Rania Awaad – From Cleaning To Inspiring The School Custodian In Syria

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The speaker describes a "monster story" where a woman dresses up as a wedding dress and shows up at a reception area. She tells a story about a man who shows up as a janitor and becomes upset when he realizes he is a janitor. The speaker describes the diseases of the heart as the " booked heart" and emphasizes the importance of learning and acknowledging one's actions to break one's ego and become great.

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			But it actually happened directly to one of
		
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			my teachers. 2 of my teachers, actually. It's
		
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			a pair of teachers.
		
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			And it's the most
		
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			amazing story. This took place in Syria,
		
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			before the war, before everything's gone along. And
		
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			they said that, these two teachers are,
		
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			like, they actually are like, they're dean teachers,
		
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			and they're actually teachers in a school. Yeah?
		
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			And so they were they would, often stay
		
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			after school and do lesson planning for their
		
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			students the next day. Right? So so so
		
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			so and so because they stayed after school
		
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			a little later to work on their lesson
		
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			planning,
		
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			always the the lady who was coming to
		
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			clean the school would often see them. Right?
		
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			She'd be able, like, mopping and cleaning and
		
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			sweeping and mopping and so on.
		
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			And so when she'd come into the room
		
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			where they are working, she would just say,
		
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			oh, don't worry. Don't get up. Don't get
		
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			up. Just, lift your leg like this. Lift
		
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			your foot up like this. You know? I'll
		
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			just wipe underneath it. You know? So they
		
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			always thought, oh, she's so cute. She's so
		
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			nice. She, Monica. You know? Then she wiped
		
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			there. She would go on her way. That's
		
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			all they knew. They didn't know anything else
		
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			about her and that she would just, you
		
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			know, do the cleaning.
		
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			And then one day, they said after some
		
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			time, Yani, one day, she came to them
		
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			and she had a little, invitation.
		
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			And she said, I really would like to
		
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			invite you to my wedding.
		
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			They thought, oh, how nice. How sweet.
		
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			Like, that's so kind. Right? So they said,
		
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			of course. Of course. So they thought, oh,
		
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			they're kinda doing something nice, Danny, to accept
		
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			the favor, accept this, wedding invitation.
		
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			So they said, okay. Okay. Of course. Of
		
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			course. We'll come. Yeah. Please please come. Okay.
		
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			Okay. We'll come.
		
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			So she takes the so when the day
		
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			comes for the wedding, they take the wedding
		
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			invitation, and they're following the directions of how
		
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			to get there. And they noticed that the
		
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			address is in a very fancy place in
		
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			Syria. Like, as in to say, like, you
		
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			know, where you have, like, these big mansions,
		
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			you know, like, big places. Right? Oh, this
		
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			is before the war. And,
		
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			and so they thought they said to themselves
		
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			they're talking amongst themselves, the 2 teachers, and
		
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			they said, oh, I wonder if she works
		
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			at this person's,
		
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			house. Maybe she cleans their house. And when
		
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			she came to get married,
		
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			they said, oh, use our house for, like,
		
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			the nice wedding reception area. You know, I
		
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			don't know. They're coming coming up with scenarios.
		
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			And, they said that they showed up to
		
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			the
		
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			the invitation dressed like this like this, like
		
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			in a coat, like the one I'm wearing,
		
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			like this, like a coat. This is their
		
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			typical uniform, if you will. Not uniform, but,
		
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			like, you know, like religious people, they wear,
		
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			like, abaya. They wear, like, their you know?
		
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			So they didn't wear anything necessarily fancy. And
		
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			so they they showed up kind of regular
		
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			regular looking.
		
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			Okay? So they knocked on the door of
		
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			this, mansion area
		
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			house, and, you know,
		
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			they have their little invitation.
		
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			And the person who opened the door
		
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			looked like somebody who was working in that
		
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			house. And so, you know,
		
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			such a funny story. Open the door, and
		
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			she she she they said like this literally
		
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			like this happened. They they she looked them
		
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			up and down, Like
		
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			because they were dressed so frumpy.
		
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			Okay?
		
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			And then they're this fancy, like, a mansion
		
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			place. And she said, who are you?
		
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			And they're like,
		
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			we're so and so and so and so.
		
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			We're the teacher we're teachers at, the school
		
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			where,
		
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			you know, the the the bride,
		
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			works.
		
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			And she was like she's still looking at
		
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			them, like, really, like, suspicious of them. Like,
		
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			you're you're dressed frumpy, and you're, like, you're
		
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			out of place. Like, what's going on? And
		
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			they and she said, how do you know
		
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			her? And they said, we're we're the teachers,
		
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			and she's the janitor. Like, she she works.
		
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			And that lady who opened the door that
		
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			was talking, she laughed and laughed. She says,
		
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			janitor.
		
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			And she got really offended.
		
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			And then they heard the voice of the
		
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			actual bride,
		
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			janitor. Right? They heard her her voice coming
		
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			from on top, you know, like, where the
		
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			stairs are, and they could hear her. And
		
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			she's coming rushing down the stairs to meet
		
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			them. Oh, I can't believe you made it.
		
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			I can't believe you came. Thank you so
		
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			much for coming. Thank you so much for
		
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			coming. Right? And so she she excuses the
		
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			other lady out of the way, and she
		
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			hugs them. And she's like, thank you. Thank
		
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			you for coming. And they're so confused. Like,
		
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			they don't
		
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			understand
		
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			what's going on. And so they they enter
		
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			in, and they're kind of, like, just, like,
		
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			what's the story here? And then she says
		
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			to them,
		
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			well,
		
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			it is my wedding,
		
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			and this is my house.
		
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			And they're like,
		
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			what is going on?
		
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			What on earth? As in, like, the house
		
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			you clean. And then she was like, nope.
		
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			This is my house.
		
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			And so, Paolo, what happened was she
		
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			this truly is her house, and this truly
		
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			is
		
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			the family she was born into, if you
		
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			will.
		
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			When she became more religious and she started,
		
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			like, to study and to sit with her
		
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			teachers and so on, one of her teachers
		
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			said to her, you have too much.
		
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			Kibbit.
		
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			Right? And maybe you don't even realize it
		
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			because it's just your upbringing, the way you
		
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			were raised. And she said, well, how do
		
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			I fix this? What do I do? And
		
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			they said to her, well, sometimes to break
		
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			your ego, you have to carry the
		
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			big water jug down the street. So what's
		
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			the equivalent of that? She said, well, what
		
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			am I supposed to do? They said, what
		
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			are the what is something that you can't
		
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			imagine yourself doing?
		
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			She said, I cannot imagine myself cleaning someone
		
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			else's mess.
		
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			So she literally applied for a job to
		
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			be the janitor in that school
		
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			and completely disguised who she was.
		
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			They were blown away.
		
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			So it's a real story. This is a
		
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			real story, like, in the modern time, not
		
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			like oldie time stories.
		
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			It's a real story.
		
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			The people who are still alive today.
		
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			And I think to myself,
		
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			it is possible. It is possible,
		
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			to realize that you might have something. We
		
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			call these the diseases of the heart. Right?
		
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			Umrad al Khulu. Umrad al Khulbiyani.
		
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			And you can literally
		
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			pinpoint
		
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			when you start to study these, pinpoint which
		
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			of them are most you are most affected
		
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			by.
		
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			And each one of them has an antidote,
		
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			Annie, a solution, a treatment. Each one of
		
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			them has a treatment. And sometimes you have
		
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			to do opposite of, like in her case,
		
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			right, to break it.
		
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			I share this with you because it seems,
		
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			like, really fantastical, and it is.
		
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			But it's possible.
		
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			And it's also important to remember and to
		
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			remind this is I mean, I you know,
		
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			she's not coming up with this,
		
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			out of the blue, and her spiritual teachers
		
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			didn't come up with this,
		
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			you know, kind of like, what are they
		
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			doing, this kind of extremist. No. They're literally
		
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			following the examples. Love
		
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			people like
		
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			and the many, many sahaba too. I mean,
		
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			he's not certainly not the only one. But
		
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			it's important to remember these kind of,
		
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			greats
		
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			because if you aspire to be great, sometimes
		
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			you have to take great measures.
		
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			There's this beautiful example of Sayyid Na'omir, and
		
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			it's the time where he is khalifa. So
		
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			he's the one literally in charge. And they
		
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			see him,
		
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			walking down the street carrying a big barrel
		
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			of water on his back. So they come
		
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			up to him. They run up to him
		
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			and say, yeah. I'm Mira. I'm gonna you
		
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			give give us that. Like, you you shouldn't
		
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			be the one carrying it. Like, there's other
		
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			people who can do that. Why are you
		
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			doing this? Right? Out of, like, out of
		
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			honor honoring him. And he says,
		
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			he said he he admitted and said, be
		
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			right before this, a group of people, like
		
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			a delegation, came to Medina
		
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			to meet me.
		
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			And they were praising me and saying good
		
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			things about me, and I felt a little
		
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			bit enter my heart. So he took the
		
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			big thing to kinda break his ego
		
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			and make sure that there wasn't anything any
		
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			of that. We start believe we start believing
		
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			the praise people give us. You keep hearing
		
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			praise, you start believing it about yourself. Right?
		
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			So he immediately, Frank, wanted to make sure
		
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			that he was not he was doing what
		
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			the, you know, a a laborer is doing.
		
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			And here is the Khalifa, right, of of