Abdur Rahman ibn Yusuf Mangera – 3 3 Prayers for Forgiveness
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Bismillah young man, you're walking
Smilla Rahmanir Rahim
Hassan Buster is these 70 a stick for?
Although, in the edition, we've got his
his introduction at the end of the book, because I didn't want it to.
The reason we put it at the end of the book is because
it's very interesting. But for some people, it might, and we
weren't able to verify its chain. So for some people, it might just
detract them from the stick for us. And really, the reason we
published this work is because of the performance of the STR
regardless of who says them. So it doesn't matter whether it can be
correctly attributed to Hassan basally or not to anybody for that
matter, because the profoundness of them is what we're looking at,
we want to use them for ourselves. So he doesn't matter who said them
at the end of the day. They just help to ask for so far in the most
profound of ways, that's the benefit of them. Right. But his
story is very interesting. So he has this long chain
that is actually related all the way from Allama Cuttwood. Deen al
Hanafi, who relates this from Hassan boiserie through numerous
narrators, but this is what he says he says that it relates from
Hassan Busey Rahim Allah, that I had always wished to see a friend
or Dear servant of Allah either while awake or in a dream, so that
I could ask him for a need of mine until one year while I was
standing in Arafat noon, Mount artifacts in the plane of Arafat.
At noon, I suddenly noticed eight people by the Iraq trees in the
environs of the value of Norman facing the mount of the valley of
Sahara. That's, that's all in by Mount Arafat. I resolved that they
were the ones I was seeking. So I'd been seeking some pious
servants of Allah subhanaw taala for a very long time. So
remember, Hassan Busey Rahim, Allah, He saw the sahaba. And then
he saw the time of the tambourine. He was a tabby, and he saw the
change in the people. So it seems like he was looking for someone
that was very pious. He doesn't mention who they are, though.
Right? And it's a Sunday I saw this group of eight people and I
said, these are the people I'm looking for. So I approached them
and I greeted them to which they responded most cordially. Among
them was an elderly man whose face Allah had illuminated, and his
brilliance was ascending the horizon. Essentially, he found it
very, very brilliant.
I sat with them and felt a little in myself, and I observed the
calmness and tranquility they possessed in them, then one of
them stood up, made the other one and then made the call to commence
made the karma. And after this, the elderly man proceeded forth
and led them in prayer. I prayed with them. And I knew that
because there was such a illuminated company, he said, I
knew that there was no prayer, nor would there be any recording in my
book of deeds with a value like this one because of the company in
whom I'm praying. So there could have been Sahaba that he was that
he was seeing, after the prayer he faced in this old man faced in the
direction of the Kaaba, you know, he remained in that direction.
And he said, For Allah is abundant praise. I did not hear him say
anything other than that.
He just said that Allah, there's abundant praise for Allah. That's
all he said.
I didn't hear anything other than that, I feared that my opportunity
with them and my ability to benefit them would go away would
pass, or that they would soon take leave off me. So I said to the
next to the one next to me, I didn't want to go to the old man.
So I said to the one next to me, that
how have you by Allah, the One who has chosen you, so he swore an
oath, because when you swear an oath in front of someone you like
really like impressing on them that they must tell you. So that's
why he swore an oath. He said, By Allah, the One who has by Allah,
the One who has chosen you, how have you achieved this great
status and moral excellence? His face changed, right? You know,
he's discovered, right? So his face suddenly underwent a change.
And he opened his eyes in surprise upon which the elderly man who
heard the question said, Whoever whomever Allah guides, he is the
one who is truly guided.
Show him the way. So the old man is saying to the other one,
show him the way. I tell him your secrets. May Allah have mercy on
you. So the one besides me said to me, I used to recite the prayers
for forgiveness that saved from the Hellfire so the real name of
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Are those prayers of forgiveness that say from the Hellfire I used
to recite these three during three nights? I used to recite these
prayers for forgiveness 17 And I used to recite them for three
nights. I asked Hassan boss, he says I asked as to exactly what
these nights were, and what these prayers were. What are these
prayers? And which nights are you speaking about? He said, I recited
them on the nights of the seventh, the ninth and the 10th of Elijah,
the seventh, the night, ninth and the 10th of the ledger. So during
the days of Hajj and just before Hajj, and if the one reciting them
really knows what he is reciting and what words he is uttering it
is incumbent upon Allah to provide him with security on the day of
great grief the Judgment Day, and to distinguish him with his mercy
and friendship. I said, Teach me these prayers. May Allah have
mercy on you. So he said to me, they are and then he related these
entire 70 prayers. So regardless of whether how accurate the story
is,
that's besides the point. That's why we didn't want you to distract
me or somebody will look at nothing. Hey, this is dark Eve,
and this is like this. And this is like this, so it doesn't matter.
The main thing is that the stick ferrets have been looked at by
many, many orlimar and they're very profound. Let's just start
from the first one, we're not gonna have time to go through all
of them. Right? You can obviously read and reflect but we'll just
start ourselves off by the first one.
And the first few the first one page 23 of the new edition
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for Sunday or abusively Mubarak, ala Sayidina. Muhammad what other
early season, Mohammed Rafi really, you don't have it in this
facility, Arab USA limb. This has been mentioned after every single
one. He reads this after every single one. But we haven't added
it because we just added a note saying that you should read you
can read that after every single one as well.
Especially, I mean, I would say that you should do that if you're
going to read this on the seventh, ninth and 10th of the ledger as
mentioned in the introduction.
Otherwise, you could just read this far, because we we want to
reflect over that. So now this is what it means Oh Allah,
I seek your forgiveness for every sin that my buddy empowered by the
good health that you had granted, was able to commit. Because at the
end of the day, anything that we're committing, we're doing it
because we have the health to be able to do it. And the one who
gave us the health is Allah subhanaw taala.
This own can only be set by a person who's well connected to
Allah, he understands that
Allah is giving me all of this ability, and I'm using it in the
wrong way. So I must ask for forgiveness like that. Because
this then it's more particular.
Because then he will recognize that I understand how big this
crime is. You say Allah forgive me, and you're not showing how
it's such a big sin. In this one, you actually are showing Allah
that you understand how big is a sin it is.
So, Oh Allah, I seek your forgiveness for every sin that my
body empowered by the good health that you had granted, was able to
commit
every sin that came within the reaches of my power only due to
the grace of your bounties, I was only able to do them because of
the money you had given me. Because of the good looks you had
given me. Because of the way I can speak and convince people or
enchant people.
Right or seduce people. Right, whatever the word is, the gifts
that you have given me that I could have used in a good way I'm
using those same things to do the haram.
For example, somebody who's doing credit card fraud, somebody who's
doing some kind of online fraud, they're clearly doing it because
they Allah has given them the ability to work, programming,
computers, viruses, whatever,
that they could use for good, but they're using it for the bad. So
they're realizing that it's that realization
that is much more profound and saying, Oh, I just forgive me.
So the first one speaks about health. The second one speaks
about the additional things that Allah has given us at our
disposal, by which we can by which we use which we're using the
committee. Then he says, Every sin to which my hand nourished by your
ample sustenance extended, I touched with my hand I grasped
with my hand, which was only able to do it because of the sustenance
you have given.
Mita Rosie the risk that you've given me by which is nourish my
body.
And while sinning, I hid myself behind your veil from the people,
your veil meaning because you kept me concealed if it was revealed,
because people get revealed when they don't want to be revealed. So
many families break up. So many husband and wife break up because
the husband is cheating, the wife is cheating and then the veil is
removed. Sometimes they get a call right at the wrong time, or an
email or the wife stumbles upon something that she should not have
stumbled upon, he will want her or the other way around.
So I hid myself behind your veil from the people. And when fearing
you while engrossed in my sin, I relied on your assurance of safety
and forgiveness. So even when I was sitting, and I used to have
that thought used to come in my house, I think, well, he's
forgiven me all this time. He should forgive me another time.
I relied on your assurance of safety and forgiveness. And I took
refuge in you with your clemency. clemency means is for bearingless
the fact that Allah has this ability, this quality, this
attribute of just forgiving over and over again, he you can imagine
how much clemency he has by the fact that people who blatantly
call out that there is no God, he still gives them food. He still
gives them health. That's the clemency of ALLAH. So he says so
we're saying that this is what
I've been relying on.
And I depended on you with your noble countenance and pardon, so
forgive me. So send blessings and peace Oh my lord upon our Master
Muhammad Sallallahu sunnah and upon the family of our Master
Muhammad and forgive my sins or Best of those who forgive. That is
obviously when you make Salatin probably sallallahu alayhi wa
sallam, you attract acceptance from Allah subhanaw taala because
he always accepts
blessings of Muhammad Sallallahu sallam. So he's going to accept
that Allah is Allah says Allah is not like others who are very
particular about when it comes to giving he gives. Okay, this I've
accepted this I'll accept that as well.
All right, the next one.
So this one was more about the confession that I'm committing
sins from things that you have given me.
Right that's that's what the gist of this one is. The next one.
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new and who are you? Are you Barry Dooney I'm the Ohtani la Oh Allah,
I seek your forgiveness for every sin that invites me towards your
anger.
I commit a sin. And because of that, your anger is going to come
upon me.
You're going to be angry with me.
So don't let me do those things that will make you angry with me.
Or you're or draws me nearer to your displeasure or makes me
inclined to that which you've prohibited
or distances me from the bliss and success to which you have invited
me.
He is now going on to the fact after the self confession. He's
saying oh Allah saved me from all those sins or protect me Forgive
me all those things that I may have committed that
are the cause for that risk to come upon the heart or that seal
to be placed on my heart.
Remember we talked about that gullible Rana Allah Karoubi him?
Baba Altaba Allahu Allah Kulu be him. Right? That prevents so
forgive those things of mine. I might not recall which exactly one
you know which ones they are but I'm telling you the category I'm
speaking about. I don't want these bad consequences from it to come
on me
now number three,
you just wonder how him you know there's 17 different types and
they're all unique. They all talk about something different.
So the third one is Allahumma in the stuff you look at equilibrium
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who behave at for alum to whom in Houma. Johanna was a young fella
who Malka de anima we're lucky to her than be Ozeri were Ozeri Mara
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Our Allah I seek your forgiveness for every sin into which I out of
my deviance. Lord, one of your creation,
or which meaning I attracted one of your creation, I convinced him
to come and do the same thing, or which I with my cunning, deceived
him into doing hence teaching him such wicked deeds that he was
previously unaware of and making attractive to him those that he
was aware of.
It is just so comprehensive. It
got somebody what they didn't know, I taught him how to,
you know, do the Haram that he's been doing in a difficult way
easily. I showed him the venue for it. I showed him where to go, I
show him where he could get it cheaper. I showed him how it could
become easier, how he could do it more secretly, how he could avoid
being seen. Or there's another one who didn't know anything. And I
taught him that there was this that you could do
there's one guy who called me up. And he said, I've got a problem
with going to massage parlors, right? So I said, okay, just don't
go to them because No, but they will over the place that said, I
don't see massage parlors all over the place. I haven't seen one. You
know, sometimes you might see something on ice. I think I've
seen one on Oxford Street, some, you know,
therapeutic massage or something. Something What's his problem with
massage parlors? He goes, No, they all over the place. I've never
seen one and their therapeutic use? No, no, no, no. These, you
know, these are like these, you know, these are the hidden places
where you can't commit haram. Right? It's just that's just an
excuse. But I've never seen him. What are you talking about? Right?
So
he says, now once, once you understand you, you know, once you
know this stuff, you'll see him everywhere. Little sign or
something like that. Allahu Allah. And that's what he said. And I
think that's the way we you know, buying drugs or something like
that most people will go past somebody who's doing you won't
tell, but people who know where to buy this stuff, what kind of
people sell the notice on a mile away? Yeah, that guy, he probably
he's probably doing that, that guy's probably doing that.
Right? So you gave somebody that kind of information and load them
into that.
Hey, come on in, I'll show you someplace. So the gist of this one
is where I cause others to deviate. So what's going to
happen? He says, Now I am to meet you tomorrow with my burden of
sins, and also with the burdens of other sins.
So the first one was about
using the net amount of Allah, the bounties of Allah in the wrong
way. The second one was about
doing sins that are going to prevent me from doing good and
bring the pressure the displeasure of Allah and this one is about
misleading other people.
Number four, Allahu mania stuffy rugged equilibrium, be near the
road in LA, where you do and you're rushed, where you can
little waffle. Why am How could 30 the where you mill a vicar where
you kill, no added,
Oh Allah, I seek your forgiveness for every sin that calls towards
deviance. For every sin that leads away from the path of guidance,
for every sin that diminishes abundant wealth. It takes away the
baraka of life. It takes the baraka of wealth away from me. So
I might have wealth, but I can't do anything with it. It just goes,
I get money and it just disappears. There's just no
blessing in it. There's no pleasure in it. Oh, I've just lost
my job. I wasn't promoted, I lost something that was really good.
Right? I can't work anymore. Whatever the case is,
for every sin that diminishes abundant wealth for every sin that
obliterates long possess property and inherited family wealth. So
this guy, he got his family wealth, he just squandered it all
because of the sin.
Yeah, Allah
for every sin that deprives me of honorable repute, so I become
disgraced among people. So this is a more of a kind of a public thing
where you're losing something. And for everything that drives away my
friends and family
because they feel they feel ugliness, they just feel they just
feel just totally.
This kind of repugnance for what I'm doing.
Every one of them is unique.
And we can relate to all of these at some level
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O Allah, this is number five, Oh Allah, I seek your forgiveness for
every sin in which I exhausted my limbs, by day and by night. All
the while keeping myself hidden. He plays a lot on this part,
doesn't he? Right? Because that is how Allah works. He keeps us
hidden for a while.
And then he reveals it or he could reveal it unless we rectify
ourselves. So he's saying let's rectify ourselves. Before it's an
let's not feel secure that just because we haven't been revealed
and uncovered and exposed. And the news of the World haven't really
shut down. Rain hasn't got to us. If you know what I mean.
Talking about, right?
But essentially, the news of the World was one of these things,
isn't it revealing people's evils, making money out of it. So it
wasn't a good thing that they were doing.
All the while keeping myself hidden out of shame, but then they
were revealed.
Right?
Out of the shame, all the while keeping myself hidden, hidden out
of the shame from Your servants with your covering over me. And
indeed, there is nothing to cover my sins except what you cover me
with. So Allah keep us covered. Now, what kind of a person is
making this kind of mistake for this is not a person who doesn't
care about what people think?
This is obviously coming from someone who cares about what
people think. But they they've got a bad side to them.
Right? And we, and that's most of us, we've got something that we
have to hide.
Right unless we're extremely pious, and it may Toba that we
might have something in the past for love or item. Although there
have been summons of Allah who said we never committed a major
sin in our life. I mean, there have been people like that far and
few in between.
Because the books are awesome said everybody will be forgiven, except
the ones who blatantly and openly do sin.
There's another Hadith which mentions that a person does a sin
at night Allah conceals him, but he goes and reveals himself I did
this at night. I was there at night.
And another one
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Mica, Allah, O Allah, I seek your forgiveness for every sin with
which my enemy is intended to disgrace me. But you turn their
plotting away from me.
So you've helped me in the past, from people trying to make a
scandal out of something I did, but you helped me out.
There was a guy who had done something wrong.
But he was making Toba for him. But this other guy, this other
person had found out about it, and was gonna capitalize on it by
disgracing him.
So he started doing that he started trying to discredit him.
This person made lots of dua used to go into the masjid at night, in
the middle of the night and make lots and lots of dough and cry.
Right? Allah subhanaw taala sent his IG I mean, this is what last
15 years or something somebody mentioned, but 15 years ago,
he says that, so he's done something wrong, which he doesn't
want anybody to know about this one guy found out somehow, and he
wants to cause disgrace, and he's already started doing that. Right?
But people aren't sure.
This guy is making dua to Allah subhanaw taala, what Allah did is,
there's a third person now, who has no connection with this first
person, right with personally the one who was being disgraced now.
And in fact, he thought that they didn't really get along. They were
all in the same school. He he thought they didn't really get
along. Some, somehow this person comes into the picture. And he
goes, and he sought the second person now who's causing the
disgrace. without even telling the first person, the first person
just found out incidentally, that that person has silenced him. Not,
you know, not, not like, I don't mean silenced in my, you know, in
like in the movies, but meaning he went and he sorted him out that
look, you know, if you do this, then this will happen, or whatever
the case is. So because he has influence over that person,
although there was no connection between this third person and the
first person, he didn't tell him, he had no friendship with him. In
fact, they didn't even get along. But somehow this person came into
the picture and sorted this out. And I'm telling you this from
something I witnessed myself,
right, because I knew these people.
It was it was amazing.
So that's the power of dua. That's the power of dua.
But Allah wants to teach this person a lesson as well for the
wrongs that he'd committed. So he gave him that bit of scandal.
Then he made him turn to him, because he could have given him
that scandal and the person would not have turned to him. And he
would have just become worse and he could have become a wreck. He
could have become totally lost. But the thing is that Allah
sometimes gives us this peak to make us turn to Him, which is a
good sign as well.
but we don't want to go there. We don't want that little taster
of scandal. We don't want that. We want Allah to forgive us directly.
So may Allah give us the Tofik to rectify. But this is what this is
about.
You turn they're plotting away from me and did not assist them in
disgracing me as though I were your obedient servant, whereas I
wasn't. But you treated me like an obedient servant. And you
sustained me until it seemed as though I was your friend. Things
were just going on good in my life afterwards.
Until when, Oh, my Lord, will I disobey you and you continue
giving me respite? law that is just so deep, low, awkward.
Oh, my Lord, Will?
Will I disobey you and you continue to give me respite? Long
indeed, have I disobeyed you, and you have not punished me along
indeed, Harvey with all my evil deeds beseech to you and you have
granted me my requests. So you accept my other doors, despite the
wrongs that I do, and I get good things in my life all the time.
He's saying this so that it doesn't become a form of
deception. Because the promises awesome said that if you're
getting lots of good things in your life, but you're not really
getting closer to Allah, then all of that is just deception.
So he's saying to Allah, Allah, don't make this deception but make
it from yourself and make me a better person.
And long indeed, have I with all my evil deeds, beseech you and you
have granted me my request, what meager thanks of mine can measure
up in your site, or to even one of your many blessings upon me?
Again, totally unique, different direction, a different perspective
and I think we'll just do one more, because that one is kind of
clinches it. But then you can read every single one ponder over it.
Insha Allah, this one is, Oh Allah, I seek your forgiveness for
every sin for which I presented my repentance before you. So I've
repented.
Not only that, and regarding which I stood before you swearing an
oath in your name, and called your friends from among Your servants
to be my witness, that I would never return to disobeying you.
But when Satan with his cunning tempted me to return to it, and
you're forsaking me due to your anger over my impiety caused me to
despairingly waver towards it.
And my lower self invited me to disobey you once more. I hid
myself in shame from Your servants, but openly and daringly
committed sins before you so I did it discreetly, not in front of
anybody else, but I did it openly in front of you.
Though I knew full well that no covering nor any closed door,
should conceit could conceal me from you.
And no veil could hide me from your sight. I still defied you by
disobedient ly doing what you had prohibited to me. But despite my
iniquity, you still did not remove your covering from me you kept me
concealed still, but rather treated me equal to your pious
servants as though I had always been an obedient servant, and
swift to fulfill your every command, and fearful of your
warnings. I remained obscure in front of your servants, meaning my
sins were concealed in front of your servants. And none besides,
you knew my secret. You did not singled me out from Your servants
with a mark of disgrace, but instead showered upon me blessings
like this. And with this, you distinguish me over them as though
I were in your site of a status like this.
So you made me honorable, you made me dignified, openly, in the
external side of things, but internally, I was somewhere else.
All this was owing only of your forbearance and abundant
blessings, generous grace from you to me, for you, then Oh, my Lord
belongs all praise. I asked from you, oh, Allah, just as you have
covered my evil deeds in this world, that you do not humiliate
me with them on the Day of Judgment, forgive my sins, sins
are most Merciful of the Merciful.
Now, obviously, we're taking help from these praise for forgiveness,
because we're benefiting from somebody else's insight into human
connection with the Lord and the ways of iniquity. Because we're so
submerged in our sins that we have maybe no idea of what
how to say these things where the problems are, what are the
intricacies of it? This is like a lawyer, a lawyer speaking a
solicitor, somebody who really understands that the absolute
minut details
The subtleties, the nuances
okay, I'm just going to relate a quick story and then I'll take
your questions inshallah
just got two stories that I want to mention. And I'm taking them
both from ethno Kodama humbly
for Kitab, the well being of IGNOU. Kodama democracy, was
considered a very reliable scholar. Although the stories are
quite,
you know, that they seem to be. For some people, they'll think
that they're just mythical, but they're very interesting.
The first story is related by Madi, Kibler dinar, who himself
corrected himself and become very became a reformed person himself.
He says that I had a neighbor, who used to be very immoral, used to
do all of these immoral things, haram commit Zina, whatever it
was, he used to do all of these things with impunity, everybody
knew in the area, and he was my neighbor.
And that many of the other neighbors would come around and
say, Man, he makes too much noise that night, he brings all of these
bad things in and you know, this, that and the other, and they will
all come and complain to me. So one on one occasion, you know, we
brought him in front of us. And we said to him, that
your neighbors are all complaining about you. So I think what you
should do is you should leave this area, you know, go somewhere else
and do this stuff.
Right? So imagine, imagine somebody coming in saying that to,
you know, a person that we want you to leave this area?
And he says,
and a few months Illa rich?
I'm going to stay in my house. I'm not going anywhere. Baton kabocha.
Right? I'm not going anywhere. I'm staying in my house, I'm staying
put, this is my house, I can do what I like in it. Right.
So then we said, We'll sell your house, not telling you just leave,
sell your house go somewhere else is a beat milky. I'm not going to
sell another sell my property.
So then we said okay, if you know, we were trying to do it nicely,
we're trying to be nice with you. I just encourage you and so on. If
you don't want to agree to that, then we're going to complain to
the Sultan, we're going to complain to the king the ruler.
So you know what he says? And I mean, I Ronny, I'm from one of his
friends. I've got context of him. You can't do anything to me.
So then finally we said Nether Allah heartache. We're gonna pray
against you. We're going to pray to Allah subhanaw taala to curse
you're going to pray against you.
So you know what he said? He said, Allah who are Hammarby Milcom.
Allah is more merciful upon me than you people are.
He said, Allah will treat me with more mercy, the new people. And
we're just thinking, we can't get this guy.
You know, we won't sell his house, he won't movie we can't tell the
king because he won't do anything. Because you know, in those days
you had, you know, people who are supported and you just you'd get
in trouble if you complain about them. And he reckons that he's got
Allah subhanaw taala is going to treat him with more mercy that we
you know, that we could so
find we left.
And Monica Medina says that a nighttime, I stood up, and I made
salads. I made my Tahajjud prayer. And I prayed against him.
I prayed against him. Right
after I prayed against him, or as I prayed against him, suddenly
I heard this voice somebody called out let them do it he for in whom
in earlier in law, he Tada. Don't pray against him because he's one
of the values of Allah.
Is that possible?
It has all the wrongs is immoral. How is that possible that he's the
worry of Allah. Don't pray against him. I'm hearing the sound from
the unseen telling me not to pray against him.
Quickly I went to his house must be some explanation. I went to his
house. I knocked on the door he came out. And he thought that I
had come to now force forcibly evict him like, you know, from
from the area. He thought that I was coming to take him out of his
house. So then then after that he had calmed down by then he started
speaking to me, you know, like, okay, okay, you know, I'll do
this. I'll do I'll make some changes. So now he didn't have
that same kind of attitude, that bold attitude. carefree attitude
is, you know, in the daytime, he was now now that he's seen that
I'm going to do what I'm going to do. He thought I was going to do
that. I said, and I said to him, I haven't come for that. I've not
come to take you out. Don't worry about it. I haven't
Welcome to remove you. But this is what I saw and I related my
experience to him looking for an answer, and he started to cry. So
this time he starts to cry. And he said, he said that, as soon as you
know yesterday, when in the daytime when you were mentioning
these things, I made Toba. Then,
while you were mentioning these things, the king this to another I
was giving you my fuses, but I made no by that.
So after I said everything, I made Toba, he must have had some
connection with Allah for him to have said, Allah more merciful
than me. So it wasn't just empty words. He had actually made Toba.
Now, right he had made Toba and
and then after that, he did leave. He left the city.
And I never saw him again after that.
But then Malik says, If you do not he says that one day when I was on
Hajj. So I went into the Masjid Al haram. And I suddenly saw, you
know, I'm going there for my tawaf and everything on one day, what I
saw is that there's a large group that have gathered around
something, something's happening, somebody, something's happened to
someone, I went there, and I'd gather, people gather around. And
I saw this same man that used to be my neighbor, he was there on
the floor, in this really, really ill state. And
very, very soon after that, before I was able to say anything goes,
you know, call out to him or whatever people have told me that
he's passed away, was a young man he passed away.
That was, he must have made a serious Tober after acting all
boldly and everything. That's what you call a connection with the
heart Toba to NASA, that he made the dua to Allah subhanho wa Taala
and Allah subhanaw taala forgave him
moment it just took a moment and a guarantee for it was given as well
at the same time.
And one of the story is
this one is related by Jennifer Abner Sulaiman
blueberry.
He is considered Saduak which means is considered trustworthy.
Even his Hadith narrations
he was from a double tab he was from among the taboo taboo in he
passed away in 170 at God, he says that
myself and Maddie could know dinar we were going, we were traveling
and we went through Basra.
We went through Missouri. And
as we were going around Missouri, we noticed that there was this
massive palace that was being built, somebody was having this
massive mansion built. And it was this young man was sitting on the
side. He was very handsome. And he was the one that was commanding,
supervising. He was, you know, directing everybody do this here,
do that there. Do this do that. So Malik said to me, that, look at
this man.
Look how handsome he is. Look how constant you look how how much
he's concentrating on this task of his that he wants it to be so
beautiful. And he wants it to be so particular. So it's just
just quite amazed by the way he was doing this.
And
Monica Medina was a bit bold because he had, he had come from a
very bad state to being very good. So he knew how to extract people.
You know, from the love of the world to the love of Allah
subhanho wa Taala says that,
you know, I really feel like going and asking Allah subhanaw taala to
give him an escape from the love of the world. I want Allah
subhanaw taala to help him away from the world. And maybe Allah
subhanaw taala will make him from one of the use of paradise one of
the young men of paradise. So, Jaffa come with me, I'm gonna go
and speak to him. Right just just randomly, I want to go and speak
to so Jafar said we went and we made Saddam, he responded. He
didn't know who Maliki Medina was by that American that the United
become famous, but he didn't know who Malik was. He wasn't in touch.
So he didn't know who he was.
But then people around him told him who Maliki Medina was. So he
stood up and he says, Okay, do you have a need? Is there something I
can help you with? He said, Monica Medina, September. How much do you
expect to pay? What's your estimate of how much this is going
to cost? So he said, 100,000 dirhams? Right. 100,000 dirhams?
So then he says to him now imagine you're about to build something,
you're starting a new store or, you know, you're you're building
this new house for yourself, you're about to buy it for, you
know, let's just say million 700 million pounds, let's just say a
million pounds, right? And
molecular dinner comes up to him and he says, Why don't you give me
this money. And I'll go and put it in its right place. I
I'll go and spend it in the right place that you should be spent.
And for that, I'll give you a guarantee. I'll write you a
certificate I'll give you a guarantee of
a palace in Paradise that will be far superior to this one.
Imagine somebody coming to you
right? Even if it's the biggest color of the centuries come to you
would you do that or not?
Right somebody you know that is very pious and mashallah you know,
he's one of the greatest shakes and everything just imagine that
so I'll give you a you know, you'll get this paradise would be
far superior, you'll have it with all the servants, all the slaves,
everything you want in it, it's all equipped, it's fully
everything is 100 times better.
It's made of rubies and emeralds, he gave them the whole
description, right made of rubies, emeralds, you've got, you know,
it's studded with gems all over. It's, you know, the, the mortar in
between is made from Zofran, and musk. So, you know, this is like
the ultimate thing that you could ever think about which is
impossible, and is far greater than your one. And it will never,
never become dilapidated, it will never become worn out. And you
will never have to maintain it.
In fact, it will be built without any hand touching it. Right? It
will just be built by Allah subhanaw taala saying gone, and it
will become.
So now rather than chasing him away this youth this young man, he
said to me, he said to him, just give me until tonight. Let me
think about it. So a lot of money. Let me think about it. What kind
of human must you have had to even say that?
Well, maybe you could have said he's just saying politely okay,
you know, then I'll take a run away. I won't see him again
tonight. Right? Come to me, but he says no, come to me tomorrow
morning. I said, you know, let me think about this. Come to me
tomorrow morning. So Jafar, who's relating this, the friend of Modi,
Qibla dinar, he says that medic spent the night and he's thinking
about this whole ordeal. And he's been thinking about it. And when
it was Sahaja time, he started to make dua to Allah subhanho wa
taala. And he made a lot of dua to Allah subhanaw taala for this
person, this tells us you want to give Dawa to somebody, right? You
need to make a lot of dua for them as well. Right?
In the morning, we went to him, this young man is sitting there in
the place that he said he would be. And when he saw Malik, you
quickly got up and he said to him,
Malik said to him that what do you know, what do you say about
yesterday? And
now actually, he asked Malik, that is that deal still on? But when I
read this, I just thought about you know, when there's a you
suddenly you're looking for a new phone deal. And you just notice
when there's a special offer that's come from just Vodafone or
from you know, what is it oh two or something like that. And
they're giving you all of these free minutes, but it's only going
to be for one day, right until 12 o'clock at night tomorrow. And
you're like it's too late today. I don't have my credit card with me
tomorrow. I need to sign up. You know this exhilaration you feel I
need to get that deal. I need to get that deal. How bad you'd feel
if it wasn't there if it if you lost it. Right, that kind of
exhilarated feeling of getting a good deal. So that's the kind of
feeling this young man had in the morning. He said, is that deal
still on? So then Merrick said the Fila you're gonna take it, he said
yes. So he got a paper out. He did this formally. He got a Malika
Medina got a paper and a pen. And he started to write and this is
what he wrote, said Bismillah R Rahman Rahim, Mal Domina Malik of
Nadina Lee Fulani Bnei Fulani that this may be in the name of Allah
most gracious, most merciful This is what Maliki Medina guarantees
for such and such a person who mentioned his name in need domine
tilaka Allah Allah He Kasan bottle la costa rica disability he Kumar
was off to was the other to Allah Allah is as I am guaranteeing for
you that it is an obligate is an obligation Allah subhanahu wa
taala to give you a palace, right in place of your palace with the
characteristic that I described. And anything beyond that is from
Allah subhanaw taala that he could increase it even more than that.
Watch today to look at the Hail Mary customfield Jana, and with
this wealth you're gonna give me that you're going to hand over to
me I'm buying this this palace for you in paradise, right estate
agent for Paradise.
That is going to be
and then he described it as a fluffy Lilian Fellini is going to
be majestic is going to be in these beautiful shades be corbeil
Aziz il Jaleel is going to be close to the mighty and the most
majestic one. And then from matar al Kitab WADA who in a shop he
then rolled up the paper that he wrote him on and he gave it to
him. He didn't keep a copy. He just gave him that this is for
you. This is your guarantee is your certificate, your deed
and we took the wealth, and the narrator says Jennifer says that
by nighttime,
everything had been spent. We just
gave it out to all the poor people or whoever we needed to give it up
to. And the only thing we had left was like enough to buy us one meal
for the day. That's it, right?
There was about 40 days it passed, only about four now we'd gone
away, 14 days had passed. And one morning, Malik had just finished
the morning prayer, the fajr prayer. And when he turned away,
he suddenly saw in the merabh, he saw a letter, that letter that he
had written for him, it was it was there on the side of the map, he
couldn't miss it. So he quickly picked it up. And he opened it.
And of course, it said whatever he had written, but when he flipped
it over, it had been written there in it says he had rewritten that
without ink and somehow he could read it. It had said the he Bara
to mean Allah He mean Allah Allah Aziz al Hakim nomadic community,
not this is exoneration for Medicube Nadina from Allah
subhanho wa Taala that what the promises made him, he's trying to
say that we fulfill the promise that that you have made him right
in, we're facing a Sharp EL Castro levy dominant Allah who was the
other than Submarino thereof. And we have given we have fulfilled
for this young man, the palace that you had guaranteed, and we've
given him 70 times that amount. That was written on the other side
of the story. On the other side of the of the letter. Malik was just,
I mean, he'd already
done what he done that was already that was already out of the world.
But this one really surprised him that he got this. So he was really
taken aback. He took the book and they quickly went to Basra to this
person's house, right to this US House where he used to live. And
when we got there, we saw that the that everything was dark, meaning
people were in mourning, right, people were in mourning, and there
was lots of cry, that crying that was going on in the house. So we
asked what's happened to this youth, you know, what's going on
here. What's happened to this youth is that he died last night
he died yesterday, he passed away yesterday. And we call the person
that gave him the hostel that gave him the bath, we call them. We
asked him Did you give him the bath? And he said yes. So Malik
asked him, he said that. Tell us you know what you saw? What was
your experience? Was there anything unusual? He said, he said
that? No. Before his death, he knew he was dying. Maybe he was
struck with something and he was about to die. He called me and he
said to me that, you know, when you put my cuff and when you put
my shirt on, and he gave me this letter, right there was a letter
that he had given me. And he said that make sure you put this
between my body and my my shroud, put it in between in between the
so I did that and then I wrapped him up after bathing him I put the
letter there I wrapped him up in it. And then I buried him with
that letter inside. And that's when Mary pulls out the letter.
And he says was it this letter? He says hello this is exactly the
letter that I'm sure I put it into the grave. I've put within a
shroud
and people were witnessing this this whole exchange and that just
made their crank even more. And then this other young man he gets
up right because now molecular dinner mentioned everybody knew
everybody knew the story. But now when they saw this happen with
malignant dinar, and actually coming to light this other young
guy gets up and he says to him Yeah, Malik hold me need me to
take their home. Take from me 200,000 Durham's and give me one
give me a guarantee for one of them as well in paradise. So
Murdock says he heard he heard Garner makan gardam icon, third
time efforts. He says that's impossible. Now, whatever has
happened has happened. It was the moment right? He did it with the
shadow with the indication of Allah subhanaw taala these things
don't happen by magic can't go on giving everybody that right. It
was just the state of the moment and this happened quite to lots of
people. Just even the promise of the law is Salam. Once he
mentioned that then others said he says no, it's too late. It's gone.
He's He's taken it already. Right? Is these times that Allah subhanaw
taala says fat and fat and you've lost whatever has been lost now
what Allah Who Yakko Munna you read and ALLAH SubhanA wa Tada. He
orders and commands as he wishes, and
Malik, every time he would remember this story, you remember
this incident, he would cry all the time. So that's why it's not
far fetched to make these changes. And I think the main thing is for
us to get into the state to have this fear of Allah subhanaw taala
to create this reverent fear loving fear of Allah subhanho wa
Taala so that we can be in that state that when we're about to do
wrong, it prevents us from it. No malice is going to take me away
from Allah subhanaw taala I'm not going to be able to get into
gender to for those. I'm not going to have this I'm not going to have
that. And the pleasures of that are much greater when you focus on
that. And I think that's what the benefit is of speaking about
gender so much that when you realize the pleasure that you
feel, you realize that then it doesn't, you know, it keeps
This away from that to me Allah subhanho wa Taala give us the
Tofik May Allah subhana wa Tada give us an understanding and give
us true stick for especially since the month of Ramadan is coming up
where we can do it in without the corruption of shaytaan May Allah
subhanho wa Taala purify our hearts during this month of
Ramadan and actually write us to be delivered from the Hellfire
give us that kind of guarantee. Right because Allah subhanaw taala
figures people in Ramadan and has them written as being forgiven so
that we don't mess up afterwards again. Well, he read that one and
hamdu Lillahi Rabbil Alameen