Yahya Rhodus – Futuwwa Keep Continuous Repentance and Doubt that Your Repentance is Accepted

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The speakers discuss the benefits of learning from people with the Deen and Sun statement, including challenges faced by young people in society. They stress the importance of taking one's deens seriously and avoiding negative emotions. forgiveness of Allah's actions is key to flourishing in the world and avoiding sin. Consciously seeking forgiveness of Allah's actions is crucial to avoiding future negative experiences and bringing one's actions into one's life.

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			Salam Alaikum as ain al
		
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			Rahim Al hamdu Lillahi Rabbil
Alameen wa sallahu at so you
		
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			didn't know Mohammed in a shot of
NBI you were studying early
		
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			heathly been a ball hitting was
the hobbit the rocket? I mean
		
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			whatever in Knowmia CERN helium
Indien while in a mountain
		
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			morpheme Berra Motyka or Hama
rock, I mean, one of the greatest
		
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			blessings of Allah subhanaw taala
after becoming Muslim is to have
		
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			clarity about the greatness of
this Deen in to learn one's
		
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			religion from a pure source. This
is one of the greatest blessings
		
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			of all, to learn from people that
understand the deen in a very
		
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			pristine way. And when you learn
it from them, everybody, of
		
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			course, is to a certain degree
affected by their environment. But
		
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			the great inheritors of the
Prophet sallallahu alayhi salam,
		
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			they're not affected negatively by
their environment. They and on the
		
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			contrary, have a direct connection
to Allah and the messenger of
		
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			allah sallallahu Sydenham, and
they have an unbroken chain of
		
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			transmission and back to the
Prophet sallallahu sent him that
		
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			enables them to understand very
well the time in which we live,
		
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			and very well how it is that they
need to then present the book of
		
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			ALLAH SubhanA wa Tada and the
Sunnah of His Messenger, Salah,
		
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			liason him, and they are living
examples of the Sunnah. And when
		
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			we talk of these great people in
this sense, don't think that
		
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			they're gone, or they're a thing
of the past, that Allah subhanaw
		
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			taala refuses that except to have
special people remain on the face
		
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			of this earth, so that people can
actualize their Eman and their
		
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			Islam and their son. They will
always be here on the face of this
		
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			earth. Whether or not you are I or
someone else knows them is a
		
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			different question. But they are
there. And one of the things about
		
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			the time in which we live is that
they tend to be a little bit more
		
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			hidden with some of the tendencies
in the world Call it what you will
		
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			suck you the materials or whatever
you will. However, when that type
		
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			of mentality pervades these people
tend to be more and more hidden.
		
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			And some of them are still that
very apparent, and very accessible
		
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			and very reachable. But to learn
from people were that are that
		
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			presenting this deen and an
unadulterated fashion. And to be
		
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			able to understand their guidance
when you're exposed to that, you
		
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			know, immediately that it's truth.
And I remember shortly after
		
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			becoming Muslim, having been to
expose to a particular group, I
		
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			will refrain from mentioning the
name. And this just so happened to
		
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			be some of the people that was
around at the junior college that
		
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			I was enrolled in. And their
understanding of the deen was
		
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			limited by didn't know any better
at the time. And then we started
		
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			studying with scholars that have
been trained. And this great
		
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			tradition that stems back to the
messenger himself, the unbroken
		
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			chains of transmission, this
immense scholarly tradition that
		
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			still is very much intact and
exists all throughout the earth.
		
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			And how just immediately in the
very first lesson, how a lot of
		
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			those other ideas you just thought
* how limited they were,
		
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			and how surface level they were,
and lacking substance. And how
		
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			when you sit before realized
people who have sat before realize
		
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			people that are living the
realities of this Deen you grasp
		
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			onto it. And this is nothing is
more important for us. To that be
		
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			means for and no one's making any
claims in these lands in which we
		
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			live, then to hopefully
experienced that. But those people
		
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			don't come out of a void. They
come from an environment. And
		
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			those environments have to be
created so that then beautiful
		
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			people like that grown. And it
might take a generation or two or
		
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			three or maybe a little bit more.
But you start to see this first
		
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			fruits of that when young people
don't have to go through that
		
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			stage where they need to unlearn
much of what they've learned
		
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			religiously, where they can build
upon a solid foundation, as
		
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			opposed to that not only be
derailed in their religious
		
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			understanding, but have to relearn
and unlearn much of what they
		
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			learned from the time that they
were young. Imagine if you could
		
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			build a solid foundation and a
young person
		
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			and then expose them throughout
their life to that more and more
		
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			meaning. What they would then
experience what they would then be
		
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			exposed to from the
		
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			lessons of this very blessed
tradition. And one of the proofs
		
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			of it is its efficacy, when it is
in a place and when the
		
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			environment is created, it gives
results. And it produces amazing
		
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			people. And those people that they
themselves see the fruit of their
		
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			labor, and of their understanding
from the blessing of Allah
		
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			subhanho wa taala. So
understanding our deen, clearly,
		
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			and a time where so many people
are confused, is one of the great
		
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			challenges. And one of the great
blessings for those that have
		
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			those opportunities to learn their
Deen from pure sources. And when
		
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			you hear them speak, things are so
clear to them. It's almost seems
		
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			like what they're saying is
simple. And oftentimes, it's not
		
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			very complex. But people get
confused, even though it might be
		
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			simple, because there's so many
other ideas out there. There's so
		
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			many things that people think that
they should be doing, or that they
		
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			think that they should be thinking
about or that they think that they
		
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			should be entertaining in their
minds. And they, when they present
		
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			this Deen, they do so in a way
that were you really to sit down
		
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			and think about the way that the
Companions themselves were,
		
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			it's actually very easy to come to
the conclusion, yes, that's how
		
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			they would have understood it.
		
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			And we know that the people who
come at the end of time will only
		
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			truly be rectified. By that same
understanding that the early
		
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			people had, it doesn't mean that
outwardly that things are gonna
		
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			all be the same. But it's the same
spirit, that internally at the
		
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			level of the heart, it's the same,
and it's the same principles as
		
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			well. And those principles have to
be that enter into the heart of an
		
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			individual and then take root, and
then synthesizing everything,
		
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			outwardly will be easy. We are
masters synthesizers as believers.
		
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			But when this in this whole talk
of identity, and all these other
		
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			things that people talk about, if
you don't take into consideration
		
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			the spiritual dimension, you'll
never truly get anywhere with that
		
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			type of talk. Because once you're
realized and Ima and s&m, and SN
		
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			go anywhere, and you will act
principally, you will engage
		
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			properly, you will be able to
synthesize that what other people
		
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			find difficult and scratch their
head and are confused over for
		
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			you. It's simple. If you're
experiencing the realities of the
		
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			deen, that whether you live in the
United States of America or any
		
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			other country, you know, you'll
know exactly what it is that you
		
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			need to do. And in that regard,
one of our teachers said, which
		
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			was very profound, simple, but
very profound. And this is really
		
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			what we need. And this is the
Prophetic understanding, as long
		
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			as in the word that he used with
IQ band, as long as you have
		
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			people that are turning to Allah,
setting out on a path to get close
		
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			to Allah, taking their Deen,
seriously all of the meanings of
		
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			about Kabbalah is a very rich word
in the Arabic language, it's hard
		
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			just to have one word or a phrase
that you use to translate it, in
		
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			literally means to that go towards
something. But here, it means in
		
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			relation to your heart. It relates
to dedication, it relates to
		
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			perseverance, all of these
meanings, but taking your deen
		
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			ultimately, seriously, as long as
there's people like that on the
		
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			face of this earth, there will be
tribulations, warded off from all
		
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			of humanity, there will still be
good that remains for all of
		
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			humanity, there will still be
opportunities for people
		
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			throughout the world to live a
life of purpose, which ultimately
		
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			lies in their knowledge of their
Lord subhanho wa taala. And so
		
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			with that understanding, if you
think about that, it's not hard
		
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			for us to grasp that. But the
difficulty lies in, people can't
		
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			do that on an island by
themselves. For the most part,
		
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			there has to be an environment for
them to do that. There has to be
		
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			community, there has to be
friends, there has to be families,
		
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			there has to be people that help
you. You need to sit before people
		
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			who are realized who have traveled
the path so that you can then
		
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			benefit from them.
		
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			And the other beautiful thing that
was said in this regard, as long
		
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			as there's people that are doing
what it is that we're supposed to
		
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			be doing, trying to strengthen our
men, learn our religion, put it
		
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			into practice, and so forth and so
on. This should be our number one
		
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			preoccupation, that we don't let
anything else take its place. And
		
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			sometimes people will agree with
that. They'll say, Yeah, okay, I
		
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			agree with that. But then if you
look in practicality and reality,
		
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			what do they spend most of their
time doing?
		
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			How much time do they spend on
social media and looking at things
		
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			that aren't really going to help
them in any way? How much time do
		
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			they spend that watching the news
or that reading about what's
		
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			happening in the world, I'm not
saying that you don't remain
		
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			aware, you should be aware of
what's happening in the world.
		
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			However, what are we doing, and of
our own selves, to bring about
		
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			change.
		
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			And when we see things as such,
that we first and foremost, have
		
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			to be concerned for our own
selves, you have to realize that
		
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			there's only so much that you can
do as an individual.
		
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			And don't let your desire to want
to help prevent you from doing
		
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			what it is that you can do to
actually help.
		
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			Because if everybody had that
perspective, that they got
		
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			themselves right first, and then
they helped everyone else get
		
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			right, that was in their circle of
influence. And that was the focus,
		
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			just as if everybody that took
care of themselves financially,
		
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			and then took care of their
immediate circle of influence
		
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			financially. This is the way that
we view things as Muslims, they
		
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			take care of their family, first
and foremost, and then your close
		
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			neighbors, and then people that
you know, and so if everybody's
		
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			doing that, there's going to be
less reliance upon the state and
		
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			on government funding and things
of this nature. And then
		
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			ultimately, that the state there
is to fill those gaps. But this
		
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			individual responsibility is a
should this should be a part of
		
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			our perspective, it should be that
the way that we view things that
		
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			first and foremost, we begin with
our own selves. And again, that we
		
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			know that. But oftentimes, there
is this cognitive dissonance, and
		
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			sometimes we speak of the meaning,
but it's not the way we actually
		
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			act in practice. And the other
thing that was, can be said in
		
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			this regard, as, as, as it has
been said, is that when there are
		
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			people that are focusing on what
we really should be doing,
		
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			it's a means of protecting us from
those who are doing what they
		
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			should not be doing.
		
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			Their people that are either
consciously or subconsciously,
		
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			that sowing corruption in the
earth. Because all wrong that
		
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			happens in the earth stems from
the hands of human beings.
		
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			We know this is the Quranic
perspective, the huddled facade,
		
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			if anybody would be my castle, but
ad NAS, is that facade corruption
		
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			has appeared on Earth, in the land
in the sea, from that which
		
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			people's hands have wrought. It
comes from what people do. And if
		
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			people are that disbelieving, and
Allah in disbelieving in this
		
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			obeying Allah, we know what
there's going to be a result that
		
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			people are going to unfortunately,
that taste the bitterness of what
		
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			happens as a result, this is the
way creation works. And then the
		
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			opposite is true as well. If
people are taking their religion
		
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			seriously, and they're getting
themselves together, and they are
		
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			that noticing that what it is that
they do wrong, and they turn to
		
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			their Lord, time and time again.
And they ask Allah subhanaw taala
		
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			for forgiveness, there are
results. And this is also the
		
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			Quranic perspective. And look at
what Allah to Allah says, in
		
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			Surah, to no vocal does dog food
or a book home, and no kind of a
		
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			foreigner, that say, seek the
forgiveness of your Lord, indeed,
		
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			that he has ever forgiving. And
then look what Allah to Allah
		
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			mentions after that. This is one
of the proofs is that seeking the
		
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			forgiveness of Allah is the key
for things to be right in the
		
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			world. It's the key for us to
flourish in the way that it's
		
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			possible in the worldly sense. By
seeking forgiveness of Allah to
		
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			Allah.
		
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			did come Benoit and will Benina
which I look on Jan natten, which
		
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			are local and Hara, that he will
send that copious rains down upon
		
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			you. And that he will that provide
with children
		
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			that we didn't know him Why don't
have any he'll get provide you
		
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			with wealth in with children, and
he will give you gardens and he
		
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			will give you rivers subhanho wa
taala. All of that comes from that
		
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			state of seeking the forgiveness
of a lot of adequate data. And
		
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			this is why the scholars that have
the path, they always spoke about
		
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			the importance of this too far.
And the Illuma that of the
		
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			shittier that we learn from them,
that it's an obligation to repent
		
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			from every sin.
		
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			But you learn from the people who
are traveling the spiritual path
		
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			is that it is from the
		
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			traits of chivalry to continuously
repent, to repent over and over
		
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			time and time again. And they say
on top of that, you should also
		
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			that worry that it will not be
accepted.
		
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			On top of repenting continuously,
you should worry that it won't be
		
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			accepted, because the frame of
Toba of repentance, it should be
		
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			understood in the following way is
that sin is like poison,
		
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			it will harm you, and ultimately,
that it will kill you spiritually.
		
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			And it will prevent you from your
beloved,
		
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			being close to the ALLAH SubhanA,
WA Tada. And then from his
		
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			creation, being close to the
messenger, those who are beloved
		
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			to Allah, it will come in the way
between us and closeness to Allah
		
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			and His messenger and the
righteous. And with that frame,
		
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			that repentance takes on a whole
other meaning. Because then when
		
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			we are given this choice of to do
something, or not to do something,
		
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			if you think about the pain of
separation that is involved in
		
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			that not being with your beloved,
		
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			it motivates you then to leave
that very thing.
		
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			And this is exactly what doing
things that is displeasing to
		
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			Allah subhanaw taala does, and
that the scholars, they speak
		
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			about the conditions of
repentance. And they say in
		
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			general, there are three, the
heart of them is remorse. Because
		
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			our Prophet said, and Nedum Toba,
that a Nedum tell Toba remorse is
		
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			repentance. In other words, it's
the essence of repentance. And
		
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			from that remorse, then it leaves
someone lead someone to leave what
		
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			it is that they were doing, which
is the second thing.
		
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			And that leads them as well to
have what's called Azim firme
		
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			resolution, to never do it again.
		
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			And remorse is important. And
remorse is not that you just lay
		
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			down on the ground like a rag, and
don't do anything. No Remorse is
		
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			active, it actively burns up the
traces of that sin and prepares
		
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			the heart to be in a state that is
more likely to be accepted with
		
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			Allah.
		
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			And it motivates you then because
of that feeling. You don't want to
		
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			experience again, to not go back
to that particular thing.
		
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			And so remorse is important. And
it should motivate us to get our
		
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			act together. And then the fourth
condition is if it relates to
		
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			someone else, if you've
misappropriated something, if the
		
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			sin is between you and another
person, then you have to rectify
		
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			that wrong. But the scholars of
the path, they add this aspect of
		
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			being worried about whether your
repentance is going to be accepted
		
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			or not. And not just repenting,
because if you think about it,
		
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			that there are so many
opportunities in the day. If you
		
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			look at many of the invocations
that we recite in the morning, in
		
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			the evening, the first thing we
say after every prayer, so for the
		
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			last offer last offer law, that
what do we say that and some of
		
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			the invocations after the prayer,
the invocation some the invocation
		
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			is that we say before it is that
we go to bed, that multiple
		
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			opportunities throughout the day,
before you enter into a masjid,
		
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			right, you sit inside and watch
upon the Prophet and you ask Allah
		
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			to forgive you and to open up the
doors of his mercy, many different
		
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			opportunities. So we should bring
this into our lives, where we that
		
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			repent through that the various
invocations that we save for the
		
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			various things that we do
throughout the day. And if we fall
		
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			short anyway, immediately that we
repent to Allah to Allah, and at
		
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			specific times, especially like
before going to bed, we're
		
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			bringing this into our life,
because this is fitting for us as
		
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			servants of Allah subhanaw taala.
Knowing that it is that we fall
		
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			short. But the key is, is that we
go from a state where we're just
		
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			saying it with our tongue or not,
let alone not saying it at all,
		
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			that we're we tried to start
bringing us into our lives, but
		
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			then we attempt to have presence
of heart and they mentioned a
		
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			story that said it one time
observed a man who had finished
		
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			praying and then he said that
alarm India stoves were to boil IK
		
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			and he did it very quickly. Oh
Allah, I seek your forgiveness.
		
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			And I relent unto you, and then
say no Annie that he told him, he
		
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			says that. Just just saying I seek
forgiveness of Allah very quickly
		
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			with the tongue is the Toba that
could have been
		
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			These This is the repentance of
those who are not sincere in their
		
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			repentance, he says, and that Toba
needs Toba,
		
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			that way of seeking repentance
needs a further seeking of
		
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			repentance seeking forgiveness.
And this is one of the things
		
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			that, that
		
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			see the rabbit that said that are
still far are seeking forgiveness
		
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			needs seeking forgiveness, because
of the way that we're doing it.
		
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			And that opens up a door for us of
humility. It's not that oh, we
		
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			sought the forgiveness of Allah.
And we're done that what is our
		
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			state, we should move that more
and more to a broken state, we
		
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			should move to a further state of
humility. And then say 90 went on
		
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			to say is that real repentance
includes six meanings, some of
		
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			what we've already spoken about.
So I won't repeat those.
		
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			But he adds to it, that, that
replacing what it is that we are
		
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			doing, with good that training
ourselves to that deal with the
		
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			bitterness of obedience, so that
we can that avoid that which the
		
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			we can avoid that which we found
pleasurable, previously, from the
		
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			acts of disobedience, adorning
ourselves with obedience, and then
		
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			that weeping.
		
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			This is one of the that important
parts of this, forcing ourselves
		
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			to weep before Allah, because we
know our states,
		
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			we know what we've done.
		
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			And Inshallah, two out of those
are the some of the best moments
		
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			of our lives. If Allah gives us
two week to week before him,
		
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			because we know our state, and we
know how needy we are of His mercy
		
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			subhanho wa Taala instill, as we
are taught, that there's a state
		
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			of worry, that won't be accepted.
And then after this, we'll of
		
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			course, move into a state of we
don't remain always in a state of
		
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			fear, we move to a state of hope,
we go back to a state of fear, we
		
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			always are, it's like two wings of
a bird. We're moving back and
		
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			forth to both. But if we bring
this into our lives, that there'll
		
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			be a sweetness that comes from it.
Because the more we repent, the
		
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			more that we remove sin from our
life, the more polished the mirror
		
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			of the heart becomes, the more it
is they will benefit from
		
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			gatherings of goodness, the more
it is that will be impacted by the
		
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			Koran and by the words of our
Prophet sallallahu sallam, and all
		
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			of that will lead to the sweetness
of faith, and it will lead to that
		
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			proximity to Allah subhanaw taala
which is that state of heart when
		
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			you remember him, you don't feel
distant, you don't feel cut off.
		
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			You don't feel hard internally.
Rather, that that meaning you're
		
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			you're close to Allah subhanaw
taala in relation to the meanings
		
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			of the his remembrance is that
it's a closeness of heart. And
		
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			this is something that is that
very beautiful, and something that
		
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			is that we should all be striving
towards me a lot of autodata bless
		
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			us to be from the Turabian except
all of our prayers Dr. Hamid Amin,
		
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			and to bless us to receive the
fruits of having repented
		
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			continuously, also a lot as in
Muhammad and Urdu sabe Salam Hamdu
		
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			lillahi rabbil aalameen