Yahya Rhodus – Knowledge & Wisdom Imam alHaddad #12 Ustadh Qasim Hatim

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The speakers discuss their personal lives, including death, sports, family, and the importance of learning to be a person. They recommend prioritizing work-life balance and listening to lectures and reading books to improve mental health, and emphasize the importance of prioritizing one's values to achieve their goals. They stress the need to listen to lectures and improve their mental health to achieve their goals.

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			la Jara if the robber Jalama dirty
accord booth YB subhanho wa Taala
		
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			what hamdulillah hamdulillah they
respected Brothers and Sisters in
		
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			Islam it's an honor to be here. Ma
sha Allah may Allah bless and
		
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			reward you we've come from Seattle
to visit you and your community.
		
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			May Allah subhanho baraka and
knowledge and benefit and Sharla
		
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			into your your lives your souls
and your community in sha Allah I
		
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			mean Hamdulillah we are continuing
where she left off in the row ha
		
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			the knowledge and wisdom by Imam
Abdullah bin Ali where her dad
		
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			Rahim Allah Tada in this book here
and inshallah we left off on
		
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			chapter 15 sciences, the most
beneficial which is on page 40 In
		
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			sha Allah. So read this I'm
Charlie says Bismillah R Rahman
		
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			Rahim. The sciences which are most
comprehensive, beneficial,
		
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			authentic and clear are those that
are the nearest and most resemble
		
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			those frequently and repeatedly
explained in the book of God, the
		
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			Exalted and the Sunnah of His
Messenger sallallahu alayhi wa
		
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			there's obvious I don't mean
blessings and peace be upon him.
		
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			And then he goes, the sciences are
so he's talking about their own,
		
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			the sciences of Islam and which
ones are the most beneficial and
		
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			authentic and so forth. And those
are the ones that are obviously
		
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			coming from the Quran and Sunnah.
As the Quran itself is an ocean
		
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			and everything else. It leads to
all the rivers of benefit and that
		
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			is the source and everything else
is a branch and inshallah to
		
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			understand the importance of
knowledge itself and sciences,
		
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			it's important to understand what
the Quran and Sunnah says and we
		
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			look at what ALLAH SubhanA Dada
says about seeking knowledge to
		
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			Allah but he says in the Quran
Yara ferula Dena Amador Minko one
		
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			day Dina also learned that that
allow raises amongst you those who
		
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			have who believe and had been
given knowledge by who by a
		
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			lawsuit pattern with data and
higher stations and higher rank so
		
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			one of the greatest ways to raise
an elevation and nearness to a
		
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			loss of power data your Creator is
through seeking knowledge of this
		
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			deen and specifically Islamic
sciences and especially those that
		
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			are related to the Quran and
Sunnah as a source of everything
		
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			else. And so in this sense, if one
does that allow us to panta you
		
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			know, as he asked in the Quran a
rhetorical question, cool. Halia
		
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			Sewell, Idina Yeah, Allah Manuel
leadin, Allah, Allah mon se, are
		
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			they equal? Those who know and
those who do not know? And the
		
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			answer is no, they're not equal,
those who have their own, and they
		
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			have Iman, and they act and apply
upon the knowledge that they have.
		
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			So not not knowing is not enough.
But to actually apply the
		
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			knowledge that you have has a
transformative impact on the soul.
		
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			And also an elevating and nearness
to Allah subhanho wa taala. That's
		
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			why the word LM is close to Amma,
they actually have the same three
		
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			letters, because there's a
relationship between between the
		
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			two. And as the scholars they say,
and NB Allah MLK shares rebula
		
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			thumbor, that knowledge without
action is like a tree without
		
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			fruit, it's barren essentially
won't produce anything. Right. And
		
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			so that is essentially important
for us to do is to try our best to
		
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			apply the knowledge we have. And
as we've said many times you know
		
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			that applying a little bit of
knowledge you have is better than
		
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			knowing a whole bunch and not
applying any of it. And the way
		
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			knowledge is built is consistently
over time. It's like they say you
		
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			know, the bucket under the drop of
water, you just let it add up over
		
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			time until eventually it fills the
bucket. You know, and that
		
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			consistency is so important. I
can't stress that too much. I we
		
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			teach programs and classes in
Seattle, and you see those who are
		
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			regular that come and learn and
have this passion to seek their
		
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			Deen. They're the ones who with
time become very knowledgeable,
		
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			become the scholars become the
Imams and also become the teachers
		
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			of those that maybe even came
before them to some courses and
		
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			programs because they were very
consistent. You know, the
		
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			scholars, they say for example,
how do you shatter a rock with a
		
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			bucket of water?
		
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			You know, and they say the way to
do that is to actually poke a hole
		
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			in the bottom of the bucket and
let it drip consistently in the
		
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			same place over time onto the
rock. And eventually it'll break
		
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			the rock. But if you try to just
dump the bucket of water on the
		
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			rock is not going to destroy
anything is a so that's it. I mean
		
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			heavy bomber Rambo heavy. The
latter has said that if you're
		
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			looking for water underground for
a well or spring that you don't
		
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			just dig a bunch of holes all over
the place. You dig one hole deep.
		
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			And if you dig one hole deep
enough, you'll eventually hit
		
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			water. That's that persistent
consistency that you do over time
		
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			that will eventually reprove. And
he's also told us that the mind is
		
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			like oh
		
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			Well, and you know how Wells work
that if you have a well and it's
		
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			not being used, it'll eventually
dry up. But if you actually take
		
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			water out of the well, it'll
replenish itself and keep the
		
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			water fresh. So he said,
memorization is like that whether
		
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			you're trying to memorize the
Quran or Hadith or books have
		
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			knowledge that the more you learn
and memorize a brain is like a
		
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			muscle the more you will retain
whereas if it's just not being
		
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			used at all, it'll eventually dry
up. So this is essentially
		
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			important. And we look at Hadith
the Prophet Muhammad SAW some
		
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			tells us how do we take the fast
expedient expedited track to
		
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			Jenna, how do you want the easy
expedited route to Jen? He says in
		
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			a hadith Allah Salam min set min
Salah Kataria con el tema, Suhee
		
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			fear element, Sir Hello La La Jota
recon il agenda whoever it takes a
		
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			path seeking knowledge of this
Deen, Allah will facilitate their
		
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			path to paradise. And so that's
one of the easiest ways to agenda
		
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			is through seeking knowledge and
then applying what you learn and
		
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			so forth. He also says Salah Salem
tolerable for either turn Allah
		
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			Kali Muslim seeking knowledge of
this religion is obligatory on
		
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			every Muslim men and women. And
then also we know that it's coming
		
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			our tradition that the fish in the
sea and the ants and the anthill,
		
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			they will give Salah wet, they
give like Salutations to the one
		
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			who teaches people good. If you're
teaching people good and you're
		
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			benefiting others, then you even
have Allah's creation around you
		
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			that you can't even see they're
giving you silhouette. And that's
		
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			amazing. Mashallah, and if you
leave your house some of you left
		
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			your house to come to this class.
Men have a job at you know,
		
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			parliamentarian for whoever PCB
letterhead giardia, whoever leaves
		
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			their house seeking knowledge of
this religion, then they're in the
		
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			path of Allah. And that's some
scholars have said if you were to
		
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			come to a class or a program and
you die, you die Shaheed you die
		
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			as a martyr, because you are in
the path of Allah. Well, you get
		
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			the reward, you get the benefit,
you get the laws, you get the
		
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			software, the companionship, you
get the spiritual state and
		
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			company of the company that you
keep, etc, etc.
		
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			And it is in this light that we
know that if that the angels
		
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			themselves will spread their wings
under the student of knowledge. So
		
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			if you come to a program and you
made the near the intention in
		
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			your heart to seek knowledge of
Islam, then while every step you
		
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			take, angels are spreading their
wings underneath your feet. Can
		
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			you imagine how many steps did you
take some of you came in the rain
		
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			and you walked here, you drove
her? Some will say that could be
		
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			maybe the turn of the tire.
		
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			Every time that I return, that
maybe that's a step right? But
		
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			every step you take angels are
nice. You're they're spreading
		
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			their wings underneath your feet,
while you're seeking knowledge.
		
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			So these sciences include
knowledge of God the Exalted his
		
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			attributes, His names and his
acts. Obviously, the most
		
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			important knowledge is modified
Gnosis knowledge of Allah subhanaw
		
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			taala This has obviously come the
idea understanding of this has
		
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			come in a hadith
		
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			of the Prophet Muhammad SAW some
it's in the 40 Hadith of Imam
		
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			nawawi. And obviously he says in
it we have to come to some Anna
		
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			Lydia snobby or Boston and Lady
UCOP where you had an alleged
		
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			attempt to shoot be her
originality timesheet we have we
		
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			the salary I'll tell you to We The
satiny Are you then know that the
		
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			second part of the hadith is that
if I love right it starts out with
		
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			what that lie at the club DB
Shane, I have balay moved out to
		
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			LA My servant does not come closer
to me with something more beloved
		
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			than when I've made obligatory
upon my servant. So the fourth
		
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			line is the most important.
		
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			Wallah is Alia Takada Bella, being
the wife of her boho that he
		
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			continues to come closer to me
with supererogatory acts of
		
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			worship until I love him or her
with the hubbub too and if I love
		
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			him or her, then what I am the
hearing by what she sees the sight
		
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			by which he sees the hearing Why,
what you here is a site by which
		
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			he sees the hand by which he grabs
the foot by which he walks. And if
		
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			you were to ask me for anything,
in the dunya and akhira, I will
		
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			give it to him. And if you receive
refuge from me for anything, I
		
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			would indeed protect him. So this
is being in the path of Allah.
		
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			This is what it means to be a
Willie as a Friend of Allah. Right
		
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			Imam no way he defines it. He says
men, he defines what will he is
		
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			meant to Allah, Allah who be
authority, feta, well, hola
		
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			Beheshti, that whoever guards the
rights of Allah and obedience of
		
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			him, then Allah will guard that
person by preserving him.
		
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			So you protect Allah's rights.
Allah protects you. That's a
		
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			Friend of Allah. Those are the
spiritually pure those who are
		
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			near Allah subhanho wa taala.
		
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			And so this is what it means to
have
		
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			Have this Gnosis is that
everything you see here touch,
		
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			walk to etc, is in the way of
Allah and pleasing to Allah and
		
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			then Allah will give you and He
will protect you.
		
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			So he's one and if you want to
know obviously there's no
		
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			definition to Allah subhanaw taala
but the scholars they mentioned a
		
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			terminology, they say, a wedge of
Allah, Allah may Allah that Allah
		
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			wedge elbow Jude and Manasa and
Jimena pass will muster hereclick
		
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			lead Jamil Camelot, that it is a
proper noun given to Allah the
		
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			name of Allah is a proper name
given to a loss apparently that he
		
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			gave himself and it is obligatory
it's necessary that Allah exists
		
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			because if there's no law there's
no you and there's you you must
		
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			you're one of the greatest proofs
of Allah subhanaw taala its
		
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			existence although Allah can exist
even without us being here.
		
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			Alright, * attire ality
insanity hey no Mina, daddy lamea
		
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			con Shane metacoda has not come to
the human being a time where they
		
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			were not even mentioned. And now
look, here you are, you are
		
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			mentioned you exist and
hamdulillah Allah has made you
		
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			muslim, these are the blessings
that we should thank Allah
		
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			subhanaw taala for
		
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			and ALLAH existed without us and
can still exist even with us not
		
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			being here. And so he says this is
what Allah is a proper name that
		
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			is given to Allah that's necessary
for his existence. And then he
		
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			says that it is absolutely
necessary for existence by where
		
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			Allah deserves all perfections and
is void of all deficiencies, there
		
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			is no deficiencies to Allah and
Allah is perfect in every way. And
		
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			if you understand this terminology
that scholars give, it can help
		
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			you refute many other
misconceptions about Allah. For
		
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			example, can Allah be in the sky
physically, literally, or on a
		
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			throne physically, literally
having a physical, literal hand or
		
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			so forth? Well, if you know the
terminology of Allah that the
		
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			scholars have given, and Allah has
unlimited absolute, right, then
		
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			you know, is free from all
deficiencies. Well guess what?
		
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			creation by nature is deficient.
Right? We are babies who are
		
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			dependent, we grow up and then
become old and dependent, and we
		
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			eventually die. We change, we are
fragile. We are deficient. And
		
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			thus, Allah cannot be anything
like his creation. And if we need
		
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			space, we need time. We need
location, we need direction.
		
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			Allah's the independence absolute
and free from all of these needs,
		
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			is not contingent upon anything.
And he deserves all perfection.
		
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			We're not perfect. And I want I'm
asked Habib, Omar, he's a lot
		
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			taller.
		
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			I asked him about you know,
perfectionism, right? There's two
		
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			types of perfectionism. One is
that I strive to be perfect and
		
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			I'm okay even though I'm not,
okay, I'm content with not being
		
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			perfect. Another word is I'm not
perfect. I'm going to strive for
		
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			perfection. And I'm not going to
ever be content or happy until I'm
		
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			perfect. And this person is just
always in misery. It's just like a
		
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			type of punishment. And so I asked
him about this, you know,
		
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			perfection ism, not like yes, and
but like any, you know, like
		
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			severe perfection. And he said,
you know, anything that the
		
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			servant of God does is deficient.
And no matter what outcome it is,
		
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			is deficient, and perfection lies
only with Allah.
		
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			So if you want to know what human
perfection is, human perfection is
		
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			realizing your imperfection and
God's perfection, that's human
		
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			perfection, when you come to the
conclusion that Allah is perfect,
		
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			and you're imperfect, and you will
never be perfect. Although you
		
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			strive for us and then this is
human perfection.
		
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			Alright,
		
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			so panela So knowledge of God
exalted his attributes that Allah
		
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			has one in his essence he's one in
his attributes, how many
		
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			attributes for a lawsuit paradata
anybody know?
		
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			Altogether
		
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			all of them Hmm 20 that are
unnecessary, but then there is
		
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			20 that are impossible, there is a
Mr. hade 20 that are YG bat and
		
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			there is one that is Moonkin one
that is possible. So the total is
		
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			4121 that are unnecessary 20 that
are unnecessary the exact
		
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			opposites which are impossible.
And then one that is possible,
		
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			which is related to the decree the
omnipotent Power of Allah, the
		
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			cutter, the quadra, right? And for
the Prophets and Messengers.
		
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			Anybody memorize that?
		
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			For that unnecessary, for that are
impossible. Yeah.
		
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			When that's possible, so the total
is 50 with alasa, paradata and his
		
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			messengers, the total of all the
attributes is 50 and 41 for Allah
		
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			and nine for the prophets and
messenger. So this is important to
		
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			know important to memorize.
		
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			And Allah is one and all
		
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			His Names, of course the scholars,
you know, have given 99 Names of
		
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			Allah, but we know that some of
you
		
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			of enumerated 150 The reality is
Allah is unlimited and his names
		
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			and all of them are within the
name of Allah. And whoever
		
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			preserves them means wherever
memorizes them, internalize them
		
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			acts upon them then that person
inshallah is guaranteed gender,
		
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			which is based on a hadith and his
actions which are one as well.
		
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			So knowledge of the command of
God, the Exalted and the qualities
		
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			and behavior that draw one near
him, so this is the armor, the
		
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			command of God is important to
know the 14th whereas Allah
		
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			commanded in the Quran, and the
Prophet Muhammad so somebody was
		
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			addressed in the Quran, oh man
attack Komodo Sudha who a man a
		
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			hacker man who Fanta who what
Allah, what the messenger has
		
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			given you, as ALLAH says, take it,
do it, this is the Ummah and
		
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			whatever he is forbade you from
leave it, this is the name. Okay?
		
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			Now, if you look at higher books
of act ADA, the name that when it
		
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			comes to the unbeliever, and may
Allah subhanaw taala only does the
		
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			armor command to what he loves or
what he's content with what he's
		
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			pleased with, okay, that doesn't
mean that he doesn't decree other
		
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			than that. So, in terms of the
cada Allah can preordained
		
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			something to happen that we
perceive as good or bad,
		
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			that can be predetermined, but he
only orders and only is content
		
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			with that, which is good, that
which is pleasing to a loss of
		
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			power and data. Okay, so you see
the difference there. Now, in
		
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			terms of you know, some people
asked us quite a bit as I teach
		
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			some al Qaeda classes in Seattle,
this question comes up every
		
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			single year, every single quarter
is you know, why is everything
		
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			predetermined? For us before we
even created you know, if it's
		
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			already all determined by God, why
is there even a heaven and *
		
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			Why do I even come to this class
and learn and try to do my
		
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			feedback properly? Isn't it
already done?
		
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			So the what are the ways we can
better understand this? Of course,
		
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			the Islamic answer in the Quran is
law us hello and fellow whom you
		
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			say alone. He he is not asked
about what he does, and they are
		
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			asked about what they do. Okay,
that's what that's that's what we
		
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			say. Hola. Hola, como matamanoa.
Allah created you and everything
		
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			you do, okay, higher type, but I
really I mean, I go to college,
		
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			and I take philosophy and I take
anthropology and I take sociology.
		
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			Oh, yeah, we have taken those
classes too. Yeah. So it's just
		
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			it's really bothering me. What how
do I respond? Okay, how do I least
		
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			respond to like non Muslims who
asked me, okay,
		
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			so one of the ways that we can
answer this question, especially
		
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			to those who may not just accept
Quran and Sunnah is that's it. So
		
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			we know that Allah subhana, Allah
has knowledge is pre eternal,
		
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			there's no beginning there's no
end. Okay? And we also know that
		
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			his knowledge is absolute, and
that everything to Allah is done.
		
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			There's no past, present and
future to Allah. It's all said and
		
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			done. Okay? Now, we know that
Allah subhana has given us limited
		
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			free will, you know, we don't have
absolute free will has given us
		
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			the ability to make choices and
decisions that we are accountable
		
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			for, on the Day of Judgment. So
alasa paradata, using his free
		
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			will, using his other his decree,
to give us free will we choose
		
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			intentions and actions that we act
up by then Allah subhana he knows
		
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			that before we were even created.
		
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			So Allah sir paradigm, knowing
what we already did, or will do
		
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			predetermined and wrote that which
was going to be based upon his pre
		
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			eternal knowledge, which has no
beginning and no end, because it
		
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			already happened in the knowledge
of Allah, we just don't know. And
		
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			we haven't done it yet. And Allah
allowed that which already
		
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			happened. Why based on our free
will and our decisions,
		
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			and the example some have given is
like a teacher who goes into a
		
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			classroom and has a test and says,
Okay, class, I have given you
		
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			books, I have sent tutors, you
have taken the course you have
		
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			learned, I know the ability of
each and every student and how
		
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			well they are going to do. So
here's your score, and I hand
		
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			everybody the test. You're ready,
you're ready, you got a score.
		
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			Well, it's not fair. I haven't
even taken the test yet. Because
		
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			what life's a test. Okay, here
take the test.
		
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			Okay, only take this and you get
the exact score that what the
		
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			teacher wrote before you gave it
to you. They say I told you,
		
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			that's what you were gonna get. I
know you so well. I told you your
		
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			score. That's what you were gonna
get. That's what you got. And now
		
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			it's approved for you or against
you. Alcohol and Hojae 10 lakh Oh
		
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			Alec as a prophet Muhammad SAW
some says the Quran is approved
		
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			for you or against you. So now we
have proof. So this life is a test
		
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			and it's going to be undefined
video camera, not just like social
		
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			media, Facebook, YouTube, stuff
like that. This stuff is like
		
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			everything. Private public, seen
unseen by people. Allah knows
		
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			here.
		
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			Isn't sees everything so Allah is
going to have us on video
		
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			recording, and it's going to be
shown to us on the Day judge.
		
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			So, ALLAH SubhanA, knowing this is
already determining what was
		
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			always already going to be and
what was going to happen and then
		
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			that is an Allah only punishes by
His justice, and he rewards by his
		
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			father, His grace and His bounty.
So knowledge of the commander of
		
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			God exalted and the qualities and
the behavior that draw one year to
		
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			him, and then knowledge of the
inter interdiction, the
		
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			interdictions which are the Navy,
the prohibitions of God exalted
		
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			and the qualities and behavior
that drive one away from them.
		
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			Knowledge of the appointed time,
this is the agile and again, look,
		
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			he's saying knowledge, knowledge,
knowledge, this is the importance
		
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			of seeking knowledge of the deen.
And to give you an example of
		
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			that, when I was in Treme
Hamdulillah,
		
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			you know, I remember there were
times where I was just amazed by
		
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			how serious some people were in
seeking knowledge. You know, we
		
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			had one student that would sleep
like two or three hours a night
		
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			and he would just study whole day
and fast every day. And I mean,
		
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			supine. I remember I was looking
at a blind man who had memorized
		
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			the entire Quran by Braille. I'm
like, Man, I can see. I can read.
		
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			I can't, I haven't. I haven't
memorized the Quran. He made me
		
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			self conscious by Braille. So it
was it was my excuse. I remember
		
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			during the Dora we had the 40 day
intensive, and you know, you know,
		
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			I was, you know, I was remember
like, you know, we just got off a
		
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			Ramadan and there was Tata we, and
there they do it for like, almost
		
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			two hours. And you know, they do a
juice and a half and, man, you
		
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			know, your legs feel like jello,
and it's like, oh, man, I'm tired.
		
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			You know? Is this gonna be over?
What work are we on? Right? These
		
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			are things that we whisper to
ourselves. And then I see a man
		
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			with one lake. Right? One Lake,
and he's just hopping around from
		
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			place to place and he's doing the
whole Tada, we're with one leg? No
		
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			crutch, nothing. Record. So dude,
everything. And I'm like,
		
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			subhanAllah I have two legs.
Hamdulillah. I mean, what do I
		
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			have to complain? What am I
talking about my legs feeling like
		
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			jello.
		
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			As I have two legs, you know,
these are the things I remember,
		
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			there was one time that there was
a 16. Or somebody said, Well, they
		
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			maybe that's elders, a 16 year old
student
		
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			from India. And
		
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			he was a serious student.
		
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			And I remember I would have a
class in the morning and in the
		
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			evening with him. And in the
morning class, I saw him he came
		
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			to class, he would bring us both
books, his notes, his pencils, and
		
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			he was very diligent. And then
Subhanallah after the class, he
		
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			was informed that his mother just
passed away a lot of you Hmong.
		
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			And he's very close to his mother.
And then, you know, people
		
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			obviously gave him condolences and
comfort him and this and that. And
		
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			so the night class comes around,
and I'm thinking, you know, maybe
		
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			take some time to grieve and he's
there, his notes, His books, His
		
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			pencils, like so, you know, you
can take it easy, you know,
		
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			you're, you know, maybe you need
some time to grieve and to mourn
		
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			and make the, you know, your mom
just passed away. He's like, you
		
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			know, yes. hamdulillah and he was
very sad, you know, but this is
		
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			what she sent me here for. This is
what she wants me to do. So this
		
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			is why I'm here.
		
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			So I was like, supine on this is
next level stuff. Serious
		
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			students, you know, Rochelle, I
mean, you gotta look Imam Shafi
		
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			Rahim Allah to Allah. When did he
memorize Quran? How old is he?
		
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			Seven years old. And well how
often they recited probably say
		
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			you know, maybe I get my page or
my juices in a day. How much how
		
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			much quantity recite a day.
		
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			Hutton every day Hutton complete
Quran from beginning to end. And
		
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			in Ramadan he did it cut them
twice a day, one of the morning
		
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			one of the evening.
		
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			So by the age of 12 samskaras say
he memorized the motto of Imam
		
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			Malik. By the age of 14 Imam Malik
his teacher gave him if that he
		
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			gave him the ability to be a Mufti
to give fatwa. And by the age and
		
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			then obviously he has the old meth
hab and then he has a new method
		
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			and Egypt has two different
methods. One's old one new and he
		
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			dies when he dies when he's like
90 something, you know, after
		
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			doing all this whole life work and
finding a method and all these
		
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			followers and it's great scholar
and this and that dies at night no
		
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			5454 Majan if you live even
longer. So Pamela, that buttock
		
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			and their time they have Baraka in
their lives and they are serious
		
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			about knowledge.
		
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			You have people that are very
poor, they would sell the shirt
		
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			off their back for a pencil
dearly. They would sell their
		
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			their food or whatever gold for
paper. You know how Imam Shafi
		
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			sometimes was taking me I'm sure
he was poor. Right? He was born in
		
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			Palestine and and his father had
died and his mom brought him to
		
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			Mecca to Medina to study with him
and Malik Mecca first and then
		
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			Medina. Right because she was
serious about knowledge and she
		
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			wanted it for her son.
		
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			And so sometimes the Imam Shafi
when he was studying with him and
		
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			Malik he didn't have any pen and
paper or pen. So he would just
		
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			write on his hand.
		
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			Anyway had a photographic memory.
		
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			So you might Malik would say What
are you doing?
		
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			Make sure if you say I'm taking
notes it's Oh, you're taking notes
		
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			after the class. Okay, why don't
you just repeat to me everything
		
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			we said
		
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			and verbatim Imam Shafi repeats
everything by looking at his hand
		
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			everything in my Malik said in the
Halacha see I took notes
		
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			in my mouth just looks like a duck
Allah you know funeral
		
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			alright, but that's how they were.
That's how they were. And that's
		
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			how serious they were.
		
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			So knowledge of the appointed
time, this is called the edge of
		
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			livestock, the moon is here on
it's not delayed and it's not
		
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			advanced, you're appointed time as
your appointed time. There is no
		
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			different about that the return to
God the Exalted and the tears and
		
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			events that occurred then and the
description of the garden that is
		
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			the boat of the joyful and that of
the fire that is the habit
		
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			habitation of the wretched. So
when we talk about the edge so you
		
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			never know when you're gonna go
out. There are people that you
		
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			know, we talked about taking
advantage of Ramadan, which we
		
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			recently got over there are people
who were alive you know, last
		
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			Ramadan that are not this Ramadan,
there are people who will be alive
		
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			this Ramadan, they're not next
Ramadan. You never know. When your
		
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			time is. And Allah Allah, Allah
says hula neffs, and they're
		
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			concerned about a resource, I'll
taste death, your soul will live
		
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			on eternally, but your body will
die, you know, your soul will
		
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			permanently leave your body
because he didn't say every soul
		
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			dies. He said every soul taste
death means you will experience a
		
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			form of death, which is a
Separation of the soul from the
		
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			body. But the soul itself since
its eternal is more important to
		
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			focus on than the body, which is
temporal.
		
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			I learned this reality when I was
in England, and I learned it from
		
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			a chicken. Yes, this idea of your
appointed term, not advanced one
		
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			minute and not delayed. Accept
what Allah has wilt. And it's
		
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			interesting because for some
reason, like I remember I gave a
		
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			hopeless somewhere like four or
five years ago and somebody I saw
		
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			somebody was at the hopeless Hey,
I remember you from the hope I
		
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			remember the chicken story. I was
that's all you remember. I was
		
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			talking about like tequila and
Eman and Nephi. Yeah, the Chicken
		
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			Story, that's all I remember. But
yeah.
		
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			Whatever works.
		
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			So the chickens story is so that I
was staying with a family there
		
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			and they asked me to eat to
slaughter their chicken said you
		
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			know, Your Honor, if you could do
you know slaughter chicken, we'll
		
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			make it tonight. And shall I say
Bismillah Hello, smell we'll do
		
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			it. And I said, just make sure
that the knife is really sharping
		
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			and give me the sharpest one you
have. So yes, of course. So
		
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			hamdulillah the game the sharpest
knife and I hid it from the
		
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			chicken and we faced you know,
Bismillah Allahu Akbar, Allah
		
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			Gretna. And I was I was kind of
really hard. You know, I'm trying
		
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			to be very quick, you know, I'm
kind of kind of cutting and I
		
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			can't even I can't get anything.
I'm cutting, cutting. I'm like,
		
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			looking at this chicken. And it
just says one of these things.
		
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			It just looks at me. I'm like, why
would you look at it before? I'm
		
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			like,
		
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			I don't want to slaughter this
chicken. So I'm like, Okay, so I'm
		
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			like this Malala and I said are
you sure this is the sharpest
		
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			knife in your in your in your
house? Yes. It's the sharpest. In
		
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			fact, I'll sharpen it right now.
Cook sharpen it. So you sharpens
		
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			it real quick, you know? And I'm
like Bismillah Allahu Akbar Allahu
		
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			Allah when it's like it was almost
like cutting on steel. I'm just
		
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			cutting cutting cutting and it
just it's like Are you done yet?
		
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			And I'm like, oh man. So at that
point you know is too much and I
		
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			was like how this chicken is it
can no longer be slaughtered you
		
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			know there's actually a fifth
Mesilla that if you if you drop
		
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			the knife or if you try to
slaughter and you miss that you
		
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			you can no longer slaughter that
animal. You've already scared it
		
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			enough loss you can use it for
eggs and stuff but you cannot
		
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			slaughter
		
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			so I said How has this chicken is
done we can't do anything it's not
		
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			this nothing is in the knife was
sharp. But I said it's just not
		
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			the chickens time
		
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			I last saved it and it won't I
cannot kill this chicken. And then
		
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			I said you know perhaps it's a
will eat chicken. You know, maybe
		
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			it's not meant to be
		
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			can't kill the will eat chicken.
		
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			So they kept the chicken and it
was interesting.
		
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			Will eat chicken in the house.
		
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			So ALLAH SubhanA wa determined and
nothing you can do and nothing
		
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			people can do can change that
appointed term, there is something
		
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			you can do. You can make dua, you
can make dua and perhaps you will
		
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			actually there is we do have a
type of fountain of youth. The
		
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			Prophet Muhammad awesome, says an
authentic hadith. He said he says
		
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			men are odd and you're told well
I'm gonna who fell yourself for
		
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			unifocal Yes, Rama, who that
whoever wants to lengthen their
		
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			life you want to live longer, then
give out and charity for the sake
		
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			of Allah and make connect your
family ties, maintain your family
		
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			relationships. Okay? This is
extremely important, so thorough
		
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			hum. If you do these two things
and you're generous in charity,
		
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			then Insha Allah, Allah will
lengthen your lifespan, you know,
		
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			and it could be longer than you
originally might have thought or
		
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			originally was decreed.
		
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			So this is one way to lengthen
one's lifespan and we know that
		
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			since the Hey Buhari, the Prophet
Muhammad was on talks about who is
		
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			the best of people and the worst
of hydro NAS min Paula Amro what
		
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			how
		
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			Sooner I'm gonna who were shadow
NAS, Min Thala, Amro Watsa I'm
		
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			going to say that the best of
people are those who have a long
		
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			life and good actions, good deeds,
and the worst of people are those
		
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			who have a long life and bad
deeds. So it's actually it
		
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			wouldn't be better to die young if
you're doing bad deeds, because
		
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			you don't have more track up on
your account. And if you are doing
		
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			good deeds, of course it's better
to live longer because you can
		
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			rack up even more deeds good
deeds, you see us as Muslims, we
		
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			don't look at death as a scary you
know, terrible thing that you
		
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			know, oh my gosh, okay, you know,
we look at death is something we,
		
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			you know, we want we want to have
a long, healthy life Bismillah and
		
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			baraka and Iman and the obedience
of obedience of Allah. But we look
		
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			at it as an opportunity to Demeter
law is a gateway to gender. You
		
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			know, and that's not something I
mean, men have been the Allah,
		
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			Allah Ilica women carry Haleakala
carry Allah, Allah, whoever
		
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			dislikes to mean hola hola
dislikes to me that and whoever
		
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			loves to meet Allah loves to me
loves to meet them. And so a very
		
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			important question we have to eat,
we have to ask ourselves is this
		
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			Do we love to meet Allah? Right
now? Are you content and happy to
		
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			meet Allah?
		
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			Right now if you die right now?
		
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			And if the answer is no, then I
need to do some work on myself
		
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			before then I'm ready to meet
alive to prepare for death and
		
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			what comes after death.
		
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			And if I dislike to meet Allah,
well then a lot of dislikes to
		
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			meet me. So I should want to like
to meet Allah but maybe I say I'm
		
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			not ready and I need to improve
and I need to do one stuff. I you
		
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			know what they say? They say that
if you were to find out you,
		
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			you're going to die. 24 hours from
now, this is what the Olia they
		
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			say, right. If you find out that
you die 24 hours from right now,
		
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			what would you change? That's an
important question. What would you
		
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			change? Oh, man, if I found Okay,
I'm gonna go read the whole Quran.
		
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			I'm gonna give a bunch of sadaqa
I'm gonna mend all my family ties,
		
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			I'm gonna go you know, be nice and
give gifts, all my neighbors. I'm
		
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			going to, you know, pray to hedge
it all night long. I'm going to
		
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			fast the next day. Right? I'm
going to do all these things.
		
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			Right? And I'm going to tell I'm
gonna ask everyone for forgiveness
		
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			and tell everyone I love them and
this and that, you know, bygones
		
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			be bygones.
		
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			Hey, you know what they say you
should change. If you were to find
		
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			out, you died today, the 24 hours
from now, tomorrow, this time you
		
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			die. If you were to know that for
certain, the thing they say you
		
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			should change the most is nothing.
Meaning we should already be doing
		
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			these things that if something
happens, you don't change
		
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			anything.
		
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			As a scholar is a say, work in the
dunya the life of this world is if
		
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			you're going to live forever,
Whoa, no stress. No worry, you're
		
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			going to live forever, man. Why
are you stressed? Why? Why be a
		
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			rat in a wheel, just going after
cheese. You're never gonna get it.
		
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			You know, the dunya means evading
grapes, right? It's just always
		
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			out of your grasp and can ever
grab it. Somebody's a rat in the
		
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			wheel trying to get the cheese
never gonna get it. And you know,
		
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			by the way, you know, don't worry
because it's going to be lasting
		
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			forever. But then they say live
for the athletes if you're gonna
		
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			die tomorrow.
		
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			And if you live like that, you
have a stress free life, you
		
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			probably live longer and healthier
and be happier.
		
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			Serious. And stress is a big cause
of a lot of mental and physical
		
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			health problems. And one way to
reduce it is this method, this
		
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			profit above the scholars work for
the dunya as if you're going to
		
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			live forever work for the Acuras
if you're going to die tomorrow
		
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			you know the Hadith one of my
favorite Hadith of the Prophet
		
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			Muhammad Salah Sonam. He says, he
says, Yeah, my shits for in Nicoma
		
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			Utahn. Well, I have my shirts for
camelphat nickel, where white men
		
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			my shit differ in Nick I message
you and B. He says live however
		
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			you want for truly you shall die.
		
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			Love wherever you want for truly
you shall separate from that
		
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			person, you die or they die and
work however you want meaning for
		
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			that. For truly you are mixed in
with your actions, you are mixed
		
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			with your actions.
		
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			And that's why that when the
Sahaba heard that hadith, that
		
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			there are three things that go
with everyone to their grave,
		
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			their deeds, their family, their
wealth and their family to have
		
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			them leave their family, they'll
hear the footsteps walking away,
		
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			your wealth will be distributed
amongst your heirs. It's no longer
		
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			yours. You can't spend anything in
your grave. And the only thing
		
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			that remains with you is your
deeds. And when the Sahaba heard
		
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			this word, the Levant home they
said thus the most important thing
		
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			then is our deeds.
		
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			So knowledge of the point of time
we talked about that and then the
		
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			tears and the events that occur.
Then the description of the garden
		
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			that is the boat of the joyful and
that are the fire and that is the
		
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			habituation of the wretched and I
would I would recommend for you to
		
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			read a book from a member of
Delilah her dad
		
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			tight titled
		
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			What is it lives of men lives of
men read that book and you can
		
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			find more about what happens in
gender and what happens in not one
		
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			thing
		
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			To be prepared for his death
because the grave itself and
		
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			caliber in macabre Rhoda Menri all
the agenda, or her frogmen half a
		
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			lotta know the grave is either a
pit from the pits of fire or a
		
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			garden from the gardens of
Paradise as our Prophet Muhammad
		
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			Aslam says there's no third
option. Those are the only two.
		
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			And so which one do you want it to
be? These sciences are the
		
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			foundations of all others their
purpose and very essence studying
		
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			them increases faith and certitude
and got his messenger Salah Salem
		
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			and the last day and encourages
obedience, devotion and abstention
		
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			from all sins and other
blameworthy things that attract
		
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			God's wrath. And this is obviously
studying this the sciences
		
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			increases this the faith and the
certitude. Are you guys aware that
		
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			there are three different types of
pain? Does anybody know those? The
		
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			three different levels of your
pain?
		
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			Yeah, all right. So you have
what's the difference you have
		
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			ultimately been?
		
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			Right? Certainty or knowledge, a
certainty of knowledge.
		
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			You have Hapa your pain and you
have ultimately our pain, right?
		
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			So you have
		
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			certainty based upon knowledge,
certainty based upon witnessing or
		
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			testimony and certainty based upon
actual realization, actualization,
		
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			right?
		
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			Do you guys know the example that
scholars give about that? So other
		
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			than the Afghan which is the
lowest level knowledge or
		
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			certainty based upon knowledge is
you read and you learn about
		
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			something and so you're certain
Allah exists? you ascertain?
		
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			There's hellfire, and then there's
heaven? Because you read about it?
		
00:36:34 --> 00:36:38
			Maybe the Quran sunnah. Okay. So
you can read about fire and no
		
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			fire exists by learning about it.
Okay. David, the next level is
		
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			called what?
		
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			I annually Okay, which is
certainty based upon witnessing,
		
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			and this is something where, okay,
I read that fire burns, and then
		
00:36:52 --> 00:36:57
			you actually see your friend get
burned by fire. Oh, wow, that
		
00:36:57 --> 00:36:59
			really does burn I actually
witnessed somebody else get burned
		
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			by fire. So I'm certain that fire
burns, not just because I read it.
		
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			That's the next level. The highest
level is called Happy Okay? Which
		
00:37:07 --> 00:37:10
			you were you internalize and
actualized certainty, which is the
		
00:37:10 --> 00:37:13
			most noble thing that Allah
revealed from the heavens and a
		
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			lot descended from the Heavens and
most noble thing is your pain. As
		
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			a prophet Muhammad says, I'm tells
us how can your pain is where you
		
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			actually get burned by fire. I go,
Hey, not only do I read about it,
		
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			not only did I see somebody else
get burned by it, but I got burned
		
00:37:25 --> 00:37:29
			myself personally. Now you're
certain this is hotly up here. And
		
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			that's why when it comes to like
to soloth, and things like Islamic
		
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			spirituality, there's a lot of
things people may deny until they
		
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			themselves experience it. And this
is human nature to deny that what
		
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			you did not personally experience
or if you're new, you don't know
		
00:37:43 --> 00:37:45
			somebody who personally
experienced it, thus it cannot
		
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			happen. Yeah, I used to say that
until a lot made some things
		
00:37:49 --> 00:37:52
			happen, right? Then then all
sudden you change. I was like, oh,
		
00:37:52 --> 00:37:56
			okay, I guess some of that is
real. Some of it is true.
		
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			So these are the different levels
of European
		
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			that are prophets that the
scholars do mention.
		
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			And then he says, the fire and
habituation of the wretched etc,
		
00:38:10 --> 00:38:13
			etc. These sciences are the
foundation of all their sciences.
		
00:38:14 --> 00:38:16
			And the blamer things I tried
God's wrath.
		
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			You know, Imam Shafi, he does talk
about that. He talks about, he
		
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			says in a statement, Paula Bella,
said, Why don't men rabada Center?
		
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			This is a powerful statement by
Imam Shafi that seeking knowledge
		
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			for one hour is better than
worshipping Allah, this is
		
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			supererogatory action, you're no
fly than worshiping Allah for one
		
00:38:44 --> 00:38:49
			year. Why? Why is that? Anybody
figure that out? Why would seeking
		
00:38:49 --> 00:38:54
			knowledge for one hour like you're
doing now be better than
		
00:38:54 --> 00:38:57
			worshipping Allah in
supererogatory acts of worship for
		
00:38:57 --> 00:38:58
			one year?
		
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			Right, so one of the reasons is if
you have proper knowledge, and you
		
00:39:06 --> 00:39:09
			can worship properly, since the
condition that you have knowledge
		
00:39:09 --> 00:39:12
			to worship Allah properly and obey
him, hey, what's another reason?
		
00:39:13 --> 00:39:14
			That's good, but what's good?
What's another reason
		
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			for fuel actions for a longer
period than mentioned,
		
00:39:22 --> 00:39:25
			so long as will last you longer
throughout the rest of your life
		
00:39:25 --> 00:39:28
			that you can base your actions on,
okay? Now think about in the
		
00:39:28 --> 00:39:32
			context of a society or have a
community.
		
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			Ah, that's the main so the main
reason is knowledge benefits those
		
00:39:39 --> 00:39:46
			around you, you know, and you
teach others. So it transfers from
		
00:39:46 --> 00:39:49
			one to the other. Whereas if you
worship Allah, that only benefits
		
00:39:49 --> 00:39:53
			you. So there's this idea that if
you're able to benefit others,
		
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			especially a community, society, a
country a world, then you will get
		
00:39:58 --> 00:40:00
			one more reward because if they
		
00:40:00 --> 00:40:03
			Do what you taught them, then you
get the full reward of that. Okay,
		
00:40:03 --> 00:40:07
			and you're spreading the deen and
the tradition throughout. Whereas
		
00:40:07 --> 00:40:09
			if you just spent all night to
hedge it, that's really good. But
		
00:40:09 --> 00:40:13
			that only benefits just you and
only you and no one else.
		
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			So as from all says, blame are the
things and he says it also leads
		
00:40:19 --> 00:40:22
			to keeping one's hope short,
preparing for death, through the
		
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			gathering provision for the point
of time, yearning to meet God, the
		
00:40:25 --> 00:40:29
			Exalted detachment from the world
and desire for the life to come.
		
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			And other such like noble
qualities and good works similar
		
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			to those of God's envoys, His
messengers and his protege is
		
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			right. So this is something where
you know, this idea of cluster
		
00:40:40 --> 00:40:45
			level cluster that ML Kasota ML is
like short hops to lambda is long
		
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			hopes, where you kind of like, you
know, have this idea that
		
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			everything is guaranteed for me.
Now, yes, it's true like in
		
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			leadership and you know, academia,
they'll say, for example, if you
		
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			fail to if you fail to plan then
you plan to fail. So yes, we do
		
00:41:01 --> 00:41:04
			plan and we arrange and we
organize and that's part of the
		
00:41:04 --> 00:41:04
			hikma
		
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			and we hope for the best you know,
the Prophet Muhammad SAW some
		
00:41:09 --> 00:41:13
			says, in Allah your herbal Abdi,
that amela Ramadan and UK know
		
00:41:13 --> 00:41:16
			that all truly Allah loves this
servant that if they do something,
		
00:41:16 --> 00:41:22
			they are precise, they are
excellent in what they do. So yes,
		
00:41:22 --> 00:41:24
			you should do what you do to the
best that you can, you should be
		
00:41:24 --> 00:41:28
			good at it. Okay, whether it's
obviously for the dunya and
		
00:41:28 --> 00:41:32
			akhira. That being said, we
shouldn't expect things to come
		
00:41:32 --> 00:41:35
			the future that are not guaranteed
for us, we're not guaranteed to
		
00:41:35 --> 00:41:38
			breathe Allah's air tomorrow.
		
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			Now you're not guaranteed life,
but you are guaranteed death. So
		
00:41:44 --> 00:41:48
			make sure you prepare for what
you're guaranteed for. Because
		
00:41:48 --> 00:41:51
			there's no promise you're gonna
live, there is a promise you're
		
00:41:51 --> 00:41:55
			gonna die, we're all gonna die. So
what have we then prepared for
		
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			what is guaranteed for us, and
also, but not to the degree of
		
00:42:00 --> 00:42:02
			preparing which is not guaranteed
for us, right?
		
00:42:03 --> 00:42:05
			So if we open up
		
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			a,
		
00:42:08 --> 00:42:12
			you know, 401 k or IRA,
		
00:42:13 --> 00:42:17
			for our dunya, then we also have
to make sure and more importantly,
		
00:42:17 --> 00:42:18
			we have a spiritual 401k
		
00:42:19 --> 00:42:23
			We got to open up that account
that you have halau investments
		
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			that accrue halau interest solely
for the ACA, in the pleasure of
		
00:42:28 --> 00:42:32
			Allah subhanaw taala so that when
we die, and when we face Allah on
		
00:42:32 --> 00:42:36
			the day judgment, that we can
withdraw from our Halal investment
		
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			from our spiritual bank account
that we have saved for the care
		
00:42:40 --> 00:42:45
			for this exact moment. Those are
actions. Those are our characters.
		
00:42:45 --> 00:42:48
			That is our charity that is our
solid, that is our knowledge that
		
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			is our Quran, that is our vicar
that is our salah, and the Prophet
		
00:42:51 --> 00:42:55
			Muhammad saw something that has
been good to our neighbors that is
		
00:42:55 --> 00:42:58
			loving each other that is uniting
our communities.
		
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			That is uniting this, all this
stuff, put in as much as you can
		
00:43:03 --> 00:43:08
			to your Hello, intro into your
halau bank account, your spiritual
		
00:43:08 --> 00:43:13
			bank account and the * out
interest is 10 to 700 times more.
		
00:43:13 --> 00:43:17
			Do you even get more than any
dunya interest or anything like
		
00:43:17 --> 00:43:20
			that? Right? Which is obviously
had all but yeah, the halau
		
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			interest 10 to 700 times more?
		
00:43:24 --> 00:43:27
			Yeah, and that will be based upon
one the deed and also the
		
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			sincerity that you have and doing
it
		
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			should you review the writings and
beneficial Sciences of the leading
		
00:43:39 --> 00:43:42
			religious authorities you will
find none more comprehensive and
		
00:43:42 --> 00:43:46
			these matters in the books of
proof of Islam or digital Islam
		
00:43:46 --> 00:43:50
			and Imam Ghazali. His name is Abu
Hamad. His name is Mohammed
		
00:43:50 --> 00:43:54
			Mohammed bin Mohammed bin Mohammed
Al Ghazali Rahim Allah to Allah
		
00:43:54 --> 00:43:57
			Who dies in 505 after Hijra
		
00:43:58 --> 00:44:01
			and he's known as the herd utilis
now, and obviously if you read
		
00:44:01 --> 00:44:04
			some of his books, then you will
learn more about some of the
		
00:44:04 --> 00:44:08
			things that we have discussed. And
he says a lot of mercy upon him
		
00:44:08 --> 00:44:10
			such as he had a lot of buying
		
00:44:11 --> 00:44:14
			and a lot of buying and also
Manhattan lobby Dean, which is the
		
00:44:14 --> 00:44:18
			last book he wrote before he died
and batata die the famous book the
		
00:44:18 --> 00:44:20
			beginning of Guardians, I don't
know if you guys read that but I
		
00:44:20 --> 00:44:24
			really highly recommend going
through that book. Everyone who's
		
00:44:24 --> 00:44:27
			true and fair, clear sighted in
religious matters and gives a meta
		
00:44:27 --> 00:44:31
			do reflection and consideration
knows this. Only someone who has
		
00:44:31 --> 00:44:34
			dialed in ignorant denies it or
someone who has prayed to
		
00:44:34 --> 00:44:39
			literalism and self deceit. And of
course there are some that might
		
00:44:39 --> 00:44:45
			say that everything in the Quran
is literal. Which is obviously we
		
00:44:45 --> 00:44:49
			believe the Quran itself is the
literal word of Allah, but not
		
00:44:49 --> 00:44:53
			everything in the Quran is
literal. So there is metaphor
		
00:44:53 --> 00:44:56
			there's allegory, and there are
some things that are literal. So
		
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			for example, when Allah says in
the Quran festival
		
00:45:00 --> 00:45:03
			cardio. Alright, what is it? First
of all, what's the law? What's the
		
00:45:03 --> 00:45:06
			law cardio and as the village
		
00:45:07 --> 00:45:10
			you think it means walk up to a
village and say, Hey, village, I
		
00:45:10 --> 00:45:13
			have a question. Can I ask you
something? No, it means ask the
		
00:45:13 --> 00:45:16
			people of the village. It's not
literal. It's metaphorical. Okay?
		
00:45:16 --> 00:45:20
			When a law says NASA will often so
home, they forgot Allah so Allah
		
00:45:20 --> 00:45:25
			forgot them. Is that literal? That
Allah does a lot forget? No, Allah
		
00:45:25 --> 00:45:28
			doesn't forget anything. He knows
everything. And so it's metaphor,
		
00:45:28 --> 00:45:34
			it means Allah forsaken them, he
left them. Okay, tada. Okay, now
		
00:45:34 --> 00:45:38
			there are some verses like that.
And there are also others that are
		
00:45:38 --> 00:45:42
			literal. When Allah says Elohim
will say that what was the cat and
		
00:45:42 --> 00:45:45
			establish regular prayer and give
your second that doesn't mean like
		
00:45:45 --> 00:45:48
			no, it's a spiritual means
establish prayer in my heart. And
		
00:45:48 --> 00:45:51
			I just pray in my heart no means
actually physically get up and
		
00:45:51 --> 00:45:54
			pray and it's literal. Alright. So
the scholars help us decipher
		
00:45:54 --> 00:45:56
			between what is literal and what
is metaphorical. What is
		
00:45:56 --> 00:45:59
			allegorical in the Quran. And
that's and there's some obviously
		
00:45:59 --> 00:46:02
			some there's a different opinion
about some things and different
		
00:46:02 --> 00:46:06
			interpretations. But that doesn't
negate that Allah is word itself
		
00:46:06 --> 00:46:09
			is literal and from Allah. But we
also have to understand Lisa
		
00:46:09 --> 00:46:12
			cometh Lee shaitan, who submitted
Bussiere Allah is not like
		
00:46:12 --> 00:46:14
			anything and here's the whole
thing and they'll hearing
		
00:46:16 --> 00:46:19
			so literalism and self deceit,
where people have essentially just
		
00:46:19 --> 00:46:22
			deceived themselves. And it's
important as days that we call to
		
00:46:22 --> 00:46:26
			Allah and not to our news, not to
ourselves, not to our
		
00:46:26 --> 00:46:29
			personalities, not to even I mean,
somebody else had been Ballmer
		
00:46:29 --> 00:46:31
			happy, the lot taller. They asked
him
		
00:46:32 --> 00:46:36
			Do we give Dawa like to a
particular min hedge or meth head
		
00:46:36 --> 00:46:41
			or Federica? Or a place? You know,
or dar Mustafa? Or what do we give
		
00:46:41 --> 00:46:47
			Dawa to and have you said, we
don't, we only give Dawa to a lot
		
00:46:47 --> 00:46:52
			as messenger. So we only give Dawa
calling to Allah and his messenger
		
00:46:52 --> 00:46:55
			in the way of the messenger so
Allah Salam is what we give Dawa
		
00:46:55 --> 00:47:00
			to not to atellica share a place a
country a president a method or
		
00:47:00 --> 00:47:04
			anything else is to Allah and the
way ever so Lhasa Allah Saddam be
		
00:47:05 --> 00:47:09
			Bill method beaterator with the
method with that with with those
		
00:47:09 --> 00:47:10
			things not to those things.
		
00:47:15 --> 00:47:17
			Self to see and as he this is
appointed time.
		
00:47:20 --> 00:47:24
			said Ali Rahim Allah Tada happy to
Allah Karim Allah Wijmo
		
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			say that it Culebra cut on my low
wedge who he said a Nasaan Yamo
		
00:47:31 --> 00:47:33
			are either married to in Tebow, he
says on a line of poetry that
		
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			people are sleeping or sleep
walking and it's when they wake up
		
00:47:36 --> 00:47:39
			is when they when they die is when
they truly wake up.
		
00:47:41 --> 00:47:45
			May God exalted inspire us through
his graciousness with guidance and
		
00:47:45 --> 00:47:49
			protect us from the evil in
ourselves and in our deeds.
		
00:47:50 --> 00:47:54
			ability and strength are only by
law by God subhanho wa Taala Al
		
00:47:54 --> 00:47:57
			hamdu lillahi rabbil aalameen Amin
Yara Malala mean how long do you
		
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			guys usually go to About this
time?
		
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			I don't know. Okay, is there any
I'd if there's any time maybe we
		
00:48:05 --> 00:48:07
			can use some question and answer
Hamdulillah we finished the
		
00:48:07 --> 00:48:11
			chapter 15 on science is the most
beneficial in the raw in
		
00:48:11 --> 00:48:14
			Allentown, Pennsylvania at
mocassin Hamdallah. Again, it's an
		
00:48:15 --> 00:48:18
			honor to be here and privilege May
Allah bless me with all of you if
		
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			anybody has any questions. I guess
we can take questions and shoulder
		
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			if
		
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			I sound like a sound, how are you
doing? I shot a good handle
		
00:48:45 --> 00:48:47
			Okay, Hamdulillah you guys got a
couple hours.
		
00:48:49 --> 00:48:53
			Are we still live streaming? Okay,
we are Bismillah
		
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			Oh, you do that? Okay.
		
00:48:59 --> 00:49:02
			I don't know what the schedule is.
But you should have just plugged
		
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			me in so
		
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			hamdulillah the superior story you
know, by the fall of Allah is born
		
00:49:09 --> 00:49:10
			in Cedar Rapids, Iowa.
		
00:49:11 --> 00:49:15
			And come from a Lebanese community
there. My great grandfather
		
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			Hamdulillah. He built the oldest
still standing mosque in Cedar
		
00:49:19 --> 00:49:22
			Rapids called the mother mosque of
America in 1934. And so there's a
		
00:49:23 --> 00:49:26
			community that came from Canada. I
was originally from Lebanon. And
		
00:49:26 --> 00:49:30
			my mom was born in Cedar Rapids as
well. But my dad immigrated from
		
00:49:30 --> 00:49:34
			Lebanon to United States when they
got married. And we lived there
		
00:49:34 --> 00:49:37
			for a period of time then lived in
Chicago for a couple of years. I'm
		
00:49:37 --> 00:49:41
			the oldest of six children
mashallah Tabata Cola,
		
00:49:42 --> 00:49:45
			and was raised primarily by a
single mother, you know, so I'm
		
00:49:45 --> 00:49:48
			like, imagine a single mother with
six kids how challenging that can
		
00:49:48 --> 00:49:50
			be by herself and all this.
		
00:49:51 --> 00:49:56
			And then Hamdulillah we moved to
Spokane, Washington in 1993, and
		
00:49:56 --> 00:50:00
			then graduated from high school in
1998. And me
		
00:50:00 --> 00:50:02
			In high school and then hamdullah
got a full ride football
		
00:50:02 --> 00:50:05
			scholarship to University of
Washington, and then played for
		
00:50:05 --> 00:50:10
			the Huskies for about three or
four years. And 2001 Hamdulillah
		
00:50:10 --> 00:50:14
			we won the Rose Bowl against
Purdue Boilermakers. Drew Brees,
		
00:50:14 --> 00:50:16
			you know how that I almost got
him. I just missed him, you know,
		
00:50:16 --> 00:50:20
			just during, but I was defensive.
I started as a nose tackle and
		
00:50:20 --> 00:50:26
			then moved to defensive end. And
then Hamdulillah we won 34 to 24.
		
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			Not that I remember the score.
Exactly.
		
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			And then we and then 100 Allah,
Allah had other plans. You know, I
		
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			was at that time, it's a different
mindset. And maybe there's a
		
00:50:35 --> 00:50:40
			lesson in that is at the time I
was thinking, football, is my
		
00:50:40 --> 00:50:43
			career is my religion. And I
thought it was just about fame,
		
00:50:43 --> 00:50:47
			glory and money and getting a big
contract on TV, etc, etc. That's
		
00:50:47 --> 00:50:51
			at the time. But Allah subhanaw
taala teaches, you know, and
		
00:50:51 --> 00:50:55
			guides in mysterious ways. And so
hamdulillah remember as my
		
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			redshirt sophomore year, so if you
don't football, you have five
		
00:50:59 --> 00:51:01
			years. And if you read your
sophomore is actually your junior
		
00:51:01 --> 00:51:06
			year, but you still have two more
years. So I was starting as a nose
		
00:51:06 --> 00:51:09
			tackle, as a redshirt sophomore,
it means I had also my two more
		
00:51:09 --> 00:51:13
			years left. And so I was going to
leave early to the NFL, and, and
		
00:51:13 --> 00:51:15
			essentially quit college and
graduate.
		
00:51:16 --> 00:51:21
			The spring of the 2001. I
remember, I woke up and we were
		
00:51:21 --> 00:51:26
			doing spring practices. And I woke
up and I couldn't breathe. And I
		
00:51:26 --> 00:51:31
			was slowly suffocating. And I had
extreme pain in my chest. And it
		
00:51:31 --> 00:51:35
			felt like somebody was stabbing me
over and over again in my in my
		
00:51:35 --> 00:51:38
			lungs. And I was like, what's,
what is this? What's going on? I
		
00:51:38 --> 00:51:39
			don't understand it.
		
00:51:40 --> 00:51:45
			And I just remember, although at
the time, not fully practicing. I
		
00:51:45 --> 00:51:48
			remember I thought it was a dream.
So I went to the bathroom. I tried
		
00:51:48 --> 00:51:50
			to wash my face and pinch myself.
And I was like, This is not a
		
00:51:50 --> 00:51:53
			dream. You're you're dying. And
you're going to you're going to
		
00:51:53 --> 00:51:57
			slowly suffocate. And so when I
was in the bathroom, I
		
00:51:59 --> 00:52:02
			I dropped i Well, there's a lot of
things that come to you when
		
00:52:02 --> 00:52:04
			you're we've talked about death,
right? I've you know, if you face
		
00:52:04 --> 00:52:09
			death, it's a very different
story. And a lot of things come to
		
00:52:09 --> 00:52:10
			your mind at the time.
		
00:52:12 --> 00:52:15
			At first I was like, Well, you
can't be dying, you know, you have
		
00:52:15 --> 00:52:19
			practice tomorrow. Say, Well, who
cares about football practice, you
		
00:52:19 --> 00:52:22
			know, you're dying. And I said,
Well, you know what more important
		
00:52:22 --> 00:52:24
			than that is your school. You
know, I was trying to get a
		
00:52:24 --> 00:52:27
			psychology degree. So I was like,
you gotta you gotta finish school.
		
00:52:27 --> 00:52:29
			I was like, who cares about school
and football, man, what about your
		
00:52:29 --> 00:52:32
			family? You know, you're dying. So
you didn't get to say goodbye to
		
00:52:32 --> 00:52:36
			anybody. And I was like, Well,
what about your mother? If you
		
00:52:36 --> 00:52:39
			don't say goodbye, and I love you
and this and that when you die,
		
00:52:39 --> 00:52:43
			she's gonna resurrect you and kill
you again. So I was like, oh, man,
		
00:52:43 --> 00:52:46
			you know. And then I'm like
thinking all these things are my
		
00:52:46 --> 00:52:50
			coaches, my my professors, my
family, my my, all these things,
		
00:52:50 --> 00:52:54
			but you know what stuck? You're
not stuck is what I did. And
		
00:52:54 --> 00:52:56
			that's important is of these
classes. And these are the things
		
00:52:56 --> 00:53:00
			I when I was in Sunday school.
When I was a kid, I remembered a
		
00:53:00 --> 00:53:05
			hadith that one of my teachers
told me and my teacher said, the
		
00:53:05 --> 00:53:08
			Hadith that men can ask a
calamity. Dunya Allah, Allah,
		
00:53:08 --> 00:53:11
			Allah, Allah, Allah Jana, whoever
his last words before they die is
		
00:53:11 --> 00:53:14
			light in Allah and they're Muslim,
they will immediately enter
		
00:53:14 --> 00:53:19
			paradise. So at that time, I
remember I dropped to my knees.
		
00:53:19 --> 00:53:22
			That's what stuck in my heart. And
that was the most important thing
		
00:53:22 --> 00:53:26
			to me. And I just I some
unemployment, when I say
		
00:53:26 --> 00:53:29
			suffocating, it started out like
that.
		
00:53:31 --> 00:53:34
			I'm like, I can't even speak I
couldn't even crawl up the stairs
		
00:53:34 --> 00:53:37
			for help. I couldn't yell. I
couldn't call anybody. I couldn't
		
00:53:37 --> 00:53:41
			do anything. But somehow, someway,
Allah subhanaw taala allowed me to
		
00:53:41 --> 00:53:42
			say the Shahada.
		
00:53:43 --> 00:53:45
			And so I dropped to my knees and I
said, a shadow and you know how
		
00:53:45 --> 00:53:50
			long shadow No, Muhammad Rasool
Allah. And I did this over and
		
00:53:50 --> 00:53:52
			over, just waiting for death over
and over again until I was my last
		
00:53:52 --> 00:53:56
			breath. And a miracle happen.
hamdulillah Allah saved me. And I
		
00:53:56 --> 00:54:00
			didn't die. And I was like, Well,
if you've been doing this you had
		
00:54:00 --> 00:54:03
			on the bathroom floor for an hour,
maybe you should get up and you're
		
00:54:03 --> 00:54:04
			in the bathroom. By the way, you
shouldn't be doing this you had in
		
00:54:04 --> 00:54:06
			the bathroom. So I was like, Okay,
maybe we should get out of the
		
00:54:06 --> 00:54:09
			bathroom. You know. It's funny
that the things you think of when
		
00:54:09 --> 00:54:13
			you're so I crawled up the crawl
literally up the stairs, and one
		
00:54:13 --> 00:54:15
			of my roommates came down and he
took me to the hospitals, doctors
		
00:54:15 --> 00:54:20
			and all this. And after, that's a
long story short, but after all
		
00:54:20 --> 00:54:24
			the examinations and so forth.
They found hamdullah, two large
		
00:54:24 --> 00:54:28
			blood clots in my lungs called
pulmonary embolism, three, three
		
00:54:28 --> 00:54:31
			large to my right, one of my left
they had gone from my calf,
		
00:54:31 --> 00:54:34
			there's an injury in a football
game from DVT from somebody's
		
00:54:34 --> 00:54:38
			helmet hit me the calf. And then
that branched off and led to went
		
00:54:38 --> 00:54:42
			through my heart into my lungs.
And I basically was blocking the
		
00:54:42 --> 00:54:47
			air passage. And the doctors they
said, because of the size of the
		
00:54:47 --> 00:54:50
			clots, you had a one in a million
chance of survival. I was like
		
00:54:50 --> 00:54:53
			Hamdulillah you know? So this is
all extra credit. This is all
		
00:54:53 --> 00:54:56
			optional. I'm not even supposed to
be here according to that. But
		
00:54:56 --> 00:54:59
			Allah has other plans. And so then
I started then I had to take a
		
00:54:59 --> 00:54:59
			year off
		
00:55:00 --> 00:55:04
			Football and recalibrate, and I
started to think about things like
		
00:55:04 --> 00:55:06
			where did I come from? Why am I
here? What am I going? What's the
		
00:55:06 --> 00:55:09
			purpose of life? You know, I was
21 in the best shape of my life
		
00:55:09 --> 00:55:13
			and I'm thinking, you know, you
think you're invincible until you
		
00:55:13 --> 00:55:15
			almost don't you're like, oh,
whoa, right, there's things that
		
00:55:15 --> 00:55:19
			are more important than just the
game. You know, you can't die and
		
00:55:19 --> 00:55:23
			you're not invincible. And so I
started reflect, I had to take a
		
00:55:23 --> 00:55:25
			year off had to be on blood
thinners. And then after a year,
		
00:55:25 --> 00:55:28
			you know, don't use turkey. I was
like, you know, I'm gonna come
		
00:55:28 --> 00:55:30
			back and I'm gonna go back to them
film this, and I still two years,
		
00:55:30 --> 00:55:34
			blah, blah. And my mom, she sent
me an article of football player
		
00:55:34 --> 00:55:39
			from Texas at the age of 18, who
died from one blood clot. And I
		
00:55:39 --> 00:55:41
			was like, subhanAllah, you know,
it's just not worth it is more
		
00:55:41 --> 00:55:44
			important things in life, there's
the afterlife. And I started to
		
00:55:44 --> 00:55:47
			become more practicing more
religious slowly. And then
		
00:55:47 --> 00:55:49
			hamdullah transition to that
finished.
		
00:55:50 --> 00:55:55
			College, a psychology degree in
2003. stopped, I love football, I
		
00:55:55 --> 00:55:58
			was just working part time. And
then after a year of graduation,
		
00:56:00 --> 00:56:03
			I was in after I quit work. And
then I came home to Spokane and
		
00:56:03 --> 00:56:07
			spent a year there with family and
working and then powerful
		
00:56:07 --> 00:56:10
			experience dream actually, I was
in.
		
00:56:11 --> 00:56:16
			I was in a room by myself. And I
said to Allah, I said, you know,
		
00:56:16 --> 00:56:20
			Allah, I believe in you. I devote
my life, my health, my health,
		
00:56:20 --> 00:56:23
			everything I give to you for your
sake. And you be careful what you
		
00:56:23 --> 00:56:26
			ask for it because Allah just
might answer it.
		
00:56:27 --> 00:56:31
			And I said, just show me a sign
that you exist. Not that I deny
		
00:56:31 --> 00:56:34
			it, I just want some kind of
comfort and quality so that you
		
00:56:34 --> 00:56:36
			know my heart can be drinkable.
Just give me a sign that you're
		
00:56:36 --> 00:56:37
			there for me.
		
00:56:38 --> 00:56:42
			And that night, I had a very
powerful dream. I don't even know
		
00:56:42 --> 00:56:47
			if it was a dream. Everything was
like real life. And something just
		
00:56:47 --> 00:56:53
			unexplainable happened. And after
that I was I woke up hysterics I
		
00:56:53 --> 00:56:57
			was I was hysterical. And my heart
was beating on my chest. And I was
		
00:56:57 --> 00:57:01
			sweating. And I don't even know
why it was I was woke up my whole
		
00:57:01 --> 00:57:04
			family turn on all the lights. I
mean, it was I was like crazy for
		
00:57:04 --> 00:57:07
			a month, like, like, you would
think this guy's crazy. And
		
00:57:07 --> 00:57:09
			something happened. And that's
when everything changed. And then
		
00:57:09 --> 00:57:12
			I was like that I'm going straight
for Dean, I started anything I
		
00:57:12 --> 00:57:16
			could get my hands on any book,
any video, any teacher, anything.
		
00:57:16 --> 00:57:19
			I mean, almost it was all good,
right? Legit, but anything and
		
00:57:19 --> 00:57:22
			everything I was getting my hands
on and I was self teaching myself.
		
00:57:22 --> 00:57:26
			And you know all these things. And
I spent a lot of time just doing
		
00:57:26 --> 00:57:28
			that. And then I was like, I want
to study I want to learn Arabic I
		
00:57:28 --> 00:57:32
			want to study Islam. And so then I
started looking at places and it
		
00:57:32 --> 00:57:35
			was then 2004 year after
graduating, I applied to like 20
		
00:57:35 --> 00:57:39
			places and the one that responded
was shifted by Ibrahim OC often
		
00:57:39 --> 00:57:42
			and my brother back in the day and
Treme used to have my brother
		
00:57:42 --> 00:57:46
			Institut to learn Arabic. And so I
was like, go to school there. And
		
00:57:46 --> 00:57:49
			my brother and I decided to go to
Yemen. And he was gonna, we're
		
00:57:49 --> 00:57:52
			just gonna go for a year, it's
freaking funny how things work
		
00:57:52 --> 00:57:54
			out, it's gonna go a year, and
then we're gonna come back, you
		
00:57:54 --> 00:57:57
			know, and get our lives and
careers situated and this and
		
00:57:57 --> 00:58:02
			that, and having to live and it's
more experiences, they're more
		
00:58:02 --> 00:58:05
			dreams, and my brother did leave.
And he went to Georgia, and then
		
00:58:05 --> 00:58:09
			eventually back. And I just fell
in love with the people the place,
		
00:58:09 --> 00:58:12
			the knowledge, the environment,
and I just I want to stay and so I
		
00:58:12 --> 00:58:15
			was like one more year. And I
worked really hard and said that
		
00:58:15 --> 00:58:16
			one more year is my last year
worked really hard, you got to
		
00:58:16 --> 00:58:21
			finish strong. One more year. One
more year. One more year. One more
		
00:58:21 --> 00:58:23
			every year is my last year. And I
apply some that you can by the
		
00:58:23 --> 00:58:27
			way, what you learn in sports and
and also in corporate America and
		
00:58:27 --> 00:58:31
			stuff like that, you can apply
some of the same principles to
		
00:58:31 --> 00:58:35
			Islam and into study. You know,
they say for example, football
		
00:58:35 --> 00:58:38
			that which does not kill me only
makes me stronger. No pain, no
		
00:58:38 --> 00:58:40
			gain, no pain, no spiritual gain,
you just tweak it a little bit.
		
00:58:41 --> 00:58:44
			Right, you know, you got to go
through some, some yada, yada, you
		
00:58:44 --> 00:58:49
			know, some, some, some struggle.
So, I was just using those things,
		
00:58:49 --> 00:58:54
			same things to Dean and, you know,
did that and then humble after
		
00:58:54 --> 00:58:55
			about seven years.
		
00:58:57 --> 00:58:59
			It's, you know, talk to happy
moment, my parents may want to
		
00:58:59 --> 00:59:03
			come back and I talked to people
were happy when they sent me back
		
00:59:03 --> 00:59:07
			to America, to give dollar to
teach and so forth serve the
		
00:59:07 --> 00:59:11
			community after seven years and
dream. I didn't want to leave but
		
00:59:11 --> 00:59:14
			he sent me and my parents wanted
me back. So I went and then
		
00:59:14 --> 00:59:15
			hamdulillah
		
00:59:16 --> 00:59:20
			those serving their organization
called merabh foundation for a
		
00:59:20 --> 00:59:23
			period of about I think two years,
and also doing chaplaincy with
		
00:59:23 --> 00:59:25
			prisons and hospitals,
		
00:59:26 --> 00:59:30
			teaching and Darwin interfaith as
well. And then I went to the get
		
00:59:30 --> 00:59:35
			my Master's for three years, and
Seattle University and mastered in
		
00:59:35 --> 00:59:38
			Transformational Leadership and
Organizational Development. And
		
00:59:38 --> 00:59:42
			then that was about two years ago
and then kind of been just leading
		
00:59:42 --> 00:59:45
			and running the MacArthur
Foundation Executive Director and
		
00:59:45 --> 00:59:48
			as a teacher, and been doing that
for last two years and came here
		
00:59:48 --> 00:59:49
			to visit you guys.
		
00:59:50 --> 00:59:51
			Long story shorter.
		
00:59:54 --> 00:59:55
			Here
		
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			I got married also in dream as
well. Yeah, and that's
		
01:00:00 --> 01:00:03
			An important part the important
point to using a hammer to hear it
		
01:00:03 --> 01:00:04
			later. Why did you say that?
		
01:00:05 --> 01:00:09
			Until I got married. In dream two,
she had called leukemia his
		
01:00:09 --> 01:00:12
			daughter, his oldest daughter. So
you guys know, Jacob looked at me,
		
01:00:13 --> 01:00:13
			and Detroit.
		
01:00:15 --> 01:00:18
			He was my teacher when I went
there for nc.me Shafik. And then
		
01:00:18 --> 01:00:21
			after four years of study, and so
forth, after that, we married his
		
01:00:21 --> 01:00:23
			daughter, and then hamdulillah
stay there for another three
		
01:00:23 --> 01:00:23
			years.
		
01:00:25 --> 01:00:27
			But lived inside the school for
four years, and then outside for
		
01:00:27 --> 01:00:27
			three years.
		
01:00:29 --> 01:00:32
			I'm doing my show. That's all by
the fall of Allah hamdulillah
		
01:00:32 --> 01:00:35
			without me, and the other small
questions, your question? Anybody
		
01:00:35 --> 01:00:37
			else? Another short questions.
		
01:00:41 --> 01:00:44
			It's good to introduce ourselves
and communities. Yeah.
		
01:00:50 --> 01:00:52
			I mean, it's always a struggle,
you know, seeking risk and seeking
		
01:00:52 --> 01:00:57
			knowledge. I in Seattle, if
anybody's been there, I work a lot
		
01:00:57 --> 01:01:02
			with people working on Microsoft
and Amazon and Boeing and Google
		
01:01:02 --> 01:01:05
			and Facebook, a lot of the tech
stuff and so a lot of the
		
01:01:05 --> 01:01:08
			volunteers as well. And so for
some of them are like senior level
		
01:01:08 --> 01:01:11
			management in a very unit have a
lot of people report to them, and
		
01:01:11 --> 01:01:14
			their volunteer helping out with
the organization, the work we're
		
01:01:14 --> 01:01:14
			doing.
		
01:01:15 --> 01:01:20
			And what I would say is, is any
opportunity I mean, you have to
		
01:01:20 --> 01:01:23
			you know, you fulfill your
responsibilities as an employee of
		
01:01:23 --> 01:01:27
			a company and so forth. And it has
to be reasonable and balanced.
		
01:01:27 --> 01:01:29
			Right. So there's obviously we
call it the work life balance, I
		
01:01:29 --> 01:01:32
			call it the work after life
balance, right? So you got to give
		
01:01:32 --> 01:01:36
			it to talk you have to give it is
right with SN and do a good job.
		
01:01:36 --> 01:01:40
			But shouldn't go overboard, you
know, some people are workaholics
		
01:01:40 --> 01:01:43
			and they spent all their time and
energy and work and this and that.
		
01:01:43 --> 01:01:46
			So it shouldn't be reasonable and
it shouldn't be balanced. And
		
01:01:46 --> 01:01:50
			whatever opportunity you have to
seek knowledge whether it's a
		
01:01:50 --> 01:01:54
			Class A court, a visiting scholar,
whether it's your you travel for a
		
01:01:54 --> 01:01:57
			little bit, you have some time
off, or whether it's YouTube, or
		
01:01:57 --> 01:02:03
			mp3 or a podcast or secret sauce,
or whatever it is, any opportunity
		
01:02:03 --> 01:02:07
			you have to seek in all add up to
seek knowledge try to take
		
01:02:07 --> 01:02:11
			consistent course in Seattle, we
do a we owe one day, just like
		
01:02:11 --> 01:02:16
			nine to 12 every Saturday during
the school year and intensive. And
		
01:02:16 --> 01:02:18
			I know you guys are trying to do
something like that on Sundays
		
01:02:18 --> 01:02:21
			next year. Inshallah. So that is
super important. So if somebody
		
01:02:21 --> 01:02:24
			can just dedicate I mean, we do it
at Saturday morning at 12, for
		
01:02:24 --> 01:02:28
			reason, because almost everybody's
free. You can also do Sunday
		
01:02:28 --> 01:02:30
			night, it'll have their Sunday
school issues there. But whatever
		
01:02:30 --> 01:02:34
			time that you know, people can
make that a priority, what I have
		
01:02:34 --> 01:02:38
			found over anything, it is all
about a value system, what do I
		
01:02:38 --> 01:02:44
			value that is most important
first. So how do I prioritize what
		
01:02:44 --> 01:02:47
			is most important to me, and there
are some that the dunya is the
		
01:02:47 --> 01:02:50
			most important thing, and there
are some the ACA is and there's
		
01:02:50 --> 01:02:53
			some that are able to sift and
balance between the two. And so
		
01:02:53 --> 01:02:57
			what I would say is, is the
courses that you can take and all
		
01:02:57 --> 01:03:01
			the opportunities you have, just
make an effort and prioritize that
		
01:03:01 --> 01:03:04
			above all and make sure you still
give the hawk the right of
		
01:03:04 --> 01:03:08
			fulfilling your, you know, secular
corporate needs and duties and
		
01:03:08 --> 01:03:11
			also to provide for oneself and
their family with the intention of
		
01:03:11 --> 01:03:15
			doing that. So it all can become a
bad if I go to work and I you
		
01:03:15 --> 01:03:19
			know, make my intention to do this
for the sake of a lot to help and
		
01:03:19 --> 01:03:22
			benefit people and to provide for
myself and my family. And there's
		
01:03:22 --> 01:03:25
			a lot of intentions you can make.
You're in a form of Ivanka,
		
01:03:25 --> 01:03:27
			especially if you like go to work
and you're doing your own rods
		
01:03:27 --> 01:03:30
			there and maybe reading Quran or
listening to her on the way back,
		
01:03:30 --> 01:03:32
			I mean, there's things you could
do is it the commute is a great
		
01:03:32 --> 01:03:35
			opportunity to do a lot of things.
You can listen to lectures, you
		
01:03:35 --> 01:03:38
			can read your Old rods you can
even listen to her on and stuff
		
01:03:38 --> 01:03:42
			like that. So always try to insert
things wherever you can,
		
01:03:43 --> 01:03:48
			and have good companionship with
people of knowledge. And then, you
		
01:03:48 --> 01:03:53
			know, if you get to go to a
regular or a summer intensive or
		
01:03:53 --> 01:03:57
			mocassin retreat, you know, make
that one of the top priorities
		
01:03:57 --> 01:04:00
			that you can do. I mean, there's
people I know that work hard, but
		
01:04:00 --> 01:04:03
			whenever they have time off
whenever they get that break,
		
01:04:03 --> 01:04:05
			they're using it to seek knowledge
of the deen they're using it for
		
01:04:05 --> 01:04:07
			good companionship a good
experience a spiritual
		
01:04:09 --> 01:04:12
			spiritual environment that will
kind of raise and lift their souls
		
01:04:12 --> 01:04:17
			and purify them their purify their
foods. Alright, so you know that's
		
01:04:17 --> 01:04:20
			what I would say is something to
make first.
		
01:04:24 --> 01:04:27
			And I've seen that I mean, I've
seen I've seen
		
01:04:28 --> 01:04:31
			like I said these high these men
it did, but I'll ask them so what
		
01:04:31 --> 01:04:34
			why you why you keep coming and
why you keep helping a serving.
		
01:04:34 --> 01:04:37
			They're not they're like, you
know, serving food and tea and
		
01:04:37 --> 01:04:41
			stuff. You know, they might have
like, everybody report under them
		
01:04:41 --> 01:04:44
			somewhere. But then they come to a
program and they're serving tea
		
01:04:44 --> 01:04:48
			and biscuits and, you know, moving
chairs around. And I'll ask him,
		
01:04:48 --> 01:04:52
			you know, what motivates you to
keep, I have to stay connected to
		
01:04:52 --> 01:04:55
			knowledge and people have
knowledge. It's transformed my
		
01:04:55 --> 01:04:59
			life. You see, it's changed me for
the better. I need this. That's
		
01:04:59 --> 01:04:59
			it.
		
01:05:00 --> 01:05:01
			That's really important.
		
01:05:02 --> 01:05:06
			They see this is not for this for
us we need it the most
		
01:05:07 --> 01:05:11
			Islam doesn't need us we need
Islam right? Knowledge doesn't
		
01:05:11 --> 01:05:14
			need us we need to have knowledge
a lot does it need us we need a
		
01:05:14 --> 01:05:14
			lot
		
01:05:18 --> 01:05:19
			of questions
		
01:05:24 --> 01:05:24
			yeah
		
01:05:27 --> 01:05:29
			what is aka locker Baraka
Lafayette? May Allah bless and
		
01:05:29 --> 01:05:34
			reward all of you in sha Allah the
dunya and akhira coffee so we read
		
01:05:34 --> 01:05:35
			this two out here
		
01:05:39 --> 01:05:41
			do we read the template or
		
01:05:44 --> 01:05:45
			just have a lot of men there who
		
01:05:46 --> 01:05:50
			Robonaut fine Abby my island to
now would I be at them now lady
		
01:05:50 --> 01:05:54
			and found out I'd be floppy now I
felt that I had an hour caught
		
01:05:54 --> 01:05:59
			Albertina Nafi Nafion ina Mahalia
Lakota author with Dr. Robbie
		
01:05:59 --> 01:06:05
			Washington, our welfare calm nema
3030 Holden, O'Fallon, Kurama, or
		
01:06:05 --> 01:06:10
			Zookal cola halal and Amen wa
Finland at the PA Orla Matt, north
		
01:06:11 --> 01:06:15
			north VA Bill Heidi we're not
factually sharp. Robin was level
		
01:06:15 --> 01:06:19
			and coalesce your own well
according to Bureau Minka or your
		
01:06:19 --> 01:06:23
			own walk the land now Rob Ben
Cola, Dion Acaba, and 10 Tamina
		
01:06:24 --> 01:06:29
			rosulip Manu and offer was store
and Kurama men SATA or SATA to lie
		
01:06:29 --> 01:06:33
			atop shell most of men ILA mean a
little happy to Anna Wadhwa Vicki
		
01:06:33 --> 01:06:37
			turbine for healing nurses she
found early to cure army short of
		
01:06:37 --> 01:06:43
			wild SRB or the Messiah and Lord
Allah Medina it'd be here dark man
		
01:06:43 --> 01:06:48
			you shadow you said you're off you
log on to wealthy now where the
		
01:06:48 --> 01:06:52
			ANC work well that tells you
harder for America while sock was
		
01:06:52 --> 01:06:56
			a lawless no Mohamed anyway it was
obvious when hamdu Lillahi Rabbil
		
01:06:56 --> 01:06:59
			Alameen fee for the lack of the
tender but now the harpy what are
		
01:06:59 --> 01:07:03
			the NFC was in Taurus, you have a
daddy Katie Maddy, we could
		
01:07:04 --> 01:07:09
			have knocked off one Nana Serafina
		
01:07:10 --> 01:07:13
			Serafina Juba, Lena
		
01:07:14 --> 01:07:22
			cielo coldly How was third Anna
Rottie Manero it was a fairly wide
		
01:07:22 --> 01:07:26
			Ed now Robbie whammo Deena what
		
01:07:28 --> 01:07:30
			was did any
		
01:07:31 --> 01:07:38
			mean had the region also have
almost the mean I mean, I'll be
		
01:07:38 --> 01:07:44
			asthma father and while Jude and
mean by Nick is IBM in Bell
		
01:07:44 --> 01:07:52
			Mustafa Rosu, the navabi equally
so they refer to the vehicle and
		
01:07:52 --> 01:07:58
			as early and Mostafa refers to the
vehicle the story, Salah was
		
01:07:59 --> 01:08:06
			Robbie, he had a hobby he was the
the Toshi so happy. Well,
		
01:08:06 --> 01:08:10
			Hamdulillah he had Biddy what? He
		
01:08:12 --> 01:08:14
			smiled a little bit closer to me
sooner, so