Safi Khan – Soul Food Imam al Ghazali on true spirituality

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The speakers discuss the importance of trusting oneself and surrounding others to avoid burning out. They stress the need to know oneself and share one's abilities to avoid unnecessary negative consequences. The speakers also emphasize the importance of avoiding unnecessary negative consequences by being aware of one's abilities and giving back to others.

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			Early he was heavy here train.
Welcome back. We didn't have last
		
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			week, right? Yeah, no, we didn't.
Or do we? I'm like losing track of
		
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			time.
		
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			That's crazy.
		
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			been all over the place mats are
		
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			so shallow. We're gonna continue
now with the reading of this
		
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			amazing book. Oh, here we are.
		
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			We're actually towards the end
Subhanallah it's crazy.
		
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			We are approaching I think there's
24 advices and we're finishing
		
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			today than in number 18
		
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			I'm trying to find my notes on it
		
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			anyways
		
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			So, the last few times we met we
talked about a really important
		
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			topic. What was that topic?
		
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			Yeah, good. Very good mentorship.
And what about it?
		
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			Alright, guys, go get some food.
We're done.
		
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			What about mentorship? What about
mentorship? Ah,
		
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			choosing Yeah, okay. Mashallah,
you're on fire three for three.
		
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			Okay, so we talked about? First
and foremost, we talked about why
		
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			it is necessary for a person to
like have a mentor, or a teacher.
		
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			And how going through life without
a mentor is like, you know, is
		
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			like going through life without
any without without sight without
		
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			being able to see
		
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			Subhanallah and,
		
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			you know, the critical nature of
being able to have someone that
		
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			you rely upon to answer your
questions to give you guidance.
		
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			Imam Ghazali, basically is like,
Look, if you don't have someone
		
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			that you can reach out to that you
can cling on to,
		
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			in those moments, then it's going
to be really difficult. And then
		
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			he talked about so first he
established the critical nature of
		
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			it. Then he talked about, you
know, what kind of person should
		
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			you look for. And he mentioned,
like, not everyone that can be
		
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			that can give a good lecture is a
mentor. Not everybody that dresses
		
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			like, you know,
		
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			a Hogwarts student, right can be a
good mentor, like, not everybody
		
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			that has a beard or hijab, or not
everyone that kind of dresses that
		
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			part or their haws sound good, or
their ain sound good, or their
		
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			paws really strong. All of that is
fine. But mentorship and a
		
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			person's ability to teach and
become a teacher of somebody else
		
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			is built upon way more than that,
right? And so what do you look
		
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			for? And he talked about looking
for inward and outward piety.
		
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			A person that is inspirational
when you see how they act, how
		
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			they talk, how they walk, all of
that. And then he mentioned how
		
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			you should be the last session, I
think we talked about what our
		
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			etiquette should be with. Said
teacher, right? So when you see a
		
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			teacher, let's say that, you know,
you have a set of Fatima Sharla
		
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			who will be back next week, by the
way, and everyone has been like,
		
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			Man, why is this guy here?
		
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			She'll be back. Shala. So when I
saw the Fatima like, you know,
		
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			when you interact with her, like,
what's your How should you
		
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			interact with somebody in that
position? Or if you know Safi when
		
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			he teaches like, how should you
interact with somebody like that?
		
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			What are your responsibilities or
shake up the Nasir Mufti Kimani
		
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			people that you look up to? Right
shake Yasser Brijesh homage to
		
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			that meant? How do we talk with
those people? MashAllah Eva, Allah
		
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			is going on solid. Exactly. We
went to Turkey together. So he's
		
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			Turkish, now we're both part
Turkish. Mashallah. So
		
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			that was that section. Now, this
section interesting. It's
		
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			interesting that he includes it in
this portion, but it's pretty
		
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			beautiful.
		
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			He defines three things. He
defines three books more than
		
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			that. He defines a few things, but
it's one of it's kind of like a
		
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			subcategory amount was odd. He's
very famous for that. By the way,
		
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			he'll be like, point number one,
one, a one a one, one a one b like
		
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			that's how he his mind works in
like never ending flow charts and
		
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			lists. So here he starts now and
he says that true spirituality.
		
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			Okay, true spirituality, not fake
spirituality. What's the
		
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			spirituality faith spirituality is
like, you know, detox drinks and
		
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			like steam rooms and manifesting
and vibes. Like that's all fake
		
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			spirituality. Okay. Why is it
fake? I'm not saying it's fake
		
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			because people you know, don't do
it. It's not haram for a person to
		
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			drink like paprika and kombucha or
whatever. Like whatever they want,
		
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			you know, why is it fake? Yeah.
		
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			Very good. And it will
		
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			We're believing it and what's the
problem with it? Believing it,
		
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			something's not a problem. We all
believe in something. But what's
		
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			the problem?
		
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			Yeah, and we believe in something
that can bring us divine help, but
		
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			what's the difference?
		
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			Can Bucha now so ours is anchored
by something? Right? Islam is a
		
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			deen, that is anchored. It's
anchored, anchored by what? The
		
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			Quran, and the life of the prophet
saw. So now, you see when we talk
		
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			about why we believe in what we
believe, we believe in what we
		
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			believe, because we can trace it
all the way back to the Prophet
		
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			SAW Selim, who we believe received
it from Allah, it's very simple is
		
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			very straightforward. When someone
asks, like, Why do or don't you
		
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			believe in something? My question
is, how anchored, is it? Right? Is
		
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			it traceable back to the Messenger
of Allah Azza wa sallam. And if it
		
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			is, then I will obviously take it
and believe in that, right? So
		
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			when something is not
		
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			solid, right, you can't attach
yourself to it. Because you are
		
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			actually, it's not heavy enough to
hold you down. You know what I
		
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			mean? If you tried to anchor a
boat, right, but the anchor you
		
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			used was a balloon, it wouldn't
hold the boat anywhere, the job of
		
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			the anchor is to make sure that
the boat doesn't float away. So we
		
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			have to make sure that whatever we
anchor ourselves to, is heavy
		
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			enough and strong enough to hold
us down. And that's only the
		
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			Quran. And only the life the
Prophet SAW Salem and this Deen of
		
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			Islam. So spirituality is a real
thing, but we have to look for it
		
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			in the right places. Okay,
everybody has a spiritual
		
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			appetite. Every single person in
this room has a desire to come
		
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			closer to Allah, that spirituality
and to be better than
		
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			spirituality. But just like your
appetite can be fulfilled by good
		
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			things, things that are actually
good for you, and things that are
		
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			pointless for you. Spirituality is
the same way. Okay, when you are
		
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			hungry, and you know, are thirsty
when you're really thirsty, right?
		
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			As much as you might enjoy Coke or
Sprite, or like a juice? What do
		
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			you know that you really need? I'm
not trying to call on you. I know
		
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			you're sipping on your boba.
Right? As much as you might enjoy,
		
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			you know, you really need water,
especially these days, right? It's
		
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			like 100 something degrees
outside, you're doing stuff
		
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			outside, you're hot, you're
sweating, you know, you need
		
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			water. Sure, like a sweet drink is
nice. But your your heart
		
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			understands. In order for my body
to recover from this, I need water
		
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			water is what I need. Okay. So
with spirituality is the same way.
		
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			We all have that appetite. But we
know that the correct spiritual
		
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			path is the right way to sustain
that and to fulfill that right?
		
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			Yes. So if you were to overcome
something that's spiritual.
		
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			People believe in
		
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			it, come back to the straight.
		
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			Talk about that. We'll get there.
It's a good question. Sharla.
		
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			Well, he answers it. The reason
why I'm not gonna answer is
		
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			because he answers it right. But
we'll, we'll definitely address
		
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			that specific issue. And by the
way, there's also a possibility
		
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			that a person can over engage with
even the Islamic side of the text
		
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			in a way that's not healthy and
the Prophet saw some taught us how
		
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			to sort of negotiate those things.
So he said that know that
		
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			spirituality has two
characteristics, number one, is
		
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			steadfastness. Right, what is the
fastest mean?
		
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			Give me another word. Give me like
a synonym for steadfastness.
		
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			There is an element of patience in
it for sure.
		
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			There is an element of good
steadiness in it. What else? Huh?
		
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			Yeah, being persistent, being
consistent. Okay. steadfastness.
		
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			The key in that is that you have
enough patience, and you have
		
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			enough of a good pace because
sometimes if you run too fast in
		
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			the beginning of the race, you're
gonna die before you can finish
		
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			right? So you have to be able to
maintain a good pace be patient
		
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			when things don't go your way in
order to be consistent. So he says
		
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			number one spirituality should not
feel like a sprint. It should not
		
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			feel like one day Yes, two days no
one day yes to that's not what
		
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			spirituality is. Spirituality
according to all of the sources is
		
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			what making the right decisions as
much as you can day in and day
		
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			out. That you know is going to
please Allah subhanaw taala that
		
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			spirituality that's Tuckwell.
Okay. So he says, number one, the
		
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			characteristic is steadfastness.
You should not be like super
		
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			spiritual on Monday, and then the
rest of the week. You put your
		
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			phone on, you know, do not
disturb. That's not how
		
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			spirituality works. And, And
subhanAllah you know, if you want
		
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			to dive in this a little bit
deeper. Part of the reason why
		
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			maybe people avoid trying to do
the right thing is because they
		
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			know that once they Oh,
		
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			then that door towards what is
good that they maybe are gonna
		
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			have to leave some things behind.
And so they're like, you know, I
		
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			don't want to like go to Amara
yet. I've actually met people
		
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			where like, I don't go to Hajj
yet. Like, why they're like, I
		
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			still have a few things I have to
do. And they don't mean good
		
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			things, right.
		
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			But Subhanallah, you know, I'll
tell you something that one of my
		
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			teachers, Sheikh Hassan, he told
me that I thought was really
		
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			profound. He said that,
		
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			you know, we always talk about
like, missed opportunities.
		
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			We always talk about like, this is
a dumb example. But for some
		
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			reason, it's coming to my mind.
Are you ready? That there's this
		
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			like, weird. There's this weird,
like, anxiety that people have
		
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			these days where they, they like,
they don't want to get married,
		
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			because they're afraid that
they're, that they might find
		
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			someone better. It's like a weird
thing that I'm coming across. So
		
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			like, I found somebody I liked
them. But I don't know if I want
		
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			to get married. Why? Because what
if somebody better comes along
		
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			next year? Like, well, at that
point, you shouldn't be looking.
		
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			So you won't see them? Right?
		
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			You won't see them. So so. So it's
interesting, right? So this is
		
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			kind of like this, this weird
version of FOMO. Okay. And you
		
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			know what she hasn't told me I
thought it was really profound. He
		
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			said, People are so concerned
about missing what they like
		
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			missing a scenario like that.
Like, what if somebody comes along
		
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			better? I don't want to do this
job. Because what if I get a
		
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			better offer? I don't want to buy
this house. Because what if a
		
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			better one shows up in the market
in a month? And they said that,
		
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			first of all Allah gives us as to
how to solve those problems. But
		
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			the second is, he said, What if
you're missing out on what this
		
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			thing could do to change you and
make you into something different?
		
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			And you're missing out on that?
You guys feel as deep right? What
		
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			did he say? For example, I want to
make hagit. Why, because I have so
		
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			much my life that I want to live
on making when I'm older. What
		
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			about the person you become after
you make when you're young? What
		
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			about the discoveries you haven't
had when you're 30? And the life
		
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			you live after that? Versus and
this happened? You make when
		
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			you're 70 and you regret why did I
make it so late? I actually sat
		
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			with a woman on Hajj that we took,
she cried after Hajj because she
		
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			said, I wish I made Hajj earlier
what kind of person that would
		
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			have been having these
realizations when I was 35. She
		
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			actually told me this she was
crying on the day of of the last
		
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			day of Jamaat and you know, we
were like, oh, you know, people
		
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			were crying, but she looked like
very, very sad. So I went through
		
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			and I said no, you did hide
Mashallah. It's amazing. She was
		
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			unhappy. But at the same time, I
can't help but think who I would
		
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			have been had I'd done it earlier.
So we do have the Neff sickle
		
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			FOMO, where we're like, oh man,
but what if I don't get a chance
		
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			to? But what about the tequila
FOMO of like, man, what could I
		
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			be? What can I be like who can I
be? What kind of person would I
		
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			be? What kind of challenges would
not rattle me? What kind of you
		
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			know being able to see Allah in
every given scenario would happen
		
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			if I committed to that early on so
being steadfast number two is he
		
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			says serenity from creation
		
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			serenity from creation what does
that mean
		
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			to people make you met
		
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			you guys got upset
		
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			that was a really like, it was a
really emphatic
		
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			like right now is that your boba
Is that why
		
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			someone takes too many of the of
the tapioca Okay, so people make
		
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			you mad. So how do you deal with
that
		
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			that's actually a really good
point. It depends on who it is.
		
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			What if it's someone that
		
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			you know you have you have the
ability to take revenge
		
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			because we get mad but we can't
take revenge always right. What if
		
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			it's somebody that you do have the
ability to take revenge
		
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			interesting, little bit self
control what else?
		
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			Okay
		
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			as you can see, we overthink
things, you know, but I feel like
		
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			that's one of the biggest regrets.
If you don't take revenge on
		
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			somebody, you end up with more and
more.
		
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			Even if you ask forgiveness
		
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			in some
		
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			situations
		
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			you know, it's a Subhanallah it's
a
		
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			again, it goes back to that
conversation like this. The
		
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			choices that we make, we think
that we're making choices but we
		
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			realize that even when you do
something what you miss out on is
		
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			also a choice. Everything you gain
you lose for everything you gain
		
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			you lose something else, you know
		
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			When you're deciding if you want
to have more dinner or dessert,
		
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			you realize everything you gain
you lose something else. It's the
		
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			same in life, dude. Like, if you
take revenge on something, if you
		
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			let somebody bother you, you're
losing that piece. Right?
		
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			Sometimes you need to lose that
piece. Right? Because pacifism for
		
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			the sake of it is not something we
find in this Deen. Like, we
		
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			actually believe. Like, if you see
bombs dropping on Palestinians,
		
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			you should not be like, it's you
know, that's no, you should have
		
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			what's called, you know, for
Muslims, you should have this
		
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			this, you should have like fire
within you. And you see wrongs
		
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			happening, right. I mean, we saw
this happen collectively as a
		
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			country last year, finally, and
it's not enough, but when you see
		
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			George Floyd being killed in the
whole country, you know, at least
		
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			those of them that saw that as a
wrong SubhanAllah. Those of us I
		
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			should say, saw it as a wrong when
they came together. You saw that
		
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			fire in people's hearts, right?
And that's how it should be. Okay.
		
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			But we should not have that same
fire for things like the Phoenix
		
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			Suns getting destroyed. You know,
it's not it's, that's not the
		
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			same, right. So what's the
difference? Islam allows noble
		
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			anger, anger, that's noble,
virtuous anger, being upset,
		
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			disturbing your serenity, for
what? What deserves it. But
		
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			generally, the state of the
believer is calm, right? We don't
		
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			think with our emotions, we think
with our awkward, that's why Allah
		
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			gave it to us. We use our emotions
to help fuel us. But we think with
		
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			our intellect, so, serenity, from
creation, this also means things
		
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			like not getting jealous of
people, not backbiting, people not
		
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			getting rattled, this is what this
is talking about. Okay? So he
		
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			said, Whoever makes their
themselves steadfast, they're
		
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			consistent. And number two, their
manners and morals are beautiful
		
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			in dealing with people, then this
person is a truly spiritual
		
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			person. This is this is real
spirituality, like no one cares
		
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			how you dress. No one cares, you
know, about anything really, how
		
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			religious a person portrays
himself to be. He says, Just wait
		
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			until you interact with people.
And you'll see how religious a
		
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			person is. And this is very true.
I mean, I'll tell my own stories,
		
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			because I'm, I've had to make
mistakes and learn, like, I was a
		
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			youth director in the city. And I
remember one of the things that we
		
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			used to do, to see, you know, like
spiritual growth was play
		
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			basketball.
		
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			Because that was an indication of
whether or not people were
		
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			spiritually mature. Because it's
just the game. No one's playing
		
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			for a 10 day contract. You know,
some guys think they are, no one's
		
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			playing for money. No one's you
know, everyone's just playing to
		
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			enjoy themselves for recreation.
But some people destroyed and
		
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			burned down relationships for the
sake of a Sunday morning game is
		
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			stupid, right? And some people who
don't have to look at anybody
		
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			as and some people and by the way,
like, I found myself sometimes on
		
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			the wrong end of that description
as well, getting really upset. And
		
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			it's dumb. It makes no sense. You
know what I mean?
		
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			And so it doesn't matter how
religious a person sees
		
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			themselves, if they lose their
serenity, and they're calm, and
		
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			they lose themselves, for some of
that's ignoble. It's like
		
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			basketball, right? Then it doesn't
make any sense. And it goes
		
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			against that definition. So a
person could be give me a clip,
		
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			but on Friday at the masjid, but
on Sunday, they could disprove
		
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			everything, they said that
football was the appointment. So
		
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			dumb. This is why the Scholars
told us like, if you find yourself
		
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			struggling, just go be alone for a
while. Because in loneliness, you
		
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			can actually discover like your
faults. When you're surrounded by
		
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			people. There's too much other
things to focus on. So they said,
		
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			just go sit by yourself for a
while. Okay, so
		
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			he then defines steadfastness, you
want to work on this. You want to
		
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			be you want to become steadfast,
because everyone here is like,
		
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			Yeah, I'd like to be I'd like to
have these traits. How do you get
		
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			there? He says steadfastness means
that you should only take for
		
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			yourself as much as you need.
		
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			It's interesting, weird
connection, to be consistent to be
		
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			patient to be able to forbear
difficulty. He says, Only take as
		
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			much as you need. It's really
interesting.
		
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			What does he mean by that? And can
you guys explain to me like, what,
		
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			what the benefit of taking which
only what you need is maybe give
		
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			me a scenario
		
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			where you only take what you need
anything. Anything good.
		
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			Wow, that's a really good example.
Are you applying for FAFSA?
		
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			Everyone's like going too fast.
Yeah, good. No, really. That's
		
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			Subhanallah that's very mature.
That's very mature dude. Because
		
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			you know yourself and we all know
ourselves. Loans, you have to pay
		
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			back, and even Islamically by the
way, let's talk about this right?
		
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			How is it allowed to take a loan?
There's, there's permissibility
		
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			for certain reasons. One of them
is education. But what you just
		
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			said is one of the conditions no
one mentioned everyone's I guess
		
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			how that will go for it. No, no,
hold on. Yes.
		
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			a lot. You know, there's the
permissibility of taking a loan
		
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			sometimes is conceded, even with
maybe interest attached to it for
		
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			the sake of something like
education. But what you mentioned
		
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			is a key point that the scholar is
the Mufti, as they say is what you
		
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			can't take more than you need. You
know, even people who are going to
		
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			med school,
		
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			when they graduate, they finished
med school, and they'd have like,
		
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			a $500,000 debt with interest on
it. They come to me and they're
		
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			like, you know, in a Tesla, I'm
like, oh,
		
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			no, why? Because you have to get
rid of that debt first. You know,
		
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			you better be driving the Camry
for a bit. You know, the same one
		
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			that got you through med school,
you better be driving that for a
		
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			bit because you have to pay it off
and Masha Allah, Masha, Allah like
		
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			people, you know, it's good.
People are doing well with that.
		
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			So that's very good. If you are
signing up for loans, if you for
		
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			whatever reason, if you're buying
a house, if you're doing this, you
		
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			don't need you don't need to take
a lot more than you need. Right.
		
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			Think about it. Be honest, you
also don't have to be like,
		
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			Stingy. You know, if your family
like only one outfit, like I need
		
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			more you wash it. It's like no,
no, maybe there might be an extra,
		
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			you know, outfit or whatever. But
yeah, you know what's balanced?
		
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			Very good. Yeah.
		
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			Okay.
		
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			Some people
		
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			expecting too much.
		
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			It's a business relationship.
		
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			So yeah, very good. There's
another book that you might was
		
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			out, he wrote, well, it's a
chapter in one of his books, where
		
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			he talks about the rites of
companionship. And this is one
		
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			thing he wrote, he actually wrote
very beautifully. He said, Don't
		
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			be heavy on people. And don't and
he actually said, Don't take too
		
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			much like being heavy for him was
when you take too much from
		
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			people, and you never help out.
		
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			Yeah, and you never help out. You
know, like, it's one thing to
		
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			expect. But then to be there. It's
another thing complete to never be
		
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			there. And to still expect it
means it's like a burden is
		
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			relationship is not a
relationship. It's a it's a
		
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			burden. So he his advice was, you
know, give more than you take,
		
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			because then you'll be you'll be
somebody that's like, you're not
		
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			baggage, you know, you actually
are meaningful.
		
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			Because some of your baggage when
you fly you need it's critical.
		
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			Some of the you don't really it's
too heavy. So that's very good.
		
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			And only taking what you deserve,
or what you need is something
		
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			where email was out. He's
basically saying what, you know
		
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			what, something that rattles us is
when our standard is too high, and
		
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			life changes. So if your standard
is high,
		
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			and you don't have the ability to
have that, now your life changes.
		
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			Very real example just happened to
me two weeks ago or last weekend.
		
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			I traveled out of town, and I have
a humbler. I have a nice coffee
		
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			machine at home.
		
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			I stayed at Airbnb. Okay, so
usually when I travel, I just look
		
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			up for a coffee shop nearby.
However, I was in Orlando, there's
		
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			nothing in Orlando. It was like
alligators, you know, Allah gives
		
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			us signs to not live places, okay?
One of them is alligators. Like I
		
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			just don't understand who like
walked up to a swamp saw these
		
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			giant dragon looking things on
their stomachs and was like, Yeah,
		
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			this is a great place to live,
		
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			apparently is not supposed to be
lived in. Anyways, I could go on
		
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			about Lando.
		
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			So there's no coffee shops I knew
was bad. When I went to Google
		
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			Maps and near Airbnb and I typed
in coffee and 711 showed up. I
		
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			knew as Ben like I knew is that
okay? So there, there was a time
		
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			when I would have been like, you
know, a true snob about that. But
		
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			I've learned from my snobbery and
from my teachers that look, you
		
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			can't have coffee, just have tea.
You can't have teachers have
		
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			water, be happy with whatever you
have, you know, again, this is
		
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			like I'm 33 Now when I was 25,
maybe it'd be different. Okay. So
		
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			why is it important to only take
what you need is because when it's
		
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			not there, when what you want is
not there, you won't be rattled.
		
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			You know, and you see this,
especially on things like hutch,
		
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			how just crazy because it's like,
the ultimate reduction of life.
		
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			And some people just can't handle
it. You know, they need wants a
		
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			needs some people's needs. Some
people's wants, are actually some
		
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			people's needs, and they can't,
they can't dial it down. And it's
		
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			really, really hard to dial
yourself back. So don't get used
		
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			to take more than you need.
		
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			Because you're gonna not gonna be
able to be set faster, right? It's
		
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			power. So he says, Take as much as
you need. Then he says, dealing
		
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			with people in a beautiful manner
means you do not burden them
		
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			according to what you need. You
don't burden them, but burden
		
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			yourself according to what they
need. That's a beautiful
		
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			relationship. Beautiful
relationships are that you
		
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			Don't burden other people you
burden yourself. Right? You don't
		
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			make it life difficult for them,
you make your life a little
		
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			difficult for them. You know, I
mean,
		
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			you give them a ride, you drop
them off, right? Even if it means
		
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			you got to leave 20 minutes
earlier, that's okay. You spent,
		
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			you know, there's only one coke
left in the fridge, they come over
		
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			you want it, you give it to them.
You know what I mean? Those are
		
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			the little moments and again, this
is where he man was out. He's so
		
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			beautiful. Because everything is
so practical. Everyday in your
		
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			life, you're gonna have a fork in
the road, me or another person?
		
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			How many times can you choose the
other person? The more you do that
		
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			the closer to Allah you are.
Because the less you are obsessed
		
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			about yourself, the closer to
Allah you can be. The nest is just
		
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			like a shackle that holds us back
from Allah. The more that I just
		
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			focus on me, guess what, the less
time I have for Allah, the more
		
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			that I give to other people and
take care of other people as much
		
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			as I can, the more that I can free
myself from my desires and go
		
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			close to Allah. And that's why you
see men, the people who are the
		
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			most beautiful, are the ones who
take care of other people. Right?
		
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			The Hadith of the Prophet SAW
Salem that have little NAS, right,
		
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			the best of those people are what
played on us men in Fountain NUS
		
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			those people who are the most
beneficial to others, those who
		
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			are around them. So instead of
expecting to be benefited, try to
		
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			benefit people in sha Allah. Okay.
So he mentioned that and it's
		
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			crazy, right? Because he had a
lot, we don't think that
		
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			spirituality is based on things
like taking little and being nice
		
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			to people, but try it, it's really
difficult. It really messes with
		
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			the knifes because we always want
more and we always want to focus
		
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			on ourselves. So he flips it, take
less and focus on others. You're
		
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			like, Huh, interesting, but you
might be irritated for a while.
		
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			Okay? Because that's how the neffs
works. But it's okay, if you're
		
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			not just irritated means good
things are happening.
		
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			Okay, all right. So the next thing
he says is you asked me about his
		
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			because remember, these are all
answers. He says you asked me
		
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			about herb. udia or Rydia means
what it means to be a servant of
		
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			Allah, Allah Tada. Okay, that word
servitude. He said it means three
		
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			things. Number one, is that you
try your best to follow whatever
		
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			the Sharia law says you try your
best. Absolutely. Try your best.
		
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			Okay? And you never ever try to
skip on it. Number two, and this
		
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			is hard satisfaction with whatever
Allah has decreed for you. This is
		
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			a difficult one. You guys have
been disappointed before.
		
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			About what?
		
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			Your boba and
		
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			it was good. single tear. It was
good.
		
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			What do you got? What do you guys
been disappointed for? Or about
		
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			rejection? Right? In life happens.
		
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			pandemic. Yeah, spot on. Sad, man.
I have kids. That's the problem.
		
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			That's the problem of the pandemic
is the kids. So sad. Adults know
		
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			we can figure it out. We can wear
masks, whatever, but to see kids
		
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			like that's
		
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			sad. You know, they miss their
friends and stuff. So yeah, it's
		
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			very, very difficult. Why is this
happening? Want to go to Amara
		
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			heaven? You know, I want to see
the home full at least I want to
		
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			see people around the cabinet like
what's going on? You know? Very
		
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			good. What else?
		
00:28:19 --> 00:28:20
			Yeah.
		
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			Oh, yeah.
		
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			When your expectations are higher
than reality, you see the bears?
		
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			May Allah may Allah forgive you.
Right? sha Allah will have a good
		
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			year this year in sha Allah Justin
fields. Anyone else?
		
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			Disappointment? Well, at least his
appointment. What have you felt
		
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			disappointed in or by?
		
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			School? Yeah. Okay. So how do you
get past that? How do you how do
		
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			you deal with your disappointment?
		
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			Cry? Good. I'm actually happy. You
mentioned that human emotion Allah
		
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			Tala gave us. It's not wrong to be
upset. It's not wrong.
		
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			You can cry. It's fine. The
Prophet SAW Selim cried. When he
		
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			was sad. He cried. So it's a
tsunami. The Companions even asked
		
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			him about his tears and he said
that this is Rama from Allah.
		
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			Imagine having all that pent up
pressure inside of you. You can't
		
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			express it. can't cry about it.
Right? They say like have a good
		
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			cry. That's what they mean. It
just lets everything out. suela
		
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			designed us okay. Well, I'll tell
you that he even describes those
		
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			people in the Quran when he
mentions them. Exactly. I forget
		
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			the verse but it's a such to
		
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			those people that have fear of
Allah they fall on their faces and
		
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			so do crying.
		
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			okiya
		
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			Yes, so it's near so a lot of
thought as he describes crying the
		
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			Quran as being a way of
communicating to Allah. Right. So
		
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			crying is is is is something very
powerful. Okay, but
		
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			where does the disappointment have
to stop?
		
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			Disappointment can be upset with
what
		
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			but can never be upset with who.
		
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			You can hate something and love
the one who gave it to you.
		
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			You know, I mean, whether
		
00:30:11 --> 00:30:14
			you can hate the car accident or
the flat tire, definitely.
		
00:30:15 --> 00:30:18
			Okay. But you should never ever
resent the one that puts you in
		
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			that situation. Why? Because you
trust that he knows what he's
		
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			doing.
		
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			So, all disappointment is solved
by trust. If I trust Allah, that
		
00:30:29 --> 00:30:34
			my disappointment it, it figures
itself out. And the more you trust
		
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			Allah, the less time you're
disappointed,
		
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			because you're like, Okay, you may
not know the answer, though.
		
00:30:40 --> 00:30:42
			That's the big thing. You're not
going to something's not going to
		
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			happen. You're like, I know
exactly why this is happening. No,
		
00:30:45 --> 00:30:49
			no. All you say is, ah, I know
that Allah is doing something.
		
00:30:50 --> 00:30:53
			And that's it. And you just roll
with it. You know, it's hard. It's
		
00:30:53 --> 00:30:57
			easier said than done. But the
older you get, the more it happens
		
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			to you. And the more you start to
kind of realize that Allah Tada
		
00:31:00 --> 00:31:03
			has opening doors for you and
saving you from things and moving
		
00:31:03 --> 00:31:07
			things around for use upon Allah.
Like, I mean, you ask anybody, I'm
		
00:31:07 --> 00:31:09
			sure if we went down the line in
the room, what was one thing in
		
00:31:09 --> 00:31:11
			your life you wanted a loved one
give it to you and you're better
		
00:31:11 --> 00:31:15
			off for it. I'm sure we'd all have
a story. Or what's one thing you
		
00:31:15 --> 00:31:17
			didn't want? Allah made you do it
and you're better off for it. I'm
		
00:31:17 --> 00:31:20
			sure we'd all have a story. So we
don't even need to write but you
		
00:31:20 --> 00:31:23
			just think to yourself, when did
Allah take away something from
		
00:31:23 --> 00:31:28
			you? And it was actually better
for you? Right? And when did Allah
		
00:31:28 --> 00:31:31
			Tada give you something and it was
actually not that you want it and
		
00:31:31 --> 00:31:35
			it wasn't good for you and realize
that you have to just bank on
		
00:31:35 --> 00:31:38
			Allah to Allah and that's why even
not to Allah he says what he says
		
00:31:38 --> 00:31:43
			ropa ma taka the man aka what
Obama Monica monoket fell taka
		
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			that sometimes Allah gives by
taking away and sometimes he takes
		
00:31:48 --> 00:31:52
			away by giving. So Allah gives you
a lot of money. And he's actually
		
00:31:52 --> 00:31:56
			taken if a person's weak, they get
taken away from what their family,
		
00:31:56 --> 00:31:59
			their friends, their community,
because their focus is on the
		
00:31:59 --> 00:32:04
			money. Allah Tada sometimes takes
away money. And the person gains
		
00:32:04 --> 00:32:08
			what? Family Friends community,
because maybe they couldn't work
		
00:32:08 --> 00:32:11
			as much anymore. I actually met
this physician over the weekend.
		
00:32:11 --> 00:32:15
			And he was saying that like
because of the pandemic, all of
		
00:32:15 --> 00:32:17
			the what do they call them? All
the procedures that are optional?
		
00:32:17 --> 00:32:20
			I forget what they're called.
Optional procedures. There we go.
		
00:32:20 --> 00:32:23
			He said all of those procedures
were paused. What do they call
		
00:32:23 --> 00:32:26
			medicine? elective. There we go.
All the elective procedures were
		
00:32:26 --> 00:32:29
			paused. So he he does both he does
the emergent ones. And he also
		
00:32:29 --> 00:32:32
			does the elective procedures. So
he said they were all paused and
		
00:32:32 --> 00:32:35
			it like freed up his schedule by
50%. He was like I was only
		
00:32:35 --> 00:32:38
			working two days a week. Okay, now
obviously, it affects your income
		
00:32:38 --> 00:32:42
			as well. But he was like, you
know, what I'm going to try to
		
00:32:42 --> 00:32:46
			make the most out of this gets in
the car goes on a road trip, and
		
00:32:46 --> 00:32:49
			drives and like does all this
beautiful road trip of the entire
		
00:32:49 --> 00:32:52
			part of the country and all that
kind of stuff. And he's like, I
		
00:32:52 --> 00:32:57
			spent more time with my family in
those six weeks than I have in the
		
00:32:57 --> 00:32:58
			past maybe 10 years.
		
00:33:00 --> 00:33:03
			Ruben, I'm Anna aka fat, aka Allah
Tada, sometimes he takes away but
		
00:33:03 --> 00:33:06
			he actually gave you something.
Right? So being able to see that
		
00:33:06 --> 00:33:11
			as important. So that's number
two. Number three is true or Bodia
		
00:33:11 --> 00:33:18
			is and this is hard, is very hard.
is stopping yourself from from
		
00:33:19 --> 00:33:23
			stopping yourself from indulging
in something that would please you
		
00:33:23 --> 00:33:26
			in order to seek the pleasure of
Allah. Now here's a really, really
		
00:33:26 --> 00:33:27
			tough part.
		
00:33:29 --> 00:33:32
			Stuff that's Haram is kind of easy
to not do. Why?
		
00:33:34 --> 00:33:38
			Yeah, because it's hot off. Right?
It's always haram. Sure, we all
		
00:33:38 --> 00:33:42
			make mistakes, but generally, the
thought of punishment is like a
		
00:33:42 --> 00:33:45
			strong motivator. Right? So we're
like Ah, It's haram, I don't want
		
00:33:45 --> 00:33:47
			to do it and then maybe the the
thought of punishment the thought
		
00:33:47 --> 00:33:52
			of judgment from other people. So
it's, it's it's relatively easy to
		
00:33:52 --> 00:33:57
			not do haram just because you're
conditioned to be afraid of it not
		
00:33:57 --> 00:34:02
			wanting to do it, that's fine. But
what about things that are halal
		
00:34:02 --> 00:34:04
			that can still take you away from
Allah?
		
00:34:06 --> 00:34:10
			Do those things exist? Or is
everything hot out good? At all
		
00:34:10 --> 00:34:10
			times?
		
00:34:12 --> 00:34:14
			Or I'd say best huh?
		
00:34:15 --> 00:34:18
			Everyone says Netflix first
whenever we talk about stuff like
		
00:34:18 --> 00:34:20
			this, everyone's like Netflix.
Maybe Netflix is haram
		
00:34:23 --> 00:34:24
			that's not fair to those watching
online. They're like
		
00:34:26 --> 00:34:30
			canceling the subscription. Maybe
No, seriously, Netflix good
		
00:34:30 --> 00:34:33
			example. So like, phones are
generally Hello. Social media
		
00:34:33 --> 00:34:37
			generally courses held on parts
but generally held out by like, if
		
00:34:37 --> 00:34:40
			a person goes on social media too
long at night scrolls on Tik Tok
		
00:34:41 --> 00:34:45
			misses Fajr than what happened. I
indulged in something that was
		
00:34:45 --> 00:34:47
			permissible and it took me away
from Allah.
		
00:34:48 --> 00:34:51
			Now the hunter fees have a very
interesting approach to this the
		
00:34:51 --> 00:34:55
			hunter de menthe hub. They say
that if you indulge in something
		
00:34:55 --> 00:34:59
			that is halal, and it repeatedly
hinders it
		
00:35:00 --> 00:35:02
			takes you away from your
obligation, that thing is no
		
00:35:02 --> 00:35:03
			longer
		
00:35:04 --> 00:35:05
			permissible for you.
		
00:35:07 --> 00:35:12
			Right? Why? Because you can't
handle it. So if I if I stay up
		
00:35:12 --> 00:35:16
			late, seven days a week watching
TV, and I miss federal seven
		
00:35:16 --> 00:35:19
			mornings a week, because I stayed
up late, guess what is no longer
		
00:35:19 --> 00:35:23
			permissible for me watching TV
past a certain time, right? Even
		
00:35:23 --> 00:35:26
			though you're like, Well, what's
haram about that? Well, you can't
		
00:35:26 --> 00:35:32
			handle it. Right? It's like giving
a baby food before they can chew.
		
00:35:32 --> 00:35:37
			Food is okay. Yes, baby eating is
okay. Yes, but you can't give a
		
00:35:37 --> 00:35:40
			baby the same food to give an
adult because why? Clearly the
		
00:35:40 --> 00:35:42
			baby can't handle it. So that's
what they say it's kind of Allah.
		
00:35:42 --> 00:35:43
			So
		
00:35:44 --> 00:35:47
			giving up something haram for
Allah is good. Giving up something
		
00:35:47 --> 00:35:50
			that's even halal for Allah is
amazing.
		
00:35:51 --> 00:35:52
			Choosing to go to bed on time,
		
00:35:54 --> 00:35:57
			giving up money for something,
that money is yours, you're
		
00:35:57 --> 00:35:59
			allowed to spend it, you can go
buy more stuff, you can go
		
00:35:59 --> 00:36:02
			whatever, you can go buy food, you
can buy clothes, it's your money,
		
00:36:03 --> 00:36:06
			or Allah gave it to you. But when
you give it up for Allah, that's
		
00:36:06 --> 00:36:10
			amazing. So he says, when you
forsake your own pleasures, for
		
00:36:10 --> 00:36:14
			the pleasure of Allah, that's what
sadaqa is. When you fast, not
		
00:36:14 --> 00:36:18
			Ramadan, outside Ramadan, when you
fast outside Ramadan, you gave up
		
00:36:18 --> 00:36:21
			food for what for Allah. That's
why fasting is so beautiful,
		
00:36:21 --> 00:36:25
			because it's truly one of the most
sincere things a person can do,
		
00:36:25 --> 00:36:29
			because it's so easy to hide it.
Okay, we'll stop there. Insha
		
00:36:29 --> 00:36:32
			Allah, and then we'll continue
next week because he talks about
		
00:36:32 --> 00:36:35
			to let go, what true trust and
Allah means and what true
		
00:36:35 --> 00:36:38
			sincerity is. And the opposite of
sincerity is react. So we'll talk
		
00:36:38 --> 00:36:40
			about that in sha Allah. But
today, I feel like was kind of
		
00:36:40 --> 00:36:43
			heavy. He gave a lot mashallah,
he's just given all these like,
		
00:36:43 --> 00:36:46
			these one liners that are just
crushing it. Mashallah. So we
		
00:36:46 --> 00:36:49
			asked Allah to Allah to grant us
all the good that he talked about
		
00:36:49 --> 00:36:51
			protect us from all of the dangers
that he mentioned. I mean, me got
		
00:36:51 --> 00:36:53
			a bit. I mean, I don't have any
questions.
		
00:36:54 --> 00:36:56
			This is great. I'm the law.
		
00:36:57 --> 00:37:00
			Got a crazy 10 slash burn going
on? Yeah. What is your opinion
		
00:37:00 --> 00:37:04
			about? I don't have opinions on
anything. I just read books.
		
00:37:06 --> 00:37:06
			Oh, what?
		
00:37:14 --> 00:37:17
			Yeah, so I was, I was just, I was
articulating something
		
00:37:17 --> 00:37:22
			interesting, which is that in one
of them I had in the school of the
		
00:37:22 --> 00:37:26
			heavy meth hub. There, there's a
shifting not not actually only 100
		
00:37:26 --> 00:37:28
			of these, by the way, this, I just
studied the high metal but like,
		
00:37:28 --> 00:37:32
			you find this and generally things
that are permissible things that
		
00:37:32 --> 00:37:35
			are MOBA. If they persistently
take somebody away from something,
		
00:37:36 --> 00:37:40
			then those things are, that status
may change for that person. You
		
00:37:40 --> 00:37:44
			know, what's permissible, for me
may not be permissible for you, if
		
00:37:44 --> 00:37:46
			you can't handle it, or vice
versa, if I can't handle it, it's
		
00:37:46 --> 00:37:49
			not permissible for me. Okay, so
some people can stay up late and
		
00:37:49 --> 00:37:53
			still wake up professional. Okay,
just something they can do. That's
		
00:37:53 --> 00:37:57
			awesome. But some people can't
handle it. So that means when the
		
00:37:57 --> 00:38:01
			clock strikes midnight, or
whatever, 11 whatever is late,
		
00:38:01 --> 00:38:04
			then you have to make that call.
Otherwise, you're venturing off
		
00:38:04 --> 00:38:05
			into
		
00:38:06 --> 00:38:10
			dangerous territory. So just
something very beautiful. Because
		
00:38:10 --> 00:38:12
			why? Why is it beautiful? They
want to protect your spirituality
		
00:38:12 --> 00:38:16
			at all costs. That's what Sharia
is right? Protect spirituality at
		
00:38:16 --> 00:38:19
			all costs. Even if things are
permissible, they might not be the
		
00:38:19 --> 00:38:20
			best Yeah.
		
00:38:26 --> 00:38:27
			Whatever happened
		
00:38:30 --> 00:38:31
			feel like you were
		
00:38:32 --> 00:38:33
			tired or
		
00:38:35 --> 00:38:40
			rushed to find out what what was
taken from me to get into
		
00:38:43 --> 00:38:44
			my job, right?
		
00:38:45 --> 00:38:51
			Fear of missing out on the
opportunity? How can we stay
		
00:38:51 --> 00:38:54
			steadfast to be okay.
		
00:38:59 --> 00:39:04
			I would say the ability to be able
to gain that perspective usually
		
00:39:04 --> 00:39:08
			comes from experience, which is
tough, but it's learned. Number
		
00:39:08 --> 00:39:12
			two is good company. You know, I
think being around good people who
		
00:39:12 --> 00:39:16
			can help give you perspective when
times are going south when times
		
00:39:16 --> 00:39:19
			are not good, is something that
provides you
		
00:39:20 --> 00:39:24
			ample ability to see through the
fog. Because sometimes your
		
00:39:24 --> 00:39:28
			friends can see it you can't you
know, the famous he wasn't good
		
00:39:28 --> 00:39:29
			for you. Right?
		
00:39:31 --> 00:39:35
			mean that movie lines and like
it's a lot of, you know, don't
		
00:39:35 --> 00:39:37
			worry, he wasn't even good for
you. You're better off without him
		
00:39:37 --> 00:39:39
			right? Or her whatever it is. It's
usually the other way around.
		
00:39:39 --> 00:39:40
			Right?
		
00:39:41 --> 00:39:46
			That that's actually like that's
actually a prophetic example of
		
00:39:46 --> 00:39:50
			Naseeha right because then they'll
see what doesn't just mean advice
		
00:39:50 --> 00:39:55
			means to purify NASA to an awesome
the Arabs and say I purified the
		
00:39:55 --> 00:39:58
			honey. So sometimes when your
friends are giving you that
		
00:39:58 --> 00:39:59
			sincere advice, it's purifying you
		
00:40:00 --> 00:40:04
			Okay, so being around people who
can see clearly when you're
		
00:40:04 --> 00:40:08
			rattled, is a good way for you to
kind of someone's like a spotter.
		
00:40:08 --> 00:40:11
			When you're lifting, it's a good
way for you to gain that strength,
		
00:40:11 --> 00:40:13
			even though you yourself are not
necessarily doing it on your own.
		
00:40:14 --> 00:40:16
			But then you start to learn,
right, and then the next time it
		
00:40:16 --> 00:40:19
			happens, you are able to have that
perspective as well. Slowly,
		
00:40:19 --> 00:40:22
			slowly. So I would say number one
experience, but also surround
		
00:40:22 --> 00:40:25
			yourself with good people. Be
around your people, and then
		
00:40:25 --> 00:40:27
			you'll start to be able to pick up
those traits and Charlotte.
		
00:40:29 --> 00:40:32
			Anything questions? Yeah.
		
00:40:37 --> 00:40:38
			Yeah.
		
00:40:49 --> 00:40:53
			Yeah, absolutely. I mean, it's,
again, it just takes time. And you
		
00:40:53 --> 00:40:58
			have to trust the process, as they
say, you know, the first time it's
		
00:40:58 --> 00:41:01
			really tough, and that's why being
around people is helpful, because
		
00:41:01 --> 00:41:05
			they can pick you up. And then
over time, you start to develop
		
00:41:05 --> 00:41:08
			trust, he actually is going to
define to let go next. So we'll
		
00:41:08 --> 00:41:08
			talk about next Thursday.
		
00:41:10 --> 00:41:10
			Yeah.
		
00:41:14 --> 00:41:18
			yourself, for the sake of someone
else? And
		
00:41:19 --> 00:41:20
			we do that.
		
00:41:21 --> 00:41:25
			How do you avoid burning out? That
feeling
		
00:41:26 --> 00:41:28
			that you might not have?
		
00:41:39 --> 00:41:42
			Yeah, very good. There's a comment
here from somebody I have to
		
00:41:42 --> 00:41:45
			correct. She said, no love for
Orlando. I love Muslims
		
00:41:45 --> 00:41:48
			everywhere. I don't have to love
their city, but I love them. Okay.
		
00:41:52 --> 00:41:55
			So that's a very good point. And
this is something by the way, the
		
00:41:55 --> 00:41:56
			Prophet SAW Salem, like,
		
00:41:57 --> 00:42:00
			when you read stories of like,
amazing people, it's important for
		
00:42:00 --> 00:42:04
			you to understand that those are
descriptive, not prescriptive.
		
00:42:06 --> 00:42:08
			Because the difference when you
read the story of Bacus, giving
		
00:42:08 --> 00:42:09
			away all of his money,
		
00:42:11 --> 00:42:14
			all of his money. And then he's
being asked, What did you leave
		
00:42:14 --> 00:42:17
			for your family? So I left him
alone His Messenger, that's not a
		
00:42:17 --> 00:42:21
			prescription? That was something
descriptive, that was specific to
		
00:42:21 --> 00:42:25
			him. Not everyone can do that. How
do we know we know? Because when
		
00:42:25 --> 00:42:29
			the Prophet SAW Selim was met with
other people who wanted to do the
		
00:42:29 --> 00:42:33
			same thing, like cab, the Prophet
SAW, Selim said, don't.
		
00:42:34 --> 00:42:36
			Don't give away all your money,
save some for yourself and your
		
00:42:36 --> 00:42:41
			family. Right? Don't give it all
to charity, why you can't handle
		
00:42:41 --> 00:42:44
			that. Okay. So what does that
mean? That means that we all have
		
00:42:44 --> 00:42:48
			different capacities. And it's
very important for us to be aware
		
00:42:48 --> 00:42:53
			of our capacities, and to listen
to those around us when they try
		
00:42:53 --> 00:42:56
			to advise us in that way. So like,
teachers, friends, family, and
		
00:42:56 --> 00:42:59
			say, Hey, I think you're, you're
burning out a little bit, you
		
00:42:59 --> 00:43:01
			might need to, like, you know,
take some time off or whatever
		
00:43:01 --> 00:43:05
			self care, go do what makes you
happy, right? Go do what gives you
		
00:43:05 --> 00:43:09
			that sense of relief. Maybe it's
working out, maybe it's maybe it's
		
00:43:09 --> 00:43:12
			ice cream, maybe it's taking a
nap, whatever, right? You don't
		
00:43:12 --> 00:43:15
			have to be the person that always
picks up everybody and does this
		
00:43:15 --> 00:43:18
			right. So that relationship and
that good company is important
		
00:43:18 --> 00:43:19
			there as well, too.
		
00:43:20 --> 00:43:24
			But having that gauge internally
to know when it's too much is is
		
00:43:24 --> 00:43:27
			absolutely critical. Because if
you burn out, you can't help
		
00:43:27 --> 00:43:30
			anybody anymore. So you need to
know what's safe for you. And that
		
00:43:30 --> 00:43:33
			overtime, there'll be days where
you can do more on days that you
		
00:43:33 --> 00:43:37
			can do less. But you know
sincerity what you can do? Yeah,
		
00:43:37 --> 00:43:40
			good question. I miss Pamela
sometimes, and you feel guilty.
		
00:43:40 --> 00:43:42
			Never compare yourself to other
people as well. Right? That one's
		
00:43:42 --> 00:43:43
			capacity is different.
		
00:43:45 --> 00:43:48
			Yeah, long one. Anybody else?
		
00:43:50 --> 00:43:50
			Did this?
		
00:43:52 --> 00:43:53
			Anyone have any questions? She's
like,
		
00:43:55 --> 00:43:55
			fix the hijab.
		
00:43:57 --> 00:44:00
			All right. Medical people
everybody Jeff Makeda. Yeah, yes.
		
00:44:00 --> 00:44:00
			Yes, yes.
		
00:44:21 --> 00:44:21
			Drop it
		
00:44:31 --> 00:44:35
			Yeah, communication is a skill
that's like really difficult to,
		
00:44:35 --> 00:44:39
			like get better at because a lot
of times, there's a lot of reasons
		
00:44:39 --> 00:44:41
			why but I think that it just
becomes challenging for us to
		
00:44:41 --> 00:44:43
			communicate directly because we're
afraid of so many different
		
00:44:43 --> 00:44:47
			outcomes. I would just recommend
trying to communicate and have a
		
00:44:47 --> 00:44:52
			good conversation about your
abilities, and what you're able to
		
00:44:52 --> 00:44:55
			do. You know, people said, The
question for those who are asking
		
00:44:55 --> 00:44:59
			online is, how do you know like if
people are leaning on you or
		
00:44:59 --> 00:45:00
			putting a burden on YouTube
		
00:45:00 --> 00:45:03
			Much like, where do you draw the
line? I would, I would, I would
		
00:45:03 --> 00:45:06
			say that you need to first know
that about yourself. And then you
		
00:45:06 --> 00:45:10
			can obviously communicate that to
people. Especially if someone
		
00:45:10 --> 00:45:13
			takes a lot from you doesn't give,
see, because when people give back
		
00:45:13 --> 00:45:16
			to you, it like refills, your
ability to give. But when we help
		
00:45:16 --> 00:45:18
			each other, it motivates us.
That's why the whole Starbucks
		
00:45:18 --> 00:45:22
			thing of like, pay it forward. Oh,
the person before you paid for
		
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			your drink, you're like, Yeah,
they'll take care of the next
		
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			person, right. So like, when you
do stuff for others, like, it
		
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			gives you that ima, or when they
do it for you, it gives you the
		
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			hammer to do for others. So if
this person is like consistently,
		
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			just taking, taking taking, and
you don't, you just don't have
		
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			that maybe you find yourself
presenting them, it's better to,
		
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			it's better to pull back. And to
make things clearer, rather than
		
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			develop hatred, and enmity for
that person. It's better to kind
		
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			of, you don't have to tell them,
I'm starting to hate you. Like
		
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			that's not a good way to do that.
But you should say like, Hey, you
		
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			know, I know that I've been
driving you or like I know that
		
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			you and I've been riding together
for this assist and don't put it
		
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			on them make it more passive. So I
know that you've been asking for
		
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			rides is not good. I know that you
and I have been driving together
		
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			to school. It's a it's a passive
way to say that. But I have to
		
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			start dropping off my sister as
well at her school and it may be
		
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			difficult for me so let me know if
there's any other way I can help
		
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			but it looks like this right thing
may not work for the long term
		
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			right? Again, it may take a little
bit of strategy. It may take a
		
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			little bit of you know, softness,
soft landing.
		
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			Simone Biles, but right mashallah,
but May Allah guide everybody
		
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			but
		
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			you can do it in Sharla okay.
		
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			First time she was referencing
Harlequin, Alright, take care
		
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			everybody. We'll see inshallah so
that way you