Ammar Alshukry – Poetry – Until I See You

			missionary Meena
		

			Salaam Alaikum.
		

			My team right there,
		

			Zack.
		

			Okay, so this film that I'm going to share is my it's my baby.
		

			It was inspired by a couple of Howdy folks over the last little aleida send them. The first is
		

			an a moment that he had with eyeshadow, viola Han Han, she said that she caught also lost a limb in
a good mood.
		

			So she asked him to make dot for her. So the messenger sallallahu sallam, he said, Oh Allah, forgive
out, it's just since forgive her hidden sins, forgive her apparent since forgive her past sins
forgive her future since. And so I shall hold the line her she became so happy with that beautiful
supplication that she giggled in her head fell onto the lap of the Prophet sallallahu send them. And
then he said, Ayesha, are you happy? And she said, How can I not be happy when you made such a
beautiful supplication for me? And then he said, By Allah, I make that draft for my own master every
salon.
		

			The prophets lie Selim in another Hadith, he says, with his companions, he said, I wish that I could
see, Bobby, my beloved.
		

			Well, so how are they said, aren't we your beloved O Messenger of Allah, he said, You are my
companions, but my Bob are a people who did not see me.
		

			But they believed in me.
		

			And so there's glad tidings in this narration that
		

			the Messenger of Allah sallallahu Sallam was longing to meet us 1400 years before we came into this
earth.
		

			And the last was a statement by David butalbital de la Han.
		

			And a discussion about which verse is considered to be the most hope inducing verse in the Quran.
Which verse in the Quran gives people the most hope.
		

			And I think it'll be a lot, he said,
		

			asked for a debate.
		

			The verse that we consider to be the most hope inducing, you know, some scholars, they said, it's in
the Ladell photo you should like me to film I do know that it can you make a shot that Eliza does
not forgive that shouldn't be done with him, and that he forgives anything that is less than that,
meaning that as long as you don't commit chittick then Eliza, Jen will forgive you, you have the
option or you have your in the in the in the fields or in the game to be forgiven. And another group
of scholars they said no, it is the verse where a lot as they just says, say oh my slaves, Allah the
analysis of why the unforeseen latoken automatic Mattila, those who have wronged themselves do not
		

			despair from the mercy of Allah, Allah forgives all sins, I lead on the line, he says, As for us
debate, the verse that we consider to be the most hope inducing in the Quran is what so if we have
taken a book up for total bar, that your Lord is going to continue to give you until till you are
pleased a promise that is given subtle, subtle loss the lightest send them, why because little
subtle loss of the lightest in them is not going to be pleased on the Day of Judgment, until the
last person of his own saves from the Hellfire enters paradise, you are not going to have a better
defendant or defense, you're not going to have a better person to argue on your behalf on the Day of
		

			Judgment, that it'll sort of lost a lightness in them. And so with all of these kinds of emotions, I
wrote this poem, it's called until I see you.
		

			You are
		

			the best person I've ever known.
		

			The best friend I've never met.
		

			your sincerity to me is blinding enough to completely canvass the world with drapes that read
respect, honor, love, protect, while creating a window for me to zoom in on the important things,
but those are the things that I forget or neglect, I will do better. Your own is fine. Not because
of me or mine or wounds that heal with time or those who would die for $1 sign but because of
promises divine. So when we feel like we're at our worst, and our sadness would cause our hearts to
burst It feels like there are times when there are angels within our lines, or hovering over squares
with chance of freedom in the air and though tyrants may step on our necks we smile for history has
		

			always been on our side. Yours is an ohmmeter that simply does not die. I am sorry for my weakness
for every time
		

			I've been ashamed of your name and asked someone to call me mo for not knowing enough about you to
defend you and they drew cartoons or accused you with the most heinous of accusations for not
getting over my distaste of reading and waiting for Hollywood to put you on the big screen.
		

			So I can know something about you. As if Steven Spielberg or Mel Gibson or Johnny Depp with somehow
be able to recreate the twinkle in your eye, or a beautiful bead of sweat as a scaffold on your
forehead, frantically fighting gravity not wanting to fall off your body, I keep thinking of seeing
you.
		

			And if you would smile at me, the thought gives me goosebumps. You told me to meet you at the pool.
So on that day, I hope and pray that I will see you through the crowd. Then the angels barricade me
as I sprint at breakneck speed, I hope you recognize it's me. I will crowd the companions to get
access to your vision, I will obey my thirst by quenching it from your hand. So until that day, I
will pray, I will stand and I will pray as if my feet are holding the earth from splitting. If I
make it, I cry if the thought of seeing you.
		

			For I know the words that I used to read from books with all too often pages will do no justice to
your voice, your scent, your face, your touch. You see my messenger of Allah has always existed
between the curves and dots of the Arabic alphabet. So Mohammed Abdullah, in 3d, and wherever other
dimensions the hereafter brings with it will be an overboard of senses. I will fall in love with
your shadow, and will tell you that his description did not do justice and saw my mother I show of
how we heard her story of how you passed away in her chin and her chest over and over and over
again. And it made us cry every single time. For we never suffered any disaster that was greater
		

			than what we suffered before our souls merged with flesh of entering an earth that was without you.
Does the sky even recognize us anymore. And I will sit in the shade of your smile. And we'll ask you
your story directly from your mouth as we sip on sensibio ice cold
		

			and will be terribly embarrassed if you ask me for mine. Because I never did anything right
		

			other than loving you.
		

			And then if you let me I would love for a hug
		

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