Adnan Rajeh – The Glorious Names of Allah – Names of accountability – Al-Raqeeb – The All-Observing

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The speakers discuss the importance of accountability and the need to care for others' actions. They emphasize the importance of knowing one's own actions and not allowing others to take money. The speakers also address the secret of a bareler's secret and advise anyone watching them to be aware of their actions and potential consequences. They stress the importance of working on one's own secret and taking care of one's appearance to prevent distraction and avoid leaving one's own actions on their own.

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			The all observant
		
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			The category
		
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			that, this name exists within
		
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			or attributes
		
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			of accountability.
		
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			Within that category, there are a number of
		
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			names.
		
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			It shows a out of them.
		
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			So accountability.
		
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			We're gonna talk about the and tomorrow we'll
		
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			talk about another one as well.
		
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			Mostly, Samia, Al Basir. All of these names,
		
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			their effect on us is that these are
		
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			the names through which Allah
		
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			will hold us accountable
		
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			on the day of judgment.
		
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			This name is better
		
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			than a 100 laws
		
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			and a 1,000 law enforcers.
		
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			This is the name that
		
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			repairs both the individual
		
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			and the community.
		
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			There is no real value
		
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			to laws or regulations or rules.
		
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			Law enforcement,
		
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			if
		
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			if the concept of
		
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			is does not exist inside the hearts and
		
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			the minds of of people.
		
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			A human being has an exquisite
		
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			talent in finding his way
		
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			around laws,
		
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			around rules.
		
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			Human being has found a way
		
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			to break every law and every rule.
		
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			It's found loopholes
		
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			in every regulation
		
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			that others have made.
		
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			But when Ismaila Al Raqib
		
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			exists in the hearts and minds of people,
		
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			that is how you get individuals
		
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			and communities
		
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			to actually follow
		
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			follow regulations and laws.
		
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			Say it to Quran 3 times.
		
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			This very famous ay at the beginning of
		
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			Surah Al Nisa that is often quoted on
		
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			the manabir.
		
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			Oh, people,
		
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			be mindful of your lord who created you
		
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			yet from one
		
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			soul.
		
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			And from that soul, he created a spouse.
		
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			And from the 2 of them,
		
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			he brought
		
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			forward many men and many women.
		
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			Be mindful of Allah
		
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			and take care of your relatives. Indeed, Allah
		
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			subhanahu wa ta'ala is all observant upon you.
		
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			When Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala speaks to Isa
		
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			alayhi salam on the day of judgment, He
		
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			says,
		
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			Or did you tell people to take yourself
		
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			and your mother as as gods
		
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			aside from Allah
		
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			He said you are exalted. I would never
		
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			I don't have the right to say anything
		
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			that you did not tell me to say.
		
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			That I do not have the right to
		
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			say.
		
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			If I send it, then you know it.
		
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			You know what exists inside of me, and
		
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			I don't know
		
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			what's in you.
		
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			You're the one who knows all that which
		
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			is the unseen.
		
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			I only told them what you told me
		
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			to tell them, which is
		
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			serve your lord, my lord and yours.
		
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			When you took
		
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			me
		
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			to
		
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			you.
		
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			You're the one who was who continued to
		
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			observe what they did.
		
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			And you're the witness to everything.
		
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			And he is with you wherever you are.
		
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			Wherever you may be, whatever it is you're
		
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			doing, he is with you
		
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			This concept of of
		
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			something or someone
		
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			continuously
		
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			watching over you.
		
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			In Islam, it's extremely important.
		
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			It's one of the core
		
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			concepts through which we understand Allah
		
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			His knowledge
		
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			is something we're gonna talk about separately. Today,
		
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			the point is that there is someone who
		
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			is observing and watching over you, that you're
		
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			never
		
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			truly,
		
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			fully alone.
		
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			He's there's always someone there.
		
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			Wherever you are.
		
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			The concept
		
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			of the 80 20%.
		
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			We're all like icebergs
		
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			or mountains.
		
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			What's observant what's observable to people with a
		
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			parent is just the 20% above land. That's
		
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			what people see of you. That's what you
		
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			allow them to see. And then the rest
		
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			of you is that 80% that's underground,
		
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			that's underwater, that people don't see, they don't
		
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			know anything about.
		
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			And Islam
		
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			allows you to care for that 80%
		
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			that no one sees.
		
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			The 80% that is not knowledge that that
		
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			is not something that people have
		
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			access to. It's making sure that you take
		
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			care of it because
		
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			the hadith
		
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			that Sayyidina Thauba Allahu Anhu narrates
		
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			from the prophet sallallahu alaihi wa sallam, this
		
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			hadith is in the collection of ibn Maja,
		
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			ibn Maja and is has an authentic chain
		
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			of narration.
		
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			Where he says
		
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			where he says
		
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			Yeah. He said, on the day of judgment,
		
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			people from my nation will come and they
		
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			have hasanat that are as big as a,
		
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			Jibal Tihama, which is a series of mountains
		
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			connected mountains. That's how much hasanat they
		
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			have.
		
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			It is turned into nothing.
		
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			It is turned into worthless fluff.
		
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			So
		
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			as any of you or myself would be
		
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			would be quite afraid and surprised by this
		
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			explained who are these people.
		
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			Detail them for us so that we don't
		
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			end up amongst them.
		
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			He said, indeed, they are amongst you and
		
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			they are from you, and they take from
		
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			the night as you do. What he means
		
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			by that is that they pray at night.
		
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			You know, they have they have
		
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			But there are people that every time they
		
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			find themselves alone with that which
		
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			Allah made haram, they
		
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			they do it. They perform the haram.
		
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			There are people every time the only eye
		
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			that is watching upon them
		
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			is the eye of Allah
		
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			They fall in.
		
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			And the earliest verses in the Quran, early
		
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			the the earliest, surahs that were revealed to
		
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			the prophet
		
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			He says in the midst of
		
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			This person who's behaving in such and such
		
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			way, did this person not know that Allah
		
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			sees
		
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			all?
		
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			That he did he wasn't aware that in
		
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			the in the that he's watching
		
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			wherever you may be, he's seeing you
		
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			would come one day by on a journey
		
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			and, yeah, he's he's traveling and he'd come
		
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			by a small, a shepherd, a young shepherd,
		
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			10, 12 years
		
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			old. So Arasay ibn al Khatab tried tried
		
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			him out. He just
		
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			in the spirit of, of testing, you know,
		
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			commonly men will test the young young men
		
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			to see what they're made of.
		
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			So it asks him for, you know, for
		
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			for, for milk. So he says, I I
		
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			can't give you anything. I have no permission
		
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			from the owner. I can't give you anything.
		
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			So
		
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			he offers him money. He said, I I
		
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			was not permitted. Yeah. You take money. Said,
		
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			well, give us one of the sheep, and
		
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			we'll pay you for it. I can't do
		
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			that either. So give us one of the
		
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			sheep and tell your,
		
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			tell the owner that it got lost or
		
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			that the,
		
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			the wolf ate
		
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			it.
		
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			Because, indeed, the owner of these sheep, they
		
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			he can't see you.
		
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			Well, where is Allah then?
		
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			This this this moved him.
		
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			So he got up and said,
		
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			Where is
		
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			Allah?
		
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			And then he he he he gave this
		
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			young shepherd
		
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			a gift of wealth.
		
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			This is this is the question.
		
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			Where is
		
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			Allah? Lived like
		
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			this. He was worried.
		
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			He was worried that he wouldn't,
		
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			that if he didn't do his job as
		
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			Ameerul Mumineen appropriately, that at any point, Allah
		
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			that Allah would hold him accountable for the
		
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			smallest detail that no one, that people wouldn't
		
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			even notice.
		
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			He would walk
		
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			within the,
		
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			the neighborhoods of, Madinah or the cities that
		
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			he would go and and visit
		
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			at night to see how people are behaving
		
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			and what's to keep his hand on the
		
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			pulse of his nation. So he's walking
		
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			at night and he hears over
		
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			it is like before Fajr. He hears beyond
		
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			the wall
		
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			2 ladies speaking.
		
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			One is telling the other, add water.
		
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			He's saying add water.
		
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			The other one said, no. It's not appropriate.
		
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			Add to the to the milk a little
		
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			bit of water.
		
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			Meaning the Khalifa said we should you know,
		
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			this he was he was very clear on
		
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			this one. Do not add water to milk.
		
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			It's haram. Don't don't do that. Don't Don't
		
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			add water and then sell it to make
		
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			a little bit more.
		
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			The other lady said,
		
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			Oh, my daughter, what does, where is to
		
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			hold you accountable?
		
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			The pilot, the other lady,
		
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			If the Umar can't see us right now,
		
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			well, the lord of Umar can can see
		
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			us.
		
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			Heard this conversation. He goes back to his
		
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			house.
		
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			There's a young lady in this house.
		
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			If none of you are willing to talk
		
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			to his sons, are willing to go and
		
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			marry her, then I'm gonna marry her myself.
		
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			But if,
		
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			his son,
		
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			married her.
		
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			From.
		
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			And this lady came, Sayyidina Amar ibn Abdulaziz,
		
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			the known Khalifa.
		
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			The barakah of someone who has rakaba.
		
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			The muraqaba
		
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			is a word raqeb is Allah's name. Umuraqaba
		
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			is one of the known tools within,
		
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			one of the the most famous of all
		
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			tools within within the within the science of
		
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			or the discipline of where you watch
		
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			yourself. You observe yourself. You may
		
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			you're not waiting for others to observe you
		
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			and give you feedback on your behavior and
		
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			hold you accountable and remind you of things.
		
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			You're watching yourself. You're observing
		
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			how your heart is behaving, what what thoughts
		
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			you're allowing,
		
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			what feelings and what hopes and what dreams
		
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			and what fears and what accusations and what
		
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			gossip
		
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			and what bad assumptions and good assumptions. You're
		
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			watching yourself. You're not waiting for someone else
		
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			to do it for you. The the barakah
		
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			in that is is
		
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			unparalleled in this world. And if you find
		
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			someone who who who has that inside of
		
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			them, then that's more worthy than than anything
		
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			else. He
		
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			says
		
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			Speak quietly
		
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			and he use your words and speak your
		
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			words secretively
		
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			or speak them openly.
		
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			It makes no difference.
		
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			He knows
		
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			all that what you're saying. He's observing whether
		
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			you speak it quietly or
		
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			or If you speak loudly,
		
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			or you don't,
		
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			Allah
		
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			knows the secret and that which is more
		
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			secretive than the secret.
		
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			Not only does he know your secret
		
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			but he knows a layer that goes beyond
		
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			the secret,
		
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			understands the motive behind it. He knows basic
		
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			idea that started it and what gain you're
		
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			hoping to get out of this thing that
		
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			you're holding on to yourself and not letting
		
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			anyone else know about.
		
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			There's no where are you going to go?
		
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			There's nowhere to go.
		
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			There is no small group of 3 that
		
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			are consulting secretively
		
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			except he is the 4th amongst them. Nor
		
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			is there 4 except he is the 6th
		
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			amongst amongst them. Nor if there's less group
		
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			that are smaller than 3 or a group
		
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			that is more than that, except he is
		
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			with them
		
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			wherever they go.
		
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			Wherever they may be, he is watching
		
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			He is.
		
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			When
		
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			passed
		
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			away. When they were washing his body, they
		
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			would find
		
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			these marks on his back.
		
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			It's very peculiar looking marks. It's you could
		
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			see there was discoloration in certain parts of
		
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			his back that was unexplained.
		
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			So they asked, and was he, you know,
		
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			during the, uprising
		
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			of Sayyidina Al Hussein alaihis salam, was was
		
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			he lashed? Was he caught? Was he? And
		
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			no. And the wife said, I don't know.
		
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			I never actually noticed it until you talked
		
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			about it, but I don't he wasn't. And
		
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			he was never lashed by any ruler, and
		
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			he was never didn't have, like, a disease
		
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			or anything. So they couldn't understand what these
		
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			marks on his back were.
		
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			And he was and they they buried him
		
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			and they prayed upon him, and that was
		
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			the end of it.
		
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			It was only a week or two later
		
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			when,
		
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			the number of needy people started to rise
		
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			and people started standing,
		
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			on the doors of the sultan and the
		
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			doors of other people asking
		
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			for provision,
		
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			asking where, you know, where their weekly
		
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			where their work weekly provision was
		
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			why why why wasn't being delivered to them.
		
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			And they had to ask what weekly provision
		
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			are you speaking of that was not being
		
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			delivered to you. And they explained, no. We've
		
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			been getting weekly, the amounts of wheat and
		
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			barley and dates and whatnot. And the and
		
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			this is our
		
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			and it took them a couple of months
		
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			to to patch it all together.
		
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			Every week, in the midst of the night
		
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			without his wife even knowing, he would go
		
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			and he would make he would mix bags
		
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			of wheat and barley and dates and whatnot
		
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			and carry them on his back
		
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			and take them to the homes of people
		
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			who are in need and leave that,
		
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			at their doorsteps right before Fajal. And he
		
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			would do this all throughout his life without
		
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			anyone knowing about it. The only way it
		
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			was known is the marks that they could
		
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			not understand on his back and the emergence
		
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			of all of these people who were used
		
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			to getting their weekly provision and weren't getting
		
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			it anymore.
		
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			This is someone who understands Allah,
		
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			someone who is watching.
		
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			You don't need anyone else to be witness
		
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			of what you're doing.
		
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			The one who is witnessing it is witnessing
		
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			it. Allah
		
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			exposed the story of this gentleman so that
		
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			we could just tell it. He passed away.
		
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			He didn't he passed away and he got
		
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			what he wanted, where he lived and died
		
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			and no one knew what he did. So
		
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			he can meet Allah
		
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			with a gem of sincerity in what he
		
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			did. But Allah exposed it for you and
		
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			I so that we can tell the story
		
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			so maybe we learn something for it. When
		
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			before he died,
		
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			and and the show measures showed
		
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			chose Sayid
		
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			Omar,
		
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			some people came to him and said,
		
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			Umar is a very difficult person to deal
		
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			with. Are you sure this is someone that
		
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			should be taking on this role after you?
		
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			This is what he said.
		
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			That's a man. His his what he heaps
		
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			to himself what's between him and Allah, subhanahu,
		
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			that no one sees is better than what
		
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			you see of him.
		
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			His is most people, what I see of
		
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			you, this is the best version.
		
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			This is the best version of me. Yeah.
		
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			You're not you're not gonna get anything better
		
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			than this. Anything else that yeah. You don't
		
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			want to know anything else. This is know
		
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			this. Be happy with this as I am
		
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			happy with what I'm seeing ahead of me.
		
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			Says I I I testify that
		
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			what he hides, what people do not know
		
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			about him is better than what people do
		
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			know about him, and that's why he is
		
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			the right person to take this on.
		
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			There are different levels
		
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			of
		
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			there are different levels of
		
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			observation
		
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			being watched. The first one and the the
		
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			one that is most simple,
		
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			the one that is most apparent is the
		
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			level of Allah
		
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			watching upon us.
		
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			The level under that is the level of
		
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			the Malaika. He says,
		
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			The human being will not say a word
		
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			except upon him is
		
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			a a prepared observant.
		
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			It's not true
		
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			It's not and I I know that's that's
		
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			what they tell you. It's it's it's just
		
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			one
		
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			concept.
		
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			Someone who is prepared to continue to observe
		
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			you.
		
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			There's a young man who came to a
		
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			scholar.
		
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			The story is told by on the on
		
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			the authority of more than one scholar. So
		
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			I'm just gonna say
		
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			scholar generically so that, you know, if you
		
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			read it and it's a different scholar, then
		
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			I'm telling you, you don't, this is just
		
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			so I get less
		
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			objections later on in my life.
		
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			This story is told upon the authority of
		
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			more than one scholar. So
		
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			he came to them, and he said,
		
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			yeah,
		
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			Imam or allow me to perform a.
		
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			Yes. No problem.
		
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			Which was, Yani,
		
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			I would say, a little bit surprising to
		
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			the young person.
		
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			What I can be sure. I just have
		
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			a few, conditions for you.
		
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			So if you want
		
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			to perform a if you want to disobey
		
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			him, just don't do it on his land.
		
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			You know, you find a place where it's
		
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			a
		
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			why you
		
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			okay.
		
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			What are you talking about in in all
		
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			earth is big? Everywhere is belong to.
		
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			If you can't do that,
		
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			then just go and do this in a
		
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			place he can't see you because it's rude.
		
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			It's not appropriate that he's watching you as
		
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			you perform this. So do it in a
		
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			place he can't see you.
		
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			Then you're going to do it, then do
		
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			it and don't eat his provision because yeah.
		
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			And you can't take you can't take his
		
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			gift and then you and then go ahead
		
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			and disobey. It's rude.
		
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			And who can eat anything aside from his
		
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			provision?
		
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			And if you're going then go ahead and
		
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			do it. Just tell the, the left the
		
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			the the not to write it down and
		
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			not to document it so that you don't
		
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			end up having to pay for
		
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			it.
		
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			Said, oh, imam, are you making fun of
		
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			me?
		
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			You're making fun of yourself.
		
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			You have mocked yourself. Yeah. I'm not mocking
		
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			you. You mock yourself.
		
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			If you can't, yeah, disobey him, subhanahu. If
		
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			you're going to disobey him and you're going
		
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			to be on his land eating his rizq
		
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			as he watches you and is going to
		
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			be documented and brought back for you,
		
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			why would you do it? Are you insane?
		
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			The second level of is that there's a
		
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			with you at all times, and he's and
		
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			he's watching.
		
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			I'm pretty sure he's judging us as well.
		
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			I would if I were in his in
		
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			his position. But he his his job is
		
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			just to write it down, just to document
		
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			what you did, the good and the bad.
		
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			The third level of of, of
		
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			observation or
		
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			or watching is is your conscious.
		
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			Indeed,
		
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			the human being
		
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			has upon himself true insight.
		
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			And I swear by the
		
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			the soul that holds itself accountable, that continues
		
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			to blame itself for the mistakes that it
		
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			performs.
		
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			That conscious that you have on the inside,
		
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			it knows what's right and wrong.
		
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			90% of the questions I get in this
		
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			world or or in my lifetime are questions
		
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			that I did not need to be asked.
		
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			The person knows the answer to the question.
		
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			He knows what you know what's the what
		
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			the right thing here to do is.
		
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			You know, you you just you just don't
		
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			wanna do it because it's a little bit
		
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			more taxing than maybe if I tell you
		
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			you can do the other thing.
		
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			Yeah. I mean, if there's permissibility for it.
		
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			But deep inside, you know you know what
		
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			the right thing is. You know if this
		
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			is appropriate or not appropriate. 90% of the
		
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			time,
		
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			try yourself. Before you look something up or
		
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			Google something, I mean, before you ask a
		
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			question, just take it just for your own
		
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			self. Just learn something about yourself. Just pause
		
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			and ask, Do I do I know the
		
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			answer to this question? Do I not? 90%
		
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			of the time, yeah, I I I know
		
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			what this I I shouldn't be doing this.
		
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			Most of the time when you're when you're
		
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			compelled to look it up, usually it means
		
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			not the right choice.
		
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			And the book is established in its foot
		
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			on the day of judgment. So you see
		
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			the people who broke his laws
		
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			are extremely afraid from what's in it. And
		
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			then when they read it, they say, what's
		
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			wrong with this book?
		
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			Why is it not leaving anything that is
		
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			big or small except it's documenting it? Every
		
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			even the stuff that we didn't think was
		
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			worthy of documentation.
		
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			Why is this here? It was just a
		
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			moment of time. It was it was harmless.
		
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			I just anyway, it was just a smirk.
		
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			It was just a smile. It was just
		
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			a this. It was everything. Even the smile.
		
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			What's wrong with this book?
		
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			What is this?
		
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			Doesn't leave a small thing or a big
		
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			thing except it right and they found everything,
		
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			absolutely everything that they did present right there.
		
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			And your lord will not mistreat or treat
		
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			with injustice anyone.
		
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			Allah
		
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			kept track of all of it, and they
		
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			forgot
		
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			and they forgot because
		
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			he How do you live with this name?
		
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			It's very simple.
		
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			Repent to Allah
		
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			from all the sins,
		
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			Specifically, the ones that no one was present
		
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			when you performed them except him
		
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			Start by repenting and do this in Ramadan.
		
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			Start
		
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			by repenting to Allah
		
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			and performing tawba
		
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			from all of the sins
		
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			that you performed when no one else was
		
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			watching
		
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			except from Allah because those sins specifically are
		
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			heinous.
		
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			Because you're telling him,
		
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			if it's just
		
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			you watching,
		
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			then it's fine. I I'll do whatever I
		
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			want. But if people are watching, you know,
		
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			people, those who don't really have any impact
		
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			on my,
		
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			really, those who are just as lost as
		
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			I am, those who are floating in the
		
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			sea, just holding on trying to survive. No.
		
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			I'll I'll I'll fix them. I'll get myself.
		
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			I'll I'll put myself together. But if it's
		
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			just your blessed eye watching me, then then
		
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			I'll do whatever I want.
		
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			Perform
		
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			repentance from that
		
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			because there's a certain degree of
		
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			disrespect
		
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			there
		
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			that is inappropriate for the heart of a
		
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			Muslim,
		
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			so repent from that. The third one,
		
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			work on your unseen.
		
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			Work on
		
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			work on a,
		
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			a secret.
		
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			This is a piece of advice I was
		
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			given by one of my teachers, Yani, maybe
		
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			to 20 plus years ago that I think
		
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			is probably the one of the most valuable
		
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			things I've ever been told.
		
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			Make a a secret between you and Allah
		
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			that no one knows, that no one will
		
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			ever know. Something that's just between you and
		
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			Allah
		
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			No one will ever find out and put
		
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			in the effort
		
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			to make sure that no one ever finds
		
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			out.
		
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			Do what
		
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			did. Make sure that no one has any
		
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			clue
		
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			that you did this and live and die
		
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			like that, and make sure that you take
		
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			this with you.
		
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			And try to make sure that that 80%
		
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			is a bit better than or equal, if
		
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			not better, to the 20% that you're putting
		
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			forward.
		
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			And take care of the of yourself as
		
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			you take care of the appearance of yourself.
		
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			I hope that was a benefit to you.