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The speakers emphasize the challenges of married relationships and the importance of self awareness and seeking advice on how to handle them. They stress the need for women to be aware of their emotions and consider their needs before breaking up. Forgiveness is crucial to accepting the mistake and making better choices for oneself, taking radical accountability, finding support in marriage, and taking action to healing and repair relationships. Viewers are encouraged to check out the Instagram page and add new people to their audience.

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			So
		
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			let's do that.
		
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			Madam
		
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			Khadija,
		
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			the
		
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			stage
		
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			is
		
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			yours, mister La.
		
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			So I'm going to start recording
		
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			And.
		
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			Okay.
		
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			Everyone. This is,
		
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			my talk inshallah on blended families. Inshallah.
		
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			I'm coming to you as someone that has
		
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			been a stepmother for a large majority of
		
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			my life. I'm talking to you also as
		
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			someone that has a in my second marriage,
		
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			my children have a stepfather of 6 years.
		
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			I'm also speaking to you as someone that
		
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			coaches intimately
		
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			women who are stepmothers,
		
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			as well as women who have their children,
		
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			have a stepfather.
		
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			This is an area, also with my own,
		
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			background in child psychology and child development.
		
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			This is the area I'm very passionate about,
		
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			and
		
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			I wanna basically set a little bit of
		
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			context around what is step parenting and blended
		
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			families,
		
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			and then go into some of the challenges
		
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			that are very rarely talked about,
		
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			in the mainstream around,
		
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			raising children and relationships in blended families.
		
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			I really want to my intention, insha'Allah, is
		
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			to
		
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			help us to,
		
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			get an idea of what it's like to
		
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			be in a blended family. And for those
		
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			of you who are,
		
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			single mothers or single fathers, what to expect
		
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			if you choose to go into a blended
		
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			family.
		
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			And for those of you who are in
		
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			the verge of a divorce and have certain
		
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			ideas about,
		
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			going into
		
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			a divorce and remarriage,
		
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			what you perceive. Because I have a lot
		
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			of messages in my inbox from our sisters
		
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			about you've remarried, what does that look like
		
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			when they're already still in their first marriage,
		
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			and they think that that is the solution?
		
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			So I'm gonna go through a few areas.
		
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			I'm also gonna,
		
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			talk a little bit of advice to stepfathers
		
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			and stepmothers
		
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			and for the mother or father who's children,
		
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			have a stepmother or stepfather.
		
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			In this short time, I'm hoping to capture
		
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			what I can.
		
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			Make me successful in,
		
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			sharing what I have learned in this and,
		
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			inshallah, it's a benefit.
		
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			I first wanna start off and just remind
		
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			everyone that, alhamdulillah, our prophet
		
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			was a stepfather, and it's very rarely talked
		
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			about or focused on.
		
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			And, you know, every prophet came to challenge
		
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			the cultural norms at that time.
		
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			And
		
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			the cultural norms at that time, as we
		
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			know, when the prophet
		
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			came into
		
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			the scene, was that women had no rights.
		
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			They had no values. They were very much
		
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			the underdog. And especially women who were divorced.
		
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			They had no rights. You know? And, so
		
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			it's really important to understand that
		
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			this is actually a forgotten sunnah of the
		
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			prophet Muhammad alaihi wasalam,
		
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			and that most of his wives, other than
		
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			Aisha, were actually previously married. They were either
		
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			divorced or widowed.
		
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			So this is not something new.
		
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			This is something that Muhammad Muhammad,
		
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			he himself was a a a stepfather.
		
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			And even Aisha Rehranho was a stepmother.
		
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			When Arlene Rehranho came into her care, there
		
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			was a time when she was also a
		
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			stepmother.
		
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			And I really want to focus on that,
		
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			just 2 stories very quickly to start off
		
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			and kinda see where we come from in
		
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			our in in our understanding
		
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			of that this is not something new.
		
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			When,
		
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			Ol Habiba,
		
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			when she had migrated to,
		
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			Abyssinia,
		
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			She was one of the first, you know,
		
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			the first group to go to Abyssinia, and
		
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			she was married, at that time to
		
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			forbid
		
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			Allah,
		
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			even Jaha,
		
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			Josh.
		
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			And then he actually apostated. He went back
		
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			to,
		
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			Christianity. So she was left in this really
		
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			heartbroken state where she had migrated,
		
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			to there, and she, you know,
		
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			was all that you know, all all,
		
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			in the course of her deen to protect
		
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			her deen. And then she was left in
		
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			a situation where she was then abandoned by
		
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			her husband.
		
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			And in this state where she was inflicted
		
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			with this huge wound of loneliness
		
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			and being abandoned by her husband back to
		
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			to apostate away from Islam,
		
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			Ramadan Islam then sent a a request for
		
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			marriage for her.
		
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			And
		
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			the event
		
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			created such a,
		
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			Habiba accepted it, and the event caused her
		
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			own father because Habiba was the daughter of
		
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			Abu Sobian. And Abu Sufyan said that when
		
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			he heard about the that the prophet Muhammad
		
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			was getting married to his daughter, he actually
		
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			gave verbal acknowledgment.
		
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			And the prophet Muhammad,
		
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			he he acknowledged the prophet Muhammad's wisdom and
		
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			foresight to to amend the infliction of this
		
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			wound that his, daughter had experienced.
		
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			And he said, you know, he is a
		
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			scallion whose nose should not be wiped off.
		
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			And I've got that from the women of
		
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			the messenger.
		
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			And Supalla,
		
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			she was 50 years old when the prophet
		
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			Muhammad Sissler married her. Now this is a
		
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			man that could
		
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			marry anyone. Now with his status and what
		
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			he had, he had the ability to marry
		
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			any woman that he wanted to. Yes, upon
		
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			allheart,
		
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			he chose to marry women,
		
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			majority other than Aisha and her uncle, that
		
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			were either widowed or divorcees.
		
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			And see the beauty of the fact that
		
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			he was Umkhabiba in a state of,
		
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			a huge wound inflicted on her by her
		
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			previous husband,
		
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			and yet he took her, and he took
		
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			care of her. And she was 50 years
		
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			old at the time when they got married.
		
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			And it just shows you, Subhanallah,
		
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			the wisdom that the papa of my husband's
		
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			mother had
		
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			towards her. Yeah. She also had a daughter.
		
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			From what I learned, I couldn't find enough
		
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			information about
		
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			whether he became a stepdaughter
		
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			to that daughter. But I definitely know that
		
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			when he married,
		
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			Saleema
		
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			and,
		
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			Salima, Salima went through so much trauma before.
		
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			You understand the story of Salima.
		
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			She went through so much trauma.
		
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			And, you know, before she even got to
		
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			the point where she got to marry the
		
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			prophet Muhammad salallahu alayhi wasalam, I'm not sure
		
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			if she had a very good husband and
		
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			she was prevented from leaving Mecca to be
		
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			with him. She went through big distress, you
		
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			know, through a stage where the children child
		
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			was taken away from her, and it prevented
		
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			her connection and relationship with him. Jolley can
		
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			read her
		
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			story. But one of the things I love
		
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			about her story, and I always remember
		
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			the Hadith where,
		
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			she basically did a pact with,
		
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			with her husband and Abel, Abel,
		
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			sign Emma. And he had made a dua
		
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			when he passed away. Before he passed away,
		
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			he made a specific dua.
		
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			And that dua was that he asked Allah
		
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			to
		
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			pretty much replace him with someone better. Now,
		
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			give give my wife someone, a a better
		
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			a better man than me. And she considered
		
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			him a very good man, and she had
		
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			a very, very, good opinion of him. And,
		
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			subhanAllah,
		
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			she really trusted her a lot. She really
		
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			trusted that Allah
		
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			will help her through the distress that she
		
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			was going through. So he passed away,
		
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			and I think he was in the I'm
		
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			not sure if it was in the back
		
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			to the father. But anyway, he passes away,
		
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			and she's just given birth to her daughter,
		
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			Zaynab. So this is a woman who has
		
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			4 children,
		
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			who's just given birth to her daughter, Zainab.
		
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			Her husband she's widowed. Her husband has, passed
		
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			away. Her beloved husband. Someone she loved and
		
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			she she adored very much so.
		
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			And,
		
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			then the prophet Muhammad Sefuran proposes to her.
		
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			He proposes to her. He chooses this woman
		
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			who's just given birth not long ago. She
		
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			is just lost her husband, so she's in
		
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			grief,
		
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			and and she has children.
		
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			And the bottom line says, mom sent the
		
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			the,
		
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			proposal,
		
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			to,
		
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			to her.
		
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			And then,
		
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			she her in the hadith, she says that,
		
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			those three things that she had some worries
		
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			about. So she was self aware. She was
		
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			consciously
		
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			aware of herself. So she brought up these
		
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			three concerns that she had to the prophet
		
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			Mohammad Islam before she made marriage to him.
		
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			And,
		
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			it's upon her. She I I remember I'm
		
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			trying to remember the three things, but I
		
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			know that,
		
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			one of them was that,
		
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			she's older. She's an older woman.
		
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			Number 2 is her jealousy. She still had
		
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			jealousy.
		
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			And then I think the third one was,
		
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			she has children. She brought that up and
		
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			I had children. Like, you know and basically,
		
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			she's checking in with him to see, is
		
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			he capable? Is he is he able to
		
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			take on this this responsibility?
		
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			And,
		
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			the prophet Muhammad said to her
		
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			that when she said that I'm too old
		
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			for marriage, I'm jealous, and I have children,
		
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			the prophet Muhammad says to mom reassured her.
		
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			And he said, I'm older than you. They
		
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			gave her that first reassurance.
		
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			And then he said, as for your jealousy,
		
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			all of them move it. You had Yakinah
		
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			Ola will remove this jealousy that you have
		
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			in your heart.
		
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			And he said to her, as for your
		
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			children, Ola and his messenger
		
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			will,
		
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			look after them. So he reassured her that
		
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			I will look after your children.
		
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			He he he gave her that
		
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			consideration and and understanding and reassurance as women
		
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			do in their nature to be reassured.
		
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			He gave that to her.
		
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			And then,
		
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			when the messenger of Allah Allah,
		
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			when
		
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			he come to visit her, because remember, she
		
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			had a baby, he would go and her
		
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			name was Zaynab. But he would call her,
		
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			like, her nickname. He would be like, you
		
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			know, where's,
		
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			Neeb? Where's Neeb? I could use a little
		
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			nickname for her and look for her. So
		
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			he was an involved stepfather. There's one hadith
		
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			too where,
		
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			Salima's,
		
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			son, Omar,
		
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			said that Omar Regal, he was he is
		
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			a famous hadith where they're in a dish
		
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			of food. And Omar is moving his hand,
		
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			touching the food.
		
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			And then the prophet Maslow guides him, eat
		
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			in front of you, you know, eat in
		
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			front in front of you. And Omar has
		
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			always remembered this etiquette that the prophet Muhammad
		
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			taught him
		
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			in regards to eating food.
		
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			So,
		
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			the prophet Muhammad
		
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			chose to be someone that wanted to change
		
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			the norms, the cultural conditioning,
		
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			the uncult unconscious
		
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			conditioning that was,
		
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			society was so enslaved to and give women
		
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			back their rights. And, you know, and, SubhanAllah,
		
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			when you look at this thing where he
		
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			married
		
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			Osama, which, you know, he married her as
		
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			a single mother with children,
		
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			he first followed the Arab,
		
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			he followed the Arab custom of taking responsibility
		
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			for the wife of a French,
		
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			by marrying her after the death of a
		
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			father
		
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			marrying her after the death of her husband
		
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			because he was close to Abul,
		
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			Salma.
		
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			And
		
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			he
		
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			the second thing that was very key, key
		
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			in this situation was the sublocation,
		
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			the dua of her husband,
		
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			where he actually asked a lot that he
		
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			would,
		
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			that Allah would provide things on someone better
		
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			than him or her.
		
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			So these are people
		
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			that really loved for the sake of Allah.
		
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			They really loved for their sister and brother,
		
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			what they loved for themselves.
		
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			And it's sad to say
		
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			that we've come to a time when
		
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			loving for your brother and sister
		
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			is not as apparent as it used to
		
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			be. And I suppose for me, it gets
		
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			emotional because
		
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			I have worked with so many sisters,
		
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			especially in their thirties and forties and fifties,
		
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			that face the fact that they probably will
		
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			never get married
		
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			because they have
		
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			bought into the cultural conditioning that they're not
		
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			allowed to get married or that they used
		
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			goods or they're baggage or men have told
		
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			them that I don't wanna deal with their
		
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			children or that they have emotional baggage.
		
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			And the thing is, so so many of
		
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			these beautiful sisters,
		
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			really would be very ideal wives
		
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			and ideal,
		
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			especially wives and ideal mothers because they may
		
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			have had an injustice done to them, where
		
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			many of them have first started off in
		
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			an abusive marriage. They've been in a marriage
		
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			where there was injustice done to them, and
		
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			so they had to exit that marriage, or
		
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			they're a widow.
		
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			And so we have come into this time
		
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			where
		
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			we have become very
		
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			infiltrated,
		
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			unconsciously and consciously,
		
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			by the agendas of the West.
		
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			And we moved away from our roots of
		
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			our deen
		
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			where so many of us are not even
		
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			willing to contemplate or think about the idea
		
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			of marrying someone
		
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			that is a single mother.
		
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			There are many challenges involved, definitely, but I
		
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			wanted to start off to make you realize
		
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			how much the prophet Muhammad
		
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			has already set this forgotten sunnah
		
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			and how much that we have the ability
		
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			as an Ummah to not be so nafsi
		
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			nafsi
		
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			and so individualistic
		
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			and actually consider
		
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			the steps involved
		
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			to look after our Ummah,
		
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			to really take care of our
		
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			because we are meant to move like a
		
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			community.
		
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			We move when we move like individuals,
		
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			we fall apart.
		
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			But looking at the bigger picture here,
		
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			there are so many benefits in being and
		
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			doing this act.
		
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			Now there are so many,
		
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			aspects of it. And I wanna just kind
		
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			of look at each aspect and
		
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			and and, hopefully, that will be understanding to
		
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			different people
		
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			of why would why,
		
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			this wise blended families have been actually the
		
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			norm and is very doable.
		
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			It was doable for the time and has
		
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			been the norm for 1000 of years. Blended
		
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			families are not something that just came along
		
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			later in just in the last even though
		
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			we have had a heightened amount of divorces.
		
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			But it is something that is doable.
		
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			In saying that, I really wanna start off
		
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			by,
		
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			talking about the importance that
		
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			and this is very important.
		
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			Many women in their marriages, and men, are
		
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			in the 1st marriages.
		
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			And they get very stuck in divorce thinking.
		
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			And it takes
		
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			a lot of
		
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			insight and self reflection to break a family
		
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			up.
		
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			Most women I know,
		
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			and men, will only break a family up.
		
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			Up. If if the the ones that really
		
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			think about breaking their family up
		
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			have to have very legitimate reasons with taqwa
		
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			to Allah
		
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			of why they break families up. There are
		
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			also many people that will break a family
		
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			up and not consider the repercussions of it.
		
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			But a lot of sisters and brothers
		
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			have this notion, have this idea, this belief
		
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			that the grass is greener on the other
		
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			side,
		
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			that this is too hard. This is too
		
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			challenging.
		
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			I think I'm just gonna
		
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			look out there and compare myself to all
		
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			the other
		
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			Instagram couples who, by the way, are putting
		
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			up their highlights. They're not putting up
		
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			their their challenges. Even the most healthy, secure
		
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			attached couples also go through challenges.
		
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			You know, this this is the the marriage
		
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			in so many ways is a means to
		
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			the ultimate goal of Jannah.
		
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			And so we can understand
		
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			that if you are in person and first
		
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			marriage, and you think that the solution is
		
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			to divorce and remarry,
		
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			I'm gonna tell you there is a lot
		
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			more challenges on the way that will get
		
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			you into your 2nd marriage.
		
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			And so being aware that the impact in
		
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			that may be and for some of you,
		
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			that will be the solution. That will be
		
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			the solution because the boss is halal.
		
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			But for some of you,
		
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			it isn't the solution. And it's about watering
		
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			your grass now, what you have now,
		
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			and showing up and building that
		
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			and revitalizing
		
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			that and putting fertilizer on that grass and
		
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			letting it thrive again and repairing what may
		
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			need to be repaired
		
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			in that, before you think about exiting to
		
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			divorce.
		
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			And if you have gone for the divorce,
		
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			and now you're in a situation,
		
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			you're a single mother, you're a single father,
		
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			and you are thinking about remarriage.
		
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			I'm not even touching on the impact of
		
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			the children of the whole process of remarriage.
		
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			This is me talking to you as someone
		
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			who has experienced intimately speaking to many people,
		
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			many, many stories,
		
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			and the challenges involved
		
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			to build a second foundation of a second
		
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			marriage.
		
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			And for those of you who are left,
		
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			whether you're widowed or divorced, and you become
		
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			a single mother or you become a single
		
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			father, there are certain things you have to
		
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			take into consideration
		
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			if you want to remarry.
		
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			For those of you who become a stepfather,
		
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			one of the most important things to be
		
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			aware of.
		
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			And, you know,
		
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			as someone who has a lived experience,
		
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			my children have a stepfather who has been
		
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			part of their lives for 6 years now.
		
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			My youngest was 3 years old well, 2
		
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			years old, actually. He was almost 3 when
		
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			we got when I got remarried.
		
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			I had, at that time, a 9 year
		
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			old, a 12 year old,
		
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			a 15 year old, and a 3 year
		
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			old. So I have 4 boys 4 boys,
		
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			and their father was in the picture.
		
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			So there was a lot of challenges for
		
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			him as a stepfather.
		
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			And it's so important to be aware that
		
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			it's
		
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			it it really takes a specific
		
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			for a man, a good man, to take
		
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			on the role of looking after someone else's
		
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			children.
		
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			And
		
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			so I really want to
		
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			talk about that. Because one of the most
		
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			important questions
		
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			that you as a man, if you choose,
		
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			and if you're open
		
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			to doing this forgotten sunnah, to marry someone
		
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			that has children,
		
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			that obviously is gonna,
		
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			be a lot to do with the context.
		
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			Example, if you're marrying someone that is younger
		
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			and maybe has a 18 year old,
		
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			baby, a little girl, that it may be
		
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			easier. Someone might have smaller children, definitely, it's
		
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			a lot easier because you've gotta come into
		
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			that role if you have the right intentions
		
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			and you have taqwa,
		
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			taqwa being the most important, self awareness, and
		
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			taqwa,
		
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			that if you come into that, you're going
		
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			to,
		
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			you're going to be have more influence or
		
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			maybe easier to bond with those children if
		
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			you worked through
		
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			your triggers.
		
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			No one should ever take on the responsibility
		
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			of someone else's children
		
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			if they haven't got some level of taqwa
		
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			and self awareness.
		
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			This is so important because your conscious awareness
		
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			is so important in how because you all
		
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			have to experience challenges.
		
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			You will experience triggers. There's a whole transition
		
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			period of bringing a stranger into your home,
		
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			whether that is a woman or a man,
		
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			to your children
		
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			and building that relationship
		
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			and asking the right questions before
		
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			is so fundamental
		
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			that the parties make sure that they check-in
		
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			with each other before they decide to get
		
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			married because you're involving children here.
		
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			And children have a right
		
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			to have access to a healthy home. They
		
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			have a right for a sense of belonging.
		
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			They have a right to access their mother
		
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			and their father,
		
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			except if they're they're either parent is you
		
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			know, there are certain things in our deen
		
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			which may nullify that if there is, example,
		
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			sexual abuse or there's addiction or certain things
		
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			like that. But still,
		
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			there is still,
		
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			Asharia law is very clear around certain things
		
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			in regards to the access to the birth
		
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			parents
		
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			and not,
		
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			not punishing
		
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			the other parent when they go through the
		
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			divorce, which happens from a lack of takwa
		
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			and comes from a place of using the
		
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			children, which I see over and over and
		
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			over again. Using the children
		
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			to brainwash them against the other parent and
		
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			then the other step parent because the person
		
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			has not dealt with their own triggers.
		
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			They have not dealt with their own issues.
		
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			And then it gets this ripple effect that
		
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			gets
		
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			vomited all over.
		
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			So it's really important that before you come
		
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			into that role as a stepfather
		
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			and as a stepmother, that you ask yourself
		
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			certain questions before you even think about doing
		
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			that.
		
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			So some examples would be is one of
		
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			the examples of asking a future spouse, you
		
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			first have to know yourself before you even
		
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			think about asking. You have to know yourself.
		
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			Are you have the capacity?
		
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			Just like on
		
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			Saleema, when she asked the prophet,
		
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			I have children.
		
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			She's asking, how many people will take on
		
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			my children?
		
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			And he said you reassured her, yes. I'm
		
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			the type of man that's gonna look after
		
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			your kids.
		
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			I am going to take on some responsibility
		
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			there. I'm going to take on and build
		
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			that connection with them.
		
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			And so one important question specifically for a
		
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			man who's coming into this, and I've consulted
		
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			my husband. I've consulted Czechs that are also
		
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			married single mothers.
		
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			And I and my own experience. And I
		
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			really believe this is so important to ask
		
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			yourself first and foremost,
		
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			why do you want to get married to
		
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			this particular woman?
		
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			Why do you want to particularly get married
		
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			to this particular man?
		
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			And you have to ask yourself that question.
		
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			You have to ask her, what is my
		
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			intention here? Because once you get married, you
		
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			can't just fling those kids away. Those kids
		
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			are part of the package,
		
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			a part of the assignment.
		
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			So you have to be know yourself if
		
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			you're able to have some inclination awareness. Am
		
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			I ready to take on this assignment?
		
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			And, subhanAllah,
		
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			I have seen so many situations where it's
		
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			been so rewarding.
		
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			It was challenging at first, but it's been
		
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			so rewarding. It's been so rewarding
		
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			to see
		
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			the the cultivation
		
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			when a adult with taqwa
		
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			makes the effort with young children.
		
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			And children feel the soul of that person,
		
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			and they connect to that soul, and they're
		
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			inclined towards that soul. And they seek advice
		
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			from that person
		
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			because that person has a good heart and
		
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			that person is ready to not be nafsinaasi
		
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			and all just all about me, but also
		
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			and really build that bond, build that proper
		
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			Islamic home, that thriving home, that every minute
		
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			that they're spending their time or money or
		
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			effort on that family, they are getting a
		
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			reward from Allah.
		
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			And a lot of people say it's hard
		
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			work. It's a lot of work.
		
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			Yes. You have to choose your heart, but
		
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			the blessings and reward involved in helping someone,
		
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			raising someone,
		
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			and it really does take
		
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			a strong man, a good man to accept
		
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			someone else's children
		
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			and step up to the plate where a
		
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			lot of the time, another man
		
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			has left that table,
		
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			has not contributed,
		
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			has stopped contributing financially,
		
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			has stopped making the effort.
		
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			And and so it's so important that
		
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			stepping
		
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			back when needed
		
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			and being in this transition there will be
		
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			a transition as there is a transition to
		
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			everything. But if you have the right intention,
		
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			Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala can open those doors.
		
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			It really comes back to your expectation.
		
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			And this was one thing,
		
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			that
		
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			making the dua beforehand,
		
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			really doing istihara,
		
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			making the dua, checking in with yourself, knowing
		
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			yourself, but also making the dua, is this
		
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			person
		
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			I'm trusting you, Allah, But is this person
		
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			the right person for myself and for my
		
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			children?
		
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			And is this person going to create and
		
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			you don't know outcome. Outcome is not Allah's
		
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			domain, but you can only prepare with trusting
		
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			Allah and making God's law. You know, whoever
		
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			fears Allah and keeps his duty to him,
		
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			Allah will take him out of every difficulty.
		
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			Allah will our expectation of Allah will help
		
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			us to gain the right person that is
		
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			meant for us in that time, exactly at
		
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			the right chapter of our of our life
		
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			at that time.
		
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			And so you have to know for yourself
		
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			and for him or her,
		
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			is this person going to be able to
		
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			have those conversations?
		
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			If anything, slow conversations
		
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			before the union.
		
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			My children met
		
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			their their stepfather 3 times before
		
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			I made a decision,
		
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			and it was only after he had met
		
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			my father.
		
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			Because the right the true right men, the
		
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			the the men that are responsible and healthy
		
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			go through a father. They go in and
		
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			seek the advice of the wally.
		
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			They don't just go through the stepmother the,
		
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			sorry, the single mother and go through her
		
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			inbox, so they start doing this or that.
		
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			They don't go through here and there. They
		
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			go straight to the father. They seek the
		
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			advice, and they they get to know, and
		
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			they do it Halawa,
		
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			and then the right outcome is going to
		
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			happen.
		
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			Because a lot of times, single women are
		
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			preyed on. And I've seen this. My dear
		
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			friend, a very close friend, she
		
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			exited a very traumatic marriage, an abusive marriage.
		
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			She is
		
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			I've known her for 20 years. Beautiful soul.
		
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			And she remarried. She remarried a year later.
		
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			She met the brother,
		
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			and he left her, 4 years later, 1
		
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			week after he got his Australian citizenship.
		
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			And the devastation
		
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			and the pain it's caused
		
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			Because she had 4 children that adored him
		
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			and got connected to him,
		
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			and but he had an interior motive, all
		
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			alone, and only on the lights. We don't
		
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			know the full dynamics.
		
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			But from what I know of her, she
		
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			was a good person, and I I see
		
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			the trauma and impact.
		
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			So you have to understand that knowing yourself
		
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			as a woman or as a man is
		
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			so fundamental before you enter
		
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			into exposing your children or you entering into
		
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			that
		
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			family,
		
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			structure, which you are a stranger of 1st
		
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			and foremost,
		
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			or binding children from different marriages together,
		
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			you have a right to actually
		
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			be consulted.
		
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			It's very difficult when you have something like
		
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			young boys and older girls or older boys
		
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			and younger girls.
		
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			It's important that you consult and you be
		
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			aware of the situation, because it's not just
		
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			about you. It's about a whole farm and
		
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			family dynamic here and the long term impact
		
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			of that, because these are new relationships that
		
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			children have to be exposed to.
		
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			But, subhanallah, seeing the results and connection
		
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			is
		
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			very, very
		
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			doable when you do do the right thing
		
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			and you do the right ingredients.
		
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			Because relationships, when you build that effort and
		
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			the results, the effort will pay off. Even
		
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			when sometimes it's hard and it's challenging, the
		
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			effort pays off if you're doing it for
		
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			the pleasure of a lot. And that requires
		
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			a level of
		
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			that requires knowing yourself.
		
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			We live in a era where there is
		
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			a severe shortage of fathers.
		
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			We live in a era and a time
		
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			where
		
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			one of the most fundamental protective factors for
		
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			children is a father in the home. This
		
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			is number 1,
		
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			protection from,
		
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			a jail term in America is a child
		
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			about a child has a father in the
		
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			home. We hear how many people grew up.
		
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			I know one brother that married a single
		
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			mother with a young son, and the father
		
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			had disappeared. And he said, I married her
		
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			because,
		
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			I grew up in a single mother home.
		
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			And I knew I knew the feeling, the
		
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			void of not having a father to call
		
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			me, to give me attention, to talk to
		
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			me. And he's raising his stepson as his
		
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			own,
		
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			and he's had 2 more children with this
		
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			woman.
		
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			So don't underestimate the impact. When a man
		
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			leaves, a woman will
		
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			follow.
		
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			I I
		
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			wanna now turn to the relationship
		
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			with,
		
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			what do you call it, with
		
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			that self awareness and that that consultation beforehand.
		
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			So, so fundamental. Right? I'll check the chat
		
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			in a second. I just wanna continue talking
		
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			a little bit more.
		
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			The other aspect is that if you're a
		
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			woman, you're a single mother,
		
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			and you wanna get married,
		
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			and you find someone or someone comes to
		
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			you and speaks to you,
		
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			it's really, really important
		
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			as that woman
		
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			that you have the ability
		
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			to
		
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			be open to allowing
		
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			a man into your life
		
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			and that you have done some inner work
		
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			on your own triggers or what has come
		
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			up for you.
		
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			And you work through them.
		
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			Because then, remembering in a in a blended
		
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			family, you're dealing with people with different trauma,
		
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			different emotional baggage, different you got children involved.
		
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			There's lots of aspects
		
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			here. And so, you know, I made a
		
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			rule before I got married. And I consulted
		
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			my husband. I made it clear to him.
		
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			Not getting married we're not having children for
		
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			the 1st 2 years.
		
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			I said, I really don't wanna have children
		
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			for the 1st 2 years. I made that.
		
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			I I made it clear before, and he
		
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			agreed. And I did that because I knew
		
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			that the building of a relationship with
		
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			myself,
		
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			with me and him, and with the building
		
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			of the relationship with my with his stepsons,
		
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			my children,
		
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			was fundamental
		
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			before we bring in
		
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			another another,
		
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			birth in another human into this this,
		
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			dynamic. And,
		
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			when I had my our son together had
		
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			a son together
		
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			we had a son together. Humble is 3,
		
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			3 and a half years old.
		
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			He's he's full on.
		
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			But he he was actually the binding.
		
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			He was the glue that brought
		
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			the brothers
		
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			and the,
		
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			the husband. See, I was the connection. Right?
		
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			I'm the connection between this is my husband.
		
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			This is my children.
		
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			But when I had a son,
		
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			this is their half brother, and this is
		
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			his son. It was it brought Guru. It
		
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			brought another level of connection.
		
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			And so Olam Olam does things for a
		
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			reason.
		
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			It's the reason why we're meant to have
		
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			children is to bring, not only build the
		
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			ummah, but there's a reason it creates a
		
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			bond if it is a healthy relationship.
		
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			By bringing a child into an unhealthy relationship
		
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			is only gonna cause more turmoil, more misery
		
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			if you don't work through those things.
		
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			So really important
		
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			as someone that was a stepmother.
		
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			And no woman
		
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			I have ever coached
		
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			who is a stepmother doesn't have some form
		
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			of jealousy towards their stepchildren.
		
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			This is natural normal. This is actually a
		
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			part of it. But how do you deal
		
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			with it
		
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			as the man that has that children?
		
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			And I I and I'm and it could
		
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			be with stepfather as well, particularly with women
		
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			because all the creative women. As Olmusoma said,
		
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			you know, she she said, I'm I have
		
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			some jealousy. I'm worried about that. As it
		
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			was hard the women had in those times.
		
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			But one of the things was when the
		
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			women were able to work through their issue,
		
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			jealousy, the container jealousy, which is basically working
		
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			for your triggers,
		
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			because you're sharing someone. You're sharing a person.
		
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			A really good
		
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			a really good
		
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			Amir understands the needs of his subordinates. He
		
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			understands the needs. Okay. My new wife, this
		
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			is her needs. Her emotional needs. These are
		
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			my children's emotional needs. And he doesn't avoid
		
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			it or ignore it.
		
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			He addresses
		
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			the needs
		
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			of his family,
		
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			so he can help with that. He can,
		
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			create that emotional connection and and reassurance.
		
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			And,
		
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			alhamdulillah,
		
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			all the women I worked with were able
		
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			to unpack it,
		
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			work through it.
		
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			And, of course, it's a case by case
		
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			situation. Every context is different.
		
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			There may be one child they really connect
		
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			to and other children they don't based on
		
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			temperament. We're human beings. We have different needs
		
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			and different understandings,
		
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			but they were always willing to create the
		
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			bond. If anything, they were hurt,
		
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			in both stepmothers and stepfathers, which I noticed,
		
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			they'll get hurt at first when their efforts
		
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			are not really being reciprocated by the child.
		
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			And the child needs time to bond with
		
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			that new adult. So one important thing to
		
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			remember, if you are coming into a blended
		
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			family,
		
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			understand there's a transition period, and that transition
		
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			don't you as the adult can't get offended
		
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			and upset by your stepchildren's,
		
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			behaviour. A lot of the time, you have
		
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			to make more excuses for them,
		
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			because they're not your birth children.
		
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			But your intention and your goodwill with them
		
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			will pay off.
		
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			You showing up. I still have connection to
		
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			my stepsons
		
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			in my first marriage,
		
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			which I from the time I was 17
		
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			to the time of 30, I was a
		
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			stepmother to them 50% of my life. 50%
		
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			of my life, I looked after them
		
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			as my own.
		
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			And it really taught me it taught me
		
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			so much about myself.
		
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			It taught me so much about patience, and
		
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			it taught me about understanding my own triggers,
		
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			and it taught me about the ability that
		
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			all I can actually put in my heart,
		
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			the ability to love someone else's child that
		
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			is not your own.
		
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			And I witnessed that, and it's so beautiful
		
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			that the capacity Allah created in my heart
		
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			that you can love someone other than that
		
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			is not your birth, did not was not
		
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			birthed from you, who did not come from
		
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			your,
		
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			egg or sperm, but, subhanallah,
		
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			you can have such a miracle bond with
		
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			that child. Just like Zayd, you know, when
		
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			when the prophet mom says, I'm looking after
		
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			Zayd, he didn't wanna leave. He wanted to
		
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			be with the prophet mom,
		
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			And so it's your good heart, your taqwa,
		
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			your good feeling, your good intention is gonna
		
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			make the biggest difference in coming into,
		
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			that that role, which requires full engagement,
		
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			requires commitment.
		
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			It requires
		
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			you to be, at a mentally at a
		
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			level that can I handle these challenges and
		
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			spiritually connected to Allah
		
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			because Allah will help you through anything that
		
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			you you you're assigned to? Because remember, Allah
		
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			doesn't put us through these situations for no
		
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			reason.
		
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			You have to be ready fully ready to
		
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			enter it and be ready for the challenges.
		
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			1 of the best aspects has been one
		
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			of the hardest thing,
		
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			for the step parent is the actions
		
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			of the other parent.
		
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			So the actions of the ex parent.
		
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			Usually, a lot of the challenges happen
		
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			when they get married. They're dealing then with
		
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			the ex wife or the ex husband. A
		
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			lot of issues can come from them if
		
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			they're still in the picture.
		
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			I would advise
		
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			that if ever you became a stepmother or
		
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			stepfather, that you actually do approach and have
		
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			a conversation with the birth parent
		
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			because the birth parent doesn't know you. And
		
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			having that conversation,
		
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			setting what is our boundaries in this relationship,
		
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			what do you expect of me as I
		
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			raid your children,
		
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			are you going to create trouble for me?
		
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			I have those conversations, and it may not
		
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			work out well, but at least you've done
		
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			the effort. You've stepped up and said, okay.
		
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			I'm going to make connection here, if it's
		
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			advisable. In some situations,
		
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			you may be stopped by having that. You
		
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			know? Maybe your husband doesn't allow you as
		
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			a stepmother to connect back to the ex
		
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			wife because she he's worried. Maybe that that
		
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			person may say things that may not be
		
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			a 100% true. So we understand. Maybe you
		
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			can write it in a letter. But I
		
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			do think,
		
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			from my experience, it has been helpful to
		
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			create that connection and remembering.
		
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			And this is so important.
		
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			And one thing
		
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			that really, really helps my voice
		
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			was to understand that their stepfather
		
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			was another Muslim,
		
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			that their stepfather
		
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			had rights, that their stepfather had feelings, that
		
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			he we honor another human. This is their
		
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			Muslim brother, first and foremost.
		
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			That really helped.
		
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			So remembering that you have to if you
		
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			are deciding to remarry,
		
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			that to be aware, is your ex wife
		
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			or ex husband, if they're in the picture,
		
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			are they gonna create trouble? Are they gonna
		
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			brainwash the children against
		
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			their stepmother or stepfather? And how are you
		
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			going to deal with that challenge?
		
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			Because it happens a lot. Because, unfortunately, we're
		
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			in a time where we lack takwa.
		
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			We lack the takwa to understand the union
		
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			of that family
		
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			has moved
		
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			on, and that to respect and and let
		
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			them be. If that is a good Muslim
		
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			that that person has chosen and that comes
		
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			in and remarried,
		
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			that you do your own and you are
		
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			triggered by that. So your children your children
		
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			have a stepmother or stepfather.
		
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			You do your own inner work, but you
		
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			don't interfere in the relationship
		
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			of the stepmother or stepfather with their their
		
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			children.
		
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			You don't cause spitting up for another person's
		
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			family.
		
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			I'm just gonna have a quick look at
		
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			the comments, Inshallah.
		
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			What advice do you have when choosing a
		
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			husband with more than 7 children, adult children?
		
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			Having 2 children myself, I will live on
		
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			2 different continents. How to choose well, not
		
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			only for yourself, but bringing 2 families together.
		
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			Exactly what I'm saying, sis, you have to
		
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			be aware. When you're dealing with different dynamics,
		
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			with different age levels,
		
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			every every family
		
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			is with different context.
		
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			I would make a lot of effort to
		
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			make a lot of consultation with Shora beforehand.
		
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			The adult children, they may be consulting with
		
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			them before you enter the marriage.
		
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			Am I able to raise these children? They
		
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			are adults now. They're going to make their
		
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			own opinion of you.
		
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			Have they been prepared by their father to
		
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			accept
		
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			another woman?
		
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			No. This is very difficult for boys, especially,
		
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			because what we find a lot is,
		
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			particularly with boys, it can be difficult in
		
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			the way that how the woman
		
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			is with,
		
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			how she takes on her children, her little
		
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			stepfather.
		
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			Because a lot of women
		
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			may have
		
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			a unhealthy relationship with their own children.
		
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			So they may have this kind of where
		
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			the mother makes her own son a partner
		
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			or substitute husband already.
		
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			And so when when she comes into this
		
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			into the role of then becoming
		
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			a wife,
		
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			she's then,
		
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			almost having 2 relationships. So she's maintaining the
		
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			relationship
		
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			of,
		
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			the emotional
		
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			we call it emotional incense incense,
		
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			where the her relationship where she sees her
		
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			son as as very much as,
		
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			surrogate husbands. Right? And she's not willing to
		
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			kind of,
		
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			take the step back. So as a woman,
		
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			you have to be prepared. If you are
		
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			going to get married,
		
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			are you,
		
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			allowing that transition of the stepfather
		
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			to take on some role
		
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			of duty and responsibility? It's a role of
		
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			letting go of some control
		
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			as he, as the Amir, will come in.
		
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			And are you happy with this story? And
		
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			these conversations have to be made, especially in
		
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			the 1st 6 months of the marriage and
		
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			before so.
		
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			Consulting is so important. You know, it's part
		
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			of our day. It's Tiharah
		
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			and Mashora. It's Tiharah and Mashora. Allah has
		
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			given us means. And Allah has given us
		
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			an intuition to start to really check-in with
		
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			ourselves.
		
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			Is this what I'm I'm able am I
		
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			able to
		
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			do the homework
		
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			and complete the assignment? Am I able to
		
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			only show up and do the assignment? But
		
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			I have to do my homework before. So
		
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			there's a lot more question. You also have
		
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			to be aware of your own triggers with
		
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			your own children. Because if there is an
		
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			unhealthy relationship between mother and son, then example,
		
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			when the father or stepfather comes into that
		
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			role, you may then be sticking up for
		
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			the for the son when he's disrespectful or
		
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			rude or whatever comes up.
		
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			And the thing is, your children are not
		
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			your best friends. You're coming into a role
		
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			where you navigate I spent, like, one chapter
		
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			talking about this in my book, where you're
		
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			navigating the role of being a new wife
		
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			a new wife to your to your husband,
		
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			and he has half and rights over you.
		
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			You have your children from a previous marriage.
		
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			That you also have to fulfill their rights
		
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			need. And if they're different ages, and you
		
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			may have children from his marriage that'd be
		
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			in that setting as well. And on top
		
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			of that, you may be then dealing with
		
00:40:02 --> 00:40:03
			your children having a stepmother
		
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			or stepfather
		
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			from their from the previous marriage. And these
		
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			children end up with,
		
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			maybe a lot of the cases,
		
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			a a mother, a stepfather,
		
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			a father, a stepmother,
		
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			and and maybe more if that parents divorce
		
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			again.
		
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			So you have to understand
		
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			how how much challenge is involved in these
		
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			children's lives. And then the co parenting we're
		
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			not even talking about co parenting involved yet.
		
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			So my I suppose I'm I'm
		
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			I'm indirectly
		
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			reminding people that if your grass can be
		
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			greener when you water it already,
		
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			if you have challenges and issues already in
		
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			your 1st marriage that you can work on,
		
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			and you can leave that marriage a 100%
		
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			in Allah's eyes to Allah,
		
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			I have done everything
		
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			possible.
		
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			I have stayed and done everything possible
		
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			in this marriage, then the sunnah.
		
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			But you have to first make sure that
		
00:41:00 --> 00:41:02
			you've done the right thing in the first
		
00:41:02 --> 00:41:02
			marriage.
		
00:41:02 --> 00:41:04
			So many people are unaware
		
00:41:05 --> 00:41:06
			of their own
		
00:41:06 --> 00:41:09
			actions and how detrimental that impact can be
		
00:41:10 --> 00:41:12
			on people around them because they're just not
		
00:41:12 --> 00:41:14
			consciously aware of their own behavior. They're not
		
00:41:14 --> 00:41:15
			aware of their triggers. They're not aware of
		
00:41:15 --> 00:41:17
			the impact of their anger. They're not aware
		
00:41:17 --> 00:41:19
			of what they say and do, the ripple
		
00:41:19 --> 00:41:21
			effect on their families.
		
00:41:21 --> 00:41:23
			They're so used to blaming
		
00:41:23 --> 00:41:24
			and projecting
		
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			and assuming and shaming and and never taking
		
00:41:27 --> 00:41:28
			responsibility
		
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			for their own actions in their own words
		
00:41:31 --> 00:41:33
			that, yep, they'd go for a divorce, but
		
00:41:33 --> 00:41:35
			they'll cause more of a disaster for their
		
00:41:35 --> 00:41:35
			children
		
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			because they didn't look at themselves and do
		
00:41:38 --> 00:41:40
			what the Omer Wa Rahmoh said, is hold
		
00:41:40 --> 00:41:43
			yourself accountable before you're accounted for.
		
00:41:43 --> 00:41:45
			Many women I work with are not even
		
00:41:45 --> 00:41:45
			aware
		
00:41:46 --> 00:41:47
			of some of the things that they say
		
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			and do. They're act they're actually very destructive
		
00:41:49 --> 00:41:52
			to the structure of their marriage or very
		
00:41:52 --> 00:41:55
			hurtful to their husband or to his honor.
		
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			And so we have to understand, and we're
		
00:41:56 --> 00:41:59
			gonna hate talking about this, that you have
		
00:41:59 --> 00:42:02
			to be sure that before you get married,
		
00:42:02 --> 00:42:04
			are you ready to obey
		
00:42:04 --> 00:42:07
			your husband? Are you ready to consider when
		
00:42:07 --> 00:42:08
			he needs to
		
00:42:08 --> 00:42:10
			or talk to your children? Are you ready
		
00:42:10 --> 00:42:12
			to take a step back and be aware
		
00:42:12 --> 00:42:14
			of that? What are you going to do
		
00:42:14 --> 00:42:16
			in that situation? Your natural feminine
		
00:42:16 --> 00:42:18
			mother instinct is to protect your child. Of
		
00:42:18 --> 00:42:20
			course, not in any type of abuse. I'm
		
00:42:20 --> 00:42:22
			not saying anything like that. But you have
		
00:42:22 --> 00:42:24
			to be aware of yourself. Are you ready
		
00:42:24 --> 00:42:26
			to take on and allow him to lead?
		
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			And that requires a transition period.
		
00:42:29 --> 00:42:31
			And that requires him too as a stepfather
		
00:42:31 --> 00:42:34
			coming in. And probably stepping back and being
		
00:42:34 --> 00:42:36
			aware, okay, I better not get involved. Build
		
00:42:36 --> 00:42:38
			the connection first before you start disciplining.
		
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			Build the connection first. I would actually advise
		
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			any stepmother or stepfather that comes into a
		
00:42:44 --> 00:42:45
			family dynamic,
		
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			no disciplining for the 1st few months. Build
		
00:42:48 --> 00:42:50
			connection. Build Mahafa.
		
00:42:50 --> 00:42:52
			Get to know each other. Build that love.
		
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			That's what our families are meant to be.
		
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			These are the building blocks.
		
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			Just got a question here as we wrap
		
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			up, Incela.
		
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			What advice do you have for a single
		
00:43:02 --> 00:43:03
			mother whose ex is very active in their
		
00:43:03 --> 00:43:05
			children's life and she wants to be married?
		
00:43:06 --> 00:43:08
			She he isn't looking for a substitute dad
		
00:43:08 --> 00:43:11
			but a husband. Yeah. Excellent. So there, the
		
00:43:11 --> 00:43:12
			father's involved.
		
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			Respect his role as the father. I have
		
00:43:15 --> 00:43:16
			seen too many times
		
00:43:17 --> 00:43:18
			where the woman remarries
		
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			and the stepfather kinda erodes the role of
		
00:43:21 --> 00:43:23
			the father as well. This has also happened.
		
00:43:24 --> 00:43:26
			And then he's an active father. He's involved,
		
00:43:26 --> 00:43:27
			And the stepfather is
		
00:43:28 --> 00:43:29
			threatened by his
		
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			his,
		
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			participation
		
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			in his co parenting role, in his role
		
00:43:35 --> 00:43:37
			as a father to his children. It's really
		
00:43:37 --> 00:43:40
			important that you have that conversation with the
		
00:43:40 --> 00:43:41
			person that you married.
		
00:43:41 --> 00:43:43
			Please understand, this is a co parenting relationship.
		
00:43:43 --> 00:43:45
			The children have a father. I don't wanna
		
00:43:45 --> 00:43:47
			interfere in the relationship. I'm looking for a
		
00:43:47 --> 00:43:49
			husband for myself,
		
00:43:49 --> 00:43:51
			and, yes, we will have children together.
		
00:43:52 --> 00:43:53
			These are mature
		
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			conversations with emotionally mature people. If you if
		
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			you if not divorce and more issues are
		
00:44:00 --> 00:44:02
			going to happen, it's gonna cause more damage
		
00:44:02 --> 00:44:04
			in the long run. Also remember, in a
		
00:44:04 --> 00:44:06
			lot of situations where I've experienced
		
00:44:06 --> 00:44:08
			with working with stepmothers and working with women
		
00:44:08 --> 00:44:10
			that get married and have children, have stepmothers,
		
00:44:11 --> 00:44:13
			is the dynamics usually change a lot in
		
00:44:13 --> 00:44:15
			the co parenting once one of them remarries.
		
00:44:16 --> 00:44:17
			Because it's almost like these are my children.
		
00:44:17 --> 00:44:19
			I wanna take a bit more protective role
		
00:44:19 --> 00:44:21
			over them. And so and also, you may
		
00:44:21 --> 00:44:23
			put in a situation where your husband won't
		
00:44:23 --> 00:44:26
			allow any more active communication with your ex
		
00:44:26 --> 00:44:28
			husband, or an ex husband has too much
		
00:44:28 --> 00:44:31
			involvement in his communication to you as a
		
00:44:31 --> 00:44:33
			wife. So you need to learn that there
		
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			will be changes. There's a lot of changes,
		
00:44:35 --> 00:44:37
			but it can be doable.
		
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			It can be doable if people have a
		
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			conscious awareness and they have tough one to
		
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			show them.
		
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			Okay. I have probably got through half of
		
00:44:45 --> 00:44:46
			what I wanted to say, but I'm gonna
		
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			finish up. So has anyone got any questions
		
00:44:49 --> 00:44:50
			or is there any,
		
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			I can't see the YouTube chat, but there's
		
00:44:52 --> 00:44:53
			anything coming up.
		
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			I suppose I just wanna end by remembering
		
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			that
		
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			there is no clear answer.
		
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			But one clear answer that you have to
		
00:45:00 --> 00:45:02
			have for yourself is why am I marrying
		
00:45:02 --> 00:45:05
			them? What is my reason for doing this?
		
00:45:05 --> 00:45:08
			Why am I exposing my children to this
		
00:45:08 --> 00:45:09
			person? What is it that I want from
		
00:45:09 --> 00:45:11
			this relationship?
		
00:45:11 --> 00:45:14
			And you're someone that has any inclination towards,
		
00:45:14 --> 00:45:14
			Jeff?
		
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			I have almost finished my book, Inshallah, so
		
00:45:18 --> 00:45:19
			it hasn't started. It hasn't,
		
00:45:20 --> 00:45:22
			been completed. May Allah help me to, Inshallah,
		
00:45:22 --> 00:45:24
			complete it in the next 3 months, Inshallah.
		
00:45:25 --> 00:45:28
			So just being aware that that that
		
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			being aware that about this is doable, but
		
00:45:33 --> 00:45:34
			it requires you.
		
00:45:34 --> 00:45:36
			If you're either the step parent or the
		
00:45:36 --> 00:45:37
			single parent,
		
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			it requires you to have some level and
		
00:45:40 --> 00:45:42
			work on your takwa and level of conscious
		
00:45:42 --> 00:45:45
			awareness of yourself. So you're not bringing your
		
00:45:45 --> 00:45:47
			triggers and your assumptions
		
00:45:48 --> 00:45:49
			and clear communication.
		
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			Clear communication.
		
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			And remember, Allah, Allah will help you through
		
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			anything. Allah makes anything doable if you're open
		
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			to it, if you hold, if you really
		
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			trust in Allah, be it Allah, he will
		
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			make anything happen. Because Allah does not let
		
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			any effort go wasted, inshallah.
		
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			Let's quickly check the
		
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			I I have a link
		
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			for a
		
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			a master class, Inshallah, which I'll be doing
		
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			in the next 2 weeks and a beautiful
		
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			PDF I put together about building a secure,
		
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			self to build a secure relationship.
		
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			Excellent. Especially if you're going especially for those
		
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			of you in a divorce or contemplating getting
		
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			remarried.
		
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			The link, I have supplied it, but it
		
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			doesn't seem I don't have it on me
		
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			right now. I can probably pop it into
		
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			the comment section.
		
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			Okay. I'm going to end off Alhamdulillah.
		
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			Don't think there's any more questions.
		
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			Maybe there's one more here.
		
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			Yeah. No.
		
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			Okay. Hopefully, just like the line name, my
		
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			name is put it into the, VIP
		
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			comments
		
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			group.
		
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			And, I hope it was beneficial for everyone,
		
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			I'm gonna end off, and, you will enjoy
		
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			the next speaker.
		
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			That was amazing.
		
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			Super practical,
		
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			super
		
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			realistic advice.
		
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			Stop
		
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			the
		
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			recording.
		
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			Alright, everyone.
		
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			Let's get, take a little stretch.
		
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			I'm gonna change mics
		
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			and,
		
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			I do believe our next speaker is in
		
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			the room which is great.
		
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			Our next talk,
		
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			this morning
		
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			is going to be
		
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			a sister that you met yesterday,
		
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			sister Neha
		
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			Prakash,
		
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			and she is going to be speaking on
		
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			how to make your second marriage better than
		
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			your first.
		
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			So as we all know,
		
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			with the high incidence of divorce,
		
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			they're already high and are probably gonna get
		
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			higher, with the rate we're going.
		
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			It makes
		
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			sense for us to have some awareness of
		
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			the impact.
		
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			It helps. It makes sense for us to
		
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			learn
		
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			how to cope,
		
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			how to heal, which is what today is
		
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			gonna be about. And if we do choose
		
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			to remarry,
		
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			as we know, so many of the Sahaba
		
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			did,
		
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			then
		
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			it makes sense for us to learn how
		
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			to do it in the healthiest way possible
		
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			inshallah.
		
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			So there'll be a lot of talks today
		
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			about divorce,
		
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			and post divorce. So buckle up those of
		
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			you who have, been divorced or who, you
		
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			know, who have been in that situation then
		
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			inshallah,
		
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			you'll,
		
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			you will, you'll benefit from today inshallah.
		
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			And, you know, I pray that
		
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			many, many, many of you, hopefully the majority
		
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			of you can avoid this situation, but we
		
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			know that it does happen.
		
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			It's been happening
		
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			from before the time of the prophet Sala
		
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			probably will always happen.
		
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			But at least if we can manage
		
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			ourselves
		
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			so that we are still healthy and whole,
		
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			and so that we can manage the situation
		
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			so that our children are protected.
		
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			I think that that would be a good
		
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			outcome inshallah.
		
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			Sister Neha, if you're ready to come on
		
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			video,
		
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			let me know inshallah.
		
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			There you are.
		
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			You wanna test your mic?
		
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			Perfect.
		
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			Are you ready to take it away?
		
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			I am.
		
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			I will press record.
		
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			Okay. So
		
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			My name is
		
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			Neha, and today I will be talking to
		
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			you guys
		
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			a bit about how to make your second
		
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			marriage better than your
		
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			first. A little bit of an introduction before
		
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			I jump into it because many of you
		
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			have probably not seen me around before. I'm
		
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			new to this conference this year.
		
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			I am a
		
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			mom of 5. I am a wife. We
		
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			homeschool.
		
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			We do our best to live the slow
		
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			life.
		
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			Outside of my main family obligations,
		
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			I work with married Muslim women
		
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			and I help them to radically align their
		
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			lives with Allah's purpose for them.
		
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			And so a lot of the topics that
		
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			have been covered in the conference so far,
		
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			are things that have come up
		
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			through various different layers with the women that
		
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			I've worked with Hamdullah.
		
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			So jumping straight into it,
		
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			the first thing that I want to say
		
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			is
		
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			and this is just my opinion and it's
		
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			it's a bit of a hypothesis that I'm
		
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			going to make.
		
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			From my generation
		
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			downwards
		
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			from the trends that we're seeing,
		
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			and I do understand that,
		
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			you know, separation and divorce has been something
		
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			that is that has been around since the
		
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			beginning
		
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			of Revelation.
		
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			I feel like
		
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			many, if not most people, especially of the
		
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			young generation,
		
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			will be married more than once
		
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			in their,
		
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			you know, in their lifetime.
		
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			And I say that
		
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			to keep a very realistic
		
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			perspective
		
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			of
		
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			where we are as a community, where we
		
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			are as an at at the moment,
		
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			And in understanding
		
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			the issues that are present, which, you know,
		
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			many of you who have been listening to
		
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			the conference,
		
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			from the beginning.
		
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			And if you haven't go back and check
		
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			it out so you know what I'm talking
		
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			about.
		
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			You know, there are a lot of issues.
		
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			There are a lot of issues in our
		
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			community, not just our community. Is a global
		
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			phenomenon
		
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			at the moment, particularly
		
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			as the world moves
		
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			towards this really secular,
		
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			godless society.
		
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			You know, the marriages are in crisis.
		
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			And so
		
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			I state that to begin with just so
		
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			that we can remember why it is so
		
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			important,
		
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			to listen to all the stories.
		
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			Like,
		
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			you know, as parents and I'm a mother
		
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			of 5,
		
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			and having been married twice myself and I
		
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			will go into that Insha'Allah.
		
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			It's it's important for us not just for
		
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			our own marriages but even for our children
		
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			to understand
		
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			the dynamic, the society, and the issues that
		
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			are facing
		
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			the youth of today so that we know
		
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			what we're up against. We know how to
		
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			prepare them.
		
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			We also know,
		
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			how to deal with things suitably
		
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			for the next generation,
		
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			not necessarily in the way that our parents
		
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			dealt with it or the ways that we
		
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			are dealing with it now,
		
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			but in a way that's going to suit
		
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			them. Because,
		
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			you know, as as many of us who
		
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			are parents or for those who have been
		
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			parents for a while, you'll see that
		
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			the time between,
		
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			you know, our generation
		
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			and the last, so I'm about 32,
		
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			it's the the subtle change. Right? But between
		
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			my generation and my children due to technology,
		
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			due to show social media,
		
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			due to the interesting shifts in the world,
		
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			there's a big, big divide between the generations.
		
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			So to start off, I think it's important
		
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			for us to acknowledge that.
		
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			Now
		
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			there are many possible reasons for these shifts
		
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			in the world and, I like to call
		
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			them all the isms. You can say secularism,
		
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			feminism,
		
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			atheism, you know, materialism
		
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			or whatever.
		
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			And there's many layers to those reasons to
		
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			why we are here right now and why
		
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			we are having this very important conversation about
		
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			why,
		
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			you know, how to have a better second
		
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			marriage than your first
		
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			and
		
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			they're all important. And again, we've touched on
		
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			them through the conference.
		
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			But for me
		
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			foundationally, I believe that it's just the agenda
		
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			of the shaitan.
		
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			We know that there's a hadith
		
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			where the prophet sallallahu
		
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			hadayhi wassannam talks about,
		
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			how the biggest victory for the chiffon,
		
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			is when a family unit breaks up and
		
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			a marriage breaks up. So we know that
		
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			this is an agenda. We know this agenda.
		
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			It's just I think many of us have
		
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			forgotten.
		
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			And with this awareness
		
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			with this awareness, I think it's very important
		
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			for us to prepare ourselves
		
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			and for those of us who have had
		
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			a failed marriage, I guess you could say
		
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			or, you know, a marriage that didn't go
		
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			to plan,
		
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			it is really important for us to be
		
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			aware of this going forward
		
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			and,
		
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			acknowledge that
		
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			this this is just a part of the
		
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			struggle of life.
		
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			To get rid of that idealistic
		
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			view
		
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			that, you know, Hollywood Bollywood view
		
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			as Sisay Naima always talks about,
		
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			this kind of fantasy.
		
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			Marriage is beautiful when it's done according to
		
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			the Quran and Sunnah and it can be
		
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			an ease in the hardship of this life,
		
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			but it's important to remember that it requires
		
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			sacrifice
		
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			and it can be hard
		
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			and there is nothing in my opinion
		
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			that is as humbly
		
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			as triggering
		
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			as taming to the nuffs as getting married.
		
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			And
		
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			that's why,
		
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			Hitzen Sura Baccarat, I think first 126,
		
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			someone can correct me if I'm wrong.
		
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			Whenever I think of marriage, I think of
		
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			the ayah where Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala says,
		
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			and perhaps you love a thing,
		
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			perhaps you hate a thing, but it's good
		
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			for you and perhaps you love a thing
		
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			and it's bad for you.
		
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			And some of you might think, well, that's
		
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			a bit weird thinking about that when we
		
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			think about marriage.
		
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			But I I always think of that verse
		
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			when I think about marriage
		
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			because
		
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			to have a successful marriage,
		
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			you have to humble yourself constantly, men and
		
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			women. You have to constantly take a look
		
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			at your nuffs and reassess
		
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			whether what you want
		
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			is what is pleasing to Allah.
		
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			And that is the case in,
		
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			you know, getting married for the first time,
		
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			second, the third, whatever it is, man or
		
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			woman, it is important for us to always
		
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			remember that.
		
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			And there are many,
		
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			many,
		
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			again, different reasons as to why the marriages
		
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			are breaking up.
		
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			But I'm going to
		
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			go off that foundational wisdom from the Quran,
		
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			where Allah says
		
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			that he does not change the good condition
		
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			of a people until they change what is
		
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			within themselves.
		
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			And this is a wisdom that I have
		
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			taken for my self and I always remind
		
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			the women who I work with.
		
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			Allah wants good for us. Right?
		
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			And we have had marriages historically
		
00:57:02 --> 00:57:04
			from the time of the prophet sallallahu alaihi
		
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			wasallam in the sahaba,
		
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			which are like, you know, the true love
		
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			stories if you want to call it of
		
00:57:10 --> 00:57:11
			our community.
		
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			And that was a good condition to be
		
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			in
		
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			And it hasn't always been this way. Yes.
		
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			Divorce has been around, but what we're seeing
		
00:57:21 --> 00:57:22
			at the moment
		
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			is something unprecedented.
		
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			My parents have been married for 35 years.
		
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			May Allah bless, protect them, and guide them
		
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			to the deen.
		
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			But I wonder how many of us are
		
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			going to experience that for ourselves and how
		
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			many of our children are going to be
		
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			able to experience
		
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			that.
		
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			And so in relating to that verse of
		
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			the Quran,
		
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			I I hope to keep our minds focused
		
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			on the fact that
		
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			and it's fact because Allah has said it
		
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			so it's Haqq. Allah doesn't change our good
		
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			condition until something within us has changed.
		
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			So if our community
		
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			is in a bad condition in regards to
		
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			marriages, in regards to families,
		
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			that means something within us has changed
		
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			and that is the direction which I hope
		
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			to take with this tool.
		
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			Now a little bit about me, a little
		
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			bit about my story and this isn't something
		
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			that I speak about quite often so bear
		
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			with me, it's a bit vulnerable.
		
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			But
		
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			I haven't been divorced. I was widowed at
		
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			the age of 24,
		
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			with 2 very young children. My youngest was
		
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			6 months at the time,
		
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			and my other daughter was 2a half, 2a
		
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			half years old. Yes.
		
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			And I'm a revert of 12 years.
		
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			So hamdulillah for everything.
		
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			But that marriage was a very testing marriage.
		
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			It was a very testing marriage.
		
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			And
		
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			every single stereotype
		
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			of the rebirth, you know, the
		
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			in our naivety and our lack of understanding
		
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			of the deen and our eagerness to fulfill,
		
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			you know, things that Allah has commanded of
		
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			us without properly understanding our rights, without having
		
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			proper support around.
		
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			We jump into things and we are very
		
00:59:09 --> 00:59:09
			vulnerable
		
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			to
		
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			often difficult situations. And so without going into
		
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			too much, my my experience first time around
		
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			with marriage
		
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			was that
		
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			Hamzinda.
		
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			May Allah have mercy on him and give
		
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			him genital through those.
		
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			But
		
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			at 24,
		
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			I found myself by the will of Allah,
		
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			I found myself a single mom
		
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			with 2 very young kids.
		
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			And, subhanAllah,
		
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			I found myself mentally in a space
		
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			where I was very confused.
		
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			Okay? I was there trying to pretend like
		
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			everything was okay.
		
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			I was I was trying to manage, like,
		
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			you know, looking after my kids, trying to
		
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			handle and assess what has just gone on
		
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			in my life.
		
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			And then
		
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			I noticed this kind of idea towards men
		
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			starting to creep up in my mind. Something
		
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			that was there before I became Muslims, Hanamba.
		
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			So growing up, I never wanted to get
		
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			married
		
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			and that wasn't because I didn't believe in
		
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			marriage. It was because I hadn't seen,
		
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			an example of something that I would want
		
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			to bring Children into to be quite honest.
		
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			And then I found myself thinking the same
		
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			way after
		
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			or during my period,
		
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			which was the most beautiful period of my
		
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			life to be quite honest because it was,
		
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			you know, as I'm sure Naima can speak
		
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			about that too from her experience as a
		
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			widow, it is such a beautifully reflective
		
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			time.
		
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			Nothing built my
		
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			like that period.
		
01:00:46 --> 01:00:48
			It was the best experience of my life
		
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			that that short 4 months,
		
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			and a few days subhanAllah.
		
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			But I found this belief starting to creep
		
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			back up into my mind and I'm like,
		
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			well, I'm not going to get married again.
		
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			So I started to prepare my mind for
		
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			that.
		
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			I was like, I'm not going to put
		
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			my children, my girls in a situation where
		
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			there is no peace in the household,
		
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			I was quite,
		
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			frankly, pretty traumatized from the experience,
		
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			and I actually found that my iman was
		
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			better afterwards.
		
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			I found that,
		
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			I I loved the spiritual high that I
		
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			was experiencing by just relying on my lord
		
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			with, you know, just experiencing that little bubble
		
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			with me and my girls.
		
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			And subhanAllah like I had,
		
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			you know, there are many women
		
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			and I know there are sisters who will
		
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			listen to this who
		
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			they may be married or married and they
		
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			they their experience with that of a single
		
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			mother.
		
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			And so for me, I could manage the
		
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			roles of looking after my daughters with relative
		
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			ease because I was the one who was
		
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			doing everything for a long time.
		
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			But
		
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			as I developed
		
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			my own iman, as I learned my rights,
		
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			I gave my mind to knowledge in that
		
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			time where I was single.
		
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			I
		
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			really relearned my faith.
		
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			I I tried to fill up gaps,
		
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			for things that I didn't properly understand for
		
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			ways that I feel like I was taken
		
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			advantage of for many different areas of the
		
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			team.
		
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			And then hedge season
		
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			came around.
		
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			And I was looking at, you know, on
		
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			on Instagram or Facebook, everyone going for hedge,
		
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			and I felt so emotional.
		
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			I felt I felt so sad because I
		
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			didn't have a madam in my life.
		
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			No one from my family has yet become
		
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			Muslim, and I wasn't,
		
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			open to going with a Hajj group in
		
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			the future.
		
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			And subhan'alay was a day of Arafah,
		
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			and I made dua to Allah.
		
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			And I asked him, I said, you, Allah,
		
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			give me
		
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			madam from my own bloodline from my bloodline
		
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			and make me pleased with whatever you choose
		
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			for me.
		
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			And I asked Allah for what I wanted
		
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			and I thought, you know, maybe one of
		
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			my brothers will become Muslim and, you know,
		
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			they can take me to Hajj one day
		
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			and I had this idea, you know, praying
		
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			with them. It was gonna be so
		
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			beautiful,
		
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			And then not long after that,
		
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			my brother, my then husband,
		
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			who I didn't know, I'd never met before,
		
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			I'd never spoken to before,
		
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			based on what he had heard about me,
		
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			what he said about my character,
		
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			he just jumped forward with a proposal.
		
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			And from his name,
		
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			may Allah bless and protect him. I I
		
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			knew a lot about him in our community.
		
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			And I remember when I got that proposal,
		
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			I I cried. I was shocked. I was
		
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			like, oh, somehow, like, I I I can't
		
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			take this risk with my daughters.
		
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			This is I was really scared
		
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			because in the back of my mind was
		
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			the dua I made
		
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			for something that I wanted to do for
		
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			Allah's sake,
		
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			and then this came forward.
		
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			And
		
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			I was reading something
		
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			not long after that, and I came across,
		
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			the Sahih,
		
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			hadith
		
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			where the prophet sallallahu alaihi wasallam says that
		
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			if a a good proposal comes for you,
		
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			from a man of piety and character, do
		
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			not reject it.
		
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			And I was I was shook. I was
		
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			so shook. I was just like,
		
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			you Allah.
		
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			You Allah. I hear and I obey.
		
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			And I made my decision and I prayed
		
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			the sukada
		
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			and,
		
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			3 weeks later, subhanAllah,
		
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			we were married.
		
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			And, subhanAllah,
		
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			my marriage the second time around
		
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			was completely different?
		
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			And I like to describe it without, you
		
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			know, going into too much because we should
		
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			protect, you know, the things that were most,
		
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			you know, that are most precious to us,
		
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			in the hardship of life. And there has
		
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			been much hardship even since then. Much fitna,
		
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			much difficulty in tests and loss of life
		
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			and wealth and health.
		
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			My husband has been my ease
		
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			through that,
		
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			through that hardship and that difficulty.
		
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			He has constantly been my ease.
		
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			And I always talk to systems about this,
		
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			not
		
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			not to show off,
		
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			not to in a in a private
		
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			setting. This is the first time I'm talking
		
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			about this because I know a lot of
		
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			us after a very difficult experience, and I
		
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			think the next speaker is going to speak
		
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			about,
		
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			you know, how to recover after traumatic marriage.
		
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			A lot of us become very hard after
		
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			difficult experiences.
		
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			A lot of us,
		
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			we have a lot of anger and hate
		
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			and, you know, all men and,
		
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			even for brothers, you know,
		
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			this all women are the same. We we
		
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			generalize
		
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			a whole gender.
		
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			And, the reason why I share this is
		
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			because I want people to know
		
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			that there are brilliant men out there and
		
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			there are brilliant women out there
		
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			who
		
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			whose life and death is for Allah,
		
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			who love Allah.
		
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			No marriage is perfect.
		
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			No human being is perfect,
		
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			But
		
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			you can find
		
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			ease in the difficulty of this life
		
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			through a righteous spouse.
		
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			And, inshallah, what I hope to share
		
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			as I go forward a little bit is
		
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			what I believe I did differently.
		
01:06:34 --> 01:06:36
			Now some people may disagree
		
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			and that's, you know, you're open to doing
		
01:06:38 --> 01:06:39
			that.
		
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			I find this has worked for me.
		
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			I have observed it in the marriages around
		
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			me that I've seen work out, and I
		
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			can also make the observation
		
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			of the lack of these things
		
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			in people
		
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			who were married once, who are still looking,
		
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			who have chosen to not marry again,
		
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			who have fallen into the cycle of
		
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			pre marriage and divorce, pre marriage and divorce.
		
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			So these are my observations. May Allah accept
		
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			what is good from them and forgive me
		
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			for what is wrong for them.
		
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			Now the first thing that I want to
		
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			say, and I know I know it's it's
		
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			something that we should all
		
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			know, but we just have to say it,
		
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			is that your relationship with Allah.
		
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			So before my husband came into the picture,
		
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			I would say my relationship with Allah was
		
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			at its peak.
		
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			Now I accept what was sincere from it.
		
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			You know, to hide you with reading Quran.
		
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			I was really actively trying to learn
		
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			relearn the deen.
		
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			I was holding onto that rope so so
		
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			so desperately.
		
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			And the one lesson that I had from
		
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			my past difficult experience and
		
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			through, you know, that
		
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			that Ida period was.
		
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			And I truly, truly learned
		
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			that
		
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			the only one
		
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			who you truly have in your existence is
		
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			Allah
		
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			Everything
		
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			is for him. All thanks and praise is
		
01:08:10 --> 01:08:13
			due to him. Everything good that you have
		
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			is through him,
		
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			and every test
		
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			has a hikma
		
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			and it has a lesson in it
		
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			if you choose to see it that way.
		
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			So as I pursued,
		
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			looking deep within the dean, trying to look
		
01:08:31 --> 01:08:33
			within the women,
		
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			of Jena, the Sahaba,
		
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			trying to just trying to make sense of
		
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			all the pieces.
		
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			I remember one day,
		
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			I was sitting,
		
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			and
		
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			I think it was after Fajid prayer, if
		
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			I'm correct.
		
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			And I don't know what it was that
		
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			triggered the thought,
		
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			but in that moment,
		
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			despite
		
01:09:02 --> 01:09:02
			despite
		
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			what I felt
		
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			was wrong or that,
		
01:09:07 --> 01:09:09
			had been taken away from me,
		
01:09:09 --> 01:09:12
			or that the difficulty that I had experienced.
		
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			And I know in my situation, I I
		
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			was widowed, but I feel like a lot
		
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			of divorced people, a lot of divorced women,
		
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			feel this way.
		
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			I realized
		
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			that
		
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			I had a hand to play.
		
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			I had a hand to play.
		
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			And that's the stuff that nobody talks about
		
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			because it's like how how is that is
		
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			that victim shaming?
		
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			Is that, you know, like, have you internalized
		
01:09:37 --> 01:09:40
			some type of hate or whatever this modern
		
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			language is that I'm like, no.
		
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			No. It's not. It's it's reclaiming your story
		
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			and it's reclaiming your life.
		
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			And so I began to peel back the
		
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			pieces.
		
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			I began to peel back the pieces. It's
		
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			very easy to say
		
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			that this person wronged me. It's very easy
		
01:09:55 --> 01:09:57
			to say that my rights weren't taken care
		
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			of. It's very easy to say even even
		
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			subhanAllah in the case of abuse and may
		
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			Allah,
		
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			protect
		
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			all of those who are vulnerable. May Allah
		
01:10:07 --> 01:10:09
			give victory to the oppressed,
		
01:10:10 --> 01:10:12
			and may Allah hold to account those who
		
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			knowingly
		
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			hurt other people, SubhanAllah.
		
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			But what I'm saying is that even even
		
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			in circumstances,
		
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			and this is from my own experience,
		
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			where you feel like you have been really
		
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			wronged, and you may well have been really
		
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			wronged, okay,
		
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			You will forever
		
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			relive
		
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			that story and stay stuck in that place
		
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			so long as you don't reclaim your story.
		
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			And the only way to do that
		
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			is
		
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			to take radical
		
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			accountability.
		
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			And
		
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			you may be like, okay. So radical accountability,
		
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			what does that even mean? Like, how how
		
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			did I
		
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			choose for for him or her to do
		
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			that to me?
		
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			And radical accountability,
		
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			it's not about blame and shame. Though, that's
		
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			not that's not what it is at all.
		
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			It's reflecting back
		
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			to
		
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			what you overlooked,
		
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			what you could have done differently.
		
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			It's it's a very proactive
		
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			mindset to have because instead of replaying the
		
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			wrong that was done to you,
		
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			it's looking at what you overlooked.
		
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			It's looking at the red signs
		
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			the red flags, sorry, that were clearly there
		
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			that you,
		
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			you know, went ahead anyway.
		
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			And, I mean, organizations
		
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			do this all the time, you know, like,
		
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			they do feedback circles,
		
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			360 degree feedback, you know.
		
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			They they get performance appraisals and whatnot. You've
		
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			got to do that for yourself.
		
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			You
		
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			know.
		
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			What so I began to ask myself the
		
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			question, what's what did I not see?
		
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			What was it about me that drew me
		
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			to this situation, which in hindsight
		
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			was not ideal?
		
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			And I started to see
		
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			the layers of, you know, inherited
		
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			beliefs that I had for those coaches and
		
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			those people who are coaching and mentoring out
		
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			there. Those layers of inherited beliefs that I
		
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			had,
		
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			you know, taken on from, you know, my
		
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			conditioning.
		
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			You know, I grew up watching Bollywood,
		
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			Hollywood,
		
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			even from my own, you know, family and
		
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			culture and all that kind of stuff. I
		
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			I started to see that my perception
		
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			of
		
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			love, of marriage
		
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			was very immature
		
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			when I got married.
		
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			It was very, very,
		
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			underdeveloped,
		
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			And
		
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			I started to really
		
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			look at
		
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			what what makes
		
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			people vulnerable to certain types of relationships,
		
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			and I started to reflect deeply. And it
		
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			was a very, very difficult
		
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			very difficult journey.
		
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			I had done that part myself. I would
		
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			not recommend doing it myself.
		
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			I'm sure the speaker will talk about it
		
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			next If you have come out of a
		
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			difficult
		
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			marriage and you're divorced or even widowed,
		
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			please
		
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			do seek help from
		
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			Muslim support, a therapist,
		
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			someone who's trauma informed.
		
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			So I really did begin to reflect on
		
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			that, and it was a really painful process.
		
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			It was really, really
		
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			hard but the beauty in that is is
		
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			Allah carried me through.
		
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			So my mindset coming into my second marriage
		
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			was completely different.
		
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			When I had decided that I was going
		
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			to go ahead with it, I also made
		
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			the decision that I will not do anything
		
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			the same
		
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			as what I did the first time around,
		
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			and that brings me to my second point.
		
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			So my first point in how to make
		
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			your second marriage differently to your for us
		
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			is
		
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			learn your deen. Learn it properly.
		
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			Seek knowledge from those who,
		
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			can give you
		
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			examples of what a good marriage looks like.
		
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			Learn about your
		
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			nuffs. Learn about your nuffs. Understand it.
		
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			Yeah. Understand it because,
		
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			you know, there's no struggle against anything greater
		
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			than the struggle against your nuffs.
		
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			And like in any battlefield, you have to
		
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			know the thing that you're up against. You
		
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			have to know what's within you that you're
		
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			up against. Right?
		
01:14:32 --> 01:14:33
			The second thing,
		
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			I have slipped my mind.
		
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			The the second thing that I would recommend
		
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			is and this is something that I did,
		
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			is to not let
		
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			emotions be involved in the process.
		
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			And right now I'm talking about in the
		
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			lead up to a second marriage and I
		
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			will go into your second marriage as well,
		
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			Insha'Allah.
		
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			Do not do not let emotions be a
		
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			part of the process.
		
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			If you read any book on emotions,
		
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			you will know,
		
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			and,
		
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			I feel like some people will disagree because
		
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			when we talk about, you know, not bringing
		
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			emotions into it, especially us women, we get
		
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			very, very, very triggered by it.
		
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			I don't believe them emotions should be a
		
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			part of the merge process because emotions cloud
		
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			judgment.
		
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			When your emotions are high, your intellect is
		
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			is low.
		
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			So I kept emotions
		
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			out of it. I said yes
		
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			with very minimal contact having done,
		
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			actually, I didn't have any contact before marriage
		
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			power.
		
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			I
		
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			I did my checks. I said yes. There
		
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			were no emotions involved.
		
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			Both my husband and I had children previously
		
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			to our marriage, so this was a very
		
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			serious matter. I was bringing daughters into this
		
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			picture, and he was bringing a daughter into
		
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			this picture.
		
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			And for him, we were very much on
		
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			the same page about that. We spoke about,
		
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			you know, our nonnegotiables,
		
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			the things that were important for us.
		
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			We didn't speak so much about Deen because
		
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			it was very clear that both of us
		
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			were not willing to cross any line. We're
		
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			not willing to do anything that was displeasing
		
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			to Allah,
		
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			and that for me was the biggest green
		
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			flag. And,
		
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			I feel like
		
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			a lot of us compromise
		
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			that just to get married.
		
01:16:32 --> 01:16:35
			Don't compromise that. Don't compromise that. Never ever
		
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			ever, man or woman, never marry potential.
		
01:16:38 --> 01:16:39
			Never marry potential.
		
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			Marry somebody who's at least where you
		
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			are striving to be or better in terms
		
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			of the deen.
		
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			And for me, I could see that my
		
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			now husband was ahead of me in things
		
01:16:51 --> 01:16:53
			that I wanted to improve on. And
		
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			through the years, we've complemented each other in
		
01:16:56 --> 01:16:57
			that way preserve
		
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			and protect all our marriages.
		
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			So emotions were left
		
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			out of the picture.
		
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			From his side, he was he kept it
		
01:17:08 --> 01:17:09
			very businesslike
		
01:17:09 --> 01:17:11
			very businesslike. In fact, when I heard his
		
01:17:11 --> 01:17:12
			normal voice,
		
01:17:13 --> 01:17:15
			like, talking to me, like, normally as a
		
01:17:15 --> 01:17:16
			husband or wife, I was a bit shocked.
		
01:17:16 --> 01:17:18
			I was like, oh, wow. Okay. That's so
		
01:17:18 --> 01:17:18
			different.
		
01:17:19 --> 01:17:21
			You know, even for me, I I was
		
01:17:21 --> 01:17:22
			doing my best to not,
		
01:17:23 --> 01:17:24
			let any emotions
		
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			get involved
		
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			before the decision was made
		
01:17:28 --> 01:17:30
			to get married. And then we got married
		
01:17:30 --> 01:17:32
			very, very quickly to avoid
		
01:17:33 --> 01:17:35
			any of that messy stuff
		
01:17:35 --> 01:17:38
			because we had children involved like many people
		
01:17:38 --> 01:17:40
			do when they've been divorced or widowed and
		
01:17:40 --> 01:17:42
			they're looking to get married again. So there
		
01:17:42 --> 01:17:43
			was no playing around.
		
01:17:43 --> 01:17:46
			There was no room for any cloud of
		
01:17:46 --> 01:17:47
			judgment.
		
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			So that's the second thing. And I know
		
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			that is a very difficult thing for many
		
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			of us to do,
		
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			particularly in the age of social media and,
		
01:17:59 --> 01:17:59
			you know,
		
01:18:01 --> 01:18:02
			like, in many cultures,
		
01:18:03 --> 01:18:04
			once once the,
		
01:18:04 --> 01:18:07
			the proposal has been made, you can't just
		
01:18:07 --> 01:18:09
			engage and people go and they can still
		
01:18:09 --> 01:18:11
			go and shop for furniture and things like
		
01:18:11 --> 01:18:15
			that. I would strongly advise to avoid any
		
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			of that until Anika has been done,
		
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			until you get the blessing of Allah.
		
01:18:23 --> 01:18:26
			So and and, again, that is something, and
		
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			I will reiterate this throughout the rest of
		
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			my points
		
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			is that a lot of these things require
		
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			help.
		
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			Because if if your first marriage didn't work,
		
01:18:36 --> 01:18:37
			there is a reason why.
		
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			There's a reason why.
		
01:18:40 --> 01:18:42
			And there's no shame in that. There's there
		
01:18:42 --> 01:18:44
			shouldn't be guilt in that either, I feel,
		
01:18:44 --> 01:18:46
			because like I said at the beginning,
		
01:18:49 --> 01:18:50
			like I said at the beginning,
		
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			I feel like this is this is an
		
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			increasing trend for us, and there's a there's
		
01:18:55 --> 01:18:56
			a hit mark
		
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			behind that.
		
01:18:59 --> 01:19:00
			I think somebody asked in the chat how
		
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			much time
		
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			would you leave in between getting remarried
		
01:19:06 --> 01:19:08
			if, if if I read that correctly?
		
01:19:08 --> 01:19:09
			For me, I waited a year and a
		
01:19:09 --> 01:19:11
			half. A lot of people thought that that
		
01:19:11 --> 01:19:14
			was very quick. I had not intended to
		
01:19:14 --> 01:19:16
			do that, but I had made dua. I
		
01:19:16 --> 01:19:17
			prayed my istafada.
		
01:19:19 --> 01:19:21
			The signs are all there. Like, it just
		
01:19:22 --> 01:19:24
			I felt like this is what Allah was
		
01:19:24 --> 01:19:25
			leading me to do.
		
01:19:26 --> 01:19:28
			I I feel like this is what Allah
		
01:19:28 --> 01:19:30
			was leading me to do and so I
		
01:19:30 --> 01:19:33
			I did it. I don't think there's any
		
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			time
		
01:19:34 --> 01:19:36
			there's any like, if you haven't worked on
		
01:19:36 --> 01:19:37
			yourself,
		
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			I wouldn't recommend it
		
01:19:39 --> 01:19:40
			at all.
		
01:19:41 --> 01:19:43
			Yes. Marriage there's a lot of work to
		
01:19:43 --> 01:19:45
			be done within marriage, but there's some things
		
01:19:46 --> 01:19:48
			that you need to work on previously and
		
01:19:48 --> 01:19:50
			that is my next point
		
01:19:50 --> 01:19:52
			that I'm I'm coming to.
		
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			And I've mentioned it briefly.
		
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			You cannot be the same woman in your
		
01:19:58 --> 01:20:00
			second marriage or man that you were in
		
01:20:00 --> 01:20:00
			your
		
01:20:01 --> 01:20:03
			first. You aren't anyway.
		
01:20:03 --> 01:20:06
			You aren't because we're ever evolving, ever changing.
		
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			And,
		
01:20:09 --> 01:20:11
			again, I briefly touched on this and, you
		
01:20:11 --> 01:20:13
			know, today they call it a victim mindset.
		
01:20:13 --> 01:20:14
			Right?
		
01:20:14 --> 01:20:16
			When you're stuck in the stories of the
		
01:20:16 --> 01:20:18
			past, when you're stuck in what happened, what
		
01:20:18 --> 01:20:20
			could have happened, what didn't happen, what he
		
01:20:20 --> 01:20:21
			did, what she
		
01:20:21 --> 01:20:23
			did, what they owe me,
		
01:20:23 --> 01:20:25
			as long as you focus on that, your
		
01:20:25 --> 01:20:27
			whole life is focused on them, is focused
		
01:20:27 --> 01:20:28
			on the past.
		
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			You will be stuck in that situation.
		
01:20:31 --> 01:20:33
			Even if you're married to a good man
		
01:20:33 --> 01:20:34
			or a good woman,
		
01:20:35 --> 01:20:37
			you will self sabotage and you will ruin
		
01:20:37 --> 01:20:38
			that situation.
		
01:20:38 --> 01:20:39
			You will recreate
		
01:20:40 --> 01:20:42
			in your mind the past marriage
		
01:20:42 --> 01:20:44
			in your current marriage
		
01:20:45 --> 01:20:47
			and a lot of us do it. A
		
01:20:47 --> 01:20:48
			lot of us do it.
		
01:20:48 --> 01:20:49
			Okay?
		
01:20:49 --> 01:20:52
			Even if and there are women. I'm I'm
		
01:20:52 --> 01:20:53
			not sure about men in this perspective. There
		
01:20:53 --> 01:20:56
			are women who were married before.
		
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			Obviously, widowhood is a little bit different,
		
01:20:59 --> 01:21:00
			because
		
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			that's why, you know, Allah has decreed our
		
01:21:03 --> 01:21:03
			lifespans.
		
01:21:05 --> 01:21:08
			But in in divorce, I've noticed that sometimes
		
01:21:09 --> 01:21:11
			over time, they wish that it didn't happen
		
01:21:11 --> 01:21:11
			or that
		
01:21:12 --> 01:21:13
			it they they still
		
01:21:14 --> 01:21:15
			they're still attached
		
01:21:16 --> 01:21:17
			to their previous spouse,
		
01:21:18 --> 01:21:19
			and they're the only one who doesn't realize
		
01:21:19 --> 01:21:20
			it.
		
01:21:21 --> 01:21:24
			And you have to let go. You have
		
01:21:24 --> 01:21:26
			to release that person whether that person was
		
01:21:27 --> 01:21:29
			an amazing husband or wife
		
01:21:30 --> 01:21:33
			or whether they were somebody who really tested
		
01:21:33 --> 01:21:33
			you.
		
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			If you want to have a successful marriage
		
01:21:37 --> 01:21:39
			the second time around,
		
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			you have to let that person go.
		
01:21:43 --> 01:21:44
			You have to let them go.
		
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			If that person was meant for you today,
		
01:21:50 --> 01:21:52
			they would be here with you today.
		
01:21:54 --> 01:21:55
			And this is the part of our belief
		
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			where we accept what Allah has decreed for
		
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			us,
		
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			and we obey.
		
01:22:03 --> 01:22:04
			And our minds
		
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			and sometimes our emotions are often the things
		
01:22:07 --> 01:22:09
			that betray us the most.
		
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			Right? A lot of us say there's no
		
01:22:13 --> 01:22:15
			good men out there. There's no good women
		
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			out there.
		
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			Sister, brother, there are a lot of good
		
01:22:19 --> 01:22:21
			believers out there. Well, lucky there are good
		
01:22:21 --> 01:22:22
			believers out there.
		
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			But you can only meet someone
		
01:22:25 --> 01:22:26
			where you are.
		
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			You will never see that good brother,
		
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			yeah, who,
		
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			you know, runs
		
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			runs the Quran programs
		
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			at the masjid where you drop your daughter
		
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			every Sunday or Saturday,
		
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			and he also is a divorcee, you'll never
		
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			notice him
		
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			if you're still hung up on what
		
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			your husband,
		
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			your ex husband did to you. If you're
		
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			still watching social media
		
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			and Bollywood and Hollywood
		
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			and idolizing
		
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			idolizing
		
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			a man or even a woman, if you're
		
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			a guy,
		
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			who doesn't exist. They don't exist. That's you
		
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			know, if you talk to anyone who's in
		
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			the filmmaking industry,
		
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			they know what the fantasies of the viewers
		
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			are. It's entertainment.
		
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			It's meant to distract you from the dunya.
		
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			Don't make your life decisions over it. Don't
		
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			make your life decisions over it.
		
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			So so long as you
		
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			are caught up
		
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			in the past,
		
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			whether it's missing that person
		
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			or whether it's,
		
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			you know, going over all the hardships,
		
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			you will never notice that good brother.
		
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			Who can make a great husband for you.
		
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			So you need to take accountability
		
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			for yourself. You need to reflect on yourself.
		
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			You need to take emotions out of the
		
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			picture
		
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			and make sincere dua to Allah
		
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			that he guides you to what is best
		
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			for you.
		
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			And another point that I want to tie
		
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			in to this is this kind of
		
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			this idea that the single life is something
		
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			full. It's something that's
		
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			ideal. It isn't.
		
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			It isn't. Whoever wants to come, I will
		
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			speak to you about it. It isn't. It's
		
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			not ideal. It's not. Not if you're trying
		
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			to complete half your deen. Not if you're
		
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			trying to be a firm believer
		
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			as a man or a woman. Being single
		
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			is not the ideal. It is not. Yes.
		
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			You don't want to be in an impressive
		
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			relationship,
		
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			but you are not living your best life
		
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			single. You're not.
		
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			You're not.
		
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			You can make as many,
		
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			you can, I guess, tone down your dean
		
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			in as many ways as you want
		
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			to make it easier for you so that
		
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			you don't have to get married and tell
		
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			yourself that you don't need a man or
		
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			that, you know, a woman, you know, there
		
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			aren't any good ones left?
		
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			But to do to live your life, to
		
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			actually enjoy your portion of the dunya in
		
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			a halal way, you need to get married.
		
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			You need to get married.
		
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			Think about it. What is the first relationship
		
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			that Allah
		
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			made?
		
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			What did he give the prophet Adam and
		
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			alaihis salam?
		
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			We all know this. If we're believers, we
		
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			all know this.
		
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			So don't fool yourself thinking the single life
		
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			is something
		
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			fancy. It's something ideal. Don't if even if
		
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			you're watching this and you're in a and
		
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			and Shambhala is not the case, you're you're
		
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			struggling in your marriage, maybe the spark is
		
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			lost and you're still a good guy or
		
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			vice versa with a man and woman,
		
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			and you're thinking, oh, maybe maybe it's time
		
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			to call it the quits.
		
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			Stop following single people on social media.
		
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			Don't don't listen to your single friends.
		
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			You know? Don't do that.
		
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			Don't do that.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			Like, keep some perspective and be realistic. Don't
		
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			get
		
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			don't get caught up in la la land
		
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			and in all these fantasies and all these
		
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			ideas of things.
		
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			Stay focused.
		
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			Stay focused. Marriage is a means to an
		
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			end. The end is closeness to Allah.
		
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			That is what the marriage is for. That's
		
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			why it completes half your deen.
		
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			There is nothing, no relationship in this life
		
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			that will help you purify your nerves
		
01:26:15 --> 01:26:16
			as much
		
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			as marriage. Nothing. Even children.
		
01:26:19 --> 01:26:20
			Even children.
		
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			Marriage will
		
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			because there are things that Allah commands of
		
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			us that is uncomfortable for the nurse, that
		
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			is uncomfortable based on our conditioning out here
		
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			in the west or, you know, even wherever
		
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			you are these days because, you know, social
		
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			media and technology and all that, there's nothing
		
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			that humbles you as much as marriage and
		
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			following the command of Allah.
		
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			So the next
		
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			the next point that I wanted to touch
		
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			on
		
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			was
		
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			forgiveness.
		
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			And this is a hard one. Forgiveness is
		
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			a hard one
		
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			because, again, a lot of people end up
		
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			divorced because they feel like they were mistreated,
		
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			in their first marriage. And nobody even has
		
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			to tell you that that's what happened.
		
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			I mean, I I know in our community
		
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			down here in Melbourne, Australia, there have been
		
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			a lot of divorced young women even younger
		
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			than me,
		
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			that I've seen over the last few months,
		
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			few years,
		
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			and you can tell
		
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			that they had a hard time. You can
		
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			tell that they had a hard time. They
		
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			don't even need to say it. You can
		
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			you can tell from the post they put
		
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			up, from the anger that they project. You
		
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			can tell. Right?
		
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			And if you are in the space
		
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			where you are angry,
		
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			where you're angry at what happened to you,
		
01:27:39 --> 01:27:40
			You're hurting.
		
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			You feel like, why? Why?
		
01:27:43 --> 01:27:45
			I I was I did the best I
		
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			could. How did I fall for this? Yeah.
		
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			It's time for forgiveness.
		
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			And, again, you know, some people might come
		
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			up with victim shaming and all that kind
		
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			of stuff. I'm speaking to those of you
		
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			who
		
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			are focused on spiritually elevating yourself,
		
01:28:04 --> 01:28:06
			who are focused on the akhirah, not here
		
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			on the dunya, not on these little things
		
01:28:09 --> 01:28:10
			and terms and isms and all that kind
		
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			of stuff. I'm talking about those of talking
		
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			to those of you
		
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			who are trying to get close to Allah,
		
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			not just on a basic level, but they're
		
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			they're aiming to the peaks of this deen.
		
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			Forgiveness is a must.
		
01:28:24 --> 01:28:25
			Forgiveness is a must.
		
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			Now even the term forgiveness in this western
		
01:28:29 --> 01:28:31
			culture or in parenting and everything, it's it's
		
01:28:31 --> 01:28:32
			very, very superficial.
		
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			Forgiveness isn't about the person who wronged you
		
01:28:35 --> 01:28:37
			or who you think wronged you. Forgiveness is
		
01:28:37 --> 01:28:38
			for you.
		
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			Forgiveness isn't
		
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			taking away the accountability
		
01:28:42 --> 01:28:43
			of that person.
		
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			And let me just say in that part
		
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			of the conversation. Right?
		
01:28:51 --> 01:28:53
			Even if that person were to say sorry,
		
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			it will never
		
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			give you back that piece of you that
		
01:28:58 --> 01:28:59
			you felt that you left lost.
		
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			It will never give it back to you.
		
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			They will never give you back the time.
		
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			They will never give you back that use,
		
01:29:07 --> 01:29:09
			that naivety, that perspective, whatever it is.
		
01:29:11 --> 01:29:13
			They forgive their their apology will not do
		
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			anything for you.
		
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			They will not do anything for you.
		
01:29:19 --> 01:29:21
			So stop waiting for their validation
		
01:29:22 --> 01:29:25
			for them to suffer for revenge.
		
01:29:25 --> 01:29:28
			For revenge? Really? I saw something online recently
		
01:29:28 --> 01:29:30
			about revenge. I was like, what?
		
01:29:31 --> 01:29:31
			What?
		
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			Forgiveness
		
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			is when you accept
		
01:29:38 --> 01:29:41
			that past situation for what it was.
		
01:29:44 --> 01:29:44
			Knowing that
		
01:29:45 --> 01:29:46
			you cannot change the past,
		
01:29:47 --> 01:29:50
			that you cannot change somebody's heart because Allah
		
01:29:50 --> 01:29:51
			is the turner of hearts.
		
01:29:53 --> 01:29:54
			And making the intention
		
01:29:57 --> 01:29:59
			to strengthen your own resolve, to strengthen your
		
01:29:59 --> 01:30:00
			heart
		
01:30:03 --> 01:30:05
			so that you make better choices for yourself.
		
01:30:06 --> 01:30:08
			That is what I believe forgiveness is.
		
01:30:11 --> 01:30:12
			It's not about
		
01:30:13 --> 01:30:14
			that person saying sorry,
		
01:30:15 --> 01:30:18
			sorry for whatever they did or because they
		
01:30:18 --> 01:30:20
			didn't show up properly or that they didn't
		
01:30:20 --> 01:30:22
			fulfill your rights or they didn't buy you
		
01:30:22 --> 01:30:24
			that house and then you're in financial struggle
		
01:30:24 --> 01:30:25
			or whatever else it is. Right?
		
01:30:26 --> 01:30:28
			That's not forgiveness. It's not them saying sorry.
		
01:30:29 --> 01:30:29
			Forgiveness
		
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			forgiveness is about you accepting that situation
		
01:30:34 --> 01:30:35
			or what it
		
01:30:35 --> 01:30:36
			was
		
01:30:36 --> 01:30:38
			or what it had to be
		
01:30:38 --> 01:30:40
			for you to be the woman or the
		
01:30:40 --> 01:30:41
			man that you are today,
		
01:30:43 --> 01:30:45
			to learn from those lessons, to come closer
		
01:30:45 --> 01:30:45
			to Allah.
		
01:30:46 --> 01:30:49
			That's why forgiveness is huge, not just in
		
01:30:49 --> 01:30:51
			our deen, not just in in Islam,
		
01:30:52 --> 01:30:54
			through all other, you know,
		
01:30:56 --> 01:30:58
			faith systems and different, you know,
		
01:30:59 --> 01:31:01
			ways of thought or whatever you wanna call
		
01:31:01 --> 01:31:02
			it. Forgiveness
		
01:31:03 --> 01:31:05
			is a very huge topic
		
01:31:05 --> 01:31:07
			in, yes, character development,
		
01:31:08 --> 01:31:09
			in reclaiming
		
01:31:11 --> 01:31:14
			your your story and reclaiming your power, in
		
01:31:14 --> 01:31:15
			empowering yourself.
		
01:31:16 --> 01:31:18
			And it's a big part of our deen
		
01:31:18 --> 01:31:20
			as well. It's a big part of our
		
01:31:20 --> 01:31:20
			deen. SubhanAllah.
		
01:31:25 --> 01:31:27
			Now in talking about forgiveness,
		
01:31:31 --> 01:31:33
			again, and I'm gonna say it over and
		
01:31:33 --> 01:31:34
			over again.
		
01:31:35 --> 01:31:36
			It is important
		
01:31:37 --> 01:31:39
			if you have had a very difficult situation
		
01:31:40 --> 01:31:41
			to speak to somebody
		
01:31:42 --> 01:31:44
			who can help you
		
01:31:44 --> 01:31:45
			be guided through that process.
		
01:31:46 --> 01:31:48
			Because, you know, oftentimes
		
01:31:49 --> 01:31:50
			when we
		
01:31:51 --> 01:31:52
			when we are on
		
01:31:52 --> 01:31:54
			that kind of healing journey, we become very
		
01:31:54 --> 01:31:55
			isolated.
		
01:31:55 --> 01:31:58
			Or particularly after divorce, we don't we become
		
01:31:58 --> 01:32:00
			very isolated and the shebang really comes for
		
01:32:00 --> 01:32:01
			that long person.
		
01:32:02 --> 01:32:04
			And that's why even if you're not ready
		
01:32:04 --> 01:32:07
			and I I would probably even recommend don't
		
01:32:07 --> 01:32:09
			seek support from just every family member and
		
01:32:09 --> 01:32:12
			friend because if that person isn't even checking
		
01:32:12 --> 01:32:13
			themselves, they're gonna guide you in the wrong
		
01:32:13 --> 01:32:14
			way.
		
01:32:14 --> 01:32:16
			But seeking support from somebody who
		
01:32:17 --> 01:32:19
			doesn't have anything to do with you, you're
		
01:32:19 --> 01:32:21
			literally paying them to help you, but they
		
01:32:21 --> 01:32:22
			fear Allah,
		
01:32:22 --> 01:32:24
			they are going to be able to help
		
01:32:24 --> 01:32:25
			guide you through it in a way that's
		
01:32:25 --> 01:32:26
			not biased,
		
01:32:26 --> 01:32:27
			that's not tarnished
		
01:32:27 --> 01:32:29
			by, you know, what they want for their
		
01:32:29 --> 01:32:31
			family or they have a a son thinking
		
01:32:32 --> 01:32:33
			a son who they want to marry you
		
01:32:33 --> 01:32:35
			or something like that. Okay?
		
01:32:37 --> 01:32:38
			Now
		
01:32:39 --> 01:32:42
			moving on to inside of the marriage. And
		
01:32:42 --> 01:32:44
			all of these things you can apply well,
		
01:32:44 --> 01:32:45
			to an extent, you can apply within the
		
01:32:45 --> 01:32:46
			marriage.
		
01:32:46 --> 01:32:48
			And I did mention that my second marriage
		
01:32:48 --> 01:32:49
			looks very different.
		
01:32:50 --> 01:32:50
			And
		
01:32:51 --> 01:32:52
			part of the reason why
		
01:32:53 --> 01:32:55
			is because of the work that I did
		
01:32:55 --> 01:32:55
			beforehand,
		
01:32:56 --> 01:32:58
			and that's something that's similar between me and
		
01:32:58 --> 01:33:00
			my husband. He did a lot of work
		
01:33:00 --> 01:33:02
			and soul searching on himself before he got
		
01:33:02 --> 01:33:04
			married too. And one of the things that
		
01:33:04 --> 01:33:06
			I really liked about him is that
		
01:33:07 --> 01:33:08
			there was no disrespecting
		
01:33:08 --> 01:33:10
			from his previous marriage. He
		
01:33:11 --> 01:33:13
			he's so respectful of that private space.
		
01:33:15 --> 01:33:16
			He took full accountability.
		
01:33:17 --> 01:33:18
			He took full accountability,
		
01:33:20 --> 01:33:22
			and that's a very powerful place to be.
		
01:33:22 --> 01:33:25
			That's where growth happens. That's where you are
		
01:33:25 --> 01:33:26
			in a position to choose
		
01:33:27 --> 01:33:28
			how you proceed
		
01:33:28 --> 01:33:30
			in this next marriage.
		
01:33:31 --> 01:33:31
			Okay?
		
01:33:34 --> 01:33:34
			Now
		
01:33:35 --> 01:33:37
			it's been touched on when I was on
		
01:33:37 --> 01:33:37
			the,
		
01:33:38 --> 01:33:40
			the panel for qualities of a Muslim,
		
01:33:41 --> 01:33:42
			a Muslim wife.
		
01:33:43 --> 01:33:44
			I touched on this briefly, and I'm gonna
		
01:33:44 --> 01:33:47
			bring it up again. This is something that,
		
01:33:47 --> 01:33:49
			you know, really helped me in my second
		
01:33:49 --> 01:33:52
			marriage. And I had posted it, on my
		
01:33:52 --> 01:33:54
			Instagram page in my stories and I got
		
01:33:54 --> 01:33:57
			quite a few responses about it. And I'm
		
01:33:57 --> 01:33:59
			going to speak particularly from the female perspective,
		
01:33:59 --> 01:34:00
			perhaps men,
		
01:34:04 --> 01:34:06
			experience it in different way, but a woman
		
01:34:06 --> 01:34:08
			do. And remember how I said at the
		
01:34:08 --> 01:34:10
			beginning of this talk that if you don't
		
01:34:10 --> 01:34:12
			deal with your stuff, if you if you
		
01:34:12 --> 01:34:14
			don't let go of the good and the
		
01:34:14 --> 01:34:15
			bad,
		
01:34:16 --> 01:34:17
			you know, if if if it still has
		
01:34:17 --> 01:34:19
			a hold on you, you're going to recreate
		
01:34:20 --> 01:34:21
			those scenarios
		
01:34:21 --> 01:34:24
			or try to recreate those scenarios in your
		
01:34:24 --> 01:34:26
			current situation, and that's very problematic.
		
01:34:27 --> 01:34:28
			And, again, another side note,
		
01:34:29 --> 01:34:31
			communication as we know in any marriage, 1st
		
01:34:31 --> 01:34:31
			or second,
		
01:34:32 --> 01:34:34
			is is paramount to a successful
		
01:34:35 --> 01:34:39
			marriage, but communication about your current marriage, not
		
01:34:39 --> 01:34:42
			about the person who you were married to.
		
01:34:42 --> 01:34:43
			Okay? So
		
01:34:45 --> 01:34:47
			I'm coming into emotional regulation.
		
01:34:48 --> 01:34:49
			Okay? So I'm gonna give a bit of
		
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			an example, and it happened the other day.
		
01:34:52 --> 01:34:53
			And I know a lot of women can
		
01:34:53 --> 01:34:55
			relate to this. If you're here and you're
		
01:34:55 --> 01:34:56
			currently single, you can probably relate to it
		
01:34:56 --> 01:34:58
			from your first marriage. If you're here and
		
01:34:58 --> 01:35:00
			you're in your second your in your second
		
01:35:00 --> 01:35:01
			marriage at the moment,
		
01:35:02 --> 01:35:03
			trying to see how you can make it
		
01:35:03 --> 01:35:05
			better and you're starting to see,
		
01:35:06 --> 01:35:08
			similar traits from your first marriage,
		
01:35:09 --> 01:35:12
			I invite you to try this on yourself.
		
01:35:13 --> 01:35:15
			Now I had gotten the kids ready,
		
01:35:16 --> 01:35:18
			at home with us. Me and my husband
		
01:35:18 --> 01:35:18
			have 5 kids.
		
01:35:19 --> 01:35:20
			We've got 6 in total.
		
01:35:21 --> 01:35:24
			May Allah bless and protect them. And as
		
01:35:24 --> 01:35:25
			those of you who have kids, it's pretty
		
01:35:25 --> 01:35:27
			crazy getting everybody ready to leave the house.
		
01:35:27 --> 01:35:29
			It's actual madness. And
		
01:35:30 --> 01:35:31
			we had gotten them ready, and we were
		
01:35:31 --> 01:35:34
			gonna go. It was a sunny day. Melbourne
		
01:35:34 --> 01:35:35
			has been a bit wet.
		
01:35:36 --> 01:35:37
			Summer just started even though it's a bit
		
01:35:37 --> 01:35:38
			late,
		
01:35:39 --> 01:35:40
			and so we were gonna go somewhere. And
		
01:35:40 --> 01:35:42
			we were ready. I was already exhausted, but
		
01:35:42 --> 01:35:44
			I was like, fresh air. This is great.
		
01:35:44 --> 01:35:46
			And then suddenly my husband had a call
		
01:35:46 --> 01:35:49
			for something urgent that he had to do.
		
01:35:49 --> 01:35:51
			He had to. And even I agreed, no.
		
01:35:51 --> 01:35:53
			You have to go because this is really
		
01:35:53 --> 01:35:53
			urgent.
		
01:35:56 --> 01:35:58
			But as I said that,
		
01:35:59 --> 01:36:01
			I started to see or experience this kind
		
01:36:01 --> 01:36:02
			of bubbling
		
01:36:03 --> 01:36:04
			sensation, this agitation,
		
01:36:05 --> 01:36:06
			this kind of resentment,
		
01:36:06 --> 01:36:08
			which at the time I couldn't make sense
		
01:36:08 --> 01:36:09
			of.
		
01:36:09 --> 01:36:11
			And I started to see me kind of
		
01:36:11 --> 01:36:12
			just being a bit cold and a bit
		
01:36:12 --> 01:36:13
			blunt. Even though I said, yeah. Go. Go.
		
01:36:13 --> 01:36:14
			You need to go now.
		
01:36:16 --> 01:36:17
			Towards my kids, I was getting a bit
		
01:36:17 --> 01:36:19
			agitated. I was nitpicking.
		
01:36:20 --> 01:36:23
			Mothers, you probably know what that you can
		
01:36:23 --> 01:36:24
			probably think of the situation when you've been
		
01:36:24 --> 01:36:25
			there.
		
01:36:25 --> 01:36:27
			And because I've been doing this work on
		
01:36:27 --> 01:36:29
			myself for a while, I sat down. I
		
01:36:29 --> 01:36:31
			had sent my husband off and he was
		
01:36:31 --> 01:36:33
			just, like, confused. I was like, just leave
		
01:36:33 --> 01:36:34
			the stroller. I'm just gonna go. He's like,
		
01:36:34 --> 01:36:37
			you're gonna you're gonna go with 5 kids
		
01:36:37 --> 01:36:39
			and a stroller by yourself in the heat.
		
01:36:40 --> 01:36:42
			And he wasn't happy about it, but he
		
01:36:42 --> 01:36:42
			let it go.
		
01:36:43 --> 01:36:45
			And I was I sat down on the
		
01:36:45 --> 01:36:46
			stairs. I'm like,
		
01:36:46 --> 01:36:48
			why why would I do that? Why?
		
01:36:49 --> 01:36:51
			And this is a term that I like
		
01:36:51 --> 01:36:51
			to
		
01:36:52 --> 01:36:53
			term I don't know if someone else has
		
01:36:53 --> 01:36:55
			pointed it, revenge socialization.
		
01:36:56 --> 01:36:57
			Revenge revenge socializing
		
01:36:58 --> 01:37:00
			where a woman feels resentful, so she makes
		
01:37:00 --> 01:37:01
			plans.
		
01:37:02 --> 01:37:04
			And so I remember sitting on the stairs
		
01:37:04 --> 01:37:06
			and I noticed that kind of anxiety
		
01:37:07 --> 01:37:08
			in my throat, in my chest, and I
		
01:37:08 --> 01:37:09
			was nitpicking.
		
01:37:10 --> 01:37:11
			My heart was racing,
		
01:37:12 --> 01:37:13
			and I was getting very anxious.
		
01:37:14 --> 01:37:16
			And I stopped and asked myself, how am
		
01:37:16 --> 01:37:17
			I feeling?
		
01:37:18 --> 01:37:19
			And I said to myself, I'm feeling
		
01:37:20 --> 01:37:21
			I'm feeling
		
01:37:21 --> 01:37:21
			rejected.
		
01:37:22 --> 01:37:23
			I'm feeling
		
01:37:23 --> 01:37:24
			a bit abandoned.
		
01:37:25 --> 01:37:25
			I'm feeling,
		
01:37:27 --> 01:37:27
			restricted.
		
01:37:29 --> 01:37:30
			I'm feeling anxious.
		
01:37:31 --> 01:37:33
			And then I sat with myself. Now firstly,
		
01:37:33 --> 01:37:36
			when you name an emotion, you really tame
		
01:37:36 --> 01:37:37
			it. It actually reduces,
		
01:37:38 --> 01:37:41
			your hold the hold that it has over
		
01:37:41 --> 01:37:43
			you. And for those of you who do
		
01:37:43 --> 01:37:43
			the work,
		
01:37:44 --> 01:37:47
			on yourself, you've probably done these kinds of,
		
01:37:48 --> 01:37:48
			like,
		
01:37:49 --> 01:37:50
			bottom up regulation
		
01:37:51 --> 01:37:53
			exercises. They've got formal names, but I won't
		
01:37:53 --> 01:37:54
			go into that at the moment.
		
01:37:55 --> 01:37:57
			And so I started to the feeling started
		
01:37:57 --> 01:37:59
			to come down a bit, and I started
		
01:37:59 --> 01:38:00
			to explore that.
		
01:38:00 --> 01:38:02
			And I realized that what I was experiencing
		
01:38:02 --> 01:38:04
			then with my husband who
		
01:38:05 --> 01:38:07
			is a very reasonable man, and it would
		
01:38:07 --> 01:38:09
			have been wrong for him to not go
		
01:38:09 --> 01:38:11
			to the urgent situation that he had to
		
01:38:11 --> 01:38:12
			go to.
		
01:38:13 --> 01:38:13
			And
		
01:38:14 --> 01:38:17
			he was so apologetic. He's very understanding
		
01:38:17 --> 01:38:20
			and he's like, we'll we'll go tomorrow and
		
01:38:20 --> 01:38:22
			make, like I'll make it up. We'll we'll
		
01:38:22 --> 01:38:23
			go. We'll do this. You know, it wasn't
		
01:38:23 --> 01:38:24
			even
		
01:38:25 --> 01:38:26
			didn't even make sense for me to be
		
01:38:26 --> 01:38:27
			upset.
		
01:38:27 --> 01:38:29
			So I was very confused. And as I
		
01:38:29 --> 01:38:32
			looked into it further, my mind had gone
		
01:38:33 --> 01:38:34
			to my first marriage
		
01:38:35 --> 01:38:37
			where I was very restricted in movement, and
		
01:38:37 --> 01:38:39
			I used to feel very overwhelmed and all
		
01:38:39 --> 01:38:41
			these emotions and all that past stuff.
		
01:38:42 --> 01:38:43
			And
		
01:38:44 --> 01:38:45
			my body
		
01:38:45 --> 01:38:48
			was feeling sensations for an experience that my
		
01:38:48 --> 01:38:49
			mind was reliving from the past.
		
01:38:51 --> 01:38:52
			And
		
01:38:52 --> 01:38:54
			when you don't work on yourself,
		
01:38:56 --> 01:38:58
			you will do that. That's how people self
		
01:38:58 --> 01:38:59
			sabotage their relationships.
		
01:38:59 --> 01:39:00
			That's how people
		
01:39:01 --> 01:39:02
			you know, they'll be with a good brother
		
01:39:02 --> 01:39:03
			or a good sister.
		
01:39:06 --> 01:39:07
			And
		
01:39:07 --> 01:39:09
			suddenly, it's like they start to they start
		
01:39:09 --> 01:39:11
			to see them as a person who they
		
01:39:11 --> 01:39:12
			were married to.
		
01:39:13 --> 01:39:14
			Now there's a big difference
		
01:39:16 --> 01:39:19
			between repeating pattern. And if you haven't done
		
01:39:19 --> 01:39:21
			any work on yourself, there's a high chance
		
01:39:21 --> 01:39:22
			that you will repeat the pattern in the
		
01:39:22 --> 01:39:24
			type of man that you pick. That's why
		
01:39:24 --> 01:39:25
			you see and
		
01:39:27 --> 01:39:28
			this is a occasion for another time.
		
01:39:30 --> 01:39:32
			You know, people today who think dating and
		
01:39:32 --> 01:39:34
			whatnot and seeing somebody is okay before you
		
01:39:34 --> 01:39:37
			get married because the traditional way doesn't work
		
01:39:37 --> 01:39:37
			or
		
01:39:39 --> 01:39:41
			you'll see them repeating the same patterns
		
01:39:42 --> 01:39:44
			in the people who they're talking to, and
		
01:39:44 --> 01:39:46
			they're the only ones who don't realize it.
		
01:39:46 --> 01:39:49
			And that can happen in marriage too if
		
01:39:49 --> 01:39:53
			you have not started to take that radical
		
01:39:53 --> 01:39:54
			accountability, get the help, and do the work
		
01:39:54 --> 01:39:56
			that you need to do.
		
01:39:57 --> 01:39:59
			You will see that pattern repeat. Now there's
		
01:39:59 --> 01:40:01
			a difference between that
		
01:40:01 --> 01:40:04
			and then you recreating those situations
		
01:40:04 --> 01:40:05
			with somebody who's
		
01:40:06 --> 01:40:09
			entirely different. There's a very big difference between
		
01:40:09 --> 01:40:11
			those 2, and that's why I put a
		
01:40:11 --> 01:40:12
			huge emphasis on doing
		
01:40:13 --> 01:40:15
			the work. For me personally, that was
		
01:40:16 --> 01:40:17
			a game changer
		
01:40:17 --> 01:40:19
			in my second marriage.
		
01:40:22 --> 01:40:23
			Again,
		
01:40:24 --> 01:40:25
			when it
		
01:40:26 --> 01:40:28
			comes to all of this, right,
		
01:40:29 --> 01:40:31
			I I remember I think it was mentioned
		
01:40:32 --> 01:40:32
			in the panel.
		
01:40:33 --> 01:40:36
			I think I saw or maybe in the
		
01:40:36 --> 01:40:37
			the comments in one of the earlier talks,
		
01:40:37 --> 01:40:39
			somebody was saying,
		
01:40:39 --> 01:40:40
			women are overcomplicating
		
01:40:41 --> 01:40:43
			this. Women are overcomplicating it. And I've heard
		
01:40:43 --> 01:40:45
			people say before, nobody needed
		
01:40:45 --> 01:40:47
			counseling and coaching and therapy and stuff like
		
01:40:47 --> 01:40:48
			that before.
		
01:40:49 --> 01:40:51
			We had a village
		
01:40:51 --> 01:40:52
			like system.
		
01:40:52 --> 01:40:53
			We had support.
		
01:40:55 --> 01:40:55
			I'm
		
01:40:57 --> 01:40:59
			halfway through my master's degree, which I took
		
01:40:59 --> 01:41:00
			a step back from
		
01:41:01 --> 01:41:02
			to prioritize my family.
		
01:41:04 --> 01:41:04
			And
		
01:41:06 --> 01:41:08
			do you know who they when they were
		
01:41:08 --> 01:41:11
			talking about giving counsel, the great counselors of
		
01:41:11 --> 01:41:11
			history?
		
01:41:12 --> 01:41:14
			When when I read it, I made tiktbiya
		
01:41:14 --> 01:41:15
			just so loud.
		
01:41:17 --> 01:41:18
			The prophet Muhammad
		
01:41:20 --> 01:41:22
			they mentioned him as one of the great
		
01:41:22 --> 01:41:22
			counselors
		
01:41:23 --> 01:41:24
			in history. SubhanAllah.
		
01:41:26 --> 01:41:28
			So in the past, we had these support
		
01:41:28 --> 01:41:29
			systems.
		
01:41:29 --> 01:41:31
			It was more holistic, the type of support
		
01:41:31 --> 01:41:33
			people received out of marriage,
		
01:41:33 --> 01:41:35
			when it's or when when they wanted to
		
01:41:35 --> 01:41:36
			get married,
		
01:41:37 --> 01:41:38
			you know, when they're getting divorced. Even in
		
01:41:38 --> 01:41:40
			more traditional cultures,
		
01:41:40 --> 01:41:43
			you know, that support was there. That kind
		
01:41:43 --> 01:41:43
			of,
		
01:41:44 --> 01:41:46
			like, advice from the elders was there, but
		
01:41:46 --> 01:41:50
			we don't have that at the moment. And
		
01:41:50 --> 01:41:52
			many of us come from very extended family
		
01:41:52 --> 01:41:52
			systems,
		
01:41:53 --> 01:41:55
			but again, that's a whole
		
01:41:56 --> 01:41:58
			other topic. There are so many layers of
		
01:41:58 --> 01:41:59
			intergenerational
		
01:41:59 --> 01:42:01
			trauma. There are so many layers.
		
01:42:02 --> 01:42:02
			And,
		
01:42:03 --> 01:42:06
			again, that's another topic. So, yes, we do
		
01:42:06 --> 01:42:08
			need extra help in these times. And, yes,
		
01:42:08 --> 01:42:10
			it is okay to pay for that help
		
01:42:10 --> 01:42:11
			because
		
01:42:11 --> 01:42:13
			marriage is a big deal. It's a beautiful
		
01:42:13 --> 01:42:15
			thing, you know.
		
01:42:15 --> 01:42:16
			Don't
		
01:42:16 --> 01:42:18
			hold yourself from happiness
		
01:42:19 --> 01:42:22
			just because you've been burnt once. Realize what
		
01:42:22 --> 01:42:24
			it was about you that didn't that didn't
		
01:42:24 --> 01:42:25
			see
		
01:42:26 --> 01:42:28
			it. Right? We're all ignorant until we go
		
01:42:28 --> 01:42:31
			through something and then we learn. I'm a
		
01:42:31 --> 01:42:33
			I'm a I'm a revert. Right? I was
		
01:42:33 --> 01:42:34
			ignorant
		
01:42:34 --> 01:42:35
			until I
		
01:42:36 --> 01:42:38
			was tested, and then I sought
		
01:42:39 --> 01:42:39
			guidance
		
01:42:40 --> 01:42:41
			from God in the way that I knew
		
01:42:41 --> 01:42:44
			how to seek it. And then I began
		
01:42:44 --> 01:42:44
			to learn,
		
01:42:46 --> 01:42:48
			and then Allah gave me Islam. You know?
		
01:42:48 --> 01:42:50
			You have to seek the help to receive
		
01:42:50 --> 01:42:52
			it. You have to be open to it.
		
01:42:52 --> 01:42:55
			You know? And marriage is a very beautiful
		
01:42:56 --> 01:42:58
			thing, but, like, you have to do it
		
01:42:58 --> 01:43:00
			alone. Don't go dive dive diving into a
		
01:43:00 --> 01:43:01
			second marriage
		
01:43:01 --> 01:43:04
			without doing that work on your nuffs, 1st
		
01:43:04 --> 01:43:04
			and foremost.
		
01:43:06 --> 01:43:08
			And if you had a difficult experience, even
		
01:43:08 --> 01:43:10
			if you didn't, just to have someone who's
		
01:43:10 --> 01:43:12
			not biased talk to and speak to somebody.
		
01:43:12 --> 01:43:13
			Now
		
01:43:14 --> 01:43:15
			to wrap it up,
		
01:43:16 --> 01:43:17
			the line,
		
01:43:17 --> 01:43:19
			and it's very simple,
		
01:43:19 --> 01:43:21
			but I would recommend it to always be
		
01:43:21 --> 01:43:23
			the first course of action for how to
		
01:43:23 --> 01:43:25
			make your second marriage better than your first.
		
01:43:26 --> 01:43:29
			1st is is dua, is the weapon of
		
01:43:29 --> 01:43:30
			the believer.
		
01:43:31 --> 01:43:32
			But sometimes
		
01:43:32 --> 01:43:35
			you need to enlist that weaponry towards your
		
01:43:35 --> 01:43:36
			own nafs. Okay?
		
01:43:37 --> 01:43:37
			Right?
		
01:43:38 --> 01:43:39
			So you might be in a second marriage
		
01:43:39 --> 01:43:40
			situation,
		
01:43:40 --> 01:43:42
			and I and I do know some people
		
01:43:42 --> 01:43:45
			who are following today who are and
		
01:43:46 --> 01:43:47
			you might be in a situation
		
01:43:48 --> 01:43:49
			and it's getting hard
		
01:43:49 --> 01:43:51
			or, you know,
		
01:43:51 --> 01:43:53
			you haven't dealt with things that's coming up.
		
01:43:53 --> 01:43:55
			Maybe there's some communication
		
01:43:56 --> 01:43:59
			issue. Whatever it is, make
		
01:43:59 --> 01:44:00
			du'a make du'a.
		
01:44:00 --> 01:44:01
			I constantly
		
01:44:02 --> 01:44:03
			ask Allah
		
01:44:03 --> 01:44:05
			to preserve my marriage.
		
01:44:05 --> 01:44:08
			It's probably the most prominent du'a that I
		
01:44:08 --> 01:44:10
			make. You Allah preserve my marriage and make
		
01:44:10 --> 01:44:12
			him a means for me to enter Jannah.
		
01:44:12 --> 01:44:15
			I constantly make that du'a. When he does
		
01:44:15 --> 01:44:17
			good, I ask Allah to give Jannah. When
		
01:44:17 --> 01:44:19
			I don't agree or I'm frustrated,
		
01:44:20 --> 01:44:21
			I always
		
01:44:21 --> 01:44:22
			ask Allah,
		
01:44:23 --> 01:44:24
			you Allah,
		
01:44:24 --> 01:44:25
			give him clarity
		
01:44:26 --> 01:44:27
			or if I'm wrong,
		
01:44:28 --> 01:44:31
			let me see and preserve my marriage.
		
01:44:32 --> 01:44:34
			Dua should always be your first course of
		
01:44:34 --> 01:44:35
			action in difficulty
		
01:44:36 --> 01:44:37
			and in ease.
		
01:44:37 --> 01:44:40
			And so we should never forget that that
		
01:44:40 --> 01:44:42
			that weapon that Allah has given to us.
		
01:44:43 --> 01:44:45
			Right? The one who already knows our hearts.
		
01:44:45 --> 01:44:47
			He already knows our hearts.
		
01:44:47 --> 01:44:49
			But that he's given for us, for ourself
		
01:44:50 --> 01:44:51
			to humble ourself,
		
01:44:51 --> 01:44:53
			to ask and to realize that we need
		
01:44:53 --> 01:44:54
			help, that we need him,
		
01:44:55 --> 01:44:57
			to remember that he is the source of
		
01:44:57 --> 01:44:57
			all goodness,
		
01:44:58 --> 01:44:59
			all healing,
		
01:44:59 --> 01:45:00
			all benefit,
		
01:45:02 --> 01:45:05
			all tests so that you can get closer
		
01:45:05 --> 01:45:05
			to him.
		
01:45:08 --> 01:45:09
			Inshallah,
		
01:45:09 --> 01:45:11
			I hope that I have covered some things
		
01:45:11 --> 01:45:14
			that will be of benefit to you guys.
		
01:45:15 --> 01:45:16
			I've got
		
01:45:16 --> 01:45:17
			a handful of minutes.
		
01:45:18 --> 01:45:20
			If there's any questions, I'm gonna try and
		
01:45:20 --> 01:45:23
			read the chat. Hopefully, it does not
		
01:45:25 --> 01:45:27
			mess around with me. So if you have
		
01:45:27 --> 01:45:27
			any questions,
		
01:45:29 --> 01:45:30
			please ask.
		
01:45:31 --> 01:45:34
			How can we reach out to and follow
		
01:45:34 --> 01:45:34
			you?
		
01:45:36 --> 01:45:38
			You can follow me on my Instagram page
		
01:45:38 --> 01:45:39
			if you are a sister.
		
01:45:40 --> 01:45:42
			I know that's going to sound a little
		
01:45:42 --> 01:45:44
			bit, I don't know, restricted in this day
		
01:45:44 --> 01:45:46
			and age. I do have a public page,
		
01:45:46 --> 01:45:48
			but I do have a block policy for
		
01:45:48 --> 01:45:50
			promise to try to follow.
		
01:45:50 --> 01:45:52
			But if you are a sister,
		
01:45:54 --> 01:45:55
			I'm sure you can
		
01:45:56 --> 01:45:57
			find,
		
01:45:57 --> 01:46:00
			the the link through Sisernayama's,
		
01:46:01 --> 01:46:03
			page in YouTube, but it's neha prakash,
		
01:46:04 --> 01:46:07
			dot mentoring. So if you search that in
		
01:46:07 --> 01:46:09
			on Instagram, you can find me.
		
01:46:09 --> 01:46:10
			Inshallah,
		
01:46:10 --> 01:46:13
			I do also have a podcast,
		
01:46:14 --> 01:46:16
			which I've recently started where I speak a
		
01:46:16 --> 01:46:17
			lot about,
		
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			you know, all these kinds of topics. The
		
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			spiritual family life podcast is for people who
		
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			are trying to align
		
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			their family life radically
		
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			with what Allah,
		
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			wants for that wants for them. So I
		
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			talk about marriage, homeschooling,
		
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			all those topics.
		
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			I don't know because it's actually,
		
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			challenging subject.
		
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			I'm hoping I can't hear properly. I kinda
		
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			lost. I I can hear someone's voice, but
		
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			I can't hear properly.
		
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			Alright. So I I could hear someone on
		
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			the microphone. I'm not sure who that is,
		
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			but if nobody else has any questions Is
		
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			opportunity to speak on this this I'm going
		
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			to pass that mic back to sister Naina.
		
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			Inshallah.
		
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			Everybody
		
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			Allah accept and preserve our marriages.
		
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			On the whole subject.
		
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			Again, back to
		
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			our grounding words
		
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			of accountability, taking responsibility,
		
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			in your case, radical responsibility.
		
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			I invite you to go and check out
		
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			the comments on YouTube because they are really,
		
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			really,
		
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			appreciative.
		
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			And I have shared yours and Khadija's Instagrams
		
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			in the chat on YouTube and added them
		
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			to the description.
		
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			So, guys, please do connect with sister Neha.
		
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			She does teach. She has the podcast, as
		
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			she said. Sister Khadija obviously also coaches, and
		
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			she has a master class that you can
		
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			download for free. So please, guys, support these
		
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			women, and let me know if you wanna
		
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			see them back on the channel. Let me
		
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			know if this perspective has been useful to
		
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			you and if you'd like to hear more
		
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			from these ladies. One of the things that
		
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			I'm so privileged to get to do through
		
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			these is introduce
		
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			new people to my audience,
		
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			and some of those people end up becoming,
		
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			you know, fairly regular guests. So let me
		
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			know if you want any either of these
		
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			ladies to come back again. And we will
		
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			see you guys in a couple of hours
		
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			when we take up the program at 1
		
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			PM, I believe, Insha'Allah, UK time.
		
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			That was amazing.
		
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			Assalamu alaikum, everyone. See you in 2 hours.