Yaser Birjas – Asr Khatirah – Admitting Our Wrongdoing Against Ourselves

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The story of Musa Al Qas is discussed, including his unwillingness to enter a city unnoticed by his people and his behavior seen as a special act of power. The story also touches on the Greece-NASE conflict, which led to the destruction of individual's bodies and the death of their relatives, leading to forgiveness and acceptance of forgiveness. The story uses historical examples and references people and events to describe the history of the Middle East.

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			Today we have du'a number 18 from Surat
		
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			Al Qasas,
		
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			chapter 28,
		
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			ayah number
		
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			16.
		
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			And the ayah is
		
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			He pleaded my lord
		
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			I have definitely wronged myself,
		
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			so forgive me.
		
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			So he forgave him, for he is indeed
		
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			the all forgiving most merciful.
		
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			Who knows who's we talking about over here
		
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			in
		
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			this
		
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			story?
		
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			Musa, alaihis salaam.
		
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			That's the story of Musa, alaihis salaam. Let's
		
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			talk about the backstory right now.
		
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			In the ayah before, Allah Subhanahu Wa told
		
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			us what happened prior to this moment.
		
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			One day, he, Musa alaihis salam,
		
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			entered the city unnoticed by its people.
		
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			There he found 2 men fighting,
		
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			one of his own people and the other
		
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			of his enemies.
		
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			The man from his people called to him
		
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			for help
		
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			against his foe.
		
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			So, Musa punched him, caused his death.
		
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			Musa cried, this is from the shaitan
		
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			handwork or handiwork,
		
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			he is certainly a sworn misleading enemy. Let's
		
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			talk about that right now for a moment.
		
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			So, Daka Al Madinah, he entered the city,
		
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			which city he's talking about over here?
		
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			Anyone knows?
		
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			Was it Cairo,
		
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			Alexandria,
		
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			Lat Amal? Neither one of them. So, some
		
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			they say, historically, there was a city called
		
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			Manaf at that time,
		
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			and some they have other names for it.
		
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			Eventually, it's one of those cities that once
		
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			used to be part of the civilization, the
		
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			Egyptian civilization.
		
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			Now, Musa
		
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			unnoticed.
		
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			What does that mean?
		
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			Why would he be gonna be noticed anyway?
		
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			Because he grew up in the house of
		
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			the pharaoh. They used to call him the
		
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			pharaoh's son, his son.
		
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			So So, if he's gonna be coming into
		
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			a city, how would he come in?
		
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			With a big entourage.
		
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			He'd be like the pharaoh's son coming with
		
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			an entourage, so people would definitely would know
		
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			that the pharaoh is coming in or someone
		
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			related to the pharaoh is coming in,
		
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			but this time he came unnoticed.
		
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			Why they give different reasons?
		
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			They give different reasons.
		
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			One of those reasons they said is probably
		
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			because
		
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			he,
		
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			the pharaoh, he went on a journey
		
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			when Musa was not prepared or not ready
		
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			or not there. By the time he arrived,
		
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			he realized the pharaoh is gone, so he
		
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			had to try to catch up with him,
		
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			so he left without that entourage.
		
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			That's when when I one of the,
		
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			interpretations of the tafsir on the ayah.
		
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			The point is he came in
		
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			unnoticed.
		
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			So what's so special about him being noticed
		
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			anyway?
		
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			What is it will be so special about
		
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			him being noticed?
		
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			So what if he was noticed or unnoticed?
		
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			What's the difference?
		
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			People will give Musa a special special treatment
		
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			or at least they would notice him for
		
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			a special reason. What could that reason mean?
		
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			They say in the tafsir
		
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			that at some point as Musa was growing
		
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			up, he realized and he knew that he
		
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			was not an Egyptian.
		
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			He was not Coptic. He was not Egyptian.
		
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			He was from the Ben Israel.
		
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			And Ben Israel, they had different religion, different
		
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			faith. They had spirits and beyond. They believed
		
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			in Allah
		
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			so they were different.
		
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			And that's when he started believing, of course,
		
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			and following the path of his people, Bani
		
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			Israel.
		
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			And, obviously,
		
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			him to
		
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			be from
		
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			not an Egyptian,
		
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			him being
		
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			an Egyptian and actually, from Beni is not
		
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			an Egyptian.
		
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			So him growing up and now the the
		
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			pharaoh gave him status,
		
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			gave him power, gave him leverage,
		
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			so whenever he's there, people behave and they
		
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			don't mistreat the Israelis
		
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			because
		
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			Musa is there.
		
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			So, Musa can physically intervene because these are
		
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			my people.
		
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			These are my people.
		
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			And he would basically physically can intervene and
		
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			can support them and help them out. So
		
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			said, that's when he came into unnoticed,
		
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			did not really give that that attention to
		
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			his people.
		
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			He found 2 people fighting
		
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			against each other.
		
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			Hadam al Shiyati, this one from Bani Israel,
		
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			from his people, that's
		
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			from their enemies.
		
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			Now, look, Allah called them enemies from that
		
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			moment.
		
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			Why is that? Because the pharaoh made sure
		
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			that Bani Israel,
		
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			they were,
		
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			utilized as servants, as slaves
		
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			under his rule.
		
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			Why would the pharaohs
		
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			treat the Bani Israel, the Israelis, as slaves
		
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			under their rule? Why?
		
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			Anyone knows?
		
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			Because they migrate from Palestine
		
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			from the holy land Palestine into Egypt under
		
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			the rule of
		
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			Yusuf alaihi salam, who was also affiliated with
		
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			a with a state that was considered an
		
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			outsider.
		
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			Like, in Egypt at the time of Yusuf
		
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			was ruled
		
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			by arrival to the pharaohs, and the pharaohs
		
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			were pushed down into the south which is
		
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			why if you go to Egypt history right
		
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			now, you find a lot of their major
		
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			cities and graves of these kings are actually
		
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			in the south.
		
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			The north was,
		
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			at the time, ruled by a rival, nation
		
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			or people.
		
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			So,
		
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			when Yusuf came, it was under that rule.
		
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			So,
		
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			the Bani Israel,
		
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			they became servant of that government
		
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			and they became loyal to the government, so
		
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			they were in a lot of service, positions
		
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			in that area.
		
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			Obviously, when the pharaohs, they came back and
		
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			they expelled their enemies,
		
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			Bani Israel remained there.
		
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			So, since they've been the servants of their
		
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			foes, so they took the revenge on them
		
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			by enslaving them,
		
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			and that's why they were enemies in that
		
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			sense.
		
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			Eventually, why were there why these 2 people
		
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			were fighting over here? There are different reasons.
		
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			Some they
		
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			say, that man,
		
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			the the the Egyptian, he wanted this slave,
		
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			random slave from Bani Israel,
		
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			to carry firewood for him to take it
		
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			to the kitchen of the pharaoh, different reasons.
		
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			The idea they were fighting,
		
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			so the one from Bani Israel,
		
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			he noticed Musa.
		
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			He immediately recognized him and he's calling for
		
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			help.
		
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			Help me over here. Musa, help me over
		
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			here.
		
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			So, Musa came to intervene,
		
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			try to mitigate the situation.
		
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			That Egyptian was insistent because he's the man
		
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			of the land, and as with his with
		
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			that arrogance, Musa,
		
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			of course, he defined that arrogance of his.
		
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			What did he do? He pushes him. Some
		
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			some they say he punched him, some they
		
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			say he pushed him. The
		
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			word is
		
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			when you push somebody in the chest.
		
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			A leg is from the back,
		
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			but these workers, so the workers are who
		
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			pushed him. So, some they say he pushed
		
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			him, some they say he punched him. That
		
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			led to the destruction and the death of
		
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			that individual. That shows you the power of
		
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			Musa alayhi wasalam, his physical strength.
		
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			When this happened,
		
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			Musa
		
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			did not intend to kill the man.
		
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			He didn't want to be part of this
		
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			whole argument to begin with,
		
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			but eventually that's what happened.
		
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			This is from the work of the shaitan.
		
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			This is from the work of the shaitan,
		
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			like I shouldn't have gotten myself involved
		
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			in that shaitan is an
		
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			enemy
		
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			leading people astray,
		
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			he's plain enemy to me.
		
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			So, he regretted
		
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			that and because of that moment that's when
		
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			he made his dua.
		
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			Said, my Lord, I have transgressed against my
		
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			own self.
		
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			Forgive me my Lord.
		
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			Allah says and we forgive
		
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			him. Indeed, he is the All Forgiving
		
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			Most Merciful.
		
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			So, no matter how heinous the crime is,
		
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			if people come back to Allah
		
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			sincerely with their repentance, with their remorse, Allah
		
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			is willing to forgive and when Allah says
		
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			in
		
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			the
		
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			in the Arabic language, it shows how swift
		
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			that forgiveness was coming to Musa after his
		
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			call.
		
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			He said to Allah
		
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			You Allah, I transgressed against myself.
		
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			Allah
		
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			says
		
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			He swiftly forgiven which means if you come
		
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			swiftly to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala Repentance,
		
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			Allah will give you as swift also acceptance
		
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			as well
		
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			and forgiveness
		
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			because he's all forgiven
		
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			the most merciful and then he said,
		
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			You Allah,
		
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			because my Lord for you for all your
		
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			favors upon me,
		
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			I will never side with the wicked.
		
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			I will never side with the wicked.
		
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			Like Musa alayhi salaam here, did he know
		
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			that Allah forgave him?
		
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			Not necessarily,
		
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			but regardless,
		
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			I did my part to seek forgiveness of
		
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			Allah Azzawajal. I acknowledge Allah's blessing upon you.
		
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			So, he said, You Rabbi,
		
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			I acknowledge the blessing you bestowed upon me
		
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			and for that I will never put myself
		
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			on the side of the wicked, which means
		
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			I'll always stand for justice.
		
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			Now, he said, Bahir al Mujrimin,
		
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			to side with the with the Mujrims which
		
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			means with the with the criminals, with the
		
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			thugs, with the wicked. Who knew? He was
		
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			he was talking about who?
		
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			The Israeli,
		
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			the man who called him to help
		
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			him. So, some of them for Syrian, they
		
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			say that's probably because this man was not
		
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			a believer,
		
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			and Allah
		
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			But the idea is that Musa says, I
		
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			will never side with the wrong one.
		
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			I will stand
		
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			with justice
		
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			with those who do well. So that's the
		
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			dua of Musa alayhi
		
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			Mimaya
		
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			Maloon.
		
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			Rabi.
		
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			Heavily hukma.
		
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			Wal Hikni.
		
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			Mudukh Al Asadook,
		
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			Wakarajni,
		
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			Mookhraj Asadook,
		
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			Wajalli,