Omar Suleiman – Why Me #18 How Do I Find Love In Loneliness

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The importance of having a companion, family, community, and absence to achieve happiness is emphasized, along with the need to share daily prayers and meal together to build community and belonging. The signs of Islam's marriage policy include a desire for a spouse to find comfort from loneliness, a bond between the spouse and their partner, and a love for a person they have met a few months ago. Loneliness can be reached through physical loneliness, a desire for a spouse to find comfort from loneliness, or a desire to find a better life. It is also important to find a partner and not wanting to be left alone.

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			In a world full of people,
		
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			how come you're the only one without a
		
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			companion?
		
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			Is happiness not your lot in life?
		
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			You've been created to want a companion,
		
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			a family,
		
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			a community,
		
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			and the absence of them leads to a
		
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			deep dissatisfaction with life.
		
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			If you're in a stage of your life
		
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			now where it's in your Qadr to be
		
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			alone,
		
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			how can you come to terms with that?
		
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			How do you deal with loneliness and the
		
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			fears that come with it?
		
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			Oh, Abu Dharr, you will live alone, die
		
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			alone, and be raised up alone on the
		
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			day of judgment.
		
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			Some people were not meant to be surrounded
		
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			by others, but most of us were. In
		
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			fact, one of the roots of the word
		
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			insaan in Arabic is once, which is a
		
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			word used to describe the comfort that comes
		
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			with special human connection.
		
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			So human beings seek comfort through connecting with
		
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			others, and Allah created us to be within
		
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			families,
		
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			extended families,
		
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			neighborhoods and communities.
		
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			That's why the sunnah has created all types
		
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			of spaces of community and belonging.
		
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			The 5 daily prayers at the masjid, the
		
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			tarawih prayers at night in Ramadan,
		
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			sharing meals and feeding people together.
		
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			And even when traveling, the prophet Sallallahu Alaihi
		
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			Wasallam advised to always have a companion. In
		
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			some narrations, he even forbids spending the night
		
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			alone or traveling by yourself if you have
		
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			the choice not to. Anyabitarajuluwahda
		
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			awwusafirawahda
		
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			Why? The Prophet SallAllahu Alaihi Wasallam said that
		
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			Shaytan is like a wolf that always attacks
		
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			the lone sheep. Faalaykum biljamaa'a
		
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			wal a'ama. So stay close to the community
		
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			and do not isolate yourself.
		
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			That's actually partly why it's an act of
		
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			worship to have a walima after a wedding
		
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			and a aqiqah after a newborn.
		
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			The prophet SallAllahu Alaihi Wasallam prays circles of
		
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			knowledge and remembrance as gardens of paradise that
		
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			the angels roam around the streets every night
		
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			looking for.
		
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			Allah created nearly everything in Paris. Wamin kulli
		
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			shayin khalaqana zawjainila'Allakum
		
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			tadakkaroon
		
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			And of all things we created pairs so
		
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			that perhaps you will remember.
		
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			Musa Alayhi Salaam asked for Allah to give
		
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			him in his brother a prophet ushdudbihi
		
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			azri wa ashrikhu fee amri. Strengthen me through
		
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			him and let him share with me in
		
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			my burden. Some of the scholars said that
		
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			no one has ever done a greater favor
		
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			for someone else like Musa. Through his du'a,
		
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			his brother was made a prophet.
		
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			And of course, human beings crave for a
		
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			spouse to find comfort from loneliness.
		
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			Wamin aayatiha ankhalaqalakummin
		
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			anfusikumazwaja
		
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			litaskuno
		
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			ilayha.
		
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			From his signs is that he created for
		
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			you spouses from yourselves
		
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			so that you can dwell with them in
		
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			tranquility.
		
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			The prophet SallAllahu Alaihi Wasallam encouraged marriage so
		
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			strongly that he said, alnikahu min sunati. Marriage
		
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			is from my sunnah and whoever turns away
		
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			from my sunnah is not from me.
		
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			And it's a bond that fosters love and
		
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			mercy. Waja'ala bayna kumawaddatinwarahma
		
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			Imam al Razi Rahimullah comments on this by
		
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			saying that one of the signs of Allah
		
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			in marriage is that a person can have
		
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			even more love for a person that they
		
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			just met a few months ago than the
		
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			family they've known their entire lives.
		
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			And the best unions are the ones that
		
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			bring families together.
		
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			The people that loved you before,
		
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			and the people that you are to love
		
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			now, whereby you give everyone their rights and
		
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			grow the circle of mercy and tranquility.
		
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			And before you know it, you may have
		
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			a new life ahead of you and a
		
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			partner to share it with you.
		
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			Your destinies are now forever tied with each
		
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			other.
		
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			In Jannah, no one is single.
		
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			And if 2 people make it to Jannah
		
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			together,
		
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			they have each other there too.
		
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			So you might actually be marrying a piece
		
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			of your Jannah here.
		
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			And just as your life was filled with
		
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			beautiful moments in this world,
		
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			Allah will make your spouse the most beautiful
		
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			part of your Jannah if you do the
		
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			righteous deeds that earn his pleasure together.
		
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			But what if loneliness is your decree here?
		
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			And beyond marriage,
		
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			why would that even be the case at
		
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			different points of your life?
		
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			The scholars mentioned various types of loneliness.
		
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			When you're without a companion or a friend
		
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			or a family member, it is difficult but
		
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			it could be to unlock the gifts of
		
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			khalwa, seclusion, and learning to ponder upon the
		
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			signs of Allah without the distraction of people.
		
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			Then there's the loneliness of estrangement
		
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			and that's the hardest type.
		
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			When people leave you because of who you
		
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			are
		
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			or who you are naturally causes you to
		
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			drift away from people.
		
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			You can have loneliness decreed upon you because
		
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			you have such bad character and no one
		
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			wants to be around you.
		
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			And the prophet sallallahu alaihi wasallam said that
		
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			the worst person is the one that people
		
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			abandon
		
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			because they don't want to deal with their
		
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			foul mouths. So Allah could be prescribing you
		
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			loneliness in that form so that you can
		
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			finally work on your temper or bad character,
		
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			so that you don't alienate the people you
		
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			love anymore.
		
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			And the same thing is true for sin
		
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			and lowliness.
		
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			Some people around you might want to break
		
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			bad habits that cause them failure in this
		
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			life or the next.
		
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			And you get left behind stuck in them
		
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			with Allah giving you a warning to get
		
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			your priorities right, then the right type of
		
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			people will be put back into your life.
		
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			But SubhanAllah,
		
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			sometimes it's not your sins that push you
		
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			away from people. Sometimes it's actually your good
		
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			deeds and the new higher standards that set
		
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			you apart.
		
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			And that's the praiseworthy estrangement known as gurbah.
		
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			Because when we grow in our faith and
		
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			abandon old lifestyles,
		
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			we can lose old friends and some family
		
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			members can even become distant.
		
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			So as Ibn Al Qayim Rahimahullah explains, it's
		
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			not that loneliness is in and of itself
		
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			a spiritual station,
		
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			but when a person rises in rank, their
		
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			loneliness can be a decreed consequence from Allah
		
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			Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. As he says, ala'arifu
		
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			anisabillah
		
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			aohheshahumin
		
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			ghayri. The knower of Allah finds closeness to
		
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			him, which causes him distance from other than
		
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			him.
		
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			So both the good deed and the bad
		
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			deed can lead to a decree of being
		
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			alienated from other people.
		
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			But whether it's through what Allah has decreed
		
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			through physical loneliness,
		
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			estrangement, waiting to find your spouse, or not
		
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			having your friends and family with you anymore,
		
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			finding Allah as a result is the greatest
		
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			Badr you can have, whether people are around
		
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			or not. Allah Subh'anaHu Wa Ta A'la says
		
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			in a hadith Qudsi, ana'indha waniabdi
		
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			bi wa ana ma'ahu idathakarani
		
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			I am what my servant thinks of me
		
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			and I am with him when he remembers
		
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			me. Faindhakaranifinafsihee
		
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			the kartuhu fee nafsiwaindhakaranifi
		
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			mala indhakartuhu
		
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			fee mala inkhayraminhu
		
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			If he remembers me in himself, I will
		
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			remember him in myself.
		
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			And if he remembers me in a gathering,
		
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			I make mention of him in a greater
		
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			gathering than his.
		
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			When Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala decrees a loss
		
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			of rizq in possessions and you are patient,
		
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			he gives you with a greater possession in
		
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			paradise.
		
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			But when Allah decrees for you loneliness and
		
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			a loss of people, and you are patient,
		
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			he gives you something far better than that.
		
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			He gives you himself.
		
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			Mata Oh hashakam in khalkihi
		
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			faalam annahuyuridu
		
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			anyafta halaka baabal unsibihi.
		
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			When he alienates you from his creatures,
		
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			then know that he wants to open for
		
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			you the door of intimacy
		
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			with him.
		
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			Accepting that someone you wanted to be with
		
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			before has been chosen for someone else can
		
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			be the path to tasting the sweetness of
		
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			iman.
		
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			Regret over something bad you did to someone
		
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			else
		
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			could be the key to treating everyone else
		
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			Allah puts in your path with Ihsa.
		
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			But we sometimes neglect the people that have
		
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			always been there for us in our lives
		
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			while seeking new people.
		
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			Contentment is to look at your current sustenance
		
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			as a lot while not despairing over what
		
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			you don't have.
		
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			When it comes to relationships,
		
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			it's also to look at who you currently
		
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			have,
		
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			but might not have been paying attention to,
		
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			all while enjoying the new companions Allah may
		
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			have gifted you with.
		
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			But in that excitement of finding someone else,
		
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			You may end up having to say goodbye
		
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			to those who never forgot you,
		
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			and who eagerly used to wait for you
		
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			to remember them,
		
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			even with a simple call.