Abdur Rahman ibn Yusuf Mangera – Why Does God Prevent Things From Us [Hikam 84]

Abdur Rahman ibn Yusuf Mangera
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The segment discusses Islam's
the deotiation of deprivation and the importance of having clarity and experience in order to avoid harm. They stress the need for clarity in order to avoid harm and emphasize the importance of managing one's hurt and setting back to a belief. The segment also touches on the negative consequences of negative actions and the importance of "has been upon us" in addressing one's past.
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Hamdu lillahi Hamden cathedra on the uban Mobarak and fee Mobarak

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anally

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Cana your Hebrew Rob buena Huerta jelajah, who

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was Salatu was Salam ala say you didn't have evil Mustafa

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SallAllahu Taala are they who are an LI or Safi or Baraka was seldom

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at the Sleeman Kathira on Isla Yomi Dean Amar Bharath inshallah

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today's is a very profound aphorism. But to understand it

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better, we'll just have to remind ourselves of the previous one,

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where if not, I thought, Allah says Robomow, Taka Femina world

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Burma Menaka for our buck. Sometimes Allah gives while

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depriving you and sometimes he deprives you in giving. So the

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idea of that was that Allah subhanaw taala sometimes gives us

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something, but because of that, he deprives us of something even more

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important. And sometimes we don't receive something, and we feel bad

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about it. But actually, in that there's actually betterment in

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that for us.

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So

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once we've understood that, then what he says next is

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for the aphorism for today, he says, matter, Fattah halacha

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burble, for me, Phil many other men who are final authority,

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which is men Fattah halacha burble, for me, Phil Monterey, the

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men who are final authority.

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Really interesting statement, he says when he opens up your

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understanding of deprivation,

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the deprivation becomes the same as the gift bit of a riddle. But

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what it means is that when Allah subhanaw taala opens up our

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understanding, and when we come to understand that when Allah is

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depriving us of something, or we feel like we're being deprived of

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something that we've been trying to acquire, we're making, we've

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made a huge effort to get we've worked nights and days, we took

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exams, we tried to dress our best, we tried to woo to the best of our

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ability, and all the rest of it, and then we were deprived. It did

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not come he did not come she did not come wherever it is, the

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deprivation becomes the same as the gift, what you were hoping

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would be a gift. The deprivation is the gift. But that can only

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come about once we've understood the way Allah subhanaw taala works

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in his system. So that's why it's very important to understand the

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previous aphorism. And that will be online for you to listen to, if

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you haven't listened to it already soon. Inshallah. That was, that

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was aphorism number 83. We're doing number 84. When he opens up

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the understanding of the deprivation, the deprivation

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becomes the same, same as the gift. So what's going on here is

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that

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once you've understood, once human beings understand slaves of Allah,

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understand only a believer will understand this, you have to have

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some kind of belief in Allah, if you don't believe in, where we're

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going where we are. And what's the purpose of this whole thing, then

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this makes no sense. Like it makes no sense. But what's really, yeah,

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what's really interesting is that this is for a believer that once

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you've understood that Allah has mercy, He is the Merciful One. And

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Allah is compassionate, Allah is benevolent, Allah is generous.

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Allah subhanaw taala is not stingy. Allah wants to give, give,

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and he does give, when it's appropriate to give, once you've

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understood all of this thing, that means we've understood who he is,

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and we've understood some of his characteristics. Remember, you can

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never understand Allah without understanding his names and his

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characteristics. This is why many, many people are deprived, even

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those who worship so much they don't really understand Allah.

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That's why when something strange happens or abnormal happens, they

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freak out. Because they just don't have the variance of the various

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ways that Allah subhanaw taala can deal with people. So they've been

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dealt with in a certain way. So they feel that this is now

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different to that, that means Allah mas hate me now, or

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something of that nature. So that's why it's very important. I

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think the secret knowing Allah subhanaw taala is the beautiful

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names. That is the secret of knowing who Allah subhanaw taala

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is. So once you've understood all of this, then you will know that

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whenever you ask Him for anything,

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whenever you decide to do something, whenever you

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contemplate doing something whenever you need something, and

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then he stops you, he prevents you He doesn't give it to you. You

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really want this thing Hey, I want this I want to go here I want this

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I will acquire this, but he prevents you then you will

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immediately understand okay, this must be some mercy in this. This

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is Allah's gifting me even though he's proven he's not providing me

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this philosophy you can't live without. Once you understand this

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idea about Allah subhanaw taala I think life becomes so much

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So much easier, right? You just start the work is based on this

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consignment of our affairs is based on this, and happiness comes

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from this

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Subhanallah then you will understand that Allah is not

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preventing it from me due to any kind of miserliness, or because

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he's unable to write, but he doesn't have the ability to, or

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because he's really ignorant and unaware of how good this thing is

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for me, you know, this would have been so good. So many people have

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told me you need to get this. That's the car you need, or get

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this job or move into this place.

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Or do this. So Allah subhanaw taala is neither ignorant He's

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neither impotent and unable, neither is he stingy. And neither

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is he heedless and unaware. He knows exactly what he's doing.

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It's not that he's so concerned about so many other people are so

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busy with other people that he doesn't have time for, you know,

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he has time for every single individual, individually.

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So then, why does Allah subhanaw taala prevent it from us? Because

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that's his, that his his understanding, that is the way he

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knows it should be. And it's better for you, this is actually

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the completing of His bounties upon you.

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Because Allah subhanaw taala, it has the greatest insights, he has

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the greatest awareness.

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And he knows what the best

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solution, conclusion and ending is going to be. And here we have the

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verse of Surah Al Baqarah, which is verse 216. Where as

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Takara who che, who are how you like, wise

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to Hey, boo, she, who shall rule a comb, Wallah who here learn more

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to the moon.

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Perhaps you dislike something, whereas it is

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better for you. And sometimes you love something, but it's actually

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worse for you. And Allah subhanaw taala knows, Allah subhanho wa

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Taala knows and you do not know, you just know that immediate. So

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sometimes we're considering a matter, right? If we open this up

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a bit more, sometimes you're considering a matter and we think

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this is the best matter for us. This has the greatest

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source of welfare. This is the most profitable item for me.

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But then it actually then turns out to be against us. I mean,

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we've got experiences of this in our life that we've done something

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and it actually just was wrong. We took the wrong path, we disobeyed

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Waze,

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right the app, and then we got punished because we got stuck in

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traffic.

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Somebody told us to do something, we did it. But then it was wrong.

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He was missing for me information. You bought a product and actually

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it didn't turn out very well. But you thought that was the best

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product. Right? There's a restaurant you went to to eat and

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you thought, Man, this is it. But it actually turned out to be quite

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sad, and disappointing. So in fact, you also we also know in our

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life that sometimes is a difficulty that happens. But at

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the end of that difficulty comes out some goodness, we were hating

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it in the beginning. But then after that, mashallah, this was

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well worth it.

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This was well worth it. Should we go to

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Jebel Rama on the Day of Arafah.

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And then you start going out and the heat, the dry heat is just

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upon you. And you're like, Man, I shouldn't have left my camp, the

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cold water, the AC and everything. But then when you get to the Jebel

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Rama and then you enjoy.

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Likewise, Hajj itself is difficult. And there's a lot of

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people starting man, where am I, when you get to the tents of Mina,

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but by the end of it, you wish you'd done it so many times. So

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there's so many cases like this, where you find numerous benefits,

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through difficulties. That's the nature of the world. And then

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there's also other cases, where you find many difficulties where

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you thought something was going to be beneficial for you. You

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actually need your there's so many people who got married to someone

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superficially, thinking that one particular characteristic they had

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was the most amazing characteristic that they were

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going for. They're blinded by everything else and got married

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and then spent the next 510 years in misery. They can't stay in and

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they can't get out. Subhan Allah, sometimes they can't get out and

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they can't even stay in. Allah prevent us, Allah protect us. So

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many times, benefits and gifts are hidden within difficulties within

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challenges within calamities so much, so many times that has

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happened. And sometimes there are so many challenges that are hidden

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within what is perceived to be a benefit or a gift or something

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that you really enjoy. Sometimes, we have benefited at the hands of

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our own enemies. They were doing something out of aggression, but

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it turned out good for us.

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Sometimes, we've also been harmed by

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Our best people, by our own family members by our most beloved,

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sometimes out of their foolishness, sometimes out of

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something else, they say that half of the misery of the world can be

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avoided, if you just don't put your hope in the wrong people.

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And the other half can be avoided, if you don't have doubt and

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suspicion about good people.

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That's where most problems come from. But I think you know, I

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think for most people, or many people, you do have to have some

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of this to be able to learn the wisdom of getting it right. When a

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person has understood both of these things, and they avoid being

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suspicious of the right people, and they avoid trusting the wrong

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people. Then they've got wisdom. May Allah subhanaw taala, grant us

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wisdom. So anyway, then he says,

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yes, we've been hurt many times at the hands of our own beloved ones.

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And sometimes a lot of goodness and happiness enjoys come from

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where we thought there was going to be harm. And sometimes a lot of

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harm comes from where we thought was going to be a very joyous

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occasion. That's why a few examples now right? I will pass on

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a show that he Rahimullah Radi Allahu on he says in his his This

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is a dua of his. It says hola Houma in Argentina, I mean,

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definitely Dorian and fusina mean Hi Hola. Bhima natum for K for la

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noche Is 130 coming Hey through learn that lm v merlon anam.

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O Allah, we are we are unable we are incapable of repelling any

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harm from ourselves from where we don't expect it to come. Where we

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don't expect harm to come. We don't have the ability to repel

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that harm with what we already know. So using what we already

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know, the knowledge, the experience, what we have, we

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cannot even repel. Using that the harm from places that we don't

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expect it. So then how are we going to then we are then

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definitely incapable of doing the of repelling harm that we don't

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know, with what we don't know, either. Right? Because if we can't

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do it with what we know the bit of awareness we have, then how are we

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going to use what we don't know because we don't know it. It's

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quite a complicated to ah, but very profound. That's why the most

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important thing is ask Allah subhanaw taala for understanding,

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oh, Allah, just let me understand affairs. Let me see what the good

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is in and what the bad isn't. Let me not be deceived by the outer

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form. Let me not be deceived by misunderstanding, misconception

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mis attribution, misrepresentation, let me not be

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confused by that. The people with the greatest clarity that

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generally succeed are those people who have clarity, who don't

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generally get bowled off their feet, by something that seems like

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something else. Allah has given them insight, they have a lot of

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experience, either worldly experience or divine insight, or

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both. If Allah can open that up for us, then in sha Allah, the

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first marriage proposal that you make will be the right one. The

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first person you get married to in sha Allah will be the right one.

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The first business that you do in sha Allah, it should be the right

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one.

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You may still have some setbacks in some cases.

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But it works. Life helps in that sense, Allah, this Tofik is really

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important. So whenever Allah subhanaw taala, or people of iman,

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remember, this is only for people of iman who have consciousness,

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you have to have that belief, when Allah subhanaw taala will open up

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the door of comprehension for you regarding why he prevents certain

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things from you, then you will know the good and bad and things

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and you will be able to perceive that insha Allah and you will have

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better insight. And now, when he does prevent something from you,

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you've tried your best but you didn't get it.

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Then you will realize that that is the bounty that is God's gift that

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He's prevented it from me, that is the best thing that can happen

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from me.

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There's so many people who used to do a certain job, and they were

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very happy in their job. And then they lost that job. And they felt

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extremely sad, right because they knew nothing else. They've been

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doing a job for years. He was giving them a certain amount. And

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it had a bit of difficulty but they were willing to undertake

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that because they had not much else to go by. They didn't really

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care about anything else. And then one day they lose their job.

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When they lose their job. Now they've become unstable. They've

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been destabilized what they knew the routine they knew for five

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years, 10 years 15 years has been spoiled. They think the whole

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world is caving down upon them What sin have I committed? What

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wrong have I done? Why am I now so despicable in the sight of Allah,

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but they make an effort. They start praying to Allah subhanho wa

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Taala and then they come up with a better job. It probably pays them

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more it is more convenient. It is more easy. It is better

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for their heart, it is better for everything. But they would never

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have done that new job.

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Had they not been fired from the first job or lost that first job.

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Somebody recently, they had a property that they were renting

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out a commercial property. And one part of it, it started leaking.

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And then they brought the people in, and the engineers whatever in

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and they said, This is very dangerous, this could cave in, you

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need to knock this whole thing down, and you need to rebuild it,

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it's going to cost a few 1000 to rebuild, but it's just going to be

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a small place. Now, somebody then gave them the idea that why don't

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you take it down, you're gonna have to spend a few 1000 Anyway,

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spend a bit more and extend it and make it into something that you

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can rent out for more money. And within a year, you will be able to

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remake the money that you spend in making this up.

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So they thought, that's a good idea, I'm going to spend that much

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I'll spend maybe double or triple the amount, but I should be able

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to make that up and I can then rent it out. Now they're thinking

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to themselves that we would never have done this, we would have kept

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it the way it is and just got the small amount carried on. Now this

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difficulty came upon them, they felt really, really bad. Right?

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This was a challenge, because you have to put all of your energy and

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do something but something insha Allah betta came out of it. It

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happens like this, a lot of the time, as long as you're positive

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in the way you think, how can you turn a bad thing into a good

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thing? How can you turn a setback into a greater opportunity. And

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you know, this is not just the spiritual aspects, the spiritual,

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it just helps you to manage it, and increase your love of Allah

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subhanaw taala. But it's a it's something that successful people

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end up doing all the time. If you look at a lot of success stories,

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they actually say that we would never have done this. Initially,

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what we've embarked on doing this project, this company, whatever,

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it actually came out of a lot of chaos, I lost my job. So then I

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decided that and there's been lots of companies that have started up

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where they used to work for somebody, they lost their jobs and

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decided to do it on their own and mashallah they became bigger than

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the others.

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A lot of success stories are actually like that. But from a

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spiritual perspective is what we get is managing the hurt, the

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setback, the deprivation, and realizing that no, this, there's

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something good in it. So you don't feel sad, you don't feel sad that

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chaos in your mind doesn't happen. Chaos in the world happens. But in

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your mind, you're quite content, you're going to have to make an

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effort, but you're quite content, you don't freak out. And that's

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very, very, very important.

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For example, let's let's look at this, right, a simple example,

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you've got a child, mashallah we have some children here, they've

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seen some really good foods. Now, this insha, Allah is never going

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to happen to our children, you know, not at this level, a child

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sees some food they're going through and they see some food, or

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some sweets, or something like that. And it's poisoned. Now, I

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said, I doubt we're ever gonna come across this kind of an

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example Insha Allah, but hypothetical example. There's some

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pipe pies in India, it's very harmful for you. Right, but it

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looks beautiful. It looks really nice. And you show children ice

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cream, or you show them sweets, and they just candy and they want

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to go for them. Now, the father knows what's the problem in there.

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The father knows what's in there. Right?

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So every time the child is trying to grab the foods, his father is

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moving his hand away the child and starts to cry, why don't you let

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me have that I want that. I want that. I want that. Because he

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doesn't know. That's why if he had tasted it once, and he made him

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sick, he'll know. But he doesn't know this time because he's not

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experienced it before. And now for the child really wants it. So he's

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got a tantrum, he's throwing tantrums, and the father has to

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now use a bit of force to keep him away. Because he's got knowledge,

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he knows this is harmful.

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Now, obviously, if the child figured it out himself, and knew

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that he wouldn't have even touched it, he would not have even

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extended his hand. He would know why his father is he hates his

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father right now, why don't you allow him to have this?

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Right. But when he finds out what the problem was, then he's going

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to thank his father.

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Why his father and he's going to know that his father was actually

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very compassionate and loving him and his his love for him, that has

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stopped him from doing this.

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It's just the same thing that sometimes your father would have

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told you don't be friends with that person. Don't go down there.

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Don't stay out after school and go around the corners and the back of

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flats or were in the park or whatever, right? Because they've

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been through it. They know what it is. They know what poison looks

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there. They know what harm is available in those places, but you

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don't know. And this happens all the time. These are just examples.

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We know this so on a grand scale is the same thing between us and

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Allah subhana wa Tada. I remember I said once with my daughter who

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was probably about 1112 or 13 at the time, 12 No, maybe she was

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about eight

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15 1516 At the time, and she's telling her younger brother off,

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right? And I could tell the frustration in her voice and her

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attitude, why don't you understand you don't do this, you don't do it

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like this is like this. Right? And I could tell the frustration. So I

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told her, I said, you know, when I was telling you the other day,

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about something, and you just weren't getting an I was getting

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praise the same thing, you know, now better. That's why you're

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telling your younger brother who's 910 years old, five, six years

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younger than your seven years younger than you, whatever it is,

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right? And you're getting frustrated, he doesn't know. But

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you know, more. That's why you know why he shouldn't be doing it.

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It's the same kind of attitude.

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So hopefully, that was of some benefit. You know, hopefully that

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was of some benefit. But these are simple examples like this. There's

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another example. Let's just say that a person he

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I don't know they say they do this in some restaurants when they

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don't like you or some hotel some some takeaways they do this when

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they don't like you, he he makes some food some really looks really

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nice, looks really nice. But he's put his spit in there and, and was

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a gross a bit of a gross example, he puts his spit in there and his

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nose, would you call it mucus and, and other dirty just doesn't wash

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the knives or the spoons or whatever. And then he brings it to

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you looking in a really nice way. I mean, you probably won't even

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know unless he tells you afterwards. But he's just maybe he

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doesn't like you because you didn't, you said something bad to

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them. Right? Or whatever. So and when he that's why I don't ever

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mess around with the waiter. Some people really mess around with

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waiters, I'm quite scared to be honest. You know what they're

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going to put in your food. Right? Hopefully, that doesn't happen.

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But I'm sure it can happen.

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So anybody who's seen him do that, another waiter, another cook, or

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whatever, he will obviously know that.

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But anybody who has not seen that it looks like wonderful food. It's

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their sizzling on the coals, or, you know, in the plate or whatever

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they give it to you. Now, if you knew what was in there, you

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wouldn't touch it. You'd be absolutely disgusted, even though

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it looks so good, and you're very hungry, and you've been waiting

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for 45 minutes for your meal. Right? You wouldn't want it. In

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fact, you're so hungry, the guy's bought the food. You had a bit of

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altercation with him before he's bought the food, or somebody else

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comes. And he tells you and aside, like, be careful about the food.

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Your hunger, and everything is so much like man, what are you

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talking about? Look at the food, it looks so nice, you probably

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won't even you will be suspicious about them. You wouldn't even want

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to listen to them. Why? Because you don't know. You can't

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comprehend it. You just don't understand what's happening.

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Likewise, ourselves, the human being the slaves of Allah, we go

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off the things of this world, we want to grab them, we want to

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consume them, whether that be positions, whether that be

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objects, whether that be good, or anything else in, which is

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actually harm for us. It's lurking inside, we don't realize, and

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Allah subhanaw Does it look, you can't have it, just trust me on

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it. You can't have it out of mercy for you out of compassion for you,

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out of concern for you.

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So if a person can start understanding this, that there

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must be something in here why I'm not getting it. There must be some

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here,

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you will believe me have a lot more time to look for something

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better. The calls we get sometimes people because they couldn't get

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married to somebody now they are trying to literally micro analyze

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why it went wrong. And beating themselves up about it. Analysis

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is good so that we don't make the same kind of mistakes in the

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future. But to be then wrecked by that is an absolute foolishness.

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It's gone, it's finished. Let's move on.

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So a person needs to understand from Allah. And when he does that,

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then he will just resign his affairs to Allah subhanaw taala

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and Allah subhanho wa Taala he will never essentially be

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suspicious of Allah, He will never be doubtful about Allah subhanaw

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taala about his decisions. And if he doesn't understand this from

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Allah subhanho wa Taala then he's just concerned grief, worry,

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anxiety, depression, and so on and so forth. In fact, sometimes a

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person will even get angry. Person gets angry sometimes why didn't I

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get this I tried my best man. Allah is probably not on my side.

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Or maybe Allah doesn't exist or he's passive. He's worried about

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somebody else. But then later on when he actually comes out to be

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better for you.

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Then you realize the goodness and then a person makes Stober.

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But then it's too late. A lot of the time, this is what happens.

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You freak out in the beginning, you try everything and then you

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can't do anything about it doesn't budge.

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Right? Then nothing happens. Let's just say that.

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You got an Amazon account, and something went wrong and they shut

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down your account and you're emailing them and you're messaging

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them and nothing happens. You're really angry and freaked out.

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Eventually when nothing happens, and you can't do anything and no

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other avenues are available to you. Then you'd like

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Okay, I'll just leave it to Allah now. That's fine, you can still

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leave it to Allah. But you know what you've missed. What we've

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missed them is the position of summer, we've lost all the reward

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for summer. This is no longer summer anymore. This is

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helplessness you can't do anything to that. Okay? That's am I going

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to do summer was in the sun in the submittal ruler in the sub row in

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the submittal ruler, patience is right at the beginning in the

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first stage, that can't happen unless we train ourselves for it.

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And we can't train ourselves. We don't understand Allah and the way

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he works. That's why we're discussing this, this will give

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you more support. So the next time you happen to be like, it might

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take or you might freak out in the beginning, and then you will

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realize quicker than then sooner than later. That No, no, no, let

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me take it easy. It's not worth it. Me take it easy. It's not

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worth it. Nothing's going to change if I free cards.

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So you miss the reward of the patients if you don't do it right

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from the beginning. There's a story he said about this guy who

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used to live in

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the olden days, in earlier days, maybe even someplace in the world,

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you could still have this right? Is he used to live in the

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outskirts of the city. There wasn't any light at nighttime, you

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had to have your own lamps and things. And he was of the RF when

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he was a person mashallah had the awareness of Allah he was a

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righteous, very righteous person. And what happened on this single

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day is that three of his assets all disappeared. So his donkey

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that he used to do work on that date, his dog died. Now where did

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he have a dog for guiding purposes? Not as a pet, but for

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guiding purposes because out there, dogs useful in the sense

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that they your alarm system. Okay, so the dog died.

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And also his

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cockerel died as well that used to wake him up for failure, right

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that they have in their homes.

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So his family comes to him. And sort of the first it's the, it's

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the donkey that died. So his family came is our our donkey has

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died. He said, very good.

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I mean, it's very difficult to say that at first, you're probably

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freak out. And then you think, Oh, you must be some good in it. But

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no, he's right from the beginning. hamdulillah is fine. Right from

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the beginning. It's fine. That's what he said. May Allah allow us

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to be so quick in this as well. Immediate. Then after that, they

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kind of said, well, your the dogs died as well. Now. He said, That's

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good as well. Hamdulillah. That's good. Then they came short while

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later and now the cockroach died. So that's also good. And now is

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the people around him, they're getting quite angry, like, what's

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wrong with you? Always is good. Three of our assets have died. And

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you're saying it's all good? Are you hiding fee hada? What kind of

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goodness is in there?

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So he got very angry.

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And he's like, all of our assets are gone. And we're still looking

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at this, we're still thinking that there's nothing wrong with this.

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Now what happened is, those are the times when people came in,

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robbed the village and so on. So at nighttime, there was this

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attack on the village. And essentially, every single house

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there was robbed. And all the assets were taken, all the better

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assets were taken.

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And this person's house was not robbed. Why wasn't it robbed? It

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was dark, the only way they can tell where somebody is living,

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where there's a inhabitation where there's a house is by the sound of

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the donkey's brain, and the

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and the sound of the cockerel, and also the sound of

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the dog because he had none of these animals. He was the only one

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who was saved from everything else. So they decided they figured

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out the next day, that that was the benefit and that's what now

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did it die for that reason? Yes, from Allah's perspective, right.

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But his response just made it better for them.

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The way he reacted, just made it better for them. This is the way

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only function in this world they have difficulties as well his

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animals died, they have they have issues, but they just deal with it

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better than the rest of us. So may Allah subhanho wa Taala make us of

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his friends, because they just have a better they have a better

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recognition of who Allah subhanaw taala is.

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May Allah subhanho wa Taala grant us a good amount of this. That's

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why the famous ascetic and famous Sufi Shibli he said, a Sofia at

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forlorn V Hagey. Real happy to Allah. The Sufis, once you

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consider that you want to be on the path and want to be a

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spiritual person. You are then you then become like a child in the

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lap of Allah. Allah doesn't have a lap but it's like you become a

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child in the lap of Allah that he What do you do with children your

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lap you look after that.

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But first we need to give ourselves up to Allah to be like a

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child. And when worse

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Stem children to be honest, meaning we are more helpless than

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children. And we need Allah subhanaw taala more than a child

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leaves their father and mother.

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So that's what we need to give up. That's what you call submission.

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And he says what he says is really correct. And they should just be

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calm in whatever they

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with the mind of an adult to understand that whatever our

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parents tell us is the right thing. Right? Children don't think

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that but but adults do. So we're like children, but with the mind

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of adults. Right? Whatever happens, Allah subhanaw taala

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knows best. Because Allah subhanaw taala is going to look after them,

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he's going to protect them, he's going to preserve them, he's going

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to plan for them for the future and things that we will not know.

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And he will give us that which is to our best benefit and our

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welfare. And they should not give themselves up to anybody but Allah

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subhanaw taala it's not easy, but inshallah with all of this that

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we've been discussing, it gives us some understanding, the next time

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a difficulty arises, we hope to be more in control earlier, the and

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sooner than later, and inshallah one day we will always be in

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control. So nothing will upset us in the way that it upsets us now,

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and we'll deal with it Insha Allah, this is what now Sheikh

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Abdullah can go he concludes with in the explanation of this

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aphorism, he says, perfect intelligence and true

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comprehension are only bestowed on the ID theme on those who have a

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relationship with Allah and become aware of Allah subhanho wa taala.

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Others are deprived, deprived of this treasure. This treasure

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constitutes the fortune of this world in the next. It's the way of

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this life.

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The Sheikh comments he says, Oh traveler, if Allah Most High has

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withheld a worldly or religious favor from you, your heart should

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be devoid of regret.

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Your heart should be devoid of regret. In such a state, you will

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have intelligently understood that your state of deprivation is the

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very product of the Divine Wisdom and the mercy. Therefore you must

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remain as pleased with Allah, as you would have been, if the favor

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had been best, if the favor had been bestowed upon you, then your

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deprivation is in fact, Allah's gift to you. This deprivation is

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the gift of Allah to you. And it would be incorrect to think of it

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as a deprivation, this intelligence and state of

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contentment are far superior to the matter that was withheld from

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you.

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This is a high commodity to be able to understand it this way.

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It's a very high commodity. It's a huge blessing. May Allah subhanho

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wa Taala grant His blessing whilst he read that Werner hamdu Lillahi

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Rabbil Alameen Allahumma InterSolar morning because the

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baraka there generally when he Quran Allah who may or hate you

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Yeah, after you own metric and study the low and urine, La ilaha

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illa. And so the Chanukah in Quran you know Wally mean Allahumma

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salli wa salam ala Sayidina Muhammad wa ala Lisa, you don't

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know how many nwaba request Salim Yama, Idina Judy, well Karim Karim

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occur Amin Hieronymous booty nya Hi Ron Martine. Well generally

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when a cron Allahumma fildena or ham now if you know what zakenna

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Allah Medina or have you been our agenda with the illuminated

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Allahumma philleo Medusa yogena Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa

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sallam Allahumma Ophelia Massimino almost imagine what we need almost

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minute are here even humble and what Yet Allah have mercy upon us.

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Yeah Allah have mercy upon us, grant us insight grant us from

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Your benevolence. grant us from Your generosity of Allah grant us

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your mercy, Grant us your forgiveness of Allah. Oh Allah

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forgive us all. Forgive us for everything wrong. We have done all

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of our shortcomings all of our problems, all of our sins, all of

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our excesses of Allah, we ask You for complete purity and this gear

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and purification of Allah, Allah, Allah, especially those things

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that bring darkness into our life that are taking the contentment

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away from us that is taking the tranquility away from us that is

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taking away the light from our lives, the light from our hearts

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and bring emptiness into us. Us that is destroying relationships

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of Allah we ask that You grant us mercy grant us light grant has

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blessings grant us warmth. Grant us congeniality grant has

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familiarity and comfort and grant us tranquility of Allah removed

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this pandemic from us. Oh Allah, allow us to take the benefit of

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this, that we should have that will Allah we ask that you make

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your obedience belongs to us and your disobedience, hate it to us.

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And Allah we ask that You grant us better days in the days to come

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and you make the rest of our life better than the previous part of

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our

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on life, and you make our life progressively better. With the

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last part of our life being the best of our life of Allah. Remove

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the difficulties from in front of us, allow us to understand your

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workings. Oh Allah, Oh Allah allow us to understand the way you do

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things and your wisdom in things so that we can find it easy. It's

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easiest to submit to you and Allah allow us to be submitting to you

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of Allah We call ourselves Muslims make us true Muslims and true

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submitters, in every sense, grant us contentment with your decree.

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And oh Allah make

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we ask for you for RFP and well being in everything that we have,

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and do not allow us to use what we have and what you've bestowed us

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with. Do not allow us to use it for the wrong reason to transgress

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against you. Oh Allah protect us and our children, protect us our

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our parents protect the entire Muslim Ummah. And, oh Allah bring

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back humanity to the Right Path of Allah allow us to be of service to

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the faith service to others. And oh Allah remove selfishness,

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hatred, excessive anger, excessive desire from our hearts and

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transplant them with good with the good characteristics of Allah

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bless this masjid, the people of this masjid and all those who make

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this a reality and Allah bless all of those who are listening Our

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Allah bless all of those who are listening and grant them blessing

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in their life and make this Ramadan that is around the corner

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better for us than any Ramadan before it Subhana probably

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carabiner is if you am IOC Hoon wa salam and mursaleen Al Hamdulillah

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