Abdur Rahman ibn Yusuf Mangera – Important Questions on Purification of the Heart and Tasawwuf

Abdur Rahman ibn Yusuf Mangera
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The speaker is calling on the customer to find their faith in Allah and to be more obedient to them. They also ask for help in finding the source of knowledge and in understanding their hearts, emphasizing the importance of their state and asking for blessings from their god. The speaker also touches on the importance of their god and their desire to send their blessings to the source of knowledge and understanding.

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			All right, what practical advice
would you give to students to
		
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			control their knifes ie not
overreaching? I'm still trying,
		
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			personally, I'm still trying to
find the most effective way to do
		
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			that myself. So
		
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			I don't know how helpful I can be
in that one. But I think the thing
		
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			that we can do is
		
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			stop grazing.
		
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			What that means is, the biggest
problem for eating is that if you
		
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			just eat at lunchtime and supper
time and breakfast, and eat
		
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			healthily at that time, then you
don't have to then snack in
		
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			between and keep grazing grazing
is the worst you can do. I was in
		
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			a cheese factory recently, to see
how they make cheese and
		
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			something. And subhanAllah. What
they had was
		
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			they had a, the measurement of how
much a human eats in a day and how
		
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			much a cow choose in a day. And it
was quite
		
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			a big difference, like maybe 50
times as much as quite a
		
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			difference. But humans are now
grazing because we have things
		
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			available. In the olden days you
had, you know, the food, there
		
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			were no snacks, there were no
processed foods. There was no
		
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			packet, you know, crisps and
chocolates and snack bars. And all
		
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			of this, this is all in the last
7080 years that this has come
		
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			about before you had to go into a
cold kitchen and try to like
		
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			rustle up something. You know,
Jenna, that's what you ate. That's
		
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			why when you go to India, now
things are different. But I
		
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			remember when I first was studying
the, in the trains, the things
		
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			that would be on offer would be
tea, and Jenna, which is
		
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			chickpeas, right roasted in the I
mean, not bananas, not Gargiulo,
		
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			not Vista, because those things
are considered more expensive. But
		
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			nowadays, it's so easy. So I would
avoid if you got a problem, I
		
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			would avoid buying buying snacks,
just try to keep it to healthy
		
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			foods, avoid snacks, and just
avoid having them around because
		
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			having their own, it's just like
you want to go and have some you
		
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			keep opening the fridge somebody
goes and keeps opening the fridge
		
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			and looking for something. Right.
So that's what you call grazing,
		
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			we need to stop being like cows
like that.
		
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			An issue that I find with myself
and many other sisters is that we
		
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			did better with a shake. at a
younger age mother's however, he
		
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			is an inaccessible. What should a
person do in this case, there is
		
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			also a language barrier. In that
case, if you've noticed that after
		
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			many, many years, you just haven't
had any benefit, or you don't
		
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			expect to have any benefits, then
try to find somebody connected to
		
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			the same Sheikh who does have you
know who you can have access to,
		
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			and who does speak the same
language. He is. And then again,
		
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			online, there's a lot of
possibility today as well. Because
		
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			sometimes you've got somebody
locally, but you may just not, you
		
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			know, you may not be on the same
wavelength, you just might want
		
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			somebody else you just may have
affinity. And someone a time when
		
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			you say is that you have to
affinity with the person,
		
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			which means Congeniality, there
has to be some level of that.
		
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			Otherwise, you force yourself into
a situation which is not
		
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			appropriate, then it gets, it gets
really complicated. You're not
		
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			really benefiting, you're forcing
yourself and that's not what you
		
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			want. So generally what people you
know, they they go to people who
		
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			are maybe on the same intellectual
level, or maybe same cultural
		
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			level, same language. These are
various different ways that these
		
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			disinhibition make some mistakes
or as well if you can, but don't
		
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			delay. If you think you need help,
don't delay in doing it, that the
		
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			self is not necessary. It's not
obligatory, like it's not a fault.
		
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			But it is extremely useful. And
it's extremely beneficial. And
		
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			especially if you've been trying
for a long time, and you haven't
		
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			got anywhere with it, then, like I
was in one place.
		
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			And this person comes up to me
after the ban.
		
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			He's from another country. And he
goes, I need to speak to you and
		
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			you speak to you. I said, Okay,
fine. He had so much urgency. And
		
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			I was really tired. I'd done I
think had just been this the third
		
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			lecture than two days and we were
going to eat and he goes he said,
		
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			Okay, fine. This guy seems urgent.
And he goes on to debate right
		
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			now. So anyway, what happened? He
says I've been I've just been
		
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			trying to get by without it.
Essentially, I've been trying to
		
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			succeed without it. And I always
fail. I've got problems, I've got
		
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			problems, I've got issues.
		
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			Finally, you know, he mashallah
sends me an email saying that
		
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			Hamdulillah I finally extracted
myself from Facebook. And now
		
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			because that was one of his big
fitness, one of his big problems.
		
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			So, yeah, which shakes are
currently easy, I've answered that
		
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			which currently easy accessible
speaks English for girls who seek
		
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			to do beta. Please clarify what
beta entails, what they are
		
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			entails, it depends. Different
Sheoak will tell you to
		
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			do different things. Right? What
we generally say is you do six
		
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			things very easy. You do 100 So
far in the morning and and in the
		
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			evening, and especially one a
stockfeed Allah Robbie will call
		
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			them we want to be a sunnah of
Rasulullah sallallahu Sallam to do
		
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			that. So you do a six day stick
for a day. Number two, sorry, you
		
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			do 100 istikhara pneumonia and it
takes a few minutes when you try
		
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			to do it some concentration.
Number two, you do
		
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			solo out on the Prophet sallallahu
Sallam Allahumma salli ala
		
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			Sayyidina Muhammad Wilder early
say that Muhammad wa barik
		
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			wasallam which which which means
which is a special Durood Sharif
		
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			salata, neurons, Allah sent me to
the 100 times in the morning 100
		
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			times in the evening. Number
three, you read some Quran
		
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			the days that you can read Quran
for the women, the days that you
		
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			can you read some Quran, for sure.
Now in this, what I would say is
		
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			that you read at least whatever is
easy for you to read every day, I
		
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			don't want you reading one
subpoena a day one just a day. And
		
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			then the next day, you can't do
that, or you don't have the time,
		
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			read what is practically possible
and then build up on that. Because
		
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			that which is regular, a bit but
regular is better than that, which
		
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			you do. And then you don't have
any state karma. We want to we
		
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			want to life of St karma. And we
want to build on that life of St
		
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			karma. So there's no point doing
lots today or tomorrow because
		
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			somebody has, that somebody has,
you know, it's inspired you and
		
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			then after two, three days, you
mess up again, that's not the
		
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			point. The point is that you do a
bit. So for example, a friend that
		
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			I know, somebody came to him the
system he's sending, you must do
		
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			this much Quran he says I can't do
I can't read Quran I can't read
		
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			any Quran at all. I got no time
whatsoever. I'm so busy.
		
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			Finally, after a lot of puzzles,
she said, Okay, I'll read one at a
		
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			day. He says fine, read one today.
		
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			One is fine.
		
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			The whole act of taking a Quran
down, opening it and reading one
		
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			Iots that's a big thing.
		
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			It is a big thing. It's a big
accomplishment for many of us,
		
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			because many of us don't even
touch the Quran.
		
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			Right? So what I would suggest is
you read Quran at least one page,
		
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			two pages, Koteswara whatever it
is, but regularly,
		
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			and you open the Quran, and you
read that. So that's the third
		
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			thing. Number four, is what we
mentioned before Volkoff Calbee
		
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			work of Kobe, which means to just
constantly attentive to Allah
		
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			subhanaw taala. Just constantly,
Allah, you know, with everything,
		
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			you just, it's like you're
cooking. But if you have to look
		
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			after a small child at the same
time, you're one year is going to
		
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			be on that, isn't it. So you're
cooking, you have to focus
		
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			otherwise, you'll burn the food
and put too much salt in it or
		
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			less masala, whatever. But at the
same time you're multitasking, in
		
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			essence, you're listening out, can
I still hear him is he still
		
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			there, you know, little nephew,
whoever you're looking after. So
		
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			it's like attention to Allah
subhanaw taala, that has to be
		
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			learned, you're not going to get
that straightaway. But that's our
		
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			life. That's the whole purpose of
this is to use a lot of money,
		
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			they say, you know, we can't do
that. I know you can't do that.
		
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			It's not easy. It's something that
has to be learned try for an hour.
		
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			And then you'll see eventually.
		
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			Number five, this is the most
powerful of all of them. It is the
		
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			one that enriches the rest.
Because you can do all of the
		
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			others get reward for it, but not
get closeness to Allah. This fifth
		
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			one is the Morocco.
		
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			Now the good thing about Morocco
is that you don't have to be you
		
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			could be anywhere and do it
because it's all inside. You don't
		
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			need to be in a room and you don't
have to like say you could be in a
		
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			waiting room, you could be on a
bus, you could be wherever, and
		
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			you just will if we got time we'll
do some rocker by the end just to
		
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			get it give you an idea of what it
is. Essentially, the idea is that
		
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			you sit down, lower your lower
your lower your head, close your
		
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			eyes, and just talk to the empty
your mind from everything of the
		
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			dunya lower, empty your mind
everything of the dunya. And just
		
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			imagine that the Mercy of Allah is
descending on your heart. So
		
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			that's on the left hand side under
your chest, the Mercy of Allah is
		
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			descending on your heart. And
Allah subhanaw taala says, I am
		
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			with my servant as he thinks of
me, Mercy is around everywhere we
		
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			just wait, we're just tapping into
it Wi Fi, we just need a password
		
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			here. You don't need password, you
just need to focus and you get
		
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			access and there's never been with
problems. Right? There's never too
		
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			many people on you know, take it,
you know, using it. It's just
		
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			there's a lot of it available. And
the more you want to take, the
		
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			more you take. So you just sit
there and you just imagine that
		
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			the Mercy of Allah is descending
on your heart. And then your heart
		
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			begins to say, and it's taking
away the dirt and the evil and the
		
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			wrong and the sins and so on. And
then your heart begins to say
		
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			Hola. Hola. Hola. And that's what
you're looking to do. And you just
		
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			sit there five minutes just doing
Hola Hola. Hola. Now, eventually
		
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			shaytan is going to come and
distract you and that you don't
		
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			give up. Remember the
concentration has to be learned.
		
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			Sincerity has to be learned. You
just keep doing it and keep coming
		
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			back to it and trying to
concentrate and doing better the
		
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			next time. That's the fifth thing.
		
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			So you've got a stick for Salawat
delusory. Number three, Quran
		
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			number four workqueue Calbee. Just
general concentration and Allah.
		
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			Number five is the maraca
meditation. And number six is the
		
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			keeping constant relation,
constant communication with your
		
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			shake, call rabita to shake, which
means that you keep appraising
		
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			them on what's going on. So every
two, three weeks, you send them an
		
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			email or if you're on telephone or
whatever way that you're
		
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			communicating you, you generally
tell them that you know this, and
		
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			if you haven't done anything, two
weeks, I did it one week, I
		
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			couldn't do it. I just couldn't do
it this week, no problem, say what
		
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			it is. But the whole purpose of it
is that when you hear something
		
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			from a shame, no, you must do you
must do it, it makes a difference.
		
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			It makes a difference. Now
generally the fifth everything
		
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			else will remain the same. But the
fifth one there'll be progress in
		
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			that they'll move on to different
sounds. So you will focus on
		
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			different lotta if they call it
you'll focus on different parts of
		
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			the body.
		
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			The Kolata if it basically these
are this is the 35 Subak system
		
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			that you move on to which is being
developed with Majid Al Thani
		
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			Rahmatullah the Sheikh Ahmed said
Hindi anyway, so that's, that's
		
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			some idea of what some beta
entails, and generally avoiding
		
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			Herranz trying to fulfill as many
obligations and obviously it
		
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			starts with a Tober. The beta is
just the Toba. That's it. Right?
		
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			The beta is just the Toba. It's
just and then you might say, Well,
		
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			we do Toba all the time, then
what's the point of beta with a
		
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			shake?
		
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			And I'll tell you what that is.
		
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			You know, like in Hadith, you have
a transmission. Somebody's
		
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			mentioning a hadith just like
that. Another person mentioning it
		
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			who has a transmission up to the
Prophet sallallahu Sallam who has
		
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			a chain and it's not. i And you
and I can make Toba just like
		
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			that. But if we make Toba at the
hands of a Sheikh, he has done it
		
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			with his Sheikh. He's done it with
his Sheikh until it Abu Bakr Radi
		
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			Allahu Anhu from Rasulullah
sallallahu sallam, you will get
		
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			the baraka of that Silsila of that
chain that goes back to Rasulullah
		
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			sallallahu sallam said they will
be more powerful because you're
		
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			following the Sunnah the professor
Lawson took the beta on October.
		
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			And that's essentially what this
debate is. That's essentially what
		
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			a beta is, I won't do this I
wonder is I wonder is I make Toba
		
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			and so on so forth.
		
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			So you will get the baraka of that
doba and that doba inshallah will
		
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			be more before benefiting of for
you. And as opposed to just
		
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			personal dua that you do. That's
it. That's, that's what you do
		
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			that for.
		
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			And then, of course, they expect
you to sit in Majelis. But if you
		
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			can have access to the modality
then you can listen to if they do
		
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			recordings, then you listen to
their recordings of those
		
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			modalities. And essentially any
other Dini things comes some
		
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			shakes, they like you, they like
you to tell them about everything
		
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			that happens in your life. And
some are a bit more casual, that
		
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			you know, they don't want to know
everything that you do. Just tell
		
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			us anything that's gonna relate to
your spirituality. Do you
		
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			understand anything that's gonna
relate to your decision about
		
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			spirituality, that's what you want
to know about. So different sheiks
		
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			act in different ways. And some,
some have more time, some have
		
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			less time,
		
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			and so on and so forth. What is
the difference between
		
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			purification of the heart and the
soul, it's the same thing. It's
		
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			just interchangeable words that
are used.
		
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			The same thing, the soul and the
heart, you really what we are
		
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			purifying is the soul. But we're
verifying the heart as well as
		
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			soul and how to two different
entities that work in tandem. The
		
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			soul is what gives us life. And
the spiritual hearts.
		
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			This is we'll we'll have to spend
a lot of time so I won't go into
		
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			that. But essentially the soul the
heart is always there. But it
		
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			becomes corrupt because of the
soul. The soul if it becomes
		
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			adulterated and polluted and we
allow ourselves to fall for the
		
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			shaytaan, then the soul becomes
what they call a Mara Bisou.
		
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			The evil inciting self, when we
get a grip on the evil inciting
		
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			self, most of us if we're
practicing people, and we're
		
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			trying to do our best, we
generally have what we call a
		
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			lawanna soul, which is the blame
blaming soul. So it's the one if
		
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			we feel bad when we're doing
something wrong, then that means
		
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			we've got a soul that is Illawarra
the problem with the lawanna soul
		
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			is that it doesn't have is the
karma but it's better than the
		
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			Amara, but sometimes we fall into
the amount of sometimes we in the
		
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			law world sometimes we want to do
something wrong sometimes we were
		
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			it's blaming us don't do it. Don't
do it. It's the internal good
		
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			voice we hear inside. When we
overcome that after this entire
		
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			journey to Allah subhanaw taala
then it becomes an absolute
		
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			nightmare in your enough's
ultimate in era je la robic
		
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			because if you look at this verse,
the only soul that is being told
		
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			to go back to Allah is enough
Sinatra in the
		
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			Not the nostril awam are not the
left nostril Amara. So we have to
		
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			work for the nostril Motema in,
otherwise chances to get into
		
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			paradise without having to be
purified in hellfire, the oblique.
		
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			That's why it's important to get
that. So that's some difference of
		
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			what the heart and the soul is.
But they're sometimes used
		
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			interchangeably in, like what
we're saying. Women generally
		
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			lacking opportunities when
attaining sorbet from a payer
		
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			shake etc. Bed is possible, but
communication is limited. can you
		
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			advise on this? This has been the
case in the past. And I think it's
		
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			because of our culture is very
restrictive. It's very difficult,
		
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			but she used to, you know, and now
things are a bit different and
		
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			that it's possible nowadays to do
that. And now some tricks and some
		
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			shoes, they're very particular,
they focused on women. There's one
		
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			Sheikh, who, mashallah, last year,
he there are at this is in
		
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			Pakistan, he has eight Is it 60 or
80, I can't let's just say 6060
		
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			female doctors that became
graduates of Dulcinea army, their
		
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			medical doctors, but they've just
finished the early Marcos. He gets
		
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			them all involved in that because
he knows that at the end of the
		
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			day, if you become yourself and
Alima Alima, you're sorted, you
		
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			won't bother to shake too much.
Because you've got your own
		
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			knowledge at the end of the day,
you can help others as well.
		
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			Right? So
		
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			there's a lot of focus assumption
focused on women more than others,
		
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			but I think it's very necessary
because women are out there now.
		
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			They're doing a lot of work, and I
think it needs to happen.
		
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			When something bad happens to you,
or if you're going through a bad
		
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			experience, how do you know if
it's a test, or a punishment? Very
		
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			difficult most of the time, unless
you've just done something wrong,
		
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			you should always think back what
have I done wrong? Make Tober you
		
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			should always make Toba always
make Toba because doba will, will
		
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			take away calamities anyway, I
count the anger of the Lord. But
		
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			otherwise, if you've done Toba and
you're still having calamities,
		
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			then understand that it's from
Allah, at the end of the day, it
		
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			doesn't make a difference, you
have to have sub anyway. And then
		
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			there's the higher level which is
of Radha delicado, which means to
		
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			be satisfied with how Allah wants
to keep us whether that's mercy
		
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			but or not, because Allah knows.
So we have to do is take for and
		
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			we make Toba and we just hope for
the best from Allah. But if we
		
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			have sinned, we should definitely
make us suffer anyway. So I think
		
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			we should do both.
		
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			Again, another question, how does
the female interact with the shave
		
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			what's not, there's obviously
interact female interaction with
		
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			shake, you have to be very
careful, because you're getting
		
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			really personal in that case,
because you're mentioning your
		
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			like, you know, your real personal
details in that case. And that's
		
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			why you have to have a very
suitable shake, because there's
		
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			has been abuse in this case. So if
you ever think there's any abuse,
		
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			because I've had people come to
me, and they say certain, certain
		
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			shake this, that and other
whatever. So there is I'm just
		
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			being open about it, there are
there are issues. If you ever
		
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			notice that, then you need to be
really careful. Obviously, don't
		
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			jump to conclusions for nothing.
Because shaytaan will want you to
		
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			there's a balance here. shaytaan
will want you to separate from
		
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			somebody who's benefiting you. So
they'll show you the wrong is
		
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			right to the right is wrong, do
you understand. But if you
		
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			definitely see something wrong,
you need to run a mile.
		
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			And as long as you're absolutely
sure that there's there's some
		
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			wrong play there. But otherwise,
you just keep the other. There's
		
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			nothing wrong with talking to a
man formally speaking for
		
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			educational reasons. So you just
keep it up. That's the main thing.
		
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			Other is important, important. And
you must also realize that your
		
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			main purpose is not the sheikh,
your main purpose is Allah
		
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			subhanaw taala, they are only a
means. So Allah is your ultimate
		
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			goal. And that should always be
kept in mind, or it will be kept
		
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			in mind.
		
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			That's why I have a very casual
relationship in the sense that,
		
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			you know, my thing is not like,
you must be on me everything and
		
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			you must, you know, because it's
too difficult. I mean, how much do
		
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			you want to know about people? How
much can you hold? Subhanallah
		
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			you've got a lot of things to do.
Just focus on the focus on the
		
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			right on the appropriate
information. And that's it.
		
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			Pious friends for females, how do
you recognize them, find them not
		
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			as easy. I mean, you learn the
good traits and bad traits. And
		
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			then you find those with good
traits.
		
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			Now, I would, I would talk about
having associates, but only making
		
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			close friends of those who are
really going to be beneficial to
		
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			you. You can have a lot of
associates, which means get along
		
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			with a lot of people that are of
benefit to you and you're learning
		
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			from them. But or you're learning
with them or you know, you're
		
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			having a good time with them. But
a close friend, you must choose
		
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			who is really on the proper right
path and they can benefit you or
		
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			you can benefit them because at
the end of the day, close
		
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			friendship requires you to
sometimes do things for them that
		
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			you may not want to do it now if
it's wrong. It's like then you
		
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			have to sell your deen for
somebody else's dunya
		
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			Subhan Allah, what it is, is that
if somebody wants to do something
		
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			wrong, and you're a follower type,
not a leadership type, as many,
		
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			most people are followers, that is
following somebody. Now they want
		
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			to do something wrong. And you're
following them because you have
		
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			to, you don't really want to but
you have to. What you've just done
		
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			is you've sold your dean akhira
for somebody else's dunya you've
		
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			done it for them for their dunya
and that is highly despicable. So
		
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			that's why only close friends
should be those you'd rather have
		
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			no friend than having a bad
friend, because a Julissa Sue is
		
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			very harmful. How does one find
the balance between worldly things
		
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			such as work education, marriage
and spirituality with Allah?
		
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			Imam Al Ghazali seems to have a
perfect spiritual devotion. Do we
		
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			know anything about his family
life? No, Imam Ghazali is a very
		
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			difficult person to follow in this
regard. He left everything for
		
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			about 11 years. And subhanAllah he
he's got a very tough regimen.
		
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			And that's why there's no there's
no gazillion schools there are,
		
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			you can say retentions of it that
like the Abdullah edaville had the
		
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			other week. Tarik in Yemen, they
look up a lot to the sheikh, and
		
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			they take a lot from him, but
obviously, it's been modified and
		
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			so on. That's all of tricks. They
always get modified. Like, for
		
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			example, a shadow literally,
you've heard of the shadow trees.
		
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			They are that's not that's not a
new trick. It's just
		
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			the Kadri tariqa Sheikh Abdul
Qadir jeelani, then down the down
		
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			the line, this shakable has an
usher that he he kind of revived,
		
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			or he re reformulated some of the
Afghan and so on. So now it's like
		
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			the shadow that he called that
Italica. The the shift is just go
		
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			all the way back to shave Moringa
and then Tuesday, and then even
		
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			before that, it they go up, but
it's just from the main person
		
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			that kind of formalizes. That's
why then within the tissues, you
		
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			have the tannery, then you have
the shakes the career that with
		
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			slight variations in and then you
have hockey master sub got slight
		
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			variations and induction these
you've got different ones as well.
		
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			So this is there's always a
revival going on.
		
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			How does one find a balance?
That's why what I mentioned
		
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			earlier, right, these six things
they're not too difficult to do.
		
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			We're not asking like, spend 10
hours doing something, we're
		
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			asking for something very simple,
that you know, that's what you do
		
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			you if you start that the way I
would say is that it's very
		
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			difficult if you're going to try
to find the ideal situation, just
		
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			do your best in getting enough
time. And what I found is that if
		
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			you give time to Allah subhanaw
taala, he will open your time up
		
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			for you.
		
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			I remember when I first moved to
America, I just the time was
		
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			flying. So I talked to one of my
teachers here Sufism, and he said,
		
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			do some thicker, because we do
thicker, you're doing it for Allah
		
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			subhanaw taala. If you give time
to Allah, Allah will open up time
		
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			for you.
		
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			We don't think like that. We think
very materialistic terms. 10
		
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			minutes, 20 minutes. But when it
comes to YouTube, we can spend
		
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			more time than that. So the thing
is to start and Jerry, the
		
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			mornings are the best time just
get up early off the budget and do
		
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			your Morocco or do your liquor, do
your whatever, and just do the
		
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			best you can?
		
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			Is there such a thing as bad luck?
		
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			There are things that happen.
There are bad things that happen
		
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			in the world. And if you want to
call a bad luck, you can. But you
		
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			must never think that somebody is
I learned something very recently.
		
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			There was a convert brother who
told me Well, he's not a con is a
		
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			convert, but he's been in Islam
for five, six years. He said,
		
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			initially, he did not know that
you have calamities, and they are
		
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			from Allah. He felt that any
calamity you have in this life is
		
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			God hates you. That's why it's
happening. So he's a believer in
		
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			God, anything wrong happens. God
hates you. That's why it's bad.
		
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			So it makes you it really
depresses you. That's what bliss
		
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			wants to do to you, it depresses
you. Then he realized that in
		
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			Islam, that's not the case.
calamities are from Allah. In
		
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			fact, the more pious you are, the
more calamities you will probably
		
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			get.
		
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			And subhanAllah we don't have the
time today. But really, a lot of
		
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			the calamities in our life are
because of the state of our heart.
		
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			Because of the darkness of our
heart because of the blackness of
		
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			our heart, because of the sins,
they call this evil to us. And you
		
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			start clearing that out, you will
find that you'll have much more
		
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			solace, much more comfort, much
more tranquility, and much more
		
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			reliance in Allah subhanaw taala
and that is the problem. There are
		
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			layers of this, that when you
start having problems with your
		
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			heart, you start feeling bad about
people around you then you start
		
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			feeling bad about yourself. Then
it goes to a level where you start
		
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			feeling bad about Allah and then
you lose all hope. And it gets
		
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			really bad these are just levels
upon levels. Anyway. So yeah, that
		
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			that ends our that ends our
		
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			our question answers hamdulillah
		
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			a lot of Monticello Monica salon
debark the other jewelry with the
		
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			Quran, Allah may Allah Hi yah, yah
Rama Deaconess, delete. Allahu Mia
		
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			Hernando Yemen
		
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			La Isla learn the Subhanak in
Milady mean just Allah horn now
		
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			Muhammad Allah homophone an hour
an hour if you know you know what?
		
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			Oh Allah, Oh Allah we've gathered
here to get oh Allah we've
		
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			gathered here today with with
dirty hearts. Oh Allah, Oh Allah
		
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			with haram passions and with
haram. Haram desires Oh Allah we
		
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			ask you to purify us who Allah we
ask you to purify our hearts. Oh
		
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			Allah Oh Allah we asked you to
cleanse us of Allah we ask you to
		
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			give us closeness to you Oh ALLAH
that is something that we so much
		
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			seek but it's difficult for us so
Allah we are constantly in
		
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			redundant activities in futile
activities. We are constantly
		
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			engaged in them. We find it
passionate to be in futile
		
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			activities and to sit on the
masala and to do your liquor. Oh
		
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			Allah we find that so difficult.
Oh Allah, Oh Allah we asked you to
		
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			purify our hearts and draws close
to you. Oh Allah make your
		
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			obedience beloved to our hearts.
Oh Allah make your obedience
		
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			beloved to our hearts so that we
want to do it and we enjoy doing
		
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			it. Oh Allah give us the Halawa of
iman, give us the sweetness of
		
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			your faith or Allah give us the
sweetness of your faith of Allah
		
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			that will only help us to be
greater worshipers of you and to
		
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			be more obedient to you and have
greater servitude for you. Oh
		
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			Allah we ask You for Your Mercy of
Allah your mercy your rivers of
		
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			Your mercy are constantly flowing.
Oh Allah just a drop will do Oh
		
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			ALLAH just a drop we'll do our
Allah we asked you to give us even
		
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			a drop of Allah you say in the
Quran and Tamil for Quran.
		
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			Alinea one terminal for Cara?
You're saying you're saying the
		
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			Quran that we we are the We Are
the enriched ones and you are the
		
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			PO and so today we come to you
seeking you. Oh Allah you also say
		
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			in the Quran in the Masada, CA
total for Cora. Verily charity is
		
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			given to the fucky use of Allah
Today we ask you we come to you,
		
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			we asked you for charity, charity
in the form of your love of Allah
		
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			charity in the form of istikhara
and doba. charity in the form of
		
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			repentance, charity, in the form
of purity of our hearts, or Allah
		
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			charity in the form of purity of
our hearts. Oh Allah, Oh Allah we
		
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			see. We see that use of our day
his Salam he forgave his brothers.
		
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			Oh Allah Muhammad sallallahu
alayhi wa sallam, he forgave the
		
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			people of Makkah. Oh Allah, we see
that the Prophet salallahu salam
		
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			for 10 years had UNASUR the Allahu
Anhu in His service. And and so
		
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			the Allahu Anhu says that never
once did he tell me off? Oh Allah,
		
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			if a human can do this, if your
Prophet can do this, then we know
		
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			your mercy is 90 times greater
than any mercy that's in this
		
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			world. So we ask you, we invoke
some of this mercy from you, that
		
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			you have mercy on us and you make
us change. Oh Allah. We're not
		
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			here today by accident. We're here
because you brought us here. Oh
		
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			Allah. We're not here by accident
today. Oh Allah, we're here
		
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			because you brought us here you
gave us the Tofik Oh Allah make
		
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			this a source of purification make
the source of knowledge and
		
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			understanding and insight into the
way our heart and our desires
		
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			work. And above all, give us give
us control over them. Oh Allah
		
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			give us control over them. Oh
Allah, we've seen this world that
		
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			when there's a soil child who's
wet, and who's messed up their
		
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			nappy and they're all dirty and
nobody wants to pick that child
		
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			up, the mother will come and she
will pick that child up despite
		
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			all the dirt and despite all the
soiling and she will take in
		
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			washing she will take and wash
that child and make him smell good
		
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			and pure again, Oh Allah, this is
our state and there's nobody to
		
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			pick us up. Oh Allah, this is our
state and there's nobody to pick
		
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			us up. Oh Allah. This is our state
we have seen for many years we've
		
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			done the wrong for many years
we've looked at the wrong things.
		
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			We've listened to the wrong things
we've said the wrong things. Oh
		
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			Allah, Oh Allah if we're to
analyze our heart and to become
		
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			open to others, How bad would it
be? But there's nobody to purify
		
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			it except you of Allah, we ask you
because we can only ask you
		
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			there's no other purifier.
		
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			There is no other purify. Oh Allah
it's only you that can do this.
		
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			You have more mercy as your min
prophet has mentioned sallallahu
		
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			alayhi wa sallam that 99 parts of
the Mercy retained for yourself.
		
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			What kind of Mercy must that be?
We asked you to give it to us. Oh
		
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			Allah, whether we like it or not
draw us by our forelocks and
		
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			interesting to Jin and put us on
the right way. Oh Allah because
		
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			You are our Lord and we have no
other Lord to ask even the worst
		
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			of us when they make such that
they make such they're in front of
		
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			you and nobody else. Oh Allah. Oh
Allah, we ask you, we asked you to
		
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			just turn your gaze of Mercy on us
for once so that we can gain this
		
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			Oh Allah we can get closest to you
Oh Allah, your messenger
		
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			SallAllahu on Twitter said that we
asked for your love or your Allah
		
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			we asked for your love and the
love of those who love you. Oh
		
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			Allah, we ask for your love. And
we ask that your liquor and your
		
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			remembrance emanates from every
part of our body and we find it
		
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			easy to deal with the pitfalls of
this life and the challenges of
		
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			this world and we be given success
in all the permissible things
		
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			that we desire and we be given
Baraka in our in our spouses and
		
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			in our children in our families
and remove our law remove all of
		
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			the difficulties from us, while
the removal of the difficulties
		
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			from us Oh Allah all those who
worked hard the brothers sisters
		
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			who worked hard to make this
program and organize this program,
		
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			oh Allah grant them great success
and agile. Oh Allah grant them
		
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			great, great reward for what they
have done and all those who have
		
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			attended Oh Allah don't let us
don't let us return from here
		
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			without without being forgiven.
And without being purified and
		
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			without feeling more illuminated
and, and without feeling closer to
		
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			you of Allah. That's your gift.
And finally, we asked you that you
		
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			send your abundant blessings and
Muhammad sallallahu alayhi wa
		
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			sallam, until until eternity. Oh
Allah send your blessings on him
		
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			until eternity. Oh Allah grant us
the ability to have from his hole
		
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			then his his his his pond on the
day of judgment and I would love
		
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			to be in his company in June
little fear dose in general fear
		
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			though so Allah make the best of
our days the day that we stand in
		
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			front of you Subhanallah because
popular is that your IOC food was?
		
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			More saline
		
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			bla ah