Suhaib Webb – The Way Of Worshipers (part twelve) Repentance

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The speaker discusses the use of the book's methodology of the devotees of Allah to encourage people to live compartmentalized lives, rather than the outcome of the west's desire to mute the voice of God. The second hurdle of conversion to a life of faith and devotion is the lack of Yo dealt, which is a fruitful one for everyone. The speaker gives advice on learning to be a worshiper and avoiding sin, emphasizing the importance of knowing oneself and the purpose of knowing oneself to avoid mistakes, and the importance of forgiveness and mercy of Islam in society. The book's multiple lessons, including the need for attention and fame, and the importance of death, are discussed, and upcoming events and lifetime subscription to the Zoom group are offered.

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			Living
		
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			a life of faith and devotion.
		
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			That does that doesn't mean they didn't have
		
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			other lives.
		
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			But these were people who were able to
		
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			synthesize
		
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			their careers,
		
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			their families,
		
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			their hobbies,
		
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			their loves,
		
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			what they liked and what they disliked
		
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			with the Ibadah.
		
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			Oftentimes, what we look for is compartmentalized
		
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			spirituality.
		
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			I don't like the word spirituality, but I'm
		
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			using it just to
		
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			to clarify things, compartmentalize religion.
		
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			So maybe when
		
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			we're discussing the meaning of the book, Minhaj
		
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			Al Abideen, the methodology
		
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			of the devotees of
		
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			Allah. Someone listening now will say that doesn't
		
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			apply to me. I'm not a good person.
		
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			Or, you know, I'm I'm a professional,
		
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			you know, stock broker or I'm in the
		
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			fashion industry or I'm a lawyer or I'm
		
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			an
		
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			athlete. But the methodology
		
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			of the of the Quran
		
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			and of the prophet sallallahu alaihi wa sallam
		
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			is not to encourage us to live compartmentalized
		
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			lives.
		
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			This is an outcome of secularism,
		
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			where religion is here and my life is
		
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			here.
		
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			But a more nuanced mature,
		
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			enhanced
		
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			articulation of religion
		
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			is the one that synthesizes
		
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			them altogether
		
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			and makes them all for Allah Subhanahu Wa
		
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			Ta'ala.
		
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			And that's why Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala
		
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			says to to Allah belongs all things.
		
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			And
		
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			Allah says,
		
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			Mahia
		
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			and I've explained this before,
		
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			are different than and
		
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			means every aspect of my life
		
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			is for Allah.
		
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			And that's why in the Quran, if you
		
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			look for example in Surat Al Baqarah Insha
		
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			Allah this fall at Swiss,
		
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			we'll be starting our live gatherings for Swiss
		
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			students on tafsir, Surat Al Baqarah, inshallah.
		
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			But if you look in Surat Al Baqarah,
		
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			you find the word taqwa used in an
		
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			infinite number of contexts.
		
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			Not just worship,
		
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			but things like business,
		
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			things like marriage,
		
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			things like parenting,
		
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			things like divorce,
		
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			things like jihad.
		
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			The
		
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			iteration of compartmentalized
		
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			religion
		
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			is really the outcome of the west
		
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			who seeks to mute the voice of God
		
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			from the public sphere
		
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			to
		
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			mute the voice of God
		
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			even now from religion,
		
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			where
		
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			what's popular in western culture
		
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			undermines what once considered foundational religious ideas and
		
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			beliefs.
		
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			But subhanallah, this is why our when
		
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			they described
		
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			the halal and the haram,
		
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			they said khitaabullah.
		
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			From the word khutba,
		
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			the communication of god
		
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			to creation
		
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			related to their actions
		
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			through the prophet salallahu alaihi wasallam
		
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			and the ulema.
		
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			So I don't want anyone to think
		
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			that
		
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			the the the title of the book,
		
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			means that suddenly you have to make some
		
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			kind of really life altering
		
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			decision
		
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			or that you have to suddenly, like, exit
		
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			the normal current of your life.
		
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			Islam
		
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			is a very mature,
		
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			beautiful,
		
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			intelligent,
		
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			nuanced
		
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			deen.
		
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			Very rarely
		
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			very rarely does it seek to destroy
		
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			our lives.
		
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			It encourages us to reform them and polish
		
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			them.
		
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			Allah
		
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			never says in the Quran to them.
		
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			What to me to
		
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			and destroy your personalities.
		
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			And ruin your cultures.
		
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			The word the Quran uses is
		
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			means to reform.
		
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			So to be a committed Muslim
		
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			is someone who is trying and struggling
		
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			to constantly reform their life and improve their
		
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			lives.
		
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			And that's why the chapter that's in front
		
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			of us now is very important.
		
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			If Imam al Ghazali
		
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			had only written Minhaj al Abideen
		
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			for religious people,
		
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			for righteous people,
		
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			then why is the second major obstacle
		
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			to a life of faith and devotion? Repentance.
		
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			To Birmingham, England.
		
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			And
		
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			to everybody on Instagram.
		
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			So,
		
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			we learned something here that the second Aqaba,
		
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			the second hurdle
		
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			is repentance.
		
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			And the prophet, sallallahu alaihi wasallam, he said,
		
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			Every human being makes mistakes.
		
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			And the best of those who make mistakes
		
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			are those who repent to Allah.
		
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			So repentance is something very important
		
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			because it allows us to weld
		
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			the mistakes we've made in our life,
		
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			the shortcomings that we've experienced in a life
		
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			of struggle
		
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			to draw near to Allah
		
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			with our faith.
		
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			It's the glue
		
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			that brings a shattered life together.
		
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			It's the cement
		
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			that strengthens a broken soul.
		
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			Tawba
		
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			is the foundation of everything.
		
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			That's why Sidi Ahmed Dzaruq used to say
		
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			That there's nothing more difficult
		
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			on shaitan
		
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			except when a believer
		
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			renews their repentance.
		
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			So no one here should be listening to
		
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			this and thinking I'm not worthy.
		
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			I I'm also not worthy.
		
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			All of us
		
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			are struggling
		
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			to be better people.
		
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			But
		
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			the way of a light the way of
		
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			life and faith and worship
		
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			is one that welcomes everybody, alhamdulillah,
		
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			who is really trying to do the best
		
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			they can.
		
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			And that's why Allah
		
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			and the proof for what I just said
		
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			is found his sort of father.
		
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			Allah says that the Ummah of Muhammad falls
		
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			into 3 types of people.
		
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			The first
		
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			are sinners.
		
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			The second are those who are struggling between
		
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			sin and good.
		
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			And the 3rd
		
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			the foremost in doing good.
		
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			So subhanAllah,
		
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			Allah says,
		
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			from our servants,
		
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			and some of them are sinners. Just because
		
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			they're sinners, doesn't mean they're not the Ibad
		
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			of Allah. See something there, subhanAllah.
		
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			That's why Imam al Tawawi,
		
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			in his famous Aqeedah, he said,
		
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			All of the believers are friends of Allah,
		
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			but they have different levels of commitment.
		
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			We ask Allah
		
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			So that's why we reach now
		
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			We reach now the second hurdle
		
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			to living a life of faith
		
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			and devotion,
		
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			and it is the hurdle of repentance.
		
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			How could it be a hurdle
		
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			for someone who neglects it
		
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			and doesn't use it as a tool
		
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			for utility
		
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			in their relationship with faith and devotion,
		
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			then they are accused of being negligent.
		
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			For someone who is overcome
		
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			by anxiety
		
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			and sadness about their spiritual
		
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			state,
		
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			then
		
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			they have succumb
		
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			to the anxiety,
		
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			which is really
		
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			a lack of iman
		
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			that Allah
		
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			This is a big sin.
		
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			So that person says, you know,
		
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			Allah will never forgive me. I've done so
		
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			many sins. I've done so many bad things.
		
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			Then they are going to be caught in
		
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			this trap,
		
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			And they will not have used toba,
		
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			which actually is
		
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			Right? That repentance actually is emancipating
		
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			a person's soul
		
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			from being despondent.
		
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			The third
		
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			is somebody who doesn't think they have any
		
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			sins.
		
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			So they never repent to Allah subhanahu wa
		
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			ta'ala, so that became now
		
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			a problem because everybody sins.
		
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			So maybe somebody people told them you're a
		
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			Sheikh, you're imam, you're so amazing.
		
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			You read the Quran like this or you
		
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			have so much knowledge,
		
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			and that person,
		
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			their heart begins to feel fill up with
		
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			the helium of people's praises.
		
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			And they forget themselves.
		
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			That's why one of our teachers used to
		
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			say,
		
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			right? That knowledge is is a challenge
		
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			unless
		
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			you use it,
		
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			unless you accompany it with Tawba and worship.
		
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			And then finally,
		
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			are those people who discourage other people to
		
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			the point
		
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			that those other people do not seek repentance.
		
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			The one who closed the door of mercy
		
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			in the hearts of the Muslims.
		
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			Then that person became a Sahabi of shaitan
		
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			and
		
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			an ally to helping shaitan's plan.
		
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			Because Allah
		
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			says
		
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			I I forgive all sins, and we're gonna
		
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			talk about the word
		
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			later.
		
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			And also Allah is the one who
		
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			punishes.
		
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			And that takes it to the 6th person.
		
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			Sorry.
		
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			The one who sins
		
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			so much
		
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			that his or her sins made them arrogant.
		
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			And he or she feels like, yeah, I
		
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			don't need to Allah will forgive me. There's
		
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			no problem. Look at my life. My life
		
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			is good. I got a good job. I
		
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			have a nice car. I have a nice
		
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			house.
		
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			I have the latest this this this this
		
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			this this.
		
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			So they became deceived
		
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			by the material,
		
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			but they forgot that as the prophet
		
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			said,
		
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			that riches
		
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			and being rich isn't what you have.
		
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			Rich is what's in your heart.
		
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			So we ask Allah
		
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			that this hurdle of repentance
		
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			is difficult,
		
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			and it is an incredibly important affair
		
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			whose harm
		
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			can be also extremely powerful, as we just
		
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			talked about. What he means is the one
		
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			who fails to use it correctly
		
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			or fails to use it at all, then
		
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			their harm is gonna be great. Because if
		
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			something is given to you
		
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			that can benefit you in every way possible
		
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			and you and I don't use it, then
		
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			not using it is a crime.
		
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			Or failing to use it correctly
		
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			is a problem.
		
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			We have a special guest.
		
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			Thank you.
		
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			We have a special guest. Popsicle.
		
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			Yeah. With popsicles.
		
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			So if
		
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			we fail
		
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			to use something correctly
		
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			that we have to use,
		
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			If someone
		
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			teaches you before you get on the plane
		
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			or before the plane takes off,
		
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			wear this wear this mask
		
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			if something happens,
		
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			and you don't wear it. What's gonna happen
		
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			to you?
		
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			If someone
		
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			says to you, utilize this
		
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			tool
		
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			through your entire life
		
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			so you will be forgiven
		
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			and meet Allah
		
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			with a clean slate,
		
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			and I and you fail to use it
		
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			correctly,
		
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			well, there you go.
		
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			So that's why I say, Muhammad,
		
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			Al Qazari
		
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			he
		
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			says,
		
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			The harm of not utilizing it.
		
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			Oh. There's a here that's.
		
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			So failing to utilize it correctly
		
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			is a great harm.
		
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			And he says,
		
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			And
		
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			he says,
		
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			was one of the great great scholars of
		
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			from the shayef I Madhab.
		
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			His name is Al Ustef.
		
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			So if you read in any old text,
		
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			it says,
		
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			was a person who knew and worshiped.
		
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			He act on what he knew.
		
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			That he said so it's been narrated to
		
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			us that
		
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			Abu He said,
		
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			I supplicated to Allah for 30 years.
		
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			That Allah will will bless me with the
		
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			provision of sincere repentance.
		
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			He said, and then after 30 years of
		
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			consistently asking Allah to grant him sincere repentance,
		
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			He said to himself,
		
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			after 30 years,
		
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			I made this dua
		
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			and Allah
		
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			has not decreed it for me.
		
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			He was shocked. 30 years of not not
		
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			like in a way of questioning the Dua
		
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			saying,
		
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			this this thing I'm asking for is incredible.
		
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			He said, then I saw in my dream
		
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			Allahu Akbar.
		
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			He said, then I saw in my dream
		
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			a person who said, are you really surprised
		
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			that for 30 years
		
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			you're asking for this?
		
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			Do you really understand
		
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			what you're asking for when you're asking Allah
		
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			to make you someone who sincerely repents?
		
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			Indeed
		
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			what you're really asking for is Allah's love.
		
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			Allahu
		
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			Akbar.
		
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			And then he said to him,
		
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			in the dream,
		
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			don't don't you don't you remember the verse
		
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			where Allah says,
		
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			Allah loves those who constantly repent
		
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			and those who are constantly pure.
		
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			He said to him,
		
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			do you think there's something easy?
		
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			Notice the verse in Surah Tawba.
		
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			Allah says, Tawabin.
		
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			He doesn't say, Taibin.
		
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			Why? Because that wow,
		
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			we have a very important principle in in
		
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			Arabic
		
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			morphology,
		
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			to feed
		
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			It's very important actually. Teach it to my
		
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			students.
		
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			To feed
		
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			which means whenever
		
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			something is added to a word, whether it's
		
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			a letter or a Shadda, it means the
		
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			intensity of the word changes.
		
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			It becomes more intense.
		
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			So if you look at Suratawba, it doesn't
		
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			say
		
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			and this form for is
		
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			called. The form is a form that means
		
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			it happens a lot.
		
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			And that's why it's very important that, again,
		
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			I can't say this enough for Western speaking
		
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			Muslims, man. Educate yourself.
		
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			Don't reduce religious education
		
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			to scrolling.
		
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			The only scrolls that you're gonna find religious
		
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			education
		
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			are the scrolls in the office of your
		
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			sheikh
		
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			or your teacher, not this kind of scrolling.
		
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			That is gonna encourage you. It's gonna it's
		
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			going to
		
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			add like salt on the food, but the
		
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			meat,
		
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			the bandukan
		
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			is with your sheikh.
		
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			You gotta study. You gotta learn. Nobody will
		
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			learn the deen for you. And you don't
		
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			learn to be a scholar, you learn to
		
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			be a worshiper.
		
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			So he says
		
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			means the one who's always repenting,
		
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			always repenting,
		
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			constantly repenting.
		
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			And and the this this is the same
		
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			form, by the way, in the hadith,
		
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			where the prophet
		
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			said that Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala curses
		
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			Zawarat.
		
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			It's translated wrong.
		
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			And because it's translated wrong,
		
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			people understand it wrong,
		
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			especially
		
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			certain types of people. The hadith is translated
		
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			as Allah curses women who visit graves.
		
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			But if you think the rule of Arabic
		
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			that I just taught you, it doesn't say
		
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			zairat.
		
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			It says zawarat.
		
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			Does it mean that is a woman who
		
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			visit the grave like any normal person
		
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			or does mean a woman who visits the
		
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			grave so much
		
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			that she neglects other responsibilities?
		
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			So the same idea here.
		
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			So
		
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			Allah loves those who constantly repent.
		
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			Is this like an easy thing?
		
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			Then say,
		
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			Mohammed says,
		
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			And Mohammed commenting about the life of Abu
		
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			He says,
		
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			look.
		
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			Look at these people
		
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			who spent their entire life in Tawba.
		
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			Working to reform themselves as we talked about
		
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			earlier.
		
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			Islam does not ask us to destroy our
		
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			lives, destroy our personality, destroy our families, destroy
		
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			our cultures.
		
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			Islam is a much more deeper religion. It
		
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			is not a shallow religion.
		
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			Allah doesn't doesn't say
		
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			It says what
		
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			reform.
		
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			Then he says, look at these people how
		
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			they work to improve their hearts and to
		
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			prepare for the hereafter.
		
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			Muhammad
		
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			says, and there is a sin for delaying
		
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			tawba
		
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			that should be feared.
		
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			There is a harm related to delaying toba
		
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			because he says
		
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			He said the first is that it's a
		
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			sin. To delay Toba is a sin.
		
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			And the second is that
		
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			its ending is going to be bad. Right?
		
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			Someone may
		
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			experience, like, either in this life, sin leads
		
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			to irresponsibility
		
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			or in the hereafter.
		
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			That's why there's a a narration
		
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			attributed to the prophet, sallallahu alaihi wasalam. It's
		
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			not strong, but the meaning is strong in
		
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			the Akhdarah
		
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			that the most people in the hellfire
		
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			is from
		
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			a
		
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			means someone who's between toba and not making
		
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			toba, so they don't make toba.
		
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			Nobody will experience
		
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			punishment in the hereafter like those people who
		
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			delay
		
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			And the imam Abuhammed says, and be careful
		
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			that you do not
		
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			become deceived as Iblis was deceived. He thought
		
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			he can delay Toba.
		
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			And is mentioned in
		
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			that
		
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			that said that is his name, Allahu Adam,
		
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			what his real name is.
		
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			This man who Allah
		
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			gave him ayaat,
		
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			the signs of Allah
		
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			Allah says
		
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			in
		
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			related them the story of this person who
		
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			he showed our signs, and then he he
		
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			turned away from those signs and began to
		
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			follow his.
		
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			And his example is like that of a
		
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			dog.
		
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			And no matter what you do is always
		
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			gonna want something, always gonna need something.
		
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			So he's saying be careful. Iblis,
		
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			because he was arrogant.
		
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			I can't read brown bear now. I'm sorry.
		
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			You wanna read brown bear?
		
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			You wanna read brown bear now? It's okay.
		
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			It's okay. It's okay.
		
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			It's Oofy.
		
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			Yeah. Yeah.
		
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			Oofy.
		
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			Yeah. I know. I know. I know.
		
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			My daughter wants me to read brown bear.
		
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			And the big panda bear. You wanna read
		
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			panda bear with everybody? Yeah, Layla.
		
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			Black sheep. Black sheep. What do you see?
		
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			On the what's happening? That's the that's the
		
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			goldfish, man.
		
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			Okay.
		
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			You got it?
		
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			We wanna be careful of being like Iblis,
		
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			someone who was so stubborn
		
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			and so
		
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			arrogant that he didn't repent.
		
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			And also like
		
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			who his his and
		
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			his
		
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			caused him not to repent to Allah.
		
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			So he says,
		
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			be careful of being like those 2.
		
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			Because it started with sin.
		
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			And the end for both of them was
		
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			disbelief.
		
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			And that both of them, according to the
		
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			Quran, are destroyed.
		
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			Then he says,
		
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			He says,
		
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			you must be aware
		
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			and you must work
		
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			hard.
		
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			And the root
		
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			of this need to sin
		
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			and constantly
		
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			disobey Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala
		
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			will be taken from your heart.
		
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			It doesn't Will be taken from your heart.
		
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			And that you will escape
		
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			the bonds of the sin. In other words,
		
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			he's building on what happened with the Abuz
		
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			Haqal Isfarayini
		
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			who spent 30 years
		
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			constantly trying to become a better person.
		
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			So what's saying the imam al Mohammed is
		
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			saying is stay alert
		
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			and stay
		
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			focused.
		
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			Don't fall for your nafs like balama
		
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			and don't become arrogant
		
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			and obstinate like Iblis.
		
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			He said because the heart will never
		
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			that the heart will never escape.
		
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			Being harsh, being hard.
		
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			So be aware of your state, your and
		
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			I said this before
		
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			that the is the action of the heart.
		
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			The
		
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			are the actions of your limbs.
		
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			Means what I do physically.
		
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			Hal is what I do internally.
		
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			So the sheikh is
		
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			saying
		
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			know your states.
		
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			He said because some of the righteous people
		
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			said
		
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			that the pollution of the heart happens because
		
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			of sin.
		
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			Then he talks about what are the signs
		
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			of this.
		
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			What are the signs that I'm not making
		
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			toba and that my heart is becoming polluted?
		
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			So Abuhamad, he says,
		
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			He says that the signs that the heart
		
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			is
		
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			not engaged in repentance and then this pollution,
		
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			this corruption, this corrosion,
		
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			is settling in the heart. He said there
		
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			are 3 things.
		
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			The first is that the heart doesn't fear
		
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			sin.
		
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			The second,
		
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			The second is that
		
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			obedience to Allah
		
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			does not impact the heart or impact the
		
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			person. Allah says in the Quran,
		
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			like, he commanded us to pray, but then
		
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			later on, what does he say?
		
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			Right? That prayer keeps away from evil. So
		
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			if if I'm really praying correctly and my
		
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			heart is there, that prayer is going to
		
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			guide me and protect me from evil.
		
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			What does Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala say about
		
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			fasting?
		
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			That fasting has been prescribed for you so
		
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			you will achieve taqwa. What is the outcome
		
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			of Hajj?
		
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			Right? That Hajj should I shouldn't engage in
		
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			arguments and fighting
		
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			and things like this in Hajj.
		
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			That
		
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			should should purify me and my wealth
		
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			from sin.
		
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			So Sayna Abihamad
		
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			Al Qazari
		
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			says
		
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			that the sign that the heart is becoming
		
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			polluted.
		
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			That there's no fear in the heart of
		
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			sin.
		
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			And that the obedience of Allah is not
		
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			impacting me as a person.
		
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			Like knowledge.
		
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			What's the purpose of learning?
		
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			To be famous?
		
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			To have a lot of likes?
		
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			To get a lot of attention?
		
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			No.
		
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			One of the greatest scholars of Islam.
		
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			He is
		
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			for Imam Malik and Imam
		
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			where Saydna Imam Adani is.
		
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			Saydna Imam Junaid,
		
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			when he died,
		
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			one of his students saw him in a
		
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			dream.
		
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			And he said, all this knowledge that you
		
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			learned,
		
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			all of the the great things that you
		
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			learned, the knowledge you acquired,
		
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			what did it do for you that saved
		
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			you in the hereafter because he was happy?
		
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			He said, wallahi,
		
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			the only thing that saved me
		
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			was that my knowledge
		
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			inspired me to pray at night.
		
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			SubhanAllah.
		
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			As the prophet
		
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			said to say to Muhammad,
		
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			The honor of the believer
		
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			is praying to Hajjid. What does it mean?
		
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			The honor in the
		
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			But those scholars
		
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			actually ran away from public attention,
		
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			And they felt that public attention was a
		
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			test and a trial
		
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			that could corrupt their knowledge. It's public.
		
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			Because they would lose the foundations
		
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			of the knowledge to make people happy. We
		
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			ask Allah to forgive us all. This is
		
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			a challenge
		
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			many people face.
		
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			That's why Imam
		
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			Ibrahim Ibno Adham, one of the greatest scholars
		
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			of his day.
		
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			He said
		
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			the greatest day of my life
		
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			was when I went into a masjid late
		
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			at night and nobody knew me. It was
		
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			after Isha, and I went there to sleep.
		
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			And the,
		
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			the caretaker of the masjid,
		
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			he thought I was a thief,
		
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			so he threw me out.
		
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			And as he was throwing me out, I
		
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			tried to tell him,
		
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			I'm Ibrahim,
		
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			He said, but I was not able to
		
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			identify myself.
		
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			And he said, this was the happiest day
		
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			of my life because it recentered
		
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			me on the purpose of knowledge.
		
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			The purpose of knowledge.
		
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			That's why we say that the purpose of
		
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			knowledge
		
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			is to be known with Allah
		
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			and unknown with his creation.
		
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			But the purpose of dunya
		
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			is to be known with creation
		
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			and unknown with Allah.
		
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			How many of us we have
		
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			in dunya?
		
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			And the absence of Ikhlas in Allah
		
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			and the akhira.
		
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			So the purpose
		
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			of knowledge
		
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			is Allah. You know Allah. The more I
		
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			know Allah,
		
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			the less
		
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			other things mean to me.
		
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			The grander of the dunya becomes centered and
		
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			balanced.
		
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			And the more I know dunya,
		
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			the lie of the grandeur of the dunya
		
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			and its permanence become dilated,
		
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			and my understanding of
		
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			of Allah become constricted.
		
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			We ask Allah
		
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			We used to have a sheikh Sheikh Mohammed
		
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			Mehdi from Algeria.
		
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			We used to read with him every morning.
		
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			Sheikh
		
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			used to read with us.
		
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			And These are like really great texts.
		
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			And we were just, like,
		
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			budding students in Egypt
		
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			in a place called Montekatu
		
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			Zahra. And I remember after teaching us, he
		
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			would say, go do sadaqa,
		
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			go do charity,
		
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			go pray turaka,
		
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			go help somebody, do something.
		
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			We said why? He said because
		
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			the knowledge, the purpose of the knowledge is
		
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			for you to do good,
		
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			to do what Allah loves.
		
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			So when Sayidna Imam Al Khazari says,
		
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			that the obedience of Allah doesn't have any
		
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			impact on that heart. How is that even
		
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			possible, man?
		
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			How is it possible not to have an
		
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			impact when this is the obedience of Allah?
		
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			How is it possible to, like, diminish the
		
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			note of the Quran
		
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			or the note
		
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			of?
		
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			How is it possible?
		
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			What that means is a person does a
		
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			benefit when they're reminded.
		
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			Somebody reminds them nicely with good character,
		
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			with
		
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			because we know that the the etiquettes of
		
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			are what, it should be done in private.
		
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			Number 2, it should be done in a
		
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			way that doesn't shame the person.
		
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			Number 3,
		
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			the person who advised them should also have
		
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			a a a like a plan of action
		
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			to help the person.
		
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			That's why the word is from to to
		
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			to sew a garment back together. When you
		
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			sew a garment back together, you don't rip
		
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			it in half.
		
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			You you take the needle and you sew
		
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			very carefully.
		
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			The same thing when we see shortcomings in
		
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			one another,
		
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			we use this needle
		
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			very carefully so that we don't hurt each
		
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			other more.
		
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			To call to good has to lead to
		
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			good.
		
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			So we should be careful of ridiculing people
		
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			sometimes who may
		
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			try to sincerely advise us even though it's
		
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			hard.
		
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			Because,
		
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			you know, that's one of the signs of
		
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			a talaw with alqalb.
		
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			So to review,
		
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			Sayna Imam Abuhammed
		
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			He says,
		
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			He says you have to know yourself and
		
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			be aware of yourself because the the the
		
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			pollution that happens from sin is the pollution
		
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			of the heart.
		
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			And the sign of that heart being polluted
		
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			That
		
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			the person doesn't feel any fear of sin.
		
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			That's number 1.
		
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			And that in obeying Allah, there's no there's
		
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			no there's no.
		
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			It doesn't impact a person.
		
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			That the person doesn't, like, benefit
		
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			You don't take benefit from people who advise
		
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			them. That's why I say now, I'm gonna
		
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			used to say
		
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			People will not succeed
		
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			if they don't love advisors.
		
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			And people who don't have people around them
		
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			to advise them don't succeed.
		
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			Who advises you, loves
		
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			you.
		
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			And who has flattered you, has cheated you.
		
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			Then imam Abuhamad al Ghazari, he continues his
		
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			advice. He says,
		
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			Do not counter do not consider any sin
		
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			as insignificant.
		
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			And do not consider yourself
		
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			repenting while you're doing major sins.
		
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			Here we need to make a point, though,
		
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			as mentioned by the
		
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			that
		
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			a person
		
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			does not have to repent from everything at
		
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			once.
		
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			That may be too much for them, and
		
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			this was the way of the Sahaba.
		
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			Allah
		
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			slowly legislated what was haram for them.
		
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			Everything didn't come at once.
		
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			It came over time.
		
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			So is it possible
		
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			for someone
		
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			to say they're living a very sinful life?
		
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			May Allah protect us. We all live sinful
		
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			lives, but I'm saying, like, egregiously sinful.
		
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			Is it possible that that person could say
		
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			let's say, for example, I don't pray.
		
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			I
		
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			smoke drugs or something,
		
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			and I'm a thief.
		
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			Right?
		
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			Do I have to repent from all 3
		
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			of those at once or can I start
		
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			with 1 and slowly begin to work on
		
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			the others?
		
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			There's two points to this.
		
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			Number 1, it is allowed
		
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			to repent step by step
		
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			unless it involves the of the Ibad.
		
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			So when it comes to the the rights
		
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			of god,
		
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			I don't pray. I don't fast. I don't
		
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			make Hajj. I don't pay zakat. May May
		
00:42:00 --> 00:42:01
			Allah protect us.
		
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			It's best if I can immediately change that.
		
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			If possible,
		
00:42:05 --> 00:42:07
			I became obedient to Allah.
		
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			But maybe for some reason I don't have
		
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			the strength, it may break me, so I
		
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			start say with salah.
		
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			Mama.
		
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			Then I move on to zakah. Then I
		
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			move on to hajj.
		
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			But if it involves the of
		
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			Ibad,
		
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			if those sins involve
		
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			other people, then I have to repent from
		
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			them immediately.
		
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			Why? Because Allah
		
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			whether
		
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			you and I repent or or obey Allah,
		
00:42:39 --> 00:42:41
			it doesn't matter. That's for us.
		
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			But those other people, they need their hack.
		
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			He says,
		
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			And
		
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			he mentions his great quote
		
00:43:05 --> 00:43:06
			of Abbasid Hussain,
		
00:43:07 --> 00:43:08
			who used to say,
		
00:43:20 --> 00:43:22
			And he mentioned that I did a sin
		
00:43:22 --> 00:43:24
			40 years ago that still I weep about
		
00:43:24 --> 00:43:26
			this sin 40 years later.
		
00:43:27 --> 00:43:29
			So the people ask him,
		
00:43:34 --> 00:43:35
			what did you do?
		
00:43:37 --> 00:43:38
			And he said,
		
00:43:51 --> 00:43:52
			He said, you know,
		
00:43:53 --> 00:43:56
			somebody visited my house and I fed him
		
00:43:56 --> 00:43:56
			some fish,
		
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			and I took
		
00:43:59 --> 00:44:01
			something from my neighbor's yard, like, very small
		
00:44:01 --> 00:44:03
			like this so that person could wash his
		
00:44:03 --> 00:44:04
			hands.
		
00:44:05 --> 00:44:05
			And
		
00:44:06 --> 00:44:07
			so what he's saying here is, of course,
		
00:44:07 --> 00:44:08
			this is like high level.
		
00:44:09 --> 00:44:11
			But what he's saying is look how, like,
		
00:44:11 --> 00:44:11
			focused
		
00:44:12 --> 00:44:13
			he was on sin.
		
00:44:15 --> 00:44:17
			Then Abuhamad says something very powerful.
		
00:44:27 --> 00:44:27
			He says,
		
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			What Imam Al Qazari says now should be
		
00:44:38 --> 00:44:39
			written in gold.
		
00:44:40 --> 00:44:41
			He says,
		
00:44:44 --> 00:44:45
			debate yourself.
		
00:44:47 --> 00:44:48
			Right?
		
00:44:50 --> 00:44:51
			Debate yourself.
		
00:44:55 --> 00:44:56
			And then control yourself.
		
00:45:00 --> 00:45:02
			And then run to repentance
		
00:45:02 --> 00:45:03
			and raise to repentance.
		
00:45:10 --> 00:45:11
			Because your death
		
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			is hidden from you. A little king. And
		
00:45:14 --> 00:45:15
			dunya is a mirage.
		
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			Bee, bee, bee, bee.
		
00:45:19 --> 00:45:21
			If that was the only thing we said
		
00:45:21 --> 00:45:24
			for the entire class, now we're about 15
		
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			lessons into this book.
		
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			If this was the only thing that we
		
00:45:28 --> 00:45:30
			said in this book, will lie, it would
		
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			be enough.
		
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			This advice is enough to live our lives
		
00:45:34 --> 00:45:34
			correctly.
		
00:45:36 --> 00:45:38
			Here doesn't mean like discuss.
		
00:45:40 --> 00:45:41
			Have a discussion with yourself.
		
00:45:42 --> 00:45:42
			Discussions.
		
00:45:45 --> 00:45:47
			Sit down and have a discussion with yourself.
		
00:45:48 --> 00:45:50
			And then control yourself.
		
00:45:52 --> 00:45:53
			And then race to repentance.
		
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			Because your death is unknown, is hidden.
		
00:45:59 --> 00:46:00
			And
		
00:46:00 --> 00:46:01
			the
		
00:46:02 --> 00:46:03
			is a mirage.
		
00:46:05 --> 00:46:07
			Someone like Abu Hamad Al Ghazari,
		
00:46:09 --> 00:46:12
			what would he prescribe for
		
00:46:12 --> 00:46:13
			young Muslims
		
00:46:14 --> 00:46:16
			and Muslims in general today if he saw
		
00:46:16 --> 00:46:17
			how we were living?
		
00:46:19 --> 00:46:21
			How we wanna all be famous. We all
		
00:46:21 --> 00:46:24
			wanna go viral. It's crazy it's called viral
		
00:46:24 --> 00:46:25
			because there's a lot of viruses and all
		
00:46:25 --> 00:46:26
			that.
		
00:46:27 --> 00:46:28
			The need for attention.
		
00:46:29 --> 00:46:32
			The need for fame. But we said whoever
		
00:46:32 --> 00:46:33
			knows Allah,
		
00:46:33 --> 00:46:35
			then the the the the wealth of the
		
00:46:35 --> 00:46:38
			dunya is centered and balanced.
		
00:46:39 --> 00:46:40
			Whoever knows the dunya,
		
00:46:41 --> 00:46:42
			then their understanding of Allah
		
00:46:43 --> 00:46:43
			becomes
		
00:46:44 --> 00:46:44
			constricted.
		
00:47:04 --> 00:47:06
			And that your nafs and shaitan are constant
		
00:47:06 --> 00:47:07
			enemies.
		
00:47:25 --> 00:47:25
			So
		
00:47:26 --> 00:47:27
			yeah. And the reason it says that you're
		
00:47:27 --> 00:47:29
			you're the the dunya is a mirage and
		
00:47:29 --> 00:47:31
			and your death is unknown as someone is
		
00:47:31 --> 00:47:32
			walking through a mirage.
		
00:47:34 --> 00:47:36
			That death is gonna hit them suddenly.
		
00:47:37 --> 00:47:38
			That's why Allah says in
		
00:47:41 --> 00:47:43
			The of hit you.
		
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			Boom.
		
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			Came out of nowhere.
		
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			It came out of nowhere because they caught
		
00:47:53 --> 00:47:54
			up in the dunya.
		
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			That's why the prophet
		
00:48:01 --> 00:48:01
			said,
		
00:48:03 --> 00:48:05
			consider yourself from the people of the graves,
		
00:48:05 --> 00:48:07
			If you and I live like we were
		
00:48:07 --> 00:48:08
			dead, we would live in the hereafter.
		
00:48:09 --> 00:48:11
			But if we live like we're alive, we
		
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			will not live in the hereafter. We'll die.
		
00:48:15 --> 00:48:16
			That's why Allah says
		
00:48:18 --> 00:48:19
			the one who created death and life. Death
		
00:48:19 --> 00:48:21
			is dunya and is
		
00:48:29 --> 00:48:32
			That's why he mentions death first because we
		
00:48:32 --> 00:48:34
			got it twisted. We think we're alive now.
		
00:48:34 --> 00:48:35
			We're gonna die later.
		
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			The hereafter is really the the party.
		
00:48:48 --> 00:48:49
			So it says
		
00:48:53 --> 00:48:55
			that Shaitan and your nafs are your enemies.
		
00:49:02 --> 00:49:03
			So flee to Allah
		
00:49:03 --> 00:49:06
			and humble yourself to Allah and turn to
		
00:49:06 --> 00:49:06
			Allah
		
00:49:07 --> 00:49:09
			impoverished and remember Adam,
		
00:49:10 --> 00:49:12
			your father and my father, alayhi salam.
		
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			Who Allah created him with his power and
		
00:49:19 --> 00:49:19
			authority.
		
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			And breathed into him.
		
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			The
		
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			command of his life.
		
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			And who had the Malaika as we believe
		
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			in tradition, carry him to
		
00:49:45 --> 00:49:45
			Jannah.
		
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			He said that Adam, he only made one
		
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			simple mistake.
		
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			And with that one simple mistake,
		
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			he was
		
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			evicted from Jannah. And
		
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			he was a prophet who Allah created and
		
00:50:10 --> 00:50:11
			breathed his
		
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			life, commanded life to be breathed into him.
		
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			And Allah
		
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			after Adam was removed from Jannah,
		
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			he said to Adam, Yeah, Adam, are you
		
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			When Adam was in dunya, Allah said to
		
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			him, who was your neighbor before?
		
00:50:31 --> 00:50:32
			The best neighbor, you Allah.
		
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			Then he was evicted from Jannah.
		
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			He said and then Allah
		
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			commanded him like after he ate
		
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			and disobeyed Allah and after he ate from
		
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			the tree, Allah said to him, yeah, Adam,
		
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			who was your neighbor?
		
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			The best neighbor.
		
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			Then Allah said, oh,
		
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			Get out of paradise.
		
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			And remove from your head
		
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			the honor of my.
		
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			Nobody can be my neighbor who disobeys
		
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			me. Then he says
		
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			it's it's not strongly narrated, but it's narrated
		
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			that say that Adam
		
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			that he wept for 200 years. Of course,
		
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			this is like hyperbolic stuff, but it means
		
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			he he was upset for years.
		
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			Until Allah accepted his repentance.
		
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			And then Allah forgave him of that sin,
		
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			that mistake.
		
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			He said, this is how Allah
		
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			engaged
		
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			a prophet.
		
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			What about us?
		
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			Who we have an infinite number of sins.
		
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			He said, look how Adam, he turned to
		
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			Allah sincerely, then what about you and I?
		
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			Then he mentions one poem,
		
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			This is by the way if you're Arab.
		
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			This form of poetry is called
		
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			What does the poem say?
		
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			He said, we fear for the person who
		
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			repents.
		
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			And what about the person who doesn't?
		
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			We're gonna stop here,
		
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			and next week, we're going to finish
		
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			the section on repentance.
		
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			1 hour every Tuesday
		
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			at 6:30 PM EST.
		
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			And what is Imam Al Abuhammed going to
		
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			talk about next?
		
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			What if you repented
		
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			and then you broke your repentance? The vow
		
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			of your repentance.
		
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			Right? So what if somebody repented to Allah
		
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			and then they broke that vow because they
		
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			went back to the sin?
		
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			And they returned to the sin.
		
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			What should happen
		
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			in that situation?
		
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			Here we see something really beautiful,
		
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			the mercy of Islam
		
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			and the forgiveness of religion
		
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			is far more greater
		
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			and far more nuanced
		
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			and far more caring
		
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			than contemporary
		
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			society,
		
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			where nobody has a chance to repent.
		
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			And the reason that secular society
		
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			is so brutal on human beings is because
		
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			it does not believe in the day of
		
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			judgment.
		
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			So it tries to invoke the wrath
		
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			of the day of judgment now.
		
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			Now.
		
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			So when people make mistakes,
		
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			we see social media
		
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			seeks to destroy their life and throw them
		
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			into *.
		
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			Yeah. I'm talk I'm not talking about, of
		
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			course, crimes and,
		
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			you know,
		
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			really evil things. But even for for things
		
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			where people are just being human, they make
		
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			mistakes, man.
		
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			Where Islam
		
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			of course people have to earn The trust
		
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			of others and responsibility comes with incredible
		
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			challenges, but,
		
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			you know, Allah, the world today is brutal,
		
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			man.
		
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			So next week in
		
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			we continue
		
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			What should we do
		
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			if we break the vow of Tawba, which
		
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			happens a lot. We're all human beings.
		
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			These
		
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			things
		
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			happen.
		
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			Has taken notes. So
		
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			if you send me a message, a DM,
		
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			before we let people go?
		
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			I save it, and usually I post it
		
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			on YouTube. You can find all the recordings
		
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			on YouTube
		
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			as well. And then also I posted here.
		
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			And also for
		
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			our amazing group of people here at the
		
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			NYU
		
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			Zoom account. May Allah bless you.
		
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			Taking these incredible notes.
		
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			And I should start sending you some notes
		
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			before to make it easier for you. I
		
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			feel feel bad, man.
		
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			We'll see you next week at
		
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			6:30 PM EST for our weekly reading of
		
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			this book of Abu Mohammed Al Azari.