Hosai Mojaddidi – Foundations of the Spiritual Path (Monthly Sisterhood Halaqa Part 1)

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The speakers discuss the importance of hardship, loss, and desire in achieving success. They stress the need for gratitude and practice gratitude to avoid false expectations and feelings of pride. They also emphasize the importance of following Sharia's teachings and not abandoning others. The speakers stress the need for acceptance and embracing one's views, and emphasize the importance of staying the course to achieve contentment and happiness. They also mention the use of Sundays to avoid unnecessary harm and encourage viewers to watch Instagram.

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			ease and blessings and all of this
abundance, that's from him. And
		
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			when he is testing you,
		
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			that's from him. You can't just
switch your heart or turn your
		
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			heart on and off. Based on your
circumstances. You got to take it
		
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			all right. And that's why the
process and taught us that and the
		
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			beautiful Hadith, right? How
wondrous is the affair of the
		
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			believer, because in every
circumstance, if you truly
		
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			understood your deen properly, if
you have a proper Elpida, you will
		
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			see it's all really hard for you.
Alhamdulillah Allah Cooley had no
		
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			matter what you're going through,
even if you're physically
		
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			outwardly going through a lot of
hardships. In the grand scheme of
		
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			things, you are actually an
immense blessing. And this is
		
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			where again, that beautiful story
of Ivanova Allah is very powerful
		
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			as a reminder for us, because in
our limited understanding, we
		
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			sometimes perceive tests as only
things that are difficult, right,
		
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			but destroy them and apply that
actually teaches us that no, every
		
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			human being is being tested always
right now, think of a person that
		
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			you think hasn't made. Think of
anybody that you think they're
		
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			wealthy, they have beauty, they
have lineage, they have all the
		
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			things that people envy, right?
		
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			Guaranteed. They're tested. Why?
Because even in blessings or
		
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			tests, right, so the story of him
in Atlanta is that he was
		
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			burdened, and he came to his to
another teacher, Abu Seidel,
		
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			Morris No.
		
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			Mercy, I forgot his first name.
But he's another great chef. And
		
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			so he asked him, he said, I am
really burdened in dunya. And I
		
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			need guidance. And so he tells he
asked him, you know, like, what's
		
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			going on? And then he explained to
him his situation. And so his
		
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			shift taught him and he said, I'm
going to teach you something. And
		
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			if you really understand it, it'll
free you of all your burdens. And
		
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			he said, every human being is in
one of four situations a
		
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			possibility of or a mix of one to
four. And then he goes on to and
		
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			he says, All of them are tests,
and each of them have a response.
		
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			Right? So the first is the obvious
one, tribulation. That's when
		
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			you're in hardship, like all the
things we just talked about, that
		
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			we understand as human beings,
because you look at someone who's
		
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			being tested. Oh my god, they just
lost someone. Yeah, Allah, that's
		
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			a test. And so what is the
appropriate response? Right, why
		
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			does the last part I put some
people through really difficult
		
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			tribulations is because he is
seeking from them. What, what was
		
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			modeled to us by Sedna, are you
right and saying they are cool,
		
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			right? The subbrand Jamil, the
beautiful, perfect patience. Those
		
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			are the tests of tribulation is
that you're going to go through
		
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			really serious, severe hardships.
But what Allah seeking from you is
		
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			can you hold your tongue have
beautiful patience, trust the
		
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			process, trust that your Lord has
your good in mind for you endure
		
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			the grief? The loss? You know, not
feeling like? Oh my god, the
		
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			world's falling apart, enduring it
enduring it? That's several Jamil.
		
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			That's the first one. Okay, then
the second one is that you have
		
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			namah it's the complete opposite.
So now some people will think
		
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			well, how is a person who is in
utter blessing or complete
		
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			abundance and blessing? How are
they being tested?
		
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			Because they may know, how are
they being tested?
		
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			Excellent. Absolutely. So their
test is do you have gratitude?
		
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			Allah Subhana Allah is seeking
from you. If you're in abundance,
		
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			like right now, if you have higher
in your life, if your marriage is
		
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			really great, your kids are
healthy, you have health, you have
		
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			financial security, you've just
maybe traveled or you have plans
		
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			to travel, there's all these good
things happening for you got a
		
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			promotion at work. Your test is
literally your test. It's not that
		
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			you're just get a free ride is can
you show
		
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			the requisite gratitude, right? Or
at least a portion of that? Can
		
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			you show gratitude to Allah
subhanaw taala for your abundance?
		
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			And also what is gratitude look
like? Practically speaking, it's
		
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			not just sitting and saying
Alhamdulillah because that's easy
		
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			to do. Gratitude is actionable.
Gratitude has to manifest in what
		
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			we would say, paying it forward.
Right? You have to share your
		
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			blessing. So if you have money,
you be you better be giving more
		
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			sadaqa more Zeca because you
recognize Allah has given me so
		
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			much. I have to now help and
redistribute some of this to the
		
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			less fortunate. If you have more
knowledge. You can't sit at home
		
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			and just read books. You couldn't
do it. But what is the point of
		
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			that other than just benefiting
yourself? Allah gave you
		
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			knowledge. He gave you the ability
to teach, go out and serve your
		
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			community because there are people
who
		
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			need that right? If you have
anything, any skill set, right,
		
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			that you can share, Don't hoard it
for yourself because Allah gave it
		
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			to you as a test of your
generosity as well as your
		
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			gratitude to him, but also your
generosity of spirit. So that is
		
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			your test. And there, that's why
many people, you know, they this
		
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			point about the next one actually
is really tied to that. They
		
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			forget a lot in times of
prosperity.
		
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			Right? How many people do do we
know? Who when things are going
		
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			rough times are rough, they're
like, oh, Allah, Allah. But as
		
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			soon as things are easy for them,
they become forgetful. It's really
		
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			scary how common that is. Right?
When you when you when you, you
		
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			know, can when you tie your your
practice of faith only with
		
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			adversity, that's what we're
talking about. There's a lack of
		
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			consistencies there. But there's
people suffer that. So, again,
		
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			that's the second test that he
mentioned. Many he mentioned, the
		
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			test of obedience. Right? So how
are those insha Allah who consider
		
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			themselves Muslim? Who are in a
state of submission to Allah
		
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			Sparta? How are we being tested?
What's our test? Because this is a
		
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			test. You know, if you looked
again at the world in in these
		
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			dichotomies like oh, those who are
guided and those who are not
		
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			guided, you could it would be
obvious like, Okay, if they're
		
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			misguided, they're being tested,
but it might not occur to you, the
		
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			people who are guided are also
being tested. But there is a test
		
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			there. What's the test?
		
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			For the obedience would be that I
know what needs to be done.
		
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			Why do I have to do is to get
along? So I didn't follow the
		
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			rules and regulations that I
learned from Allah. Right? This is
		
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			what I needed to do. Absolutely.
		
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			No one was
		
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			taught me in my life, has taught
me something I should have done.
		
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			Absolutely. So keep maintaining
the purity of your practice of
		
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			faith. Absolutely. Right, which is
what we're talking about, right?
		
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			Being mindful, adhering to the
Sunnah, and trying to rebrand your
		
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			own version of Islam. That's
definitely there. The other part
		
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			of it is also not becoming self
righteous. Because this is it
		
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			comes from that, right? It's a
form of arrogance. Arrogance can
		
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			work in many ways. It can be like,
Oh, I'm better than you, but can
		
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			also be I got my I'll figure it
out, or I'm gonna create my own
		
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			path, right? And it can also be
what many people exactly that I'm
		
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			always the right one, and you
start to look down on people. And
		
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			this is the danger of guidance.
It's a blind spot, right? It's
		
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			like, oh, I'm now wearing hijab.
Oh, I went, and I am taking
		
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			classes and I memorized Quran. So
what's going on internally with
		
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			you now? Do you feel suddenly that
you're superior to other people,
		
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			when you go out into the world? Do
you look at people as Oh, those
		
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			Kaffir? Right? Those kuffaar And
you're just like speaking about
		
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			people like They're lower than you
the dirt of the earth, and you're
		
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			the God's gift to humanity, like
what's going on internally,
		
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			because just because you're guided
just because maybe you're you
		
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			excel in your prayers, you fast in
Ramadan, you're very righteous and
		
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			pious does not give you any edge
over any other human being until
		
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			your until you die, your record is
not closed. Right? Now, neither is
		
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			theirs. And so the humility
required with guidance is that,
		
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			you know, guidance can be taken
away at any minute from you and
		
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			give it and reduce given to
someone else that you may have
		
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			looked down upon. So it's very
dangerous to let self
		
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			righteousness and arrogance enter
the heart, because you're playing
		
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			with your own station with God. So
our, you know, test as Muslims is
		
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			not to turn on our fellow Muslims,
first of all, or our even fellow
		
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			brothers and sisters in humanity.
With this arrogant arrogance,
		
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			where we think that we are more
deserving we are more entitled we
		
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			are somehow the chosen people, and
they are left behind ultimately,
		
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			that's, that's a very serious
danger. So it's a test though. So
		
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			the test of course, is again,
always checking your knifes when
		
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			you see someone doing something,
and I remember again, when I first
		
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			came to Islam, because we weren't
taught properly, I was learning
		
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			Islam from books and really
figuring things out on my own. I
		
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			was reading literally things into
things that I had no understanding
		
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			about. So this actually disease
afflicted me, I would watch people
		
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			pray, and I would presume that oh,
there's they don't know what
		
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			they're doing because they weren't
doing certain things that I
		
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			thought was the standard, right.
So imagine Subhanallah you know,
		
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			there are people unfortunately,
that's what they think, you know,
		
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			they're a mother I have we have
four canonical schools of law that
		
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			allow people to there's going to
be some variance in certain
		
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			things.
		
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			Now, if you're not taught that,
right, but you're taught one
		
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			version, then you think this is
this is a slam, then you're going
		
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			to look at other people, for
example, I mean, the most obvious
		
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			one is prayer, right? There are
some people who pray with their
		
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			arms down by their side, in the
Maliki. fifth position. This is
		
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			the position of Imam Malik, right?
To do to have your arms on your
		
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			side, if you don't know of a
mathematics position, he's Sunny,
		
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			you may look at a person doing
that and presume, oh, they're
		
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			Shia. And then if you have a
Sunni, Shia complex, you know, all
		
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			of a sudden, you're thinking all
these terrible things. Who are
		
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			you, first of all, to think
anything about another person
		
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			praying to their Lord, whether
they're praying with, you know,
		
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			with their arms down, or maybe
their clothing, and I remember,
		
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			you know, many years ago, that was
also a very common discussion
		
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			point, because sometimes, you
know, subhanAllah, some people are
		
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			coming to the faith, you know,
they're feel a turning of the
		
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			heart, they might come in, they
have nail polish on, they might
		
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			come in with sweatshirts, and
their, you know, pants are really,
		
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			really tight, and their T shirts
are high, or why are you looking
		
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			at them? And,
		
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			you know, in your mind, or to the
what's even worse, by the way,
		
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			it's riba to do this. It's Liba.
If you and your friend or someone
		
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			is sitting, and you want to do an
A shara, like look at that person,
		
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			you don't have to say a single
thing. But it's all implied.
		
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			Right? When you do the whole,
check that person over there, and
		
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			you're making a glance of
judgment, that's Reba.
		
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			Right? And it happens all the
time. It'll happen here in the
		
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			house of Allah and Juma tomorrow,
you'll have people who look at
		
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			someone that they don't approve of
the way that they're dressed or
		
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			behaving. And they'll make all
these presumptions and judgments.
		
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			And even while they're doing an
act of worship, and you have to
		
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			sit there and go what's wrong with
me that I'm preoccupied with
		
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			another person calling into
question the sincerity of their
		
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			faith, who am I? I don't know
what's in their hearts. Maybe
		
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			they're, and this is why many of
our scholars said
		
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			never look meet people, right.
Like I think it was Imam Shafi
		
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			that I never He never met anybody
but that he presumed that they
		
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			were better than him. Right?
Because the Wali Aliyev Allah are
		
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			hidden, and we don't know who they
are. So it's, you know, again,
		
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			that's it. So that's the third
test is that if you're a believer,
		
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			you have to check your ego. So
these are internal checks. So when
		
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			you have those thoughts, you don't
share them. It's shameful what you
		
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			should do is unworthy goes for the
long male May Allah forgive me for
		
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			that thought, right? Follow up a
wrong deed with the right one the
		
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			prophesy said I'm said, Now
forgive me. And Don't, Don't
		
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			wallow, don't sit there and, you
know, feel like the worst person
		
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			on the planet. We're human beings,
we're going to have these
		
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			intrusive, negative thoughts, what
you do is you self correct and you
		
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			move on, and you catch yourself.
And if you do that, more and more,
		
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			you don't think eventually you're
going to stop and surely you'll
		
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			stop because it gets tiresome to
keep policing yourself, right?
		
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			You're gonna get tired of
yourself. So you'll be like, Okay,
		
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			I'm done. I'm done looking at
people. And this is where the
		
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			Hadith of the Prophet SAW I said,
I'm right. Which is, which is men
		
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			who say Islam and moderator
Kumala. Yeah, any part of the
		
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			beauty of a person's of Islam is
minding their own business, you
		
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			will get to the point of I got no,
I'm not looking anywhere. I'm not
		
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			looking to the right or to the
left of me and actually, one of
		
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			our teachers, Sheikh Mohammed
Jacobi, he told us that that's
		
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			actually a really strong practice
of fulfilling this hadith is even
		
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			if you were like walking down the
side of the street, and there was
		
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			an accident, right, unless I mean,
people needed help. But at least,
		
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			you know, the whole Rubberneckers
kind of phenomenon that we have
		
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			now, where everybody wants to see
what is going on, then, if it
		
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			didn't have anything to do with
you, and there's nothing you can
		
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			benefit or nothing you can do to
help mind your own business. Why
		
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			do you feel the need to know
what's going on in the first
		
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			place? Right? The Inquiring minds
want to know, this is the
		
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			fundamental issue of the human
being is we're nosy, we're
		
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			preoccupied, we're distracted. And
the more we focus on other people,
		
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			we absolve ourselves of our own
diseases and that's really at the
		
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			root of it. Right. Your enough's
would rather you be distracted
		
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			looking at other people and
judging them than inwardly facing
		
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			your own diseases. And this is
where our job is like, you know we
		
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			reorient right? So your heart
strays, you start looking and
		
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			judging you reorient the focus
back onto yourself. That's the
		
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			state of the believer. So it's a
test and it's a struggle that's
		
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			what Mujahid enough says is like
constant fighting, constant
		
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			talking to yourself constant
internal checks, constant lip
		
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			biting, oh, I shouldn't have said
that stuff at all. I Allah forgive
		
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			me, constant apologies. Right. If
you're not apologizing, often for
		
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			your mistakes. You have an ego
problem. Because it's not that
		
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			you're not making mistakes. You
just refuse to apply
		
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			pologize so what does that mean?
That means that you refuse to set
		
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			right when you are proven wrong,
right? And that's a big, you know,
		
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			reflection of the ego that you
can't admit wrongdoing. So that's
		
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			also part of the spiritual
practice is to bring in humility.
		
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			Humble yourself, be willing to
admit your mistakes. Don't look at
		
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			other people, don't bother
yourself with other people. Mind
		
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			your own business. So this is the
test. The third test, the fourth
		
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			test, is misguidance. When you
have strayed, and you're distant
		
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			from Allah, you're in sinfulness.
You're doing things you shouldn't
		
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			be doing. Allah Subhan. Allah is
testing you to see if you are
		
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			going to pay more attention to
every eye, every Hadith, where he
		
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			is literally calling you back to
him, right? He is a to web. I
		
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			mean, how many verses how many
Hadith how many stories has have
		
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			had been revealed, that indicate
to us that Allah subhanaw taala
		
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			does not close the door of Toba?
We are the only ones we either
		
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			open it or we don't. Right, but
the door is always open.
		
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			So are you going to succumb to the
whispering of shaytaan? Or to what
		
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			people tell you Oh, your you know,
your trash, your waste your waste
		
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			of space. There are people who are
so heartless when they're angry
		
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			with someone, for whatever reason,
they will use these types of this
		
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			is a form of spiritual abuse,
right? Like you're fighting with
		
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			someone you don't you're so angry
with them, that you start to read
		
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			the their rap sheet to them. Oh,
you're so disgusting. You've done
		
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			this, this and this and this and
it's all to basically tell them
		
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			you're worthless, even in the
sight of God, you're nothing
		
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			that's a human being will say that
to another person, to tear them to
		
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			shreds to nothing, whereas Allah
subhanaw taala the the one who is
		
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			owed the obedience, the one who
you have, you know, you have
		
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			betrayed in the sinfulness. Will
Never has never said that. He
		
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			actually says the opposite. Even
if your sins accumulate to the sky
		
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			or the form of the ocean.
		
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			If you seek sincerely come back to
me returned to me. I mean, the man
		
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			who killed 99, how many beautiful
stories have we heard, where Allah
		
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			Subhana Allah is teaching us over
and over again, don't close the
		
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			door of Toba return.
		
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			Right? Because a bliss will come
in, you know, the his station,
		
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			right? A bliss, bliss despair.
That's his station, he wants to
		
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			pull us away from ALLAH SubhanA
data. So he's not going to fill
		
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			your mind with hope. He's going to
fill your mind with disgust, with
		
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			self loathing. And that's why we
have a tragic problem of people
		
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			falling into despair, and then
spiritually going in the opposite
		
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			direction because they don't have
focus. So
		
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			those are the four states. And
they're all tests. So you can't
		
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			find a single human being right
now on the planet that's not being
		
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			tested. Because everybody falls
under one of those four, right? Or
		
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			a combination, you could be
guided, and in blessing, you can
		
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			be guided and in tribulation, you
can be misguided and in blessing,
		
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			or misguided and tribulation,
you're in one of those four or
		
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			combination of those four. And
that means that it's an equal
		
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			system, right? Because everybody
has their own tests, and nobody
		
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			can say their test is not as easy
as mine. And that's where we also
		
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			have to check our knifes from
falling into a victim mindset.
		
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			Because if you victimize yourself,
and you start to think like, oh,
		
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			woe is me, I have more problems
than everybody else, and I deserve
		
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			this. And I deserve that. First of
all, it's an allegation against
		
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			Allah subhanaw taala you are
literally accusing Allah of being
		
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			unfair. When you think when you
frame things that way, right? If
		
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			you've ever had the thought that
I'm being tested more than I
		
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			deserve, why me? That's a
inspiration from a bliss because
		
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			he wants to turn your heart away
from Allah. But you also have to
		
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			read into what you're actually
saying, which is I am accusing the
		
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			Most Merciful of the Merciful the
Most just a being unfair to me,
		
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			because I somehow deserve less
problems. And I'm comparing myself
		
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			to this person and that person, I
think, well, they are not tested
		
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			and I am that's not fair. Who are
you? Who are you accusing? You're
		
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			accusing the most just of being
unfair. So this is where again,
		
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			calling your your, your your
sincerity into question the claims
		
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			you make into question and the
sign of a true a person who's
		
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			really on the path is that they
are consistent with Allah, no
		
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			matter what's going on. They have
resolved with Allah.
		
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			I lost something I'm going through
problems. Allahu Akbar. I will
		
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			My prayers just as I do when
everything's going amazingly
		
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			that's consistency so that's the
fourth foundation the fifth
		
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			foundation right and these are all
the five that he that shift that
		
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			CDM is the rock outlines for us as
being the essential platform or
		
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			foundation to build our faith upon
the fifth one is is about you know
		
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			being active right because the
contentment is is your reaction
		
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			right that you are that you are
reacting to ease and hardship in a
		
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			consistent way right the fifth one
is turning to Allah so now you're
		
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			actually the one who's doing this
right. So you are turning to Allah
		
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			and prosperity and adversity so
there are different in this way
		
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			Allah
		
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			and shadow
		
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			Madonna
		
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			Madonna
		
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			yo
		
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			yo
		
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			Allah
		
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			No
		
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			I mean 100 of them so, the fifth
and final foundation is turning to
		
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			a law on prosperity and and
diversity. This is where you
		
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			actively know what to do, whether
things are going well for you or
		
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			whether they're not, you are
always turning to Allah you don't
		
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			go to, you know, the the first
line of defense basically in every
		
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			situation is Allah. As soon as you
have a worrying thought you're
		
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			concerned, you're freaking out,
you're having a moment of anxiety,
		
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			you're having a moment of pure
fear or panic. Or you're in a
		
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			moment of joy and excitement, your
words should come through Allahu
		
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			Akbar Alhamdulillah Subhana Allah
because you're exalting the one
		
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			that deserves all praise, right?
Or you're turning to the one who
		
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			is the only one who can bring you
relief. But in both situations,
		
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			you have,
		
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			you've calibrated yourself, you've
calibrated your heart, to know
		
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			what to do that it's always on law
as your first line, you can then
		
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			pick up the phone and call your
loved ones, you can then tell
		
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			whoever or seek advice and use the
means the sub that he's given to
		
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			you. But your first turning should
be on law helped me with this.
		
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			Right? And so it's an active
thing, a practice that we do. And,
		
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			and it pairs like I said with the
previous one in that the previous
		
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			one is about the way that you
react to things and this one is
		
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			about your actions, right? So
they're, they're different and
		
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			similar in the same way, right?
That in both hardship and ease,
		
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			you have to draw, that's the way
you're you're perceiving the tests
		
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			or perceiving the blessings,
you're receiving them in that way.
		
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			And then in this final one, it's
that you are actively turning, you
		
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			know what to do in all situations.
And so then he you know, I'll just
		
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			read this because inshallah
prayers coming in soon, and I'll
		
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			leave a few minutes for questions.
But this paragraph here again, if
		
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			you're reading along, he says, the
realization of mindfulness of
		
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			Allah is through scrupulousness
and uprightness. So if you want
		
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			that taqwa, right, the taqwa that
is the first foundation, how you
		
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			realize that how it comes into
being is that you are upright, you
		
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			have your your, you know, you you
have scrupulousness, which means
		
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			you're really as our sister said,
You're upholding the integrity of
		
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			your actions, you know, that
you're actually following the
		
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			rules. You're doing things
according to how they're, you're
		
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			instructed to do them. You're not
improvising. You're not trying to
		
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			create your own set of, you know,
rules in Islam. And unfortunately,
		
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			again, we do have that problem or
sometimes people think that, well,
		
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			if my heart feels it, what's the
problem with it? Well, if it
		
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			doesn't align with
		
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			If Sharia, then there is a problem
because you're doing your own
		
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			thing. It's not Islam at that
point, right? If you're gonna
		
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			pray, you know, one prayer here
and then abandon the others and
		
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			you're thinking, Oh, well, my
heart is clean. You sure you can
		
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			tell yourself that until you turn
blue in the face, but you're not
		
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			following Sharia? That's it. It's
that simple. So it's actualized
		
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			through following the rules and
being upright, right? And then the
		
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			realization of adherence to the
Sunnah is through caution and
		
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			excellent character, we cannot
develop
		
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			or the prophesy systems, you know,
sunnah is really about obviously,
		
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			worshipping a lot, but it's also
character development. So if you
		
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			want to have the highest
character, and really be the best
		
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			version of yourself, emulate him,
it will come through just by
		
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			taking his practice on, right. So
a very simple example of that is,
		
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			if your temperament if your entire
life, you have been more subdued
		
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			and not very emotive, right, let's
say there are some people who were
		
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			raised in a family environment or
in a culture where they weren't
		
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			very demonstrative in their
affection, maybe they're more, you
		
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			know, their, their facial
expressions are very limited, you
		
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			know, to just being stone faced a
lot of the time.
		
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			If you want to develop and become
a better version of yourself, you
		
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			have to look at, what's the
practice of the prophesy centum,
		
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			he always welcomed people. So it
will require you to step outside
		
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			of what's normal for you, and
force yourself into a prophetic,
		
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			you know, way of being, which is,
even if it's this isn't
		
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			comfortable for me, because I
wasn't raised this way. And he did
		
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			it. I want what he did, and I'm
going to fight harder. So, you
		
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			know, even if you think, Oh, I
look so foolish, I look so silly.
		
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			Again, what do we say in the
beginning? Stop caring about how
		
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			you look to people? Do you think
Allah subhanaw taala knowing that
		
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			it's harder for you, because some
people come from traumatic
		
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			backgrounds, some people come from
real pain. I mean, my parents
		
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			generation, a lot of our parents
generation, if you ask them, they
		
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			suffered a lot of things, right?
So it's not easy to just suddenly
		
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			become smiley, but for the sake of
Allah subhanaw taala when you're
		
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			in a gathering, and I'm not saying
the whole time, you have to
		
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			sustain this fake smile and walk
around, like, you know, no, it's
		
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			about just at least receiving
people with warmth, right with
		
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			that feeling of I'm happy to see
you. And the bonus I sent him. He
		
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			was not excessive. So his laughter
as we know, was not audible.
		
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			Right? His laughter. So I'm not
talking about suddenly becoming
		
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			this exuberant, fake version of
yourself. I'm saying to see where
		
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			you're at and say, I want to at
least push myself to try to
		
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			emulate him. So that might look
for some people, like, you know,
		
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			just a pleasant smile, for other
people might be an open mouth,
		
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			smile, something that just is more
welcoming, but find the balance
		
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			for you as a way of trying to
emulate him because this was his
		
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			sunnah. This is one of the things
that almost every description of
		
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			him when you read is consistent,
that he smiled at people. And it
		
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			removes people and we now know
through research, right? There's
		
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			mirror neurons that are activated.
As soon as a person smiles this is
		
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			incredible science that now
supports the power of smiling and
		
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			this is a son of the Prophet
setup. And he taught us up show
		
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			Salam Avena, calm right, how do
you spread peace between the
		
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			hearts without conveying love and
love is usually expressed not
		
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			always in words, but through
warmth through these these
		
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			gestures, so that's how, you know
we, we adhere to the Sunnah,
		
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			right? And then it goes on to say
the realization of indifference to
		
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			others and acceptance or rejection
is your prayer patience and trust
		
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			in Allah that even if you're a
suddenly excluded from people,
		
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			right, don't worry. Allah could
take all of your friends and
		
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			replace them for you with better
people. Right I mean, think of
		
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			like I said, our convert brothers
and sisters, they're to me
		
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			incredible. Some of the some of
them literally lost everybody,
		
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			they lost their parents, their
grandparents, their siblings,
		
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			they've been cut off entirely from
their whole tribe. But it was
		
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			worth it because they've inherited
the OMA of the Prophet. So I said
		
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			I'm and of course, the replacement
of whatever they lost is, you
		
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			know, it's so great. So they don't
feel the loss of it. But that's
		
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			what patience and trust in Allah
means is that you don't let your
		
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			emotions or that sense of like,
doom and gloom and loss overwhelm
		
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			you, you just stay the course.
You're in it for the right
		
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			reasons. You're you're trying
you're doing it for the sake of
		
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			Allah he will give you topia
right. And then the realization of
		
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			contentment is through acceptance
of what one is given.
		
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			And turning over the management of
one's affairs to Allah. So, you
		
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			know, if you have a hard time,
like with your circumstances, we
		
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			have to remember that I was part
of that as a distributor, right?
		
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			He's, it's all portioned out. So
to me, this is where even if you
		
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			study, like the diseases of the
heart, where they talk about envy,
		
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			it's really important to reflect
on these points, but it's already
		
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			been divided your portion and my
portion, it's already divided.
		
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			Right? So just think of like, you
know, if you had, you know, I'm
		
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			thinking of like,
		
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			you know, if you stumbled upon
wealth, but the, the numbers were
		
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			already kind of predetermined,
like, everybody's gonna get this
		
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			percentage, right? Or maybe there
was a different distribution
		
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			system, but it's kind of like the
numbers were already worked out.
		
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			So this is it's, there's no
fighting, this is done deal.
		
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			Right? Then everybody has to just
kind of be content with their
		
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			portion and, and not look at it,
like, you know, oh, this is
		
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			unfair, no, because you have your
and the thing is, if we're really
		
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			being honest, all of us have
advantages in some areas over
		
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			others. And maybe we are
disadvantaged in some areas. And
		
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			that's to show you, the incredible
justice of God is that not
		
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			everybody has everything, there's
there is this system in play, we
		
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			might not be able to see all of
it, we might not be able to
		
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			understand the design, or the way
that it's all proportioned out.
		
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			But we should trust the the one
who's doing the division as being
		
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			just unfair. And if we deserved
more, we would get it. And if we
		
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			don't get something, maybe it's
because in this life, Allah
		
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			subhanaw taala is choosing not to
give us more of something like
		
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			wealth, right? There are many
people who spend their entire day
		
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			and night just dreaming of wealth,
and they have so much envy for
		
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			people of wealth. And they don't
realize that if you really knew
		
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			your Lord, maybe your disease of
wealth would be too much. And the
		
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			perfect evidence of that is
looking at what happens to many
		
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			people who stumble upon wealth,
right? Like these lottery winners,
		
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			there's been a few different
articles written about some of
		
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			them who have completely become
like their own worst enemy. As
		
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			soon as they came into money, it
destroyed their life. So could
		
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			that could be the circumstance,
right? That was preventing greater
		
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			harm for you. So he's not giving
you this thing that you want, so
		
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			desperately, because he knows
it'll cause more harm for you.
		
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			And if you had that trust, you
would, then just let go and say,
		
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			Inshallah, in the next life,
because this is not our permanent
		
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			boat, we have, we're going
somewhere else, this is one leg of
		
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			the journey. And it's, it's a
significant leg in that it
		
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			determines where we go. But it is
not the journey, the part of the
		
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			travel that you want to invest in.
Right, this is not the investment
		
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			is in the Africa. So that's where,
again, you know, being content
		
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			with what he gives you, and just
leaving the rest of us about that.
		
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			And then the last point, the
realization of turning back to
		
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			Allah is through praise and
gratitude in times of prosperity,
		
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			and taking refuge in Him through
affliction. So this is it, you're
		
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			actually you're you're being
proactive, you know what to do,
		
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			when things are going rough, you
are turning to Allah, when things
		
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			are going ease with ease, and you
don't ever feel safe. You know,
		
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			part of, you know, the formula
that I think is effective, and the
		
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			students don't ever get too
comfortable. Do not ever get
		
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			comfortable, because you'll get
blindsided real quick by dunya. If
		
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			you start coasting, you know, it's
kind of like when you're on the
		
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			freeway, I'm sure it's happened to
all of us before, sometimes, and
		
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			whether you're driving late at
night, or you're driving on a road
		
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			that's really nice and smooth,
right? You know, those beautiful
		
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			drives, were just like, oh, this
is such a beautiful, easy scenic
		
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			drive. And it's like, I'm just
enjoying it, everything feels so
		
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			good. If you lose sight of the
fact that at any minute, the road
		
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			could bend, right? Or at any
minute cop car could zoom right
		
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			past you, it'll, you know, you'll
completely lose yourself. So you
		
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			have to be alert. And the dunya is
a place that requires our
		
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			alertness, that things can happen
very quickly, things can suddenly
		
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			change very quickly. But that
doesn't mean it's the end. And it
		
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			doesn't mean it's your you know,
this is like you're being punished
		
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			through this, it means that your
test is that you know, change or
		
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			it's sudden change or whatever it
is in your life that's happened.
		
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			But in sha Allah, if you respond
according again to the or have the
		
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			appropriate response, we'll get
through it. So there's so much of
		
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			this text, still to come and I
really, really hope that inshallah
		
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			as we meet month after month, we
will continue to expand the
		
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			discussion and I advise you all to
please look over this PDF like
		
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			beforehand and just kind of read
through it, because it's really
		
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			powerful and it gives and the way
that again, the structure is we
		
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			Start with the found five
foundations and then everything
		
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			that comes after is the building
blocks that will get us to these
		
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			foundations. So he's starting with
the destination in a way in mind.
		
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			Like if you want to get to all
five of these, then the rest of
		
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			the document tells you how in
great detail so it's really
		
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			structured beautifully by
candlelight Xochimilco and I want
		
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			to thank all of you again for
attending and those of you who are
		
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			streaming and watching Instagram
Live does like more hit and we are
		
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			going to be praying in a few
minutes but are there any
		
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			questions here at least yes
		
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			welcome.
		
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			Along
		
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			Yeah, you know it's interesting
you mentioned this that