Yahya Rhodus – Knowledge & Wisdom Imam alHaddad #12 Ustadh Qasim Hatim

Yahya Rhodus
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The speakers discuss their personal lives, including death, sports, family, and the importance of learning to be a person. They recommend prioritizing work-life balance and listening to lectures and reading books to improve mental health, and emphasize the importance of prioritizing one's values to achieve their goals. They stress the need to listen to lectures and improve their mental health to achieve their goals.
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what hamdulillah hamdulillah they respected Brothers and Sisters in

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Islam it's an honor to be here. Ma sha Allah may Allah bless and

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reward you we've come from Seattle to visit you and your community.

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May Allah subhanho baraka and knowledge and benefit and Sharla

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into your your lives your souls and your community in sha Allah I

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mean Hamdulillah we are continuing where she left off in the row ha

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the knowledge and wisdom by Imam Abdullah bin Ali where her dad

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Rahim Allah Tada in this book here and inshallah we left off on

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chapter 15 sciences, the most beneficial which is on page 40 In

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sha Allah. So read this I'm Charlie says Bismillah R Rahman

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Rahim. The sciences which are most comprehensive, beneficial,

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authentic and clear are those that are the nearest and most resemble

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those frequently and repeatedly explained in the book of God, the

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Exalted and the Sunnah of His Messenger sallallahu alayhi wa

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there's obvious I don't mean blessings and peace be upon him.

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And then he goes, the sciences are so he's talking about their own,

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the sciences of Islam and which ones are the most beneficial and

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authentic and so forth. And those are the ones that are obviously

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coming from the Quran and Sunnah. As the Quran itself is an ocean

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and everything else. It leads to all the rivers of benefit and that

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is the source and everything else is a branch and inshallah to

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understand the importance of knowledge itself and sciences,

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it's important to understand what the Quran and Sunnah says and we

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look at what ALLAH SubhanA Dada says about seeking knowledge to

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Allah but he says in the Quran Yara ferula Dena Amador Minko one

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day Dina also learned that that allow raises amongst you those who

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have who believe and had been given knowledge by who by a

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lawsuit pattern with data and higher stations and higher rank so

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one of the greatest ways to raise an elevation and nearness to a

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loss of power data your Creator is through seeking knowledge of this

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deen and specifically Islamic sciences and especially those that

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are related to the Quran and Sunnah as a source of everything

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else. And so in this sense, if one does that allow us to panta you

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know, as he asked in the Quran a rhetorical question, cool. Halia

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Sewell, Idina Yeah, Allah Manuel leadin, Allah, Allah mon se, are

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they equal? Those who know and those who do not know? And the

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answer is no, they're not equal, those who have their own, and they

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have Iman, and they act and apply upon the knowledge that they have.

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So not not knowing is not enough. But to actually apply the

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knowledge that you have has a transformative impact on the soul.

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And also an elevating and nearness to Allah subhanho wa taala. That's

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why the word LM is close to Amma, they actually have the same three

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letters, because there's a relationship between between the

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two. And as the scholars they say, and NB Allah MLK shares rebula

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thumbor, that knowledge without action is like a tree without

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fruit, it's barren essentially won't produce anything. Right. And

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so that is essentially important for us to do is to try our best to

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apply the knowledge we have. And as we've said many times you know

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that applying a little bit of knowledge you have is better than

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knowing a whole bunch and not applying any of it. And the way

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knowledge is built is consistently over time. It's like they say you

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know, the bucket under the drop of water, you just let it add up over

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time until eventually it fills the bucket. You know, and that

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consistency is so important. I can't stress that too much. I we

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teach programs and classes in Seattle, and you see those who are

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regular that come and learn and have this passion to seek their

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Deen. They're the ones who with time become very knowledgeable,

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become the scholars become the Imams and also become the teachers

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of those that maybe even came before them to some courses and

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programs because they were very consistent. You know, the

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scholars, they say for example, how do you shatter a rock with a

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bucket of water?

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You know, and they say the way to do that is to actually poke a hole

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in the bottom of the bucket and let it drip consistently in the

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same place over time onto the rock. And eventually it'll break

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the rock. But if you try to just dump the bucket of water on the

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rock is not going to destroy anything is a so that's it. I mean

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heavy bomber Rambo heavy. The latter has said that if you're

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looking for water underground for a well or spring that you don't

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just dig a bunch of holes all over the place. You dig one hole deep.

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And if you dig one hole deep enough, you'll eventually hit

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water. That's that persistent consistency that you do over time

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that will eventually reprove. And he's also told us that the mind is

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like oh

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Well, and you know how Wells work that if you have a well and it's

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not being used, it'll eventually dry up. But if you actually take

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water out of the well, it'll replenish itself and keep the

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water fresh. So he said, memorization is like that whether

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you're trying to memorize the Quran or Hadith or books have

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knowledge that the more you learn and memorize a brain is like a

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muscle the more you will retain whereas if it's just not being

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used at all, it'll eventually dry up. So this is essentially

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important. And we look at Hadith the Prophet Muhammad SAW some

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tells us how do we take the fast expedient expedited track to

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Jenna, how do you want the easy expedited route to Jen? He says in

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a hadith Allah Salam min set min Salah Kataria con el tema, Suhee

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fear element, Sir Hello La La Jota recon il agenda whoever it takes a

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path seeking knowledge of this Deen, Allah will facilitate their

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path to paradise. And so that's one of the easiest ways to agenda

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is through seeking knowledge and then applying what you learn and

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so forth. He also says Salah Salem tolerable for either turn Allah

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Kali Muslim seeking knowledge of this religion is obligatory on

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every Muslim men and women. And then also we know that it's coming

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our tradition that the fish in the sea and the ants and the anthill,

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they will give Salah wet, they give like Salutations to the one

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who teaches people good. If you're teaching people good and you're

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benefiting others, then you even have Allah's creation around you

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that you can't even see they're giving you silhouette. And that's

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amazing. Mashallah, and if you leave your house some of you left

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your house to come to this class. Men have a job at you know,

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parliamentarian for whoever PCB letterhead giardia, whoever leaves

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their house seeking knowledge of this religion, then they're in the

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path of Allah. And that's some scholars have said if you were to

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come to a class or a program and you die, you die Shaheed you die

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as a martyr, because you are in the path of Allah. Well, you get

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the reward, you get the benefit, you get the laws, you get the

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software, the companionship, you get the spiritual state and

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company of the company that you keep, etc, etc.

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And it is in this light that we know that if that the angels

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themselves will spread their wings under the student of knowledge. So

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if you come to a program and you made the near the intention in

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your heart to seek knowledge of Islam, then while every step you

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take, angels are spreading their wings underneath your feet. Can

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you imagine how many steps did you take some of you came in the rain

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and you walked here, you drove her? Some will say that could be

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maybe the turn of the tire.

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Every time that I return, that maybe that's a step right? But

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every step you take angels are nice. You're they're spreading

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their wings underneath your feet, while you're seeking knowledge.

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So these sciences include knowledge of God the Exalted his

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attributes, His names and his acts. Obviously, the most

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important knowledge is modified Gnosis knowledge of Allah subhanaw

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taala This has obviously come the idea understanding of this has

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come in a hadith

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of the Prophet Muhammad SAW some it's in the 40 Hadith of Imam

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nawawi. And obviously he says in it we have to come to some Anna

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Lydia snobby or Boston and Lady UCOP where you had an alleged

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attempt to shoot be her originality timesheet we have we

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the salary I'll tell you to We The satiny Are you then know that the

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second part of the hadith is that if I love right it starts out with

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what that lie at the club DB Shane, I have balay moved out to

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LA My servant does not come closer to me with something more beloved

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than when I've made obligatory upon my servant. So the fourth

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line is the most important.

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Wallah is Alia Takada Bella, being the wife of her boho that he

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continues to come closer to me with supererogatory acts of

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worship until I love him or her with the hubbub too and if I love

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him or her, then what I am the hearing by what she sees the sight

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by which he sees the hearing Why, what you here is a site by which

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he sees the hand by which he grabs the foot by which he walks. And if

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you were to ask me for anything, in the dunya and akhira, I will

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give it to him. And if you receive refuge from me for anything, I

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would indeed protect him. So this is being in the path of Allah.

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This is what it means to be a Willie as a Friend of Allah. Right

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Imam no way he defines it. He says men, he defines what will he is

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meant to Allah, Allah who be authority, feta, well, hola

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Beheshti, that whoever guards the rights of Allah and obedience of

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him, then Allah will guard that person by preserving him.

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So you protect Allah's rights. Allah protects you. That's a

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Friend of Allah. Those are the spiritually pure those who are

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near Allah subhanho wa taala.

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And so this is what it means to have

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Have this Gnosis is that everything you see here touch,

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walk to etc, is in the way of Allah and pleasing to Allah and

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then Allah will give you and He will protect you.

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So he's one and if you want to know obviously there's no

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definition to Allah subhanaw taala but the scholars they mentioned a

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terminology, they say, a wedge of Allah, Allah may Allah that Allah

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wedge elbow Jude and Manasa and Jimena pass will muster hereclick

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lead Jamil Camelot, that it is a proper noun given to Allah the

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name of Allah is a proper name given to a loss apparently that he

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gave himself and it is obligatory it's necessary that Allah exists

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because if there's no law there's no you and there's you you must

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you're one of the greatest proofs of Allah subhanaw taala its

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existence although Allah can exist even without us being here.

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Alright, * attire ality insanity hey no Mina, daddy lamea

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con Shane metacoda has not come to the human being a time where they

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were not even mentioned. And now look, here you are, you are

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mentioned you exist and hamdulillah Allah has made you

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muslim, these are the blessings that we should thank Allah

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subhanaw taala for

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and ALLAH existed without us and can still exist even with us not

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being here. And so he says this is what Allah is a proper name that

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is given to Allah that's necessary for his existence. And then he

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says that it is absolutely necessary for existence by where

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Allah deserves all perfections and is void of all deficiencies, there

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is no deficiencies to Allah and Allah is perfect in every way. And

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if you understand this terminology that scholars give, it can help

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you refute many other misconceptions about Allah. For

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example, can Allah be in the sky physically, literally, or on a

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throne physically, literally having a physical, literal hand or

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so forth? Well, if you know the terminology of Allah that the

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scholars have given, and Allah has unlimited absolute, right, then

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you know, is free from all deficiencies. Well guess what?

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creation by nature is deficient. Right? We are babies who are

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dependent, we grow up and then become old and dependent, and we

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eventually die. We change, we are fragile. We are deficient. And

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thus, Allah cannot be anything like his creation. And if we need

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space, we need time. We need location, we need direction.

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Allah's the independence absolute and free from all of these needs,

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is not contingent upon anything. And he deserves all perfection.

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We're not perfect. And I want I'm asked Habib, Omar, he's a lot

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taller.

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I asked him about you know, perfectionism, right? There's two

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types of perfectionism. One is that I strive to be perfect and

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I'm okay even though I'm not, okay, I'm content with not being

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perfect. Another word is I'm not perfect. I'm going to strive for

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perfection. And I'm not going to ever be content or happy until I'm

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perfect. And this person is just always in misery. It's just like a

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type of punishment. And so I asked him about this, you know,

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perfection ism, not like yes, and but like any, you know, like

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severe perfection. And he said, you know, anything that the

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servant of God does is deficient. And no matter what outcome it is,

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is deficient, and perfection lies only with Allah.

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So if you want to know what human perfection is, human perfection is

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realizing your imperfection and God's perfection, that's human

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perfection, when you come to the conclusion that Allah is perfect,

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and you're imperfect, and you will never be perfect. Although you

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strive for us and then this is human perfection.

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Alright,

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so panela So knowledge of God exalted his attributes that Allah

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has one in his essence he's one in his attributes, how many

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attributes for a lawsuit paradata anybody know?

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Altogether

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all of them Hmm 20 that are unnecessary, but then there is

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20 that are impossible, there is a Mr. hade 20 that are YG bat and

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there is one that is Moonkin one that is possible. So the total is

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4121 that are unnecessary 20 that are unnecessary the exact

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opposites which are impossible. And then one that is possible,

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which is related to the decree the omnipotent Power of Allah, the

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cutter, the quadra, right? And for the Prophets and Messengers.

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Anybody memorize that?

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For that unnecessary, for that are impossible. Yeah.

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When that's possible, so the total is 50 with alasa, paradata and his

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messengers, the total of all the attributes is 50 and 41 for Allah

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and nine for the prophets and messenger. So this is important to

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know important to memorize.

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And Allah is one and all

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His Names, of course the scholars, you know, have given 99 Names of

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Allah, but we know that some of you

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of enumerated 150 The reality is Allah is unlimited and his names

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and all of them are within the name of Allah. And whoever

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preserves them means wherever memorizes them, internalize them

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acts upon them then that person inshallah is guaranteed gender,

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which is based on a hadith and his actions which are one as well.

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So knowledge of the command of God, the Exalted and the qualities

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and behavior that draw one near him, so this is the armor, the

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command of God is important to know the 14th whereas Allah

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commanded in the Quran, and the Prophet Muhammad so somebody was

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addressed in the Quran, oh man attack Komodo Sudha who a man a

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hacker man who Fanta who what Allah, what the messenger has

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given you, as ALLAH says, take it, do it, this is the Ummah and

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whatever he is forbade you from leave it, this is the name. Okay?

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Now, if you look at higher books of act ADA, the name that when it

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comes to the unbeliever, and may Allah subhanaw taala only does the

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armor command to what he loves or what he's content with what he's

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pleased with, okay, that doesn't mean that he doesn't decree other

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than that. So, in terms of the cada Allah can preordained

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something to happen that we perceive as good or bad,

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that can be predetermined, but he only orders and only is content

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with that, which is good, that which is pleasing to a loss of

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power and data. Okay, so you see the difference there. Now, in

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terms of you know, some people asked us quite a bit as I teach

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some al Qaeda classes in Seattle, this question comes up every

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single year, every single quarter is you know, why is everything

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predetermined? For us before we even created you know, if it's

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already all determined by God, why is there even a heaven and *

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Why do I even come to this class and learn and try to do my

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feedback properly? Isn't it already done?

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So the what are the ways we can better understand this? Of course,

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the Islamic answer in the Quran is law us hello and fellow whom you

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say alone. He he is not asked about what he does, and they are

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asked about what they do. Okay, that's what that's that's what we

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say. Hola. Hola, como matamanoa. Allah created you and everything

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you do, okay, higher type, but I really I mean, I go to college,

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and I take philosophy and I take anthropology and I take sociology.

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Oh, yeah, we have taken those classes too. Yeah. So it's just

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it's really bothering me. What how do I respond? Okay, how do I least

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respond to like non Muslims who asked me, okay,

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so one of the ways that we can answer this question, especially

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to those who may not just accept Quran and Sunnah is that's it. So

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we know that Allah subhana, Allah has knowledge is pre eternal,

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there's no beginning there's no end. Okay? And we also know that

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his knowledge is absolute, and that everything to Allah is done.

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There's no past, present and future to Allah. It's all said and

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done. Okay? Now, we know that Allah subhana has given us limited

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free will, you know, we don't have absolute free will has given us

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the ability to make choices and decisions that we are accountable

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for, on the Day of Judgment. So alasa paradata, using his free

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will, using his other his decree, to give us free will we choose

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intentions and actions that we act up by then Allah subhana he knows

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that before we were even created.

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So Allah sir paradigm, knowing what we already did, or will do

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predetermined and wrote that which was going to be based upon his pre

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eternal knowledge, which has no beginning and no end, because it

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already happened in the knowledge of Allah, we just don't know. And

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we haven't done it yet. And Allah allowed that which already

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happened. Why based on our free will and our decisions,

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and the example some have given is like a teacher who goes into a

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classroom and has a test and says, Okay, class, I have given you

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books, I have sent tutors, you have taken the course you have

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learned, I know the ability of each and every student and how

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well they are going to do. So here's your score, and I hand

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everybody the test. You're ready, you're ready, you got a score.

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Well, it's not fair. I haven't even taken the test yet. Because

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what life's a test. Okay, here take the test.

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Okay, only take this and you get the exact score that what the

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teacher wrote before you gave it to you. They say I told you,

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that's what you were gonna get. I know you so well. I told you your

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score. That's what you were gonna get. That's what you got. And now

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it's approved for you or against you. Alcohol and Hojae 10 lakh Oh

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Alec as a prophet Muhammad SAW some says the Quran is approved

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for you or against you. So now we have proof. So this life is a test

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and it's going to be undefined video camera, not just like social

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media, Facebook, YouTube, stuff like that. This stuff is like

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everything. Private public, seen unseen by people. Allah knows

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here.

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Isn't sees everything so Allah is going to have us on video

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recording, and it's going to be shown to us on the Day judge.

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So, ALLAH SubhanA, knowing this is already determining what was

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always already going to be and what was going to happen and then

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that is an Allah only punishes by His justice, and he rewards by his

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father, His grace and His bounty. So knowledge of the commander of

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God exalted and the qualities and the behavior that draw one year to

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him, and then knowledge of the inter interdiction, the

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interdictions which are the Navy, the prohibitions of God exalted

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and the qualities and behavior that drive one away from them.

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Knowledge of the appointed time, this is the agile and again, look,

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he's saying knowledge, knowledge, knowledge, this is the importance

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of seeking knowledge of the deen. And to give you an example of

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that, when I was in Treme Hamdulillah,

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you know, I remember there were times where I was just amazed by

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how serious some people were in seeking knowledge. You know, we

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had one student that would sleep like two or three hours a night

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and he would just study whole day and fast every day. And I mean,

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supine. I remember I was looking at a blind man who had memorized

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the entire Quran by Braille. I'm like, Man, I can see. I can read.

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I can't, I haven't. I haven't memorized the Quran. He made me

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self conscious by Braille. So it was it was my excuse. I remember

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during the Dora we had the 40 day intensive, and you know, you know,

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I was, you know, I was remember like, you know, we just got off a

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Ramadan and there was Tata we, and there they do it for like, almost

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two hours. And you know, they do a juice and a half and, man, you

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know, your legs feel like jello, and it's like, oh, man, I'm tired.

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You know? Is this gonna be over? What work are we on? Right? These

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are things that we whisper to ourselves. And then I see a man

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with one lake. Right? One Lake, and he's just hopping around from

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place to place and he's doing the whole Tada, we're with one leg? No

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crutch, nothing. Record. So dude, everything. And I'm like,

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subhanAllah I have two legs. Hamdulillah. I mean, what do I

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have to complain? What am I talking about my legs feeling like

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jello.

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As I have two legs, you know, these are the things I remember,

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there was one time that there was a 16. Or somebody said, Well, they

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maybe that's elders, a 16 year old student

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from India. And

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he was a serious student.

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And I remember I would have a class in the morning and in the

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evening with him. And in the morning class, I saw him he came

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to class, he would bring us both books, his notes, his pencils, and

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he was very diligent. And then Subhanallah after the class, he

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was informed that his mother just passed away a lot of you Hmong.

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And he's very close to his mother. And then, you know, people

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obviously gave him condolences and comfort him and this and that. And

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so the night class comes around, and I'm thinking, you know, maybe

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take some time to grieve and he's there, his notes, His books, His

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pencils, like so, you know, you can take it easy, you know,

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you're, you know, maybe you need some time to grieve and to mourn

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and make the, you know, your mom just passed away. He's like, you

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know, yes. hamdulillah and he was very sad, you know, but this is

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what she sent me here for. This is what she wants me to do. So this

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is why I'm here.

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So I was like, supine on this is next level stuff. Serious

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students, you know, Rochelle, I mean, you gotta look Imam Shafi

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Rahim Allah to Allah. When did he memorize Quran? How old is he?

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Seven years old. And well how often they recited probably say

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you know, maybe I get my page or my juices in a day. How much how

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much quantity recite a day.

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Hutton every day Hutton complete Quran from beginning to end. And

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in Ramadan he did it cut them twice a day, one of the morning

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one of the evening.

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So by the age of 12 samskaras say he memorized the motto of Imam

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Malik. By the age of 14 Imam Malik his teacher gave him if that he

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gave him the ability to be a Mufti to give fatwa. And by the age and

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then obviously he has the old meth hab and then he has a new method

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and Egypt has two different methods. One's old one new and he

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dies when he dies when he's like 90 something, you know, after

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doing all this whole life work and finding a method and all these

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followers and it's great scholar and this and that dies at night no

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5454 Majan if you live even longer. So Pamela, that buttock

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and their time they have Baraka in their lives and they are serious

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about knowledge.

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You have people that are very poor, they would sell the shirt

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off their back for a pencil dearly. They would sell their

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their food or whatever gold for paper. You know how Imam Shafi

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sometimes was taking me I'm sure he was poor. Right? He was born in

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Palestine and and his father had died and his mom brought him to

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Mecca to Medina to study with him and Malik Mecca first and then

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Medina. Right because she was serious about knowledge and she

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wanted it for her son.

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And so sometimes the Imam Shafi when he was studying with him and

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Malik he didn't have any pen and paper or pen. So he would just

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write on his hand.

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Anyway had a photographic memory.

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So you might Malik would say What are you doing?

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Make sure if you say I'm taking notes it's Oh, you're taking notes

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after the class. Okay, why don't you just repeat to me everything

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we said

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and verbatim Imam Shafi repeats everything by looking at his hand

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everything in my Malik said in the Halacha see I took notes

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in my mouth just looks like a duck Allah you know funeral

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alright, but that's how they were. That's how they were. And that's

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how serious they were.

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So knowledge of the appointed time, this is called the edge of

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livestock, the moon is here on it's not delayed and it's not

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advanced, you're appointed time as your appointed time. There is no

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different about that the return to God the Exalted and the tears and

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events that occurred then and the description of the garden that is

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the boat of the joyful and that of the fire that is the habit

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habitation of the wretched. So when we talk about the edge so you

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never know when you're gonna go out. There are people that you

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know, we talked about taking advantage of Ramadan, which we

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recently got over there are people who were alive you know, last

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Ramadan that are not this Ramadan, there are people who will be alive

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this Ramadan, they're not next Ramadan. You never know. When your

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time is. And Allah Allah, Allah says hula neffs, and they're

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concerned about a resource, I'll taste death, your soul will live

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on eternally, but your body will die, you know, your soul will

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permanently leave your body because he didn't say every soul

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dies. He said every soul taste death means you will experience a

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form of death, which is a Separation of the soul from the

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body. But the soul itself since its eternal is more important to

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focus on than the body, which is temporal.

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I learned this reality when I was in England, and I learned it from

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a chicken. Yes, this idea of your appointed term, not advanced one

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minute and not delayed. Accept what Allah has wilt. And it's

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interesting because for some reason, like I remember I gave a

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hopeless somewhere like four or five years ago and somebody I saw

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somebody was at the hopeless Hey, I remember you from the hope I

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remember the chicken story. I was that's all you remember. I was

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talking about like tequila and Eman and Nephi. Yeah, the Chicken

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Story, that's all I remember. But yeah.

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Whatever works.

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So the chickens story is so that I was staying with a family there

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and they asked me to eat to slaughter their chicken said you

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know, Your Honor, if you could do you know slaughter chicken, we'll

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make it tonight. And shall I say Bismillah Hello, smell we'll do

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it. And I said, just make sure that the knife is really sharping

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and give me the sharpest one you have. So yes, of course. So

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hamdulillah the game the sharpest knife and I hid it from the

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chicken and we faced you know, Bismillah Allahu Akbar, Allah

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Gretna. And I was I was kind of really hard. You know, I'm trying

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to be very quick, you know, I'm kind of kind of cutting and I

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can't even I can't get anything. I'm cutting, cutting. I'm like,

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looking at this chicken. And it just says one of these things.

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It just looks at me. I'm like, why would you look at it before? I'm

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like,

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I don't want to slaughter this chicken. So I'm like, Okay, so I'm

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like this Malala and I said are you sure this is the sharpest

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knife in your in your in your house? Yes. It's the sharpest. In

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fact, I'll sharpen it right now. Cook sharpen it. So you sharpens

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it real quick, you know? And I'm like Bismillah Allahu Akbar Allahu

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Allah when it's like it was almost like cutting on steel. I'm just

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cutting cutting cutting and it just it's like Are you done yet?

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And I'm like, oh man. So at that point you know is too much and I

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was like how this chicken is it can no longer be slaughtered you

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know there's actually a fifth Mesilla that if you if you drop

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the knife or if you try to slaughter and you miss that you

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you can no longer slaughter that animal. You've already scared it

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enough loss you can use it for eggs and stuff but you cannot

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slaughter

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so I said How has this chicken is done we can't do anything it's not

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this nothing is in the knife was sharp. But I said it's just not

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the chickens time

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I last saved it and it won't I cannot kill this chicken. And then

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I said you know perhaps it's a will eat chicken. You know, maybe

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it's not meant to be

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can't kill the will eat chicken.

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So they kept the chicken and it was interesting.

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Will eat chicken in the house.

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So ALLAH SubhanA wa determined and nothing you can do and nothing

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people can do can change that appointed term, there is something

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you can do. You can make dua, you can make dua and perhaps you will

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actually there is we do have a type of fountain of youth. The

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Prophet Muhammad awesome, says an authentic hadith. He said he says

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men are odd and you're told well I'm gonna who fell yourself for

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unifocal Yes, Rama, who that whoever wants to lengthen their

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life you want to live longer, then give out and charity for the sake

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of Allah and make connect your family ties, maintain your family

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relationships. Okay? This is extremely important, so thorough

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hum. If you do these two things and you're generous in charity,

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then Insha Allah, Allah will lengthen your lifespan, you know,

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and it could be longer than you originally might have thought or

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originally was decreed.

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So this is one way to lengthen one's lifespan and we know that

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since the Hey Buhari, the Prophet Muhammad was on talks about who is

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the best of people and the worst of hydro NAS min Paula Amro what

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how

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Sooner I'm gonna who were shadow NAS, Min Thala, Amro Watsa I'm

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going to say that the best of people are those who have a long

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life and good actions, good deeds, and the worst of people are those

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who have a long life and bad deeds. So it's actually it

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wouldn't be better to die young if you're doing bad deeds, because

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you don't have more track up on your account. And if you are doing

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good deeds, of course it's better to live longer because you can

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rack up even more deeds good deeds, you see us as Muslims, we

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don't look at death as a scary you know, terrible thing that you

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know, oh my gosh, okay, you know, we look at death is something we,

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you know, we want we want to have a long, healthy life Bismillah and

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baraka and Iman and the obedience of obedience of Allah. But we look

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at it as an opportunity to Demeter law is a gateway to gender. You

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know, and that's not something I mean, men have been the Allah,

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Allah Ilica women carry Haleakala carry Allah, Allah, whoever

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dislikes to mean hola hola dislikes to me that and whoever

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loves to meet Allah loves to me loves to meet them. And so a very

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important question we have to eat, we have to ask ourselves is this

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Do we love to meet Allah? Right now? Are you content and happy to

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meet Allah?

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Right now if you die right now?

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And if the answer is no, then I need to do some work on myself

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before then I'm ready to meet alive to prepare for death and

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what comes after death.

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And if I dislike to meet Allah, well then a lot of dislikes to

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meet me. So I should want to like to meet Allah but maybe I say I'm

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not ready and I need to improve and I need to do one stuff. I you

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know what they say? They say that if you were to find out you,

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you're going to die. 24 hours from now, this is what the Olia they

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say, right. If you find out that you die 24 hours from right now,

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what would you change? That's an important question. What would you

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change? Oh, man, if I found Okay, I'm gonna go read the whole Quran.

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I'm gonna give a bunch of sadaqa I'm gonna mend all my family ties,

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I'm gonna go you know, be nice and give gifts, all my neighbors. I'm

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going to, you know, pray to hedge it all night long. I'm going to

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fast the next day. Right? I'm going to do all these things.

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Right? And I'm going to tell I'm gonna ask everyone for forgiveness

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and tell everyone I love them and this and that, you know, bygones

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be bygones.

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Hey, you know what they say you should change. If you were to find

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out, you died today, the 24 hours from now, tomorrow, this time you

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die. If you were to know that for certain, the thing they say you

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should change the most is nothing. Meaning we should already be doing

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these things that if something happens, you don't change

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anything.

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As a scholar is a say, work in the dunya the life of this world is if

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you're going to live forever, Whoa, no stress. No worry, you're

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going to live forever, man. Why are you stressed? Why? Why be a

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rat in a wheel, just going after cheese. You're never gonna get it.

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You know, the dunya means evading grapes, right? It's just always

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out of your grasp and can ever grab it. Somebody's a rat in the

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wheel trying to get the cheese never gonna get it. And you know,

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by the way, you know, don't worry because it's going to be lasting

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forever. But then they say live for the athletes if you're gonna

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die tomorrow.

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And if you live like that, you have a stress free life, you

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probably live longer and healthier and be happier.

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Serious. And stress is a big cause of a lot of mental and physical

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health problems. And one way to reduce it is this method, this

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profit above the scholars work for the dunya as if you're going to

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live forever work for the Acuras if you're going to die tomorrow

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you know the Hadith one of my favorite Hadith of the Prophet

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Muhammad Salah Sonam. He says, he says, Yeah, my shits for in Nicoma

00:33:34 --> 00:33:39

Utahn. Well, I have my shirts for camelphat nickel, where white men

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my shit differ in Nick I message you and B. He says live however

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you want for truly you shall die.

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Love wherever you want for truly you shall separate from that

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person, you die or they die and work however you want meaning for

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that. For truly you are mixed in with your actions, you are mixed

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with your actions.

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And that's why that when the Sahaba heard that hadith, that

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there are three things that go with everyone to their grave,

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their deeds, their family, their wealth and their family to have

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them leave their family, they'll hear the footsteps walking away,

00:34:13 --> 00:34:15

your wealth will be distributed amongst your heirs. It's no longer

00:34:15 --> 00:34:19

yours. You can't spend anything in your grave. And the only thing

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that remains with you is your deeds. And when the Sahaba heard

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this word, the Levant home they said thus the most important thing

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then is our deeds.

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So knowledge of the point of time we talked about that and then the

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tears and the events that occur. Then the description of the garden

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that is the boat of the joyful and that are the fire and that is the

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habituation of the wretched and I would I would recommend for you to

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read a book from a member of Delilah her dad

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tight titled

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What is it lives of men lives of men read that book and you can

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find more about what happens in gender and what happens in not one

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thing

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To be prepared for his death because the grave itself and

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caliber in macabre Rhoda Menri all the agenda, or her frogmen half a

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lotta know the grave is either a pit from the pits of fire or a

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garden from the gardens of Paradise as our Prophet Muhammad

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Aslam says there's no third option. Those are the only two.

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And so which one do you want it to be? These sciences are the

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foundations of all others their purpose and very essence studying

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them increases faith and certitude and got his messenger Salah Salem

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and the last day and encourages obedience, devotion and abstention

00:35:32 --> 00:35:35

from all sins and other blameworthy things that attract

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God's wrath. And this is obviously studying this the sciences

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increases this the faith and the certitude. Are you guys aware that

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there are three different types of pain? Does anybody know those? The

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three different levels of your pain?

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Yeah, all right. So you have what's the difference you have

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ultimately been?

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Right? Certainty or knowledge, a certainty of knowledge.

00:36:03 --> 00:36:05

You have Hapa your pain and you have ultimately our pain, right?

00:36:06 --> 00:36:06

So you have

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certainty based upon knowledge, certainty based upon witnessing or

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testimony and certainty based upon actual realization, actualization,

00:36:16 --> 00:36:17

right?

00:36:18 --> 00:36:21

Do you guys know the example that scholars give about that? So other

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than the Afghan which is the lowest level knowledge or

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certainty based upon knowledge is you read and you learn about

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something and so you're certain Allah exists? you ascertain?

00:36:31 --> 00:36:34

There's hellfire, and then there's heaven? Because you read about it?

00:36:34 --> 00:36:38

Maybe the Quran sunnah. Okay. So you can read about fire and no

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fire exists by learning about it. Okay. David, the next level is

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called what?

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I annually Okay, which is certainty based upon witnessing,

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and this is something where, okay, I read that fire burns, and then

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you actually see your friend get burned by fire. Oh, wow, that

00:36:57 --> 00:36:59

really does burn I actually witnessed somebody else get burned

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by fire. So I'm certain that fire burns, not just because I read it.

00:37:03 --> 00:37:07

That's the next level. The highest level is called Happy Okay? Which

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you were you internalize and actualized certainty, which is the

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most noble thing that Allah revealed from the heavens and a

00:37:13 --> 00:37:16

lot descended from the Heavens and most noble thing is your pain. As

00:37:16 --> 00:37:19

a prophet Muhammad says, I'm tells us how can your pain is where you

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actually get burned by fire. I go, Hey, not only do I read about it,

00:37:23 --> 00:37:25

not only did I see somebody else get burned by it, but I got burned

00:37:25 --> 00:37:29

myself personally. Now you're certain this is hotly up here. And

00:37:29 --> 00:37:32

that's why when it comes to like to soloth, and things like Islamic

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spirituality, there's a lot of things people may deny until they

00:37:35 --> 00:37:40

themselves experience it. And this is human nature to deny that what

00:37:40 --> 00:37:43

you did not personally experience or if you're new, you don't know

00:37:43 --> 00:37:45

somebody who personally experienced it, thus it cannot

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happen. Yeah, I used to say that until a lot made some things

00:37:49 --> 00:37:52

happen, right? Then then all sudden you change. I was like, oh,

00:37:52 --> 00:37:56

okay, I guess some of that is real. Some of it is true.

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So these are the different levels of European

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that are prophets that the scholars do mention.

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And then he says, the fire and habituation of the wretched etc,

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etc. These sciences are the foundation of all their sciences.

00:38:14 --> 00:38:16

And the blamer things I tried God's wrath.

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You know, Imam Shafi, he does talk about that. He talks about, he

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says in a statement, Paula Bella, said, Why don't men rabada Center?

00:38:31 --> 00:38:35

This is a powerful statement by Imam Shafi that seeking knowledge

00:38:35 --> 00:38:40

for one hour is better than worshipping Allah, this is

00:38:40 --> 00:38:44

supererogatory action, you're no fly than worshiping Allah for one

00:38:44 --> 00:38:49

year. Why? Why is that? Anybody figure that out? Why would seeking

00:38:49 --> 00:38:54

knowledge for one hour like you're doing now be better than

00:38:54 --> 00:38:57

worshipping Allah in supererogatory acts of worship for

00:38:57 --> 00:38:58

one year?

00:39:03 --> 00:39:06

Right, so one of the reasons is if you have proper knowledge, and you

00:39:06 --> 00:39:09

can worship properly, since the condition that you have knowledge

00:39:09 --> 00:39:12

to worship Allah properly and obey him, hey, what's another reason?

00:39:13 --> 00:39:14

That's good, but what's good? What's another reason

00:39:18 --> 00:39:21

for fuel actions for a longer period than mentioned,

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so long as will last you longer throughout the rest of your life

00:39:25 --> 00:39:28

that you can base your actions on, okay? Now think about in the

00:39:28 --> 00:39:32

context of a society or have a community.

00:39:34 --> 00:39:39

Ah, that's the main so the main reason is knowledge benefits those

00:39:39 --> 00:39:46

around you, you know, and you teach others. So it transfers from

00:39:46 --> 00:39:49

one to the other. Whereas if you worship Allah, that only benefits

00:39:49 --> 00:39:53

you. So there's this idea that if you're able to benefit others,

00:39:53 --> 00:39:58

especially a community, society, a country a world, then you will get

00:39:58 --> 00:40:00

one more reward because if they

00:40:00 --> 00:40:03

Do what you taught them, then you get the full reward of that. Okay,

00:40:03 --> 00:40:07

and you're spreading the deen and the tradition throughout. Whereas

00:40:07 --> 00:40:09

if you just spent all night to hedge it, that's really good. But

00:40:09 --> 00:40:13

that only benefits just you and only you and no one else.

00:40:16 --> 00:40:19

So as from all says, blame are the things and he says it also leads

00:40:19 --> 00:40:22

to keeping one's hope short, preparing for death, through the

00:40:22 --> 00:40:25

gathering provision for the point of time, yearning to meet God, the

00:40:25 --> 00:40:29

Exalted detachment from the world and desire for the life to come.

00:40:29 --> 00:40:32

And other such like noble qualities and good works similar

00:40:32 --> 00:40:36

to those of God's envoys, His messengers and his protege is

00:40:36 --> 00:40:40

right. So this is something where you know, this idea of cluster

00:40:40 --> 00:40:45

level cluster that ML Kasota ML is like short hops to lambda is long

00:40:45 --> 00:40:48

hopes, where you kind of like, you know, have this idea that

00:40:48 --> 00:40:52

everything is guaranteed for me. Now, yes, it's true like in

00:40:52 --> 00:40:57

leadership and you know, academia, they'll say, for example, if you

00:40:57 --> 00:41:01

fail to if you fail to plan then you plan to fail. So yes, we do

00:41:01 --> 00:41:04

plan and we arrange and we organize and that's part of the

00:41:04 --> 00:41:04

hikma

00:41:05 --> 00:41:09

and we hope for the best you know, the Prophet Muhammad SAW some

00:41:09 --> 00:41:13

says, in Allah your herbal Abdi, that amela Ramadan and UK know

00:41:13 --> 00:41:16

that all truly Allah loves this servant that if they do something,

00:41:16 --> 00:41:22

they are precise, they are excellent in what they do. So yes,

00:41:22 --> 00:41:24

you should do what you do to the best that you can, you should be

00:41:24 --> 00:41:28

good at it. Okay, whether it's obviously for the dunya and

00:41:28 --> 00:41:32

akhira. That being said, we shouldn't expect things to come

00:41:32 --> 00:41:35

the future that are not guaranteed for us, we're not guaranteed to

00:41:35 --> 00:41:38

breathe Allah's air tomorrow.

00:41:39 --> 00:41:44

Now you're not guaranteed life, but you are guaranteed death. So

00:41:44 --> 00:41:48

make sure you prepare for what you're guaranteed for. Because

00:41:48 --> 00:41:51

there's no promise you're gonna live, there is a promise you're

00:41:51 --> 00:41:55

gonna die, we're all gonna die. So what have we then prepared for

00:41:55 --> 00:42:00

what is guaranteed for us, and also, but not to the degree of

00:42:00 --> 00:42:02

preparing which is not guaranteed for us, right?

00:42:03 --> 00:42:05

So if we open up

00:42:06 --> 00:42:07

a,

00:42:08 --> 00:42:12

you know, 401 k or IRA,

00:42:13 --> 00:42:17

for our dunya, then we also have to make sure and more importantly,

00:42:17 --> 00:42:18

we have a spiritual 401k

00:42:19 --> 00:42:23

We got to open up that account that you have halau investments

00:42:24 --> 00:42:28

that accrue halau interest solely for the ACA, in the pleasure of

00:42:28 --> 00:42:32

Allah subhanaw taala so that when we die, and when we face Allah on

00:42:32 --> 00:42:36

the day judgment, that we can withdraw from our Halal investment

00:42:36 --> 00:42:40

from our spiritual bank account that we have saved for the care

00:42:40 --> 00:42:45

for this exact moment. Those are actions. Those are our characters.

00:42:45 --> 00:42:48

That is our charity that is our solid, that is our knowledge that

00:42:48 --> 00:42:51

is our Quran, that is our vicar that is our salah, and the Prophet

00:42:51 --> 00:42:55

Muhammad saw something that has been good to our neighbors that is

00:42:55 --> 00:42:58

loving each other that is uniting our communities.

00:42:59 --> 00:43:03

That is uniting this, all this stuff, put in as much as you can

00:43:03 --> 00:43:08

to your Hello, intro into your halau bank account, your spiritual

00:43:08 --> 00:43:13

bank account and the * out interest is 10 to 700 times more.

00:43:13 --> 00:43:17

Do you even get more than any dunya interest or anything like

00:43:17 --> 00:43:20

that? Right? Which is obviously had all but yeah, the halau

00:43:20 --> 00:43:22

interest 10 to 700 times more?

00:43:24 --> 00:43:27

Yeah, and that will be based upon one the deed and also the

00:43:27 --> 00:43:30

sincerity that you have and doing it

00:43:36 --> 00:43:39

should you review the writings and beneficial Sciences of the leading

00:43:39 --> 00:43:42

religious authorities you will find none more comprehensive and

00:43:42 --> 00:43:46

these matters in the books of proof of Islam or digital Islam

00:43:46 --> 00:43:50

and Imam Ghazali. His name is Abu Hamad. His name is Mohammed

00:43:50 --> 00:43:54

Mohammed bin Mohammed bin Mohammed Al Ghazali Rahim Allah to Allah

00:43:54 --> 00:43:57

Who dies in 505 after Hijra

00:43:58 --> 00:44:01

and he's known as the herd utilis now, and obviously if you read

00:44:01 --> 00:44:04

some of his books, then you will learn more about some of the

00:44:04 --> 00:44:08

things that we have discussed. And he says a lot of mercy upon him

00:44:08 --> 00:44:10

such as he had a lot of buying

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and a lot of buying and also Manhattan lobby Dean, which is the

00:44:14 --> 00:44:18

last book he wrote before he died and batata die the famous book the

00:44:18 --> 00:44:20

beginning of Guardians, I don't know if you guys read that but I

00:44:20 --> 00:44:24

really highly recommend going through that book. Everyone who's

00:44:24 --> 00:44:27

true and fair, clear sighted in religious matters and gives a meta

00:44:27 --> 00:44:31

do reflection and consideration knows this. Only someone who has

00:44:31 --> 00:44:34

dialed in ignorant denies it or someone who has prayed to

00:44:34 --> 00:44:39

literalism and self deceit. And of course there are some that might

00:44:39 --> 00:44:45

say that everything in the Quran is literal. Which is obviously we

00:44:45 --> 00:44:49

believe the Quran itself is the literal word of Allah, but not

00:44:49 --> 00:44:53

everything in the Quran is literal. So there is metaphor

00:44:53 --> 00:44:56

there's allegory, and there are some things that are literal. So

00:44:56 --> 00:44:59

for example, when Allah says in the Quran festival

00:45:00 --> 00:45:03

cardio. Alright, what is it? First of all, what's the law? What's the

00:45:03 --> 00:45:06

law cardio and as the village

00:45:07 --> 00:45:10

you think it means walk up to a village and say, Hey, village, I

00:45:10 --> 00:45:13

have a question. Can I ask you something? No, it means ask the

00:45:13 --> 00:45:16

people of the village. It's not literal. It's metaphorical. Okay?

00:45:16 --> 00:45:20

When a law says NASA will often so home, they forgot Allah so Allah

00:45:20 --> 00:45:25

forgot them. Is that literal? That Allah does a lot forget? No, Allah

00:45:25 --> 00:45:28

doesn't forget anything. He knows everything. And so it's metaphor,

00:45:28 --> 00:45:34

it means Allah forsaken them, he left them. Okay, tada. Okay, now

00:45:34 --> 00:45:38

there are some verses like that. And there are also others that are

00:45:38 --> 00:45:42

literal. When Allah says Elohim will say that what was the cat and

00:45:42 --> 00:45:45

establish regular prayer and give your second that doesn't mean like

00:45:45 --> 00:45:48

no, it's a spiritual means establish prayer in my heart. And

00:45:48 --> 00:45:51

I just pray in my heart no means actually physically get up and

00:45:51 --> 00:45:54

pray and it's literal. Alright. So the scholars help us decipher

00:45:54 --> 00:45:56

between what is literal and what is metaphorical. What is

00:45:56 --> 00:45:59

allegorical in the Quran. And that's and there's some obviously

00:45:59 --> 00:46:02

some there's a different opinion about some things and different

00:46:02 --> 00:46:06

interpretations. But that doesn't negate that Allah is word itself

00:46:06 --> 00:46:09

is literal and from Allah. But we also have to understand Lisa

00:46:09 --> 00:46:12

cometh Lee shaitan, who submitted Bussiere Allah is not like

00:46:12 --> 00:46:14

anything and here's the whole thing and they'll hearing

00:46:16 --> 00:46:19

so literalism and self deceit, where people have essentially just

00:46:19 --> 00:46:22

deceived themselves. And it's important as days that we call to

00:46:22 --> 00:46:26

Allah and not to our news, not to ourselves, not to our

00:46:26 --> 00:46:29

personalities, not to even I mean, somebody else had been Ballmer

00:46:29 --> 00:46:31

happy, the lot taller. They asked him

00:46:32 --> 00:46:36

Do we give Dawa like to a particular min hedge or meth head

00:46:36 --> 00:46:41

or Federica? Or a place? You know, or dar Mustafa? Or what do we give

00:46:41 --> 00:46:47

Dawa to and have you said, we don't, we only give Dawa to a lot

00:46:47 --> 00:46:52

as messenger. So we only give Dawa calling to Allah and his messenger

00:46:52 --> 00:46:55

in the way of the messenger so Allah Salam is what we give Dawa

00:46:55 --> 00:47:00

to not to atellica share a place a country a president a method or

00:47:00 --> 00:47:04

anything else is to Allah and the way ever so Lhasa Allah Saddam be

00:47:05 --> 00:47:09

Bill method beaterator with the method with that with with those

00:47:09 --> 00:47:10

things not to those things.

00:47:15 --> 00:47:17

Self to see and as he this is appointed time.

00:47:20 --> 00:47:24

said Ali Rahim Allah Tada happy to Allah Karim Allah Wijmo

00:47:26 --> 00:47:31

say that it Culebra cut on my low wedge who he said a Nasaan Yamo

00:47:31 --> 00:47:33

are either married to in Tebow, he says on a line of poetry that

00:47:33 --> 00:47:36

people are sleeping or sleep walking and it's when they wake up

00:47:36 --> 00:47:39

is when they when they die is when they truly wake up.

00:47:41 --> 00:47:45

May God exalted inspire us through his graciousness with guidance and

00:47:45 --> 00:47:49

protect us from the evil in ourselves and in our deeds.

00:47:50 --> 00:47:54

ability and strength are only by law by God subhanho wa Taala Al

00:47:54 --> 00:47:57

hamdu lillahi rabbil aalameen Amin Yara Malala mean how long do you

00:47:57 --> 00:47:59

guys usually go to About this time?

00:48:01 --> 00:48:05

I don't know. Okay, is there any I'd if there's any time maybe we

00:48:05 --> 00:48:07

can use some question and answer Hamdulillah we finished the

00:48:07 --> 00:48:11

chapter 15 on science is the most beneficial in the raw in

00:48:11 --> 00:48:14

Allentown, Pennsylvania at mocassin Hamdallah. Again, it's an

00:48:15 --> 00:48:18

honor to be here and privilege May Allah bless me with all of you if

00:48:18 --> 00:48:22

anybody has any questions. I guess we can take questions and shoulder

00:48:29 --> 00:48:30

if

00:48:31 --> 00:48:34

I sound like a sound, how are you doing? I shot a good handle

00:48:45 --> 00:48:47

Okay, Hamdulillah you guys got a couple hours.

00:48:49 --> 00:48:53

Are we still live streaming? Okay, we are Bismillah

00:48:56 --> 00:48:57

Oh, you do that? Okay.

00:48:59 --> 00:49:02

I don't know what the schedule is. But you should have just plugged

00:49:02 --> 00:49:02

me in so

00:49:04 --> 00:49:09

hamdulillah the superior story you know, by the fall of Allah is born

00:49:09 --> 00:49:10

in Cedar Rapids, Iowa.

00:49:11 --> 00:49:15

And come from a Lebanese community there. My great grandfather

00:49:15 --> 00:49:19

Hamdulillah. He built the oldest still standing mosque in Cedar

00:49:19 --> 00:49:22

Rapids called the mother mosque of America in 1934. And so there's a

00:49:23 --> 00:49:26

community that came from Canada. I was originally from Lebanon. And

00:49:26 --> 00:49:30

my mom was born in Cedar Rapids as well. But my dad immigrated from

00:49:30 --> 00:49:34

Lebanon to United States when they got married. And we lived there

00:49:34 --> 00:49:37

for a period of time then lived in Chicago for a couple of years. I'm

00:49:37 --> 00:49:41

the oldest of six children mashallah Tabata Cola,

00:49:42 --> 00:49:45

and was raised primarily by a single mother, you know, so I'm

00:49:45 --> 00:49:48

like, imagine a single mother with six kids how challenging that can

00:49:48 --> 00:49:50

be by herself and all this.

00:49:51 --> 00:49:56

And then Hamdulillah we moved to Spokane, Washington in 1993, and

00:49:56 --> 00:50:00

then graduated from high school in 1998. And me

00:50:00 --> 00:50:02

In high school and then hamdullah got a full ride football

00:50:02 --> 00:50:05

scholarship to University of Washington, and then played for

00:50:05 --> 00:50:10

the Huskies for about three or four years. And 2001 Hamdulillah

00:50:10 --> 00:50:14

we won the Rose Bowl against Purdue Boilermakers. Drew Brees,

00:50:14 --> 00:50:16

you know how that I almost got him. I just missed him, you know,

00:50:16 --> 00:50:20

just during, but I was defensive. I started as a nose tackle and

00:50:20 --> 00:50:26

then moved to defensive end. And then Hamdulillah we won 34 to 24.

00:50:26 --> 00:50:28

Not that I remember the score. Exactly.

00:50:29 --> 00:50:33

And then we and then 100 Allah, Allah had other plans. You know, I

00:50:33 --> 00:50:35

was at that time, it's a different mindset. And maybe there's a

00:50:35 --> 00:50:40

lesson in that is at the time I was thinking, football, is my

00:50:40 --> 00:50:43

career is my religion. And I thought it was just about fame,

00:50:43 --> 00:50:47

glory and money and getting a big contract on TV, etc, etc. That's

00:50:47 --> 00:50:51

at the time. But Allah subhanaw taala teaches, you know, and

00:50:51 --> 00:50:55

guides in mysterious ways. And so hamdulillah remember as my

00:50:55 --> 00:50:59

redshirt sophomore year, so if you don't football, you have five

00:50:59 --> 00:51:01

years. And if you read your sophomore is actually your junior

00:51:01 --> 00:51:06

year, but you still have two more years. So I was starting as a nose

00:51:06 --> 00:51:09

tackle, as a redshirt sophomore, it means I had also my two more

00:51:09 --> 00:51:13

years left. And so I was going to leave early to the NFL, and, and

00:51:13 --> 00:51:15

essentially quit college and graduate.

00:51:16 --> 00:51:21

The spring of the 2001. I remember, I woke up and we were

00:51:21 --> 00:51:26

doing spring practices. And I woke up and I couldn't breathe. And I

00:51:26 --> 00:51:31

was slowly suffocating. And I had extreme pain in my chest. And it

00:51:31 --> 00:51:35

felt like somebody was stabbing me over and over again in my in my

00:51:35 --> 00:51:38

lungs. And I was like, what's, what is this? What's going on? I

00:51:38 --> 00:51:39

don't understand it.

00:51:40 --> 00:51:45

And I just remember, although at the time, not fully practicing. I

00:51:45 --> 00:51:48

remember I thought it was a dream. So I went to the bathroom. I tried

00:51:48 --> 00:51:50

to wash my face and pinch myself. And I was like, This is not a

00:51:50 --> 00:51:53

dream. You're you're dying. And you're going to you're going to

00:51:53 --> 00:51:57

slowly suffocate. And so when I was in the bathroom, I

00:51:59 --> 00:52:02

I dropped i Well, there's a lot of things that come to you when

00:52:02 --> 00:52:04

you're we've talked about death, right? I've you know, if you face

00:52:04 --> 00:52:09

death, it's a very different story. And a lot of things come to

00:52:09 --> 00:52:10

your mind at the time.

00:52:12 --> 00:52:15

At first I was like, Well, you can't be dying, you know, you have

00:52:15 --> 00:52:19

practice tomorrow. Say, Well, who cares about football practice, you

00:52:19 --> 00:52:22

know, you're dying. And I said, Well, you know what more important

00:52:22 --> 00:52:24

than that is your school. You know, I was trying to get a

00:52:24 --> 00:52:27

psychology degree. So I was like, you gotta you gotta finish school.

00:52:27 --> 00:52:29

I was like, who cares about school and football, man, what about your

00:52:29 --> 00:52:32

family? You know, you're dying. So you didn't get to say goodbye to

00:52:32 --> 00:52:36

anybody. And I was like, Well, what about your mother? If you

00:52:36 --> 00:52:39

don't say goodbye, and I love you and this and that when you die,

00:52:39 --> 00:52:43

she's gonna resurrect you and kill you again. So I was like, oh, man,

00:52:43 --> 00:52:46

you know. And then I'm like thinking all these things are my

00:52:46 --> 00:52:50

coaches, my my professors, my family, my my, all these things,

00:52:50 --> 00:52:54

but you know what stuck? You're not stuck is what I did. And

00:52:54 --> 00:52:56

that's important is of these classes. And these are the things

00:52:56 --> 00:53:00

I when I was in Sunday school. When I was a kid, I remembered a

00:53:00 --> 00:53:05

hadith that one of my teachers told me and my teacher said, the

00:53:05 --> 00:53:08

Hadith that men can ask a calamity. Dunya Allah, Allah,

00:53:08 --> 00:53:11

Allah, Allah, Allah Jana, whoever his last words before they die is

00:53:11 --> 00:53:14

light in Allah and they're Muslim, they will immediately enter

00:53:14 --> 00:53:19

paradise. So at that time, I remember I dropped to my knees.

00:53:19 --> 00:53:22

That's what stuck in my heart. And that was the most important thing

00:53:22 --> 00:53:26

to me. And I just I some unemployment, when I say

00:53:26 --> 00:53:29

suffocating, it started out like that.

00:53:31 --> 00:53:34

I'm like, I can't even speak I couldn't even crawl up the stairs

00:53:34 --> 00:53:37

for help. I couldn't yell. I couldn't call anybody. I couldn't

00:53:37 --> 00:53:41

do anything. But somehow, someway, Allah subhanaw taala allowed me to

00:53:41 --> 00:53:42

say the Shahada.

00:53:43 --> 00:53:45

And so I dropped to my knees and I said, a shadow and you know how

00:53:45 --> 00:53:50

long shadow No, Muhammad Rasool Allah. And I did this over and

00:53:50 --> 00:53:52

over, just waiting for death over and over again until I was my last

00:53:52 --> 00:53:56

breath. And a miracle happen. hamdulillah Allah saved me. And I

00:53:56 --> 00:54:00

didn't die. And I was like, Well, if you've been doing this you had

00:54:00 --> 00:54:03

on the bathroom floor for an hour, maybe you should get up and you're

00:54:03 --> 00:54:04

in the bathroom. By the way, you shouldn't be doing this you had in

00:54:04 --> 00:54:06

the bathroom. So I was like, Okay, maybe we should get out of the

00:54:06 --> 00:54:09

bathroom. You know. It's funny that the things you think of when

00:54:09 --> 00:54:13

you're so I crawled up the crawl literally up the stairs, and one

00:54:13 --> 00:54:15

of my roommates came down and he took me to the hospitals, doctors

00:54:15 --> 00:54:20

and all this. And after, that's a long story short, but after all

00:54:20 --> 00:54:24

the examinations and so forth. They found hamdullah, two large

00:54:24 --> 00:54:28

blood clots in my lungs called pulmonary embolism, three, three

00:54:28 --> 00:54:31

large to my right, one of my left they had gone from my calf,

00:54:31 --> 00:54:34

there's an injury in a football game from DVT from somebody's

00:54:34 --> 00:54:38

helmet hit me the calf. And then that branched off and led to went

00:54:38 --> 00:54:42

through my heart into my lungs. And I basically was blocking the

00:54:42 --> 00:54:47

air passage. And the doctors they said, because of the size of the

00:54:47 --> 00:54:50

clots, you had a one in a million chance of survival. I was like

00:54:50 --> 00:54:53

Hamdulillah you know? So this is all extra credit. This is all

00:54:53 --> 00:54:56

optional. I'm not even supposed to be here according to that. But

00:54:56 --> 00:54:59

Allah has other plans. And so then I started then I had to take a

00:54:59 --> 00:54:59

year off

00:55:00 --> 00:55:04

Football and recalibrate, and I started to think about things like

00:55:04 --> 00:55:06

where did I come from? Why am I here? What am I going? What's the

00:55:06 --> 00:55:09

purpose of life? You know, I was 21 in the best shape of my life

00:55:09 --> 00:55:13

and I'm thinking, you know, you think you're invincible until you

00:55:13 --> 00:55:15

almost don't you're like, oh, whoa, right, there's things that

00:55:15 --> 00:55:19

are more important than just the game. You know, you can't die and

00:55:19 --> 00:55:23

you're not invincible. And so I started reflect, I had to take a

00:55:23 --> 00:55:25

year off had to be on blood thinners. And then after a year,

00:55:25 --> 00:55:28

you know, don't use turkey. I was like, you know, I'm gonna come

00:55:28 --> 00:55:30

back and I'm gonna go back to them film this, and I still two years,

00:55:30 --> 00:55:34

blah, blah. And my mom, she sent me an article of football player

00:55:34 --> 00:55:39

from Texas at the age of 18, who died from one blood clot. And I

00:55:39 --> 00:55:41

was like, subhanAllah, you know, it's just not worth it is more

00:55:41 --> 00:55:44

important things in life, there's the afterlife. And I started to

00:55:44 --> 00:55:47

become more practicing more religious slowly. And then

00:55:47 --> 00:55:49

hamdullah transition to that finished.

00:55:50 --> 00:55:55

College, a psychology degree in 2003. stopped, I love football, I

00:55:55 --> 00:55:58

was just working part time. And then after a year of graduation,

00:56:00 --> 00:56:03

I was in after I quit work. And then I came home to Spokane and

00:56:03 --> 00:56:07

spent a year there with family and working and then powerful

00:56:07 --> 00:56:10

experience dream actually, I was in.

00:56:11 --> 00:56:16

I was in a room by myself. And I said to Allah, I said, you know,

00:56:16 --> 00:56:20

Allah, I believe in you. I devote my life, my health, my health,

00:56:20 --> 00:56:23

everything I give to you for your sake. And you be careful what you

00:56:23 --> 00:56:26

ask for it because Allah just might answer it.

00:56:27 --> 00:56:31

And I said, just show me a sign that you exist. Not that I deny

00:56:31 --> 00:56:34

it, I just want some kind of comfort and quality so that you

00:56:34 --> 00:56:36

know my heart can be drinkable. Just give me a sign that you're

00:56:36 --> 00:56:37

there for me.

00:56:38 --> 00:56:42

And that night, I had a very powerful dream. I don't even know

00:56:42 --> 00:56:47

if it was a dream. Everything was like real life. And something just

00:56:47 --> 00:56:53

unexplainable happened. And after that I was I woke up hysterics I

00:56:53 --> 00:56:57

was I was hysterical. And my heart was beating on my chest. And I was

00:56:57 --> 00:57:01

sweating. And I don't even know why it was I was woke up my whole

00:57:01 --> 00:57:04

family turn on all the lights. I mean, it was I was like crazy for

00:57:04 --> 00:57:07

a month, like, like, you would think this guy's crazy. And

00:57:07 --> 00:57:09

something happened. And that's when everything changed. And then

00:57:09 --> 00:57:12

I was like that I'm going straight for Dean, I started anything I

00:57:12 --> 00:57:16

could get my hands on any book, any video, any teacher, anything.

00:57:16 --> 00:57:19

I mean, almost it was all good, right? Legit, but anything and

00:57:19 --> 00:57:22

everything I was getting my hands on and I was self teaching myself.

00:57:22 --> 00:57:26

And you know all these things. And I spent a lot of time just doing

00:57:26 --> 00:57:28

that. And then I was like, I want to study I want to learn Arabic I

00:57:28 --> 00:57:32

want to study Islam. And so then I started looking at places and it

00:57:32 --> 00:57:35

was then 2004 year after graduating, I applied to like 20

00:57:35 --> 00:57:39

places and the one that responded was shifted by Ibrahim OC often

00:57:39 --> 00:57:42

and my brother back in the day and Treme used to have my brother

00:57:42 --> 00:57:46

Institut to learn Arabic. And so I was like, go to school there. And

00:57:46 --> 00:57:49

my brother and I decided to go to Yemen. And he was gonna, we're

00:57:49 --> 00:57:52

just gonna go for a year, it's freaking funny how things work

00:57:52 --> 00:57:54

out, it's gonna go a year, and then we're gonna come back, you

00:57:54 --> 00:57:57

know, and get our lives and careers situated and this and

00:57:57 --> 00:58:02

that, and having to live and it's more experiences, they're more

00:58:02 --> 00:58:05

dreams, and my brother did leave. And he went to Georgia, and then

00:58:05 --> 00:58:09

eventually back. And I just fell in love with the people the place,

00:58:09 --> 00:58:12

the knowledge, the environment, and I just I want to stay and so I

00:58:12 --> 00:58:15

was like one more year. And I worked really hard and said that

00:58:15 --> 00:58:16

one more year is my last year worked really hard, you got to

00:58:16 --> 00:58:21

finish strong. One more year. One more year. One more year. One more

00:58:21 --> 00:58:23

every year is my last year. And I apply some that you can by the

00:58:23 --> 00:58:27

way, what you learn in sports and and also in corporate America and

00:58:27 --> 00:58:31

stuff like that, you can apply some of the same principles to

00:58:31 --> 00:58:35

Islam and into study. You know, they say for example, football

00:58:35 --> 00:58:38

that which does not kill me only makes me stronger. No pain, no

00:58:38 --> 00:58:40

gain, no pain, no spiritual gain, you just tweak it a little bit.

00:58:41 --> 00:58:44

Right, you know, you got to go through some, some yada, yada, you

00:58:44 --> 00:58:49

know, some, some, some struggle. So, I was just using those things,

00:58:49 --> 00:58:54

same things to Dean and, you know, did that and then humble after

00:58:54 --> 00:58:55

about seven years.

00:58:57 --> 00:58:59

It's, you know, talk to happy moment, my parents may want to

00:58:59 --> 00:59:03

come back and I talked to people were happy when they sent me back

00:59:03 --> 00:59:07

to America, to give dollar to teach and so forth serve the

00:59:07 --> 00:59:11

community after seven years and dream. I didn't want to leave but

00:59:11 --> 00:59:14

he sent me and my parents wanted me back. So I went and then

00:59:14 --> 00:59:15

hamdulillah

00:59:16 --> 00:59:20

those serving their organization called merabh foundation for a

00:59:20 --> 00:59:23

period of about I think two years, and also doing chaplaincy with

00:59:23 --> 00:59:25

prisons and hospitals,

00:59:26 --> 00:59:30

teaching and Darwin interfaith as well. And then I went to the get

00:59:30 --> 00:59:35

my Master's for three years, and Seattle University and mastered in

00:59:35 --> 00:59:38

Transformational Leadership and Organizational Development. And

00:59:38 --> 00:59:42

then that was about two years ago and then kind of been just leading

00:59:42 --> 00:59:45

and running the MacArthur Foundation Executive Director and

00:59:45 --> 00:59:48

as a teacher, and been doing that for last two years and came here

00:59:48 --> 00:59:49

to visit you guys.

00:59:50 --> 00:59:51

Long story shorter.

00:59:54 --> 00:59:55

Here

00:59:57 --> 01:00:00

I got married also in dream as well. Yeah, and that's

01:00:00 --> 01:00:03

An important part the important point to using a hammer to hear it

01:00:03 --> 01:00:04

later. Why did you say that?

01:00:05 --> 01:00:09

Until I got married. In dream two, she had called leukemia his

01:00:09 --> 01:00:12

daughter, his oldest daughter. So you guys know, Jacob looked at me,

01:00:13 --> 01:00:13

and Detroit.

01:00:15 --> 01:00:18

He was my teacher when I went there for nc.me Shafik. And then

01:00:18 --> 01:00:21

after four years of study, and so forth, after that, we married his

01:00:21 --> 01:00:23

daughter, and then hamdulillah stay there for another three

01:00:23 --> 01:00:23

years.

01:00:25 --> 01:00:27

But lived inside the school for four years, and then outside for

01:00:27 --> 01:00:27

three years.

01:00:29 --> 01:00:32

I'm doing my show. That's all by the fall of Allah hamdulillah

01:00:32 --> 01:00:35

without me, and the other small questions, your question? Anybody

01:00:35 --> 01:00:37

else? Another short questions.

01:00:41 --> 01:00:44

It's good to introduce ourselves and communities. Yeah.

01:00:50 --> 01:00:52

I mean, it's always a struggle, you know, seeking risk and seeking

01:00:52 --> 01:00:57

knowledge. I in Seattle, if anybody's been there, I work a lot

01:00:57 --> 01:01:02

with people working on Microsoft and Amazon and Boeing and Google

01:01:02 --> 01:01:05

and Facebook, a lot of the tech stuff and so a lot of the

01:01:05 --> 01:01:08

volunteers as well. And so for some of them are like senior level

01:01:08 --> 01:01:11

management in a very unit have a lot of people report to them, and

01:01:11 --> 01:01:14

their volunteer helping out with the organization, the work we're

01:01:14 --> 01:01:14

doing.

01:01:15 --> 01:01:20

And what I would say is, is any opportunity I mean, you have to

01:01:20 --> 01:01:23

you know, you fulfill your responsibilities as an employee of

01:01:23 --> 01:01:27

a company and so forth. And it has to be reasonable and balanced.

01:01:27 --> 01:01:29

Right. So there's obviously we call it the work life balance, I

01:01:29 --> 01:01:32

call it the work after life balance, right? So you got to give

01:01:32 --> 01:01:36

it to talk you have to give it is right with SN and do a good job.

01:01:36 --> 01:01:40

But shouldn't go overboard, you know, some people are workaholics

01:01:40 --> 01:01:43

and they spent all their time and energy and work and this and that.

01:01:43 --> 01:01:46

So it shouldn't be reasonable and it shouldn't be balanced. And

01:01:46 --> 01:01:50

whatever opportunity you have to seek knowledge whether it's a

01:01:50 --> 01:01:54

Class A court, a visiting scholar, whether it's your you travel for a

01:01:54 --> 01:01:57

little bit, you have some time off, or whether it's YouTube, or

01:01:57 --> 01:02:03

mp3 or a podcast or secret sauce, or whatever it is, any opportunity

01:02:03 --> 01:02:07

you have to seek in all add up to seek knowledge try to take

01:02:07 --> 01:02:11

consistent course in Seattle, we do a we owe one day, just like

01:02:11 --> 01:02:16

nine to 12 every Saturday during the school year and intensive. And

01:02:16 --> 01:02:18

I know you guys are trying to do something like that on Sundays

01:02:18 --> 01:02:21

next year. Inshallah. So that is super important. So if somebody

01:02:21 --> 01:02:24

can just dedicate I mean, we do it at Saturday morning at 12, for

01:02:24 --> 01:02:28

reason, because almost everybody's free. You can also do Sunday

01:02:28 --> 01:02:30

night, it'll have their Sunday school issues there. But whatever

01:02:30 --> 01:02:34

time that you know, people can make that a priority, what I have

01:02:34 --> 01:02:38

found over anything, it is all about a value system, what do I

01:02:38 --> 01:02:44

value that is most important first. So how do I prioritize what

01:02:44 --> 01:02:47

is most important to me, and there are some that the dunya is the

01:02:47 --> 01:02:50

most important thing, and there are some the ACA is and there's

01:02:50 --> 01:02:53

some that are able to sift and balance between the two. And so

01:02:53 --> 01:02:57

what I would say is, is the courses that you can take and all

01:02:57 --> 01:03:01

the opportunities you have, just make an effort and prioritize that

01:03:01 --> 01:03:04

above all and make sure you still give the hawk the right of

01:03:04 --> 01:03:08

fulfilling your, you know, secular corporate needs and duties and

01:03:08 --> 01:03:11

also to provide for oneself and their family with the intention of

01:03:11 --> 01:03:15

doing that. So it all can become a bad if I go to work and I you

01:03:15 --> 01:03:19

know, make my intention to do this for the sake of a lot to help and

01:03:19 --> 01:03:22

benefit people and to provide for myself and my family. And there's

01:03:22 --> 01:03:25

a lot of intentions you can make. You're in a form of Ivanka,

01:03:25 --> 01:03:27

especially if you like go to work and you're doing your own rods

01:03:27 --> 01:03:30

there and maybe reading Quran or listening to her on the way back,

01:03:30 --> 01:03:32

I mean, there's things you could do is it the commute is a great

01:03:32 --> 01:03:35

opportunity to do a lot of things. You can listen to lectures, you

01:03:35 --> 01:03:38

can read your Old rods you can even listen to her on and stuff

01:03:38 --> 01:03:42

like that. So always try to insert things wherever you can,

01:03:43 --> 01:03:48

and have good companionship with people of knowledge. And then, you

01:03:48 --> 01:03:53

know, if you get to go to a regular or a summer intensive or

01:03:53 --> 01:03:57

mocassin retreat, you know, make that one of the top priorities

01:03:57 --> 01:04:00

that you can do. I mean, there's people I know that work hard, but

01:04:00 --> 01:04:03

whenever they have time off whenever they get that break,

01:04:03 --> 01:04:05

they're using it to seek knowledge of the deen they're using it for

01:04:05 --> 01:04:07

good companionship a good experience a spiritual

01:04:09 --> 01:04:12

spiritual environment that will kind of raise and lift their souls

01:04:12 --> 01:04:17

and purify them their purify their foods. Alright, so you know that's

01:04:17 --> 01:04:20

what I would say is something to make first.

01:04:24 --> 01:04:27

And I've seen that I mean, I've seen I've seen

01:04:28 --> 01:04:31

like I said these high these men it did, but I'll ask them so what

01:04:31 --> 01:04:34

why you why you keep coming and why you keep helping a serving.

01:04:34 --> 01:04:37

They're not they're like, you know, serving food and tea and

01:04:37 --> 01:04:41

stuff. You know, they might have like, everybody report under them

01:04:41 --> 01:04:44

somewhere. But then they come to a program and they're serving tea

01:04:44 --> 01:04:48

and biscuits and, you know, moving chairs around. And I'll ask him,

01:04:48 --> 01:04:52

you know, what motivates you to keep, I have to stay connected to

01:04:52 --> 01:04:55

knowledge and people have knowledge. It's transformed my

01:04:55 --> 01:04:59

life. You see, it's changed me for the better. I need this. That's

01:04:59 --> 01:04:59

it.

01:05:00 --> 01:05:01

That's really important.

01:05:02 --> 01:05:06

They see this is not for this for us we need it the most

01:05:07 --> 01:05:11

Islam doesn't need us we need Islam right? Knowledge doesn't

01:05:11 --> 01:05:14

need us we need to have knowledge a lot does it need us we need a

01:05:14 --> 01:05:14

lot

01:05:18 --> 01:05:19

of questions

01:05:24 --> 01:05:24

yeah

01:05:27 --> 01:05:29

what is aka locker Baraka Lafayette? May Allah bless and

01:05:29 --> 01:05:34

reward all of you in sha Allah the dunya and akhira coffee so we read

01:05:34 --> 01:05:35

this two out here

01:05:39 --> 01:05:41

do we read the template or

01:05:44 --> 01:05:45

just have a lot of men there who

01:05:46 --> 01:05:50

Robonaut fine Abby my island to now would I be at them now lady

01:05:50 --> 01:05:54

and found out I'd be floppy now I felt that I had an hour caught

01:05:54 --> 01:05:59

Albertina Nafi Nafion ina Mahalia Lakota author with Dr. Robbie

01:05:59 --> 01:06:05

Washington, our welfare calm nema 3030 Holden, O'Fallon, Kurama, or

01:06:05 --> 01:06:10

Zookal cola halal and Amen wa Finland at the PA Orla Matt, north

01:06:11 --> 01:06:15

north VA Bill Heidi we're not factually sharp. Robin was level

01:06:15 --> 01:06:19

and coalesce your own well according to Bureau Minka or your

01:06:19 --> 01:06:23

own walk the land now Rob Ben Cola, Dion Acaba, and 10 Tamina

01:06:24 --> 01:06:29

rosulip Manu and offer was store and Kurama men SATA or SATA to lie

01:06:29 --> 01:06:33

atop shell most of men ILA mean a little happy to Anna Wadhwa Vicki

01:06:33 --> 01:06:37

turbine for healing nurses she found early to cure army short of

01:06:37 --> 01:06:43

wild SRB or the Messiah and Lord Allah Medina it'd be here dark man

01:06:43 --> 01:06:48

you shadow you said you're off you log on to wealthy now where the

01:06:48 --> 01:06:52

ANC work well that tells you harder for America while sock was

01:06:52 --> 01:06:56

a lawless no Mohamed anyway it was obvious when hamdu Lillahi Rabbil

01:06:56 --> 01:06:59

Alameen fee for the lack of the tender but now the harpy what are

01:06:59 --> 01:07:03

the NFC was in Taurus, you have a daddy Katie Maddy, we could

01:07:04 --> 01:07:09

have knocked off one Nana Serafina

01:07:10 --> 01:07:13

Serafina Juba, Lena

01:07:14 --> 01:07:22

cielo coldly How was third Anna Rottie Manero it was a fairly wide

01:07:22 --> 01:07:26

Ed now Robbie whammo Deena what

01:07:28 --> 01:07:30

was did any

01:07:31 --> 01:07:38

mean had the region also have almost the mean I mean, I'll be

01:07:38 --> 01:07:44

asthma father and while Jude and mean by Nick is IBM in Bell

01:07:44 --> 01:07:52

Mustafa Rosu, the navabi equally so they refer to the vehicle and

01:07:52 --> 01:07:58

as early and Mostafa refers to the vehicle the story, Salah was

01:07:59 --> 01:08:06

Robbie, he had a hobby he was the the Toshi so happy. Well,

01:08:06 --> 01:08:10

Hamdulillah he had Biddy what? He

01:08:12 --> 01:08:14

smiled a little bit closer to me sooner, so

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