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The speaker describes a situation where they were confused by the name of a prophet and felt like they were talking about a life event. They describe a situation where they were offered a job as a supervisor, but felt uncomfortable with the job and wanted to focus on their job as a Christian. They eventually found a job as a teacher at Regent's Park.

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			which made the biggest impact on
me other than reading the Quran
		
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			was the life of the prophet
Muhammad upon him up, I read the
		
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			amazing Syrah by Martin lings. And
that blew my mind and I thought,
		
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			oh, okay, okay, okay, you know, he
looks like a prophet talks like a
		
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			prophet behaves like a prophet,
why am I not believing he sent by
		
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			God, then I encountered the
problem within myself. I knew that
		
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			if I accept that he was a prophet,
that would mean I would become a
		
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			Muslim. And that would mean a, a,
an existential change of
		
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			civilization. I will cross over
thresholds, red lines in my own
		
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			life, as a white male middle
class, majoritarian person in
		
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			England, moving a small, often
despised ethnic minority
		
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			community. And that may be hold
back for some months, I'm
		
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			thinking, do I really do actually
really want to do this at all? So
		
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			Hamdulillah I did ultimately get
the courage by the grace of God to
		
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			say the shahada at Regent's Park.
		
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			And then and then I came across
something which I didn't expect to
		
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			find out.