Yusha Evans – Weekly Livestream – Chat & Chill 10-11-2022
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The conversation covers various aspects of the COVID-19 pandemic, including trusting God and showing one's face during live streaming, challenges of living in a hot and cold environment, and the importance of showing one's face during live streaming. The host of a podcast introduces a moderator and discusses the use of emotes and a moderator. The speakers also discuss the struggles of a woman with childhood trauma and the importance of healthy eating, as well as past experiences with trauma and partnering with others. They emphasize the need for validation and rewards for actions, as it is impossible to guide actions, and the history and significance of the holiday, specifically the "has been through" meaning.
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I cannot believe in God.
Look how much I gained after everything I lost.
I cannot place my trust is something that knows us better than we know us.
I cannot pray and get facts of the all of those mistakes he still gave me chance off the chance.
You see before birth it was starting this and after death we always thought it'd be the same.
But the soul is separate from the body and afterlife the soul shall remain.
They say that unto God we shall return as is from Him we all came some questions as even exists was understood need not be explained? Are we a people of understanding where people have living and ignoring let's ignore the reality so we can enjoy the fantasy
fantasies all it is when you don't enjoy actually, a people are pretenders. Let's pretend were filled with happiness smiling on the outside while inside filled with sadness. How can you find peace in your heart? How can you find peace in the heart if you don't have a connection with the One who created we can wash it the closer we can wash welcome to the stream guys welcome to the stream is crazy when you look at life. Welcome, welcome. Welcome. So I was genuinely unhappy and immediately asked believe that success was in materials or money. So we praise those who have the most we look up to them and label them celebrities. We should we are the life light days, whatever
wishing they had a life of simplicity. They spent a life trying to avoid the cameras we spend our time trying to be in front of them. We praise them for their beauty and their talent while we ignored the God that created them as like thanking the waitress that brings the meal but disregarding the chef, is like praising the beauty of a building but not the architect. You're amazed by the brain in the design of an airplane. What about the design of a bird or a brain? sad reality if you become a nation that don't worship the Creator, when we worship His creations? Have you ever been to the mountains, go to the mountain stand upon them ponder on them looking at clouds
that hover over over the look at the sky. Try and understand the life of the birds that fly. Look at the sea watch the fish swim, the shark's fin and a jump in Dolphin. Listen to the roaring sounds of the jungle elephants and lions. Anyone with intelligence can see the signs and most of mankind heavens and earth, How could two people come together and bring up our child's birth? Mad now we're still alive. We're a display, study and work with our plan even satisfying. We're all depressed and unsatisfied. And this work can't even sufficient nobody's content with their current position, continuously searching for more and more and more. But we don't know what we're searching for. I
made a study about what we study in troubled me because honestly, most of it was worthless. That's why we live our life without knowing our true purpose. They do a science but didn't teach us science. They taught us history but didn't teach US history. That was all from the wrong perspective and to select him learn religion and all read it can't modify me or more Malcolm the Michael or stay with a character delightful for the praise always serious focus on what's in front of us seeing past the nights and days looking ahead to when we fall and then raise I can't live without praise. Don't praise me praised the one that made me praise the one that made me made it all come about by chance.
Look at the planets in the galaxy. Look at him with envy that one collision, but he obeyed the sun in a perfect fashion. imagine life without God. imagine life without God. When he was broke, prayed for money than a doorknob. We were scared pray for safety than the cardstock. And when it did, when it did, and we kept the faith and sort of benefits another day. We trust God's wisdom. So we accept his decision. We accept his decision. And then something deeper the pressure. Don't be like them. You are the company of your friends, you or the company or your friends. We don't want to believe it. We're scared of what we don't know. We're comfortably lost. We don't want to ruin it comfortably
lost. We've seen it and the truth is we see it every day. But we blind play like that's the easier way. How can you not praise the God that created everything you admire? The ruler of the heavens in the fire? You stay silent when the universe is exposed to heaven enter fires or Fathom your surroundings. You make noise when your favorite player scores go. What's that compared to the universe in a black hole you like God's power is just a made up stories.
Run stand is glory God is perfect without any without any flaw. giveness forever opening mercies forever opening mercy the door gave you nothing, even if he gave
You nothing everything he didn't give you enough in your giving you so much worship through good times and the hardship the good times and the hardship so before you get humbled Humble yourself the greatest without any doubt without any doubt, you created yourself inside and out. We create nothing's everything in this world everything, all of it don't be blind. Look how we design our eyes, our hair, four fingers and a thumb, the arm the liver, the lungs. Is there any ones? When turbulence hits a plane? Or that boat hits a wave? Watch how fast they watch how fast they call is nearly everything they say when life's at stake. Even a disbeliever starts to pray. How can we not
don't look at all the things we could have? Look at everything we got
I went to night and day is over when it's over and you raised us
return to him we returned to him subhanho With
pray today. Before it's too late. Brothers and sisters that great day is coming. It ain't gonna matter on that day except what you did and what you didn't do. That's it. Your wealth your your your cars, your clothes, none of that is gonna matter. It's gonna matter what you did. That day is quick approaching for all of us.
May Allah grants goodness May Allah grant his faith may Allah grant this
serenity peace happiness
welcome to the stream guys. It's Thursday.
It's Thursday. Let's get it going
oh no, why is my cam not working? Here we go again, chat. Here we go again. Hold on. Hold on. Hold on. We're gonna get this fixed. Just give me a second chat.
There we go. A Salam or aleikum wa rahmatullah. He will be a cat who welcome to the stream. Who all is here. Zane, welcome. Look there. Welcome. If Sam if Santa welcome. Moon bunnies da Safaricom young lady Hamza. Welcome serenity. Welcome one of our members. Thank you very much for supporting the stream. Musa said Ahmad Aiko, my brother touch wa salam o aleikum. Kareem Jabbar said our A come How's everybody doing? welcome to the Thursday live stream here on the YouTube on the YouTube I hope you guys doing well. I hope you're a little bit motivated by my brother in B. That'd be Mr. Milla. What is track signs? Well, hold on. I'm dropping stuff off here chat.
I'm fumbling I'm fumbling the bag over your chat trying to get this controller there we There we go. Oh, no, my cameras. Oh, no, I Oh, hold on a second chat. We're gonna have to we're gonna have to go back to the starting screen real quick because my my camera was stacked all buggy. So give me one second chat. We're just going to stop it and start it so we'll be right about one second.
One second chat is going to be buggy with me today. You want to play games.
Alright, let's see. Now. Let's see if it wants to work now. Let's see if it wants to work. Now. Come on. Here we go. Bismillah Bismillah
let's see if the cam works now. Nope. It's frozen. So we're going to switch it back. Oh boy. Here we go. This is what happens sometimes chat. You want to do some live streaming. You got to deal with all this nonsense.
Oh, there we go. There we go. There we go. Yes, there Kareem Jabbar did the remix on your name. The remix is now now now it's working. Now it's working. There we go. Get a little bit more lighting here is a little too dark look too dark up and Yeah. How's everybody doing? I hope you guys are doing well. Moon bunny star. I like the little kitty in the box. What is that ramen on the other one? Hope you guys are well in sha Allah Who to iron.
I hope you all guys also checked out the latest samosas and sweet tea that we dropped on Sunday.
We'll be dropping another one in sha Allah Who to add this Sunday a little bit more a
little more controversial. We shall see. We shall see.
Moto words here too. It's been good. It's been good coding. I like it so far. So far. So good. We shall see. I just haven't had as much time lately. Just have not had as much time. Oh, let's get this cam.
There we go was a little bit set sideways.
Mazin Hasson Santa Monica Aleikum. I love Hmong bunny, the way she supports her that yes, Moon bunny is always supporting the stream. She's always showing the support. We need to get Moon bunny a membership so she can
Use all the emotes. We need to get Moon bunny a membership I need to get her a membership so she can use all of the all of the emotes.
That's what we should do I hope everybody as well you can also gift the memberships so maybe Moon bunny maybe you'll get a maybe you'll get a gifted membership here soon because I know you can gift as one of the things with the low dollar sign you can also not only become a member but you can gift memberships and I think you can give memberships this specific specific people in the chat
we got to get you a membership Moon bunny you should be able to use all the emotes.
Let me see real quick one second one second chat I am just boom boom boom. Bom bom bom bom bom. 123 bom bom bom and Monterey.
Alright, there you go. Moon bunny Moon bunny actually, you should be able to use all the emotes now. You should be able to use all the emotes now made you a moderator Moon bunny made you a moderator so you should have a little modern symbol next to your name now when you chat.
I mean it's cinematic from Algeria. Welcome welcome. Welcome JD said I'm on a from your podcast. Great Keep up the good work at him that 11 robotic May Allah bless you. There you go Moon bunny you see got the little wrench next to your name. Now you should be able to use all of my emails. As a matter of fact, you should be able to use all my emails and everything now because you are a moderator should be
we
were trying to tackle some subjects on our podcasts and I know I'm overdue for reflections. I know I know I'm overdue.
For overdue for reflections from my side. I know that the next one I'm planning on hitting is going to be a very sensitive topic so I'm trying to address it properly. And hopefully in shot a lot of the time to get back on a biweekly schedule with the reflections where we're trying to do a weekly schedule on samosas and sweet tea and a bi weekly on reflections along with work it's just it's a lot it's a lot it's just a lot that we have to cover.
And it's a lot of work so anybody who thinks that content creation is not a grind then you probably haven't done it probably haven't done it because content creation is a grind it is one of the hardest grinds that I've done in a long time between filming you know making sure that because it's not just sitting down in front of a camera you have to make sure your contents okay and you got to film then you got to edit and you got to make sure all that stuff is good the lighting is good everything like that and then you got to edit all the clips and it's it's it's work it's work yes drop a like drop a like if you guys are in here 2019 care viewers 13 likes we can we can do better
than that chat. Jama Huzzah. Yeah editing scene takes a lot of effort it was my editing takes a long time.
What have I missed here? So I'm gonna come on curious as to what you think of character creation games. I myself am a gamer I've been struggling with these things because I'm afraid is fun differences of opinion but I believe it's in the digital space and these are not not physical things just like with pictures. I don't have an issue with pictures because they are digital. Now. I'm not gonna go print them out and hang them up on my wall. But I don't see an issue with digital ones. Moon bunny Moon bunny, see if you can use my emotes Moon bunny if not, then I guess you do have to be a member to use my emotes. But I don't know if you can use them because you got the little wrench
so you should be able to do things. So you guys gotta watch out you get out of line. Moon buddy. My daughter can ban you from the chat. She could ban you from the chat because she has no mod yes there's somebody come from Morocco YT comes Salam Rahmatullahi Wa Barakatuh How you doing? How you doing? Yeah Mercer were the schedule is just is just packed it just packed literally even right after this chat gotta go straight to we have another coaching session at 3pm. So this this stream has to end on time inshallah. Hutan.
Yeah, Musa Moon bunny can now ban people from the chat. Omar Saeed senemo alaykum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh from London, England, London
olbas Hope you guys are doing well over there in London. Sure the weather is getting amazing right now. Here today. It is a nice and balmy 12 degrees balmy Wait Do you guys see next Thursday? Literally this is the last day it's actually kind of warm today for for November it's crazy crazy.
Next Thursday there's going to be nothing but negatives on this board most likely you're going to see nothing but negatives on this board
yeah Musa we gotta be scared everybody's gotta stay in line because when Moon bunnies in the chat Nobody's safe. If you if you get on a LAN you'll get the boot get online you will get the boot
start to have a science exam in January next year. And I feel like I'm having a little progress even though gently trying What's your advice toward you got to buckle down, man. You got to just buckle down and hit it hard. If you want to do well in this exam. You gotta you gotta you have to put in some some work.
It's the same with like life you know?
If life isn't, is a test, our final exam will be on the day of judgment. And our final exam will be based on the effort that we put in in this life. That's it. That's the simplicity of this world that we live in, is that it is all an exam. And the final test will be on the day of judgment and our Lord little jewelry while the Quran will tell us whether or not we have passed. That's it. Simple as that, so you're going to have to put in some work Jamba Ozma fluently show with enough Shama?
Bob, I've seen a video from Shay so the issue but I'm playing The Sims Rhonda. Yep.
Yeah, minus pixels. I don't see an issue with it personally. But again, I'm not someone you can take rulings from but personally for myself being in the digital space, I don't see an issue
seven days in Michigan Yeah, it's it's crazy warm. Today for November. What is it November 10. Crazy warm for November the 10th. But then again, tonight is going to be 26 degrees, which is like what is that in Celsius, probably like minus four minus three or four or something like that. So it's gonna go from being like 14 today to minus four tonight. So it's going to it's just going to go sideways. And then from here on out, the bottom drops off and it's just going to be it's just just to come be cold.
You're welcome minus pixels.
They have just missed a day of accountability. 100% Mike BZ said Mr. Aiken because I live in USA what advice you get from buying my first home seeing the policies arriba
Mike BZ there are a couple of Institute's there are a couple of companies that are Muslim owned and they run on a notary bus system. They have a different way that it's set up that is considered to be halal by a lot of scholars. So they have a system that is set up. I'm not sure of all of the names of them just to look up Halal mortgage, USA Halal mortgage in the US I think guidance residential is one of them's the biggest one. I think there's a couple other ones I cannot remember off the top of my head, but they
they do home loans based on Sharia compliancy they do home loans based on Sharia compliancy just like
I posted on my socials that I am partnered with why hid investments, while hid investments is a is an investing platform that unlike the stock market is only based on Sharia compliancy so it's only based on being compliant with the Sharia, and where your money goes and what is invested in etc.
So that's it Ijarah job was another one. Yeah, there's a few companies out there in sha Allah, they can do that for you. They're heading out now in touch Well, yeah, you gotta get back to those studies. TechWorld bro, you gotta get back to those studies recently hanging out with the brother and some of them drove off always by uncomfortable stranger man not really not stranger. Yeah, and you know not not not considering
you know, the things that you've been through? No, it's It's not strange. It's not strange. And you can even just tell them like you're not comfortable with chatting around about that here.
I don't know how to pronounce that cylinder. ism. Salam aleikum. How you doing? How you doing? Welcome. Also chat. We have the merch if anybody wants to pick up some merch. This is exclusively for my YouTube we're working on some more designs in sha Allah. This was the first drop that we did the insane hoodie, the insane hoodie. There's different colors for the insane hoodie, you can also get the insan
regular crewneck as well as the ESA insan hat. I don't know if I have the right
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Yeah, I don't know why it's not pulling it up. It's you should Evans dot live.
You schepens dot live slash merch? Yeah, I'm looking at it right now.
I don't know why it says it won't pull up.
Yeah says I can't reach this page. That is weird. You should Evans is it not right?
You should ever end Live dot merge Oh, that's because I made the link wrong. I made the link wrong just changed the D to an s I was like why is that not pulling up? Is you should Evans yeah I know it says d um but we got to change that whereas night by night by trippin night by letting me get away with the spelling mistakes here Chuck night boss let me get away with spelling mistakes we're gonna fix that. We're gonna fix that right now mister at the end so don't worry. We're gonna fix that right now. Um where's that March March March March March
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You should Evans that laughs All right now somebody try that command now try merge, type merge exclamation mark and you should get the right command now. You should get the right command. Now. My job and it said Mr. de como Rahmatullah. But again to welcome to the stream. Welcome to the stream. Yeah, I was wondering, I was like, why, why does that not work? Why does that not work? That is trippin. But now but now it's working.
No, it should be working. And you can see all the merch yourself.
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Let's see if it pulls up the right link.
And we click on it. Yes, sir. There it is. There's the right link. So if you go to the do let me see what am I looking at here.
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There you go. You see, there you go chat. There it is. So you have the insan hoodie, the insan crewneck in the end sun hat. And there are different colors to it as well. You got the black, you got the gray, which is the one I'm wearing. And then we got a navy and black and gray in the crewneck. And then in the hat is all stitched the hat you have the different colors of the hat, which is you can either go to all black, you can either go with the tan, you can go in the Navy, you can go in the white Navy, or you can go with the all white nisibis and I'm already calm. So now I'm already gone.
So there it is, there it is, the merch is up. So if you guys want to pick up some merch, it ships worldwide.
Check it out. Let me guys know what you think of the quality and all of that. And that also supports the stream that'll support I get like I think like five $6 per hoodie that you guys buy so it's not like you crazy Alpha but I wanted this is my personal design. And it's a series that I'm working on it series and I'm working on the first one being insane because we are what are we what are we
we are humans I also hung up my we are the peace human sign in the back. It's a lit up sign. It's actually a neon sign but it's so bright. The the neons they work and I talked to them about this, that the Neons are so bright LEDs in it are so bright that if I turned it on, it would literally be like sitting in front of the sun. It'd be like sitting in from the sun. So if they dim the lights down a little bit that will be a beautiful sign. But I still hung it up anyway. Because what are we the end of the day? We're all insane. We're all human. We're all human. That's what Masen Hassan that's what my my my shirt says. This is what it says. It says in sin. It says human human because
this is what Allah subhanho wa Taala labeled assess appreciate you JD we're actually working on some more we're actually working on different
we're working on different versions of the merch. It's going to kind of be a story about the human being and our journey and our path. So I can't reveal too much on that. But that is what we're going to be doing in the first one is our base nature which is in San in San Antonio, the one with the sovereign look good you weren't one of your videos for a con Yeah, that one was from nominal. Back when nominal made clothings and sobre is one of those things that
as human beings as being insane, we always need patience. Patience is a virtue. Patience is one of those virtues that is very difficult to always achieve. Trust me, Sarah B said I'm on a cold welcome yes finally catching another stream said Mo i Lee calm Welcome. Welcome. Welcome. Oh as usual political nonsense voting going
on financial data Yep, yeah, it is pretty much a lose lose
nine because on set mo de como Rahmatullah we get to another one of our members, guys. If you want to become a member, just type in exclamation membership in the chat it'll give you the direct link or next to the subscribe button you can see the join button for 499 a month you can help support what I'm doing and all of the content creation that I'm doing by becoming a member. And then you'll get exclusive badge over here exclusive access to other videos that we're doing for members only exclusive access to all of the emotes etc. You design rocks or you also into graphic design I'm not I have to pay a brother who I know to do the graphic design for me he's really good Masha Allah, but
I pay him to do my graphic designs. I understand what I want the designs to be like, but I am not a designer. I don't have any artistic bone in my body. That would be my daughter, my daughter in shot a long time when she gets old enough she's probably gonna be my graphic designer because she's really into art and drawing and things of that nature and she's actually really good at it. MOBOTIX Allah, may Allah bless her in that and sha Allah
Salam aleikum looks good read the machine. Yeah. Like I said, I like the all three different colors. I have the gray one on but it also comes in navy and black. And then you get the crewneck with a hat I actually am working on I want to get one of the hats as well.
Is insan an Arabic word or an Urdu word? It's an Arabic word. It's actually a word in the Quran. There's an entire chapter of the Quran named pseudo totally insane. So totally insane chapter of the human being. Um, I said I'm on a cobra haematologica Two I can't remember the name is so small
Zarya, I can't read. The only thing that Hey, YouTube needs to fix its UI dz YouTube needs to fix this UI interface so that I can read Arabic texts better because the screen that I look at right over here in front of me it makes it so small that like literally these old man eyes are very hard to see very hard to see et
cetera be it we're all good how are you doing hope you well as well yet is a shame that hey, we'll infant the way they went with that. Halo infinite had such a had such a chance but then it just doesn't do anything with it. Didn't didn't do anything with it. Um
Abdulaziz said Mr. ecom. Do you think you must have a specific time for gaming and overdoing it you don't waste time? Yeah. I'm now just don't overdo it. And don't waste your time. Don't Don't let it become a time wasting thing and you, you you you you gravy, you gravy. Just don't let it become a time wasting thing and you all you all goody? That's it. Don't let it become time wasting. Do it in your spare time. Make it up make it a hobby. I'm
texting as far as I know is Arabic ruder also yes, the roots of in Sin means to forget one of the root words of the name human being, the name that ALLAH SubhanA who with the idea decided to name us as what the root means that we are forgetful. The root means that we as human beings are forgetful. And we are look at us. Look at us. Look, look, look at us as human beings. We are forgetful. We have to be reminded time and time and time again. This is why Allah makes us pray five times a day. This is why the Quran is oft repeated. This is why 17 times within those prayers five times a day we asked it had been set off almost nothing. Guide us to the straight path. Because we as human beings
are forgetful. We are forgetful. So we have to be reminded. We have to be reminded. And this is why Allah taught the Prophet SAW Selim in the Quran, remind them for indeed the reminders of a benefit to the believers. Because Allah named is forgetful that's it forgetful.
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I definitely would like to contribute your calls. I'm a graphic design student. So reach out to me send me an email. You should Evans [email protected] Send me an email. You should Evans [email protected] and let me know and I'll let you know how you can help inshallah Hutan um
what are your thoughts on Jordan Peterson sit down having lunch with Netanyahu was Mr. At the end row. We got to stop putting so much.
So much stock in all of these people like, you know, putting these people on pedestals just because they speak a little bit favorably about Islam with one side of their mouth. Allah subhana wa Tirana teaches us about that people who say things from one side of their mouth but then they do another. We got we got to learn our lessons with that we got to learn our lessons with that. We seriously do we have to learn our lessons with these types of things. Islam does. Let me tell you something brothers and sisters. I understand we you know when when when someone accepts Islam who might be a celebrity, well, there's not the other but
Islam needs no one. No one. No one none of us Islam does not need any of us. Allah subhanho wa Taala Anna does
does not need anything. Allah does not need anything. He is a Samad. That means he is self sufficient. That means he is in need of nothing but everything is in need of Him. So if someone accepts Islam, I don't care how famous they are, I don't care if the most famous person on the planet that is of benefit to them that is of benefit to them.
Yes, we would like for influential people to become a Muslim because it helps Islam. The Prophet sallallahu Sallam made dua for our marine he made do Arthur Alma in local pub, or Amara also known as Abu Jamal to become a Muslim because he knew if one of these two people became a Muslim, it would be influential in helping Islam grow Yes, but we don't need to be falling all over these people. He just made dua for them we don't need to be falling all over these people as if you know that they are the next me don't want meaning
if they accept Islam and hamdulillah it's a beautiful thing and it shows the world that Islam is growing and that Islam can reach to anyone but we that's it that's what we believe it we don't need to do. We don't need to be falling all over it. We don't we don't need to be you know, drooling all over these people. If they accept Islam, it's for their own benefit, but it's but Allah does not need them. And Islam does not need them. It's for their own benefit. Um
read up Allahu Allah and Al bara 100% Well on but as important
all we can do is pray Allah guide the non Muslims because the best thing there are 100% Sarah, that's it. That's all we can do. You know, these people, if they come to Islam, May Allah guide them and increase them and allow them to become good Muslims and to become good spokespeople for the religion. But that that we need to hold some reservation back, you know, because you never know what these people could do with new Muslims. We talked about I talked about this.
I talked about this in our last podcast, we talked about the Convert obsession, this was the entire if you guys haven't checked it out, go to the samosas and sweet tea
YouTube channel, which is linked here on my YouTube channel youtube.com/et, samosa sweet tea. And our last episode actually was about how convert sir obsessed over. And that was one of the points that we were talking about is that you need to see if these people are actually going to stick with the religion stick true to the faith, because you might be propping these people up on a pedestal the day after they become a Muslim. And then they start doing some you know, some nonsense, and then you know, you have part and parcel promoted that. So you know, let them let them take their time. Let them embrace the faith. Let them be sincere. Let them show sincerity. And then we take them as
that we accept their Islam, we don't question their Islam. They're our brother and sister in faith, but let them have their own path. That's it, let them have their own path.
And why does Allah make us go through childhood trauma? I am right to assume that every human goes through that who would want to have a child if that's the case?
The reason why I love and what that allows people to go through childhood trauma is because he knows, Allah knows best. These are there's not everything that we have an answer for. That's another thing that Muslims have to stop doing. Especially duat. Especially Durant, one of the things that we need to stop doing. Let's get low zoom in on the start, because we
know a bit more of a combat, okay. One of the things that we need to stop doing is is acting like we know the answer to everything. Only Allah knows the answers to everything we don't. The things that we don't know the answers to we say Allah knows best. And for every person situation, why they go through what they went through, could be different, couldn't be different. Only Allah knows. I went through horrible childhood trauma. If you've watched my domestic violence tapes, you'll know this. If you not go watch them right here on reflections, podcasts episodes, the domestic violence tapes, I think part one talks about my childhood trauma.
And
why did I go through what I went through, I was tortured as a child but my set Mother Why? Only Allah knows. Now looking back on it, I see the wisdom in number one that allowed me to be helpful to other people. It allowed me to understand vulnerability. It allows me to help other people who are going through trauma. It allowed me to be very self sufficient and self reliant. It also created a lot of bad things in me that I needed to fix later on as an adult. But Allah knows best it could be that Allah subhanho wa Taala wants my stepmother to be a person of hellfire and I was going to be a reason for it what she did to me it's going to be a reason for her to be severely punished in the
next life. Only Allah knows the wisdom behind what he does. Our job is not to question his wisdom. Our job is to have what is known as to walk cool, to walk cool, Allah Allah is to have reliance on Allah meaning that we trust him. We trust him not like you trust your parents, not like you even like you trust your your brothers or your sisters or your friends. You trust Allah
unreservedly unreservedly you trust Allah. That means you just trust Allah with blindness and that is part of faith like my Lord I don't know why you are putting me what you are putting me through my Lord I don't know why you allowed me to go what I went through in my past but I trust that it is part of a wise plan that you had for my life and that it is good for me.
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and he said I mean as I said, I'm no I don't know how to pronounce your last name. So I'm just gonna say, bro, so that when they come on mama Harmon Welcome Welcome. Welcome.
Monica, we have to remember that those traumas got us to the point where you're watching this video. There was wisdom and goodness that came from the handler for the good and the bad. And that's it. And Monica, we take the good and we take the bad samosa sweet tea 100% True. Yes. We're just talking about you. So most isn't sweetie. You're just talking about you.
For Qaddafi Thank you very much for answering my question. Can you please mention a few steps you took to heal your childhood wounds and what helped you the most?
Okay, for con, this is something I will I will talk about inshallah long time really quickly, I plan on going deeper into this and one of my podcasts, so I'm not gonna get too deep into it, because I'm that I'm stealing my podcast. Time new super interviewing
ladies back.
Salaam tell us if you have time about the election outcome and where is the US heading or more about the first way to mom's power? I'm Dr. Khalid, thank you very much for the 250 rial Super Chat,
the election outcome is going to be more of the same. In reality, it's just going to be more of the same in the reality. The US is heading down a very, very dark road as we see it right now. Seriously, dark road. And the way things turned out looks like it's gonna be much more of the same, it's gonna be much more of the same. The economy's probably not going to get much better, but it's actually probably going to get worse. Economists are saying that in 2023, there will probably be negative growth in every single quarter of 2023. That means we're going to hit into a double dip deep recession.
Morality is out the window.
People are more concerned about gender politics than they are about putting food in their plates. Apparently, you know, abortion is more important than paying your bills, apparently. So it's a very sad situation we find ourselves in American in the United States.
Allah knows best. Alonzo best Yeah. Canada's pray right after us. So it's, it's a mess. It's a mess.
So about overcoming my childhood trauma, overcoming my childhood trauma.
The first one? Mm hmm. I don't know what that is. I don't know what that means that I call it maybe if you can enlighten me more on what you mean by that? I don't I don't know.
For me, overcoming my childhood trauma is something I'm still working on. Let me tell you something, guys. Let me tell you something, guys, um,
people who have oh, I'm him. Know, I was one of the first I was the first white imam in the South Carolina Department of Corrections. That's, that's what happened with me. For those of you who have not watched my prison tapes, you'll probably have no idea what I'm talking about. But I was, I was the first white imam in the South County Department of Corrections. And that's also what led me to get stabbed by a fellow Muslim brother in the community. If you don't know what I'm talking about. Go watch the prison tapes.
And you'll find out through the prison tapes, you can watch the prison tapes right here. You can either listen to it on Spotify, you can listen to it on iTunes, all of that.
But overcoming my childhood trauma.
Like I was saying, guys,
some of these things are not things that you ever overcome, right? You don't you don't really ever, like overcome them. Like it's not like you get to a point to where they don't affect you anymore. You don't get to a point where they ever affect you anymore. They're going to stay with you. This type of childhood trauma, this type of, of horrid incident is always going to stay with you. Just like someone who's been through domestic abuse, it's going to stay with you.
Someone who suffers from PTSD, it's almost always going to stay with you. Anxiety almost always things when you bipolar disorder, these things some of these things they stay with you but you learn how to live with them. And you learn how to live successfully wisdom. So the way I've learned how to successfully live with the trauma that I went through as a child was I learn to number one, see the wisdom and trusting ALLAH SubhanA with Allah has brilliant plan for my life to lead me to the point where I am today. And number two, I learned forgiveness
Yeah, forgiveness
I forgive my stepmother for what she did to me. And I don't forgive her because she asked for forgiveness. No, she did. And she does not even acknowledge that she did anything wrong. I forgive her. For me, I forgive her for me. Because when I,
when I forgive her for me, I let it go, I let it go. Because I don't believe she deserves to have that kind of power over me to continue to have a negative effect on my life. And I knew that that powered would remain with me that that negative impact would remain with me until I let it go. And I forgave her for me for my sake.
So
that's what brought me to the best part of my healing was I learned to forgive my mother for abandoning me, as a child leave me with my stepmother because I realized, you know, I look back on it now that I'm a grown adult and what she might have been going through, etc. If you don't know what I'm talking about, guys, go watch the reflections podcast, the domestic violence tapes to prison tapes, but I forgave her and then I forgave my stepmother for the torture she put me through because then I'm able to let it go. I'm able to let it go. That's it, I'm able to let it go and walk away and it's allowed me to now use those things to help other people it's allowed me to use those
things you help other people I chat we're gonna take a two minute break to my break. I just had lunch had a lot of one and a bigger smoothie. So we're gonna take a two second break two second break and we will be right back I'm gonna leave you with the Muslim bow track as we go one of my favorites one of the one of the one of my favorites and we will be right back inshallah by hopefully by the time this finishes
forgive me for my sins.
Forgive me for my shortcomings.
Forgive me for my wrongdoings
Forgive me, forgive me if
there's a lack of love in his household. All those hugs from my mom when I was young, I don't know grow.
Now more the Lord tried to find a diamond in his pocket full of stones. I'm unhappy in this home. Like, nothing makes me happy. Like continuously feeling empty. I see those bright eyes lie in the sea. They call me attempt to me see, see.
My mom warned me against. My sister told me bro, don't go near her. And a brother has told me you cannot trust and the scripture tells me men will are softer.
Let me introduce you to Leila. See, I wrote this on a Friday. I was the ninth of December. I was feeling vulnerable life were really going well. Let us try to hit me up. She understood she could tell by looking at her history. I see many came before me and I ain't got no game. She understood my story. She really started comfort in supporting me on my grind asleep with over the night time we can up to a sunshine. She looked me in my eyes. I say promise you never learn to apply till the day you die. I'll be always at your side said I'm out with my hoodie. And I'm walking in this cone. I got Leila by my side by the day. You know the code. Got underneath my coat. I've got a sweat up on
my palms is so lies on me, Chris relationships are wrong, but I'm okay with my chest. I'm proud to call a mind that is jealous of what we got. Could they know that Leila? Fine. They try to tell me don't get caught up. She'd been doing this for years. But I've got them hard is so this is going to end in tears. And that's exactly what it did. When she played me for a full car believe a car with him after me and him was cool. And she's trying to follow me on life like bae. It's a bit like that. Just because you see all over my story on my Snapchat try to draw me back and she keeps calling out my name. When I'm avoiding a course. I ain't got time for games. It's always the same. And the
switch I learned sooner. Let me introduce you to Leila, aka the Tonia
aka the dunya I said Leila, aka the dunya. Should get you should get you brothers and sisters should get you. Alright, we're back. We're back. We're back. We're back.
So that's how I healed from my own childhood trauma. Let me fix this. There we go. Oh,
Um yes it would be the smoothies you gotta have the smoothies you gotta eat good. You got to eat good
you got to eat good The thing is guys health and I talked about this a lot on my stream, right? The key to the key to health and in my missus are probably watching this is probably going to be like yeah boy listen to your own words. But the key to health. The key to health is three things. That's it, sleeping good. eating right, and exercising, that's it and fruits and vegetables are an important part of our lives. And nobody a lot of people don't really have the time to sit down and eat like five servings of fruits and vegetables a day. So I usually have smoothies my wife makes me smoothies and that's how I get my daily in total intake of fruits and vegetables and all that good
stuff that I don't should there should be let me try to read this chat again and get a little bit get a little bit closer. Because you boy's eyes are straining today. Um
Let's see to deter to deter Santa Clara loving for the sake la pre loaded in Corona no one no one my brother Is this normal Musa sometimes yeah, sometimes we got picked up trauma that was get let out. Sometimes Musa we have things that are pent up that we just got to get out of our system and that's okay. It's okay. Grown men can cry. There's no problem in that. I wish I did it more. I got some got some I got some blockage up in there but I would love to do you know, more crying we could grow men can cry to our Prophet sallallahu wasallam
was was the manliest man that's ever been a man but he would cry profusely in the night out of the fear of Allah subhana wa Tada so crying is a manly is a manly trait.
Muhammad was which Muslim floor do you recommend well is to better stand the modern age. All of the speakers on YouTube these days are Hadith readers and don't give us meaning a play in real life. Muhammad, you know, there's a lot of decent people out there that I would suggest listen to maybe some some people in the chat will drop some people that you think had been helpful to them. Because I listened to I like a wide variety of talks and lectures, you know anything from you know, Bell acid and, and, you know, I've listened to lectures by Mufti mink, McCarthy Suraj Hodge, that Al Assad is an OG old one that I used to listen to Mohammed who blows if you're in the mood to get
hyped up.
There's some others that influenced me a lot when I was a young Muslim
which which some you can't mention any more. But that you know, there's a lot of people that are out there that are doing good work. But relatability is is one thing that we are lacking in the Dallas scenes relatability being able to show people that we're on everyone else's level and that we can speak to them straight across the table, if that makes sense.
Insha Allah
Basha like one knowledgeable Islam no I'm not that knowledgeable in Islam.
I'm just I'm just barely a student. I'm just barely a student. That that's all that's all I'm trying to do. Yes, I did my bachelor's and master's in Islamic studies but I'm I'm I'm just a student. That's it. I don't I don't know a lot.
I'm
your homie you're so interesting. Zanzibar Salam aleikum. Hassan Hajj from Zanzibar.
Monica those videos about trauma were so helpful. Thank you. You're very welcome. You're very welcome. You're very welcome.
Emotional videos, those colors in your head. You have a bad reputation nowadays. That's alright. We're not gonna let them own the rainbow. They can't own the rainbow
they can't have it. They can't own the rainbow
not gonna allow him to own it.
Not gonna allow him to own it.
If he helps, that was a complaint Well, I know that will take care of the situation focus on Yep 100% Misawa Monica for childhood trauma PTSD read the Body Keeps the Score by Dr. Van der Kolk I've never heard of that one. I'll check it out in JAMA. I will check that one out. I'm
the brother sure does this movie smoothies two seconds done had to
do to do what I have done too. And thanks again. I watched for the call and thanks again. I have watched one of your videos we spoke about your childhood and the time spent in prison. I appreciate you for watching that I appreciate you for checking out um
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So as for your for your for your input in history where
nine because on the abuse of forgiveness, manipulation and harm in the name of motional healing by ohms Akia
worth reading Yeah, actually I'm gonna take I'm gonna I'm gonna screenshot that and see I'll check that out. I've never even heard of that book. So we're gonna want to screenshot that so I can look at it a go
after sort of practice land for game a father of killing mother when I was an infant then sexually abused me for and I got out of jail and regain custody. How
Villa May Allah bless you for that. May Allah grant you goodness insha Allah. You know, for those of you who watch the domestic violent tapes, you'll know that my grandfather was killed by my grandmother. I mean, my grandmother was killed by my grandfather. I never met my maternal grandmother, my mom's mom because she was murdered by my grandfather a year before like a little over a year before I was born. So I never got to meet my maternal grandmother. And he only spent a couple of years in prison for it.
Anyway, if you want to check that out, check it out on the domestic violence tapes on the reflections podcast
um
yeah, I love Bilal acid as well. Bella says an OG I've been listening to Bella Bella acid in his tapes for a very, very long time. Bilal acids a very beautiful brother from Australia, and also the brother, myself, my wife are talking about on one of our last podcast. Murtaza Khan is another person I like to listen to. He's a very spiritually uplifting speaker, masha Allah. Murtaza Khan has a very emotional uplifting speaker as well. Someone I recommend to.
Um,
Abdullah insolence, and I'm Welcome How you doing? How you doing, bro? Colin? Yeah, seen? Yep. What's your oldest pair of Jordans? And what's the story behind them? Nobody? Nobody. You want to know what my oldest pair of Jordans is? What do you mean my oldest pair of Jordans the oldest pair of Jordans I got or the oldest pair that I own now? The oldest pair I had oldest pair I've ever had of the oldest pair possess now.
That's the question you want to know what the oldest pair was the first pair of a head? Or what's the oldest pair I own right now.
Um, for example, I only knew the Quran from God when I found YouTube videos are scientific miracles and I saw the prophecies from the Prophet Mohammed coming through Youssef Yes. Mashallah. Beautiful. The sun in the rain were gifts by Allah to us. 100% from anything 100% It's all from Allah. All from Allah. Why they come Salaam? How'd you cut them? oldest old from like the 90s. Yeah, but that's what I mean. Do you want to know, what's the oldest pair I have now in my possession currently? Or do you want to know the first pair of Jordans that I ever had? I guess you guys see I see I have some Jordans back here.
These These don't have a matching pair to them. They got lost somewhere in storage. I don't know why this was a pack that came that I don't have the right to and only have two left. So I just threw them up here. I just threw them up here.
I said I'm gonna come around with regard to onion mgL onion, how you doing? Nine copy link for the PDF book. Um, Zakia.
If it's in PDF format, that will be good. You can also email that to me if it's in PDF format, so I can put it in the chat next time.
Insha Allah, that's you shamans [email protected] us humans [email protected].
I'm
nobody, nobody.
I'll show you. I'll show you first my first beer. And for those of you who did not see my stream tour and shoe room tour and all of that,
then check that out my my shoe, my shoe collection is literally I'm looking at it right now as I look this way, it's right there. So I'll grab just like in Sharla.
When when missing a pair just using this decor advice from your ship. And that's it. That's it. These right here were part of a set. There used to be Jordan used to do these box sets would be two pairs.
And they were exclusive sets and special seats. And this is one of my favorite sets. But somehow in storage, the two rights were gone. Like I don't know what happened. I got them out of storage when I was selling them all to buy these computers during the pandemic. And there was no rights so I can't wait just a one one left shoe. Even if it was one left one right I could miss mission mismatch and look like a weirdo but there's only two left. So what am I what I'm gonna do with that? Why am I doing that?
What am I what am I gonna do with it? Hold on a second
right all right. All right. All right.
This was the first pair of Jordans that I ever had. This is not them. This is not them. This was the first time they were remade.
But these these were the first pair that were ever that I ever had. These are the Jordan three white cements from 1988.
This this shoe, I don't wear it a whole lot because it holds some sentiment mental value to me. Because my grandmother, because I was a huge Jordan fan as a kid like I'm talking about like I was a huge Jordan fan. Thank you very much. Now I am I'll check it out.
I was a huge Jordan fan as a kid. And I wanted Jordans so badly but they were like you know 100 bucks and that was in 1988 $100 for a pair of shoes was you know, like it was crazy. So for my birthday my grandmother bought me this exact pay are the originals Jordan three white cements and then every birthday after that she would give me the new Jordan that was out that I wanted and then from then on I just became a sneaker head so this was my first pair
of of Jordan the white cement three as you can see, I don't wear them that much they still have they still have that's how you know if you want to check if somebody's want a shoe a lot look on this little symbol inside if it's still there. They haven't been worn too much.
The oldest pair that I currently have that I still wear by the way. Are these actually restored these these are actually Jordan seven playoffs.
These this shoe this shoe was made this particular shoe right here was made in 1992 1992 Nobody yeah Raptors Raptors didn't exist when the shoe came out. By the way I know people call them raptors, but these were just called Jordan seven playoffs when they came out because the Raptors weren't even a team at the time
but these shoes are from 1992 and I still wear them actually took these apart because all the inside was crumbling and all that there's an aerosol and some foam on the inside of here that was crumbling. So I actually took these apart and restored them and they are actually still wearable I still wear these today if you look really closely you can see come on limit let they go you can see the age on these bad boys you can see the age on these bad boys I still I still wear them back in the days where Jordan with Jordan had to crack
Yeah I actually still wear it
we'll put those back later I'm the email is you should Evans media you should Evans my name and then [email protected] You should Evans [email protected] So that was my first pair and that's the oldest pair I possess right now I have a few that are oh geez um
to let me let me see what am I missing here? What am I missing? What am I missing? What am I missing?
You said you should Why can't I tell the Quran is from God about reading and only noodles from God because YouTube videos will improve but not reading the Quran itself.
This is going to be you taking some more time to spend with it because the Quran challenges you to find the mistake. Find me another book out there that has not only the miraculous nature of the scientific miracles, etc so on and so forth. But also the Quran is a book without without mistake. It is perfect in every way. It gives guidance it has all of the the miracles nothing has ever been proven 1400 years and nobody's ever been able to disprove one single statement that is in the Quran. This is this is the perfect pneus of the book can be from none other than God. Now shoe collection you have brochure I just like shoes, I just like shoes. It's one of my it's one of my
one of my worldly pleasures that I like I do like shoes. That's it I like shoes I used to have like I said I used to be in the shoe business. This is why I have a bunch of shoes as I used to be in the buying and selling business and then I sold out of it and but there was a lot of pairs that I couldn't sell simply because they had been worn or I didn't have the box or whatnot. And so every once in a while I still pick up a pair here and there that come out that I really like but I'm I like shoes. I like shoes. I'm a sneaker head OG OG sneaker head. We talked about that in our last podcast on supposin. Sweetie
um
Have you ever had non Muslim asked you what you were doing while making Ceylon public and how to signal them while in Salah?
No, I've never. I've never really had somebody come ask me what am I doing? I've had people look at me strangely, I'm sure while I pray in the airport or wherever because I pray wherever I go.
But I've never had anybody come and ask me what I'm doing.
And then I don't know what you mean by how do you signal them while in Salah. I'm not sure what you're asking for. Use of 123 I am good at hamdulillah my bro How are you doing? How are you doing? How you doing?
We do definitely have some more talks coming up soon. I actually will be in Tampa, Florida. In December next month. I'll be in Tampa, Florida. Next month. I'll be in Tampa, Florida.
With Eddie from the Dean show. In his new center that he is opening the Dean Center in Tampa, Florida. I will be down there for a fundraising dinner for that project on December the 17th. And then in January. I'm not announcing it yet because all the debt
So not in a row. But January February, there might be a number of speaking engagements coming up overseas that I might be doing. All the ducks are not in a row for that yet, when the time comes, I will be announcing that in sha Allah, I'll be announcing that when it comes but if that's the case, there'll be a number of opportunities for the brothers and sisters where I'm going to be to come and see me live as well as we will be recording all of the talks and there will be no talks and things of that nature will be recording all of the talks and they will be getting posted on my YouTube channel. Inshallah Tada. So state state Stay tuned for the announcement on that when all the ducks
are lined up in sha Allah.
How to heal after a toxic marriage Kainat the best way to heal after that is is to reevaluate and not reevaluate. Re self assign your own worth resell, assign your own worth, know what your worth is, that you are valuable, that you are a valuable person that you you are a good person that you bring goodness yes, all of us have things that we should work on and we could work on none of us are perfect. None of us, none of us not a single one of us are perfect, but we are all valuable in the eyes of Allah subhanho wa Taala because he has guided us and guidance is a sign of value guidance is a sign of value what you decide to do with it is up to you.
But how to heal after that is to is to is to understand that
at some point, you have to let it go. At some point you have to let it go because you are now the captain of your own ship. Before you might have been my birds are freaking out. I don't know if you guys can hear that.
They are losing their mind. Anyway.
Before you might have been on a ship of toxicity in your former marriage, you might have been on a ship of toxicity and you weren't the captain, you were just a passenger and could not choose the destination. But now that you're out of it, you are the captain of your own ship. You are the captain of your own ship, you get to choose where the destination of that ship goes. You get to choose what kind of cargo you're carrying, etc. So now that you're the captain, you get to write that ship the way you want to. So make sure that you spend time doing that and establishing your own self worth and value and Shawn
let me see let me see. Let me see what am I missing Baba Baba Baba Bong.
He should grandma's to see a person about truth. She wasn't only along those juice if we don't know only Allah knows. I used to be in the shoes until I smell blue Deschanel ever since I've been in a perfume colognes nobody. I also have a very big perfume collection. Also, I have a very big outdoor collection which maybe one day, maybe one day I'll show on stream in sha Allah and the perfume, the author collection. I am also an author connoisseur. I've posted on my Instagram before you probably have to scroll along way down to find it. But I actually am I am a huge connoisseur of an author and I think I've shown it before, on on on on on some streams that I've done in the past, but
I'm a big connoisseur of author.
I actually have some authors that were gifted to me that are exuberantly exuberant. Mandatory viewing is now on Masha Allah Nazim excuse me not name cousin.
With the $100 super shot may Allah bless you grant your goodness in this life in the next life and raise it make it heavy feeling your scale on the Day of Judgment supporting what I do have here, masha Allah, may Allah bless you. May Allah bless you. May Allah bless you.
One second, one second. My birds are freaking out
all right, all right. My daughter went and my daughter went to them out. They're not a couple. They're both they're both. They're both females. They live together. And sometimes they hear my voice when I'm streaming and I haven't really had to spend a lot of time with them today. So they start wigging out. They start wiggling, we're going out. I'm talking about Andrew Wiggins Wiggin out.
Shaun Muhammad I'll address that Nike thing in a moment on dress and now you think a moment but nobody This is my shown this on stream before. But this is
not a big bottle. This is a this here you go. I'll let you guys
let me let me get that zoomed in a little bit. Come on. Come on camera. There you go. There you go. This is big this.
But this was given to me. This was given to me as a gift from the island of Bahrain actually have some smaller bottles of it that were given to me as a gift as well. I want you to see this otter guys
are on.
Look how it looks. Look how thick this is.
While just opening it
Um this is called
OOF is made my whole office smell now.
This stuff is so strong. This is called Ode Kela Cassie from up to symetra Qureshi with Keller Cassie, from abdominal Qureshi, F r fr a Dr Khalid is still in here he knows all about it doesn't matter Qureshi
it would Kelly Cassie is an author that you cannot get unless you go and ask for it. You have to go and ask for it and nice little beautiful beautiful bottle right there. Oh come on. Come on focus. Refocus nice it doesn't want to focus this is too small this is too small for to focus on
there you go. Anyway it's got a nice Abdul Samad Qureshi thing on it anyway, um
this somebody take a guess on how much this costs some I take a guess this is actually just this is two toddlers two toddlers for one taller so my take a guess on how much this cost this model
I'll let you guys guess this is I read the question from Sean Muhammad about Nike
This is author this author
okay brothers and sisters name said they will match the next $100 Any or any donation or any super chat mela would use whatever Super Chat you put nine would match it may Allah bless you grant you guys goodness insha Allah for supporting the stream in sha Allah
so we got 2001 53 5300 200 Yes name is name is for real name and always matches the chat Masha Allah may Allah bless name always matches the don't the super chats and support me heavily and may Allah grant goodness for that.
One one of these in this and the price has gone up since this since then, this was maybe about seven, eight years ago. One of these cost one taller, this is two taller by the way, one taller costs 10,000 Saudi riyals 10,000 Saudi riyals I don't know what that translates to now 10,000 10,000 Saudi riyals per Tola.
So you can do that you can do that. You can do the math. And that is because this is the oldest perfume, Abdou some adequate he ever made. It's over 100 and like 30 years old, it's like 130 years old. This this this old is like 130 years old. Literally a drop of this will stay on you for a week. If you rub this into anything. It's going to stay there for like a week and be super duper duper strong.
That's $2,700 So yeah, so around three grand around three grand for one for $1 and this is $2 That's why I said has been given as a gift to me. Good luck. I want to build afford it.
Yeah, like 5000 like 5000 pounds for for two toddlers. This was given to me as a gift. This would last me like literally the rest of my life. I had one Tola that I used for like over 10 years. And I had another tool I given to me which I still use and then I have this one which is two. So that's a lot. That's a lot and may Allah bless the chef who gave me this. May Allah bless the chef who gave me this I told him I let him try some of this and said I loved it. And before I left Bahauddin he made sure I had to tolas given to me as a gift. Back Hello May Allah subhanho wa Taala blessing Masha Allah, and grant him goodness, because I love it. And this is if you like, Oh, this is like
the creme de la creme of oh, this is like the Bugatti of old man. It's like the Bugatti of Oh, seriously. And Hamdulillah. So maybe we'll do a whole a whole collection one day and we'll talk about them. I don't remember the names of all of them. But they all remind me of something and they all had some unique smells also have the exact one that they put on the Kaaba. The other acaba actually have the real one from Dusa Mata Qureshi, the one that they actually wipe on the Kaaba, I have the real hydro Aswad the real one that they wipe on the black stone as well I have the real one that they use and the router it is known as
tiny froze tiny froze that they used in the router in Medina SuperTrend mandatory viewing is now in rock mode. May Allah help us support one another palms up together mo rock
with the $250 Super Chat May Allah bless you and grant you goodness in this life in the next and make it heavy filling your scale of DS in the Day of Judgment, masha Allah for supporting what we do I truly truly appreciate it that that that goes a long way to help us continuing to do what we do over here may Allah bless you. May Allah bless you. May Allah bless you, grant you goodness make it heavy for you make it the feel for you on your scale of deeds on the day of judgment and grant you nothing but goodness in sha Allah I'm
So yeah, it's it costs a lot. Let me address Super Chat and then
with another $100 Super Chat May Allah bless you guys and increase you for all the goodness and all the all the all the gratitude that I can express in helping make it worthwhile to come and create this space for you guys in sha Allah. Make sure you tell everybody about the stream and tell them that we're always hanging out on Thursdays and maybe maybe on Tuesdays we'll start doing it as well. But for sure, every Thursday that I'm physically capable, we're hanging out we're chatting with chillin for two hours in sha Allah the best of our abilities. I feel our perfumes are very strong gives me headache. Me too. Sometimes. That's why I can't wear them all the time. I like to just get
like nice little stiff and then and go on and Sharla I'm
chatting and chillin. Yes, that's what we do in chat and until in his chat and chill. That's the whole point addressing things that you guys want to talk about. Okay, Sean Muhammad, there we go. So Dominique, um, I heard the word Nike or the Nike symbol has pagan origins, I think named after a Greek god was your take on this.
The word Nike, it's actually not Nike, Nike. The word Nike is a Greek name. After it, it means it means victory. But they also created a Greek goddess named victory they called her goddess Nike.
And Nike took its inspiration for its name, after that Greek goddess, right?
The Nike symbol has nothing to do with that. And I know that because I've been an OG sneaker head and around Nike for a long time. The swoosh actually was created by an intern at Nike at the time, she was paid $7 for it, but now she's also she was also given some stock in Nike was was was worthless at the time. But now it's worth like, you know, billions probably, she created the little swoosh because it was supposed to represent. It was supposed to represent speed, speed. That was the whole point of the swoosh. But yes, the word Nike comes from the Greek word, Nike, which is also which just means victory in the language, but it's also the name of a Greek goddess, right?
But do you know anybody that worships the Greek gods anymore? You know, anybody out there worshipping Nike, Nike, any of this anymore? No, it's just a name. It's just a name. There's just a name.
Similarly, and so I see no issue with it. No issue with wearing Nike at all whatsoever. For those who do. May Allah bless them in that. If that's your opinion, and people you respect their opinion, say that it is impermissible? Go for it. Go for it. But the reason why I see no issue is this is because it has no meaning no more. For instance, if we use that same ruling, because if you apply that ruling to Nike, right, if you apply that ruling to Nike
then you have to apply that ruling across the board. Right. So the day days of the week Monday after the moon god
Wednesday, after Walden Thursday, after Thor Friday after fria Saturday, after the god Saturn Sunday after the sun god you can't use any of those names. No more, bro. None. None. The same with January, February, March, April, May, June, July, August, September. All of these were named after
gods and goddesses. So none of these can be used. But why do we use them in our everyday language and we see no problem with it because no one worship these gods anymore. And these names have just become synonymous with days of the week or months of the year. The same way that if you say Nike now, if you go out in the world today and ask 1000 People 100,000 People What does Nike mean? They're gonna say Nike means sportswear Nike means shoes. Nike means nobody's gonna be Nike means God, or goddess or anything of that nature. It's not known for that Nike has become synonymous with sports and sportswear. Therefore, I see no issue in it whatsoever. I wear Nike Bismillah no worries,
no issues. But if you follow the ruling that it is impermissible because it is named after a Greek god that's no problem, don't wear it. But also make sure you apply that across the board. That same ruling you can apply it across the board Honda you know Honda, you know the car car company Honda,
named after a god as well. Named after God as well. So you gotta sell your Honda's. You know that wing that's on the old Honda symbol the old OG Honda symbol is actually a wing
is actually after I agree God as well. So bro, can't have the hundreds got to get rid of that too. So after a Greek god, there's so many different things, but they don't have that original meaning anymore. Therefore there's no issue. Nobody's out there worshipping the Greek god Nike.
So I have no issue.
That's my personal opinion. That's the opinion I stick by. Um, but I also have no problem with the person who does and who says this has no problem. The problem becomes Yeah, Mazda two I think the problem becomes when you think the Your opinion is the own
the right opinion, when you think that your opinion because your shift says that this is the way it is, then for you, that's it. And everybody who doesn't have your own opinion or who doesn't follow your opinion is wrong. And we try to shove our opinion down people's throats or try to shove our chips opinion down other people's throats, when there are other valid opinions out there. That's what is known as the left permissible differences of opinion. If there is a permissible difference of opinion, let each to be their own. Let each to be their own. But you do you want to do me That's it? I have to answer to Allah for my decision that the judgment you have to answer to Allah on about
your decisions on the Day of Judgment. We'll leave it at that bro. We'll leave it at that.
All right, so let me see what questions I've missioned because we only got about
15 more minutes and I gotta get up out of here because I need to pray Ossur 1015 minutes because I need to pray answer before three at my three o'clock session Shama um
let me see when we see Where Where Where, where, where, where, where, where. Only and I was better refrain from these. Yes, clean the birds. Yes, my birds are clean. They're super clean, super clean. He has Modern Warfare to treat you. It's I'm trying to level up guns. I've got all the snipers and AR is leveled up. That's all I need for when Modern Warfare two comes out. So we'll let it ride from that. We'll let it ride from that.
How's the how's the cat? The cat is good. The cat is good. She's is he hiding around somewhere she might show up. I see her like walk by my office every once in a while. Because the way I'm facing is where my office door entrances and I'll see her sometimes just walking back and forth. But I haven't seen her actually yet.
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You streaming card tomorrow is on Yes. Tomorrow we'll be streaming probably some war zone. I don't know if we're doing Modern Warfare to tomorrow. But rebirth Island is going to be gone. Literally at the end of November. So we're gonna get some more of that in before it's gone. Shama What else do you like to make a collection of books? That's it. I got collection of shoes books.
After this one I collect choose books author and bills. That's it. That's what I got a collection of choose books, afters and bills.
That's it. That's what we collect.
Too bad you can't smell it. Maybe one day they'll create something where you'll be able to smell through the smell through the thing.
So how do you like green Irish tweed by Tweed? I don't even know what that is. I never even I never even is that a? Is that a cologne during smoke that never even smoked that.
If that is a cologne, I've never smoked it. How do you let go of attachment to people? So my childhood by realizing that everything is transient.
If you're attached to somebody that you should not be attached to, if you're attached to somebody, they should not be attached to know that everything is transient. Nothing in this world lasts forever. Don't attach yourself to something that is impermanent, the most. The best thing to attach yourself to is Allah Subhana Allah to Allah because Allah subhanho wa Taala is eternal. Allah is eternal and you can be attached to things like I'm attached to my children, my spouse etc. But you know, you can't become overly attached to something that's transient because it could be here today gone tomorrow anything of this world could be here today gone tomorrow
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mobile uses are you selfie? No, I'm a Muslim bro.
I'm a Muslim.
Allah Subhana Allah says Allah in 90 million Muslim mean and they call themselves Muslim. So that's what I am I'm Muslim
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The fitrah of man his strength is not permissible for women to do this because natural they are attracted man, for a man who wears perfume is a beautiful thing. It is good. I'll check it out. Inshallah, I will try to check it out. Nobody. Any advice on how to be addicted to validation from others?
Not to be addicted to validation from others.
Look, you should be your own validation. You should be the validator of your own self. Like you should know your own worth and know what you are and who you are. That's it that keeps you humble. But it also lets you know where that like, Yes, I have some value. I have value. Because if you're looking into validation and others, you are giving them power. You're giving them power. You're giving them strength over you. And
people normally don't deserve that. Validation comes from you. You validate yourself. That's it when you look in the mirror. Are you happy with the person that you see? If not, are
You're working on becoming the better version of you if yes,
and hamdulillah that's who you are, if not work on it. What people's opinions don't matter. people's opinions don't matter people's opinions do not matter do not matter.
So you need to have your own opinion of yourself and validate that and realize that everybody else is just going to have an opinion based on of snippets of you nobody really knows you like that. These people that have opinions of you. These people have opinions of you don't even really know you well enough to have that type of opinion. It's based upon snippets. You know who you are. That is where you put your validation in Sharma
don't want to know where I'm trying to where did I miss?
Yep, Morocco Muslim. That's it. Adam Xie salam from Oman welcome to the stream my brother Welcome, welcome. How to respond to new Muslim enthusiastically asked in a new Muslim cat group. How's everyone celebrating Thanksgiving? I was thinking to post two videos about scholars opinions. Yeah, just do that. You know, Thanksgiving is not even really a holiday that it doesn't have religious origins to it necessarily. But at the same time, it's a very dark history about Thanksgiving, like every day for a Muslim should be Thanksgiving, every day for a Muslim that Allah Subhana Allah gives you life wakes you up
with Eman that you can still say La Ilaha illa Allah, Muhammad Rasool Allah, that should be a day of thanksgiving for you gratitude, sugar lunch, a cartoon lazy, then no, call me if you're grateful to me, I'll give you more. But the history of Thanksgiving, and what the what the what the British did to the Native Americans. What the British did to the Native Americans.
Is isn't a is a tragedy. It is a is a genocide. The Native Americans were put through genocide, genocide, when when they came over the Native Americans taught them how to live here in America, how to grow crops, etc, how to survive, and then
to repay them. These mastered massacred them, to repay them, they mastered them.
So, and I can you know, I understand this because I do have Native American heritage. My grandfather was Cherokee Indian. My grandfather was nearly full blooded Cherokee Indian. So he made sure we were well in tune with
the Native American heritage. And actually, the Cherokee Indians had some influence from Islam.
The Cherokee Indians, I don't have time to go through that right now. Maybe on another stream. We'll do that. With the Cherokee Indians had some heritage from Islam. You can do your own research on that, and you'll come to find out that what I'm saying is facts. But even my grandfather's name was Homer it was actually it's comes from the name Alma Alma. And there are some Cherokee gravestones that you can still find to this day that have the moon, the crescent moon and the star on them, anyway, but the Cherokees were contacted by Muslims very long time ago. We'll leave that for now. Islam had come to North America, long before Columbus, how do you think Columbus knew how to get
here? How do you think Columbus knew how to get here his navigator had maps in Arabic drawn by Muslims we're not going to go down that route right now. I'm
not gonna go down right now right now.
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I can answer only a couple more and then we gotta roll out? We're gonna roll out Bob bom bom bom. Thanks for waiting for your prayers. He said it smell. He said. It smells strong. The viewers can smell it. Yeah, it was my
paternal my paternal grandfather, my paternal grandfather so my roots go back to
my roots go back to Native American slash Irish. My grandmother was Irish. My grandfather was Native American and there was some Welsh make this mix in there somewhere. That's how the Evans name got in there because Evans is a Welsh name. You go over you go to Wales as Evans everything and my grandmother was full blooded Irish.
And my mom's side of the family is a mixture of German
and and some other I'm not sure if but German for sure. I know because my grandmother's name was
old enough. Good enough.
I'm just a mutt just a mixture of a whole lot of things man. Mixture of a whole lot of things.
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Yep, I'm usually your dad useless. Staying close to accepting Islam only Allah knows only Allah can guide only Allah can guide people. Only Allah can guide people. That's the thing. Brothers and sisters when it comes to Dawa. We can share
The message we can share the message, but we cannot guide we cannot we can share the message but we cannot guide only Allah can guide only Allah is Allah Hedy only Allah is the guide in Dawa, there is known as something as Hidayat will tell fifth, which is the guidance of Allah subhanho wa Taala to open a person's heart to Islam, and then this Hidayatullah earshot, which is our job to share the message. So we can become a vessel for guidance. As Muslims, we can become a vessel for guidance for other people to believe in Allah subhanho wa taala. But all we can do is share the message. Then if Allah wills, Allah can open that person's heart and guide them to himself. That's it, we cannot
guide anyone we share the message and that's all we can do.
I'm gonna check it out, I'll check out the email inshallah I saw it I just haven't I haven't had a chance to have a look at it. I'll take a look at inshallah
sounds sounds good. Sounds good liberal.
But that's it. That's all we can do. That's all we can do, is share the message. If Allah wants to guide someone who will guide them. That's why I have never ever, ever focused on the results of Dawa. Our job is to share the message. That's it, once we have shared the message, chat. Listen, once we have shared the message, we've done our job. That's it, there's nothing more you can do. Simply plainly share the message of Islam with someone else. After that it is up to Allah subhanho wa Taala Anna, whether or not that person will be guided or not. There are so many occasions where people will come to Islam, even when you don't know, you know, like for things you don't know,
people might have watched my videos and accepted Islam and, and or go come to a lecture that I that I gave, and then later on started thinking about Islam based upon and accepted and I'll never know. And I don't need to know, I don't need to know why. Because if ALLAH SubhanA, Allah does not accept my intention, if my knee was not in the right place, if my intention was not in the right place, then it won't matter anyway, that person will give their benefit and I'll get nothing. The only thing that's going to matter on the Day of Judgment is is what Allah has accepted from me. So I don't care about counting numbers, etc. People ask me a lot like how many people have accepted Islam
based on your data? I don't know. I'll find that on the Day of Judgment one time. That's it. That's it. I'll find that other day, gentlemen, I'm hoping that I'm hoping that is going to be a good surprise, because I could use all of the good deeds that I can get. But guiding helping someone else come to Islam is such a beautiful thing. We'll close it off with this and Charlemagne butanna. We'll close it off with this today. Chat.
The Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam and this is in the collection of Imam Muslim. He said whoever guides someone to Islam, that means whoever helped someone else become a Muslim, right? They get the reward of the guided one without the reward of the guided one being lost. This means that if you help someone come to Islam, then every single action they do, you get rewarded for it equally. If they pray. Allah counts it as if you prayed. If they fast, Allah counts it as if you fasted. If they give charity that Allah counts it as if you gave charity so every good deed they do, you get an equal deed like it and that's for everyone.
Masha Allah mo rock,
for becoming a member, may Allah bless you and grant your goodness in sha Allah for becoming a member supporting stream.
Every good deed they do, you get an equal reward for it. And that's for everybody. That's if you guys if you help 100 People become a Muslim, then you'll be getting not only your good deeds on your scale of deeds, good deeds, but you'll also be getting those 100 people's good deeds on your scale of good deeds. So it is one of the acts in Islam that our that gives reward like nothing else, like nothing else. That I think the only thing that might be comparable to it is becoming a Shahid is shahada coming Ushahidi ALLAH SubhanA wa Tana, other than that, giving our racks up so many rewards because not only are you fulfilling an order of Allah when Allah commands us to do Oh, Isla Sybil
Rebecca Bill hikma to Walmart, and Hasina which ideal home Villa he asked and Colin, we below the wisdom, good speech and argue with him in a way that is better. And also in the Prophet sallallahu alayhi wa sallam said conveyed from me even if it is one verse, and on the Farewell Pilgrimage when he says those of you here today convey this message to those that are not here. So not only you following an order of Allah and deeds for yourself on the Day of Judgment, so never ever, ever, ever be afraid to tell other people about Allah in this Deen. It hurts you in no way whatsoever. And if you do suffer because of it, it's a good deed. It's hassle not for you. It's a good thing.
That was always going to be the core of what I do. Even if I'm doing other things in the gaming and whatever it is that we do. That was always at the core and if anyone is ever introduced and is interested in