Walead Mosaad – AlFath alRabbani of Shaykh Abd alQadir alJilani Class 17

Walead Mosaad
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The speakers discuss the importance of following natural cycles and finding one's own path in life for spiritual success. They stress the importance of fearless behavior and trusting the Lord. The speakers also emphasize the use of words like hope and faith in actions and the importance of preparation for death and balancing expectations. The speakers stress the importance of turning towards Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala and not just looking for validation and applauding.
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We give you opportunity to continue

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to read

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in this work of Sayyidina

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Abdul Qadir Jilani.

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And we have reached the 19th

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discourse,

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this night.

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For those of you who are in Cairo,

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I believe they are commemorating the 15th of

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Shaban.

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So that began with the,

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Adhan of Maghrib

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and one of the Chassa'is.

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One of the specific things about

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the 15th of Shaba'un is that the

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the razul rahma wanmakfirah.

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Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala yanzalayhi sannaat gunyah. So

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Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala descends in a manner

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commensurate with His Majesty

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through the lowest heaven.

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Usually that's in the last 3rd of the

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night,

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of every night. In this particular night whether

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it's to you doing it tonight or tomorrow

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night,

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Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala will do that or

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has done that beginning with Maghrib.

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Fi'i hayu fakkuulamal

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hakim. So there's many many ahadith

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about the Huddl, about the merits

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of 15th of Sha'aban. So it's,

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it's an honor for us that we can

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still be doing this when we reach the

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15th of Sha'aban. That means 2 weeks

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until Ramadan.

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And, we ask Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala to

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give us blessing and Barakah

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from that which has which remains of Sha'aban.

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And to give us the life to reach,

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Ramadan, insha'Allah.

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And

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as we're aware this Ramadan is gonna be

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different I think markedly

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than the previous,

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Ramadhan's that many of us are accustomed to.

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That doesn't mean it's going to be any

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less or that they're in any less benefit

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or any less Barakah.

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But as you've seen one of the themes

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that,

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that the sheikh has stressed throughout the discourses

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that we've seen so far,

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that an integral part of Iman

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is this, Taslim Del Qadr,

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with Taslim Nis Sa Beqaa, in his tabir

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sometimes he says.

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So Taslim Nis Qalaq to acquiesce to the

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decree of Allah SubhanaHu Wa Ta'ala and to

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'is Sadiqah' that which has been determined for

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us by Allah SubhanaHu Wa Ta'ala.

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So,

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that doesn't mean we're fatalistic and we just

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don't do anything. It means

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aqiyas in your heart

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And then have the proper eda, have the

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proper etiquette with Allah Subhana Wa Ta'la. So

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that's a thing we're gonna see continuously

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about having proper edel, proper etiquette, proper form,

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proper spiritual manners, if you will,

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depending upon the different circumstances. And in one

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instance, the Sheikh described it as

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day and night. So

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worship and acquiesce to the decree of the

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night as you do for the day. And

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the same for the seasons.

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Seif and Shita'an. Right? In the summer and

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in the winter, in the fall and in

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the spring.

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So the human heart is quite like that.

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And tand means I mean, it's aqal lubba.

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Right? So the tand you you tandla, it

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oscillates. It goes back and forth

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between different states, between happiness, between sadness, between,

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feeling inspired, between feeling,

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dejected.

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And those were all very normal

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human things.

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But then

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the adab that Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala gives

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us, hissatillighthiyar,

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right? He gives us extensively the choice that

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we can make

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is how we contend with that particular circumstance.

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So

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rather than focusing,

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as most of us do or many of

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us do,

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on how do I get out of this

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circumstance?

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And so then we wind up kind of

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in a in a

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in a sort of, what do you call

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it, like a a loop

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state. We're just kinda circling around ourselves waiting

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for

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waiting for some sort of opening or some,

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release or or some relief from whatever situation

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that we're in,

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but we're not actually dealing with the situation

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that we're in. So that requires us to,

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accept it, number 1. And number 2, then

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see

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what does Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala require of

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me in this circumstance? What does he seek

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from me?

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What is it that I should be doing

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as a result or in response to this

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particular circumstance that I'm in? So that's how

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the Khulub of the Awliya and the Elviyah

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and salihim, that's how they should work.

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They should

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be always thinking about the laha, the moment

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that they're in, especially the moment of what

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their heart is in, how

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then they should deal with that situation. So

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easier said than done.

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But that's what the whole

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deen really is all about. The sunnah and

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nebuliyyah and shaifa,

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is about

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following that and then implementing that in our

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lives. And we develop

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this spiritual routines in our life, we develop

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a constant connection with

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Allah and

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a connection with our prophet

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then these are the things then that will,

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help us guide us through

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both both through the difficult times and for

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the the easier times.

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And that's,

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that's our hope, insha'Allah.

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So

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this,

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this course, 19th,

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has

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a few different themes. One section that we're

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gonna read a little bit later about

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dealing

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with the relationship between our Qalb and our

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heart and our akhil and our intellect and

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our Sir.

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And

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you know having the

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correct course and the correct path so that

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they're kind of doing what they're supposed to

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do.

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So again,

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part of the the theme that we see

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here is there there are different forces and

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elements, internal ones, that are tugging at us,

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that are pulling at us. So on one

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side, we have,

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a nafsul halwa,

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and what he calls it taba.

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Right? On one side, we have the the

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the lower soul, the passionate soul, the appetite

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of soul.

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Balheva which is one one caprice. Wataba. Right?

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And what I would say,

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just whatever makes you feel comfortable, whether it's

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right or whether it's wrong.

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And then on the other side, we wanna

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get

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in accordance with the sunnah of our prophet

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and the divine decree is al aqlu al

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qal wasir.

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Right? The intellect and the.

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Right? That which is your

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your your kind of your tool to

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discern between evil and good, between truth and

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falsehood.

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That's your kalb. And then your sir is

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your innermost being

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that, was always there with you and will

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continue to be there with you and you

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want to,

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be able to tap into it. And reminded

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of the day

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of when it was asked by its lord,

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am I not your lord? And it responded

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in the in affirmative.

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So

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that's kind of the struggle and and the

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theme that went over last time about, jihadidbal

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tin or jihadid akbar.

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The inner jihad or the,

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the greater jihad is about

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contending with

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these different forces.

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So we ask Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala for

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for Tawfiq and Sidad, insha'Allah, and all of

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those things.

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So he says in the beginning of this

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this course,

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So if

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we go to the translation,

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the Lord of truth

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would still be worthy of of being feared

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and looked to in hope

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even if you had created neither garden, Jannah,

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nor the fire, the hellfire.

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Obey him in quest of his countenance,

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whatever gift or punishment of His may be

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in store for you.

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Obedience toward Him

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consists in carrying out His commandments, observing His

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prohibitions,

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and patient acceptance of His decrees, repent to

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Him, weep in His presence,

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humble yourselves before Him with the tears of

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your eyes and of your hearts.

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Weeping is an act of worship and iveda

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and an extreme expression of humility.

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If you die in a state of repentance,

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with intention,

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and pure deeds,

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the Lord of truth, will make you benefit.

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He has undertaken to recompense the oppressed

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because there is no one who knows who

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shows his mercy and compassion to those who

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obey him.

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You must love him in this world and

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the hereafter.

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Let his love be more important to you

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than anything else. You cannot do without it

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for it is what brings you benefit.

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Every creature wants you for his own sake.

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Wa Al Haqqazwajal,

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the Lord of Truth, wants you

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for your sake.

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So

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this is also a common theme that we

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see, amongst many of,

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That even if there was no fire and

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there was no garden, would Allah Subhanahu Wa

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Ta'ala, would he still not be worthy of

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being feared

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and worthy of

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being worshiped

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and worthy of being

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recognized

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by all of

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the attributes of Jaleel and the attributes of

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Jeman. The attributes of magnificence, of majesty and

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the attributes of, magnificence, of majesty,

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and the attributes of,

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Jeman of beauty.

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There was a time when there was no

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Jannah and there was no Nava. Right? There

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was no paradise, there was no hellfire.

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There was nothing except Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

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There was Allah and there was nothing else.

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And there was nothing with him, and that

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includes

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paradise and hellfire. So was he still not

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the Lord that we know today even though

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nothing had been created yet? Was he still

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not Ar Rahman or Rahim,

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Al Khalef?

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Right? Even though he hadn't created anything yet,

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we say the Sifa, the attribute is something

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that,

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is the the manner by which we identify

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and understand Allah

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So it did not begin when he created

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something. So he was still Khaled. He was

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still Rahman. He was still Rahim.

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He was still Al Mufteder. He was still

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Jalani Waikram.

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All of those attributes Allah

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still remained that

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even before

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we got to know him. And so what

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we're seeing now is

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his attributes

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in terms of the efaaal.

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Right? In terms of

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Every day Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala there is

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a matter that He will reveal and He

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will release

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to us,

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by which we may get to know Him

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more. And that

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means that there are

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7,000,000,000 or how many number of people living

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in the world today? Different messages or channels,

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if you will, that are continuously speaking to

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us.

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So there's a very specific unique

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channel,

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right, that is addressing you. And a very

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specific unique channel that's addressing me, and you're

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addressing these other people and these other people.

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And so there are risa'il.

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Right? There are messages,

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and there are,

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divine gifts within those messages that are constantly

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and consistently being conveyed to us. Whether we

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choose to heed them, whether we choose to

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read them, or we choose to ignore them,

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nonetheless, Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala is continuously doing

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this.

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And so in everything there is an a,

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there is a sign from Allah subhanahu wa

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ta'ala. And so as that is happening,

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Allah Subha'ala, his infinite mercy, has equipped us

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with the faculties or the the the tools

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by which we can understand

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and interpret these messages. Who are the ones

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who interpret them the best? Who understand them

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the best?

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The prophets and the messengers.

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And then the ones after them would be

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their heirs.

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So Awliya, Ulsiddiqim,

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Asadihim,

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all of those different categories, that spiritual hierarchy,

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each one has their their,

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their lats, their naseeb

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from understanding these messages as it comes to

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them. And so if they're unique to each

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person, that means each person has a unique

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path to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. That's why

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the the Sufis, they like to say,

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atturukir Allah galaal al fasil Khalaik.

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That the paths to to God are by

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the number of breadths of

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or the number of souls of the Khala'i,

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of the creatures themselves. So each one has

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a particular path. That doesn't mean that each

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one has a different sharia that's governing them.

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Right? Doesn't

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mean that you can do 5 prayers and

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I can do 4, then he can do

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3, and then everyone has a unique path.

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What it means is everyone has

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a specific khitaab,

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a specific address

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that is coming to them, and there are

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specific lessons

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in the manner that Allah communicates with us

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in terms of his Al Akhem,

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Al Qauniyya.

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So Al Akham and Taklifiyyah for the most

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part are the same, for everybody.

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So in terms of you have 3, 5

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times a day, fast, zakat, so forth. What

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you get out of those things, and your

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inclination towards them, and so forth will be

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different.

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Right? Which we call it Akhtar.

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That which Allah decrees specifically for you, then

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that specific message for you. And so,

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or you Afiq.

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He can make you wealthy or he can

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make you poor. He can make you sick

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or he can make you healthy. Each one

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of those, there is a message. There is

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a divine decree. And then if there's a

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divine decree in it, then they're also from

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our part that we reciprocate. There should be

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a particular

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adeb or

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form of spiritual

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progress and and spiritual reaction

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towards that particular situation.

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And what's certainly not acceptable in any of

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those

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is to reject that divine decree

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by having the feeling inside of you and

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within your heart of saying why me?

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Why is this happening to me? Not why

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is this happening to me in the sense,

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okay, this is happening to me, Allah wants

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to tell me something that's that's praiseworthy. But

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if you say why is this happening to

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me in the sense,

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why me and not them?

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Why me and not this person? Why am

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I

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having this happened to me?

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And it's interesting people when something,

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what they consider to be a setback, they

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ask why me? In terms of,

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you know, why this happened to me? I'm

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a good person. Why not that other person?

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And then when it's something that's positive or

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something they were looking for to begin with,

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they don't say why me? They say it's

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it was all me. Right? They're

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the tongue of of the heart, the eloquence

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of the heart will say no, that was

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my effort. I worked hard for it.

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And if they're,

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for being charitable, then we'll say I worked

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hard for it and then Allah gave me

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the reward for my hard work.

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Or in the worst case scenario, they'll say

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I worked hard for it and I don't

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need anything from anybody. I did it on

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my own. Which is the the the kharun

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archetype. Right? Kharun in the Quran is the

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one who said,

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I

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am the one who's been given all of

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this.

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I've I've worked for it because it's my

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knowledge, my my ability,

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rather than attributing

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the,

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the gift.

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And Tajar al minna dillah as they say

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to

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to establish gratitude within yourself and say that

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it came purely from Allah

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Subhanahu

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Wa Ta'ala. So Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala is

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worthy of being worshiped

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even if he didn't create the fire, even

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if he didn't create

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heaven.

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And

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we should request him or seek him

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rather than those created things. So even the

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akhira, even jannah and naar are created.

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Yes. We we want the good of this

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life and the good of the next life,

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And we want Allah Subhana Wa Ta'ala to

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give us Jannatul Firdaus Al A'la. But there's

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a difference

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between wanting Jannatul Firdaus because of

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that you think you're gonna have that you

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will have there, of the pleasures you will

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find.

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So and some of the other things that

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are mentioned in the Quran,

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versus

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seeing that

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as a sign that Allah is pleased with

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you.

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So seeking rid Allah, seeking the pleasure of

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Allah

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is really the thing. And then that is

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just an indicator. It's a sign that Allah

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is pleased with you. So we will know

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that.

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Insha'Allah. We'll all get to paradise and when

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we enter and the words that we say

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will be,

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Right? We say all praises to 1 that

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led us to this and we have not

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been able to lead ourselves and we're not

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able to get here had Allah Subhanahu Wa

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Ta'ala guided us to it. So for that

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he deserves

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the

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utmost praise.

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So if that's the case, then seek Allah.

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Right? And seeking Allah for the sake of

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Allah. And seek Allah for the sake of

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Allah so that you may do things for

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Allah and that you may do things by

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Allah. And that all of your activities will

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be

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in the presence, in the Huduah of

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Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala.

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This one thing in this paragraph that he

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said, I think is very important.

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He said every creature wants for you

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or every creature wants you for his own

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sake.

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So whether it's people or whether it's your

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cat,

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they want you

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for

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their sake.

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So the cat knows you're the one that's

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feeding it. So that's why it likes you.

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And,

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human beings

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will establish relationships, friendships,

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things of the sort because there is something,

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a certain expectation

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that they want something from you. Maybe it's

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merely your companionship. It doesn't have to be

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something,

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material.

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But it could be that even if it's

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an intangible, even if it's a companionship, a

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feeling, friendship,

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you know, even the the student establishes a

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relationship with the teacher because they're getting something

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from the teacher.

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Right? They're

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getting knowledge or they're getting,

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inculcation of adab and akhlaq and so forth.

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There's still

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you know, it goes back to ezet, goes

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back to you. Sometimes that's praiseworthy and sometimes

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it's blameworthy. Lo bin ajilal akhlaqifit's

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for the sake of the afterlife and the

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next life, what we call the sake of

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Allah, then it's praiseworthy, even though you're getting

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a benefit from it. But if it's for

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the sake of the dunya, then we make

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it blameworthy. But at the end of the

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day, it's still all going back

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to you. There's only one relationship that you'll

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ever have that's not like that. And he

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mentions it,

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which is,

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while the Lord of truth, al Haqq, Allah

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Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala wants you

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for your sake.

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Because we have nothing that we can give

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him.

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There's nothing he needs from us. Keep that

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in mind.

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He is the one who is completely self

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sufficient

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and he is Al Qayyoo. He is the

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one

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who gives sufficiency and gives life

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and existence and maintenance

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and maintaining of that life and existence for

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everything else.

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So we can neither hurt him nor can

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we benefit him. We can't bring harm to

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Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

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If all of us were not to worship

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Allah, as mentioned in the Hadith,

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that would not,

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decrease from his sovereignty or his kingdom 1

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iota.

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And if everyone was to join in unison

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and worship Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala as one

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Ummah as he commands,

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that would not increase Allah's sovereignty or kingdom

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over us one iota. So

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if he is not in need of us,

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then everything that he does, everything that comes

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from him to us

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is for our own good, for our own

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need. Not because Allah needs from us.

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And even when we describe things like Allah's

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wrath.

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Right?

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It's not in the same sense as the

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human one. We think about anger in the

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human sense, and we say

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Right? Even one of the names of Allah

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Subha Tahir al Montakhim.

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Right? The one the avenger, the one who

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takes,

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vengeance on on on on Ilkhan

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doesn't mean that he does it out of

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anger or it does it in the human

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sense. Right? Someone like Khamz, your sister, your

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brother, or family member, you know, you wanna

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you wanna take vengeance. You have that. Asaf.

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Right?

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You want that.

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It's a human, very human emotional response. Allah

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doesn't have that. So

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when we

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say it means that he will take to

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task

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those who defy

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him. Not because he's angry with them, and

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like human being would be angry, but he

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found them defiant, and so this is the

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proper

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Adil. Right? Some people will deal by his

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justice and some people will deal by his

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rahma. So al Adil or the justice in

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this instance would be that Allah

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can take every single one of us and

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not give any of us life because none

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of us actually did anything or precipitated

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anything in terms of behavior, in terms of

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entitlement for to be given life.

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So

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that means everything we receive is a gift.

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Everything is a gift. Everything is atla.

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Right? Wamaqanatla

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will become ahadura.

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Everything is atla from Allah SWH.

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We give from here and we give from

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there. And the Ata of your Lord can't

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make and a matura. Right? It's not something

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that you should you can shake off,

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but everyone is going to receive their naseeb,

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their allotment from the ata'ah, from

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the giving of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

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So that central theme then is,

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Allah is worthy of being worshipped.

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Just no matter even if He did not

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create incentives for us. What are the incentives?

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Jannah, paradise, obviously.

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Or if he did not create something that

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was

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a way to

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encourage us not to do the opposite, which

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is hellfire. Right?

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So he says Yagulam,

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a paragraph later.

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Maintain a state of fear and entertain no

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hopes until you meet your Lord.

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Have the feet of your heart and those

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of your

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physical body firmly planted before him,

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and hold the document of safe conduct in

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your hands. At that point, it will be

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appropriate for you to feel secure.

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When He has ensured your safety, you will

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experience much good in His presence.

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When He has ensured your safety, it will

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be firmly established

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because when he grants something he does not

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go back on it. When the Lord of

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truth, Azzawajal selects a servant, he draws him

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near and brings him close and whatever whenever

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fear overtakes him, he lays upon him something

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to dispel that fear and to reassure his

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heart and his innermost being his sir.

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This is therefore between him, and

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him, and then the servant of Allah Subhanahu

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Wa Ta'ala.

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So makhaaf of Allah, in other words, having

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a fear of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala, is

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not just about fear of

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consequences, but it's fear

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based upon a reverence

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and a haybah, being in awe

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of

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the jalayl.

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Right? The the the magnificent

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nature of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. And so,

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lazim alkhawf wala'tatmal.

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Right? So when they talk about

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the opposite of haf here, they say,

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al amal. And here amal means hope, but

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not hope in the sense of being hopeful

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for the mercy of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

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In the Arabic they used two different terms.

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There's there's the word that's called it amal

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and the no other called rajah.

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So Raja is praiseworthy. Raja

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means that, you are hopeful for the mercy

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of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. And as in

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Naqaa, secondly he says, Arraja umaa ta'alaahu amar

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wa illafummiya.

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Arraja

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having hope for the mercy of God is

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that which is accompanied by Amal, by by

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hastening and striving and and availing yourself of

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the mercy of Allah.

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Wa illa,

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Otherwise, if it's not accompanied by any of

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that, for umniya, then it's just like wishful

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thinking.

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And this wishful thinking is is also associated

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with this word, amel.

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Emel, they they usually mean to to mean

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a hope that you're going to live beyond

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the day that you're in. In other words,

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you're hoping that there's always gonna be a

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chance later to make up for for whatever

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mistakes you're doing right now.

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So they say, tudil amal is blameworthy, having

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this idea like, I'm still young. It doesn't

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matter.

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I'll fix things later on when I retire.

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Something like that.

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So that's why they talk about kisr al

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amal.

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Having short hopes.

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Right, or being realistic in terms of how

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long you're going to live.

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Right?

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Lives are determined by Allah

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You

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know, in in another part,

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just like Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala, we don't

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know

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when we're gonna get sick or how we're

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gonna get sick, and it just comes upon

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us sometimes

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without any preparation on our part, it just

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overcomes us. Death is the same way. What

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do you think death is? You know, death

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is just it's another circumstance Allah subhanahu wa

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ta'ala can can put you away. You can

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fall,

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you can die while you're asleep

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or you can wake up the next morning.

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Also that's by

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Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

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So these things

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tibaftah. Right? They come without you necessarily,

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you know, having a preparation for it. That's

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why one of the A'at would say,

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Right? We we we don't want

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And in some of the hadith, the prophet

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says one of

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the the gifts Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala can

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give you is not to give you

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That you have time to prepare. So rather

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than dying suddenly,

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then maybe Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala he you

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know, it's actually a blessing if Allah gives

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you some sort of sickness, whether it's for

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weeks or days or how long or months

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beforehand. So that you put yourself in the

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mode to prepare for death. And then,

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you take your 'aqdeyat, you take your

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precautions and you about dawba, and you think

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about radul madhaliim, and you think about

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fixing things with people, relationships

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that you messed up maybe,

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or other things like that.

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Because now you know, Al Ajal, Allah is

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giving you amarot. He's giving you signs.

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So it's like you're driving the car and

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rather and and and the the light is

00:28:53 --> 00:28:54

green,

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and all of a sudden it turns red,

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and you gotta slam the brakes, but then

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it's too late.

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Versus Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala gives you Ishara.

00:29:01 --> 00:29:03

He's giving you the yellow light.

00:29:03 --> 00:29:04

He's telling you

00:29:05 --> 00:29:08

it's coming soon. Right? And, you know, our

00:29:08 --> 00:29:10

very aging, right, are slowing down as we

00:29:10 --> 00:29:13

grow older and getting, you know, grays and

00:29:13 --> 00:29:13

whites

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in your in your hair and your beard

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and not being as fast as it used

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to be and slowing down physical aging.

00:29:21 --> 00:29:23

It's a great great blessing. Right? Because it's

00:29:23 --> 00:29:25

telling you, it's giving you a message. Remember

00:29:25 --> 00:29:27

how we said in the beginning, everything is

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a message and there's 7,000,000,000 messages. So Allah's

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sending you a message, you know when you

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lose a step and you're not as

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sprightly as you used to be

00:29:35 --> 00:29:35

then

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so Allah is telling you that's now it's

00:29:38 --> 00:29:40

time to make preparations

00:29:41 --> 00:29:42

for the next life if you haven't done

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so already.

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That's why generally in in the tradition, 40

00:29:46 --> 00:29:48

years of age is considered to be like

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a big

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milestone

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because it's

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the age traditionally seen as,

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right, when the

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full,

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as Mehmed Ersdir says, the the full luh,

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the full,

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light of intellect,

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reaches its apex or its zenith at 40

00:30:06 --> 00:30:09

years of age. So the beginning of intellect

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is that pubescence,

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but then one is expected to kind of

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grow in that until they reach 40 years

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of age. That's why some of the the

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the Ahwadi Uyed mentioned,

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if one's Khayr hasn't

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defeated their shah by the time they're 40,

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then, you know, they they're doing it wrong.

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So

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you wanna be in a position that, you

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know and and they say at 40, then

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that's when you really start,

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you know, living, so to speak. You're kind

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of building

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up until then. And then

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at 40 years of age, 40 plus

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and that's why many of the most of

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the prophets, not many of them, most of

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them, they received the. They became prophets at

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40 years of age just like our prophet,

00:31:01 --> 00:31:01

So,

00:31:04 --> 00:31:06

you know, don't have Tullil Amal, don't have

00:31:06 --> 00:31:08

this Amal, have Khov, have Mahafa.

00:31:09 --> 00:31:09

Right?

00:31:10 --> 00:31:10

That,

00:31:11 --> 00:31:12

you don't know where you're going to be.

00:31:12 --> 00:31:14

You don't know what's going to happen to

00:31:14 --> 00:31:16

you. That's why whenever the UHN said it's

00:31:16 --> 00:31:18

okay to say, Ana Mu'min, insha'Allah.

00:31:18 --> 00:31:20

I am a believer insha'Allah. Not that you

00:31:20 --> 00:31:22

have Shaikh in your iman,

00:31:22 --> 00:31:24

but you don't know about the khatima.

00:31:24 --> 00:31:25

You don't have you don't know how you're

00:31:25 --> 00:31:27

going to end up, how you're going to

00:31:27 --> 00:31:28

die. Are you gonna be in a state

00:31:28 --> 00:31:31

of iman and Islam or ihsan or not?

00:31:31 --> 00:31:32

So when you say, anam muminshaAllah,

00:31:32 --> 00:31:33

tuqilatamulillahi

00:31:33 --> 00:31:35

Allah, you're leaving that matter up to Allah

00:31:35 --> 00:31:36

Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala and you're hopeful that that's

00:31:36 --> 00:31:37

going to be the case.

00:31:38 --> 00:31:40

So this idea of amen or safety that

00:31:40 --> 00:31:43

he's talking about in this particular section is,

00:31:44 --> 00:31:46

you will only feel like you have some

00:31:46 --> 00:31:47

a man if you're on the salat al

00:31:47 --> 00:31:48

mustaqim.

00:31:49 --> 00:31:50

As long as you're not on the salat

00:31:50 --> 00:31:51

al mustaqim, you're not striving to be a

00:31:51 --> 00:31:53

man, how can you feel a man? How

00:31:53 --> 00:31:55

could how are you going to feel safety?

00:31:55 --> 00:31:57

You're always going to be feel a little

00:31:57 --> 00:31:57

bit,

00:31:58 --> 00:32:00

doubtful and uneasy as you should.

00:32:03 --> 00:32:04

The Makar of Allah, what what the Allah

00:32:04 --> 00:32:05

subhanahu wa'ala

00:32:06 --> 00:32:07

can determine for you what will happen will

00:32:07 --> 00:32:07

not happen.

00:32:08 --> 00:32:10

You shouldn't have a man from that.

00:32:12 --> 00:32:15

Right? Just like the great Sahaba of the

00:32:15 --> 00:32:16

Waqdas Siddiq,

00:32:16 --> 00:32:18

he said if I had one foot in

00:32:18 --> 00:32:20

paradise and one out, I still wouldn't be

00:32:20 --> 00:32:21

sure I'm entering

00:32:22 --> 00:32:23

till I have both feet in.

00:32:23 --> 00:32:25

So we want to,

00:32:28 --> 00:32:29

you know, we want to to be like

00:32:29 --> 00:32:32

that. We want to be humble before Allah

00:32:32 --> 00:32:34

Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. We're gonna have this makaffah.

00:32:34 --> 00:32:35

We're gonna have this haybah

00:32:35 --> 00:32:37

with Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

00:32:37 --> 00:32:39

And at the same time, we want

00:32:39 --> 00:32:41

to have hope, rajah, in Allah Subhanahu Wa

00:32:41 --> 00:32:44

Ta'ala based upon our hastening and our striving.

00:32:44 --> 00:32:47

So that we may avail ourselves of this

00:32:47 --> 00:32:49

great blessing from Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

00:32:50 --> 00:32:52

So I'm gonna read one more

00:32:52 --> 00:32:53

excerpt.

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Comes towards the end of the discourse.

00:33:06 --> 00:33:07

He says

00:33:07 --> 00:33:09

on page 127, second paragraph you're following,

00:33:10 --> 00:33:12

pour onto you there is broken broken glass

00:33:12 --> 00:33:14

in your meal of crumbled bread,

00:33:14 --> 00:33:16

and you are eating it unawares because of

00:33:16 --> 00:33:17

the force of your gluttony,

00:33:18 --> 00:33:20

the overwhelming urge of your appetite and desire,

00:33:20 --> 00:33:21

and the intensity of your greed,

00:33:22 --> 00:33:23

after a while your stomach will be cut

00:33:23 --> 00:33:25

and you will perish.

00:33:25 --> 00:33:27

Your misfortune is due entirely to your remoteness

00:33:27 --> 00:33:29

from your master, Azawajal, and your preference for

00:33:29 --> 00:33:30

others.

00:33:31 --> 00:33:33

If you examine creatures Al Khan carefully,

00:33:34 --> 00:33:36

you would hate them and love their creator

00:33:36 --> 00:33:37

and khalil. As the prophet

00:33:38 --> 00:33:41

said examine carefully and you will loathe them,

00:33:42 --> 00:33:44

meaning you will hate them,

00:33:44 --> 00:33:47

But you love and hate without searching

00:33:47 --> 00:33:50

examination. The intellect can probe, but you have

00:33:50 --> 00:33:50

no intellect.

00:33:51 --> 00:33:52

The heart or the qalb can probe, but

00:33:52 --> 00:33:55

you have no heart. The heart ponders, reflects

00:33:55 --> 00:33:57

and takes notice. As Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala

00:33:57 --> 00:33:59

has said, surely in that there is a

00:33:59 --> 00:34:01

reminder for anyone who has a heart or

00:34:01 --> 00:34:03

who gives ear with full attention.

00:34:08 --> 00:34:10

Let the mind of the aql be transformed

00:34:10 --> 00:34:11

into a heart, qalb.

00:34:12 --> 00:34:14

Let the heart be transformed into

00:34:14 --> 00:34:16

an inmost core or sir.

00:34:16 --> 00:34:19

Let the inmost core be transformed into fana'

00:34:19 --> 00:34:22

or annihilation and let annihilation be transformed into

00:34:23 --> 00:34:24

being

00:34:24 --> 00:34:25

or Mujood.

00:34:26 --> 00:34:28

So Sheikh is being is using obviously metaphor

00:34:30 --> 00:34:32

in this particular section when he talks about

00:34:32 --> 00:34:34

broken glass and it's in your crumbled bread

00:34:34 --> 00:34:35

and you're eating unaware

00:34:36 --> 00:34:38

because of the force of your gluttony.

00:34:38 --> 00:34:40

So it's talking about not being discerning

00:34:41 --> 00:34:43

in our tinnawat of the dunya. Not being

00:34:43 --> 00:34:45

discerning of how we

00:34:46 --> 00:34:48

deal with the dunya. We should be very

00:34:48 --> 00:34:49

discerning, we should be probing.

00:34:50 --> 00:34:51

And he said that's why if you probe

00:34:51 --> 00:34:54

very carefully, you will see that Alkhal,

00:34:54 --> 00:34:55

the creation,

00:34:55 --> 00:34:58

that you are running after and looking for

00:34:58 --> 00:35:01

a validation and applauding and lauding and so

00:35:01 --> 00:35:04

forth from them. If you grow closely, you'll

00:35:04 --> 00:35:05

find that they're not gonna bring

00:35:05 --> 00:35:08

you any benefit. And if you see that

00:35:08 --> 00:35:09

they can bring nothing to you, it doesn't

00:35:09 --> 00:35:11

mean load them in the sense that we

00:35:11 --> 00:35:13

hate people. But in your heart there should

00:35:13 --> 00:35:15

be a a detachment from them. An attachment

00:35:15 --> 00:35:17

to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

00:35:17 --> 00:35:18

As we've said many times before.

00:35:19 --> 00:35:19

And

00:35:20 --> 00:35:22

sometimes when Allah really loves you, what he

00:35:22 --> 00:35:24

will do, he will create this washa,

00:35:25 --> 00:35:26

right, this,

00:35:27 --> 00:35:28

feeling of remoteness

00:35:29 --> 00:35:30

from people.

00:35:30 --> 00:35:32

And and in one of the the hikm

00:35:32 --> 00:35:33

of ibn Abdul, second he says, if Allah

00:35:33 --> 00:35:35

gives you the spaasha, fa'alimin na wu readil

00:35:35 --> 00:35:36

unsavik,

00:35:37 --> 00:35:39

then then know that Allah wants you to

00:35:39 --> 00:35:41

be more intimate with him. So when he

00:35:41 --> 00:35:42

removes

00:35:42 --> 00:35:44

some of the comfortable things in your life,

00:35:45 --> 00:35:47

then he's turning you towards him.

00:35:48 --> 00:35:49

That's why we said, you know, one of

00:35:49 --> 00:35:51

the the meanings of this pandemic that we're

00:35:51 --> 00:35:53

going through is kind of a collective, let's

00:35:53 --> 00:35:55

all turn towards Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. You

00:35:55 --> 00:35:57

know, let's begin to Turbactin, let's begin to

00:35:57 --> 00:35:58

Haftawba and Hineva.

00:35:59 --> 00:35:59

And,

00:36:00 --> 00:36:03

stop depending upon the the creature comforts and

00:36:03 --> 00:36:04

and the things of ease in our life

00:36:04 --> 00:36:06

and we think that we've earned them and

00:36:06 --> 00:36:08

then we use them to define us, we

00:36:08 --> 00:36:09

see that it's all a mirage.

00:36:10 --> 00:36:11

So,

00:36:12 --> 00:36:13

in this sense,

00:36:13 --> 00:36:15

let us probe with those faculties that are

00:36:15 --> 00:36:16

there.

00:36:16 --> 00:36:18

So the hakan or the intellect, right,

00:36:19 --> 00:36:21

the its purpose is to stop you from

00:36:21 --> 00:36:24

getting into situations where the consequences will be,

00:36:25 --> 00:36:25

blameworthy.

00:36:26 --> 00:36:28

So that's why they say nurulakh. So the

00:36:28 --> 00:36:31

light of the intellect means when someone reach

00:36:31 --> 00:36:33

a pubicubicin age, as we've mentioned earlier,

00:36:33 --> 00:36:35

that they're able to see, oh, there's consequences

00:36:35 --> 00:36:37

if I do this thing.

00:36:37 --> 00:36:38

You know, it's not just just do it

00:36:38 --> 00:36:39

and see what happens.

00:36:40 --> 00:36:42

Now I can I can conceptualize if there's

00:36:42 --> 00:36:44

going to be a consequence? So that's aqid.

00:36:44 --> 00:36:46

And aqid in in language, meaning in the

00:36:46 --> 00:36:48

Khaleel, it's not which you you tie something

00:36:48 --> 00:36:51

down, like you tie your your camel. Aqid.

00:36:51 --> 00:36:53

So tying your camel so it doesn't move.

00:36:53 --> 00:36:55

So the a'tilha kind of ties down the

00:36:55 --> 00:36:56

limbs,

00:36:56 --> 00:36:58

ties you down so you don't make mistakes.

00:36:59 --> 00:37:00

But if it's if you don't have an

00:37:00 --> 00:37:02

a'tilha in that way, right, you're not thinking

00:37:02 --> 00:37:04

with your aql, you're overwhelmed with emotion and

00:37:04 --> 00:37:06

hawa and nafs and taba, the aql, the

00:37:06 --> 00:37:09

intellect doesn't work. The heart can probe as

00:37:09 --> 00:37:11

well but also the heart now the khalil

00:37:11 --> 00:37:13

is based upon more of a spiritual piercing

00:37:13 --> 00:37:15

insight. Not just the intellectual one but a

00:37:15 --> 00:37:18

spiritual one. But if that's not probing,

00:37:18 --> 00:37:19

then how are we going to know that?

00:37:19 --> 00:37:21

How are we going to use it?

00:37:21 --> 00:37:23

So that's why it says the heart ponders,

00:37:23 --> 00:37:25

reflects, and takes notice based upon the verse

00:37:25 --> 00:37:27

and the ayah. In the fidhari kaladhikra

00:37:27 --> 00:37:28

dimankana nahuqalb.

00:37:29 --> 00:37:30

Right? All of this there's a zikra, there's

00:37:30 --> 00:37:31

a reminder

00:37:31 --> 00:37:33

for the one who has a heart.

00:37:35 --> 00:37:37

Oh or who gives ear with full attention.

00:37:37 --> 00:37:39

But if you neither have a piercing into

00:37:39 --> 00:37:41

the spiritual heart, nor are you paying attention

00:37:41 --> 00:37:43

with your ears, then how are you going

00:37:43 --> 00:37:43

to heed

00:37:44 --> 00:37:46

heed the admonition and heed the call?

00:37:46 --> 00:37:48

So he said let the mind be transformed

00:37:55 --> 00:37:57

so let the mind be transformed

00:37:57 --> 00:37:59

or the ahad be transformed into a heart,

00:37:59 --> 00:38:01

into a qal. So not they're they're in

00:38:01 --> 00:38:04

congregants with with one another. And so now

00:38:04 --> 00:38:06

your ability intellectually to tell the difference of

00:38:06 --> 00:38:08

of consequence and how they're coming about is

00:38:08 --> 00:38:09

also fueled

00:38:09 --> 00:38:11

and informed by,

00:38:13 --> 00:38:14

the khalb in a sense. There is an

00:38:14 --> 00:38:16

a sort of instinctual

00:38:16 --> 00:38:19

aspect to it, a spiritual instinctual aspect, but

00:38:19 --> 00:38:20

that's

00:38:20 --> 00:38:21

that's correct, that's piercing.

00:38:22 --> 00:38:23

And then let the khal

00:38:24 --> 00:38:26

be transformed into the Sir. Right? And the

00:38:26 --> 00:38:28

Sir is even more piercing because the Sir

00:38:28 --> 00:38:30

is the one that has the most direct

00:38:30 --> 00:38:32

relationship to the divine,

00:38:32 --> 00:38:34

to the divine meanings and to the divine

00:38:34 --> 00:38:34

commands.

00:38:36 --> 00:38:38

And then let the inmost core be transformed

00:38:38 --> 00:38:39

into fana,

00:38:40 --> 00:38:40

annihilation.

00:38:41 --> 00:38:43

What does that mean? Annihilation of Sifat al

00:38:43 --> 00:38:44

Bashariyah.

00:38:46 --> 00:38:47

So you become

00:38:48 --> 00:38:49

oblivious,

00:38:50 --> 00:38:52

spiritually speaking, of your

00:38:53 --> 00:38:54

human attributes,

00:38:54 --> 00:38:55

right,

00:38:55 --> 00:38:56

of Naks,

00:38:56 --> 00:38:58

of things that are shortcomings, that are failings

00:38:58 --> 00:39:00

and you transcend that.

00:39:01 --> 00:39:03

And you transcend that by being totally immersed

00:39:03 --> 00:39:05

and subsumed in the remembrance of Allah Subhaana

00:39:05 --> 00:39:07

Wa Ta'ala. When you become immersed in the

00:39:07 --> 00:39:08

remembrance of Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala, then that

00:39:08 --> 00:39:10

fana becomes wujood.

00:39:11 --> 00:39:13

Right? Then it becomes a wujood billah.

00:39:13 --> 00:39:16

They say wujood bin ness. Right? And wujud

00:39:16 --> 00:39:17

billah. Now it becomes present,

00:39:18 --> 00:39:18

Hadir,

00:39:19 --> 00:39:19

mujud

00:39:20 --> 00:39:21

with Allah

00:39:21 --> 00:39:23

And this is what the hadith of Kuzi

00:39:23 --> 00:39:24

is referring to.

00:39:29 --> 00:39:31

Then Allah becomes the hearing by which you

00:39:31 --> 00:39:32

hear, the seeing by which he sees,

00:39:33 --> 00:39:35

and the hand by which you strike and

00:39:35 --> 00:39:36

the foot by which you move.

00:39:36 --> 00:39:37

In other words,

00:39:38 --> 00:39:39

the Murad,

00:39:39 --> 00:39:42

your Murad becomes Allah's Murad. Not just in

00:39:42 --> 00:39:43

terms of,

00:39:44 --> 00:39:45

irada of Allah in terms of what's going

00:39:45 --> 00:39:47

to happen, but also his commands and his

00:39:47 --> 00:39:48

prohibitions.

00:39:48 --> 00:39:50

And so there's a congregants in that. And

00:39:50 --> 00:39:52

then at that point, definitely.

00:39:54 --> 00:39:56

Right? You have you

00:39:57 --> 00:39:59

are now no longer so much interested in

00:39:59 --> 00:40:00

your nafsani

00:40:00 --> 00:40:02

inclinations and and all that sort of thing.

00:40:03 --> 00:40:03

Walakintapqabillah

00:40:04 --> 00:40:05

and then you

00:40:05 --> 00:40:06

remain malbapi.

00:40:06 --> 00:40:08

You remain with the one who is always

00:40:08 --> 00:40:10

remaining, the one who is always everlasting.

00:40:10 --> 00:40:11

Namely,

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