Rania Awaad – A Car Wreck With A Drunk Driver Was The Answer To Her Dua

Rania Awaad
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The speaker describes a woman who experienced a difficult childhood, including alcoholism and a family crisis. She talks about her father's actions, including not praying and drinking, and how she eventually becomes a praying woman. She also describes a woman who refuses to pray and becomes a praying woman again.

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			And this woman's conference, and there's a sister
		
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			that I would meet year after year after
		
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			year after year, and her story was always
		
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			very similar.
		
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			It was always, please, Dr. Anya, make dua
		
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			for me.
		
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			I'm trying to raise my children Muslim and
		
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			to pray, but I don't have any support
		
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			from my husband.
		
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			He doesn't pray, and he's not interested in
		
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			trying.
		
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			And on top of it all, it seemed
		
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			like every year was getting worse and worse.
		
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			He was kind of spiraling into difficult habits,
		
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			in this case, it was literally alcoholism.
		
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			And she said to me, how do you
		
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			convince children to pray and to keep up
		
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			that fard that Allah has asked us to
		
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			when there's literally not just someone not praying,
		
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			but openly sinning in front of us?
		
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			I kept giving her advice and saying the
		
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			thing I would hear my teacher say very
		
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			often, never, ever, ever downplay the power of
		
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			dua when you think you've tried everything you
		
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			can possibly try.
		
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			Then one year, in one of the conferences,
		
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			a sister came up, and she said, Dr.
		
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			Anya, and you don't recognize me?
		
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			And she's like, I'm so-and-so.
		
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			And I'm like, so-and-so?
		
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			Wallahi, I truly, truly could not recognize her.
		
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			And she said, oh, I have to tell
		
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			you I need dua, and I thought I'm
		
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			going to hear the same story that I've
		
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			been hearing for many years.
		
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			And she said, but this time it had
		
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			to do with her daughter.
		
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			And I said, Khair.
		
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			And she got in a terrible car wreck.
		
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			Oh, subhanAllah.
		
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			And she said, oh, no, no, no.
		
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			She's okay now.
		
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			I said, okay, alhamdulillah.
		
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			But you have to understand, that is a
		
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			good thing.
		
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			And I said, how could a car wreck
		
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			possibly be a good thing?
		
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			And then she said, when that happened, the
		
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			person who had hit her was a drunk
		
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			driver.
		
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			And for whatever reason, it snapped.
		
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			Her husband, who had been in this alcoholic
		
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			stupor for so long, snapped him out of
		
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			it.
		
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			And when you know somebody who's been drinking
		
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			for a long time, you can't just sort
		
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			of cold turkey very easily.
		
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			You cannot.
		
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			SubhanAllah, it takes time.
		
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			But this man, cold turkey.
		
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			And then she points over there where the
		
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			masjid was.
		
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			And she goes, he's there.
		
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			And I was like, he's there?
		
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			This man who refused to pray, who refused
		
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			to everything.
		
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			And we would say counseling, refused counseling.
		
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			My imam, talked to an imam, refused the
		
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			imam.
		
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			Wouldn't even step foot in the masjid.
		
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			Was literally in the muslimah.
		
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			And she said, he cold turkey, stopped the
		
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			alcohol, got clean, got better, started praying.
		
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			And he was now fully involved in this
		
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			family.
		
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			After years and years and years and years
		
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			of her complaints.
		
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			And she said, you always said the power
		
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			of dua.
		
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			And I thought, la ilaha illallah.
		
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			I mean, sometimes, not always do you hear
		
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			the full ending of a story, necessarily.
		
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			But this was amazing.
		
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			Look at the story of the sister.
		
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			You know what she said to me?
		
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			She said, I'm making dua that my husband
		
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			would finally come back to Islam and stop
		
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			the sin that he was doing.
		
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			I didn't expect that the one who responds
		
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			would respond with a wreck, car wreck from
		
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			my daughter.
		
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			She didn't expect that was going to be
		
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			the circle of response.
		
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			But Allah chooses to do things the way
		
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			He chooses.
		
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			And so even when you feel like a
		
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			person, you're going to give up on them,
		
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			don't.
		
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			Because Allah doesn't give up on us.
		
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			Even if you've given up on yourself about
		
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			something, don't.
		
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			Because Ar-Raheem has not given up on
		
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			you.
		
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			And even if you feel like your sins
		
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			are mountains, there is nothing mountainous to Allah
		
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			azza wa jal.