Yaser Birjas – Do Not Wish For Death

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The speakers discuss the importance of showing patience towards death and not wanting to die in a way that is too difficult for them. They stress the need for patience and not giving too much information to one's mind, as well as staying in a good situation and not giving too much information to one's mind. The legal consequence of killing oneself in a situation where one has already died is discussed, along with the importance of being joyful in a moment of death and pray for people who are inside.

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			Is there a lot for a person to
		
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			wish for death?
		
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			I don't have to say, you know what?
		
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			I wish I'm dead
		
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			or this life is miserable.
		
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			That is better than this life. Are you
		
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			allowed to say that?
		
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			Okay. Are you allowed to say that you
		
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			you wish to die a shahid?
		
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			Yes. What's the difference?
		
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			No comparison. Right? There's no comparison.
		
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			Which is patience.
		
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			Let not one of you wish for death
		
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			because of a misfortune which befalls him, which
		
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			means wishing for shahada is different.
		
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			Alright? You're looking for virtue right now.
		
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			But because of a misfortune that that befalls
		
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			someone, you shouldn't be asking for that. If
		
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			he cannot help doing so,
		
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			like, If you had to wish for something,
		
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			you had to wish for death,
		
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			he should say the following.
		
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			So instead a person should say, oh Allah,
		
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			keep me alive as long as you know
		
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			that life is better for me and make
		
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			me die when death is better for me.
		
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			Now what does it mean here? Why you're
		
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			not allowed to wish for death anyway?
		
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			Why is that? Being ungrateful.
		
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			Being ungrateful.
		
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			What else? It shows what?
		
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			No result. There's no contentment.
		
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			If you remember,
		
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			we talked about how people,
		
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			face misfortune in life, right? So the first
		
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			category is what the saqot, whining about it,
		
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			complaining about it, and so on. And the
		
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			second was what? Patience. Sabar.
		
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			And when it come to sabr, we also
		
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			learned that sabr you are required to exercise
		
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			sabr in 3 territories, 3 areas.
		
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			Number 1,
		
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			as Sabrul Allah ta'ala,
		
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			showing patience
		
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			when it comes to fulfill Allah's obligations, like
		
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			coming to the Masjid, waking up,
		
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			for the Hajjid, fasting Ramadan. You need you
		
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			need to be patient with
		
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			that. The second category,
		
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			showing patience against,
		
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			the prohibitions,
		
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			like drinking and alcohol, for example, committing fornication,
		
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			watching something haram. You need to strain yourself,
		
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			so it requires a lot of patience from
		
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			you.
		
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			And the 3rd category,
		
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			showing patience against what?
		
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			Allah's qadr that you have no control over,
		
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			such as hurricanes, tornadoes,
		
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			misfortunes happen, illness happen to somebody. I have
		
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			no control over that stuff.
		
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			I need to show patience
		
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			towards these matters. This hadith,
		
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			let's talk about the last one particularly.
		
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			When someone before
		
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			when I'm most certain
		
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			before somebody and then they lose it, They
		
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			don't show patience. They start whining and complaining
		
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			and saying this and saying that, and then
		
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			eventually they wish for some for themselves
		
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			to be dead.
		
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			So the reason why it's prohibited because that
		
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			shows a person is not satisfied with Allah's
		
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			Qadr.
		
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			You don't show patience,
		
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			the way you should be as a believer.
		
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			We'll come to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala's judgment,
		
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			when he rules a matter over these matters
		
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			of Qadr. So that's actually is now it's
		
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			a sin, considered a sin.
		
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			Let alone
		
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			somebody chooses to end their own lives
		
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			because they don't own it in the 1st
		
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			place.
		
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			If you're not allowed even to wish for
		
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			it, can you imagine how prohibited it is
		
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			to do it and end it yourself?
		
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			This is how dangerous that matter is.
		
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			And then,
		
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			so you're not allowed to wish for that.
		
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			But the prophet salallahu alayhi wasallam,
		
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			gave us an alternative.
		
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			He didn't just leave you like this without
		
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			an alternative. So yeah, I understand, sometimes things
		
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			get hard and difficult.
		
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			The alternative is to do what?
		
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			To delegate
		
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			the matters of life and death to who?
		
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			The one who knows what is best for
		
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			you. You don't know the future. Subhanahu wa
		
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			ta'ala is the one who is known that
		
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			know the future.
		
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			Only Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala
		
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			knows,
		
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			Allah is the one who knows what's in
		
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			the future for you. So I don't know.
		
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			So therefore I'd rather delegate
		
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			this matter to him, subhanahu wa ta'ala, by
		
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			saying, you Allah.
		
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			If you know that life is better for
		
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			me,
		
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			then extend my life.
		
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			And if you know death is better for
		
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			me you Allah, make it happen.
		
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			The prophet sallallahu alaihi wa sallam even told
		
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			us another hadith,
		
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			No one dies but they will be regretful.
		
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			He
		
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			said, If you did well, you will regret
		
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			for what?
		
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			Not doing more,
		
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			not doing better.
		
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			When Karam Musi'an,
		
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			Nadima An Nahu lamiastatib,
		
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			did not repent before they die.
		
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			Everybody is gonna be remorseful because they wish
		
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			they would have more
		
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			of the good deed that they haven't done
		
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			or they could have done more.
		
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			Everybody.
		
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			So if this is the case,
		
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			then a dua to make your life short
		
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			like this
		
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			is not not believing Allah's Qadr,
		
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			and you would probably lose an opportunity that
		
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			would be way better for you if you
		
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			stayed a little bit longer.
		
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			And we know that Allah subhanahu wa'ala says
		
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			in the Ayah,
		
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			Since it's hard on you today,
		
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			you have opportunity for twice the fortune insha'a
		
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			that comes later. So you need to be
		
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			a little bit patient,
		
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			endure
		
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			that and go forward with your life. The
		
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			day of judgment the prophet Allah Subhanahu wa
		
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			sallam.
		
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			This is the day of deceit.
		
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			Why is that? Because everybody will feel this
		
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			they were they were deceived. They feel you
		
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			feel were deceived. How so? Because now that
		
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			you see what Jannah is, you realize, oh
		
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			my god, how much time I wasted. I
		
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			deceived myself
		
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			not paying enough for this.
		
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			I haven't done done enough for this. And
		
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			those who didn't well at all, they realized
		
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			that, oh my God, I fooled myself.
		
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			I missed this opportunity
		
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			in the dunya.
		
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			So no one should be wishing for themselves
		
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			to die.
		
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			But then
		
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			comes,
		
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			an issue that might be controversial for many
		
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			times. Wait a minute.
		
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			How about Maryam alaihi salaam?
		
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			When Maryam was giving birth to her isa
		
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			alaihis salam, what did she say?
		
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			I wish I was dead before this
		
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			and I was completely forgotten from this world.
		
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			So wait a minute, who is Mary Magimah?
		
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			You know who Mary Magimah is?
		
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			Who was she?
		
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			Who is she even?
		
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			She's the best of the best.
		
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			Like multiple purification, multiple
		
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			status after status, elevate your status to the
		
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			top.
		
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			She's the best vulnerable Jannah, right?
		
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			She's wishing for death. So the ulama, they
		
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			say, look, first of all, even if it
		
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			was a wish for death,
		
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			our has
		
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			negated that already.
		
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			Like if it was allowed in their time,
		
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			in their sharia, it's no longer allowed in
		
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			our sharia. And our sharia surpasses that, so
		
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			it cancels whatever was before. Just like we
		
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			we did in the Quran, that for for
		
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			Suleiman alaihis salam, the jinn did what to
		
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			him?
		
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			They built a Matin, statues and so on,
		
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			which is for us in our din is
		
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			concerned what now? Forever.
		
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			Completely. So that's your Ramadan Qablana, it's over.
		
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			The second interpretation they say,
		
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			Maryam when she asked, for this, she didn't
		
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			she wasn't wishing for death because of giving
		
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			the birth for the child.
		
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			No. So so was wishing for death for
		
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			what? Like I wish I died
		
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			in the state when I had no fitna,
		
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			no trials.
		
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			Like she's in retrospect,
		
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			like is it permissible for someone to die
		
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			on a state of Iman that once they
		
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			had before? Like I was more spiritual so
		
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			he started to say I wish I could
		
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			die in that state of Iman,
		
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			you know, that I had before.
		
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			Which is what which is what she said
		
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			over here, kabbalahada.
		
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			I wish I died in the time before
		
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			when I was actually had no,
		
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			misfortune or nothing to worry about. She wasn't
		
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			saying I wish I die,
		
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			When she said, I wish I was dead
		
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			before this happened to me.
		
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			So for us to wish to, you know,
		
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			we've been dead in a better time, in
		
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			a better situation in our lives, part of
		
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			this is jazz.
		
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			But you cannot wish to die
		
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			because of what's happened to you right now.
		
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			That would be the the the prohibited. So
		
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			Maryam didn't ask Allah to die because of
		
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			she was giving birth to this child. No.
		
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			She was hoping that she was already dead
		
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			before this test came to her because she
		
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			didn't know what the test was about.
		
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			She knew that she's gonna be given a
		
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			special gift
		
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			and that child is gonna be someone special.
		
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			And even when she gave birth to her,
		
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			she didn't know to what extent that was.
		
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			But when the child spoke in her arms
		
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			as a baby, that was it, it was
		
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			very clear.
		
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			His mission was very clear from the very
		
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			beginning. So, yeah, no one can use the
		
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			example of Maryam to say look Allah subhanahu
		
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			wa ta'ala said in the Quran, it's okay
		
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			because Maryam did that. No, she didn't, she
		
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			didn't ask for that. She wished that she
		
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			would she was dead before
		
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			in a good state without any trials, any
		
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			fitter and son. So may Allah subhanahu wa'ala
		
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			protect us.
		
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			But subhanAllah, finally,
		
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			if we think about this hadith,
		
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			I mean
		
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			who probably in our time today
		
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			would, if you give justification to anybody, to
		
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			wish to be dead, who could that be
		
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			today in our time?
		
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			Our brothers and sisters in Gaza.
		
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			But what do you hear from them?
		
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			They come out from from under the rubble
		
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			doing what? Resilience.
		
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			Resilience.
		
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			Wallahi, we're staying.
		
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			We are staying.
		
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			We're gonna continue to resist. We're gonna do
		
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			this. We're gonna continue that like they would
		
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			never wish death because they know wishing death
		
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			would give their enemy what?
		
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			Pleasure.
		
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			So, no, we're not gonna give them pleasure.
		
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			We're gonna live, and we're gonna stay in
		
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			our land because it's our home, it's our
		
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			place, and we are the indigenous people of
		
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			that land.
		
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			And subhanallah their iman is making them strong
		
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			enough not to wish death in the most
		
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			crucial
		
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			circumstances.
		
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			But we're fragile in this society.
		
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			You lost your job? A lot of times
		
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			people that take a machine gun, shoot everybody
		
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			there and they shoot themselves.
		
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			Because they lost their job.
		
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			Their bitcoins are gone.
		
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			All my savings are gone. Oh my god.
		
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			I wish I'm dead now. Right? Why Ajima?
		
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			Easy. Life is better than this. There is
		
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			so much higher you can
		
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			if you put your trust in Allah Subhanahu
		
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			wa ta'ala. So you make dua, make sure
		
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			to make to dua to Allah Subhanahu wa
		
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			ta'ala
		
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			to make your life long with khair and
		
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			with barakah. Which is why when you make
		
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			dua for somebody for a long life, what
		
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			do you say?
		
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			Don't say may Allah
		
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			give you life. No. May Allah give you
		
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			life with good deeds.
		
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			Otherwise, good life just like that, God knows
		
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			what happens to it. So may Allah Subhanahu
		
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			wa ta'ala give you all good healthy life
		
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			with good deeds
		
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			Any questions in your mind?
		
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			Yes.
		
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			No.
		
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			No.
		
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			No.
		
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			Another question for example, somebody in a situation
		
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			where they know if they stay alive,
		
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			they'll be captured, tortured, maybe raped, this and
		
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			that. Is it okay to kill themselves in
		
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			a situation like this? Honestly,
		
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			I can't give FEDO on this
		
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			because we're just speaking from theory.
		
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			People on the ground, they know their circumstance
		
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			better than anybody else. So they better ask
		
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			their over
		
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			there really because they know the circumstance. But
		
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			generally speaking, killing yourselves is not
		
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			allowed. And may Allah make it easier for
		
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			them.
		
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			But definitely enduring the the hardship of going
		
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			through a trial,
		
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			or at least defend yourself.
		
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			Maybe during that time, you know, you get
		
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			the shahada.
		
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			But to,
		
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			to kill themselves just fear of of being
		
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			captured because of that, it
		
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			doesn't look like it says permissible.
		
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			Now.
		
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			Yes.
		
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			So So is it is it is it
		
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			okay to be happy when you're dying? Allah,
		
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			I hope you're dying in goodness inshallah to
		
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			a'la. You you should be happy.
		
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			Yeah. Like the Sahaba used to say, you
		
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			know, I'm going to the prophet sallallahu alaihi
		
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			wasallam. I'm gonna be with my friend in
		
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			Jen now. This and that being very hopeful
		
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			in that moment. Absolutely. Of course. You're not
		
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			gonna be dying and just keep regretting, you
		
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			know, my car. Don't forget to wash it
		
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			before, you know, you sell it.
		
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			I mean, who's gonna think about these things
		
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			in a moment of death, Ajamal? That's miserable.
		
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			So, yeah, being joyful in a moment of
		
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			death because, alhamdulillah,
		
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			I I think I did well,
		
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			But at the same time feeling guilty for
		
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			the mistakes I've done in my life. Those
		
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			are 2 beautiful things to have in your
		
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			heart in a moment like that. But being
		
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			hopeful is more important.
		
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			Yes? Let's say like, can you pray for
		
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			somebody who is inside?
		
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			Can you help? Like can you pray for
		
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			somebody like Oh, can you pray for somebody
		
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			who,
		
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			you know, they kill themselves?
		
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			Well, I mean, depends on the circumstances. If
		
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			they are Muslims, meaning they believed in Allah
		
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			Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala, but unfortunately went through some
		
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			miserable circumstance that caused them to do that,
		
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			we still make du'a for them. We pray
		
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			janazah for them. But if people did that
		
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			to be glorified for that action,
		
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			and they did that as a statement so
		
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			people, you know, they remember them because of
		
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			what they have done. Some of the Aleman,
		
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			they say, you know, the leader of the
		
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			community shouldn't be actually doing janaza for them,
		
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			that somebody else will do janaza for them.
		
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			Because now they didn't just end their lives
		
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			because of their circumstances.
		
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			Now they're making some sort of statement for
		
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			it, and they're not supposed to be glorified
		
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			for that.