the obedience of a law to be my priority? Or is when I have time, or when things are okay or when I need him?

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Why not? Why? Because now comes the beautiful line that makes you and all of us.

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I wouldn't say smile, but it will make our life easy mustapa as much as I can.

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What's muster part means as much as I can means

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means I am weak. I am human being, I am not perfect. Whatever I do, there is others who can do better.

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And even if it is the best I am doing, and this is the beautiful one, which is not defeating Allah pantalla

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he deserved even more must apart as much as I can. Now must apart as much as I can. You are and I am the only one who really you know how much you can? How much you can Yeah, for example, May Allah forgive us. And I always remember this when you have a plane at 6am in the morning. And you have to be in the airport at 4am in the morning. What time you're out of bed.

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Three, do you need alarms?

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I can't sleep. May Allah reward you. Right? A lot of us can sleep. People say I'll call you make sure you put your arm says Don't worry.

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If I have a plane, if I'm traveling, I'm very anxious. Right? What is that?

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What is that priorities? priorities right? And don't answer me. Just think of it. Look at us about family time.

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So mustapa meaning if I wake up at five, but if I had a plane at 4am other two that means I can get up at two. Maybe not every day but at least once a week. Once a week. I know people they go to work at 434 30 or in in the working place what time they are up.

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So must apart so always and this is something you don't push the others push yourself first I push myself first. I always say I can do better. We always thought this to our children I can do better, must have thought and most of us also means again whatever I do a law is not enough. This is not enough for His Majesty. But he is a who

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is all forgiving and every good deed timesten but in general mustapa makes me feel that I am a human being like Allah Subhana Allah said put the hola mustapa to

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have or from Allah have a be Allah conscious as much as you can. And as much as you can means work. I'm gonna try my best but maybe the best is not the best. That's what I can do. But I tried one I

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must have thought still there is no duality that you didn't ask Allah yet. Look at the next one. All will be coming Shari masala

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I seek refuge in You from the evil I did. What does that mean?

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I seek refuge in You from the evil I did. What are you acknowledging number one?

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Number one have done evil. evil shall be masana Abul aka I acknowledge doesn't Allah No.

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doesn't know anything is not is hidden for Allah. Allah knows a several Allah knows what is hidden. And what is not even a secret yet what's going to be a secret Allah knows but why I'm saying this

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this is what I try I'm trying to make you think is that when you make a duel don't say to yourself I don't memorize or know how to ask Allah know them know the concepts know the concept yeah a lot as simple as this your Allah have done so many bad things.

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And I am in front of you now you know what all and I am acknowledging the ones I remember and the ones that I don't remember. And at the same time, the next one was a Bula korbinian medically, and I acknowledge your blessings. I think we feel he had more than the first one. The near me the blessings of Allah or Intel Jr. Matala. So, if you start counting the blessings of Allah have you have you tried that? Where do you stop? At one point he said, I'm done. That's beyond me. If I just sometimes I say just focus on yourself. Just look at yourself in the mirror and start counting the blessings. Right here. You don't think as a here is a blessing as somebody who lost their hair.

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But you don't think you look pretty? Ask somebody who's, who think you are so beautiful. Right? You exactly, there are not only I see the shape, the color, the eyebrow that I can blink, because if you don't blink, it's a problem. I can smell.

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I can open my mouth, the tongue moves, I can swallow. See, normally I get there and I was like, when in doubt, do not matter. Once you start counting, you will not be able to count or Bula kabini. And magically, the first thing you're telling Allah, Everything I have is from you. every blessing children from you. Beauty from you, my wealth from you. My knowledge is from you. My house is from every year. I don't say I I was lucky winner lucky. I acknowledge fully I'm standing in front of you that Everything I have is from you. What are all lucky bamboo. And I acknowledge my sins here.

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Since one of the best neoma I don't know if you know this or not the biggest one of the biggest nirma a lock and give you that he reminds you of your sins

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reminds you of your sins. Because the more you will remember your sins, what's gonna happen.

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You're gonna ask Allah for forgiveness. And the more you forget the sins, you think you're fine if Allah subhanaw taala now, as of this moment, remind us all of the numbers of the Salah that we didn't do properly, I'm not gonna say missed.

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What's going to happen to us?

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To the award, we look at the thembi I acknowledge and Allah even reminds me more, more. I'm not gonna get despair On the contrary, because the more I remember my sins, the more I'm gonna ask Allah for, for for forgiveness. So so far there is no yoga yet. It's all about me. And my really, I will say it's about suffering. It's about Allah, about me, and the relationship of me with Allah. so far. He's my Lord. He's the one who created me he's the one who made me on his sleeve. I've nothing he made me and I acknowledge I have everything from him. And I have done so many things.

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After I said all this now comes one word that do our phones fiddly.

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Please forgive me.

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That teaches you what we don't have to write journals.

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It's a one word. Forgive me. If I and you are sincere, if I knew that's why Who said this? morphine MD. You really acknowledge every word you said. We'll get to. Why is that? Because the sins are gone.

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You are acknowledging who is Allah acknowledging Who are you acknowledging the sins I have done? Follow Firstly, and then it's not enough I'm going to again acknowledge one more thing now y'all know but

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it doesn't matter whoever says I forgive you for love didn't forgive me I'm done.

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If Allah didn't forgive me I am done.

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So that's why I keep asking Allah Subhana Allah to forgive me fall for that you know hola yo fairies rule but no one will forgive distance except you easy or hard?

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How many of us do this draw daily? It's one of the draws pseudonym a snore of the morning and the evening it's called I hope everyone in this room has the pages the pages at 100 and the pages and if you don't have it, let us know we'll give it to you. The morning and the evening. It's called it's on the internet you can print it easily. This is one of them

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in the morning and in the evening, how many of you don't know this draw

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123456 Alhamdulillah that's an earmark

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what is

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what is this number as we speak? He taught me He taught me I didn't know you didn't know it. I was just thinking what I should do and I was like you know what? Let's do something about step four. Ramadan is coming let's train ourselves to because sometimes we don't even know what to say. They literally no no, I was like, you know, okay, a lot of my children, okay, give me Make me healthy.

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And then you look at the person next to you is keeping what they are saying. So the first thing we can learn, one of the things we want is teacher so da n is to follow

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Keep saying I keep saying Finola for renewal but Illa and no one ever, ever will forgive my sins except a loss on time. How do you know Allah Subhana Allah forgive your sins, what you want?

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How do you know Allah Subhana Allah forgive you,

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he keeps you

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as as you are asking that you are,

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as you are asking,

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definitely you have this you have pain that a lot promised. If you are feeling every word, you are saying, you know, sometimes we say things in our brain somewhere else. We're not there. Right? This is how, you know how about La Jolla to when Allah subhanho wa Taala sees me if I am in tears, and I memorize this heavy but I can't say it because I'm overwhelmed with feelings, smile,

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you're done. The da da is granted. What you are asking, Allah has given that's not my words. So what I need to focus in my da number one is how do I bring my heart? How do I bring my heart to focus on what I am saying? Because he said no thing and be I really have to remember

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for me again absolutely, that you have certainty fully believe that Allah Subhana Allah will forgive you

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the what I need to work on specially not specially when I am not in need, because when I am in need we normally very good and do very good enjoy when we are in need and look at yourself when your child is sick. Right? What is the dwell? What is that? You are? I was like getting it right? And look yourself when there is nothing.

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Everything is good. Right? After Sala moved,

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versus if my son had a fever, fever, right? Or tomorrow He's going for an interview in a college or I am going for an interview for a job look at the job. So the main thing in the duel is you bring your heart and try to focus on the words. That's why we're trying to explain it. And the more you talk to Allah pantalla The more you glorify Allah, think of things that reminds you of Allah as simple as a beautiful bird. As simple as this storm we were driving in things reminds you of the majesty of Allah the water, you think of the majesty, your heart is going to be coming in. even say the names of Allah.

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Before you start your job, say the names whatever names you have, you memorize see it, the more you focus on dedra itself, the more or less pantalla will give you what you are asking how many of you and I'm sure all everyone in this room that you were asking Allah something sincerely, and he gave it to you before even finished before you finished, but you were there. You know what I'm talking about. You could be alone in your room. It's not like you're in Macau or in hajj. You're there. But you were there with Allah. You said it sincerely. You have it. This is one of the see you don't see. It's the master. It's the like the president of asking Allah for forgiveness. And if Allah forgive

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me again, number one, Indonesia what is going to happen to

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everything? Everything. Major Allah Exactly. That's a beautiful, summarize the ayah with one word, whether or not he's going to give you things abundant, abundant as much as you can keep our Swanee sought to sandwich I'm sure all of you knew that. The Sahaba said this. This is a novolog nama. He said we used to count we used to count porta roswaal he thought was one gathering, one gathering 70 to 100 times of stuff at

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one gathering.

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Whatever Swati thought was now asking Allah forgiveness. If I was really sought to some set 100 times you and me

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the idea is what? It's a practice. It's a habit. It's a habit, even if it starts become unconsciously Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah because it is it's there. And the more you do it unconscious when you come conscious and you leave

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Hi

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are you

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all right?

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Another beautiful Have you

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seen it's a lot of saying the words but it is the meaning is from Allah subhanaw taala but the word is by was funny so to say Allah said the following. You have an Adam son of Adam, in a commodity attorney or a jotun as long as you are asking me imploring me

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refer to luck. I will forgive you. Allah McAfee, what ever there is whatever you are doing well Valley and I don't care if

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you have an Adam, son of Adam, you or me. novella DeLuca and Anna sama. If your sins were filling the space from the earth to the highest place of the sky to muster fourth and then you came and asked for my vote of forgiveness. For Turlock, without Valley I will forgive you. And I don't kill Nibbana Adam, son of Adam, if you came to me, to Allah subhanho wa Taala we are horrible or the higher you are filled with sins or you are carrying sins enough to fill all the space of the earth.

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All this earth full of sins, from Molokai Tawny then you come to me, lad to Shrek. Misha, you do not associate or you don't worship anyone but me. Like I say to Kobe, Robbie, hello, Phil. I'll bring equal to the number of your sins.

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Forgiveness, I'll bring forgiveness equal to what kind of levy that low. Only thing he wants from me in you is we do not

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Worship anyone but him externally and internally,

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externally.

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We all want him. That's why his grace, it's internally is the problem is internally what I still see others equal to Allah, sometimes and May Allah forgive us all, before Allah, I see people, a lot of us the biggest problem he sees are human beings. Human beings are a lot of us are more afraid of people than of Allah subhanaw taala I don't do things because what people will say, is not what Allah will say. I do things because people like it. Even if Allah doesn't like it, I don't give because people what will they say about you? I give because people like that. Meaning in this in all my life, what I need to bring back is before I do for before I don't, before I do something or

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before I don't do something, the question should always come up.

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What is Allah saying about it?

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What is the law saying about why under the law, if you practice this and you're going to say I don't know, I don't have knowledge. I've no idea. You don't need to have a lot of knowledge these things. These are here. Your turn for law and says, if this thing is pleasing to you, let me do it, see what's going on.

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Truly, sincerely. And if this thing you don't like it, don't let me do it. As simple as this. And you sincerely mean it, see what Allah will give you. We need to bring a las pantalla back to our life all the time. At the level what He is worthy or is not only when I need him. As unfortunately majority of us are lost pantalla is there when I need him and when I don't need him which I think I don't need him. I need him all the time. To live good. I need him and to lift problems. I need him to go to Geneva I need him to have a good death I need every part in every step. I'm the last hotel. So always remember this memorize this. memorize this. If you put this paper in front of you from now

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till the end of March.

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Make a copy, put it in your car, put it in your kitchen, put it in your bedroom before we go to bed and if you do morning and evening it's one of the easiest one to remember because the wording is very easy for even the non Arab along with the

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Holocaust and one abduct when Allah wa mustapa abou letter B and

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I will be coming sorry masala abou Lavinia Mati Kali abou with me that part is you need to live a bit practice more say it in your words till you get the word

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Oh Buddhism be fairly reasonable and and then you say this in the morning and in the before night comes in fully believe certainly no doubt Allah who Forgive me done if you die Don't forget to pray for me as you're dying and if the same thing in the night my last point I'll accept foremost my last point Allah teachers were last Hannah hoysala for give us all our sins The one we know the one we don't know the one he knows and we don't know and the one even we haven't done yet at net loss pantalla prevent us from doing it. And my last pantalla makers of those who learn and practice because of those who SME owner qualified to be honest and the one or those who listen and then

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follow the best of it. I mean, just have more panic a lot more behind the shadow. stuff we will cover today. So Allah Allah says, Allah, Allah Allah.

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I'm sure there's

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anyone come late and