Nouman Ali Khan – Jumuah Khutbah – Vancouver

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The Surah provides opportunities for people to get together, but they were not listening. Jesus spoke to the Israelites and warned them of their corruption, causing them to become irrelevant and punished. The importance of remembering the secret messages of Islam is emphasized, including the use of "naq centers," "any thing you know" cycles, and the importance of not being caught in the "any thing you know" cycle. The speaker discusses the negative reactions people experience when they receive information about Islam, including physical weakness and desire to take responsibility, and emphasizes the importance of giving gifts and developing a means and systems in the family and friends to ensure everyone is happy and satisfied with their current situation.

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			It's an honor to be here today and
		
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			InshaAllah over the next a little over 20,
		
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			23 minutes, I'm going to try to share
		
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			some
		
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			reflections from the opening
		
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			of Surat Maryam. So for after the Khutba
		
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			is done, after you get some time, I'd
		
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			like you to spend some time reading the
		
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			opening, the the first few ayaat, maybe the
		
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			first page of Surat Maryam on your own
		
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			and do some reading and study on your
		
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			own as well.
		
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			This Surah,
		
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			the opening is about a time, a very
		
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			important time in history. So I wanna first
		
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			tell you about that time.
		
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			The children of Israel were chosen by Allah
		
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			to be an example for all other nations
		
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			before humanity.
		
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			And they had had many many prophets,
		
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			one after the other.
		
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			And the Quran describes that they disgraced those
		
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			prophets. In fact, they even killed many of
		
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			those prophets.
		
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			You know, yaktulun and nabiyeenabiraidilhaqq.
		
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			They were killing prophets without justification.
		
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			So it's not just that they were not
		
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			listening to them, they were even assassinating
		
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			prophets of Allah time and time again.
		
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			But this was almost
		
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			the end of the line for them. Allah
		
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			had given them many many opportunities
		
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			and now we're getting close to the end.
		
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			And by that time they had reached
		
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			a new level of corruption within them.
		
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			So they were already, they had different layers
		
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			of corruption
		
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			but the kind of corruption they reached
		
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			by this time that is going to be
		
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			described in the beginning
		
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			of Surat Maryam is the height of their
		
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			corruption.
		
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			And how do we know that? Well one
		
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			of the ways you can think about that
		
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			is this is right around the time Isa
		
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			is born.
		
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			So the last prophet that is going to
		
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			speak to them directly is coming. This is
		
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			their last shot. This is their last chance
		
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			to get their act together.
		
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			And if you study Jesus, even outside of
		
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			the Quran, if you study what Jesus is
		
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			saying to the Israelites in their own literature,
		
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			in Christian literature,
		
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			you'll find that he has no kind words
		
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			for the Israelites.
		
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			And he's exposing,
		
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			he's extremely offensive at the level of corruption
		
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			that they've reached. In fact, it's no surprise
		
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			then that they orchestrated
		
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			the attempt to get him executed.
		
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			Right? Because it was too much of a
		
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			problem for them and he was exposing their
		
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			corruption too much. Now
		
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			he hasn't been born yet. The opening of
		
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			the Surah, he hasn't been born yet.
		
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			It opens with actually his mother's uncle.
		
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			It opens with Zakariyah
		
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			And this khutba is really about Zakaria
		
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			but I want you to know what Zakaria
		
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			himself went through
		
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			He's Allah's prophet.
		
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			He knows
		
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			even though he's a prophet too Bani Israel,
		
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			he knows
		
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			that they have killed many prophets before him.
		
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			So the first question is why didn't they
		
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			kill him? Well, there's 2 things that happened.
		
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			Either they killed prophets
		
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			or they just stop listening to them and
		
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			ignore them and make them irrelevant.
		
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			And now whether you kill kill them or
		
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			not, nobody's listening to you anyway.
		
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			So it's as if Zakariyah alaihis salam who's
		
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			doing his responsibility
		
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			as the imam, as the leader of that
		
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			community, as the prophet of the time,
		
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			has been giving them dawah and trying to
		
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			make correction with these people but they have
		
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			basically rendered him irrelevant.
		
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			And he knows even the people that are
		
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			close to him, even they suffer from deep
		
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			corruption.
		
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			And he's been asking Allah
		
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			all this time for some kind of support,
		
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			some kind of help. Because whenever he gets
		
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			some kind of help, he's he he sees
		
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			that they have other influences and they're not
		
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			he's not able to give them tarbia properly.
		
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			So his dua to Allah
		
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			was, maybe the only way I can really
		
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			have someone to help me is if they
		
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			were born in my own family, my own
		
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			child. I will be in charge of their
		
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			upbringing myself.
		
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			I'll make sure that they're brought up the
		
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			right way. And then they can take responsibility
		
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			because I'm getting older and older. So So
		
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			his entire life he's making dua for someone
		
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			to support him. And now he's so old
		
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			that he can see that death is
		
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			any any moment now. He's already got one
		
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			foot in the grave. And it's at that
		
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			time that Allah records this conversation
		
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			that he had with Allah in the opening
		
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			of
		
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			Surat Maryam.
		
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			It opens with
		
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			And you and I know we don't know
		
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			what that means. But why put that there?
		
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			One of the reasons you can think about
		
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			putting that there is Allah is reminding us
		
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			that he knows and we don't know.
		
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			And He has wisdom we can never possess.
		
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			He knows, He understands things that we can
		
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			never understand. And when He plans the world
		
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			the way he plans it, we see things
		
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			happening in the world, we don't understand it.
		
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			But the one who created this world and
		
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			has the entire plan,
		
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			he has knowledge and he has access that
		
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			we can never have.
		
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			Right? And when you see something in front
		
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			of your eyes and you see it as
		
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			a problem, like Zakariyah
		
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			sees that these were the muslims of that
		
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			time. They're not kuffar. They're the muslims of
		
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			that time. So he sees the muslims of
		
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			that time so corrupt,
		
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			so lost
		
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			and he even being a prophet of Allah
		
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			can't do anything about it. It seems to
		
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			be he seems to be helpless his entire
		
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			life to be able to help these people
		
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			to do any kind of reform among them.
		
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			And now he's reached an old age and
		
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			he doesn't see anybody who's gonna take over.
		
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			And he's gonna be gone and what's gonna
		
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			happen to these people? The last voice that
		
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			was there to speak the truth to them
		
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			is about to die. And in that moment
		
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			he turns to Allah and Allah describes the
		
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			opening is so remarkable
		
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			This is a reminder and a mention
		
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			of the rahma, the loving care
		
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			that your Rab had towards his slaves Zakariyah.
		
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			And that's confusing. Allah is saying in the
		
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			beginning Allah wants to remind you and me
		
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			and His Prophet
		
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			that Allah was extra merciful
		
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			and extra loving and caring to his servant
		
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			Zakariyah. But if you study the history, you
		
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			what do you think nowadays? What's our concept?
		
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			If Allah is merciful to you, you make
		
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			dua, Allah answers your dua. That means Allah
		
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			is merciful to you. And if you're making
		
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			dua and Allah didn't answer your dua, that
		
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			means Allah is not merciful to you.
		
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			That's it's our simple formula because I say
		
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			often we've we've equated dua to Allah with
		
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			Amazon delivery. So if it doesn't come then
		
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			clearly there's some maybe my payment didn't go
		
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			through. It wasn't accepted. Maybe there's something wrong.
		
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			Allah is not happy that's why He didn't
		
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			send it.
		
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			He didn't give me answer to my prayer.
		
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			Allah begins by saying Allah has Allah wants
		
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			us to remember until judgement day in his
		
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			final revelation
		
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			that Allah had a special rahmah
		
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			for his slave Zakariyah.
		
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			The slave of Allah who was asking Allah
		
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			of the same dua over and over again
		
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			for years
		
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			years. And in all of those years, he
		
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			never got that dua answered.
		
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			He never got that dua answered. So what
		
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			the first lesson to learn here is your
		
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			dua and my dua not being answered according
		
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			to our timetable
		
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			has nothing to do with the rahmah of
		
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			Allah.
		
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			It has nothing to do with the rahma
		
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			of Allah. And Allah wanted us to remember
		
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			the rahma he had for Zakariyah
		
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			forever.
		
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			Now look at the frustration of Zakariyah alaihis
		
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			salam. Zakariyah alaihis salam is among Muslims
		
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			and the vast majority of them are in
		
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			deep corruption.
		
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			He doesn't have any support system. Who's he
		
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			gonna
		
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			You can complain about the kuffar to the
		
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			believers. Who you gonna complain to about the
		
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			believers themselves?
		
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			Where you gonna go? Right?
		
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			So he's in that state and Allah says,
		
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			When he called on his Rab
		
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			with a secret silent call, he made sure
		
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			nobody hears this dua.
		
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			This is incredible.
		
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			Now billions of people know this Dua.
		
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			Allah put it in the Quran.
		
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			Now everybody knows it. But he made sure
		
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			that his dua would be a secret.
		
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			Now what's amazing about that is, one of
		
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			the rahma that Allah has given Zakariyah alaihis
		
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			salam, to this day, every time somebody's reciting
		
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			the Quran and they recite Surat Maryam, who's
		
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			getting the ajr?
		
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			Who's getting the reward?
		
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			And that dua he made in secret, no
		
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			human being recorded it, no historian knew about
		
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			it,
		
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			It's not in the bible.
		
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			It's not recorded in their books because it
		
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			was a secret dua. He didn't tell anybody.
		
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			And he only told Allah. This is a
		
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			conversation between him and Allah. And Allah knows.
		
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			Only Allah knows this dua. And Allah decided
		
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			to take that secret
		
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			between him and his servant Zakariyah
		
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			and publish it in the Quran
		
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			for for us to know until judgement day.
		
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			And every time we recite this Dua, his
		
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			Maqam goes up.
		
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			This is rafu zikr. This is Allah elevated
		
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			him
		
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			So what does that mean? Maybe his all
		
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			those years, his pain, and in that moment
		
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			of his death when he was making the
		
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			dua, his pain in that time, he didn't
		
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			even know that was the best moment of
		
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			his life. Because that moment of his life
		
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			was so beautiful, Allah put it in the
		
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			Quran.
		
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			It's so powerful that moment. How would you
		
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			know and how will I know
		
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			what is the best moment of our life?
		
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			Because people, when you ask what's the greatest
		
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			accomplishment of your life, you think of well,
		
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			I met the president
		
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			or I won this championship
		
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			or the day my business took off, or
		
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			the day this happened or that happened, major
		
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			events in your life. Right? And what people
		
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			do with major events is they take a
		
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			picture of them, They frame them in their
		
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			house. They put them as the background on
		
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			their phone, the wallpaper on their phone. This
		
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			is the major event of my life. They
		
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			wear it like a metal on themselves.
		
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			And here you have this this man has
		
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			this moment in his life
		
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			he wouldn't even know at the time. He
		
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			wouldn't even know that was the most precious
		
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			moment of his entire existence
		
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			even as a prophet.
		
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			What is Allah teaching us through that?
		
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			Allah is teaching us that my relationship with
		
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			Allah, your relationship with Allah,
		
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			it's nobody else's business.
		
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			And we don't know which of our deeds
		
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			are the most value to Allah, and maybe
		
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			there's even an isharah, an inclination in this
		
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			ayah to let us know that my private
		
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			moments with Allah are the dearest ones to
		
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			Allah.
		
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			They might be the the most precious ones
		
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			to Allah
		
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			because the public moments everybody else can appreciate
		
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			but the private ones are especially only and
		
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			only for Allah.
		
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			Only and only what an encouragement
		
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			for you and I to take some time
		
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			where nobody can see. You're at home. You're
		
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			making salah, maybe your wife can see you
		
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			raising your hands. Nah, not good enough.
		
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			Not good enough. You got you got to
		
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			be somewhere,
		
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			nobody's around.
		
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			And you're just having a conversation with Allah.
		
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			You're just having that conversation. It's your nida
		
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			and kafiyah.
		
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			You heard your beautiful Prophet Zakaria alayhis salam
		
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			call on Allah secretly.
		
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			It's just between him and Allah. You know
		
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			what one another meaning of that is? Whatever
		
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			he was gonna ask for, nobody ever heard
		
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			about it. He didn't tell people I asked
		
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			Allah so many times. I tell Allah so
		
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			many times this Dua. And you No. No.
		
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			No. It's a secret Dua.
		
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			It's a secret. It's Nida and Kafi'ah. So
		
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			nobody knows about it. It's only Allah who
		
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			knows about it. What's happened in the age
		
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			of social media is we like to publish
		
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			our pain.
		
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			Right? So we wanna make a make a
		
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			meme about when you're asking a love for
		
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			relief and no one answers, you put a
		
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			hashtag underneath sabar.
		
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			Right? Like you.
		
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			So we we wanna we wanna advertise our
		
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			personal
		
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			connection to Allah because it's something to promote
		
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			in front of followers.
		
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			Right?
		
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			Or even if you're not on social media,
		
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			you have people that are making a dua,
		
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			and they're not getting the answer in time,
		
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			and they're talking to everybody about it. They're
		
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			saying, I keep asking Allah, I don't know
		
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			when it's gonna come. I keep asking, where
		
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			is the Nida Khafiyyah?
		
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			How is this an intimate conversation between the
		
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			slave and the master? Right? The beauty of
		
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			that is being highlighted in just
		
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			Now look at his words.
		
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			He said, my Rab,
		
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			my bones I'm gonna translate as literally as
		
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			I can. My bones have become so weak
		
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			they don't listen to me anymore.
		
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			That's I'm gonna add some words here in
		
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			English so you understand the balaka of the
		
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			Arabic. My bones have become so weak.
		
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			They are no longer listening to me. Some
		
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			of you guys play sports when you were
		
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			younger, played basketball or whatever else and then
		
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			you got then you turned 40.
		
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			And then you're you're in your brain, in
		
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			your mind, you're about to do a crossover,
		
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			but your bones say, no, you're not. That's
		
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			not that's not what's gonna happen right now.
		
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			Right? So
		
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			and it happened a lot quicker in your
		
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			head.
		
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			But the the bones are starting to give
		
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			away. But he's he's now describing my body
		
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			is no longer
		
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			complying. It's no longer cooperating with me. It's
		
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			become so weak. My bones have become I
		
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			can feel it. I can feel it within
		
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			me, the weakness within me. Now Allah knows
		
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			his weakness more than he knows. He could
		
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			have said, You Allah, you know.
		
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			But actually and the first thing he's saying,
		
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			it sounds like he's complaining.
		
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			You Allah, my bones hurt. Arthritis.
		
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			You Allah, my back hurts. I have a
		
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			hard time sitting down. You Allah, when I
		
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			walk I have to lean over. My bones
		
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			don't comply. My knee hurts. I can't go
		
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			up the stairs.
		
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			You Allah, my hands are always in pain.
		
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			I can't grab anything.
		
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			You know. But he's turning to Allah and
		
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			basically look at the beauty of that.
		
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			It's it's interesting. Another place in the Quran
		
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			you find someone
		
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			sharing their pain with Allah is Yaqub alayhis
		
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			salam.
		
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			Right? Yaqub alayhis salam. And notice
		
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			that in these aat,
		
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			he's gonna say, yarithuni wa yarithu min
		
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			Ali Yaqub. He's gonna mention Yaqub alayhis salam
		
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			later on. He sees a connection between him
		
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			and Ya'qub because he's what's the connection? Ya'qub
		
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			alayhis salam went through a lot of pain.
		
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			He's also going through a lot of pain.
		
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			Then he says
		
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			and what to speak of the bones.
		
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			He literally says my hair,
		
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			it's as if a fire came and burnt
		
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			my hair and it's turned into white ash.
		
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			Basically, he's saying all my hair has turned
		
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			white.
		
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			It's and and he's he's comparing
		
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			age
		
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			with a fire that burns through and you
		
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			only have white ash left. That's why Isti'al
		
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			is used. So this is a really beautiful
		
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			tashbih
		
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			in this ayah, an analogy in this ayah.
		
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			Wastaalarasu
		
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			shayba. Because of old age, my hair is
		
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			all turned white. This is his way of
		
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			saying I don't have a lot of days
		
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			left.
		
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			You Allah, you know when I'm going but
		
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			it looks to me like I'm going. My
		
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			body is kinda telling me it's time to
		
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			go. They say in Arabic, shaybuqa na'iq.
		
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			Your gray your graying or whitening hair
		
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			is the alarm that it's time to go.
		
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			You know back in the day they used
		
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			to have an alarm when there's a when
		
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			there's a war coming or there's a horn
		
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			that gets sounded and the whole village wakes
		
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			up. That's the nai.
		
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			Right? So they say when your hair is
		
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			turning turning gray or turning white then the
		
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			horn has been sounded.
		
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			It's time to go, get ready, you know,
		
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			like the troops have to march. So he
		
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			tells Allah
		
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			But then he says the most beautiful part
		
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			of all of this.
		
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			He says,
		
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			I have never been hopeless or miserable or
		
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			depressed
		
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			or negative or pessimistic. All of these are
		
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			the meanings of shakih.
		
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			I have never been any of those things
		
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			when it comes to asking you for something,
		
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			making Dua to you.
		
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			And this is really confusing. He spent his
		
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			entire life making dua for something. Allah didn't
		
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			answer it. And he's getting old. He's about
		
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			to die. Allah still didn't answer it. And
		
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			he's saying, You Allah, never once did I
		
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			feel negative about making dua to you and
		
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			you didn't answer.
		
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			Never once have I felt depressed. Never once
		
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			have I said, Yeah Allah didn't answer my
		
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			prayer. Now you have to ask yourself, we
		
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			have to ask ourselves.
		
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			What level of frustration
		
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			do we easily get with Allah?
		
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			Easily, when our Dua isn't answered on our
		
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			schedule?
		
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			He's surrounded by frustration.
		
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			He's surrounded by it never with Allah.
		
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			No. And it's not like he's not frustrated.
		
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			He is frustrated. He's frustrated with his physical
		
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			weakness.
		
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			He's frustrated that he's he don't doesn't see
		
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			a solution,
		
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			But never does that frustration turn towards Allah
		
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			and he says, yeah, Allah, I'm telling you
		
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			this not because I'm complaining to you. Because
		
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			any negative emotion I've ever ever felt it
		
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			never incorrectly directs towards you.
		
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			That never happens.
		
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			So lam aqun bidlaaikarabi shakih.
		
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			Having said that, I do have some anxieties
		
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			from people.
		
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			And the people that are associated with me,
		
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			the people that are going to take charge
		
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			after I die, the people that are going
		
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			to take control of the masjid, this community,
		
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			the people that are gonna stand up and
		
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			give the khutba after I'm gone,
		
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			I am afraid of them.
		
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			I'm afraid I'm afraid of
		
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			them.
		
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			I'm afraid of how much they're going to
		
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			cause corruption. I'm afraid of how ignorant they
		
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			are. I'm afraid of how arrogant they are.
		
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			I'm afraid of how little they know but
		
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			they believe they know so much.
		
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			I I'm afraid of how they're going to
		
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			cause division in this community. I'm afraid of
		
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			their ulterior motives, their agendas.
		
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			I'm afraid of their insincerity. I've seen it.
		
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			I'm afraid of their ignorance, their arrogance. I'm
		
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			afraid.
		
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			What's gonna happen?
		
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			And he says, You Allah, and by the
		
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			way the solution to that would have been
		
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			me having a child but he says,
		
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			But my wife was unable to bear a
		
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			child from even when she was young.
		
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			You Allah, I'm not saying I'm not complaining
		
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			but I'm saying the reality is you didn't
		
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			give me the child and you didn't give
		
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			me any of these scrubs over here that
		
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			could rise to the occasion,
		
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			and that's the situation I'm dealing with.
		
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			So he says look at what he said.
		
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			And he said, I'm never gonna be depressed.
		
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			Now it looks like everybody around me is
		
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			a loser, so they're not good enough for
		
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			the job.
		
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			I don't have a kid myself.
		
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			What's the solution? Look at his and and
		
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			we said he's never negative towards Allah. What
		
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			does he what does he tell Allah? He
		
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			says,
		
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			then give me the gift
		
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			from yourself
		
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			of someone who will take charge.
		
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			You you find a way, You Rabbi. I
		
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			don't know but you're the giver of all
		
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			gifts. You're the
		
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			wahab so give me a gift.
		
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			The word gift is also really beautiful here.
		
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			It's an indication that he feels after all
		
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			these years of making dua, he still doesn't
		
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			act like he deserves it.
		
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			He still understands
		
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			Allah doesn't owe me anything.
		
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			If even now Allah gives me that will
		
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			be a gift,
		
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			not because I deserved
		
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			it. What happened with us in Dua? We
		
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			make Dua to Allah and now all of
		
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			a sudden the answer to the Dua is
		
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			almost an expectation from Allah that if Allah
		
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			doesn't deliver,
		
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			He hasn't met my expectations.
		
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			I did my part of the deal, where
		
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			is this part of the deal? Wait, hold
		
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			on. If this is your expectation
		
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			then it would not be a hiba, min
		
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			Allah. It wouldn't be a gift because a
		
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			gift is not expected. Unless you have some
		
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			really crazy drama on things. He expects gifts.
		
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			But gifts are not expected.
		
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			Gifts are an unexpected thing. They're not earned.
		
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			It's an unearned thing.
		
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			He says, You Allah, I'm not I don't
		
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			I'm not entitled to it but if you
		
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			can just give me the gift
		
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			of someone who will take charge after me.
		
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			Yarithuni wa yarithum min aliyahqub. He will inherit
		
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			me and he will inherit from the family
		
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			of Yaqub.
		
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			Now notice Yaqub was surrounded by sons
		
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			who gave him grief.
		
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			And Zakaria is surrounded by a comb that
		
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			is giving him grief.
		
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			And he says, I need someone like a
		
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			Yusuf
		
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			who rises to the occasion. Where's my Yusuf?
		
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			So he says, yarifuni wa yarifumin aliyakum. How
		
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			beautiful,
		
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			you know.
		
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			And so even though the the time for
		
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			Khubba is up, just one more small thing
		
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			I want you to remember from this. What
		
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			did he ask for in this
		
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			this child that Allah will give, or this
		
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			new wali that Allah will give him? What
		
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			did he ask for in him?
		
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			He said, This is actually this is
		
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			Make him. My Rab, my Rab, please just
		
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			make him
		
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			a And means 2 things in Arabic.
		
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			One thing it means,
		
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			You Allah make him someone you are pleased
		
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			with. It doesn't matter if I see something
		
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			in them or not, so long as you
		
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			see their potential that's good enough for me.
		
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			Because sometimes
		
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			Allah sees something in someone, we can't see
		
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			it.
		
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			So so long as he's good by you,
		
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			that's good enough for me.
		
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			That's so long as they meet your expectations,
		
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			because I have my own expectations,
		
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			that's good enough.
		
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			What's the other meaning of rebli?
		
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			It actually means You Allah make him someone
		
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			no matter what happens
		
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			they stay content with you.
		
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			You're content with them
		
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			but they also say content
		
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			with you like he himself.
		
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			All these years, no prayer answered, but he's
		
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			content with Allah. You Allah, I need someone
		
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			who can live in a frustrating situation
		
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			in difficult circumstances,
		
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			but never do those circumstances
		
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			impact their relationship with you.
		
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			That doesn't happen. They remain lovely with you.
		
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			They remain content with you. That's the kind
		
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			of next generation I need. That's the kind
		
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			of walli I need.
		
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			This beautiful
		
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			private
		
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			personal dua was recorded and I believe one
		
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			of the reasons this was recorded in the
		
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			Quran is that this is the way we
		
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			should be asking Allah
		
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			for our next generations.
		
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			This is what we should be asking Allah
		
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			for our generations. Like what are the qualities
		
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			we want when we're gone from here?
		
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			What We're
		
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			going to have to develop a means, a
		
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			We're going to have to develop
		
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			a means, a system
		
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			in the family, in the Masjid,
		
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			among friends.
		
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			We're gonna have to develop a system. We
		
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			create that kind of influence among our young
		
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			generation so they grow up to be.
		
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			They're growing up to be pleased with Allah
		
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			and Allah is pleased with them. Like that's
		
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			that's the benchmark of okay. Now now I
		
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			can die in peace.
		
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			Now I can die in peace, you know.
		
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			So this is,
		
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			this is something I want you to recite
		
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			on your own. Even memorize these opening ayaat.
		
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			They're very easy, very short ayat.