Hamzah Wald Maqbul – Ramadn 29th Late Night Majlis Kashf alMahjb Sar alSaqat Junayd 06242017

Hamzah Wald Maqbul
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The history of Islam is discussed, including the legal system and deeds of the Islamist movement. The meaning behind "nails" is for those with a permanent state and not experiencing a permanent state. The Sufis system is used to teach saluk and systematized knowledge, and the importance of protecting one's spiritual path is emphasized. The importance of love and respect for oneself is emphasized, and the need for forgiveness and priority over reasoning is emphasized. The importance of love and passion for oneself is emphasized, and the need for forgiveness and priority over thinking is emphasized.

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			This may be the last night of Ramadan
		
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			Allah
		
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			whatever fasting and prayers
		
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			and
		
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			and
		
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			and,
		
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			other acts of piety that people have done
		
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			in this in this month. Allata accept it
		
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			whether it's big or small.
		
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			Allata accept it not according to
		
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			the
		
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			quality of the deeds but according to
		
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			the generosity
		
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			of his own holy essence.
		
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			In this night, I wanted to,
		
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			go through from the Keshel Majub
		
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			the entries,
		
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			the bio biographical entries on 2 people.
		
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			The sheikh Abu Hassan Sari
		
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			Sari al Saqqati
		
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			and his maternal nephew,
		
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			who is
		
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			one of the most legendary,
		
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			figures
		
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			in the history of
		
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			of of of of of Islam
		
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			and a giant in the
		
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			spiritual history
		
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			and the noble chain that binds us to
		
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			Rasool Allah Sallahu Alaihi Wassalam.
		
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			And, you know, his uncle is not as
		
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			well known as he is,
		
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			but, when hearing about both of them, remember
		
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			that
		
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			the secret
		
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			is transferred from generation to generation.
		
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			And sometimes Allah makes it manifest for all
		
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			to see, and sometimes it's hidden,
		
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			but this is in general part of our
		
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			that,
		
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			the one who
		
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			is closer and has less links between him
		
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			and Raul Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam maintains a higher
		
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			position than the one that's that's lower,
		
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			and Allah Ta'ala knows best. Allah Ta'ala knows
		
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			best. Obviously, there's a possibility that it's the
		
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			other way around. We say regarding the sahaba
		
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			and the aslaf, the tabi ring and the
		
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			tabi ring because of the,
		
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			because the wording of the hadith of Rasool
		
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			Allah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam
		
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			that the best of generations is my generation
		
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			than the ones after them and the ones
		
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			after them that generally they occupy a position,
		
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			that that's
		
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			that's higher
		
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			than that of those who come after them,
		
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			but this is a general rule. Perhaps there
		
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			may be some exceptions to it after the
		
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			Sahaba Radhi Allah and whom Allah
		
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			knows best
		
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			and Rasoolullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam praise the people
		
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			who will come later and the Sahaba radiAllahu
		
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			ta'ala and whom asked why,
		
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			that they'll receive more reward for certain actions
		
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			than than than even Sahaba radiAllahu on whom
		
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			will
		
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			and
		
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			he
		
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			said
		
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			to
		
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			them
		
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			Because you find people to help you in
		
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			the way of the truth, you help one
		
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			another in the way of the truth, and
		
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			there will be such people that will hold
		
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			on to the truth and they won't find
		
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			anyone to help them.
		
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			Obviously, we don't take this to mean that
		
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			anyone after the Sahaba radiAllahu on whom will
		
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			have a rank higher than them,
		
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			but
		
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			perhaps
		
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			there are certain deeds
		
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			that we'll receive more reward for,
		
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			than than than they would, and when I
		
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			say we, I'm not talking about myself. I'm
		
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			talking about very very special and exceptional people
		
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			from this ummah,
		
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			very few if there are any.
		
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			Those people will do such deeds,
		
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			that that one deed in and of itself
		
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			will
		
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			be more rewarded than if if someone from
		
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			that generation did it,
		
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			but
		
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			they'll still they'll still come up short when
		
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			they try to compare themselves
		
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			with the Messenger of Allah sallallahu alaihi wa
		
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			sallam's companions
		
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			because those are people who
		
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			these rare and exceptional 1 or 2 deeds
		
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			that these 1 or 2 individuals will do,
		
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			the Sahaba
		
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			will have literally like a 100 of them
		
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			in a day that,
		
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			that that that, trump
		
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			these deeds
		
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			for all of the days of their Islam,
		
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			and Allah was best. So but remember just
		
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			because someone is well known,
		
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			doesn't mean that that that they have a
		
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			higher Maqam with Allah ta'ala and vice versa.
		
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			The the converse and inverse are also
		
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			also correct,
		
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			and the, you know, the saying goes that,
		
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			don't consider obscurity to be a defect in
		
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			a person
		
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			or a a shortcoming in a person.
		
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			That is in reality,
		
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			one
		
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			of majestic worth
		
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			because Laylatul Qadr
		
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			itself is hidden
		
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			and it's well known that that's the best
		
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			of nights. It's well known that that's the
		
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			best of nights.
		
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			So we start with Abu Hassan, Salib al
		
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			Mughalis al Saqqati.
		
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			Even this name Mughalis is a beautiful name.
		
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			Is the dark part of the night or
		
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			the dark part of the morning, I should
		
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			say.
		
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			So
		
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			after the crack of dawn,
		
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			the the if you take the time from
		
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			dawn until the time the sun rises,
		
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			the first part of the the the time
		
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			for the prayer that we colloquially refer to
		
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			as Fajr. The name of the prayer is
		
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			Fajr is the the crack of dawn, the
		
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			beginning of the time of prayer. So the
		
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			first half of the time the prayer resembles
		
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			the night and the second half of the
		
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			prayer resembles the day. The daylight out daylight
		
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			is out so bright that you can essentially
		
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			see things as if the day has already
		
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			risen even though it's just about to rise.
		
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			So, Rallas
		
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			is
		
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			is the dark part of the the the
		
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			subha,
		
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			and,
		
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			being awake in that time is a sign
		
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			of
		
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			productive people and it's a sign of the
		
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			salihin.
		
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			Allata'ala make us from them.
		
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			He was a maternal uncle of Junaid, Rahimahullah.
		
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			He was well versed in all the sciences
		
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			of Dean,
		
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			and eminent in Tasawwuf, and he was the
		
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			first of those who have devoted their attention
		
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			to the arrangement
		
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			of stations and to the explanation of spiritual
		
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			states.
		
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			So stations are and
		
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			spiritual states are.
		
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			And, one might say, well,
		
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			you know, what's the point of what is
		
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			that? Like, what did he invent something new
		
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			in the deen or something like that? And
		
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			the answer is like with every other science,
		
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			no.
		
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			Rasool Allah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam and his Sahaba
		
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			radiAllahu ta'ala anhu,
		
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			they were acquainted with the stations and with
		
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			the Maqamat that people used to go through
		
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			and in a in a very rudimentary sense
		
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			these stations are mentioned in the book of
		
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			Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala and in the sunnah
		
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			of the prophet sallallahu alaihi wa sallam.
		
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			The idea that the nafs can be Lawwama,
		
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			the idea that the nafs can be Amara
		
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			Bissu, the idea that the nafs can be,
		
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			the idea that a person may come to
		
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			rasulullah salallahu alayhi wa sallam in a certain
		
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			state and then after a certain time that
		
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			person reaches a different state, etcetera, etcetera. These
		
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			things are mentioned. And it's like saying that
		
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			Anas bin Malik
		
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			who said that there would be someone who'd
		
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			come to Rasool Allah sallallahu alaihi wa sallam
		
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			and he would not,
		
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			he would he would not come except for
		
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			because he wanted money and it was obvious
		
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			to everybody that the person just wants sadaqa
		
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			money. That's the only reason he's coming.
		
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			And what would happen is Rasool Allah salla
		
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			sallaam would
		
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			give that person knowing that he has no
		
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			and and all the sahaba knowing that he
		
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			has no real,
		
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			talab or or or desire for deen.
		
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			And that person would stick around and it
		
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			wouldn't be very long until Islam becomes more
		
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			beloved to that person than than, everything in
		
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			the world, the entire world and what's in
		
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			it. And so the idea is that these
		
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			are things they knew, they're like predictable patterns
		
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			that the salik, the traveler toward Allah
		
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			would would traverse.
		
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			But like other things in the deen, there's
		
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			a time that the this knowledge was preserved
		
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			orally and there's a time that it was
		
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			written down, and systematized,
		
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			and
		
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			so, Saria Sapati essentially,
		
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			he he systematized this this,
		
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			this knowledge
		
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			in order to teach,
		
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			to teach other people and aid them in
		
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			their in their saluk and his systematization
		
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			will then be
		
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			taken
		
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			and
		
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			used for the benefit of the Ummah
		
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			from Imam Junaid,
		
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			and it will be so
		
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			so well expounded and formalized through the teachings
		
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			of Imam Junaid that his name will then
		
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			become
		
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			synonymous with Tasawwuf
		
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			even though he was an alum of of
		
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			the first rate and actually served as a
		
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			in
		
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			in different capacities in different times in his
		
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			life. That's how much of a master of
		
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			the law he was.
		
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			And so, the difference in the terminology of
		
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			the Sufis
		
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			and, you know, terminology is terminology, it's not
		
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			wahi, it's not revelation, but
		
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			it's used in order to describe, things from
		
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			the deen. The difference between a maqam and
		
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			hal is that a maqam is a station
		
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			that you reach
		
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			and it has some permanence with you. You
		
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			can definitely be dethroned from your station just
		
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			like a person who's in in in iman
		
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			can lose their iman as well but, you
		
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			know, other,
		
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			you know, mishaps and catastrophes notwithstanding,
		
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			a person who's in the station is steady
		
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			in there and and then you can use
		
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			it as a platform to progress or
		
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			at least stay in that station whereas a
		
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			how is a temporary feeling that comes over
		
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			a person
		
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			and these are all important to know because
		
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			oftentimes people have,
		
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			these different ahuwal and they don't know how
		
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			to deal with them. This is one of
		
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			the reasons it's good to have a sheikh.
		
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			I remember,
		
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			there was a young man who
		
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			came to our Sheikh
		
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			or he came to me
		
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			because he was from the kind of the
		
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			English educated
		
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			group of people
		
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			in in in socioeconomic class upper class in
		
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			Pakistan while I was a student of knowledge,
		
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			and so oftentimes those people,
		
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			have
		
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			an easier time talking to and interacting with
		
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			English speakers than they do with native Urdu
		
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			speakers because of the fact that they, you
		
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			know, that's Urdu is a language and the
		
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			scholarly culture of the subcontinent is a culture
		
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			that they never were
		
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			introduced to. So they are Pakistanis or Indians
		
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			in the sense that, you know, they call
		
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			bread roti or whatever, but beyond that some
		
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			sort of spiritual sophistication or,
		
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			intellectual sophistication, all of it, it comes to
		
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			them through through the the tradition of of
		
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			the,
		
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			anglophonic world
		
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			and so he came to me and asked
		
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			a question
		
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			and, this is by the way calamity in
		
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			the Muslim world. How it is that you
		
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			know there are so many people and those
		
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			people are the ones who will be the
		
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			wealthy class, the enfranchised class politically, economically.
		
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			They will be the ones who run the
		
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			country literally,
		
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			in the near future
		
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			and
		
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			despite the physical proximity that they have to
		
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			the,
		
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			they're so completely estranged from deen and from
		
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			culture, and it's not something that they did
		
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			themselves. They're just young people. It's not like
		
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			they made a choice to, like, whatever,
		
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			you know, sell out the mobile empire and,
		
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			start working for the the British government. They
		
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			inherited a world They were placed into,
		
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			that they made very few choices about and
		
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			they find themselves in this awkward space where
		
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			they're physically right next to, like, this great
		
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			treasure of
		
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			of of of of of a spiritual heritage
		
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			and,
		
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			of a
		
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			of a culture that is based on Wahi
		
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			and on Revelation and they it's more inaccessible
		
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			to them than than it would be for
		
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			someone, you know, who lives in Chicago,
		
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			you know, where Dar es Salaam is, you
		
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			know, half a mile on one side and
		
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			on half a mile on the other side
		
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			is Dar el Kacem.
		
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			So,
		
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			you know, the
		
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			the young man in this position asked me
		
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			about his own
		
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			his own conditions that he feels like this,
		
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			he feels like that, he feels like he's
		
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			wasting his time, he feels like, you know,
		
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			anxiety about his life and he doesn't know
		
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			what to do, this, that, and the other
		
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			thing. So I said, okay, instead of asking
		
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			me,
		
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			I know somebody who is,
		
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			you know, who is
		
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			an actual, like,
		
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			and
		
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			Mujaz Sheikh of the tariqa.
		
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			I can take you to so there's a
		
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			Hakim Saab that I used to go to
		
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			he was a master of
		
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			of, of traditional medicine,
		
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			and he was also an alum
		
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			and researcher,
		
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			especially in the field of hadith, and he
		
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			was a principal of Madrasah
		
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			and one of the most pious and spiritually
		
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			attractive people I've ever met in my life.
		
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			Everyone who met him was
		
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			instantly charmed by him, and I could see
		
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			nothing in it except for the nur of
		
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			his righteousness that attracted people to him, and
		
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			these are things certain gifts Allata gives certain
		
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			people,
		
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			you know, from his favel and from his
		
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			Hikma, his his his wisdom.
		
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			So I took him to Hakim Sab, and
		
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			so Hakim Sab very patiently listened to him
		
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			say like, you know, about this weird anxiety
		
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			that he has in his life that he's
		
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			wasting his,
		
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			time and he's this and he's that and
		
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			the other thing and I don't know what
		
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			to do. Should I quit my school? Should
		
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			I? And Hakim Saab listened very patiently to
		
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			the whole thing and he he asked him,
		
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			he said, when did you start praying 5
		
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			times a day? He was, were you always
		
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			doing it
		
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			since the time you were in puberty or
		
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			did you just recently start? And so he
		
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			admitted, yeah, I wasn't praying 5 times a
		
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			day until very recently, like, 3 months ago
		
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			I started praying 5 times a day, and
		
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			he says these feelings came to you, you
		
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			know, a little bit after that. Right? He
		
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			said, yes. And so Hakim saw very,
		
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			you know, he very simply laid out to
		
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			him. He says this is a very natural
		
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			thing that happens
		
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			to a person who
		
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			days would go by without them thinking about
		
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			the passage of time
		
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			whereas just a simple thing about,
		
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			you know, watching closely what time of the
		
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			day it is and in every day whether
		
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			the prayer time is coming or out or
		
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			whatever,
		
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			it will make you acutely aware of the
		
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			passage of time in a way that you
		
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			weren't before.
		
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			And then you'll start to think about things
		
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			differently, then you'll start to see that you're
		
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			not using your time wisely, and this feeling
		
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			will come come to you. Don't let don't
		
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			use it and, don't allow this feeling to,
		
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			make you radically alter
		
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			whatever you were doing,
		
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			rather,
		
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			use it to augment what you were doing
		
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			from before
		
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			and, which is good advice because somebody who
		
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			comes with this type of state,
		
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			you know, the the pressure of that feeling
		
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			it's it's very real
		
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			and sometimes people do rash things that are
		
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			not good for them in the long term
		
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			when these feelings happen like quit school or,
		
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			you know, like, you know, make fights with
		
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			people, cut off ties with people or, you
		
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			know, they make rash decisions because the reality
		
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			of these feelings, having someone that you can
		
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			talk to that can explain these things to
		
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			you,
		
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			it really helps you out and it's very
		
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			good for you in the long run and
		
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			it will allow you to traverse the path
		
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			toward Allah
		
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			with less mishaps and pitfalls in the middle
		
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			and without harming yourself,
		
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			as much, and people think of the spiritual
		
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			path as
		
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			something that requires great sacrifice and
		
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			great difficulty.
		
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			It it it does in most cases but
		
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			the only thing that's more difficult and more
		
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			harmful
		
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			is not knowing how to do it and
		
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			doing it the wrong way and the only
		
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			thing that's, you know, the only thing that's
		
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			more harmful than that is either doing it
		
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			the wrong way or the worst way of
		
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			doing it the wrong way which isn't, you
		
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			know, not trying to do it at all.
		
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			Allah protect us.
		
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			He had seen Habib,
		
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			Arai and associated with him. Most of the
		
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			sheiks of Iraq are for for his pupils,
		
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			meaning that many of the of Iraq,
		
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			which was Basalah and Kufa
		
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			and Bardad in those days, they're either his
		
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			pupils or from his his, his chain,
		
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			and
		
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			because that chain includes Imam Junaid, it's very
		
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			believable that most of them they they they
		
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			come through him, that they receive the secret
		
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			from him and they also received the the
		
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			knowledge of Tassoul from him as well.
		
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			He was a disciple of Ma'aruf Al Karhi.
		
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			Ma'aruf Al Karhi was a a a convert
		
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			to Islam,
		
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			and his
		
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			his story is also
		
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			it's it's also very beautiful.
		
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			Is the the the disciple of
		
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			Sorry. The disciple of Dawud Atpa'i, who is
		
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			the disciple of Habibul Ajami, who is one
		
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			of the disciples of,
		
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			one of the disciples of,
		
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			Al Hasan al Basri. Maybe
		
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			one day we can
		
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			read about him as well. Is, I believe,
		
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			a neighborhood in
		
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			Baghdad. It was
		
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			a fully planned
		
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			and built neighborhood
		
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			that was part of the expansion of
		
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			of the imperial capital of of the caliphate
		
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			in Baghdad
		
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			during,
		
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			Abbasi times,
		
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			and so he he was a disciple of
		
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			Maruf Al Karkhi.
		
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			He used to carry on the business of
		
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			of a huckster in the bazaar at Baghdad.
		
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			I think the word huckster is a strange
		
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			word. I I think maybe this is like
		
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			Reynold Nicholson's English.
		
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			The the
		
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			word in Persian,
		
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			that's used in the original text is,
		
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			which
		
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			means essentially like a junk dealer, I think.
		
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			I'm not a 100% sure. Maybe Moana Tamim,
		
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			if he's listening, he can confirm or deny
		
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			that and we can
		
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			talk about it later,
		
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			but a very basic basic form of business
		
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			in order to
		
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			earn a living.
		
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			And this is another thing people have this
		
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			idea that somehow Sufi is
		
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			not, you know, engaged with this world and
		
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			he's some sort of mendicant who goes around
		
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			begging or whatever.
		
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			But like we said yesterday, Imam was a
		
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			big businessman,
		
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			and, we see here also that,
		
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			a small time businessman.
		
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			He used to carry on the business, of
		
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			a haxter in the bazaar in Baghdad, in
		
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			the marketplace of Baghdad.
		
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			When the marketplace
		
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			caught on fire, he was told that his
		
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			shop was burnt.
		
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			He replied, then I'm freed of care for
		
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			it.
		
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			Afterward, it was discovered that his shop had
		
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			not been burnt, although all of the shops
		
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			surrounding it were destroyed.
		
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			On seeing this, Sarri gave all that he
		
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			possessed to the poor and took up the
		
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			path of righteousness in the path of Sufism.
		
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			So this is the occasion of his his
		
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			conversion.
		
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			Obviously, he was a Muslim from before, but
		
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			his conversion,
		
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			to
		
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			make the, the saluk toward Allah ta'ala,
		
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			the all fulfilling,
		
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			usage of his time. Just like the story
		
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			of the conversion of
		
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			of of,
		
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			the occasion of of of
		
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			hearing
		
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			the Hasn't it come time for those who
		
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			believe to that their heart should be humbled
		
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			in front of the remembrance of Allah? This
		
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			is the the the occasion
		
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			or the trigger that caused him to go
		
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			on this path.
		
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			He was asked how the change in him
		
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			began. He answered,
		
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			one day, Habibra'i
		
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			passed my shop, He's another one of the.
		
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			One day we'll, read his,
		
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			biography as well.
		
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			One day, Habib passed my shop, and I
		
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			gave him a piece of bread in order
		
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			to give it to the poor.
		
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			He said to me, may Allah reward you.
		
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			From the day when I heard this prayer,
		
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			my worldly affairs never prospered again.
		
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			Chew on that for a minute.
		
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			He said, one day, Habibra passed my shop
		
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			and I gave him a crust of bread.
		
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			I gave him a small piece of bread,
		
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			telling him to give it to the poor.
		
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			He said to me, may Allah reward you
		
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			from that day and from the day I
		
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			heard this prayer, my worldly affairs never prospered
		
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			again.
		
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			Allah
		
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			give us the
		
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			difficulties of the people he loves
		
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			and give and and ward off from us
		
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			the prosperity of the people he
		
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			hates. And if we don't have the courage
		
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			in our heart to ask this dua with
		
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			sincerity,
		
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			may Allah give us that courage.
		
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			It's related that said,
		
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			oh, Allah, whatever punishment you may inflict on
		
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			me, do not punish me with the humiliation
		
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			of being veiled for you. Because if I
		
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			am not veiled for from you, my torment
		
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			and affliction will be lightened by the remembrance
		
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			and contemplation of you. But if I am
		
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			veiled from you,
		
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			even your bounty will be deadly for me.
		
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			There is no punishment in * more painful
		
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			and hard to bear than that of being
		
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			veiled.
		
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			And I would I would add that, the
		
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			punishment and pain of *
		
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			is because of being veiled from Allah subhanahu
		
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			wa ta'ala.
		
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			Otherwise,
		
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			people go through hardships, but if they know
		
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			they have Allah ta'ala, they can get through
		
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			them. The pain and suffering and misery of
		
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			knowing that you've lost him forever,
		
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			is what makes the the the the punishment
		
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			something that that that cannot be born. Allah
		
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			ta'ala save us from all of it from
		
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			ever having to see any of it at
		
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			all ever even for an instant. I say,
		
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			I mean,
		
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			if
		
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			Allah was
		
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			revealed in the hellfire to the people of
		
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			*, sinful people would never think of paradise
		
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			because the sight of Allah would fill them
		
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			in with joy and they would not feel
		
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			bodily pain. And in paradise,
		
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			there is no pleasure more perfect than unveiled
		
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			mister Kashif of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala that
		
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			they can see him.
		
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			If the people there enjoyed all the pleasures
		
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			of that place and other pleasures a hundredfold,
		
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			but were veiled from Allah ta'ala,
		
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			their hearts would be utterly broken. Therefore, it
		
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			is the custom of Allah Ta'ala to let
		
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			the hearts of those who love him have
		
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			vision of him always
		
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			in order that the delight thereof may enable
		
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			them to endure every tribulation.
		
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			And they say in their orations,
		
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			we deem all torments
		
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			more desirable than to be veiled from you
		
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			and when your beauty is revealed to our
		
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			hearts, we take no thought of affliction.
		
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			And so really lofty
		
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			give us from
		
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			it. So from there, we, go to the
		
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			entry,
		
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			about
		
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			the imam Abu Qasem,
		
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			Junaid
		
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			bin Mohammed
		
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			Bin Junid Al Baghdadi.
		
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			He was approved by these scholars of the
		
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			law and the the spiritualists
		
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			alike.
		
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			He was perfect in every branch of science,
		
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			of the deen
		
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			and spoke with authority on
		
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			and,
		
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			other matters of the law.
		
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			He was a follower of,
		
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			of,
		
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			And, this is, I think, this is this
		
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			is actually a. This is a a mistranslation
		
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			from Nicholson.
		
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			The the expression is that he was
		
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			meaning his
		
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			was the it was the but
		
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			but
		
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			the
		
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			is not the
		
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			rather the.
		
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			So being doesn't mean you follow. It means
		
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			you follow,
		
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			which is a a
		
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			a hadith
		
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			which, disappeared,
		
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			long ago.
		
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			His sayings are lofty,
		
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			and his inward state was perfect
		
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			so that all of the people of the
		
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			so of unanimously,
		
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			acknowledge his leadership in this, in this field.
		
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			His mother was a sister of Sari,
		
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			and Junaid was the disciple of his uncle
		
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			Sari.
		
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			One day, Sari was asked,
		
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			whether the rank of a disciple is eve
		
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			ever higher than that of his,
		
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			of his, master and his teacher.
		
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			He replied,
		
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			yes. There is manifest proof of this. The
		
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			rank of Junaid is above mine.
		
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			And this is from the Tawada or the
		
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			humility that that he said this. One day,
		
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			Sari was asked whether the rank of a
		
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			disciple is ever higher than that of his
		
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			spiritual master. He replied, yes. There's manifest proof
		
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			of this that the rank of Junaid is
		
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			above mine.
		
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			It was the humility and insight of that
		
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			caused him to say this. As it is
		
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			well known,
		
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			Junaid refused to discourse with his disciples as
		
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			long as Sadri was alive. Until one night,
		
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			he dreamed that the messenger of Allah, sallallahu
		
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			alaihi wa sallam, said to him, oh, Junaid,
		
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			speak to the people for God has made
		
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			your words a means of saving a multitude
		
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			of mankind.
		
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			When he awoke, the thought occurred to him
		
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			that his rank was superior to that of
		
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			Sali, his sheikh and uncle since Rasool Allah
		
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			Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam had commanded him to preach.
		
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			At daybreak, Sali sent a disciple to Junaid
		
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			with the following message. You would not discourse
		
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			with your disciples when they urge you to
		
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			do so and you rejected the intercession of
		
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			the sheikhs of Baghdad
		
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			and my personal entreaty. Now that Rasulullah Sallallahu
		
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			Alaihi Wasallam has commanded you, obey his orders.
		
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			Now that Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam has commanded
		
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			you to,
		
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			do so, obey his orders.
		
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			Junaid said, that fancy, meaning the fancy of
		
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			me being higher than my shay, that fancy
		
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			immediately left my head. I perceived that was
		
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			acquainted with my outward and inward thoughts in
		
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			all circumstances
		
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			and that his rank was higher than mine
		
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			since he was acquainted with my secret thoughts
		
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			whereas I was ignorant of his state.
		
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			By the way, that's pretty boss.
		
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			Allah
		
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			give all of these people a high rank.
		
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			If any of us was, like, shown in
		
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			a dream that
		
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			said preach because a multitude of people will,
		
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			like, you know,
		
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			all this other wonderful stuff, you know,
		
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			I I I'd have I I I
		
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			I don't think I would have
		
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			the,
		
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			sufic,
		
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			strength to not pat myself on the back
		
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			pretty roundly,
		
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			because of that.
		
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			And the thought of, like, all this other
		
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			stuff wouldn't even come to me. Like,
		
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			above every person who is possessed with knowledge,
		
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			there's somebody who has, like, so much more
		
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			than than than than him.
		
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			And so he's he said that he said
		
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			that I perceived that Sarri was
		
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			acquainted with my outward and inward thoughts in
		
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			all circumstances
		
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			and that his rank was higher than mine
		
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			since he was acquainted with my secret,
		
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			and I was ignorant of his.
		
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			I went to him and begged his pardon
		
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			and asked him how he knew that I
		
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			had dreamed Rasulullah Sallahu Alaihi Wasallam.
		
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			He answered, I had a dream of Allah
		
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			Ta'ala who told me that he had sent
		
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			Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam to bid you to
		
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			preach.
		
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			This anecdote contains a clear indication
		
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			that,
		
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			the
		
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			are in every case,
		
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			acquainted with the inward experience of their disciples.
		
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			Obviously, this describes the real If, any of
		
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			you meet them,
		
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			then, you know, ask them to make dua
		
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			for me as well. And if any of
		
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			you are them, please make dua for me
		
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			as well.
		
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			There are many people who are,
		
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			you know, they've opened up the Taco Bell
		
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			franchise of,
		
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			and they're definitely
		
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			getting a lot of traffic and sales.
		
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			And I I won't say bad about them
		
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			because they're benefiting people's deen in some some
		
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			case, you know. Someone takes with a and,
		
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			you know, starts to pray 5 times a
		
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			day because of it,
		
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			then, you know, there's some benefit in it,
		
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			but it doesn't mean that everybody who calls
		
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			themselves a sheikh is, is what we're describing,
		
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			nowadays.
		
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			It also doesn't mean that there's nobody, but,
		
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			you know,
		
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			this is this is a a level of
		
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			of deen that,
		
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			unfortunately, seems to have,
		
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			never taken root in this land. And even
		
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			in the lands of the Muslims, it's, you
		
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			know, if it's there, it's taking flight very
		
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			quickly.
		
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			Allah
		
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			preserved the
		
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			amongst the Ummah of Sayed Muhammad
		
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			so that this honor doesn't doesn't leave us
		
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			completely.
		
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			It is related that he said, the speech
		
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			of the prophets gives
		
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			gives information,
		
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			concerning presence of Hudur while the speech of
		
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			the
		
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			the people of the the the the rank
		
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			of truth and sainthood
		
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			alludes to comp contemplation.
		
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			True information is derived from sight, and it
		
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			is impossible to give true information of anything
		
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			that one has not actually witnessed.
		
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			Whereas, illusion or
		
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			illusion involves reference to another thing.
		
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			Hence, the perfection and ultimate goal of the
		
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			saints is the beginning of the states of
		
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			the prophets.
		
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			And this is something this is
		
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			one of the teachings of Tassow of Sufism,
		
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			which is what is that
		
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			the the highest state that they can
		
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			attain.
		
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			It falls just short just short of the
		
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			the beginning of the Maqam of Nabuwa,
		
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			and that there's a type of
		
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			continuousness
		
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			between them, that none of the oliya will
		
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			ever cross that line, but they'll come all
		
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			the way just up to it. It's and
		
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			this is what Rasool Allah Sallallahu Alaihi wa
		
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			sallam meant by saying things like lokana nabi
		
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			and Badi lakana Umar,
		
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			that if there were gonna be a prophet
		
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			after me, it would have been Umar because
		
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			people like that, they get to that. They
		
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			get to the border of that state, and
		
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			it's it's it's so close that that it
		
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			can be tasted. But they never crossed they
		
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			never crossed that line.
		
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			They never crossed that line.
		
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			And, this is also a great
		
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			honor that Allah has bestowed upon the.
		
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			Unfortunately,
		
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			people who have that, that, that that kind
		
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			of pre prophetic sainthood
		
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			amongst
		
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			us, you know, the has a way of
		
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			torturing them and jailing them and killing them,
		
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			just like Banu Israel did before us, and,
		
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			we really, we really should be ashamed of
		
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			ourselves for that.
		
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			And, we shouldn't wonder why does Allah send
		
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			us more people like that? Why would he
		
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			send these people that he loves to us
		
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			if we're just going to harm them?
		
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			Rather,
		
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			he keeps them hidden out of mercy for
		
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			them and out of mercy for us because
		
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			if we harm such people,
		
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			you know, there's only 2 sins that are
		
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			mentioned
		
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			that Allah declares war on a person for
		
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			as a punishment.
		
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			One is in the Quran, which is the,
		
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			which is the transaction in Riba,
		
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			which we're not gonna go there right now.
		
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			It's really bad. Just we're not gonna go
		
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			there right now, though.
		
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			And the other is is being an enemy
		
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			of being
		
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			an enemy of
		
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			and that's from the hadith Qudsi in Sahib
		
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			Bukhari
		
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			the person who makes an enemy,
		
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			takes as an enemy a of mine.
		
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			I I declare war on them. I make
		
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			war on them. I give them the announcement
		
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			that I make war on them.
		
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			And,
		
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			it's so it's a mercy to us as
		
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			well so that we don't,
		
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			have an occasion to, sow our own destruction
		
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			by trying to fight a war that will
		
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			will never win. It will be a loss
		
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			for us in this world, and it will
		
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			be a loss for us in the hereafter.
		
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			And,
		
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			anyone who's tried to see tried to see
		
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			someone work with sincerity in our communities,
		
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			will know what what I mean by that.
		
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			Allah,
		
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			protect us
		
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			all.
		
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			Hence, the perfection and ultimate goal of the
		
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			saints is the beginning of this state of
		
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			the prophets.
		
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			The distinction between Nebi and Wali, between prophet
		
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			and saint, and the superiority of the former
		
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			over the latter is plain.
		
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			Notwithstanding that
		
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			certain heretical sects
		
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			declare the saints to surpass the prophets in
		
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			excellence.
		
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			So he's he's affirming the
		
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			of the that there's no of
		
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			Allah that has a higher than any of
		
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			the prophets or, or or even equal.
		
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			It is related
		
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			that he said, I was eagerly desirous of
		
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			seeing Iblis. Before getting to this next point,
		
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			you know, one might say, well, how do
		
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			you, you know, this whole discourse about
		
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			the station of the rank of the saints
		
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			being,
		
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			contiguous with that of prophethood.
		
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			We know where you're getting this from. There
		
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			are toward it in the Hadith of
		
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			the
		
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			prophet as well.
		
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			One of the clearest and and and most
		
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			profound one, the ones that I've, come across
		
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			other than the one about Sayna Umar that
		
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			we we mentioned was that when Rasulullah Sallallahu
		
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			Alaihi Salam and Sayna Abu Bakr
		
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			when they arrived in Madinah Munawara on the
		
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			Mubarak day
		
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			that they arrived
		
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			in
		
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			in the
		
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			of Allah.
		
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			When they arrived,
		
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			they saw Sayidna Abu Bakr
		
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			and Sayidna
		
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			coming toward them, and they couldn't tell who's
		
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			Rasool Allah sallallahu alaihi wa sallam. They couldn't
		
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			tell who Sayna Abu Bakr was.
		
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			And I don't think it's because their physical
		
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			resemblance was such that they were, like, twins
		
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			or something like that. They couldn't tell one,
		
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			from the other
		
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			because that was a very spiritual moment,
		
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			and it was experienced by them
		
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			more through their hearts than it was through
		
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			their their eyes and this happens.
		
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			My,
		
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			older brother and Sheikh Molana, Tamim,
		
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			he said something when we went on Umrah
		
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			this, year.
		
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			That was very profound because we have everyone
		
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			running around with cell phones, taking pictures of
		
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			everything, And religious people are running around with
		
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			cell phones taking pictures of like religious stuff.
		
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			They take pictures of the Kaaba and like
		
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			of whatever their favorite olema and all this
		
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			other stuff. He said, don't be so caught
		
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			up in taking the picture,
		
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			of things because the camera can only take
		
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			a picture of something that's
		
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			physical.
		
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			These are spiritual places.
		
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			There are buildings that are more fancy than
		
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			the Kaaba physically, but there's no building that's
		
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			more Mubarak than the Kaaba
		
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			spiritually.
		
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			You know, there are cities that are built,
		
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			more fancy than Madinah Munawara, maybe physically,
		
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			you know, according to someone might may try
		
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			to make the argument.
		
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			But what but there's no place there's no
		
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			place that's spiritually more beautiful than Madinah Munawara.
		
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			Like the the the share,
		
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			regarding regarding
		
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			This is that I passed by. Says I
		
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			passed by the the houses
		
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			that are in the neighborhood of Leila,
		
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			and I kiss this wall and I kiss
		
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			that wall.
		
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			But don't misunderstand. You see it's not the
		
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			love of walls that has,
		
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			preoccupied
		
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			my heart,
		
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			but the love of the one who lives
		
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			inside of those walls.
		
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			Meaning the physical things are not what's that's
		
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			the the spiritual reality that's inside of it.
		
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			Now, Moana Tamim said don't go around taking
		
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			pictures because the camera can only take pictures
		
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			of physical things. It can't capture or see
		
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			anything spiritual.
		
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			So the the camera that you're gonna, take
		
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			the pictures of spiritual things with is your
		
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			heart. So instead of being distracted by your
		
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			phone, put your focus on side on on
		
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			onto your heart so the heart can,
		
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			can take that picture.
		
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			So coming back to the idea of what?
		
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			Coming back to the idea of the Hijra
		
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			that when
		
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			are coming down from the,
		
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			you know, coming down into the valley, the
		
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			Mubarak Valley that that Madinah Munawara is in.
		
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			The Sahaba
		
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			and the Ansar, especially, who came to greet
		
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			him with so much love and enthusiasm,
		
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			they had so much they were viewing this
		
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			this,
		
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			event
		
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			more through their hearts than they were through
		
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			their eyes. It was a spiritual event for
		
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			them. And so when they saw the Nabi
		
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			and the
		
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			sallallahu alaihi wa sallam or radiAllahu ta'ala anhu,
		
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			they couldn't distinguish between the 2 of them.
		
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			And it wasn't until Said Abu Bakr Siddiq
		
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			radiAllahu ta'ala who opened up
		
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			his shawl and shaded Rasulullah alaihis salatu salam
		
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			and that Muhajirun started to crowd around Rasulullah
		
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			salallahu alaihi salam that they knew who is
		
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			who.
		
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			And this also indicates what the the the
		
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			the the the spiritual linkedness between
		
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			the of the and the of the the
		
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			without
		
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			the Maqam of the former group,
		
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			spilling into that of the latter.
		
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			And those people, like I said, they're very
		
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			precious few in the Ummah.
		
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			If anyone, you know, meet someone like that,
		
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			it will change their life for the better.
		
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			And if anyone does ask them to make
		
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			dua for me and if any of you
		
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			is one of them, then make dua for
		
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			me.
		
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			So it's related one day that Abu Qasim
		
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			Junaid,
		
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			Rahimullah Ta'ala,
		
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			said, I was eagerly desirous of seeing Iblis.
		
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			That he had a curiosity in his heart
		
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			that I just I wanna see who is
		
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			this,
		
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			you know, this jinn that, like,
		
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			you know, was a student of the angels
		
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			and, like, made so much and, like, then,
		
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			like, everything went so wrong and he's, like,
		
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			doing all this chaos in the world. I
		
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			wanted to see who is this. What what's
		
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			the deal with this this this, like, creation
		
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			of Allah ta'ala.
		
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			One day when I was standing in the
		
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			mosque, an old man came through the door
		
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			and turned his face toward me.
		
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			Horror seized my heart.
		
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			When he came near, I said to him,
		
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			who are you? For I cannot bear to
		
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			look at look at look at you or
		
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			think of you.
		
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			He answered, I am he whom you have
		
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			desired to see.
		
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			I ex exclaimed,
		
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			oh, accursed one.
		
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			What hindered you from bowing to Adam alayhis
		
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			salam?
		
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			He answered, oh Junaid, how can you imagine
		
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			that I should bow down to anyone except
		
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			for Allah?
		
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			I was amazed at his saying this, but
		
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			a secret voice inside of my heart whispered,
		
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			say to him, you're a liar.
		
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			Had you been obedient servant, you would have
		
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			not transgressed Allah's command.
		
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			He said, say to him, you are a
		
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			liar.
		
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			Had you been obedient,
		
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			sir, an obedient servant, you would not have
		
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			transgressed Allah's command.
		
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			Iblis heard the voice inside of my heart
		
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			and he cried out and said, by Allah
		
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			you have burned me and he vanished.
		
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			This story shows how Allah
		
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			preserves his friends in all circumstance from the
		
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			guile of Shaitan.
		
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			This is,
		
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			this is like this thing is a gold
		
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			mine.
		
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			This story is so beautiful,
		
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			and it highlights what,
		
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			one very simple principle of deen. That the
		
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			deen is what? It's it's obedience.
		
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			It's
		
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			it's it's obedience.
		
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			Often times people are confused about what they're
		
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			supposed to do.
		
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			They're often times confused about what they're supposed.
		
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			They're confused about what to do in,
		
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			a circum certain circumstance,
		
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			especially when like there's a reward promised for
		
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			something or whatever. Right?
		
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			So, for example,
		
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			the rewards for Jummah are, you know, that
		
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			a person's sins are forgiven from week to
		
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			week and, you know, all these other things.
		
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			And
		
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			so,
		
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			a sister asked,
		
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			you
		
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			know, why is it why is it that
		
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			a woman, it's so enough for her to
		
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			pray inside of her home? Won't she miss
		
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			the, won't she miss the reward of, attending
		
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			Jummah? And by the way, it's by no
		
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			means haram for a woman to attend Jummah
		
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			or even blameworthy, but it is more,
		
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			meritorious for her to pray even the Friday
		
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			of Zohar in her in her home,
		
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			and not in congregation.
		
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			Or there are other things like that as
		
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			well. For example, what if a person swears
		
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			an oath, I said, by swear an oath,
		
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			by Allah, it will never
		
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			set foot in the, you know, I'll never
		
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			set foot in,
		
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			in in the masjid of my city again,
		
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			you know.
		
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			And then afterward,
		
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			a person has this dilemma like, okay, what
		
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			should I do? Should I go to the
		
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			masjids for Jummah,
		
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			and get the reward of it or should
		
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			I stay at home and follow the deen?
		
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			Should I,
		
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			you know, for example,
		
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			break my oath and fast 3 days because
		
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			breaking your oath is also an impiety,
		
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			but, you know, also a person receives so
		
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			much reward for going to the Masjid.
		
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			Whenever
		
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			whenever you get to the point where you
		
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			have a choice like
		
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			this,
		
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			remember, obedience always takes priority over over,
		
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			over your reasoning.
		
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			Obedience always takes priority
		
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			over reasoning.
		
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			And this is exactly the the trick that
		
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			Shaitan tried to play with Janae to this
		
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			story.
		
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			We should refer we should refer to each
		
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			other as Molana and Mufti and this and
		
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			that and so how come we're taking by
		
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			the first name? Some people's maqams are not
		
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			are not captured by titles.
		
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			But at any rate, you always prioritize what?
		
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			Obedience over,
		
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			obedience over your own reasoning.
		
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			And the idea is this is that whoever
		
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			obeys,
		
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			Rasool Whoever obeys Allah and his Rasool
		
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			that person has,
		
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			won a great, victory or a great prize.
		
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			And,
		
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			whether the reward is mentioned or not,
		
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			you can assume that the reward of obedience
		
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			is always,
		
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			greater than than than the reward of a
		
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			lower level of obedience
		
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			even if the lower level is mentioned explicitly
		
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			in the higher level isn't mentioned. So the
		
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			person who makes this oath, break your oath
		
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			and go to the atqa. This is very,
		
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			go to the thing that that shows your
		
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			obedience to God and your fear to God,
		
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			at a higher level.
		
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			Go against yourself and go with what Allah
		
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			Ta'ala says to you. And there's a very
		
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			basic principle of deen. It's a very basic
		
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			principle of deen that will ward off from
		
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			a person many doubts and and and,
		
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			with regards to,
		
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			the practice of deen.
		
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			So,
		
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			so this was basically,
		
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			illustrated in this in this strange story,
		
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			that Iblis heard the voice in my heart
		
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			and he cried out and said, by God,
		
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			you have burned me and he vanished.
		
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			This show story shows how Allah preserves his
		
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			saints in all circumstances, his friends, his oliya,
		
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			in all circumstances
		
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			from the guile of Shaitan.
		
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			And that preservation is what it's predicated on
		
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			you having that state of love with of
		
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			Allah that overwhelms all other things and makes
		
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			you more concerned about his pleasure than about
		
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			buying a Tesla or becoming a doctor or
		
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			any of these other things. And it doesn't
		
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			necessarily mean that you can't have those things,
		
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			but, you know, that if you can truly,
		
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			love allata more than you love those things,
		
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			then allata will protect you.
		
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			Someone might say, what are you saying that
		
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			these are prophets that God protects them? They're
		
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			infallible. No. We're not saying they're prophets because
		
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			that's
		
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			that's just kufr.
		
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			And, we're not saying they're infallible either because
		
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			our teaches us that that that's not true.
		
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			But at the same time, Rasulullah
		
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			said in the hadith of
		
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			to say in
		
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			the was a very,
		
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			authentic and very well known hadith. He said,
		
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			oh my oh oh oh oh oh, young
		
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			man,
		
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			You preserve allata
		
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			and he will preserve you. Meaning you guard
		
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			his commandments and he'll guard you in your
		
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			person.
		
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			And that's that's one of the most basic
		
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			teachings of deen.
		
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			1 of Junaid's disciples bore him a grudge
		
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			and after leaving him, and this happens oftentimes
		
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			for reasons Allah knows best. Sometimes it's a
		
00:43:42 --> 00:43:44
			mistake of the sheikh, sometimes it's the student,
		
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			but sometimes students bear their teachers a grudge.
		
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			Allah forgive,
		
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			forgive our
		
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			for everything
		
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			that they may have done as a mistake,
		
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			and Allah forgive us. We're even more in
		
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			need of forgiveness for the,
		
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			for
		
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			the greater mistakes that we made toward them,
		
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			and and make between teachers and students. So
		
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			one of Junaid's disciples bore him a grudge,
		
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			and after leaving him returned one day with
		
00:44:08 --> 00:44:09
			an intention of testing him.
		
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			Junaid was aware of this and said replying
		
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			to his question, do you want a formal
		
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			or a spiritual answer? The disciples said both.
		
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			Junaid said the formal answer is that if
		
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			you had tested yourself, you would have not
		
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			needed to test me.
		
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			The spiritual answer is that you were deposed
		
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			from your sainthood from Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.
		
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			The disciples face turned black and he cried.
		
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			The delight of Yatin has been, robbed from
		
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			my heart,
		
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			and earnestly begged to be forgiven,
		
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			and abandoned his foolish self conceit. Junaid said
		
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			to him, did you, not know that Allah's
		
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			oliya possess mysterious,
		
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			mysterious
		
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			powers?
		
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			You cannot endure their blows, and he cast
		
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			a breath at the disciple who forthwith resumed
		
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			his former purpose and repented of criticizing,
		
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			criticizing the.
		
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			And this is also in accordance to what,
		
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			the, the
		
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			the the hadith of Bukhary that,
		
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			Rasool Allah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam said whoever declares
		
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			war on a on a friend of mine,
		
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			I,
		
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			whoever
		
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			takes the enmity of a friend of mine,
		
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			I declare war on them. Allah protect us
		
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			from, you know, from from from that sin
		
00:45:19 --> 00:45:19
			of
		
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			ever,
		
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			ever being an enemy of Allah's
		
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			beloved ones.
		
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			It would really be better for a person
		
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			to drink and to do drugs and to
		
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			commit
		
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			than than than than to do something as
		
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			foolhardy as
		
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			this. Allata protect us from doing anything except
		
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			for to love them and support them and
		
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			serve them If by his grace and his
		
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			his his mercy,
		
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			he gives his his friendship to us, wonderful.
		
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			If not, then it's only by loving those
		
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			people that will make anything on the day
		
00:45:47 --> 00:45:49
			of judgment. This is because the Sahih Hadith
		
00:45:49 --> 00:45:51
			of Rasool Allah Sallallahu Alaihi Salam
		
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			Almar, Uma'am, and Ahaba,
		
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			person will be with the one that he
		
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			loves. And this is the whole reason of
		
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			mentioning the biographies of the mashaikh and these
		
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			Mubarak nights of Ramadan
		
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			that for so many of us, it's so
		
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			difficult for us to be
		
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			men of the Ummah,
		
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			in its true sense.
		
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			So
		
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			hopefully,
		
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			you know, in its place or as at
		
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			least a beginning for that,
		
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			hopefully, the least we can do is love
		
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			them if we couldn't be them. Allata, give,
		
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			give us Tawfiq.
		
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			Allata and I I see people
		
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			have that sincere love. Allata, give it to
		
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			us in our hearts, May it live with
		
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			us forever and be an intercessor for us
		
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			on the day of judgment
		
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			and a
		
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			chain that binds us to the people who
		
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			end up in Jannah in the highest Maqamat
		
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			of Allah's oliya,
		
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			such a chain that doesn't break on the
		
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			day of judgment and that drags us with
		
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			with them into the Jannah despite our own
		
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			shortcomings and weaknesses.
		
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			Allah ta'al vouchsafe it for us
		
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			and protect it in our hearts and make
		
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			it beautiful in our hearts and make our
		
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			hearts beautiful because of it. And Allah Ta'
		
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			give us from from his mercy and from
		
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			his fable in this world and the hereafter.
		
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			Whoever hasn't made dua, please make dua,
		
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			inshallah, for for for for myself
		
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			and for my family
		
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			and for all those who made these, sessions
		
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			possible.
		
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			Make Dua inshallah for for my work and
		
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			for,
		
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			the work of
		
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			the the the the people of knowledge and
		
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			the students of knowledge and the the people
		
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			of and,
		
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			the people who are carrying the flag of
		
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			Islam in this in this land,
		
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			and in, in this world.
		
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			And for all of the mashaikh,
		
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			in this noble,
		
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			shajarah
		
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			and tree that the root of which is,
		
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			is Rasool Allah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam,
		
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			and through which it taps into the spiritual
		
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			power and nourishment
		
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			that can come only from Allah subhanahu wa
		
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			ta'ala who created the heavens and earth from
		
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			nothing.
		
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			Make Dua for make Dua for,
		
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			our success in this world and the hereafter
		
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			that Allah Ta'ala not make
		
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			our our tribulation and our deen and that
		
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			he may not make the dunya
		
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			the greater part of our worry and concern
		
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			nor that he makes it
		
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			the the the utmost limit of our our
		
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			intellects that we can't think of or understand
		
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			anything beyond,
		
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			stupid things like money and like cars and,
		
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			and and like petty positions of power.
		
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			Have you not seen if there's, you know,
		
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			a 100 rats in the cage and one
		
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			of them is made king of the rats,
		
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			how that's not that's not any achievement or
		
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			anything to be proud of. It's better to
		
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			live as a noble and humble servant of
		
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			Allah
		
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			and more honorable to live as a noble
		
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			and humble servant of Allah Ta'ala
		
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			rather than being, president and and CEO
		
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			and manager and prime minister and king of
		
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			rats and snakes
		
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			and,
		
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			and and the vermin
		
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			of the hellfire. Allah, protect us. Allah, protect
		
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			us and vouch says to us every good
		
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			in this mohbotic night. Please make make dua.
		
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			It's my own I shouldn't use this platform
		
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			for my own personal benefit, but here I
		
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			am doing it. Please make dua inshallah that,
		
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			you know, whatever,
		
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			whatever,
		
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			hopes and desires and dreams that I have
		
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			of being able to serve this deen,
		
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			in this life
		
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			come true and, that I not be distracted
		
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			from
		
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			from from those things or or or or
		
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			barred from from achieving those things. Whether I
		
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			see the fruits in my lifetime or not,
		
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			that
		
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			make this, this effort something that bears some
		
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			fruit somewhere,
		
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			in this world or in the hereafter more
		
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			importantly.
		
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			And all of those people who are doing
		
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			doing this work that that that Yakinah enter
		
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			into their hearts that that Allah doesn't waste
		
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			the ajur of people who are trying to
		
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			do something beautiful.
		
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			Allah give all of us so much tawfiq
		
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			and my duas are for for for all
		
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			of you, whoever listens
		
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			and whoever loves for the sake of Allah.
		
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			My duas are for all of you in
		
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			this Ramadan and in the Haramain Sharifain and
		
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			in Hajj
		
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			and in Umrah.
		
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			My duas are for all of you.
		
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			Allah
		
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			says in hadith
		
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			that's narrated by the prophet
		
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			in the highest
		
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			level of authenticity.
		
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			And I end up I have I'm I'm
		
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			as my slave thinks of me.
		
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			And, you Allah, we all think of you
		
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			as
		
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			the singular source of mercy
		
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			and forgiveness
		
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			and beauty
		
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			and,
		
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			giving
		
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			in existence.
		
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			And you're Allah, and we don't have a
		
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			problem with that. We love you for it,
		
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			and we,
		
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			we we thank you, in every day even
		
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			though we have a silly way of showing
		
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			it,
		
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			but we thank you in every day,
		
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			for being who you are
		
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			and for giving us what you gave us
		
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			and for for all of your gifts,
		
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			that you gave us great and small.
		
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			And we we have hope in your mercy.
		
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			We have despair in ourselves, but the only
		
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			thing that's greater than our despair and our
		
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			despair despair in ourselves is our our hope
		
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			in your mercy because nothing that comes from
		
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			us can be anything compared to something that
		
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			comes from you. So give us the of
		
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			dying on iman
		
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			and being with the ones that you love
		
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			and go easy on us. We're we're we're
		
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			we're
		
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			we're we're not the, you know, we're we're
		
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			not we're not the the all star team
		
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			of this.
		
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			We're the the middle school c team that's
		
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			lucky that we didn't get cut.
		
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			Go easy on us and give us from
		
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			your father and from your mercy.
		
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			We cry to you like like a baby
		
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			cries to his mother.
		
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			So care for us and carry us like
		
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			a mother carries her child.
		
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			We have really nothing else to to bank
		
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			on or to to count on other than
		
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			that. Allah, give to us from your mercy.