Shadee Elmasry – I make du’a but don’t feel I’m worthy

So the the phrase I am what my servant thinks of me is in your

hope for his generosity. And when you deem yourself to be unworthy,

you're judging yourself.

If you were to deem yourself worthy, you you're judging

yourself would be invalid. Likewise, deeming yourself

unworthy is invalid. Right? Allah says, Let us come full circle,

don't even try to judge yourself. Secondly, Allah grants not because

of your deserving is because he's generous. Thirdly, Allah is

granting anything to you, is not all for you. It could be for

others, right through you. So Oh, Allah give me well, he gave you

wealth, but some of that wealth is not yours. Some of it is the poor

that you're going to give to the businessman that you're going to

buy from the children that are going to inherit from you. Right?

So Allah may give you intending for others. Okay, so for there are

many

beneficiaries to one author. So remove the from the equation, or

if I'm worthy, Allah gives because he's generous, and Allah gives

because what he gives me be distributed to others, we have to

sell it to another pocket.