Zaynab Ansari – EP 098 The Female Scholars

Zaynab Ansari
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The speakers address the challenges faced by women in the entertainment industry and the importance of learning to empower them. They touch on the decline of women's scholarship during the Iran revolution and the challenges faced by women's school environments. The speakers emphasize the need for a strong foundation for activism and the importance of finding female speakers in the community. They stress the importance of understanding the principles of Islamic culture and finding a passion for activism, as well as transformation of the society and identifying a passion for activism. They encourage listeners to visit their website and contribute to the program.

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			Welcome to the mad mum looks. I'm Maheen,
		
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			and I'm joined today by my co host
		
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			Ismael.
		
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			On today's show, we have Ustadh Zainab Ansari,
		
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			who is one of the full time instructors
		
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			at Tayser Seminary in Knoxville, Tennessee.
		
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			Ustada Zaynab is a graduate of the Abu
		
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			Noor Institute in, Syria. May Allah alleviate the
		
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			suffering of the people of Syria,
		
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			and bring her back to her noble state.
		
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			Inshallah. So, Usadu Zaynab, first of all, we
		
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			are in Houston, Texas at the Texas Dow
		
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			Convention, and you just gave a talk on
		
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			where are the women's scholars.
		
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			So,
		
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			you know, first of all, thank you for
		
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			taking the time to sit down with us,
		
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			you know, having to go back to back,
		
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			you know, in in such a short, constricted
		
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			time.
		
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			Alright. So,
		
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			an interesting story. I am, in Washington DC,
		
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			and we're recently,
		
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			we recently started a new project
		
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			at the Religious Freedom Institute, which is an
		
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			organization,
		
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			in Georgetown in in DC.
		
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			And,
		
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			I was asked to put together a list
		
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			of potential members of a council of
		
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			advisers
		
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			that would be,
		
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			Islamic scholars.
		
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			And so when I started doing this research
		
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			now so I've been again, as the listeners
		
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			know, I was in prison for 13 and
		
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			a half years, and, I'm a little bit
		
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			out of touch with the the scholarly scene.
		
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			I I could have done something like this
		
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			off the top of my head,
		
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			back in 2,002.
		
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			But, to do it now, I had to
		
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			do some research and some googling.
		
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			And I was shocked and amazed to find
		
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			that I was coming up with more women
		
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			than men,
		
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			in terms of just,
		
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			the
		
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			the sheer, like,
		
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			credentials,
		
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			in America. You know? So one of, the
		
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			people on that list that I found was,
		
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			you, sister, Zayneb, and also, Tamara Gray and
		
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			others like that. And I was like, you
		
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			know, my my boss had told me try
		
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			to balance it out with
		
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			male and female. And actually, that was just
		
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			happening organically.
		
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			So I was kind of amazed to find
		
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			that there is this sort of, like, reservoir
		
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			or mine of,
		
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			or a vein,
		
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			as it were, like, of of sort of,
		
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			of gems or treasure in our community,
		
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			but you just don't you just don't hear
		
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			very much about them. So,
		
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			I thought it was a great opportunity to
		
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			have you here. And
		
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			your topic today was,
		
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			where are the women scholars? Yes. So,
		
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			Maheem, did you wanna start? Yeah. I mean,
		
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			first of all,
		
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			she was waiting for, 25 minutes
		
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			on the side because they were playing some
		
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			game. Right? Yeah. I was literally saying where
		
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			are the women scholars right now? Because Right
		
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			now because I Yeah. There's there's one sitting,
		
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			like, over there waiting to get on stage.
		
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			Waiting to get on stage. No. I I
		
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			was able to kinda review my notes. It
		
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			was Okay. Yeah. Yeah.
		
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			Those of us who were at TDC will
		
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			know that every for the rest of us,
		
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			it's inside joke.
		
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			Well, I and also, by the way, I
		
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			I come from a traditional,
		
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			background of of scholarship, and I I found
		
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			it to me a little bit,
		
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			absurd, you know, to be, you know, you
		
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			we have this light. We're waiting for this,
		
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			and this knowledge
		
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			for something kind of,
		
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			frivolous. But anyway,
		
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			was you know, we need a little bit
		
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			of frivolity
		
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			as well as,
		
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			knowledge. Right. Well, we're starting off. I think
		
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			it's like you hear about
		
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			the tradition. Right? Quote, unquote from people who
		
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			are maybe push pushing a feminist agenda or
		
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			whatever. It's other kinds of agenda. Anti Islam,
		
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			whatever. That it's just the age of the
		
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			patriarchy and then points to, like, we just
		
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			refer back to
		
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			male scholars.
		
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			And then
		
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			even, like, most Muslims, they just refer back
		
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			to, like, oh, Aisha Al Anha has is
		
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			one of the most,
		
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			popular narratives of a hadith. Right? But then
		
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			and then just she taught behind the curtain,
		
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			and she had students,
		
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			etcetera.
		
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			But then it really stops there, and it's
		
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			people aren't really left with
		
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			much,
		
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			depth as far as how that tradition I
		
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			I know you talked a little bit about
		
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			that. Can you summarize,
		
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			the the shallowness of how our understanding is
		
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			as far as women's scholarship goes?
		
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			Well, you know, first off, let let me
		
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			say, brothers Maheen and Ismail, it's a pleasure
		
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			to be here. So
		
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			I'm having a good time, hamdullah, in Houston.
		
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			Everything is bigger and better in Texas, and,
		
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			the convention's been great. So,
		
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			and you picked my favorite topic and,
		
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			and it's so interesting brother Ismail, you said
		
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			that you you that when you went online
		
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			to search for scholars, you found all these
		
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			women and, I think things have changed. I
		
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			mean, you know, when I was coming up,
		
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			certainly, when you went to conferences and conventions
		
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			because we as Muslims enjoy going to conferences
		
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			and conventions. The way others go to concerts,
		
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			I've noticed that. This is this is our
		
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			entertainment. Yeah. But
		
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			you didn't find women on stage. You didn't
		
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			find women giving talks. You didn't find that.
		
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			And
		
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			I was always kind of raised to sort
		
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			of have this understanding that you had a
		
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			certain level of
		
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			equality between men and women in Islam, and
		
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			I don't and so I never felt that
		
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			there was any sort of barrier to women
		
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			being teachers and scholars and speakers, but you
		
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			didn't really see them in public, quite honestly,
		
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			so things have changed a lot. And I
		
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			there are several reasons I'd like to to
		
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			get to get to, but,
		
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			brother Mahin, your question in terms of,
		
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			you know, this idea that it all starts
		
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			and stops with the so I mean, there
		
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			there are a few things behind that. I
		
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			mean, we're really tied to the formative period
		
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			emotionally. I mean, it's it it's you know
		
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			how
		
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			Allah bless us to have really,
		
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			really great kind of healthy,
		
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			you know, childhoods. So we go back to
		
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			those memories. I mean, they're evocative, they're formative,
		
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			so we really kind of, like, hark back
		
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			to those early years. So there's a reason
		
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			why we're kind of so tied to that
		
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			early legacy,
		
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			I think, for some emotional and, spiritual reasons.
		
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			And Aisha's contribution is just so significant. I
		
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			mean, you cannot talk about women's scholarship or
		
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			any scholarship in Islam without talking about
		
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			But I think sometimes,
		
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			you know, it's almost like she's this sort
		
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			of
		
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			I don't wanna say token, but there's this
		
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			magical quality that we just see in and
		
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			no one else. And I think what we
		
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			forget is that,
		
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			you know, had a school. Aisha as you
		
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			said, Aisha taught, and she taught, you know,
		
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			she,
		
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			herself didn't have children,
		
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			because she, you know, sadly wasn't able to
		
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			carry her pregnancies to term. But she,
		
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			taught the children of Medina,
		
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			and, you know, so
		
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			scholars of the generation after the companions, the
		
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			and
		
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			I mean, they trace their intellectual lineage in
		
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			large part back to Aisha. So, you know,
		
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			her legacy certainly sort of reverberated.
		
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			But, and, you know, Aisha was also very
		
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			larger than life. She has this huge personality
		
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			and, you know, so sometimes we don't look
		
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			at the more kind of like more shy
		
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			and retiring women, you know, that were her
		
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			contemporaries. So that's kind of part of it.
		
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			And, certainly, if you look at others of
		
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			the you had others amongst them who had
		
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			kind of, like, scholarly kind of proclivities. You
		
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			know, you had Hafsa, for example, who I
		
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			I think is
		
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			I think because her father is this larger
		
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			than life personality, Amr,
		
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			we don't but Hafsa was her father's daughter
		
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			in so many different ways, and, you know,
		
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			she's a preserver of the Quran.
		
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			And, you didn't have a lot of literacy
		
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			in that time, but she's literate, which to
		
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			me is really, really important.
		
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			And, you know, as I said in my
		
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			talk, I mean, if you kind of look
		
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			at Islamic history overall, you can kind of
		
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			see things waxing and waning, see this really
		
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			productive early period.
		
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			Then you had women's scholarship even into the
		
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			golden age, but what's really ironic is that
		
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			the golden age, say, of the Abbasids, you
		
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			kinda see where women's scholarship kinda declines a
		
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			little bit. And then as and
		
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			others have pointed out, it picks back up
		
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			and this basically, you kind of see a
		
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			revival in the Seljuk period and the Mamluk
		
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			period, and then it it kinda drops off
		
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			again when you've got the encounter of Islam
		
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			in the West.
		
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			So you mentioned, in your talk about,
		
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			colonialism essentially marking a period where,
		
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			women's scholarship drops drops off. Is that as
		
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			a,
		
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			result of colonialism per se, or is it
		
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			as a result of the general civilizational decline
		
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			of the Muslims which
		
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			sort of was, you know, tied with or
		
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			invited colonialism in a way
		
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			or both? I think it's both because, you
		
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			know, in terms of the
		
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			ability,
		
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			you know, of Europeans to
		
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			exert hegemony over the Muslim world, I mean,
		
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			it's really multi causal.
		
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			You know, it's not I don't think it
		
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			owed to any kind of unique superiority
		
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			of of the Europeans, but this was, you
		
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			know, as you said, there was you had
		
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			general civilizational decline in the Muslim world.
		
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			You begin to see sort of a loss
		
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			of confidence in certain institutions.
		
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			You know, women's, I think, public role kind
		
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			of becomes sort of you know, it erodes,
		
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			and also at the same time, you know,
		
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			Europeans are amassing just enormous wealth from their
		
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			new world conquests. So you put all those
		
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			things together.
		
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			And,
		
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			and I think that, you know, when the
		
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			Muslim world
		
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			is invaded, when it's occupied, you know, the
		
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			response on the part of the Muslims
		
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			was to kind of retreat.
		
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			And, you know, if you think about it,
		
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			that's going to affect women because all of
		
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			a sudden, there's this real fear, this concern
		
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			that if women are in the public sphere,
		
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			maybe they're, you know, they might be,
		
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			attacked, that the honor of the of the
		
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			family might be impacted by this. So these
		
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			are very real concerns.
		
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			And one of the things that my my
		
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			teachers,
		
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			in the Syrian context at least noted that
		
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			was that when the the French came in,
		
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			there was this real concern amongst Syrian families,
		
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			especially religious ones, to shelter the women. So
		
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			you don't see women so much in the
		
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			public sphere, and this actually impacts
		
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			girls' access to education, and you can you
		
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			can see this market decline during that time.
		
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			Not to mention the views of the Europeans
		
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			themselves, I think they're very contradictory. So on
		
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			the one hand, they're coming in as sort
		
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			of so called liberators of Muslim women. Right?
		
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			But on the other hand,
		
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			you know, they're again undermining the very institutions
		
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			where women would actually go to seek knowledge.
		
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			You know, it's very similar in to the
		
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			Native Americans in the United States where they,
		
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			the European,
		
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			settlers thought that they were liberating women, but
		
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			in reality, they were destroying the institutions which
		
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			they were not even perceiving Right. You know,
		
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			in which women had, power.
		
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			So, anyways, moving on to today's world, like,
		
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			you you have someone you're someone who has
		
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			studied. You're teaching the dean.
		
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			Talk to us about your own a little
		
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			bit about your own story about what inspired
		
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			you to pursue this path.
		
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			You know, I
		
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			thinking,
		
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			thinking back on that, it's so interesting because
		
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			I never
		
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			I don't know if I would say I
		
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			intentionally set out. I mean, it's like, you
		
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			know, sometimes Allah just opens up a certain
		
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			path for you.
		
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			Let me preface this by saying, I don't
		
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			consider myself,
		
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			some people call me or whatever. I'm like,
		
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			no. No. That that I really believe we
		
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			we kind of throw that term
		
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			around a lot. I mean, there are women
		
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			who definitely meet the qualifications to be called
		
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			Sheikha. I'm not one of them. I think
		
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			Sheikha Tamara Gray is, but I'm not one
		
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			of them. I'm actually one of her students.
		
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			So I consider myself, 1st and foremost, a
		
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			student of knowledge, but, alhamdulillah, I also have
		
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			been blessed to teach,
		
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			in a certain capacity
		
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			and and to do a dawah, which is
		
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			really important to me.
		
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			And,
		
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			but in the very beginning, it was really
		
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			my mom and dad who are both converts
		
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			to Islam.
		
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			My mom is sister Kafi. I'm sorry. My
		
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			dad is brother Mansoor. I'm sorry. May Allah
		
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			preserve them. Amen. Amen.
		
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			When they converted to Islam and then they
		
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			my sister and I were born,
		
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			they they believed a 100% in the equality
		
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			of men and women in Islam. And it's
		
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			not because they were sort of progressive or
		
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			feminist, but that's just they always felt that,
		
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			you know, sort of ultimate empowerment for women,
		
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			if you wanna use that term empowerment, exists
		
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			in Islam sort of source text and traditions.
		
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			So
		
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			they felt that my sister and I deserve
		
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			to have the best education, so we ended
		
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			up going overseas,
		
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			to study,
		
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			first in Iran then Syria. And I know
		
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			today that sounds very controversial, but at that
		
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			time, they didn't think anything of it. They
		
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			had this very ecumenical understanding of Muslim Ummah,
		
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			and they didn't care about labels of Sunni
		
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			and Shia. They just wanted us to study,
		
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			although they always,
		
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			you know, followed,
		
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			Sunni schools of law.
		
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			So we started out in Iran
		
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			as kids really and went to a seminary
		
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			for a time there. And then,
		
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			fast forward to the, like, mid to late
		
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			19 nineties,
		
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			my mom and dad were,
		
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			and are good friends with,
		
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			Imam Zaid Shakir,
		
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			and he and his wife encouraged us to
		
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			think about coming to Syria to study. Also,
		
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			my,
		
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			my mom had friends, Syrian American friends who
		
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			encouraged her to study, and
		
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			they really opened her eyes in a very
		
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			significant way to this idea of a woman
		
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			teacher or an as the Syrians call her
		
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			or a Sheikha.
		
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			So that that that that that was the
		
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			road to Damascus for us, and
		
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			I'm really, really it's just such it's such
		
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			it was such a blessing to be there
		
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			at that time. It was a really special
		
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			time. So okay. So
		
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			when you went to Iran young at that
		
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			time. 19. How old were you when you
		
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			went when when y'all first went to Iran?
		
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			12 or 13. And your parents were still
		
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			in America or they went with y'all? No.
		
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			No. They,
		
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			you know, this is,
		
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			11111
		
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			yeah. This is 11 years after the Islamic
		
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			revolution, and, that's how awesome my parents are.
		
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			They thought nothing of us as American Muslims
		
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			moving to Iran within 11 years of the
		
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			revolution. That's what we did literally. Like, just
		
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			you and your sister? The whole family. Oh,
		
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			the whole family. Okay. And lived there. And,
		
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			and they had friends that they've met, like,
		
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			Iranians that were in college here in college
		
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			in college here in the US, you know,
		
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			at at the time. And,
		
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			yeah. And they're they're very adventurous. And, again,
		
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			they were not like, they didn't see any
		
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			impediments in terms of sectarian ideology or anything
		
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			like that. They just wanted us to live
		
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			in a Muslim majority country that was, like,
		
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			our first kind of, like, introduction to sort
		
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			of an Islamic seminary and that type of
		
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			thing and and learned women too. So I
		
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			read that I read that,
		
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			I read Sheikh, Sheikh Zayed saying that,
		
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			he had met your parents, when he was
		
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			at American University. So I actually went to
		
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			American University because Sheikh Zayed went to American
		
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			University. That's why I applied there because I
		
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			I met him in the nineties, and so
		
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			I went there. So there's kind of an
		
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			interesting Those are good times.
		
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			Yeah. So are you from the DC area
		
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			originally? Or No. No. Actually, originally from Atlanta.
		
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			Okay. So we left Atlanta, in the early
		
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			19 nineties and, and went to Iran for
		
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			a time. Okay. Yeah.
		
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			And like I said, my parents are both
		
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			converts to Islam. They're from up
		
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			north originally, but they've been in the
		
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			south for many years. Mhmm. But they're originally,
		
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			like, ethnically American
		
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			or European? We don't need I mean, we
		
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			don't need to if you're not comfortable with
		
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			it. No. I'm I'm and there's and there's
		
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			a point I wanna make. I'm glad When
		
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			you said when you said last thing was
		
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			I'm sorry. I'm like, are they Pakistani, but
		
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			they weren't like attack this. Yes. Let's Glad
		
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			that we're we're actually and this is the
		
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			the beauty of a podcast because you hear
		
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			our voices, but you don't see us. So
		
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			and then you see the name and you
		
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			think, well, this sounds like a Dasey or
		
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			an Iranian name. In fact, Zainab Ansari could
		
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			be a Persian name, but it's yeah. But
		
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			And and frankly, very very, it's very difficult
		
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			to tell just by appearance.
		
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			Yeah. Yeah. Absolutely. So Ansari was a name
		
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			that my mom and dad chose
		
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			upon converting to Islam because on my dad's
		
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			side, our family name
		
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			is Abdul Masih,
		
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			Christian Lebanese.
		
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			So you're so you're Christian Lebanese? Yeah. On
		
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			my dad's side, Lebanese Christians.
		
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			With my great grandfather
		
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			immigrated
		
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			to the United States,
		
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			when you still had an Ottoman Empire.
		
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			Have we, have we uncovered is this some
		
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			breaking news that we're I I mean I've
		
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			never seen that in any of my I
		
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			I assumed you were, like, Arab or I
		
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			thought you were Syrian. I was like, well,
		
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			you know,
		
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			your reasoning actually makes a lot of sense
		
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			as far as, like, why you would I
		
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			would know the the religion of
		
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			I think a lot of times when we
		
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			go to study, it's like Yeah. Someone we
		
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			trust Oh, absolutely. Has given you has, you
		
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			know, Vowsk for Institute. Right? I mean, I
		
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			you know, so there's I I mean, I
		
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			feel this affinity for Syria because my ancestors
		
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			on my dad's side are from larger, you
		
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			know, greater Syria be led to Sham. Yeah.
		
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			But that's the history. And I'm really happy
		
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			because, you know, I think there's a point
		
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			here they wanna make about, you know, sort
		
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			of, you know, we make certain assumptions, you
		
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			know, in Subhanallah that my my story is
		
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			a story it's it's a story of converts
		
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			and immigrants. And my mother's African American I
		
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			was just gonna ask that. So yeah. Yeah.
		
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			And also, you know, we make certain assumptions
		
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			too, I think, in terms of,
		
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			you know,
		
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			about, you know, ethnicity and all that. You
		
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			know? So I the the story, it's a
		
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			really I think it's a uniquely American story
		
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			in the sense that you can have someone
		
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			like my dad from a Lebanese Christian background
		
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			to marry my mom who's African American
		
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			from Detroit, and they discover Islam, and they
		
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			say, let's take our daughters overseas. Right? To
		
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			Iran. In more places. Yeah. Yeah. And then
		
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			Syria. So but absolutely. So so,
		
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			my great grandfather,
		
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			whose name was Mansur Hanna Adil Masih.
		
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			Hanna is or John. Adil Masih came to,
		
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			the United States in the 18 nineties before
		
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			there was a Lebanon.
		
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			This was, in fact, the papers say Turkish
		
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			because it's part of the part of the
		
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			Ottoman Empire. Amazing. And, it's so interesting when
		
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			we visited Lebanon
		
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			in the late 19 nineties,
		
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			we were able to go and return to
		
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			the ancestral village.
		
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			This is right after Hezbollah kicked, Israel out
		
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			of Southern Lebanon, by the way, in 1999.
		
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			And,
		
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			we visit the ancestral village and, one of
		
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			our we met some extended family
		
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			and they noted with great surprise
		
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			that they they they left Lebanon as Christians,
		
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			went to America, and came back from America
		
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			as Muslims. How is this possible? Amazing. Yeah.
		
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			So, I mean, I mean, that's that's a
		
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			testament to the the beauty of this society
		
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			quite honestly. Yes. Yeah. When my mom and
		
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			dad became Muslim, they were advised by the,
		
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			Dacey uncle
		
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			who gave them, you know, Shahada
		
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			that you might wanna think about changing that
		
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			name because Adil Masih means slave of the
		
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			Messiah, which theologically speaking for a Muslim might
		
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			be a little problematic. Yeah. Just a little.
		
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			A little bit. Yeah. Yeah. Alright. So and,
		
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			problematic. Yeah. Just a little. Little bit. Yeah.
		
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			Yeah. Alright. So, well, actually before so when
		
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			you're Abu Nur, like, I you're familiar with,
		
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			like, many institutes like the University of Medina
		
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			or Omar Khara where people do a faculty
		
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			Mhmm. Like Sharia or Hadith or Quran.
		
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			Was is there a specific science of Islamic
		
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			sciences
		
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			or amongst the sciences that kind of, like,
		
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			float your boat more than the others or
		
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			something you specialize in? Yeah. You know, so
		
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			Abu Nur so it had a college. Well,
		
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			it was a huge complex,
		
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			so the program that I did was actually,
		
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			it was a 3 year preparatory program, like
		
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			so intensive was this preparatory program that Masha'Allah
		
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			I came back and I was actually able
		
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			to teach, so if you came in without,
		
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			what they called
		
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			or basically,
		
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			a high school diploma
		
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			from an Islamic school, you did the pre
		
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			college program, 3 years of Arabic and and
		
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			hadith and so many topics. So that was,
		
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			like, 3 years of study that we did
		
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			at Abu Nour and a lot of
		
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			topics. So, that was like 3 years of
		
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			study that we did at Abu Noor and
		
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			a lot of independent study, and then we
		
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			also did a year at University of Damascus.
		
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			But, Abu Noor beyond that, they actually have
		
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			a they had a there was a Dawah
		
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			College, there was an
		
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			Osul College, which which the Syrians largely went
		
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			to.
		
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			The international students went to the Dawa College,
		
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			like, Iman Zayed went there.
		
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			They even have, like, a high school for
		
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			Syrians, a middle school. They had a Quran
		
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			school. All all a lot of things happening
		
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			at Abu Noor. Okay. Yeah.
		
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			But you asked me about which topic. So
		
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			I just took I basically took the curriculum,
		
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			but I supplemented with things I did independently.
		
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			And I really loved I think at the
		
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			time, I'd say my favorite subject was probably
		
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			Arabic grammar and Tajweed
		
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			at the time. Yeah. Syrians are famous for
		
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			Tajweed. Yes. Like, I'm in Rishdi Sway, the
		
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			Sheikh.
		
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			There's a sister,
		
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			here who has a jazah from him, actually,
		
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			in the Northern Virginia area, and she does,
		
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			hadukats there. Okay. So now you would consider
		
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			I mean, now you're Sunni, obviously. Correct? And
		
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			I hope I'm not going somewhere weird with
		
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			that or I I think we should be
		
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			really open and candid about, you know, our
		
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			positionality and yeah. So my mom and dad,
		
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			again, they always
		
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			view themselves as Sunni, but, again, they were
		
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			very ecumenical in their outlook, which is how
		
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			we ended up in Iran. But, yes,
		
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			I've always identified,
		
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			as Sunni. Yeah. Mhmm.
		
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			Is is there is there a particular,
		
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			that you would kind of go towards,
		
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			whatever, or
		
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			or you sort of,
		
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			yeah, where where would
		
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			you fall in all that if that's an
		
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			appropriate question? Probably, I would say more towards
		
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			the Ashari side. Okay. Definitely. And how about,
		
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			like, Fiqh,
		
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			wise?
		
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			Well, you know, one of my mentors
		
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			might be disappointed, but, you know, I,
		
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			I I was actually raised Hanafi Mhmm. And
		
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			I've studied both Hanafi and Shafarai, but I
		
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			teach Shafarai at the seminary. Okay. And all
		
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			my Syrian teachers are Shafarai, so considering maybe
		
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			becoming Shafarai again. Okay. Yeah. Alright. I actually
		
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			think that,
		
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			in that some some we talked about, like,
		
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			ideological back the Yeah. The people of traditional
		
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			Islamic background, Imam Zay Shah Hamza.
		
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			I feel like it's
		
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			that,
		
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			environment has always been historically not the pigeonhole
		
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			or blast my Salafi brethren. I can do
		
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			that because I'm a former, like, recovering Salafi.
		
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			I don't know why you look at me
		
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			because I, also do not consider myself that
		
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			anymore. Yeah. Oh, but, like, I felt like
		
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			that,
		
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			those brothers, those masha'ik always made it more
		
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			conducive for sisters to study. Like, I know
		
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			sister Nora Shama
		
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			has been teaching with, like, Suni Pathna of
		
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			Qibla for, like, I don't know, over a
		
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			decade. Oh, yeah. Right? 7. Yeah. You know,
		
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			you know, so I think that's,
		
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			just Knight. Do you know 9. She's another
		
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			Right. I I ran into a 7. Just
		
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			last week in Atlanta.
		
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			Right. Yeah. So part of the thing is,
		
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			I think,
		
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			is so when in the early 2000, when
		
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			it became popular for people to go to
		
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			get into the dean and study the the
		
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			religion,
		
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			it was always a lot of people. So
		
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			there's some folks who went to Abu Noor
		
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			because they know,
		
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			but very common was the Islamic University of
		
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			Medina. And the Islamic University of Medina is
		
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			set up where
		
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			it's very
		
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			I think it's very friendly for guys that
		
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			maybe study as far as, like, scholarship is
		
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			you're on a full ride,
		
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			but they have no set. They still don't
		
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			have a a system for sisters. Mhmm. The
		
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			sisters that went went as wives of students,
		
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			and they would maybe attend certain halakat
		
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			that were there. But in general,
		
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			they would and because it's Medina, there's that
		
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			appeal of just going to Medina. Uh-huh. So
		
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			it draws,
		
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			like, a large amount of students from America
		
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			going over. And they're obviously, you know,
		
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			positioning for students from all over the world.
		
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			Right? And then the other students at Saudi,
		
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			like,
		
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			you know, you could go, but then you
		
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			need a Maharam Right. To who would be
		
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			enrolled. I know women who wanted to go,
		
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			but they lack a Maharam. Right. Mhmm. So
		
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			there's certain obstacles there.
		
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			Did you find similar obstacles in going to
		
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			Abu Noor as far from a gen like,
		
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			from either, like, traveling without or anything like
		
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			that from a gender,
		
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			inhibiting perspective? Yeah. You know? No. And it
		
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			it's I'm glad that you and, Imashal, you
		
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			so diplomatically asked about the great Sufi Salafi
		
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			divide.
		
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			Right? But yeah. But no. I mean, Alhamdulillah.
		
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			I just, it just so happened that the
		
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			people who've been my mentors with whom I've
		
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			been most closely associated would be more towards
		
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			the Asha'arimid
		
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			Habib
		
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			Tasul Wolf part of it. But I've I
		
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			and I credit my parents for this. I'm
		
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			very ecumenical in my outlook. In fact, I'm
		
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			actually taking a course with Al Maghrib right
		
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			now. So,
		
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			you know, so I can't really kinda speak
		
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			to what the experiences of women who maybe
		
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			take a more salafi approach have been, just
		
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			kind of what I know anecdotally,
		
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			but I would, let me say this. One
		
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			of the things that kind of drew us
		
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			to Syria after having been in Iran was
		
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			we ran into the sectarian thing in Iran,
		
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			which was kind of, like, you could go
		
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			and study as a woman, but there are
		
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			those kinda sectarian sort
		
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			of issues of sectarian ideology that we ran
		
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			into. So we felt like go to Damascus,
		
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			it might be more kind of expansive kind
		
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			of experience. What kind of curriculum was in
		
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			Iran?
		
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			Well, what's really interesting is that we did
		
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			a lot of Arabic grammar, and that's actually
		
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			where I kinda fell in love with Arabic
		
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			grammar because Persians excel at teaching Arabic grammar.
		
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			They were the earliest grammarians, actually.
		
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			Mhmm.
		
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			Yeah. Absolutely. So we did grammar and, we
		
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			did some and,
		
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			I don't really recall doing much in the
		
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			way of hadith, but we took subjects that
		
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			you might not find in a more in
		
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			a more sort of setting, like, we did,
		
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			mental logic and rhetoric and and things like
		
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			that, which is kind of interesting. So is
		
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			it you guys studied? It was.
		
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			Yeah. Okay. That's interesting. Mhmm. Yeah. What about
		
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			the do they have a tradition of Tassoul
		
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			still in Iran? Yeah. They do. I mean,
		
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			you know, I I find there are certain
		
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			things about Shiism itself, which they actually kinda,
		
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			like, draw from Sufism. Although, I've heard, like,
		
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			officially speaking, you know, there's some sort of
		
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			leeriness on the part of the Iranian government
		
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			at least towards some Sufi groups, but there's
		
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			something about
		
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			Shiite praxis itself, which actually kind of, I
		
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			think, has analogies to Sufism. It's kind of
		
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			it kind of interesting.
		
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			Yeah. So and we could we could probably
		
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			get into that a little bit further. But,
		
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			nonetheless, we when we went to Damascus, what
		
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			I found was that, like and it was
		
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			a natural thing to have an ense to
		
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			have a woman teacher.
		
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			So
		
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			and Abunur
		
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			was, you know, again, it's this vast complex
		
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			and you had a women's school and a
		
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			men's school.
		
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			And, honestly, I'd have to say the only
		
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			challenges that we faced as women in that
		
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			environment were that I know we didn't have
		
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			access to the library the way we wanted
		
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			to. Like, it was open to the men,
		
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			but our hours are more restricted. Like, you
		
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			could go, but still there were some restrictions.
		
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			And sometimes I I've found that if you
		
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			were single, because at that time I was,
		
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			that
		
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			not, you know, if you really wanted to
		
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			study the very preeminent male that
		
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			sometimes you couldn't really gain entree the way
		
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			that our male counterparts would, that sometimes it
		
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			was easier for the women who are married
		
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			that they could attend those lessons with their
		
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			husbands or whatever. Those are the things I
		
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			noticed, but, you know, it wasn't it didn't
		
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			really kinda, like, hamper our efforts in a
		
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			really significant way because there were so many
		
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			female teachers that you would go to. And
		
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			those female teachers worked with male.
		
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			So, for example, if you were sitting for
		
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			an Ijaz and Quran, ultimately, you'd go and
		
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			see the sheikh of the Anseh anyway. You
		
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			know? That's a really interesting point you made
		
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			because there's a, institute in Chicago that's pretty
		
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			well very reputable. I I take classes there,
		
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			and their sisters would take classes there as
		
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			well. But the sisters also tell me that
		
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			you've gotta have a really thick skin
		
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			to, like, take class in the sense that,
		
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			like, you don't necessarily have the same access
		
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			to the to the moshayik as the brothers
		
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			do. Right?
		
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			And it's also, like, you know, there's a.
		
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			Right? And they the way they do things.
		
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			Yes.
		
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			You know, but,
		
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			you know, and I
		
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			and it's almost like but at the same
		
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			time, I feel like those sisters who are
		
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			there
		
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			excel much better than the brothers
		
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			because
		
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			they're not on they're having to overcome
		
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			some of those those gender barriers,
		
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			but they're actually getting much more out of
		
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			their studies Yeah. Yeah. Than the brothers are.
		
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			Yeah. You'd be very disciplined. I mean, remember
		
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			going to 1 there was one sheikh who
		
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			was teaching, like, hadith sciences
		
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			and, you know, I mean, you could go,
		
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			but you had to sit. I think there
		
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			was a curtain or, like, there was some
		
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			kind of partition, so you kind of had
		
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			to discipline yourself to get used to these
		
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			things.
		
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			So but,
		
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			I mean, I have to say that we
		
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			actually my sister and I, I don't know
		
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			how this happened. Oh, yeah. We ended up
		
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			studying with a really, really great Tajweed master
		
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			because we started by by sitting with his
		
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			daughter, and then she had other family obligations.
		
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			So, she's like, go sit with my dad.
		
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			So, masha'Allah, Allahu Ramhu, he was an amazing
		
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			scholar, Sheikh Mohammed Zukar.
		
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			And he was, like I mean, we didn't
		
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			realize it at the time because my sister
		
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			and I were a little bit we were
		
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			kind of young and naive, but later on
		
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			I realized, masha'Allah, this is, like, one of
		
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			the most preeminent Quran Wow.
		
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			Like, reciters and teachers in Damascus.
		
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			And he's just this nice elderly man who
		
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			lets these 2 American girls, like, we would
		
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			come and knock on his door early in
		
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			the morning. He'd kinda shuffle out to greet
		
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			us and sit and listen to us. And
		
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			in the beginning, it was really intimidating because
		
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			he would tear our he would tear our
		
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			recitation apart, but I'm so grateful now to
		
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			him because
		
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			he really helped us along our Tajweed.
		
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			Very, very nice man.
		
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			So as someone who's,
		
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			I I I really love the science of
		
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			Tajweed and the study of it. So
		
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			I wanted to ask you that, right now,
		
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			it seems that
		
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			there is the, the science of Tajweed is
		
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			in a weird position,
		
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			in the minds of many modern Muslims. On
		
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			the one hand,
		
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			many of them and I I could say,
		
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			especially,
		
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			often among, like, so called Salafis
		
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			or, Saudis,
		
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			they will often
		
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			denigrate,
		
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			the science of Tajweed as something that is
		
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			sort of not, not really of the essence.
		
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			And then on the other hand, you have,
		
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			for example, people who will will study it,
		
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			but it won't really penetrate their,
		
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			anything else, you know, that they do. And
		
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			so it's like, you know, you'll you find
		
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			these people who have the Quran memorized, but,
		
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			but they they'll they don't have much else.
		
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			They don't have any understanding of it, and
		
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			they might be able to recite it perfectly,
		
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			but it you know? So what is the
		
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			proper way to understand,
		
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			the science of of Tajweed? Is it you
		
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			know, so that it doesn't just become something
		
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			technical
		
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			on the one hand, but also is not
		
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			something like lost and forgotten on the other.
		
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			You know, the science of Tajweed is, I
		
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			mean, it's certainly
		
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			to have people in the community who,
		
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			can recite Quran with Tajweed and teach it.
		
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			And, you
		
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			know, I I I feel that
		
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			Tajweed is sort of to me, it's one
		
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			of these sciences, and the reason why I
		
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			think it's important and relevant
		
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			is be it's one of these sciences that
		
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			I think kind of, like, almost in a
		
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			way democratizes our access to the Quran.
		
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			Because if you think about it, I mean,
		
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			Quran recitation,
		
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			I mean, some of the best of the
		
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			best in terms of mastery of Quranic recitation
		
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			are are non native speakers of Arabic, which
		
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			to me is a very powerful statement that
		
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			I can be from a Turkish speaking background
		
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			or Boston or English speaking or whatever the
		
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			language is, Hausa or whatever it is. And
		
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			I learn the rules of,
		
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			and this gives me a certain level of
		
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			parity with someone who's, like, a native Arabic
		
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			speaker.
		
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			So, I think it's it's it's very important,
		
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			and I think that,
		
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			also, to me, you know, learning and teaching
		
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			tashweed,
		
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			it gives me kind of a renewed sense
		
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			of appreciation for the ajaz of the Quran.
		
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			Like, the Quran has this kind of unique
		
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			quality of being, like, this inimitability
		
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			of the Quran.
		
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			And I think you really understand that when
		
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			you learn Tajweed, especially if you're if you're
		
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			a really great Tajweed teacher and they give
		
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			you some sense of, like, you've got canonical
		
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			readings of the Quran, you have variant readings,
		
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			and you learn that there's
		
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			a particular quality of the sacred texts, I
		
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			think,
		
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			you know, only kinda comes across when you
		
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			actually learn its sciences. And one of its
		
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			sciences is Tajweed.
		
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			And the prophet that,
		
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			you know, of one of the kind of
		
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			merits of of learning learning the Quran is
		
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			being able to to recite it with, you
		
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			know, recite it in a beautiful way. This
		
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			is one of the adab of the Quran.
		
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			So yeah. So it's part of honoring the
		
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			Quran and
		
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			beautifying it. Absolutely. You know, there is no
		
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			musical instrument that can compare to the human
		
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			voice.
		
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			And the person,
		
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			like, the best Quran reciters, you would swear
		
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			they know musical theory. They're that good. Yeah.
		
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			Would you say there's a restriction on
		
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			sisters teaching Tajweed to men because of this
		
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			whole because I there's sister that's I think
		
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			it was at some conference a few years
		
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			ago, and there's a bunch of pushback at
		
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			Remember.
		
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			The. Yeah. Yeah. The voice is
		
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			the beautifying the voice is considered the aura.
		
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			Yeah. What is the legal, like, background on
		
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			that?
		
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			You know, this this I think this it's
		
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			an important question because this debate, you know,
		
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			woman's voice is aura, I think, is also
		
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			what sort of has prevented women from kind
		
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			of addressing the community at large. There is
		
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			this belief amongst, you know, even
		
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			some certainly
		
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			that the woman's voice is one of the
		
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			things that should be concealed.
		
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			So,
		
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			you know, based upon my studies, and I
		
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			think there is this opinion in the school
		
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			that that there's nothing there's no sort of
		
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			impediment to women speaking any and even sort
		
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			of reciting and these things in public so
		
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			long as they're kind of, like, part of
		
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			a chorus. I think this is a opinion.
		
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			I personally don't feel that there's any
		
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			barrier to a woman's teaching Quran or Tajweed
		
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			so long as certain,
		
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			boundaries are observed. Now, again, though Tajweed but
		
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			I will say this. I mean, Tajweed is
		
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			one of those sciences where you really kinda,
		
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			like, wanna watch watch your teacher very closely,
		
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			and and sometimes you have to actually show
		
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			the mouth. The mouth and the tongue and
		
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			the teeth and all of that. So for
		
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			for reasons of,
		
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			I would say it's probably best to have
		
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			the same
		
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			gender teacher,
		
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			but I don't think it's unlawful in certain
		
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			cases for a woman to teach Quran,
		
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			You know? And I think that
		
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			it all kind of goes back to our
		
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			intention.
		
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			And I was kind of, I was saddened
		
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			when that you know, when
		
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			received all that kind of, like, pushback when
		
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			she recited it at Isna. I think it
		
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			was I think that was actually a good
		
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			thing because think about it. If we want
		
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			our daughters
		
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			to have role models in Quran,
		
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			we want people to show them Quran, female
		
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			Quran reciters. I think that's really important. Yeah.
		
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			You know, if you think about it, if
		
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			you just Google female Quran reciters, it's you're
		
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			very hard pressed to find any because of
		
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			these views, unfortunately.
		
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			So I know I know a sister,
		
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			in the Virginia area who is Syrian and
		
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			she has she's a a half of, of
		
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			Quran,
		
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			has Ijaz and Bukhari. She's
		
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			and no one knows who she is. She's
		
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			just sort of floating around. She also has
		
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			a degree in law, so she's working as
		
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			a a lawyer.
		
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			There's,
		
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			Tamara Gray. There's yourself. Now I don't mean
		
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			to say that no one knows about you
		
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			because actually I I come to find that
		
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			you you are more well known than than
		
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			I thought. But at the same time, like,
		
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			we have these so called celebrity sheikhs of
		
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			who are men
		
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			who,
		
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			quite honestly is you you you don't you
		
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			don't like the term sheikha applied to you,
		
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			but these men apparently don't mind the term
		
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			sheikha being applied to them,
		
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			and they're more they're, like, all over the
		
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			place. You know what I mean? So what
		
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			is,
		
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			okay. So a woman goes off. She she
		
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			learns the dean.
		
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			Marshall excels in it, comes back to America,
		
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			and is stuck somewhere. And, you know, so
		
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			what do we do? How do we, like
		
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			you know, what what do we do about
		
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			the situation? And what motivation is there for
		
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			a woman to go off and study when,
		
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			they had a glass ceiling as it were?
		
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			Right. I mean, there is a glass ceiling,
		
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			and I I don't I don't think that
		
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			glass ceiling is necessarily always kind of imposed
		
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			by the community or the patriarchy. I think
		
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			it's sometimes as women, we can be our
		
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			own worst enemy because I think some some
		
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			of us, and I found this working with
		
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			women, is that we still,
		
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			find men to be more authoritative. So I
		
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			think we have to actually kind of ask
		
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			ourselves as women, I mean, our our frames,
		
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			like, really interrogate those frames.
		
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			You know, just as an aside, you know,
		
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			I was watching a film about Margaret Thatcher.
		
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			She was being she was portrayed by,
		
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			Meryl Streep. And in the in the film,
		
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			Margaret Thatcher, apparently, this is real, had to
		
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			actually undergo voice training to learn how to
		
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			make the register of her voice lower and
		
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			deeper.
		
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			Because if she did that her male colleagues
		
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			would take would take her more seriously. Wow.
		
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			Think about that. And Allah tells us in
		
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			the Quran, tells women to, you know, make
		
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			the don't make the voice alluring.
		
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			Interesting. Right? Think about that. So, I think
		
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			there are certain,
		
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			I think I think there are, you know,
		
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			in terms of how we perceive authority, there
		
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			are certain cues that we're not even picking
		
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			up on. So I just wanted to to
		
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			put that point out there.
		
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			Also, in terms of celebrity,
		
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			I don't know that
		
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			any of the
		
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			the so called male celebrity shayits, I I
		
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			doubt I doubt that they ever set out
		
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			to become celebrities, but I think given our
		
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			current media culture,
		
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			we as the Muslim sort of
		
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			convention sort of attending public, you know, we
		
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			gravitate toward towards those people who are charismatic,
		
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			who can help us to sort of,
		
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			process these questions we have about Islam. So,
		
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			I think this is just maybe kind of,
		
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			like, one of the
		
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			one of the byproducts, I think, of this
		
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			larger culture we have in in in terms
		
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			of North American Islam. So I just wanted
		
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			to make raise that point. But, nonetheless, though,
		
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			I do find women that we tend to
		
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			be more shy. We tend to be more
		
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			shy, more retiring.
		
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			We don't have sometimes, in some cases, we
		
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			don't have that level of assertiveness that it
		
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			really takes kind of sort of put oneself
		
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			out there and kinda claim a platform Mhmm.
		
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			And seek that institutional backing that I think
		
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			men are maybe more adept at sometimes.
		
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			Not to mention the fact that sometimes when
		
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			we kind of think about how to allocate
		
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			limited resources in our community, sometimes we're going
		
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			to
		
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			put those resources in the direction of our
		
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			male or. It's just a decision that many
		
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			of our communities have made.
		
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			Having said that though, if we can identify
		
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			women such as the the the sheikha you
		
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			mentioned,
		
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			has
		
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			these
		
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			but is working in, you know, sort of
		
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			in a secular field. Yeah. In in obscurity,
		
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			in a secular field, we need to really
		
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			kind of ask ourselves, are we allocating these
		
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			resources properly? Because there are women out there
		
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			who I think really deserve to have that
		
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			institutional support. In my case,
		
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			I was just fortunate,
		
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			in that the foundation I worked for, Taysir
		
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			Foundation, specifically,
		
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			basically, endowed a position for a female scholar
		
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			that was very intentional on their part, and
		
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			I will reward them. Is that a good
		
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			model, for other, like, institutions to to do?
		
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			Oh, yeah. I think we have to do
		
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			that. I think it really takes sort of
		
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			very forward thinking,
		
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			in this case, men,
		
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			to come together and say, you know what?
		
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			We wanna specifically create this position for a
		
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			woman scholar. I mean, they did it very
		
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			intentionally.
		
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			Yeah. Now you now you said earlier, you
		
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			weren't a scholar.
		
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			So, like, but let's define a scholar. Can
		
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			we define that? Because,
		
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			the reason I, well, I'll have you define
		
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			it first, and I'll tell you why I
		
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			asked. Okay.
		
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			You know, when I in my talk, you
		
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			know, there's this you have the scholar in
		
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			the more generic sense of the. Right? But,
		
00:38:06 --> 00:38:07
			you know, you have levels within that, and
		
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			I think that one of the reasons why
		
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			I'm careful, you know, because I I don't
		
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			wanna claim sort of lay claim to certain
		
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			titles that I think that I'm
		
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			just
		
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			not worthy of it, you know, at this
		
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			point. I really feel that for someone to
		
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			be considered a sheikh of a certain caliber,
		
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			you know, there are certain requirements that honestly
		
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			I'm still working towards whether it's memorizing the
		
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			whole Quran
		
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			or Ijaz as in certain fields or that
		
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			type of thing. So, for me, I really
		
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			kind of view my vocation as more
		
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			of with some scholarship there. Mhmm. Right? Because
		
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			my training's in history, quite honestly.
		
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			And I've had some really great mentors along
		
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			the way, but,
		
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			you know, I also recognize there are women
		
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			out there who possess Ijazas, women who have,
		
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			for example, doctorates, and I'm mindful of that.
		
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			I mean, to me, I really feel that
		
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			we're very sort of,
		
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			we we quickly apply, you know, certain labels
		
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			and credentials.
		
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			And, you know, in my case, I would
		
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			certainly never I would never feel comfortable being
		
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			called but, you know, like I've told people,
		
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			it just means teacher or professor, and that's
		
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			acceptable because I do teach, and I enjoy
		
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			teaching. So yeah. Isn't there is there a
		
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			sort of a sense in which,
		
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			in the land of the blind, the one
		
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			eyed man is king? Yeah. So in other
		
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			words, like, when no one has any knowledge
		
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			and you have this level of of knowledge,
		
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			it sort of, like, feels natural to say,
		
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			you know? And and also, I think one
		
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			of the things that we have the responsibility
		
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			to do is if we don't know something,
		
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			we say I don't know, but I can
		
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			direct you to the towards the person who
		
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			has the the knowledge or the background who
		
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			can help you. And I often do that,
		
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			you know, where I teach, for example, we
		
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			have Shahasman Ashab who,
		
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			you know, the way we've divided up the
		
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			curriculum, he has certain subjects, and I have
		
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			certain subjects, and it works out quite well.
		
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			So Are there any,
		
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			is there are there any actual alims in
		
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			America,
		
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			now who deserve that title?
		
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			Yeah. Or alimas. Either alimas. Absolutely. You've got
		
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			our alama and alimat who and I think
		
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			even though we're reluctant to call a woman
		
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			a sheikha,
		
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			there are women who have the I think
		
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			they've definitely attained to that rank. Again, one
		
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			of the reasons Can you give us some
		
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			names? Yeah. I mean, I think one of
		
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			the reasons it's controversial is because, especially for
		
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			those that are more leaning,
		
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			there is the view amongst some eminent,
		
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			that
		
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			a sheikh has to be a male because
		
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			is,
		
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			you know, prophethood is for males. Right? So
		
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			that's that's that is an important point of
		
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			view. But, yeah, I would say, really, off
		
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			the top of my head, I would say,
		
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			you know, Tamara,
		
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			Tamara Grey is one of them for sure.
		
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			And, again, they're these are women who are
		
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			they're very shy in in the sense that
		
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			they're not making these claims for themselves. Remember,
		
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			the greatest or alama,
		
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			they were recognized by their peers. It's always
		
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			there's always been the system of being recognized
		
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			by one's peers. Right? Mhmm. That's how these
		
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			titles, Hushat al Islam or Sheikh al Islam
		
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			are conferred.
		
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			You know, Sheikh Azaleb Alawani is another one
		
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			that comes to mind. Yeah. I'm asking for
		
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			very practical reasons, so that,
		
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			those who are out there in the community
		
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			who want to begin to
		
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			promote
		
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			and, and recognize
		
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			female scholarship in America so that they can
		
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			they can do that. You know? Yeah. So
		
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			you mentioned too. Any any others that you
		
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			would
		
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			recommend? Yeah. You know, there are there are
		
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			several really, really wonderful women out there that
		
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			It really can and, again, it depends because
		
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			sometimes the needs of the audience will, you
		
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			know, so Sure. There are a lot of
		
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			I really want to say there are a
		
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			lot of women in academia who have done
		
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			some really,
		
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			amazing work, and I think that sometimes because
		
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			of this whole sort of issue of sort
		
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			of Islam and feminism that sometimes we shy
		
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			away from the work of women in academia,
		
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			but there are a lot of Muslim women
		
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			who are doing really important work in that
		
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			field. But, you know, again, when it goes
		
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			I think one of my one of the
		
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			challenges I personally face when it comes to
		
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			identifying women who are more,
		
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			traditionally inclined is that those women don't really
		
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			seek the limelight. Yeah. And a lot of
		
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			times because of their understanding of Islam and
		
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			Afiqh,
		
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			they might not even want to address a
		
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			male audience.
		
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			So that's why we don't know that there
		
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			are serious issues. So,
		
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			a couple years ago, I I was involved,
		
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			with a conference in Chicago, and I was
		
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			in charge of all the speaker hospitality.
		
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			And we reached out to, like, people like
		
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			Sheikha Muslim Apurmal,
		
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			who's an Azhar graduate Yes.
		
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			For example,
		
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			amongst others.
		
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			And,
		
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			she she was just busy. She couldn't make
		
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			it that weekend. So we did have a
		
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			disproportionate amount of male to female speakers.
		
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			However,
		
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			when people reached out to us, like, hey.
		
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			There's we boycott this conference because there's not
		
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			enough sisters on the on the panel, and
		
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			they send us a
		
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			spreadsheet of, like, all the speakers we can
		
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			find. Seen that and they're Right? So They're
		
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			gonna boycott the, And then so I asked
		
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			about so I'll and so, and I was
		
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			talking to the organizers. I was, listen.
		
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			Thing is everybody that we have, it's it's
		
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			a meritocracy in the point of, like, where
		
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			what what have you studied. Right? It's not
		
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			about just putting a sister up there just
		
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			so he's because she's a sister. I can
		
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			I can ask someone who has a blog?
		
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			Like, some people were like, there are people
		
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			on there who are just bloggers. Or the
		
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			I have a friend. His wife does amazing
		
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			work with, like, humanitarian
		
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			relief overseas.
		
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			And she was on this list,
		
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			and I asked him about it about her,
		
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			and and she and she and he was
		
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			like, really? She didn't get her authority to
		
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			put her on that list with her contact
		
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			information. I don't know if it's the same
		
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			list, but there's a list going around right
		
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			now that one of the, of women speakers
		
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			and one of these is not even a
		
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			woman. It's a man who dresses up as
		
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			a woman and wears hijab. Oh, wow. So
		
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			yeah. So the thing is that with the
		
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			absence going to new territory with that one.
		
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			Yes. So with the absence of these
		
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			sheikas
		
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			and with them hiding and not wanting to
		
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			be out in the limelight,
		
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			what happens is that others take their place.
		
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			There's a vacuum. Yeah.
		
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			So we wind up with,
		
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			activists
		
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			or we wind up with whatever. Or straight
		
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			up charlatans like the way you think. Or
		
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			charlatans. That's that's what I'm saying. Well, I
		
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			I never would have imagined that one. Yeah.
		
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			You guys.
		
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			Yeah. There are a few other sisters I'd
		
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			like to mention. I hope and I'm not,
		
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			obviously, these are the ones that come to
		
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			mind. Yes. There's so many others. You're not
		
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			excluding anybody. If I've missed anyone, please forgive
		
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			me. But, you know, doctor Ingrid Madsen,
		
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			I mean, I I've learned so much from
		
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			her. Usada Nura Shammah.
		
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			There's Usada Faltima Knight who graduated from Zaytuna.
		
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			Noridine's sister. Noridine's sister.
		
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			There's doctor Intisar Rab who,
		
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			was at Abu Noor with us. I mean
		
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			Really? Yeah. Yeah. I've known her since 96.
		
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			Yeah. Is amazing
		
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			because she's got her JD and her doctorate
		
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			and, of course, studied with traditional scholars as
		
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			well. So, I mean,
		
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			again,
		
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			like I said, we have to readjust our
		
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			frames because we have we just we're just
		
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			inclined to kind of, like, when a brother
		
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			is out there and he's charismatic and eloquent,
		
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			automatically he's Sheikh. Right? And and
		
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			and in most cases, they possess the the
		
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			people who are out there, they do possess
		
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			the credentials.
		
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			And I think we need to think about
		
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			how can we make it possible for women
		
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			to attain similar credentials. That's in a very
		
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			important I see. I think as we wrap
		
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			up here, I think I think the theme
		
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			is really the conference.
		
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			Yes. You know, the conference scene sometimes I
		
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			think we, as a community, need to mature.
		
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			The conference's
		
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			scene has its has its place. Right? You
		
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			know, it's a place where a lot of
		
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			people get their spark to get into the
		
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			dean. Right? But you can't but I don't
		
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			think you can stagnate and be a conference
		
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			attendee for, like, 20 years and get knowledge
		
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			that way. I've heard uncles say that I
		
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			don't have to conference attendee. You know, I
		
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			I've had uncles tell me, like, there they'd
		
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			be, like, a weekend intensive coming. Yeah. Right?
		
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			Or
		
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			they want so many wants to teach a
		
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			book like,
		
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			And they're like, well, I go to Islam
		
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			for 20 years, so I don't I I
		
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			know what I I get what I need
		
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			to learn from Islam. Hamza Yusuf told me
		
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			in 1993,
		
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			he said,
		
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			this is their Islam. He was pointing out
		
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			to the conference attendees
		
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			that this is their Islam. You know? Right.
		
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			So, you know
		
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			yeah. Oh, okay. Now,
		
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			so my fiance,
		
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			sister Noor,
		
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			Judith, she
		
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			wanted to study,
		
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			get her master's degree in Islamic, studies
		
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			and, at an American University of Georgetown or
		
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			something like that. And I suggested that would
		
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			probably need not be a good idea as
		
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			did,
		
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			doctor Jonathan Brown. He said, no. Don't do
		
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			that. You know, if you're if you wanna
		
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			study Islam, study it traditionally.
		
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			Don't study it in American university. And he's
		
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			a professor in an American university, and so
		
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			is, sister, Sheikha Intisar and so on. So
		
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			what I wanted to ask you was,
		
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			there's let's say there's an there's a sister
		
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			out there who's listening to this podcast,
		
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			or there's a father out there who's, you
		
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			know, listening to it and is considering for
		
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			his daughter or whatever.
		
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			What do they do now? You know, where
		
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			do they go? They're inspired by your talk.
		
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			Where how do they go and become an
		
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			animal?
		
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			You know, so there are a couple of
		
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			things that you mentioned earlier that I didn't
		
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			get a chance to get to. So one
		
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			of them is that if you don't have
		
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			qualified women in the space that, you know,
		
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			there's this vacuum and other people step in.
		
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			And I think that when it comes to
		
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			women and gender, we do sometimes conflate activism
		
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			and scholarship. I wanted to make that point.
		
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			Not that they're mutually exclusive, but they're also
		
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			conflated in a way that's maybe not done
		
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			with men. So that's one point I wanted
		
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			to make.
		
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			Also, Istad Al Shireen Ahmed with Seekers Guidance.
		
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			So there's so many qualified women out there.
		
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			But for a father, you know, or a
		
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			mother, you know, who wants to, you know,
		
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			make these opportunities available for their daughter,
		
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			you know, we again, this is why I
		
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			said this when I in my talk, we
		
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			cannot store I mean, I cannot overemphasize the
		
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			importance of the Quran. That's foundational.
		
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			I mean, I if you look at the
		
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			biography of of all of our major, they
		
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			all memorize the Quran for their age 10.
		
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			Right? Because if you think about that's when
		
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			the brain has really come Right. Right. I
		
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			mean, yeah. I mean, just cognitively speaking. Right?
		
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			So
		
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			I would say that from the time that
		
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			they're babies, inshallah,
		
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			like, be intentional about it. Make this plan
		
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			that inshallah, I'm gonna make sure they become,
		
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			they memorize the Quran.
		
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			And then I would say that, you know,
		
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			because again, the traditional methodology,
		
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			I would say it's being eclipsed because there
		
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			are so many online options and that type
		
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			of thing. But there's something to be said
		
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			for that very traditional methodology of sitting that
		
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			student with a shaykh or the teacher, and
		
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			they memorize, like, this basic primer in the
		
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			field, and they go on to more and
		
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			more advanced text. Can they do that here
		
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			or do they have to do that over
		
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			the age? So, like Yeah. It can be
		
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			down here if you find the teacher. I
		
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			have a 4 year old daughter. She's my
		
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			I have 2 daughters, a 4 year old
		
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			and a 7 month old. And my 4
		
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			and a half year old is conversant in
		
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			Arabic. She's Bangladeshi by ethnicity. Right?
		
00:48:09 --> 00:48:12
			Because now there are resources. Unfortunately, I'm in
		
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			Chicago. I'm in a com in a community
		
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			that's called Little Palestine Bridgeview. Right? That can
		
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			just, like, put her in for a 2
		
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			year pro is her her pre k program
		
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			is basically where they the kids memorize
		
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			and then they become like they learn Arabic,
		
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			basically. So basically and she's and I think
		
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			there's it's a lot of that, you know,
		
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			that they get they get their cultural identity
		
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			there too because she just, like, walks around
		
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			the house singing
		
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			or, like, from in the evening when I,
		
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			I've had to learn some Arabic just to
		
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			sing, like, to her.
		
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			You know, as bedtime routines. Right? So I
		
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			think the parent and our my wife and
		
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			I, we've discussed it. We're like, okay. We'll
		
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			do the thing, and then we'll see how
		
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			she gravitates toward the hit. If we we
		
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			don't wanna force hits on the kid when
		
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			she's 4 or 5. That's not she something
		
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			she wants to do.
		
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			But there is, like we do see that
		
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			there's a genuine, like, appreciation. I don't know
		
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			if she understands the the depth of the
		
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			Quran yet. Right? But she will, like before
		
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			we go to bed, she's like, Abu, I
		
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			didn't read the Quran today. Like, she you
		
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			know what I mean? And some things like
		
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			that. So I think that's the parents do
		
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			have responsibility. I think that's where your your
		
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			folks came in clutch there, you know, with
		
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			for you and your sister kinda put getting
		
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			that ball rolling. Absolutely. I don't wanna,
		
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			open up any, cans of worms here, but,
		
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			so speaking of activists,
		
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			so Who are the activists we shouldn't take
		
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			now? No. No. No. It's it seem it's
		
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			there there, okay. One of the things that
		
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			I noticed having when, when I, come out
		
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			of, president sort of, you know, like, Rip
		
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			Van Winkle like or, you know, time traveler
		
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			like seeing this this new era that we
		
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			live in is that there's been a lot,
		
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			you know,
		
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			there's been,
		
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			people are much less interested in ilmena, like,
		
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			the Muslim community, like, you know, the online
		
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			Muslim community. And so it just seems to
		
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			me and at the same time, there's been
		
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			this, like, corresponding, like, increase in activism.
		
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			So, like, this activism is now, like, you
		
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			know, separated from knowledge. You know? And it's
		
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			sort of like you have a lot of
		
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			shooting from the hip. You have a lot
		
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			of, you know anyone who's at this march,
		
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			you know, it's understood that they believe in
		
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			abortion. You know? And so it's like, woah.
		
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			Wait. What does that have to do with
		
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			did you did you did you take that
		
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			back to the to the sources and to
		
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			the roots? You know? So,
		
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			how can we get Muslims to start caring
		
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			more about,
		
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			knowledge and about,
		
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			principles,
		
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			their Islamic principles?
		
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			That's a that's a good question. I think
		
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			that what I would say, you know, just,
		
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			you know, in defense of some of the
		
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			sisters who are out there sort of in
		
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			that, you know, in the activist sphere,
		
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			that maybe they feel that, you know, that
		
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			traditional remedies have not been successful and that
		
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			may might be one of the things that
		
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			sort that sort of compelled them to sort
		
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			of become involved and then, you know, and
		
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			because if you think about these issues, the
		
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			hot button issues, women and gender, you know,
		
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			I I think one of the reasons why
		
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			sometimes women are kind of more pushed in
		
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			the direction of advocacy and activism is because
		
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			they become frustrated with the perceived silence of
		
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			traditional alama on certain topics. So I will
		
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			say that. But having said that, I think
		
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			if we're going to be really effective
		
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			as activists, that we need to understand it's
		
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			more about
		
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			advocacy for the sake of advocacy, but transformation
		
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			of the society beginning with the individual. And
		
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			that's where you have to have a very
		
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			solid foundation of of of of the and
		
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			of scholarship.
		
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			Because, you know, when you separate those 2,
		
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			sometimes our efforts can be devoid of barakah,
		
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			and we wanna bring barakah back into our
		
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			efforts. I firmly believe in that. And
		
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			if you look at
		
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			I mean, the prophet sallallahu
		
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			alaihi sallam, I mean,
		
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			he was out there, right, sort of in
		
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			the trenches, but at the same time, he
		
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			was also
		
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			meditating and,
		
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			you know,
		
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			reflecting and
		
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			engaged in a Ibada. Right? I mean, that
		
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			was the foundation for his success, so we
		
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			need to look at that And,
		
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			also, look at how we can make it
		
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			possible for people who feel a passion for
		
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			activism, how they can really,
		
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			you know because not everyone is going to
		
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			be a scholar or is inclined to become
		
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			a scholar. It's a very rigorous process.
		
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			But at the same time, I mean, the
		
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			program we have in Knoxville, we actually have
		
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			a component,
		
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			an activism component. I mean, we have, like,
		
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			11 subjects, so the alum component is there.
		
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			And then we have, a practice of spirituality,
		
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			and then we also have an activism workshop
		
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			that everyone takes. But it's connected to It's
		
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			but it's connected to the other components. Yeah.
		
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			And that's what I would say. I would
		
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			say for those of us who are out
		
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			there, whether we're doing activism or teaching or
		
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			speaking,
		
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			go back to that
		
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			kind of imperative,
		
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			you know, where we assess our intention,
		
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			we look at our motives, we look at
		
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			who we're surrounded with, and we really kind
		
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			of go back. We really have to go
		
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			back to the basics.
		
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			I mean, all of us have to go
		
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			back to the basics because whether we're teaching
		
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			or we're out there demonstrating, we have to
		
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			make sure
		
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			that we have that. It's. Alright. I don't
		
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			It smells very nice to ask one more
		
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			question. So I'll give it to you if
		
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			you could do it in 30 seconds. Okay.
		
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			30 questions. 30 second question, Ismael. Is that
		
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			my question or or your answer is Your
		
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			question has to be 30 seconds. So This
		
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			is a little bit of an esoteric or
		
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			philosophical question, but we know that there's a
		
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			great difference between the female and male spirits.
		
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			And it it's reflected in parenting. It's reflected
		
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			in, all these different things. So
		
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			is there something
		
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			different about female
		
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			scholarship
		
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			than male scholarship?
		
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			And have the Muslims
		
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			lost something,
		
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			by the the decrease
		
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			in female scholarship? Does that make sense? It
		
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			does make sense. I think men and women
		
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			I think ontologically,
		
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			we are equal. But in terms of how
		
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			those things in terms of how
		
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			things practically manifest, I mean, the Quran is
		
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			very clear on this that the male is
		
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			not like the female.
		
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			You know? And, there is something missing when
		
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			we don't have women and women's voices. There's
		
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			a certain level of compassion.
		
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			Zaynab Alwani mentions that, and that she has
		
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			got an essay in a recent book, and
		
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			she said that because we're women, there are
		
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			certain issues that we're just gonna care about.
		
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			Mhmm. Think what
		
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			Aisha. Aisha was one who protested that hadith
		
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			for another companion who compared women to animals.
		
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			She said, how can you make this comparison?
		
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			So, yeah, there we're just sensitive to certain
		
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			things that maybe our male counterparts aren't. So
		
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			there's an imbalance that has come about. Right.
		
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			For, taking the time to talk to us
		
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			today.
		
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			And so how can people find out more
		
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			about Taysir or yourself? Do you have a
		
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			social media presence or any links that you
		
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			can give people? Well, I wanna say
		
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			to to the both of you, brother Mahin,
		
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			brother Ismail. I think Madam Mlux is an
		
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			awesome
		
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			podcast. The Mamelukes are pretty awesome, I have
		
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			to say. Like I taught my students, they
		
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			are the ones who halted the Mongols. So,
		
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			but, yeah, you can go to seminary.org
		
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			to learn more about the program.
		
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			And, Hamlet, it's a 1 year intensive in
		
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			Islamic studies for someone who wants to take
		
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			that gap year off to really immerse themselves
		
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			in a really great environment.
		
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			Awesome. And how what's the age you guys
		
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			take start taking students?
		
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			Basically, our youngest has been aged 17,
		
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			and our eldest was probably aged 65. So
		
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			Oh, Okay. Great. Is is there a requirement
		
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			as far as age from a minimum perspective?
		
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			Ideally to have completed high school. Okay. Mhmm.
		
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			Yeah. Very cool. Mhmm. Alright. For listeners out
		
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