The Deen Show – Hollywood Model Exposes The Dark Side of Hollywood after working for MANY FAMOUS CELEBRITIES
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The entertainment industry is a demonic industry where everyone has to be a persona and the "we care only" approach is important. The "dramatic" environment is also emphasized, along with the woman who decided to leave her business and sent a contract. Personal relationships and personal development are also discussed, along with promoting a book and free trial for the Deen Center. The negative impact of the internet on personal relationships and personal development is also highlighted.AI: Transcript ©
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has to be the djinn. There's no way
about it. Drake can also be seen doing
the 666.
It's
relating back to the days of Babylonia and
magic. I used to look up to Denzel
Washington.
Number 1,
put
God
first.
There was this royal official I met one
day. Yeah. And I remember I got called
to go up in his mansion, and I
had no idea who he was. They wanted
me to go to a private residence. I
had no idea it was
Kanye at all. You're getting direct orders from
Kanye himself? Yeah. Okay.
These people channeling the jins,
they answered their call
to help them perform, where I got to
work at Magic Johnson's house. Johnson, the basketball
player? Yeah. I was doing he told me,
Thomas Juma.
You were in the Hollywood Hills. You're around
some of the elites. You got to see
a lot of different things up there. Yep.
I don't believe someone who fears God
would be in an industry like this. This
is can you clearly say this is an
industry of the devil? 100%. Of shaitan? Shaitan,
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Now we're gonna be talking about some Hollywood
stories. Unfortunately,
you have many Muslims, even Christians, and some
Jews
who are trying to be stars.
And we have
our next guest who is hanging with the
stars
up in the Hollywood Hills trying to be
a star.
And he was an events manager
for Kanye West, he was with the Kim
Kardashians,
people like
Obama he's mingled with at the parties, and
Kobe Bryant,
the,
Steven Seagulls, and many more. But now there's
a flip side to that. What really goes
on behind the scenes?
That's what we're gonna be talking about. Black
magic? What? Astrology?
All these things
that should have you really thinking. For anybody
who's still
gonna be, after the end of this, grasping
to
wanna connect and be in this environment,
you're gonna wanna watch this episode with my
next
guest on this exciting episode of The Dean
Show.
Explaining
how much respect I have for the faith
of Islam.
How are you doing young brother? Alhamdulillah. It's
a pleasure meeting you, Nice to meet you
too.
How you've been? Good. Alhamdulillah. I can't complain.
Life's much better, alhamdulillah,
because of our religion, Islam,
calls us to what's good and forbids us
to what's evil. Now you weren't always on
this way
that you're on now. You were like most
young people. I was there myself
and you think that is what life is
about,
getting started, maybe getting a role in Hollywood,
maybe becoming a musician,
being with the stars, hanging with the stars.
You think, you know, this is it. And
you were you were there. You were
in the line you were in this environment
with people such as, like, Kanye West, the
Kim Kardashians, and a whole array of others.
Is that right? That's right. That's right.
So like anyone else,
in the West here in America,
especially when you're young, you know, a lot
of us want to be known or in
some way feel important
for us, like, I came from Bosnia,
originally. So I was born in Germany, and
when my parents immigrated here, they had a
tough life here. Yeah. So as a son,
I wanted to be able to help them
and give back and, you know,
help them in that regard. So when I
came
here, I always looked up to, you know,
like, stuff in TV being known because they
make a lot of money. And, you know,
in my household, it was about being successful
financially.
That was really what it is, and a
lot of households like that too. So,
when I went to school, I never thought
about being in entertainment or anything like this.
It wasn't something that was
on my mind at all whatsoever. Mhmm. But
I did wanna do something that would impact
people in the world. I just don't know
how.
I came across it just by working at
a store at Abercrombie and Fitch, and it
just kind
of opened doors from there. Mhmm. Someone took
your picture?
Yeah. So I was one of the managers
there,
and I used to, you know,
like, get even though I don't like talking
about stuff like that, like, I mean, people
used to compliment me and stuff like this,
but,
I just didn't wanna be known for for
whatever way I look or whatever. I always
wanted to be known for my intellect and
practicality or anything like that. Mhmm.
But they took my picture,
and and I was just trying to make
ends meet for college. Mhmm.
And next thing you know, they just kind
of
sent it to HR, and they said you
have a good look, and we'd wanna have
you on the walls. But you have to
compete with other people such as yourself. What's
HR? Human Resources? Yeah. Because Abercrombie at that
time, before the CEO stepped down, it used
to be
it used to look like a club in
there. Like, when you go to Abercrombie, the
the obnoxious cologne that would be smelling all
the way outside. Yeah. You know? So they
sent it to HR, and next thing you
know, they get feedback, and then they tell
me I'm top 10 in the nation, and
then I lose to a guy in New
York.
And that kind of they planted a seed
in my mind, like, you know you can
make income off of this. Mhmm. And
I was like,
I have no idea about that, but I'm
not interested. But they were like, no. You
should do it. You should take advantage because
you're young, and it's not a lot of
people get to have that opportunity.
You know? At that time, there's no deen
in your life. You're pretty much No.
My father, like, instilled, like despite whatever I
was doing, he told
me don't miss Jummah.
So that was the one thing you knew?
Yeah. Don't miss Jummah. Yeah. Alhamdulillah, I would
have to say Allah knows best.
That's what probably brought me back to the
deen. Just holding on to you were so
you were holding on
to Jummah or you were kinda making it
what? No. I was holding on to it.
You held on to that. No matter what
I did, I always went to that despite
whatever sins I was committing or anything
because I went to benefit from the reminders.
We often heard this term, Jumam Muslim. So
at least being a Jumam Muslim, it was
the catalyst that kicked it off that you
were now full time. Yeah. Yeah. Because
one day, believe it or not, any brothers
and sisters who's watching that, if you're one
of those Juma Muslims
if you're one of those Juma Muslims, there's
gonna be a message one day that will
strike you at home.
Like, it will penetrate your heart. Yeah. Don't
it happened
to me one day. Don't let go of
Juma. At least anything you have from the
deed. Hold on tight. Allah likes the small,
consistent deeds that you do Yeah. That are
quality.
You know? So alright. So now you're, this
is what your father left you with.
And now what happens next? Now you are
getting from your professors.
Also, you're getting encouraged to go down to,
to the Hollywood
lane in Hollywood Hills to go down so
wait. Hollywood, that's the strip. Right? Basically, yeah,
kinda like what you would say is down
there. Hills,
that's a whole different That's, like, where the
the actors and entertainment Not everybody can get
up there. I mean, they're private houses. Yeah.
They're like if if you ever been to
Bel Air, anything like that. Uh-huh. Yeah. It's
the same thing, kind of. Okay. Bel Air
reminds me of, what's that,
O'Dell Drive.
There's that show back in, back in the
day, the Bel Air Beverly Hills Cop. Beverly
Hills Cop, but then you have, I forgot
all these actors' names. There was that one,
what's his name?
His wife smacked him? Or no. He got
smacked because of his wife.
Chris Rock smacked Will Smith. Yeah. Remember he
had
a program.
I think I think. I know I remember
what happened in the,
the awards ceremony. Before your time. Yeah. He
had a program. Anyways, go ahead.
Yeah. But it was something in the Bel
Air. Anyways, go ahead. So now that you're
you're you end up, in Hollywood. You actually
moved down there? So I made a du'a
to Allah.
Like, I since I had sincerity in my
heart to her. I was like, Allah, I
wanna go down there.
And I said, if you put me down
there,
I will come closer to the deen. Like,
I will make the effort to now start
praying, start learning some Surahs,
and
I was sincere about it. And the next
thing you know, Allah put me in a
place called San Pedro Yeah. Which is 35
miles away from Hollywood.
This is very interesting because you would think
now, okay, someone who's not practicing the deen
at all is gonna end up in in
the situation like but you're actually
Jummah Muslim,
and you're making dua. Yeah. He's Okay. So
I was thinking bits and pieces like this,
you know, because I didn't really get
shed upon the light Yeah. You know, in
terms of Very interesting. I knew Allah subhanahu
wa ta'ala was a master. Yes. He's all
knowing, all wise, and he can open doors.
Yeah. And I always believed that. For for
for the not yet Muslim audience out there,
Allah simply means the creator, God almighty. Jesus
would refer refer to, God as Allah in
Aramaic. So go ahead when we say Allah.
Yeah. So Allah, despite of it,
I sincerely made that intention in du'a. And
one of my good Bosnian friends,
he was a professional soccer player. So he
went to be
playing for a team called Leipzig in Germany.
He said, take my spot.
Take my spot in San Pedro for $300.
And I said, this is my only chance
to go to LA. In where? San Pedro.
San Pedro. Pedro. Yeah. That what is that?
Right next that's in LA? 35 miles away.
35 miles. Okay. From from Hollywood in LA.
So that's his spot? That's, like, his room
there? Yeah. So he let me stay there,
and I took that spot. And I fulfilled
the promise I made with Allah. I said,
I'm gonna start praying, and I'm gonna start
learning. Yeah. And then I understood if if
I wanted to make it in that career
industry,
it's not the people who are gonna dictate
it for me.
It's Allah, our creator, our sustainer. He will
be the one to open that door for
me if it's destined for me.
Mhmm. And
from there, I just kinda started
taking bits of the deen whenever I could,
But then I started focusing too much on
the career aspect, and
it was just a a battle inside of
my heart. It's not a nice,
healthy
environment that's nourishing to the deen, is it?
No. Especially when you have, you know
it says in the Quran, like, who you're
friends with. Like you're upon the religion of
who your friends are. Yes. That's yes. It
was very difficult, you know, for me to
say one thing, practice one thing, but then
you have others around you saying, you know,
like, that's strange. Like, what are you doing?
Uh-huh. So
it was that constant battle
and but I understood
deep down in myself that Allah can open
those doors for me. So you you you
knew did you know this, this hadith before
about the prophet, salallahu alayhi wasalam, talking about
a person who's on the way of his
friends and
or not? No. But
I kinda got the idea of from from,
like, secular stuff that we learned in school.
Oh, that's also no. No. Yeah. Birds of
the flock together. Smokers, you're gonna end up
being a smoker. Exactly. Yeah. So I'm sorry.
So you didn't have any friends.
You've met friends down there. Yeah. I met
those friends, but, unfortunately, they weren't they had
good qualities in some aspect, but then at
the end of the day, they were doing
things that were, you know,
against the religion, like, you know Were they
Muslims also or no? They actually were not.
No? They were not. Were they people who
are
people who would
normally
like, where would they remind you? They would
want to just party? They would They were
typical college guys. Okay. But They wanna chase
girls, party, hang out. But they were athletes
too. They were athletes too. So, you know,
it was that kind of mixed environment. So
what was the number one priority on on
their minds, usually, the friends you were hanging
out with? I mean, most of them is
just getting their degree and using their athletes',
you know, athletic skills
to pay for their schooling and everything, and
they just wanted to have their careers.
But, what else?
Hooking up with girls and I mean, that
was happening is, believe it or not, in
that house. But that but that's the that's,
that's probably the okay. School and then party,
hook up, drink, this, that, and that's what
these guys wanna do. Right? That's what they
wanna do. Okay. So you can see now
paint people paint the picture. That's the kind
of friends you're gonna view with. That that's
what's gonna Yeah. And then they would encourage
me, like they would look at me sometimes
strange. Like, why don't you have a girl?
Why don't you have this? Like Yeah. You
know, why aren't you doing stuff like this?
Like, you know
and I understood. I was like, I don't
wanna do that stuff. First of all, it's
because it's fashah, which is in Arabic, like
dirty Yeah. Filthy. I didn't wanna do those
things. I was more career focused. Yeah. I
understood. I'm just using this as a means
to stay
stay here, you know, bunk and eat and
slumber, so on and so forth. Yeah. But
I got other clients. So they were already
there?
They were. Okay. I see. Yeah. Okay. So
then now what happens? Now we mentioned some
names. We mentioned Kanye West.
We mentioned the Kardashians.
Mhmm. And
this is something that the whole culture is
built around
some of these people, especially the Kardashians, Kim
Kardashian and the like. Yeah. They've got reality
shows, and women are, like, tuned in, and
others, and naturally, you're gonna mimic the people
that you constantly admire and watch. So, unfortunately,
a lot of, Muslims also, it's a shame.
And even Christians
and God fearing,
Muslims are I'm I'm sorry. I mean, even
Christians and others who would say they're God
fearing and and they might be another religion
are glued to the screen watching these people
and,
what were you saying? What what kind of
what kind of environment? Or how did you
get to a point where you're actually hanging
around with people like this?
It started with modeling because when I was
modeling, a lot of models, what they do
is
we're not allowed to have full time jobs,
really, because we have to be available for
castings and auditions. Right? Yeah. So,
typically, they'll do bar back work, bartending, serving,
event staff, brand ambassador work. So
it it it creates a leniency of, like,
you picking jobs
and they understand that you're trying to make
it in showbiz, these employers.
So they're very flexible with you. So these
jobs, you would work
pretty much red carpets,
event, pretty much anything for
weddings,
family gatherings,
fun fun times, whatever they describe it as.
Yes. Because we wouldn't know about the event
until
pretty much we were there. And we wouldn't
know who would come. Right?
And just like any showbiz people, when they
make it to that stardom,
they just use their wealth and enjoy it,
so on and so forth. Right? So I
would work these places
and
I had this very good
staff productions team that I would work for,
and he always put me on high profile
jobs because he knew that I was professional.
I was very confidential about what I would
do, and I would just go in and
get the job done. Mhmm. So they had
me pretty much standing around or serving
or bussing
these type of jobs.
At some point, I climbed the ranks, and
they started hiring me for, like, very high
profile jobs where I got to work at
Magic Johnson's house for, like, the Hillary Clinton
campaign.
So I got to see all those in
the Magic Johnson, the basketball player? Yeah. Yeah.
I was there for an event at one
time.
I did events for pretty much Kanye where
they had me
in their house, in their private house that's
not on TV, you know, somewhere in Hidden
Hills.
They also had me work with So if
Kanye saw you right now, I'd be like,
oh, I remember this guy. Probably won't. Probably
won't. But, I mean Why? Because he had
a lot of just a lot of staff.
A lot of people. Okay. So he had
a lot of people coming in and out.
And really, truthfully,
sometimes a job, it feels like it's degrading
to you because
what are you really there for? You're just
just a body, like a vessel. I see.
You know, you're just they don't look at
you as anything or
thank you or anything like that. It's just
very it's degrading and a lot of things
in like in the modeling industry,
Like, agents don't want you to be known
or have your picture taken in these type
of events because it ruins your image quote
unquote.
Right? So but we had to make ends
meet. So it's just kinda like, what do
you do? What like, what can you do?
I can't have a full time job. I
can't do this. But Did you feel this,
the separation between
the
what you would call some of these elites
and then who they had working for them?
Was there this equal
respect and whatnot? Or they were like you
felt like they felt lesser? They were you
were below them? 100% lesser. Yeah? Yeah. 100%.
Depending on the client you had, for sure.
If it was someone high profile,
they don't really care. Yeah. They don't really
care about you. They just bring me my
my plate. Bring me this. Bring me that.
Make sure this is kosher. Make sure this
is whatever special accommodation they needed. Mhmm.
Or can you go over there? Or can
you do this?
You have some that'll thank you, but it's
not really
they don't know who you are. They won't
know your name, your first name, nothing. You're
just a body there. Yeah. I see.
Yeah. So
it kinda gets to your head Uh-huh. And
personally, like, being working there Yeah. You just
feel degraded. Like, you can't talk to these
people. They're like these special people that you
are just insignificant.
Yeah. That's how it feels like. That's I'm
telling you how I felt like that for
sure. Because it's like
we have to be around these people and
then inside, you're also, like,
internally, like, please notice me.
At least, like, you know, help me. Or,
you know, maybe they'll be like, you have
a great attitude or you have this. Maybe
I can help you with get connected.
I can see where someone young,
someone who's naive,
and
it could be a woman, man, young man,
young woman, and they go into this environment
and they're like you. They're just they're trying
to,
they think, okay. This can be a means,
for me to make some money and
maybe I could do some good here or
something, whatnot, and then you're in this environment,
and now someone like that
who's looking at you like,
you know, you're pretty much a slave there.
You do what I say, etcetera. And then,
but then when they finally give you some
attention,
they can ask you to do some things,
and now it's like make it or break
it. And I can see where they can
take you down a path that you normally
wouldn't go, but Yeah. Yeah.
It's set up, environment set up like that
because they're kinda pulling the shots to strings.
Definitely. And they can make or break your
career
that you worked so hard for. You've gotten
there finally and you're mixing with people who
people only see on TV and they're right
across from you. Now this person takes the
girl, the young lady, says come with me,
Kobe or whoever, and they've, you know, some
of these stars, they take a young lady,
and they say, come over here. I'm gonna
make you a star. Do this, that, and
for me and whatnot. Mhmm. I'll introduce you
to, Steven over there. Spoo. I'll get you
in the film. Yeah. Did you see stuff
like this, sir? Yes. Definitely. Yeah? There was
times,
you would see it with some of the
other male models. Like, you know, they'll be,
you know, if the guest is there, someone
that they know, they'll end up sleeping with
the person or whatever, you know.
And
there was times, like, also in the, like,
in the nightlife scene.
You'd have these big directors there. You know,
they're all in their little private tables
and then you're around these people.
You know, like, here, let me introduce you
to this or or a girl brings you
in to that group,
so on and so forth. Because Hollywood is
all about networking. It's about who you know.
Yeah.
And that's why people are very active in
the nightlife scene and in those type of
events and jobs because it's it's a good
way to exchange contact information
and, you know, hey. I I can help
you here. You know, let's get you set
up here or so on and so forth.
So that's why we did a lot of
those event jobs because we had that hope
of there'll be that one person that's gonna
come up to me like, I like your
look or I I like the way you
are. You're very nice person. Like, you should
come work for me or something. And then
it it just gets close you get close
to them and then they realize, oh, you're
trying to make it in this industry. Maybe
you should go take some classes here. Or
Or let's see your resume. What what do
we need to work on? Or if it's
modeling, let me get you connected with the
right agents.
But,
it
at the end,
you were actually given the,
the hard facts that it's not about that.
There's a distinction between
someone who, let's say, an athlete
and then somebody who's in entertainment and
situations
are these circumstances are not the same. So
someone was telling you the hard facts that
you're gonna have to we control. How was
that how did that play out?
There was this royal official I met one
day Yeah. And I remember I got called
to go up in his mansion, and I
had no idea who he was. Yeah.
And
the agent I had, he was setting me
up to meet him because, of course, someone
like that who's a royal official has the
power and strings,
quote unquote,
to help you Yeah. In any sector. So
when I met this person,
it was very interesting. First of all, I
know better not to go somewhere without notice,
but I trusted my agent so much that
I honestly thought he would help me. Right?
When I'm there, I meet that individual, and
the individual is like, oh, come here, brother.
Like like, let's talk. Like, let's I'd love
to meet you. It's amazing. Let's go out
for lunch. Takes me out into lunch in
the fancy car, Rolls Royce. Mhmm.
And when he takes me to lunch, you
know, he pays for my meal, which is
like a $90 plate for a hamburger. Mhmm.
You know? All these things.
And I do some photoshoots,
you know, with the individual,
with the agent as well. Right? He's taking
my photos. Because as a model, you wanna
always update your book and catalog.
So that way,
other consumers and clients, when they see you,
you're a marketable product for their business. Like,
oh, you can wear our clothes. Like, you'll
look great in George Armani. You got that
George Armani look or Versace or whatever it
may be. Right?
So I took some photos and it was,
like, for American Eagle looking type of stuff
for my book that they wanted me to
have in my book to because I had
a commercial look. So I I steered towards
more commercial runway and high fashion modeling because
of my height and I was slender in
build and so on and so forth.
So this royal official,
he would explain to me about, like, the
things that he would do,
for example, like,
* stuff and all types of other,
things that are against,
of course, the religion and morality. Any sane
human being, you know, from a moral perspective.
Right? So it was just very confusing to
me how he'd be mentioning these things to
me. And
then one day, like, pretty much when we
got back later, we had this conversation
and it it shifted
very, very quickly. Like, it was it just
turned dark
to a point where I was just kinda
like, alright.
This is uncomfortable now.
He asked me the question,
do you know what it takes to be
in this industry? Yeah.
Do you know what you have to do?
I said, hard work and talent.
Isn't that isn't that the case? I mean,
all these people that are on TV and
the stars, this is hard work and talent.
This is years of perfecting their craft. So
on. He's like, no. It's not just about
that.
He's like, it is we who put you
on the limelight.
You're a nobody.
We pulled the strings to make it happen
for you. But what do we get out
of that
besides making money?
It's all about power, control.
Mhmm.
He said, you are nothing. When you're in
entertainment, you're not known. You're not in the
limelight. Athletes on the other hand, their talent
is shown. You can't hide that. If they're
pretty much
talented whether it be in basketball, soccer, hockey
or whatever it may be, that's shown. But
you as an entertainment individual, your acting chops
or
music, your you know, anything what it may
be,
unknown.
Until you meet the right person, they produce
whatever they have to produce, whether it be
a song
or they put you on the movie,
then you are somebody.
So he said in order to do this,
you gotta you gotta do stuff for us.
And he told me that very coldly and
I didn't wanna accept that fact.
I didn't wanna accept it. I said, no.
I don't believe that. I'm sure there's someone
out there in the industry
that can help me
in the right means
just from my hard work and talent. But
then I asked myself really, what is hard
work and talent in that industry
where you have to
be a persona on TV that you're really
not?
You gotta fake it.
You gotta do things that are out of
context of character
that may not be aligned with your values
or or morality, that's out of the window
because you're an actor.
You just you're acting as an instrument,
and you gotta use it as an instrument.
So now it's
the compromise.
Yeah. If you wanna it's the deal with
the devil. Yep. Just like everybody in the
west says it, the deal with the devil.
Do you think majority
of the famous a star actors had to,
at some point,
make a deal with the devil? I would
say
boldly,
and this is boldly for because you're someone
now who had an inside look. You were
in the Hollywood Hills. You're around some of
the elites. You got to see a lot
of different things up there. Yep. I don't
believe someone who fears god
would be in an industry like this.
From the disgustingness,
the immorality,
the push on secularism,
occultism.
It's really a demonic industry.
I don't believe someone who fears god can
be in an industry
such as that.
It's not possible
Even despite
the scriptures that you follow,
there are things that are forbidden for you
to do, and can't be in an industry
like this where they're calling you to do
forbidden things. You must do it.
You must if you wanna be a quote,
unquote great actor.
Sometimes you see, like, Denzel Washington and others
who
are Christian,
and they'll try to, talk about you had
Mel Gibson also. He's a practicing
Catholic, I think.
How how and they're speaking up against it.
I know Mel Gibson, he had they went
after him, I think. Mhmm. He's done some
stuff. But what do you what do you
think when you see people like Denzel Washington
and others
who tried to mention, like, God? He was
in the industry. Like, no one would see
him. He would not be in events. He's
a hardworking guy and I
looked at him as a God fearing person.
Yeah.
But it dawned upon me, when you look
at these movies and you watch these things,
it's like
if you fear God, how can you be
doing things that go against it? Whether it's
showing pretty much
sexual things on TV,
the hookup culture,
so on and so forth. It's it's
contrary to fearing God. Mhmm.
You know? It's it's it baffled me. It's
like it's you can't put that label that
you've truly fear God. Mhmm. It's not possible.
You're doing the opposite of it.
You mentioned we also see, Kanye West. You
see him, and he's making songs about Jesus.
What was that song he had,
about Jesus? I forgot what it was.
Sing a ride with Jesus. Whatever the case.
But, anyways, you actually got to to see
some things deeper. He was actually trying to
make a church of his own? Yeah. So
What was it called? The Kanye church? I
have no idea what the official name was
before it, but I think it was out
on the news in Wisconsin or something Yeah.
Back then. But I remember,
one morning, I got called to work at,
like, 5 AM. Yeah.
And when I worked at 5 AM, they
wanted
the of nowhere in
the
hills. So I get up there and there's
just rocks, like big boulders like Yeah. The
size of your desk. Mhmm.
And they were just
with big speakers. So I said, okay. Maybe
this is a little
shindig or anything like that. I don't know.
Ceremony.
But when I got there, it was interesting
because they made us wear these very, like,
raggedy,
quote unquote, clothes.
Like, they would just look like they were
just shawls. Like, just
rags, honestly. Yeah. And they made made certain
men wear certain colors and made women wear
certain stuff. Like, for example, long hair extensions
all the way to the floor.
And they have to wear those certain clothes
as well.
So there was a theme going on with
it.
And so I'm like asking myself, what is
it? What's going on here? What is this
really?
And then
only a few guests were allowed to come.
And it was high profile people, like, in
the industry, like Katy Perry, so on and
so forth.
And I remember being there, and mister Kanye
wanted me to pick up the the big
boulder. It's, like, maybe a £1,000.
Did Kanye West he told you himself, or
he had someone else tell you? All of
us. All of us that were there. The
event people. Oh, the so Kanye is telling
you and he's telling you himself. Moved a
certain inch degree. You're getting direct orders from
Kanye himself. Yeah. Okay.
So we're looking at each other like,
is this guy okay? Like, he's making he
wants us to move a £1,000. It's like
it's not Yeah. Seemingly possible for us to
get, like, a bulldozer or something. Yeah. Just
to move it an inch an inch. I
don't understand the logic in that. But anyway,
so he asked us to move that,
and we did it obviously.
And then when the event starts,
he's blaring loud music, and it's interesting because
he starts,
singing about Jesus Christ, peace be upon him.
So Kanye is singing about Jesus now. Yeah.
But he's mixing it with his album.
Is that the song that he made about
Jesus? I wish I knew. I don't really
know. But to me, this is blasphemy. Yeah.
You're you're defamating
a noble prophet
Yeah. In the religion of Islam.
You knew that much now. I knew because
I was I knew better than to make
fun of any prophet. Yeah. You know? That's
when I started to have basic fundamentals of
Islam. Like, all the messages came with one
message Yeah. You know, which is pretty much
worship Allah, God alone, and don't associate any
partners with him. Mhmm. And it's interesting because
it's also in the Bible. It says thou
shall not worship idols and statues. Yes. So
when I was looking at Kanye and the
whole situation there, this is like paganism at
its finest.
Because
it's like
to me, it looked like he was trying
to be a prophet or something.
Kanye West. Yeah. Like he was Trying to
be a prophet. May God forbid, like, forbid,
but this is
it was just interesting because he's inventing his
own religion. As we know in the religion
of Islam
and worldwide in his historical facts, the prophet
Muhammad, peace be upon him, is the seal
of all prophets. Yeah. There's no one to
come after. The messages are done.
Besides Jesus, peace be upon him, is returning,
which he will uphold the laws of Islam
and so on and so forth.
And then,
so this, event, this was,
during the day, and it started
early hours. Early hours? 5, 6 AM. So
how long did this last? It was like
an hour. It's just kinda like your typical
church sermon, but he did it in his
own way, and he was the Oh, so,
like, you go to church on Sundays? Now
you go to Kanye's church on Sunday. Yeah.
Even though And he's like
the person giving the sermon, pastor, and prophet.
Yeah. Basically. And it's
like,
I don't I don't understand. And how are
you mixing your own
human words
that are faulty
and you're missing it. Was there a lot
of people there? There was a good amount
of people. Yeah.
Whether it be the friends of those celebrities,
I don't know. Yeah. I know there was
a lot of celebrities there that were high
profile. Yeah. Like, Justin Bieber was supposed to
be there. He wasn't there. Yeah. Katy Perry
was.
I wasn't too brushed up on Have you
ever met Justin Bieber at another event? Or
I've only seen him, unfortunately,
at nightlife. When I used to go clubbing,
I've only seen him there. Yeah. But I
never knew him on a personal skill. Yeah.
So
Wow. The thing to me
that dawned upon me was that event,
it just
I was like, how can these people, like,
make fun of
like, indirectly, it's making fun of the religion,
really. Mhmm. Because how is this
calling upon righteousness?
How is this
being a good human being and worshiping the
creator and creator alone?
This is opposite of it. I mentioned when
I opened up, the program
some other things to it that I wanna
get into, and I wanna get you it
reminded me of, when you mentioned Blackmagic
Mhmm. And some of the other things that
you were seeing. I wanna I did something
not too long ago,
and it mentioned Justin Bieber, Drake, and many
of these symbols and whatnot, and it had
to revolve around music and industry. And so
I wanna have you watch something,
and let me know if this sets off
any kind of
events that you can remember, anything that goes
with this, and your reaction to it. Videos
and concerts.
If you have not, then you're not alone.
Most of the people fail to see a
deeper connection between these artists and the satanic
occult groups.
One cannot but ask himself these questions.
What are these symbols that reoccur everywhere in
the entertainment business?
Why are these symbols used by artists over
and over again? Where do these symbols come
from? What is the meaning behind these symbols?
If you don't have an answer to these
questions, then you have no right to dismiss
this case.
If you analyze Satanism, you will come to
the conclusion that it's very prevalent in the
music
Satanism
or black magic is based on the worship
of Satan and neglecting the worship of God.
Satanism reached its peak in Egypt at the
time of the pharaohs.
This is why a lot of the symbolism
can be traced back to this civilization.
You will see a lot of egyptian symbolism
in the music industry.
Here's an example of the owl that the
egyptians used.
Does it look familiar
to
you? Yes. This same owl is used by
the rap artist Drake.
Drake can also be seen doing the 6
six 6 hand gesture.
Each finger represents the number 6 making it
the sign of the devil with one eye.
Here's the same owl on a satanic ceremony.
Have you ever heard of Alastair Crowley? Yeah.
He's the one that made the
the,
satanic church. He's like the leader of it.
Right? You've heard of it. Yeah. He's I've
heard of him. This is Aleister Crowley dressed
as an Egyptian pharaoh.
He is considered as the most notorious satanic
magician of the 20th
century. He identifies himself as the prophet entrusted
with guiding humanity into the age of Horus
in the early 20th century.
Horus is yet again an Egyptian god. This
is what many of these, artists they go
back to. A lot of his teachings that
opens up a whole different world of dealing
with black magic, the jinn,
and that whole doest thou will
slogan with Jay z.
Here you see rap artist Jay z wearing
a quote do what thou wilt which comes
from the philosophy of dilemma which was developed
by Lester Crowley.
This religion includes a number of deities primarily
adapted from ancient Egypt.
I think too. She says Yeah. When she
performs,
like like, she has Sasha or somebody come.
Yeah. You know? They're expecting
Sasha.
No. She can she can do things that
I cannot do when I'm in rehearsal. I
mean, I can try but then it just
doesn't happen. I can sing notes
and sing strong and
do all these things that
when I'm just by myself, I can't do.
And I remember right before I performed,
I raised my hands up,
and it was kind of the first time
I I
felt something else
come into me,
and
I knew
that was gonna be my coming out night.
So what what do you think when when
you see this, with these symbols and being
around these, entertainers and these, elites and whatnot?
So, Pilate, when I saw that, it's exactly
I was gonna tell you, it's like there's
a lot of Egyptology
in it.
And the symbolism is real, especially in music
videos.
It's everywhere. It's all it's not all coincidence,
mere coincidence. The checkerboard, you know, the the
the one eye pyramid. Mhmm. All these things
you see, you see that symbolism being placed
purposefully. That's not by chance or coincidence.
Mhmm. You know? So
it's
relating back to the days of Babylonia and
magic, you know? Mhmm.
And over there,
that symbology
immediately it reminded me of the music videos
I've seen, whether it be the clothes. And,
really, today, when you look at celebs, it's
idol worship.
People look at these people, and they start
crying. They start
feeling like they're they're someone that's gonna help
them. They're
all these things. It's crazy to me. This
is a very important point. I want people
to, because you might be
unintentionally
or indirectly or somehow just
doing it. I don't you're
worshiping
these people
and your actions are showing it. Yeah. You're
more concerned about,
fitting in and imitating someone like some of
these people we mentioned
rather than your creator.
Yeah. By their by their demeanor, by their
clothes too. Their clothes, fashion. Music, which is
in a sense,
like essentially, I I would even say boldly.
It's like a scripture
for some people. Mhmm. They'll sing what they
wanna do to females, what they wanna do
to males,
orchestrating how you should behave in society, what
you should treat like this.
Like, this is all human beings are designed
to follow. Like, we're dependent Yeah. Beings.
So it's either you depend on the creator
or you depend on the creation. Yeah. And
obviously, the loss is at the creation.
This
well, this is around this documentary,
this here is primarily more about the music
and the industry and
a their connection with their creator, this this
music
industry,
and Hollywood together. Mhmm. Well,
it devoids
the heart. It really does. Because when you
hear the words like, anyone listening to this
right now, go back home if you know,
whether you're a non Muslim or Muslim and
you're still falling into music,
have you sat down and read the actual
lyrics of the music?
Mhmm. It calls to
filthy things,
dirty name talking,
what someone did or if they're gonna kill
someone or you know what drugs I'm taking
in in
this is the stuff we listen to
for enjoyment.
Unfortunately,
today, this is what people listen to.
It's a message,
essentially. And whether or not music takes that
effect to you
where you start acting like that, you behave
like that. It's kind of, like, in a
sense programming
you.
Mhmm. And, really, that's
what why I despise music a lot. And
interestingly enough, you brought a good point. I
remember seeing individuals who create music.
They were always under some substance,
Whether it be alcohol,
whether it be marijuana,
whether it be ecstasy,
whether it be any other drug,
they needed that to get loose to get
in their creative artistry mind. Mhmm.
Like, that tells you enough if the words
that they're spewing and writing and and singing
about these things and creating these things. Yeah.
It started off from something that wasn't good,
and it will never be good.
It's truly just hearsay,
folk. I wanna get into, this next clip
and because there's a term you mentioned
that's mentioned here
and see if this,
brings back any memories.
It is not uncommon for Satanists to develop
multiple personalities
because their bodies get possessed by these demons
and help them perform.
Channeling the act or practice of serving as
a medium
through which a spirit
purportedly communicates with living persons. That's the definition
of channeling.
A lot of these actors believe in channeling,
so
they actually invoke spirits.
I think why you're my role model has
to do with the way you relate
to vanity.
We're lying in bed,
and we're rehearsing the astronaut
Garrett Breedlove's seat. And then we launched into
the first take,
and 2 voices came out of you. Do
you remember this?
Two voices and they were they were simultaneous
words, but they were two levels of sound.
Cheryl, I'm I'm many different people.
I said, no, Jack.
You're channeling.
Two tone
coming out. Two voices at the same time.
That's clear. He they go they do what's
called method acting where they invoke
Crowley said the quickest way to invoke a
spirit is through acting.
So they do a method technique and they
stay in character for the entire film. Jack
Nicholson, in some films, scared people because he
would play psychopaths.
And he would stay in character even when
the filming wasn't being filmed.
And it was like he was possessed
because that's what they do.
Heath Ledger, who played the Joker
and and and that had previously been played
by Jack Nicholson. When he killed, they asked
they told Jack Nicholson and and asked him
what he thought. He said, I warned him
about that role.
That's what he had to say.
Channeling. You had another name for it. The
Sig
the Stanfer
Meyer technique? Sanford Meyer. Sanford Meyer technique? Yeah.
So a lot of the actors, they'll
they had techniques
that it would either be the
as we know, method acting is, like, living
the actual role. Like, so for example, I'll
go out. If I'm doing a homeless role,
I will live like a homeless person. Mhmm.
I will eat like a homeless person. I
will embody that character completely Yeah. As if
I really am that homeless person.
And that pretty much destroys your
sanity in terms of your personal character because
now you're trying to
be something you're not.
Right? Then there's the Sanford Meissner technique, which
is the technique I studied, which is living
acting as living truthfully under the imaginary circumstances.
So channeling, that came about later in the
second portion of that technique. Because
you are required to have a real circumstance.
Right? Where, for example, I love my cat
and you have to think of something that
is a a dire situation and there's a
press of time and urgency, which
urges you to pretty much emotionally react.
And you'd have to come up with an
imaginary
circumstance. So for example, in this case, it'd
be a script. Mhmm. It'd be a script
because you have to embody that character, be
that person. So you incorporate something real with
something that's fake.
And I remember I have to go in
the back,
and it'd be a dark room,
and you just sit there. And you just
simmer
in your emotions to let it trigger you,
like, really affect you. Believing what's going to
happen to you is really gonna happen to
you.
And so, Papanila, in a sense, it made
me realize
that
I would do things I couldn't like, I
was aware of it, but there was things,
like, I just emotionally was like, how did
this come out of me? How did this?
So channeling,
I'm a 100% that that's
a big art that's required in acting for
sure. Mhmm.
Some of these people I mean,
when they do big performances like this,
people look at it. It's like, how are
you able to do that?
You know?
And I 100%
has to be the jinn. There's no way
about it. Like, it's So you would substantiate
that there's some they're opening up a door,
a rule
a door now to the unseen and this
connection with the unseen world of the djinn?
Yes. A 100%. I mean, it's like Beyonce
said, she has her character Sasha.
I feel like something entered her and and
just does her performance. Yeah. You know? And
which brings me to a good point now
that I think about it. Why do people
in the entertainment industry, they don't use their
real names. They always have, like, a alias
name or something else. Yeah. Right?
You're being something you're not. And
these people channeling the jins,
they answered their call
to help them perform Mhmm. In exchange for
whatever they have to do. Yeah.
Another thing,
that you were sharing with me
is the the elites who are on top
of things,
who would normally, you think they subscribe to
some religion,
but they're void of religion,
but they're the people who
would be running running the program, some of
these,
elites.
Mhmm. And,
why did you feel that that
this was this was
pretty much
this certain group of people that were in
charge
of
the movies,
the industry.
What made you come to that conclusion?
Well, when I would work these high profile
events, it struck dawn upon me a pattern
that a lot of them were pro Zionism.
A lot
of them. Mhmm. And I would even boldly
say maybe all of them Mhmm. Considering that
they run that industry. Yeah.
They would send funds
to the, you know, illegally occupied
Palestine. Yeah. You know?
And they were always so pro
their homeland
and ethnicity
that it just
I was like, why? Like but then it
dawned upon me as well that Hollywood
started from from the Zionists.
And if you look around the world, Hollywood
is the central broadcast center of the world.
Everybody wants to follow the stars. Follow,
you know, the dreams, the land of hope,
and so on and so forth.
So when I work for these people,
you could feel a strong presence of
we care only for our people
and
we're in charge. Were these people who are,
would you say, following the example of Moses?
No. Religious people?
No. No? No. Considering,
the if they were following Moses, peace be
upon him, and all the other prophets
according to their scripture,
why are they producing movies that are
immorality
Mhmm. At its finest? It wouldn't make sense,
a god fearing person, to put immorality and
broadcast it, calling to evil.
So these people, either they hide under the
guise of the religion,
you know, using their religion to their means
Yeah.
Or their wolves in sheep's clothing, basically. Mhmm.
And that's what it is. And
and these people, you know, unfortunately,
they shift society
gradually.
Like, if you look at how men and
women behaved only a 100 years ago,
totally different
Mhmm. Versus today,
you know, with the way the woman used
to dress, where the men used to be.
Hollywood shifts
the society
to follow these, like, you should be like
this. This is the normal. This is the
norm. This is the norm. Don't be strange.
Don't be weird. Be like us. Be like
us.
In Hollywood
doing that there,
like,
it's secularism
at its finest. Is this pretty much a
consensus, like, of people who work in the
industry? They know is this just common knowledge?
Is this known? This is what you observe,
what you see? Is this something that Like,
the whole, like, Weinstein situation, Harvey Weinstein, Weinstein,
you know, all those individuals. This is known.
This is, like, known in the industry.
But people He was another person who was
a follower of the the founder of this
movement, the, Theodore Herzl. He was saying he
was a part of this, clique? Yeah. Yeah.
These people, they operate Was Harvey Weinstein, was
he when you were in this industry back
in the day, was he someone he his
court case and everything, his scandal didn't come
out yet. So was he someone that you
ever saw? Did you ever see him? Or
or you've heard of him? You heard of
him? Hamdulillah. I've heard of him, but I've
never saw him. I'm glad I didn't. Yeah.
But you you heard of him? He was,
like, the top guy? Like, that was the
person to know? Yeah. Yeah. Any director, essentially,
if you get to know a director Yeah.
And you just get the
chance to show your acting or you know,
when you do these auditions, you'll see He
was a director. Yeah. So that's, like, who
you wanna be around. Yeah. The big
the big star. Like, he's the one who
sees the talent, and he'll know. All it
takes is one big,
like, movie or show
or anything like that to really
start your career. So he's the one that
could make it happen? Him and many others.
Many others. And they all operate in the
same Do you think since they got rid
of him, where's he? He's in jail now,
or what's going To be honest, I don't
know because I don't Yeah. I'll be honest.
I don't watch TV anymore. Yeah. I don't
wanna support any of these people.
You're talking to someone
who pretty much for 4 years,
my homework was to watch Netflix and watch
movies because this is the industry I was
gonna be in. So me
watching it indirectly,
I'm supporting these people. I don't wanna be
a part of that. Nice. Beautiful. Beautiful.
So now,
you go and you're
you actually had your your wife also. Yeah.
She was someone who was kind of in
that same industry. Yeah. She was more famous
than I was. Even more famous. Yeah. Yeah.
She had, like, a 1000000 subscribers on So
we're talking about black magic in Hollywood, and
it's something hopefully after people listen to somebody's
stories, anyone, if it's a Muslim, Christian, you
know,
Jew, whoever is out there and has any
kind of moral compass and wants wants to,
says they believe in God or whatnot, this
is, can you clearly say this is an
industry of the devil 100%. Of shaytan? Shaytan,
1,000,000,000 percent. Okay. So
you shouldn't even have any kind of you
were fortunate enough that you were guided out
of it. Yeah. I'm good. But, now we
had more
situations where people making pacts with the devil
selling their soul, and you shared some story
that happened with,
Michael Jackson's grave and the
the, manager of Tyga?
Tyga. Tyga. Tyga. So the manager of Tyga,
and Tyga is, is that a rapper or
He's a rapper. Yeah. Yeah. So his manager
tried to
recruit
My wife, basically, to expand her business. She
really wasn't practicing that at that time. No.
We weren't even married at that time. Yeah.
I didn't know of her. Like, Allah put
us at a perfect time when we both
wanted to change Yeah. And get out of
the industry.
Mhmm. And so what happened was at that
time, she was pursuing for
her business to expand, for her makeup, so
on and so forth.
And and that manager,
before he became the manager of Tyga,
essentially reached out to her because he had
the connects
to basically expand her business. He said, okay.
Come to LA. I would love to meet
you. Let's talk business.
So
my wife at the time flew there, got
flown out, sat down, had pretty much dinner
with him,
and, essentially,
he would just start asking very weird questions.
Okay. He would be asking like, okay.
Man, you know, we really wanna help you.
Like, we really wanna help you. But the
spirits, they're just not
they're telling me, like, we wanna get to
you Mhmm. And help you, but there's just
a wall. There's this barrier, like, we can't
really get to you. And so my wife
was like, what does this have to do
with the business meeting? And she was like,
what does this mean? Like, what are you
talking about spirits? How did this go from
was like, what does this mean? Like, what
are you talking about? Spirits? How did this
go from talking business to now spirits spirituality?
It's like, well, man, you know, this is
how it works. Like, this is how it
works. They help you.
So what happens is my wife's just like,
okay. Uncomfortable about the situation. So I was
just like, okay. Let's just carry on with
the tour, showing them the tour of Hollywood.
So they go to the Hollywood Cemetery, and
apparently, Michael Jackson is buried there. Mhmm. You
know?
Whether I know if that's true or not,
Allahu Alem. God knows best.
And the next thing he asks her is,
like, I would need you
to submit and prostrate to this grave. Just
put your head down out of respect
to Michael Jackson.
She had that because she her background family
is Muslim. Yeah. So she had just like
you had the Jummah implanted by your father,
she had this implanted that we only prostrate
to the creator of Heavens and Earth, God
Almighty Allah. That's it. Yeah.
Say God is 1, the only, the absolute,
the eternal. Yes. Yep. So she had some
basic knowledge and she know this is wrong.
Yeah. So immediately,
she said, I'm not bowing down to anyone
except Allah.
Like, this is a human being. What can
this human be? He's dead alone, and he's
dead in the grave. Yeah. Like, just because
he was a quote unquote star, it doesn't
mean anything. Mhmm. So my wife was like,
no.
So this has gotta be like a human
shaytan. This manager now is Insulation. He's like
a human because you have the shayatin from
Subhanallah. SubhanAllah. We think of this stuff in
the movies or whatnot, real situations that are
happening, and we got this
in the story here. So there's a human
devil
telling her to prostrate to the grave of
Michael Jackson. And promising riches and
Mhmm. Pretty much to blow up
in the world, like expand, famous, your name
will be known, you'll be somebody. Uh-huh. And
my wife was like, no. I don't wanna
do this, but send me the contract. Yeah.
You know, just because it was business. Uh-huh.
Right? So she maybe thought it was an
odd character, weird character. So she goes back
to Buffalo.
Her brother
pretty much he was studying law.
And when she gets the contract, she was
gonna sign it. But the brother said, let
me take a look at this first because
this is a legal document.
So when the brother looks at the legal
document, he goes,
you're crazy if you're gonna sign this.
And my wife's like, what do you mean?
What's wrong with it? My wife didn't have
any legal knowledge. Like, if you look at
this, this means this person owns you. Your
business,
everything that you dictate that you wanna do
in your business, he's in charge of it.
You're crazy if you wanna sign this. So
literally, you're signing your
Soul away. Soul away. That's it. Yeah. Yeah.
So she gets back on the phone and
tells the manager,
we're not doing this contract.
He starts laughing like a maniac laugh. My
wife will never forget it. He was chuckling
and laughing. Laugh. My wife will never forget
it. He was chuckling and laughing
like a evil laugh and he was like,
I'm gonna send spirits your way,
and they will be able to harm you.
And I'm gonna make sure that they hurt
you and your family. My wife was like,
you can't do anything because that wall you're
talking about
is.
And that protects
pretty much from the shaitan from us being
attacked from the shaitan itself. There's a verse
now for from the Quran now? Yeah. As
the prophet said, if you recite this at
night,
Allah appoints to angels
pretty much to protect you for the whole
night until the morning. Mhmm. So this is
something that the Muslims recite to protect us
from the the unseen Mhmm. And the and
the and the traps and deceptions and the
target from the shaitan. And we're encouraged to
recite it after every Fard prayer, after every
prayer 5 times a day to recite it,
and,
this is something that, just being reminded of
this now, the story, where he encourages people
to,
to recite the hytteh krissy and You must
have. Yes.
For sure. Morning, night, and after every salah.
Yes.
So then okay. So then what happens next?
So then next, the guy tries to send
the curse to her father,
and her father was like, yeah. You should
go to LA. You should go sign with
him. And my and my wife that was
not a medical call. My wife's father.
Her father? Yes. So he's Because, again, he
Noah's car wasn't practicing. Yeah. And he was
saying things that he wouldn't say. Yeah.
You know? He would be like, if you
should go, go
sign. Do it. So this is the father
now? Yeah. But my wife's like The bro
but the but the brother was like, no
way. No way. Isn't that no way So
the father's not practicing now? No. And now
he's starting to practice. Yeah. At the time,
he wasn't. So he's Jahil and Yeah. Giving
Jahil advice and Yeah. Almost, sold off his
daughter to Shaitan. Basically, but in a sense,
it was abnormal, as my wife put it.
It's abnormal. He never says this before because
he's very protective. Yes. Oh, I see what
you're saying. It was just abnormal, and it
could be because of the shaytan, the whisper
as we all have whispers from the devil.
Yeah. You know, maybe you should do it.
Maybe this will be good for you. Maybe
this and that. Yeah. So it could be
that Allah knows best. Mhmm. But my wife
ultimately did not sign. Yeah.
And that's when she got the wake up
call to
she got called to do, like, Lamborghini,
to be on a yacht,
basically
to do things where you're with these models,
and it's just a bunch of guys on
the yacht. And my wife never did any
of those things.
She just knew better to not be around
this type of stuff, and,
ultimately, she just abandoned the industry
when she met me because we both were
on that same trajectory. Like, we wanna get
away from this. We don't want fame. We
don't want clout. We're looking for peace.
Where can we find this peace? Because it's
not in money.
It's not in property.
Where can we find it? What's my true
existence like, purpose for my existence? Now we
get the purpose of life. Yes. Now we
get to that crucial question
that the celebrities, they got all the money.
The Kanyes, the Kim Kardashian, they have all
the money. They got the fame.
Do you see them as happy people with
peace in their hearts and their lives, contentment?
No. I'll tell you why. Because when I
worked these events as well,
it was sad. Like, some of these mega,
like, rich, 1,000,000 billionaires,
they can't even have a single family dinner
together.
Their mom and dad is gone for months
on months, and it's the nanny taking care
of them.
And sometimes, even some where I've seen, Aul
Abu Lad, the mom is doing drugs with
her daughter, and they're doing
stuff together, pretty much
illegal substances.
And this is their entertainment. They can't even
sit down. Family members, instead of having dinner,
they're having drugs together? Yeah. Wow. Stuff like
that, like shrooms. Mhmm. You know, having these
parties, and they're just there.
And that's all it is. And I'm looking
at this. I'm like, oh my god. You
guys a lot like, like, in my head,
I'm like, Allahu Akbar, you guys
have mansions. You guys have the fancy cars.
You have you live on the side of
PCH on Malibu. You live on the cliffs.
Like, you have such a amazing view, a
beautiful house.
But inside,
totally destroyed. No family connections It's rotten. Rotting.
And I look at this and I'm like,
is this what I want in my life?
Is that what's gonna make me happy?
They can't even have a simple dinner. They
can't talk about anything funny.
Dad's not there. Mom's not there.
There's always trips,
3rd person party taking care of them, a
nanny.
It just I was like, I don't wanna
be like these people. If that's what that's
gonna do to me, the money, the fame,
and all this, I don't want any of
it.
Was there a lot of arrogance around people
like this? Yes.
Pompous
looking at you like you're nothing.
You're nobody,
really.
Look at what I have. Look at what
you don't have. Mhmm.
You're irrelevant.
Mhmm. It's this
kind of attitude.
Yeah. And I
know people of righteousness don't act this way.
As we know,
like, even having a mustard seed, as the
prophet said,
even having a mustard seed of kibr,
arrogance,
you will not be admitted to paradise.
What finally did it for you? So you
you got to experience all this. So you
got to spear experience the other side, the
side that, unfortunately, many people are striving,
as your professor said, you know, and others,
the American dream. And they think it's up
in the Hollywood Hills,
around these a star, b star, c star
actors, and musicians and whatnot. You got to
experience all that. You saw
that this wasn't something that you really
wanted to be a part of. You saw
the misery that came with it even though
they had the best views,
best houses,
everything that someone money can buy, but still
that void Yeah. It wasn't filled. They were
miserable.
And what did it for you that finally
you're here and you'd never go back?
There was a lot of things that contributed
to it, but most importantly, it was going
to bed at night was just the emptiness
in my heart.
Like, okay.
I believe in myself. I'll make it. I'll
be in myself. I'll have this. But what
what what comes after that? What really I
don't I don't
where's the peace? Where's the happiness? And then
seeing all this filthiness
and I always wanna be a positive role
model
in life. If I'm in this industry, how
can I be that positive role model
if I'm just
quote unquote a superhero,
the boy next door,
whatever role it may be? How is that
being a contribution to society?
It's the opposite. You're contributing to degrading the
society. Yes. And you're calling upon things that
are forbidden, that are evil, that are disgusting,
all for the
sheer purposes of the art of entertainment.
Mhmm. There's nothing entertaining about that. You know?
There's no
companionship and calling to good and forbidding evil.
So what did it for me was
really seeing these people, the darkness in their
face. The the the I could see Opposite
of Nour. You know, we had that light.
When you see people, you can literally see
light coming out of their face. These darkness.
Darkness. Just looking in their eyes and just
seeing whether it be tiredness
or just I could see that you're you're
not really happy. Like, it's not So that
that that's outside of the,
2 hours, whatever amount of time it takes
for makeup and lights and cameras, action, and
then, you know, glitz and everything, editing and
all that other stuff. This is like you're
gonna see
now behind the scenes. Yeah. And not even
that. Look at look at just they can't
even have a proper relationship. They can't even
have privacy or peace. Everyone has to know
what they're doing. Mhmm. How many partners they're
with and so on and so forth. And
how can someone live a peaceful life like
this? Mhmm. You you can't.
You really can't.
And then the evilness of conning people, cheating
people,
and lying on on TV and screens, like,
being someone you're not. Like, it dawned upon
me, like, if I really was an actor,
how can I have a wife?
Go on
TV, touch another woman, kiss, and do
the x, y, and z on TV,
come back home, honey, I still love you.
How is that possible? It's not it's crazy.
No.
It's the opposite.
It's you know, women have jealousy,
like, a good jealousy, a hira. But, like,
I couldn't
fathom coming home, and
my children are watching this on TV. My
family is back at home and watching this.
My friends, everything.
It's not noble. Yeah.
So,
for those that are out there that, you
might even get some, some
Hollywood actors watching us right now and they're
depressed. They're like, man, either they can make
it or not make it and they're just
miserable. It's kind of like, what what advice
would you give them to
to,
to get to where you're at? You know,
because instead of investigating all the different religions
and everything that's out there and all the
paganism that they were part of at the
Kanye West Church and that this way of
life that you're upon now, this,
Islam submission to the creator, not the creation,
what advice would you have them to take
a deep look into it, to read the
Quran, and to to get where you're at
where you finally have that peace and contentment?
Just like Jesus, peace be upon him, and
every other prophet,
you know,
Ask the creator, Allah Almighty,
to
pretty much
guide you and help you in life. Like,
what am I really here for? Mhmm.
Did you think we created you just uselessly?
Like,
as a human being, you have a purpose.
Ask yourself, what are you really meant to
do here? Why were you created?
Like, why do you have the parents that
you have? Why do you live the life
that you live? You're here for a short
amount of time. We all know life is
short.
So for me, I would say
start by asking the one who made you,
and I'm not talking about your parents or
your lineage. I'm asking
the soul that you have
that Allah gave us and that we're here
for a short amount of time. Ask your
creator.
Help me and guide me
because that's what I did. I cried. I
asked for the peace and contentness in my
heart.
That's all I wanted, and money can never
buy that.
Whether it be how many women you have,
none none of these materialistic
and
and and, you know, pretty
much
American dream and whatever other dreams you have
Mhmm. That will never satisfy and fulfill you.
Human being I mean, as you look at
the animals, they have purpose. Trees have purpose.
Everything has a purpose.
It would be logical and rational to say
the human being has a a purpose as
well.
So I would start by, first of all,
asking yourself, are your friends really your friends?
Are they calling you to what's good
and protecting you from what's evil? Will they
really be there for you?
And then your works that you're doing, how
are you contributing to society?
Does it make you a better person, or
does it make you
a worse person?
And it all starts by asking
the one who created us
the rule like, it's the blueprint of life.
The Quran is really the blueprint of a
human being's life. Mhmm. Ask your creator to
help you
and call upon what's right, forbid what's evil.
Start by that. And then you once you
figure out that truth,
call upon that truth. And not only just
that,
say something
because people in Hollywood don't say something. They
wanna be a part of it because, oh,
it's gonna affect my money. It's gonna be
this. You know, I wanna be known and
this
it's this neediness of, like, it's okay. I
will just
just ignore that and worry about myself.
And it's not just about that, really. And
you gotta honestly
ask yourself,
am I doing the right thing? Am I
being a good human being?
Entertainment is not it,
period.
That door, no one will convince me or
anyone, period, will convince me
entertainment is in some way, shape, or form
good for you.
Not Hollywood. No. It's run by evil people,
people who call upon the opposite of good.
They're pretty much the pawns of shaytan,
and shaytan's
ultimate deception
pretty much is to take all the children
of Adam to hellfire with them as he
made that promise to Allah. He said, I
will take every I will command them to
change the creation of Allah. I will command
them to slit the ears of cattle and
so on and so forth,
And that's the ultimate purpose of shaitan.
In Hollywood,
they're the puppeteers of that. They are the
puppeteers of that. I like this ayah, this
verse, from the verbatim word of God almighty
Allah, the Quran, changing the creation of Allah.
We're seeing this, the 100 and some genders
and whatnot, all of this that's happening, and
they are the propadiers. They're the pushers, the
propagators of that Hollywood.
So this is, great great stories you shared.
Hopefully, you can take some benefit from that.
I like the last piece of advice you
gave for the people
is ask your creator, the one that Jesus
prayed to, the one that Moses prayed to,
Abraham, all the prophets called people to pray
to and ask for guidance. There's one hadith,
that
I think is very powerful and goes with
this, that God almighty Allah is saying all
my slaves that I created are misguided. All
of them. Everyone's misguided. You're misguided. We're all
misguided unless I guide you, unless Allah guides
you. So ask me of my guidance. Allah
is saying ask me. Ask me. And that's
what you did. You asked the creator
for guidance. Guide me, guide me, guide me.
He guided you. You're here with us.
Thank you very much for sharing all that
with us.
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